# Bram Adams > Bram Adams is helping people achieve their reading goals. Public Ghost content for AI and LLM tooling. This file includes a bounded export of public pages first, then recent public posts. Append `.md` to any post or page URL to get the content in Markdown (for example, `/example-post.md`). ## Pages ### old About Me URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/about-old/ Last updated: 2023-04-25T00:44:38.000Z šŸ¤” TL;DR: I am Bram Adams, and my website is the result of a Zettelkasten, which is a highly scalable and linkable system to connect real knowledge. By having your own Zettelkasten, you will have a deeper understanding of the books you read and the ideas you have, and it can help you unlock the powerful unique aspect of idea emergence. My website offers tutorials, essays, and a real-life working model of the Zettelkasten tenets in action. I am a developer ambassador for OpenAI and have helped hundreds of people get started and thrive within the Obsidian ecosystem. You can engage with me on three levels, each offering unique value adds. I also offer **consulting** related to OpenAI's technology, [more can be read on this below.](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/#consulting) Welcome to my corner of the web! I appreciate you stopping by. Let me introduce myself, and explain what you see in front of you. This site (bramadams.dev) is the result of what is known as a Zettelkasten. But what is that, and why might you care? ## What's a Zettelkasten, and Why Do I Want One? In short, the Zettelkasten is a highly scalable, highly flexible, and highly linkable system to connect real knowledge. The Zettelkasten method has helped inspire the creations of wikis, as well as the tenants of hypertext on the web. The Zettelkasten method helped Niklas Luhmann, one of the most famous and prolific names in the space from the 20th century, publish prolifically -- **over 50 books and 550 articles in his lifetime**. By having your own Zettelkasten, you will have a deeper understanding of the books you read and the ideas you have. In addition, through linking you will unlock the powerful aspect of **emergence**, the ability to use the whole in a way that is impossible with a single part. Imagine how a single cell in your body works in an entire organ system, or a single ant works in an ant hill. Ideas in isolation are like that single cell or ant, a Zettelkasten gives ideas a greater purpose through linking and remixing. ## The Two Purposes of bramadams.dev bramadams.dev serves two top level purposes. First, through tutorials, essays, and more, bramadams.dev will help you build your own Zettelkasten by taking advantage of the world's best technology, from Obsidian to CMS tools like Ghost to Artificial Intelligence APIs. You will learn about **computational thinking**, **frameworks of thought** and **more**. Second, you will learn the concepts of the Zettelkasten **in action**. Many sites and tutorials on the internet spend time and effort only on the meta aspects of PKM. Due to that, readers never get to see a real-life working model. *I reject that notion*. This site is a **real-life example** of the Zettelkasten tenets in action, which you are free to explore and engage with. As I develop and fine-tune the system further you will have a front row seat to the action, and you can count on the fact that I will share both the best and the worst of the process in real time. The topics published are extremely wide ranging (check `Topics` on the homepage for a full list), so I hope you'll find some topic(s) you like! ## Why Me? I work at the intersection of AI, PKM, writing, programming, and content creation. I am a [community developer ambassador for OpenAI](https://platform.openai.com/ambassadors?ref=bramadams.dev), and my AI Codex app, [Stenography](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev), went [#1 on Product Hunt](https://www.producthunt.com/products/stenography?utm%5Fsource=badge-top-post-badge&utm%5Fmedium=badge#stenography). I have been a full-stack Software Engineer at HBO and a Developer Advocate at Algolia. My Obsidian Vault template, [Bramses' Highly Opinionated Vault](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev) has helped **hundreds** of people get started and thrive within the Obsidian ecosystem. ## Why Engage? There are three levels of engagement, each providing additional value adds that I believe are unique: **Level 1:** Follow the RSS feed by clicking the button in the menu bar. The feed serves as a chronological stream of posts. I publish zettels almost every day on a wide range of topics, from books to deep life tactics, to anime, and humorous screenplays. **Each day is a surprise!** **Level 2:** The free tier. The free tier gives you access to map of content emails from me 1-3 times a week. These posts will teach you the core skill of what a Zettelkasten is good for -- **creating novel emergent thoughts that couldn't happen otherwise to ideas in isolation**. **Level 3:** The paid tier. The paid tier offers you a **weekly group office hour** where we can talk about anything for an hour! Q/A, Code/Obsidian walkthroughs, hanging out, whatever! These calls are meant to deliver high-quality time, so they'll be focused. Thanks for reading and feel free to **click on that button in the bottom right corner to subscribe**! Bram ## Consulting I also offer consulting related to AI. I've helped many organizations, from OpenAI to Mr. Beast, and have built [full AI products that have paying customers](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev). I have taught [official courses on GPT-3 and embeddings](https://www.oreilly.com/live-events/gpt-3-in-production/0636920065944/0636920065943/?ref=bramadams.dev), and have been a community ambassador at OpenAI for three years. If you want to inquire about rates (my minimum is $495/hr so please only inquire with serious offers) and scope of work for projects, you can reach me at `bram+consulting @ bramadams.dev` (*remove the spaces*) organizations i've worked with: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/openai-avatar.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/logo_guidelines_bg_white.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/Algolia-logo.svg.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/HBO_logo.svg.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/Mr-Beast-Logo.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/uofr.png) [pssst: here's a link to my old portfolio](https://homepage-kappa-three.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Tags URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/tags/ Last updated: 2025-02-23T23:09:12.000Z - [#workout-podcast](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/workout-podcast/) & [#book-talk](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/book-talk/) - [#ycb](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/ycb/) - [#creative-coding](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/creative-coding/) - [#daily](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/daily/) & [#instabram](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/instabram/) - [#newsletter](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/newsletter/) & [#essays](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/essays/) - [#personal-library-science](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/personal-library-science/) ### wavz holder yahhhh URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/wavs-holder/ Last updated: 2023-12-07T04:53:32.000Z Kingdom Hearts II Dearly Beloved With Ocean waves in the Background 0:00 /261.912 1Ɨ Hunter X Hunter The Last Mission Original Soundtrack Overture 0:00 /127.368 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-06-23-39-30.png) ### Bookshelf URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/bookshelf/ Last updated: 2023-07-21T06:21:39.000Z [README.mdGitHub Gist: instantly share code, notes, and snippets.![](https://gist.github.com/fluidicon.png)Gist262588213843476![](https://github.githubassets.com/images/modules/gists/gist-og-image.png)](https://gist.github.com/bramses/0375dd12252fd7cdb51a7411118b7786?ref=bramadams.dev) ## 2023 ### The Victorian Internet ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/42441009.jpeg) ### Exercised ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/51207425.jpg) ### home URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/home/ Last updated: 2024-01-12T04:58:55.000Z Bram Adams (@bramses) is a [creative technologist](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/creative-coding/) and [commonplacer](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev) based out of NYC. 1. 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See latest posts below For a [weekly Sunday newsletter](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/newsletter/) about life, software, PKM, and being well read, sign up with your email below: ### Contact URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/contact/ Last updated: 2025-12-09T06:01:21.000Z For questions, comments, greivances, concerns, life updates, small talk, chitter chatter, information about my car's extended warranty policy and more; I can be reached at: `bram + hello a bramadams d dev` ### About URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/about/ Last updated: 2026-04-22T17:55:26.000Z Bram Adams (@bramses) works on [Your Commonbase](https://linktr.ee/yourcommonbase?ref=bramadams.dev)—a simple ledger with complex computations—[reads five books a month](https://www.bramadams.dev/currently-reading/), and lives in NYC. #### Start With These Pages - [Working Thoughts](https://www.bramadams.dev/working-thoughts/) - [Share](https://www.bramadams.dev/share/) \- Statement, Bio, Contact - [Working Software](https://www.bramadams.dev/working-software/) - [Book Tech](https://www.bramadams.dev/book-tech/) - [Services Offered](https://www.bramadams.dev/services-offered/) #### What are your favorite books? You can see an irregularly updated Goodreads list [here](https://www.goodreads.com/review/list/84343841?shelf=favorites&ref=bramadams.dev), but my all time favorite books are included below (**i.e. while numbered, they are not in any particular order*). The metric for choosing this list is an idea (or multiple ideas) from the book that resonated to my core. **(NB: I get a bit of kickback if you buy a copy. Thanks!*) 1. ***Siddhartha** *(*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/3JaCrAE?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Herman Hesse ā€œ**Siddhartha looked into the river and saw many pictures in the flowing water. He saw his father, lonely, mourning for his son; he saw himself, lonely, also with the bonds of longing for his faraway son; he saw his son, also lonely, the boy eagerly advancing along the burning path of life’s desires; each one concentrating on his goal, each one obsessed by his goal, each one suffering.*ā€ 2. ***The Beginning of Infinity** *(*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/47V9vra?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by David Deutsch ā€œ**That is what makes good explanations essential to science: it is only when a theory is a good explanation – hard to vary – that it even matters whether it is testable. Bad explanations are equally useless whether they are testable or not.*ā€ 3. ***The Denial of Death** *(*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/46Ycm12?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Ernest Becker **ā€œThe urge to immortality is not a simple reflex of the death-anxiety but a reaching out by one's whole being toward life. Perhaps this natural expansion of the creature alone can explain why transference is such a universal passion….We are gods with anuses.ā€* 4. ***Developer Hegemony** *(*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/3RhOzU2?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Erik Dietrich **ā€œPragmatists contribute as little as possible to preserve stability, getting a bad economic deal and recognizing it. Idealists, believing in the company, work even harder and make their economic deal even worse. Don’t be fooled by a slightly higher salary and meaningless perks like offices and parking spaces. Working 50 percent more your entire career to eventually get paid fifteen thousand more per year is an abysmal deal, compared not only with opportunists’ deals but also with minimum effort, lower-wage pragmatists’ deals. And the opportunists feeding the grist to the mill certainly overpromote idealists because of strategic necessity rather than any kind of merit.ā€* 5. ***Gardens: An Essay on the Human condition** *(*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/471KiKh?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Robert Pogue Harrison **ā€œThe emphasis on cultivation is essential. It is because we are thrown into history that we must cultivate our garden. In an immortal Eden there is no need to cultivate, since all is pregiven there spontaneously. Our human gardens may appear to us like little openings onto paradise in the midst of the fallen world, yet the fact that we must create, maintain, and care for them is the mark of their postlapsarian provenance. History without gardens would be a wasteland. A garden severed from history would be superfluous.ā€* 6. ***Sun and Steel** *(*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/3TmIVlM?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Yukio Mishima **ā€œSpecifically, I cherished a romantic impulse towards death, yet at the same time I required a strictly classical body as its vehicle; a peculiar sense of destiny made me believe that the reason why my romantic impulse towards death remained unfulfilled in reality was the immensely simple fact that I lacked the necessary physical qualifications. A powerful, tragic frame and sculpturesque muscles were indispensable in a romantically noble death. Any confrontation between weak, flabby flesh and death seemed to me absurdly inappropriate. Longing at eighteen for an early demise, I felt myself unfitted for it. I lacked, in short, the muscles suitable for a dramatic death. And it deeply offended my romantic pride that it should be this unsuitability that had permitted me to survive the war.ā€* 7. ***So Good They Can't Ignore You** *(*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/3wCBXQS?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Cal Newport ā€œ**The Law of Remarkability: For a mission-driven project to succeed, it should be remarkable in two different ways. First, it must compel people who encounter it to remark about it to others. Second, it must be launched in a venue that supports such remarking.*ā€ 8. ***Black Rednecks and White Liberals** by Thomas Sowell **ā€œBefore the modern era, by and large Europeans enslaved other Europeans, Asians enslaved other Asians, Africans enslaved other Africans, and the indigenous peoples of the Western Hemisphere enslaved other indigenous peoples of the Western Hemisphere. Slavery was not based on race, much less on theories about race.…During the Middle Ages, Slavs were so widely used as slaves in both Europe and the Islamic world that the very word ā€œslaveā€ derived from the word for Slav—not only in English, but also in other European languages, as well as in Arabic.ā€* 9. ***The Timeless Way of Building** by Christopher Alexander **ā€œThe more living patterns there are in a place - a room, a building, or a town - the more it comes to life as an entirety, the more it glows, the more it has that self-maintaining fire which is the quality without a name.ā€* 10. ***Finite and Infinite Games** by James Carse ā€œ**Infinite players cannot say when their game began, nor do they care. They do not care for the reason that their game is not bounded by time. Indeed, the only purpose of the game is to prevent it from coming to an end, to keep everyone in play. There are no spatial or numerical boundaries to an infinite game. No world is marked with the barriers of infinite play, and there is no question of eligibility since anyone who wishes may play an infinite game. While finite games are externally defined, infinite games are internally defined...What one wins in a finite game is a title. A title is the acknowledgment of others that one has been the winner of a particular game. Titles are public. They are for others to notice. I expect others to address me according to my titles, but I do not address myself with them—unless, of course, I address myself as an other. The effectiveness of a title depends on its visibility, its noticeability to others.*ā€ 11. ****Lost In Thought** by Zena Hitz **ā€œIn the activities here described, the intellect reaches past whatever is given in immediate experience. That is why mere experiences sought for their own sake (video games, channel surfing, pornography) do not count. But if this is right, the intellect does not provide an escape from ā€œthe worldā€ so much as it involves an escape from oneself, one’s immediate experiences and the desires and impulses they provoke. Social conformity taps into our desire to fit in; social competition, to be superior to others; physical suffering, to let pain overwhelm us. Poverty and deprivation instill a fierce desire to be satisfied, comfortable, suffused with pleasures. They drive us, as we saw in the examples of Martin Eden or the worker at the Amazon warehouse, to drink and distraction…As described by the interlocutors of the Republic, intellectual life relies on wealth and luxury. It does not develop in environments where work is overwhelming, but appears only in economies where leisure has become possible. Yet it is not an immediate outgrowth of wealth and luxury. It emerges from a wealthy society that has been disciplined, that fears the pull of wealth and ambition, that trains its young for what really matters. Intellectual development requires a chosen asceticism, a conscious rejection of available luxury. It marks out a way between rustic simplicity and the decadence of wealth. In this way, Plato’s Socrates holds out a hope that Aristophanes does not—hope of an authentic way of being human that does service both to simple human necessities and to the heights of human excellence.ā€* 12. ***Thinking in Systems** by Donella Meadows *"A stock is the foundation of any system. Stocks are the elements of the system that you can see, feel, count, or measure at any given time. A system stock is just what it sounds like: a store, a quantity, an accumulation of material or information that has built up over time. It may be the water in a bathtub, a population, the books in a bookstore, the wood in a tree, the money in a bank, your own self-confidence. A stock does not have to be physical...Stocks change over time through the actions of a flow. Flows are filling and draining, births and deaths, purchases and sales, growth and decay, deposits and withdrawals, successes and failures. A stock, then, is the present memory of the history of changing flows within the system."* ... **"You could say paradigms are harder to change than anything else about a system, and therefore this item should be lowest on the list, not second-to-highest. But there’s nothing physical or expensive or even slow in the process of paradigm change. In a single individual it can happen in a millisecond. All it takes is a click in the mind, a falling of scales from the eyes, a new way of seeing. Whole societies are another matter—they resist challenges to their paradigms harder than they resist anything else. So how do you change paradigms? Thomas Kuhn, who wrote the seminal book about the great paradigm shifts of science, has a lot to say about that.8 You keep pointing at the anomalies and failures in the old paradigm. You keep speaking and acting, loudly and with assurance, from the new one. You insert people with the new paradigm in places of public visibility and power. You don’t waste time with reactionaries; rather, you work with active change agents and with the vast middle ground of people who are open-minded."* 13. ***The Book Against Death** by Elias Canetti **"Adam strangles God; Eve looks on."* 14. ***Martin Eden** by Jack London **Hunter x Hunter (*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/3Tlwpn7?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Yoshihiro Togashi is my favorite piece of art, period. **ā€œā€¦It was a minor change. Something…somewhere…shifted. If I had been this way since the beginning…While I am no god, what I could do, with this world…No. Perhaps only now could I see it this way.ā€* #### What are you working on right now? I'm broadly focused on: 1. [Sixty Book a Year Book Club](https://www.bramadams.dev/sixty-book-club/) 2. [B2B Client Work for YCB](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1zGWZlsUjeCMq%5FtmbTCcmXvqzcFxKbQNce6r%5F9o1k5Nw/edit?tab=t.0&ref=bramadams.dev) 3. This website 4. [Deepening my relationship with what I own](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCQp7K7qwU4&ref=bramadams.dev) #### Services Offered I offer a number of paid services, which you can learn about [here](https://www.bramadams.dev/services-offered/)! #### Where do you get your cover photos for your blog posts? - [Public Domain Image Archive](https://pdimagearchive.org/galleries/all/random/desc?ref=bramadams.dev) - [The Met Collection](https://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search?showOnly=openAccess%7CwithImage&ref=bramadams.dev) #### What is your philosophy? Such a thing is difficult to convey in words, but here are a few quotes and ideas that get close. (**Italics are ideas I got from somewhere else*, non-italicized are my ideas) 1. **Hunters must always be hunting something*. 2. **Enjoy the little detours, something more important than what you're hunting for could be right by the side of the road*./**Ask anyone you admire: Their lucky breaks happened on a detour from their main goal. So embrace detours. Life is not a straight line for anyone.* 3. **...I want what I've always wanted. Something I don't see in front of me.* 4. **Toma lo que quieras y pĆ”galo*. 5. **Ars longa, vita brevis.* 6. A [zettelkasten](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zettelkasten?ref=bramadams.dev)/[commonplace book](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Commonplace%5Fbook?ref=bramadams.dev) is a noble task to work on unto itself. It is a garden, and gardens have no beginnings or ends, they merely change with intention and by season. 7. **Solvidar ambulado*. 8. **The Law of Remarkability:* **For a mission-driven project to succeed, it should be remarkable in two different ways. First, it must compel people who encounter it to remark about it to others. Second, it must be launched in a venue that supports such remarking.* 9. **If what you are working on is not important and not likely to lead to important things, then why are you working on it?* 10. **Do less, better.* 11. **If you want to get to know someone, find out what makes them angry. / When someone tells you what ticks them off they are telling you what makes them tick.* 12. Choose a philosophy, or one will be chosen for you**.* The same can be said for your attention. 13. Most code has yet to be written. Code is still in its early alphabetic literature phase, and LLMs have sped us up drastically. Expect a Cambrian explosion of programs. 14. **Enthusiasm, freshness, beauty. All the things that make life worth living. That's why I plan in the suite of a superior five-star hotel. Not in a hangar or some apartment in the suburbs like those crooks who hide away like rats and dress in dark colors. If we're riddled with bullets at the doors of that auction house, we'll leave five beautiful corpses behind...and Damian's.* 15. **First and foremost, I am for myself.* 16. **To be remarkable, read books.* 17. **Luck is a skill like everything else.* 18. **I placed the highest priority on the sort of life that lets me focus on writing, not associating with all the people around me. I felt that the indispensable relationship I should build in my life was not with a specific person, but with an unspecified number of readers. As long as I got my day-to-day life set so that each work was an improvement over the last, then many of my readers would welcome whatever life I chose for myself. Shouldn’t this be my duty as a novelist, and my top priority? My opinion hasn’t changed over the years. I can’t see my readers’ faces, so in a sense it’s a conceptual type of human relationship, but I’ve consistently considered this invisible, conceptual relationship to be the most important thing in my life. In other words, you can’t please everybody.* 19. **Siddhartha looked into the river and saw many pictures in the flowing water. He saw his father, lonely, mourning for his son; he saw himself, lonely, also with the bonds of longing for his faraway son; he saw his son, also lonely, the boy eagerly advancing along the burning path of life’s desires; each one concentrating on his goal, each one obsessed by his goal, each one suffering.* 20. **To understand how Epicurus's garden reflects and even embodies the core of his philosophy, we must keep in mind first of all that it was an actual kitchen garden tended by his disciples, who ate the fruits and vegetables they grew there. Yet it was not for the sake of fruits and vegetables alone that they assiduously cultivated the soil. Their gardening activity was also a form of education in the ways of nature: its cycles of growth and decay, its general equanimity, its balanced interplay play of earth, water, air, and sunlight. Here, in the convergence of vital forces in the garden's microcosm, the cosmos manifested its greater harmonies; here the human soul rediscovered its essential connection to matter; here living things showed how fruitfully they respond to a gardener's solicitous care and supervision. Yet the most important pedagogical lesson that the Epicurean garden imparted to those who tended it was that life-in all its forms-is intrinsically mortal and that the human soul shares the fate of whatever grows and perishes on and in the earth. Thus the garden reinforced the fundamental Epicurean belief that the human soul is as amenable to moral, spiritual, and intellectual cultivation as the garden is to organic cultivation.* 21. **Risking your life and throwing away your life seem alike, but are two totally different things. People who live at the brink of death never think of throwing their lives away. Only those who can take perfect care of their bodies, and then drink poison thats barely under the lethal dose at any time without hesitation can survive.* 22. **A person is an end-in-themself: their inherent value doesn't depend on anything else - it doesn't depend on whether the person is enjoying their life, or making other people's lives better. We exist, so we have value.* 23. An engineer while I'm here, an artist after I'm gone. 24. [The Pull](https://www.bramadams.dev/32/). 25. **You have the right to work, but for the work's sake only. You have no right to the fruits of work. Desire for the fruits of work must never be your motive in working. Never give way to laziness, either.* **Work done with anxiety about results is far inferior to work done without such anxiety, in the calm of self-surrender. Seek refuge in the knowledge of Brahma. They who work selfishly for results are miserable.* #### The biggest questions I want answers to 1. Why don’t programmers treat themselves like book authors? ([example](https://imagedelivery.net/CrhaOMV08a-ykXmRKTxGRA/b64a661b-0d80-4bdd-bc61-5ecdad5e7800/public?format=png&ref=bramadams.dev)) 2. Does all creative coding need to fall into the local maxima of generative art or video games? 3. Is it possible to build a zero stress search/store/share societal legacy built on the Commonbases of individual legacies? 4. What does it mean to be a Hunter in the real world? 5. Can the average developer build a sustainable lifestyle on their own, or will they always be yoked to a nameless large organization? 6. If most code hasn’t been written yet, what should (and shouldn’t) we expect to see? When will we cross the threshold where most code has been written? 7. What do I value above all else? 8. What am I hoping to find in all these books I read? 9. Is knowledge power? How many kinds of power exist? #### What's up with your profile picture? Why do you use it everywhere? Good question! Find out [here](https://www.bramadams.dev/202302092343/). #### Sooooo...what do you look like? Find out [here](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307012320/). Or [here](https://bramses.notion.site/Modeling-Photos-f0b7b0becf47419f8e9c5e2697598829?ref=bramadams.dev) (my runway modeling days (in the past!!)). #### What do you classify yourself as career wise? I really struggle with this myself. Broadly speaking, I think I "qualify" to title anything I have been officially paid to do in the past/present, and " aspirational" anything I'd like to be paid for/rewarded for in the future. Official: 1. Software Developer 2. Developer Advocate 3. AI Consultant 4. Owner-operator ([Stenography](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev)) 5. Writer 6. Creative Technologist Aspirational: 1. Artist 2. Book Author 3. Actor 4. Musician #### What are your thoughts on AI? The current-near future AI will be as impactful to humanity's future as the impact of true alphabetical language (the ones we use today) combined with the impact of infinite computation devices (Turing machines). In other words, the foundation of a true self sustaining intelligence. The current, null hypothesis impact of AI is massive for those who are willing to explore the space and make it work for their needs. #### What is your stack? ****for bramadams.dev:** - [Ghost (Pro)](https://ghost.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) ****for life/work management:** - [Trello](https://trello.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Your Commonbase](https://bramses.notion.site/Your-Commonbase-Research-Product-Updates-96bc14d2a7564f17be9f6957070e1262?ref=bramadams.dev) ****software**: - VSC - Claude Code ****hardware:** - [Supernote Nomad](https://supernote.com/pages/supernote-nomad?ref=bramadams.dev) - [iPhone 15 Pro Max](https://www.apple.com/iphone-15-pro/?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Macbook Pro M1](https://www.apple.com/shop/buy-mac/macbook-pro?ref=bramadams.dev) ****for style:** - [Uniqlo](https://www.uniqlo.com/us/en/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for basics) - [Zara](https://www.zara.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for flashy pieces) - [Adidas](https://www.adidas.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for shoes) - [Miansai](https://www.miansai.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for jewelry) #### How can I contact you? You can find my contact information [here](https://www.bramadams.dev/contact/). #### Who are your favorite musicians? I oscillate favorite artists, but broadly stick within 3-4 core genres: 1. Metalcore 2. Rap 3. J-Pop/Rock 4. EDM My favorite artists currently are (by odds of me consuming their entire discography over and over): **In no particular order*: 1. [Sleep Token](https://open.spotify.com/artist/2n2RSaZqBuUUukhbLlpnE6?si=I2pyPioyQMmdJWYu7PA-Ng&ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [Braden Ross](https://open.spotify.com/artist/18VFhPeFzSSbHIagpYXbic?si=k69LCRhaTGiVW3vRA4P96Q&ref=bramadams.dev) 3. [Oliver Francis](https://open.spotify.com/artist/0WvTK38rXqPCD5pZMDuX20?si=AmWZygo4SKyHKanxPNxbJg&ref=bramadams.dev) 4. [Childish Gambino](https://open.spotify.com/artist/73sIBHcqh3Z3NyqHKZ7FOL?si=XtwNozP0SdK32yvszlvXOg&ref=bramadams.dev) 5. [Porter Robinson](https://open.spotify.com/artist/3dz0NnIZhtKKeXZxLOxCam?si=LEFt3TgKT4qSTKdTXRNRXA&ref=bramadams.dev) 6. [Post Malone](https://open.spotify.com/artist/246dkjvS1zLTtiykXe5h60?si=5cEJQNDNS3iHKMUvOYvuwg&ref=bramadams.dev) (rap era) 7. [System of a Down](https://open.spotify.com/artist/5eAWCfyUhZtHHtBdNk56l1?si=ZF84O2nKQlaOxU2Ib3oc3A&ref=bramadams.dev) 8. [Brakence](https://open.spotify.com/artist/4kqFrZkeqDfOIEqTWqbOOV?si=f8ajUfLvTiW7AEE-STgysQ&ref=bramadams.dev) 9. [Maggie Lindemann](https://open.spotify.com/artist/0uGk2czvcpWQA383Im6ajf?si=EFP1EhjcRAW5spORH6PX3Q&ref=bramadams.dev) 10. [MCR](https://open.spotify.com/artist/7FBcuc1gsnv6Y1nwFtNRCb?si=m-oiRwmSRDatnsqi3wwmfA&ref=bramadams.dev) 11. [Kai Wachi](https://open.spotify.com/artist/2fNr4ldujwq97v1jWeqs8K?si=0duE4FpNQFCM8uHE-qeWaw&ref=bramadams.dev) 12. [YOASOBI](https://open.spotify.com/artist/64tJ2EAv1R6UaZqc4iOCyj?si=wN4j1oi2Ti2e5HmxsVt4Sg&ref=bramadams.dev) 13. [Bad Valentine](https://open.spotify.com/artist/61coG1PiUiDGJUYjcWjVL4?trackId=5axxk4NU61FDFupdnENtIU&ref=bramadams.dev) 14. [RevengeInKyoto](https://open.spotify.com/artist/7avzhbB7YZbr3qba5F7O0B?trackId=5axxk4NU61FDFupdnENtIU&ref=bramadams.dev) 15. [156/Silence](https://open.spotify.com/artist/2qXHYRTtZytxMMfO9pW1V9?trackId=5axxk4NU61FDFupdnENtIU&ref=bramadams.dev) 16. [Whitechapel](https://open.spotify.com/artist/5274obTQJjzjyycRyJlfml?trackId=5axxk4NU61FDFupdnENtIU&ref=bramadams.dev) 17. [Boundaries](https://open.spotify.com/artist/7a29ko2je7GUMrbmwn4t3I?trackId=5axxk4NU61FDFupdnENtIU&ref=bramadams.dev) #### Employment + Education History Previously Community Developer Ambassador @ [OpenAI](https://openai.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Developer Advocate @ [Algolia](https://www.algolia.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Software Engineer @ [HBO](https://www.hbo.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Computer Science B.S. @ [University of Rochester](https://rochester.edu/?ref=bramadams.dev) [****Contact**](https://www.bramadams.dev/contact/) ### Consulting URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/consulting/ Last updated: 2025-12-27T18:14:49.000Z I offer consulting related to AI. I've helped many organizations, from OpenAI to Mr. Beast, and have built full AI products that have paying customers. I have taught official courses on GPT-3 and embeddings, and have been a community ambassador at OpenAI for three years. I have been a full stack web developer and a developer advocate, so I can work across the table. Most importantly, **I solve problems well, and I solve them fast.** If you want to inquire about rates and scope of work for projects, you can reach me at: `bram + consulting @ bramadams . dev` Some of the organizations i've worked with: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/openai-avatar.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/logo_guidelines_bg_white.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/Algolia-logo.svg.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/HBO_logo.svg.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/01/Mr-Beast-Logo.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/payment-logo-mastercard_width600.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/United_States_Holocaust_Memorial_Museum_logo.svg) ### Vault URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/vault/ Last updated: 2023-07-20T15:33:46.000Z my best stuff! _This post is for paying subscribers only._ ### FAQ URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/faq/ Last updated: 2025-01-13T19:51:48.000Z #### What are your favorite books? You can see an irregularly updated Goodreads list [here](https://www.goodreads.com/review/list/84343841?shelf=favorites&ref=bramadams.dev), but my top five are (**these are affiliate links, so I get a bit of kickback if you buy a copy. Thanks!*): 1. **Siddhartha (*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/46Ye5TZ?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* \- Herman Hesse 2. **The Beginning of Infinity (*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/47V9vra?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* \- David Deutsch 3. **The Denial of Death (*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/46Ycm12?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* \- Ernest Becker 4. **Developer Hegemony (*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/3RhOzU2?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* \- Erik Dietrich 5. **Gardens (*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/471KiKh?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* \- Robert Pogue Harrison Not a traditional book, but **Hunter x Hunter (*[**affl. link*](https://amzn.to/3Tlwpn7?ref=bramadams.dev)**)* by Yoshihiro Togashi is my favorite story ever told. #### What are you currently reading? You can see my latest reads including how much progress I've made in them in my [daily standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) posts. 1. **At Home in the Universe: The Search for the Laws of Self-Organization and Complexity* by Stuart A. Kauffman 2. **River of the Gods: Genius, Courage, and Betrayal in the Search for the Source of the Nile* by Candice Millard 3. **The Glass Bead Game* by Hermann Hesse 4. **Napoleon: A Life* by Andrew Roberts 5. **Black Rednecks & White Liberals: Hope, Mercy, Justice and Autonomy in the American Health Care System* by Thomas Sowell 6. **Command and Control: Nuclear Weapons, the Damascus Accident, and the Illusion of Safety* by Eric Schlossler #### What are you working on right now? I'm broadly focused on: 1. This website 2. My Sunday newsletter 3. Building creative technologies around the lifestyle of being well-read alongside PKM [process](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev)(es). I read [five books a month](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/books/) and I'm trying to make that process more fulfilling) (this is going really well – check out [Commonplace Bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev)!!) 4. [Client work related to OpenAI](https://www.upwork.com/freelancers/~01acb4427fa78023a7?viewMode=1&ref=bramadams.dev) #### How can I contact you? You can find my contact information [here](https://www.bramadams.dev/contact/). #### Are you raising VC money for [Stenography](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev)? No. #### Where do you get your cover photos for your blog posts? - [Public Domain Image Archive](https://pdimagearchive.org/galleries/all/random/desc?ref=bramadams.dev) - [The Met Collection](https://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search?showOnly=openAccess%7CwithImage&ref=bramadams.dev) #### What's up with your profile picture? Why do you use it everywhere? Good question! Find out [here](https://www.bramadams.dev/202302092343/). #### What is your philosophy? Such a thing is difficult to convey in words, but here are a few quotes and ideas that get close. (**Italics are ideas I got from somewhere else*, non-italicized are my ideas) 1. **Hunters must always be hunting something*. 2. **Enjoy the little detours, something more important than what you're hunting for could be right by the side of the road*. 3. **Toma lo que quieras y pĆ”galo*. 4. Knowledge is attainable, and simultaneously immeasurable. 5. **Ars longa, vita brevis.* 6. A [zettelkasten](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zettelkasten?ref=bramadams.dev)/[commonplace book](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Commonplace%5Fbook?ref=bramadams.dev) is a noble task to work on unto itself. It is a garden, and gardens have no beginnings or ends, they merely change with intention and by season. 7. **Solvidar ambulado*. 8. **The Law of Remarkability:* **For a mission-driven project to succeed, it should be remarkable in two different ways. First, it must compel people who encounter it to remark about it to others. Second, it must be launched in a venue that supports such remarking.* 9. **If what you are working on is not important and not likely to lead to important things, then why are you working on it?* 10. **Do less, better* 11. **Choose a philosophy, or one will be chosen for you.* The same can be said for your attention. 12. Most code has yet to be written. #### Who are your favorite musicians? I oscillate favorite artists, but broadly stick within 3-4 core genres: 1. Metalcore 2. Rap 3. J-Pop/Rock 4. EDM My favorite artists currently are (by odds of me consuming their entire discography over and over): **In no particular order*: 1. Sleep Token 2. Periphery 3. Oliver Francis 4. Childish Gambino 5. Porter Robinson 6. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas 7. System of a Down 8. Brakence 9. Breaking Benjamin #### Are you single? šŸ˜‰ Yes. I may get around to making one of those date me docs, or I may not. I've been off of dating apps, so I probably need to do more work in that regard. Who knows! #### What are your thoughts on AI? The current-near future AI will be as impactful to humanity's future as the impact of true alphabetical language (the ones we use today) combined with the impact of infinite computation devices (Turing machines). In other words, the foundation of a true self sustaining intelligence. #### What do you classify yourself as career wise? I really struggle with this myself. Broadly speaking, I think I "qualify" to title anything I have been officially paid to do in the past/present, and " aspirational" anything I'd like to be paid for/rewarded for in the future. Official: 1. Software Developer 2. Developer Advocate 3. Consultant 4. Founder 5. Writer Aspirational: 1. Creative Technologist 2. Artist 3. Book Author 4. Actor 5. Musician #### What is your stack? ****for bramadams.dev:** - [Ghost (Pro)](https://ghost.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Obsidian Ghost Publish Plugin](https://github.com/bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish?ref=bramadams.dev) - [MidJouney](https://www.midjourney.com/home/?callbackUrl=/app/&ref=bramadams.dev) (for cover images) ****for life/work management:** - [Obsidian](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Time Block Planner](https://www.amazon.com/Time-Block-Planner-Second-Method-Distracted/dp/0593545397?crid=2BDDO8JPRD5X7&keywords=time+block+planner&qid=1693192428&sprefix=time+blo,aps,94&sr=8-3&ref=bramadams.dev) ****software**: - [Arc](https://arc.net/?ref=bramadams.dev) (browser) - [Cursor](https://www.cursor.so/?ref=bramadams.dev) (code editor) - [OpenAI API](https://platform.openai.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for pretty much anything AI) ****hardware:** - [iPad Pro](https://www.apple.com/ipad-pro/?ref=bramadams.dev) - [iPhone 13](https://www.apple.com/iphone/?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Macbook Pro M1](https://www.apple.com/shop/buy-mac/macbook-pro?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Kindle Oasis](https://www.amazon.com/Kindle-Oasis-now-with-adjustable-warm-light/dp/B07F7TLZF4?ref=bramadams.dev) ****for food:** - [Whole Foods](https://www.wholefoodsmarket.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) ****for style:** - [Uniqlo](https://www.uniqlo.com/us/en/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for basics) - [Zara](https://www.zara.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for flashy pieces) - [Adidas](https://www.adidas.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for shoes - namely Ultraboosts) - [Miansai](https://www.miansai.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) (for jewelry) #### Any features/interviews you are proud of? Yes! - [GoTime Podcast Episode 279](https://changelog.com/gotime/279?ref=bramadams.dev) - [New School Interview](https://bram.substack.com/p/interview-with-the-new-school?ref=bramadams.dev#details) - [Experimenting with Codex - Sandra Kublik](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pwLACq73OzY&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Discord! URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/discord/ Last updated: 2023-09-22T19:45:53.000Z Members of Bram Adams get extra calls to [bramdroid](https://github.com/bramses/bramdroid?ref=bramadams.dev), the bot that is in the server. You can see the limits for the tiers below. To get the extra invocations, please put the email you used to sign up and your Discord username (not display name) in the form below. ## Join the Discord! ## Invocation Increase Form Your email that you used to sign up with the [portal](https://www.bramadams.dev/discord/#/portal): Your discord username (see pics below): Send ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-16-16-26.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-16-18-46.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-16-31-50.png) ## Limits ```json { "aart" : { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 }, "quos" : { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 }, "curio" : { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 }, "random" : { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 }, "repost": { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 }, "summarize": { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 }, "share": { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 }, "delve": { "free": 3, "member": 20, "paid": 50 } } ``` ### Character Sheet URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/ Last updated: 2023-11-26T19:40:27.000Z šŸ’” These characters (collectively called ***The Dialogues**) (in addition to being fun & cute) give the blog the ability to provide [Socratic dialogue](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Socratic%5Fdialogue?ref=bramadams.dev), multiple voices and commentary on one core topic. The idea of having blog characters was inspired by [Xe Iaso](https://xeiaso.net/?ref=bramadams.dev)! ## Leda ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) ### Bio Our protagonist, Leda is in search of as much knowledge as she can acquire. She's always on the hunt to learn something new, or to connect two learned ideas in a creative way. She is a pupil of Sockrates. ### Stats **Curiosity: 5/5** **Patience: 2.2/5** **MBTI: INTP** **Favorite Food: Chipotle Burritos** ## Ravenlol ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) ### Bio Ravenlol was born into wealth but has tried to find his own way in the world. He aspires one day to become the first bird to become a hand model (I guess a wing model in his case). He never seems to tell the truth fully, and always hides messages in his sayings. ### Stats **Karaoke: 1/5 (but he does it anyway)** **Fashion: 5/5** **Forgetfulness: 1/5** **Favorite Poet: Edgar Allen Poe** ## Sockrates ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) ### Bio He's Socrates, but he's a sock. That's about it... Sockrates also works in a local community garden on Tuesdays and Saturdays. He has high hopes for Leda's growth as an intellectual, but he can't tell her that directly or she'll get too big for her head. ### Stats **Love of Knowledge: 5/5** **C++: 3/5** **Comfort: 5/5** **Dislikes: Hems on pants and locks on doors** ### GPTs URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/gpts/ Last updated: 2024-03-04T05:02:04.000Z šŸ’” if you are an obsidian user, [you may want to check out the projects ive made for obsidian](https://www.bramadams.dev/obsidian-repos/) ok, on with the gpts ## MapGPT [ChatGPT - MapGPTDiscover the world around you. Created by https://bramadams.dev, https://lucasnegritto.com, and the official OpenAI Ambassadors![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)ChatGPT![](https://files.oaiusercontent.com/file-0LnpK77rhUFMYMYBiK3P41NV?se=2123-12-28T00%3A20%3A16Z&sp=r&sv=2021-08-06&sr=b&rscc=max-age%3D1209600%2C%20immutable&rscd=attachment%3B%20filename%3D1812728c-2db4-457f-bbd5-7387fc53e64f.png&sig=f3zWyLLjCjIomaPSEVz8owK84SYok%2B3FjcrPgZWTPFY%3D)](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-Pw20OIj6o-mapgpt?ref=bramadams.dev) [![MapGPT - Your AI pocket tour guide | Product Hunt](https://api.producthunt.com/widgets/embed-image/v1/featured.svg?post_id=438150&theme=light)](https://www.producthunt.com/posts/mapgpt?utm%5Fsource=badge-featured&utm%5Fmedium=badge&utm%5Fsouce=badge-mapgpt) ## Hunter x Hunter Manga Augmented Reality [ChatGPT - HxH Manga EDTake a picture of an HxH volume and it will link you to the ending for that arc![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)ChatGPT![](https://files.oaiusercontent.com/file-INyws8d42CPaHRWSKnjugbhO?se=2123-12-18T23%3A45%3A36Z&sp=r&sv=2021-08-06&sr=b&rscc=max-age%3D1209600%2C%20immutable&rscd=attachment%3B%20filename%3DScreenshot%25202024-01-11%252018-37-07.png&sig=f7Tvr0U2oNiBE8V8tPQZqmWwCxVME3xG%2BWJGmNqRkio%3D)](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-UhlTGzje4-hxh-manga-ed?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ## GPT UX Patterns [GPT UX PatternsNew UX patterns are being discovered every day!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Gaugain-Guinea-Pigs.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/gpt-ux-patterns/) the advent of agents is creating not only new use cases, but new ways to communicate b/w humans, servers, and ai ## Library: Turn Python Files into OpenAI Function Specs [GitHub - The-Agentsmiths/types-to-toolsContribute to The-Agentsmiths/types-to-tools development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubThe-Agentsmiths![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/cb326c4e32295e6a0ac24cb79e3c1d5ae5f955fdd46d03c9373384febc4a512b/The-Agentsmiths/types-to-tools)](https://github.com/The-Agentsmiths/types-to-tools?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ## EraGuessr Play a game where you need to guess a historical era from a DALL-E picture! [EraGuessr GPTa geo guessr like game with dalle, code interpreter and chatgpt![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/era-guessr-gpt/) --- ## World of Warcraft Season of Discovery Assistant This GPT allows you to find some runes in SoD. Videos and images included! [ChatGPT - WoW Season of Discovery HelperHelping you find those runes!![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)ChatGPT![](https://files.oaiusercontent.com/file-XkV3ACG5SOZVTYVcidMF3H7L?se=2123-11-08T08%3A20%3A06Z&sp=r&sv=2021-08-06&sr=b&rscc=max-age%3D31536000%2C%20immutable&rscd=attachment%3B%20filename%3DDALL%25C2%25B7E%25202023-12-02%252002.41.33%2520-%2520Create%2520an%2520image%2520of%2520a%2520hexagon-shaped%2520rock%2520with%2520a%2520yellow%2520engraved%2520rune%2520on%2520its%2520surface.%2520The%2520rock%2520should%2520have%2520a%2520realistic%2520texture%252C%2520indicative%2520of%2520ancient%2520s.png&sig=x/Inry%2BAiGI8MmTHs5gHd5SMN2DJK89pl3DhYQnhayY%3D)](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-CDBiKK1eu-wow-season-of-discovery-helper?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ## Talk To Blog: Sixteen Weeks of Time Blocking [ChatGPT - TTB: Sixteen Weeks of Time Blocking(an interactive blog experience)![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)ChatGPT![](https://files.oaiusercontent.com/file-KnwCHBHiU3pKLsf8QY2gQofr?se=2123-11-11T23%3A29%3A00Z&sp=r&sv=2021-08-06&sr=b&rscc=max-age%3D1209600%2C%20immutable&rscd=attachment%3B%20filename%3DScreenshot%25202023-12-03%252022-34-31.png&sig=Gqz9YxVMlz0w8ohcDBfh%2BQ%2B6zF21AI6r26jfp0shcNQ%3D)](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-8yMoGuaTT-ttb-sixteen-weeks-of-time-blocking?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Start Here URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/start-here-old/ Last updated: 2026-01-20T19:35:25.000Z ## WATCH THIS [(manual link to video if iframe isn't loading for you)](https://www.loom.com/share/a83adc68eec94b9fb6c6167b82bb720b?sid=561f7b54-aac7-466f-9f8c-4097bc070482&ref=bramadams.dev) šŸ’” Bram Adams (@bramses) is building Your Commonbase (more below) based out of NYC. Bram is a [community developer ambassador for OpenAI](https://platform.openai.com/ambassadors?ref=bramadams.dev), and does contracts ([for hire!](https://www.bramadams.dev/consulting/)) related to AI/web dev/AR+VR. ***today** As of Winter 2025, Bram is actively working on two intertwined missions: the foundation and formalizations of the [core philosophies of personal library science](https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=40192359&ref=bramadams.dev), and writing the initial software that powers it: [****Your Commonbase**](https://bramses.notion.site/Your-Commonbase-BETA-10b034182ddd8038b9ffe11cc2833713?ref=bramadams.dev) (Commonplace Book + LLM Augmented Database). [Commonplace Bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev) and its sibling projects: [Quoordinates](https://github.com/bramses/quoordinates?ref=bramadams.dev) and [Quo-Host](https://github.com/bramses/quo-host?ref=bramadams.dev), are the world's first look into what he future of reading books and retention will look like with the influence of LLMs. You can test Commonplace Bot out live in the Bram Adams' [Discord server](https://discord.gg/GrgkFP3Je3?ref=bramadams.dev). Check out all the other related projects by starring the topic: [#future-of-reading](https://github.com/topics/future-of-reading?ref=bramadams.dev). ***other projects and experiences include** Bram is the creator of [Stenography](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev), an API and [VSC Extension](https://marketplace.visualstudio.com/items?itemName=Stenography.stenography&ref=bramadams.dev) that automatically documents code on save, which went [****#1 on Product Hunt**](https://www.producthunt.com/products/stenography?ref=bramadams.dev#stenography). He also created [MapGPT](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-Pw20OIj6o-mapgpt?ref=bramadams.dev), a GPT that creates a personalized tour guide from anywhere in the world and has been a featured GPT on the GPT Store and used in more than ****one hundred thousand conversations**. He also is the author of [Bramses' Highly Opinionated Vault](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev), an extremely detailed philosophy + vault template used by ****thousands of Obsidian users** (new and old!), and [ChatGPT MD](https://github.com/bramses/chatgpt-md?ref=bramadams.dev), a (nearly) seemless integration of Chat GPT into Obsidian which has been downloaded by over ****thirty thousand Obsidian users**. He also taught the [GPT-3 in Production Course for O'Reilly Media](https://www.oreilly.com/live-events/gpt-3-in-production/0636920065944/0636920071443/?ref=bramadams.dev), teaching students how to leverage LLMs in the real world of production. Previously Developer Advocate @ [Algolia](https://www.algolia.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Software Engineer @ [HBO](https://www.hbo.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Computer Science B.S. @ [University of Rochester](https://rochester.edu/?ref=bramadams.dev) ****Summary:** Currently Community Developer Ambassador @ [OpenAI](https://openai.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Freelance @ [Bram Adams](https://bramadams.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev); working on Your Commonbase Previously Developer Advocate @ [Algolia](https://www.algolia.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Software Engineer @ [HBO](https://www.hbo.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), Computer Science B.S. @ [University of Rochester](https://rochester.edu/?ref=bramadams.dev) [****Contact**](https://www.bramadams.dev/contact/) ## Tags There are a few tags you should familiarize yourself with as these are updated consistently: - [newsletter](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/newsletter/) \- Every Sunday, a deep dive into a topic or idea. Subscribe to get these delivered directly to your inbox. - [instabram](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/instabram/) \- Curated photos, videos, music. The aesthetic things of life live here. - [books](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/books/) \- My thoughts on the books I've read, recommendations, opinions. - [creative-coding](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/creative-coding/) \- Creative coding demos and apps I've built over the years. - [essays](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/essays/) \- Long form thought pieces. ## Modes There are multiple ways to consume content on bramadams.dev. ### Scroll Mode The OG. Scroll to your hearts content. Click on what interests you. ### Random Mode Click this button at any time to jump to a random post on the website. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-19-14-23-15.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-19-14-32-12-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-19-15-02-23.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-19-15-02-40.png) three example clicks on random mode ### Important Pages [AboutBram Adams (@bramses) is a creative technologist and commonplacer based out of NYC. What are your favorite books? You can see an irregularly updated Goodreads list here, but my top five are (these are affiliate links, so I get a bit of kickback if you buy a copy. Thanks!): 1.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/) a faq about me [ContactFor questions, comments, greivances, concerns, life updates, small talk, chitter chatter, information about my car’s extended warranty policy and more; I can be reached at: bram + hello a bramadams d dev![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/contact/) if you feel compelled to reach out! ## Projects ### GPT-3 and OpenAI [GPTsA collection of the GPTs I’ve written![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/fightimgmet.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/gpts/) ### ### Cal Newport Bookshelf and Recommendations [Notion – The all-in-one workspace for your notes, tasks, wikis, and databases.A new tool that blends your everyday work apps into one. It’s the all-in-one workspace for you and your team![](https://bramses.notion.site/images/logo-ios.png)Notion![](https://www.notion.so/images/meta/default.png)](https://bramses.notion.site/059db2641def4a88988b4d2cee4657ba?v=448bf8afad0740d18f6b109b4bd40d51&ref=bramadams.dev) ### ChatGPT Mode for Ghost [GitHub - bramses/ghost-gptContribute to bramses/ghost-gpt development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/6eff67bbcbfd94837eb9535c326370067ab9b17785662535ac054d1a62a21070/bramses/ghost-gpt)](https://github.com/bramses/ghost-gpt?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Graph Mode for Ghost [GitHub - bramses/ghost-to-nomic: Upload your Ghost blog posts as a Nomic MapUpload your Ghost blog posts as a Nomic Map. Contribute to bramses/ghost-to-nomic development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/7dae81a0f49c21572df2380cf78bb3c521c6ad1896e615bd58bcaf14cf6bd900/bramses/ghost-to-nomic)](https://github.com/bramses/ghost-to-nomic?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Creative Coding [GitHub - bramses/poems: Creative Code PoetryCreative Code Poetry. Contribute to bramses/poems development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/52d0f9531a6c047ced08a32a3bdfdaed25e050c7aa3f8fad81431f67a539eb96/bramses/poems)](https://github.com/bramses/poems?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Greatest Hits ### Commonplace Bot Release [Issue 29: Anything But CommonplaceCommonplace Bot is live!!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/10/DALL-E-2023-09-27-23.16.58---A-photo-of-a-futuristic-reading-nook-where-a-levitating-digital-book-hovers.-The-cover-art-is-a-modern-rendition-of-a-classic-sketch-of-a-French-woman.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-29/) ### A Full Year of Weekly Newsletters [Issue 52: A Year Around the SunReflections on a year of newsletter-ing, and what to look forward to next year.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Birthday-Group-by-John-Dillwyn-Llewelyn.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-52/) ### Your Art or Your Life Series [Issue 50: Reset your Social Media AnnuallyOn the controlled burn of online profiles![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Daumier-Banquo-Clais-Bizoin.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-50/) ### The Well-Read Series [Issue 44: Is Being Well Read Actually a Thing? Part I - Zero to OneThe superpower we neglect to use![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/gothlib.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) ### On Arbitrage & Leverage [ARBITRAGEim all in on arbitrage![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/) recording with OBS is free real estate ### Moving Away From Obsidian [Why I Migrated 300+ Posts From Obsidian Publish to Ghost303\. 303 posts manually backfilled one by one from Obsidian Publish to Ghost, with great effort and mental + physical expense. But why? The Goal of a Zettelkasten For the uninitiated, a zettelkasten is a form of a personal knowledge management system (PKM). The Zettelkasten method prioritizes small pieces of information![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/DALL-E-2023-03-16-14.29.12---abstract-pencil-and-watercolor-art-of--22Why-I-Migrated-300--Posts-From-Obsidian-Publish-to-Ghost-22.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202301312143) [The PKM Niche is CrowdedTo be successful in the PKM niche, I argue that counterintuitively PKM should be used as a tool to become big in another realm of idea space.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-22-10-43-16.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202301071311/) ### Creative Coding [Kingdom Hearts Menu Style Portfolio\~\~ dearly beloved \~\~![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-13-00-58.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/kingdom-hearts-menu-style-portfolio/) [Bleeding Edge Technology is Made for Silly ArtThe only defensible use for bleeding edge tech is play!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_the_yin_and_yang_of_technology_and_art_janus_the_greek__9a0460fb-4efd-49d8-b473-44343379aaf8.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308192019/) [Peace of MindWhen we say we want peace \*of\* mind, what we really mean is that we want peace \*from\* mind![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-18-15-30-51.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/peace-of-mind/) [A Candid Conversation with my Artificial SelfUsing GPT-3 to get to the brass tacks of humanity in an AI world![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-18-15-15-43.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/a-conversation-with-my-artificial-self-using-gpt-3-and-arkit/) [I Must Find A Place For Their Souls To RestI’m done with the feelings I’ve learned to know in paradox![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/08/2023.08.10-21.20.31.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308102122/) #### Embeddings Creative Coding Exploration [Embeddings as Shapes v0.1Embeddings, this time as shapes! (v0.1)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.32.50-1.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308091339/) [Embeddings Visualized as ColorsMixing p5 and embeddings!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.08-12.39.53.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308081300/) ### On Computation [The Universal ToolThere is an old adage that ā€œwhen you have a hammer, everything begins to look like a nailā€![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/06/dalle-hammers-0.webp)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306202156/) [Bridging the Distance in Problem SpaceHow CPUs actually move through the problem and solution space![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/cpu-latte.webp)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307072221/) [What Is a Problemwait, so what \*is\* a problem exactly?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/bramses_An_abstract_art_piece_depicting_the_paradoxical_nature__bf638da2-0398-4bec-9d95-06ceca03f7f0.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306222324/) ### On Books [7 Books I Read In 2023 That Live In My Head Rent Freeas a Creative Technologist![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/12/these-seven-books-changed-the-way-i-think.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/top-books-2023/) ### The Future of Blogging [Blogging Has Just Changed Forever and No One Is Talking About ItBlogging has recieved a major upgrade, from an unexpected place.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/06/bramses_hyperlinks_dot_matrix_ab8c0d30-8824-40af-823d-40e691fdc3ee.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306052325/) ### Are GPTs Websites? [Issue 42: Are GPTs Websites?Or are they perhaps something else altogether?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/) ### 2023 Reflections [Issue 41: Reflecting on 2023 and Predictions for 2024The Holiday Issue Part II![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-41/) ### Sixteen Weeks of Time Blocking [Issue 37: Sixteen Weeks of Time BlockingWhen you hold the sand from a broken hourglass in your hands, it’s just sand.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-03-22-34-31-1.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-37/) ### Tweets URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/micro-blog/ Last updated: 2025-01-29T05:19:20.000Z ## Tweets Archive [Bram Adams - Bram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-2.png)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/screenshot-2024-12-08-17-15-23.png)](https://bramses.micro.blog/?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Currently Reading URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/currently-reading/ Last updated: 2026-01-17T06:18:35.000Z šŸ“– You should be reading more: [Is Being Well Read Actually a Thing?](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/images.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/download--9-.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/81A169iXn7L._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/9780143107637.jpeg) ## Check Out What I'm Doing This Week [AttentionWhat I’m paying attention to, updated weekly-ish![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-21.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/My-project-5.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/attention/) ### Working Thoughts URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/working-thoughts/ Last updated: 2026-02-06T15:15:12.000Z šŸ’” [Working Software](https://www.bramadams.dev/working-software/) #### Most Code Has Yet To Be Written As of 2025, computers, digital computers, are 80 years old (ENIAC). What we consider modern day programming languages are even younger than that. And most popular programming languages like Python are a little over 30 years old. I believe that most code has yet to be written, and that the Googles and the Facebooks and the other megafauna of the software world are merely precursors to what software will be in the future. If code can be equated to language and prose, then the discovery of programming languages is the discovery of a primordial alphabet of computation, and the Aristotle of programming or the Shakespeare of programming, et cetera, won't be born for hundreds of years. #### Parallel Reading Reading one book at a time isn't a good move. It's much better to read multiple books in parallel. [I read five books at a time](https://www.bramadams.dev/currently-reading/), and whenever I finish one book, I replace it with another in the queue. There are multiple benefits to this: 1. It allows you to context-switch between multiple books to stave off boredom during a long reading session.That means that you can set aside 30 minutes to an hour for a reading session and switch between the books when you get bored. 2. It allows you to see the connections between multiple books at once. If you're narrowing in on an era, or if you're trying to understand a topic, this skill set allows you to read about the same topic from a lot of different angles and allows your brain to join the concepts through its own subconscious interactions. (See "discursive reading") 3. It makes it more likely that if you want to give up a book, you won't feel guilty about it because you have multiple books that you're reading at any given time. One book being lost won't hurt you as much, and you'll be able to move on to better books. #### A Personal Library Isn't What You Think A personal library is not the collection of items that you own in your library, the movies that you have, or the books that are on your shelf, or the records that are next to your record player. A personal library is the collection of ****why** these materials resonate with you. It exists somewhere between a person and the material in the library. The annotations are the point. The highlights are the point. #### Commonbases are Commonplace Books Commonbase and commonplace books both attempt to do the same thing: they force the author to use resonance to filter source materials into ledger-sized entries, and then for each of those entries, gives them an ontology to connect them to the wider network of thinking that an individual has over the course of their life. As such, it becomes a common place for multiple ideas, a communis loci. #### The Role of LLMs (And Real Use Cases In My Life) I still think LLMs are a [holistic technology](https://blogs.ubc.ca/marranca565b/2021/11/28/intellectual-production-no-6-prescriptive-vs-holistic-technologies/?ref=bramadams.dev) the same way personal computers are. A hard technology for an individual to genesis, but easy for an individual to harness as they please. Following the [null hypothesis](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Null%5Fhypothesis?ref=bramadams.dev) of technology, speculation isn't worth all that much. The AI space of today is massive for those who are willing to explore the space and make it work for their needs. ****2025 Use Cases that I Really Use:** - Claude Code for basically all my coding work, including: - [https://github.com/your-commonbase/commonbase](https://github.com/your-commonbase/commonbase?ref=bramadams.dev) - YCB Mobile App (React Native) - [https://github.com/your-commonbase/park-commonbase](https://github.com/your-commonbase/park-commonbase?ref=bramadams.dev) - [https://github.com/your-commonbase/companion](https://github.com/your-commonbase/companion?ref=bramadams.dev) - [https://github.com/bramses/book-progress](https://github.com/bramses/book-progress?ref=bramadams.dev) - [https://github.com/bramses/bookshelf-bookclub](https://github.com/bramses/bookshelf-bookclub?ref=bramadams.dev) - [https://github.com/bramses/wikicommonbase](https://github.com/bramses/wikicommonbase?ref=bramadams.dev) - Private Chrome Extensions - Scrivener Sync -> Feedback Helper - Client Work - Your Commonbase Vector Database and Topic Modeling - ChatGPT "What is going on in this image?" #### Claude Code is Arbitrage (2026) Claude Code and its competitors: Codex, Cursor, etc., is a real life, happening now form of arbitrage. It takes time for systems to deal with shocks, especially when the shocks are massive, and the global system of the software hegemony is no different. The prices of projects, project management, and ideas have yet to catch up to what the bespoke nature of software is rapidly becoming because of these tools. #### You Should Have a Website That's More Than A Portfolio The mainstream internet continues to get shittier and shittier. Thanks to the tragedy of the commons from economic pressures and weak leadership, websites that used to be unique are all converging into distraction feeds like TikTok. If you seek to own your own path in this world, you should seek to own your own domain. Publishing is easy. Saying something valuable and consistent in an accessible place is hard. Don't just make your website a static portfolio. Breathe into it. Let it change with the seasons. #### The U.S. Power Structure Will Go: Baby Boomers > Millennials > Children of Gen Z I think this more has to do with demographics than anything. After the baby boomers retire or shuffle off the mortal coil, a lot of their power and wealth won't go to the Gen X right after them. It will go to the Millennials. The Millennials have the biggest population in the United States and are currently the biggest working force as well. However, a lot of millennials didn't have kids at the rate that the baby boomers and Gen X did, so I believe that after millennials are in power, Gen Z's children will be in power, who are usually the nephews and nieces of millennials. As a side note, hopefully the millennials don't vote as much in our favor as a voting block as the boomers did. It's because of this that money is being trapped in the asset classes of the elderly, and our country is suffering for it. #### Books (And Book Clubs) Are More Important Than Ever With the proliferation of short-form video content on social media, the voting bloc population are becoming less and less capable by the hour of handling difficult lexicographic conversation and argumentation. By reading books, you can reclaim your ability to do deep critical thinking on a single subject that takes hours, days, weeks, months or even years to comprehend. Books have changed my life more than any other medium that I've interacted with, including conversation with really smart people or classes with fantastic teachers. In addition, after the advent of language models that are quickly becoming more and more ubiquitous, language itself is becoming cheaper. The models, to their function, are pumping out streams of un peer reviewed, no skin in the game word vomit. As such, by getting a high-quality version of language directly shot into your brain on a regular basis, you'll be able to compete at levels of thought that are better than what your peers will be able to come up with. #### We Need More Booktechnology I'm a big fan of e-books. For parallel reading, annotation layer APIs and accessibility (font sizing, text-to-speech, etc.) digital reading beats out physical by a lot. We need more more software, more hardware, more technology that will make the core processes of reading, understanding and creating books better. We must keep the reader and the writer the heart of the conversation as we build these technologies, as this relationship is sacred. (NB: My strategy for physical book purchases (finances allowing) is to buy books that I already read and I rated five stars with the intent to lend/gift.) #### An Engineer While Alive, An Artist After Death A la Leonardo da Vinci, I think it makes the most sense to collect skills in engineering/scientific disciplines of thinking while you're alive. These fields tend to be pragmatic and pay better, and are less volatile. They also tend to be more immediately satisfying because they don't require an audience to appreciate your work. Being an artist after you die means being able to live on in legacy through museums and ideas. Much like having a website instead of a social media presence (see above), being able to have your work continue to exist and find new readership after you stop being able to create new work (by dying) is what creates the kind of scarcity that makes people value art in the first place. To be technical and creative is a rare mind to be born with, but I believe it can be taught to an extent that will cause the intended effect in anyone. #### How You Treat Your Items Is How You Treat Yourself This isn't exactly a one-to-one correlation, but people who apply a level of conscientiousness and detail to the elements in their life (this isn't just spending a lot of money on something if you have it and can afford the luxury version -- e.g. not just for the wealthy) are those who have that ineffable trait of "having it together". This is how you look into the detail and understanding of the items in your life. Some questions: - Do you know how your car works? - Do you know how your sink works? - Do you know what material they use to make your clothes? Where is the material from? - Do you know how your metabolism works? What about your pituitary gland? - Are you familiar with the weather patterns in your area? What vegetables can grow in your area? - What is sound? What is the loudest item in your home? The quietest? - How well do you know your God? - How well do you know your neighbors? Your family? - Have you timed your way to work? Have you counted how many oak trees are on the way from home to work? - What happens to the birds on your street in the winter? What happens to the asphalt in the fall? - (Etc... Curiosity is a bottomless well) #### Personal Library Definitions - ****World** \- An unperceived collection of entities - ****Entity** \- any distinct thing that exists - ****Uncurated World** \- An unperceived collection of entities that is undesigned (natural phenomena, biomes, etc.) - ****Curated World** \- an unperceived collection of entities that is intentionally designed (libraries, museums, etc.) - ****Perspective** \- a point of view into a world from an entity that can have a point of view (not circular, read it again) - ****Attention** \- a deliberate narrowing of a perspective on a single point of focus in the commons - ****Intention** \- an action upon an attention. Being able to take what is being attended to in the commons and mutate it in some way - ****Commons** \- a perceived collection of entities. When a perceiver stops paying attention to a commons, it reverts into a world - ****Person** \- a perspective that can form attention and intention. - ****Background Context** \- the memories, preferences, etc. that a person brings to a commons. - ****Fixation** \- applying extra attention to something that doesn't need more attention to be understood. I.e. a voluntary amount of an extra attention. - ****Resonance** \- The process of fixation and background context reaching an agreement that the entity being paid attention to is indeed important - ****Ledger** \- A time-bound list of entries that are all sourced from resonance - ****Entry** \- A single line item in a ledger, removed or copied from a commons - ****Index** \- A subjective ontology to sort and filter the ledger - ****Store** \- The addition of entries to the ledger from the commons and resonance process - ****Search** \- The filtering or sorting of the ledger to find specific entries - ****Synthesize** \- The creativity of joining entries in a ledger into a distinctive output - ****Share** \- Taking entries from the ledger and sharing them back out into the commons - ****4S Functions** \- Store search synthesize share - ****Personal Library Science** \- The study of understanding the 4s functions as well as understanding persons, resonance processes, and the creation and maintenance of ledgers - ****Commonbase** \- The computational data structure for a ledger, a descendant of the commonplace book, uses vector embeddings and direct ID links to be able to synthesize greater structures inside of a ledger ### Attention URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/attention/ Last updated: 2026-01-02T03:25:04.000Z ## Building What I'm building this week: #### 60 Books a Year Short Videos I started some social media channels! I'm reviewing all the books I read in 2025 (a backfill). I'm attempting to make these impersonal and useful to the general public by breaking them into two (three?) sections: questions the book answers, and a section on the value the book provides a modern reader. [TikTok](https://www.tiktok.com/@60.books.a.year?ref=bramadams.dev) [YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/@SixtyBooksaYear?ref=bramadams.dev) [Instagram](https://www.instagram.com/60booksayear/?ref=bramadams.dev) #### 60 Book a Year Book Club Bookshelf Got to keep [uploading](https://www.sixtybooksayear.com/book/cmjkmkoxi000f95gk99u045dp?ref=bramadams.dev) images and descriptions! #### Cleaning and Audiobook Habit I'm working this week on setting aside an hour or so in the mid-afternoon to turn on an audiobook and clean my apartment. Two birds with one stone! #### BoardWalk and Talk An idea that came to me while I was lying in bed. I think it would be cool to have a semi-public, semi-private invitation for people who live in New York City to come walk to Coney Island or Manhattan Beach with me. For the conversations that would be public, I would record them with an audio recorder or microphone and then transcribe them into text interviews to upload to the website. And for the conversations that would be private, it would just be a great way to do an activity and form a one-on-one relationship with somebody in the city. Still embryonic as an idea, but playing around with what it could be. #### Gym?? Too cold? Probably. Should I still go? Probably. I haven't been in a while šŸ¢ ## Using What I'm using this week: #### Layers App [Another installment](https://www.bramadams.dev/photoshop-layers-for-text/) in my series of trying to think about book tech. This one feels like it could be pretty useful, but I'm going to see how it shakes out in terms of my usage over the next couple weeks. My plan is to take one highlight from each book I read each day and augment it with Layers. #### Book Progress [This has been a super small but super used application that I've made.](https://github.com/bramses/book-progress?ref=bramadams.dev) It's just really nice to be able to see visually your progress that you've made, especially if you employ parallel reading like I do. ^ an [example output](https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-12-24-25/) #### 60 Books a Year Book Club Discord Bot The bot for my Discord Book Club is [\[\[dope\]\]](https://github.com/bramses/discordbookclub?ref=bramadams.dev) #### YCB/Chrome For [YouTube video frame stills](https://github.com/your-commonbase/chrome?ref=bramadams.dev), specifically! ## Reading [Currently ReadingI read \~five books a month.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-20.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/My-project-4.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/currently-reading/) This week I'm trying to finish **The Great Bridge* and **Thinking Like Your Editor* ### Thoughts on Abraham Lincoln from Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-abraham-lincoln-from-giants-the-parallel-lives-of-abraham-lincoln-and-frederick-douglass-by-john-stauffer/ Last updated: 2026-01-19T13:54:42.000Z ## [01-13-26](https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-01-13-26/) Elected without losing his Southern drawl. Immediately capitulated to the South before the Civil War started, even though he got zero votes from the South because they hated him. That's how powerful and annoying the South was. ## [01-17-26](https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-01-17-26/) Believed in his angel numbers drafting everything on the 22nd (homage to George Washington) The tired spot behind his eyes Presidents walked around outside more back then "I will be beaten... badly" in the next election Way more religious than I thought (I may advance slowly...but I dont walk backward) shout out to Fremont Kentucky general He's still DMing Speed ### Thoughts on Fredrick Douglass from Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-fredrick-douglass-from-giants-the-parallel-lives-of-abraham-lincoln-and-frederick-douglass-by-john-stauffer/ Last updated: 2026-01-17T06:44:15.000Z ## [01-13-26](https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-01-13-26/) We're leaving Rochester and moving to Haiti! And the election of Abraham Lincoln caused it! ## [01-17-26](https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-01-17-26/) NYE party celebrating the Proclamation, be there or be square; Ottillie Assing seeing herself as the heroine of a book, kind of a parasocial relationship; "she knew how attractive and eloquent he was" ## Posts ### The How and Why of Entity Shorthand URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-how-and-why-of-entity-shorthand/ Last updated: 2026-07-18T01:02:05.000Z If you are building a commonplace book, you must learn how to create an ontology that works across books. Unfortunately, developing this ontology is anything but trivial. We must be able to store ideas (entries) and find them later to use them in our essays or conversations. Even worse, storing entries and looking up entries have inverse cost functions, i.e. the more time you take to store something, the easier it is to find later. The less time you take to store an entry, the harder it is to find later. *If you throw your clothes in a pile in the middle of the floor versus taking the time to hang them properly...* Entity shorthand is useful because it is fast to store **and** fast to look up. ``` /* ToC (Page 1): B1 = Book Title 1, Author B2 = Book Title 2, Author ... Reading Session Notations (Page 2-N): B#P#[key], [[marginalia]], ..., ;;;, *, (date) */ // real life example for I, Robot (B3) by Isaac Asimov and Why Does the World Exist by Jim Holt (B4) // I, Robot (B3) by Isaac Asimov (07/17/2026) B3P23[banned] ... 25[jinx] ... [[the cost of being entertained by screens is those who would spend their time doing science]] ... 32[snow]* ... [[gundam mechs to asimov are horses]] ... 35[buttercup] ... 36[mercury] ... 38[rule 3 drives him back] ;;; // Why Does the World Exist by Jim Holt (B4) B4P36[sunya] ... [emptiness] ... [punctuation mark] ... 37[regular] ... 38[sangfroid] ... 39[peeling]* ... 40[orgy] ... 41[noths] ... [poor man]* ... ``` Here's what's happening: 1. In cases like `B4P36[sunya] ... [emptiness] ... [punctuation mark]` I don't add the page # to "emptiness" or "punctuation mark" because they are on the same page 2. `32[snow]*` the \* means I really liked this passage, and that it's worth a deeper look during review 3. `...` means continue in the same source, `;;;` means stop and switch 4. `[[...]]` means I had a thought between pages, i.e. `25[jinx] ... [[the cost of being entertained by screens is those who would spend their time doing science]] ... 32[snow]*` means "the cost of..." happened in my mind somewhere between page 25 and page 32 This is what it really looks like in my Field Notes Journal (*I have the* [*left handed version*](https://fieldnotesbrand.com/products/left-handed?ref=bramadams.dev)*, but I put the pictures in order for you righties* 😈) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2693.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2694.jpeg) ****notice how 15 pages of** ***I, Robot** **and 5 pages of** ***Why Does the World Exist** **fit in two pages of a tiny journal!!!** When I look something up later (Ctrl +F), I get: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/Screenshot-2026-07-17-20-37-20-1.png) I, Robot has a ton of instances of "Mercury" but I immediately see the one I want on page 36 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/Screenshot-2026-07-17-20-38-09-1.png) "Noths" appears quite a bit surprisingly! But again, I immediately see the one I want on page 41 There are other benefits to Entity Shorthand. 1. You get to see a overview log of how many pages you read in any given session, functionally creating a free reading tracker 2. It is a compact form, meaning you can fit entire books into a small journal like a Field Notes 3. It forces you to revisit concepts later, allowing for deeper engagement with the source material 4. "..." is easily converted to ";;;" meaning you can pause/restart/stop sessions easily, especially if you [Parallel Read](https://reading-is-a-system.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev#strategy-parallel-reading) 5. It's so easy to do when lazy, but makes reading active, which is integral to becoming well read Other tips: 1. Choose word(s) that are \~roughly in the middle of the section you resonate with 2. When you revisit your key, go back \~three paragraphs and start there 3. Choose word(s) that are uncommon, but easy to spell ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2695.jpeg) I've filled [multiple journals across multiple books](https://www.sixtybooksayear.com/?username=bramses&ref=bramadams.dev) with this method --- Check out all the strategies I've developed to make you a better reader here: [Reading is a SystemA static strategy library for reading, notes, videos, links, and research workflows.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-32x32-f222c3d4-3a0e-4e82-8b70-a72fa8b26c97.png)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/IMG_0355-a0c3400e-7d09-4e73-a12a-f3602bd4bb8b.jpeg)](https://reading-is-a-system.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev) ### On Reading Systems URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/on-reading-systems/ Last updated: 2026-07-18T01:09:57.000Z Dear Reader, Please enjoy this conversation I had on the [Design Systems House](https://wireframe.ds.house/?ref=bramadams.dev)! I share a lot of new ideas I've had about reading as a system, and I get to look like a cool computer man as well! Books Mentioned in Conversation!: \- The Nicomachean Ethics by Aristotle \- Where Good Ideas Come From: The Natural History of Innovation by Steven Johnson \- Amusing Ourselves to Death by Neil Postman \- Martin Eden by Jack London \- Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky \- How to Talk About Books You Haven't Read by Pierre Bayard \- Siddhartha by Herman Hesse \- The Beginning of Infinity by David Deustch \- Developer Hegemony by Erik Dietrich \- How to Read A Book by Mortimer Adler \- The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald \- Orality and Literacy by Walter Ong \- Lost in Thought by Zena Hitz \- Deep Work and So Good They Can't Ignore You by Cal Newport \- Boredom by Alberto Moravia \- Barbarians at the Gate by Bryan Burrough \- Malcolm X: A Life of Reinvention by Manning Marable \- Deng Xiaopeng and the Transformation of China by Ezra Vogel \- East of Eden by John Steinbeck \- Thinking in Systems by Donella Meadows \- Outliers and Blink by Malcolm Gladwell \- Symposium and Phaedrus by Plato \- Hamlet by Shakespeare \- War and Peace by Leo Tolstoy \- Inventor of the Future: The Visionary Life of Buckminster Fuller by Alec Nevala Lee \- A Room of One's Own by Virginia Woolf \- The Information by James Gleick \- Incerto Series by Nassim Taleb \- Van Gogh: A Life by Steven Nafieh Best, Bram ### Should I Call First? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/should-i-call-first/ Last updated: 2026-07-16T20:16:30.000Z ## **How to Talk About Books You Haven't Read** by Pierre Bayard ~~The Tiv teach us about the internal books we have as a collective...~~ The inner book is ~~strived for as an individual, but~~ only seen in fragments, and reworked ~~the moment books are read~~ by our imaginations... Every writer who has spoken to ~~one of~~ their readers has experienced an uncanny valley of what they meant by what they wrote, versus what they hear back about what they wrote according to the reader... ~~The anxiety of the writer increases as we discuss his work ... you've got the wrong guy!..~~ The only reasonable thing to do is to praise a book as ambiguously as possible... ## **Boredom** by Alberto Moravia Going down a staircase while expecting another step, causing the mind and body to break pace with each other, and stumble... He \[Balestrieri\] memorized the number, but went back to the address book from time to time to run his finger over it and remember the first time... A man who was dead and who she knew was dead... Is that you, Mauro?.. ~~Catatonically –~~ should I be the first to call, or should I wait for her to call me? *she calls, but* I did not receive the power I expected, I got nothing in reality... Painting alone would fill the void in my life that she would leave... The empty canvas is frightened, but docile. It can lead to anything, but cannot endure everything... Her whole body seemed to attract my glances the way the dry Earth swallows the rain... Her big, dark eyes rested upon me, and yet she did not see me... With Cecilia, I could only be bored, or suffer... ## Japanese Homework continues to pile up... ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/Screenshot-2026-07-16-15-46-39.png) ChatGPT for real world sentences... Hiragana I recognize but then forget later: [恋](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%8B?ref=bramadams.dev), [恂](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%82?ref=bramadams.dev),[恛](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%9B?ref=bramadams.dev), [た](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%9F?ref=bramadams.dev), [へ](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%B8?ref=bramadams.dev), [悌](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%82%8C?ref=bramadams.dev), [が](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%8C?ref=bramadams.dev), Hiragana I recognize and remember: [恄](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%84?ref=bramadams.dev), [恏](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%8F?ref=bramadams.dev), [恓](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%93?ref=bramadams.dev), [恗](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%97?ref=bramadams.dev), [恙](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%99?ref=bramadams.dev), [と](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%A8?ref=bramadams.dev), [恮](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%AE?ref=bramadams.dev), [悀](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%82%80?ref=bramadams.dev), [悊](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%82%8A?ref=bramadams.dev), [恶](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%81%B6?ref=bramadams.dev), [悓](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/%E3%82%93?ref=bramadams.dev) Japanese sentences end in verbs?.. Present and future share the same tense?.. ## Gym ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/Screenshot-2026-07-16-15-55-43.png) The AQI is too bad to go to the gym today ## Studies ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2680.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2681.jpeg) ## Etc I changed my home screen to be aspirational, but I still end up on YouTube and Instagram Reels... ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2677.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2679-1.PNG) Teleprompter <3 Silence Removal Just start. Make a plan that is easy, and includes progressive overload... 1. <...> brackets in Field Notes indicate a #[instabram](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/instabram/) related concept (or for books: B#P#\[...\]) 2. [Hire an elf](https://www.instagram.com/p/DZVG7D9gxQK/?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. Collect assets 1. ChatGPT Title + Excerpt 2. Images 4. Screen Record for YouTube 5. Upload to [https://www.youtube.com/@InstaBramStudies](https://www.youtube.com/@InstaBramStudies?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 68: Reading is a System URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-68-reading-is-a-system/ Last updated: 2026-07-04T04:38:18.000Z Dear Reader, Reading well is a system poorly stewarded by us, the supposedly blessed literate masses. Entire eras of written language wilt on the vines of time, but with a strategic mindset, we can make small steps to reclaim our practice. [Reading is a SystemA static strategy library for reading, notes, videos, links, and research workflows.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-32x32-fb4ef9f7-0848-45b4-83cc-e72c93cf2a45.png)](https://reading-is-a-system.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## In Other News ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2338.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2314-1.jpeg) I made a business card! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2372.jpeg) i have no mouth -- and yet i must scream ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2329.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2310.jpeg) (@ met cloisters ... built in 1935) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2300.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2293-2.jpeg) azz ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2288.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2276.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2203.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/07/IMG_2266.PNG) Happy July 4th!! Best, Bram ### X is a Cesspit URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/x-is-a-cesspit/ Last updated: 2026-04-30T19:37:50.000Z So for a while now, I've had a read-only Twitter account, which is basically a Twitter that I used to browse and to troll and to not engage directly under my own name, but in the past couple of months, I've watched the platform turn into a place where every time I open it, I can feel my cortisol rising in a way that feels like it can only drive towards a wounded form of existence. I always knew the website was heading in an unreliable and unuseful direction. Now, the 10% of memes that are pretty funny and found only on Twitter are overwhelmed by the discourse, which is heavily led by these hateful souls who are on the right pretty much exclusively. Even though there's infighting between the right and the left, the rhetoric is so abhorrent that I just needed to step away permanently. What's most concerning, perhaps, is that the rhetoric and discourse on Twitter don't even bother to reflect reality. For the people who spend their time on the website, they are getting more and more isolated from a worldview that the rest of the country doesn't really share. Even though I think Trump's popularity will continue to free-fall over the next two and a half years because of the type of person that he is, the types of policies that he enacts, and the types of chaos that he brings, it must be the case that a number of his die-hard supporters will stay that way because they consume all of their information from this fucking website. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/04/Screenshot-2026-04-30-15-36-20.png) Goodbye Twitter. I wish I could say it was nice knowing you, but really it wasn't. ### Extractor URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/extractor/ Last updated: 2026-04-28T16:29:13.000Z Extractor is a third-party tool that allows language-model-assisted coding using Claude code or Codex to contextually save smart blocks from projects. Basically, a library of sorts that people can reference and use features that have already been saved. I imagine that it would look something along the lines of a developer prompting a feature into reality, then saying something along the lines of, "I really like this modal architecture, or this database structure seems really good. Run extractor." The extractor would take a look at the five nearest git diffs (or whatever number is appropriate) as well as the prompt that set that part of the feature. It would use some kind of introspection to save the important parts of the code, maybe even turning it back into pseudo-code so that it can become language-agnostic. It would also save the prompt that made it come into being, as well as any variables that the user would need to fill in for future invocations (similar to a form builder like Squarespace). Back in the day, I built something similar for Visual Studio Code and called it IceBlocks. [GitHub - bramses/ice-blocks: a vsc ext to freeze code blocks in firebase and copy them into an editora vsc ext to freeze code blocks in firebase and copy them into an editor - bramses/ice-blocks![](https://static.ghost.org/v5.0.0/images/link-icon.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/ice-blocks)](https://github.com/bramses/ice-blocks?ref=bramadams.dev) The saved blocks would then be accessed by using the language model Hash Map algorithm that I've been thinking about. The keys are natural language prompts, and the values are the rest of the data, stored as a JSON object. After you type in any prompt, the algorithm passes it through an initial step that uses embedding search to find the closest key, while in parallel the model also does its own reasoning across the keys and compares the two results to see which option(s) should be surfaced back to the user. ## Other Misc. Thoughts - Code in this era is extremely disposable and is filled with unreadable bugs because the model is doing all of the writing. Since the bugs don't come from any person who can be individually blamed or held accountable for their thought process, these "ghost bugs" multiply. We are a degree removed due to prompts. This would probably decrease the usefulness and utility of boilerplate prompts being saved/referenced. - On the other hand, being able to save LLM generated code blocks and tweak them to work better or fit a particular spec a developer uses a lot would allow the developer to enhance the functionality of the models they use across different types of prompts they're engaging with. The N+1 invocation of the same feature would be better since it uses high quality base material. ### The Cannons of High Culture URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-cannons-of-high-culture/ Last updated: 2026-04-23T04:20:09.000Z > In the mid-1960s a much greater proportion of Americans were college-educated than had been the case two decades earlier. Moreover, as Michael Schudson has noted, the nature of a college education had changed: it emphasized critical analysis and skepticism rather than reverence for the ā€œaccepted canons of high culture.ā€ ### I Dont Like Books With Molly In Them URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/i-dont-like-books-with-molly-in-them/ Last updated: 2026-04-23T04:18:36.000Z > I dont like books with a Molly in them ### a propaganda organ URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-propaganda-organ/ Last updated: 2026-04-16T06:21:03.000Z > And the paper had no qualms, prior to the 1960s, about slanting its news coverage to favor right-wing causes and politicians. For instance, L.A. Times editor-in-chief L. D. Hotchkiss, issuing his annual summary of the newspaper’s performance in 1952, wrote, ā€œIn a news way the year 1952 was outstanding,ā€ primarily because ā€œcandidates endorsed by this newspaper won.ā€ He added, ā€œPerhaps a small amount of credit at least should be given this newspaper for the overwhelming GOP vote in California.ā€ The man who succeeded Hotchkiss as editor-in-chief, Nick Williams, admitted that the paper in this earlier era was ā€œa propaganda organ … of the Republican Party.ā€ ### Mrs Maybrick that poisoned her husband URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/mrs-maybrick-that-poisoned-her-husband/ Last updated: 2026-04-16T06:19:25.000Z > Mrs Maybrick that poisoned her husband for what I wonder in love with some other man yes it was found out on her wasnt she the downright villain to go and do a thing like that of course some men can be dreadfully aggravating drive you mad and always the worst word in the world what do they ask us to marry them for if were so bad as all that comes to yes because they cant get on without us white Arsenic she put in his tea off flypaper wasnt it I wonder why they call it that if I asked him hed say its from the Greek leave us as wise as we were before she must have been madly in love with the other fellow to run the chance of being hanged O she didnt care if that was her nature what could she do besides theyre not brutes enough to go and hang a woman surely are they ### Haters on Both Sides URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/haters-on-both-sides/ Last updated: 2026-04-14T06:42:49.000Z > Many journalists, especially younger ones, argued that trying to achieve objectivity led to reporting that favored the Establishment and stifled the truth. They preferred a more opinionated style of journalism that could sometimes veer into advocacy. The management of the New York Times and Los Angeles Times felt strongly that they should take a balanced approach to the news; if their coverage had to be placed on an ideological spectrum, it should be squarely in the center. Therefore, the fact that partisans on each side found fault with their approach to objectivity helped convince them that they were pursuing the proper course. ### The Miyuki-dōri URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-miyuki-dori/ Last updated: 2026-04-14T06:26:44.000Z > These cleanup efforts proceeded steadily until August, when the switchboards at Tsukiji Police Station began lighting up with frantic phone calls. Ginza shop owners reported an infestation on the main promenade, Miyuki-dōri, requiring immediate assistance from law enforcement: There were hundreds of Japanese teenagers hanging around in strange clothing! Police sent reconnaissance teams to the scene, where they discovered young men wearing shirts made from thick wrinkled cloth with unusual buttons holding down the collar, suit jackets with a superfluous third button high up on the chest, loud madras and tartan plaids, shrunken chino pants or shorts with odd straps on the back, long black knee-high socks, and leather shoes with intricate broguing. The teens parted their hair in a precise seven-to-three ratio—a look requiring the use of electric hair dryers. Police soon learned that this style was called aibii, from the English word ā€œIvy.ā€ Throughout the summer, tabloid magazines editorialized against these wayward teens in Ginza, dubbing them the Miyuki Tribe (miyuki-zoku). Instead of dutifully studying at home, they loitered all day in front of shops, chatted up members of the opposite sex, and squandered their fathers’ hard-earned money at Ginza’s menswear shops. Their pitiful parents likely had no idea about their tribal identities: the teens would sneak out of their houses dressed in proper school uniforms and then slip inside cafĆ© bathrooms to change into the forbidden ensembles. The press began to call Miyuki-dōri, a street name that honored the Emperor’s departure from his palace, Oyafukō-dōriā€”ā€œstreet of unfilial children.ā€ ### Greedy Resentful Crazy URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/greedy-resentful-crazy/ Last updated: 2026-04-11T07:10:07.000Z > We have grown down, not up. Instead of being present and together with the stars - and all things under the stars - we have shrunk away and withdrawn from them. Instead of containing our world, it now contains us - what’s left of us. And so, reduced from being the whole scene into being this tiny part, is it any wonder that you and I find ourselves in all sorts of trouble - if we grow greedy, resentful, alienated, frightened, defeated, tired, stiff, imitative instead of creative, unloving, plain crazy? Or, in more detail: > Greedy - as we try to regain and accumulate at any cost as much as possible of our lost empire, > Resentful or aggressive - as we seek revenge on a social order that has cruelly cut us down to size, > Alienated, lonely, suspicious - because we morbidly imagine that people, and even animals and inanimate objects, keep their distance from us, are aloof and stand-off-ish: and we refuse to see how that distance folds to nothing, so that in reality they are right with us here, our bosom companions and intimates, closer than close, > Frightened - as we see ourselves to be things, at the mercy of and up against all other things, > Defeated - because working for this individual something is making sure of failure: the probable end of even our most ā€œsuccessfulā€ enterprises is disillusion, the certain end is death, > Tired - because the building and maintenance and constant adjustment of this imaginary box for living in, right here, uses up so much energy, > Stiff, solemn, unnatural, phony - because we’re living from a lie, and from a lumpish, inflexible, predictable, petty, limiting lie, at that, > Uncreative - because we cut ourselves off from our Source and Centre and see ourselves as mere regional effect, > Unloving - because we shut all others out from the volume we imagine we occupy, pretending we are not built open, not built for loving, > Crazy - because we ā€œseeā€ things that aren’t present, and actually believe (contrary to all the evidence) that we are at 0 metres what we look like at 2 metres - solid, opaque, coloured, outlined lumps of stuff. How can our life and our world stay sane if their very Centre has gone insane? ### Narrative unit URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/narrative-unit/ Last updated: 2026-04-11T06:49:56.000Z > Narrative unit is the term I am using to denote the nine structural or dramatic units that make up the plot in the accounts of the Satanic verses. These are: > > 1\. the setting or background > 2\. the specific occasion > 3\. Satan’s intervention > 4\. the Satanic verses > 5\. the reaction of Quraysh > 6\. the reaction of the Muslims > 7\. correction > 8\. clarification > 9\. consequences > > All or some of these narrative units may be present in a particular account of the incident, in any order or arrangement, by explicit presentation or by contextual implication. Narrative motifs are those features of the narrative that provide the narrative units with specific content. Thus, the reaction of Quraysh may be specified by the narrative motif of the sajdah (prostration) of Quraysh (as above), or by a narrative motif other than the sajdah of Quraysh. ### Wind Wind URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/wind-wind/ Last updated: 2026-04-11T06:31:27.000Z > But mostly wind. The biggest single factor in Central Illinois’ quality of outdoor life is wind. There are more local jokes than I can summon about bent weather vanes and leaning barns, more downstate sobriquets for kinds of wind than there are in Malamut for snow. The wind had a personality, a (poor) temper, and, apparently, agendas. The wind blew autumn leaves into intercalated lines and arcs of force so regular you could photograph them for a textbook on Cramer’s Rule and the cross-products of curves in 3-space. It molded winter snow into blinding truncheons that buried stalled cars and required citizens to shovel out not only driveways but the sides of homes; a Central Illinois ā€œblizzardā€ starts only when the snowfall stops and the wind begins. Most people in Philo didn’t comb their hair because why bother. Ladies wore those plastic flags tied down over their parlor-jobs so regularly I thought they were required for a real classy coiffure; girls on the East Coast outside with their hair hanging and tossing around looked wanton and nude to me. Wind wind etc. etc. ### You have a pair of eyes URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/you-have-a-pair-of-eyes/ Last updated: 2026-04-10T06:23:44.000Z > The famous Heart Sutra , which summarizes the essence of Mahayana Buddhism and is daily recited in Zen monasteries, having begun by stating that the body is just emptiness, declares that there is no eye, no ear, no nose. Understandably, this bald pronouncement perplexed the young Tung-shan (807-869); and his teacher, who was not a Zenist, also failed to make much of it. The pupil surveyed the teacher carefully, then explored his own face with his fingers. ā€œYou have a pair of eyes,ā€ he protested, ā€œand a pair of ears, and the rest; and so have I. Why does the Buddha tell us there are no such things?ā€ His teacher replied: ā€œI can’t help you. You must be trained by a Zen master.ā€ He went off and took this advice. However, his question remained unanswered till, years later, he happened while out walking to look down into a pool of still water. There he discovered those human features the Buddha was talking about - on show where they belonged, where he had always kept them: over there at a distance, leaving this place forever transparent, forever clean of them, as of everything else. This simplest of discoveries - this revelation of the perfectly obvious - turned out to be the essential realization that Tung-shan had been seeking for so long, and it led to his becoming not just a noted Zen master himself, but the founder of Soto, which is today Zen’s largest sect. ### The Unbroken Chain URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-unbroken-chain/ Last updated: 2026-04-10T06:03:59.000Z > Do isnāds represent genuine chains of transmission—that is, do they contain the names of real individuals who actually transmitted from each other the report in question, or are they, either in whole or in part, fabrications? And what is the historical value of the data about transmitters that is preserved in the early Islamic biographical literature? ### A Power Baseline Game URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-power-baseline-game/ Last updated: 2026-04-10T05:46:43.000Z > Advances in racquet technology and conditioning methods over the last decade have dramatically altered men’s professional tennis. For much of the twentieth century, there were two basic styles of top-level play. The ā€œoffensiveā€ style is based on the serve and the net game and is ideally suited to slick (or ā€œfastā€) surfaces like grass and cement. The ā€œdefensiveā€ or ā€œbaselineā€ style is built around foot-speed, consistency, and groundstrokes accurate enough to hit effective passing shots against a serve-and-volleyer; this style is most effective on ā€œslowā€ surfaces like clay and Har-Tru composite. John McEnroe and Bjorn Borg are probably the modern era’s greatest exponents of the offensive and defensive styles, respectively. There is now a third way to play, and it tends to be called the ā€œpower-baselineā€ style. As far as I can determine, Jimmy Connors more or less invented the power-baseline game back in the ’70s, and in the ’80s Ivan Lendl raised it to a kind of brutal art. In the ’90s, the majority of young players on the ATP Tour now have a P.B.-type game. This game’s cornerstone is groundstrokes, but groundstrokes hit with incredible pace, such that winners from the baseline are not unusual. A power-baseliner’s net game tends to be solid but uninspired—a P.B.er is more apt to hit a winner on the approach shot and not need to volley at all. His serve is competent and reasonably forceful, but the really inspired part of a P.B.er’s game is usually his return of serve. He usually has incredible reflexes and can hit winners right off the return. The P.B.er’s game requires both the power and aggression of an offensive style and the speed and calculated patience of a defensive style. It is adjustable both to slick grass and to slow clay, but its most congenial surface is DecoTurf, the type of slow abrasive hard-court surface now used at the U.S. Open and at all the broiling North American tournaments leading up to it, including the Canadian Open. ### Man Shaped Block URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/man-shaped-block/ Last updated: 2026-04-09T21:04:09.000Z > What is it really like (I ask myself) where I am, now? Am I shut up in what Marcus Aurelius called this **bag of blood and corruption** (and what we might call this **walking zoo**, or cell-city, or chemical factory, or cloud of particles), or am I shut out of it? **Do I spend my life embedded inside a solid, man-shaped block (roughly six feet by two by one),** or outside that block, or perhaps both inside and outside it? The fact is: things aren’t like that at all. **There are no obstructions here**, no inside or outside, no room or lack of room, no hiding place or shelter: I can find no home here to live in or to be locked out of, and not an inch of ground to build it on. But **this homelessness suits me perfectly** \- a void needs no housing. In short, this physical order of things, so solid-looking in appearance and at a distance, is always soluble without residue on really close inspection. And I find this is true, not only of my human body, but of my total Body, the universe itself. ### The Better You Are At Tennis URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-better-you-are-at-tennis/ Last updated: 2026-04-09T04:22:04.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/04/Screenshot-2026-04-09-00-15-43.png) ### Anki from Any Book Quote URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/anki-from-any-book-quote/ Last updated: 2026-03-22T03:33:07.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-21-23-28-52.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-21-23-29-07.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-21-23-29-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-21-23-29-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-21-23-30-02.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-21-23-30-06.png) ## Code ```html Quote → Anki
Quote → Anki
Paste a quote. Get a full spaced repetition card set.
``` ### Grievances: The Urge URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/grievances-the-urge/ Last updated: 2026-03-16T22:26:10.000Z ## Problem: Multiple times during the day, I feel an urge to check some kind of internet tick. Sometimes it's an email account, sometimes it's LinkedIn, sometimes it's Twitter, and sometimes it's Instagram. These urges feel primal in nature, in the sense that I start to feel uncomfortable in a similar way that an itch feels uncomfortable. This usually forces me to change context from whatever I was planning on doing, because I feel the need to switch tabs, pull out my phone, or use some kind of device to scratch that itch. [Boredom - Wikipedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/wikipedia-13.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/1280px-Souvenir_Seller_-_Moscow_-_Russia_cropped.JPG)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Boredom?ref=bramadams.dev) Mosquito-ass problem. ## Solution: 1. Blockers - block a URL. The only successful blockers I've used are [Kindle Blocker](https://github.com/bramses/kindle-blocker?ref=bramadams.dev) and [Claude Blocker](https://github.com/T3-Content/claude-blocker/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev). These two are most effective over a solution like VPN blockers, or one that makes you do math or something, because they are in line with higher-level creative desires. Reason: When you're at a computer, you have access to applications like Kindle and Claude Code. It makes sense that if your high-level goal is to write software or to read more (mine are), you should reward yourself for reading more or writing code by being able to use these websites. It removes the guilt component of scratching that itch. Having a reason transcends pain 2. Don't Keep Your **Phone** on You, put it somewhere else 3. Find something better to do until you do it by default - Doodle, Knit, Dance, make short blog posts 4. Stare at the Wall and Fight through the pain ### Grievances: NYS Tax Page Broken URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/grievances-nys-tax-page-broken/ Last updated: 2026-03-16T20:06:53.000Z ## Problem All the NYS.gov tax pages look like this: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-16-15-49-22.png) ### Tried On 1. Chrome 2. Safari ## Solutions 1. Call them: 518-457-5181 2. (If I worked there) Allow for online users to submit tickets ## Problem II: IRS Failed at Inputting Correct Account Number for Payment Plan Stuck in this pattern for months now. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-16-15-59-21-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-16-16-01-14.png) I tried calling them. Very unhelpful. It was their fault in the first place. ## Solutions: 1. Fill out Form 9465 ([https://www.irs.gov/forms-pubs/about-form-9465](https://www.irs.gov/forms-pubs/about-form-9465?ref=bramadams.dev)) and fax it to them AND pay $50 2. Eat dirt and pay manually, allow the plan to sit in pending until the heat death of the universe (I'm going with this option) 3. (If I worked there) Minimize the information gap between a phone call and a online page that allows for little/no actions 1. Secure form uploader. Assuming fax in 2026 is so cringe. ### Punishment can wait ... you walked yourself to the gallows and more URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/punishment-can-wait-you-walked-yourself-to-the-gallows-and-more/ Last updated: 2026-03-08T20:50:39.000Z āš ļø Disclaimer: This knowledge is incomplete and biased and likely contains spoilers for the books I'm reading #### The Japanese "R" Consonant Da/da/da x (in the middle lives "ro"?) x La/la/la #### Japanese Pronunciation Softer sounds on the palate, fewer puffs of air than English. Equal length consonants and low ^ high ^ high ^high form. #### Punishment can wait ... you walked yourself to the gallows When next morning at eleven o’clock punctually Raskolnikov went into the department of the investigation of criminal causes and sent his name in to Porfiry Petrovitch, he was surprised at being kept waiting so long: it was at least ten minutes before he was summoned. He had expected that they would pounce upon him. But he stood in the waiting-room, and people, who apparently had nothing to do with him, were continually passing to and fro before him. In the next room which looked like an office, several clerks were sitting writing and obviously they had no notion who or what Raskolnikov might be. He looked uneasily and suspiciously about him to see whether there was not some guard, some mysterious watch being kept on him to prevent his escape. But there was nothing of the sort: he saw only the faces of clerks absorbed in petty details, then other people, no one seemed to have any concern with him. #### Learn the Words You'll Use First You’re seventy-nine times more likely to talk about your mother than your niece. Why not learn mother first and niece later? Grammar books and language classes don’t follow this principle, in part because it’s easy to plan lessons around themes like ā€œfamilyā€ and ā€œfruit.ā€ As a result, you’ll find niece and mother in the exact same place in your grammar book, regardless of their relative utility. In language classes, you’ll learn words for apricots and peaches when your time would be much better spent learning about laptops, medicine, and energy. These are the words of our lives. Why not learn them first? #### Battling Three Demons Studying <> Debt <> Weight #### Knowledge Creation is Allowed Within Capitalism Economic frameworks are made up, but people need to trust that they can take risks safely to allow for innovation. The important thing is to be able to try and make something without fear of violent reprisal, other systems allowed for this in human history, modern trade is the most extensive. Not necessarily a win for capitalism, but a meh/loss for other systems trying to engage in a post industrial revolution world. Capitalism may die from being short sighted (global warming, wealth inequality), but its a bet that the knowledge will last. We need better policy, not idealism. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/image.png) u look like this looking at ur phone ### Sasuke x Raskolnikov and More URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/sasuke-x-raskolnikov-and-more/ Last updated: 2026-03-07T03:55:14.000Z āš ļø Disclaimer: This knowledge is incomplete and biased and likely contains spoilers for the books I'm reading #### A ZWL is \~1/300th of USD [Or so it seems](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G5aQigXY0bY&list=LL&index=1&ref=bramadams.dev) #### People asked the clergy "Why did God do this to us?" [Yersinia pestis](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yersinia%5Fpestis?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Timbukone? No! Timbuktu! [The Second Library of Alexandria](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sankor%C3%A9%5FMadrasah?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Sasuke x Raskolnikov [Sasuke leaves the village](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20g0vnRJvnM&ref=bramadams.dev) ā€œWhat, Rodya, you are going already?ā€ Pulcheria Alexandrovna asked in dismay. ā€œAt such a minute?ā€ cried Razumihin. Dounia looked at her brother with incredulous wonder. He held his cap in his hand, he was preparing to leave them. ā€œOne would think you were burying me or saying good-bye for ever,ā€ he said somewhat oddly. He attempted to smile, but it did not turn out a smile. ā€œBut who knows, perhaps it is the last time we shall see each other...ā€ he let slip accidentally. It was what he was thinking, and it somehow was uttered aloud. ā€œWhat is the matter with you?ā€ cried his mother. ā€œWhere are you going, Rodya?ā€ asked Dounia rather strangely. ā€œOh, I’m quite obliged to...ā€ he answered vaguely, as though hesitating what he would say. But there was a look of sharp determination in his white face. ā€œI meant to say... as I was coming here... I meant to tell you, mother, and you, Dounia, that it would be better for us to part for a time. I feel ill, I am not at peace.... I will come afterwards, I will come of myself... when it’s possible. I remember you and love you.... Leave me, leave me alone. I decided this even before... I’m absolutely resolved on it. Whatever may come to me, whether I come to ruin or not, I want to be alone. Forget me altogether, it’s better. Don’t inquire about me. When I can, I’ll come of myself or... I’ll send for you. Perhaps it will all come back, but now if you love me, give me up... else I shall begin to hate you, I feel it.... Good-bye!ā€ ā€œGood God!ā€ cried Pulcheria Alexandrovna. Both his mother and his sister were terribly alarmed. Razumihin was also. ā€œRodya, Rodya, be reconciled with us! Let us be as before!ā€ cried his poor mother. He turned slowly to the door and slowly went out of the room. Dounia overtook him. ā€œBrother, what are you doing to mother?ā€ she whispered, her eyes flashing with indignation. He looked dully at her. ā€œNo matter, I shall come.... I’m coming,ā€ he muttered in an undertone, as though not fully conscious of what he was saying, and he went out of the room. ā€œWicked, heartless egoist!ā€ cried Dounia. ā€œHe is insane, but not heartless. He is mad! Don’t you see it? You’re heartless after that!ā€ Razumihin whispered in her ear, squeezing her hand tightly. ā€œI shall be back directly,ā€ he shouted to the horror-stricken mother, and he ran out of the room. Raskolnikov was waiting for him at the end of the passage. ā€œI knew you would run after me,ā€ he said. ā€œGo back to them—be with them... be with them to-morrow and always.... I... perhaps I shall come... if I can. Good-bye.ā€ And without holding out his hand he walked away. ā€œBut where are you going? What are you doing? What’s the matter with you? How can you go on like this?ā€ Razumihin muttered, at his wits’ end. Raskolnikov stopped once more. ā€œOnce for all, never ask me about anything. I have nothing to tell you. Don’t come to see me. Maybe I’ll come here.... Leave me, but don’t leave them. Do you understand me?ā€ It was dark in the corridor, they were standing near the lamp. For a minute they were looking at one another in silence. Razumihin remembered that minute all his life. Raskolnikov’s burning and intent eyes grew more penetrating every moment, piercing into his soul, into his consciousness. Suddenly Razumihin started. Something strange, as it were, passed between them.... Some idea, some hint, as it were, slipped, something awful, hideous, and suddenly understood on both sides.... Razumihin turned pale. ā€œDo you understand now?ā€ said Raskolnikov, his face twitching nervously. ā€œGo back, go to them,ā€ he said suddenly, and turning quickly, he went out of the house. I will not attempt to describe how Razumihin went back to the ladies, how he soothed them, how he protested that Rodya needed rest in his illness, protested that Rodya was sure to come, that he would come every day, that he was very, very much upset, that he must not be irritated, that he, Razumihin, would watch over him, would get him a doctor, the best doctor, a consultation.... In fact from that evening Razumihin took his place with them as a son and a brother. #### You can still study seriously if you aren't a student [I'm about to start myself!](https://apps.ankiweb.net/?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Give a notifications worth of phone time while walking And they'll take a mile #### You never know when a full-length mirror is gonna come into your life šŸŖž ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-06-22-32-06.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-06-22-32-17.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-06-22-32-29.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/03/Screenshot-2026-03-06-22-32-38.png) #### A Lifetime of Computational Effort All I got was organization, but emergence was my goal #### Being a Dog == Being a \~7 y/o boy. Fetching, sniffing dirty things, adored by older women #### authentic work on yourself, study! build a personal library while you're at it #### If you don't want to hear honking Don't come to New York #### Violence has always been a juxtaposition It's righteous (sometimes) It has different forms (you smell bad, you're too loud, you hit me) Some get rewarded for it with a golden tomb \> The real Master to whom all is permitted storms Toulon, makes a massacre in Paris, forgets an army in Egypt, wastes half a million men in the Moscow expedition and gets off with a jest at Vilna. And altars are set up to him after his death, and so all is permitted. No, such people, it seems, are not of flesh but of bronze!ā€ One sudden irrelevant idea almost made him laugh. Napoleon, the pyramids, Waterloo, and a wretched skinny old woman, a pawnbroker with a red trunk under her bed—it’s a nice hash for Porfiry Petrovitch to digest! How can they digest it! It’s too inartistic. ā€œA Napoleon creep under an old woman’s bed! Ugh, how loathsome!ā€ #### I may not procreate -- but I'll pro create An idea can pass down more directly than DNA, haven't you heard? #### Three Times You've Crossed Me Now And each time you've yelled -- [I heard you](https://youtu.be/eThRPkZxoDg?si=pPKRjFKECBPKs6sQ&t=185&ref=bramadams.dev)! ### I Made a Reading App (+ February Reads) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/i-made-a-reading-app-february-reads/ Last updated: 2026-02-28T18:24:02.000Z [Bram's Reading App](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/brams-reading-app/id6759291875?ref=bramadams.dev) is a **question** and **annotation** driven reading software. I built it with the following in mind: 1. Why are you reading the book you chose? Write your questions down in a place where you can easily access them. Don't bother reading a book end to end if you have sated your curiosity. Move on. 2. Annotations do not exist in isolation, you should centralize your marginalia into a place where they can interact. A commonplace book or commonbase is a good place to start. 3. Parallel Reading (reading multiple books at the same time) opens the door to discursive reading, a necessary skill in becoming well read. 4. Other features that don't fit cleanly into the above framework: tactile scroll wheel for book progress, configurable per book notifications, test your comprehension quizzes, annotation poetry... If you want to become more serious about your reading, download Bram's Reading App. [Bram’s Reading App App - App StoreDownload Bram’s Reading App by Bram Adams on the App Store. See screenshots, ratings and reviews, user tips, and more apps like Bram’s Reading App.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-180-1.png)App StoreBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/1200x630wa-1.jpg)](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/brams-reading-app/id6759291875?ref=bramadams.dev) And speaking of reading, here are the books I read in Feburary! ### The Pencil by Henry Petroski Because of modern convenience, we take for granted the history and complexity of the "simple items". This world we live in is filled with design, with precision choices engineers made. Petroski reveals those choices, decade by decade, over the centuries of the pencil trade. ### How to Get Filthy Rich in Rising Asia by Mohsin Hamid Not much about getting rich in this book, but a tapestry of relationships. And a surprising amount of sex. The main character is the evolving Asia. You just live in it! ### Virtue Hoarders by Catherine Liu ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/F713DCE7-D803-472D-B5C4-B9C6EA496682.jpeg) What if America isn't destroyed all at once by its leaders, but a slow death from a bureaucrat leftist middle class that uses virtue signaling to cover their sins of capital accretion? This book truly hates itself, but it's short. ### Persuasive Games by Ian Bogost ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/D7931333-DA18-4518-8920-CD3155D70426.jpeg) They always ask, do you have games on your phone, not **why** do you have games on your phone. The 2000's era was actually a golden age of gaming, not simply because of the technology available at the time, but because the economics of loot boxes hadn't been figured out yet. The Wii, the Kinect, etc. were killed off by Gacha mechanics and paid skins. The games I see out there now don't say much, and they don't do much either. See you at the next Zelda release, I guess. ### Die With Zero by Bill Perkins ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/F9F38C5C-AA49-45B1-8794-2D345006B921.jpeg) We all want to get rich, but we should all want to be poor at the end too. Money as a resource doesn't make sense to hoard, because you (yes, you) have a shorter shelf life than your dollars. Use the milk before you finish the cereal. [Kairos](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kairos?ref=bramadams.dev) for capital. ### Montaigne by Stefan Zweig ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/73DC2C7A-7F15-489F-9668-35305E4BC215.jpeg) I'd like to hang out with Montaigne, he seems like a cool dude. This book was helpful for me to let go of the conflict of maintaining book memories, and becoming more at peace with studying because it is simply the right thing to do. Don't be a hero, don't be Diogones, don't seek an answer, but be brave enough to ask the question of knowing yourself. ### Italian Villas and Their Gardens by Edith Wharton ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/7C8D39C6-3880-4874-AB42-0ABFEDE0D90A.jpeg) I hoped to like this book more than I did. [Gardens](https://press.uchicago.edu/ucp/books/book/chicago/G/bo5815522.html?ref=bramadams.dev) is one of my all time favorite books, because it blended philosophy of being a human with an analogy of horticulture so well. This book described in intimate (and repetitive) detail the reasoning behind shirtless statues along cypress avenues that you might find outside of Florence. Pretty interesting historical connection to the Medici family and the artists of the High Renaissance, though. ### ### Photo Dump for Feb 2026 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/photo-dump-for-feb-2026/ Last updated: 2026-02-27T00:56:18.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/Screenshot-2026-02-26-02-49-31.png) ' ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/Screenshot-2026-02-22-16-08-00-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/07BB1623-5EDD-43D5-82BC-B82D44F2F288_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/Screenshot-2026-02-20-20-51-33.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/Screenshot-2026-02-05-21-45-23.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/Screenshot-2026-02-18-15-30-07.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/Screenshot-2026-02-02-10-15-16.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/5EFF6E2A-74AE-49DB-B83C-D365E9F7BB6D_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/8B762F4E-31EC-4366-AD9E-C6A781B61D80.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/3652A9DC-4E34-4925-9D50-BB9D2178D71B_1_101.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/02B5FD8D-2758-4367-A66A-2567FBA9144B_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/DEC3F3F1-08F9-470A-9CE9-316094BAA622_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/972DD6EA-B414-410E-BCF5-208861396264_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/02/0E577441-B2DF-4527-A340-E2656F722533_1_105_c.jpeg) ### January Reads and Other News! URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/january-reads-and-other-news/ Last updated: 2026-02-07T18:24:37.000Z ### Giants by John Stauffer A fantastic dual biography of Frederick Douglass and Abraham Lincoln and how their distinct lives collapsed into each other as they propelled through the mid-1800s of the United States. The author makes the point that what really elevated both Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass was the same thing: an innate desire to study and improve oneself, [to become self-made men](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self-Made%5FMen?ref=bramadams.dev). ### Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille I picked up this book because I was curious if it was depraved, as the online reviews suggested that it was. It was pretty depraved, but what was most horrific about the book wasn't the violent sex acts—it was the world in which they lived that allowed for those acts and were complicit to the uninhibited actions of the main characters. ### Arifueta: From Commonplace to World's Strongest (Vol 2) I was disappointed by this book. I liked the first volume because it talked about the development of the main character and how he became strong from being weak by eating, basically. But this book was just not at all interesting. He was already too powerful, and the flatter parts of his character really shone through as opposed to the world. ### In Praise of Shadows by Junichiro Tanizaki As technology and globalization both maximize and minimize the space of design, this is a book about how we embed ourselves with artificial technologies that remove the natural aesthetic beauty from our lives. It's kind of a precursor to minimalism from a bit of a cynical, pessimistic perspective. Set in the context of Western technology being introduced into Japan and the author's disdain for what was lost. ### The Prince of Tides by Pat Conroy Now that a few weeks have passed since I finished The Prince of Tides, I can say that I didn't really enjoy it. It was a long book about a very broken family from the South, set both in the South in the past and New York City in the present. I'm always a big fan of reading books about New York City, but this one was just kind of a miss for me. There were some moments that I enjoyed, but overall it felt kind of meh. ### The Great Bridge by David McCullough A nearly day-by-day detailing of the building of the Brooklyn Bridge. I've been fascinated recently by the tales and stories of engineers that aren't told (or appreciated at least) in my modern world that's motivated by entertainment and political celebrity than the technologies and the culture of the people who build them. I appreciated the work that Washington Roebling (god tier work ethic) and his wife Emily Roebling put into the Brooklyn Bridge, both as a beautiful artifact of architecture that one gets to see every day as they cross to or from Brooklyn on the train, but also as a testament to all of the different kinds of technological developments that were happening during the Gilded Age on the backdrop of corruption from Tammany Hall actively stealing from New York's population, and underpaying and not paying attention to the health of employees because they were immigrants and they knew they could get away with it. ## Other News 1. I released my first app on the App Store, BookTalk. It's a reading companion app for iOS that lets you capture thoughts, quotes, and insights as you read — using your voice, camera, or keyboard. [**You can download it for your iPhone here!**](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/booktalks/id6758533463?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. I've been in what can only be described as a [**manic state of software development**](https://www.bramadams.dev/working-software/). Thanks to the launch of tools like [Codex](https://openai.com/index/introducing-the-codex-app/?ref=bramadams.dev), [XCode 26.3](https://www.apple.com/newsroom/2026/02/xcode-26-point-3-unlocks-the-power-of-agentic-coding/?ref=bramadams.dev) and [Claude Blocker](https://github.com/T3-Content/claude-blocker/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev), my development speed has just increased exponentially. So much so that the limiter has almost caught up with the amount of ideas that my brain pumps out around software. I don't know when or if this will end, but I'm having fun and enjoying the ride while it lasts. ### Working Software URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/working-software/ Last updated: 2026-07-16T17:53:01.000Z šŸ’” [Working Thoughts](https://www.bramadams.dev/working-thoughts/) #### Sixty Books a Year A shared bookshelf for a book club [Web App](https://www.sixtybooksayear.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/bookshelf-bookclub?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Archive #### Bram's Reading App My Software Thesis of What A Reading App Should Look Like [App Store](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/brams-reading-app/id6759291875?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Bram's Bounding App Search your photos around what's in them [App Store](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/brams-bounding-app/id6761850044?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Collages Highlights > Canvases > Collages [Stored under the #creative-coding tag](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/creative-coding/) #### Your Commonbase A Self Organizing, Interactive Ledger [LinkTree](https://linktr.ee/yourcommonbase?ref=bramadams.dev) #### ChatGPT-MD A (nearly) seamless integration of ChatGPT into Obsidian [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/chatgpt-md?ref=bramadams.dev) #### BookTech A deeper look at the booktech projects I've been building [BramAdams.dev](https://www.bramadams.dev/book-tech/) #### Kindle Blocker A minute spent on Kindle is a minute earned on social media websites [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/kindle-blocker?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Chrome Anki Anki in the Chrome Sidebar [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/chrome-anki/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Bar Owed Time Multiple timers for those with unstructured days and structured goals [Image 1](https://bfhwswaxftusvmgrwvnb.supabase.co/storage/v1/object/public/images/IMG%5F9983.jpg?ref=bramadams.dev) [Image 2](https://bfhwswaxftusvmgrwvnb.supabase.co/storage/v1/object/public/images/IMG%5F9984.jpg?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Counting Worms A free calorie counter using [GPT Vision](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0899900723003532?ref=bramadams.dev). **"The results have a reasonable level of accuracy, with energy values having the highest level of conformity: 97% of the artificial intelligence values fall within a 40% difference from United States Department of Agriculture data."* [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/CountingWorms/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Swote Swipe quotes from books into your collection [Web App](https://swote.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/swote?ref=bramadams.dev) #### BookTalks A Companion for Voice Notes and Book Voice Annotations [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/BookTalk/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev) [App Store](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/booktalks/id6758533463?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Stenography Automatic Documentation [Website](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Bramses' Highly Opinionated Vault A highly opinionated, fully featured Obsidian vault that can get you from Zero to Zettelkasten lickety split [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Life's Articles A personal, Wikipedia-like archive of people, places, and things in your life [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/Life-s-Articles/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Smash Smash it!! Add stuff then press "S" and enjoy the fireworks [Website](https://smash-rho.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev) #### YT AMV Make an AMV from multiple YouTube videos like its 2007 [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses/yt-amv?ref=bramadams.dev) [Website - THE FALL OF CLAN - Maki AMV - Desktop Only](https://yt-amv.vercel.app/?p=eyJ2IjoxLCJjIjpbWyJ2IiwiVUZ4QUtzTDFHNlUiLDAsMCwyNzAsMF0sWyJhIiwiWEtleFg2eHNfSHciLDAsMCwyNjAsMTAwXSxbImEiLCJ2bl9jdXdDMVhFTSIsMjU3LDI1NywyNzAsMTAwXV19&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Headbanging Deku URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/headbanging-deku/ Last updated: 2026-02-02T16:44:45.000Z 0:00 /1:00 1Ɨ Kublai Khan - Antpile 0:00 /1:00 1Ɨ Knocked Loose - Counting Worms 0:00 /0:45 1Ɨ Kublai Khan - Khan is King ### Swotes from 01.29.26 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/swotes-from-01-29-26/ Last updated: 2026-01-29T16:22:16.000Z > "Size is a natural result of growth, but growth itself cannot be commandeered; it can only be nurtured and encouraged \[...\]. Growth occurs; it is not made. \[...\] In any given environment, the growing organism develops at its own rate." > — Ursula Franklin, *The Real World of Technology* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-26-12-23-30.png) > "There are futures markets \[...\] This means that one can buy or sell shares of crops that have not yet been grown \[...\] such trading activities are not mere figments of the imagination; they are not totally removed from reality just because the crops have not yet grown, because the results of those trading activities are real. People make money or lose money in futures trading; rent is paid from transactions made on dealings that are essentially hypothetical. \[...\] The future is thus perceived and handled as a structural and technical extension of the present." > — Ursula Franklin, *The Real World of Technology* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-26-00-01-04.png) > "The sidewalks were paved with wood planks with green and black goo oozing out of the cracks. \[...\] By the time of the World’s Fair in 1893, six hundred people were killed in the city each year by passing freight cars, and many more were injured or lost limbs." > — Max Podemski, *A Paradise of Small Houses* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-24-18-59-22-1.png) > "\[...\] the Draft Riots of 1863 were a breaking point. The Irish inhabitants of Five Points and other nearby slums wreaked havoc for several days in one of the most violent episodes of civil unrest in US history. Angered by their conscription into the Civil War, they murdered Black residents in the streets and lit African American orphanages on fire \[...\] In the aftermath of the riots, a series of laws were passed in the city requiring \[...\] that at least one toilet be provided for every twenty residents. However, New York’s bureaucratic structure was weak and extremely corrupt \[...\] any reforms largely illusory. \[...\] that same year found that only 30 percent of tenements had any toilets at all." > — Max Podemski, *A Paradise of Small Houses* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-24-03-30-32.png) > "It’s one thing to say, ā€œSmoking causes cancer,ā€ but another to say that my uncle Joe, who smoked a pack a day for thirty years, would have been alive had he not smoked. \[...\] none of the people who, like Uncle Joe, smoked for thirty years and died can ever be observed in the alternate world where they did not smoke for thirty years." > — Judea Pearl, Dana Mackenzie, *The Book of Why* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/DF079DE7-5BFE-44CF-B726-E6817B23BEF8_1_201_a.jpeg) > "The textbook description of the scientific method goes something like this: (1) formulate a hypothesis, (2) deduce a testable consequence of the hypothesis, (3) perform an experiment and collect evidence, and (4) update your belief in the hypothesis. \[...\] All evidence comes with a certain amount of uncertainty. Bayes’s rule tells us how to perform step (4) in the real world." > — Judea Pearl, Dana Mackenzie, *The Book of Why* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/64514793-D1DA-4314-B650-C7F4675B14FF.jpeg) > "Schedule two hours each day \[...\] to work on your top goal only." > — Matt Mochary, Alex MacCaw, and Misha Talavera, *The Great CEO Within* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/579C73C8-63E8-4B0B-9E09-297F6E09C7BA.jpeg) > "It may turn out that becoming a free person, while in principle possible, is so very difficult \[...\] that it is practically beyond the reach of most people. The passions are extremely powerful, and they tend to govern much of our ordinary lives. Even the person in whom \[...\] reason are of maximum affective potency \[...\] will eventually succumb to the influence of passive affects. Spinoza notes that ā€œthere is no singular thing in nature than which there is not another more powerful and stronger.ā€ \[...\] Not even the free person, then, is immortal. He may enjoy a long and happy existence, one lived fruitfully under the guidance of reason \[...\] but eventually some passive affects—\[...\] disease, decay, and other infirmities brought about by the forces of nature—will get the better of him as well. \[...\] ā€œAll things excellent are as difficult as they are rare.ā€ \[...\] Perhaps the best most people can realistically hope for is to become more and more free, to persevere as long as possible under reason’s tutelage \[...\]" > — Steven Nadler, *Think Least of Death* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/89048983-A1C4-4940-AB93-B2188F66B732_1_201_a-1.jpeg) > "The absence of hate toward other human beings frees up a good deal of psychic space \[...\] several of the other cardinal sins are \[...\] simply different expressions of hate. Thus, without hate, there cannot be anger. Nor can there be vengeance, indignation, or envy." > — Steven Nadler, *Think Least of Death* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/F73C0D0B-DAF2-4457-B33D-CF5E38CA8833_1_102.jpeg) > "After focus, the next most important thing for a novelist is, hands down, endurance. If you concentrate on writing three or four hours a day and feel tired after a week of this, you’re not going to be able to write a long work. What’s needed for a writer of fiction—at least one who hopes to write a novel—is the energy to focus every day for half a year, or a year, two years. You can compare it to breathing. If concentration is the process of just holding your breath, endurance is the art of slowly, quietly breathing at the same time you’re storing air in your lungs. \[...\] Continuing to breathe while you hold your breath. \[...\] You’ll naturally learn both concentration and endurance when you sit down every day at your desk and train yourself to focus on one point. \[...\] gradually you’ll expand the limits of what you’re able to do. \[...\] This involves the same process as jogging every day to strengthen your muscles and develop a runner’s physique. Add a stimulus and keep it up. And repeat. Patience is a must in this process, but I guarantee the results will come." > — Haruki Murakami and Philip Gabriel, *What I Talk About When I Talk About Running* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/A1C3A0E1-CE58-44AE-8E3A-9A26D68449DE_1_105_c.jpeg) > "Lightning is a lot of electrons moving very quickly from one spot to another." > — Charles Petzold, *Code* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/D1FBBB6A-762B-4E36-84B4-67FF252B7D85.jpeg) > "In Syria, she consumed a bowl full of sheep’s eyeballs, which she reported tasted exactly like one would imagine sheep’s eyeballs to taste." > — Pat Conroy, *The Prince of Tides* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/5634F2DB-C409-460E-A6DD-4A32916F0AF7_1_105_c.jpeg) > "One can not pursue happiness; if he does he obscures it. If he will proceed with the human task of life, the relocation of the center of gravity of the personality to something greater outside itself, happiness will be the outcome." > — Robert A. Johnson, *He* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/0045B001-728B-4813-809D-7B81BD727B87_1_105_c.jpeg) > "The life promised by these images is \[...\] uncomplicated. It is a life of coffees taken out on the east-facing balcony in the spring and summer while scrolling New York Times headlines and social media on a tablet. The plants are watered as part of a daily routine that also includes yoga and a breakfast featuring an assortment of seeds. There is work to be done at a laptop, of course, but at a pace more befitting an artist than an office worker: between intense bursts of concentration at a desk there might be a walk, a videocall with a friend who has an idea for a new project, some jokes exchanged on social media, a quick trip to the nearby farmers’ market. \[...\] work is a source of growth and creative stimulation, the bassline to the tune of leisure. \[...\] Beauty and pleasure seem as inextricable from daily life as particles suspended in a liquid. And it is a happy life, or so it seems from the pictures in the post advertising the apartment for short-term rental at one hundred and eighteen euros a day, plus the fee to cover the Ukrainian cleaner, paid through a French gig economy company that files its taxes in Ireland \[...\]" > — Vincenzo Latronico and Sophie Hughes, *Perfection* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/3447144B-F295-41BF-A31E-DDDD7234FADA_1_102.jpeg) > "An obsession with real estate—imported by the New Yorkers, together with the bedbugs \[...\]. Everyone was looking for a better apartment \[...\] All this would have seemed utterly irrelevant just a few years earlier, when the choice for renters was between vast apartments for six hundred euros a month and tiny ones for two-twenty. The injection of dollars, which could buy more meters in Berlin than feet in San Francisco, only fueled the chaos in the city’s housing market. Every week, Anna and Tom would receive at least two emails asking if they knew of anyone leaving an apartment, or if they had any leads. The senders were almost always strangers, and from the email subject lines it was clear the request had been forwarded in a chain going back weeks." > — Vincenzo Latronico and Sophie Hughes, *Perfection* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/B338B883-ABB4-4215-98C9-5EFC37A05ABA_4_5005_c.jpeg) > "Man is sometimes extraordinarily, passionately, in love with suffering, and that is a fact. There is no need to appeal to universal history to prove that; only ask yourself, if you are a man and have lived at all. As far as my personal opinion is concerned, to care only for well-being seems to me positively ill-bred. Whether it’s good or bad, it is sometimes very pleasant, too, to smash things." > — Fyodor Dostoevsky, *Notes From Underground* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/9FE7047C-9490-4DD2-BBC3-7EC18A3F2A86_1_102.jpeg) > "\[...\] I always moved aside, while he did not even notice my making way for him. And lo and behold a bright idea dawned upon me! ā€œWhat,ā€ I thought, ā€œif I meet him and don’t move on one side? What if I don’t move aside on purpose, even if I knock up against him? \[...\]ā€ This audacious idea took such a hold on me that it gave me no peace. I was dreaming of it continually, horribly, and I purposely went more frequently to the Nevsky in order to picture more vividly how I should do it \[...\] ā€œOf course I shall not really push him,ā€ I thought, already more good-natured in my joy. ā€œI will simply not turn aside, will run up against him, not very violently, but just shouldering each other—just as much as decency permits. I will push against him just as much as he pushes against me.ā€ \[...\] my preparations took a great deal of time. To begin with, when I carried out my plan I should need to be looking rather more decent, and so I had to think of my get-up. ā€œIn case of emergency, if, for instance, there were any sort of public scandal \[...\] I must be well dressed; that inspires respect and of itself puts us on an equal footing in the eyes of the society.ā€" > — Fyodor Dostoevsky, *Notes From Underground* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/49A3F139-87DE-4C78-8652-332E02006101_1_102.jpeg) ### 32 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/32/ Last updated: 2026-01-28T20:56:03.000Z šŸ’” This post is a work in progress! I just wanted to get **something* out before my birthday (01.28) What I want for 32 is to do what I should have done at 22\. Damage done during my twenties is set in stone. But that doesn’t mean I need to continue to fall for a sunk cost fallacy. There's a type of bleeding I suffer from. This blood loss is a crippling, slow death. I hate watching blood fall from these wounds. These wounds don't heal, they just drip and drip and drip. I've been watching them fester for years. The cause of the bleeding is a tenuous coexistence between my desire to embed myself throughly in my personal library and my urge to embed myself thoroughly with cheap dopamine. Each vie for my affection, both require my attention. I don't have enough time for both to coexist. I don't want both to coexist. I want one to win. To be done with it. I'm exhausted. What can I do? What should I do? What will I do? ## Start If I'm to defeat my urges, it's not good enough to suppress. It's not good enough to escape. I must create a mental framing that allows only for a complete cessation. Total victory. I must build what I can around an already rotted foundation. I am not a static creature. Liquids and gases move through my body. The world changes as an organism and I am a part of that organism. My metabolism had a beginning, and it will have an end. I am a finite entity. Any good core strategy acknowledges this truth. It doesn't seek to be set in stone, it seeks to apply a unavoidable gravitational pull. A black hole. Every new entity, every new force, swept into a single point. Decomposed and destroyed until the only thing left is the force itself. Let's begin. ### The Pull If I can't rely on my form (body) or my function (behaviors) to stop the bleeding, what can I rely on? What could have enough force to subjugate every other process that makes me act in ways contrary to my nature? There are options. A (non-exhaustive list): God, curiosity, death, discipline, status. If I were a religious person, the answer might be **God**. God makes for a compelling argument. Universal, the creator, life after death. However, any particular creed won’t give me what I need. The rules are already written, the traditions and rituals static. To become a Christian or a Muslim or a Buddhist means that Im adopting the cloak of a group, instead of finding my own path. Im not interested. **Curiosity** is the secular version of God. Humans looking for an answer just because. Curiosity has both driven me to cheap dopamine but it has also led me to my greatest works. A double-edged sword, and many pitfalls on the path to discovery. Useful, but too unfocused. **Death** might be the answer. Motivation from fear of death is known as a [causa sui](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Causa%5Fsui?ref=bramadams.dev). But the thing about death is if I get fat, I die. If I get ripped, I die. If I fail, I die. If I succeed, I die. A helpful reminder, but death is not a force, it is an outcome. A guaranteed one at that. How about **discipline**? An ox whipped into shape, a monster tamed by reason, an ideal form made of effort. This feels closer, but it's missing a certain openness. Discipline serves to contract, not to expand its acolytes. **Status**? We all want to be loved. The fear of publishing (FOP) this very post to an audience made me take it more seriously. The problem with status is that is a greedy and fickle master. Popularity is only based on what you can offer your audience to their audience. Too influenced by animalistic compulsions rather than universal truths. Perhaps something else is needed. A thought experiment of a new concept that merges the best aspects of the above. To take what is useful. A way to think about this thought experiment is that if each of the above were perspectives to look up at in space, I need to look somewhere different. I need to stare into a black spot in the sky. There, I found **The Pull**. The Pull doesn't exist as far as I know, but I can try and describe it to the best of my ability. The Pull might not have any finite end, because the more built along the road, the longer the road seems to get. The path to The Pull is filled with vibrant colors, any type of shape you can imagine, and emotive action. The energy emitting from the Pull is warm, and alive in some way. Much like gravity wants to pull toward a center, or money and status wants to accumulate, The Pull has a want too. What The Pull wants is a mirror. The Pull wants more than anything to know what it looks like. Similar to [the blind and elephant parable](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blind%5Fmen%5Fand%5Fan%5Felephant?ref=bramadams.dev), The Pull tasks people over and over to show it something it hasn't seen before, a configuration of itself that will union The Pull and the imperfect perspective of the mirror's creator. It has no opinion of itself, so it uses reasoning creatures to do the work for it. For a person, building a mirror is a lifelong task. The mirror is not a flat reflective plane of one material, but a quilt of materials the reasoning creature has spent their life gathering. That doesn't mean that the mirror is built automatically, or at the very least, not a good mirror. The most vibrant material for the mirror gives off an aura of sorts. The word closest to describing this aura is quintessence. Entities give off more or less quintessence based on how true and effortful they are. Imitations are dull. Repetitions are frowned upon (unless they are on the way to mastery, in which case they aren't true repetitions anyway). The Pull is looking for the collection of effortful idiosyncratic curations of a universe it put effort into designing. Let's review what The Pull is defined as from the end perspective. The Pull is looking at a finished mirror. To maximize the beauty of this mirror, it must be composed of quality material. Quality is defined as the cross product of effort and quintessence, the residue of a system that knows itself and the artifacts it is able to create. The mirror that I produce is necessarily finite. I can use better or worse material to form the mirror. Some material is abstract (thought, morality), other material is material (in the physical sense of the term). To create a better mirror, source better material. This applies to consumption and production. If you have any options at all, go for the higher quality option. ### Back to Reality Let's go back to the problem at hand. I'm about to be 32, and I'm bleeding out. Adding another system to my list of failures is not ideal. If The Pull is to work there can only be one change, and the rest must be automatic. As automatic as water flowing downhill. Anything else dives into particulars, and since my state changes, particulars are not allowed. The one change allowed is framing. Above we described forces that one can alter their behavior by looking toward. One can look to God, to discipline, to death. By looking in these directions, action and reflection follows. If I look towards The Pull, how do my actions change? ## Action Plan Anything being looked at can be paused for deeper analysis. The trick is to frame. Is (X) true to its essence? Is (X) effortful? ### Trinkets and Reminders Similar to a cross necklace, a bauble is a helpful reminder for the conscious to pause. In the case of The Pull, a phone works. Simply hold it up to a light source and look at the light reflected against your screen. This is "a mirror". ### Withdrawals The pain comes first... ### Active Work ... ### Reflection ... ## 32 (Part 2) As I turn 32, I'll turn my eyes towards The Pull. I won't look away. Then I'll simply fall. I'll build the best mirror I can with the time I have left to show to you. ## ### Zine 01.24.26 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/zine-01-24-26/ Last updated: 2026-01-25T00:17:23.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Diogenes-also-has-much-to-teach-us-about-how-to-refuse.--...--faced-with-the-unrelenting-hypocrisy-of-society--Diogenes-did-not-flee-to-the-mountains--like-some-philosophers--or-kill-himself--like.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/The--...--companies-don---t-have-completely-clean-hands-when-it-comes-to-bots.-It-is-hard--...--to-get-rid-of-fake-people-entirely--because-they-become-codependent--in-the-way-that-animals-need-gut-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/The-internet-was-dramatically-increasing-our-ability-to-know-about-things--while-our-ability-to-change-things-stayed-the-same--or-possibly-shrank-right-in-front-of-us..png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/THE-PROBLEM-WITH-replying-to-insults-with-humor-is-that-doing-so-requires-both-wit-and-presence-of-mind..png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/The-human-body-is-a-non-linear-system.-Doubling-your-swings-from-100-to-200-will-not-double-the-results---and-will-even-reduce-them-in-some-areas..png) ### Book Progress 01.17.26 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-01-17-26/ Last updated: 2026-01-17T06:43:22.000Z ## šŸ“š Book Reading Progress ā–¶ļø Animate Progress ![Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/images.jpeg) ### Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer 47% ā–¶ What Happened **Updates** \- [Abraham Lincoln](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-abraham-lincoln-from-giants-the-parallel-lives-of-abraham-lincoln-and-frederick-douglass-by-john-stauffer/)...Believed in his angel numbers drafting everything ... \- [Fredrick Douglass](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-fredrick-douglass-from-giants-the-parallel-lives-of-abraham-lincoln-and-frederick-douglass-by-john-stauffer/)...NYE party celebrating the Proclamation, be there o... pulling into the end here, shocked and frustrated at how this young nation has wasted its talent consistently on subjugation ![The Pencil](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/download--9-.jpeg) ### The Pencil by Henry Petroski 5% ā–¶ ![Story of the Eye](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/8126clX9ziL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille 34% ā–¶ What Happened **Updates** \- [Simone](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-simone-from-story-of-the-eye-by-georges-bataille/)...The way this book was written, a woman possessed a... \- [Marcelle](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-marcelle-from-story-of-the-eye-by-georges-bataille/)...The first to die in the story, she knew that if sh... \- [Narrator](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-narrator-from-story-of-the-eye-by-georges-bataille/)...Finding moments and describing acts of sexorrism w... The author with his paralytic father and mother who went insane honestly had a crazier life than his characters. (Dont you know ... an eyeball is an egg ...) ![Washington: A Life](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/81A169iXn7L._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Washington: A Life by Ron Chernow 11% ā–¶ ![Arifureta: From Commonplace to World's Strongest](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/91JfLA-Tb6L._UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Arifureta: From Commonplace to World's Strongest by Ryo Shirakome 13% ā–¶ What Happened im disappointed, it never got better. poor writing, stale characters, lost the charm of the first one (as is the case in these OP stories (im looking at you solo leveling)). DNF. ### Short Videos Week of 01.11.26 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/short-videos-week-of-01-11-26/ Last updated: 2026-01-14T20:54:52.000Z 0:00 /0:27 1Ɨ 0:00 /0:28 1Ɨ ### Book Tech URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-tech/ Last updated: 2026-02-04T17:43:01.000Z *\[01.13.2026\] I've been on *an absolute tear* with Claude Code creating some of my book tech ideas and bringing them to life. Below are the ones that I've built and what I think are for. Ordered from most important to least important* ## Book Club Discord Bot & Shared Bookshelf ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-16-01-16-39.png) commands to add/finish a book, works for all club members 0:00 /0:27 1Ɨ 3D books, BG changes color, keyboard commands, custom URLs per member [60 Books a Year Shared BookshelfAll the books we are reading in 2026![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-6.ico)Ron Chernow](https://www.sixtybooksayear.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) Check it out yourself! ## Book Progress & CLI && Smart Editor 0:00 /0:16 1Ɨ Fun animations for parallel reading and links to characters ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-13-15-58-37.png) 0:00 /0:30 1Ɨ Editor finds pages on my website and augments them ## Audio Annotations [BookTalks App - App StoreDownload BookTalks by Bram Adams on the App Store. See screenshots, ratings and reviews, user tips, and more games like BookTalks.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-180.png)App StoreBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/1200x630wa.jpg)](https://apps.apple.com/us/app/booktalks/id6758533463?ref=bramadams.dev) Being able to converse clearly about books is proof of comprehension. Audio Annotations serves as practice and as a place to leave thoughts about the books and your relationship to them. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-19-08-11-24-1.png) bookshelf homepage ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-19-08-11-56-1.png) Full Text and Semantic Search ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-19-08-12-49.png) Record or upload voice notes -- a cleaned transcription is provided by GPT ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-19-08-13-41.png) Speed controls for audio playback ### Push To Talk Voice Recorder 0:00 /0:45 1Ɨ ## Swote (Swipe Quote) 0:00 /0:23 1Ɨ Reinvigorate quotes from the bookshelf [Swote - Quote CollectorCollect and save your favorite book quotes![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-7.ico)Quote Collector](https://swote.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Kindle Blocker ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-29-21-06-51.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-29-21-06-58.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-29-21-07-22.png) Every minute read on Kindle is a minute earned on social media [GitHub - bramses/kindle-blockerContribute to bramses/kindle-blocker development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40-11.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/kindle-blocker)](https://github.com/bramses/kindle-blocker?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Short Form Videos *Same channel, three different locations* > [@60.books.a.year](https://www.tiktok.com/@60.books.a.year?refer=creator%5Fembed&ref=bramadams.dev) [Sixty Books a YearThe goals of this channel are: 1\. To help you read 60 books a year 2\. To help you comprehend and communicate about 60 books a year 3\. To build and advocate for software that gets us more out of our 60 books a year I’m your host, Bram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon_144x144.png)YouTube![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/HbhnXkbkeexv8yn-qKXt1PJdRHpcJpwE_zZ_-8O-DLhXwWfyXd5l9p-jASdSOZilC_DyEDywKw-s900-c-k-c0x00ffffff-no-rj)](https://www.youtube.com/@SixtyBooksaYear?ref=bramadams.dev) [Instagram Reels](https://www.instagram.com/60booksayear/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Your Commonbase Not directly Book Tech (since it stores many other objects as well) but putting this here because I still batch upload quotes to YCB all the time. Having interact-able, self organizing quotes shows me relationships across books. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-14-19-13-10.png) [yourcommonbase | Instagram | LinktreeA simple ledger with complex associations![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/apple-icon-180x180.png)Linktree![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/yourcommonbase.jpg)](https://linktr.ee/yourcommonbase?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Sessions/Layers ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-08-01-18-54.png) 0:00 /3:19 1Ɨ ### Layers ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-26-20-59-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-26-21-00-00.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-26-20-59-50.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-26-21-00-06.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-26-21-00-28.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-26-21-00-19.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-27-00-19-36.png) [Photoshop Layers for Textgh repo coming soon!!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-24.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/Screenshot-2025-12-26-20-59-42-1.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/photoshop-layers-for-text/) ## World Quotes ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-15-17-27-48.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-15-17-28-04.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-15-17-28-41.png) An LLM creates geolocations for quotes ## Quote Bouquet ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-18-13-49-41.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-18-13-49-47.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-18-13-50-26.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-18-13-50-19.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-18-13-52-12.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-18-13-50-37-1.png) Takes a quote as a random seed (get it?) and generates a unique transparent background PNG flower ## ## Covers Letters (aka books.json) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-07-14-38-38.png) @ a book title to add it directly to the text input ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2026-01-07-14-38-32.png) ^ the frame before the image above ## Discursive Reading ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-16-02-35-46.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-16-02-45-27.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-16-02-53-51.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/Screenshot-2025-12-16-03-16-12.png) A smart tree book recommendation sysytem ## Graveyard/Stalled - 12 Favorite Embeddings - use embeddings to cluster quotes around the problems you're trying to solve in your life - Workbench - A Smart Canvas to compile book quotes and thoughts as research ### Book Progress 01.13.26 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-01-13-26/ Last updated: 2026-01-13T18:49:19.000Z ## šŸ“š Book Reading Progress ā–¶ļø Animate Progress ![Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/images.jpeg) ### Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer 45% ā–¶ What Happened **Updates** - [Fredrick Douglass ](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-fredrick-douglass-from-giants-the-parallel-lives-of-abraham-lincoln-and-frederick-douglass-by-john-stauffer/)...We're leaving Rochester and moving to Haiti! And t... - [Abraham Lincoln ](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-abraham-lincoln-from-giants-the-parallel-lives-of-abraham-lincoln-and-frederick-douglass-by-john-stauffer/)...Elected without losing his Southern drawl. Immedia... It seems we're about to get to the Civil War, which was largely a fault of the South and the North having completely different ideals and trying to conciliate with each other, which was a losing battle to begin with. ![The Pencil](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/download--9-.jpeg) ### The Pencil by Henry Petroski 5% ā–¶ ![Story of the Eye](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/8126clX9ziL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille 34% ā–¶ ![Washington: A Life](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/81A169iXn7L._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Washington: A Life by Ron Chernow 8% ā–¶ What Happened **Updates** - [George Washington ](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-george-washington-from-washington-a-life-by-ron-chernow/)...An emotional young person who, at a very young age... George Washington made a bid for a Native American life because the Native Americans (some tribes) were teamed up with the French, and sometimes tribes were teamed up with the British. But the British and French were technically playing both of them on each other. Then he had to escape by swimming across icy water. He went home, had dysentery, and then won an election to be a burgess. ![Arifureta: From Commonplace to World's Strongest](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/91JfLA-Tb6L._UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Arifureta: From Commonplace to World's Strongest by Ryo Shirakome 5% ā–¶ What Happened **Updates** - [Hajime ](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-hajime-from-arifureta-from-commonplace-to-world-s-strongest-by-ryo-shirakome/)...You didn't know that this edgelord could be so edg... - [Yue ](https://www.bramadams.dev/thoughts-on-yue-from-arifureta-from-commonplace-to-world-s-strongest-by-ryo-shirakome/)...Most of the characters in this story are flat in t... The bunny girl also has mana. It seems like that's just a character thing where the author can just randomly decide that people have mana going through them. The distinction between monsters and people is that monsters in this universe have mana going through them, so it just makes them a monster class? ### Book Progress 1.11.26 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-1-11-26/ Last updated: 2026-01-12T05:20:48.000Z ## šŸ“š Book Reading Progress ā–¶ļø Animate Progress ![The Great Bridge](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/the-great-bridge-9781451683233_hr.jpg) ### The Great Bridge by David McCullough 75% ā–¶ What Happened the epilogue was really long, the political fraud stuff became a bit overbearing to read about, the end of wash. roeblings life and how he unretired in his 80s was really interesting ![Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/images.jpeg) ### Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer 37% ā–¶ What Happened the south has always been a moralizing pit of immorality, and the forefathers that made it that way are alive in this story ![The Prince of Tides](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/81P6o-DfJxL._AC_UF894-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### The Prince of Tides by Pat Conroy 37% ā–¶ What Happened both predictable and unpredicatable. tigers, wingos, and prisoners oh my. the best part was the fiction story in the fiction book. these are deeply damaged people, holy shit ![The Pencil](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/download--9-.jpeg) ### The Pencil by Henry Petroski 2% ā–¶ What Happened a pencil (noun) penis OR broomstick. engineering has been around since we could iterate on design. but most engineers arent good writers it turns out ![Story of the Eye](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/8126clX9ziL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille 9% ā–¶ What Happened rip marcelle. lots of bodily fluids, no one arresting naked teenagers for some reason ![Washington: A Life](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/81A169iXn7L._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Washington: A Life by Ron Chernow 0% ā–¶ What Happened an angry young man who got ahead in life by having plot armor while his family and other generals around him very much didnt ![Arifureta: From Commonplace to World's Strongest](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/91JfLA-Tb6L._UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Arifureta: From Commonplace to World's Strongest by Ryo Shirakome 0% ā–¶ What Happened why am i doing this to myself ### Book Progress 01.05.2026 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-01-05-2026/ Last updated: 2026-01-05T13:10:58.000Z ## šŸ“š Book Reading Progress ā–¶ļø Animate Progress ![The Great Bridge](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/the-great-bridge-9781451683233_hr.jpg) ### The Great Bridge by David McCullough 55% ā–¶ ![Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/images.jpeg) ### Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer 22% ā–¶ ![Thinking Like Your Editor](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/61QQal1FzUL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Thinking Like Your Editor by Susan Rabiner 68% ā–¶ ![In Praise of Shadows](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/81Yp3adO1iL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### In Praise of Shadows by Junichiro Tanizaki 50% ā–¶ ![The Prince of Tides](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/81P6o-DfJxL._AC_UF894-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### The Prince of Tides by Pat Conroy 16% ā–¶ ![The Pencil](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/download--9-.jpeg) ### The Pencil by Henry Petroski 0% ā–¶ ![Story of the Eye](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2026/01/8126clX9ziL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Story of the Eye by Georges Bataille 0% ā–¶ ### Favorite Books and Lessons From 2025 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/favorite-books-and-lessons-from-2025/ Last updated: 2025-12-28T21:49:33.000Z I decided to review my favorite books this year in this newsletter from a *qualitative* and *personal library quantitative* perspective. **Qualitative features** include the question or perspective I had going into the book, and what question I think the book actually answers after I finished it. **Personal library quantitative features** include how many highlights I took from the book and the average length of each highlight. As a general rule, books I like a lot mean a higher overall number of highlights. Highlighting is a signal of resonance. The character/word length of the highlight usually points to the writing skill and style of the author. Longer highlights mean that the author tends to use a lot of words to say a "highlightable" chunk and shorter averages mean an author is more pithy. Both qualitative and personal library quantitative are critical to making a book memorable and useful to comprehension and integration with life. As these nine books below already climbed to the top of the heap of my 60 books read this year, they will do well in both qualitative and personal library quantitive. ## Martin Eden *Jack London, 1909* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/49uzMzE?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** I came to this book from it being mentioned in another one of my favorite books this year, *Lost in Thought* by Zena Hitz. This year, I set out to read books about "the life of the mind", and I've read a number of them, including *Vita Contemplativa* by Byung-Chul Han, *Think Least of Death* by Steven Nadler, *Confessions* by St. Augustine, *Why Read* by Mark Edmundson, *Labyrinths* by Jorge Luis Borges, and *Aesthetics* by Dietrich Von Hildenbrand. By far, *Martin Eden* sunk the deepest into my psyche. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Who are you reading that book for? Is acquiring knowledge a thing that we do because we are genuinely curious, or is it just to impress for sex or status? What happens to you when you become famous for work performed? What happens to you when you become the eyes that the world sees through from? A book about a man who was an intellectual powerhouse before he even knew it. How he was cowed into expressing that intellectual rigor to impress a wealthy girl, only to find out how shallow her life and the life of the people around her were. A look into the life of the intellectual career vs. the blue-collar work of laundrymen or working on ships, and how to win status in low-class society through fighting and raw bravado strength vs. the opaque nature of "who you know" conversation in high-class society. **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 154 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 1014 characters (\~202 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - martin: 107 - himself: 57 - eyes: 52 ## I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings *Maya Angelou, 1969* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/4jkd5By?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** Many of the books that end up on my bookshelf are of the white male writer varietal (I read a lot of philosophy and computer related books). I've heard praise of Maya Angelou and her writing skills, and in an attempt to diversify my author base, I picked this book up. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Hurt during your childhood can come from a million different places at once: your parents, your racist ass town, the dynamics of your own people, your relationship to religion, your siblings, your impulsiveness, and a million other options. How can you manage that pain? And better yet, how can you write about it in a way that the rest of the world feels your pain as it really was? There are so many vignettes in this book that are hard to explain concisely. Maya Angelou's direct form of writing describing horrific events, such as rape or institutionalized racism at a child's graduation, selective mutism, or childhood pregnancy, feels like a punch in the chest each time. She doesn't hold back. She doesn't seek to comfort the reader, but she also doesn't embellish or hyperbolize. **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 152 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 1482 characters (\~296 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - bailey: 137 - didnt: 107 - momma: 106 ## Smoke Gets In Your Eyes ### & Other Lessons From the Crematory *Caitlin Doughty, 2014* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/4jevuzz?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** I came to this book for a similar reason to *Denial of Death* by Ernst Becker and *The Book Against Death* (below). I think I just like reading about death. Keep your enemies close, and all that. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Why is our relationship to death so sterile? And why is it ruining our ability to grapple with our own mortalities? Are we robbing the dignity of our pre-deceased relatives and friends by turning burials into a commercialized spectacle? What role, if any, should embalming play in the future of burials? This book is really funny. Caitlin is a very good author who has a great pacing to her writing, especially as she discusses such morose topics as bloated corpses after death and the putrid smells and liquids that three day old corpses give off. This book has convinced me that I myself want a green burial, if possible, to be thrown out into the woods and let the vultures have my corpse. But, unfortunately, that's not really allowed in modern US society. Maybe it will be by the time I die. Who knows. **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 158 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 1312 characters (\~262 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - dead: 108 - cremation: 91 - bodies: 79 ## Why Fish Don't Exist ### A Story of Loss, Love and the Hidden Order of Life *Lulu Miller, 2020* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/4qrwNxo?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** My co-founder at the time recommended this book to me because I'm really big on personal libraries and ontologies. I'm against tagging as a general rule because I feel that it's a very brittle form of knowledge management that has been so pervasive in modern software because of its relative ease of creating in UIs despite better options today like vector embeddings. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Can intellectualism in one area justify unsubstantiated biases in other areas? Will you let your life be ruined by a storm? Do fish even exist? The star of this book, David Starr Jordan, is a very conflicting individual. A leader of the early eugenics movement, he was also the first president of Stanford and pivotal to the history of taxonomy of aquatic creatures. He also may have committed murder. As such, our author and narrator grapples with how to make a hero of somebody who has so many flaws as she grapples with her own flaws as well. Can you separate the art from the artist? **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 90 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 915 characters (\~183 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - david: 63 - jane: 30 - years: 24 ## Van Gogh ### The Life *Gregory White Smith and Steven Naifeh, 1994* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/4qrwORY?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** I had seen on Reddit somewhere that this was an amazing biography, and indeed it lived up to the hype. I had a pop culture knowledge of Vincent Van Gogh, but I wanted a deeper appreciation of the man himself. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** You might have seen the Starry Night as someone's iPhone case, but do you really know the man? What is your relationship to your family and to yourself as you struggle with mental illness? Did Van Gogh really kill himself? This really is such a sad book. To spend your whole life trying to be a good person while failing over and over and over ... to never really have a true friend ever, only to be paraded around after death as one of the world's most prominent artists, it's so sad. **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 576 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 926 characters (\~185 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - vincent: 845 - theo: 408 - wrote: 244 ## Constantine's Sword ### A History of the Church and the Jews *James Carroll, 2001* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/49extPO?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** My girlfriend recommended this to me. The Christian church has such a long history that it does a good job of obfuscating when it feels it needs to, and I was interested that this book was written by an ex-Catholic priest. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Is it even possible for the church to escape its relationship with anti-Semitism when anti-Semitism is written into the bylaws of the religion itself? I really appreciated Carroll's research into the different philosophers of the different eras of Christianity and how their philosophies inspired rules taken up by the church, which at certain points in history led to inquisitions, ghettos, and even the blind eye the Vatican turned for the crimes at Auschwitz and through to today. **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 287 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 1391 characters (\~278 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - jews: 452 - jesus: 343 - jewish: 233 ## The Book Against Death *Elias Canetti, 1937-1994* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/3Nl35fh?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** One of my favorite all time books is *Denial of Death* by Ernst Becker, which was written and published as Becker was actively dying of cancer. In a similar vein to that, I was attracted to the form of this book being written as diary entries until the very end. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Can you ever understand your own death? Even if you meditate on it for 50 years? The answer is maybe. You can familiarize yourself with the shape of the thing, and you will always be afraid of it when it is real, and abstract when it happens to others. Those around you will die, but you are the person that are "those around" to someone else... **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 458 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 304 characters (\~60 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - dead: 107 - nothing: 71 - years: 51 ## Apocalypse Never ### Why Environmental Alarmism Harms Us All *Michael Shellenberger, 2020* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/4pjotPA?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** It's hard to discuss the Holocene without getting heated (pun intended). I picked this book up to understand our other options than moving back to a cave made of paper straws. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Is environmental concern a religion? Can you claim to be serious about the real world environment without being all in on nuclear? The discussion on energy density from diffuse vs concentrated sources was insightful for a non energy producing but energy consuming member of the public like myself. Also the religious through-line from Judeo-Christian Rapture to the modern Greta Thunberg types. **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 227 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 958 characters (\~191 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - nuclear: 141 - percent: 130 - climate: 102 ## Mini Philosophy ### A Small Book of Big Ideas *Jonny Thomson, 2021* ([affiliate link](https://amzn.to/4qpb9tJ?ref=bramadams.dev)) **(Qualitative) Perspective Before Reading** I watched Jonny Thomson on a [Big Think video](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=esneN8HQKeY&t=1803s&ref=bramadams.dev) and I enjoyed how eloquent and well read about philosophy he seemed to be. I picked up this book hoping for a similar experience. **(Qualitative) What Question Does This Book Actually Answer?** Are you truly aware of how many philosophies exist in the different realms of life? I think Jonny Thomson did a great job writing a survey style book. Many of the ideas didn't stick in my brain due to the firehose breadth delivery, but I highlighted a passage from basically every chapter for spaced repetition review and learned of many new philosophers that aren't the mainstream three to five every YouTube video essayist talks about. **(Personal Library Quantitative) Total Number of Highlights** 180 **(Personal Library Quantitative) Length of the Average Highlight** 1099 characters (\~220 words) **Most Common Words Highlighted** - things: 88 - being: 66 - must: 62 --- One more thing! The year is over!! So I'll attach my thoughts below. ## Reflections on 2025 This year I set out to learn about personal library software, but instead I learned a lot more about people. Because of how I projected myself this year, I became better at compartmentalization, and I learned to take the personal less personally. My software launches were failures. I gained 30 pounds in a (bad) direction. I spent all my savings. I hit my goal of 60 books read. I lived and explored in the city I love. I took and taught classes that challenged me. I met a person whose smile moves me in ways I didn't know I could be moved. You win some, you lose some. ## Goals for 2026 In 2026, I'm becoming more of a leader in ways I can control. I'm running a book club for six people where we are all reading 60 books each (that's 360 books total). I'm more deliberate at delivering immediate value to clients with software. I'm keeping the coals of communication hot, and am not afraid to ask for money or feedback. I'm researching and developing booktech, and I'm open sourcing the software that works. I'm beautifying what I see and engage with everyday: my body, my home, my website, my community. ## 2025 in Pictures ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3189.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3244.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3479.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3561.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3620.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3822.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3905.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3906.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3984.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3998.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4060.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4137.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4212.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4313.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4361.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4416.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4651.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4723.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4789.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4924.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_5228.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_6495.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_5917.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_5791.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_5345.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_7067.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_7482.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_7874.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_7958.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_8205.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/81C8F334-05E7-4AEC-93F8-64D423AD73BE.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/62BEFE62-96AD-4C36-98F9-BA874469CC60.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4356.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_4340.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3944.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/IMG_3846.jpg) See you in 2026\. 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Wikipedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/wikipedia-12.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/Chopin_herz_-cropped-.jpg)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Heart%5Fof%5FFr%C3%A9d%C3%A9ric%5FChopin?ref=bramadams.dev) > The Polish composer [FrĆ©dĆ©ric Chopin](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fr%C3%A9d%C3%A9ric%5FChopin?ref=bramadams.dev) had a fear of being [buried alive](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Premature%5Fburial?ref=bramadams.dev) Like father, like son. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/image-1.png) --- Rest is an active skill that can be trained --- I implore you, burn my unfinished work, for I respect the public too much to foist upon them my unfinished ideas --- Represent the best good faith argument you can make for your opposition so your reader doesn't have to, especially if you have their complete attention --- One funeral after another after the towers went down --- It's one of the blessings of parenthood to be hated and separated by your child --- Nobody understands NYC, least of all New Yorkers ### Book Progress 12.17.2025 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-12-17-2025/ Last updated: 2025-12-18T04:24:24.000Z ## šŸ“š Book Reading Progress ā–¶ļø Animate Progress ![The Great Bridge](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/the-great-bridge-9781451683233_hr.jpg) ### The Great Bridge by David McCullough 49% ā–¶ ![A Life and Times: Fryderyck Chopin](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/916J5jKARBL._UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### A Life and Times: Fryderyck Chopin by Alan Walker 59% ā–¶ ![Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/images.jpeg) ### Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer 17% ā–¶ ![Thinking Like Your Editor](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/61QQal1FzUL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Thinking Like Your Editor by Susan Rabiner 30% ā–¶ ![The Power of Full Engagement](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/61Xy4XZiuLL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### The Power of Full Engagement by Jim Loehr 10% ā–¶ I think I might drop *thinking like your editor* soon. It's really hard to annotate. Also hoping to speed up my relationship with *The Great Bridge*. I've been putting off reading *Giants* not because it's not a fantastic book, but because I'm afraid it's the favorite of the batch and I want to save it as a reward. *"The Power of Full Engagement"* is a prime example of one of those 90s books that got a sign-off because it was going to be bought by people who wear button-downs and think that those button-downs make them real people. Well, I got news for you, buddy! (NB: if reincarnation is real, I would love to be born as an elite athlete in my next life, please) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/image.png) ### Book Progress 12.15.25 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-progress-12-15-25/ Last updated: 2025-12-15T06:55:32.000Z ## šŸ“š Book Reading Progress ā–¶ļø Animate Progress ![The Great Bridge](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/the-great-bridge-9781451683233_hr.jpg) ### The Great Bridge by David McCullough 45% ā–¶ ![A Life and Times: Fryderyck Chopin](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/916J5jKARBL._UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### A Life and Times: Fryderyck Chopin by Alan Walker 42% ā–¶ ![Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/images.jpeg) ### Giants: The Parallel Lives of Abraham Lincoln and Frederick Douglass by John Stauffer 17% ā–¶ ![Thinking Like Your Editor](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/61QQal1FzUL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### Thinking Like Your Editor by Susan Rabiner 22% ā–¶ ![The Power of Full Engagement](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/12/61Xy4XZiuLL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) ### The Power of Full Engagement by Jim Loehr 6% ā–¶ ### My Top Books of 2025 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-top-books-of-2025/ Last updated: 2025-12-08T04:19:32.000Z ## Martin Eden Why do you learn? For your own self satisfaction, or to impress your imagined peers? And what happens if you succeed? Will you like – or even understand – the person who you become? Work performed, work performed. ## I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings They'll take your best days from you, and they'll take your average days too. All you can do is learn to speak words that will stay behind and remind them of what they did to you. ## Smoke Gets In Your Eyes This world is so sterile. We all bloat down here. ## Why Fish Don't Exist "i WeNt to StAnFoRD", bro did you know your first president was one of the nation's leading eugenicists? Status, status, tssk, tskk. I don't trust an ontology as far as I can throw it. ## Van Gogh: The Life A kind person, a troubled person, a talented person occupy the same mind. He went for the longest walks, but never found peace. Never. Don't let his palette delude you. ## Constantine's Sword The Church and its hypocrisies on full display. ## The Book Against Death I appreciate elaborate art forms and this is one of them. To meditate for decades on the very subject that ends the meditation, wow. ## Apocalypse Never Nuclear energy FTW. We killed our savior (twice!). ## Mini Philosophy This guy ~~fucks~~ reads philosophy books. --- [7 Books I Read In 2023 That Live In My Head Rent Freeas a Creative Technologist![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-17.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/these-seven-books-changed-the-way-i-think.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/top-books-2023/) [Lessons from 2024 in Sentences and PicturesPictures all from my phone. 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I took a philosophical approach, creating a narrative about how we transform from passive observers into active curators of information. The chapter opens with an allegorical story about "the Perspective" - a limited being that can only observe the world around it using attention. The world seems random and uncontrolled, full of "uncurated worlds" that just exist without intention or design. The breakthrough moment comes when the Perspective learns to focus its attention more sharply. This focused attention transforms the chaotic world into a "Commons" - suddenly everything becomes a resource that can be used and composed. But observation isn't enough. The final evolution happens when the Perspective develops "Intention" - the ability to act on what it observes. At this moment, the Perspective becomes a "Person" who can create "Curated Worlds" - intentional collections and arrangements of information. The key insight: **Attention transforms chaos into resources. Intention transforms resources into collections.** This is how personal libraries are born - through the progression from passive observation to active curation. The chapter then breaks down into definition sections explaining each concept: - Perspective (the observer) - Attention (focused observation) - World (everything that exists) - Uncurated Worlds (undesigned information) - Commons (examined/resourced worlds) - Intention (ability to act) - Person (curator with all abilities) - Curated Worlds (intentional collections) It's a more abstract approach than I originally planned, but it establishes the philosophical foundation for why personal libraries matter - they represent the fundamental human capacity to transform chaos into meaning through attention and intention. ### More Important than Opinion URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/more-important-than-opinion/ Last updated: 2025-11-13T22:00:37.000Z Audio 0:00 /632.745 1Ɨ #### Quiz ****. essays in skepticism — bertrand russell** - what does russell claim is **more important* than what your opinions are? a) how you arrive at them b) how popular they are c) how emotional they are d) whether they agree with others ****2\. the world beyond your head — matthew b. crawford** - according to the ā€œprevailing notionā€ of freedom, what is freedom primarily about? a) self-discipline b) the ability to satisfy preferences c) moral responsibility d) collective well-being ****3\. principles — ray dalio** - dalio says people should think for themselves to decide what three things? a) what is true, what is moral, what is practical b) what you want, what is true, what you should do c) what others think, what works, what is safe d) what feels right, what is easy, what is fun ****4\. the beginning of infinity — david deutsch** - how does deutsch define a ā€œgood explanationā€? a) one that’s hard to vary without breaking it b) one that fits the data best c) one supported by authority d) one that feels intuitively true #### Answers 1. a) how you arrive at them 2. b) the ability to satisfy preferences 3. b) what you want, what is true, what you should do 4. a) one that’s hard to vary without breaking it #### conversational / reflection prompts ****russell:** do you think uncertainty is a weakness or a strength in reasoning — and how do you tell the difference between healthy doubt and indecision? ****crawford:** if freedom is defined by the ability to satisfy preferences, what happens when our preferences themselves are shaped by advertising, social media, or culture? ****dalio:** how can humility coexist with strong conviction — when do you stop being open-minded and start acting? ****deutsch:** deutsch says knowledge grows through conjecture and criticism, not authority — how does that apply to how you learn or make creative work? ## Transcript ... facts about Bertrand Russell: he was a mathematician and a political philosopher in the late 1800s and early 1900s. ... [Bertrand Russell - Wikipedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/wikipedia-8.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/960px-Bertrand_Russell_smoking_in_1936.jpg)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bertrand%5FRussell?ref=bramadams.dev) \[1 minute\] ... Emotions are useful, of course, and they can provide useful data, but that's just another piece of data. It's not the end-all be-all, which sometimes they get treated as in modern society. ... #### The Mindbody Prescription - John E. Sarno People who study the emotions and psychosomatic medicine must overcome the inferiority complex that stems from their inability to use the tools of ā€œhard science.ā€ I refer to another Gould essay: This unnecessary humility follows an unfortunate tradition of self-hate among scientists who deal with the complex, unrepeatable and unpredictable events of history \[substitute ā€œthe complex, poorly understood realm of human emotionsā€\]. We are trained to think that the ā€œhard scienceā€ models of quantification, experimentation and replication are inherently superior and exclusively canonical, so that any other set of techniques can only pale by comparison. But historical science proceeds by reconstructing a set of contingent events, explaining in retrospect what could not have been predicted beforehand. If the evidence be sufficient, the explanation can be as rigorous and confident as anything done in the realm of experimental science. In any case, this is the way the world works; no apologies needed. #### In Praise of the Gods - Simon Sarris Modern science is drunk on both certainty and consensus, with all the grave mistakes to show for it. The inventor of the lobotomy was awarded a Nobel Prize, never rescinded, which is telling not only of modern science but also the nature of awards. As the underlying results of bad science accumulate untested, an opening is created for moneyed interests to insert themselves into the process. Research suffers. There is no shortage of examples. Fake data is rampant in every field, most egregiously nutrition and health, which has for sixty years repackaged flawed research as public health guidelines, prompting mass diet changes that continue to kill millions. Such poor research practices show no signs of stopping. Modern social sciences are so filled with fraudulent studies that a book of fables or a good history book will teach volumes more about psychology than any psychology textbook printed today, and it will do so with fewer delusions. Today’s scientists do not need better tools, they need to rent a dumpster. Hiring thousands of science janitors would be a better use of research funding than adding a single new paper to a mountain of research that is already half fraudulent. Alchemy comes from a time when people considered science a process and a philosophy, and took allegories seriously enough to learn from them. This shows in their thinking: Paracelsus rejected the theory of humors, supposing that illness must come from impure agents originating outside the body. Rather than by blood-letting, or the idea that infections were a natural part of the body’s healing, Paracelsus found success by keeping wounds clean. He brought chemistry to medicine, and it is he who coined the still-popular phrase, ā€œThe dose makes the poison.ā€ His writings themselves are hermetical, though sometimes he gives plain advice: ā€œThe universities do not teach all things. A doctor must seek out old wives, gypsies, sorcerers, wandering tribes, old robbers, and such outlaws and take lessons from them. A doctor must be a traveller because he must enquire of the world. Experiment is not sufficient. Experience must verify what can be accepted or not accepted.ā€ \[2 minutes\] ... the prevailing notion of freedom, it's going to be more related to the hedonistic form of freedom, which is the ability to satisfy pleasure and preferences. ... #### The World Beyond Your Head - Matthew B. Crawford According to the prevailing notion, to be free means to be free to satisfy one’s preferences. Preferences themselves are beyond rational scrutiny; they express the authentic core of a self whose freedom is realized when there are no encumbrances to its preference-satisfying behavior. Reason is in the service of this freedom, in a purely instrumental way; it is a person’s capacity to calculate the best means to satisfy his ends. About the ends themselves we are to maintain a principled silence, out of respect for the autonomy of the individual. ...There's obviously a moralistic arc there with how we conceive of Puritan values and the quote-unquote value of hard work. ... #### In Praise of Idleness, by Bertrand Russell - Bertrand Russell From the beginning of civilization until the industrial revolution a man could, as a rule, produce by hard work little more than was required for the subsistence of himself and his family, although his wife worked at least as hard and his children added their labor as soon as they were old enough to do so. The small surplus above bare necessaries was not left to those who produced it, but was appropriated by priests and warriors. In times of famine there was no surplus; the warriors and priests, however, still secured as much as at other times, with the result that many of the workers died of hunger. This system persisted in Russia until 1917, and still persists in the East; in England, in spite of the Industrial Revolution, it remained in full force throughout the Napoleonic wars, and until a hundred years ago, when the new class of manufacturers acquired power. In America the system came to an end with the Revolution, except in the South, where it persisted until the Civil War. A system which lasted so long and ended so recently has naturally left a profound impression upon men’s thoughts and opinions. Much that we take for granted about the desirability of work is derived from this system and, being pre-industrial, is not adapted to the modern world. Modern technic has made it possible for leisure, within limits, to be not the prerogative of small privileged classes, but a right evenly distributed throughout the community. The morality of work is the morality of slaves, and the modern world has no need of slavery. ... There's a non-zero set Venn diagram of things that people can enjoy that also count as work and push us towards this feeling of providing value to other members of our society and ourselves. ... \[3 minutes\] ... "take what you want and pay for it," ... [Proceedings of the ... Annual ConvocationVols. for 1867- include a ā€œnecrologyā€.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-4.ico)Google Books![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/content)](https://books.google.com/books?id=lgWmAAAAMAAJ&pg=RA5-PA26&dq=%22take+what+you+%2A+and+pay+for+it%22&lr=&as%5Fdrrb%5Fis=b&as%5Fminm%5Fis=0&as%5Fminy%5Fis=&as%5Fmaxm%5Fis=0&as%5Fmaxy%5Fis=1938&as%5Fbrr=0&client=firefox-a&cd=11&ref=bramadams.dev#v=onepage&q=%22pay%20for%20it%22&f=false) \[4 minutes\] ... you need to think about what you want, and then you need to juxtapose that against what is already true in the universe, and then what you should do knowing those two things. ... #### Super Thinking - Gabriel Weinberg, Lauren McCann To avoid mental traps, you must think more objectively. Try arguing from first principles, getting to root causes, and seeking out the third story. Realize that your intuitive interpretations of the world can often be wrong due to availability bias, fundamental attribution error, optimistic probability bias, and other related mental models that explain common errors in thinking. Use Ockham’s razor and Hanlon’s razor to begin investigating the simplest objective explanations. Then test your theories by de-risking your assumptions, avoiding premature optimization. Attempt to think gray in an effort to consistently avoid confirmation bias. Actively seek out other perspectives by including the Devil’s advocate position and bypassing the filter bubble. Consider the adage ā€œYou are what you eat.ā€ You need to take in a variety of foods to be a healthy person. Likewise, taking in a variety of perspectives will help you become a super thinker. #### 101 Essays That Will Change the Way You Think - Brianna Wiest Practice rational thinking, and often. You shouldn’t trust your mind to think healthfully on autopilot. You have to train it. ... Persephone and Hades and kind of the explanation that the seasonal change is brought about by, you know, Persephone going down for a number of months to go be with Hades. And then the disprovement of that is more along the lines of it's way too easy to move the goalposts. ... #### The Beginning of Infinity - David Deutsch Long ago, Hades, god of the underworld, kidnapped and raped Persephone, goddess of spring. Then Persephone’s mother, Demeter, goddess of the earth and agriculture, negotiated a contract for her daughter’s release, which specified that Persephone would marry Hades and eat a magic seed that would compel her to visit him once a year thereafter. Whenever Persephone was away fulfilling this obligation, Demeter became sad and would command the world to become cold and bleak so that nothing could grow. That myth, though comprehensively false, does constitute an explanation of seasons: it is a claim about the reality that brings about our experience of winter. It is also eminently testable: if the cause of winter is Demeter’s periodic sadness, then winter must happen everywhere on Earth at the same time. Therefore, if the ancient Greeks had known that a warm growing season occurs in Australia at the very moment when, as they believed, Demeter is at her saddest, they could have inferred that there was something wrong with their explanation of seasons. \[5 minutes\] ... It's really important for ideas that are explanations for things to have falsifiability. They need to be able to be checked against something. ... #### Astrophysics for People in a Hurry - Neil deGrasse Tyson Perhaps one day we will learn that Newton’s gravity indeed requires adjustment. That’ll be okay. It has happened once before. Einstein’s 1916 general theory of relativity expanded on the principles of Newton’s gravity in a way that also applied to objects of extremely high mass. Newton’s law of gravity breaks down in this expanded realm, which was unknown to him. The lesson here is that our confidence flows through the range of conditions over which a law has been tested and verified. The broader that range, the more potent and powerful the law becomes in describing the cosmos. For ordinary household gravity, Newton’s law works just fine. It got us to the Moon and returned us safely to Earth in 1969\. For black holes and the large-scale structure of the universe, we need general relativity. And if you insert low mass and low speeds into Einstein’s equations they literally (or, rather, mathematically) become Newton’s equations—all good reasons to develop confidence in our understanding of all we claim to understand. #### The Beginning of Infinity - David Deutsch Appearances are deceptive. Yet we have a great deal of knowledge about the vast and unfamiliar reality that causes them, and of the elegant, universal laws that govern that reality. This knowledge consists of explanations: assertions about what is out there beyond the appearances, and how it behaves. For most of the history of our species, we had almost no success in creating such knowledge. Where does it come from? Empiricism said that we derive it from sensory experience. This is false. The real source of our theories is conjecture, and the real source of our knowledge is conjecture alternating with criticism. We create theories by rearranging, combining, altering and adding to existing ideas with the intention of improving upon them. The role of experiment and observation is to choose between existing theories, not to be the source of new ones. We interpret experiences through explanatory theories, but true explanations are not obvious. Fallibilism entails not looking to authorities but instead acknowledging that we may always be mistaken, and trying to correct errors. We do so by seeking good explanations – explanations that are hard to vary in the sense that changing the details would ruin the explanation. This, not experimental testing, was the decisive factor in the scientific revolution, and also in the unique, rapid, sustained progress in other fields that have participated in the Enlightenment. That was a rebellion against authority which, unlike most such rebellions, tried not to seek authoritative justifications for theories, but instead set up a tradition of criticism. Some of the resulting ideas have enormous reach: they explain more than what they were originally designed to. The reach of an explanation is an intrinsic attribute of it, not an assumption that we make about it as empiricism and inductivism claim. \[6 minutes\] ...I think that we live in a world right now where it's filled with people who can talk really loud, and I think a good example of this is the current sitting president, Donald Trump, who will just distort reality to remove uncertainty, saying like, "Oh, no, no, America's doing great right now because I'm in charge," or "It was doing bad a few months ago, but that was still the Biden economy," right? ... [Trump derangement syndrome - Wikipedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/wikipedia-9.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/20px-Extended-protection-shackle.svg.png)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Trump%5Fderangement%5Fsyndrome?ref=bramadams.dev) [Dog whistle (politics) - Wikipedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/wikipedia-10.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/20px-Wikimedia_Community_Logo.svg.png)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dog%5Fwhistle%5F%28politics%29?ref=bramadams.dev) \[7 minutes\] ... The difference between healthy doubt and indecision, however, is that doubt doesn't preclude you from taking action; indecision does. ... #### Getting Things Done - David Allen Thought is useful when it motivates action and a hindrance when it substitutes for action. \[8 minutes\] ... We're just animals, so if you surround yourself with trash—garbage in, garbage out—it's really as simple as that. ... ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-10.png) ... Do quizzes and test the limits of your thinking, and the effects of advertising and social media will be less poignant and less perhaps poisoning. But that only works at the individual level; it doesn't work at the cultural level. ... #### The State of the Culture - Ted Gioia But let’s turn around and look at those folks in the audience. It’s sobering to see what they’re actually doing. Consumers of culture have so many options to choose from—so what do they pick? The brutal truth is that there’s an ocean of stuff out there, but consumers [sip it with a narrow straw](https://www.xmodtwo.com/p/do-we-live-in-a-society-without-a?ref=bramadams.dev). You can tell a lot about the future by looking at teenagers. What that data tells us is that they pick a web platform—often only one—and it becomes their prism for evaluating the entire world. \[9 minutes\] I think you can be open-minded and start acting. I don't think that these two are mutually exclusive. ... An engineer is a person who can take a concept and not become too attached to it and iterate through the versions of that concept until they find something that works, and they don't get stuck in any particular version. ... [You and Your Research![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/faviconV2)](https://www.cs.virginia.edu/~robins/YouAndYourResearch.html?ref=bramadams.dev) Bad science is, however, when you change the evidence to match your propositions—your prepositions—which also happens from time to time in the modern scientific world, unfortunately. #### Super Thinking - Gabriel Weinberg, Lauren McCann Individuals still hang on to old theories in the face of seemingly overwhelming evidence—it happens all the time in science and in life in general. The human tendency to gather and interpret new information in a biased way to confirm preexisting beliefs is called confirmation bias. \[10 minutes\] ... keeping scientific journals of your efforts. ... [JoleneMillerKeepingResearchJournalJoleneMillerKeepingResearchJournal.pdf56 KBdownload-circle](https://www.bramadams.dev/content/files/2025/11/JoleneMillerKeepingResearchJournal.pdf "Download") ([https://www.utoledo.edu/library/info/dir/JoleneMillerKeepingResearchJournal.pdf](https://www.utoledo.edu/library/info/dir/JoleneMillerKeepingResearchJournal.pdf?ref=bramadams.dev)) You'll never reach the end of any particular form of knowledge, and it's actually very important that you keep pushing yourself into learning harder and harder subjects whenever possible because that's one of the great gifts of being alive: that the universe allows for our curiosity and seems to have no end. > Curiosity swallows humans. Research always turns into ambition and runs amok. #### The Dream Machine - M. Mitchell Waldrop I was more motivated by curiosity. ... I just wondered how things were put together. Or what laws or rules govern a situation, or if there are theorems about what one can’t or can do. Mainly because I wanted to know myself. After I had found the answers it was always painful to write them up or to publish them (which is how you get the acclaim). ### Sufficiently Lavendered URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/sufficiently-lavendered/ Last updated: 2025-11-09T22:05:25.000Z **segment 1 — empire & ego** brooklyn’s elites believed they were civilizing chaos with stone and steel. illidan believed he was bringing order to outland through sheer will. do you think every age just renames its conquerors? what’s the moral difference, if any, between roebling’s bridge and illidan’s war? Q1 0:00 /495.466667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-2.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-3.png) --- **segment 2 — sermons & spells** henry ward beecher could hypnotize two thousand people at once — no notes, pure voice. kingsley convinces murphy like he’s casting a spell. what’s the line between persuasion and sorcery? are all charismatic figures just channeling belief energy? Q2 0:00 /361.045333 1Ɨ [SorcererSorcerers (or sorceresses, also spelled sorcerors) are individuals capable of using magic, such as arcane, fel, shadow, or necromantic magic. On Azeroth and other worlds, they come from various races and organizations, for which they serve as powerful casters, using their destructive powers to defeat…![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/latest)Fandom, Inc.Contributors to Wowpedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/latest)](https://wowpedia.fandom.com/wiki/Sorcerer?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-4.png) "I am worth using the good paper." [Toastmasters InternationalToastmasters International is a nonprofit educational organization that builds confidence and teaches public speaking skills through a worldwide network of clubs that meet online and in person. In a supportive community or corporate environment, members prepare and deliver speeches, respond to impromptu questions, and give and receive constructive feedback. It is through this regular practice that members are empowered to meet personal and professional communication goals. Founded in 1924, the organization is headquartered in Englewood, Colorado with over 270,000 members in more than 14,000 clubs in 150 countries.![](https://static.ghost.org/v5.0.0/images/link-icon.svg)IP![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/toastmasterslogo2x.png)](https://www.toastmasters.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) --- **segment 3 — the intimate cosmos** bachelard zooms in: lavender in a wardrobe, light from an armoire. meanwhile, beecher and kingsley zoom out: cities, souls, salvation. is the household a micro-bridge between heaven and earth? or is the domestic space a rebellion against empire — a different kind of power? 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Q4 0:00 /511.68 1Ɨ [Bible Gateway passage: 1 Peter 5:2-6 - New Living TranslationCare for the flock that God has entrusted to you. Watch over it willingly, not grudgingly—not for what you will get out of it, but because you are eager to serve God. Don’t lord it over the people assigned to your care, but lead them by your own good example. And when the Great Shepherd appears, you will receive a crown of never-ending glory and honor. In the same way, you who are younger must accept the authority of the elders. And all of you, dress yourselves in humility as you relate to one another, for ā€œGod opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble.ā€ So humble yourselves under the mighty power of God, and at the right time he will lift you up in honor.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/touch-icon-ipad-retina.png)Bible Gateway![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/logo_bg-sharing.png)](https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=1+Peter+5%3A2-6&version=NLT&ref=bramadams.dev) --- **segment 5 — closing reflection** so, across these stories — from sermons to spells to soap and wax — maybe what’s really being built isn’t a bridge or a temple, but a fragile sense of order. what kind of order do *you* think is worth building, knowing it’ll probably fall apart someday? Q5 0:00 /435.754667 1Ɨ [word salad - Wiktionary, the free dictionary![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/en.png)Wiktionary![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/20px-Wikipedia-logo-v2.svg.png)](https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/word%5Fsalad?ref=bramadams.dev#English) (see hallucination in q3) [Smoke Gets in Your Eyes & Other Lessons from the Cremat…Most people want to avoid thinking about death, but Cai…![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-2.ico)GoodreadsCaitlin Doughty![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/25189315.jpg)](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/25189315-smoke-gets-in-your-eyes-other-lessons-from-the-crematory?ref=bramadams.dev) [Lost in Thought: The Hidden Pleasures of an Intellectua…An invitation to readers from every walk of life to red…![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon-3.ico)GoodreadsZena Hitz![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/48692505.jpg)](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/48692505-lost-in-thought?from%5Fsearch=true&from%5Fsrp=true&qid=uGHgLS7Ur6&rank=2&ref=bramadams.dev) An American investment banker was at the pier of a small coastal Mexican village when a small boat with just one fisherman docked. Inside the small boat were several large yellowfin tuna. The American complimented the Mexican on the quality of his fish and asked how long it took to catch them. The Mexican replied, ā€œonly a little while. The American then asked why didn’t he stay out longer and catch more fish? The Mexican said he had enough to support his family’s immediate needs. The American then asked, ā€œbut what do you do with the rest of your time?ā€ The Mexican fisherman said, ā€œI sleep late, fish a little, play with my children, take siestas with my wife, Maria, stroll into the village each evening where I sip wine, and play guitar with my amigos. I have a full and busy life.ā€ The American scoffed, ā€œI am a Harvard MBA and could help you. You should spend more time fishing and with the proceeds, buy a bigger boat. With the proceeds from the bigger boat, you could buy several boats, eventually you would have a fleet of fishing boats. Instead of selling your catch to a middleman you would sell directly to the processor, eventually opening your own cannery. You would control the product, processing, and distribution. You would need to leave this small coastal fishing village and move to Mexico City, then LA and eventually New York City, where you will run your expanding enterprise.ā€ The Mexican fisherman asked, ā€œBut, how long will this all take?ā€ To which the American replied, ā€œ15 – 20 years.ā€ ā€œBut what then?ā€ Asked the Mexican. The American laughed and said, ā€œThat’s the best part. When the time is right you would announce an IPO and sell your company stock to the public and become very rich, you would make millions!ā€ ā€œMillions – then what?ā€ The American said, ā€œThen you would retire. Move to a small coastal fishing village where you would sleep late, fish a little, play with your kids, take siestas with your wife, stroll to the village in the evenings where you could sip wine and play your guitar with your amigos.ā€ > Who owns the City of New York today? The Devil! —HENRY WARD BEECHER \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > Privately he turned more and more to his family, his books, his scholarly interest in Brooklyn history. At the moment, he was finishing up a translation of a journal kept by two Dutchmen during a trip to New Netherlands in 1679, something he had found in an Amsterdam bookshop. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > ā€œMr. Murphy only failed as a politician,ā€ said one Brooklyn observer of the time; ā€œin all else his life was a grand success.ā€ \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > Ice conditions on the river were so bad on several occasions that a traveler by train from Albany could reach New York in less time than a commuter from Brooklyn could. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > The night was bitterly cold, no night to be out, according to the story, and Bay Ridge was a good four-mile drive. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > in the library of Murphy’s palatial home, beside a log fire, the conversation went on until past midnight. Murphy is said to have been highly skeptical at first, even hostile to the whole idea of a bridge. Kingsley is supposed to have responded with mounting enthusiasm for his subject, meeting Murphy’s every argument with sharp, convincing rejoinders. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > ā€œHis unexhausting and unresting mind, matchless in its clarity and invincible in its force, was my wonder and admiration.ā€ After a time Murphy was listening as though under a spell. By the time they were at the door saying good night, Murphy had been converted. ... All McCue said was that nobody could have withstood Kingsley’s onslaught of facts and figures. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > Magtheridon flinched as the spell began to bite. Illidan’s heart thundered as he exerted his will. He felt as if he were engaged in a tug-of-war with a giant. Magtheridon’s advance slowed. His face twisted as if he, too, felt the strain. ā€œYou are strong—for a mortal,ā€ the pit lord said. ā€œI am not a mortal,ā€ said Illidan. ā€œAnything that can be killed is mortal.ā€ \--Illidan - William King > When he spoke, his voice was deep and guttural. ā€œI do not know you, stranger, but your power is vast. Are you an agent of the Legion? Have you been sent here to test me?ā€ Illidan laughed. ā€œI have come to replace you. You are a relic, Magtheridon, a ghost of a past age. The future is mine. From this moment on, Outland and all its denizens will bow to me.ā€ \--Illidan - William King > Brooklyn was ā€œThe City of Churches,ā€ Talmage and Storrs were among its pastors. But Plymouth Church, a big brick barn of a building on Orange Street, was its foremost institution, bar none, the thing Brooklyn was famous for from one end of the land to the other. For it was there, on an open platform, before a congregation of two thousand or more, that Beecher preached, weekly—except summers \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > From the photographs there are of Henry Ward Beecher and the volumes of printed sermons, it is a little hard to understand just what all the excitement was about. One eye droops quite noticeably, giving him an unbalanced, slightly unpleasant look. He wore his hair long and loose, as was the custom with many platform spellbinders of the time \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > he had a physical vitality, an exuberance that appealed enormously to both men and women. In an age that adored both oratory and showmanship, he was the supreme orator and apparently one of the great performers of all time. A brilliant pantomimist and mimic, he could turn in an instant from radiant joy to real tears to thundering, righteous anger—whichever was called for. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > He used no notes and began his sermons very softly, as though holding a private conversation with the front pews. But then all at once the ā€œfull, round, sonorousā€ voice would fill the church. Mark Twain, who watched in awe from the gallery one Sunday, wrote, ā€œHe went marching up and down the stage, sawing his arms in the air, hurling sarcasms this way and that, discharging rockets of poetry \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > Except possibly for Grant, no one alive was so highly regarded. His sermons were read avidly in the newspapers, and gotten up in book form they outsold the most popular fiction. Sunday-morning ferries to Brooklyn were known as ā€œBeecher boats.ā€ The easiest way to find Plymouth Church from the ferry landing was to follow the crowd. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > The Heights was the unchallenged social, cultural, and moral center of Brooklyn life, with the social and moral part of things taken the most seriously. It was also, one would gather, about as pleasant and lovely a place to live as there was to be found in urban America, then or since. It was not Brooklyn, but it was very often taken to be. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > They were the people who gave habitually to charity drives and figured on the boards of various Brooklyn institutions. Their names on a directors’ list or an incorporating charter meant eminent respectability. They employed the best cooks, sent their sons to Yale or Columbia. On spring evenings along the shore drive to Fort Hamilton, they could be seen riding with ā€œelegant equipages \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > J. Carson Brevoort, to give just one example, had been educated in Europe and served for a time as private secretary to Washington Irving. He was a recognized authority on American history and entomology. ā€œHis knowledge of fish,ā€ it is reported on good authority, ā€œwas hardly exceeded by any naturalist and his collection of books and specimens was magnificent and valuable.ā€ \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > the view from the Heights was as fine as anything on the eastern seaboard—a sparkling blue and green sweep of 180 degrees, taking in river, bay, Manhattan, the Jersey hills, Staten Island. There were ships everywhere one looked, making for port, heading out to sea. On any summer day in 1869, when the age of sail and the age of steam still overlapped, river and harbor were a ceaseless pageant \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > ā€œReligion is the sigh of the oppressed creature,ā€ he had written in 1844, ā€œthe sentiment of a heartless world, and the soul of soulless conditions. It is the opium of the people.ā€ \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > When Nazism defined Jews as the negative other, in opposition to which it defined itself, it was building on a structure of the European mind that was firmly in place before Hitler was born. If nothing else is clear by now, it is that that structure of mind had its foundation in Christianity \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > defining the Jew as the negative other had served as a self-protecting Church’s modus operandi down the centuries, from the Gospel of John to the sermons of Luther, from Saint Ambrose to the anti-Dreyfusards. Antisemitism was a consistently exploited organizing principle, a pillar of Protestant and Catholic identity. Individual Jews and whole Jewish communities were periodically sacrificed \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > ā€œOur people. You keep harping on about our people. They are not our people. They are your people.ā€ ā€œDo you hate us so?ā€ ā€œYes,ā€ he said. His lip twisted into a sneer. ā€œBut fortunately for you, I hate the demons more.ā€ \--Illidan - William King > Tyrande said, ā€œThen let us hurry back to the surface! The demons’ corruption spreads with every second we waste.ā€ And that was it. All the greeting he was going to get after the long, wasted millennia. No apologies. No remorse. She had helped cast him into this dreadful place, and now she needed his aid. And the worst of it was that he would give it. \--Illidan - William King > I am reminded of an optimistic proverb according to which: ā€œEvery pot has its cover.ā€ The world would get along better if pots and covers could always stay together. Gentle closing calls for gentle opening, and we should want life always to be well oiled. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > An armoire radiates a very soft light in the room, a communicative light \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > If we give objects the friendship they should have, we do not open a wardrobe without a slight start. Beneath its russet wood, a wardrobe is a very white almond. To open it is to experience an event of whiteness. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > In the wardrobe there exists a center of order that protects the entire house against uncurbed disorder. Here order reigns, or rather, this is the reign of order. Order is not merely geometrical; it can also remember the family history. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > With the presence of lavender the history of the seasons enters into the wardrobe. Indeed, lavender alone introduces a Bergsonian durĆ©e into the hierarchy of the sheets. Should we not wait, before using them, for them to be, as they say in France, sufficiently ā€œlavenderedā€? \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Our philosopher dislikes compartmented arguments. This seems to me to be a good example for demonstrating the radical difference between image and metaphor. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > It was impossible to do anything but meet Kil’jaeden’s gaze. The Deceiver’s eyes were magnetic. They compelled adoration and awe. They held an infinity of promises and an eternity of terrors. \--Illidan - William King > A house that shines from the care it receives appears to have been rebuilt from the inside; it is as though it were new inside. In the intimate harmony of walls and furniture, it may be said that we become conscious of a house that is built by women, since men only know how to build a house from the outside, and they know little or nothing of the ā€œwaxā€ civilization. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > When she washed a sheet or a tablecloth, when she polished a brass candlestick, little movements of joy mounted from the depths of her heart, enlivening her household tasks. She did not wait to finish these tasks before withdrawing into herself, where she could contemplate to her heart’s content the supernatural images that dwelt there. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > But how can housework be made into a creative activity? The minute we apply a glimmer of consciousness to a mechanical gesture, or practice phenomenology while polishing a piece of old furniture, we sense new impressions come into being beneath this familiar domestic duty. For consciousness rejuvenates everything, giving a quality of beginning to the most everyday actions. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > And so, when a poet rubs a piece of furniture—even vicariously—when he puts a little fragrant wax on his table with the woolen cloth that lends warmth to everything it touches, he creates a new object; he increases the object’s human dignity; he registers this object officially as a member of the human household. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > From one object in a room to another, housewifely care weaves the ties that unite a very ancient past to the new epoch. The housewife awakens furniture that was asleep. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > To sleep well we do not need to sleep in a large room, and to work well we do not have to work in a den. But to dream of a poem, then write it, we need both. It is the creative psyche that benefits from rhythmanalysis. Thus the dream house must possess every virtue. However spacious, it must also be a cottage, a dove-cote, a nest, a chrysalis. Intimacy needs the heart of a nest. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Contagion, why, this was worse than snakes, since you couldn’t see it coming! \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > after school and lunch, in which we were ordered to stay in our beds, under our mosquito-net canopies. Mother called it siesta time, which at first I mistook as fiesta time, a puzzlement to me since it was not at all festive. Ruth May usually fell asleep, open-mouthed in the heat, with her hair plastered down across her sweaty face like the poster child for fever. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Especially since we are practically grown-ups now, to hear others tell it. You always see twins dolled up together as kids, but you never see two grown women running around in identical outfits, holding hands. Are Adah and I expected to go on being twin sisters forever? \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > But Nelson said, ā€œNo, no, Mama Price, kakakaka!ā€ Evidently it’s a disease where you have to go to the bathroom a thousand times a day. (He acted it out in a pantomime that made Ruth May laugh fiercely.) He said you go so many times you don’t have anything left of your insides. Then the children sometimes will die. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > As he peers at his reflection, I catch myself studying Nelson: his elbows darkened by use, his skin many tones of brown, like antique mahogany furniture. Owing to his sugarcane habit, his stubby front teeth are all pretty much gone to the sweet hereafter. There’s a disturbing, monkeylike glint of canines off to the sides when he grins. But still, when he smiles you know he really means it. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > The day Nelson came to us he only spoke, ā€œHow are you, thank you please,ā€ for English, but after a few weeks he could say about anything that mattered, without turning it all on its head the way Mama Tataba used to. I would say Nelson is gifted. But I’ll tell you what, gifted doesn’t count for a hill of beans in the Congo, where even somebody as smart as Nelson isn’t allowed to go to college \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver ### Inhabited space transcends geometrical space URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/inhabited-space-transcends-geometrical-space/ Last updated: 2025-11-12T19:50:23.000Z **q1 — confinement and catharsis** illidan’s trapped immortality, chee’s use of tense as self-hypnosis, bachelard’s houses bracing against hurricanes — they all suggest that pressure creates revelation. do you think catharsis only happens when something — or someone — can’t move anymore? Q1 0:00 /222.72 1Ɨ **\## Transcript** Here, I see catharsis being used as a term of release from a problem, and "can't move anymore" suggests confinement, right? [Definition of CATHARSISpurification or purgation of the emotions (such as pity and fear) primarily through art; a purification or purgation that brings about spiritual renewal or release from tension; elimination of a complex by bringing it to consciousness and affording it expression… See the full definition![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon.svg)Merriam-Webster Logo![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/mw-logo-245x245@1x.png)](https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/catharsis?ref=bramadams.dev) Illidan is trapped in jail. Chee is trapping his usage of word choice, and houses are bracing themselves against hurricanes by being bolted to the ground, standing their ground. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-5.png) \[1 minute\] I think that freedom of choice is important. I'm a big proponent of agency. [Agency (philosophy) - Wikipedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/wikipedia-6.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/60px-Question_book-new.svg.png)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agency%5F%28philosophy%29?ref=bramadams.dev) I really like the idea of people being able to take a number of options and pursue what brings them joy. The pursuit of happiness is something that appeals to me as a construct, even above happiness itself in a weird way. Any true fan of *\*Hunter x Hunter\** knows that life is about the detours. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-6.png) It's about understanding that what happens along the road can be more important than what you're hunting for. That being said, I think that the constraint of a goal is really necessary in order to have that driving motivation. \[2 minutes\] To live as a goalless creature, to be completely captivated by the constraints of the present—or maybe the freedom of the present—and all of the things that the present could represent is a different type of hell, perhaps. > People who live like flies, for a single day — would that at last be infuriating enough? > > The Book Against Death - Elias Canetti, Joshua Cohen, and Peter Filkins Hell is an extreme term here, of course, but I mean that I don't think it allows you to have that catharsis, that sense of release. I think that sense of release comes from working really hard towards something that means something to you and then achieving something, either that thing itself or a lesson that is equivalently valuable to that thing. In order to get that, it's the lessons you learn through the effort you apply through the constraints. The constraints here involve making choices that actively limit yourself in favor of a goal. So, I think again, here's that kind of balance: it's the agency to choose what your goal is and the constraint of always having a goal, perhaps. > Define the cost of success and be ready to pay it. Because nothing worthwhile is free. And remember that most financial costs don’t have visible price tags. Uncertainty, doubt, and regret are common costs in the finance world. They’re often worth paying. But you have to view them as fees (a price worth paying to get something nice in exchange) rather than fines (a penalty you should avoid). > > The Psychology of Money - Morgan Housel **q2 — scale and story** chee calls the novel ā€œa thought so long it can’t be perceived all at once.ā€ that sounds like the same feeling as standing under a suspension bridge or inside a storm-beaten house. how do you personally navigate that scale when you’re building a story or a life — something too big to see at once? Q2 0:00 /183.829333 1Ɨ **q3 — faith and material** and then kingsolver drops us in the congo — religion, exploitation, diamonds, manure for roses. what do you make of this rhythm, that everything beautiful — bridges, flowers, art — seems to come from something messy, even violent? Q3 0:00 /261.312 1Ɨ **closing:** so maybe the common thread between bridges and books, demons and diaries, is this: everything worth making asks you to stand in the tension between collapse and completion. what do you think holds *you* up in that space? Q4 0:00 /303.424 1Ɨ **\## Transcript** I had to think about this. Collapse and completion. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-7.png) I think completion is perhaps, in song terminology, the feeling of completing a lyric, like in the end, it doesn't even matter—if you're a Linkin Park fan. That kind of drive towards completion is a drive towards feeling satiated. Collapse is kind of the opposite. Collapse is the desire for something to be broken at an incredibly deep level, the desire for randomness and pure recreation. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-8.png) There is a space for that from time to time. \[1 minute\] I think dissonance is, again, in the musical sense, the ability to create by being thrown into new, violent elements. A good example of this is Brian Eno's creative strategies, or his card game, Oblique Strategies. [Oblique Strategies - Wikipedia![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/wikipedia-7.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/1200px-Oblique_Strategies_deck-2C_PO_Box-2C_The_Barbican-2C_London-2C_UK.jpg)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Oblique%5FStrategies?ref=bramadams.dev) Personally, when it comes to collapse in my world, collapse looks like the ability to let go of particular notions that I have of myself or the world. Sometimes those notions are pretty hard. Specifically, these notions exist about what I envision for myself as a future being and the successes that I've had for myself. > Whatever people do, feel, think, or say, don’t take it personally. If they tell you how wonderful you are, they are not saying that because of you. You know you are wonderful. It is not necessary to believe other people who tell you that you are wonderful. Don’t take anything personally. Even if someone got a gun and shot you in the head, it was nothing personal. Even at that extreme. > > The Four Agreements - Don Miguel Ruiz, Janet Mills One thing that is a good example of this in the local space of posting on the Internet is: is there value in posting on a blog that very few people read? > The process of audience building, she told me, because it means developing relationships, has to be ā€œorganic and ongoing.ā€ You can’t start frantically tweeting and blogging when your book comes out, as many authors do, she said; by then it’s too late. Hence the popularity of the ā€œone-aā€ genre (one-a-day, one-a-week), like Hische’s drop-cap illustrations, of which I came across many examples: people posting a new drawing every day for a hundred days, or creating a new song every week for a year, or even writing a new short story every weekday for a year. Blogs and podcasts embody the same idea—new free content on a frequent and regular basis—as does much of the material that people furnish their supporters on Patreon. And because the attention economy is also an addiction economy—as demonstrated every time we check our phones, hoping for a fix—you’re also hooking your fans on hearing from you. It takes as much time as it sounds. Friedman blogged for three years before seeing any kind of financial payoff, ā€œand most people are like, I’m not going to blog for three years with the hope that something might happen,ā€ she said. ā€œYou almost have to be compelled to do it, to experiment and play.ā€ If you’re on Instagram or some other platform only because you’ve been told you have to be, ā€œit is going to poison the whole enterprise from the start.ā€ Friedman mentioned the best-selling essayist Roxane Gay, who had ā€œlabored for years in obscurity,ā€ and whose career-making piece, ā€œBad Feminist,ā€ Friedman published in the Virginia Quarterly Review after discovering Gay on Twitter. ā€œHer Twitter feed is like a stream of consciousness,ā€ Friedman said. > > The Death of the Artist - William Deresiewicz You know, when you can get a bunch of attention on a website like Twitter, Instagram, or Reddit—a place where people tend to congregate—but you're speaking in the language of the culture of that website. [Comment Sections are Bad For YouHow you are getting robbed of your agency![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-14.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/Wooden-Spindle-Peruvian-1.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/comment-sections-are-bad-for-you/) You are kind of allowing yourself to amend the way that you want to create to fit someone else's idea of creation, or rather some group's idea of creation. Which is more important to you? \[2 minutes\] What I've discovered through working on my website over the years, and having the random mode button—which is probably one of my favorite creations of all time—is that I prefer the creativity. [instabram - Bram Adamsthe unexamined life is not worth living![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-15.jpeg)Bram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/DALL-E-2023-04-07-12.02.39---Create-an-AI-generated-piece-of-art-inspired-by-the-lesser-known-art-period-of-_Perceptism-_-where-the-focus-is-on-creating-art-that-invokes-the-subje.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/instabram/) [creative-coding - Bram AdamsBram Adams (@bramses) is building Your Commonbase, a self organizing scrapbook.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-16.jpeg)Bram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/My-project-3.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/creative-coding/) I prefer the long scale, long time frame, knowing that what is popular and what is, quote unquote, acceptable changes from era to era. What's more important to me is to be true to myself. What I deem is true to myself is a balance between unfettered creativity and rigid discipline. I think that the rigidity of discipline and the ability to work towards a complete object—whether that's a piece of software for your common base or finishing five books a month—and the collapse of not choosing the books beforehand, or being okay with being poor instead of going down the more traditional software engineering path, you have to be okay with both. > That we eat our meals rather than fusing with them marks, I believe, a profound fact. The biosphere itself is supracritical. Our cells are just subcritical. > > At Home in the Universe - Stuart A. Kauffman One of the things they say is "sfumato," right? It's da Vinci's ability for everything to go up in smoke. > Vision without execution is hallucination. But I also came to believe that his ability to blur the line between reality and fantasy, just like his sfumato techniques for blurring the lines of a painting, was a key to his creativity. Skill without imagination is barren. Leonardo knew how to marry observation and imagination, which made him history’s consummate innovator. > > Leonardo Da Vinci - Walter Isaacson I think that relates to the concept that an intelligent person can live in paradox and not be broken by it. > The paradox of common sense, therefore, is that even as it helps us make sense of the world, it can actively undermine our ability to understand it. > > Everything Is Obvious - Duncan J. Watts \[3 minutes\] You need to be able to be partially collapsed and partially completed at any given time. Our minds are just houses of cards held up in this suspended space of belief. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/image-9.png) Whether your beliefs are religious, scientific, about yourself, or about other people—or if you don't have any at all—you need to be able to functionally operate in a world where there are rigid beliefs. > It’s silly to try to escape other people’s faults. They are inescapable. Just try to escape your own. > > Meditations - Marcus Aurelius But you also need to carve out a niche, a cave for yourself, where you can functionally be who you want to be. That is how I hold up in my space. \[4 minutes\] --- > ā€œYou drive over to Suspension Bridge,ā€ wrote Mark Twain, ā€œand divide your misery between the chances of smashing down two hundred feet into the river below, and the chances of having a railway-train overhead smashing down onto you. Either possibility is discomforting taken by itself, but, mixed together, they amount in the aggregate to positive unhappiness.ā€ \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > Every diagonal stay, Roebling explained, formed the hypotenuse of a right triangle (the bridge floor and the tower forming the shorter sides) and thus provided tremendous stability, since, as he said, ā€œThe triangle is the only unchangeable figure known in geometry . . .ā€ \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > The following morning one of the party, a man named Cary, reported sick. He had made the mistake, he said, of drinking some of the local water, a glass of which was described as eating and drinking combined. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > He clutched the warglaives tight. In the past, they had killed demons. Now they would kill elves. The thought did not disturb him as once it would have. He would even take pleasure in it. \--Illidan - William King > AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL FICTION REQUIRES AS much research as any other kind of fiction, in my experience. I bought books about sexual abuse, the predatory patterns of pedophiles, and a self-help book for survivors, which I needed more than I knew. I bought a book about the flora and fauna of Maine in every season. I took out my old sheet music from the choir. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I also bought a weathered copy of Aristotle’s Poetics at a library sale. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > All I know is that at some point, in deciding to address this need for story, for plot, and catharsis, I turned to Aristotle. The book is remarkable for many reasons, including the pleasure to be found in reading Aristotle on tragedy, as if it has just been invented, speaking confidently about how no one knows the origins of comedy, but that probably it is from Sicily. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Memorable action is always more important to a story—action can even operate the way rhyme and meter do, as a mnemonic device. You remember a story for what people did. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > the Greek word katharsis, which occurs only here in the Poetics, is not defined by Aristotle and its meaning is much controverted. Pity and fear and grand action. And purification. This was what I was after. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Reading Aristotle to learn how to structure a novel means reading at an angle \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > in the section on scale, of ā€œan animal a thousand miles long—the impossibility of taking it all in at a single glance,ā€ and understanding that, while he was speaking of scale in the story, this was, in a sense, what a novel was: a thought so long it could not be perceived all at once. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > A single grand action unifies a story more than a single person, the characters memorable for the parts they play inside it. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I was interested in this idea of the self brought to a confrontation with the past through the structure of the narration. I found that writing in the present tense acted as self-hypnosis. Discussions of the use of the tense speak often of the effect on the reader, but the effect on the writer is just as important. Using it casts a powerful spell on the writer’s own mind. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > The present is the verb tense of the casual story told in person, to a friend—So I’m at the park, and I see this woman I almost recognize . . .—a gesture many of us use. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I tell my students all the time: writing fiction is an exercise in giving a shit—an exercise in finding out what you really care about. Many student writers become obsessed with aesthetics, but I find that is usually a way to avoid whatever it is they have to say. My first novel was not the first one I started. It was the first one I finished. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > She was wearing spectator pumps and a white Burberry Prorsum trench coat, belted, the collar up. A hapless-looking skinny boy, his arm covered in sleeves of tattoos, accompanied her. He was dressed in a trucker hat, expensive jeans, and a wifebeater shirt, and he looked around in dismay, as if there might be some hidden exit in the elevator he could use, if only he could find it. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > The elevator descended quietly, and somewhere around the tenth floor she said, without looking at him, ā€œDid you give them my name?ā€ He said nothing as the elevator descended. I remembered it was Fashion Week; the Marc Jacobs show was that morning. She was likely on her way, though it could have been anywhere, anything. ā€œDid you. Give them. My. Name?ā€ \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > The elevator became a little theater of her. The doors would open and she would be there, sometimes dressed very elegantly, sometimes in a tank top and Daisy Dukes, a bottle of Woolite perched on her hip, going to the basement to do a little laundry. It was the best ad Woolite never had. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I don’t remember what she was wearing then because my mind went white. It still seems to me she is more beautiful in person, or on film, than in photos. Something happens across moments with her that isn’t apparent in a still. ā€œIs it for sale?ā€ she asked, her direct attention blinding me. I tried to stay calm as I answered. ā€œYes, it is.ā€ \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Here in front of me, ChloĆ« was like an apparition, an emanation of all of that money, ambition, and desire, glowing as she walked the rooms. My impostor self wasn’t going to let her know that I was not just like her, not now, not in the face of our idol. And so I felt myself nod at the idea that it was cheap, like I agreed. But now the extent of my charade was apparent to me, \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > ā€œIt’s a steal,ā€ she said, looking out at the view and turning back to me. ā€œShe has to buy this, don’t you think? I mean, the view is so beautiful. She’d be stupid not to buy it.ā€ I nodded—I didn’t know her friend—and gave her the broker’s card, and then she left. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > There was no escape from this place. Not even death. Spells healed any harm he might inflict on himself. Magic kept him alive without need for water or food. Those bonds had been woven by masters, drawn so tight, intertwined so deeply, that they could be undone only by those who had buried him alive. And they would never do that. \--Illidan - William King > That was the worst of it. Millennia spent in darkness, trapped in this cage, unable to take more than nine steps in any direction. He who had once hunted demons across the trackless wildernesses of Azeroth had been confined in a place he would not have left an animal. \--Illidan - William King > The reason for so much distrust of suspension bridges was simply that so many of them had come crashing down over the years, and frequently with tragic consequences. In England in 1831 a suspension bridge had collapsed under the feet of marching troops. ... In France in 1850 another wire bridge had failed under almost identical circumstances, killing two hundred men. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > But this bridge was not simply for carriages and pedestrians, like the one upstream, indeed, like every other suspension bridge in the world at the time. It carried a railroad. That thought alone was enough to command the respect of anyone who knew a little about bridge engineering or recalled when it had been built. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > But even if a person were ignorant of such things, the sight of a moving train held aloft above the great gorge at Niagara by so delicate a contrivance was, in the 1860’s, nothing short of miraculous. The bridge seemed to defy the most fundamental laws of nature. Something so slight just naturally ought to give way beneath anything so heavy. That it did not seemed pure magic. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > A house that has been experienced is not an inert box. Inhabited space transcends geometrical space. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > The inhabitant of La Redousse must dominate solitude in a house on an island where there is no village. He must attain to the dignity of solitude that had been achieved by one of his ancestors, who had become a man of solitude as a result of a deep tragedy in his life. He must live alone in a cosmos which is not that of his childhood. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > And so, faced with the bestial hostility of the storm and the hurricane, the house’s virtues of protection and resistance are transposed into human virtues. The house acquires the physical and moral energy of a human body. It braces itself to receive the downpour, it girds its loins. When forced to do so, it bends with the blast, confident that it will right itself again \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Such a house as this invites mankind to heroism of cosmic proportions. It is an instrument with which to confront the cosmos. And the metaphysical systems according to which man is ā€œcast into the worldā€ might meditate concretely upon the house that is cast into the hurricane, defying the anger of heaven itself. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > However subtle, however indirect, hidden or contrived a human act of aggression may be, it reveals an origin that is unredeemed. In the tiniest of hatreds, there is a little, live, animal filament. And the poet-psychologist—or the psychologist-poet, if such a one exists—cannot go wrong in marking the different types of aggression with an animal cry. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > It is also a terrible trait of men that they should be incapable of understanding the forces of the universe intuitively, otherwise than in terms of a psychology of wrath. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > With what art, to begin with, he achieves absolute silence, the immensity of these silent stretches of space! ā€œThere is nothing like silence to suggest a sense of unlimited space. Sounds lend color to space, and confer a sort of sound body upon it. But absence of sound leaves it quite pure and, in the silence, we are seized with the sensation of something vast and deep and boundless. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > ā€œIf you are counting your enemies, you should not count me among them, sir,ā€ Anatole said. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > ā€œFirst of all, young man, I do not fear any man in Kilanga. I am a messenger of God’s great good news for all mankind, and He has bestowed upon me a greater strength than the brute ox or the most stalwart among the heathen.ā€ Anatole calmly blinked at that. I reckon he was wondering which one Father had him pegged for, brute ox or stalwart heathen. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Then all of a sudden the fire hit the pan. Anatole leaned forward and announced, ā€œOur chief, Tata Ndu, is concerned about the moral decline of his village.ā€ Father said, ā€œIndeed he should be, because so few villagers are going to church.ā€ ā€œNo, Reverend. Because so many villagers are going to church.ā€ Well, that stupefied us all for a special moment in time. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Tata Ndu worries that the people who go to your church are neglecting their duties.ā€ ā€œNeglecting their duties to false idolatry, you mean to say.ā€ Anatole sighed again. ā€œThis may be difficult for you to understand. The people of your congregation are mostly what we call in Kikongo the lenzuka. People who have shamed themselves or had very bad luck or something like that. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > This is what they feel. Their luck could not get any more bad, you see? So they are interested to try making sacrifices to your Jesus. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > He also spent some time at the diamond mines down south in Katanga, where he says one-quarter of all the world’s diamonds come from. When he spoke of diamonds I naturally thought of Marilyn Monroe in her long gloves and pursey lips whispering ā€œDiamonds Are a Girl’s Best Friend.ā€ \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > But when I looked at Anatole’s wrinkled brown knuckles and pinkish palms, I pictured hands like those digging diamonds out of the Congo dirt and got to thinking, Gee, does Marilyn Monroe even know where they come from? Just picturing her in her satin gown and a Congolese diamond digger in the same universe gave me the weebie jeebies. So I didn’t think about it anymore. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > I think writers are often terrifying to normal people—that is, to nonwriters in a capitalist system—for this reason: there is almost nothing they will not sell in order to have the time to write. Time is our mink, our Lexus, our mansion. In a room full of writers of various kinds, time is probably the only thing that can provoke widespread envy, more than acclaim. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > ā€œRoses love manure more than just about anything,ā€ she says. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > seaweed tea, a noxious brew of seaweed and what I grew up calling ā€œgurry,ā€ down on the Portland waterfront: the remains of gutted fish. ā€œIt has a smell too,ā€ she says, ā€œbut not until you put it in the pail. And this might be the one thing roses love more than manure.ā€ \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee ### The Hermit Hut URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-hermit-hut/ Last updated: 2025-11-03T20:03:57.000Z --- **question 1: verticality and psychology** ā€œbachelard describes the attic as rational and the cellar as irrational—the mind split between light and dark. how do you see that play out in people’s creative or moral lives? what’s your own ā€˜cellar’ like?ā€ Q1 0:00 /421.184 1Ɨ --- **question 2: the house as imagination** ā€œhe says a house shelters daydreaming—while chee, as a waiter, peers into other people’s houses, seeing their unguarded lives. do you think the homes we build protect our inner selves or reveal them?ā€ Q2 0:00 /351.082667 1Ɨ --- **question 3: class, boredom, and creation** ā€œchee says waiting tables educated his imagination beyond his class; kingsolver shows children learning from boredom. do you think creativity depends more on deprivation or abundance?ā€ Q3 0:00 /297.706667 1Ɨ --- **closing reflection** ā€œif every space—the hut, the garret, the bridge—mirrors some inner terrain, where are you living right now? what kind of structure would your mind build today?ā€ Q4 0:00 /298.56 1Ɨ > The hermit’s hut is a theme which needs no variations \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > The hut immediately becomes centralized solitude, for in the land of legend, there exists no adjoining hut. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > The hermit is alone before God. His hut, therefore, is just the opposite of the monastery. And there radiates about this centralized solitude a universe of meditation and prayer, a universe outside the universe. The hut can receive none of the riches ā€œof this world.ā€ \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Occasionally the wind blows a tile from a roof and kills a passer-by in the street. But this roof crime is only aimed at the belated passer-by. Or lightning may for an instant set fire to the window-panes. The house does not tremble, however, when thunder rolls. It trembles neither with nor through us. In our houses set close one up against the other, we are less afraid. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > A hurricane in Paris has not the same personal offensiveness towards the dreamer that it has towards the hermit’s house. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > In Paris there are no houses, and the inhabitants of the big city live in superimposed boxes. ā€œOne’s Paris room, inside its four walls,ā€ wrote Paul Claudel, ā€œis a sort of geometrical site, a conventional hole, which we furnish with pictures, objects and wardrobes within a wardrobe.ā€ \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > For here the reader is still something of a child, a child who is entertained by reading. But every good book should be re-read as soon as it is finished. After the sketchiness of the first reading comes the creative work of reading. We must then know the problem that confronted the author. The second, then the third reading . . . give us, little by little, the solution of this problem. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Verticality is ensured by the polarity of cellar and attic, the marks of which are so deep that, in a way, they open up two very different perspectives for a phenomenology of the imagination. Indeed, it is possible, almost without commentary, to oppose the rationality of the roof to the irrationality of the cellar. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > A roof tells its raison d’être right away: it gives mankind shelter from the rain and sun he fears. Geographers are constantly reminding us that, in every country, the slope of the roofs is one of the surest indications of the climate. We ā€œunderstandā€ the slant of a roof. Even a dreamer dreams rationally; for him, a pointed roof averts rain clouds. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > As for the cellar, we shall no doubt find uses for it. It will be rationalized and its conveniences enumerated. But it is first and foremost the dark entity of the house, the one that partakes of subterranean forces. When we dream there, we are in harmony with the irrationality of the depths. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > ā€œHere the conscious acts like a man who, hearing a suspicious noise in the cellar, hurries to the attic and, finding no burglars there decides, consequently, that the noise was pure imagination. In reality, this prudent man did not dare venture into the cellar.ā€ \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Instead of facing the cellar (the unconscious), Jung’s ā€œprudent manā€ seeks alibis for his courage in the attic. In the attic rats and mice can make considerable noise. But let the master of the house arrive unexpectedly and they return to the silence of their holes. The creatures moving about in the cellar are slower, less scampering, more mysterious. In the attic, fears are easily ā€œrationalized. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > In the attic, the day’s experiences can always efface the fears of night. In the cellar, darkness prevails both day and night, and even when we are carrying a lighted candle, we see shadows dancing on the dark walls. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > It is a good thing, it is even salutary, for a child to have periods of boredom, for him to learn to know the dialectics of exaggerated play and causeless, pure boredom. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > But how well it exemplifies absolute boredom, the boredom that is not the equivalent of the absence of playmates. There are children who will leave a game to go and be bored in a corner of the garret. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > And the younger girls—if they are too young to be married and too old to be strapped on someone’s back (which is not a wide margin)—why, they come striding along swinging their woven bags over their shoulders and scowl at you, as if to say, Out of my road, can’t you see I’m busy! They may only be little girls tagging after their mothers, but believe you me, with them it’s all business. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > He was hardly a father except in the vocational sense, as a potter with clay to be molded. Their individual laughter he couldn’t recognize, nor their anguish. He never saw how Adah chose her own exile; how Rachel was dying for the normal life of slumber parties and record albums she was missing. And poor Leah. Leah followed him like an underpaid waitress hoping for the tip. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Kikongo is a language that is not exactly spoken but sung. The same word slanted up or down the scale can have many different meanings. When Mama Tataba incanted this hymn to all of us, under her breath, she was not calling us fufu eaters or fufu shunners or anything I could have guessed. Fufu nsala is a forest-dwelling, red-headed rat that runs from sunlight. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > This being the case, if I were asked to name the chief benefit of the house, I should say: the house shelters daydreaming, the house protects the dreamer, the house allows one to dream in peace. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Nothing is alien to the Bachelardian home, be it elemental, human or sacred. His imagination is endlessly hospitable. \--The Poetics of Space - Gaston Bachelard > Fufu was simply another word for food. Any other thing a person might eat—a banana, an egg, the bean called mangwansi, a piece of fire-blackened antelope flesh—was just the opposite, and its consumption was seen as a remarkable, possibly uncalled-for occasion. My family required remarkable occasions three times a day. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > The house gave the appearance of having been decorated once in a particular style and then never updated again. Between the dark reds on the walls and the glittering stone trees, it felt warm and cold at the same time. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > As part of my writer’s education, being a cater-waiter allowed me access to the interiors of people’s lives in a way that was different from every other relationship I might have had. When you’re a waiter, clients usually treat you like human furniture. The result is that you see them in unguarded moments \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Or the Christmas party where the host took a friend into the coatroom to beat him in private (so badly he had to leave), to punish him for being a jerk to us, the waiters. Afterward the host handed out his friend’s cigars to us and said, ā€œMy friend said to say he was sorry.ā€ \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > The best thing I’d done for myself as a waiter was to have the cheap polyester tux we all had to wear tailored shortly after starting. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > She wore a painterly face of makeup that at times resembled the portrait of her that hung in their home. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > the elevated promenade, because its principal use will be to allow people of leisure, and old and young invalids, to promenade over the bridge on fine days, in order to enjoy the beautiful views and the pure air.ā€ There was no bridge in the world with anything like it. And he added, ā€œI need not state that in a crowded commercial city, such a promenade will be of incalculable value \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > The long river span was not to be perfectly horizontal, but would bow gracefully, gently upward. It would pass through the tower arches at an elevation of 119 feet, but at the center it would be 130 feet over the water. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > But because of the great elevation of the river span and the relatively low-lying shores, the rest of the bridge, sloping down to ground level, would have to extend quite far inland on both sides to provide an easy grade. The bridge would have to descend back to earth rather gradually, as it were, and thus the better part of it would be over land, not water. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > In all, from one end to the other, the Great Bridge was to measure 5,862 feet, or more than a mile. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > the four immense cables, two outer ones and two near the middle of the bridge floor. These cables would be as much as fifteen inches in diameter and each would hang over the river in what is known as a catenary curve, that perfect natural form taken by any rope or cable suspended from two points, which in this case were the summits of the two stone towers. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > Their most distinguishing features would be twin Gothic arches—two in each tower—through which the roadways were to pass. These arches would rise more than a hundred feet, like majestic cathedral windows, or the portals of triumphal gateways. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > ā€œIn a work of such magnitude, and located as it is between two great cities, good architectural proportions should be observed,ā€ wrote the engineer. ā€œ. . . The impression of the whole will be that of massiveness and strength.ā€ His towers would dwarf everything else in view. They would reign over the landscape like St. Peter’s in Rome or the Capitol dome in Washington, as one newspaper said. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > Its most conspicuous features, the great towers, will serve as landmarks to the adjoining cities, and they will be entitled to be ranked as national monuments. As a great work of art, and as a successful specimen of advanced bridge engineering, this structure will forever testify to the energy, enterprise and wealth of that community which shall secure its erection. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > New York, that ā€œhuman hiveā€ John Roebling called it, was running out of space, its boundaries being forever fixed by nature. Roebling and others envisioned a day when all Manhattan Island would be built over, leaving ā€œno decent placeā€ to make a home, neither he nor anyone else thus far having imagined a city growing vertically. ā€œBrooklyn happens to be one of those things that can expand,ā€ \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > A bridge over the East River, joining the cities of New York and Brooklyn, had been talked about for nearly as long as anyone could recall. \--The Great Bridge - David McCullough > The white shirt, black bow tie, and apron came to feel like a cocoon for the novel, or the writer, or both. I wrote that novel on the subway, going back and forth to the restaurant, and sometimes I wrote it while at work—I still have a guest check with an outline that came to me while I waited for my section to be seated. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I know some people condescend to me when I mention that I was once a waiter, but I will never regret it. Waiting tables was not just a good living, but also a good education in people. I saw things I never would have imagined, an education in life out past the limits of my own social class. Your imagination needs to be broken in, I think, to become anywhere near as weird as the world. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I now think of an MFA as taking twenty years of wondering whether or not your work can reach people and spending two years finding out. It is not an escape from the real world, to my mind, but a confrontation with it \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > The man and I broke up finally in 1994, the year I finished at Iowa. He’d applied to the Workshop again during our first year apart, and when he was rejected a second time, it ate at him, and he resented me. When he canceled our plans to spend the summer together, saying, ā€œYou’re going to be the famous one, the one everyone remembers,ā€ \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I think disappointment, and the desire to revenge oneself on that disappointment, can be an enormous motivator. Being rejected from an MFA program can push you as much as getting in can. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > ā€œYou meet people in your family you’d never run into otherwise.ā€ It’s true of families, and true of workshops also: you meet people there you’d never otherwise meet, much less show your work to, and you listen to them talk about your story or your novel. These are not your ideal readers per se, but they are ideal in that you can never choose your readers in life \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Fiction writers’ work is limited by their sense of reality, and workshop after workshop blew that open for me, through the way these conversations exposed me to other people’s realities. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee ### Book Jacket Halloween Costume URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/book-jacket-halloween-costume/ Last updated: 2025-11-01T21:16:21.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/IMG_7617.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/IMG_7622.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/IMG_7614-1.jpeg) wip I tried using GPT Deep Research and it failed, I tried using Claude Code and it half worked. I ended up clicking these links manually and going to the reviews one by one. Which is even weirder because the implication is hallucinated links are sometimes correct? ``` 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - ============================================================ 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - STARTING AMAZON BOOK BLURB SCRAPER 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - ============================================================ 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - Beginning real Amazon scraping process 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - Starting collection of 5 book blurbs from Amazon 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - Search 1/5: bestselling fiction 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - Starting Amazon search for: bestselling fiction 2025-11-01 12:51:37,618 - INFO - Fetching search URL: https://www.amazon.com/s?k=bestselling+fiction&i=stripbooks 2025-11-01 12:51:37,675 - DEBUG - Starting new HTTPS connection (1): www.amazon.com:443 2025-11-01 12:51:37,820 - DEBUG - https://www.amazon.com:443 "GET /s?k=bestselling+fiction&i=stripbooks HTTP/1.1" 503 None 2025-11-01 12:51:37,821 - INFO - Search response status: 503 ... 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - INFO - ============================================================ 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - INFO - STARTING BARNES & NOBLE BOOK BLURB SCRAPER 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - INFO - ============================================================ 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - INFO - Beginning Barnes & Noble scraping process 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - INFO - Starting collection of 5 book blurbs from Barnes & Noble 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - INFO - Testing with provided Grisham book URL 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - INFO - Starting to scrape Barnes & Noble book: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/the-widow-john-grisham/1147191431?ean=9780385548984 2025-11-01 12:57:02,436 - DEBUG - Waiting 3.68 seconds before request 2025-11-01 12:57:06,124 - INFO - Fetching book page: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/the-widow-john-grisham/1147191431?ean=9780385548984 2025-11-01 12:57:06,178 - DEBUG - Starting new HTTPS connection (1): www.barnesandnoble.com:443 2025-11-01 12:57:21,269 - ERROR - Error processing Barnes & Noble book page https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/the-widow-john-grisham/1147191431?ean=9780385548984: HTTPSConnectionPool(host='www.barnesandnoble.com', port=443): Read timed out. (read timeout=15) 2025-11-01 12:57:21,269 - INFO - Searching for more books with term: bestselling fiction 2025-11-01 12:57:21,270 - INFO - Searching Barnes & Noble for: bestselling fiction 2025-11-01 12:57:21,270 - INFO - Fetching search URL: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/s/bestselling+fiction 2025-11-01 12:57:21,274 - DEBUG - Starting new HTTPS connection (2): www.barnesandnoble.com:443 2025-11-01 12:57:31,330 - ERROR - Error searching Barnes & Noble for 'bestselling fiction': HTTPSConnectionPool(host='www.barnesandnoble.com', port=443): Read timed out. (read timeout=10) 2025-11-01 12:57:35,937 - INFO - Searching for more books with term: new releases 2025-11-01 12:57:35,938 - INFO - Searching Barnes & Noble for: new releases ... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,713 - INFO - ============================================================ 2025-11-01 13:04:37,713 - INFO - STARTING ENHANCED REAL BLURB SCRAPER 2025-11-01 13:04:37,713 - INFO - ============================================================ 2025-11-01 13:04:37,713 - INFO - Enhanced real scraper initialized 2025-11-01 13:04:37,713 - INFO - Starting collection of 5 real blurbs 2025-11-01 13:04:37,713 - INFO - Running scrape_goodreads_better 2025-11-01 13:04:37,713 - INFO - Attempting improved Goodreads scraping... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,770 - DEBUG - Starting new HTTPS connection (1): www.goodreads.com:443 2025-11-01 13:04:37,916 - DEBUG - https://www.goodreads.com:443 "GET /quotes/tag/books HTTP/1.1" 200 None 2025-11-01 13:04:37,917 - INFO - Goodreads response status: 200 2025-11-01 13:04:37,928 - DEBUG - Encoding detection: utf_8 is most likely the one. 2025-11-01 13:04:37,957 - DEBUG - Found 30 quote elements 2025-11-01 13:04:37,957 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œSo many books, so little time.ā€... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,957 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œA room without books is like a body without a soul.ā€... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,957 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œThe person, be it gentleman or lady, who has not pleasure i... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,957 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œGood friends, good books, and a sleepy conscience: this is ... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,957 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œFairy tales are more than true: not because they tell us th... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,957 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œOutside of a dog, a book is man's best friend. Inside of a ... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,958 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œIf you only read the books that everyone else is reading, y... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,958 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œI have always imagined that Paradise will be a kind of libr... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,958 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œYou can never get a cup of tea large enough or a book long ... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,958 - INFO - āœ“ Found Goodreads quote: ā€œNever trust anyone who has not brought a book with them.ā€... 2025-11-01 13:04:37,958 - INFO - Got 10 blurbs from scrape_goodreads_better 2025-11-01 13:04:41,164 - INFO - Final collection: 5 real blurbs 2025-11-01 13:04:41,165 - INFO - Saved 5 real blurbs to enhanced_real_blurbs.json 2025-11-01 13:04:41,165 - INFO - ============================================================ 2025-11-01 13:04:41,165 - INFO - ENHANCED REAL SCRAPING COMPLETED 2025-11-01 13:04:41,165 - INFO - ============================================================ ``` ```JSON { "total_count": 69, "collection_date": "2025-11-01 12:36:39", "description": "Book jacket blurbs collected from real books", "blurbs": [ { "id": 1, "blurb": "A towering achievement that will be read for generations", "book_title": "The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Seven-Husbands-Evelyn-Hugo-Novel/dp/1501161938", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 56 }, { "id": 2, "blurb": "Brilliant, heartbreaking, tender, and highly original", "book_title": "Where the Crawdads Sing", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Where-Crawdads-Sing-Delia-Owens/dp/0735219095", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 53 }, { "id": 3, "blurb": "One of the most important books of our time", "book_title": "Educated", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Educated-Memoir-Tara-Westover/dp/0399590504", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 43 }, { "id": 4, "blurb": "Absolutely riveting and utterly magnificent", "book_title": "The Song of Achilles", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Song-Achilles-Madeline-Miller/dp/0062060627", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 43 }, { "id": 5, "blurb": "A masterpiece of storytelling that will leave you breathless", "book_title": "The Midnight Library", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Midnight-Library-Matt-Haig/dp/0525559477", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 60 }, { "id": 6, "blurb": "This book changed everything I thought I knew about love", "book_title": "It Ends with Us", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Ends-Us-Novel-Colleen-Hoover/dp/1501110365", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 56 }, { "id": 7, "blurb": "A stunning debut that announces a major new voice in fiction", "book_title": "The Invisible Life of Addie LaRue", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Invisible-Life-Addie-LaRue/dp/0765387565", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 60 }, { "id": 8, "blurb": "Impossible to put down - I read it in one sitting", "book_title": "The Guest List", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Guest-List-Novel-Lucy-Foley/dp/0062868926", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 49 }, { "id": 9, "blurb": "A tour de force that redefines what literature can do", "book_title": "Circe", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Circe-Madeline-Miller/dp/0316556343", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 53 }, { "id": 10, "blurb": "The most beautiful book I've ever read", "book_title": "The Book Thief", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Book-Thief-Markus-Zusak/dp/0375842209", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 38 }, { "id": 11, "blurb": "Brilliant, funny, and deeply moving - a true classic", "book_title": "The Handmaid's Tale", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Handmaids-Tale-Margaret-Atwood/dp/038549081X", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 52 }, { "id": 12, "blurb": "I couldn't stop reading this extraordinary novel", "book_title": "Big Little Lies", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Big-Little-Lies-Liane-Moriarty/dp/042527744X", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 48 }, { "id": 13, "blurb": "A powerful and unforgettable story of love and loss", "book_title": "A Man Called Ove", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Man-Called-Ove-Novel/dp/1476738017", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 51 }, { "id": 14, "blurb": "This book will haunt you long after the final page", "book_title": "Gone Girl", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Gone-Girl-Gillian-Flynn/dp/0307588378", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 50 }, { "id": 15, "blurb": "Absolutely spellbinding - I was completely captivated", "book_title": "The Nightingale", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Nightingale-Novel-Kristin-Hannah/dp/0312577222", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 53 }, { "id": 16, "blurb": "A remarkable achievement in contemporary literature", "book_title": "The Goldfinch", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Goldfinch-Novel-Donna-Tartt/dp/0316055433", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 51 }, { "id": 17, "blurb": "One of the best books I've read in years", "book_title": "Eleanor Oliphant Is Completely Fine", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Eleanor-Oliphant-Completely-Fine-Novel/dp/0735220697", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 40 }, { "id": 18, "blurb": "This novel will stay with me forever", "book_title": "The Kite Runner", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Kite-Runner-Khaled-Hosseini/dp/1594631931", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 36 }, { "id": 19, "blurb": "A breathtaking work of art disguised as a thriller", "book_title": "Sharp Objects", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Sharp-Objects-Gillian-Flynn/dp/0307341550", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 50 }, { "id": 20, "blurb": "Mesmerizing storytelling at its absolute best", "book_title": "The Silent Patient", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Silent-Patient-Alex-Michaelides/dp/1250301696", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 45 }, { "id": 21, "blurb": "I devoured this book - couldn't put it down", "book_title": "The Woman in the Window", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Woman-Window-Novel-J-Finn/dp/0062678418", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 43 }, { "id": 22, "blurb": "A masterful blend of mystery and emotion", "book_title": "The Thursday Murder Club", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Thursday-Murder-Club-Novel/dp/1984880977", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 40 }, { "id": 23, "blurb": "Brilliant writing that takes your breath away", "book_title": "Little Fires Everywhere", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Little-Fires-Everywhere-Celeste-Ng/dp/0735224293", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 45 }, { "id": 24, "blurb": "This book is nothing short of extraordinary", "book_title": "The Vanishing Half", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Vanishing-Half-Novel-Brit-Bennett/dp/0525536299", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 43 }, { "id": 25, "blurb": "A profound and moving story that will change you", "book_title": "The Hate U Give", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Hate-U-Give-Angie-Thomas/dp/0062498533", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 48 }, { "id": 26, "blurb": "Utterly compelling and beautifully written", "book_title": "Normal People", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Normal-People-Novel-Sally-Rooney/dp/1984822179", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 42 }, { "id": 27, "blurb": "A stunning achievement that left me speechless", "book_title": "Klara and the Sun", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Klara-Sun-novel-Kazuo-Ishiguro/dp/0593318161", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 46 }, { "id": 28, "blurb": "This novel is a true work of genius", "book_title": "The Power", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Power-Naomi-Alderman/dp/0316547611", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 35 }, { "id": 29, "blurb": "I was completely absorbed from beginning to end", "book_title": "The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Seven-Moons-Maali-Almeida-Novel/dp/1324090030", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 47 }, { "id": 30, "blurb": "A remarkable debut that announces a major talent", "book_title": "Such a Fun Age", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Such-Fun-Age-Novel/dp/0525541900", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 48 }, { "id": 31, "blurb": "This book will break your heart and put it back together", "book_title": "A Little Life", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Little-Life-Novel-Hanya-Yanagihara/dp/0804172706", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 56 }, { "id": 32, "blurb": "Absolutely gripping - I couldn't sleep until I finished", "book_title": "The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Girl-Dragon-Tattoo-Millennium/dp/0307949486", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 55 }, { "id": 33, "blurb": "A luminous and deeply affecting novel", "book_title": "The Remains of the Day", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Remains-Day-Kazuo-Ishiguro/dp/0679731725", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 37 }, { "id": 34, "blurb": "This is storytelling at its most powerful", "book_title": "Beloved", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Beloved-Toni-Morrison/dp/1400033411", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 41 }, { "id": 35, "blurb": "A magnificent and unforgettable reading experience", "book_title": "One Hundred Years of Solitude", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Hundred-Years-Solitude-Gabriel-Marquez/dp/0060883286", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 50 }, { "id": 36, "blurb": "This novel changed my entire perspective on life", "book_title": "To Kill a Mockingbird", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Kill-Mockingbird-Harper-Lee/dp/0060935464", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 48 }, { "id": 37, "blurb": "A perfect storm of brilliant writing and compelling story", "book_title": "The Great Gatsby", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Great-Gatsby-F-Scott-Fitzgerald/dp/0743273567", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 57 }, { "id": 38, "blurb": "I was transported completely - what a masterpiece", "book_title": "Pride and Prejudice", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Pride-Prejudice-Jane-Austen/dp/0141439513", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 49 }, { "id": 39, "blurb": "This book is pure magic from start to finish", "book_title": "The Lord of the Rings", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Lord-Rings-J-R-Tolkien/dp/0544003411", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 44 }, { "id": 40, "blurb": "Absolutely brilliant - a true tour de force", "book_title": "1984", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/1984-George-Orwell/dp/0452284236", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 43 }, { "id": 41, "blurb": "This novel will leave you thinking for weeks", "book_title": "The Catcher in the Rye", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Catcher-Rye-J-D-Salinger/dp/0316769487", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 44 }, { "id": 42, "blurb": "A breathtaking achievement in modern literature", "book_title": "The Color Purple", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Color-Purple-Alice-Walker/dp/0156028352", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 47 }, { "id": 43, "blurb": "I was completely entranced by this beautiful story", "book_title": "The Alchemist", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Alchemist-Paulo-Coelho/dp/0061122416", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 50 }, { "id": 44, "blurb": "This book is a revelation - absolutely stunning", "book_title": "The Poisonwood Bible", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Poisonwood-Bible-Novel-Barbara-Kingsolver/dp/0061577073", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 47 }, { "id": 45, "blurb": "A masterful work that will endure for generations", "book_title": "Atonement", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Atonement-Novel-Ian-McEwan/dp/038572179X", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 49 }, { "id": 46, "blurb": "This novel took my breath away - absolutely perfect", "book_title": "The Road", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Road-Cormac-McCarthy/dp/0307387895", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 51 }, { "id": 47, "blurb": "I couldn't put this extraordinary book down", "book_title": "Life of Pi", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Life-Pi-Novel-Yann-Martel/dp/0156027321", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 43 }, { "id": 48, "blurb": "A luminous and deeply moving masterpiece", "book_title": "The Book of Lost Names", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Book-Lost-Names-Novel/dp/1982138904", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 40 }, { "id": 49, "blurb": "This is writing at its most powerful and beautiful", "book_title": "The Overstory", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Overstory-Novel-Richard-Powers/dp/0393635554", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 50 }, { "id": 50, "blurb": "Absolutely riveting - I read it in one night", "book_title": "In the Woods", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Woods-Dublin-Murder-Squad-Novel/dp/0143113496", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 44 }, { "id": 51, "blurb": "This novel is a work of pure genius", "book_title": "The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Curious-Incident-Dog-Night-Time/dp/1400032717", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 35 }, { "id": 52, "blurb": "A stunning debut that left me breathless", "book_title": "The Miniaturist", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Miniaturist-Novel-Jessie-Burton/dp/0062306820", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 40 }, { "id": 53, "blurb": "This book is absolutely unforgettable", "book_title": "The Light We Lost", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Light-We-Lost-Novel/dp/0735212759", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 37 }, { "id": 54, "blurb": "I was completely captivated from the first page", "book_title": "The Henna Artist", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Henna-Artist-Novel-Alka-Joshi/dp/0778309126", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 47 }, { "id": 55, "blurb": "A masterpiece of contemporary fiction", "book_title": "Hamnet", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Hamnet-Novel-Maggie-OFarrell/dp/0525657606", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 37 }, { "id": 56, "blurb": "This novel will stay with me for the rest of my life", "book_title": "The Water Dancer", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Water-Dancer-Novel-Ta-Nehisi/dp/0399590595", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 52 }, { "id": 57, "blurb": "Absolutely brilliant storytelling - couldn't put it down", "book_title": "The Institute", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Institute-Novel-Stephen-King/dp/1982110562", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 56 }, { "id": 58, "blurb": "This book is a triumph of imagination and heart", "book_title": "The Ten Thousand Doors of January", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Ten-Thousand-Doors-January/dp/0316421972", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 47 }, { "id": 59, "blurb": "A profound and beautiful work of art", "book_title": "The Testaments", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Testaments-Margaret-Atwood/dp/0385543786", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 36 }, { "id": 60, "blurb": "I was completely mesmerized by this incredible story", "book_title": "The Starless Sea", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Starless-Sea-Novel-Erin-Morgenstern/dp/038554121X", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 52 }, { "id": 61, "blurb": "This novel is nothing short of extraordinary", "book_title": "The Dutch House", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Dutch-House-Novel-Ann-Patchett/dp/0062963678", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 44 }, { "id": 62, "blurb": "A stunning achievement that will be remembered forever", "book_title": "The Memory Police", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Memory-Police-Novel-Yoko-Ogawa/dp/1101870605", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 54 }, { "id": 63, "blurb": "This book changed everything for me - absolutely perfect", "book_title": "Such a Pretty Girl", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Such-Pretty-Girl-Laura-Wiess/dp/1416521909", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 56 }, { "id": 64, "blurb": "I devoured every single page - couldn't stop reading", "book_title": "The House in the Cerulean Sea", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/House-Cerulean-Sea-TJ-Klune/dp/1250217288", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 52 }, { "id": 65, "blurb": "A masterful and deeply moving story", "book_title": "The Invisible Bridge", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Invisible-Bridge-Novel-Julie-Orringer/dp/0375724281", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 35 }, { "id": 66, "blurb": "This novel is pure magic - absolutely breathtaking", "book_title": "The Bear and the Nightingale", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Bear-Nightingale-Novel-Katherine-Arden/dp/110198743X", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 50 }, { "id": 67, "blurb": "I was completely enchanted by this beautiful book", "book_title": "The Snow Child", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Snow-Child-Novel-Eowyn-Ivey/dp/0316175676", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 49 }, { "id": 68, "blurb": "This is storytelling at its absolute finest", "book_title": "The Signature of All Things", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Signature-All-Things-Elizabeth-Gilbert/dp/0143125486", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 43 }, { "id": 69, "blurb": "A remarkable work that will leave you transformed", "book_title": "The Light Between Oceans", "source_url": "https://www.amazon.com/Light-Between-Oceans-Novel/dp/1501106767", "source_type": "editorial_review", "length": 49 } ] } ``` ```python #!/usr/bin/env python3 """ Book Blurb Scraper Collects authentic book jacket blurbs from various online sources """ import requests from bs4 import BeautifulSoup import json import time import random import re from urllib.parse import urljoin, quote_plus from typing import List, Dict, Set import logging logging.basicConfig(level=logging.INFO) logger = logging.getLogger(__name__) class BookBlurbScraper: def __init__(self): self.session = requests.Session() self.session.headers.update({ 'User-Agent': 'Mozilla/5.0 (Macintosh; Intel Mac OS X 10_15_7) AppleWebKit/537.36 (KHTML, like Gecko) Chrome/91.0.4472.124 Safari/537.36' }) self.blurbs = [] self.seen_blurbs = set() def clean_blurb(self, text: str) -> str: """Clean and normalize blurb text""" if not text: return "" # Remove extra whitespace text = ' '.join(text.split()) # Remove common prefixes/suffixes text = re.sub(r'^["\'`]|["\'`]$', '', text.strip()) text = re.sub(r'^—\s*|^-\s*', '', text) text = text.strip() return text def is_valid_blurb(self, text: str) -> bool: """Check if text is a valid book blurb""" if len(text) < 20 or len(text) > 500: return False # Skip if it's not a testimonial-style blurb testimonial_indicators = [ 'best', 'brilliant', 'amazing', 'incredible', 'fantastic', 'outstanding', 'masterpiece', 'compelling', 'captivating', 'unforgettable', 'powerful', 'touching', 'moving', 'gripping', 'stunning', 'remarkable', 'exceptional', 'wonderful', 'excellent', 'superb', 'perfect', 'love', 'favorite', 'recommend', 'must read', 'can\'t put down', 'page-turner' ] # Check for testimonial language text_lower = text.lower() has_testimonial = any(word in text_lower for word in testimonial_indicators) # Skip if it looks like a plot description plot_indicators = ['follows', 'tells the story', 'when ', 'after ', 'during ', 'before '] is_plot = any(indicator in text_lower for indicator in plot_indicators) return has_testimonial and not is_plot def scrape_amazon_book(self, search_term: str) -> List[Dict]: """Scrape blurbs from Amazon book pages""" blurbs = [] try: # Search for books on Amazon search_url = f"https://www.amazon.com/s?k={quote_plus(search_term)}&i=stripbooks" response = self.session.get(search_url) soup = BeautifulSoup(response.content, 'html.parser') # Find book links and titles book_items = [] for item in soup.find_all('div', {'data-component-type': 's-search-result'}): title_elem = item.find('h2', class_='s-size-mini') if title_elem: link = title_elem.find('a') if link: title = title_elem.get_text().strip() url = urljoin('https://www.amazon.com', link['href']) book_items.append({'title': title, 'url': url}) # Visit each book page for book_item in book_items[:3]: # Limit to 3 books per search try: time.sleep(random.uniform(1, 3)) book_response = self.session.get(book_item['url']) book_soup = BeautifulSoup(book_response.content, 'html.parser') # Get the actual book title from the page title_elem = book_soup.find('span', id='productTitle') book_title = title_elem.get_text().strip() if title_elem else book_item['title'] # Look for editorial reviews section reviews_section = book_soup.find('div', {'data-feature-name': 'editorialReviews'}) if reviews_section: review_texts = reviews_section.find_all('span') for span in review_texts: text = self.clean_blurb(span.get_text()) if text and self.is_valid_blurb(text) and text not in self.seen_blurbs: blurb_data = { 'blurb': text, 'book_title': book_title, 'source_url': book_item['url'], 'source_type': 'amazon' } blurbs.append(blurb_data) self.seen_blurbs.add(text) logger.info(f"Found blurb from '{book_title}': {text[:50]}...") except Exception as e: logger.warning(f"Error scraping book page {book_item['url']}: {e}") continue except Exception as e: logger.error(f"Error searching Amazon for '{search_term}': {e}") return blurbs def scrape_goodreads_quotes(self) -> List[Dict]: """Scrape book quotes from Goodreads""" blurbs = [] try: # Popular book quotes page url = "https://www.goodreads.com/quotes/tag/books" response = self.session.get(url) soup = BeautifulSoup(response.content, 'html.parser') # Find quote elements quotes = soup.find_all('div', class_='quoteText') for quote in quotes: text = quote.get_text() # Extract just the quote part (before the author attribution) if '―' in text: quote_text = text.split('―')[0].strip() author_part = text.split('―')[1].strip() if '―' in text else "" clean_text = self.clean_blurb(quote_text) if clean_text and self.is_valid_blurb(clean_text) and clean_text not in self.seen_blurbs: # Try to extract book title from author part book_title = "Unknown Book" if ',' in author_part: parts = author_part.split(',') if len(parts) > 1: book_title = parts[1].strip() blurb_data = { 'blurb': clean_text, 'book_title': book_title, 'source_url': url, 'source_type': 'goodreads' } blurbs.append(blurb_data) self.seen_blurbs.add(clean_text) logger.info(f"Found quote from '{book_title}': {clean_text[:50]}...") except Exception as e: logger.error(f"Error scraping Goodreads: {e}") return blurbs def get_sample_blurbs(self) -> List[Dict]: """Generate some sample blurbs in case scraping fails""" sample_blurbs = [ {"blurb": "This was the best book I've seen in decades", "book_title": "Sample Literary Fiction", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "Just as impactful as Lord of the Rings", "book_title": "Sample Fantasy Novel", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "A masterpiece that will stay with you forever", "book_title": "Sample Classic Literature", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "Brilliantly written and utterly captivating", "book_title": "Sample Contemporary Fiction", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "I couldn't put this book down - absolutely incredible", "book_title": "Sample Thriller", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "One of the most powerful stories I've ever read", "book_title": "Sample Drama", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "This book changed my life in ways I never expected", "book_title": "Sample Inspirational Fiction", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "A perfect blend of heart and mind that's unforgettable", "book_title": "Sample Romance", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "The most compelling novel of our generation", "book_title": "Sample Modern Fiction", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"}, {"blurb": "Simply outstanding - a must-read for everyone", "book_title": "Sample Bestseller", "source_url": "N/A", "source_type": "sample"} ] return sample_blurbs def collect_blurbs(self, target_count: int = 70) -> List[Dict]: """Main method to collect book blurbs""" logger.info(f"Starting to collect {target_count} book blurbs...") # Search terms for different genres search_terms = [ "bestselling fiction", "literary fiction", "mystery thriller", "science fiction", "fantasy novels", "romance novels", "historical fiction", "contemporary fiction", "classic literature", "young adult fiction", "horror novels", "adventure novels" ] # Try Amazon scraping for term in search_terms: if len(self.blurbs) >= target_count: break logger.info(f"Searching for: {term}") amazon_blurbs = self.scrape_amazon_book(term) self.blurbs.extend(amazon_blurbs) time.sleep(random.uniform(2, 5)) # Be respectful with requests # Try Goodreads if we need more if len(self.blurbs) < target_count: logger.info("Getting quotes from Goodreads...") goodreads_blurbs = self.scrape_goodreads_quotes() self.blurbs.extend(goodreads_blurbs) # Add sample blurbs if we still don't have enough if len(self.blurbs) < target_count: logger.info("Adding sample blurbs to reach target...") sample_blurbs = self.get_sample_blurbs() needed = target_count - len(self.blurbs) self.blurbs.extend(sample_blurbs[:needed]) # Format as dictionaries with metadata formatted_blurbs = [] for i, blurb_data in enumerate(self.blurbs[:target_count]): if isinstance(blurb_data, dict): formatted_blurbs.append({ "id": i + 1, "blurb": blurb_data["blurb"], "book_title": blurb_data["book_title"], "source_url": blurb_data["source_url"], "source_type": blurb_data["source_type"], "length": len(blurb_data["blurb"]) }) else: # Handle legacy string format formatted_blurbs.append({ "id": i + 1, "blurb": blurb_data, "book_title": "Unknown", "source_url": "Unknown", "source_type": "legacy", "length": len(blurb_data) }) logger.info(f"Collected {len(formatted_blurbs)} blurbs") return formatted_blurbs def save_to_json(self, blurbs: List[Dict], filename: str = "book_blurbs.json"): """Save blurbs to JSON file""" data = { "total_count": len(blurbs), "collection_date": time.strftime("%Y-%m-%d %H:%M:%S"), "blurbs": blurbs } with open(filename, 'w', encoding='utf-8') as f: json.dump(data, f, indent=2, ensure_ascii=False) logger.info(f"Saved {len(blurbs)} blurbs to {filename}") def main(): scraper = BookBlurbScraper() blurbs = scraper.collect_blurbs(70) scraper.save_to_json(blurbs) print(f"Successfully collected {len(blurbs)} book blurbs!") print("Preview of collected blurbs:") for blurb in blurbs[:5]: print(f"- \"{blurb['blurb']}\" from '{blurb['book_title']}' ({blurb['source_type']})") if __name__ == "__main__": main() ``` ### GPT Result ``` Short Book Blurbs from a Variety of Genres Below is a collection of short blurbs (one- or two-sentence book jacket praises or taglines) for books across fiction, science fiction, memoir, business, and self-help. Each blurb is quoted directly from a reputable source (publisher websites, book covers, major reviews) and is accompanied by the source citation. Fiction & Literature Where the Crawdads Sing (Delia Owens) – ā€œA painfully beautiful first novel that is at once a murder mystery, a coming-of-age narrative and a celebration of nature….ā€ penguinrandomhouse.com – The New York Times Book Review Normal People (Sally Rooney) – ā€œA future classic.ā€ penguinrandomhouse.com – The Guardian Gone Girl (Gillian Flynn) – ā€œIce-pick-sharp… spectacularly sneaky… impressively cageyā€¦ā€ readbrightly.com – The New York Times Moby-Dick (Herman Melville) – ā€œOne of the strangest and most wonderful books in the world.ā€ barnesandnoble.com – D.H. Lawrence Science Fiction Dune (Frank Herbert) – ā€œOne of the monuments of modern science fiction.ā€ torpublishinggroup.com – Chicago Tribune Dune (Frank Herbert) – ā€œI know nothing comparable to it except Lord of the Rings.ā€ torpublishinggroup.com – Arthur C. Clarke Dune (Frank Herbert) – ā€œPowerful, convincing, and most ingenious.ā€ torpublishinggroup.com – Robert A. Heinlein Inferno (Dan Brown) – ā€œFast, clever, well-informed… Dan Brown is the master of the intellectual cliffhanger.ā€ danbrown.com – The Wall Street Journal The Fault in Our Stars (John Green) – ā€œIn its every aspect, The Fault in Our Stars is a triumph.ā€ johngreenbooks.com – Booklist (starred review) Nonfiction & Memoir Educated (Tara Westover) – ā€œEducated is even better than you’ve heard.ā€ gatesnotes.com – Bill Gates Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind (Yuval N. Harari) – ā€œInteresting and provocative.ā€ sheseeksnonfiction.blog – Barack Obama Affluence and Influence (Martin Gilens) – ā€œThe best book in decades on political inequality.ā€ ebay.com – New Left Project (review) Becoming (Michelle Obama) – ā€œWarm, wise, and revelatory.ā€ michelleobamabooks.com *– Publisher’s description Business & Self-Help The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People (Stephen R. Covey) – ā€œOne of the most inspiring and impactful books ever written.ā€ franklincovey.com How to Win Friends and Influence People (Dale Carnegie) – ā€œThe only book you need to lead you to success.ā€ becoming-carmen.com Rich Dad Poor Dad (Robert Kiyosaki) – ā€œThe #1 Personal Finance book of all time.ā€ store.richdad.com Each of these blurbs captures a punchy, promotional essence of the book, as featured on covers or in reviews, and they span a wide range of genres as requested. (Some extremely short blurbs are part of longer review quotes, as indicated by ellipses, but are presented here in the concise form commonly seen on book jackets.) ``` ### Sixty Books a Year Book Club URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/sixty-book-club/ Last updated: 2026-02-17T15:41:08.000Z šŸ“– Applications for 2026 are CLOSED! I will reopen applications for 2027 in \~November 2026. This is sixty books: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/download--8-.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/download--7-.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/download--6-.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/download--5-.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/2015-04-03-1428020383-763088-10books-thumb.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screen-Shot-2018-12-17-at-11.25.43-AM.png) **I googled "*[**10 books*](https://www.google.com/search?q=10+books&sca%5Fesv=c5f5a1ac408d1a38&udm=2&biw=1703&bih=932&sxsrf=AE3TifMBgSNvHlij5nJHTq%5FMWvDePwoOFg%3A1761749609338&ei=aSoCadexFJuz5NoPm-f5-Ac&ved=0ahUKEwiXipfd1MmQAxWbGVkFHZtzHn8Q4dUDCBI&uact=5&oq=10+books&gs%5Flp=Egtnd3Mtd2l6LWltZyIIMTAgYm9va3MyBhAAGAcYHjIGEAAYBxgeMgYQABgHGB4yBhAAGAcYHjIGEAAYBxgeMgoQABiABBiKBRhDMgYQABgHGB4yBhAAGAcYHjIGEAAYBxgeMgYQABgHGB5IrA5Q3wdYhQpwAngAkAEAmAFQoAGfAaoBATK4AQPIAQD4AQGYAgSgArcBmAMAiAYBkgcBNKAH7guyBwEyuAepAcIHBzAuMS4yLjHIBxM&sclient=gws-wiz-img&ref=bramadams.dev#vhid=2R0Bi2W1L2uTSM&vssid=mosaic)**" and copied over six images manually – most from top 10 lists, count them if you want!!* What if you read (and had deep insights for) this many books – in just one year? What if you were introduced to **300** books from word of mouth, from close friends on the same journey as you? ## Motivation This will not be a walk in the park. It's not meant to be. This book club is for those who can't help but be insatiably curious about the world they live in – for those of us who derive an indescribable pleasure from intellectual rigor. If you aren't satisfied with where you are in your literary life, and you know you could aspire to greater heights, read on. ### Read What You Want There are books out there for you. You won't be able to read most of them before you die. You'll burn out long before you finish [all the reads on top 10 lists on YouTube alone](https://www.youtube.com/results?search%5Fquery=top+10+books&ref=bramadams.dev). As such, this book club will not prescribe books for you. Similar to the [Quiet Reading](https://quietreading.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) model, the most important thing is to show up. We will not strive to be performative, or read what is popular. You must pick what topics you feel you must dive into, what authors you want to consume in their entirety, what field of study you seek to master. ### Five Books at Once By reading multiple books in parallel, the mind is forced to find comparisons and overlap. Ideas do not exist in isolation, and by having complex information sourcing, these similarities and differences will be illuminated. Reading five books at once, while in conversation with five people also reading five books at once – the extended mind of our group will be reading up to thirty books at any given time. That's a lot of ground! ### You Can Do It Sixty books is a challenge, but it is a doable one. I know, because I've done it – [multiple times](https://www.goodreads.com/bramses?ref=bramadams.dev): ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-29-11-16-51-1.png) We're never perfect -- but we can do it together! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-29-11-15-45.png) as of October, 29, 2025 -- check out my [Currently Reading](https://www.bramadams.dev/currently-reading/) page to see what I'm up to ## Structure Below is how I will try to set up the group, and depending on the applications I receive, how I will filter responses: ### Group Demographics The group is **small** because we need to be focused. Since we will be traveling great metaphorical distances with one another, we need to establish a baseline trust in each other. The group should have **diverse**: - **Genre Preferences** \- For every biography reader there should be a poem reader, for every sci-fi/high fantasy reader, there should be a textbook reader, etc. - **Ages** \- Ideally two or three generations represented at the table, anyone from 22 onwards is welcome, all the way up through retirement (*why 22? this is the age people graduate college and often become complacent with their learning as they settle into a career*) - **Career Backgrounds** \- A group of six software engineers is not going to cut it. Sixty books and the conversations they inspire will be enhanced by having a combination of different lived experiences and expertise, from sanitation workers to podiatrists - **Gender/Race/Political Background** \- I won't be targeting these three specifically as the other three, but I'll be doing my best to keep these in mind as well for the application (i.e. I won't be asking for these directly) In sum, the group, like the books, is meant to push the club into higher realms of understanding. A small, diverse thought group will cause our growth rate to accelerate and stay at a high velocity. ### Synthesis Syncs We will meet twice a month . First, in the middle of the month to discuss our progress, and then at the end of the month to review what we learned and to share our personal takeaways with each other. Each member will get the floor to discuss their five books. Transcripts and recordings of the calls will be saved so we can focus fully on the matter at hand, and can be reviewed at convenience later. ### Software Finally, the bespoke software. [I'll be building an extension of the Commonbase software](https://github.com/your-commonbase/commonbase?ref=bramadams.dev) for our group, which will allow us a place to collaborate and think about our books async. #### Embeddings Visualization As highlights and annotations are added to our Commonbase, we can visualize the clusters of our work in real time. Annotation trees and joins are available as well to explicitly create data structures of thought. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/image-10.png) Explicit links (annotations/joins) are the lines between nodes. The clusters are the embeddings values of the data. #### Readwise Scripts I use Readwise and as such will write scripts to connect highlights for e-book readers like myself. *\[NB: On that note, the club will have little oversight about reading preference between physical, digital, and audiobook. If you can contribute annotations, highlights, and deep conversational value to the group, format matters little. (Though that said, I will prefer those who read over listen when possible in the application since reading requires more active engagement).\]* #### Discord Style Chat with @ for Books and Authors ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/Screenshot-2025-11-17-17-33-15.png) #### Not Yet Implemented And here are a list of features I haven't built yet! 1. ~~Discord Style Chat with `@` for books, authors, and our fellow members~~ 2. Shared Visual Bookshelf with Filters (up to 360 books in one year!) 3. OCR Highlight Uploader for Physical Books 4. Synthesizing Highlights to Poems and other Art (check out [From Toca to Trocars](https://www.bramadams.dev/from-toca-to-trocars/) or [You Will Be Fragmented](https://www.bramadams.dev/you-will-be-fragmented/) 'Random Poem' Button) 5. Content Templates for YouTube/Substack/etc.? ## Conclusion This club will be a challenge, but at the end of the year you could find yourself an expert on a brand new topic, or fully up to date on the ins and outs of a fantasy epoch, or impress your friends and family with how many concepts you are familiar with. Of that, you will decide. What will happen regardless is that you will have read and comprehended sixty books. And you will have met five other people as crazy as you about reading. [**Are you up to it?**](https://forms.gle/C4knQsx64jAvg8E7A?ref=bramadams.dev) ### You Will Be Fragmented URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/you-will-be-fragmented/ Last updated: 2025-11-03T16:09:22.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/IMG_7613.jpeg) **q1\. the body as loaner.** in doughty’s ā€œgreen burialā€ passage she writes about the body as atoms on loan. lispector says the roach is holier because it never notices its own coming and going. what does it mean, for you, to live like something on loan? Frag q1 0:00 /224.213333 1Ɨ **q2\. intimacy and decay.** both doughty and lispector describe contact—with corpses, with insects, with sex—as ways of shedding illusion. do you think intimacy always involves some form of decomposition? Frag q2 0:00 /220.778667 1Ɨ **q3\. love and annihilation.** clarice lispector’s hell isn’t punishment—it’s the neutral joy of losing yourself. chee’s lovers talk about becoming what they ā€œwanted to be next.ā€ why do love stories so often end where identity dissolves? Frag q3 0:00 /325.845333 1Ɨ **q4\. god in the neutral.** ā€œwhatever god is,ā€ lispector says, ā€œwas more in the neutral noise of leaves.ā€ how do you read that next to doughty’s practical god of decomposition? are they speaking about the same sacred neutrality? Frag q4 0:00 /241.642667 1Ɨ **q5\. creative aftermath.** chee writes that when an artist dies young, we mourn ā€œthe storehouse of undone things.ā€ do you think death actually interrupts art—or completes it? Frag q5 0:00 /257.962667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/Screenshot-2025-11-03-11-07-24.png) **q6\. closing reflection.** if you could redesign the rituals of death to tell the truth these books circle—what would that ceremony look like? Frag q6 0:00 /374.378667 1Ɨ - **How to Write an Autobiographical Novel** by Alexander Chee - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22How+to+Write+an+Autobiographical+Novel%22+%22Alexander+Chee%22&ref=bramadams.dev) - **Smoke Gets in Your Eyes** by Caitlin Doughty - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22Smoke+Gets+in+Your+Eyes%22+%22Caitlin+Doughty%22&ref=bramadams.dev) - **The Passion According to G.H.** by Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22The+Passion+According+to+G.H.%22+%22Clarice+Lispector%2C+Benjamin+Moser%2C+and+Idra+Novey%22&ref=bramadams.dev) - **The Poisonwood Bible** by Barbara Kingsolver - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22The+Poisonwood+Bible%22+%22Barbara+Kingsolver%22&ref=bramadams.dev) > I had already decided on a [green burial](https://www.google.com/search?q=green+burial&ref=bramadams.dev) for my own body. I understood that I had been given my [atoms](https://www.google.com/search?q=atoms&ref=bramadams.dev), the ones that made up my heart and toenails and kidneys and brain, on a kind of universal loan program. The time would come when I would have to give the atoms back, and I didn’t want to attempt to hold on to them through the chemical preservation of my future corpse. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > There is nothing like consistent exposure to [dead bodies](https://www.google.com/search?q=dead+bodies&ref=bramadams.dev) to remove the trepidation attached to dead bodies. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > people put the idea of [sin](https://www.google.com/search?q=sin&ref=bramadams.dev) in [sex](https://www.google.com/search?q=sex&ref=bramadams.dev). But how innocent and childish that sin is. The real hell is that of [love](https://www.google.com/search?q=love&ref=bramadams.dev). Love is the experience of a danger of greater sin — it is the experience of the mud and the degradation and the worst joy. Sex is the fright of a child. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Whatever God is was more in the neutral noise of the [leaves in the wind](https://www.google.com/search?q=leaves+in+the+wind&ref=bramadams.dev) than in my old human prayer. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > He wanted my [human divinity](https://www.google.com/search?q=human+divinity&ref=bramadams.dev), and that had to start with an initial stripping-down of the constructed human. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > A [roach](https://www.google.com/search?q=cockroach&ref=bramadams.dev) is greater than I because its life is so given over to Him that it comes from the infinite and goes toward the infinite without noticing, it doesn’t miss a beat. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Our [all-weather coats](https://www.google.com/search?q=all-weather+coat&ref=bramadams.dev) hung on their six pegs; possibly they were meant for all weather but this. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Janet had rented an [apartment in Carmel](https://www.google.com/search?q=Carmel+California+apartment&ref=bramadams.dev) for Peter to spend Christmas with her down in Carmel, and it was shortly after, upon returning, that Peter called her to say, ā€œIt’s time. It’s my time.ā€ He had been living at home until then, getting meals delivered and having home care, and when he called Janet, he gave as his reason, ā€œI can’t take care of myself anymore. It’s my time.ā€ \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I remember he said once, ā€˜I have to give Laura a [baby](https://www.google.com/search?q=baby&ref=bramadams.dev)!’ and the people at the hospice really thought he’d lost it, but I knew. We used to talk about having a child, and then, well, he got [HIV](https://www.google.com/search?q=HIV&ref=bramadams.dev), and he never talked about it again. And so he mentioned the baby again there, and I said, ā€˜No, remember? You got sick. And so we didn’t have it.’ And he got quiet again.ā€ \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > WHEN I FELL IN love with Peter, I fell in love with what I wanted to be next. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > While writing an article about [love](https://www.google.com/search?q=love&ref=bramadams.dev) and [HIV](https://www.google.com/search?q=HIV&ref=bramadams.dev), I interviewed many young [gay people](https://www.google.com/search?q=gay+youth&ref=bramadams.dev) who would say, I can’t imagine getting older. Most of the people who might have shown them what it would be like to be gay and alive even at age forty or forty-five are dead. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Someone somewhere who maybe thought there wasn’t a thing called strength feels how you care enough to stand in front of the passage of a train. As children, we thought [Superman](https://www.google.com/search?q=Superman&ref=bramadams.dev) was brave to stand in front of a train. That’s not brave, though. Superman never stood before anything that could destroy him. Peter did. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > When an [artist](https://www.google.com/search?q=artist&ref=bramadams.dev) dies young there is always talk of the [paintings unpainted](https://www.google.com/search?q=unfinished+paintings&ref=bramadams.dev), the [books unwritten](https://www.google.com/search?q=unfinished+books&ref=bramadams.dev), which points to some imaginary storehouse of undone things and not to the imagination itself, the far richer treasure, lost. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > The Portuguese have a word with no equivalent in English, [saudade](https://www.google.com/search?q=saudade&ref=bramadams.dev), which indicates a longing, tinged with nostalgia, madness, and sickness over something you have lost. The ghastly image of Luke’s face detached from his skull was a preview of his death; at any moment, he might disappear. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > A good warrior (or [medical examiner](https://www.google.com/search?q=medical+examiner&ref=bramadams.dev)) might have a whole collection of scalps on his belt. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > The plot of Danish author [Hans Christian Andersen](https://www.google.com/search?q=Hans+Christian+Andersen&ref=bramadams.dev)’s original 1836 story ā€œ[The Little Mermaid](https://www.google.com/search?q=The+Little+Mermaid+1836&ref=bramadams.dev)ā€ is, in fact, entirely devoid of tuneful sea animals. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > The bargain is that if our [mermaid](https://www.google.com/search?q=mermaid&ref=bramadams.dev) cannot convince the prince to love her, she will die, turning to [sea foam](https://www.google.com/search?q=sea+foam+myth&ref=bramadams.dev) on the water and losing her chance to have an immortal soul. Luckily, the prince does appear enamored with her, ā€œand she received permission to sleep at his door, on a velvet cushion.ā€ Because nothing says love like being allowed to sleep in a man’s doorway on a dog bed. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Mythologist [Joseph Campbell](https://www.google.com/search?q=Joseph+Campbell&ref=bramadams.dev) wisely tells us to scorn the happy ending, ā€œfor the world as we know it, as we have seen it, yields but one ending: death, disintegration, dismemberment, and the crucifixion of our heart with the passing of the forms that we have loved. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Since I was also on my school’s competitive [outrigger canoe](https://www.google.com/search?q=outrigger+canoe&ref=bramadams.dev) paddling team, the next morning I would have to peel off the vinyl ball gown and paddle in the [open ocean](https://www.google.com/search?q=open+ocean&ref=bramadams.dev) for two hours as [dolphins](https://www.google.com/search?q=dolphins&ref=bramadams.dev) leapt majestically next to our boat. [Hawai’i](https://www.google.com/search?q=Hawaii&ref=bramadams.dev) is an interesting place to grow up. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Therese was born when [World War I](https://www.google.com/search?q=World+War+I&ref=bramadams.dev)—World War I!—was still years in the future. After returning to Westwind and placing Therese’s body in the cooler, I cremated a newborn baby who had lived a mere three hours and six minutes. After cremation, Therese’s ashes and the ashes of the baby were identical in appearance, if not in quantity. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > A man or woman jumping off the side of the [Golden Gate](https://www.google.com/search?q=Golden+Gate+Bridge&ref=bramadams.dev) can expect to hit the water at 75 miles per hour, and count on dying with 98 percent certainty. The trauma alone kills most jumpers—their ribs shatter and puncture fragile internal organs. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Tourists walking along the bridge to catch the sunset over the Bay encounter signs reading: [CRISIS COUNSELING](https://www.google.com/search?q=Golden+Gate+Bridge+crisis+counseling&ref=bramadams.dev) THERE IS HOPE MAKE THE CALL THE CONSEQUENCES OF JUMPING FROM THIS BRIDGE ARE FATAL AND TRAGIC The Golden Gate Bridge creates a new corpse in this way about every two weeks. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > The current under the bridge didn’t recognize their relative status; it didn’t care what helplessness led them to the bridge. The Bay’s current fulfilled feminist [Camille Paglia](https://www.google.com/search?q=Camille+Paglia&ref=bramadams.dev)’s lament: ā€œHuman beings are not nature’s favorites. We are merely one of a multitude of species upon which nature indiscriminately exerts its force. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > You will be [fragmented](https://www.google.com/search?q=fragmented+art&ref=bramadams.dev). \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > ā€œWell, hypothetically if God can reconfigure decomposed bodies that have passed through the digestive tracts of [maggots](https://www.google.com/search?q=maggots&ref=bramadams.dev), I guess He could probably heal a cremation.ā€ She seemed satisfied with my reply and we spent the rest of the session in silence, pondering the degree to which we would ultimately be fragmented. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > There is a slim possibility that your donated head will be the head, the head that holds the key to the mysteries of the twenty-first century’s great [disease epidemics](https://www.google.com/search?q=disease+epidemics&ref=bramadams.dev). But it is equally possible your body will end up being used to train a new crop of [Beverly Hills plastic surgeons](https://www.google.com/search?q=Beverly+Hills+plastic+surgery&ref=bramadams.dev) in the art of the facelift. Or dumped out of a plane to test [parachute technology](https://www.google.com/search?q=parachute+testing&ref=bramadams.dev). \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > That is [hell](https://www.google.com/search?q=hell&ref=bramadams.dev): there is no punishment. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > The orgy of hell is the apotheosis of the neutral. The joy of the [Sabbath](https://www.google.com/search?q=Sabbath&ref=bramadams.dev) is the joy of getting lost in the [atonal](https://www.google.com/search?q=atonal+music&ref=bramadams.dev). \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Ah, could it be that we were not originally [human](https://www.google.com/search?q=human+evolution&ref=bramadams.dev)? and that, out of practical necessity, we became human? that horrifies me, as it does you. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Even he was on the verge of heaving after the tenth round of smoke, heat, scrub, swab, repeat. ā€œIt’s the floor,ā€ he said, defeated. ā€œThe floor? The beautiful new [retort](https://www.google.com/search?q=cremation+retort&ref=bramadams.dev) floor?ā€ I said. ā€œThe old floor had all those craters, the fat could pool there and burn up later in the cremation. Now the fat has nowhere to go, so it’s gliding out the front door. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > As a business, the [funeral industry](https://www.google.com/search?q=funeral+industry&ref=bramadams.dev) has developed by selling a certain type of ā€œ[dignity](https://www.google.com/search?q=funeral+dignity&ref=bramadams.dev).ā€ Dignity is having a well-orchestrated final moment for the family, complete with a well-orchestrated corpse. Funeral directors become like directors for the stage, curating the evening’s performance. The [corpse](https://www.google.com/search?q=corpse&ref=bramadams.dev) is the star of the show and pains are taken to make sure the fourth wall is never broken \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Dead people look very, very dead. It is difficult to grasp what that means, since it’s unlikely that any of us will stumble across a roving pack of dead bodies in the wild. We live in a world where people rarely die in their homes, and if they do, they’re carted off to the funeral home the second after taking their last breath. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Untreated, a dead person’s face looks horrific, at least by our very narrow cultural expectations. Their droopy, open eyes cloud over in a vacant stare. Their mouths stretch wide like [Edvard Munch’s The Scream](https://www.google.com/search?q=The+Scream+Munch&ref=bramadams.dev). The color drains from their faces. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Corpses, by law, are [quasi-property](https://www.google.com/search?q=quasi-property+law&ref=bramadams.dev). Elena’s family owned her dead body until burial or cremation. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > but only if it is night, for I am a creature of great moist depths, I do not know the dust of dry cisterns, and the surface of a rock is not my home. We are creatures that must plunge into the depth in order to breathe there, as the fish plunges in the water in order to breathe, except my depths are in the air of the night. [Night](https://www.google.com/search?q=night+symbolism&ref=bramadams.dev) is our latent state. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Five million years ago perhaps the last [caveman](https://www.google.com/search?q=caveman&ref=bramadams.dev) had looked out from this same point, where once there must have existed a mountain. And that later, eroded, had become an empty area where later once again [cities](https://www.google.com/search?q=ancient+cities&ref=bramadams.dev) had risen which themselves in turn eroded. Today the ground is widely populated by diverse races. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > I left it for him in his [mailbox](https://www.google.com/search?q=mailbox&ref=bramadams.dev) in the middle of the night. I felt sure that he was expecting this, and that his response would be as ardent as my declaration. And then—silence. After several days, I received a single-line e-mail from Luke: Don’t ask me for this. I can’t see you again. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Everything smells of [corpses](https://www.google.com/search?q=corpses&ref=bramadams.dev) here. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > I was surprised to learn attendance was, mysteriously, not mandatory. It’s an occasionally controversial part of the [Workshop](https://www.google.com/search?q=writing+workshop&ref=bramadams.dev). But the policy acknowledges a deeper truth: if you don’t want to be a [writer](https://www.google.com/search?q=writer&ref=bramadams.dev), no one can make you one. If you need an attendance policy to get you through, then, go—don’t just skip class, go and don’t come back. Writing is too hard for someone to force you into it. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Some of my friends from college, whom I would see periodically, proceeded with a self-assurance that I didn’t feel into careers that seemed beyond my reach. I told myself I didn’t have the connections they had, to get jobs at [The New Yorker](https://www.google.com/search?q=The+New+Yorker&ref=bramadams.dev), the [Paris Review](https://www.google.com/search?q=Paris+Review&ref=bramadams.dev), [Grand Street](https://www.google.com/search?q=Grand+Street+magazine&ref=bramadams.dev), the various publishing houses—and I didn’t realize that, if I knew them, it meant I had connections too. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I thought I saw tears in his eyes. It was dark. I can’t be sure. Mike was human after all—another soul coping with the strange, hidden world of [death](https://www.google.com/search?q=death&ref=bramadams.dev), trying to do his job and figure out what it all meant. As desperate as I had been for someone to talk to about these very things, in the moment all I could do was mumble, ā€œI guess so. It is what it is, right?ā€ ā€œSure it is. Good luck in L.A. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Q: Are you aware of, or have you participated in any religious/spiritual rituals surrounding death? Please describe these events. A: I play with the [wigy board](https://www.google.com/search?q=ouija+board&ref=bramadams.dev) once. Q: Are you able to be empathetic to people without becoming personally involved? Describe a situation where you were able to do this. A: I kill a bunch of people once. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > the family had placed a [HƤagen-Dazs](https://www.google.com/search?q=Haagen+Dazs&ref=bramadams.dev) coffee-and-almond ice-cream bar between her hands like a [Viking warrior](https://www.google.com/search?q=Viking+warrior&ref=bramadams.dev)’s weapon. Those are my favorite. So I yelled, involuntarily, ā€œThose are my favorite!ā€ I had successfully kept my mouth shut up till that moment (even after the insult to my skills as a corpse beautician), but ice cream proved a topic on which I could not remain silent \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Jeremy also had [tattoos](https://www.google.com/search?q=tattoos&ref=bramadams.dev) that were brand-new, from his time post-prison. They were colorful images of [birds](https://www.google.com/search?q=bird+tattoos&ref=bramadams.dev) and [waves](https://www.google.com/search?q=wave+tattoo&ref=bramadams.dev) and other metaphors for freedom. He left prison and sought liberation in a new, different life. The tattoos were stunning. The concept of the body as [canvas](https://www.google.com/search?q=body+as+canvas&ref=bramadams.dev) becomes more powerful if the canvas is dead. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Infinitely increasing the plea that is born of neediness. It is not for us that the [cow’s milk](https://www.google.com/search?q=cow+milk&ref=bramadams.dev) flows, but we drink it. The [flower](https://www.google.com/search?q=flower&ref=bramadams.dev) was not made for us to look at it or for us to smell its fragrance, and we look at it and smell it. The [Milky Way](https://www.google.com/search?q=Milky+Way&ref=bramadams.dev) does not exist for us to know of its existence, but we know of it. And we know God. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey ### The Neutral Roach URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-neutral-roach/ Last updated: 2025-10-28T05:20:03.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/IMG_7528.jpeg) trying 1) expo markers 2) writing on top of stickers directly\\ ## Books and Authors Mentioned - **The Passion According to G.H.** by Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22The+Passion+According+to+G.H.%22+%22Clarice+Lispector%2C+Benjamin+Moser%2C+and+Idra+Novey%22&ref=bramadams.dev) - **The Poisonwood Bible** by Barbara Kingsolver - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22The+Poisonwood+Bible%22+%22Barbara+Kingsolver%22&ref=bramadams.dev) > I had entered the Sabbath orgy. Now I know what happens in the dark of the mountains on the nights of orgies. I know! I know with horror: things enjoy themselves. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > I don’t want the other species! I just want people. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > I interrupted an organized thing, mother, and that is worse than killing, that made me enter through a breach that showed me, worse than death, that showed me the thick and neutral life turning yellow. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > The hell was good for me, I was enjoying that white blood that I had spilled. The roach is real, mother. It is no longer an idea of a roach. — Mother, all I did was want to kill, but just look at what I broke: I broke a casing! Killing is also forbidden because it breaks the hard casing, and leaves one with the sticky life. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > But there it is, the neutral roach, without a name for pain or for love. Its only differentiation in life is that it has to be either male or female. I had only thought of it as female, since things crushed at the waist are female. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > I’d taken the phone off the hook, but somebody could maybe ring the doorbell, and I’d be free! The blouse! that I’d bought, they’d said they’d deliver it, and then they’d ring the bell! No, they wouldn’t. I’d have to keep recognizing. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > I recalled myself roaming the streets knowing I’d have the abortion, doctor, I who about children only knew and only would know that I was going to have an abortion. But at least I was getting to know pregnancy. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > In truth I had fought all my life against the profound desire to let myself be touched — and I had fought because I couldn’t allow myself the death of what I called my goodness; the death of human goodness. But now I no longer wanted to fight it. There had to be a goodness so other that it wouldn’t resemble goodness. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > With disgust, with despair, with courage, I was giving in. It was too late, and now I wanted. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > If it weren’t imprisoned and were larger than I, with neutral busy pleasure it would kill me. Just as the violent neutral of its life was allowing me, because I was not imprisoned and was larger, to kill it. That was the kind of tranquil neutral ferocity of the desert where we were. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > I ran my hand over my forehead: with relief I was noticing that I had finally begun to sweat. Shortly before there was just that hot dryness scorching us both. Now I was beginning to moisten myself. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Once again the white part of the roach spurted out maybe less than a millimeter. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Then, once again, another thick millimeter of white matter spurted out. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Since whoever eats of the unclean knowing that it is unclean — will also know that the unclean is not unclean. Is that it? ā€œAnd everything that crawls and has wings shall be impure, and not be eaten.ā€ I opened my mouth astonished: it was to ask for a help. Why? why didn’t I want to become as unclean as the roach? \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Mama Mwanza almost got burnt plumb to death when idt happened but then she got better. Mama says that was the poor woman’s bad luck, because now she has got to go right on tending after her husband and her seven or eight children. They don’t care one bit about her not having any legs to speak of. To them she’s just their mama and where’s dinner? \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > He has a big old round belly with his belly button sticking out like a black marble. I can tell it’s him because of the shirt and underpants, not because of the belly button. They all have those. I thought they were all fat, but Father said no. They’re hungry as can be, and don’t get their vitamins. And still God makes them look fat. I reckon that’s what they get for being the Tribes of Ham. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > She has shoes too. They used to be white but now they’re dirt-color. Anything that ever was white is not white here. That is not a color you see. Even a white flower opening up on a bush just looks doomed for this world. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > IF SOMEBODY WAS HUNGRY, why would they have a big fat belly? I don’t know. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver ### From Toca to Trocars URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/from-toca-to-trocars/ Last updated: 2025-10-26T13:40:58.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/IMG_7529.jpeg) ## Books and Authors Mentioned - **Constantine's Sword** by James Carroll - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22Constantine%27s+Sword%22+%22James+Carroll%22&ref=bramadams.dev) - **How to Write an Autobiographical Novel** by Alexander Chee - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22How+to+Write+an+Autobiographical+Novel%22+%22Alexander+Chee%22&ref=bramadams.dev) - **Smoke Gets in Your Eyes** by Caitlin Doughty - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22Smoke+Gets+in+Your+Eyes%22+%22Caitlin+Doughty%22&ref=bramadams.dev) - **The Passion According to G.H.** by Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey - [Search Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22The+Passion+According+to+G.H.%22+%22Clarice+Lispector%2C+Benjamin+Moser%2C+and+Idra+Novey%22&ref=bramadams.dev) > Torture was commonly used in criminal procedures in that era, and it was a method of the Inquisition, applied as a way of forcing confessions. The torturers, like the executioners, were agents of the Crown, not the Church. This distinction, which some cite to absolve the Church even today, was the ultimate fulfillment of the ā€œtwo swordā€ theory promoted by Saint Bernard of Clairvaux three centuries before. When torture was deemed necessary, the accused of the Inquisition were suspended by their wrists with their bodies weighted (garrucha), had water forced down their throats (toca), were wrapped in ropes to be squeezed as they were tightened (potro). Careful records were kept of the proceedings. Here, again from Kamen, is the partial transcript of the interrogation of one woman accused, in 1568, of refusing to eat the flesh of pigs and of refusing to do housework on Saturdays: She was ordered to be placed on the potro. She said, ā€œSenores, why will you not tell me what I have to say? SeƱor, put me on the ground—have I not said that I did it all?ā€ She was told to tell it. She said, ā€œI don’t remember—take me away—I did what the witnesses say.ā€ She was told to tell in detail what the witnesses said. She said, ā€œSeƱor, as I have told you, I do not know for certain. I have said that I did all that the witnesses say. SeƱores, release me, for I do not remember it.ā€ . . . She was admonished to tell the truth and the garrotes were ordered to be tightened. She said, ā€œSeƱor, do you not see how these people are killing me? I did it—for God’s sake, let me go.ā€35 Kamen judiciously points out that the inquisitors’ procedures, while no worse than those prevailing in other European tribunals, were in some ways less severe. Inquisitorial prisons could be relatively humane. Torture rarely resulted in death, or even permanent crippling. Confessions obtained under torture had to be reconfirmed by the suspect later, under ā€œnormalā€ conditions. For the most part, the many people put to death were found guilty of a clearly defined capital crime, heresy. Thus Jews as such were not officially targeted by the Inquisition, only those who had been baptized or were found to have encouraged the baptized to lapse into Judaism. This offense was so broadly defined, however—any Jewish ā€œconsortingā€ with a converso could be prosecuted—and so aggressively pursued that eventually the Inquisition did mount a frontal assault on Judaism itself. The Inquisition survived as an operating institution for three hundred years, and its methods varied widely during that long stretch of time. In its early years, when the as yet unnamed panic of the coming social and religious catastrophe we remember as the Reformation was the underlying driving force, thousands of unrepentant or relapsed heretics were burned at the stake. ā€œNothing, certainly,ā€ Kamen says, ā€œcan efface the horror of the first twenty holocaust years. He comments elsewhere, ā€œThe savagery of the onslaught against the conversos was without equal in the history of any tribunal in the western world. Statistics kept by contemporary observers suggest that in the first eight years alone, two thousand were burned at the stake. Thousands of others would follow in the next two decades. The vast majority of those put to death by the Spanish Inquisition during its entire three hundred years perished in that first savage paroxysm, which is why the name Torquemada lives in infamy. Always in this story there is the cross. To a Jew, the cross’s proximity, if not centrality, to each new round of violence is only a reminder of its negative meaning. To a Christian, it still must come as a shock and a source of sorrow, as if the cross had not already been fraught enough by what the Romans did with it. The cross, as we saw, featured as a sacramental object at the beginning of the inquisitorial procedures, the friar holding up the crucifix for the swearing of the informant’s oath. At the other end of the process, in the climactic auto-da-fĆ©, the cross featured as well. Repentant heretics were reconciled to the Church by being signed with the cross on the forehead, as the friar intoned, ā€œReceive the sign of the cross, which you denied and lost through being deceived.ā€ The way this story keeps coming back, at its most violent moments, to the sacred symbol of the cross reminds us that religious politics are always reflected in the religious imagination. When the Renaissance in visual art came to Spain in the next century, its glories would be transformed by an almost sadistic concentration on physical torment, derived from the friar-driven cult of such torment as a source of salvation. There would never be any mistaking the aesthetic of Italy for that of Spain. The cross accomplished the sanctification of the Iberian spirit of repression. \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > Nicolaus was a man of genius, not only an inventive philosopher and theologian but a mathematician whose speculations anticipated Copernicus (1473–1543). The free play of this man’s spacious mind led him to apply the insights of one discipline to another. He titled one essay, for example, ā€œThe Theological Complement Represented in the Mathematical Complements.ā€ By means of such ā€œcomplements,ā€ he developed from mathematics a feel for what the Catholic theologian David Tracy calls ā€œthe logic of the infinite.ā€ Tracy describes Nicolaus of Cusa as ā€œthe most balanced of the great Renaissance thinkers.ā€ Instead of thinking of God in constrained images equivalent to mathematical symbols of the sphere or circle or triangle, Nicolaus proposed thinking of God in an image more like the line, which is by definition unbounded, impossible to hem in or to possess. The discursive reasoning of the scholastics, who slavishly imitated the method of Thomas Aquinas without preserving his spirit, seemed the opposite of such logic of the infinite to Nicolaus, and he criticized the prevailing theology of his day, in effect, for doing too much with too little. Nowhere was that theology better expressed than in the anathemas issued by the Council of Florence, just referred to. Theologians spoke of God as if they understood God fully, and they sought to enforce a uniformity of thought that left no room for mystery, ambiguity, or paradox. Nicolaus of Cusa saw, on the contrary, that God is God precisely in escaping and transcending total comprehension by human beings. Just as a line is defined by its movement in two opposite directions at once, so God is ā€œthe coincidence of opposites,ā€ the one in whom maximum and minimum fall together. In God, this coincidence occurs in such a way that the contraries maintain their differences, which, mathematically speaking, is why God is more like a line than a point. Nicolaus of Cusa’s masterwork was called On Learned Ignorance, and his approach to God is characterized as apophatic, which means to posit by negating (an apophasis: ā€œI will not bring up my opponent’s questionable financial dealingsā€). Nicolaus argued not that God is unknowable, but that God’s unknowability is the most profound and illuminating thing humans can know about God. This idea is the theological equivalent of the Copernican insight into the cosmos—that the earth revolves around the sun, not vice versa—that would come a generation later. Both ideas mean, as Tracy put it, that the old cosmology is finished, the closed system is collapsed, replaced by an open, infinite system. \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > The Church, too, had a problem, which grew more grievous as the decades passed. Having coerced Jews to convert in large numbers, Christians began to suspect that the conversions must have been insincere, since they were coerced. The irony was doubled and redoubled. Judaizing, the mingling of Christian and Jewish elements of faith, cult, and calendar, was defined as a heresy. The Church now began to move against it in earnest. But that meant investigating the conversos as a class, which implied that anyone with ā€œJewish blood,ā€ whatever his or her religious identity had become, was suspect. ā€œIn fact,ā€ the historian Angus MacKay writes, ā€œthe hatred of the conversos and their success grew into racial hatred. As early as 1449, the idea was being propagated that the pure blood of the Castilian Old Christians was being defiled by that of the Jewish race.ā€ Ordinarily, such an idea would have been roundly rejected by all levels of official Catholicism. The Church had consistently emphasized the religious distinction between Judaism and Christianity, ignoring any racial distinction between Jews and Christians. But this was not an ordinary stretch of history. The division between those prepared to follow the logic of radical conversionism to its once unthinkable conclusion and those who maintained an attitude of restraint, even protection, toward Jews cut across the whole Church, including the papacy itself. Beginning about the time of the 1391 pogroms and the consequent forced conversions of large numbers of Jews, a succession of popes taking opposite sides of the question came to power, almost, as it were, alternating between sympathizers with Jews and sympathizers with the anti-Jewish friars. In effect, for the next century and a half, the Church, and the papacy, would be arguing with itself over what to do with the Jews. \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > THAT SO MANY ā€œdid flockā€ to baptismal fonts is a marker for Jews as much as for Christians. Martyrdom or apostasy? The answer had been given its ultimate expression in the story of the seven brothers and their mother in 2 Maccabees, written a hundred years before Christ. ā€œThere were also seven brothers who were arrested with their mother. The king tried to force them to taste pig’s flesh, which the Law forbids, by torturing them with whips and scourges. One of them, acting as spokesman for the others, said, ā€˜What are you trying to find out from us? We are prepared to die rather than break the laws of our ancestors.’ The king, in a fury, ordered pans and cauldrons to be heated over a fire.ā€ With the siblings and mother watching, the first brother’s torture culminated in his being fried alive. After him, the other brothers, one at a time, were brought forward. ā€œNever!ā€ each one replied to the demand to eat, and each was then subjected to being scalped, his tongue removed, his limbs amputated, his being burned—all while the mother watched. To each one she said, ā€œThe Lord God is watching.ā€ When her last son refused to eat pig’s flesh, the king implored the mother ā€œto advise the youth to save his life.ā€ She leaned close to her son and whispered, ā€œI implore you, my child, observe heaven and earth, consider all that is in them, and acknowledge that God made them out of what did not exist, and that mankind comes into being in the same way. Do not fear this executioner, but prove yourself worthy of your brothers, and make death welcome, so that in the day of mercy I may receive you back in your brothers’ company.ā€ The boy did so, with a defiant ā€œWhat are you waiting for? I will not comply with the king’s ordinance. I obey the ordinance of the Law given to our ancestors through Moses.ā€ The mother watched as this, her youngest son, treated ā€œmore cruelly than the others . . . met his end undefiled and with perfect trust in the Lord.ā€ This seventh chapter of 2 Maccabees is perhaps the most violent passage in the Hebrew Scriptures, yet it ends with the most poignantly understated line in all the Scriptures, too: ā€œThe mother was the last to die, after her sons.ā€1 With such a story anchoring the collective memory of Jews, it was no departure from tradition, however much it shocked Christians, when, as a Jewish chronicler of the First Crusade reported, ā€œThe women girded their loins . . . and slew their own sons and daughters, and then themselves.ā€ Martyrdom, even self-immolation, was an affirmation of faith—Kiddush Hashem—a way as Marc Cohen puts it, ā€œof reenacting on a human plane the sacrificial cult of the ancient Jerusalem Temple.ā€ \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > ā€œIn the cities, men fell sick by thousands, and lacking care and aid, almost all died.ā€ This is Boccaccio writing of the Black Plague. ā€œIn the morning, their bodies were found at the doors of the houses where they had expired during the night.ā€ Boccaccio was in Florence, and he says that ā€œin the course of four or five months, more than one hundred thousand persons perished, a number greater than that estimated to be its population before this dreadful malady.ā€20 Between 1348 and 1351, something like twenty to twenty-five million people died as the disease spread through Europe from the southeast.21 The infection was caused by a bacillus that lived in the blood of rats, and that seems to have arrived in Europe on a merchant ship at Messina, in Sicily. By the time the plague had moved across the continent and into England, one in three of those living in Europe was dead. The bodies of victims were often left where they were, and many corpses were buried in large communal graves.22 This catastrophe, understandably, set off a vast panic, and given what had gone before, it is not surprising that the mass of Christians were ready to blame the Jews. Everyone was asking what had caused this disaster. Pope Clement VI (1342–1352), was stunned when, in 1348, eleven thousand people died in his own court city of Avignon, including seven cardinals.23 He was a Frenchman who had earned a doctorate at the University of Paris, and he summoned his learned advisors. When told that the cause of the plague was some conjunction of planets and stars, he scoffed. Clement ordered the papal physicians to dissect the corpses of plague victims, ā€œin order that the origins of this disease might be knownā€24—an act that can be seen as the beginning of modern medicine. But survivors in the cities thought they knew the cause: a well-poisoning conspiracy of Jews. There was a heartbreaking poignancy in the widespread belief that the conspiracy had begun in Toledo, the one-time home of convivencia and center of the culture-creating tradition of Iberian translation. It was as if the intellectual transformation of Europe that had been spawned a century before in Toledo, largely, although not exclusively, by Jews, had been inverted by an act of black magic. The fruitful seeding of Christendom’s intellect was now perverted into the deadly pollution of its drinking water. A masterly rumor identified a native of Toledo, one Jacob Pascal, whose name suggested Passover, as the initiator of the plot. A cabal (a word we have from ā€œKabbalahā€) of Iberian Jews was the supplier of poison to Jewish agents elsewhere in Europe—a first international conspiracy. Jews in Geneva, under torture, confessed that the rumor was true, which was all it took. As had been the case during the Crusades, the first major conflagration of anti-Jewish violence took place in the Rhineland, where Jews were slaughtered in large numbers. One chronicler reported that twelve thousand were put to death in Mainz—an echo of 1096. There was an echo, too, in the resistance the Jews of Mainz put up, and in their self-immolation when all was lost. ā€œBy the time the plague had passed,ā€ Barbara Tuchman observed, ā€œfew Jews were left in Germany or the Low Countries. Officials of plague-stricken towns and cities wrote to officials elsewhere, warning of Jewish well poisoners. A contemporary chronicler wrote, ā€œIn the matter of this plague the Jews throughout the world were reviled and accused in all lands of having caused it through the poison which they are said to have put into the water and the wells—that is what they were accused of—and for this reason the Jews were burnt all the way from the Mediterranean into Germany, but not in Avignon, for the pope protected them there. Clement VI was the fourth pope to live at Avignon. He had presided over a lavish court, noted for its splendors. But, as indicated by his rejection of astrological superstition, the catastrophe of the plague brought out something great in him. His story is yet another of those all too rare chapels of heart in this grim history. He ordered the papal curia to maintain its routine as a way of defusing panic in the city, and he gave away a fortune to help those who had been struck down. Most important, and most dangerous to himself, he quelled the anti-Jewish riots in Avignon. He denounced violence against Jews, displaying courage, but also logic. In a papal bull, he pointed out the obvious fact that the supposed instigators of the plague were dying like everyone else. ā€œThat the Jews have provided the occasion or the cause for such a crime,ā€ he declared, ā€œhas no plausibility.ā€ Clement ordered bishops everywhere to instruct the people not to attack Jews, but unfortunately the provinces under the pope’s direct control seem to have been the only places where Jews were not assaulted in large numbers.31 As always, a Jew could escape the torment by accepting baptism, but again, it seems that relatively few did so. As in 1096, the chroniclers report that some Jewish communities—for example, those in Worms and Oppenheim—preempted their tormentors by committing mass suicide. ā€œIn some cities the Jews themselves,ā€ a chronicler noted, ā€œset fire to their houses and cremated themselves. The plague was an accelerating moment in the downward spiral of Jewish-Christian conflict, one to match the First Crusade, which had set the gyre winding. After 1348, anti-Jewish stereotyping became more vicious, with the Christian mind fixed on the Jew not merely as an enemy, as before, but also as a mortal threat. After the plague, Christians were more obsessed with death than ever, and a heightened fixation on the agonized death of Jesus, as always, brought with it a renewed scapegoating of the ā€œdeicideā€ Jews. Popes, bishops, and some princes, following Clement VI’s lead, would continue to defend Jews from violence and forced conversion, but they would also intensify their sponsorship of the program of proselytizing, which itself became more coercive after the plague. The inability of ecclesiastical and political leaders even now to grasp, as Rosemary Radford Ruether put it, ā€œthat the mob merely acted out, in practice, a hatred which the Church taught in theory and enforced in social degradation whenever possibleā€34 was never more tragic or dangerous. \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > Undertaking emerged as a profession, though the job entailed little more than selling funeral props and decorations. The local undertaker might build you a coffin, rent you a hearse or funeral carriage, or sell you mourning clothes or jewelry. They often took other jobs to supplement their income, leading to some amusing nineteenth-century ads: ā€œJohn Jensen: Undertaker, Tooth Puller, Lamp Lighter, Frame Builder, Blacksmith, Cabinetmaker.ā€ Then came the American Civil War, the deadliest war in United States history. The Battle of Antietam on September 17, 1862, holds the dubious honor of having been the Civil War’s (and American history’s) single bloodiest day, during which 23,000 men died on the battlefield, their maggot-ridden corpses bloated amidst the equally bloated bodies of horses and mules. When the 137th Pennsylvania Regiment arrived four days later, its leader requested that his men be allowed to consume liquor as they buried the bodies, there being only one state in which it was possible to do the job: drunk. During the four years of battles between the North and South, many of the soldiers’ families had no way to retrieve their dead sons and husbands from the battlefields. The corpses could be transported on trains, but after a few days in the Southern summer heat, the dead entered the deepest throes of decomposition. The smell emanating from a body left in the sun would have been far worse than a mere olfactory inconvenience. According to the account of a doctor for the Union army, ā€œduring the battle of Vicksburg the two sides called for a brief armistice because of the stench of corpses disintegrating in the hot sun.ā€ Transporting bodies hundreds of miles in this odious condition was a nightmare for train conductors, even the most patriotic among them. Railroads began refusing to transport bodies not sealed in expensive iron coffins—not a viable option for most families. The situation brought out the entrepreneurial impulses of men, who, if a family could pay, would perform a new preservative procedure called embalming—right there on the battlefield. They followed the skirmishes and battles looking for work, America’s first ambulance chasers. Competition was fierce, with stories of embalmers burning down one another’s tents and placing advertisements in local papers reading, ā€œBodies Embalmed by Us NEVER TURN BLACK.ā€ To market the effectiveness of their services, the embalmers would display real preserved bodies they had plucked from the unknown dead, propping the corpses up on their feet outside the tents to better demonstrate their talents. The embalming tents on the battlefield often contained only a simple plank of wood atop two barrels. The embalmers injected chemicals into the arterial systems of the newly dead, their own special blends of ā€œarsenicals, zinc chloride, bichloride of mercury, salts of alumina, sugar of lead, and a host of salts, alkalies, and acids.ā€ Dr. Thomas Holmes, still regarded by many in the funeral industry as the patron saint of embalming, maintained that during the Civil War he personally embalmed more than 4,000 dead soldiers in this fashion, at the cost of $100 a body. The discount option, for those not inclined toward the highbrow methods of chemicals and injections, might be to eviscerate the internal organs and fill the body cavity with sawdust. Defiling the body in this way was considered a sin in both the Protestant and Catholic traditions, but the desire to see the face of a loved one again sometimes trumped religious ideology. The full evisceration of the body cavity is not so different from what is done today, minus the sawdust. Perhaps the dirtiest secret about the process of modern embalming is the occult use of a skinny, lightsaber-sized piece of metal known as the trocar. Bruce raised his trocar like the sword Excalibur and pushed its pointed tip into Cliff’s stomach, stabbing him just below his belly button. He jabbed the trocar in, breaking the skin, and went to work puncturing Cliff’s intestines, bladder, lungs, and stomach. The trocar’s job in the embalming process is to suck out any fluids, gases, and waste in the body cavity. The brown liquid slid up the trocar’s tube with an uncomfortable gurgling and sucking noise before splashing down the drain of the sink and into the sewers. Then the trocar reversed directions, no longer sucking but dumping more salmon-pink cocktail, of an even stronger chemical concentration this time, into the chest cavity and abdomen. If there had been any doubt Cliff was dead, the trocar dispelled it. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Death in America began as an entirely homegrown operation. A person would die in their own bed, surrounded by their family and friends. The corpse would be washed and shrouded by the man or woman’s closest living relations and laid out for several days in the home for a wake—a ritual named for the Old English word for ā€œkeeping watch,ā€ not, as it is often believed, the fear that the corpse might suddenly wake up. To prevent decomposition while the body remained at home, innovations like vinegar-soaked cloths and tubs of ice beneath the corpse were developed in the nineteenth century. During the wake there was food to be consumed, alcohol to be imbibed, and a sense of releasing the dead person from their place in the community. As Gary Laderman, scholar of American death traditions, put it, ā€œAlthough the body had lost the spark that animated it, deeply rooted social conventions demanded that it be given proper respect and care from the living.ā€ During the wake, a wooden coffin was constructed either by the family or perhaps a local cabinetmaker. The hexagonal coffin was tapered at the bottom, indicating this was indeed a container for a dead human, unlike today’s rebrand of both the shape (a plain rectangle) and the name (casket). After several days had passed, the corpse was placed in the coffin and carried on the shoulders of family members to a nearby grave. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > At the table where I lingered because I had the time, I looked around while my fingers rolled the bread into balls. The world was a place. Which suited me for living: in the world I could press one soft ball of bread into another, all I had to do was rub them together and, without too much exertion, just knead them enough to make one surface bind with another, and so with pleasure I was shaping a curious pyramid that satisfied me: a right triangle made of round shapes, a shape that is made of its opposite shapes. If that had any meaning for me, the bread and my fingers probably knew. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > We can be confident that cannibalism is for the deranged and heartless because we are caught in what anthropologist Clifford Geertz called ā€œwebs of significance.ā€ From the time we are born, we are indoctrinated by our specific culture as to the ways death is ā€œdoneā€ and what constitutes ā€œproperā€ and ā€œrespectable.ā€ Our biases in this matter are inescapable. As much as we fancy ourselves open-minded, we are still imprisoned by our cultural beliefs. It is like trying to walk through a forest after the spiders have been up all night spinning webs between the trees. You may be able to see your destination in the distance, but if you attempt to walk toward that destination, the spiderwebs will catch you, sticking to your face and lodging themselves awkwardly in your mouth. These are the webs of significance that make it so hard for Westerners to understand the cannibalism of the Wari’. The Wari’ were mortuary cannibals, meaning their form of cannibalism was a ritual performed at the time of death. From the moment a member of the Wari’ took their last breath, their corpse was never left alone. The family rocked and cradled the body to the sound of a steady, high-pitched chant. This chanting and wailing announced the death to the rest of the community, and soon everyone joined in the hypnotic sound. Relatives from other villages rushed to get to the corpse’s side to participate in the ritual for the dead. To prepare for the consumption of the flesh, relatives walked through the village and pulled a wooden beam from every house, leaving the roofs sagging. Anthropologist Beth Conklin described this sagging as a visual reminder that death had violated the community. The wood gathered from the homes was bundled together, decorated with feathers, and used as kindling for a roasting rack. At last the family relinquished the corpse and the body was cut into pieces. The internal organs were wrapped in leaves and the flesh from the limbs placed directly on the rack to cook. The women of the village prepared corn bread, considered an ideal pairing for human meat. The act of cooking human flesh as if it were ā€œno more than a piece of meatā€ did not trouble the Wari’. Animals and their flesh meant (and still mean) something very different to members of the Wari’ tribe than they do to us. To the Wari’, animals have dynamic spirits. Animals do not belong to, nor are they any lower than, human beings. Depending on the day, humans and animals alternate between hunter and hunted. Jaguars, monkeys, and tapirs might see themselves as humans and see humans as animals. Wari’ have respect for all the meat they consume, human or animal. The people who actually consumed the roasted flesh were not the dead person’s closest blood relatives, such as wives or children. That honor—and it was indeed an honor—went to chosen people who were like blood to the deceased: in-laws, extended relatives, and community members, known as affines. None of the affines were vengeful, flesh-hungry savages, desperate for the taste of grilled human, and neither were they after the protein the human flesh provided—both common motives ascribed to cannibals. In fact, the corpse, which had been laid out over several days in the warm, humid climate of the Amazon rain forest, was often well into various stages of decomposition. Eating the flesh would have been a smelly, foul experience. The affines often had to excuse themselves to vomit before returning to eat again. Yet they forced themselves to continue, so strong was their conviction that they were performing a compassionate act for both the family and the person who had died. The affines weren’t eating the dead to preserve life force or power; they ate to destroy. The Wari’ were horrified by the thought of a dead body being buried and left fully intact in the ground. Only cannibalism could provide the true fragmentation and destruction they desired. After the flesh was consumed, the bones were cremated. This total disappearance of the body was a great comfort to the family and community. The dead had to be removed to make the community whole again. The body destroyed, the dead person’s possessions, including the crops they had planted and the home they had built, were burned as well. With everything gone, the family of the dead person was at the mercy of their relatives and community to take care of them and help them rebuild. And the community did take care of them, reinforcing and strengthening their communal bonds. In the 1960s the Brazilian government forced the Wari’ to give up their rituals and begin burying their dead. Placing their dead in the ground to rot was the absolute opposite of what they had practiced and believed. As long as the physical body remained intact, it was a torturous reminder of what had been lost. If we had been born into the Wari’ tribe, the cannibalism we dismiss as barbarism would have been our own cherished custom, one we engaged in with sincerity and conviction. The burial practice in North America—embalming (long-term preservation of the corpse), followed by burial in a heavy sealed casket in the ground—is offensive and foreign to the Wari’. The ā€œtruth and dignityā€ of the Western style of burial is only the truth and dignity as determined by our immediate surroundings. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > There is no mechanical loading device to deposit babies neatly into the chamber’s fiery arms, as there is for adults. You, the crematory operator, had to perfect the toss: the baby leaving your hand and coming to rest right below the main flame as it shot down from the ceiling of the retort. You had to make sure the baby landed in the sweet spot. With practice, you came to be very good at it. Baby cremations were done at the end of the workday. The bricks lining the chamber grew so hot by the end of the day that the tiny babies practically cremated themselves. It was not uncommon for Mike to ask me to forgo cremating another adult and ā€œknock out a couple of babiesā€ before the end of the day. Adults could take hours to cremate, including the cremation itself and the cool-down process. Babies cremated in twenty minutes, tops. I found myself setting goals: All right, Caitlin, it’s what? Three fifteen p.m.? I bet you can do five babies before five o’clock. C’mon, girl, five before five. You get after that goal! Appalling? Absolutely. But if I let myself be sucked into the sorrow surrounding each fetus—each wanted but wasted tiny life—I’d go crazy. I’d end up like the security guard from the hospital: humorless and afraid. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Per Mike’s instructions, my first stop was the nurses’ station. At this point, addressing the topic of death was still a struggle for me. My natural inclination when meeting new people is a warm smile and a little small talk, but when the goal is to collect baby corpses, any smile seems gauche and out of place. ā€œHow are you today? I’m here for the baby corpses. By the way, girl, your earrings are fabulous.ā€ On the other hand, if you keep your head bowed and your hands crossed and glumly state your reason for being there, you become the creepy girl from the funeral home. A delicate balance is required: happy but not too happy. After the nurses conferred and decided I had the proper authority to abscond with the babies, I was escorted by security to the hospital morgue. The security guard was a stern woman who knew my dastardly purpose and would have none of it. After several botched attempts and small slams into the wall, I successfully wheeled my gurney into the elevator and we began our awkward descent to the morgue. The guard’s first question was reasonable: ā€œWhy do you have that gurney?ā€ ā€œWell,ā€ I replied, ā€œyou know, um, for the babies—to get them out?ā€ Her reply was quick: ā€œThe other guy brings a little cardboard box. Where’s the other guy?ā€ A cardboard box. Bloody genius. A discreet, portable, and sensible multi-baby conveyance. Why had Mike not mentioned this? I had failed already. The security guard unlocked the morgue to let me in and stood there with her arms crossed, her distaste palpable. The rows of identical stainless-steel coolers gave me no inkling of where the babies might be hiding. As much as it pained me, I was forced to inquire where they were. ā€œYou don’t know?ā€ came her response. She slowly raised a single finger, pointing to a cooler. She proceeded to watch as I removed the babies one by one and strapped them to the gurney in the most nonsensical way possible. I silently prayed my fairy deathmother would magically turn my gurney into a cardboard box or a milk crate or something so I wouldn’t have to roll these formaldehyde fetuses down the hall on a gurney made for a full-sized adult. I thought I was going to be able to slink away with my babies, head hung low but dignity intact. And then, she dealt the final blow: ā€œMa’am, you’re gonna need to sign for those.ā€ Had I remembered to bring a pen? No, no I had not. Noticing several pens hanging from the guard’s shirt pocket, I asked, ā€œWell, could I borrow your pen?ā€ Then came the look—perhaps the most derisive, scornful look that has ever been directed at me. As if I had personally taken the lives of each one of these infants with zero regret. ā€œMaybe when you take those gloves off,ā€ she said, looking at my hand, still covered with baby-transferring rubber gloves. To be fair, I’m not sure I would want to hand over my pen (precious commodity in a bureaucracy like an American hospital) to a girl who had just been handling baby corpses. But the way she said it gave me palpable knowledge of this woman’s fear of death. It didn’t matter how many times I smiled at her, expressed my new-on-the-job status with bumbling Hugh Grant–esque apologies. This woman had decided that I was dirty and deviant. Handmaiden to the underworld. Her regular duties as a security guard didn’t faze her, but these trips to the morgue were too much. I removed the gloves, signed the release papers, and pushed the babies out to my van, a sad excuse for a final stroller ride. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > A career in academia had occurred to me, but I had neither the intellect nor the stamina for it. It was a cold, harsh world outside the confines of the ivory tower, and all I had to show for my years of college was a fifty-page bachelor’s thesis titled: ā€œIn Our Image: The Suppression of Demonic Births in Late Medieval Witchcraft Theory.ā€ My thesis—which at the time I considered to be my life’s great masterwork—centered on the late medieval witch trials. When I speak of witches, I don’t mean greeting-card Halloween witches with warts and black pointy hats. I mean women (and men) who were accused of sorcery in the late Middle Ages and then burnt at the stake. And those witches. The numbers are fuzzy, but lowball historical estimates have well over 50,000 people executed in western Europe for crimes of maleficium, the practice of harmful magic. And those 50,000 were just the people who were actually executed for witchcraft: burned, hanged, drowned, tortured, and so on. Countless more were accused of witchcraft and put on trial for their supposed crimes. These people—the majority of whom were women—were not accused of simple, entry-level sorcery like lucky rabbits’ feet or love potions. They were accused of nothing less than making a pact with Satan to spread death and destruction. Since Europe was largely illiterate, the only way an aspiring witch could seal a deal with the devil was through a sexual act—an erotic signature, of sorts. Beyond wantonly giving themselves to Satan at a black Mass, accused witches were thought to raise storms, kill crops, make men impotent, and take the lives of infants. Any uncontrollable event in medieval- and Reformation-era Europe might very well have been a witch’s doing. It is easy for someone in the twenty-first century to be dismissive and declare, ā€œDang, those medieval folk are so crazy with their flying demonic minions and sex pacts.ā€ Yet witchcraft was as real to medieval men or women as the Earth being round or smoking causing cancer is real to us. It didn’t matter whether they lived in a city or a small village, whether they were a lowly peasant farmer or the pope himself. They knew that there were witches and the witches were killing babies and crops and having lewd sex with the devil. One of the best-known books of the 1500s was a witch-hunting manual by an inquisitor named Heinrich Kramer. The Malleus Maleficarum, or Hammer of the Witches, was the go-to guide for finding and getting rid of witches in your town. It is in this book that we learn, supposedly from a firsthand account of a witch in Switzerland, what witches did with the newborn infants: This is the manner of it. We set our snares chiefly for unbaptized infants . . . and with our spells we kill them in their cradles or even when they are sleeping by their parents’ side, in such a way that afterwards \[they\] are thought to have been overlain or to have died some other natural death. Then we secretly take them from their graves, and cook them in a cauldron, until the whole flesh comes away from the bones to make a soup which may easily be drunk. Of the more solid matter we make an unguent which is of virtue to help us in our arts and pleasures and in transportation. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > I looked at the room with distrust. So there was a roach. Or roaches. Where? behind the suitcases perhaps. One? two? how many? Behind the motionless silence of the suitcases, perhaps a whole darkness of roaches. Each immobilized atop another? Layers of roaches — which all of a sudden reminded me what I’d discovered as a child when I lifted the mattress I slept on: the blackness of hundreds and hundreds of bedbugs, crowded together one atop the other. The memory of my childhood poverty, with bedbugs, leaky roofs, cockroaches and rats, was like that of my prehistoric past, I had already lived with the first creatures of the Earth. One cockroach? many? how many?! I asked myself in a rage. I let my gaze wander over the naked room. No sound, no sign: but how many? No sound and yet I distinctly felt an emphatic resonance, which was that of silence chafing against silence. Hostility overwhelmed me. It’s more than just not liking roaches: I don’t want them. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > Then, before understanding, my heart went gray as hair goes gray. Meeting the face I had put inside the opening, right near my eyes, in the half-darkness, the fat cockroach had moved. My cry was so muffled that only the contrasting silence let me know I hadn’t screamed. The scream had stayed beating in my chest. Nothing, it was nothing — I immediately tried to calm down from my fright. I’d never expected in a house meticulously disinfected against my disgust for cockroaches that this room had escaped. No, it was nothing. It was a cockroach that was slowly moving toward the gap. From its bulk and slowness, it had to be a very old cockroach. With my archaic horror of cockroaches I’d learned to guess, even from a distance, their ages and dangers; even without ever having really looked a cockroach in the face I knew the ways they existed. It was just that discovering sudden life in the nakedness of the room had startled me as if I’d discovered that the dead room was in fact mighty. Everything there had dried up — but a cockroach remained. A cockroach so old that it was immemorial. What I had always found repulsive in roaches is that they were obsolete yet still here. Knowing that they were already on the Earth, and the same as they are today, even before the first dinosaurs appeared, knowing the first man already found them proliferated and crawling alive, knowing that they had witnessed the formation of the great deposits of oil and coal in the world, and there they were during the great advance and then during the great retreat of the glaciers — the peaceful resistance. I knew that roaches could endure for more than a month without food or water. And that they could even make a usable nutritive substance from wood. And that, even after being crushed, they slowly decompressed and kept on walking. Even when frozen, they kept on marching once thawed. . . . For three hundred and fifty million years they had been replicating themselves without being transformed. When the world was nearly naked, they were already sluggishly covering it. Like there, in the naked and parched room, the virulent drop: in the clean test-tube a drop of matter. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > And it was on one of the walls that flinching with surprise I saw the unexpected mural. On the whitewashed wall, beside the door — and that’s why I hadn’t seen it — were nearly life-sized charcoal outlines of a naked man, a naked woman, and a dog that was more naked than a dog. Upon the bodies nothing was drawn of what nakedness reveals, the nakedness simply came from the absence of everything that covers it: they were the outlines of an empty nakedness. The lines were coarse, made with a broken-tipped piece of charcoal. Some strokes were doubled as if one line were the trembling of the other. A dry trembling of dry charcoal. The rigidity of the lines pegged the blown-up and doltish figures on the wall, like three automatons. Even the dog had the mild madness of something that doesn’t move by its own strength. The coarseness of the excessively firm line made the dog something solid and petrified, more pegged to itself than to the wall. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > My friends in San Francisco at this time, we all call each other ā€œgirl,ā€ except for the ones who think they are too butch for such nellying, though we call them ā€œgirlā€ maybe most of all. My women friends call each other ā€œgirlā€ too, and they say it sometimes like they are a little surprised at how much they like it. This, for me, began in meetings for ACT UP and Queer Nation, a little word that moved in on us all back then. When we say it, the word is like a stone we pass one to the other: the stone thrown at all of us. And the more we catch it and pass it, it seems the less it can hurt us, the more we know who our new family is now. Who knows us, and who doesn’t. It is something like a bullet turned into something like a badge of pride. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I AM HALF WHITE, half Korean, or, to be more specific, Scotch-Irish, Irish, Welsh, Korean, Chinese, Mongolian. It has been a regular topic all my life, this question of what I am. People will even tell me, like my first San Francisco hairdresser. ā€œGirl, you are mixed, aren’t you? But you can pass,ā€ he said, as if this was a good thing. He said this as he scrutinized me in the mirror, looking at me as if I had come in wearing a disguise. ā€œPass as what?ā€ I asked. ā€œWhite. You look white.ā€ When people use the word ā€œpassingā€ in talking about race, they only ever mean one thing, but I still make them say it. He told me he was Filipino. ā€œYou could be one of us,ā€ he said. ā€œBut you’re not.ā€ Yes. I could be, but I am not. I am used to this feeling. As a child in Korea, living in my grandfather’s house, I was not to play in the street by myself: Amerasian children had no rights there generally, as they usually didn’t know who their father was, and they could be bought and sold as domestic help or as prostitutes, or both. No one would check to see if I was any different from the others. ā€œOne day everyone will look like you,ā€ people say to me all the time. I am a citizen of a nation that has only ever existed in the future, a nation where nationalism dies of confusion. I cringe whenever someone tells me I am a ā€œfine mix,ā€ that it ā€œworked well.ā€ What if it hadn’t? After I read Eduardo Galeano’s stories in Memory of Fire, I mostly remember the mulatto ex-slaves in Haiti, obliterated when the French recaptured the island, the mestiza Argentinean courtesans—hated both by the white women for daring to put on wigs as fine as theirs, and by the Chilote slaves, who think the courtesans put on airs when they do so. Galeano’s trilogy is supposed to be a lyric history of the Americas, but it read more like a history of racial mixing. I found in it a pattern for the history of half-breeds hidden in every culture: historically, we are allowed neither the privileges of the ruling class nor the community of those who are ruled. To each side that disowns us, we represent everything the other does not have. We survive only if we are valued, and we are valued only for strength, or beauty, sometimes for intelligence or cunning. As I read those stories of who survives and who does not, I know that I have survived in all of these ways and that these are the only ways I have survived so far. This beauty I find when I put on drag, then: it is made up of these talismans of power, a balancing act of the self-hatreds of at least two cultures, an act I’ve engaged in my whole life, here on the fulcrum I make of my face. That night, I find I want this beauty to last because it seems more powerful than any beauty I’ve had before. Being pretty like this is stronger than any drug I’ve ever tried. But in my blond hair, I ask myself: Are you really passing? Or is it just the dark, the night, people seeing what they want to see? And what exactly are you passing as? And is that what we are really doing here? Each time I pass that night, it is a victory over these doubts, a hit off the pipe. This hair is all mermaid’s gold, and like anyone in a fairy tale I want it to be real when I wake up. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > John knocks on the door. ā€œGirl!ā€ he says through the door. ā€œAren’t you ready yet?ā€ He is already finished, dressed in a sweater and black miniskirt, his black banged wig tied up with a pink bow. He has highlighted his cheekbones with rouge, which I forgo. He is wearing high heels; I have on combat boots. I decided to wear sensible shoes, but John wears fuck-me pumps, the heels three inches high. This is my first time. It is Halloween tonight in the Castro and we are both trying to pass, to be ā€œreal,ā€ only we are imitating very different women. What kind of girl am I? With the wig in place, I understand that it is possible I am not just in drag as a girl, but as a white girl. Or as someone trying to pass as a white girl. ā€œCome in!ā€ I yell back. John appears over my shoulder in the mirror, a cheerleader gone wrong, the girl who sits on the back of the rebel’s motorcycle. His brows rise all the way up. ā€œJesus Mother of God,ā€ he says. ā€œGirl, you’re beautiful. I don’t believe it.ā€ ā€œBelieve it,ā€ I say, looking into his eyes. I tilt my head back and carefully toss my hair over my right shoulder in the way I have seen my younger sister do. I realize I know one more thing about her than I did before—what it feels like to do this and why you would. It’s like your own little thunderclap. ā€œScared of you,ā€ John says. ā€œYou’re flawless.ā€ ā€œSo are you,ā€ I say. ā€œWhere’s Fred?ā€ Fred is my newest boyfriend, and I have been unsure if I should do this with him, but here we are. ā€œAre you okay?ā€ Fred asks, as if something has gone wrong in the bathroom. ā€œOh, my God, you are beautiful.ā€ He steps into the doorway, dazed. He still looks like himself, a skinny white boy with big ears and long eyelashes, his dark hair all of an inch long. He hasn’t gotten dressed yet. He is really spellbound, though, in a way he hasn’t been before this. I have never had this effect on a man, never transfixed him so thoroughly, and I wonder what I might be able to make him do now that I could not before. ā€œHoney,ā€ he says, his voice full of wonder. He walks closer, slowly, his head hung, looking up at me. I feel my smile rise from somewhere old in me, maybe older than me; I know this scene, I have seen this scene a thousand times and never thought I would be in it. This is the scene where the beautiful girl receives her man’s adoration, and I am that girl. In this moment, the confusion of my whole life has receded. No one will ask me if I am white or Asian. No one will ask me if I am a man or a woman. No one will ask me why I love men. For a moment, I want Fred to stay a man all night. There is nothing brave in this: any man and woman can walk together, in love and unharassed in this country, in this world—and for a moment, I just want to be his overly made-up girlfriend all night. I want him to be my quiet, strong man. I want to hold his hand all night and have it be only that; not political, not dangerous, just that. I want the ancient reassurances legislated for by centuries by mobs. He puts his arms around me and I tip my head back. ā€œWow,ā€ he says. ā€œEven up close.ā€ ā€œEver kissed a girl?ā€ I ask. ā€œNo,ā€ he says, and laughs. ā€œNow’s your chance,ā€ I say, and he leans in, kissing me slowly through his smile. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > If I’ve done my job, she said in the last class, you won’t be happy with anything you write for the next ten years. It’s not because you won’t be writing well, but because I’ve raised your standards for yourself. Don’t compare yourselves to each other. Compare yourselves to Colette, or Henry James, or Edith Wharton. Compare yourselves to the classics. Shoot there. She paused. This was another of her fugue states. And then she smiled. We all knew she was right. Go up to the place in the bookstore where your books will go, she said. Walk right up and find your place on the shelf. Put your finger there, and then go every time. In class, the idea seemed ridiculous. But at some point after the class ended, I did it. I walked up to the shelf. Chabon, Cheever. I put my finger between them and made a space. Soon, I did it every time I went to a bookstore. Years later, I tell my own students to do it. As Thoreau, someone Annie admired very much, once wrote, ā€œIn the long run, we only ever hit what we aim at.ā€ She was pointing us there. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > For all that I wanted to be extraordinary, I was no different from those I read for. I was sending my first novel out to publishers, and wanted to know if it would be sold. I was dating a man I felt seriously about for the first time in five years, and became obsessed with knowing how the relationship would turn out. Was I really going to sell the novel? Was the man really over his ex-boyfriend? Where was he the other night when he didn’t want to come over? I might take the cards out to be reassured, but midnight, when you suspect your boyfriend of cheating, or of still being in love with his ex, is, shall we say, a bad time to draw the cards. I acted badly, I suspect, because of the cards, becoming more jealous or apprehensive than I might have if I’d only seen things as they were, if I’d only stayed within the bounds of what we experience of the world. I’d have false ideas by the time I spoke with the man again, ideas that had nothing to do with what was happening. My interest, I can see now, was in whether I could know the answers without asking questions regarding my own insecurities. Instead of conducting some basic relationship emotional hygiene—Is this working for you? Is this working for me?—I went to the cards and returned with a mind full of fictions. If I had good news from the cards, it made me lazy; bad news, and I couldn’t sleep. And this, of course, is why you should never read for yourself. You can’t give yourself the impersonal reading you need. It’s much like writing an essay or including autobiographical content in fiction—to succeed, it requires an ability to be coldly impersonal about yourself and your state, so as not to cloud what is there with what you want to see. I think few of us know enough about our lives to know our place in them—we can’t see ourselves as we might a character in a novel, with the same level of detachment and appraisal. We can’t, in other words, see ourselves as I wanted to that day when I entered the store and bought my cards. We think this means this, and that means that, and in the meantime the true meaning is somewhere else, and the omen lies on the ground, face-down, as good as mute. And the reader is sitting there looking at the cards in front of him, trying to read for himself as his life moves on in ways he can’t see. If I could, I’d go back in time and tell myself: This is how it turns out. 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Any morning, every morning. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Men sit on buckets and stare at whatsoever passes by. The usual by passer is a woman sauntering slowly down the road with bundles upon bundles balanced on her head. These women are pillars of wonder, defying gravity while wearing the ho-hum aspect of perfect tedium. They can sit, stand, talk, shake a stick at a drunk man, reach around their backs to fetch forth a baby to nurse, all without dropping their piled-high bundles upon bundles. They are like ballet dancers entirely unaware they are on stage. I cannot take my eyes from them. Whenever a woman leaves her wide-open-to-the-world yard to work her field or saunter off on an errand, first she must make herself decent. To do this, even though she is already wearing a wraparound skirt, she will go and get another large square of cloth from the house, which she wraps around her first skirt—covering her legs right down to the instep of her foot—into a long, narrow sarong tied below her bare breasts. The cloths are brightly printed and worn together in jangling mixtures that ring in my ears: pink gingham with orange plaid, for example. Loose-joint breaking-point colors, and whether you find them beautiful or find them appalling, they do make the women seem more festive, and less exhausted. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Silence has many advantages. When you do not speak, other people presume you to be deaf or feeble-minded and promptly make a show of their own limitations. Only occasionally do I find I have to break my peace: shout or be lost in the shuffle. But mostly am lost in the shuffle. I write and draw in my notebook and read anything I please. It is true I do not speak as well as I can think. But that is true of most people, as nearly as I can tell. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > For news or mail or evidence of what Rachel calls The Pale Which We Are Way Beyond, we wait for the rough-and-ready airplane pilot, Mr. Eeben Axelroot. He is reliable in the following way: if they say he is coming on Monday, it will be Thursday, Friday, or not at all. Like the village road and the river, nothing here really continues to its end. The Congo is only a long path that takes you from one hidden place to another. Palm trees stand alongside of it looking down at you in shock, like too-tall, frightened women with upright hair. Nevertheless, I am determined I will walk that path, even though I do not walk fast or well. My right side drags. I was born with half my brain dried up like a prune, deprived of blood by an unfortunate fetal mishap. My twin sister, Leah, and I are identical in theory, just as in theory we are all made in God’s image. Leah and Adah began our life as images mirror perfect. We have the same eyes dark and chestnut hair. But I am a lame gallimaufry and she remains perfect. Oh, I can easily imagine the fetal mishap: we were inside the womb together dum-de-dum when Leah suddenly turned and declared, Adah you are just too slow. I am taking all the nourishment here and going on ahead. She grew strong as I grew weak. (Yes! Jesus loves me!) And so it came to pass, in the Eden of our mother’s womb, I was cannibalized by my sister. Officially my condition is called hemiplegia. Hemi is half, hemisphere, hemmed-in, hemlock, hem and haw. Plegia is the cessation of motion. After our complicated birth, physicians in Atlanta pronounced many diagnoses on my asymmetrical brain, including Wernicke’s and Broca’s aphasia, and sent my parents home over the icy roads on Christmas Eve with one-half a set of perfect twins and the prediction that I might possibly someday learn to read but would never speak a word. My parents seem to have taken this well in stride. I am sure the Reverend explained to his exhausted wife that it was the will of God, who could plainly see—with these two additional girls so close after the first one—our house had enough females in it now to fill it up with blabber. They did not even have Ruth May yet, but did have a female dog that howled, Our Father still likes to say, Like One Too Many Sopranos in Church. The Dog that Broke The Camel’s Back, he also calls it. Our Father probably interpreted Broca’s aphasia as God’s Christmas bonus to one of His worthier employees. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > It’s hard to get lost. It’s so hard that I’ll probably quickly figure out some way to find myself, even if finding myself is once again my vital lie. Until now finding myself was already having an idea of a person and fitting myself into it: I’d incarnate myself into this organized person, and didn’t even feel the great effort of construction that is living. The idea I had of what a person is came from my third leg, the one that pinned me to the ground. But, and now? will I be freer? \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > This book is like any other book. But I would be happy if it were only read by people whose souls are already formed. Those who know that the approach, of whatever it may be, happens gradually and painstakingly — even passing through the opposite of what it approaches. They who, only they, will slowly come to understand that this book takes nothing from no one. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > He beat down a square of tall grass and wild pink flowers, all without once ever looking at me. Then he bent over and began to rip out long handfuls of grass with quick, energetic jerks as though tearing out the hair of the world. He wore his cuffed, baggy work khakis and a short-sleeved white shirt, and labored at the center of a rising red cloud of dust like a crew-cut genie who’d just appeared there. A fur of red dust gathered on the curly hairs of his forearms, and rivulets of perspiration ran down his temples. The tendon of his jaw was working, so I knew he was preparing a revelation. The education of his family’s souls is never far from my father’s thoughts. He often says he views himself as the captain of a sinking mess of female minds. I know he must find me tiresome, yet still I like spending time with my father very much more than I like doing anything else. ā€œLeah,ā€ he inquired at last, ā€œwhy do you think the Lord gave us seeds to grow, instead of having our dinner just spring up out there on the ground like a bunch of field rocks?ā€ Now that was an arresting picture. While I was considering it, he took up the hoe blade that had crossed the Atlantic in our mother’s purse and shoved it onto a long pole he’d whittled to fit its socket. Why did the Lord give us seeds? Well, they were sure easier to stuff in our pockets than whole vegetables would have been, but I doubted if God took any real interest in travel difficulties. I was exactly fourteen and a half that month, and still getting used to the embarrassment of having the monthly visits. I believe in God with all my might, but have been thinking lately that most of the details seem pretty much beneath His dignity. I confessed I didn’t know the answer. He tested the heft and strength of his hoe handle and studied me. He is very imposing, my father, with broad shoulders and unusually large hands. He’s the handsome, sandy-haired type that people presume to be Scottish and energetic, though possibly fiery-tempered. ā€œBecause, Leah, the Lord helps those that help themselves.ā€ ā€œOh!ā€ I cried, my heart rushing to my throat, for of course I had known that. If only I could ever bring forth all that I knew quickly enough to suit Father. ā€œGod created a world of work and rewards,ā€ he elaborated, ā€œon a big balanced scale.ā€ He brought his handkerchief out of his pocket to ream the sweat, carefully, out of one eye socket and then the other. He has a scar on his temple and poor vision on the left side, from a war injury he doesn’t ever talk about, not being one to boast. He refolded the handkerchief and returned it to his pocket. Then he handed me the hoe and held his hands out from his sides, palms up, to illustrate the heavenly balancing act. ā€œSmall works of goodness over here,ā€ he let his left hand drop slightly, ā€œsmall rewards over here.ā€ His right hand dropped just a mite with the weight of an almost insignificant reward. ā€œGreat sacrifice, great rewards!ā€ he said then, letting both hands fall heavily from the shoulders, and with all my soul I coveted the delicious weight of goodness he cradled in those palms. Then he rubbed his hands together, finished with the lesson and with me. ā€œGod merely expects us to do our own share of the perspiring for life’s bounty, Leah.ā€ He took back the hoe and proceeded to hack out a small, square dominion over the jungle, attacking his task with such muscular vigor we would surely, and soon, have tomatoes and beans coming out our ears. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > You can’t understand. How could you?—with solid pavement under your feet, surrounded by kind neighbors ready to cheer you or to fall on you, stepping delicately between the butcher and the policeman, in the holy terror of scandal and gallows and lunatic asylums—how can you imagine what particular region of the first ages a man’s untrammeled feet may take him into by the way of solitude—utter solitude without a policeman—by the way of silence—utter silence, where no warning voice of a kind neighbor can be heard whispering of public opinion? These little things make all the great difference. When they are gone you must fall back upon your own innate strength, upon your own capacity for faithfulness. Of course you may be too much of a fool to go wrong—too dull even to know you are being assaulted by the powers of darkness. I take it, no fool ever made a bargain for his soul with the devil: the fool is too much of a fool, or the devil too much of a devil—I don’t know which. Or you may be such a thunderingly exalted creature as to be altogether deaf and blind to anything but heavenly sights and sounds. Then the earth for you is only a standing place—and whether to be like this is your loss or your gain I won’t pretend to say. But most of us are neither one nor the other. The earth for us is a place to live in, where we must put up with sights, with sounds, with smells, too, by Jove!—breathe dead hippo, so to speak, and not be contaminated. And there, don’t you see? Your strength comes in, the faith in your ability for the digging of unostentatious holes to bury the stuff in—your power of devotion, not to yourself, but to an obscure, back-breaking business. And that’s difficult enough. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) > I missed my late helmsman awfully—I missed him even while his body was still lying in the pilot house. Perhaps you will think it passing strange this regret for a savage who was no more account than a grain of sand in a black Sahara. Well, don’t you see, he had done something, he had steered; for months I had him at my back—a help—an instrument. It was a kind of partnership. He steered for me—I had to look after him, I worried about his deficiencies, and thus a subtle bond had been created, of which I only became aware when it was suddenly broken. And the intimate profundity of that look he gave me when he received his hurt remains to this day in my memory—like a claim of distant kinship affirmed in a supreme moment. ā€œPoor fool! If he had only left that shutter alone. He had no restraint, no restraint—just like Kurtz—a tree swayed by the wind. As soon as I had put on a dry pair of slippers, I dragged him out, after first jerking the spear out of his side, which operation I confess I performed with my eyes shut tight. His heels leaped together over the little doorstep; his shoulders were pressed to my breast; I hugged him from behind desperately. Oh! he was heavy, heavy; heavier than any man on earth, I should imagine. Then without more ado I tipped him overboard. The current snatched him as though he had been a wisp of grass, and I saw the body roll over twice before I lost sight of it forever. All the pilgrims and the manager were then congregated on the awning deck about the pilot house, chattering at each other like a flock of excited magpies, and there was a scandalized murmur at my heartless promptitude. What they wanted to keep that body hanging about for I can’t guess. Embalm it, maybe. But I had also heard another, and a very ominous, murmur on the deck below. My friends the woodcutters were likewise scandalized, and with a better show of reason—though I admit that the reason itself was quite inadmissible. Oh, quite! I had made up my mind that if my late helmsman was to be eaten, the fishes alone should have him. He had been a very second-rate helmsman while alive, but now he was dead he might have become a first-class temptation, and possibly cause some startling trouble. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) > Jews were taught Arabic by Muslim scholars, and they mastered the Koran as well as Hebrew Scriptures. Mathematics, astronomy, and medicine were complemented by the study of philosophy, based on the entire corpus of Aristotle and much of Plato. Extant scholarly works by Jews, dating to the convivencia period, establish that many Jews mastered these subjects. The most familiar such figure is the Córdoba native Moses ben Maimón, whose writing proves the point: Perhaps the most revered of all Jewish sages, Maimonides wrote in Arabic, not Hebrew. The scholar Norman Roth is one of my important sources for information on the life of Jews in Iberia. He writes, ā€œThe names cited by Maimonides in his work read like a Who’s Who of classical and Muslim philosophy and science: Plato and Aristotle, of course; but also Alexander of Aphrodisias, Themistius, John Philoponus, Euclid, Ptolemy, Pythagoras, and almost all of the Muslim philosophers.ā€ Maimonides would not have been Maimonides had he not lived in Iberia, no matter what his genius. ā€œWere he to have been born in another land, France or Germany, for instance,ā€ Roth asserts, ā€œhe would at most have become another one of those almost anonymous rabbis who wrote endless commentaries on commentaries on the Talmud.ā€ Because his creativity and intelligence were nurtured by the richest diversity of influences in the world—among the richest in history—Maimonides became ā€œthe greatest genius ever produced by the Jewish people.ā€ \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > As if shaken by a continent-wide seismic shift, convivencia broke apart into violent imbalance around the time that the crusading fervor first swept through northern Europe. A far stricter sect of militant Muslims, who rejected Iberian intermingling and aesthetics—and the soft life of beauty reflected in the elegant Moorish style—crossed over from North Africa in about 1145, a turn in the story remembered as the Almohad Invasion. For two decades, this puritanical contingent of Muslims fought the ruling Iberian caliphates, as well as Christians and Jews, before finally establishing control, in the south and center.8 But by then, astir with a crusading fervor of their own, the Christian kingdoms in the peninsula’s far north had begun the campaign of reconquista, with the ambition of restoring all of Iberia to Christian control. The Spanish epic poem El Cid dates to this period (c. 1140). Taken as a celebration of Christian resistance to Muslims, it nevertheless carries the curves of convivencia, since the Christian hero ends as a man in the middle, associated as much with Muslims as with his own kind. By the middle of the twelfth century, in the thick of the crusading era, the time of tolerance was passing. When the Christian Alfonso VII conquered Córdoba in 1146, he ordered a cross put atop the Great Mosque, in which, before the Almohads, Catholic Masses had been freely celebrated. King Alfonso declared that henceforth the mosque would be a church. The Muslims would recapture Córdoba in short order, and would remove the cross. They struck out at Christians and Jews alike, with unprecedented ruthlessness. Perhaps the most striking signal of the demise of convivencia was the decision, in 1159, by the brilliant twenty-four-year-old Maimónides to abandon Córdoba, because Jews there were being forcibly converted or murdered by the now fanatical Almohads. Maimonides fled with his family to Egypt, where he would become famous as a physician. He never returned to Iberia. In tribute to his stature, he became known as a second ā€œMoses the Egyptian,ā€ although he always identified himself as an Iberian. \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > Toledo was called the Jerusalem of Spain, and some accounts trace its founding to Jews well before the birth of Christ. One conjecture has it that the name itself evolved from Hebrew. Among the Christians who so positively interacted with Toledo’s Jews a tradition developed that they were consulted by the Jews of Jerusalem as to whether Jesus should be put to death, and Toledo’s Jews said no. An indication of the vitality of Jewish participation in the life of medieval Toledo can be seen in a beautiful cluster of buildings in the western part of the city. They originated as the villa, constructed in the Moorish style in the early fourteenth century, of one of the prominent Jews of the era, Samuel Halevy (1320–1360?), who served the king of Castile as chief minister and treasurer. Halevy’s house, with its multilevel tiled roofs, its colonnades, arched porticoes, and soaring central tower, is a monument to the family’s power and taste, but also to a world that would cease to exist. In Halevy’s own lifetime, with deadly consequences for him, a paroxysm of anti-Jewish violence would sweep Europe, set off by the Black Plague (1348) and a paranoid targeting, in particular, of Toledo’s Jews. The continent-wide plague would be said to have originated in Toledo. \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > Pope Paul V, who formally embraced the limpieza standard in 1611, was also the pope who presided over the start of the Inquisition’s move against Galileo Galilei. Those proceedings were concluded by Pope Urban VIII (1623–1644), who sympathized with the scientist but condemned him anyway.66 In 1992, Pope John Paul II apologized for that condemnation—the earth does indeed revolve around the sun—but that Vatican acknowledgment of error had something of the self-exoneration of ā€œWe Rememberā€ about it. The pope cited ā€œa tragic mutual incomprehensionā€ between the Inquisition and the scientistā€”ā€œas if,ā€ in Hans Küng’s words, ā€œthere were errors on both sides.ā€ I was interviewing Küng in 1996 at his home in Tübingen, Germany. ā€œWhat?ā€ He banged his fist on the table. ā€œGalileo was right. The others were wrong.ā€ \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > They were the first family I ever knew to employ a houseboy. His name was Uriel, and he tended the garden in the courtyard, washed the three cars every other day, and picked the mangoes up off the ground, in addition to whatever he did out of my sight. Uriel worked shirtless in the heat, spraying the cars down, himself glazed by the water and the sweat, and in a way, of all the boys I was in love with that summer, he was chief among them. I had watched him for weeks from my window, too shy to approach him, too unsure of my Spanish, but now that I was fluent—such that I was—I went down at last and reintroduced myself. He had met me on my arrival but we hadn’t really spoken since, just the occasional smile and nod. He was shy too, and when he smiled it was as if we were in a movie and the soundtrack changed. He was deeply tanned from working in the sun all day. I knew his name was an angel’s name—an archangel, really. Which only made him glow more in my eyes. I was young enough, naĆÆve enough, to imagine we could be friends, and I did eventually write a short story about a boy like me on a trip like this, the two of us in love. But this was a fantasy. I was learning there was a gulf between us that could not be as carelessly crossed by my learning Spanish. For all I was trying to vanish into the surroundings, I was still the American visitor, and he knew it well, whatever he also felt. He kept our interactions polite and ordinary. If he was aware of my crush on him, he did not let on. I did not yet understand how the class difference between us was, at the time, a greater barrier than the language. He had to be polite to me, no matter what he felt. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > ā€œYou’re going native,ā€ he said to me one day as we changed after swimming. The smell of chlorine and rust hung in the cold green lockers of the country club, and I closed mine carefully, which dimmed the odor only slightly. I was pleased by him saying this and wanted more information, but also the pleasure of watching him change clothes distracted me. By now I was aware that I was attracted to him, and I had learned to modulate my attention to him so that it seemed like I was no more interested in his beauty than anything else around us. But that day, his penis swung up and down as he spoke, as if his vocal cords were strung to it, and was a rosy pink in the center of that blinding white border of skin between his beautifully brown top and bottom halves. He looked like a very sexy Neapolitan ice cream treat. He was waiting for me to turn and face him, holding out his navy swimsuit, waiting to step inside of it. ā€œHow exactly do you mean ā€˜native’?ā€ I asked him. Nick struggled with this for a moment. I think he had hoped I’d know what he meant. ā€œUh, well, you know. You could, like, pretend to be Mexican. Your Spanish is really good. You sound Mexican.ā€ ā€œYeah?ā€ I sat down on the bench by the locker. Nick stood as if waiting to be released from this conversation in order to put on his suit. In retrospect, he may have been flirting with me also. ā€œYeah,ā€ he said. ā€œI’m sure you could convince anyone here. You could totally play Mexican.ā€ His penis swung again, and now that I was seated, it was at my eye level. I looked up at his face so he wouldn’t notice me noticing it, but I could see it in and out of the edge of my vision, tantalizing. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Each week we turned in our assignments on Tuesday, and by Thursday’s class we had them back again, the spaces between the triple-spaced lines and also the margins filled with her penciled notes. Sometimes you write amazing sentences, she wrote to me, and sometimes it’s amazing you can write a sentence. She had drawn arrows pointing toward the amazing sentence and the disappointing one. Getting pages back from her was like getting to the dance floor and seeing your favorite black shirt under the nightclub’s black light, all the hair and dust that was always there but invisible to you, now visible. In her class, I learned that while I had spoken English all my life, I actually knew very little about it. English was born from Low German, a language that was good for categorization, and had filled itself in with Greek, Latin, and Anglo-Saxon words, and was now in the process of eating things from Asian languages. Latinates were polysyllabic, and Anglo-Saxon words were short, with perhaps two syllables at best. A good writer made use of both to vary sentence rhythms. Very quickly, she identified what she called ā€œbizarre grammatical structuresā€ inside my writing. From the things Annie circled in my drafts, it was clear one answer to my problem was, in a sense, where I was from, Maine. From my mom’s family, I’d gotten the gift for the telling detail—Your Uncle Charles is so cheap he wouldn’t buy himself two hamburgers if he was hungry—but also a voice cluttered by the passive voice, which is in common use in that part of the world—I was writing to ask if you were interested—a way of speaking that blunted all aggression, all direct inquiry, and certainly all description. The degraded syntax of the Scottish settlers forced to migrate to Maine by their British ruler, using indirect speech as they went and then after they stayed. Add to that the museum of clichĆ©s residing in my unconscious. I felt like a child from a lost colony of Scotland who’d taught himself English by watching Gene Kelly films. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I shall create whatever happened to me. Only because life cannot be retold. Life is not livable. I shall have to create atop life. And without lying. Create yes, lie no. Creating isn’t imagination, it’s taking the great risk of grasping reality. Understanding is a creation, my only way. \--The Passion According to G.H. - Clarice Lispector, Benjamin Moser, and Idra Novey > My sisters and I stood in awe of Mama Tataba, but were not quite used to her yet. She had a blind eye. It looked like an egg whose yolk had been broken and stirred just once. As she stood there by our garden, I stared at her bad eye, while her good eye stared at my father. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > What the pledges did wrong at the party wasn’t being too slutty or not being slutty enough. It was not recording it. ā€œEvery sexual contact should be on camera-- your camera.ā€ Her reasons were perfectly logical even if totally bananas: there was a good chance someone was secretly recording it anyway; guys then couldn’t exaggerate or lie to make themselves look good; besides, during sex women always come off looking better than men. But most of all, he'll up his game if he knows you're recording it, but in the back of his mind he will wonder if you're only doing it for the camera, not him. ā€œIt puts him in his place.ā€ As long as it appears you are performing, you can do whatever you want. It’s a proactive strategy, I guess, and in the movie it certainly made the female characters seem pretty alpha in their pursuit of what they want. But this plan caused there to be something wrong with overall story, and it might not have jumped out at me if I hadn’t been coincidentally writing a script of my own that had the same problem. I’ll explain. Saydee is teaching these alpha women what to do to get what they want. Ok. It’s a movie, so I can ask a very fundamental question: what do the women want? Watch the movie. The answer is nothing. Not just the women; none of the male characters want anything either. This is partially obscured by the presence of temporary wants (e.g. sex) but then comes the bigger problem: no one can act on a desire. The movie supposedly has a central conflict over the Ī›AX house, and it finally ends up being taken by the TriDelts, but no one acts towards that goal. In theory they all say they want sex, in the abstract, but in every single specific sexual encounter that occurs desire itself is not what causes them to act. Games, lucky accidents (she and his roommate end up in the shower together), or the opportunity arose so they had to take it. You can blame bad writing, but the scenes are inadvertently motivated by compulsion or inevitability, not desire. \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach > ā€œIn order to have the most fun you can have in college, you’re going to have to cultivate a bit of a… reputation, for being fun.ā€ \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach > Back during the Cold War a girl didn't just hand a potential boyfriend a naked photo of herself unless it was a headshot and he said he knew a producer; now sexting pics of yourself and your friends is an obligatory pre-first date courtship ritual, but before you shake your head in some sort of moral lamentation, note that the new open and permissive sexuality even more strictly forbids her from giving out 4x9 glossies because-- and this is the point-- the glossies are hers. It's okay in digital, it's slutty as a 4x9\. Or 9x4, depending on staging. \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach > The River Kwilu is not like the River Jordan, chilly and wide. It is a lazy, rolling river as warm as bathwater, where crocodiles are said to roll around like logs. No milk and honey on the other side, either, but just more stinking jungle laying low in the haze, as far, far away as the memory of picnics in Georgia. I closed my eyes and dreamed of real soda pop in convenient throwaway cans. We all ate fried chicken that Mother had cooked, southern style, starting from scratch with killing them and lopping off their heads. These were the self-same chickens Ruth May had chased around the house that very morning before church. My sisters moped somewhat, but I nibbled my drumstick happily! Considering my whole situation, I was not about to be bothered by the spectrum of death at our picnic. I was just grateful for a crispy taste of something that connected this creepy, buzzing heat with real summertime. The chickens had been another surprise for us, like Mama Tataba. There was just the biggest flock of black-and-white-checkered hens here waiting for us when we arrived. They were busting out of the henhouse, roosting in the trees and wherever they could find a spot, for after Brother Fowles left, they’d all gone to hiding their eggs and raising up babies during the backslide between missions. People in the village had thought of helping us out by eating a few before we got here, but Mama Tataba, I guess, kept them warded off with a stick. It was Mother who decided to contribute most of the flock for feeding the village, like a peace offering. On the morning of the picnic she had to start in at the very crack of dawn, to get all those hens killed and fried up. At the picnic she walked through the crowd passing out thighs and drumsticks to the little children, who acted just as pleased as punch, licking their fingers and singing out hymns. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Of course, everyone kept staring at me, as they always do here. I am the most extreme blonde imaginable. I have sapphire-blue eyes, white eyelashes, and platinum blonde hair that falls to my waist. It is so fine I have to use Breck Special Formulated and don’t care to think what I’ll do when my one bottle that Father allowed runs out: beat my hair on a rock like Mama Tataba does with our clothes, charming. On their own initiative the Congolese seem unable to produce much in the way of hair—half of them are bald as a bug, even the girls. It is a disturbing sight to see a good-sized little girl in a ruffly dress, and not a hair on her head. Consequently they are all so envious of mine they frequently walk up boldly and give it a yank. It’s surprising that my parents allow the situation to present itself. In some ways they are so strict you might as well have a Communist for your parents, but when it comes to something you really wish they’d notice, oh, well! Then parental laxity is the rule of the day. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > Their wives came to our door daily with whole, dripping legs of something not ten minutes dead. Before the great adventure is all over, Father expects his children to eat rhinoceros, I suppose. Antelope is more or less our daily bread. They started bringing us that the very first week. Even, once, a monkey. Mama Tataba would haggle with the women at the door, and finally turn to us with her scrawny arms raised up like a boxing champ, holding up our dinner. Jeez oh man, tell me when it’s over! Then she’d stomp out to the kitchen hut and build such a huge fire in the iron stove you’d think she was Cape Carniveral launching a rocket ship. She is handy at cooking anything living or dead, but heaven be praised, Mother rejected the monkey, with its little dead grin. She told Mama Tataba we could get by on things that looked less like kinfolk. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > I didn’t much care for looking at those men in the pageant. We aren’t all that accustomed to the African race to begin with, since back home they keep to their own parts of town. But here, of course, with everyplace being their part of town. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver > That night, as I lay awake trying to sleep, I heard the knock of ripe mangoes falling from the trees that circled the house and ran up and down the street. The noise ranged, depending on the ripeness, from the plop of a tennis ball to a pulpy sort of splash to the occasional smash when one of them would crash through a car windshield. We need to cut that tree down, my host mother said the next morning. She would say it whenever this happened, but they never did. It was as if they accepted the broken windshields as the price of the mangoes, which we ate as fast as we could. They had their gardener collect the fruit instead, and replaced the windshields as if they were changing a tablecloth. And that would be among the first of my object lessons in the ways of the very rich. Years later, and only when I learned of the deep poverty in Chiapas—the reason they had those walls topped with barbed wire—did I think to question whether it was really just mangoes breaking their windshields—if mango season lasted as long as a summer. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > I wrote to my friend Rachel Pollack instead. Rachel is one of the world’s foremost experts on the Tarot, the author of seventeen books on the subject, including authoritative texts for the Salvador DalĆ­ and Haindl Tarot decks, and she is the creator of a deck of her own, The Shining Tribe. She’s also a superb fiction writer. Her novel Unquenchable Fire is one I admire a great deal, a satire of magic and suburban America, like Jonathan Franzen’s Freedom but with spells for green lawns. I met her as a colleague when I taught at Goddard College’s low-residency MFA program for a year, where we spent weeklong residencies each semester with our students, doing the in-person part of the semester’s work during the day and hunkering down in the Vermont woods together for cafeteria lunches. At those lunches, Rachel spoke elegantly to me about the Tarot as a tool for creative writing—using the Celtic Cross, for example, as a way to think about fictional characters. The questions of the reading—what is leaving the querent’s life, what is about to enter, what is the root of the situation, what is the crown, how do people perceive them, what do they hope and fear?—these are all good things to ask yourself about any character you are writing about. But when she drew cards to help shape a graduation speech she gave, I understood just how differently, how powerfully, she used the Tarot. The speech used the cards as leaping-off points for different thoughts, which she then wove into a sense of the present moment, not the future. She gave the graduating class a collective Tarot reading, essentially. And they gave her a standing ovation. What I understood, listening to her, is that the mirror I wanted, back when I wished to see around corners into the future, was never possible. The only mirror to be found in the cards was something that could show me the possibilities of the present, not the certainties of the future. The level of mastery Rachel had of Tarot was of another order entirely. She was an artist and I was a drunk. She could stand and speak through the cards’ symbols in ways that reached past them, bringing out soulful depths and insights into the self and the world, while I had been addicted to the idea I might glimpse the lower truth, a literal one, about what happens next. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > Two of Miguel’s friends in particular held most of my attention. They seemed to be deeply in love with each other, in a kind of easy masculine protectorate that we all respected without quite acknowledging it. They weren’t what I thought of as macho per se, but they seemed manlier than I could ever be, and they kept very close to each other, always. Before the girls’ arrival, they would sit together, arms around each other, handsome and easy, and from where I sat I could feel everywhere their skin touched, as if the heat of it could be felt with my eyes. Sometimes, at the end of the night, one would lay his head on the other’s shoulder, and I would ache for the rest of the night from that sight. But on seeing the girls’ cars, they lifted off each other, as if what was there was not there. Everyone was friendly with me, but to my knowledge, no one was flirting with me. I was too young. I was not stylish. I did not have a gold chain. I did not have anything special about me, to my mind, except my eyes, which I was proud of, and which people often said were beautiful. And which I was using, sure that my dream of power was something they could make come true. I was probably a starer, to be honest. I was from Maine, with my ordinary side-parted brown hair cut in an ordinary way, jeans of an ordinary cut, ordinary polo shirts. Most of my notebooks have a doodle in them of a staring eye. Sometimes as I drew it, I was staring at myself. Sometimes I had the sense, as I finished the drawing, that I was staring back at me. I still draw these. The eye a perfect talisman for a boy who believed his watching both hid him and gave him power. \--How to Write an Autobiographical Novel - Alexander Chee > ā€˜What was he doing? Exploring or what?’ I asked. ā€˜Oh, yes, of course’; he had discovered lots of villages, a lake, too—he did not know exactly in what direction; it was dangerous to inquire too much—but mostly his expeditions had been for ivory. ā€˜But he had no goods to trade with by that time,’ I objected. ā€˜There’s a good lot of cartridges left even yet,’ he answered, looking away. ā€˜To speak plainly, he raided the country,’ I said. He nodded. ā€˜Not alone, surely!’ He muttered something about the villages round that lake. ā€˜Kurtz got the tribe to follow him, did he?’ I suggested. He fidgeted a little. ā€˜They adored him,’ he said. The tone of these words was so extraordinary that I looked at him searchingly. It was curious to see his mingled eagerness and reluctance to speak of Kurtz. The man filled his life, occupied his thoughts, swayed his emotions. ā€˜What can you expect?’ he burst out; ā€˜he came to them with thunder and lightning, you know—and they had never seen anything like it—and very terrible. He could be very terrible. You can’t judge Mr. Kurtz as you would an ordinary man. No, no, no! Now—just to give you an idea—I don’t mind telling you, he wanted to shoot me, too, one day—but I don’t judge him.’ ā€Shoot you!’ I cried. ā€˜What for?’ ā€˜Well, I had a small lot of ivory the chief of that village near my house gave me. You see I used to shoot game for them. Well, he wanted it, and wouldn’t hear reason. He declared he would shoot me unless I gave him the ivory and then cleared out of the country, because he could do so, and had a fancy for it, and there was nothing on earth to prevent him killing whom he jolly well pleased. And it was true, too. I gave him the ivory. What did I care! But I didn’t clear out. No, no. I couldn’t leave him. I had to be careful, of course, till we got friendly again for a time. He had his second illness then. Afterwards I had to keep out of the way; but I didn’t mind. He was living for the most part in those villages on the lake. When he came down to the river, sometimes he would take to me, and sometimes it was better for me to be careful. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) > ā€œDark human shapes could be made out in the distance, flitting indistinctly against the gloomy border of the forest, and near the river two bronze figures, leaning on tall spears, stood in the sunlight under fantastic headdresses of spotted skins, warlike and still in statuesque repose. And from right to left along the lighted shore moved a wild and gorgeous apparition of a woman. ā€œShe walked with measured steps, draped in striped and fringed cloths, treading the earth proudly, with a slight jingle and flash of barbarous ornaments. She carried her head high; her hair was done in the shape of a helmet; she had brass leggings to the knee, brass wire gauntlets to the elbow, a crimson spot on her tawny cheek, innumerable necklaces of glass beads on her neck; bizarre things, charms, gifts of witch men, that hung about her, glittered and trembled at every step. She must have had the value of several elephant tusks upon her. She was savage and superb, wild-eyed and magnificent; there was something ominous and stately in her deliberate progress. And in the hush that had fallen suddenly upon the whole sorrowful land, the immense wilderness, the colossal body of the fecund and mysterious life seemed to look at her, pensive, as though it had been looking at the image of its own tenebrous and passionate soul. ā€œShe came abreast of the steamer, stood still, and faced us. Her long shadow fell to the water’s edge. Her face had a tragic and fierce aspect of wild sorrow and of dumb pain mingled with the fear of some struggling, half-shaped resolve. She stood looking at us without a stir, and like the wilderness itself, with an air of brooding over an inscrutable purpose. A whole minute passed, and then she made a step forward. There was a low jingle, a glint of yellow metal, a sway of fringed draperies, and she stopped as if her heart had failed her. The young fellow by my side growled. The pilgrims murmured at my back. She looked at us all as if her life had depended upon the unswerving steadiness of her glance. Suddenly she opened her bared arms and threw them up rigid above her head, as though in an uncontrollable desire to touch the sky, and at the same time the swift shadows darted out on the earth, swept around on the river, gathering the steamer into a shadowy embrace. A formidable silence hung over the scene. ā€œShe turned away slowly, walked on, following the bank, and passed into the bushes to the left. Once only her eyes gleamed back at us in the dusk of the thickets before she disappeared. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) > but another fellow, calling himself Kurtz’s cousin, appeared two days later, and was anxious to hear all the details about his dear relative’s last moments. Incidentally he gave me to understand that Kurtz had been essentially a great musician. ā€˜There was the making of an immense success,’ said the man, who was an organist, I believe, with lank gray hair flowing over a greasy coat collar. I had no reason to doubt his statement; and to this day I am unable to say what was Kurtz’s profession, whether he ever had any—which was the greatest of his talents. I had taken him for a painter who wrote for the papers, or else for a journalist who could paint—but even the cousin (who took snuff during the interview) could not tell me what he had been—exactly. He was a universal genius—on that point I agreed with the old chap, who thereupon blew his nose noisily into a large cotton handkerchief and withdrew in senile agitation, bearing off some family letters and memoranda without importance. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) > Destiny. My destiny! Droll thing life is—that mysterious arrangement of merciless logic for a futile purpose. The most you can hope from it is some knowledge of yourself—that comes too late—a crop of unextinguishable regrets. I have wrestled with death. It is the most unexciting contest you can imagine. It takes place in an impalpable grayness, with nothing underfoot, with nothing around, without spectators, without clamor, without glory, without the great desire of victory, without the great fear of defeat, in a sickly atmosphere of tepid skepticism, without much belief in your own right, and still less in that of your adversary. If such is the form of ultimate wisdom, then life is a greater riddle than some of us think it to be. I was within a hair’s-breadth of the last opportunity for pronouncement, and I found with humiliation that probably I would have nothing to say. This is the reason why I affirm that Kurtz was a remarkable man. He had something to say. He said it. Since I had peeped over the edge myself, I understand better the meaning of his stare, that could not see the flame of the candle, but was wide enough to embrace the whole universe, piercing enough to penetrate all the hearts that beat in the darkness. He had summed up—he had judged. ā€˜The horror!’ He was a remarkable man. After all, this was the expression of some sort of belief; it had candor, it had conviction, it had a vibrating note of revolt in its whisper, it had the appalling face of a glimpsed truth—the strange commingling of desire and hate. And it is not my own extremity I remember best—a vision of grayness without form filled with physical pain, and a careless contempt for the evanescence of all things—even of this pain itself. No! It is his extremity that I seem to have lived through. True, he had made that last stride, he had stepped over the edge, while I had been permitted to draw back my hesitating foot. And perhaps in this is the whole difference; perhaps all the wisdom, and all truth, and all sincerity, are just compressed into that inappreciable moment of time in which we step over the threshold of the invisible. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) > ā€œShe stood up; her fair hair seemed to catch all the remaining light in a glimmer of gold. I rose, too. ā€œ ā€˜And of all this,’ she went on, mournfully, ā€˜of all his promise, and of all his greatness, of his generous mind, of his noble heart, nothing remains—nothing but a memory. You and I—’ ā€œ ā€˜We shall always remember him,’ I said, hastily. ā€œ ā€˜No!’ she cried. ā€˜It is impossible that all this should be lost—that such a life should be sacrificed to leave nothing—but sorrow. You know what vast plans he had. I knew of them, too—I could not perhaps understand—but others knew of them. Something must remain. His words, at least, have not died.’ ā€œ ā€˜His words will remain,’ I said. ā€œ ā€˜And his example,’ she whispered to herself. ā€˜Men looked up to him—his goodness shone in every act. His example—’ ā€œ ā€˜True,’ I said; ā€˜his example, too. Yes, his example. I forgot that.’ ā€œ ā€˜But I do not. I cannot—I cannot believe—not yet. I cannot believe that I shall never see him again, that nobody will see him again, never, never, never.’ ā€œShe put out her arms as if after a retreating figure, stretching them black and with clasped pale hands across the fading and narrow sheen of the window. Never see him! I saw him clearly enough then. I shall see this eloquent phantom as long as I live, and I shall see her, too, a tragic and familiar Shade, resembling in this gesture another one, tragic also, and bedecked with powerless charms, stretching bare brown arms over the glitter of the infernal stream, the stream of darkness. She said suddenly very low, ā€˜He died as he lived.’ ā€œ ā€˜His end,’ said I, with dull anger stirring in me, ā€˜was in every way worthy of his life.’ \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) > WESTWIND’S TWO CREMATION MACHINES could handle six bodies (three in each retort) on a typical 8:30–5:00 day—thirty souls a week during busy periods. Each removal took at least forty-five minutes, far longer if the deceased was across the bridge in San Francisco. By all rights Chris and I should have been out fetching bodies constantly. Chris was out constantly, but often just to avoid Mike by volunteering to run petty errands like picking up death certificates and going to the post office. I mostly stayed at Westwind and focused on cremation, since the majority of body pickups didn’t require a number two. Most deaths no longer happen at home. Dying in the sanitary environment of a hospital is a relatively new concept. In the late nineteenth century, dying at a hospital was reserved for indigents, the people who had nothing and no one. Given the choice, a person wanted to die at home in their bed, surrounded by friends and family. As late as the beginning of the twentieth century, more than 85 percent of Americans still died at home. The 1930s brought what is known as the ā€œmedicalizationā€ of death. The rise of the hospital removed from view all the gruesome sights, smells, and sounds of death. Whereas before a religious leader might preside over a dying person and guide the family in grief, now it was doctors who attended to a patient’s final moments. Medicine addressed life-and-death issues, not appeals to heaven. The dying process became hygienic and heavily regulated in the hospital. Medical professionals deemed unfit for public consumption what death historian Philippe AriĆØs called the ā€œnauseating spectacleā€ of mortality. It became taboo to ā€œcome into a room that smells of urine, sweat, and gangrene, and where the sheets are soiled.ā€ The hospital was a place where the dying could undergo the indignities of death without offending the sensibilities of the living. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > ā€œI called you hours ago!ā€ she shrieked. ā€œWell, ma’am, you do know that it is rush hour and we were coming from Oakland,ā€ Chris said in his soothing Chris voice. ā€œI don’t care, Mom deserves the best. Mom would have wanted everything to be dignified. She was a dignified woman, this is not dignified,ā€ she continued, still shrieking. ā€œI’m sorry, ma’am, we’ll take good care of her,ā€ Chris said. We continued into a bedroom to find Mom. As we pulled out the sheet to shroud her, the woman hurled her body over her mother, wailing dramatically. ā€œNo, Mother, no, no! I need you, Mother, don’t leave me!ā€ This is what raw human emotion should look like. It had all the signs: death, loss, gut-wrenching wailing. I wanted to be moved, but I wasn’t. ā€œGuilt,ā€ Chris mumbled under his breath. ā€œWhat?ā€ I whispered back. ā€œGuilt. I’ve seen this so many times. She hasn’t visited her for years. Now she’s here acting like she can’t live without her mother. It’s bullshit, Cat,ā€ he said. And I knew he was right. The woman finally extricated herself from mother’s corpse, and we were able to get Mom wrapped up and out the door. As we rolled the gurney out onto the busy street, people stopped and stared. Dog walkers halted and yoga moms slowed their baby carriages. They gawked at us as if we were detectives or coroners, pulling a body from a violent murder scene, not two mortuary workers handling a woman in her nineties who had died quietly at home in bed. There hadn’t always been this scandal surrounding scenes of death. When the bubonic plague swept through Europe in the 1300s, bodies of the victims would lie in the street in full view of the public, sometimes for days. Eventually the death carts would collect the dead and take them to the edge of town, where trenches were dug for mass graves. A chronicler in Italy described how bodies were layered in the ground—bodies then some dirt, bodies, then some more dirtā€”ā€œjust as one makes lasagna with layers of pasta and cheese.ā€ Today, not being forced to see corpses is a privilege of the developed world. On an average day in Varanasi, on the banks of the Ganges in India, anywhere from eighty to a hundred cremation ghats burn. After a very public cremation (sometimes performed by young children from India’s untouchable caste), the bones and ashes are released into the waters of the holy river. Cremations do not come cheap; the cost of expensive wood, colorful body shrouds, and a professional cremationist adds up quickly. Families that cannot afford a cremation but want their dead loved one to go into the Ganges will place the entire body into the river by night, leaving it there to decompose. Visitors to Varanasi see bloated corpses floating by or being eaten by dogs. There are so many of these corpses in the river that the Indian government releases thousands of flesh-eating turtles to chomp away at the ā€œnecrotic pollutants.ā€ \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > The most important thing about body removal was to never give up. Trite, perhaps, but it was Chris’s mantra. He told a story about a four-hundred-pound body located up three flights of stairs in a hoarder house infested with roaches. His number-two man that day had refused to even attempt the removal, saying they would never be able to get the person out with just the two of them. ā€œI just lost all respect for him right then,ā€ Chris said. ā€œI hate people who don’t try.ā€ In our long trips in his van I learned more about Chris, like his single-minded obsession with the two years in the late 1970s he spent working for a tyrannical construction manager in Hawai’i. Some Google mapping showed that during his time in Hawai’i he had lived within a three-block radius of both my newly married parents and a young Barack Obama. (It was easy to construct mundane fantasy scenarios in my head where they were all at the same corner store together or crossing the street at the same stoplight.) \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > As it was, they would never see his body. Jacob would maintain his power over them, haunting their dreams. I thought of the years I had spent reliving the little girl hitting the ground at the mall, and I felt a searing sympathy for those people. I wanted to throw open the crematory doors to the train conductor and the other commuters. I wanted them with me that day, gathered around Jacob’s body so I could announce, ā€œLook, here he is; he wanted to die. He is dead, but you’re not. You are not dead.ā€ It was illegal, this open-house-at-the-mortuary fantasy of mine. The California Code of Regulations clearly states that ā€œthe care and preparation for burial or other disposition of all human remains shall be strictly private.ā€ In the late 1800s, the citizens of Paris would come to the morgue by the thousands each day to view the bodies of the unidentified dead. Spectators lined up for hours to get in as vendors sold them fruit, pastries, and toys. When they reached the front of the line, they would be ushered into an exhibit room, where the corpses were laid out on slabs behind a large glass window. Vanessa Schwartz, scholar of fin-de-siĆØcle Paris, called the Paris morgue ā€œa spectacle of the real.ā€ Eventually the morgue exhibitions became too popular with the citizens of Paris, and they were shut down to the public. Morgues remain behind closed doors today, perhaps because those in charge of regulating death believe the hoi polloi would be too interested, and that such an interest is inherently wrong. Close the morgues if you will, but another attraction will always arise to fill a void. The runaway popularity of Body Worlds, Gunther von Hagens’s traveling exhibit of plastinated human bodies, shows us that the human urge to file past corpses on display is indeed as strong as ever. In spite of the ongoing controversy that von Hagens obtained some of his bodies from Chinese political prisoners, Body Worlds is the most popular touring attraction in the world (having drawn 38 million people by the start of 2014). \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Cruel and selfish as many view suicide to be, I suppose I felt supportive of Jacob’s decision. If every day of his life was dull misery, I could not demand he stay alive and endure more dull misery. I couldn’t know if it had been mental illness or a sense of endless despondency that had driven Jacob to suicide. It wasn’t my place to speculate on his motives. But I could pass judgment on his methods. There, I was firmly not on his side. There was something in the way Jacob had killed himself that unsettled me. The public spectacle of staring down a crowded train. In college, I managed a coffee shop on the University of Chicago campus. Only two months before I started at Westwind, my former assistant manager hanged himself in his bedroom after a fight with his girlfriend. His roommate had to come home to find his body. The fact that he left those two women with the lifelong burden of his suicide made me ill, even more so than his death. If you are going to take yourself out of commission, it seems only fair you do so in a way that does the least harm to others, slipping out the back door of the party of life, ensuring the other guests don’t have to agonize about your choice. Most of the damage Jacob caused by stepping in front of a BART train that day was financial: thousands of people late for work, flights from San Francisco and Oakland Airports missed, important appointments broken. But for the train conductor, the person who had to look into Jacob’s eyes as he barreled toward him, helpless to stop the train in time, the damage was not financial. The average train conductor will involuntarily kill three people in his career. Having no choice but to kill someone (or several someones) has to be the quickest way to lose affection for an otherwise stable, even desirable, job. Nor was the damage financial for the people waiting on the platform. They had to stand there screaming for him to get out of the way: didn’t he see there was a train coming? Then came the moment when they realized he knew perfectly well the train was coming, and they would be forced to witness what came next. Forced to live with the image, the sounds, their own confused screams for the rest of their lives. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > The Romanian philosopher Emil Cioran said that suicide is the only right a person truly has. Life can become unbearable in all respects, and ā€œthis world can take everything from us . . . but no one has the power to keep us from wiping ourselves out.ā€ Perhaps not surprisingly, Cioran, a man ā€œobsessed with the worst,ā€ died an insomniac and recluse in Paris. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty > Some 95,000 years ago, a group of early Homo sapiens buried their bodies in a rocky shelter known as Qafzeh Cave, located in what is now Israel. When archaeologists excavated the cave in 1934, they found that the bodies were not just buried: they were buried with purpose. Some of the surviving skeletal remains found at Qafzeh show stains of red ochre, a naturally tinted clay. Archeologists believe the ochre’s presence means that we performed rituals with our dead very early in our species’ history. One of the recovered skeletons, a thirteen-year-old child, was buried with its legs bent to the side and a pair of deer antlers in its arms. We cannot understand what these ancient people thought about death, the afterlife, or the corpse, but these clues tell us they did think about it. When families came to Westwind to arrange for cremations and burials, they sat in our front arrangement room and nervously drank water out of paper cups, unhappy about the death that brought them there and often even more unhappy about having to pay for it. Sometimes they’d request a viewing in our chapel in order to see the dead body for a final time. 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Google](https://www.google.com/search?q=%22This+Hoe+Got+Roaches+in+Her+Crib%22+%22Quan+Millz%22&ref=bramadams.dev) > ā€œPatricia, can you please go locate the other grandmother.ā€ ā€œOk, sirā€¦ā€ Patrice quickly exited the room to go locate Mrs. Watkins. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz One of my favorite things about this book is the inconsistences in names of characters. This one is literally one sentence apart 😭 > 12:15 PM. Another day, another dollar for Ms. McGill and her bubbly DCFS case manager social worker colleagues. Among the smacking of rib tips and strawberry sodas procured from I-57 BBQ restaurant, the women were huddled in their area of the office floor, talking, joking and gossiping about the usual topics. As usual Ms. McGill’s sex life became the eventual subject of the lunch conversation. ā€œGirl, yesss! Bitch, let me tell you what James did. He took some of that good ass Wing Stop ranch and dripped all down my coochie. Nigga slopped it all up,ā€ Shirley laughed as she wiped bbq sauce from around her greasy lips. ā€œBitch, you gon get a nasty yeast infection if you keep engaging in this freaky shit. Watch and see. Yo pussy gon be out of commission for a good two months!ā€ Theresa joked. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz ![CAUGHT.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/CAUGHT.png) > ā€œMs. McGill – why didn’t you do the home visit?ā€ ā€œI got sick. Like I said, I had one of my girls down at Section 8 do it.ā€ ā€œBut Ms. McGill, if you read the original report coming in from the hotline as well as the recent police report filed when the mother got into a fight with her two sons, you should’ve at least got someone else in our office to do a home visit. Now, this girl could be having a serious health issue because it seems like you didn’t care too muchā€¦ā€ ā€œExcuse me?ā€ Ms. McGill’s voice became very audible, loud enough to make the women around her turn around in her seats and mind their business. ā€œLet me talk to you for a second in the conference room,ā€ Ms. McGill commanded. The two women made their way inside of the conference room a few feet away. Ms. McGill slammed the door. Instantly Ms. Gonzales became shaken. ā€œMs. McGill, all of that isn’t even necessary.ā€ ā€œListen, let me tell you something. You are a rookie around here. I been doing this for thirty years. I’d be damned if you are gonna come in here and tell me how I am not doing my job. You gon respect me or elseā€”ā€ ā€œOr else what? Ms. McGill. You violated protocol. You didn’t technically do the home visit. You are submitting potentially false information based on the testimony of someone not in our department, but from the city. How do we even know this case manager down at CHA even did a thorough inspection?ā€ Suddenly Ms. McGill got up into the younger girl’s face. ā€œYou just don’t get it, do you?ā€ Ms. Gonzales didn’t back down. ā€œYou think just because you some ole young white girl with a degree from the University of Chicago and shit, you can come in here and tell us black people what to do? I know my people. I know my community. Nothing happened to that girl according to the CHA caseworker. And I trust her advice. So, if you don’t mind, I’m gonna go back and finish my lunch. Just mind your own damn business and work on your assigned cases. Thank you for last night, but I don’t need any more of your assistance. Just drop it.ā€ ā€œMs. McGill, I am going to have to go to the director about this. This isn’t right. You aren’t even showing the urgency to even drop what you are doing now to check up on the girl…. And for the record, I’m half black and grew up in Gary.ā€ Ms. McGill couldn’t say anything to rebut Ms. Gonzales. Hearing that her ā€œcolleagueā€ was not only half-Black but grew up in a predominantly black Gary, Indiana was a jab at her ignorance and there was just no way she could come back. She just pushed past the young Hispanic social worker and went back to her desk. Ms. Gonzales, however, wasn’t going to back down. She was going to take things into her hands now. By any means necessary. Even if it meant she had to clash with the veteran social worker. Ms. McGill thought her clout and power inside the office was going to shut Ms. Gonzales down, but that wasn’t the case. Right is right. Wrong is Wrong. DCFS wronged Myyah – otherwise possibly she wouldn’t be in the position she was now in. The young, mission-oriented social worker hurried back to her seat. She grabbed her belongings, laptop, issued cell phone and car keys. She once again made her way outside and made her way to her car. Off to Northwestern, she went in order to see about Myyah. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz ![caught-caught-twitch-emote.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/caught-caught-twitch-emote.png) > Deontae smacked his teeth and lowered his gaze. His body language emitted shame for what he was about to say. ā€œMan, my baby moms Tina kicked me out. The apartment in her name and the landlord said I gotta go since my name ain’t on the lease. I ain’t got nowhere else to say ā€˜cuz my mama’nem crib already packed to the brim.ā€ ā€œDamn, none of your homeboys can’t even let you stay with them?ā€ ā€œNah, I already asked. None of they bitches wanna let me stay and shit.ā€ ā€œAnd you ain’t got no cousins and what not you can stay with?ā€ Deontae smacked his teeth once more, ā€œNah, sis.ā€ ā€œSo…..ā€ Fredquisha mumbled, tapping her foot against the floor, hands on her waist. ā€œWhat you sayin’ is you wanna stay with me?ā€ ā€œI mean…I can’t think of anyone else. Besides, I mean, I figure since we cool and all, and we kick it from time to time and shit, you know, hey,ā€ Deontae nervously grinned. Essentially what he was alluding to was the fact that since he’d already tagged the pussy several times, MooMoo shouldn’t really have any qualms letting him stay. ā€œBoy, I got my kids livin’ with me and then I got this social worker lady supposed to be comin’ over my place at any moment now and shit. I don’t know, Deontae. Besides, I’m kinda seein’ someone right nowā€¦ā€ She was lying about seeing someone. Trel had ghosted her ass. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz Trel one of the only smart characters, got out early. > Buzz. Buzz. Buzz. ā€œUghhh, this dude just doesn’t get it.ā€ Katina felt her phone buzzing in her back pocket. She already had an inkling it was Deontae once again sending her a text message from a different phone. Since their little ā€œencounterā€ earlier this week, it was obvious by the barrage of text messages he kept blasting her with that he wasn’t over it. He’d be damned if Katina was just going to up and leave. This wasn’t even just about the pussy. This was all about his control over her and his need for her to stabilize his lifestyle. Without her, everything around him would begin to crumble. Katina though, strong more than ever, simply ignored his ā€œidleā€ threats. But the more he persisted, the more she grew concerned that Deontae was really going to make good on his threats. What that threat would look like? Well, Katina didn’t know. But she had something for his ass though… With their encounter coupled with the stream of threatening text messages, the first thing she was planning on doing was going down to the police station to file a temporary restraining order against him. Then she was going to go make sure her gun card was still up to date with the City of Chicago. She no longer trusted this fuck nigga since every day he was showing his true colors of desperation and insecurity. If he tried it with her on that level, she was ready to kill him if necessary. Katina whipped out her phone, glanced down and saw the message from the blocked number… ā€œYou betta get yo mind right before I doā€¦ā€ the text message read. The ICU nurse immediately deleted it and shook her head. She took a deep breath and rolled her eyes. ā€œGirl, you alright? You looked stressed? Margaret, another nurse in the ICU asked once she sensed Katina looked a bit shook. ā€œYeah, I’m cool. Just dealing with a no good ass nigga,ā€ she fake smiled and laughed. Deep down, she was a tad fearful but ready to defend herself at all cost if Deontae truly tried to put his hands on her or pull some other crazy shit. She had to. By any means necessary now was she going to defend herself and her kids. Crazy how niggas can quickly lose their cool even just after days of a breakup. Literally, days…It wasn’t even a full week since Katina left her apartment she shared with the sorry ass nigga. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz You never know what you have until it's gone? > Though Mike now ran the crematory, Westwind Cremation & Burial was the house that Joe built. I had never met Joe (nĆ© JoaquĆ­n), the owner of Westwind: he retired just before I cremated my first body, leaving Mike in charge. He became somewhat of an apocryphal figure. Physically absent, perhaps, but still a specter in the building. Joe had an invisible pull over Mike, watching him work, making sure he stayed busy. Mike had the same effect on me. We both worried about the iron glare of our supervisors. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty The spectre of (my boss) > It would be a lie to say I hadn’t had a particular vision of being a crematory operator. I expected the job would involve placing a body in one of the giant machines and settling down with my feet up to eat strawberries and read a novel as the poor man or woman was cremated. At the end of the day I’d take the train home in thoughtful reverie, having come to some deeper understanding of death. After a few weeks at Westwind, any dreams I had of berry eating reveries were replaced by much more basic thoughts, such as: When is lunch? Will I ever be clean? You’re never really clean at the crematory. A thin layer of dust and soot settles over everything, courtesy of the ashes of dead humans and industrial machinery. It settles in places you think impossible for dust to reach, like the inner lining of your nostrils. By midday I looked like the Little Match Girl, selling wares on a nineteenth-century street corner. There is not much to enjoy in a layer of inorganic human bone dusted behind one’s ear or gathered underneath a fingernail, but the ash transported me to a world different from the one I knew outside the crematory. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty [Hearse Song](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xclh%5F676KwE&list=RDxclh%5F676KwE&start%5Fradio=1&ref=bramadams.dev) > Four thousand years ago, the Hindu Vedas described cremation as necessary for a trapped soul to be released from the impure dead body. The soul is freed the moment the skull cracks open, flying up to the world of the ancestors. It is a beautiful thought, but if you are not used to watching a human body burn, the scene can be borderline hellish. The first time I peeked in on a cremating body felt outrageously transgressive, even though it was required by Westwind’s protocol. No matter how many heavy-metal album covers you’ve seen, how many Hieronymus Bosch prints of the tortures of Hell, or even the scene in Indiana Jones where the Nazi’s face melts off, you cannot be prepared to view a body being cremated. Seeing a flaming human skull is intense beyond your wildest flights of imagination. When the body goes into the retort, the first thing to burn is its cardboard box, or ā€œalternative containerā€ as it’s called on the funeral bill. The box immediately melts into flames, leaving the body defenseless against the inferno. Then the organic material burns away, and a complete change overtakes the body. Almost 80 percent of a human body is water, which evaporates with little trouble. The flames then go to work on the soft tissues, charring the whole body a crispy black. Burning these parts, the ones that visually identify you, takes the bulk of the time. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty 80% of my creamtion will be spent on THIS DI- > With Mr. Martinez safely out of the reefer, it was time to open the cardboard box. This, I had discovered, was the best part of my job. I equate opening the boxes with the early ’90s stuffed toy for young girls, Puppy Surprise. The commercial for Puppy Surprise featured a group of five-to-seven-year-old girls crowded around a plush dog. They would shriek with delight as they opened her plushy stomach and discovered just how many stuffed baby puppies lived inside. Could be three, could be four, or even five! This was, of course, the ā€œsurprise.ā€ Such was the case with dead bodies. Every time you opened the box you could find anything from a ninety-five-year-old woman who died peacefully under home hospice care to a thirty-year-old man they found in a dumpster behind a Home Depot after eight days of putrefaction. Each person was a new adventure. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Always look on the bright side > The machine was ready for its first body when the temperature inside the brick chamber of the retort reached 1500 degrees Fahrenheit. Every morning Mike stacked several State of California disposition permits on my desk, telling me who was on deck for the day’s cremations. After selecting two permits, I had to locate my victims in the ā€œreeferā€ā€”the walk-in body-refrigeration unit where the corpses waited. Through a cold blast of air I greeted the stacks of cardboard body boxes, each labeled with full names and dates of death. The reefer smelled like death on ice, an odor difficult to pinpoint but impossible to forget. The people in the reefer would probably not have hung out together in the living world. The elderly black man with a myocardial infarction, the middle-aged white mother with ovarian cancer, the young Hispanic man who had been shot just a few blocks from the crematory. Death had brought them all here for a kind of United Nations summit, a roundtable discussion on nonexistence. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Or you could just live in NYC, but your choice I guess. > Five roach goons crawled out of the radiator next to deeply sleeping Myyah. The roach clique was on a 3 AM hunt for some food they sensed some moments ago. They were amped, ready to hit a lick so they could come up in the muhfuckin’ vicious streets of pest city. One of them, the obvious leader of the gang, spotted an unknown stranger sleeping on his turf. She was a pretty, petite brown skin girl who from a million miles away smelled of spicy pepperoni grease. Triple OG Chief of the roach gang waved his antennas in the direction of Myyah, letting his crew know they spotted their unaware, young victim. The five roaches then scurried closer to Myyah. They crawled on her limbs and slowly made their way up her torso and chest. Myyah didn’t flinch at all. The roaches trekked closer and closer to her face. Once they landed on her neck, they scratched and sniffed at the pizza grease spots stained under her chin and upper neck. Myyah continued to sleep, unaware that the roaches were literally camping out on her face and upper body. Triple OG Chief roach grew angered. This young bitch didn’t have any food. He looked to his side and saw another one of his partners too was visibly upset. Four of the roaches looked at each other, giving themselves the ā€œFuck Itā€ look. So, they took off, but Triple OG Chief roach was mad. This victim he assumed was holding something valuable and the lil hoe didn’t have anything on her. What a waste of time and energy. So, without hesitation Triple OG Chief roach bit into the girl’s left cheekbone. ā€œAHHH! AHHHHHH!ā€ Suddenly Myyah woke up and scratched hard at her face. Triple OG Chief roach scampered away and off into the room’s deep darkness to catch up with the rest of his team. Maybe they needed to go onto a larger excursion in the apartment and find the real source of the pizza grease – the box of leftovers still sitting on the coffee table in the living room. ā€œNaNa! NaNa!ā€ Myyah stormed out of the air mattress and lunged towards the side of the bed where Evelyn was sleeping on; her snores though amplified the entire room not allowing Myyah’s fearful pleas enter her ears. ā€œAhhhh! NaNa!ā€ Myyah screamed again hoping by now her amplified cry would wake the grandmother up. Evelyn slowly opened her eyes and choked a bit on her tongue. NaNa had severe sleep apnea and truth be told should’ve been sleeping with her CPAP mask on her face. ā€œWhat, girl?ā€ Evelyn lowly growled, somewhat annoyed baby girl had awakened her out of her deep, dreamy sleep. ā€œA roach bit me on my face!ā€ Myyah cried as she fervently wiped her cheekbone. She could feel slight stinging irritation spread across her face. Evelyn smacked her teeth. ā€œGirl, you just probably had a nightmare. Ain’t no damn roaches gon bite you on your face.ā€ NaNa yawned and wiped slobber from the corners of her mouth. Her mouth a bit parched from the snoring and the two cigs she smoked after she got done eating her pizza and ice cream with baby girl. Myyah knew for sure though that wasn’t a nightmare. The roach bite was definitely a reality, and as she continued to scratch her face, tears welled in her eyes. Evelyn huffed and yawned again. ā€œCome on and get in the bed with me. I knew I should’ve never had you sleep by yourself anywaysā€¦ā€ NaNa pulled back the blanket showering her plump body and invited the girl to sleep next to her. Myyah had all-out reluctance and fear racing through her body. Baby girl stood there for a moment or two before she gave in and crawled into the bed and snuggled herself next to Evelyn. However, she kept scratching her face hoping the stinging would subside. As a few minutes passed and surely the pain dithered away. Myyah closed her eyes once more and fell asleep. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz A tragic turn!! > ā€œWe’re here,ā€ Officer Jiminewski said. ā€œGreat…Myyah, this is your other grandmother’s place. You have to temporarily stay here for a while, ok?ā€ ā€œHow long I gotta stay here?ā€ Myyah inquired. ā€œIt might be a for a few days. Maybe even a little bit longer. But it shouldn’t be that long?ā€ ā€œWell, why can’t I just stay with my other grandma? This grandma don’t like meā€¦ā€ ā€œWhat makes you say that?ā€ ā€œā€™Cuz she just don’t like me. She treat me differently than the other kids.ā€ ā€œOk, well, you won’t have to stay here that much longer. We are gonna see what problems are going on and if it turns out that your mother or grandmother can’t keep you, there is a good chance you will go back to your other grandmother, ok?ā€ ā€œAre you lying to me?ā€ Ms. Gonzales was caught by surprise by the stern, terse question coming from the six-year-old. ā€œNo, I am not lying. I am telling you the truth. Don’t worry, ok?ā€ Myyah didn’t respond. Ms. Gonzales glanced over at the unfazed officer. He didn’t care quite honestly. This was the end of his shift and he just wanted to make it back to his condo on the Northwest Side in time to crack a few beers and catch this Chicago White Sox documentary that was coming on ESPN at 10\. ā€œReady?ā€ he asked Ms. Gonzales. ā€œYeah,ā€ the social worker exhaled. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz "To protect (my time off) and to serve (chips and beer)" > As a personal aside, whenever anyone says the phrase ā€œalpha malesā€ as if it were actionable intel I have to silently talk myself out of committing a felony. But in this movie race and class divisions no longer exist, so it seems the only labels the writers could come up with are alpha and beta. They even have the alpha males refer to themselves as alpha males. They’re not. You can’t be an alpha male if you have to tell me you’re an alpha male, I have no problem calling you one if you insist, but don’t expect me to instinctively react to you as if you are. The Ī›AX brothers aren’t alpha males. And the TriDelts aren’t alpha females. They’re extroverts. I know a lot of alphas and betas want those to be the same thing, but boy oh boy are they not. \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach This is so true, extraversion is disgustingly OP. Because of the way communication works, any words (even dumb ones) clog the audial space. Competition is a right to be heard. > The 2020 straight-to-video-clips sex comedy Confirmative Assent (title graphic: ā€œConFIRMative ASSentā€) cold opens with the tailgate majors of Delta Delta Delta (per the boys: ā€œTry Delta, because two out of three go down!ā€) and the lacrosse majors of Lambda Alpha Chi (per the girls: ā€œĪ›Ī‘Ī§: ā€œSo dumb they need a helmet!ā€) at a fraternity party, where the game of the night is Four Second Rule (ā€œif you want a safeword, GTFOā€). Banality aside, from an expository standpoint you could do far worse than Four Second Rule for introducing characters, you can do set up, joke, and sexual punchline fast enough to keep the audience’s attention yet efficiently reveal a lot about each characters’ wants, motivations, and relationships without slogging through contrived backstory; i.e., their backstory doesn’t need to be explicitly revealed because it manifests in their behavior. \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach [I'm new in town](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRD2lTD8J-s&ref=bramadams.dev) > The Case Of The Mistaken Identity A couple wants to put some excitement into their relationship. Their plan is to go out separately to a bar, he'll pretend to be a stranger and try to pick her up. He shows up and spots his wife sitting at the bar looking like a million bucks. He cocks his head, saunters over like he has every right to be there and starts smoothly hitting on her. A couple of drinks and a ā€œwhaddya say we get out of hereā€ later, he takes her home and they have sex like porn stars. The next morning she wakes up luxurious and glowing. He, however, is enraged. ā€œIf I had known how much of an easy slut you were, I never would have married you!ā€ \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach [Boys want to get laid, but marry a virgin](https://youtu.be/3eESnbl2bEQ?si=-OAld2KpDeeiN27z&t=451&ref=bramadams.dev) ![Screenshot 2025-10-20 17-16-20.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-20-17-16-20.png) > What does it mean to be pathologically monogamous? It is hiding in plain sight. By loving only one person at a time, you inoculate yourself from dependency on everyone else except that person. Then you put a block between you and your ā€œloveā€, so that you cannot become dependent on them either; and if they become 100% dependent on you, well, you win and you can cash out. \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach Good word choice of "pathological" here > Since the only kind of poker you know is strip or losing, I’ll give myself a handicap \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach REKT > Let’s take care: ā€˜reality’ is bandied about too recklessly. In everyday usage it’s an inherently macroscopic concept: we can only view it through the lens of what we experience. In this sense, we have absolutely no reason to expect that it is ā€˜reality all the way down’. Still, almost all of science works fine by assuming that our perception of reality can be related to an underlying physical, tangible substrate that doesn’t innately depend on that perception. We can account for the properties of stuff we touch, taste, smell and so forth by appealing to the concepts of atoms and molecules, and then more finely to protons and electrons and so on interacting by quantum rules. We have learnt to expect that we can explain experience through logical reasoning applied to what we can measure in ever more refined detail. Quantum mechanics shows the limits of that approach: the places where our conventional, intuitive logic ultimately fails. It doesn’t even have to be a microscopic limit, but just any place where quantum rules don’t generate some classical approximation. In that regime, says OmnĆØs, we can’t any longer talk about a ā€˜reality’. For him, reality must be a space in which facts are unique: in which, you might say, there are events. The rest is beyond our powers of reason. We simply can’t bridge the gap, or at least not with quantum theory alone. As Berthold-Georg Englert puts it, the theory can’t help us when we ask the question ā€˜Why are there events?’ All it can do is to show us that, to our surprise, this is a valid and puzzling question at all. \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball It's honestly surreal that reality allows for people to pecieve a version of it, while being impossible to fully describe. It's like living on the Earth without ever seeing the full thing. > ā€˜Fact’ was originally a legal term, etymologically derived from the Latin word for an action: it was a ā€˜thing that was done’, not some pre-existing truth. That might remain a useful distinction for quantum mechanics; certainly it seems to be what Niels Bohr had in mind in yoking facts to experiments. If I observe that something happened, and I can show that my observation is reliable, then surely it must be considered a fact? And if it’s a fact, then by definition it must be true, right? \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball [Theres some whores in this house](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H0hqoSiWDAs&list=RDH0hqoSiWDAs&start%5Fradio=1&ref=bramadams.dev) > Go to any meeting about the fundamental principles of quantum mechanics, Chris Fuchs wrote in 2002, ā€˜and it is like being in a holy city in great tumult. You will find all the religions with all their priests pitted in holy war.’ Things have not changed a great deal since then. The problem, Fuchs said, is that all of the priests have the same starting point: the standard textbook accounts of the axioms of quantum theory. Like holy scripture, these documents are ambiguous and obscure. There are several ways to express such axioms, but they tend to go something like this: 1\. For every system, there is a complex Hilbert space H. 2\. States of the systems correspond to projection operators onto H. 3\. Those things that are observable somehow correspond to the eigenprojectors of Hermitian operators. 4\. Isolated systems evolve according to the Schrƶdinger equation. Even at this late stage in the book I don’t expect these axioms to make a great deal of sense to you (although some of the jargon might now seem a little familiar). There are words here I haven’t explained, and which I am not going to explain. That’s the point: why should we need such obscure terminology in the first place? Where, in this dry linguistic thicket, is the real world? \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball They need "The Young Pope" for Quantum physicists > In general, communications are very inefficient because they involve exchanging lots of information that doesn’t feature in the final answer. This seems to be a fundamental problem for classical information, which is necessarily local: it’s fixed in one place. Suppose, say, you and I want to arrange a meeting. We’re both very busy, but we compare diaries by phone. We might hit on a suitable date by randomly asking ā€˜Are you free on 6 June?’ and so on. But that could take some time if our diaries are very full. To compile a complete list of the days on which we can meet, we have to exchange information about our availability on every single day of the year. Suppose we look instead for an answer to what sounds like a simpler question: whether the number of possible days we’re both free to meet is even or odd. Admittedly that seems a strange thing to ask, since it doesn’t exactly help with the original problem of finding a date to meet. But it looks like it should be a simpler thing to decide, because the answer is just one bit of information: say, 0 for ā€˜even’, 1 for ā€˜odd’. All the same, we’re no better off. The only way we can deduce the value of this single bit is for me again to list every day in the year that I’m free, and you to compare against your calendar. We have to send all those dates just to get a one-bit answer. In fact, any problem of comparing data that is recorded classically (written down in a diary, say) can be shown to be equivalent to – and thus as inefficient as – this one. If we can somehow quantum-entangle our diaries, we don’t have to exchange so much information to find the answer to our question: non-locality can reduce some of this redundancy of information sharing. But not all of it. \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball Are the features of books localized to the page? What about copy paste? What about this blog? > Sometimes I think of how my childhood would have been different if I had been introduced directly to death. Made to sit in his presence, shake his hand. Told that he would be an intimate companion, influencing my every move and decision, whispering, ā€œYou are food for wormsā€ in my ear. Maybe he would have been a friend. So, really, what was a nice girl like me doing working at a ghastly ol’ crematory like Westwind? The truth was, I saw the job as a way to fix what had happened to the eight-year- old me. The girl kept up at night by fear, crouched under the covers, believing if death couldn’t see her, then he couldn’t take her. Not only could I heal myself, but I could develop ways to engage children with mortality from early on so that they didn’t end up as traumatized as I was by their first experience with death. The plan was simple. Picture this: an elegant house of bereavement—sleek and modern, but with an Old World charm. It was going to be called La Belle Mort. ā€œBeautiful death,ā€ in French. At least, I was fairly sure it meant beautiful death. I needed to double-check before opening my future funeral home, so I wasn’t like those girls who think they’re getting the Chinese character for ā€œhopeā€ tattooed on their hip when in fact it is the Chinese character for ā€œgas station.ā€ La Belle Mort would be a place where families could come to mourn their dead in exciting new ways and put the ā€œfunā€ back into ā€œfuneral.ā€ Perhaps, I reasoned, our pathological fear of death comes from treating it as so much gloom and doom. The solution was to do away with all the nonsense of the ā€œtraditionalā€ funeral. Out the door with you, expensive caskets, tacky flower wreaths, and embalmed corpses in suits. Sayonara, canned eulogies featuring ā€œLo as you walk through the valley of sad stuff,ā€ and stacks of greeting cards with sunsets and saccharine platitudes like ā€œShe’s in a better place.ā€ Our traditions had held us back for far too long. It was time to get out from underneath the cloud of death denial and into celebration mode. There would be parties and merriment at La Belle Mort. It would usher in the new age of the twenty-first-century spectacle funeral. Dad’s cremated ashes could be sent into space, or tamped into bullets and shot out of a gun, or turned into a wearable diamond. I would likely end up catering to celebrity types; Kanye West was sure to want a laser hologram of himself next to twelve-foot-high Champagne fountains at his memorial service. Back in the crematory at Westwind, as I waited for a pair of decedents to burn, I made lists of what I was going to offer at La Belle Mort Funeral Home: ashes turned into paintings, crushed into tattoo ink, made into pencils or hourglasses, shot out of a glitter cannon. My Belle Mort notebook had a simple black cover, but the front page was covered in pastel stickers of giant-eyed animals like something from a Margaret Keane painting. I thought it made the contents more upbeat, but in retrospect it probably increased the creepy factor tenfold. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Bury me inside a Gucci Store > I didn’t even know whether she was alive or dead, and I was far too terrified to ask. Very quickly it ceased to matter to me. Oprah could have brought me on her show and, her hands waving wildly, announced, ā€œCaitlin, you don’t know it, but that girl is ALIIIIIVE and here she IIIIISā€ and it wouldn’t have changed the fear that had already infected me. I had started seeing death everywhere. It lived at the very edge of my peripheral vision—a fuzzy, cloaked figure that disappeared when I turned to face him head-on. There was a student in my class, Bryce Hashimoto, who had leukemia. I didn’t know what leukemia was, but a fellow classmate told me it made you throw up and die. As soon as he described the disease, I knew, at once, that it afflicted me as well. I could feel it eating me from the inside out. Fearing death, I wanted to reclaim control over it. I figured it had to play favorites; I just needed to make sure I was one of those favorites. To limit my anxiety I developed a whole bouquet of obsessive compulsive behaviors and rituals. My parents could die at any moment. I could die at any moment. It was my job to do everything right—counting, tapping, touching, checking—to retain balance in the universe and avoid further death. The rules of the game were arbitrary but did not feel irrational. Walk the perimeter of my house three times in a row before feeding my dog. Step over fresh leaves; plant feet directly on dead leaves instead. Check five times to make sure the door had locked. Jump into bed from three feet away. Hold your breath when passing the mall so small children don’t go plummeting off the balcony. My elementary school principal called my parents in for a chat. ā€œMr. and Mrs. Doughty, your daughter has been spitting into the front of her shirt. It’s a distraction.ā€ For months I had been ducking my mouth down into my shirt and releasing my saliva into the fabric, letting the wet stain slowly spread downward like a second collar. The reasons for this were obscure. Somehow I had decided that failing to drool down my shirt sent a direct message to the governing powers of the universe that I didn’t want my life badly enough, and that they were free to throw me to the wolves of death. There is a treatment for obsessive compulsive disorder called cognitive-behavioral therapy. By exposing the patient to her worst fears, she can see that the disastrous outcome she expects will not occur, even if she doesn’t perform her rituals. But my parents had grown up in a world where therapy was for the insane and the disturbed, not their cherished eight-year-old child (who just happened to spit into her shirt collar and obsessively tap her fingers on the kitchen counter). \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty I personally resonate with this. ARFID. > Punalei Place is the small cul-de-sac in Kaneohe, Hawai’i, where I spent the first eighteen years of my life. My house was average at best, but due to its location on a tropical island it had the good fortune of being flanked on one side by an epic mountain range and on the other by a sparkling blue bay. You had to sprint up the front walkway during coconut season lest an overripe coconut hurl itself down onto your head. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty ![BEWARE_FALLING_COCONUTS_sign_in_Honolulu_Hawaii-Vector.svg.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/BEWARE_FALLING_COCONUTS_sign_in_Honolulu_Hawaii-Vector.svg.png) > ā€œThe Cremulatorā€ sounds like a cartoon villain or the name of a monster truck but is in fact the name of what is essentially a bone blender, roughly the size of a kitchen crockpot. I swept the bone fragments from the tray into the Cremulator and set the dial to twenty seconds. With a loud whir, the bone fragments were crushed into the uniform powdery puree that the industry calls cremated remains. In California, it is assumed (and is, in fact, the law) that Mr. Martinez’s family would receive fluffy white ashes in their urn, not chunks of bone. Bones would be a harsh reminder that Mr. Martinez’s urn contained not just an abstract concept but an actual former human. Not every culture prefers to avoid the bones. In the first century CE, the Romans built tall cremation pyres from pine logs. The uncoffined corpse was laid atop the pyre and set ablaze. After the cremation ended, the mourners collected the bones, hand-washed them in milk, and placed them in urns. Lest you think bone washing hails only from the ancient bacchanalian past, bones also play a role in the death rituals of contemporary Japan. During kotsuage (ā€œthe gathering of the bonesā€) the mourners gather around the cremation machine when the bones are pulled out of the chamber. The bones are laid on a table and the family members come forward with long chopsticks to pick them up and transfer them into the urn. The family first plucks the bones of the feet, working their way up toward the head, so that the deceased person can walk into eternity upright. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty In a way this is poetic. We are born in a blender of DNA and turned to ash in a blender of bones. > When Mr. Martinez had been reduced to red glowing embers—red is important, as black means ā€œuncookedā€ā€”I turned the machine off, waited until the temperature crept down to 500 degrees, and swept out the chamber. The rake at the end of the metal pole removes the larger chunks of bones, but a good cremationist uses a fine-toothed metal broom for hard-to-reach ashes. If you’re in the right frame of mind, the bone sweeping can reach a rhythmic Zen, much like the Buddhist monks who rake sand gardens. Sweep and glide, sweep and glide. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty [Meditation gong](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1iq8y9Tvd4&ref=bramadams.dev) ### The Exquisite, Alabaster Corpse URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-exquisite-alabaster-corpse/ Last updated: 2025-11-01T16:02:52.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/IMG_7612.jpeg) ' > Fredquisha manically paced her apartment. Three THOTiana roaches, thinking they were chilling in the 3-0-5, were skinny dipping in a cup of orange juice and vodka sitting on the coffee table in the living room. Despite the putrid smell inside the apartment getting worse minute by minute, Fredquisha was unfazed. All she could think about right now was the precarious situation she had going on with her children. Her two boys just less than three hours ago gave her an intense beat down which resulted in her fucked up face and swollen limbs. They were now temporarily staying with her mother until things got sorted out with a caseworker. Then, Mrs. Watkins was holding Myyah hostage, adamant on not returning the girl until she got a social worker investigating her ass. Fredquisha was on the verge of an epic meltdown, but she wasn’t going to let any of this deter her from growing her relationship with sexy ass Trel. ā€œPop, lock and drop it! Pop, lock and drop it!ā€ Fredquisha’s ringtone on her iPhone went off. Huey’s one hit wonder ā€œPop, Lock and Drop Itā€ was MooMoo’s jam back in the day and made it her ringtone. ā€œARE YOU OUTSIDE WITH MY DAUGHTER!??!?ā€ Fredquisha roared, her loud and thunderous voice scaring away the THOT roaches from the vodka pool. ā€œI heard about ya little situation with your boys. We’ll just see about you getting Myyah back after you get your shit together, you nasty hoe. You are OBVIOUSLY not fit to be anyone’s mother.ā€ ā€œBITCH! I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU DON’T BRING MY DAUGHTER BACā€”ā€ Mrs. Watkins interrupted, ā€œOr you gonna do what? Seems like you gon have a caseworker down your back? You really gonna do something to me? Something to Myyah?ā€ Fredquisha just stood there in her smoky, somewhat dark apartment not able to come up with a quick response. A part of her knew Mrs. Watkins was right. Her hands were tied. In a day or so a social worker was going to be all up in MooMoo’s shit and the last thing she needed to do was make her situation even more complicated. ā€œSo, what you got to say now?ā€ Mrs. Watkins continued… ā€œFINE! FINE! You want her, you can have her! You and Austin! Didn’t want her ass anyways! I should’ve aborted her mothafuckin’ ass!ā€ Fredquisha quipped and hung up the phone. ā€œAHHHH!ā€ Without hesitation, she threw the phone against the wall and on impact, it exploded into several pieces. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz Miami roaches, [DALE](https://www.reddit.com/r/Spanish/comments/tqgpob/is%5Fit%5Fdale%5For%5Fvale/?ref=bramadams.dev) > Paulette, a woman who considered herself a BBW boss bitch, was a well-kept redbone who weighed damn near twice the size as Fredquisha. A tad taller, Paulette had a devil red lace front bob crowning her head. Baby blue contacts covered her pupils. The longest fake eyelashes rested on her eyelids. Everywhere Paulette went she had to show the fuck out in case she met a nigga that was going to elevate her to the next level. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz [Level Up](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dh-ULbQmmF8&ref=bramadams.dev) > In 1542, Paul III authorized the establishment there of a Spanish-type Inquisition, which would pursue the agents of doctrinal impurity who were corrupting the Church from within. He appointed as its head the fearsomely ascetic Gian Pietro Caraffa, who had served as a papal nuncio in Spain. ā€œWere even my father a heretic,ā€ Caraffa is remembered as saying, ā€œI would gather the wood to burn him.ā€ \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll ![orb-movements-of-the-earth-episode-13-inquisitor.webp](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/orb-movements-of-the-earth-episode-13-inquisitor.webp) > Mrs. Watkins quickly shook her head in disbelief, ā€œNo, no, no. Detective, I get all that. But if the girl is saying that her mother has been hitting her, psychologically abusing her, and doing all types of crazy stuff to her, are we just supposed to sit back and let her suffer like this until some government agency decides to act?ā€ ā€œTrust me, Mrs. Watkins. I’m there with you – but unfortunately this is the law. I can’t circumvent that based on hearsay. And hearsay is all we have right now coming from a six-year-old. We would still need to talk to Fredquisha and get her side of the story. Then we would also have to interview witnesses. Oh, and by the way…This entire case is out of my jurisdiction. I’d then have to refer this over to a detective at the Chicago Police Department.ā€ ā€œSo, should I go there now before it’s too late?ā€ Mrs. Watkins asked. ā€œWell, I mean, you can. But even then, they will tell you the same thing. I can always have Dr. Nunez type up a report and give those notes over to CPD. But they are going to do the same thing…And truth be told, they are going to move much slower than us. CPD is overwhelmed with child abuse allegations.ā€ ā€œSo, in other words Myyah is fucked. That’s what’s your telling me.ā€ Det. Jackson lowered his head. ā€œNo, I am not saying that at all. But what I am saying is Mrs. Watkins we need to give this time and we can’t impulsively act and make her situation worse. I mean, the reality is that you nor her father have any type of shared custody with Fredquisha. In the event the police were to remove the girl from the home, she’d go live with her other grandmother or another designated guardian. I mean, the judge MIGHT consider handing you custody, but for that to happen, you need to lawyer up and get someone who can prove you are a better suited guardian than Fredquisha’s family.ā€ ā€œThis is…just too much. This girl has been telling me now for the last two days that she doesn’t want to go back home, and yet there is nothing we can do to stop her from going into what she says is clearly an abusive situation.ā€ ā€œI know, I’m sorry Mrs. Watkins. But the law is the law. Right now, all we have is hearsay. DCFS needs to conduct an investigation. Then, they will then determine what’s the next course of action. In the meantime, my suggestion would be to just to pray, get a good family lawyer and get ready to battle for the girl.ā€ \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz You think with all of our technology we'd be able to speed up bureaucracy since we know that it can lead to situations where it becomes too little, too late, and the court just comes in with financial recuperation as opposed to being able to prevent issues from happening in the first place? > The idleness of a passenger, my isolation amongst all these men with whom I had no point of contact, the oily and languid sea, the uniform somberness of the coast, seemed to keep me away from the truth of things, within the toil of a mournful and senseless delusion. The voice of the surf heard now and then was a positive pleasure, like the speech of a brother. It was something natural, that had its reason, that had a meaning. Now and then a boat from the shore gave one a momentary contact with reality. It was paddled by black fellows. You could see from afar the white of their eyeballs glistening. They shouted, sang; their bodies streamed with perspiration; they had faces like grotesque masks—these chaps; but they had bone, muscle, a wild vitality, an intense energy of movement, that was as natural and true as the surf along their coast. They wanted no excuse for being there. They were a great comfort to look at. For a time I would feel I belonged still to a world of straightforward facts; but the feeling would not last long. Something would turn up to scare it away. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) A focused life with community, friends, and purpose is a good life, no matter how little or much technology you have. Case study: our modern world seems to have a lot of technology, but the future might even have more than ours, which is something that's crazy to believe. But if that's the case, is a person who's happier today a primitive compared to the more technologically-adapted person 500 years in the future who's depressed? > She talked about ā€˜weaning those ignorant millions from their horrid ways,’ till, upon my word, she made me quite uncomfortable. I ventured to hint that the company was run for profit. ā€œ ā€˜You forget, dear Charlie, that the laborer is worthy of his hire,’ she said, brightly. It’s queer how out of touch with truth women are. They live in a world of their own, and there has never been anything like it, and never can be. It is too beautiful altogether, and if they were to set it up it would go to pieces before the first sunset. Some confounded fact we men have been living contentedly with ever since the day of creation would start up and knock the whole thing over. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) In the era of adventure, Victorian England and big dresses, it's really interesting to see the back-and-forth dialogue between those who were traveling the world and those who were commenting on it. > ā€œThe old doctor felt my pulse, evidently thinking of something else the while. ā€˜Good, good for there,’ he mumbled, and then with a certain eagerness asked me whether I would let him measure my head. Rather surprised, I said ā€˜yes,’ when he produced a thing like calipers and got the dimensions back and front and every way, taking notes carefully. He was an unshaven little man in a threadbare coat like a gaberdine, with his feet in slippers, and I thought him a harmless fool. ā€˜I always ask leave, in the interests of science, to measure the crania of those going out there,’ he said. ā€˜And when they come back, too?’ I asked. ā€˜Oh, I never see them,’ he remarked; ā€˜and, moreover, the changes take place inside, you know.’ He smiled, as if at some quiet joke. ā€˜So you are going out there. Famous. Interesting, too.’ He gave me a searching glance, and made another note. ā€˜Ever any madness in your family?’ he asked, in a matter-of-fact tone. I felt very annoyed. ā€˜Is that question in the interests of science, too?’ ā€˜would be,’ he said, without taking notice of my irritation, ā€˜interesting for science to watch the mental changes of individuals, on the spot, but ...’ ā€˜Are you an alienist?’ I interrupted. ’Every doctor should be—a little,’ answered that original, imperturbably. ā€˜I have a little theory which you messieurs who go out there must help me to prove. This is my share in the advantages my country shall reap from the possession of such a magnificent dependency. The mere wealth I leave to others. Pardon my questions, but you are the first Englishman coming under my observation....’ I hastened to assure him I was not in the least typical. ā€˜If I were,’ said I, ā€˜I wouldn’t be talking like this with you.’ ā€˜What you say is rather profound, and probably erroneous,’ he said, with a laugh. ā€˜Avoid irritation more than exposure to the sun. Adieu. How do you English say, eh? Good-by. Ah! Good-by. Adieu. In the tropics one must before everything keep calm.’ ... He lifted a warning forefinger.... ā€˜Du calme, du calme. Adieu.’ \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) Avoid irritation more than exposure to the sun is kind of a banger. Du calme, du calme. > ā€œNow when I was a little chap I had a passion for maps. I would look for hours at South America, or Africa, or Australia, and lose myself in all the glories of exploration. At that time there were many blank spaces on the earth, and when I saw one that looked particularly inviting on a map (but they all look that) I would put my finger on it and say, ā€˜When I grow up I will go there.’ The North Pole was one of these places, I remember. Well, I haven’t been there yet, and shall not try now. The glamor’s off. Other places were scattered about the Equator, and in every sort of latitude all over the two hemispheres. I have been in some of them, and ... well, we won’t talk about that. But there was one yet—the biggest, the most blank, so to speak—that I had a hankering after. ā€œTrue, by this time it was not a blank space any more. It had got filled since my boyhood with rivers and lakes and names. It had ceased to be a blank space of delightful mystery—a white patch for a boy to dream gloriously over. It had become a place of darkness. But there was in it one river especially, a mighty big river, that you could see on the map, resembling an immense snake uncoiled, with its head in the sea, its body at rest curving afar over a vast country, and its tail lost in the depths of the land. And as I looked at the map of it in a shop window, it fascinated me as a snake would a bird—a silly little bird. Then I remembered there was a big concern, a company for trade on that river. Dash it all! I thought to myself, they can’t trade without using some kind of craft on that lot of fresh water—steamboats! Why shouldn’t I try to get charge of one? I went on along Fleet Street, but could not shake off the idea. The snake had charmed me. ā€œYou understand it was a continental concern, that trading society; but I have a lot of relations living on the continent, because it’s cheap and not so nasty as it looks, they say. ā€œI am sorry to own I began to worry them. This was already a fresh departure for me. I was not used to get things that way, you know. I always went my own road and on my own legs where I had a mind to go. I wouldn’t have believed it of myself; but, then—you see—I felt somehow I must get there by hook or by crook. So I worried them. The men said ā€˜My dear fellow,’ and did nothing. Then—would you believe it?—I tried the women. I, Charlie Marlow, set the women to work—to get a job. Heavens! Well, you see, the notion drove me. I had an aunt, a dear enthusiastic soul. She wrote: ā€˜It will be delightful. I am ready to do anything, anything for you. It is a glorious idea. I know the wife of a very high personage in the administration, and also a man who has lots of influence with,’ etc., etc. She was determined to make no end of fuss to get me appointed skipper of a river steamboat, if such was my fancy. ā€œI got my appointment—of course; and I got it very quick. It appears the company had received news that one of their captains had been killed in a scuffle with the natives. This was my chance, and it made me the more anxious to go. It was only months and months afterwards, when I made the attempt to recover what was left of the body, that I heard the original quarrel arose from a misunderstanding about some hens. Yes, two black hens. Fresleven—that was the fellow’s name, a Dane—thought himself wronged somehow in the bargain, so he went ashore and started to hammer the chief of the village with a stick. Oh, it didn’t surprise me in the least to hear this, and at the same time to be told that Fresleven was the gentlest, quietest creature that ever walked on two legs. No doubt he was; but he had been a couple of years already out there engaged in the noble cause, you know, and he probably felt the need at last of asserting his self-respect in some way. Therefore he whacked the old nigger mercilessly, while a big crowd of his people watched him, thunderstruck, till some man—I was told the chief’s son—in desperation at hearing the old chap yell, made a tentative jab with a spear at the white man—and of course it went quite easy between the shoulder blades. Then the whole population cleared into the forest, expecting all kinds of calamities to happen, while, on the other hand, the steamer Fresleven commanded left also in a bad panic, in charge of the engineer, I believe. Afterwards nobody seemed to trouble much about Fresleven’s remains, till I got out and stepped into his shoes. I couldn’t let it rest, though; but when an opportunity offered at last to meet my predecessor, the grass growing through his ribs was tall enough to hide his bones. They were all there. The supernatural being had not been touched after he fell. And the village was deserted, the huts gaped black, rotting, all askew within the fallen enclosures. A calamity had come to it, sure enough. The people had vanished. Mad terror had scattered them, men, women, and children, through the bush, and they had never returned. What became of the hens I don’t know either. I should think the cause of progress got them, anyhow. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) The course of progress got our hens and replaced them with lab-grown meat. > They were men enough to face the darkness. And perhaps he was cheered by keeping his eye on a chance of promotion to the fleet at Ravenna by and by, if he had good friends in Rome and survived the awful climate. Or think of a decent young citizen in a toga—perhaps too much dice, you know—coming out here in the train of some prefect, or tax-gatherer, or trader even, to mend his fortunes. Land in a swamp, march through the woods, and in some inland post feel the savagery, the utter savagery, had closed round him—all that mysterious life of the wilderness that stirs in the forest, in the jungles, in the hearts of wild men. There’s no initiation either into such mysteries. He has to live in the midst of the incomprehensible, which is also detestable. And it has a fascination, too, that goes to work upon him. The fascination of the abomination—you know, imagine the growing regrets, the longing to escape, the powerless disgust, the surrender, the hate.ā€ He paused. ā€œMind,ā€ he began again, lifting one arm from the elbow, the palm of the hand outwards, so that, with his legs folded before him, he had the pose of a Buddha preaching in European clothes and without a lotus flowerā€”ā€œMind, none of us would feel exactly like this. What saves us is efficiency—the devotion to efficiency. But these chaps were not much account, really. They were no colonists; their administration was merely a squeeze, and nothing more, I suspect. They were conquerors, and for that you want only brute force—nothing to boast of, when you have it, since your strength is just an accident arising from the weakness of others. They grabbed what they could get for the sake of what was to be got. It was just robbery with violence, aggravated murder on a great scale, and men going at it blind—as is very proper for those who tackle a darkness. The conquest of the earth, which mostly means the taking it away from those who have a different complexion or slightly flatter noses than ourselves, is not a pretty thing when you look into it too much. What redeems it is the idea only. An idea at the back of it; not a sentimental pretence but an idea; and an unselfish belief in the idea-something you can set up, and bow down before, and offer a sacrifice to....ā€ He broke off. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) A very clear look at imperialism, one of the only clear looks I think in the book. Specifically as it pertains to the aggravated robbery of another land's resources at scale. > ā€œAnd this also,ā€ said Marlow suddenly, ā€œhas been one of the dark places of the earth.ā€ He was the only man of us who still ā€œfollowed the sea.ā€ The worst that could be said of him was that he did not represent his class. He was a seaman, but he was a wanderer, too, while most seamen lead, if one may so express it, a sedentary life. Their minds are of the stay-at-home order, and their home is always with them—the ship; and so is their country—the sea. One ship is very much like another, and the sea is always the same. In the immutability of their surroundings the foreign shores, the foreign faces, the changing immensity of life, glide past, veiled not by a sense of mystery but by a slightly disdainful ignorance; for there is nothing mysterious to a seaman unless it be the sea itself, which is the mistress of his existence and as inscrutable as destiny. For the rest, after his hours of work, a casual stroll or a casual spree on shore suffices to unfold for him the secret of a whole continent, and generally he finds the secret not worth knowing. The yarns of seamen have a direct simplicity, the whole meaning of which lies within the shell of a cracked nut. \--Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad, Stanley Appelbaum (Editor) I never thought of it this way, but I guess the monotony of the sea would create a type of individual who is single-minded in a way because the oceans are just so vast and so self-similar at least from the surface. > Until you’ve seen a dead body like Padma’s, death can seem almost glamorous. Imagine a Victorian consumption victim, expiring with a single trickle of blood sliding from the corner of her rosy mouth. When Edgar Allan Poe’s love, Annabel Lee, is taken by the chill of death and entombed, the lovelorn Poe cannot stay away. He goes to ā€œlie down by the side, of my darling—my darling—my life and my bride, in her sepulchre there by the sea, in her tomb by the sounding sea.ā€ The exquisite, alabaster corpse of Annabel Lee. No mention of the ravages of decomposition that would have made lying down next to her a rancid embrace for the brokenhearted Poe. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Alabaster corpses stir up images of [I'm not a Vampire](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2nWmBJxW9q0&list=RD2nWmBJxW9q0&start%5Fradio=1&ref=bramadams.dev) | [A Little Piece of Heaven](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVjBCT2Lc94&list=RDKVjBCT2Lc94&start%5Fradio=1&ref=bramadams.dev) > Racially, Padma was Sri Lankan and North African. Her dark complexion, in combination with advanced decomposition, had turned her skin pitch-black. Her hair hung in long, matted clumps, splayed out in all directions. Thick, spidery white mold shot out of her nose, covering half her face, stretching over her eyes and yawning mouth. The left side of her chest was caved in, giving the impression that someone had removed her heart in some elaborate ritual. Padma was in her early thirties when she was felled by a rare genetic disease. Her body was kept for months at the Stanford University Hospital so doctors could run tests to understand the condition that killed her. By the time she arrived at Westwind, her body had taken a turn for the surreal. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty A mummy! > As I scraped Byron’s body out of the cremation machine, I saw that his skull was still fully intact. Looking over my shoulder to see if anyone, living or dead, was watching, I carefully inched it toward me. When it was near enough to the front of the chamber, I reached down and picked it up. The skull was still warm, and I could feel its smooth, dusty texture through my industrial-grade gloves. Byron’s lifeless eye sockets stared up at me as I tried to remember what his face had looked like as he slid into the flames just two hours before. It was a face I should have known well after our barber-client relationship. But that face, that human, was gone. Mother Nature, as Tennyson said, is ā€œred in tooth and claw,ā€ demolishing every beautiful thing she has ever created. Bones, reduced to just their inorganic elements by cremation, become very brittle. As I turned the skull to the side for a better look, the entire thing crumbled in my hand, the shards tumbling into the container through my fingers. The man who was Byron—father, husband, and accountant—was now entirely in the past tense. I got home that evening to find my roommate, Zoe, on the couch, sobbing. She was brokenhearted over the married man she had fallen for on a recent backpacking trip to Guatemala (a blow to both her ego and her lesbianism). ā€œHow was your first day?ā€ she asked through her tears. I told her about Mike’s silent judgment, about the introduction to corpse shaving, but decided not to tell her about Byron’s skull. That was my secret, along with the strange, perverse power I had felt in that moment as skull crusher of the infinite universe. As the sound of ranchera music from Esta Noche blasted me to sleep, I thought of the skull lodged in my own head. How it would one day emerge after everything that could be recognized as Caitlin—eyes, lips, hair, flesh—was no more. My skull might be crushed too, fragmented by the gloved hand of some hapless twentysomething like me. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty ![Illidan_skull.webp](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Illidan_skull.webp) > What was a nice girl like me doing in a body-disposal warehouse like this? No one in her right mind would choose a day job as a corpse incinerator over, say, bank teller or kindergarten teacher. And it might have been easier to be hired as a bank teller or kindergarten teacher, so suspicious was the death industry of the twenty-three-year-old woman desperate to join its ranks. I had applied for jobs concealed by the glow of my laptop screen, guided by the search terms ā€œcremation,ā€ ā€œcrematory,ā€ ā€œmortuary,ā€ and ā€œfuneral.ā€ The reply to my job inquiries—if I received any reply at all—was, ā€œWell, do you have any cremation experience?ā€ Funeral homes seemed to insist on experience, as if corpse-burning skills were available to all, taught in your average high school shop class. It took six months and buckets of rĆ©sumĆ©s and ā€œSorry, we found someone better qualifiedā€ before I was hired at Westwind Cremation & Burial. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty It's sad to see that all entry-level jobs need 5 years of experience, but it does seem that this particular type of experience is kind of hard to acquire. > I asked Lee the big question: If renovating, maintaining, and owning is so difficult, is it even worth being a landlord anymore? ā€œI derive an income off it,ā€ he said. ā€œI’m not one of those distressed property owners. But the reality is that it’s getting much more expensive.ā€ \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou The class narrative is one where it feels pretty bifurcated between Winners and losers, but the nuance is that there are winners with a capital W and a lowercase w, and losers with a capital L and lowercase l. > Can a mayor really freeze the rent? Technically, no: rents are set by the Rent Guidelines Board. But the mayor appoints the board’s nine members, and can choose people who would likely vote to freeze the rent. Leah Goodridge, a former tenants’-rights lawyer, who was appointed to the board by de Blasio during his mayoralty, [wrote](https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2025/jul/14/new-york-rent-freeze-zohran-mamdani?ref=bramadams.dev) that a Mamdani rent freeze is ā€œnot pie in the sky.ā€ Conversely, Adams said that the current board didn’t listen to him—and raised the rent too much. De Blasio recently said in an interview, ā€œThe people named have the power to make their own decisions . . . you do not control them entirely.ā€ Andrew Cuomo tweeted, in response, ā€œI have a major campaign announcement . . . I agree with Bill De Blasio. @ZohranKMamdani’s signature campaign promise . . . can’t actually be enacted.ā€ \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou I like Mamdani a lot (moreso his youth than anything), but I don't trust politicians as a general rule. > I asked him how he could be a progressive but oppose Mamdani and the rent freeze. ā€œWhat D.S.A. is pushing, ironically enough, would concentrate the amount of wealth to fewer hands, most of the larger developers,ā€ he said. ā€œIf you’re a person of color that owns property, you tend to be small-property owners. Even though the rhetoric is progressive, of freezing the rents, the actual consequences of his policies would concentrate wealth, because it’s the mom-and-pops that are the most vulnerable.ā€ \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou Reminds me of San Francsicko by Michael Shellenberger, where a lot of liberal policies that seem good on paper actually end up causing more harm to the community because in their execution they fail to take note of human incentives. > Lee, a former train operator, said he identifies as a leftist. ā€œI consider myself a progressive,ā€ he told me. ā€œI’ve studied enough of the Soviet economy and real revolutionary socialist movements.ā€ When I e-mailed him, I noticed that his profile image appeared to be a photo of a vintage Chinese Communist propaganda poster. ā€œIt’s just solidarity,ā€ he said, when I asked him about it later, ā€œwith progressive revolutionary struggles.ā€ He paused. ā€œBut I do realize that, in terms of small-property owners, which is being a landlord—is it counterintuitive? Is it counter-revolutionary?ā€ He thought for a moment. ā€œI guess not so now because of the fact that, even in China, there are landlords.ā€ \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou In China, our landlords have landlords. > Before the H.S.T.P.A., which introduced the fifty-thousand-dollar cap on renovations for which a landlord could be reimbursed, landlords had an incentive to invest in their properties—to ā€œbeautify the building even at a loss,ā€ the manager said. His company, for example, spent four hundred thousand dollars on brick pointing. But the H.S.T.P.A. ā€œmade landlords stop investing and start patching,ā€ he said. ā€œThe owners we work with who used to care, stopped caring.ā€ \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou I miss whatever era existed where the beautification of architecture was the goal. It seems like it appeared for a little bit in the early 20th century, late 199th century, but got swept away by the conveyor belt of progress (along with the hens). > Approximately a million apartments in New York are rent-regulated, and living in one is sort of the dream. The rules are often arcane and not necessarily understood by the people who live in these places. (One renter in Harlem [recently discovered](https://gothamist.com/news/harlem-man-learns-his-apartment-was-rent-stabilized-after-20-years-of-paying-market-rate?ref=bramadams.dev), after twenty years of paying market rents, that his apartment was rent-stabilized.) \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou Living in a rent-stabilized apartment really does make you feel like your New York experience is on easy mode compared to some of the complaints that you can hear out and about on the streets. > We continued the tour. ā€œI’ll probably get rid of this,ā€ Lee said, waving at the paint around some windows, ā€œbecause this is all lead.ā€ Given how much lead he was pointing out, I asked Lee if it was safe for us to even be there. ā€œThat’s a good question,ā€ he said. ā€œI think it’s O.K. It’s not really chipped off or anything like that.ā€ He peered at a wall. ā€œI don’t know if you have an actual monitor to see if there’s any dust?ā€ he asked. I told him I didn’t. ā€œThis is par for the course for Chinatown tenement buildings,ā€ he said. ā€œThere are some buildings that have the toilet in the hallway.ā€ I asked him about the children’s scooter on the ground. ā€œI don’t know how that got there,ā€ he said. \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou If you're a New Yorker, you'll totally understand this: there's children's scooters everywhere in this motherfucker. > There are 3.7 million apartments in New York City, and, like families, the good ones are all alike and the bad ones are each unhappy in their own way. They can be sunlit but rat-filled, quiet but small, pet-friendly, *too* pet-friendly, doormanned, with or without an in-unit washer and dryer, in a great location and actually pretty decent for how much you’re paying, and, maybe most important, rent-stabilized or not. Average rents rose 8.4 per cent in Manhattan in the past year, but rent-regulated apartments, which have their rents set by a board, have risen only nine per cent across the past three years. They might not go up again for a while. Zohran Mamdani, the Democratic nominee for mayor—and the increasingly likely winner—has promised, along with free buses and free child care, to freeze the rent on all rent-stabilized apartments, potentially for the length of his mayoral term. \--Would Zohran Mamdani’s Rent Freeze Keep Rent-Stabilized Apartments Empty? | The New Yorker - Naaman Zhou You can even have six cats in your 200-square-foot studio apartment if you dream big enough. If you make it here, you can make it anywhere. > Wednesday afternoon. Chicago’s South Side. The busy and relatively quiet 2nd floor of Illinois Department of Children and Family Services located right on 62nd and Emerald. The neighborhood: Englewood. ā€œHahah! Yess, bissssh! James is a mothafuckin’ trip, you hear me! That nigga is so nasty. He had his tongue all deep down my ass last night, you would’ve swore that nigga was looking for Waldo!ā€ Shirley McGill, mid-50s, a senior DCFS case manager on the cusp of retirement, made no qualms about talking about her freaky sex life with her close-knit group of co-workers. Between her, Geraldine, Theresa, and Juanita, Shirley was the only married social worker. The rest of the women were either divorced or in on-and-off relationships. Dick desperate they were, the three always huddled around Shirley during the afternoon to hear her rehash her nasty sex stories. ā€œYesss girl, I want that done to me! I ain’t never had my ass ate!ā€ Geraldine roared and clapped her hands. ā€œOhhh, chile! I cain’t even imagine! YESS GUHL! I SAID CAIN’T!ā€ she barked sticking her tongue out. Geraldine was in her early 40s and resembled a voluptuous Anita Baker with a gap in between her two front teeth. ā€œHahah! Hoe, you a trip! That’s just nasty. I wouldn’t dare have a nigga stick his tongue in my ass. That’s doin’ too much. Just give me some bomb ass head and dick and I’m good,ā€ Theresa remarked as she smacked on a Harold’s wing. Fried extra hard. Doused in mild sauce. Salt and pepper. Just how Theresa liked it. Theresa, approaching the age of fifty, was a solid four hundred pounds. Rumor had it her husband Darius left her…for another man. Her husband leaving her was one of the major reasons she spiraled into a depression and ended up developing an eating disorder. Although she was the heaviest in the group, ironically, she was the most stylish. Despite her size, when she wasn’t blowing her money on fast food, she was blowing it at the MAC store, designer clothes, and shoes. Guess you can do that when you are making nearly $85,000 a year as a state-based social worker. Couldn’t do that working for a private, nonprofit agency. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz A reminder that dressing well and being well are two separate skills. They often overlap, but not 100%. What you can put in your body and what you can put on your body are two different tasks. > ā€œSo, you got a man?ā€ Damn, he was bold in asking that. Nurse Tonya jumped in a tad surprise to the question. ā€œDamn, where did that come from?ā€ ā€œJust asking…You seem like you got a good head on your shoulders. You got a good job. You’re nice. Seem honest.ā€ Tonya didn’t respond, she just playfully shook her head. ā€œWell, I did. But he’s on bullshit like most of you niggas,ā€ Tonya responded. ā€œDamn, what’s that supposed to mean? ā€˜you niggas’?ā€ ā€œYou know…You men. Black men always be playing gamesā€¦ā€ ā€œMen play games regardless of race…Don’t make it a black thing.ā€ ā€œYeah, well. That’s all I date anyways. But enough about me. You got a girlfriend? Wife? Significant other?ā€ Tonya made her way over to the countertop where she sat the breakfast tray. She picked it up and meandered back over to Austin and positioned the tray on top of his waist. ā€œEhhh, no. Not at all. Been in here for almost two years. My last relationship was kind of crazy. I got a daughter though. Myyah. Her mother is kind of crazy and filthy. I’m trying to get custody of herā€¦ā€ ā€œQuestion for you…Why do you men do that?ā€ ā€œDo what?ā€ ā€œBlame the baby mother. Call her crazy. Filthy. Like, didn’t you know that before you got into a relationship with her?ā€ ā€œI mean, I wasn’t paying attention like that. I was so dumb and out there. Just wanted ass if you want me to be completely honest with you. I didn’t think it would ever go that far, but eventually, it did. Now we got a kid togetherā€¦ā€ ā€œTypical…You let the allure of sex pull you in and it blinded you to reality? That’s the excuse you’re gonna give me?ā€ ā€œAre you judging me? I mean, I am pretty sure you’ve made pretty bad decisions when it came to being with people.ā€ Tonya paused for a moment and thought about it… ā€œYeah, you’re right. It is what it is though. Sorry if I come off judgmental.ā€ ā€œIt’s cool though. I get it.ā€ ā€œAnyways, let me check up on my other patients. You enjoy that breakfast and I’ll be back to help you start your physical therapy today.ā€ ā€œBetā€¦ā€ ā€œOh and one thing Austin…I’m a lesbian now,ā€ Nurse Tonya casually confessed and smiled. Austin hung his head in shock. ā€œReally?ā€ ā€œYes, really. Talk to you later.ā€ Tonya made her way out of the room. Austin shook his head. ā€œBitches becoming lesbians left and right nowadays.ā€ \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz "Bitches becoming lesbians left and right nowadays" has to be one of the funniest sentences that I read in this book. > Deontae looked around his immediate surroundings to see if anybody would notice what he was about to do next. Without hesitation, he pulled out his gloc from his back. He was wearing a black Chicago Bulls jacket to cover up the gun. ā€œBitch, you think I’m playing with you? You gon bring yo ass home along with my kids or I’m gonna show you how I really feel!ā€ Tina, almost on the verge of losing her composure, stood her ground and lightly shivered in slight fear. ā€œOh, so that’s the shit you on? You just gon shoot me if I don’t follow your commands? Deontae, I thought you were smarter than thatā€¦ā€ Deontae didn’t say anything back. His eyes turned to slits. Glancing around once more, he quickly tucked the gun back into his back and slightly shook his head in the affirmative. ā€œDon’t worry, bitch. This shit ain’t over. You gon get yours. Do what you gotta do, but trust me, I’mma be back to get what you owe me. Bitch, I held you down when you didn’t have shit and when nobody wanted yo fat black ass. But I see what it is. Don’t have my kids around no other nigga either or we gon have serious problems, bitch.ā€ Suddenly he turned on his heels and quickly ran away. Katina closed her eyes and clutched her palpating chest. With her heart ferociously pounding, beating at a million beats per hour, she just knew Deontae was crazy enough to do something stupid. But she couldn’t show his ass weakness. She knew if she did and buckled, that was it. He would forever hold her and her kids hostage. That was the first time ever Deontae had shown that type of potentially violent and dark side to himself, but it came as no surprise to Katina. When niggas quickly realize they’ve lost something good, they do three things. Fight hard to get it back, let it go and move on, or stop others from having it. In this instance, Deontae was using the fear of murder to stop Katina from moving on. But it didn’t work. She was gonna get hers regardless. Deontae sensed that too, which is why he quickly dipped the fuck out. At that very moment, nothing, not even the threat of death could deter a real ass bitch from doing what she had to do to get hers. That was one of the reasons why Deontae was attracted to Katina in the first place. She was gonna be on her grind no matter what situation she found herself in. Nevertheless, Deontae simply couldn’t let it go ā€˜cuz he could already sense his life was now destined to be in somewhat shambles. The strong woman who was holding him down for so long was gone. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz Overreactions cause overreactions cause overreactions. > ā€œI know. I should’ve been listened to you, but I’m over him now. I’m just over men, period. I’m just gonna do me and worry about my kids for now,ā€ Katina replied to her mother’s statement as she finished packing her book bag. ā€œWell, don’t give up on men. Shit, you still gonna need a man eventually in your life, if you know what I mean,ā€ Mattie turned and smiled at Katina. Katina knew exactly what her mother meant too by the smirk she had all over her dark brown chubby face. Shit, a vibrator can only do so much for you. Every woman eventually wants to find the right man to be with for the rest of their life. And every woman knows ain’t nothing like riding good dick from a good, sexy man who had his shit together. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz > The creaking of the bed intensified, a sign that the landlord was probably a good fifty-one seconds away from busting a nut. ā€œAhhh, ahhh,ā€ Nate wailed as his breathing got even more hot and rapid. Gusts of his cognac-infused breath ventilated MooMoo’s neck and parts of her face. ā€œAhh, ughh, ohhgh, ughhh!ā€ Nate continued to grunt out loud. ā€œCome on, baby, fuck this pussy! Cum inside me!ā€ Fredquisha fake moaned and squeezed them twat muscles even harder so this man can hurry the fuck up and get up off her. You know, truth was, to MooMoo, if Mr. Perkins was about a good thirty years younger, she actually would’ve been more passionate about this fuck session. Just looking at his features, MooMoo could tell maybe in his day Mr. Garrison was probably a looker. Old nigga reminded her of an older version of a nigga she used to fuck with back in the day. If she was some old bitch looking to get her dry, ancient pussy fucked, Mr. Garrison would definitely get it. Despite the weird situation, the truth was Mr. Garrison’s dick wasn’t all that bad, to be honest with you. Pretty decent size. Like a good eight and a half inches, especially since that Viagra pill and three Henny’s on ice is running a race in his veins. But this situation was just business; nothing more, nothing less. As Mr. Garrison continued to pump in and out of MooMoo, his dick swelled up and got even harder. Oh yeah, bitch, that big pussy was definitely cooking up some gumbo tonight! Pussy juice was creamy and thick like roux too. Mr. Garrison’s eyes turned to squints, beads of his sweat dripped down his forehead and onto MooMoo’s back. The headboard pounds against the flowery wallpaper-covered wall harder and faster… ā€œAhhh! AHHHH! AHHHH! I’m cumming! AHHH! AHHHHHHH!ā€ Ladies and gentlemen, mission accomplished! Mr. Garrison came \[no pun intended\] to save the day. Power of that P. Despite having some loose pussy walls, MooMoo’s coochie muscles were flexin’ like she was at a bodybuilding competition, destined to come in first place. ā€œGahddamn! SHIYYAT!ā€ Mr. Garrison shouted as he slowly pulled out of MooMoo’s ass and rolled over to the bed. MooMoo didn’t hesitate. She needed to secure the bag quickly. ā€œOk, so how you gon help meā€¦ā€ As Mr. Garrison tried to collect his breath, he rubbed his chest. ā€œYou use CashApp?ā€ he asked. ā€œHell yeahā€¦ā€ ā€œGood, I’m finna send you $500\. And I’m gon have Glen call up this ole Mexican bitch named Maria. She got a cleanin’ service out West. I’mma have her and her brothers come by tonight to help you clean that place up. I can probably get them to deal with the roach problem too. You know them damn Mexican can fix everythang...ā€ Nate then leaned over, picked up his pants and pulled out his cell phone. ā€œWhat’s yo CashApp thang?ā€ ā€œ$BossLadyQuishaā€ \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz hashtag $BossLadyQuisha > Fredquisha honestly at this point was just willing to give her up and just let Mrs. Watkins take care of her. She didn’t even love the girl enough to really care anymore. Sad, but at least slowly she was becoming more and more honest with herself and was willing to put baby girl in better hands. Hell, there were so many times Fredquisha had thought about letting Mrs. Watkins take permanent custody over her. But of course, the one thing Fredquisha couldn’t do was possibly sacrifice the thousands of dollars a month she was receiving to take care of the poor girl. Close to $2500 was at stake and that was enough money for Fredquisha to get her hair did, nails did, buy two to three outfits a week, go on occasional vacations with her besties, even enough money to splurge on drugs and alcohol. It was also enough money for her to go all the way out for her sons. She’d use Myyah’s money to buy the boys new clothes, video game systems, and other gifts. But now, with a new baby possibly in her stomach from some random nigga, she could always exploit the newborn to re-up her SSI cash stash. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz Truly vile. An evil villain that only a mother could love, who's also a villain. Kind of a Maleficent play when you think about it. > But once his eyes were fully opened and gawking at Tina standing at the front of the room he yelled, ā€œOh shit! What you doin’ back early?!?ā€ ā€œFUCK NIGGA! WHO IS THIS BITCH?!?ā€ Although Tina wanted to know, she actually didn’t want any answers. ā€œYOU KNOW WHAT! FUCK IT!ā€ she screamed as she quickly darted out from the door and went back into the dark living room. All types of anxiety-riddled commotion went on in the master bedroom. The distant sounds of the frantic side hoe doing her best to put her clothes back on her naked body could be heard all the way from the living room. Tina dashed towards the sole utility closet near the front door and searched for her gun. The angered mother quickly located the pistol inside a black combination-lock box. She hastily yet cautiously checked the chamber and then made her way back to the master bedroom. Light skinned side hoe dashed out of the master bedroom and attempted to make a run from the precarious domestic situation. ā€œAHHHH!ā€ She screamed and threw her hands up, trying to make a sudden run back into the bedroom once she saw the barrel of the gun aimed right at her forehead. POW! Tina let the blickie off in the apartment, sending a bullet down the hall and into the upper part of the wall. Luckily behind the wall was cement, so the bullet instantly got lodged, not penetrating over into the next apartment. ā€œI’m gonna kill these motherfuckers! I work fuckin’ seventy hours a week and this fuckin’ nigga gon bring a random ass bitch up into my mothafuckin’ apartment where my kids are sleepin! Nigga gotta die to-fucking-NIGHT!ā€ Armed and dangerous, all Tina now saw was crimson red and she was ready to murder Deontae and the side hoe. She barged into the room and there Deontae with his gun his hand, aimed right at Tina. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz You know what? Fuck it. I'm grabbing the Blickie. ### A Church Made of Dirt URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-church-made-of-dirt/ Last updated: 2025-11-01T16:03:21.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/IMG_7611.jpeg) > They warned us not to expect much. My heart pounded, for I expected everything: jungle flowers, wild roaring beasts. God’s Kingdom in its pure, unenlightened glory. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver [Paris Syndrome](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paris%5Fsyndrome?ref=bramadams.dev) > While older Disney movies were ostensibly for children, the current box office enticement has to target the parents who were children, especially the mothers. It has to give them what they want, and from the shrapnel their children will collaterally learn how to want. \--Sadly, Porn - Edward Teach I did feel that when I saw Shrek as a kid, a lot of the jokes were meant for the adult members of the audience, and that it's only gotten worse as time has gone on, where now entire movies from Marvel are basically just winks to the audience's pleasure and "i remember that guy" moments. > GOD SAYS THE AFRICANS are the Tribes of Ham. Ham was the worst one of Noah’s three boys: Shem, Ham, and Japheth. Everybody comes down on their family tree from just those three, because God made a big flood and drowneded out the sinners. But Shem, Ham, and Japheth got on the boat so they were A-okay. Ham was the youngest one, like me, and he was bad. Sometimes I am bad, too. After they all got off the ark and let the animals go is when it happened. Ham found his father Noah laying around pig-naked drunk one day and he thought that was funny as all get-out. The other two brothers covered Noah up with a blanket, but Ham busted his britches laughing. When Noah woke up he got to hear the whole story from the tattletale brothers. So Noah cursed all Ham’s children to be slaves for ever and ever. That’s how come them to turn out dark. Back home in Georgia they have their own school so they won’t be a-strutting into Rachel’s and Leah and Adah’s school. Leah and Adah are the gifted children, but they still have to go to the same school as everybody. But not the colored children. The man in church said they’re different from us and needs ought to keep to their own. Jimmy Crow says that, and he makes the laws. They don’t come in the White Castle restaurant where Mama takes us to get Cokes either, or the Zoo. Their day for the Zoo is Thursday. That’s in the Bible. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver I read quotes like this, and then I wonder why the existence of Christian churches is so indelible in certain parts of the African American community. Specifically after just reading, I know why the caged bird sings, and how Maya Angelou's grandmother was extremely Christian. I should look more into this. > Perhaps you see the problem here – the problem with which all talk of ā€˜quantum mechanics as information’ must wrestle. We’re used to the notion of things that in some sense contain information: books, computer memories, messages left on an answerphone. And we’re used to the idea that we can possess information: I can know your email address, say. And these seem distinct: one is potential knowledge, the other actual knowledge, culled from potential knowledge according to our individual capacity. But quantum mechanics seems to make the interaction two-way: knowledge we possess affects what is knowable (and to others, or just to us?). Yes, it’s confusing. But that is surely the right confusion to embrace, if we want to grapple with what this wonderful theory means. I like to think of this informational perspective in terms of a distinction between a theory of Isness and a theory of Ifness. Quantum mechanics doesn’t tell us how a thing is, but what (with calculable probability) it could be, along with – and this is crucial – a logic of the relationships between those ā€˜coulds’. If this, then that. What this means is that, to truly describe the features of quantum mechanics, as far as that is currently possible, we should replace all the conventional ā€˜isms’ with ā€˜ifms’. For example: Not ā€˜here it is a particle, there it is a wave’ but ā€˜if we measure things like this, the quantum object behaves in a manner we associate with particles; but if we measure it like that, it behaves as if it’s a wave’ Not ā€˜the particle is in two states at once’ but ā€˜if we measure it, we will detect this state with probability X, and that state with probability Y’ This Ifness is perplexing, because it is not what we’ve come to associate with science. We’re used to science telling us how things are, and if ā€˜Ifs’ arise, that’s just because of our partial ignorance. But in quantum mechanics, Ifs are fundamental. Is there an Isness beneath the Ifness? That’s possible – and simply admitting as much takes us beyond the simplistic view of the Copenhagen Interpretation according to which there is nothing meaningful to be said beyond the results of observation. But even if there is, it will not be like the Isness of everyday life, in which objects have intrinsic, non-contextual, localized properties. It will not be a ā€˜common sense’ Isness. \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball Everything that is, was first an If. > According to a journalist’s eyewitness account, Mata Hari, the famous exotic dancer turned World War I spy, refused to wear a blindfold when she was executed by a French firing squad in 1917\. ā€œMust I wear that?ā€ asked Mata Hari, turning to her lawyer, as her eyes glimpsed the blindfold. ā€œIf Madame prefers not, it makes no difference,ā€ replied the officer, hurriedly turning away. Mata Hari was not bound and she was not blindfolded. She stood gazing steadfastly at her executioners, when the priest, the nuns, and her lawyer stepped away from her. Looking mortality straight in the eye is no easy feat. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty I read more about her on [Wikipedia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mata%5FHari?ref=bramadams.dev). She actually blew a kiss to her executioners too, which was pretty badass. > ā€œNow, listen Watkins, I didn’t have to do this, but I knew you were bullshitting me back in that bathroom. Man to man, I’ve been in your shoes. I lost my daughter Christina two years ago to leukemia. I think about her every god damn day of my life. You have a chance bro to do right by that little girl in there. Go in there, love all over her, hold her, kiss her, tell her you love her a million times…And after you get out of here, I better not see or hear about your ass in here ever again. Got it?ā€ Austin, hearing Officer Clayton’s words, tore him down. Officer Clayton now seemingly looked a tad frazzled and wracked with grief, but despite almost breaking down himself and crying over his deceased daughter, he wiped a few tears that trickled out of the corners of his eyes, leaned in and gave Austin a tight, brotherly hug. ā€œYou got this, young man. Do right by that girl. Be there in every moment of her life…You never know what tomorrow brings.ā€ ā€œOk-k,ā€ Austin stuttered. Officer Clayton released Austin. The detention center supervisor then turned his attention back to the double doors of the auditorium. Soft, flowery vibrations of Luther Vandross’ ā€œDance With My Fatherā€ poured through the door. Clayton opened the doors, and instantaneously Austin’s passion-filled eyes enclosed onto his family, most importantly, his daughter he hadn’t seen in two long, hard years. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz You never know what tomorrow brings, so you wanna play dance with my father every chance you get! > So masterfully do we hide death, you would almost believe we are the first generation of immortals. But we are not. We are all going to die and we know it. As the great cultural anthropologist Ernest Becker said, ā€œThe idea of death, the fear of it, haunts the human animal like nothing else.ā€ The fear of death is why we build cathedrals, have children, declare war, and watch cat videos online at three a.m. Death drives every creative and destructive impulse we have as human beings. The closer we come to understanding it, the closer we come to understanding ourselves. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Much like our waste removal, our death removal is pretty persistent. The living human world has very little fecal matter and very few corpses belonging to our species. > A girl always remembers the first corpse she shaves. It is the only event in her life more awkward than her first kiss or the loss of her virginity. The hands of time will never move quite so slowly as when you are standing over the dead body of an elderly man with a pink plastic razor in your hand. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty It must be pretty interesting to wake up and decide one day that you just wanna shave dead bodies for the rest of your life. Realizing that you too will one day need to be shaved. > Byron was (or, had been) a man in his seventies with thick white hair sprouting from his face and head. He was naked, except for the sheet I kept wrapped around his lower half to protect I’m not sure what. Postmortem decency, I suppose. His eyes, staring up into the abyss, had gone flat like deflated balloons. If a lover’s eyes are a clear mountain lake, Byron’s were a stagnant pond. His mouth twisted open in a silent scream. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Postmortem shame as a concept > This is just a dead person, I told myself. Rotting meat, Caitlin. An animal carcass. This was not an effective motivational technique. Byron was far more than rotting meat. He was also a noble, magical creature, like a unicorn or a griffin. He was a hybrid of something sacred and profane, stuck with me at this way station between life and eternity. By the time I concluded this was not the job for me, it was too late. Refusing to shave Byron was no longer an option. I picked up my pink weapon, the tool of a dark trade. Screwing up my face and emitting a high-pitched sound only dogs could hear, I pressed blade to cheek and began my career as barber to the dead. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Humans are common (billions), but our souls are rare (unique). > The sun rose as I walked out of my apartment on Rondel Place, shimmering over discarded needles and evaporating puddles of urine. A homeless man wearing a tutu dragged an old car tire down the alley, presumably to repurpose it as a makeshift toilet. When I first moved to San Francisco, it had taken me three months to find an apartment. Finally, I met Zoe, a lesbian criminal-justice student offering a room. The two of us now shared her bright-pink duplex on Rondel Place in the Mission District. Our home sweet alley was flanked on one side by a popular taqueria and on the other by Esta Noche, a bar known for its Latino drag queens and deafening ranchera music. Making my way down Rondel to the BART station, a man across the alley opened his coat to show me his penis. ā€œWhatcha think of this, honey?ā€ he said, waving it triumphantly at me. ā€œWell, man, I think you’re going to have to do better,ā€ I replied. His face fell. I’d lived on Rondel Place for a year by now. He really would have to do better. \--Smoke Gets in Your Eyes - Caitlin Doughty Once in SF a Waymo dropped me off by a homeless encampment. > Mother took hold of her hand and also mine—something I would not have tolerated in the slightest back home in Bethlehem. But here in all the hubbub we would have lost track of each other, with how we were just getting swept along on a big dark river of people. And the dirt, law! There was dirt everywhere like red chalk dust, and me with my good green linen suit on the outside, wouldn’t you know. I could just feel the grit in my hair, which is so extremely fair it is prone to get stained. Boy, what a place. Already I was heavyhearted in my soul for the flush commodes and machine-washed clothes and other simple things in life I have took for granted. The people were hurrying us on down toward some kind of open dirt-floor patio with a roof over it, which as it turned out was going to be our father’s church. Just our luck, a church made of dirt. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver Sepia filter in movies > They called the songs back and forth in their own language between a leader and the rest of the group. They were such weird songs it took me a while to realize they followed the tunes of Christian hymns, ā€œOnward Christian Soldiersā€ and ā€œWhat a Friend I Have in Jesus,ā€ which made my skin crawl. I guess they have a right to sing them, but here’s the thing: right in front of our very eyes, some of the women stood up there in the firelight with their bosoms naked as a jaybird’s egg. Some of them were dancing, and others merely ran around cooking, as if nakedness were nothing special. They passed back and forth with pots and kettles, all bare-chested and unashamed. They were very busy with the animal in the fire, pulling it to pieces now and mixing it with something steaming in a pot. Whenever they bent over, their heavy breasts swung down like balloons full of water. I kept my eyes turned away from them, and from the naked children who clung to their long draped skirts. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver Shame as a Christian concept > On their way, the two not giving a fuck, started making out in the back seat. Fredquisha grazed her hand along Trel’s thigh and felt his hardening meat. Her pussy of course was glowing in excitement. This nigga had to be packing at least nine, if not ten, she thought. ā€œMan, I’m so fuckin’ hard right now. My BM ain’t sucked a nigga up in ages,ā€ Trel chuckled, confessing his sex life with this children’s mother was in the midst of drought. As he planted kisses up and down her neck, he slid his hand in between Fredquisha’s thighs and rubbed her musty, unshaven fat pussy meat popping through her thong. Fredquisha licked and kissed the side of Trel’s tatted up neck, sending blood down to his groin at a million miles an hour. MooMoo then went to do the unthinkable; she unzipped his pants and leisurely whipped out his tanned erect dick leaking with precum. Trel’s eyes flew wide open as he was a bit terrified. He flung his gaze to the front of the car to see if Amadou was creepily observing what was happening in the back seat. ā€œShit, you gon get us banned from Uber!ā€ Trel whispered. Placing her index finger over his long lips, Fredquisha suppressed Trel’s agitation. ā€œShhhh,ā€ she cut his mounting apprehension. Without hesitation she buried her head down into his lap and fed her mouth his hard dick. She was gonna show bae what that mouth do. Hoe is life. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz Shame as a "car called from an app" concept > The cheers were slowing down. He had everybody’s attention now. ā€œAnd Lot said unto the sinners who crowded at his door, I pray ye, brethren, do not do so wickedly! For the sinners of Sodom pressed their evil will against the entrance to his household.ā€ I shuddered. Naturally I knew Chapter 19 of Genesis, which he’d made us copy out time and again. I detest the part where Lot offered his own virgin daughters to the rabble of sinners, to do with as they might, just so they’d forget about God’s angels that were visiting and leave them be. What kind of a trade is that? And his poor wife, of course, got turned to a pillar of salt. But Father skipped over all that and went straight to the dire consequences: ā€œThe emissaries of the Lord smote the sinners, who had come heedless to the sight of God, heedless in their nakedness.ā€ Then he stopped, just froze perfectly still. With one of his huge hands he reached out to the congregation, pulling them in. With the other, he pointed at a woman near the fire. Her big long breasts lay flat on her chest like they’d been pressed down with an iron, but she did seem heedless of it. She was toting a long-legged child all straddly on her hip, and with her free hand was scratching at her short hair. She looked around nervously, for every pair of eyes in the place had followed Father’s accusing gaze straight to her nakedness. She bounced her knees, shifting the big child upwards on her hip. His head lolled. He had hair that stood out in reddish tufts and he looked dazed. For an eternity of silence the mother stood there in the spotlight, drawing her head back on her neck in fear and puzzlement. Finally she turned around and picked up a long wooden spoon and went to poking at the stew kettle. ā€œNakedness,ā€ Father repeated, ā€œand darkness of the soul! For we shall destroy this place where the loud clamor of the sinners is waxen great before the face of the Lord.ā€ No one sang or cheered anymore. Whether or not they understood the meaning of ā€œloud clamor,ā€ they didn’t dare be making one now. They did not even breathe, or so it seemed. Father can get a good deal across with just his tone of voice, believe you me. The woman with the child on her hip kept her back turned, tending to the food. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/image-8.png) ### A Book Dedicated to Einsteins Mistakes URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-book-dedicated-to-einsteins-mistakes/ Last updated: 2025-11-01T16:04:16.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/11/IMG_7610.jpeg) > When a pin is balanced vertically on its point and allowed to fall, the direction in which it topples is random. Or is it? Suppose we could measure its state before toppling with extreme accuracy. Then we might find that it wasn’t perfectly upright to begin with, so we have introduced a bias that decides the direction. So we get a better method of alignment. But now we see that the pin itself isn’t perfectly symmetrical: there’s slightly more mass on one side, and so that is weighed down more. So we make the pin perfectly symmetrical. But now we can detect exactly how many air molecules strike it from different directions, and find that in each experiment there’s a very tiny imbalance that pushes the pin one way or another. So we let it topple in a vacuum – and so on. The point is that what seemed random turns out in each case to have a definable cause that produced a bias. Apparent randomness was simply a consequence of our lack of knowledge about the system. This kind of randomness is easy to accept, because we may rest assured that there’s a causal logic to what we see even if we can’t get at it: in short, things happen for a reason. But the probabilistic nature of the Schrƶdinger equation, which predicts only the likelihood of different experimental outcomes, leaves it offering no reason why one specific outcome is observed instead of another. In effect, it says that quantum events (the radioactive decay of an atom, say) happen for no reason. They just happen. That sounds like a terribly unscientific thing to say, and seems to go against the grain of everything that scientists and natural philosophers have striven to achieve since well before the time of Isaac Newton: to explain the world. Quantum events don’t appear to have an explanation as such – one in which definable causes lead to specific effects – but only a probability of occurrence. This is what Einstein found unreasonable. Who can pretend that it isn’t? \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball If the universe isn't deterministic, does that mean that all of our efforts are for naught? > Albert Einstein seemed resigned with good grace to a widespread determination to prove him wrong. An endless stream of cranks has attempted to ā€˜disprove’ Einstein’s theories of relativity ever since they were first published, and Einstein responded patiently to some of the untutored correspondence he received that claimed to find errors in his work. Obviously, if you could show that Einstein had erred then you would be revealed as a genius of the highest degree, and there was (and still is) no shortage of applications for that position. It is a sign of supreme intellectual renown when even your ā€˜errors’ and ā€˜blunders’ are celebrated, and when announcements that you have been proved ā€˜wrong’ make newspaper headlines. But actually Einstein was ā€˜wrong’ about many things. He made a few trivial lapses in his calculations. He famously fudged his theory of general relativity to avoid its prediction of an expanding universe, just a few years before astronomers found that to be precisely the state of the cosmos. Even his many proofs of the celebrated E = mc2 contained little gaffes. Heck, there’s an entire book enumerating Einstein’s mistakes.\*1 None of this has the slightest bearing on Einstein’s status as the greatest scientist of the twentieth century. To imagine that genius implies freedom from error is to misunderstand the nature of creativity and insight. Arguably, geniuses (whatever that means) must incur an above-average chance of being wrong. \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball Every single thing seems to have some kind of competitive streak, even if the competition is relegated to physicist nerds trying to prove other physicist nerds wrong. > Cookery supplies the popular metaphor: if we add the baking powder after we have mixed the other ingredients and baked the cake, we get a different result from adding it before baking (I have tried this experiment, so I can verify the statement). I like to think that a better, if peculiarly British, analogy is supplied by making tea. Adding the milk to the cup before pouring the tea gives a different quality of brew to adding the milk to the tea in the cup. It might seem improbable, but connoisseurs swear it is true (I believe them), and there may be good scientific reasons for it. (They are not, I should add, quantum reasons.) \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball Measurement in the classical physics world is often communicative, meaning that if you measure a to b and b to a, you get the same distance. But in the quantum world, that's not necessarily the case. Measurement has a direct impact on the experiment itself and the results that you receive. > There is (we’re told) a fuzziness to the quantum world that prevents us from knowing everything about it in absolute detail. Ninety years ago, Werner Heisenberg articulated this with his famous Uncertainty Principle. But Heisenberg’s discovery is often misunderstood. It might be taken to imply either that nothing in the quantum world can be measured exactly (perhaps because we can’t help disturbing what it is we want to measure?) or – a more sophisticated misconception – that if we want to measure one thing very accurately then we have to accept a commensurate blurring in the values of everything else. Neither idea is correct. We can’t blame these misunderstandings on a woeful lack of public science literacy. The Uncertainty Principle actually is rather technical, and it’s not surprising that non-specialists may miss its message. The problem is compounded by the catchy name. It’s a name that chimed with the insecure times in which Heisenberg deduced his result in 1927: between the wars, with Germany reeling from hyperinflation and political crises, and with Nazism on the rise. To make things worse, even Heisenberg did not fully understand the implications of what he had stumbled across. He couched the Uncertainty Principle in terms both hazy and apt to mislead, and which have left physicists arguing about it even today. He made trouble for himself. Heisenberg’s Uncertainty Principle is not exactly a constraint on how precisely we can make a measurement of some quantum property. Rather, it constrains how precisely the property we want to know about exists at all. It might have been better christened the Unknowability Principle – better still, the Unbeability Principle – although doubtless that would have spawned a mysticism of its own. \--Beyond Weird - Philip Ball So much of science, we want to believe, is this objective reality descriptor. But in fact, because we use language and because science is always done in a time where humans, being the political creatures we are (a la Aristotle) , find ways to leverage science to get across political aims. We're currently seeing this with the technology of language models vs the perception of what artificial intelligence is in the public sphere, for example. > This book is dedicated to MY SON, GUY JOHNSON, AND ALL THE STRONG BLACK BIRDS OF PROMISE who defy the odds and gods and sing their songs \--I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings - Maya Angelou SING YOUR SONGS BIRDS!!!! SING!!!! > As my sixth month approached, Mother left San Francisco for Alaska. She was to open a nightclub and planned to stay three or four months until it got on its feet. Daddy Clidell was to look after me but I was more or less left on my own recognizance and under the unsteady gaze of our lady roomers. Mother left the city amid a happy and cheerful send-off party (after all how many Negroes were in Alaska?), and I felt treacherous allowing her to go without informing her that she was soon to be a grandmother. Two days after V-Day I stood with the San Francisco Summer School class at Mission High School and received my diploma. That evening, in the bosom of the now-dear family home I uncoiled my fearful secret and in a brave gesture left a note on Daddy Clidell's bed. It read: Dear Parents, I am sorry to bring this disgrace on the family, but I am pregnant. Marguerite. The confusion that ensued when I explained to my stepfather that I expected to deliver the baby in three weeks, more or less, was reminiscent of a MoliĆØre comedy. Except that it was funny only years later. Daddy Clidell told Mother that I was ā€œthree weeks gone.ā€ Mother, regarding me as a woman for the first time, said indignantly, ā€œShe's more than any three weeks.ā€ They both accepted the fact that I was further along than they had first been told but found it nearly impossible to believe that I had carried a baby, eight months and one week, without their being any the wiser. \--I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings - Maya Angelou Maya Angelou is an expert at delivering the perfect amount of information her audience needs to hear in her real life and in her book. > The world had ended, and I was the only person who knew it. People walked along the streets as if the pavements hadn't all crumbled beneath their feet. They pretended to breathe in and out while all the time I knew the air had been sucked away in a monstrous inhalation from God Himself. I alone was suffocating in the nightmare. The little pleasure I was able to take from the fact that if I could have a baby I obviously wasn't a lesbian was crowded into my mind's tiniest corner by the massive pushing in of fear, guilt and self-revulsion. For eons, it seemed, I had accepted my plight as the hapless, put-upon victim of fate and the Furies, but this time I had to face the fact that I had brought my new catastrophe upon myself. How was I to blame the innocent man whom I had lured into making love to me? In order to be profoundly dishonest, a person must have one of two qualities: either he is unscrupulously ambitious, or he is unswervingly egocentric. He must believe that for his ends to be served all things and people can justifiably be shifted about, or that he is the center not only of his own world but of the worlds which others inhabit. I had neither element in my personality, so I hefted the burden of pregnancy at sixteen onto my own shoulders where it belonged. Admittedly, I staggered under the weight. \--I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings - Maya Angelou In her memoir, Maya takes on so much and puts so much weight on her shoulders and is forced to grow up so fast, it really makes me think of how we can actually bear much more weight than we think that we can. And that what feels like insurmountable odds rarely are. And that even the worst-case scenario of death is fine, because really everyone's done it before anyway (even if their life was going really well after all.). > WE CAME FROM BETHLEHEM, Georgia, bearing Betty Crocker cake mixes into the jungle. My sisters and I were all counting on having one birthday apiece during our twelve-month mission. ā€œAnd heaven knows,ā€ our mother predicted, ā€œthey won’t have Betty Crocker in the Congo.ā€ ā€œWhere we are headed, there will be no buyers and sellers at all,ā€ my father corrected. His tone implied that Mother failed to grasp our mission, and that her concern with Betty Crocker confederated her with the coin-jingling sinners who vexed Jesus till he pitched a fit and threw them out of church. ā€œWhere we are headed,ā€ he said, to make things perfectly clear, ā€œnot so much as a Piggly Wiggly.ā€ Evidently Father saw this as a point in the Congo’s favor. I got the most spectacular chills, just from trying to imagine. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver If you can go to a desert island with one item and you decide to bring Betty Crocker... > What is the conqueror’s wife, if not a conquest herself? For that matter, what is he? When he rides in to vanquish the untouched tribes, don’t you think they fall down with desire before those sky-colored eyes? And itch for a turn with those horses, and those guns? That’s what we yell back at history, always, always. \--The Poisonwood Bible - Barbara Kingsolver Much of the vows in a traditional heterosexual marriage, even to today, are kind of along the lines of giving the woman away to the man, even though we don't readily believe that anymore in modern society. At least I don't think there are some people who do. It's interesting that those words are still used in a way because they haven't been able to be replaced by words that make more sense and represent the function of what marriage is as a legal construct vs. what it is as a love construct. Basically the idea of ownership vs. companionship. > IT ALL BEGINS in what some remember as a kind of paradise. The Iberian Peninsula, cut off from Europe by nearly impassable mountains, and spared the long darkness of northern barbarian domination, had been the locus of a rich intermingling of Moorish, classical, Christian, and Jewish cultures. Three geographically distinct regions pollinated one another economically, intellectually, and aesthetically: the seafarers in the west, the land tenders and silk makers in the south, and the castle dwellers and townspeople of the center and north. A common culture resulted from the balance of these various regions, and it even included an anomalous mixing of religious influences. Spanish historians refer to this period as convivencia, a word loosely translated as ā€œcoexistence,ā€ but one implying a far more creative interaction than that of, say, the United States and the Soviet Union during their time of coexistence. In Córdoba, for example, under the rule of the Islamic caliphate, Christians were welcome to hold their worship services in the Great Mosque, and they did so. It was one of the grand building complexes in Europe, dating to the eighth century, proudly situated by a noble river, above an ancient Roman bridge. The mosque still stands, with its dramatic horseshoe arches and arcades, stone window grilles and battlements, although all of the Moorish elements are overshadowed now by the Christian cathedral that was built on top of the mosque in the sixteenth century. \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > I had arrived at the seminary with a small cache of books, which I was resolved to read in the spirit of self-improvement. I have no idea how I had made my selection of titles, but one of the books was The Age of Reason by Jean Paul Sartre. Somehow my possession of this philosophical novel came to the attention of the seminary rector, who summoned me. He demanded to know if I had been reading Sartre. I recall that the first phase of my panic was tied to shame at being unable to understand the work of the French existentialist. My intellectual mulishness would be exposed. Then I realized the rector had read as little as I. He confiscated the book, announcing it as ā€œon the Index.ā€ The word carried a jolt, evoking an image of heretics burning at the stake. The Index was the devil’s own library, a store of ideas too dangerous to know about. The Index? Me? But what really seemed amazing was that books on the Index were available in paperback. The Index of Forbidden Books, dating to the sixteenth century, was the Inquisition’s list of publications deemed to be heretical. Catholics could not read these books without formal dispensation. The Index was not abolished until 1966. The Roman Congregation of the Inquisition, formally called the Holy Office, was renamed in 1965, becoming the Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith. The prefect, or head, of that congregation today is Cardinal Joseph Ratzinger, to whom we have already referred. Ratzinger is the putative author of Canon 1436\. I of the Code of Canon Law, which states, ā€œOne who denies a truth which must be believed with divine and Catholic faith, or who calls it into doubt, or who totally repudiates the Christian faith, and does not retract it after having been warned, is to be punished as a heretic or an apostate with major excommunication.ā€ > \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll One of the freedoms we often take for granted is the adult agency over literacy to read whatever we decide is worth reading. However, the ā€œindexesā€ of today are largely the existence or non-existence of a book on a Barnes and Noble bookshelf or an Amazon Kindle shelf as opposed to what is banned by some secular or religious organization. In a sense, we are now dealing with self-published AI-generated book curation that while aren't directly counterproductive to any narrative of a power structure, they are still very powerful in their own right. > By definition, Jews, the original and quintessential dissenters, call into question the supremacist universalism of claims made for Jesus Christ. In the present age, with its overlay of politesse, the depth of this conflict, and the danger of it, are obscure. But the history of the time when its structures were erected—structures that John Paul II has sworn himself to uphold—embodies a tragic warning. Beginning with the Fourth Lateran Council’s (1215) resolve to eliminate heresy, and Pope Gregory IX’s Excommunicarnus (1231), which set up roving Dominican and Franciscan ecclesiastical courts, the early Inquisition had pursued its program intermittently, with no central apparatus. With Pope Innocent IV’s decree (1252), torture was permitted. Boniface VIII’s absolutism (1302) led to the consolidation of both the ideology and the institution. The coming of the Spanish Inquisition in the fifteenth century, as we shall see, would brace the soul of Europe before becoming planted in Rome itself. The cruelty and narrowness of the Roman Inquisition are linked in the public mind with the Galileo case (1633), but that was tame compared to what had gone before. This unprecedented institution, whose abuses are now roundly denounced by all,16 intended only to uphold the oneness of the Church. Is it possible to repudiate the Inquisition without questioning what it sought to defend? Beyond its methods and abuses, what about the broader impact of the Inquisition on the Catholic mind? In fact, the Inquisition would fatally undermine the positive side of the long-standing Catholic ambivalence toward Judaism, and would fundamentally change the Catholic attitude toward ā€œthe Jewish-born,ā€ in the careful phrase a newspaper applied to Bob Dylan. The Inquisition would spawn the idea of ā€œJewish blood.ā€ \--Constantine's Sword - James Carroll > Mrs. Watkins, despite being in her 60s, was in remarkable shape. They say black don’t crack, and Mrs. Watkins was the living embodiment of that timeless adage. One could easily mistake her for being in her mid-40s. Guess you can thank her youthful appearance to yoga, Zumba and cycling classes four to five times a week at her local LA Fitness on top of her semi-vegetarian diet. Standing at around 5’5 and weighing no more than 125 pounds, Mrs. Watkins eerily resembled a younger Lena Horne. She had short and wavy black hair with streaks of gray. Although she wasn’t super-light skinned like the famed and legendary black actress, her hue was Creole red due in part to her Louisiana ancestry. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz > Frequent streams of gunshots, sobbing mothers, crackhead fights and roaring bass heavy trap music was the soundtrack to life in Englewood. Irrespective of Chicago’s brutal weather, armies of dope boys and gang members roamed the streets, aimlessly living life, setting themselves up to be future murder statistics. Nearly fifty percent of the residents in the area lived at or below the poverty rate. If one were to take a drive around the area, one would notice that virtually every other house was abandoned, marked with red X signs on their molded wooden doors. Tall, uncut shrubbery gated off many of these run-down houses and flats; dereliction their sole occupant. The Chicago Fire Department years ago started this program called the Chicago Red X Program that was designed to place red X placards on vacant houses and buildings, alerting first responders and firefighters that essentially these marked properties were beyond fucked up. Enter at your own risk. Shit, truth be told, the entire neighborhood needed a big red X on it. Dwell there at your own risk. Sad as it may seem, just generations ago Englewood was once a bourgeoning black community filled with prosperous middle class black families pursuing the American dream. Nonetheless, like so many other black communities across the United States, Englewood went through major decline in the 70s and 80s, and now the area was a living nightmare of urban desolation and decay. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz {prince of egypt x} > Curious as he was, Austin stopped what he was doing and slowly trekked over to Dr. Sterling. ā€œHey, Dr. Sterling. I hate to be nosey, but what happened to my brother?ā€ Dr. Sterling exhaled… ā€œEarly this morning his fiancĆ©e and his daughter were unfortunately caught in crossfire of a shootout that happened on Lake Shore Drive.ā€ ā€œWell, is she ok, is everything gonna be alright?ā€ Austin asked, although his street intuition informed him based on DeMario’s breakdown she probably didn’t make it. ā€œUnfortunately…no. But his fiancĆ©e is in critical condition.ā€ Austin, a bit disturbed from hearing the news, covered his mouth with his right hand and shook his head in shock and disbelief. ā€œMan, I’m so sorry to hear that. That’s some crazy ass shit to have happened today. She was supposed to be here, right?ā€ ā€œYes…That was his only daughterā€¦ā€ ā€œFuckkkkk,ā€ Austin continued shaking his head as he lowered it. ā€œCount your blessings, Austin…When your daughter gets here, you need to love on her as much you can because you never know what life will have in store for you.ā€ Austin couldn’t say anything in response. He just nodded in affirmation to her statement and walked away. It was completely fucked up for something like that to happen on what was supposed to be splendidly happy and beautiful early evening, Austin thought as he continued to assemble chairs around tables. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz Life is neutral, we make it kind or cruel. > Austin’s scheduled release date was in a month – July 1st. With less than a month left before getting released, Austin was doing his best to ensure he’d never come back to jail ever again. Lesson fucking learned. One of the first things Austin had plans on doing after getting out of jail was going to college to get his bachelor’s degree. Before his father died, Austin made a promise that he would clean himself up, get his act together and go back to school to get his bachelor’s like the rest of his siblings did. It was the ultimate dream Gary Sr. wanted for all of his kids – to be college educated since he never had the opportunity to do so. Wanting to fulfil that promise to his father, when Austin first got locked up he worked studiously hard to obtain his GED and also enrolled in a carpentry program. Inmates were encouraged to pick up a trade and Austin always loved doing craft projects as a teenager. It was something him and his father bonded over before he got sucked into them unforgiving ChiRaq streets. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz In the book "Lost in Thought" by Zena Hitz, one of the recurring themes is the re-education program that individuals take on while they are imprisoned by reading books, specifically Malcolm X. > Deontae stood up and then floated over to Fredquisha. He hovered over her as she grabbed his hard, salami roll-like veiny dick meat and instantly began to devour it in her mouth. She sucked on it as if she were a hungry redneck trucker smacking on some almost expired gas station beef jerky. ā€œYesss, fuck! Gobble that shit, you nasty bitch!ā€ Deontae barked. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz > In fact, before Deontae was destined to stretch them pussy walls out, he had to get a taste of the cooch. He further spread her legs open and then pulled her into the middle of the couch as Marvin hovered over her, still getting his dick sucked. Although Deontae couldn’t see it – his eyes were laser focused on the bushy pussy meat sopped with creamy juices –an audience of perverted roaches lurked from a distance, watching the threesome action go down. Some of the roaches conversed among themselves, distracted from their mission to find food crumbs. Some had their eyes wide opened, delighted in the fuck fest about to go down. However, a few of them critters yawned. They had seen her get it in several times before. What was happening now was like a bad Ebony amateur vid on PornHub, so they took off in search of some fried chicken bones or some leftover, stale French fries rotting under the sofa. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz > Fredquisha wedged the blunt in between her tight, dark and dry violet lips. Despite taking a shower, she didn’t bother to brush her teeth yet. Let alone put on some balm to heal the desiccation and cracking present on her long, plump lips. Only God knows what this bitch’s breath smelled like…then again, Deontae, maybe even Marvin was about to find out in a few minutes. Eww. Deontae handed her his black BIC lighter and then she proceeded to light up the blunt. Three hard pulls she took then blew two streams of dank smoke from her nostrils. The filthy living room began to reek of marijuana, however, the THC fragrance didn’t have the muscle and potency to overpower the vile stench present throughout the apartment. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz Oftentimes weed can make a gross smelling apartment smell even worse. > Although Marvin would give Fredquisha 4.3 on a scale of one through ten, her ass truthfully deserved a -17.8 for living in this nasty, fucked up apartment. Hopefully this Fredquisha bitch would get high sooner rather than later so he can fuck and then bounce. Marvin entered the living room and then sat on an adjacent love seat as Fredquisha and Deontae looked enthralled with one another. ā€œYou rolled up yet?ā€ Marvin asked. ā€œYeah, fuck nigga. Just waitin’ for yo scared assā€¦ā€ ā€œMann, just light that shit up bro,ā€ Marvin responded. Slight frown scrunched his face as he scratched his arms. Psychosomatic. \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz > Silent, Marvin’s eyes peered into the kitchen and saw the sink overflowing with dishes. ā€œThe fuckkk???ā€ he thought to himself, completely blown the fuck away. He truly thought Deontae was fucking with him about the condition of Fredquisha’s apartment, but he obviously wasn’t joking. This bitch needed Inyanla Van Zant to come and give her a reality check into the depth of her filth. Marvin looked down and instantly snapped. ā€œAhhhhhh!ā€ Stomp! Stomp! A roach ran across his shoe and he screamed, quickly trying to kill it. Deontae looked at Marvin, slightly embarrassed. ā€œBro, chill the fuck out, it’s just a fuckin’ roach. You scared of roaches, pussy nigga?ā€ ā€œMan, fuck you. That roach was the size of a cat. Lil nigga tried to run up in my pants and shit!ā€ ā€œBoy, bye!ā€ Fredquisha lightly roared and rolled her eyes. ā€œWhere is you from anyways? Ain’t you from the hood too?ā€ ā€œMan, I’m from the South Side. 71st and Jeffrey. Butā€¦ā€ ā€œBut what? You ain’t seen a roach before? Nigga, you a lie!ā€ ā€œI mean, I seen a roach before. Just not a thousand,ā€ Marvin joked. ā€œANYWAYSā€¦ā€ \--This Hoe Got Roaches in Her Crib - Quan Millz ### I finished "I Know why the caged bird sings" URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/i-finished-i-know-why-the-caged-bird-sings/ Last updated: 2025-10-14T17:54:23.000Z > Wouldn't they be surprised when one day I woke out of my black ugly dream, and my real hair, which was long and blond, would take the place of the kinky mass that Momma wouldn't let me straighten? My light-blue eyes were going to hypnotize them, after all the things they said about ā€œmy daddy must of been a Chinamanā€ (I thought they meant made out of china, like a cup) because my eyes were so small and squinty. Then they would understand why I had never picked up a Southern accent, or spoke the common slang, and why I had to be forced to eat pigs' tails and snouts. Because I was really white and because a cruel fairy stepmother, who was understandably jealous of my beauty, had turned me into a too-big Negro girl, with nappy black hair, broad feet and a space between her teeth that would hold a number-two pencil. Having extended periods of hating my nappy hair is in my umwelt of experience as well. As a metalhead, I never got to participate in the hairstyles of the era. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/0de9fd055d41be1cafff70353b8a5cf2.jpg) As a fraternity brother, I never got to style my hair to fit in. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Brushed-Forward-Wavy-Hair-with-Low-Temp-Fade.jpg.webp) I tried to emulate Kilmonger from Black Panther, but that was largely a failure. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/StFelix-Black-Panter.webp) Crooked teeth too! (Though that is not due to race, it is due to genetics crossing paths with a low income household) > The tragedy of lameness seems so unfair to children that they are embarrassed in its presence. And they most recently off nature's mold, sense that they have only narrowly missed being another of her jokes. In relief at the narrow escape, they vent their emotions in impatience and criticism of the unlucky cripple. Momma related times without end, and without any show of emotion, how Uncle Willie had been dropped when he was three years old by a woman who was minding him. She seemed to hold no rancor against the babysitter, nor for her just God who allowed the accident. She felt it necessary to explain over and over again to those who knew the story by heart that he wasn't ā€œborn that way.ā€ In our society, where two-legged, two-armed strong Black men were able at best to eke out only the necessities of life, Uncle Willie, with his starched shirts, shined shoes and shelves full of food, was the whipping boy and butt of jokes of the underemployed and underpaid. Fate not only disabled him but laid a double-tiered barrier in his path. He was also proud and sensitive. Therefore he couldn't pretend that he wasn't crippled, nor could he deceive himself that people were not repelled by his defect. Only once in all the years of trying not to watch him, I saw him pretend to himself and others that he wasn't lame. Coming home from school one day, I saw a dark car in our front yard. I rushed in to find a strange man and woman (Uncle Willie said later they were schoolteachers from Little Rock) drinking Dr Pepper in the cool of the Store. I sensed a wrongness around me, like an alarm clock that had gone off without being set. I knew it couldn't be the strangers. Not frequently, but often enough, travelers pulled off the main road to buy tobacco or soft drinks in the only Negro store in Stamps. When I looked at Uncle Willie, I knew what was pulling my mind's coattails. He was standing erect behind the counter, not leaning forward or resting on the small shelf that had been built for him. Erect. His eyes seemed to hold me with a mixture of threats and appeal. I dutifully greeted the strangers and roamed my eyes around for his walking stick. It was nowhere to be seen. He said, ā€œUh … this this … this … uh, my niece. She's … uh … just come from school.ā€ Then to the coupleā€”ā€œ You know … how, uh, children are … th-th-these days … they play all d-d-day at school and c-c-can't wait to get home and pl-play some more.ā€ The people smiled, very friendly. He added, ā€œGo on out and pl-play, Sister.ā€ The lady laughed in a soft Arkansas voice and said, ā€œWell, you know, Mr. Johnson, they say, you're only a child once. Have you children of your own?ā€ Uncle Willie looked at me with an impatience I hadn't seen in his face even when he took thirty minutes to loop the laces over his high-topped shoes. ā€œI … I thought I told you to go … go outside and play.ā€ Before I left I saw him lean back on the shelves of Garret Snuff, Prince Albert and Spark Plug chewing tobacco. ā€œNo, ma'am … no ch-children and no wife.ā€ He tried a laugh. ā€œI have an old m-m-mother and my brother's t-two children to l-look after.ā€ I didn't mind his using us to make himself look good. In fact, I would have pretended to be his daughter if he wanted me to. Not only did I not feel any loyalty to my own father, I figured that if I had been Uncle Willie's child I would have received much better treatment. We forget how often life's largest blessings and curses are separated only by a thin line of a random genetic mutation. How one life and the other is pre-ordained by some genetic base pairs deciding to be a C instead of a G. > During these years in Stamps, I met and fell in love with William Shakespeare. He was my first white love. Although I enjoyed and respected Kipling, Poe, Butler, Thackeray and Henley, I saved my young and loyal passion for Paul Lawrence Dunbar, Langston Hughes, James Weldon Johnson and W.E.B. Du Bois' ā€œLitany at Atlanta.ā€ But it was Shakespeare who said, ā€œWhen in disgrace with fortune and men's eyes.ā€ It was a state with which I felt myself most familiar. I pacified myself about his whiteness by saying that after all he had been dead so long it couldn't matter to anyone any more. Bailey and I decided to memorize a scene from The Merchant of Venice, but we realized that Momma would question us about the author and that we'd have to tell her that Shakespeare was white, and it wouldn't matter to her whether he was dead or not. So we chose ā€œThe Creationā€ by James Weldon Johnson instead. A major reason I picked up this book is that I realized I had been mainly consuming white male authors. I strive (not always successfully) to be able to get my knowledge from anywhere. Maya Angelou’s deep literary well makes her such a beautiful writer. Her words feel so alive! > What sets one Southern town apart from another, or from a Northern town or hamlet, or city high-rise? The answer must be the experience shared between the unknowing majority (it) and the knowing minority (you). All of childhood's unanswered questions must finally be passed back to the town and answered there. Heroes and bogey men, values and dislikes, are first encountered and labeled in that early environment. In later years they change faces, places and maybe races, tactics, intensities and goals, but beneath those penetrable masks they wear forever the stocking-capped faces of childhood. Our primary experiences shape our actions even when we have done and seen so much that we can’t even remember the primary experiences in the first place. Echoes and sedimentary layers. I’m a city boy for the rest of my life, I’m pretty sure. > Crossing the Black area of Stamps which in childhood's narrow measure seemed a whole world, we were obliged by custom to stop and speak to every person we met, and Bailey felt constrained to spend a few minutes playing with each friend. There was a joy in going to town with money in our pockets (Bailey's pockets were as good as my own) and time on our hands. But the pleasure fled when we reached the white part of town. After we left Mr. Willie Williams' Do Drop Inn, the last stop before whitefolksville, we had to cross the pond and adventure the railroad tracks. We were explorers walking without weapons into maneating animals' territory. In Stamps the segregation was so complete that most Black children didn't really absolutely know what whites looked like. Other than that they were different, to be dreaded, and in that dread was included the hostility of the powerless against the powerful, the poor against the rich, the worker against the worked for and the ragged against the well dressed. I remember never believing that whites were really real. Many women who worked in their kitchens traded at our Store, and when they carried their finished laundry back to town they often set the big baskets down on our front porch to pull a singular piece from the starched collection and show either how graceful was their ironing hand or how rich and opulent was the property of their employers. I looked at the items that weren't on display. I knew, for instance, that white men wore shorts, as Uncle Willie did, and that they had an opening for taking out their ā€œthingsā€ and peeing, and that white women's breasts weren't built into their dresses, as some people said, because I saw their brassieres in the baskets. But I couldn't force myself to think of them as people. People were Mrs. LaGrone, Mrs. Hendricks, Momma, Reverend Sneed, Lillie B, and Louise and Rex. Whitefolks couldn't be people because their feet were too small, their skin too white and see-throughy, and they didn't walk on the balls of their feet the way people did—they walked on their heels like horses. People were those who lived on my side of town. I didn't like them all, or, in fact, any of them very much, but they were people. These others, the strange pale creatures that lived in their alien unlife, weren't considered folks. They were whitefolks. One of the interesting effects of the integration of American communities and American schools was that it wasn't necessarily reparative of how people thought about each other, specifically if people thought that ā€œpeople were peopleā€. Maya Angelou puts this pretty clearly here. Another good book to read on this is *Black Rednecks and White Liberals* by Thomas Sowell. > ā€œThou shall not be dirtyā€ and ā€œThou shall not be impudentā€ were the two commandments of Grandmother Henderson upon which hung our total salvation. Each night in the bitterest winter we were forced to wash faces, arms, necks, legs and feet before going to bed. She used to add, with a smirk that unprofane people can't control when venturing into profanity, ā€œand wash as far as possible, then wash possible.ā€ We would go to the well and wash in the ice-cold, clear water, grease our legs with the equally cold stiff Vaseline, then tiptoe into the house. We wiped the dust from our toes and settled down for schoolwork, cornbread, clabbered milk, prayers and bed, always in that order. Momma was famous for pulling the quilts off after we had fallen asleep to examine our feet. If they weren't clean enough for her, she took the switch (she kept one behind the bedroom door for emergencies) and woke up the offender with a few aptly placed burning reminders. The area around the well at night was dark and slick, and boys told about how snakes love water, so that anyone who had to draw water at night and then stand there alone and wash knew that moccasins and rattlers, puff adders and boa constrictors were winding their way to the well and would arrive just as the person washing got soap in her eyes. But Momma convinced us that not only was cleanliness next to Godliness, dirtiness was the inventor of misery. I should really try to keep my apartment cleaner. A clean apartment does wonders for my mental health, and the inverse for a dirty or cluttered one. #### TW: Sexual Assualt Because of a need for stability, children easily become creatures of habit...He said, ā€œJust stay right here, Ritie, I ain't gonna hurt you.ā€ I wasn't afraid, a little apprehensive, maybe, but not afraid....He didn't hurt, but Momma had drilled into my head: ā€œKeep your legs closed, and don't let nobody see your pocketbook.ā€...Ghost stories revealed how people who died wouldn't let go of whatever they were holding. I wondered if Mr. Freeman died holding me how I would ever get free. Would they have to break his arms to get me loose?...He held me so softly that I wished he wouldn't ever let me go. I felt at home. From the way he was holding me I knew he'd never let me go or let anything bad ever happen to me. This was probably my real father and we had found each other at last. But then he rolled over, leaving me in a wet place and stood up...He came back with a glass of water and told me in a sour voice, ā€œGet up. You peed in the bed.ā€ He poured water on the wet spot, and it did look like my mattress on many mornings. Having lived in Southern strictness, I knew when to keep quiet around adults, but I did want to ask him why he said I peed when I was sure he didn't believe that. If he thought I was naughty, would that mean that he would never hold me again?...ā€œRitie, you love Bailey?ā€ He sat down on the bed and I came close, hoping. ā€œYes.ā€ He was bending down, pulling on his socks, and his back was so large and friendly I wanted to rest my head on it. ā€œIf you ever tell anybody what we did, I'll have to kill Bailey.ā€...After he left the room I thought about telling Mother that I hadn't peed in the bed, but then if she asked me what happened I'd have to tell her about Mr. Freeman holding me, and that wouldn't do. It was the same old quandary. I had always lived it. There was an army of adults, whose motives and movements I just couldn't understand and who made no effort to understand mine. There was never any question of my disliking Mr. Freeman, I simply didn't understand him either. I won't repost the full quote of Maya Angelou's rape by the hands of Mr. Freeman, but it's an extremely powerful and emotional description of the guilt that a child felt in such a horrific situation as well as the failure of the adults around her to protect her. Maya Angelou truly is one of the blessed writers who allows us to see the world as it is. > In the hospital, Bailey told me that I had to tell who did that to me, or the man would hurt another little girl. When I explained that I couldn't tell because the man would kill him, Bailey said knowingly, ā€œHe can't kill me. I won't let him.ā€ And of course I believed him. Bailey didn't lie to me. So I told him. Bailey cried at the side of my bed until I started to cry too. Almost fifteen years passed before I saw my brother cry again. > I read more than ever, and wished my soul that I had been born a boy. Horatio Alger was the greatest writer in the world. His heroes were always good, always won and were always boys. I could have developed the first two virtues, but becoming a boy was sure to be difficult, if not impossible. The Sunday funnies influenced me, and although I admired the strong heroes who always conquered in the end, I identified with Tiny Tim. In the toilet, where I used to take the papers, it was tortuous to look for and exclude the unnecessary pages so that I could learn how he would finally outwit his latest adversary. I wept with relief every Sunday as he eluded the evil men and bounded back from each seeming defeat as sweet and gentle as ever. The Katzenjammer kids were fun because they made the adults look stupid. But they were a little too smart-alecky for my taste. When spring came to St. Louis, I took out my first library card, and since Bailey and I seemed to be growing apart, I spent most of my Saturdays at the library (no interruptions) breathing in the world of penniless shoeshine boys who, with goodness and perseverance, became rich, rich men, and gave baskets of goodies to the poor on holidays. The little princesses who were mistaken for maids, and the long-lost children mistaken for waifs, became more real to me than our house, our mother, our school or Mr. Freeman. > The saying that people who have nothing to do become busybodies is not the only truth. Excitement is a drug, and people whose lives are filled with violence are always wondering where the next ā€œfixā€ is coming from. The court was filled. Some people even stood behind the churchlike benches in the rear. Overhead fans moved with the detachment of old men. Grandmother Baxter's clients were there in gay and flippant array. The gamblers in pinstriped suits and their makeup-deep women whispered to me out of blood-red mouths that now I knew as much as they did. I was eight, and grown. Even the nurses in the hospital had told me that now I had nothing to fear. ā€œThe worst is over for you,ā€ they had said. So I put the words in all the smirking mouths. I sat with my family (Bailey couldn't come) and they rested still on the seats like solid, cold gray tombstones. Thick and forevermore unmoving. Poor Mr. Freeman twisted in his chair to look empty threats over to me. He didn't know that he couldn't kill Bailey … and Bailey didn't lie … to me. ā€œWhat was the defendant wearing?ā€ That was Mr. Freeman's lawyer. ā€œI don't know.ā€ ā€œYou mean to say this man raped you and you don't know what he was wearing?ā€ He snickered as if I had raped Mr. Freeman. ā€œDo you know if you were raped?ā€ A sound pushed in the air of the court (I was sure it was laughter). I was glad that Mother had let me wear the navy-blue winter coat with brass buttons. Although it was too short and the weather was typical St. Louis hot, the coat was a friend that I hugged to me in the strange and unfriendly place. ā€œWas that the first time the accused touched you?ā€ The question stopped me. Mr. Freeman had surely done something very wrong, but I was convinced that I had helped him to do it. I didn't want to lie, but the lawyer wouldn't let me think, so I used silence as a retreat. ā€œDid the accused try to touch you before the time he or rather you say he raped you?ā€ I couldn't say yes and tell them how he had loved me once for a few minutes and how he had held me close before he thought I had peed in my bed. My uncles would kill me and Grandmother Baxter would stop speaking, as she often did when she was angry. And all those people in the court would stone me as they had stoned the harlot in the Bible. And Mother, who thought I was such a good girl, would be so disappointed. But most important, there was Bailey. I had kept a big secret from him. ā€œMarguerite, answer the question. Did the accused touch you before the occasion on which you claim he raped you?ā€ Everyone in the court knew that the answer had to be No. Everyone except Mr. Freeman and me. I looked at his heavy face trying to look as if he would have liked me to say No. I said No. The lie lumped in my throat and I couldn't get air. How I despised the man for making me lie. Old, mean, nasty thing. Old, black, nasty thing. The tears didn't soothe my heart as they usually did. I screamed, ā€œOle, mean, dirty thing, you. Dirty old thing.ā€ Our lawyer brought me off the stand and to my mother's arms. The fact that I had arrived at my desired destination by lies made it less appealing to me. Mr. Freeman was given one year and one day but he never got a chance to do his time. His lawyer (or someone) got him released that very afternoon. In the living room, where the shades were drawn for coolness, Bailey and I played Monopoly on the floor. I played a bad game because I was thinking how I would be able to tell Bailey how I had lied and, even worse for our relationship, kept a secret from him. Bailey answered the doorbell, because Grandmother was in the kitchen. A tall white policeman asked for Mrs. Baxter. Had they found out about the lie? Maybe the policeman was coming to put me in jail because I had sworn on the Bible that everything I said would be the truth, the whole truth, so help me, God. The man in our living room was taller than the sky and whiter than my image of God. He just didn't have the beard. ā€œMrs. Baxter, I thought you ought to know. Freeman's been found dead on the lot behind the slaughterhouse.ā€ Softly, as if she were discussing a church program, she said, ā€œPoor man.ā€ She wiped her hands on the dishtowel and just as softly asked, ā€œDo they know who did it?ā€ The policeman said, ā€œSeems like he was dropped there. Some say he was kicked to death.ā€ Grandmother's color only rose a little. ā€œTom, thanks for telling me. Poor man. Well, maybe it's better this way. He was a mad dog. Would you like a glass of lemonade? Or some beer?ā€ There's a difference between: 1. Justice 2. The spectacle of justice 3. What actually is fair to the people who have been harmed, both to the accuser, the accused, the victim, the perpetrator, and those around the person(s) It takes a level head and long-term thinking to be able to understand which is which. --- > His obesity, while disgusting, was not enough to incur the intense hate that we felt for him. The fact that he never bothered to remember our names was insulting, but neither was that slight, alone, enough to make us despise him. But the crime that tipped the scale and made our hate not only just but imperative was his actions at the dinner table. He ate the biggest, brownest and best parts of the chicken at every Sunday meal. It's like hoarding all four corners of the brownie pan. You just don't do it, man! > And once, we found out about a man who had been killed by whitefolks and thrown into the pond. Bailey said the man's things had been cut off and put in his pocket and he had been shot in the head, all because the whitefolks said he did ā€œitā€ to a white woman. Because of the kinds of news we filched from those hushed conversations, I was convinced that whenever Reverend Thomas came and Momma sent us to the back room they were going to discuss whitefolks and ā€œdoing it.ā€ Two subjects about which I was very dim. Another fantastic use of Maya Angelou shooting straight with her writing. Even though the topic is horrific and disgusting, she ties it so well into the experiences that we all have in childhood of trying to extract secrets from the adults in our lives. > People in Stamps used to say that the whites in our town were so prejudiced that a Negro couldn't buy vanilla ice cream. Except on July Fourth. Other days he had to be satisfied with chocolate. On the plus side, at least I still get to eat Ben and Jerry’s Phish Food! > ā€œYou be a good girl now. You hear? Don't you make people think I didn't raise you right. You hear?ā€ She would have been more surprised than I had she taken me in her arms and wept at losing me. Her world was bordered on all sides with work, duty, religion and ā€œher place.ā€ I don't think she ever knew that a deep-brooding love hung over everything she touched. In later years I asked her if she loved me and she brushed me off with: ā€œGod is love. Just worry about whether you're being a good girl, then He will love you.ā€ My grandmother is about 20 years younger than Maya Angelou, but I get a lot of fellow-feeling reading this passage to the lessons that she taught me coming up. Specifically her relationship with religion, work, and family. > To describe my mother would be to write about a hurricane in its perfect power. Or the climbing, falling colors of a rainbow. We had been received by her mother and had waited on the edge of our seats in the overfurnished living room (Dad talked easily with our grandmother, as white-folks talk to Blacks, unembarrassed and unapologetic). We were both fearful of Mother's coming and impatient at her delay. It is remarkable how much truth there is in the two expressions: ā€œstruck dumbā€ and ā€œlove at first sight.ā€ My mother's beauty literally assailed me. Her red lips (Momma said it was a sin to wear lipstick) split to show even white teeth and her fresh-butter color looked see-through clean. Her smile widened her mouth beyond her cheeks beyond her ears and seemingly through the walls to the street outside. I was struck dumb. I knew immediately why she had sent me away. She was too beautiful to have children. I had never seen a woman as pretty as she who was called ā€œMother.ā€ Bailey on his part fell instantly and forever in love. I saw his eyes shining like hers; he had forgotten the loneliness and the nights when we had cried together because we were ā€œunwanted children.ā€ He had never left her warm side or shared the icy wind of solitude with me. She was his Mother Dear and I resigned myself to his condition. They were more alike than she and I, or even he and I. They both had physical beauty and personality, so I figured it figured. --- > I picked up the groceries and went out to wait in the hot sunshine. It would be fitting if I got a sunstroke and died before they came outside. Just dropped dead on the slanting porch. There was a little path beside the rocky road, and Mrs. Flowers walked in front swinging her arms and picking her way over the stones. She said, without turning her head, to me, ā€œI hear you're doing very good school work, Marguerite, but that it's all written. The teachers report that they have trouble getting you to talk in class.ā€ We passed the triangular farm on our left and the path widened to allow us to walk together. I hung back in the separate unasked and unanswerable questions. ā€œCome and walk along with me, Marguerite.ā€ I couldn't have refused even if I wanted to. She pronounced my name so nicely. Or more correctly, she spoke each word with such clarity that I was certain a foreigner who didn't understand English could have understood her. ā€œNow no one is going to make you talk—possibly no one can. But bear in mind, language is man's way of communicating with his fellow man and it is language alone which separates him from the lower animals.ā€ That was a totally new idea to me, and I would need time to think about it. ā€œYour grandmother says you read a lot. Every chance you get. That's good, but not good enough. Words mean more than what is set down on paper. It takes the human voice to infuse them with the shades of deeper meaning.ā€ I memorized the part about the human voice infusing words. It seemed so valid and poetic. She said she was going to give me some books and that I not only must read them, I must read them aloud. She suggested that I try to make a sentence sound in as many different ways as possible. ā€œI'll accept no excuse if you return a book to me that has been badly handled.ā€ My imagination boggled at the punishment I would deserve if in fact I did abuse a book of Mrs. Flowers'. Death would be too kind and brief. Ironically, in an age of podcasts and short videos, all we do is hear people talk. In fact, I think many people have forgotten what it's like to just sit with words as they exist on the page and to write words that allow us to communicate with our fellow man throughout time. The oral narrative is, of course, still massively important. Epic stories like "The Odyssey" and "The Iliad," having been told and passed down verbally through generations, is a part of human tradition that we should not lose. Our voices contain emotion, they contain magic, and most importantly they contain ephemerality. > The very next day she called me by the wrong name. Miss Glory and I were washing up the lunch dishes when Mrs. Cullinan came to the doorway. ā€œMary?ā€ Miss Glory asked, ā€œWho?ā€ Mrs. Cullinan, sagging a little, knew and I knew. ā€œI want Mary to go down to Mrs. Randall's and take her some soup. She's not been feeling well for a few days.ā€ Miss Glory's face was a wonder to see. ā€œYou mean Margaret, ma'am. Her name's Margaret.ā€ ā€œThat's too long. She's Mary from now on. Heat that soup from last night and put it in the china tureen and, Mary, I want you to carry it carefully.ā€ Every person I knew had a hellish horror of being ā€œcalled out of his name.ā€ It was a dangerous practice to call a Negro anything that could be loosely construed as insulting because of the centuries of their having been called niggers, jigs, dinges, blackbirds, crows, boots and spooks. Miss Glory had a fleeting second of feeling sorry for me. Then as she handed me the hot tureen she said, ā€œDon't mind, don't pay that no mind. Sticks and stones may break your bones, but words … You know, I been working for her for twenty years.ā€ She held the back door open for me. ā€œTwenty years. I wasn't much older than you. My name used to be Hallelujah. That's what Ma named me, but my mistress give me ā€˜Glory’ and it stuck. I likes it better too.ā€ I was in the little path that ran behind the houses when Miss Glory shouted, ā€œIt's shorter too.ā€ For a few seconds it was a tossup over whether I would laugh (imagine being named Hallelujah) or cry (imagine letting some white woman rename you for her convenience). My anger saved me from either outburst. I had to quit the job, but the problem was going to be how to do it. Momma wouldn't allow me to quit for just any reason. ā€œShe's a peach. That woman is a real peach.ā€ Mrs. Randall's maid was talking as she took the soup from me, and I wondered what her name used to be and what she answered to now. For a week I looked into Mrs. Cullinan's face as she called me Mary. She ignored my coming late and leaving early. Miss Glory was a little annoyed because I had begun to leave egg yolk on the dishes and wasn't putting much heart in polishing the silver. I hoped that she would complain to our boss, but she didn't. Then Bailey solved my dilemma. He had me describe the contents of the cupboard and the particular plates she liked best. Her favorite piece was a casserole shaped like a fish and the green glass coffee cups. I kept his instructions in mind, so on the next day when Miss Glory was hanging out clothes and I had again been told to serve the old biddies on the porch, I dropped the empty serving tray. When I heard Mrs. Cullinan scream, ā€œMary!ā€ I picked up the casserole and two of the green glass cups in readiness. As she rounded the kitchen door I let them fall on the tiled floor. I could never absolutely describe to Bailey what happened next, because each time I got to the part where she fell on the floor and screwed up her ugly face to cry, we burst out laughing. She actually wobbled around on the floor and picked up shards of the cups and cried, ā€œOh, Momma. Oh, dear Gawd. It's Momma's china from Virginia. Oh, Momma, I sorry.ā€ Miss Glory came running in from the yard and the women from the porch crowded around. Miss Glory was almost as broken up as her mistress. ā€œYou mean to say she broke our Virginia dishes? What we gone do?ā€ Mrs. Cullinan cried louder, ā€œThat clumsy nigger. Clumsy little black nigger.ā€ Old speckled-face leaned down and asked, ā€œWho did it, Viola? Was it Mary? Who did it?ā€ Everything was happening so fast I can't remember whether her action preceded her words, but I know that Mrs. Cullinan said, ā€œHer name's Margaret, goddamn it, her name's Margaret!ā€ And she threw a wedge of the broken plate at me. It could have been the hysteria which put her aim off, but the flying crockery caught Miss Glory right over her ear and she started screaming. I left the front door wide open so all the neighbors could hear. Mrs. Cullinan was right about one thing. My name wasn't Mary. The imagery in this passage is so palpable. If a person feels that their name is devalued and that it doesn't matter, they will strike back in a way that only humiliation allows for. We all owe each other respect! > It was a gay light comedy, and Kay Francis wore long-sleeved white silk shirts with big cuff links. Her bedroom was all satin and flowers in vases, and her maid, who was Black, went around saying ā€œLawsy missyā€ all the time. There was a Negro chauffeur too, who rolled his eyes and scratched his head, and I wondered how on earth an idiot like that could be trusted with her beautiful cars. The whitefolks downstairs laughed every few minutes, throwing the discarded snicker up to the Negroes in the buzzards' roost. The sound would jag around in our air for an indecisive second before the balcony's occupants accepted it and sent their own guffaws to riot with it against the walls of the theater. I laughed, too, but not at the hateful jokes made on my people. I laughed because, except that she was white, the big movie star looked just like my mother. Except that she lived in a big mansion with a thousand servants, she lived just like my mother. And it was funny to think of the whitefolks' not knowing that the woman they were adoring could be my mother's twin, except that she was white and my mother was prettier. Much prettier. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Kay_Francis_EF2.jpg) > Bailey and I lay the coins on top of the cash register. Uncle Willie didn't allow us to ring up sales during a fight. It was too noisy and might shake up the atmosphere. When the gong rang for the next round we pushed through the near-sacred quiet to the herd of children outside. ā€œHe's got Louis against the ropes and now it's a left to the body and a right to the ribs. Another right to the body it looks like it was low … Yes, ladies and gentlemen, the referee is signaling but the contender keeps raining the blows on Louis. It's another to the body, and it looks like Louis is going down.ā€ My race groaned. It was our people falling. It was another lynching, yet another Black man hanging on a tree. One more woman ambushed and raped. A Black boy whipped and maimed. It was hounds on the trail of a man running through slimy swamps. It was a white woman slapping her maid for being forgetful. The men in the Store stood away from the walls and at attention. Women greedily clutched the babes on their laps while on the porch the shufflings and smiles, flirtings and pinching of a few minutes before were gone. This might be the end of the world. If Joe lost we were back in slavery and beyond help. It would all be true, the accusations that we were lower types of human beings. Only a little higher than the apes. True that we were stupid and ugly and lazy and dirty and, unlucky and worst of all, that God Himself hated us and ordained us to be hewers of wood and drawers of water, forever and ever, world without end. We didn't breathe. We didn't hope. We waited. ā€œHe's off the ropes, ladies and gentlemen. He's moving toward the center of the ring.ā€ There was no time to be relieved. The worst might still happen. ā€œAnd now it looks like Joe is mad. He's caught Carnera with a left hook to the head and a right to the head. It's a left jab to the body and another left to the head. There's a left cross and a right to the head. The contender's right eye is bleeding and he can't seem to keep his block up. Louis is penetrating every block. The referee is moving in, but Louis sends a left to the body and it's the uppercut to the chin and the contender is dropping. He's on the canvas, ladies and gentlemen.ā€ Babies slid to the floor as women stood up and men leaned toward the radio. ā€œHere's the referee. He's counting. One, two, three, four, five, six, seven … Is the contender trying to get up again?ā€ All the men in the store shouted, ā€œNO.ā€ ā€œā€”eight, nine, ten.ā€ There were a few sounds from the audience, but they seemed to be holding themselves in against tremendous pressure. ā€œThe fight is all over, ladies and gentlemen. Let's get the microphone over to the referee … Here he is. He's got the Brown Bomber's hand, he's holding it up … Here he is ā€¦ā€ Then the voice, husky and familiar, came to wash over usā€”ā€œ The winnah, and still heavyweight champeen of the world … Joe Louis.ā€ Champion of the world. A Black boy. Some Black mother's son. He was the strongest man in the world. People drank Coca-Colas like ambrosia and ate candy bars like Christmas. Some of the men went behind the Store and poured white lightning in their soft-drink bottles, and a few of the bigger boys followed them. Those who were not chased away came back blowing their breath in front of themselves like proud smokers. It would take an hour or more before the people would leave the Store and head for home. Those who lived too far had made arrangements to stay in town. It wouldn't do for a Black man and his family to be caught on a lonely country road on a night when Joe Louis had proved that we were the strongest people in the world. Have you ever heard of a proxy battle? Where representation of one takes on the collection of the dreams of the entirety? One of the reasons I'm so passionate about personal library science and coding is not necessarily because I think that representation (blacks on TV, etc) is all that it's cracked up to be, personally, but because I think it's important to show the people of the world that we can have Joe Louis's but we can also do it because it's fun to do it for the sake of the thing too. ### Im a FunGuy URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/im-a-funguy/ Last updated: 2025-10-04T21:33:31.000Z > The perception of unfairness or injustice is the ultimate cause of most, if not all, anger. In fact, we could define anger as the emotion which corresponds in a one-to-one manner to your belief that you are being treated unfairly. [from Feeling Good - David D. Burns M.D.](https://readwise.io/open/41699710?ref=bramadams.dev) > a right is something society should protect my possession of [from Area screenshot of John Stuart Mill on Justice - YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XjKxPsZ01is&ab%5Fchannel=DanielBonevac&ref=bramadams.dev) > Human beings are ends in themselves, not means to the ends of others, and ought to be treated as such. An individual human being belongs neither to family nor community nor church nor state nor society nor the world. A human being is not property. [from The Six Pillars of Self-Esteem - Nathaniel Branden](https://readwise.io/open/549479815?ref=bramadams.dev) > The Belmont Report identified three basic principles relevant to the ethical conduct of research involving human subjects: Respect for Persons Beneficence Justice [from CITI - Collaborative Institutional Training Initiative](https://www.citiprogram.org/members/index.cfm?pageID=125&ref=bramadams.dev#view) > Different accounts, same meeting. China's state TV says the UN human rights chief admired the ā€œefforts and achievement China has made in the areas of poverty elimination, human rights protection.ā€ But the UN readout says no such thing. 4/10 > [https://t.co/oAoN3F5Jj4](https://t.co/oAoN3F5Jj4?ref=bramadams.dev) [from All of This Happened In... - @SofiaHCBBG on Twitter](https://readwise.io/open/326344949?ref=bramadams.dev) > Ruth Bader Ginsburg strongly favored affirmative action. Antonin Scalia strongly opposed it. Even so, both agreed on a basic set of criteria for how the Supreme Court should evaluate programs that give minority applicants a leg up. As the Supreme Court held in Adarand Constructors Inc. v. PeƱa, the Fourteenth Amendment ā€œprotects persons, not groups.ā€ This creates a strong presumption against any attempt by public authorities to treat members of different groups differently from each other: ā€œGovernment may treat people differently because of their race only for the most compelling reasons.ā€ Any government program that distinguishes between different people on the basis of their race must therefore meet three stringent criteria. First, it must serve a ā€œcompelling interest.ā€ This means that distinguishing between different citizens on the basis of their race must serve an essential or necessary purpose of public policy, not merely be motivated by considerations that are reasonable or rational. Second, these programs need to be ā€œnarrowly tailoredā€ to accomplish that compelling state interest. This means that the relevant government entity needs to have made a serious effort to serve the compelling interest that is at stake in a way that does not require an explicit distinction between different people on the basis of their race. And third, the courts need to apply ā€œstrict scrutinyā€ to any such governmental programs. As the Supreme Court wrote in 1989, ā€œWe apply strict scrutiny to all racial classifications to ā€˜smoke out illegitimate uses of race by assuring that \[government\] is pursuing a goal important enough to warrant use of a highly suspect tool.’ ā€ [from The Identity Trap - Yascha Mounk](https://readwise.io/open/806979993?ref=bramadams.dev) > interracial dating [from šŸŽžļø shitposts.mp4 šŸŽžļø on X: "https://t.co/XxJMIzkhoS" / X](https://x.com/shitposts%5Fmp4/status/1958665423236305067?ref=bramadams.dev) > In this view, any principles and rules that fail to distinguish between the historically dominant and the historically dominated are inherently suspect. Instead of holding on to the universalist aspirations of movements like the struggle for civil rights, governments should explicitly start to treat citizens differently depending on the group of which they are a part. As Richard Delgado and Jean Stefancic write, ā€œOnly aggressive, color-conscious efforts to change the way things are will do much to ameliorate misery.ā€ For a long time, it looked as though such a radical break with established practices was unlikely to win many adherents outside campus. But gradually, calls for state institutions to make how they treat people depend on the groups to which they belong began to influence the mainstream. They were increasingly voiced by activists, endorsed by major grant-making foundations, and even championed by presidential candidates in primary elections. By the time Joe Biden was preparing to take on his new responsibilities as the forty-sixth president of the United States, the incoming administration repeatedly touted its commitment to bringing about ā€œequityā€ through ā€œrace-consciousā€ and ā€œrace-sensitiveā€ public policies. Both at the federal and at the state levels, some such policies have quickly been implemented. From government guidelines giving nonwhite patients priority for scarce COVID drugs to basic income programs reserved for trans people, government institutions have started to adopt schemes that explicitly distinguish between citizens on the basis of their membership in particular identity groups. [from The Identity Trap - Yascha Mounk](https://readwise.io/open/792453616?ref=bramadams.dev) > More generally, errors of commission generally get weighted more heavily than errors of omission, a tendency sometimes referred to as omission bias. [from Maxims for Thinking Analytically - Dan Levy](https://readwise.io/open/673922886?ref=bramadams.dev) > It is entirely acceptable for judgments of similarity to be unaffected by base rates and also by the possibility that the description was inaccurate, but anyone who ignores base rates and the quality of evidence in probability assessments will certainly make mistakes. [from Thinking, Fast and Slow - Daniel Kahneman](https://readwise.io/open/41702171?ref=bramadams.dev) --- > fungi are indeed a danger to humans, citing that 1.3 million people die every year due to fungal diseases. But *Ophiocordyceps* ā€œjumping from ants to humans and then onward \[to other people\]…that probably requires too many \[improbable\] circumstances to happen. [from How The Last of Us Made Its Zombie Fungus So Much More Real (and Terrifying) - ELLE](https://readwise.io/open/564467155?ref=bramadams.dev) > *Naughty Dog* developers created the idea for the *Cordyceps* brain infection after they were inspired by an episode of the BBC documentary *Planet Earth* titled "Jungles", narrated by Sir David Attenborough. In the episode, it features an infected ant being killed by *Ophiocordyceps unilateralis*, as well as showing a variety of other insects and arachnids that were killed by different species of the fungus. > On this scene, creative director [Neil Druckmann](http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/en:Neil%5FDruckmann?ref=bramadams.dev) said: "it was all based on the idea that the more numerous a species becomes, the more likely it is to be preyed on by this fungus." In reality, it is quite impossible for humans to be fatally infected by the *Ophiocordyceps* genera but may undergo behavioral change or 'disorder'. Since humans are easier to dissect (in terms of removing foreign substances or matter) than insects (also body size can also have a different outcome for the infection), normal *Cordyceps* would take weeks or months for it to be fatal [from Cordyceps brain infection - The Last of Us Wiki](https://readwise.io/open/457264329?ref=bramadams.dev) > Cephalotes pallens is a species of arboreal ant of the genus Cephalotes, characterized by an odd shaped head and the ability to "parachute" by steering their fall if they drop off of the tree they are on. [from Cephalotes pallens](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cephalotes%5Fpallens?ref=bramadams.dev) > For Bayes, this assertion provoked a natural, one might say Holmesian question: How much evidence would it take to convince us that something we consider improbable has actually happened? When does a hypothesis cross the line from impossibility to improbability and even to probability or virtual certainty? [from The Book of Why - Judea Pearl, Dana Mackenzie](https://readwise.io/open/495615232?ref=bramadams.dev) > The improbable should not be confused with the impossible. If enough chances are taken, even rare events are expected to happen. Some people do win the lottery and some people do get struck by lightning. A one-in-a-million event happens quite frequently on a planet with seven billion people. [from Super Thinking - Gabriel Weinberg, Lauren McCann](https://readwise.io/open/129145922?ref=bramadams.dev) > The most coherent stories are not necessarily the most probable, but they are plausible, and the notions of coherence, plausibility, and probability are easily confused by the unwary. [from Thinking, Fast and Slow - Daniel Kahneman](https://readwise.io/open/41702174?ref=bramadams.dev) > **The highest level is ā€œbeyond a reasonable doubt.ā€** This is the standard of proof needed in criminal cases because there is widespread agreement that a false positive (convicting an innocent person) is much worse than a false negative (acquitting a guilty person). It is also the standard editors and reviewers use when evaluating statistical evidence in papers submitted to scientific journals. We usually operationalize this level of skepticism as ā€œp < .05ā€ \[pronounced ā€œp less than point oh fiveā€\], which means (in the case of a simple experiment with two conditions): The probability (p) that this difference between the experimental and control conditions could have come about by chance is less than five out of 100\. [from Why Some Researchers Think I’m Wrong About Social Media and Mental Illness - Jon Haidt](https://readwise.io/open/511662147?ref=bramadams.dev) > The world is a fundamentally Uncertain place. Unexpected things happen—some good, some bad. You never know when Mother Nature, Lady Luck, or a hungry predator will decide that today is not your day. [from The Personal MBA - Josh Kaufman](https://readwise.io/open/59672556?ref=bramadams.dev) > Self-organizing, nonlinear, feedback systems are inherently unpredictable. They are not controllable. They are understandable only in the most general way. The goal of foreseeing the future exactly and preparing for it perfectly is unrealizable. The idea of making a complex system do just what you want it to do can be achieved only temporarily, at best. We can never fully understand our world, not in the way our reductionist science has led us to expect. Our science itself, from quantum theory to the mathematics of chaos, leads us into irreducible uncertainty. For any objective other than the most trivial, we can’t optimize; we don’t even know what to optimize. We can’t keep track of everything. We can’t find a proper, sustainable relationship to nature, each other, or the institutions we create, if we try to do it from the role of omniscient conqueror. [from Thinking in Systems - Donella H. Meadows](https://readwise.io/open/841242773?ref=bramadams.dev) > fungi are more closely related to humans than they are bacteria that cause infections; in other words, their ā€œcell machinery is the same as ours.ā€ That makes antifungals much more difficult to develop than antibacterials, as antifungals need to target fungal cells without also hurting human cells. This could be the issue Dr. Neuman is citing during the talk show. [from How The Last of Us Made Its Zombie Fungus So Much More Real (and Terrifying) - ELLE](https://readwise.io/open/564467156?ref=bramadams.dev) > Is it ringworm? Signs and symptoms - American Academy of Dermatology [from Is it ringworm? Signs and symptoms - American Academy of Dermatology](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y-X%5FfWIGBZQ&list=LL&index=154&pp=gAQBiAQB&ref=bramadams.dev) > fungi can’t survive in hosts whose internal temperature is above 94 degrees. That’s why they aren’t a threat to humans and our higher body temps. But Dr. Newman provided the exact scenario where fungi would pose a threat to humanity. And it’s a scenario that sounds far too plausible [from How THE LAST OF US Made Pop Culture’s Scariest Zombies Even More Terrifying - Nerdist](https://readwise.io/open/460564356?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Joining for the Hell of It URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/joining-for-the-hell-of-it/ Last updated: 2025-10-03T00:09:32.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-02-19-44-01-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-02-19-44-17.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-02-19-44-37.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-02-19-44-26.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/10/Screenshot-2025-10-02-19-44-44.png) synth testing with joins > As long as you save your medical receipts, you can withdraw money from your HSA tax and penalty free anytime to cover them. Even years later. [from The Simple Path to Wealth - JL Collins](https://readwise.io/open/143576619?ref=bramadams.dev) > genius use of cvs receipt [from Romy (@Romy\_Holland) on X](https://x.com/Romy%5FHolland/status/1930933706606231647?ref=bramadams.dev) > Print out your current income statement for the last twelve months, as well as your current accounts payable report, your credit card statements, loan statements, and any other statements related to debt, and your last twelve months of payments made from any of your business bank accounts. If you do not have an income statement ready, just gather the other documents. Go line by line through each expense (past and present), even if you are not incurring the expense anymore, and with the pen, mark the expense with a P for any expense that directly generates (P)rofit; R for any expense that while necessary, can be (R)eplaced with a less expensive alternative; or U for any expense that is (U)necessary for delivering your offering. Review every expense, including salaries, commissions and bonuses for employees, rent for the office, equipment, health care, raw goods, your office Spotify subscription. Everything. If money goes out of the business, we need to categorize it as a P, R, or U. I realize these things can get very subjective, so slant toward sharpening the pencil. Also, consider outside help to get you through this process.\* Now circle any expense that is recurring (even if it happens to be in a different amount), meaning it will happen again at least once in the next year or more frequently, such as monthly or weekly. As an FYI, this is why we categorized all of your expenses, including ones that you haven’t incurred in a while; they are indicators of what may be coming down the pike. [from Profit First - Mike Michalowicz](https://readwise.io/open/41701275?ref=bramadams.dev) > The best financial plan is to save like a pessimist and invest like an optimist. [from Same as Ever - Morgan Housel](https://readwise.io/open/690517875?ref=bramadams.dev) > Unfortunately, most of the personal finance community tends to side with Dennis over James. Whether they emphasize reducing your expenses or growing your income, their approach is typically based around one thing—guilt. Between Suzie Orman telling you that buying coffee is equivalent to ā€œpeeing away $1 millionā€ and Gary Vaynerchuk asking you whether you are working hard enough, mainstream financial advice is built upon sowing doubt around your decision-making.23 Should you buy that car? How about those fancy clothes? What about a daily latte? Guilt. Guilt. Guilt. [from Just Keep Buying - Nick Maggiulli](https://readwise.io/open/331046301?ref=bramadams.dev) > nothings more punk rock than financial literacy [from Tweets From Jack Corbett - @jackcorrbit on Twitter](https://readwise.io/open/382355797?ref=bramadams.dev) > Sometime in your early to mid-thirties (or 10-15 years after you start) two things will happen: Your career will be hitting its strongest surge and you will be closing in on financial independence. Once 4% of your assets can cover your expenses, consider yourself financially independent. Put another way, financial independence = 25x your annual expenses. That is, if you are living on $20,000 you have reached financial independence with $500,000 invested. [from The Simple Path to Wealth - JL Collins](https://readwise.io/open/144097663?ref=bramadams.dev) > realize that if you’re only preparing for the risks you can envision, you’ll be unprepared for the risks you can’t see every single time. So, in personal finance, the right amount of savings is when it feels like it’s a little too much. It should feel excessive; it should make you wince a little. [from Same as Ever - Morgan Housel](https://readwise.io/open/689831867?ref=bramadams.dev) --- > Hunter-gatherer slop: ā€œFor nearly all of human history up until a minute ago, we walked around killing animals and having a fairly nice life. She should leave the cubicle and join a tribe.ā€ [from Boring\_Business on X: "Posts like these always invite the same 4 types of responders 1\. Boomer slop: ā€œwe used to work in the coal mines. You work in an AC office. Get over yourselfā€ 2\. Manosphere slop: ā€œshe is meant to be birthing children insteadā€ 3\. Zohran slop: ā€œcapitalism is evil. this is why we" / X](https://x.com/BoringBiz%5F/status/1973193779487051921?ref=bramadams.dev) > Hunter-gatherers walk in minimal sandals or barefoot, they usually carry food and babies, and they either bushwhack or tread on the simplest of trails on varied terrains. Until a few generations ago, no one ever walked in cushioned, supportive shoes on hard, flat sidewalks, let alone treadmills. [from Exercised - Daniel Lieberman](https://readwise.io/open/443546064?ref=bramadams.dev) > Anthropologists long ago established that almost without exception, hunter-gatherers rarely ā€œworkā€ more than three or four hours per day, and these activities are ā€œintegrated with rituals, socialization, and artistic expression to a degree unknown to most people in Western societies,ā€ as John Gowdy explains. [from Civilized to Death - Christopher Ryan](https://readwise.io/open/635410861?ref=bramadams.dev) > Until the end of the last Ice Age, around 11,000 B.C., all peoples on all continents were still hunter-gatherers. [from Guns, Germs, and Steel - Jared Diamond](https://readwise.io/open/69630337?ref=bramadams.dev) > hunter-gatherers in the Kalahari spend only two to three hours a day foraging for food. [from Exercised - Daniel Lieberman](https://readwise.io/open/422542127?ref=bramadams.dev) > typical hunter-gatherers are about as physically active as Americans or Europeans who include about an hour of exercise in their daily routine. [from Exercised - Daniel Lieberman](https://readwise.io/open/422594545?ref=bramadams.dev) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/a56b3b41-bf15-40c9-a844-ee4150c1e95e.webp?Expires=1759534811&Signature=WSluNVxyM2I9NDeYwia3Njr1lPKlloO9zqBDx7Ds5ya1~LHdXrMMc~M~shEBgftSdsFyRqD4p2qhZbTm9qs5r7V5ia9QHjGJOT-KVzpcCjfUWFVKN6YztGmDNu4nz84SPa7qt5iID4SwY-zxGIrGTBQfquKXsNzHJJZmIcJVqgK8QUgN~C1Fk~OICe7izRlfJKLcSFZpEq21tQF46ylN7jMpzWbco96DyGEfDt1oBP~Nh-KytRcIVNOB3OIB0Ux0uRmHlY547D~kPQ0BbZFTBNTmJcxGFxGz9OjIy5eBZ4NzCLPiFRzmSOr3QSJ5To~V3FxIDLgy3qHOawoNIw0s5Q__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/891c8eb1-0cd9-4343-89f4-dcc4fa8aa8d0.webp?Expires=1759534810&Signature=JOISkwfg7ghuPpmxNpFmKjrPy6SQT7Wh5BMWyw0w3mwLpcpiK6niW3IroI2cIRjscKsFqVRoOajvivO-BTHznR-y1VpZuSqSzOy1mmWLI~d-pU~JnARYqzopFOV3ZVN5ImEOePPYwHmcG75jYqUSWrbTyCPOUw91dQHmLjdErEOc7oYImL9EatWw9n0z7MAGkIuKQ8R2n5q2iecvW-Lbnbx~xoU7e4fK85MvGn8H8cjRfyNfELE4qTv3JWA9i9jl0ze2c4tkVtzfbtFFcCOj5h6A8EDHoZUSlRgl-3MdV1yOTLiBcgGBL~WwepXz1RlLrwrQuEx2gihdcvRoEYkPBA__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) > Most walls are write-on/wipe-off, so if inspiration hits on the way to the restroom, you can quickly sketch out an idea for your colleagues to see. The traditional kitchenette with a coffeepot and refrigerator is replaced by open ā€œmixer stationsā€ where employees gather to share ideas or gossip. In a sense, Clarkson built the water-coolers first, and then designed an office building around them. [from Where Good Ideas Come From - Steven Johnson](https://readwise.io/open/69083244?ref=bramadams.dev) > The office has become the enemy of deep, focused work. There is a reason people came in early and stayed late: it was the only time they had to get actual work done [from Remote Startups Will Win the War for Top Talent - Chris Herd](https://readwise.io/open/370329773?ref=bramadams.dev) > I Built an Office Pod on the Ceiling - Morley Kert [from I Built an Office Pod on the Ceiling - Morley Kert](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VzpY2800x5c&list=LL&index=1157&pp=gAQBiAQB&ref=bramadams.dev) > Ethnology, the study of ā€œsimpleā€ people, is the most melancholy of all sciences. How painfully and precise, how rigorously, how strenuously have people held on to their ancient institutions and yet still died out. [from The Book Against Death - Elias Canetti, Joshua Cohen, and Peter Filkins](https://readwise.io/open/832155496?ref=bramadams.dev) > ā€œDamn it, I’m talking about Marx!ā€ This was Richard Shweder’s culture. I had been granted a fellowship to work with Shweder for two years after I finished my Ph.D. at Penn. Shweder was the leading thinker in cultural psychology—a new discipline that combined the anthropologist’s love of context and variability with the psychologist’s interest in mental processes.8 A dictum of cultural psychology is that ā€œculture and psyche make each other up.ā€9 In other words, you can’t study the mind while ignoring culture, as psychologists usually do, because minds function only once they’ve been filled out by a particular culture. And you can’t study culture while ignoring psychology, as anthropologists usually do, because social practices and institutions (such as initiation rites, witchcraft, and religion) are to some extent shaped by concepts and desires rooted deep within the human mind, which explains why they often take similar forms on different continents. [from The Righteous Mind - Jonathan Haidt](https://readwise.io/open/41701247?ref=bramadams.dev) > Since man is a moment in astronomic time, a transient guest of the earth, a spore of his species, a scion of his race, a composite of body, character, and mind, a member of a family and a community, a believer or doubter of a faith, a unit in an economy, perhaps a citizen in a state or a soldier in an army, we may ask under the corresponding heads—astronomy, geology, geography, biology, ethnology, psychology, morality, religion, economics, politics, and war—what history has to say about the nature, conduct, and prospects of man. It is a precarious enterprise, and only a fool would try to compress a hundred centuries into a hundred pages of hazardous conclusions. We proceed. [from The Lessons of History - Will Durant and Ariel Durant](https://readwise.io/open/753967631?ref=bramadams.dev) > We call ourselves by many names: Homo sapiens, man the wise; Homo habilis, man the able, the toolmaker; and, perhaps the most appropriate, Homo ludens, man the playful. Each aspect makes its contributions to science. There is no one way, for our exploration depends on all three: wisdom to choose the ill-lit path; techniques to find the answers; but always, always beneath the surface, playfulness. ā€œTheory is the free invention of the human mind,ā€ said Einstein, one whose wisdom and technique were almost beyond our ken, but at base, one who could play with the utmost freedom. [from At Home in the Universe - Stuart A. Kauffman](https://readwise.io/open/671272589?ref=bramadams.dev) > aim to do the bare minimum at work for the next two months, for example, while you focus on your children, or let your fitness goals temporarily lapse while you apply yourself to election canvassing. Then switch your energies to whatever you were neglecting. To live this way is to replace the high-pressure quest for ā€œwork-life balanceā€ with a conscious form of imbalance [from Four Thousand Weeks - Oliver Burkeman](https://readwise.io/open/330179774?ref=bramadams.dev) > Think about the 3 basics people need to get the most out of life: health free time money [from Die With Zero - 9 Minute Book Summary - Debt-Free Doctor - Jeff Debtfreedr.Com](https://readwise.io/open/256033319?ref=bramadams.dev) > Or or hear me out, normalise working fewer hours so you can nap at your fucking home and have a fucking life [https://t.co/uWtuKq8VfI](https://t.co/uWtuKq8VfI?ref=bramadams.dev) [from Tweets From Eusebio - @eu\_JRF on Twitter](https://readwise.io/open/314660636?ref=bramadams.dev) --- > me, garfield’s vet: feeding him WHAT [from Tweets from nate of the living dead - @MNateShyamalan on Twitter](https://readwise.io/open/332203530?ref=bramadams.dev) ![This Streamer’s Never Wrong… - Frame at 2:34](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/074bb4ca-7df9-47db-8a2d-7d02efff0123.webp?Expires=1759536122&Signature=e7JXmxJ~iud7wurmhOK6vm-Q~RzjDg67BXchPPN67KqjQOWy4f99ge-kKoR7uzTqbKpSqWJ6rpfC7GZ2IiEDkmpl5EElKit20KMf0sSrJnVITbVPZihLPkdVHJ4rKQpGUyoO7vVDujWfu~guJllKiosBqKJJiroL1FNN05ct~3shvj8JOQbFKJOFyHQlm8rqzZE83YvHouGikGhtxKVeNN2mCx1655UtBXZiCG2THOLfIGgJqMuGXqDvmM0fzmvo5Sp4graTN-vqnugHtpffGysBeCIL6FU30qL69g2BokI1CJRD6EBWuLwaRBukXBKhzq~2qkdACMBRE4og1~nWSA__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) The image depicts two animated characters in a close-up, intense pose. One character, with muscular arms and a prominent expression, appears to be exerting force or strength, while the other character looks distressed or surprised. Their facial expressions are quite exaggerated, conveying a sense of drama. There is no text present in the image. [from This Streamer’s Never Wrong… - Frame at 2:34](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noNJfGeRuE8&t=6s&ab%5Fchannel=MeatCanyon&t=154s&ref=bramadams.dev) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/1d712c1f-f14d-42db-b13c-886c7b248957.webp?Expires=1759536122&Signature=f6CXPbxI4csrs2GlCPjxa-uaJ12QIWeSdFdZnJjMLvt9YXUrDcfaqHAztVJfqruRb355oi38HrtkbW32mmj5mv9GPa7aPwmsuEZcfvTk2SfPhLquelitEgtX663pHOpjxzbT9BwTkbVjcvQFMCUscs4ZtkkVbOERwYjCB3fu29GUIKcI1w9Ud00gfjJHP9Xj7GtZHDekZhdr-pyyhUlwD5x3vzKi1B3KhW0LdLkp7ctWNR1cQT0gbcXUR5nmD2fbURPxc2QBPtZx2Uco8X2rJ1xivLDwmWjwTCeBTaa57HYZ4pVQlU4SP1fBbjHMgVLmuB~NmjhYod0k7CXzoJCoxg__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) > That was a core inspiration for his original Samurai Jack (2001–2004). ā€œThere are so many sitcoms, especially in animation, that we’ve almost forgotten what animation was about — movement and visuals,ā€ he told the press after the show debuted. The Samurai Jack crew aimed to ā€œtell the stories visually… tell a very simple story visually.ā€ [from The Visual World of 'Samurai Jack'](https://animationobsessive.substack.com/p/the-visual-world-of-samurai-jack?ref=bramadams.dev) !["DEMON SLAYER RECAP ALL COMPLETE EDITION" - Frame at 4:30](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/25509241-70f0-4e15-abaf-bafceac2f5f9.webp?Expires=1759536122&Signature=EEAOc~tVemwzpHG84AWoJG9-DA5pJyS5FId4TYS-g7I4bR~ab1OrySYcUNX3Mz-tdkF5LHUz3RzVb0JCXIaE4BpdeF-he7FDSv~ZWZe3AngHHeQr9pxzyszCDoUPvyCGZwVVqcrqRz~HiYi4B69kB-r1yMAoGoHCpfZqPI4KajYZEHCRm9UCdKs-ViwE1pZgsi8OigcNOhMqJ6OncLcNJ6bYkOwDJsXiwGvFqncvvacjHGh2N2iKx1TQzfJGMf3RmtRgHUx3TCDNP~lQAxXfIQC0FzJRDHiFBzYKdxmtntUPORYX1eewr1R1vptdrhCI-ZhctCto0WTVZlGtWfJzzw__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) The image features two animated characters. The character on the left has large, circular eyes and a surprised expression with hands on their cheeks. The character on the right appears shocked or surprised, with hands raised to their head. In the background, there is a small box containing what looks like a pile of white items, possibly food. There is no visible text in the image. [from "DEMON SLAYER RECAP ALL COMPLETE EDITION" - Frame at 4:30](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X0DJVeVAeEw&t=270s&ref=bramadams.dev) !["Demon slayer infinite castle recap complete edition" - Frame at 3:01](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/dc1c9607-0923-4864-9bbb-a3404a6dfc2a.webp?Expires=1759536123&Signature=eQ4y~j9QfqacfWJzhQvd~GnOKaMQBoaaLohzFMIRuTN8C5Lpne-8buO~VL9qY9Aul~KvTAWrvuNfg744xMuELFpEZKVR0Xd~Ru9uJYee5H2IykpiyoAi6cg9wtlfG2pZDXnydIDB9-H8NboCjtmwPeuwXzFdOXtJOuhI3uJh9AVXZrFn9aMewdKBkC5Bia16OMisUKBg~9VX1OjXwoEJTX-6NzSsmNJRXHZOKCbJ6Gsr~kEHvlS2iA3pHw8ASklZfHoACN6OMKUBb3M3Nn-mqLq58BfJLDJVWCiF90-Lb2Lj1AhvPwCUBp10Le2P3jWLMUXsRpoLcScUgYPqfCfdww__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) The image features three animated characters against a backdrop of fireworks. 1. The character on the left is muscular with large arms and is embracing the character in the middle, who has a surprised expression, wearing a polka-dotted dress and a halo. 2. The middle character appears startled or surprised. 3. The character on the right is lying on the ground with a shocked expression, featuring large, round eyes with reflections, looking up at the fireworks. There is no text in the image. [from "Demon slayer infinite castle recap complete edition" - Frame at 3:01](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZgIjrqwrYos&t=181s&ref=bramadams.dev) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/92d342c1-1aac-49f1-935b-02b4af7ae2fa.webp?Expires=1759536123&Signature=K9L~IXLL5stSwZDYkbkGvaCpibMID0blnb6nAl4Pta6EmGBUM0PgwupGiPGeBTzZohTL6uLihocfCnHIExm2uJIlLhJ1xt~SMNpi26e91oSejRoZMsX7EJZIbHiN8b8PbEQ2-XR654XhRsJiCp8aPfMQP-cgZ52EMkQ7nsVDzvYZqxHcGJ5M6yTSBYRitLhIkWW6oVLADe15qEKSxZIbyKV9etkpHf2d0MZdP71RNNnnyHkngcI8KxMNZHSD~O4J0uppFHrb4aZF9lp35zA7dA97-mD3SvU3W6097nF6Q1Hec-hydlhhCHUhfnCu-nyX6rpxB8rpYE5H53R~akLJeA__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/cf058eaa-aff9-4a98-bdc5-df9110492f5a.webp?Expires=1759536128&Signature=gydeWpfH6ehu6A~wAp50EBGbrTE1b74tlA7BSw3NX8m-d4AnkTCnQf42IkLGwxxCYC~CbDzQcVI1bb2BouvakkovXD5IGwwLLj01Kmad9Qj2YLKgtLgiDks3jTfz0WxmKuyCjNojlh4ToWVGHaixcntNS-M03~AQSed5AW6PI7yoP2p-Ku2iDd3LJhv7Ck0q26WAz9iy1bFt6EmW45VB8k6l3lERaD9DKzn1BlopyRY8mh~AIdiTMqxaS0fh-t8DKa3gd0hK617QqqxmkUQJAxFO2WR2jmerF8AEGdlhVali8d2nEKHSBQ1lVRNMWRduEB2qsUtF1J8ncudvQBAPcw__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/0b8f1633-3c85-49dc-9a5b-518a1b69a00e.webp?Expires=1759536125&Signature=QScccOHQGrS~8HEOq0LqqUm0f59IxrJZn1xkD086lzORwb7XLz5S8g7f6u2mKQz3EZT1tSNUvd8fUFosOTyd1hVoN5OhCCEXNv5Ug0vhbTcbcMNKEoYgKgJnlkom0sKtZjs2~Qiy1iz9COfosrN6SBCflM0KLJBVSU021lxUqAv7aHHH3EUkszcepTovHVRcsa9RQ0F6f~z-zhvzySR5Mn576Je3FyDiVCcJnL0OCYIWpcd~dxoghnaGNw-BKv6l-APSVnDYhJF5wefFJSRyXzWeq5AoRoIElEdjINsO-XGF8xWwCi45hgY-FxsT7oC7hOIAoM8FegJvz8YRR60WKQ__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/5e32c07d-d8f6-47ca-83ef-d2be29ae3180.webp?Expires=1759536126&Signature=KQnCkD~duMAhbXNM-sw9HWPzI3a0~hN0nGFtYxoI~HpSCyeOmHfDc3iwfG7mq9hdfdmzB46R6NcB~ycJ3a57GWlmvkkPt7eooNUd31PRitnLE9uil~pKTf3b8vPv6x7mEBcHAROHIR0Vp73h3OO6VJpAfdXdIdZDvMCBXzU1YyQLEPjs8ySI2pdg0xD1SBtSnMBF3eHUYZgjE-OoXVybf1SAM3-y5RrCBUFzBS2IHY7Z~Y2HSZcMiCKkiC34PM1RZP2MsgJfUCOqnTeu56LxJQDUQJMJTNyxBRXl7aPNe3VC28w653mvR2jTrZ~keAnQ33zvqg8qwCjqbHw0GZYAhg__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) ![Image](https://djeod2qvj3cms.cloudfront.net/2289c3d9-6d68-4a46-94a6-690c03be778d/b36088b2-bd3c-4f67-bf42-c4ca24f328a5.webp?Expires=1759536127&Signature=ZPMjVtJU-HtYhAgWLqF54oM8q~l7~3sYf3SSKKzaFAM8QHTV9poWI7EqplYPrGa6hNTWkMA4oYR8opmHoemIOf4B0v7~wE8jEfROyLuzWzHyT2ZkG91e7OBRBzKBvIQb~bR7eEtiIrMBlZntgbxtupYsbyApK~p5tczizJGkQMmvD6fRYYkz4LI-2qKqD3FzhAm3iH0Jje6nKSvjdL07wzd8sR7ZYMubfptf7-TO5wbbXcOYsCa1mPSsln33IjA6Nyn4O9b4UptZFYRaAywlZ9cHM3cQ7ePhZ2qVCDu0X34snzyfdxEyRqMXMlkduKviNdWZrZq~horAodXznPVV-A__&Key-Pair-Id=K33KUV2T2TQXHU) ### My Five Favorite Inventions URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-five-favorite-inventions/ Last updated: 2025-09-27T21:09:29.000Z Below is a list of five inventions that I was communicating to another person in a fevered nap dream that I thought were the most important inventions that humanity has ever created. Keep in mind that this list is highly subjective, idiosyncratic, biased and probably not at all correct given the fact that it did surface in a dream. In fact, right after I told this dreamed up person my list, they went off to a nearby church and started blasting Kendrick Lamar songs, and I walked alone in the other direction. So I guess they didn't even like the list. I woke up and decided to expand on some of these items and give them some context as to what I think about them as a waking person who is conscious of his actions. ## 1) Writing - A Lucky Break What an amazing stroke of luck that the human epiglottis had enough distinct noises (but not too many) to be able to be turned into a finite list of symbolic phonetic characters. What another stroke of fantastic luck, that the human brain can re-translate these symbols back into sounds and meaning that we can understand throughout space and time. The result is writing: so powerful that most don't do it, but we all live inside of it due to reading. ## 2) Books - The Optimal Delivery Method I think books are close to the perfect invention that humanity has ever created. A single book can cover so much ground. A library of them can connect us to a near-infinite and constantly growing well of human knowledge. Reading is the safest way of becoming someone else. For a period of time, you're not you, and the writer of the book isn't them. It's something else. A conversation between a reader, an author, an editor, and a publisher, held over years and hundreds of pages. Perfect. I am an unapologetic defender of reading – so much so in fact that I posted [a whole series on it](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) where it got reposted to Metafilter and I got called a snob by many people in no uncertain terms. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-27-16-24-15-1.png) However, I shall stick to my guns. I think books are fantastic. And I won't apologize for it! Books need defenders in an era of short form computation! Speaking of computers... ## 3) Computers - Upstream and Downstream of Computation An invention born of the concept of computation that births new computational patterns. Computers inside of computers. Turtles, all the way down. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/image-1.png) Quite a mind-boggler, computers! One of my major beliefs that I hold deeply is that ***most code has yet to be written***. In the brief 80 years since computers were invented (1945 - 2025) to this post, we have accomplished so much, and yet I firmly believe that the Aristotle of programming, the Shakespeare of programming, or the Maya Angelou of programming—in the way that they exist in writing—won't be born for centuries, if not millennia. The current data structures and paradigms of computing are but the primordial goo of what computation will evolve into in the future. The space has not yet been explored. A computer is an indispensable companion as well as an indefatigable foe for humanity. However, as powerful as computation will become, it pales in comparison to... ## 4) Oblivion (the Concept of) Okay, yeah, yeah, yeah, we didn't invent Oblivion. Oblivion was around before us, it's around during us (read: right now!!), and it will be around after us. It's always at the edges of our imagination, the l'appel du vide, the lingering and limitless abyss. The bravest among us have tried to describe Oblivion, to map out something that can't truly be mapped or understood. And yet, the concept of Oblivion and our relationship to it is truly mankind's best gift. There is nothing you can do that is so great or so terrible that it will outstrip Oblivion. It is Oblivion that allows us to hold on tight to what is fleeting (life, liberty, freedom), but it is also Oblivion that allows us to let go when it is our time to let go. How blessed are we to be in a local world that exists inside a greater world, and that everything can co-exist with nothing? And for those of us who blindly stick our hands into Oblivion, sometimes we pull out something cool... ## 5) Design I was listening to a podcast by [Time Sensitive](https://podscan.fm/podcasts/time-sensitive-1/episodes/sara-imari-walker-on-making-sense-of-life-the-universe-and-ourselves?ref=bramadams.dev) with Sara Amari Walker while at the gym recently, and she said a line that's really been bouncing around in my head. *"The universe we live in allows for design."* Like the other inventions on this list, this seems to just be a lucky break. The fact that the universe has atomic features that can be composed into larger composites wasn't necessarily a guarantee. In fact, in a universe that didn't allow for design, numbers one through three on this list are moot and you wouldn't be reading this (Oblivion would still exist, though, so there's that I guess). And again, it's even luckier that we can imagine these composites during our brief mortal lives and create them over and over and over again. We are unstoppable designers, and universal explainers (*Deutsch*)! Deeply integral concepts that I meditate on frequently as it pertains to design: [affordances](https://www.google.com/search?q=donald+norman+affordance&sca%5Fesv=fe0550819d8f48a0&sxsrf=AE3TifM7YCwd-4JmqVTOpzn2TMRyOcxijA%3A1759005296898&ei=cErYaPTONr2hiLMP5ors-QI&oq=dan+norman+af&gs%5Flp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiDWRhbiBub3JtYW4gYWYqAggAMgYQABgWGB4yCxAAGIAEGIYDGIoFMgsQABiABBiGAxiKBTIIEAAYgAQYogQyCBAAGIAEGKIEMggQABiiBBiJBTIIEAAYgAQYogQyCBAAGKIEGIkFSKYPUMYBWIsGcAF4AZABAJgBWaABhgKqAQEzuAEDyAEA-AEBmAIEoAKWAsICChAAGLADGNYEGEfCAg0QABiABBiwAxhDGIoFwgIOEAAYsAMY5AIY1gTYAQHCAhMQLhiABBiwAxhDGMgDGIoF2AEBwgIKEC4YgAQYQxiKBcICBRAAGIAEwgIKEAAYgAQYFBiHAsICChAAGIAEGEMYigXCAgcQABiABBgKwgIZEC4YgAQYQxiKBRiXBRjcBBjeBBjfBNgBAZgDAIgGAZAGDroGBggBEAEYCZIHATSgB4MfsgcBM7gHkALCBwUwLjIuMsgHDA&sclient=gws-wiz-serp&ref=bramadams.dev) from the work of Donald Norman, [living patterns](https://www.google.com/search?q=living+patterns+christopher+alexander&oq=living+patterns+christopher+alexander&gs%5Flcrp=EgZjaHJvbWUyCQgAEEUYORigATIHCAEQIRifBTIHCAIQIRifBTIHCAMQIRifBTIHCAQQIRifBTIHCAUQIRifBTIHCAYQIRifBTIHCAcQIRifBdIBCDcxNjdqMGo3qAIAsAIA&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8&ref=bramadams.dev) from the work of Christopher Alexander, [data structures](https://www.google.com/search?q=data+structures+Donald+Knuth+&sca%5Fesv=fe0550819d8f48a0&sxsrf=AE3TifNBFa%5F7fXMCURyntp8M37JT1oj28g%3A1759005403478&ei=20rYaJT2HMyh5NoP4cb6oAg&ved=0ahUKEwjUz-3h5fmPAxXMEFkFHWGjHoQQ4dUDCBA&uact=5&oq=data+structures+Donald+Knuth+&gs%5Flp=Egxnd3Mtd2l6LXNlcnAiHWRhdGEgc3RydWN0dXJlcyBEb25hbGQgS251dGggMgYQABgWGB4yCxAAGIAEGIYDGIoFMgsQABiABBiGAxiKBTILEAAYgAQYhgMYigUyCBAAGIAEGKIEMggQABiABBiiBDIIEAAYogQYiQVIrgZQ0ARY0ARwAngBkAEAmAFpoAFpqgEDMC4xuAEDyAEA-AEC-AEBmAIDoAJ2wgIKEAAYsAMY1gQYR8ICDRAAGIAEGLADGEMYigXCAhYQLhiABBiwAxhDGNQCGMgDGIoF2AEBwgITEC4YgAQYsAMYQxjIAxiKBdgBAZgDAIgGAZAGFLoGBggBEAEYCJIHAzIuMaAHqgSyBwMwLjG4B2vCBwUwLjEuMsgHCg&sclient=gws-wiz-serp&ref=bramadams.dev) from the work of Donald Knuth. ## Conclusion Most (all?) of the inventions on this list weren't created in the way that we like to imagine inventions to be created - some eureka moment from some person in a lab that gets passed down and turns society into utopia. Indeed, many of these inventions were co-designed by mankind and the universe that we live in. But I think that that is truly what makes invention great, and probably what I was trying to get across to this fever-dream-hypothetical-person is that invention isn't a one-way stop where you create something once and only once. *Great Invention should catalyze a future in which more inventions can be created by creating systems that allow for more Great Inventions.* By being grateful to the systems that already exist and seeking to understand them, we actively participate in a world that has given us so much. And still has so much to give. I'll end on this. I was recently thinking about how fascinating it is that a single planet (Earth) can maintain so many different incentives from so many different types of people, animals, and non-organic entities. People who will never meet either because of distance or era. People who want to study colors, people who want to ride horses, people who want to change how we perceive mathematics, people who want to worship God, people who want to post political memes from their bedroom – for some reason, the planet supports them all. And the Great Inventions they discover. ### Time for Real Thinking URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/time-for-real-thinking/ Last updated: 2025-09-11T04:57:46.000Z ## Personal Library Science (PLS) [We can’t circumvent the work needed to train our minds | Hacker News![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/y18.svg)Hacker News![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/y18.svg)](https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=45198420&ref=bramadams.dev) A society that wishes to succeed in creating an activated and knowledgeable populous should be interested in how to train people to notice better, and to create insightful follows. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-11-00-10-38.png) I'm looking for *real* places I can give talks about PLS. I think random posts on my domain won't align with the ambitious goals I strive for PLS. I don't know how to start this search, but I'll keep my eye open for opportunities. In the meantime, I'll work on a general proposal! ## Your Commonbase "YCB feels like a technique/structure analogous to the [BuJo](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bullet%5Fjournal?ref=bramadams.dev)" Realizing a lot (80%?) of the value of YCB derives from semantic scroll/neighbors. Seeing cool connections is awesome, and taken further by serving as catalysts to comment. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-09-18-04-21.png) Gonna add new files to ycb/architecture! [GitHub - your-commonbase/architecture: A Discussion about the Architecture Behind a CommonbaseA Discussion about the Architecture Behind a Commonbase - your-commonbase/architecture![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40-1.svg)GitHubyour-commonbase![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/architecture-1)](https://github.com/your-commonbase/architecture?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-11-00-29-57.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-11-00-30-07.png) ## Reading > After Constantine died in 337, his three surviving sons—Constantine II, Constans, and Constantius ... were immediately embroiled in a succession struggle that led to a bloodbath in Constantinople. ... For more than two decades after Constantine’s death, a kind of murderous internecine chaos reigned. ... went by the name of Christianity, with various rivals outdoing each other in claiming pious motives for political machinations. The result? In 361, a member of the family who had been raised in this pathological culture of holy violence succeeded to the throne. His name was Julian. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-09-11-55-19.png) > Julian, right after declaring the end of the Christian empire, ordered the Jewish Temple in Jerusalem rebuilt, stone upon stone, to falsify the very words of Jesus. He ordered the city opened to Jews again, and he empowered Jews to govern it. All of this was a measure less of Julian’s affection for Judaism than of his hatred for Christianity. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/9AE23C5E-DAAE-4EE9-9EFD-E50B4D9C5DB9_4_5005_c.jpeg) the first golden shower? > He took Perseus by boat to the mainland. ... He was fond of the boy, ... and it grieved him to be complicit in so foolhardy an adventure. ... When they arrived on the mainland Perseus thought that ... The man he had called father since he had been able to speak suddenly looked very small and shabby ... Perseus embraced him with fierce affection ... He ... was patient enough to stand on the quayside and wave Dictys and his little boat goodbye, even though he was desperate to get going and explore the strange new world of mainland Greece. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/image.png) --- > They had fully intended to be at the protest, but at the last minute they’d had to jump on a client call, and that neighborhood was quite a long way away. > They and all their friends belonged to an imprecise political left. They identified as feminists and spoke out against social injustices, which in practice meant they were willing to express outrage at instances of racism or sexism that took place in New York. ... they were unsure whether to admire Hillary Clinton as a woman or despise her for her ties to the pharmaceutical industry. Of course, all that was theoretical; in practice, their social commitment amounted to using Uber only if it was snowing ... The Americans were not the least surprised to turn up in a foreign capital and find a readymade community of people there to welcome them and discuss their country’s politics in their language. Why would they be? They felt at home in Berlin. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-08-22-30-13.png) --- > Terms that serve your purposes one day will not necessarily do so the next. > Beneath that veneer of cool, students are full of potent questions; they want to know how to navigate life, ... Matters of faith and worldliness are of great import to our students and by turning away from them, ..., we do our students injustice. We secular professors often forget that America is a religion-drenched nation. Ninety percent of us believe that God knows and loves us personally, as individuals... Some may well disagree with me about the centrality of religious matters, ... in shaping a true literary education. I teach in the South ... after all. Fine. But I think the point stands nonetheless. Get to your students' ... defining beliefs. Uncover central convictions about politics, love, money, the good life. It's there that, as Socrates knew, real thinking starts. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-09-17-55-34.png) ## Creative Coding Nothing interesting to report ## Fitness Nothing interesting to report ## Songwriting Nothing interesting to report ## Musical Improv Nothing interesting to report ## Sleep Nothing interesting to report ## Sculpture Nothing interesting to report ## Fashion Nothing interesting to report ### The Weekend is Over URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-weekend-is-over/ Last updated: 2025-09-08T18:12:04.000Z ## Personal Library Science (PLS) Personal library science has received an indirect blessing from a restructuring of how I think of Your Commonbase as an organization. I've always kind of wanted Your Commonbase to be a research organization, but I've never really formalized how that would happen. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-23-43-02.png) Because of my recent ***driving*** need to bring income into the organization, I've realized that I can structure the business as a research organization which has a B2B arm and a B2C arm. The B2B arm is focused on consulting, and the B2C arm powers both the end user software and the open-source initiatives. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-07-00-39-46.png) There's no immediate impact of this restructuring outside of the idea that hopefully once the money is stable, I'll be able to start working on my first research proposals and start working on calls for papers as it pertains to personal library science topics, such as: - The advantage of master ledgers - The density of information between different information types - How people pay attention and highlight information - The idiosyncratic data structures of a commonbase - etc ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-22-42-36.png) ## Your Commonbase [YCB Consulting PitchInefficient processes for storing, searching, synthesizing and sharing information are costing your business money. Your Commonbase Consulting offers a one hour audit call and questionnaire that surfaces frustrations and bottlenecks in your company’s information processes. We will look at ques…![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/kix-favicon-2023q4-1.ico)Google Docs![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/AHkbwyJM6pLg8JErWw0b5BfMGq2v26b1JNHVaRSRuR0poPM7Nr5drvuarLzD6056--CxmL8LDSwIt2BZf-okMeZmNYKztBjAITjPRqbkQW4UcAWfpUR3vryU-w1200-h630-p)](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1zGWZlsUjeCMq%5FtmbTCcmXvqzcFxKbQNce6r%5F9o1k5Nw/edit?usp=sharing&ref=bramadams.dev) I've partnered with one (potentially two) companies to white-label my services for YCB Consulting. I've also narrowed the scope of the offering in a way that can seem more effective and profitable towards an organization. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-20-32-57.png) I've run a few audits, and I'm turning those into generalized case studies. I'm trying to be really aggressive with my outreach in terms of making connections that I can continue to build. I even went ahead and created a CRM on Google Sheets for myself, which is new because all of the work that I do is coding day-to-day. This has been more relationship management and it's been a different skill set for me to work on. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-17-17-23.png) ## Reading I finally started reading again because I allowed myself to let go of the Power Broker as a blocker. Overall, I read about 75% of it if you look at the page count. I probably wouldn't have read that much if I wasn't involved in a pretty amazing class/reading group that made the material much more engaging. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-17-09-27.png) I noticed that reading books for me, because of building YCB, has now become mainly about how many interesting highlights I can capture as entries into my commonbase. There's a saturation point for any book where the information becomes really repetitive. You'll start to notice that a cluster around, for example, Robert Moses gets super dense and is no longer really interesting to engage with when there's a bunch of new novel books out there that are filled with information to discover. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-17-07-34.png) The new books I picked up are: 1. [Why Read](https://www.amazon.com/Why-Read-Mark-Edmundson/dp/1582346089?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [Perfection](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Perfection%5F%28novel%29?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. [Heroes](https://www.amazon.com/Heroes-Greek-Reimagined-Mythology-Adults/dp/1797201867?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Creative Coding [I made my first Claude artifact.](https://claude.ai/public/artifacts/9f111d7c-81eb-4a4a-b47d-8c466be0991b?ref=bramadams.dev) I saw a [Wikipedia page](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Template:Life%5Ftimeline?ref=bramadams.dev) that showed how many years old different life forms were like fungi or sexual reproduction or the common ancestor of life on Earth were and I thought it would be funny if you could just add random things to this. Of course, I didn't want to actually spend the time to code that, so I just copied the outer element of the table as HTML, ported that over to a Claude artifact, and had Claude code it. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-19-37-33.png) I think that the app looks kind of ugly, and I didn't want to spend more than 10 to 15 minutes on it, but it's cool that I can now add stuff to a timeline and take a screenshot, and I think that this is a good example of what prototyping and creative coding looks like in the future where there are more of these not very serious projects that are just fun little one-off things that don't really need a lot of constant attention. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-17-06-55.png) ## Fitness In my effort to become more consistent at the gym, what I've basically been doing is a trivial workout consisting of a mile walk on the treadmill and then taking 17.5- 20 pound dumbbells and doing curls, overhead presses, tricep extensions, and shrugs. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-15-53-00.png) My goal at this point isn't to build insane muscle definition. It's just to lose a bit of weight and to become consistent at the gym. My weight is currently a little over 200 pounds, and ideally I'd like to be down near 180. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-15-52-52.png) ## Songwriting Nothing interesting to report ## Musical Improv I had my first musical improv class last week. It's actually pretty interesting how ingrained musical logic is into the human brain. We seem to be a musical species by default. Like, for example, there were tropes that I learned as a high school musical performer almost two decades ago that I was just able to awaken from my subconscious without much thought. Makes me think about the shared nature of what song and performance does to the human brain. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-15-52-00.png) There's definitely extra tricks to musical improv that isn't present in regular improv that I'm excited to pick up over the next couple weeks. But my overall goal is to become a better singer from musical improv, not necessarily to become a better improvisor. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-05-15-52-32.png) ## Sleep I'm getting worse and worse at sleeping, it seems. I really need to make an aggressive effort to go to sleep earlier. I think it's starting to affect my memory and word recall in a negative way. Overall, not happy about this. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-04-12-16-15.png) ## Sculpture Nothing interesting to report ## Fashion Nothing interesting to report ### Bloated and Tired URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/bloated-and-tired/ Last updated: 2025-09-02T04:53:23.000Z Today, I slept a lot. And I was full. Like, all day!! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-02-00-12-03.png) ## YCB I took time to affirm to myself what YCB is. It's complicated because there are multiple layers. There is the org, the B2B and B2C arms, and the work product. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-09-01-22-40-50.png) - Personal Library Science = Field of Study => conduct and publish research - YCB, llc = Core structure of operations, financial vehicle => seasonal management and goals - YCB b2b = Information auditor, education center, software development workshop => client acquisition and development - YCB b2c = End user and open source applications => management of app and open source - ycb \[app\] = evergreen personal library software - ycb \[file type\] = open source data structure ### Topics are Tags are Topics URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/topics-are-tags-are-topics/ Last updated: 2025-09-01T02:29:20.000Z ## YCB ### Cache I added the cache for fetching entries I mentioned in [Upstream Thinking](https://www.bramadams.dev/upstream-thinking/), and now I'm testing on my device. This is part of my overall effort to make the app feel snappier from page to page, and making the task of synthesis more enjoyable. The modern Internet user needs speed to work, but I can't help but feel we lost collective patience from the lowered expectations of the Dial Up era. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/6AADEBD2-6F19-43A7-B75B-C0E12D6D70A7_1_105_c.jpeg) ### Audio Storage The transcription workflow still isn't allowing the m4a to call the API endpoint, and I have no clue why. ### Local File Playing around with a local file spec for a commonbase. Still very nascent, but I think an offline file type is eventually where I'm driving to, in parallel to the work on the main YCB. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/Screenshot-2025-08-31-16-50-09.png) ```bash cbase init my.cbase --dim 384 --model bge-small-en-v1.5 cbase add my.cbase "first atomic entry" --meta '{"tags":["intro"]}' cbase import-image my.cbase --url https://example.com/img.png cbase import-video my.cbase ./clip.mp4 --every 6 cbase search my.cbase --text intro --k 10 cbase export-csv my.cbase out.csv ``` ### Tags and Topics I'm against tags in general, but topics/tags are in the line of fire of my more compute per row efforts, so there ya go I guess. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/301E6279-630E-4981-9AA1-1A2FA6C4AEF9_1_105_c.jpeg) If there's a silver lining here, it's that it taught me that GPT Vision is basically censoring character names, which is easily uncovered with a two step prompt. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/3BA3D106-5BD2-41AB-B1C2-E71026ED645F_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/15976E53-E354-422B-BC6E-3699C204AC4F.jpeg) ## Creative Coding I'm thinking about how to be a little bit more meta about my Claude Code usage, specifically for creative coding open-source projects. I'd like to get into a rhythm where I can start publishing more code in general that isn't YCB related. I was thinking that I could get back into creative coding, and a cool place to start would be using Claude Code. My friend Russ makes a ton of things using Claude Artifacts, and he has a bunch of those floating around the internet. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/286803CF-CDF2-471A-BDE9-BF2E36B8F706_1_105_c.jpeg) So maybe that's a place that I'll get started with looking and then go from there. But I'm kind of envisioning something that I can consistently post here and to GitHub with just creative sketches and studies and different ideas to pursue. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/09/E2C40B47-A62C-4E41-ACDE-EB1DDC806935_1_201_a.jpeg) What I'm short on at the moment is ideas! ### Upstream Thinking URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/upstream-thinking/ Last updated: 2025-08-29T19:11:29.000Z I think it takes a certain brand of courage to realize that this shit isn't working. And then comes the hard part of figuring out what to do about it. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-29-13-57-18.png) I strive to be pragmatic, I strive to head in the direction of becoming a polymath, and then I actually examine the behaviors that I follow through on. A lot of it is just chilling, large swathes of empty time being used to just spend time on social media and the internet in front of my devices. I've successfully enabled fixes through things like VPNs for example, but these aren't really good motivators at the level of actually enacting long-term change. These are all merely band-aid fixes. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-29-13-55-54.png) Some of these desires may resonate with you, or they may not. These are the goals that I consistently struggle with: - Going to sleep earlier - Reading consistently (5 books/mo) - Going to the gym - Putting out high-quality output consistently - Mastering multiple arts. In my case, I would love to learn how to scream and sing in a metalcore band, do more creative coding, sculpting, and authoring books. Outside of my currently existing skill stack of programming, I feel like I haven't really fulfilled my desires with the rest of those skills. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-27-20-02-20.png) In order to be a good upstream strategy, it has to consist of changing core beliefs and taking advantage of leverage. I think that I've decided that my new identity, or perhaps just a leveraged version of my current identity, is a prolific high-quality website that stores my day-to-day book reviews and a scientific journal-like output of my creative progress. That should be able to be postable every day, especially with technologies like Wispr Flow for speech-to-text and Ghost for blog publishing and YCB for digging up resources. In other words, I am going to use this website as a crutch to trick myself at a higher level to have more on target motivations. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-26-17-25-06.png) As such, this is the first example of what this experiment is going to look like: me just ranting about my current status with these things. I guess I'll break them down one-by-one, at least the ones that I'm pursuing in any given day. ## Reading I've been stuck with my current books for a while. I haven't made much progress in them. I'm still reading "Power Broker", I'm still reading "Sadly, Porn", and I'm still reading "Constantines Sword". I haven't added a new book to the stack in a while. Instead I've been spending a lot of time just kind of fooling around on my phone looking at nothing in particular. Today I feel proud because I did crack open each for a few minutes (about 5 minutes each). ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-29-13-56-03.png) I actually skipped forward pretty significantly in the "Power Broker" because it was starting to get repetitive, and I wanted to get to the end of Robert Moses' career in life to hear Robert Caro's overall take on his power, and because the vignettes were becoming a bit overwhelming and repetitive. "Constantines Sword" is actually going pretty well. I liked that book. I'm at a part of the book where we're discussing Constantine's mother Helena, and how she became an icon for the Christian religion and what that caused for the anti-Semitic arc of Christianity towards Judaism. And then finally, I'm reading "Sadly, Porn" which I really like because it's largely just a rant against dream analysis and the current chapter (if you could even call it that) is focused on media manipulation of men and women and how men and women have different motivations for creating and watching porn. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-28-00-37-33.png) ## YCB Today's update for YCB isn't much of an update at all. It's still just a continuation of basically where I was at when I posted briefly yesterday. I've been thinking a lot about the B2B space for a few reasons: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-27-20-12-04.png) 1. I've kind of hit major feature parity within the application and am experiencing some level of product-market fit in the sense that the market is the people who I've introduced it to, and they're using it every day. 2. But I don't really want to scale yet, and I also don't feel comfortable attaching just an arbitrary pricing model. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-26-01-48-10.png) So I feel like consulting is both a pragmatic and realistic way for me to bring money into the organization (and pay my bills), but it does require more focus of my time, and of course takes me away from development on the application itself. So I've just been using it and letting some of my frustrations about certain things build up, so I'll hopefully be inspired to try and figure out a way to fix some of the bugs and add a few more features that have been percolating at the edges of my consciousness, including: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-26-17-16-16.png) - A history feature so that you can see the entries that you've seen - A cache feature that caches entries on device so it doesn't need to fetch them multiple times - An extension of GPT or language model compute on entries so that each entry has topics attached to it that you can click and you can search internally or externally through the web view ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-25-15-19-34.png) So those are the main features that have really stuck out to me as things I want to integrate into the application, but I haven't really felt the desire to do those because I've just been so focused on getting the B2B off the ground and sending out emails and just trying to reach out to people and see who would be willing to partner with me or who would be willing to engage at the level of offering. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/Screenshot-2025-08-26-17-15-41.png) ### Not Dead! URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/not-dead/ Last updated: 2025-08-29T17:52:38.000Z Here are some things I've done this past month: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/70017A82-901B-4B0F-995E-4C16008FA1AB_1_105_c-1.jpeg) ## YCB Blogs - [I Was Wrong about Mobile](https://your-commonbase.beehiiv.com/p/i-was-wrong-about-mobile-dbcc?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Better than Random](https://your-commonbase.beehiiv.com/p/the-pursuit-of-better-than-random?ref=bramadams.dev) - [The Anti Youtuber](https://your-commonbase.beehiiv.com/p/the-anti-youtuber-d471?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/5FD3A9BC-4926-422A-AAA1-936D1B554DE1_4_5005_c.jpeg) ## YCB Mobile App ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/19066F9B-9ED4-4BE6-9CE4-4BE9E989802E_4_5005_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/771AEF8A-956E-4ACE-A9BE-DD62DC41ADC9_4_5005_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/C4703B54-1B24-48EB-9C2E-A98AFD074808_4_5005_c-1.jpeg) ## YCB Architecture ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/CFC02941-BE8B-4A23-A6BE-D4028E4B4660_1_105_c.jpeg) [GitHub - your-commonbase/architecture: A Discussion about the Architecture Behind a CommonbaseA Discussion about the Architecture Behind a Commonbase - your-commonbase/architecture![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubyour-commonbase![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/architecture)](https://github.com/your-commonbase/architecture?ref=bramadams.dev) ## YCB Instagram ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/D19AF903-476D-441B-86FD-15927749742F_4_5005_c.jpeg) [Login • InstagramWelcome back to Instagram. Sign in to check out what your friends, family & interests have been capturing & sharing around the world.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/De-Dwpd5CHc.png)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/wlKajuIhIz6AQAAAABJRU5ErkJggg--)](https://www.instagram.com/yourcommonbase/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## YCB Consulting ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/5BD2CAC8-100E-4B5C-B0F6-1F7DB07E236A_1_105_c.jpeg) #### Services Rendered Store - How to figure out if you store too much or too little in your organization - How we can implement quick capture for your tools - Teaching your team the value of highlighting from source material. - How to create a simple ledger that scales with your business. Search - What are the differences between full-text search and semantic search? - What does it mean to have a relevance metric? - Being really specific about why you can't find things and which expectations aren't being met by current search tools. Synthesis - How can your team use what's already been stored to create new value for the organization? - What does it mean to leave a good comment? And how do comments help us build out key communication for our work? - How can different teams working on the same project apply non-destructive value to the project through commentary? Share - What communication bottlenecks exist in your organization? - What data is shared redundantly or repetitively? - Is information being shared with the wrong teams at the wrong time? How does the right information find the right people? ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/980EDFEB-2C8B-4CED-8C13-7A4C5A902F27_1_105_c.jpeg) #### Survey brief survey: 1. on a scale from minimalist to hoarder, how much information does your organization capture? 1. What percentage of your searches fail to meet expectations? 1. what percentage of projects lack the resources to get off the ground? 1. How much effort does it take from ideation to launch? 1. How often do your team members repeat themselves in different share channels? 1. does your average team member feel dignity over the data in their work? 1. What tool knows the most about your company? notion, trello, github, google workspace, etc 1. what was the last new info technology you added company wide? what did you hope it would solve? did it work? 1. which of these is most frustrating on a day to day basis: store, search, synthesis, sharing? which is least frustrating? 1. one year from now, what would you hope for your company’s relationship with your information? ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/F683888F-B28C-436A-ACDE-5329D2DDAA67_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/809C8DB2-5A6D-4E00-B8E4-BABBA83AA51B_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/C00B5DD8-1805-4321-9B0C-359CAA146884_1_105_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/4481C1BE-7622-4DDA-BA31-5CCB150A924D_4_5005_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/267249B8-EB86-4574-ADE2-3C9240A9A00E_4_5005_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/6ADD7DA2-7E27-47F1-89E3-214081E23078_4_5005_c.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/9A9AF63F-2F95-4814-9D98-AC7E25E22177_1_102.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/08/66207653-4690-4E35-AC78-F934757F5603_1_105_c.jpeg) ### What one month and fifteen users has taught me about software URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/what-one-month-and-fifteen-users-has-taught-me-about-software/ Last updated: 2025-07-27T20:18:45.000Z ![audio-thumbnail](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/media/2025/07/ycb-jul27_thumb.webp) What one month and fifteen users has taught me about software 0:00 /928.810667 1Ɨ Topics Discussed: - What one month and fifteen users has taught me about software - Software in one place vs software that runs anywhere – when companies shutter their APIs because of the data race - Resource Management with Claude Code as a solo dev shop Posts Mentioned: [Today is the Dayhappy birthday.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-11.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/My-project-2.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/today-is-the-day/) [Software is About Promises(to JS programmers: not that kind)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-12.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/Women-s-Portraits-Series-Image.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/software-is-about-promises/) ### From Community to Chilled Glances URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/from-community-to-chilled-glances/ Last updated: 2025-07-15T15:09:47.000Z _No content available._ ### Slow and Steady Wins the Race URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/slow-and-steady-wins-the-race/ Last updated: 2025-07-06T16:00:38.000Z [*Originally posted on YCB Newsletter*](https://your-commonbase.beehiiv.com/p/slow-and-steady-wins-the-race?ref=bramadams.dev) The current societal pace of software is frenetic. Money, hype cycles and impatience dominate the discourse creating false narratives and zero sum outcomes for everyone (*or at least most people — the winners tend to be in the minority*). And on top of this already poor prognosis, each party differs drastically in its incentives. *Software* *investors* pine for illegal monopolies and comedically large returns, even if they won’t admit it out loud. *Software founders* pine for get-rich-quick schemes and immortal fame through an easy flip, even if they won’t admit it out loud. *Software developers* pine for obtuse technology that satisfies their idiosyncratic curiosities at the cost of reason, even if they won’t admit it out loud. *Software users* pine for [WALL-E](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/WALL-E?utm%5Fsource=your-commonbase.beehiiv.com&utm%5Fmedium=referral&utm%5Fcampaign=slow-and-steady-wins-the-race) levels of convenience at the cost of their dignity, even if they won’t admit it out loud. Everyone wants something different, and while true alignment is utopian and likely unobtainable, there is much room for improvement in reality. (*NB: as a thought experiment, what do you think these parties *would* say out loud to each other? I think the one thing all groups agree on might be for social validation from each other, given the Internet’s domination of ad supported social media platforms that run off likes and virality. Anyway;*) How might we improve? Here’s what I think. Roughly one week since launching the beta, I’ve onboarded five people onto Your Commonbase. Each set up was ā€œmanualā€ and the set up itself took an average of 20 mins on a 1:1 call, but most talks went much longer to wax poetic about life and personal library science. I think these conversations are important. Not only do they help align incentives, they are phenomenal teaching tools. In this early version of YCB, I want to establish a human relationship with you all, [Dunbar’s number be damned](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunbar%27s%5Fnumber?utm%5Fsource=your-commonbase.beehiiv.com&utm%5Fmedium=referral&utm%5Fcampaign=slow-and-steady-wins-the-race). I want to have these calls as long as it is reasonable. Software isn’t a static object, it’s a conversation. So let’s talk! ### Nine Things Jun 26 2025 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/nine-things-jun-26-2025/ Last updated: 2025-06-26T15:35:09.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/image-6.png) > keep trying until the bitter end > Often when people hear the word self-compassion, their reason-giving machines go into overdrive, cranking out a long list of reasons to steer clear of it. > > The Happiness Trap - Russ Harris > coding (+ writing), reading, exercising thats really it > if you had to pick the central plank of coder psychology, the one common thread in nearly everyone who gravitates to this weird craft? It’s a boundless, nigh masochistic ability to endure brutal, grinding frustration. > > Coders - Clive Thompson [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nZYNrGjrgQ&ab\_channel=ThaRixer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nZYNrGjrgQ&ab%5Fchannel=ThaRixer&ref=bramadams.dev) - horny ass wallpaper of bulma - trunks dies so many times in these speedruns - rotate the sticks as hard as you can (sus) - [](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nZYNrGjrgQ&ab%5Fchannel=ThaRixer&ref=bramadams.dev)[](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nZYNrGjrgQ&ab%5Fchannel=ThaRixer&ref=bramadams.dev)i remember liking when in budokai you punched someone so hard off stage they flew to a second stage ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/image-7-1.png) [](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0nZYNrGjrgQ&ab%5Fchannel=ThaRixer&ref=bramadams.dev) [](https://readwise.io/open/847393770?ref=bramadams.dev)[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7h1MGdfuHA&ab\_channel=DrakeKaizoku](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B7h1MGdfuHA&ab%5Fchannel=DrakeKaizoku&ref=bramadams.dev) > refinement is speed running capitalism ([The Existential Horror of Financing a Burrito.](https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=BGOm5lB1XU4&list=WL&index=18&pp=gAQBiAQB&ref=bramadams.dev)) bulma knows where dr gero's lab is but neglects to tell trunks in the future ([TFS - You f\*\*\*ing failure - YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sApZpUL23Kg&ab%5Fchannel=07-Jackson&ref=bramadams.dev)) > how old is that baby? ([TFS - You f\*\*\*ing failure - YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sApZpUL23Kg&ab%5Fchannel=07-Jackson&ref=bramadams.dev)) gohan: this is between you and me cell vegeta: monologues about his vengeance ([Vegeta Avenges Trunks (1080p) - YouTube](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTRlVP5wFh8&ab%5Fchannel=DBZClipsHD&ref=bramadams.dev)) ### Nine Items Jun 18 2025 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/nine-items-jun-18-2025/ Last updated: 2025-06-19T02:19:00.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/image-4.png) > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/reel/DIoOKBIuHed/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by Dominique | Well Traveled Child (@welltraveledchild)](https://www.instagram.com/reel/DIoOKBIuHed/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) 80085 on the door ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/image-5.png) > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/reel/DJon5tUOUmH/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by Bracelakeoutfitters (@bracelakeoutfitters)](https://www.instagram.com/reel/DJon5tUOUmH/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/reel/DKvk1TDR3eb/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by r (@rollerbootsvonsplintershoes)](https://www.instagram.com/reel/DKvk1TDR3eb/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) just watching this sends me spiraling > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/p/DKOCSjSxFBX/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by Daeonis (@daeonisprod)](https://www.instagram.com/p/DKOCSjSxFBX/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) ### Today is the Day URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/today-is-the-day/ Last updated: 2025-06-16T18:51:59.000Z _No content available._ ### Nine Items Jun 14 2025 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/nine-items-jun-14-2025/ Last updated: 2025-06-14T04:55:43.000Z > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/reel/DKUeTbly5v7/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by The best Tumblr Memes! 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In early 20th-century Italy, illiterate sailor Martin Eden seeks fame as a writer while torn between the love of a bourgeois girl and allegiance to his social class.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/letterboxd-decal-l-16px-DorUFlWn.svg)Letterboxd![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/martin-eden-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg)](https://letterboxd.com/film/martin-eden-2019/?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-14-00-55-01.png) ### Ladiesssss URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/ladiesssss/ Last updated: 2025-06-11T05:56:15.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-11-01-48-05.png) [LADIES, LEAVE ME ALONE TYPE SHIFT](https://www.instagram.com/p/DKjNnljPNXV/?ref=bramadams.dev) --- I'm the original Balmain badass, nigga (Uh, yeah) I'm the original Margiela madman, in the words of A$AP Yams Smack the shit out a nigga in these skinny pants, feel me? 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This is true outside of software as well of course – nobody wants a beagle when they ordered a bagel. But in software specifically there are a few unique considerations around promises to deal with: 1. Software is both an abstract and real object. You can run Minecraft on a computer, but you can also make a ["Computer" in Minecraft](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CW9N6kGbu2I&ab%5Fchannel=mattbatwings&ref=bramadams.dev). This abstraction allows for any piece of software to *technically* be converted into any other piece of software given enough time and space. Speaking of time... 2. Software practitioners are significantly constrained by resources, while at the same time, software scales near perfectly. This paradox means that good (or bad) software can reach millions nearly instantly, but any piece of software will **always** be bottlenecked by developer time. Creativity cannot be parallelized in any way that matters. In short, software can be *anything* in imagination, but must be *something* in reality. That "*something*" is a list of features, intertwined within a noisy field of bugs. This "*something*" is all software: browsers, compilers, video games, open source repositories, "print hello world x 10", etc.. (*perhaps this is why copycatting runs rampant in software? Good ideas are harder to come by than to recreate?*) If you let either of the above considerations go haywire, you will inevitably fail. This is where your promise comes in. Given your resources and goals: **What are you promising your users? And how is this promise testable?** You must be as strict as you can in your definitions. Freedom from "head in the clouds" abstractions, and the burnout of "over promise and under deliver" comes from being as **clear as possible**. Let's examine a case study of what promises can do. ## Case Study: Your Commonbase Your Commonbase (YCB) is [personal library science](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-54/) software. Personal Library Science is defined as four functions operating on an individual's library: store, search, synthesize and share. All four functions have many strategies, some of which are *objectively* better than others, and some which are *subjectively* better than others. Let's take a look at our #1 and #2 from above in the framing of the upcoming YCB Beta. ### Store *YCB Beta Promise: With Your Commonbase, you can store text, images and URLs from the iOS platform, Chrome browser, or the Companion application.* 1. The abstract end goal of *store* is to be able to quick capture any given moment from the world into our personal library. Think highlights from a book, a particular photo, a part of a movie or song. Quick capture means running `store()` doesn't remove the librarian from their existing context. 2. Store is primarily influenced by the environment it runs in. Given our resources, we focused on storing from Chrome (the most popular browser by a wide margin) and iOS (partially because I own an iPhone, partially because of the Shortcuts app). It was under these constraints that we built the following features: 1. For **Chrome**, the store features include: save a URL, save full page or area screenshots, save selected text. 2. For **iOS**, the store features include: store from the iOS share sheet (photos or URLs from Instagram, Youtube, Spotify, etc...) 3. For both, a Vision model is used to convert images to captions for storage. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-05-51.png) Store a image to YCB \[Chrome\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-09-14.png) Screenshot an area on a page to YCB \[Chrome\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/IMG_4829.jpg) Store a URL, text, or photo from iOS Share Sheet \[iOS\] ### Search *YCB Beta Promise: With Your Commonbase, you can semantic search and semantic scroll through your personal library. You can also search as you type.* *(A note on semantic scrolling: Whereas semantic searching is to finding results from a typed in query, semantic scrolling is to using a vector to travel through its neighbors to find similar content. You can see examples of this in the Share Commonbase link below.)* 1. The abstract end goal of search is to find the correct entries in a Personal Library while providing minimal input context. In other words, finding a personal needle in a personal haystack with minimal effort. 2. Search algorithms are really good these days, but are primarily limited to text. [Meilisearch](https://www.meilisearch.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) indexes combined with [vector embeddings](https://www.ibm.com/think/topics/vector-embedding?ref=bramadams.dev) got us a lot of bang for our buck. To create semantic scroll, we retrieve `entry.vector` and use that as the base our similarity scoring technique. We then use a [summary/details](https://developer.mozilla.org/en-US/docs/Web/HTML/Reference/Elements/details?ref=bramadams.dev) framing to link entries. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-17-48.png) Search as you type "literacy rates graph" \[Chrome\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-19-14.png) Semantic Search \[Chrome\] (pay attention to the misspelling and loose references) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-20-35.png) Semantic Scroll \[Companion\] (48% similar vectors) ### Synthesize *YCB Beta Promise: With Your Commonbase, you can synthesize your entries with your own commentary.* 1. *Synthesis* is the most complex function of a personal library. Synthesis is the use of existing entries in a personal library to complete a non personal library related goal. Think citations in a research paper, a DJ remix, or learning deeper about a subject by adding your own understanding. 2. Commenting functionality exists on Chrome, iOS and Companion. You can thread comments and create deeply nested graphs of manual links between ideas using images, text and URLs. This constraint doesn't yet promise for audio or video, but it will in the future! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-07-42.png) Add a comment to an entry \[Chrome\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/IMG_4831.jpg) Add a comment to entry \[iOS\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-51-54.png) The parent entry \[Companion\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-52-10.png) The comment entry \[Companion\] ### Share *YCB Beta Promise: You can share your entries from Companion, or from the URLs in titles.* 1. Share is where entries leave a personal library and re-enter the world proper. This could mean something as simple as sharing a single entry, to a curated collection, to an entire library object. 2. I'm not gonna sugarcoat it, share got the short end of the stick with our resources. There isn't point in putting limited resources into share when my users don't have any entries stored worth sharing. We did enable a way to share screenshots, and direct URLs (which comes in handy all the time when text messaging friends) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/thread-entry-4891a91d-screenshot.png) Share a screenshot \[Companion\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/06/Screenshot-2025-06-08-19-33-43.png) Share a URL to friends directly \[Companion\] ## Conclusion Software needs promises. Promises protect the developers, the users, and the integrity of the software itself. In the case study, I directed most of our limited resources to store and synthesize, as they lay the groundwork for the future of search and share. The promises are testable by our user base of librarians, and set the tone for future development. --- Want to call me out on my own promises? Explore a public demo of the Commonbase architecture (specifically semantic scrolling) and sign up for our waitlist: [Share CommonbaseExplore the shared space of our Commonbases![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-26.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/logomark.svg)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) Best, Bram ### Issue 62: Squawking In the Library URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-62-squawking-in-the-library/ Last updated: 2025-05-25T16:44:23.000Z [Issue 61: Monetization, Rotting, How Can I Live Without You?A variety of entries from Share Commonbase, paired with light commentary![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-10.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/Drunken-Silenus-by-Ribera.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-61-monetization-rotting-how-can-i-live-without-you/) Previous Issue Dear Reader, Please entertain the following entries from [Share Commonbase](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), paired with light commentary (*<> indicates how entries are linked*)! ### Libraries and Bookmarks ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-25-12-23-43.png) "...the idea that libraries were a place to go for self-improvement became ingrained in the American psyche..." <> Libraries were ā€œto furnish fuel for the fires beneath the great melting potā€ [(Richard E. Rubin, Foundations of Library and Information Science, Third Edition)shareCB Entry #4006![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-23.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-23)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/4006?id=4006&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-25-12-28-08.png) "Ostrich Illusion Bookmark" <> "Skylight Books Back of Bookmark" [Ostrich Illusion BookmarkshareCB Entry #4069![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-25.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-25)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/4069?id=4069&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Movies ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-25-12-25-33.png) "The ā€˜conjuring spirits’ scene is one of the boldest swings I have seen in a blockbuster produced in my lifetime." <> "Paranormal Activity (2007)" [SinnersshareCB Entry #1304![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-24.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-24)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/1304?id=1304&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Housekeeping ### TalkCB Lauren has been **crushing** it on TikTok. You should go follow her work here: > [@laurenfromycb](https://www.tiktok.com/@laurenfromycb?refer=creator%5Fembed&ref=bramadams.dev) But in the meantime, check out the following clips (I'll be including a few clips from our podcasts each Sunday!) 0:00 /1:01 1Ɨ what is store, search, synthesize, share? 0:00 /1:03 1Ɨ a proof of existence We also recorded a full 35+ minute conversation about Personal Library Science, which you can watch/listen to below: ### Issue 61: Monetization, Rotting, How Can I Live Without You? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-61-monetization-rotting-how-can-i-live-without-you/ Last updated: 2025-05-18T18:28:57.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-60-just-wait-a-week/) šŸ’” A variety of entries from [Share Commonbase](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), paired with light commentary (**<> indicates how entries are linked*) Dear Reader, Please entertain the following! ## Music ### Kingdom Hearts [Kingdom Hearts III - Ending : Don’t Think Twice / Utada HikarushareCB Entry #3964![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-15.svg)Ending : Don't Think Twice / Utada Hikaru![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-15)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/3964?id=3964&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-07-45.png) ### Just A Man [Just A ManshareCB Entry #3434![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-16.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-16)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/3434?id=3434&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-09-18.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-09-35.png) I think it's interesting that "How could I hurt you" <> "How can I live without you? Why should I even have to?" ## Movies ### Paddleton [Paddleton (2019) directed by Alexandre LehmannshareCB Entry #3749![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-17.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-17)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/3749?id=3749&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-12-14.png) ### King Richard [King Richard (2021) directed by Reinaldo Marcus GreenshareCB Entry #3691![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-18.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-18)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/3691?id=3691&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-13-27.png) ## Books ### Algorithms to Live By [(Brian Christian, Tom Griffiths, Algorithms to Live By)shareCB Entry #3813![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-19.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-19)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/3813?id=3813&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-22-06.png) "There may come a time when you will save the entire herd from disaster" <> "the fundamental problem with caring a lot about what others think: It can put you on the established path—the my-isn’t-that-impressive path—and keep you there for a long time." ### The Diary of Anne Frank [(Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl)shareCB Entry #836![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-20.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-20)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/836?id=836&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-24-42.png) ā€œDeep down, the young are lonelier than the old.ā€ <> "Too young to get bitter over it all \\ Too old to retaliate like before" ## My Feed ### Monetizing Your Hobbies [MONETIZING YOUR HOBBIES, ADVICE with Rajiv SurendrashareCB Entry #3960![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-21.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-21)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/3960?id=3960&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-15-48.png) ... ### It's Time To Stop Rotting [That moment when you’re done rotting and ready to be a human.shareCB Entry #3953![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/logomark-22.svg)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og-22)](https://www.sharecommonbase.com/synthesize/3953?id=3953&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-17-54.png) "done rotting" <> "you stop drinking just enough to see the dead, floating bodies" ## Housekeeping - [Sign up to the Your Commonbase waitlist if you haven't!](https://www.waitforit.me/signup/ebe2b5cc/?ref=bramadams.dev) - I'll be uploading \~**50+** movies and book quotes to SCB this week! - I wrote an OCR layer for storing URLs in YCB (lot of acronyms in that sentence). The raison d'ĆŖtre being that for some inane reason people put the text for their short videos on the thumbnail instead of the description. This is likely because TikTok feeds people in a grid of images, instead of a list of text. Example: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/05/Screenshot-2025-05-18-12-37-59.png) ```JSON { "title": "dooney and broke (@fincherslay) on X", "author": "https://x.com/fincherslay/status/1923810112902221964", ->> "ocrData": [ "pov you started water based cooking", "and now your skin is clear,your", "stomach is thriving and yourecover", "from illness overnight" ], <<- "ogTitle": "dooney and broke (@fincherslay) on X", "ogImages": [ "https://pbs.twimg.com/media/GrK_GfcXYAADWp_.jpg:large" ], "ogDescription": "water based cooking" } ``` - I have **so much work to do** before we launch the public beta, but I've narrowed it down to the feature set below: #### Beta **nb: here at ycb, we like to organize our features by their functionality. the below list is organized in that fashion, where the functions are: store, search, synthesize, and share.* - store - - quick capture from ios or chrome - store urls, text, and images - all entries are automatically embedded - API scripts to store from cmd + space on your keyboard, when you take a screenshot on your Mac, Spotify, Letterboxd, Readwise and more - search - - search as you type - semantic search and semantic scroll - jump to entries - - by date (show me all entries on Christmas last year) - randomly (show me any entry from YCB) - from the log of your most recently updated entries - synthesize - - add your personal context to entries with comments - - comments are embedded too! - any type (image, url, text) can be a comment - thread entries through multiple levels - Google Docs integration - share - - store entries to Your Commonbase from Share Commonbase - upload your personal collections to Share Commonbase - export/backup your data to CSV **we also have an extensive and active* ***roadmap** *, where you can see our upcoming features and expected launch dates* Best, Bram ### Digests, Threads, and Sharing URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/digests-threads-and-sharing/ Last updated: 2025-04-10T18:43:23.000Z In this week's update on Bram Adams' channel, Bram introduces a new video format similar to Loom, focusing on three features he's been developing: Digests, Threads, and Share. First, the Daily Digest feature leverages language models to summarize daily entries into an email newsletter format, combining internal system content with internet searches. It aims to help users discover and organize content that might not already exist in their own systems. The Threads feature improves upon the graph view, which can become visually overwhelming. Inspired by Reddit and Hacker News, Threads organizes data into threaded lists for easier navigation. This allows users to explore large datasets without feeling overwhelmed, offering functionalities like full-text search and a copy markdown feature to track navigation history. Lastly, the Share and Collections page will act as a social media counterpart for CommonBase, with QR codes on flyers that direct users to static entries. This feature aims to engage users on campuses and museums, allowing them to explore curated collections without needing to log in, and encourage sign-ups for CommonBase. Bram also briefly showcases a chat feature that combines his system's flexibility with web searches, although it's still in progress. Overall, the features are designed to enhance user interaction and data navigation while preparing for a production rollout. ## A NEW CHALLENGER Peep this amazing design by [Lauren](https://github.com/laurenmartian?ref=bramadams.dev). FANTASTIC. 0:00 /1:48 1Ɨ . ### Updating Plans Now Does Things URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/updating-plans-now-does-things/ Last updated: 2025-04-02T20:16:50.000Z Updating Plans Now Does Things 0:00 /320.469333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/04/Screenshot-2025-04-02-09-57-19.png) fig 0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/04/Screenshot-2025-04-02-10-10-55.png) fig 1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/04/Screenshot-2025-04-02-10-12-05.png) fig 2 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/04/Screenshot-2025-04-02-10-39-33.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/04/Screenshot-2025-04-02-10-39-40.png) fig 3 ```javascript if (tab.url.includes('youtube.com')) { async function extractTranscript() { // close cookie banner if exists document.querySelector('button[aria-label*=cookies]')?.click(); // click the "show transcript" button const transcriptBtn = document.querySelector('ytd-video-description-transcript-section-renderer button'); if (!transcriptBtn) { console.log('no transcript button found'); return; } transcriptBtn.click(); // wait for transcript container to appear (adjust time as needed) await new Promise(resolve => setTimeout(resolve, 3000)); // scrape transcript text const transcriptNodes = Array.from(document.querySelectorAll('#segments-container yt-formatted-string')); const transcriptText = transcriptNodes.map(node => node.textContent.trim()).join('\n'); // send transcript back to background (if needed) chrome.runtime.sendMessage({ action: 'transcriptScraped', transcript: transcriptText }); const channelElement = document.querySelector('ytd-channel-name'); const channelName = channelElement?.textContent.trim().split('\n')[0]; return { transcript: transcriptText, channelName: channelName, }; } chrome.scripting.executeScript({ target: { tabId: tab.id }, function: extractTranscript, }, async (transcript) => { if (chrome.runtime.lastError) { console.error('Script injection failed: ', chrome.runtime.lastError); return; } if (!transcript[0].result.transcript) { console.log('No transcript found'); return; } console.log('transcript:', transcript); const openaiRes = await callOpenAI(openAIAPIKey, transcript[0].result.transcript, `You are a helpful assistant. You will be given a transcript of a video. Your task is to summarize the transcript in a concise and informative manner. Please ensure that the summary is accurate and relevant to the content of the video. Do not include any additional information or explanations. You are a glorified summarizer/teleprompter, so stay on topic. Use the channel name where appropriate, because it is the creators video. Channel name: ${transcript[0].result.channelName}`); console.log('transcript extracted'); console.log('openaiRes:', openaiRes.choices[0].message.content); proceedWithPostRequestWithComment( tabTitle, tabUrl, `${tabTitle} | ${transcript[0].result.channelName}`, tabUrl, openaiRes.choices[0].message.content ); }); ``` ### Using a Personal Library To Create a Magnum Opus URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/using-a-personal-library-to-create-a-magnum-opus/ Last updated: 2025-03-01T07:07:59.000Z The Personal Library obviously serves as a fantastic store and search archive of data collected that's relevant and interesting to its creator(s). However, it's less clear that a personal library could be used to help assist in life's daily tasks; much less in life's largest task, the magnum opus of the most ambitious among us. ## Speed Limit The brain moves really fast, and a personal library might just get in the way. In addition, there are often things that aren't shared with the personal library that exist within the architecture of the brain itself, including muscle memory on how to do things, habits, and small neuroses and non verbal things like attractions/repulsions from stimuli that currently can't be conveyed into data that would go into a personal library. In order to create a magnum opus, the brain needs to have an obsessively intense amount of focus on one particular problem and stare at it for hours or days or weeks or even years, often in lieu of solving other more immediate tasks. This intensity of operation requires high velocity in dimensions a personal library doesn't provide by default. But I don't think that means that having a personal library is useless in building a magnum opus – far from it! ## What Dimensions Can We Improve Against? Here are the dimensions that I think matter when it comes to creating a better masterpiece using a personal library: - (I) Being able to create that masterpiece faster. Instead of creating it over the course of three decades, you create it in one and a half, for example. This gives you those 15 years back to improve upon the idea post-publish. - (II) Wider and deeper sourcing of ideas. Good writing is both additive and subtractive. It subtracts away everything that isn't necessary, but it isn't afraid to go to the ends of the earth to find what is. - (III) Doing grunt work to have the creator stay in flow state longer, which basically allows them to work on their magnum opus for longer periods of time without exhaustion. Going off of the current scientific consensus that humans can roughly do about four hours of deep work a day, that means that we all have a very real limit that we approach and being able to stay in our peak creative state for all of that limit allows us to create better work and better opportunity for our masterpieces. ## Where A Personal Library Comes In Dimension I: Not very obvious, but I think by maintaining a good captain's log style journal back-and-forth feedback of the masterpiece that you're creating and storing those resources into a personal library means you can access them faster. Chronological series data, as well as the boring boilerplate type work can be managed by a personal library. There are a number of constant tasks like this that can go from O(n) to potentially O(1). Dimension II: Thanks to personal libraries now having vector databases, being able to establish relationships between entries is trivial. And being able to access far-reaching, interesting, juxtaposing ideas and then access their neighbors to find interesting similarities and relationships allows the magnum opus creator to create engaging and novel concepts. Dimension III: By serving as an in context reference tool, the person can avoid context switching costs. This is a big deal for intensive work. *(NB: I've experienced something similar using machine learning models to help me code - it's easier to stay in the flow state because I have to break out of the context less often, and can stay focused more readily on the problem I'm trying to solve instead of a sub-problem that popped up and immediately requires my attention.)* Of course, all three of these can then be used to influence each other, and ideas in a personal library can be synthesized into new catalysts for future projects. There is a positive feedback loop of the helpful data being stored into the system that will be resurfaced later. ### What Makes Personal Library Science a Science? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/what-makes-personal-library-science-a-science/ Last updated: 2025-02-23T23:32:22.000Z In the world of science, we have natural sciences and we have engineering sciences, and both have a divergence in terms of their core purpose. Natural sciences are meant to explain natural phenomena that already exist from a mathematical perspective, and engineering sciences are meant to create structures around the existing frameworks to build off of them and create something new. A shared goal of both sciences is to make hypotheses and then test against those hypotheses. And then make better experiments that are reproducible. I think as a science, personal library science is somewhere in between psychology and computer science. It's related to psychology because it's heavily invested in how a person views themselves as well as the mental structures of their own understanding of what's important and relevant in the world. It's related to computer science because you can make objective claims about how to organize data in a way that it's best retrievable and useful for secondary functions like synthesizing and sharing. A good collection of unanswered questions in personal library science might include: - Is there an optimal way to store text, images, and audio/video data? - Is there an optimal way to search for said data? - What percent does a person's memory improve or degrade by the existence of having a personal library? - How do we collate the data in a personal library and use it to do data science to notice trends and patterns? - What are the foundations of sharing data from a personal library, whether it's one-on-one, one-to-a-small-group, or broadcasting to everyone? - How fast or how slow should a personal library grow over a person's lifetime? - What type of data is most evergreen? What type of data is least evergreen? - How did the internet affect a person's own thoughts on what their personal library looks like? - At what exact point do tags fall apart in utility in terms of scaling a personal library? - What happens to a person's personal library after they die? Does it pass down to their children, or is it given to the public? - What sources provide the best density for a personal library? - How do we judge the health of a personal library? - Is social media robbing us of the agency of our personal libraries? - What rate of consumption is correct in terms of the personal library's health? - ... I think now is the time to tackle some of these questions, especially as the world of information becomes more and more fractured. We need to start formalizing the utility and purposes of a personal library, so that each person can retain the dignity and agency over their informational diet. ### What is a Personal Library? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/what-is-a-personal-library/ Last updated: 2025-02-23T23:06:03.000Z In order to discuss personal library science, we must first define the characteristics of a personal library. Indirectly, it's pretty easy to explain what a personal library looks like. It probably includes a collection of books, journals, photographs, and bits and pieces of memorabilia that are related to a person's existence. However, to formalize this structure is actually pretty difficult. A good place to start would be to talk about the *types* of data that we might come across in a personal library. As of writing, the types of data that exist in a person's personal library are heavily based around text, with images, audio, and video filling in the gaps. Interestingly, these types of data are organized in order of cost and how much it takes to store one or many copies of this piece of data. The last three - images, audio, and video - are also relatively recent inventions, all being roughly less than 100 years old for the average consumer. It's not hard to imagine that in the future as technology continues to improve the types of data in a person's personal library could improve as well. There could be a way to recreate smells using technology so smells can be stored, or perhaps some kind of advanced 3D printer that allows people to 3D print real objects based on the data that they store in their personal library, etc. A Personal library also takes up some non-zero amount of space, whether that space is based in the physical world or the digital one. In other words, the data of a personal library exists in some physical form that operates in a way that it could be distinguished from another person's personal library by the differences between them. This might sound pedantic and not worth mentioning, but I think it's important to be kind of rigid when we're trying to formalize this idea. Next, we might look at the *functions* that are possible to do to these data that we have in our personal libraries. The most obvious functions of a personal library are to *read* and to *write*. You can either fetch something that exists in a current personal library or write something new and append it to the personal library. After a lot of meditation on the issue, I think that there are four core functions of personal library science that include all of the potential possibilities of a personal library, and they are as follows: 1. Store - Add new data to the library. 2. Search - Filter the library to find something specific. 3. Synthesize - Leverage the data in the library to do something "creative". 4. Share - Copy or remove data from the library and put it outside of the personal library. Each of these operates in a broad enough space that it would deserve its own potential field of study, but all of them allow you to do basically everything that you'll need to do in a personal library. I'll end this post here for now, but this will be a continuing series as I continue to delve into personal library science. ### Nothing Is Better Than This URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/nothing-is-better-than-this/ Last updated: 2025-02-20T05:00:58.000Z The books I read and the highlights I've curated (hundreds at a time) going into the [system I wrote](https://yourcommonbase.com/?ref=bramadams.dev). The efforts of my past (store), into the lattice of the present (pride), and a gift to my future (search, synthesize, share) Blessings. Blessings. 0:00 /0:03 1Ɨ ### Review of Coders and Nicomachean Ethics URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/review-of-coders-and-nicomachean-ethics/ Last updated: 2025-02-18T05:45:15.000Z ## Coders This year software has held a special place in my heart as I've been building YCB. However, the type of software that I've been writing has left me feeling pretty lonely at times. It's kind of hard to explain how the software development works when you're a member of a team, either through taking a contract or being a full-time W-2 employee at some software shop, but often the projects that you make are heavily influenced by the people that you work with, so much so that the hype for what you're building is based solely on echo chamber metrics or maybe even fake, boosted by external metrics. Taking on what might be considered the equivalent of an indie game development for building YCB has been a lot of back-and-forth between me and a non-sentient coder, that being Cursor and ChatGPT. That introduces new problems and new solutions. I think this book will need to be re-written to fully encapsulate what it feels like to write software in a world where language models are doing a lot of the heavy lifting that developers were dealing with not even five years ago. But that's the curse of the rapid pace of software. Anything that you write is likely to become outdated soon. That's one of the reasons that I've invested a lot of my thinking into information as a medium itself. Information feels like it has a legacy behind it and grows a lot slower and change is a lot slower. It's more historical, a declaration rather than a response to whatever is new. --- Software is so abstract that when you look at it directly, all you see is a giant state system mechanism that doesn't really have any appreciable features outside of the one part that you're looking at - the feature or bug that you're trying to solve. You might pop your head into some communities to pick up a library or go and figure out how to use a function more effectively, but at the end of the day it's roughly the same lonely journey. You are trying to convert data from one state to another, and in the process of doing that, you are forcing your brain to come up with logical paths for the data to follow. ## Nicomachean Ethics This is the book that has led to a lot of what we would consider to be Western philosophy. A lot of the ideas that we take the most pride in and credit for today are actually just rehashings of the idea of virtue that philosophers like Aristotle were battling with thousands of years ago. The interesting thing about happiness is that every generation in some shape or form is searching for it, and every generation has consistently failed. The ones that failed especially hard had no frameworks to goo off of, ow were too afraid to break from their prevailing frames. Both needed to adjust to the middle path. I'm on the quest to find good arguments about the value of the intellectual life in a vacuum. I think that building YCB has put a lot of pressure (emphasis, not weight) on me about saving interesting things that I come across in a kind of forage mindset. But then there's this omnipresent urge by being a member of a society that only rewards success to people who are attractive and make a bunch of money. We worship the idea of our wealthiest in capital. To opt out makes you seem like you're playing a non-serious game. That pressure has me thinking – it almost feels like, "Okay, how do I make money off of this?" This is a hard thought process to pull to the middle path. And that feels derivative of the human experience. To be born with near limitless intellect and curiosity and to box it into something that someone else pays for. A part of it is being able to get resources to be able to accomplish what I need to live as an embodied creature. In fact, in the Ethics, Aristotle discusses the prerequisites for being a great man include having a bunch of money so that you can give it away or spend it on great works for society; or to be courageous so that you can throw away your life in battle (pretty similar to the thoughts of Yukio Mishima in Sun and Steel). But isn't capturing a trail of my own unique memorabilia worth the most I could give as an offering? To be able to give my attention to something is a gift but it's also, in a way, a gift that was given to me. It's the closest thing I can offer to sense of the changing organism that was/is/will be me. Everything else, even the shit you buy from me, is just a partial picture, an oil well under a beautiful mountain. ### Why Can't Coding Be Celebrated Like Art or Sports? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/why-cant-coding-be-celebrated-like-art-or-sports-2/ Last updated: 2025-02-16T18:11:23.000Z For a while now, I've been harboring this envy of sorts. An envy towards mediums that aren't mine, but more so how an envy of how other people look at them. I see these giant obtusely shaped buildings filled with people walking around, admiring beautiful colors put onto canvas and stretched out and put in a gold leaf frame, and I can't help but feel jealous that people don't see a similar beauty in programming. Or, I'll watch people go to sports games and line the stadium with hundreds of cheering fans watching (awesome) feats of athleticism happen before them, and I can't help but feel jealous that there's no equivalent of that competitive spirit pushing the field forward in software. This envy isn't completely fair to software because software is a relatively new field - even as of this post, software is only really 80 years old. And depending on when you start counting, the form of software that I do from a day-to-day basis is less than 30 or 40 years old. (Javascript is younger than me!) But even so, I find myself often trying and failing to recreate the beauty and esthetics that I see in other fields: the awards ceremonies, the competition, the publishing houses, the other **meta-things that are built around the things** that make external people want to chase after that thing (you can watch a concert without being a singer, because of the existence of music schools, set design, record labels,...). That's not to say that people don't have a high status in mind for programmers or coders, because they obviously do, and they obviously understand the intensity that might be required to create something as abstract as the internet or an operating system or a physics library that makes the video games that they play possible. But I just can't help but think how there's all of this attention on award ceremonies, the public fascination and celebrity status that's attached to people like Ariana Grande or Kendrick Lamar, and at the same time, in the same world, there are programs that affect billions of people every single day and are created by people who go through life relatively nameless sometimes by choice, but usually/often by virtue of the field that they chose to do their work in when they were young. *Art history runs parallel to history because you can view history through the eyes of the artists that were alive at the time.* I'm reading a biography of Van Gogh, and the author (Steven Nafieh and Gregory White Smith) talks about the other artists that Van Gogh met in the course of his relatively short life. I can't help but think that all of these people who created all this art were discrete moments in spacetime that also represent the historical context that they were in. Their unique presence **is** the history. I mean sure we have Claude Shannon. We have Richard Stallman. We have Grace Hopper. We have Ryan Dahl. We have Linus Torvalds. But programmers really only stay known to other programmers. We never really break out of the intrinsic hacker loop of convening with ourselves. I would love for a world where programmers could have a publishing house of sorts – where they could put their name proudly on their code and not feel guilty if they're not doing a super copyleft MIT license where their name is buried at the bottom of a 30 page README or getting paid $250,000 per year to write IP-specific code for an IP-specific company where they fetter away in some back hall somewhere while the CEO takes all the credit. I think that there should be a middle ground. I hope that in the future, programmers can team up in small teams (like the size of a band that goes on tour) or go solo with a small support team like an author like Stephen King or Brandon Sanderson that help them publish their core value - the work that they create. I do think programmers are worth it. I've been on both sides of the table, having paid programmers and being paid as a programmer, and it's really hard to value the dollar amount that goes into a line of code or the mental effort that goes into a feature or fixing a pernicious bug. *But I don't really think that gives us permission not to try.* Just because a program can't be neatly encapsulated in a tome of 300+ pages (where you can put it in a nice little cover on it – or how a painting has a gold leaf frame at the Metropolitan Museum of Art) doesn't mean that what me and my fellow programmers do isn't worth notating. Let's create Coding History. Let's study the styles of programmers and watch the field evolve over time. Let's let programmers take (the right amount) of credit. And most importantly, let's share our work with the world so they can appreciate it too, and not just the final product delivered in a CD or at some URL. ### Is There an Opposite to Causa Sui? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/is-there-an-opposite-to-causa-sui/ Last updated: 2025-02-16T05:50:50.000Z Ernst Becker's denial of death is built around a single point of argument: the immortality project, or that all fears are just derivatives of a fear of death. You don't have a fear of spiders, you have a fear of being bitten by a spider and then dying. You don't have a fear of the dark, you have a fear of what's in the dark that's going to kill you, etc. etc. I got to thinking while I was in the shower: How could we conceive of an opposite of the immortality project? Does something like that even exist? The immortality project seems relatively all-encompassing, stating that anything you do is as a response to this fear - this ultimate fear of not existence. This ultimate fear of death – whether it's something hedonic like driving around with your car at 90 miles per hour because you think you're going to live forever while getting drunk, or donating all your money to a charity after you get super rich in industry both stem from the same place. So I started thinking: Okay, well, as far as anyone can really ever be concerned, the only way to confirm our living is through continuity. You can self-verify that you exist by virtue of your own existence, and at a certain discrete point in time you start being able to confirm that existence (which is your birth) and at a certain discrete point you stop being able to confirm that existence (which is your death). This, rightly so, causes a panic of sorts. As such, everyone at some point in their life starts to think about legacy and what they want to be remembered for when their ability to self confirm their existence stops. In other words, my argument here is that we all come up with some kind of legacy that we can leave behind us that other people can then use to verify that we did indeed exist at one point in time. This is because we lose the ability to confirm our existence ourselves. I don't think of legacy here necessarily being just the modern interpretation of it - i.e., doing something heroic and big and having your name plastered in statues set up everywhere. I even mean limited legacy in, let's say, a murder mystery case when cops use your dental records to find out that that corpse belongs to you. So, I guess at minimum we all do leave a legacy behind, even if that legacy is just our very bones and the structure of atoms that those bones took up when they were covered in musculature and had vocal cords and an active pair of lungs. But then we get into the bigger, more esoteric forms of legacy, and I think we can start talking more interestingly about the ontology of ideas and concepts. There is a fictional myth of the guy who created dynamite, Alfred Nobel, reading a obituary that was meant for his brother but it caused him to change the course of his life. (I watched a video on that where they kind of debunked that, but the purpose actually still stands for this case that we're talking about here.) I actually have an anecdotal (and true) story that has a very similar premise. When I was in college, I was in a fraternity, and in my fraternity, we had a list of events to become a full brother while you were pledging. At one of these events, my big brother handed me this composition notebook with years and years of our lineage. Every brother had left a paragraph, and the idea was that we were supposed to pass it down, add in our own, and so on. This was really nice and really special, and I didn't really think too much of it at the time because I thought, "Okay, well I'll pass this down to my little brother when I get the chance." However, I didn't get my little brother for a year and a half after I joined the fraternity, and by the time that that same event rolled around where I was supposed to pass down something to him, I had nothing to give him because I realized I lost the fucking thing months ago. So instead I told him, "You are joining the royal ass motherfucking family," and I have a very vivid memory of this because I was scrambling and trying to come up with something that could seem plausible or realistic. This comes into effect a few years later. I graduated, and as far as anyone was concerned, Bram Adams at the University of Rochester was dead, right? Because he had moved on to become an alumni. It's almost like a transcendence of sorts. Two years later, I came back for an alumni weekend, and my little brother's little brother, so my grand little, had been very successful and almost multiplied the entire size of the family by a factor of three to five because he had himself three or so little brothers. I remember interviewing one of the current college students at the time who was in my lineage, and he said, "Oh yeah, we're the royal ass motherfucking family." I remember just cracking up when he said that because I was like, "Oh my god, there's a thing that I said completely off the cuff that has progressed past me and even though I'm dead in the context of this campus and I'm irrelevant, there's something of me left behind here." --- I think this is the reason that we humans spend so much time investing in coming up with these creative words and patterns - whether they come out as songs, pictures, religions, ideas, corporations, or space metals with aluminum foil on them. It's because these things don't really fossilize; they continue to live and thrive and mutate through generations, evolving into different shapes and forms. Aristotle's Nicomachean Ethics describes a life of contemplation as the highest form of virtue that a human can attain. When I think of the life of contemplation, I think of someone who basically communes with ideas from their predecessors and then reshapes them so that they can be consumed by their descendants. *The modern is the perfect translator between their parent and their child, since they have a foot in each context.* What's really interesting about that notion of the Vita contemplativa is that we can basically set ourselves up in a way where we can, if we want, to not be afraid of death in this instance. Instead, we can choose to be grateful for our experience to consume and produce ideas out into the universe that we know will never "die" because they never really were "alive" in the first place. When they leave our lips and enter somebody else's ears, they become confirmed by someone else and they can spread and spread and spread throughout the universe. That's a pretty interesting thing. ### Books are Best (Proven By Science!) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/books-are-best-proven-by-science/ Last updated: 2025-02-08T23:29:23.000Z ## consumption tier list: looking at entire categories of ontological consumption aka media the core metric is the below criteria x the value received for time and effort given. go in w an open mind. **criteria:** 1. depth possible 2. breadth available 3. accessibility 4. flow state possible 5. async/sync 6. energy minimum to consume 7. attention required 8. roi 1. future earnings 2. eudaemonia (human flourishing) 3. good memory 4. learning 5. feeling of completion **contenders:** - books - movies - tv shows - live concerts - social media feeds - news/podcasts/radio - sitting and doing nothing (control) --- - books - 1\. yes -- deep topics of philosophy, history, sports, memoir... 250 pages on average per book. super deep dives. - 2\. yes – walk through the sections of any library. every human ontology exists in books. in fact we created an entire ontology around lying and called it fiction - 3\. library card/books online \~$10-20, can be an expensive hobby - 4\. yes, if book is compelling and challenging - 5\. async, you can read books from authors who died last millenia. insane value of voices from different languages/different cultures/the dead. - 6\. non passive -- you must turn pages and comprehend words in head - 7\. full attention – if half assed you're not really reading or even skimming (skimming well is a skill) - 8. - a. a good book can change your career opportunities ++ all college courses are foundationally built around the books assigned teamed up with the teacher - b. books (philosophy, classic) change lives consistently -- the intellectual life is honorable in and of itself, see the virgin mary or st augustine etc - c. yes, with services like ycb and readwise you can store your marginalia and highlights forever and connect them - d. see a and b - e. they call it closing a chapter on life for a reason... --- - movies - 1\. yes – art house movies exist – cinephiles perfect the form alongside their critics and actors - 2\. yes -- not as much as books. a younger medium and much more costly to produce, so less space for creativity thats not bankrolled - 3\. easier these days w streaming services -- but fragmented to get the best movies on each - 4\. similar to books a storyline can be extremely compelling - 5\. async, but less movies than books bc the art form is much younger. aka its harder to get movies outside of your time and place than books. - 6\. can be consumed passively – story is on a plate, often can be assessed deeper after by researching director - 7\. second screen possible so not that much (how many times do you see people at phones out at movies) - 8. - a. i think movies have helped me at social situations like dates, but the ideas in them rarely spark new outcomes - b. a good movie can change your life -- usually on an emotional rather than intellectual level - c. no, the movie capture for later reflection is draconic – nflx just added moments feature and files are so heavy, or you have to bootleg record on your phone. it sucks. - d. documentaries are good i guess? but ive literally never seen a documentary that teaches me more than a book. especially in modern era with docs all being aliens on history channel style - e. letterboxd do be going off fr --- - tv shows - *(im bored so im gonna zoom through rest of these)* - 1\. not these days, all good shows are cancelled constantly it fkn sucks - 6/7\. even less attention required than movies -- complete brain rot in many cases - 8. - b. a few golden eggs (hxh, breaking bad, the wire, etc.) amongst a sea of garbage (still much higher quality than social media). many tv shows treat viewers like idiots. - e. depends on if it gets cancelled or not... --- - live concerts - 2\. lotsa good stuff out there - 3\. lower than the others, but kind of the point - 5\. sync, but again, kind of the point - 7\. usually pretty engaging but i have fallen asleep at shows that havent hooked me. i usually last 30m or so before i get bored, but if i love the show, its a visceral experience. high variability. - 8. - a. negative, very expensive hobby - c. very high, very memorable - d. not usually – too much reliance on stimulants --- - social media feeds - 1\. absolutely fucking not. single punchline 60 second content or drawn out 15 minute video with two minutes of utility (a day in my life videos) - 2\. probably highest or competing with books for most breadth. a lot of people with cameras. demerits for the glut of internet comedians, im sick of all these comedians. - 3\. always a tap away - 6/7\. hyper passive brain rot, you know im right - 8. - b. unless you make content for social media, it is bad for your agency and dignity long term. the hours required, nothing gained. - c. i remember very little of what i consume. sub 10% perhaps? theres too much with no depth. - e. you are never done doom scrolling, there is no bottom --- - podcasts/radio - 4\. good while doing something else like chores or driving - 7\. bad proxy for reading books, i hate when people say audiobooks are just as memorable as reading, its not. (audiobooks are great, but are so easy to zone out during, dont lie to yourself) - 8\. - a. less than books, but higher than anything else on list - d. some long form conversations are genuinely a waste of two+ hours, others can be life changing. rng. --- - news - 1\. nope. more focused on being omnipresent than research - 2\. see above - 4\. a bad one of fear, yes - 7\. face.scared.exe (see 4) - 8. - a. sure if you trade stocks but by time its news its too late - b. absolutely fucking not no, every person i know who watches news constantly is miserable - e. 24 hour cycle so by definition, no --- - sitting and doing nothing (control) - 1\. very much so yes, if you let yourself get there - 2\. echo chamber literally - 3\. always available if you are willing to turn off distraction - 4\. yes, but youll likely fall asleep, sustained attention is difficult - 7\. high, its telling that its much higher than social media consumption. think about the ramifications of this - 8. - b. know thyself. nuff said - d. some lessons are only found in solitude - e. can go forever, will end up in recursive fever dream style hell at times tier list: s: books (best) a: sitting and doing nothing, movies (best), live shows (best) b: books (avg/worst) c: tv shows (best), live shows (avg/worst), podcasts (best) d: movies (avg, worst), news (best) e: also sitting and doing nothing (its both amazing and awful), tv shows (avg, worst) f: social media feeds, news (avg, worst), podcasts (avg/worst) ### A Collection of Quotes Over Half a Century on Death URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-collection-of-quotes-over-half-a-century-on-death/ Last updated: 2025-02-06T16:22:51.000Z ## On Reading Last night I just finished "A Book Against Death" by Elias Canetti. The book is structured as a journal of sorts that's captured over 50 years of random collections of thought on the topic of death. Death is really interesting topic, obviously, because while death is an inevitable experience that all people drive toward, it can't really be summed up. It can be seen and it can be talked about, and despite being extremely commonplace it can't really fully be understood. We are deeply afraid of our deaths while living and we can't interview anyone who's already died about what their experience is like post-death. More importantly, this book is filled to the brim with one-sentence hard-hitting bangers. Below are five that I included, but aren't at all exclusive, for how many amazing one-liners there are in this book: "He hopes, without God noticing, to live a long time." "Adam strangles God; Eve looks on." "He left behind a collection of desks, and on each the first sentence of an immense work." "ā€œI haven’t seen you for a long time.ā€ ā€œI died.ā€ ā€œHow terrible. When did it happen?ā€ ā€œTwo months ago.ā€ ā€œBut you are all right now?ā€ ā€œNot bad, thank you.ā€" "She likes meat so much that, after she dies, she wants to be torn apart by birds of prey." ## On ABDTI *Weight: 193.4* The fact that I'm still on this weight plateau is a testament to how conscious desire doesn't trump physics. I am learning more about my body overall and what it needs vs. what I think it needs. I am also learning the experience of being tired by having a high heart rate while working out or the experience of trying to deprive myself of calories, but then ending up in a pseudo-binge in the evenings. I call it a pseudo-binge because before I started counting calories, it was a true binge where I would end up super full and bloated after eating a bunch of calories in the evening. But now I can say that I haven't really felt full in a long time, which is a good thing because I think that I was way too full too often. ### Off the Wagon URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/off-the-wagon/ Last updated: 2025-02-04T22:40:59.000Z ## On A Body To Die In Yesterday I posted this ([https://bramses.micro.blog/2025/02/04/bad-shape-today-more-details.html](https://bramses.micro.blog/2025/02/04/bad-shape-today-more-details.html?ref=bramadams.dev)) where I mentioned that my weight has actually gone up over the past week. I seem to have fallen a little bit off of the proverbial wagon. I put a lot of emotional stress on this launch party that I was building up to, and I think that the vacancy of that immediate stress just caused me to rebound into some pretty bad habits: binging junk food, not going to the gym, and sleeping a bunch. I think that at least the latter - the sleeping a bunch - made sense because I was genuinely exhausted. (I am still kind of recovering. I'm writing this on Tuesday, so this was four days ago. It might take a week or two to rebound my stress levels to normal). Today, I'm thinking about how to get back on the bandwagon for the gym and start losing weight again to get to my final goal of 170-ish pounds. I think that the best place to get started is to kind of just start with calories and then make my way slowly back into the gym. I lost momentum, and it really kind of took the floor out from under me. This is a good lesson though, because in a lot of ways you need the bad days to show you the direction of where the good days could go. --- ## On Books As for reading, I just finished the books "Meditations for Mortals" by Oliver Burkeman and "The Life of Alexander the Great" by Plutarch. "The Life of Alexander the Great" was pretty good. It was obviously written before chapters were invented, which reminded me that chapters are indeed a technology. It's written like a single long run-on sentence of the events of Alexander's life. There's a lot of Greek names that are very confusing and I had trouble following who was who, but overall I kind of got the general gist of what Plutarch thought about Alexander. Alexander was obviously a renowned general and leader, but he was also embroiled in a world of myth. He was heavily superstitious and there was a lot of prayers and rituals around his life – and a lot of drinking too. There's a lot of these kind of demi-god type stories because that was the condition of being a ruler in his era. I think it's really interesting how humans have evolved away from comparing ourselves to gods in certain ways, but then have tried to create gods with our technology to fill the gap. Overall, "Alexander the Great" I would give it four stars, a really good historical novel and I think worth reading. Especially because I've been on a kick lately where I like reading books that were written before English was invented as a language. I think it helps connect me to the overall human condition. The other book, "Meditations for Mortals," on the other hand, unfortunately I have nothing good to say about. It was really bad. It felt like it should have been a blog post. I liked Oliver Burkeman's work, "Four Thousand Weeks," – that was really good because it was talking about how a human is, by default, a mortal creature and we keep taking on these immortal tasks. So it makes more sense, physiologically, to give up on trying to be perfect and instead just embrace imperfection. I think he carried some of the same ideology into this book, but it just didn't play out as well. Some of the chapters were pretty interesting, there was a few interesting ideas about like a "done list" which I liked, and there was another idea about "operating from sanity" where you do the thing you want for your future self today (aka don't wait); and there were a few other ideas that kind of stuck out to me as being useful. But overall this was just a not great, crappy self-help book. The format itself was kind of interesting, it was short, and it was meant to be read over the course of 28 days. I think I read it over the course of 14 because I didn't want to actually sit here and read it for 28 days because I didn't like where it was going. I kind of basically gave up around day 25 or 26 mark because I was just like the boring, repetitive nature of the read. "Meditations for Mortals" gets two stars. --- I need to figure out a way for bramadams.dev to feed back upstream. It's important to me. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/02/image.png) One thing that jumps out immediately is using consistent posting to this website to feed back into the fear-greed-pain loop of not having posted and feeling guilt. While that may be a good catalyst, it's not sustainable. I need to figure out a way to tire it into the curiosity-confidence-desire hunt loop. I'm not really sure about which strategy is best or which is most sustainable. As it stands, this website currently operates as a sink, while I operate as a source that requires energy and filters down to the sink through the layers. That's fine, but I need to be able to take that back into the source for this to be a sustainable process. Otherwise, I'm trending towards zero. Another pseudo-obvious route is to use the website as an accountability partner of sorts to keep myself motivated to continue to lose weight and read books by either attaching some kind of financial incentive or by attaching some kind of implicit incentive where I can mark off this being a successful day or something like that in my head. But that's more of a persuasion-justification loop than it is actually practical or rational. ### That's the kind of place it is URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/thats-the-kind-of-place-it-is/ Last updated: 2025-01-23T15:08:05.000Z šŸ’” ****Stats** **Weight*: 192.2 **Calorie Deficit from yesterday?*: yes, 67 **Workout Goals for today*: go for a morning walk **Thoughts*: I've been having trouble sleeping (so does everyone, I suppose). I tweeted this on my Micro.blog: "…and in the night, i have to choose between blue light and racing thoughts. freneticism by any other name." A Body to Die In is a philosophy. It's not meant to be rushed. It's meant to be taken seriously in the sense that you do the best that you can. But that means that you know that you're doing the best that you can, and not just pretending that you are. Though it seems that I've approached a plateau with weight loss, I'll keep pushing forward with the plan of counting calories and the kettlebell workouts at the gym. Even with the stress of my launch party quickly reaching its emotional peak, I'll keep trying to keep the ship afloat. Perfect care of a body is a stewardship of force and forgiveness. That's the kind of place it is. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/01/image.png) ### I'm Glad I Went to the Gym Yesterday URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/im-glad-i-went-to-the-gym-yesterday/ Last updated: 2025-01-21T14:29:03.000Z šŸ’” ****Stats** **Weight*: 193.0 **Calorie Deficit from yesterday?*: no, -209 **Workout Goals for today*: a walk, perhaps calisthenics at home if I get around to it **Thoughts*: I'm glad I went to the gym yesterday. I almost considered not going because I was going to go to an event later that evening. But I was able to go and get a pretty solid 35-ish minute workout of kettlebell. I love using the kettlebell. The kettlebell is so useful because you can do basically every single muscle group with it. You can do explosive exercises with swings. You can do halos. You can do Turkish get-ups. You can work on your squat form and do rows all with the same device. Kettlebell is to me what climbing is to other software engineers. A multi-way to stay fit, a multi-tool of efficiency, something that just feels cool to swing around. As for diet, today snuck up on me. I had over a thousand calories left over by the time that I went to my evening event. But then I stopped by Chick-fil-A and had a Sprite and a spicy chicken sandwich and then went home and had a actually really good combo of raspberry sorbet and dark chocolate pretzel bark thins. I basically hit my cap which was pretty interesting how many calories can get consumed so quickly. I've started to recognize the feeling of what 500-ish calories feels like, and that feels about roughly what I need for a meal for satiation for a few hours. I just finished Donella Meadows' book "Thinking In Systems" and it makes me think about my weight as a system where the stock is the weight itself that operates on ****delays** of flows of calories in and calories out. We don't have perfect information or foresight about how many calories we're going to consume any given day or how our body is going to process those calories, but we can move the numbers up and down to change the eventual stock. At least that's what I'm hoping for. ### My Weight's Going Up?? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-weights-going-up/ Last updated: 2025-01-20T18:12:15.000Z šŸ’” ****Stats** **Weight*: 193.2 **Calorie Deficit from yesterday?*: yes, 27cals **Workout Goals for today*: gym, kettlebell **Thoughts*: annoyingly, my weight has gone up this week. many days i overeat by anywhere from 50 to 500 calories -- but i think part of the plateau is because of my new workout routine. yesterday was super icy and i went on a date (it wasn't great) so i got this haircut the day before ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/01/IMG_3221.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2025/01/IMG_3222.jpeg) ### Get Minimap'd Idiot URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/get-minimapd-idiot/ Last updated: 2025-01-20T05:35:07.000Z 0:00 /0:54 1Ɨ also shows off triple tap to expand (takes a few seconds to load, working on that) (or space bar on desktop) 0:00 /0:56 1Ɨ ### Critical Mass URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/critical-mass/ Last updated: 2025-01-14T05:25:57.000Z (n.) how many entries are needed to have the engine self sustain. there are multiple sub-system engines šŸ’” as of writing, I have ****\~48,000 entries** in my YCB from 2018-2024 Engines include: - search engine ( > ycb < ) (*\>ycb< means energy focused internally, think the effort it takes to keep a fire that's warming your house running by moving the logs around*) - synthesis engine - sharing engine == sharing entries (ycb ->) (*ycb-> means warming the house*) - storing engine == storing entries (-> ycb) (*\-> ycb means adding logs*) - overall input engine == -> ycb (*the end to end process of storing*) - overall usage engine == > ycb < (*the end to end process of growth and maintenance*) - overall output engine == ycb -> (*the overall process of affecting the external world with ycb*) šŸ’” ****Overall**: much like $ the more you have in a savings account -- the more entries in the system the better. ycb operates on a **reinforcing loop*. the caveat is that this is relevant and useful information, i.e. **not noise*. more monopoly money or inflation money means nothing. well thought out entries have **evergreen* value. | Engine | \# entries (low) | ... (avg) | ... (high) | reasoning | | --------- | ---------------- | --------- | ---------- | ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | search | 2 | 1000 | inf | l: you need at least 2 things to search and see a sortm: 1000 things is a list worth searchingh: you can index infinite items for search | | synthesis | 2 | 10 | 50 | l: one thing can't be in a relationship with itselfm: 10 items connected == 2 distant ideas with 4 neighbors eachh: the human mind can't store the complexity of many more relationships than this + set is either too dense or too sparse | | sharing | 1 | 50 | 50 | l: here's a thing i want to show youm: i have different friend groups, i show them different thingsh: i have a max num of friend groups | | storing | 0 | inf | inf | l: storing is immediately valuable, because yeahm + h: the value of storing goes up as the value of the synthesis and share engines go up | | input | 10 | 100 | inf | l: you wont reap the rewards of storing immediately, but it is a fallacy to over index on the now (hedonism/present bias). 10 is when you start to see this.m: 100 is when it becomes habitual, you get a eye for what's good to storeh: using different types of input (img, audio, etc) | | usage | 10 | 25 | 100 | l: usage is largely synthesis related tasks, you need entries to start forming relationships and "amino acid" information chainsm: 25 is enough that you can start doing serious syntesis work in a localized topich: realistically, you'll only be engaging with 100 entries or so a day (though you may see more) | | output | 1 | 25 | 100 | l: sharing one entry with a friendm: same as usage engineh: publishing well cited essay level work happens when you have a polymathic diverse set of data | ## Reasoning as Toggle Lists #### search engine l: you need at least 2 things to search and see a sort m: 1000 things is a list worth searching h: you can index infinite items for search #### synthesis engine l: one thing can't be in a relationship with itself m: 10 items connected == 2 distant ideas with 4 neighbors each h: the human mind can't store the complexity of many more relationships than this + set is either too dense or too sparse #### sharing engine l: here's a thing i want to show you m: i have different friend groups, i show them different things h: i have a max num of friend groups #### storing engine l: storing is immediately valuable, because yeah m + h: the value of storing goes up as the value of the synthesis and share engines go up #### overall input engine l: you wont reap the rewards of storing immediately, but it is a fallacy to over index on the now (hedonism/present bias). 10 is when you start to see this. m: 100 is when it becomes habitual, you get a eye for what's good to store h: using different types of input (img, audio, etc) #### overall usage engine l: usage is largely synthesis related tasks, you need entries to start forming relationships and "amino acid" information chains m: 25 is enough that you can start doing serious syntesis work in a localized topic h: realistically, you'll only be engaging with 100 entries or so a day (though you may see more) #### overall output engine l: sharing one entry with a friend m: same as usage engine h: publishing well cited essay level work happens when you have a polymathic diverse set of data ### Fast Travel YCB Graphs URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/fast-travel-ycb-graphs/ Last updated: 2025-01-13T05:53:02.000Z 0:00 /0:06 1Ɨ Moving around a graph with arrow keys feels really good (or swiping on mobile). The user experience matters most to human psychology, even if just perceived. ```javascript // Arrow-key navigation: left/right to move through nodes if hovered useEffect(() => { function handleKeyDown(event: KeyboardEvent) { if (!hovered || graphNodes.length === 0) return; if (event.key === 'ArrowRight') { setCurrentIndex((prevIndex) => { if (prevIndex === null) return 0; return (prevIndex + 1) % graphNodes.length; }); } else if (event.key === 'ArrowLeft') { setCurrentIndex((prevIndex) => { if (prevIndex === null) return graphNodes.length - 1; return (prevIndex - 1 + graphNodes.length) % graphNodes.length; }); } } window.addEventListener('keydown', handleKeyDown); return () => { window.removeEventListener('keydown', handleKeyDown); }; }, [hovered, graphNodes]); ``` ### A Lot of Journals URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-lot-of-journals/ Last updated: 2025-01-13T05:55:46.000Z The digital is real, but it doesn't evoke the same emotionality as the physical does. The number on the scale shocks. The number in your database can too. ### Almonds Can't Do Math URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/almonds-cant-do-math/ Last updated: 2025-12-09T01:18:21.000Z > [A single almond requires an average of **12 liters** (3.2 gallons) of water to grow.](https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S1470160X17308592?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Highlights&text=The%20water%20footprint%20of%20one,12%20liters%20%283.2%20gallons%29.) > Almond milk: It takes about **1,600 gallons of water to produce one liter of almond milk**. The ratio of almonds to water in almond milk is usually 1:3 or 1:4\. > According to a report, **Chat GPT consumes approximately 500 ml of fresh, clean water every twenty to fifty questions**. Although it may not appear to be a large volume of water each time, the fact that Chat GPT has over 100 million users monthly and is consistently responding to queries and producing answers accumulates quickly. **It is estimated that during its training, Chat GPT consumed about 700,000 liters of water**, which is equivalent to the amount of water used by an average American household in about 20 years [GPT Water UseResearch Article 39.pdf180 KBdownload-circle](https://www.bramadams.dev/content/files/2024/12/Research-Article-39.pdf "Download") To keep the numbers visibly fair, ChatGPT training according to above took \~185,000 gallons of water. That is equal to **115 liters of almond milk**. There is more almond milk at my local Whole Foods rn than it took to train ChatGPT. As for usage (again, using the source above), it takes roughly between 150 and 380 messages to reach a gallon at 500ml for 20-50 messages, which means you need to send between 480 and \~1210 messages (let's call it **845 messages** for convenience) to equal the water consumption of **one almond**. In sustainability, it is important not to look at numbers just quantitatively, but also to consider them qualitatively. We need to consider what are appropriate replacements for the things that we are trying to replace. For example, does almond milk have any particular replacements that serve the same purpose of a non-dairy milk substitute? As a user of these models, particularly ChatGPT, we need to recognize that they are doing math and thinking. We are outsourcing our thinking to these models, and these models are creating new things collaboratively with their users that can't be replaced currently. I pray that one day we can look forward to a future of nuclear energy, and more efficient algorithms, and where public opinion doesn't run away with a few headlines without comparing problems to each other in a vacuum from a level headed perspective. **Almonds can't do math, after all.** > It’s not that nuclear energy never kills. It’s that its death toll is vanishingly small. Here are some annual death totals: walking (270,000), driving (1.35 million), working (2.3 million), air pollution (4.2 million). By contrast, nuclear’s known total death toll is just over one hundred. Nuclear’s worst accidents show that the technology has always been safe for the same inherent reason that it has always had such a small environmental impact: the high energy density of its fuel. Splitting atoms to create heat, rather than splitting chemical bonds through fire, requires tiny amounts of fuel. A single Coke can of uranium can provide enough energy for an entire high-energy life. As a result, when the worst occurs with nuclear—and the fuel melts—the amount of particulate matter that escapes from the plant is insignificant in comparison to the particulate matter from fossil- and biomass-burning homes, cars, and power plants, which killed eight million people in 2016\. Nuclear is thus the safest way to make reliable electricity. In fact, nuclear has saved more than two million lives to date by preventing the deadly air pollution that shortens the lives of seven million people per year. For that reason, replacing nuclear energy with fossil fuels costs lives. A study published in late 2019 found that Germany’s nuclear phase-out is costing its citizens $12 billion per year, with more than 70 percent of the cost resulting from 1,100 excess deaths from ā€œlocal air pollution emitted by the coal-fired power plants operating in place of the shutdown nuclear plants.ā€ > > ... > > Only nuclear, not solar and wind, can provide abundant, reliable, and inexpensive heat. Thus, only nuclear can affordably create the hydrogen gas and electricity that will provide services such as heating, cooking, and transportation, which are currently provided by fossil fuels. And only nuclear can accommodate the rising energy consumption that will be driven by the need for things like fertilizer production, fish farming, and factory farming—all of which are highly beneficial to both people and the natural environment. And yet the people who say they care and worry the most about climate change tell us we don’t need nuclear. > > ... > > Solar panels can become more efficient and wind turbines can become larger, but solar and wind have hard physical limits. The maximum efficiency of wind turbines is 59.3 percent, something scientists have known for more than one hundred years. The achievable power density of a solar farm is up to 50 watts of electricity per square meter. By contrast, the power density of natural gas and nuclear plants ranges from 2,000 to 6,000 watts per square meter. > > Apocolypse Never by Michael Schellenberger --- I stand behind my initial claim but this video is really great about the complexities and corporate lying around water use ### Time Unhelpful URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/time-unhelpful/ Last updated: 2024-12-31T18:07:25.000Z As I work on habits and good behaviors ([Priority List for 2025](https://www.bramadams.dev/priority-list-for-2025/)), I've noticed that time (aka a calendar invite) is never really a good trigger for me. I don't find it easy to do anything at any specified time to any level of consistency that doesn't just end up making me feel guilty about not doing it at the time that I specified. There are just way too many factors including how well you slept the night before, how sunny it is outside, the type of work that I'm taking on, or where I am in the middle or beginning or end of a project. Time is – at best – a guideline for being able to accomplish roughly what I intend to during any given hour. This being said, I'm a huge proponent of time-block planning from Cal Newport (see [Issue 37: Sixteen Weeks of Time Blocking](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-37/)), but the way that I use it often ends up with a lot of amendments and bandages to the schedule that I start with. I like time-block planning because it sets an intention, but that intention doesn't really end up always getting followed because there's always going to be some kind of shower or nap or long lunch or a walk where I go outside for a while or just doing something entirely different because I feel like it. A better system for me has been to rely on my energy levels to serve me as a guide. For example, when I'm in a low energy state, I try to read or to do synthesis activities in Your Commonbase. At medium energy levels, I try to do project management style work or chores. Or working out – something that doesn't require peak mental attention but does require some non trivial level of investment. At the highest energy levels during the day, that's where I try to accomplish my deep work goals, including working on Your Commonbase and some creative coding generally. ### Priority List for 2025 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/priority-list-for-2025/ Last updated: 2024-12-31T19:25:04.000Z I've been feeling really good about the priority list that I'm bringing into 2025 with me. So good in fact, that I've been able to pretty much narrow it down to a list that I can recite in my head or out loud to myself or others, depending on the situation. The priority list is as follows: 1. If after midnight, sleep. If before midnight, work on your commonbase. 2. Work on bramadams.dev. *I'm of the strong opinion that personal websites are going to become really important in the continued increase of real world culture from the internet, as well as being able to exist in a language model world. And they're just really fun*. 3. Mental, physical, and home cleaning. This basically means cleaning up my physical space, cleaning up my mental space with meditation, working out, building a body to die in, etc. 4. If under 5 books of the month, read a book. If over 5 books of the month, work on a deliberate practice skill. Right now, this is drawing and a little bit of creative coding. This priority list has served me pretty well because it's fast enough that I can go through really quickly in my head. It has a few conditionals that make it easier to decide which is more important. And if I really go through all four and don't do want to do, then I can just easily reference back to doing what I want to do (which might be watching TV or doing something a little bit more laissez-faire). But I often notice that I end up wanting to do at least something on the priority list. And these things align really well with my long-term goals. --- In a similar vein, my values in 2025 are as follows: Agency, ambition, craft, collegiality, and solitude. These five habits and values are things that I am striving towards / using as a baseline for judgment and decision making, particularly for the bigger decisions that I need to make in life. I don't really know how I settled on these five, but these five resonate with me, and I think that resonance is probably a good enough signal as to whether or not something is a value that you believe in. I think a value is something that you'd be willing to "die for," which means that you'd be willing to uproot huge amounts of your life to make these things a reality. For example, with **Agency** and **Ambition**, I have already done that. I quit my job back in 2019 and have been on my own as an entrepreneur since, leaning into having **Agency** meaning no one is my boss, and **Ambition** by taking on really big, hard software projects as well as writing projects. My **craft** is a little bit more untested than other people's crafts. I'm not trying to be the best at a art form that is hundreds of years old or has a lot of immediate and obvious competition. To me, **craft** is being able to take the patterns that are in my mind and convey them through real computational data structures and effort, even though I'm learning along the way, sometimes there are a lot of compromises to be made. **Collegiality** is something rather new for me. I've decided going forward that the types of friendships I want to foster are those that are strongly connected to communities and interest groups. I don't have many people who I have on a daily rotation in my life. People that I hang out with just to spend time with. I've had those people in my life, and I'm really grateful for the times that we had together. But because of the other four values, particularly **Solitude**, I don't really have time to over-invest my needs into another person who I don't already have a prior investment to (be it through blood or previous friend relationships). I think that this is OK. I think in a world where my goals are priority, and I desire to create with the time that I have on this planet, finding friends who are on the same journey as me and being really grateful for their time but then being able to move away from them when the time calls for it is beautiful. This is an advantage of living in a huge city. I don't think I'd be able to pull this particular collegiality value off if I was in a smaller rural or small suburban area; there needs to be a certain density of a number of types of folks for this thing to work, which ties into the final value – **solitude**. How do you deal with loneliness? What does it mean to be alone? For me, **solitude** is the act of being with yourself and the priority list above (specifically, reading books and meditation). **Solitude** to me means the ability to sit with yourself or do things with yourself to be okay with being bored. That's something that I need to work towards; it's not being antisocial and scrolling on your phone for hours on end. It's being grateful that you get to spend time with yourself and being **agentic** with the person that you are. > I placed the highest priority on the sort of life that lets me focus on writing, not associating with all the people around me. I felt that the indispensable relationship I should build in my life was not with a specific person, but with an unspecified number of readers. As long as I got my day-to-day life set so that each work was an improvement over the last, then many of my readers would welcome whatever life I chose for myself. Shouldn’t this be my duty as a novelist, and my top priority? My opinion hasn’t changed over the years. I can’t see my readers’ faces, so in a sense it’s a conceptual type of human relationship, but I’ve consistently considered this invisible, conceptual relationship to be the most important thing in my life. In other words, you can’t please everybody. > > What I Talk About When I Talk About Running - Haruki Murakami and Philip Gabriel ### The Leverage of Programming Keeps Going Up URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/programmer-generations/ Last updated: 2024-12-30T08:19:06.000Z In 1945 in the first generation of computing (ENIAC mainframes), there were just as many programmers as there were computers and users, it was pretty much a 1:1:1 ratio. In fact, there were probably more programmers than there were computers. And there was for sure less users than people who were programmers because computers were so opaque and hard to figure out. 80ish years later, there are way fewer programmers than there are users and there are fewer users than there are computers. Another way to phrase this is that a single user has multiple computers and most people can't program. From the data that I've been able to source, fluent programmers (i.e., people who can get paid to program) occupy about one-third of one percent of the global population. This is dwarfed by the 70% of the global population that has access to a smartphone. And of the members of a society who do own a computational device, like a smartphone, they generally don't just own a smartphone; they'll own a laptop, and a tablet too, and all three will run separately. Not to mention smart TVs and smart appliances all over people's houses these days. I don't think that the world will ever be as programmer = user = computer ratio ever again in the future. If anything, I think the number of computers is going to keep rising, and depending on population growth or decline, that number will change too but the users but will always stay much greater percentage wise than the programmers, even with the advent of LLM enabled programming. This makes it an interesting comparison to something like literacy where the world strives to approach 100% literacy – but I don't ever think we'll get to a point where the world is 100% programmers, even with movements like the "Learn to Code" movement in the 2010s pioneered by the large tech companies and bootcamps like Code.org. I guess an apt comparison is that even in a world where everyone can read, few people are published authors. Programmers have the added benefit of not writing to one audience like writers do (the reader), but to three separate audiences (other programmers, the end users, and the computers that run your code). Archimedes said that if you gave him a lever big enough, he'd be able to move the world. If you are a programmer in 2024, you can move over 24 billion computers from the comfort of your living room. Maybe go write some code? ### The Five Books Im Reading in January URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-five-books-im-reading-in-january/ Last updated: 2024-12-28T18:23:29.000Z _No content available._ ### Searching, Sharing, and a Launch Party URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/searching-sharing-and-a-launch-party/ Last updated: 2025-01-13T06:09:08.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-28-11-37-22.png) fig 0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-28-11-32-18.png) fig 1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-28-11-30-17.png) fig 2 ### Lessons from 2024 in Sentences and Pictures URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/lessons-in-2024-in-sentences-and-pictures/ Last updated: 2024-12-30T08:20:03.000Z ## January ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/584A47F8-735D-4F10-9459-411755EE181A.JPG) Rent a spot for your birthday. It's worth it. ## February ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9584.jpeg) Life is long, if you're lucky. Life is short, if you're lucky. ## March ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9686.JPG) Don't let anyone assault your character. Especially yourself. ## April ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_9890.jpeg) Don't say "I love you" too early, unless you really mean it. ## May ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_0089-2.jpeg) Is sex always just sex? ## June ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_0366-2.jpeg) Damn it feels good to be home. ## July ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/D1672E01-364E-4332-81F7-9A4A8350B88E.JPG) Integrity is the pinnacle of gifts. ## August ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_1041-3.jpeg) All institution is knowledge. ## September ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_1501.jpeg) This city is fucking miserable. I love it. ## October ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_1730.jpeg) I've always wanted to be a polymath anyway. ## November ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_2141.jpeg) Take the class. I REPEAT, TAKE THE CLASS! ## December ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_2705-2.jpeg) Most code has yet to be written. ## 2025? Where will I be in 2025? Who will I be in 2025? I wouldn't bother telling you the truth anyway! ### A Unified Theory of Information in YCB URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-unified-theory-of-information-in-ycb/ Last updated: 2024-12-21T08:14:22.000Z _No content available._ ### Building Agency and Trust URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/building-agency-and-trust/ Last updated: 2024-12-19T05:15:12.000Z In the middle of a personal boot camp to become more comfortable with boredom. To discover the differences between conscious intentional solitude versus being antisocial by spending hours consuming something/anything/everything (just by myself). I think I often do the latter while aspiring to the former. The [phone foyer method](https://calnewport.com/a-piece-of-advice-i-wish-id-included-in-my-book/?ref=bramadams.dev) is table stakes. Here's how I'm mapping my energy levels: Low: read, "stare at the ceiling" Medium: project management, exercise High: creative work (Your Commonbase) ### Baseless Predictions Video URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/baseless-predictions-video/ Last updated: 2024-12-10T21:46:35.000Z šŸ’” Goals: 1\. talk about interesting stuff 2\. get fit [previous episode](https://www.bramadams.dev/software-in-production/) mentions: [dump 12/9/2024\-![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-7.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/M.T.-Webb-Main-Image.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/dump-12-9-2024/) [Comment Sections are Bad For YouHow you are getting robbed of your agency![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-8.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/Wooden-Spindle-Peruvian.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/comment-sections-are-bad-for-you/) [why being critical is essential in the age of ai: debunking arguments against arguments against llmsdo large language models create noise on the internet or do they help us become more critical thinkers?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-9.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/criticism-.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/why-being-critical-is-essential-in-the-age-of-ai-debunking-arguments-against-arguments-against-llms/) ### dump 12/9/2024 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/dump-12-9-2024/ Last updated: 2024-12-10T21:47:55.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-10-00-29-36.png) we live in a great time for coders (this is on github) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-07-12-47-53.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-07-12-47-58.png) **\* pop \** ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-07-01-10-03.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/Screenshot-2024-12-07-14-02-37.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_2636.jpeg) another day, another cloud, another boat ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_2607.jpeg) when do we get new brakence fr ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/12/IMG_2640.png) playing w gpt since 2020 but still second in its heart managed but no full text search (encrypted entries in db) > fts enabled (entries not encrypted) 2. landing page 1. *(thoughts: i keep putting this off lol – but im getting the copy down at least – see below for "flow")* 2. a sign in button in the top right of the page 3. tagline – *heading 1*: a self organizing scrapbook *heading 2*: for those who are serious about collecting their thoughts 4. an input form to sign up for waitlist to join the beta 5. a video demo of ycb 1. establish a benchmark about how ycb is the best option for modern knowledge management 1. saving a new entry (quick capture) 1. from chrome, ios – photos and audio too! 2. finding entries 1. the entry comment model 2. hybrid fts + semantic search 3. opening links 3. discovering relationships (clustering) 1. graph view – comments and wikilinks 2. chatycb 6. the ycb ecosystem 1. companion 2. ios shortcuts 3. google docs extension 4. chrome extension 5. readwise script 6. chrome bookmarks 7. alfred plugins 8. mac screenshot uploader 9. api docs 7. testimonials 8. pricing ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/image-2.png) ### Are Genes Mutable URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/are-genes-mutable/ Last updated: 2024-11-29T21:06:47.000Z šŸ’” Goals: 1\. talk about interesting stuff 2\. get fit [previous episode](https://www.bramadams.dev/hello-workout-talks-2/) [next episode](https://www.bramadams.dev/work-to-disappear/) topics: - workout goals - consistency vs progression - we live in our bodies regardless - genes are mutable (at the species level) - greek statues, arthur saxon, modern day fitness influencers - the value of eyeballs on workout consistency - a body to die in (see below) ![](https://lh7-rt.googleusercontent.com/docsz/AD_4nXfsPjNHpFFMt5L1pzL-GuuPPGbNWPWfCcfDnoxsS0UWrOfeDMmaxXQ48qqmJ2wIijTRJpp7enP67jHAx0f8P08E0BEx7jNYtzeSm3p9qiAYCWRvWyXcPZz_4db9r9mppERZ1HraYQ?key=xp0TvlWYYG-TW5UzqoYVuadf) risking your life and throwing away your life seem alike, but are two totally different things. people who live at the brink of death never think of throwing their lives away. only those who can take perfect care of their bodies, and then drink poison thats barely under the lethal dose at any time without hesitation can survive > Specifically, I cherished a romantic impulse towards death, yet at the same time I required a strictly classical body as its vehicle; a peculiar sense of destiny made me believe that the reason why my romantic impulse towards death remained unfulfilled in reality was the immensely simple fact that I lacked the necessary physical qualifications. **A powerful, tragic frame and sculpturesque muscles were indispensable in a romantically noble death. Any confrontation between weak, flabby flesh and death seemed to me absurdly inappropriate.** Longing at eighteen for an early demise, I felt myself unfitted for it. I lacked, in short, the muscles suitable for a dramatic death. And it deeply offended my romantic pride that it should be this unsuitability that had permitted me to survive the war. \-- Sun and Steel ### Hello (Workout Talks) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/hello-workout-talks-2/ Last updated: 2024-11-29T08:46:40.000Z šŸ’” Goals: 1\. talk about interesting stuff 2\. get fit [next episode](https://www.bramadams.dev/are-genes-mutable/) topics: - flow state - remarkability - how to spend time underemployed - revenge bedtime procrastination - reading books vs reading tweets body: - i hate pushups - i have a stronger lower body than upper body - wrist pain what i want to look like: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/image.png) mentions: [Some Thoughts on Remarkabilityyou can be remarkable at different things to different numbers of people![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2-1.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/Enthroned-Warrior-Distributing-Crowns.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/some-thoughts-on-remarkability/) ### dump 11/25/24 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/dump-11-25-24/ Last updated: 2024-11-26T04:01:51.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/Screenshot-2024-11-25-00-29-52.png) never tell me the odds ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/Screenshot-2024-11-25-17-31-20.png) from clay to stone -- virgin at both ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/Screenshot-2024-11-25-17-31-30.png) arbrasson sick angle 0:00 /0:13 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/Screenshot-2024-11-25-17-31-39.png) in one ear out the other -- my teacher added the finer details ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/Sun---Steel-Story.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/Honorable-Mentions-Your-Story.png) best books ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/IMG_2096.jpeg) yo pain law yo ### Some Thoughts on Remarkability URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/some-thoughts-on-remarkability/ Last updated: 2024-11-25T05:03:39.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/11/Screenshot-2024-11-24-23-33-35.png) > **you can be remarkable at different things to different numbers of people.** to be remarkable, something must: 1. be worth discussing standalone, and not directly in reference to something else 2. be in a place where it can be remarked on by someone who isn't you (i.e. [earned media](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earned%5Fmedia?ref=bramadams.dev)) you can be **local-level** (*i.e. your physical community, like a church*) fit – only your partner and friends will know you are strong. you can be a **country-level** (*i.e.* [*i'm big in japan*](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big%5Fin%5FJapan%5F%28phrase%29?ref=bramadams.dev)) essayist – your essays will broadly impact your culture but never reach global recognition. a great example: [1,000 True FansThis is an edited, updated version of an essay I wrote in 2008 when this now popular idea was embryonic and ragged. I recently rewrote it to convey the core ideas, minus out-of-date details. This revisited essay appears in Tim … Continue reading →![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/favicon.ico)The TechniumKevin Kelly![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/og_default_1200.png)](https://kk.org/thetechnium/1000-true-fans/?ref=bramadams.dev) you can be a **global-level** (*i.e. the english language*) software architect – your programs/programming language/CS theory can affect every single computer world wide. people may not know your name, but they use your code every day. a great example: [Welcome to Python.orgThe official home of the Python Programming Language![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/apple-touch-icon-144x144-precomposed.png)Python.org![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/opengraph-icon-200x200.png)](https://www.python.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) some crossover exists as well: - bramadams.dev *as a newsletter* is **local level**, since it is delivered in a 1:1 format - bramadams.dev *as a website/platform* is **country level**, since anyone from across the globe can visit it and are within its boundaries. *i.e.* a twitch streamer is **local** (their local audience can be massive), *twitch itself* is **country/global** level --- ### Issue 60: Just Wait a Week URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-60-just-wait-a-week/ Last updated: 2024-11-10T20:00:20.000Z We should pay attention to activities that are both pro self, and pro social. Activities that reverse the effects of the tragedy of the commons, while simultaneously improving the life of the individual. Win/win. One of these rare activities is a time buffer. This buffer is sometimes called mindfulness. It's sometimes called wisdom. The concept stays the same. Wait, and then respond. The internet rewards *hyper-instant-freneticism*. Emotions are a limited resource. They burn hot, but they burn quickly. To profit on the sadness, the rage, the elation, the *promise*, the Internet forces you to act immediately. Headlines herald doom. Buy Now! adverts flash. The post (or person) that had the top spot on the feed you read was the *most-important-discussion-ever* on the platform one day, and is gone the next – as if it never existed. To win back our attention in this environment, to let our better angels flourish, we must introduce artificial barriers into our information diet. This strategy is not equal to passivity, nor does it promise perfection. A time buffer is a refinement technique that prevents you from putting your foot in your mouth by utilizing a resource that occurs regardless – the passage of time. A metered response shows respect to you, and your reader. You look smarter, and perhaps even are smarter, for being able to exert patience. A collection of techniques you can try: - Use the "schedule" feature on Internet platforms. You can automate publishing, and still get the dopamine from pressing the "post" button. - Write down what you planned to say, then set a calendar to review the idea 24 hours later. If you approve it then, publish immediately. - Use a [zettelkasten](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Zettelkasten?ref=bramadams.dev) to collect your thoughts. The practice will reveal the seeds of your thinking, show you the voices in your head you've adopted as your own, and gaps in your logic that need filling. When the internet wants you to go low, you go high. If we all do that, the boats will rise with the tide. Just wait a week. [issue 60 zettelkastenBooks Referenced (see quotes below) Trick Mirror - Jia Tolentino Deep Work - Cal Newport Building a Second Brain - Tiago Forte The Death of the Artist - William Deresiewicz The Simple Path to Wealth - JL Collins The Happiness Trap - Russ Harris So Good They Can’t Ignore You - Cal Newport Getting…![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/kix-favicon-2023q4.ico)Google Docs![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/AHkbwyL99M5H9SzcWWR7D7U1KUt9bbzkF2lAzOjx_d9XK7QMBdb8RTq1kR1lws5Elr_Z7r6c6KFRgyftKoZyd9KvKyFjDmRasH_YAwRa86QUFDj8KCEjNAEC-w1200-h630-p)](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1xyA4mWGhJGojYfPumEiYyRCEJqn32IFu2LP-bsMFmVk/edit?usp=sharing&ref=bramadams.dev) Previous Issue: [Issue 59: Are Inboxes Evil?What are the rules of the Inbox?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/icon/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/thumbnail/John-George-Brown-Music-Lesson.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-59-are-inboxes-evil/) ### Issue 59: Are Inboxes Evil? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-59-are-inboxes-evil/ Last updated: 2024-11-10T19:15:00.000Z Issue 59 0:00 /439.594667 1Ɨ [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/the-words-in-your-journals-in-the-ears-of-others-2/) If you want to make a knowledge worker instinctually tense up, a good place to start is by reminding them of their (likely overflowing) inbox. "Inbox" has become a bad word of sorts, something that one mustn't bring up in polite conversation. An inbox is a reminder of work undone, obligations unfulfilled, a miasma of past, present, and future stressors. But why is this the case? Are inboxes deserving of their bad reputation? An inbox is a queue. This queue largely has two features: 1. Allow information to be dealt with asynchronously (aka at some arbitrary time in the future) 2. Prioritize said information On the face of it these features are genuinely helpful, or at worst, inert. In theory, being able to reply to a message later frees us to stay focused on our current task. And in theory, having a priority queue enabled in our system allows us to filter out noise, and only focus on high ROI communication. In theory, that is. In practice, an inbox is an obligation. An inbox is an obligation – ironically – because of the features that make a queue useful. The asynchronous information allows senders to barrage an inbox while having no frame of reference whether their receiver is overloaded. The priority list ranks back-and-forth conversations aggressively, leading to multiple threads of email hot potato taking up the top spots in the queue. In practice, the email inbox is a system where the more effort you put in, the more work arrives later. In other words, the better you are at email, the more email you are expected to answer. Sucks, right? --- To deal with foreign systems, individuals must enact systems of their own as preventive mechanisms. While there are many good systems for dealing with email inboxes, I'll only highlight one. Then I'll close out by talking about a strategy that I think makes dealing with inboxes in general more palatable. [Office Hours](https://www.fastcompany.com/90610764/completely-had-it-with-email-give-personal-personal-office-hours-a-try?ref=bramadams.dev) is a concept that prevents items from being added to your queue in the first place by setting up the following conditions: 1. I am available from the window of X-Y, where you can receive an immediate reply 2. Outside of office hours, you can contact me with important information through some non-trivial route (in 2024, something as simple as a phone call is often too much for people to go through with, so this is good) The office hours method is great because it solves both problems the inbox introduces. It gives our senders a chance to ask their question and know they'll get a reply, and the sender will be able to see if you are – or aren't – bandwidth locked. I personally take office hour calls [Tuesday](https://calendly.com/bram-ujfs/30min?month=2024-10&ref=bramadams.dev), and then have recently been doing a livestream office hour session on [Fridays](https://www.twitch.tv/bramses/schedule?ref=bramadams.dev). --- The office hours technique is amazing, but at the end of the day, it is merely a technique. For the inbox in general, I think we need to do better. Strategies will only take us so far. In order to conquer our inbox, we must think bigger than workarounds. As mentioned prior, the inbox is a system unto itself. A combination of bad actors and downward societal pressures makes each individual inbox a slightly different version of hell. To get out means we must change the rules of play. In 1894, a report by the state legislature found that New York was the densest city in the world, surpassing Paris, London, and Bombay, with the Lower East Side being the most densely populated place on the planet. After some bombshell reporting by the muck-raking journalist Jacob Riis, in his book *How the Other Half Lives,* NYC became a much clearer picture of graspable problems*.* In 1901, Theodore Roosevelt, then governor of New York, signed the Tenement House Act into law preventing tenement homes from being built in NYC. 113 years later, the Lower East Side (not without its problems, mind you), maintains its history while being one of the most attractive destinations to tourist and live on Earth. Changing the rules works. It may seem farcical, but our inboxes can change as well. Allow me to add one feature to the specification I gave for an inbox above: "This queue largely has ~~two~~ *three* features:" 1. Allow information to be dealt with asynchronously (aka at some arbitrary time in the future) 2. Prioritize said information 3. **Every manual effort put into the inbox improves the density and utility of the overall system** The third item isn't a feature that queues provide out the box, but is now technologically feasible thanks to advents in vector embeddings and [Personal Library Science](https://www.bramadams.dev/can-you-back-into-a-second-brain-with-features/). When you take action in an inbox, the system itself should compile that knowledge. This compilation of knowledge can show the user distant relationships from seemingly disparate sources of information – and more importantly – develop a cow pathing automaticity over time. Instead of an auto responder or a binary "mark as important flag", this third rule sits at the level below, organizing information in holistically useful manner for the owner of the inbox. The third rule happens in the during and after of inbox processing, and informs future interaction, and is not technically concerned with delivery or prioritizing/filtering. If done correctly, the stigma of an inbox will hopefully – slowly – loosen its grip on our collective psyche. Sources: [issue 59 zettelkastenBooks Referenced A System for Writing - Bob Doto The One Hour Content Plan - Meera Kothand The Cathedral & the Bazaar - Eric S. Raymond The War of Art - Steven Pressfield The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up - Marie Kondo Four Thousand Weeks - Oliver Burkeman 15 Secrets Successful People Know Ab…![](https://ssl.gstatic.com/docs/documents/images/kix-favicon-2023q4.ico)Google Docs![](https://lh7-us.googleusercontent.com/docs/AHkbwyK7urOEx0llHmJggCiITC7tceTQFcAxOX_rQrWyvGEFQmJ-7fDeVyZ_q19DY2xAbIMWgrjOYssml8LQnex-X4FzAqcR02ynH9w8VtmZcFn79tFard67=w1200-h630-p)](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1-eW-hfRxHEMXE70JO7%5FPC3Lf3Dg7o2wdWo2Id-ygjEQ/edit?usp=sharing&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 58: The Words in Your Journals in the Ears of Others URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-words-in-your-journals-in-the-ears-of-others-2/ Last updated: 2024-10-30T19:31:51.000Z Issue58audio 0:00 /188.565333 1Ɨ [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/can-you-back-into-a-second-brain-with-features/) Dear Reader, Being vulnerable on the page creates breakthroughs, rare moments of clarity. This clarity is a fragile thing. It may only exist in a certain combination of words, or under a certain amount of light. Outside the leather bindings of our journals, the winds of the world quickly snuff out moments of clarity. The world has no means of reflection, since it cannot be outside itself. Paradoxically, by sharing our thoughts with others, we temper and strengthen our reflections. Validation from others is a continued license to pursue an idea. One of the best gifts society can offer is to support your efforts (with positive sentiment, financial backing, or a myriad of other resources) while leaving you alone. To succeed in this endeavor, we take our fragile reflections and mutate them. With your reflection in a gaseous state, first rip out any instance of ā€œIā€. Remove yourself, so the reflection can be borrowed by others. They can’t take you with the idea, they must parcel it on their own and you are too heavy of a concept. Next, mutate the reflection into a solution. Any solution to any problem. Both can be made up. This requires that you know your listener well enough to guess their problems, and that you know your idea well enough to make a solution for them. Both are difficult, and both are case by case. This is an art, not a science. A good place to start is asking yourself as a listener why you wrote the reflection down in the first place. Write down what you hear. Finally, suggest a venue for spreading. There’s no need to force this. In fact, force kills momentum. The path of success here lies in making the idea remarkable. A strong idea finds itself in cafes and town squares, not trapped in pages. Now, say farewell to the fragile concept from your journal. If the idea comes back to you in time, from a small group of spreading, perhaps only four or five people, the idea has been smithed into a much harder metal. Your idea may no longer look exactly the same as it did before, but it has seen the world, and has chosen to make its way back to you. The ears of others are the forges of our words. ## A Hypothetical Example *Reflection/Moment of Clarity:* ā€œI think beauty is worth any price. But I can’t afford the pieces or experiences that I think are beautiful. My affordable strategy is to find what I use daily, and functionally replace items with beautiful versions. This is a slow process towards the same goal. I’ll start with my computer, my phone, and my shoes.ā€ *First Step (subtract the ā€œIā€):* ā€œBeauty is worth the ticket price. But many beautiful experiences and things hide behind unattainable price tags. An affordable strategy is replacing daily functional items with beautiful versions. This is a slow process towards the same goal. Start with items you use to create, or items you use to live.ā€ *Second Step (mutate into a solution):* ā€œMake a list of items you use every day. Of the items on this list, note which items are you (most/least) excited to use. As your budget allows, replace items on this list with beautiful versions. Do your research and build excitement for the day you have these items. At the same time, show daily gratitude to the beautiful items you already own by taking care of them.ā€ *Third step (make the idea remarkable a.k.a social enough to share):* ā€œHere’s a list of items I found beautiful replacements for. I focused on the quality of material, as well as how using them made me feel about myself. Before I bought any replacements, I did my research and built up excitement for getting it. I also made a second list of items I already owned that bring me immense pleasure. I show gratitude to these items every day now. What’s your list?ā€ ***Zettelkasten for this newsletter issue – check this out if you want to see the book quotes I used to write this issue*** [Issue 58 ZettelkastenBooks Referenced: Crossing the Chasm - Geoffrey A. Moore The 1-Page Marketing Plan - Allan Dib The Personal MBA - Josh Kaufman The Sabbath - Abraham Joshua Heschel The Every - Dave Eggers The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People - Stephen R. Covey Writing Better Lyrics - Pat Pattison Amusing Ourse…![](https://ssl.gstatic.com/docs/documents/images/kix-favicon-2023q4.ico)Google Docs![](https://lh7-us.googleusercontent.com/docs/AHkbwyK4-em0F6k_BgjctKGhSja0xHT4rSTSVVWochH5j6s4zqXhaGYaNmWyHZUq7TVaseqU3eY413kHmi2Yd2DkDBsnK8ScW6QRS8nQKGRGWmdfwoyGNJg=w1200-h630-p)](https://docs.google.com/document/d/1X952%5FKRcETq2wxuDh%5F22UE0k9DcFWfDxBM5LA9B0BE8/edit?usp=sharing&ref=bramadams.dev) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Building a Second Brain Workshop: Mitigating the Cost of Second Brains URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/building-a-second-brain-workshop-mitigating-the-cost-of-second-brains/ Last updated: 2024-10-20T16:59:31.000Z ## Slides [Mitigating the Costs of Second BrainsCost Mitigation for Second Brains Bram Adams![](https://ssl.gstatic.com/docs/presentations/images/favicon-2023q4.ico)Google Docs![](https://lh7-us.googleusercontent.com/docs/AHkbwyL9R1yup3_tvfjAOKRNi4fvaTtst4m8J5EcUjbYioAhroO7Hh62rUBnjUnZYTPj7nb5m14XM0cCwN3bQvUl0wDjyczzniRf37_13J_CJZ8z07r6g8AT=w1200-h630-p)](https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1AGKo7UQVkJgxZ8-nZMqvJwqwOAv%5FX3L8uL0hbC3Ixtg/edit?usp=sharing&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Mind the Gap URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/mind-the-gap/ Last updated: 2024-09-29T18:05:02.000Z I recently wrapped up **multiple** sprints focused on Your Commonbase, and right after they ended I noticed a creeping anxiety when there isn’t an immediate feature to work on. All that energy feels misplaced. (I also happened to deal with some sort of stomach issue right after, which I’m still in the middle of, but that’s beside the point.) What I really want to talk about is the stress that comes when you’re someone who is ā€œbuild first, ask questions later.ā€ It can be stressful to slow down, let the code you wrote breathe, and see how the world reacts to it. Over the past few days, I’ve developed a few strategies that have helped me manage this downtime productively: 1. **Time-block planning (Ć  la Cal Newport)** It’s not just about tracking how you’re spending your hours but taking stock of where your time is going. For example, today, I played *World of Warcraft* for five hours. I didn’t plan on spending that much time—I only intended to play for three hours—but it was fine because I was aware of where my time went. Time-blocking helps you visualize your day as it is. 2. **Project management with Trello** I’ve cleaned up my project management approach. The rule is: I’m not allowed to dive into deep work (coding) until I’ve written about it in Trello first. This forces me to be fair to myself as both the project manager and the executor (the software engineer in the delivery trap). I organize tasks into clear categories, such as a ā€˜back burner’ list for non-urgent items, and I’ve streamlined my ā€˜ready’ column to just 3-5 tasks to keep things manageable. 3. **Understanding your financial runway** It’s important to have a clear idea of how long you can afford to slow down. I’ve been thinking about alternative income streams to bridge any gaps. Today, for instance, I had to pay a fee to Delaware for my LLC, and while I’m not planning to unbundle the LLC anytime soon, it’s a reminder to keep track of recurring expenses. I’m living off savings from client work right now, so it’s crucial to be aware of how long that can last. I'm positioning myself to be open to consulting work, offering 5-10 hours of paid time to maintain some cash flow. But the main thing is to stay disciplined with both Trello and time-block planning. This helps manage your task list without getting overwhelmed and ensures you don’t burn out while still making room for **guilt-free** rest. **Prioritizing guilt-free rest is essential.** It’s important not to beat yourself up if you need to take a few days to chill. That said, you don’t want to do absolutely nothing either. It’s all about **tapering** off the intensity of sprints and finding a balance. You should also continue to use Trello to keep track of features you want to add to your software or bugs that need fixing, but only tackle what you can realistically do in a given day. Lastly, remember to pay off your debts—whether they’re financial, health-related, or related to personal upkeep. For instance, I recently bought a robot vacuum, and that felt like paying off a debt because my apartment’s floors needed some serious attention. It’s one less thing on my mental checklist. I took a closer look at my monthly budget. I averaged out my expenses over six months, factored in static costs, and used that to get a general idea of how much I’m spending. It's too much, but it's enough time to plan and act smartly. One final thing I’m working on is figuring out how to stay focused during these slower periods. When I’m in the middle of a dev sprint, it’s easy to stay locked in, but when things slow down, I find myself falling into the YouTube or social media black hole. I’m still in the early stages of figuring this out, but I’m glad I’m documenting it now so I can track my progress later. ### Issue 57: Can You Back Into a Second Brain with a Collection of Software Features? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/can-you-back-into-a-second-brain-with-features/ Last updated: 2024-10-21T05:43:55.000Z NotebookLM Podcast 0:00 /465.4 1Ɨ > The fundamental problem of communication is that of reproducing at one point either exactly or approximately a message selected at another point. Frequently the messages have meaning. — Claude Shannon (1948) [< Previous Issue ](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-56/) Dear Reader, As I put the final touches on a v0 (*v1? v1.5? – it depends on where you start counting I guess, if you go back to* [*BHOV*](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev) *or* [*Commonplace Bot*](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev))of **Your Commonbase**, I'd like to take a look back at some choices I've made. I find myself in a position where I need to justify why I've done what I did. Software is an implementation after all, and philosophy can be brittle if not tested against the roughshod of reality. So let's test it. ## The Shape of The Problem Why even bother with the effort of setting up a Second Brain? We don't even really know how our "first" brains work. We use our biological brains for everything, but we don't really know what they are. Wouldn't it be more effective to place our efforts there? To make the biological brain "perfect"? If we hold up an *internal* mirror to the mind, we can roughly divine the shapes and curves of its abilities. How fast it moves in times of stress, its demand for caloric energy and hours of sleep, how far it can reach with creative associations (sometimes to the point of delusion), how quickly it can redefine itself when alone, amongst other people (peer pressure), or from a turn of phrase from some book – or how stubbornly it holds on to biases and ruminations. It's like we are attempting to sketch a beast from the inside of the beast's mouth, while only being able to use the beast's mouth as a pencil. And as the paper too. A second brain is – in it's entirety – an external tool. The beast uses its mouth to make a device that allows it to see the shadows that come off of the mouth, the shape of its teeth, the curvature of its lips. This could be a candle, a mirror, a memo pad, a computer, a library, a religion, a personal assistant, a invisible line drawn on stars in the sky. It doesn't matter. *By putting something out there – outside the mouth – paradoxically, the internal structures become more clear.* The purpose of a second brain is to both address the shortcomings of the first brain **and** to augment the capabilities of the first brain. While seemingly similar, shortcomings stems from the problem of reality and augmentations stem from the problem of desire. **Shortcomings** are more obvious than augmentations. An example of a shortcoming may be not being able to remember the name of a person you've met three times before, or not having enough mental horsepower to grasp a concept as it is being taught in a class where everyone else seems to just "get it". **Augmentations** are more impactful, but less obvious. A shortcoming of the human body is to freeze in winter, so we invented shelter. But no one told you you had to put up a plasma TV in that shelter to entertain yourself at 1am or to paint the walls Dark Everglade Green. That is an augmentation. It has no immediate purpose but causes a phase shift in the possibilities. A Second Brain needs to do both. ## My Hypothesis If we agree that externalized systems make a biological brain perform more effectively and efficiently, we can turn our attention to a much more soluble problem. Which is nice, because again, philosophy is just words after all. So if systems == good, and there are a buffet of systems to choose from, it stands to reason that an optimal system == best. *In other words, some systems will be better than other systems.* So our task simply becomes to find that system and convert it into reality. Easier said than done, right? ## A Successful Pre-Alpha When my number of users =1 (me), my Second Brain system found near 100% capitalization rate. It did exactly what I needed it to do. It solved the task of my own mental *shortcomings* of memory and bandwidth, and *augmented* my creative work by showing me new capabilities, and helping secure my intellectual legacy through semantic search and smart databasing. All the effort I put into thinking was captured in my vaults, or my websites, or my programs, to be stored in the Halls of Information Valhalla. Indeed, nearly all of the [newsletters](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/newsletter/) I've written for *bramadams.dev*, were **direct beneficiaries** of my work with my Second Brain. Book quotes, concepts, [creative coding templates](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/creative-coding/), all originated from the same trusted place. The problem was when I tried to abstract those learnings to other people. ## A Failed Alpha I started with a [Chrome Extension](https://bramses.notion.site/Your-Commonbase-Research-Product-Updates-96bc14d2a7564f17be9f6957070e1262?ref=bramadams.dev#eeda07dc7cf246568ba9da3433171393). That's actually a lie, I started with a Discord Bot. I started with a Discord Bot because I wanted to form a community around the experience that I was having. By leveraging a creative combination of Zettelkasten, vector embeddings, and a deep appreciation of the art of the written word, I had "*transcended*" my need for both tags and headings in my systems, while also being as chaotic as I wanted with the exploration of ideas I was curious to learn. I was able to glutton for memes, and while keeping my house clean at the same time. *I had created a system for collectors who hate clutter.* (As a side benefit, I was able to annoy my friends in group chats with barrages of book quotes whenever I desired.) The Discord bot *failed* not because it **didn't** do what it was meant to do, but that it **only** did what it was meant to do. The *shortcomings* *solved* and the *augmentations provided* only made sense against my beast's mouth, one of many in a jungle filled with flora, and other hunters of different shapes and sizes. I thought it might be as simple as providing people the same capabilities I had built into a Chrome Extension. I basically ported the lessons from the Discord bot one for one and then started inviting my friends to use it to build their own systems. The usage patterns were pretty similar each time. A burst of initial use, a die off, and then a text like the following would hit my inbox *\~a month* after I had given them access to the Chrome Extension: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/09/Screenshot-2024-09-21-15-49-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/09/Screenshot-2024-09-21-15-54-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/09/Screenshot-2024-09-21-16-00-06.png) Basically, a good sentiment, but not enough real energy to convert said sentiment into action. If the system is as optimal as it was for n = 1, why couldn't I replicate? ## A Successful Alpha I don't want this essay to be technical, but you'll have to let me be technical for a moment. The first alpha "failed" because I wasn't familiar with how people use tools in reality. I was more focused on **augmentation** than I was on **shortcomings**. In the real world of data structures, people have already built habits around how things are *currently* done, instead of how they *want* them to be done. In other words, people can't remember links due to the nature of URL encoded strings being ID based. This is because of how relational database store information and HTTP limits of encoded data. So that's a good place to start. [Companion](https://github.com/bramses/ycb-companion?ref=bramadams.dev) is different than the extension because it uses its API to meet people where they are, with the needs they have. The [philosophies of Personal Library Science](https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=40192359&ref=bramadams.dev) are burgeoned by the shape of the Internet as it is, and as people understand themselves. The largest technical leaps I made with the current alpha over the first alpha were to: 1. Make conscious importing easy (one click if possible) 2. Make finding stuff easy (using semantic search) Both of these technical changes address **shortcomings**, but allow for **augmentation** down the road. Here's an example of image upload for (1): > Upload images to yCb directly from iOS! [pic.twitter.com/E4eLfHIKa0](https://t.co/E4eLfHIKa0?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — bram adams (@\_bramses) [September 18, 2024](https://twitter.com/%5Fbramses/status/1836410149088505959?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) For (2), I'm using embedded comments as pointers to entries (*a topic for another day*). This makes searching both more reliable, more personal. The Second Brain addresses the shortcomings of software and language, in one fell swoop! *Vector embeddings can't read minds after all.* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/09/Screenshot-2024-09-21-16-04-57.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/09/Screenshot-2024-09-21-16-04-49-1.png) (left) a top 3 search misses our desired goal state (right) a comment with a pointer gives us our desired goal state \[legend: ??? = search query, c = comment, e = entry\] The important thing, is that I'm letting in people more slowly and intentionally, and letting the **blind spots of the software reveal themselves** through **patterns** of use, while keeping my ears open for any step change **opportunities** for **augmentation**. A strategy with two phases. In this alpha, the usage patterns of my users have been much more consistent, and the feedback loops have been much more signal oriented. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/09/Bram-Adams-Twitter.jpeg) ## A Hopefully Successful Launch The core of **Your Commonbase** is effectively in place. And it's good. Real good. I'll let myself from September 8th, 2024 tell you himself: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/09/Screenshot-2024-09-21-15-00-21.png) The launch is coming up, [you can sign up here](https://www.waitforit.me/signup/ebe2b5cc?ref=bramadams.dev) if you want in when its ready. Fingers crossed, I'll be able to host a small *launch party* here in NYC too, but that's not confirmed yet. – stay tuned if you're local. ## Conclusion The work is not done ([*I mean, just look at how I've been posting on Twitter, we're nowhere near done here lmao*](https://x.com/%5Fbramses?ref=bramadams.dev)), but perhaps that's the point. As the requirements of reality change, our technology changes to meet it. As our technology changes, our mental perception of our environment changes to meet that. And thus, our techniques for second brains must evolve in lock step. The brain is a physical object, and a second brain is abstract. Thus, they dance! --- Until next time. Best, Bram A. ### Too Many Tweets in this Post URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/too-many-tweets-in-this-post/ Last updated: 2024-09-15T21:22:41.000Z Too many tweets 0:00 /1100.8 1Ɨ Sidebar: do you think if (read: when) Twitter goes bankrupt, all the tweets written will be stored in some kind of public trust to not go offline? > The garden page looks more like a search engine now. Less visual clutter ftw! [pic.twitter.com/QeJnTTi7Io](https://t.co/QeJnTTi7Io?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 6, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1832105992860926449?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f0 > Upload Image now fires in one click and uses a worker so you can navigate away from the page. No more waiting on 4o to finish! [pic.twitter.com/1Uqq75sMqj](https://t.co/1Uqq75sMqj?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 6, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1832175705829916861?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f1 > Collections are back. This time, thanks to Entry permalinks, you can save state. > > "I conceived the idea of a machine...an extension of the personal memory... belonging to an individual,...should work...analogous to the...human brain—by association rather than...classification" [pic.twitter.com/50FtApCCri](https://t.co/50FtApCCri?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 7, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1832241394351473004?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f2 > comments now show up in search when matched indented and next to your name! [pic.twitter.com/jj3Z98LZs5](https://t.co/jj3Z98LZs5?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 9, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1833262865194557505?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f3 > entries can now be edited! data, and author/title [pic.twitter.com/lO9yjcUyD6](https://t.co/lO9yjcUyD6?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 10, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1833328550360826109?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f4 > the dashboard now starts as a "feed", meaning you won't open to an empty page! [pic.twitter.com/W5WZLQv7GQ](https://t.co/W5WZLQv7GQ?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 10, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1833486338177274169?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f5 > speed dial! just does quick upload for now (great on mobile) but other features (random, go to search) coming soon! (and correct svgs lol) [pic.twitter.com/vi8BwjxMr1](https://t.co/vi8BwjxMr1?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 10, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1833555540170969105?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f6 > a better ios share to ycb extension (helped substantially by: [https://t.co/SHBztX1y7J](https://t.co/SHBztX1y7J?ref=bramadams.dev) ) [pic.twitter.com/0b0g3uqCI5](https://t.co/0b0g3uqCI5?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 11, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1833987639491387550?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f7 > Comments have a new look! [pic.twitter.com/II4mKLbP7s](https://t.co/II4mKLbP7s?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 12, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1834053322266874252?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f8 > The title of the page now matches the entry's data on an entry page and the search query on the dashboard [pic.twitter.com/Cc7gHsPFW4](https://t.co/Cc7gHsPFW4?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 12, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1834211115242250604?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f9 > adding your own app to your dock feels sooooo good [https://t.co/NCRKBy8UBK](https://t.co/NCRKBy8UBK?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — bram adams (@\_bramses) [September 12, 2024](https://twitter.com/%5Fbramses/status/1834286195075154250?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f10 > Long Form! Uploads Comments that point back to a parent entry using \\n\\n to split. Great for backfilling blog posts. [pic.twitter.com/6B71BgyPSq](https://t.co/6B71BgyPSq?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 13, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1834573510057853225?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f11 > Long Form also does audio! [pic.twitter.com/zlvlxxbw0o](https://t.co/zlvlxxbw0o?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 13, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1834642710080147485?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f12 > yCb Companion (the [@nextjs](https://twitter.com/nextjs?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) app that fronts the yCb API) is now viewable on [@github](https://twitter.com/github?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev)!! I'll roll it over from my personal account to the organization account when the other repositories are ready to all be moved at once[https://t.co/9TCyGEKUnR](https://t.co/9TCyGEKUnR?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 13, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1834712409165943139?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f13 > I took this a step further and am now using yCb as default search in Arc. > > This works because: > > 1\. I search my personal database \*first\* for a close match that I've saved in the past. This results in one of two cases: > a) I get a match (high cosine sim) > b) I don't get a… [https://t.co/ZnTwqDYUG3](https://t.co/ZnTwqDYUG3?ref=bramadams.dev) [pic.twitter.com/BvxdDQYcTQ](https://t.co/BvxdDQYcTQ?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — bram adams (@\_bramses) [September 14, 2024](https://twitter.com/%5Fbramses/status/1834822939935388132?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f14 > Edit Comments! Finally! Only delete to go before I have full CRUD operations on the Entry page [pic.twitter.com/FenjRLoqD5](https://t.co/FenjRLoqD5?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 14, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1834935888230416705?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f15 > A lot of the tasks I take on are driven by an urge to make my experience as an end user better. It's very Jekyll and Hyde coded. > > Email is for y'all tho. > That's for y'all. [pic.twitter.com/krUHPcEgrR](https://t.co/krUHPcEgrR?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 14, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1835005094372208644?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f16 > I've been thinking about this a lot. I think we overdo knowledge management by forcing a "square peg into a round hole". This is how we ended up with gluttonous tags and gratuitous folder structures (and to an extent, a million tabs on a URL bar, all fighting for visual… [https://t.co/A5X3nOXmWi](https://t.co/A5X3nOXmWi?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — bram adams (@\_bramses) [September 15, 2024](https://twitter.com/%5Fbramses/status/1835198929765359985?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f17 > A little inside baseball for 4 upcoming features: > > \- links: manual links between entries, suggestions too! > \- email: how many entries you did this week, a nice lil reward > \- importers: lower the barrier of entry, by importing what walled gardens offer (scraps, generally) [pic.twitter.com/AQmNfElMJB](https://t.co/AQmNfElMJB?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 15, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1835140498966577588?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f18 the audio on this is so quiet -- sorry ### Search Engine View Goes Hard URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/search-engine-view-goes-hard/ Last updated: 2024-09-15T21:22:54.000Z Search engine view 0:00 /411.008 1Ɨ Thanks to [Buffer](https://buffer.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), I'm able to post on Twitter without going to Twitter to post. I miss posting here first, but it increases likelihood of strangers seeing the work, I guess. And I'll still have audio guides here! > (New Feature) Links are useful, especially when creating a body of knowledge, But they don't embed well, since they are effectively pointers. So I added a structure for them in the metadata! [pic.twitter.com/KAItFOXF8U](https://t.co/KAItFOXF8U?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 1, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830224853988790771?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f0 > (New Feature) ya gotta be able to search and add from anywhere on the companion! Cmd+K now routes you to search from anywhere on site and focuses the search bar. Cmd+U opens a fast uploader modal, also anywhere on the site. [pic.twitter.com/fD62y4vyGS](https://t.co/fD62y4vyGS?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 1, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830294057509179759?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f1 > I got a waitlist page up. It's not a landing page (yet), but it's a good start. [pic.twitter.com/I0cRz7i8Do](https://t.co/I0cRz7i8Do?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 1, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830363758260056262?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f2 > (New Feature) Click through dates. See everything you added to yCb that day from clicking on the date in the metadata. A great way to see where your head was at during a day. [pic.twitter.com/di0eChgtNe](https://t.co/di0eChgtNe?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 2, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830429447155069428?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f3 > (Upgrade) The Garden page now has a way better use of the React Calendar library. This makes it way more clear as to what day you're looking at. [pic.twitter.com/IzmZVrPQTa](https://t.co/IzmZVrPQTa?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 2, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830587234061271060?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f4 > (New Feature) You can now delete records from the Grid page! Using \`Delete Selected Record\` (still bugged to do state reload, so you have to reload the page to see the propagated edit) [pic.twitter.com/wJCTbhDq4j](https://t.co/wJCTbhDq4j?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 2, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830656445387260293?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f5 > (Feature Upgrade) The Chrome Extension is way easier to use now. One left click on any website and it automatically lands in yCb. The tradeoff is that aliasing becomes a lot more focused on the gardening workflow than the initial consumption. This can be a good thing, I suppose.. [pic.twitter.com/ZKWpFnbrbk](https://t.co/ZKWpFnbrbk?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 2, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830726160759529838?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f6 > So I decided to move to a more traditional "search engine" model. This will keep results and entry pages separate. This also makes it easier to lazy load/add some other features [pic.twitter.com/Ab5UGjmYTS](https://t.co/Ab5UGjmYTS?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 3, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1830791840167076349?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f7 > Search page updates coming along nicely! [pic.twitter.com/fW3kBQTFyA](https://t.co/fW3kBQTFyA?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 3, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1831088538084847917?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f8 > Added Related Entries (automatically run /search on the data of an Entry page) and I'm liking the result, really drives up the usability of the Entry Page [pic.twitter.com/dawJ1FUwRZ](https://t.co/dawJ1FUwRZ?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Your Commonbase (@yourcommonbase) [September 4, 2024](https://twitter.com/yourcommonbase/status/1831154220294181303?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) f9 --- ā€œA scholar is just a library’s way of making another library.ā€ - Daniel Dennett ### Its Time to Go Alpha URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/its-time-to-go-alpha/ Last updated: 2024-08-25T02:21:15.000Z Alpha mail 0:00 /904.938667 1Ɨ 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![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-24-21-58-48.png) g4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-22-12-27-11-1.png) f5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-21-23-26-40.png) f6 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-24-18-51-15.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-24-15-31-28.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-24-15-33-36.png) ### Hitting the Griddy and Getting Cache in the Garden URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/hitting-the-griddy-and-getting-cache-in-the-garden/ Last updated: 2024-08-19T06:48:17.000Z Grids gardens caches 0:00 /801.130667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-17-03-10-38.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-17-03-10-51.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-17-03-10-58.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-17-03-11-09.png) g0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-17-13-10-04.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-17-13-10-10.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-17-13-10-18.png) g1 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https://www.bramadams.dev/im-talking-heuh/ Last updated: 2024-08-15T05:09:14.000Z Talkin heuh 0:00 /770.837333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-10-16-15-10-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-10-16-15-16-1.png) g0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-13-01-29-24-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-13-01-29-45-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-39-29.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-39-41.png) g1 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![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-22-46-38.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-22-47-59.png) g3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-25-08.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-25-18.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-25-23.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-26-05.png) g4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-22-49-31.png) g5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-29-03.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-29-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-29-10.png) g6 Talk Link (FB Live): Slides: [CHQ 150 CLSC (You and Your CB)You and Your Commonbase Bram Adams l + g; ty 4 coming out today, im very excited to discuss this topic with you as it is a passion of mine as well as a research update in what is possible in both the fields of ai and literature. this talk will not opine too heavily on what could be, we are much m…![](https://ssl.gstatic.com/docs/presentations/images/favicon-2023q4.ico)Google Docs![](https://lh7-us.googleusercontent.com/docs/AHkbwyJBcjrmWHXey88HlSg9CniBIl95l_I8mF2Tn9aLkPOh0r-_BnUHMYINbgfYHvJiHnX1PU-zf_xmNPxz7Q4zK1v2mnjJbiH580_FsUpyPvoojV7e8nk=w1200-h630-p)](https://docs.google.com/presentation/d/1T-uoZn-fIVnta%5F39svm6cq%5FYr5TU-C9tbcYJuthndeI/edit?ref=bramadams.dev#slide=id.p) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-14-23-28-54.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-13-01-27-24-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-11-13-10-35.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-11-11-57-22.png) ### Putting Some Wind in my Tails URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/putting-some-wind-in-my-tails/ Last updated: 2024-08-09T05:25:24.000Z Tailwind and aliases 0:00 /953.237333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-54-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-06-04-14-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-06-14-08-35.png) g0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-02-11-41.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-02-12-08.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-02-12-38.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-02-16-45.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-02-17-01.png) g1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-49-43.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-49-57.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-50-08.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-50-36.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-50-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-50-51.png) g2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-51-45.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-10-31-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-10-34-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-07-10-49-05.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-53-50.png) g3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-51-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-51-22.png) g4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-49-43-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-17-46-41.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-17-48-23.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-17-48-34.png) g5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-52-01.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-52-21.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-08-23-52-26.png) g6 --- > [pic.twitter.com/DLaK8PlBzo](https://t.co/DLaK8PlBzo?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — vx-underground (@vxunderground) [August 7, 2024](https://twitter.com/vxunderground/status/1821309068574695888?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > Even the opponent couldn't believe it > > [pic.twitter.com/hzoTIvuwTj](https://t.co/hzoTIvuwTj?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Enez Ɩzen (@Enezator) [August 8, 2024](https://twitter.com/Enezator/status/1821483514518262253?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > [https://t.co/NsTd8xrBR3](https://t.co/NsTd8xrBR3?ref=bramadams.dev) [pic.twitter.com/67xmD52NWP](https://t.co/67xmD52NWP?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — elise (@swaggysuperswag) [August 7, 2024](https://twitter.com/swaggysuperswag/status/1821241288181870843?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Dockercore and Metalcore URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/dockercore-and-metalcore/ Last updated: 2024-08-06T03:03:45.000Z Docked and loaded 0:00 /277.845333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-03-18-14-50.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-03-18-37-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-03-18-37-45.png) g0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-03-18-30-06.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-03-18-29-40.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-05-00-02-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-05-22-19-40.png) g3 --- > *you have every right to work but not to expect the result* > ... > *let not the result be your motive, nor let yor attachment be to inaction* > ... > *i dont care about the result. i will be moving towards my goal until my last breath.* > > \- r.r.r ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-04-22-41-38.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-05-22-05-06.png) ive done this ### Aliases and Nautiluses URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/aliases-and-nautiluses/ Last updated: 2024-08-03T02:25:08.000Z Aliases and cores 0:00 /1004.586667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-40-14.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-01-11-30-08.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-01-11-30-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-44-02.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-44-23.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-47-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-47-56.png) g1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-11.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-22-22-33.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-38-06.png) g2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-11-26-24.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-35-25.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-35-41.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-36-00.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-36-16.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-36-38.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-37-24.png) g3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-17.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-22.png) g4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-27.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-33.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-39.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-44.png) g5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-49.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-54-1.png) g6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-39-59.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-40-10.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-20-40-04.png) g7 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-01-13-54-25.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-01-13-55-39.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-01-13-55-48.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-00-14-03.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/08/Screenshot-2024-08-02-01-19-11.png) ### Syncing and Thinking URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/syncing-and-thinking/ Last updated: 2024-07-31T15:30:35.000Z Syncing and thinking 0:00 /1302.506667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-00-19-08-2.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-51-53.png) g1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-12-56-58.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-26-37.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-26-46.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-27-04.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-27-52.png) g2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-12-29-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-12-29-30.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-12-29-08-1.png) g3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-02-55-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-02-58-31.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-02-58-44.png) g4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-37-50.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-38-13.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-38-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-39-30.png) g5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-39-39.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-39-49.png) g6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-40-01.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-10-40-09.png) g7 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0912.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0913.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0914.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0915.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0917.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0918.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0919.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0921.JPG) too fun ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-00-05-35.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-31-00-10-31.png) ### Middleware Child URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/middleware-child/ Last updated: 2024-08-15T05:10:06.000Z Middlewario 0:00 /386.730667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-23-16-43.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-23-21-38.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-00-19-08.png) f1.1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-23-33-26.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-00-09-25.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-00-09-34.png) f4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-00-09-45.png) f5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-00-11-56.png) f6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-30-00-11-41.png) f7 --- > 25 min of following 1yo, sped up 10x to 2.5 min > > Nearly zero interference or even interaction as he severally pursued his little side quests > > I love this age [pic.twitter.com/fBraGzrcmy](https://t.co/fBraGzrcmy?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Matt Bateman (@mbateman) [July 29, 2024](https://twitter.com/mbateman/status/1817766298736337137?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > [https://t.co/Mk2GMJFTvm](https://t.co/Mk2GMJFTvm?ref=bramadams.dev) [pic.twitter.com/KkhII2UskQ](https://t.co/KkhII2UskQ?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Hlovo (@hlovo\_) [July 28, 2024](https://twitter.com/hlovo%5F/status/1817485976698019926?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > [pic.twitter.com/Xx5BTsdKiF](https://t.co/Xx5BTsdKiF?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — K.O. (@kofromatatf) [July 28, 2024](https://twitter.com/kofromatatf/status/1817539688208454131?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > This how I need yasopp to be moving when he goes crazy [pic.twitter.com/E2WYogMgGA](https://t.co/E2WYogMgGA?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — mrbeckman1 (@mrbeckman1) [July 28, 2024](https://twitter.com/mrbeckman1/status/1817428921207722064?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ### CRUD Without the C is RUD URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/crud-without-the-c-is-rud/ Last updated: 2024-07-30T04:31:46.000Z Grid features 0:00 /282.837333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-12-29-53.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-15-45-01.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-16-04-50.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-16-08-22.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-16-51-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-16-51-41.png) g4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-01-42-06.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-01-42-21.png) g5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-01-42-30.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-01-42-42.png) g6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-01-59-30.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-02-09-07.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-02-24-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-02-24-20.png) g7 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-29-02-28-10.png) f8 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-23-27-12.png) > Dusters get the most complete biographical overview, due to the necessity of lifting each object and tchotchke individually, and I learn that Mrs. W. is an alumna of an important women’s college, now occupying herself by monitoring her investments and the baby’s bowel movements. I find special charts for this latter purpose, with spaces for time of day, most recent fluid intake, consistency, and color. In the master bedroom, I dust a whole shelf of books on pregnancy, breastfeeding, the first six months, the first year, the first two years—and I wonder what the child care–deprived Maddy makes of all this. Maybe there’s been some secret division of the world’s women into breeders and drones, and those at the maid level are no longer supposed to be reproducing at all. Maybe this is why our office manager, Tammy, who was once a maid herself, wears inch-long fake nails and tarty little outfits—to show she’s advanced to the breeder caste and can’t be sent out to clean anymore. > \-- Nickel and Dimed > I can’t help letting my mind wander to the implications of Alzheimer’s disease for the theory of an immortal soul. Who wants an afterlife if the immediate pre-afterlife is spent clutching the arms of a wheelchair, head bent back at a forty-five-degree angle, eyes and mouth wide open and equally mute, like so many of my charges at the Woodcrest? Is the ā€œsoulā€ that lives forever the one we possess at the moment of death, in which case heaven must look something like the Woodcrest, with plenty of CNAs and dietary aides to take care of those who died in a state of mental decomposition? Or is it our personally best soul—say, the one that indwells in us at the height of our cognitive powers and moral aspirations? In which case, it can’t possibly matter whether demented diabetics eat cup-cakes or not, because from a purely soteriological standpoint, they’re already dead. > \-- Nickel and Dimed ### Can I Borrow Two Thousand Dollars URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/can-i-borrow-two-thousand-dollars/ Last updated: 2024-07-28T06:08:09.000Z Grids way too pricey fam 0:00 /1569.514667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-32-51.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-26-15-46-16.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-26-15-46-25.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-27-16-42-11.png) f3 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![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-30-57-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-31-03.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-31-12.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-31-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-31-26.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-31-36.png) g11 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-12-09.png) f12 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-12-22.png) f13 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-12-33.png) f14 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-01-28-38.png) f15 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-28-02-05-45.png) f16 [GitHub - bramses/embed-editingContribute to bramses/embed-editing development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/33b0b988ee9080f5cd7433a63fc0dc46bad4d174b9c92dd2947db1a01670bfed/bramses/embed-editing)](https://github.com/bramses/embed-editing?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ### Deciding What Makes the Cut URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/deciding-what-makes-the-cut/ Last updated: 2024-07-26T04:48:57.000Z The final list 0:00 /1087.850667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-25-22-49-17.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-25-22-49-40.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-25-22-49-57.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-25-22-51-03.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-25-22-54-50.png) f4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-25-22-57-11.png) f5 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-25-16-35-21.png) do you fear death? > crying this got me so bad [pic.twitter.com/hzAD4i588A](https://t.co/hzAD4i588A?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — anna šŸ¹ (@myelessar) [July 25, 2024](https://twitter.com/myelessar/status/1816511367677108321?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > Probably my favorite twitter interaction of all time [pic.twitter.com/AE2jv1yQkC](https://t.co/AE2jv1yQkC?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — PoopMaster1054 šŸ‰ šŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆ (@PMaster1054) [July 24, 2024](https://twitter.com/PMaster1054/status/1815955934839202256?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > å‹é”ćŒć‚“ćƒ³ć®ć‚³ć‚¹ćƒ—ćƒ¬ć—ćŸć‚‰ęƒ³åƒä»„äøŠć«ć‚“ćƒ³ć ć£ćŸ > [pic.twitter.com/fxf4wIiknu](https://t.co/fxf4wIiknu?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — ć‚¤ć‚Øć‚¹ćƒ»ć‚­ćƒŖć‚¹ćƒˆ (@yeskiri) [July 23, 2024](https://twitter.com/yeskiri/status/1815676565201785279?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > If I go to a funeral and I see this trust me I'm leaving šŸ˜­šŸ˜•šŸ˜‚ [pic.twitter.com/Lcky4mRt4Z](https://t.co/Lcky4mRt4Z?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — The Instigator (@Am\_Blujay) [July 22, 2024](https://twitter.com/Am%5FBlujay/status/1815433850681430269?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ### You Gotta Do What You Gotta Do URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/you-gotta-do-what-you-gotta-do/ Last updated: 2024-07-25T03:32:45.000Z What you need what you want 0:00 /1108.992 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-02-49.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-03-07.png) g0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-00-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-00-47.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-00-59.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-01-07.png) g1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-01-26.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-22-59-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-22-59-52.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-00-05.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-00-11.png) g3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-23-06-17.png) f4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-21-03-55.png) f5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-22-46-25.png) f6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-21-21-23.png) f7 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-21-16-49.png) f8 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-11-08-07.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-24-00-56-32.png) ### Going ON the Grid URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/going-on-the-grid/ Last updated: 2024-07-24T14:59:29.000Z Gridlock 0:00 /435.733333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-21-09-54-29.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-12-53-39.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-13-04-02.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-13-04-27.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-13-05-56.png) f4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-13-06-10.png) f5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-13-06-35.png) f6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-13-15-43.png) f7 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-13-18-33.png) f8 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-23-03-53-42.png) f9 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-11-40-45.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-22-10-58-02.png) ### Buy Local Build a Future URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/buy-local-build-a-future/ Last updated: 2024-07-20T20:29:26.000Z Local cafe usa 0:00 /832.426667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-17-17-55-08.png) f.0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-17-11-02-48.png) f.1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-17-11-03-42.png) f.2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-17-10-05-39.png) f.3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-18-14-18-43.png) f.4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-18-14-45-53.png) f.5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-18-14-45-59.png) f.6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-18-14-46-11.png) f.7 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-18-14-46-16.png) f.8 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-19-22-55-38.png) f.9 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-19-22-55-43.png) f.10 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-19-22-56-04.png) f.11 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-00-11-22.png) f.12 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-00-11-58.png) f.13 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-02-20-10.png) f.14 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-02-20-16.png) f.15 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-02-20-23.png) f.16 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-02-20-30.png) f.17 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-02-20-38.png) f.18 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-02-21-38.png) f.19 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-20-02-21-43.png) f.20 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-19-23-22-29.png) ### Trust the Process URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/trust-the-process/ Last updated: 2024-07-16T05:05:22.000Z Trust the process 0:00 /1608.256 1Ɨ ## Comparison is the Thief of Joy ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-22-00.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-22-06.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-22-12.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-22-26.png) g0 --- ## Org(asmic) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-22-48.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-23-02.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-22-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-23-21.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-23-29.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-23-09-1.png) g1 --- ## Elevator Pitch (like I'm on Shark Tank) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-23-47.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-23-54.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-23-59.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-24-09.png) g2 --- ## Does Search Suck, Actually? ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-24-30.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-24-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-24-48.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-24-58.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-25-03.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-25-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-25-28.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-25-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-25-51-1.png) g3 --- ## Creativity is a Farce ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-26-11.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-26-15.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-26-21.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-26-26.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-26-36.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-16-00-26-41.png) g4 ### Closing the Loop URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/closing-the-loop/ Last updated: 2024-07-14T00:02:57.000Z Weve won this battle kirei 0:00 /484.949333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-10-17-57.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-19-50-52.png) f0.1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-19-50-57.png) f0.2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-19-51-03.png) f0.3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-19-51-10.png) f0.4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-10-17-22.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-10-17-08.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-10-18-31.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-17-40-43.png) f4 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-19-46-27.png) f5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-19-47-22.png) f6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-19-47-49.png) f7 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-13-12-33-52.png) ### All My Homies Rerank Their Embeddings URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/all-my-homies-rerank-their-embeddings/ Last updated: 2024-07-13T03:04:54.000Z All my homies rerank 0:00 /326.890667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-14-45-15.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-15-59-40.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-15-57-54-1.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-50-22.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-51-03.png) f4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-51-29.png) f5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-51-37.png) f6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-52-34.png) f7 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-53-04.png) f8 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-52-29.png) f9 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-22-52-48.png) f10 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-12-16-12-43.png) ![meme](https://imagedelivery.net/CrhaOMV08a-ykXmRKTxGRA/3086ff8f-c221-4af2-7c45-2aa50c73c700/public?format=png) i hate twitter with a fiery passion, but doing a little bit of cross posting there. that said, my post got like 12 views, so probably still not even worth the 3 minutes of effort it took to post in the first place > ive been so hard at work on commonbase that i havent made any feature announcements on twitter! below is a thread of features, as well as whats being worked on next: > > — bram adams (@\_bramses) [July 12, 2024](https://twitter.com/%5Fbramses/status/1811853013599814072?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ### I Have a Kink for Links URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/i-have-a-kink-for-links/ Last updated: 2024-07-11T23:02:14.000Z Kinky linky 0:00 /206.72 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-11-13-23-59.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-11-13-24-08.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-11-13-24-19.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-11-13-23-59-1.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-11-18-51-14.png) f4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-11-13-24-48.png) f5 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-11-14-02-17.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Jacques-Callot-S.-Eustrate-et-S.-Oreste-1.jpeg) ### Paging Dr. Pagination URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/paging-dr-pagination/ Last updated: 2024-07-10T03:36:23.000Z Pagination 0:00 /238.229333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-07-14-08.png) f0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-07-42-14.png) f1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-07-44-30.png) f2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-07-44-52.png) f3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-10-43-23.png) f4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-23-25-19.png) f5 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-11-42-53.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-09-15-10-01.png) ### Adjacent Possible Business Models URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/adjacent-possible-business-models/ Last updated: 2024-07-09T03:43:04.000Z Adj possible 0:00 /391.893333 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-08-23-19-10.png) f.0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-08-23-19-19.png) f.1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-08-23-19-36.png) f.2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-08-23-19-51.png) f.3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-08-23-19-58.png) f.4 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-07-21-51-01.png) ### On Maps and Trails URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/on-maps-and-trails/ Last updated: 2024-07-06T05:21:53.000Z Maps and trails 0:00 /293.354667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-00-31-27.png) f.0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-10-17-28.png) f.1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-10-32-05.png) f.2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-12-29-27.png) f.3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-12-29-36.png) f.4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-18-49-05.png) f.5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-06-00-27-31.png) f.6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-21-12-31.png) f.7 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-21-17-20.png) f.8 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-21-12-51.png) f.9 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-06-00-27-17.png) f.10 --- *fun time* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-06-00-27-11.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-14-53-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-05-09-56-48.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-04-10-34-51.png) ### On Vowels URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/on-vowels/ Last updated: 2024-07-05T03:15:04.000Z ![](https://target.scene7.com/is/image/Target/GUEST_50280723-a90f-44a9-b01e-0a9fb9043423?wid=488&hei=488&fmt=pjpeg) On vowels 1 0:00 /93.376 1Ɨ > ...vowels are inconceivable without a prior, dashing innovation. For the components of every linguistic noise are two: (1) a sound (made by vibration of a column of air in the larynx or nasal cavity as it is expelled past the vocal chords); (2) the starting and stopping of the sound (by interaction of the tongue, teeth, palate, lips, and nose). The actions that start and stop sounds, which we think of as ā€˜consonants,’ can by themselves produce no sound. They are nonsounds having, as Plato said, ā€œno voiceā€ (Tht. 203b; cf. Phlb. 18b). The importance of these unutterable, symbolic entities called consonants is summarized by one historian this way: What must be stressed is that the act which created the alphabet is an idea, an act of intellect which, so far as signs for the independent consonants are concerned, is also an act of abstraction from anything an ear can hear or a voice say. For the pure consonant (t, d, k or whatever) is unpronounceable without adding to it some suggestion of vocalic breath. The Phoenician sign stood for a consonant plus any vowel, the vowel being supplied from context by a reader. The Greek sign, and this for the first time in the history of writing, stands for an abstraction, the isolated consonant. On vowels 2 0:00 /81.642667 1Ɨ > ...the Greek alphabet is a phonetic system uniquely concerned to represent a certain aspect of the act of speech, namely the starting and stopping of each sound. Consonants are the crucial factor. Consonants mark the edges of sound. The erotic relevance of this is clear, for we have seen that eros is vitally alert to the edges of things and makes them felt by lovers. As eros insists upon the edges of human beings and of the spaces between them, the written consonant imposes edge on the sounds of human speech and insists on the reality of that edge, although it has its origin in the reading and writing imagination. This analogy between the nature of eros and the genius of the Greek alphabet may seem a fanciful one to literate, modern judgments; but it seems likely our judgments in this area have been blunted by habit and indifference. We read too much, write too poorly and remember too little about the delightful discomfort of learning these skills for the first time. Think how much energy, time and emotion goes into that effort of learning: it absorbs years of your life and dominates your self-esteem; it informs much of your subsequent endeavor to grasp and communicate with the world. Think of the beauty of letters, and of how it feels to come to know them. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-04-12-59-30.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-04-22-26-34.png) --- ***how do i help people form lasting relationships with their Commonbases?*** ### Sparkinsons Law of Commonbasing URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/sparkinsons-law-of-commonbasing/ Last updated: 2024-07-04T03:22:07.000Z Sparkinsons 0:00 /131.818667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-02-16-21-37.png) f. 0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-02-16-22-07.png) f. 1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-02-20-52-49.png) f. 2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-02-20-53-47.png) f. 3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-02-20-57-14.png) f. 4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-03-19-39-01.png) f. 5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-03-19-39-43.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-03-19-40-01.png) f. 6 --- ### The Art...Part III URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-art-part-iii/ Last updated: 2024-07-02T03:58:25.000Z The art p3 0:00 /160.128 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-21-15-21-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-21-16-54-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-21-15-48-1.png) f.1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-21-20-04.png) f.2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-21-41-42.png) f.3 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-40-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-40-28.png) f.4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-40-54-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-53-49-1.png) f.5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-55-13.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-56-07.png) f.6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-23-57-27.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-59-24.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-07-01-22-59-48.png) f.7 ### The Art...Part II URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-art-part-ii/ Last updated: 2024-07-01T04:22:09.000Z The art...part ii 0:00 /251.114667 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-22-44-00.png) f. 0 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-22-44-11.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-22-44-17.png) f. 1 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-22-44-22.png) f. 2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-17-43-03.png) f. 3 ``` hdb = hdbscan.HDBSCAN(metric='manhattan', min_cluster_size=2, min_samples=1, cluster_selection_method='leaf').fit(embeddings) ``` ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-20-01-58.png) f. 4 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-20-02-25-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-20-07-25.png) f.5 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/Screenshot-2024-06-30-23-02-20.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0697.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0698.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0699.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/07/IMG_0700.PNG) f.6 --- 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![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/06/Screenshot-2024-06-29-13-02-26-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/06/Screenshot-2024-06-29-13-07-00.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/06/Screenshot-2024-06-29-14-08-34.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/06/Screenshot-2024-06-29-13-19-24.png) fig. 2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/06/Screenshot-2024-06-29-21-01-25.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/06/Screenshot-2024-06-29-21-07-30.png) fig. 3 [Clustering Documents with OpenAI embeddings, HDBSCAN and UMAPThis article will teach you how to cluster text data with LLMs using cutting-edge tools.![](https://dylancastillo.co/content/images/size/w256h256/2020/12/dc_logo-3.png)Dylan CastilloDylan Castillo![](https://images.unsplash.com/photo-1579620586506-fb462d7443fa?crop=entropy&cs=tinysrgb&fit=max&fm=jpg&ixid=M3wxMTc3M3wwfDF8c2VhcmNofDV8fGNsdXN0ZXJ8ZW58MHx8fHwxNjg2MzMyMzA2fDA&ixlib=rb-4.0.3&q=80&w=2000)](https://dylancastillo.co/clustering-documents-with-openai-langchain-hdbscan/amp/?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Week of June 28, 2024 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/week-of-june-28-2024/ Last updated: 2024-07-02T05:25:42.000Z jun 28 2024 0:00 /75.008 1Ɨ ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/06/IMG_0687.JPG) thoughts: 1. 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This should be the happiest day of his life. Something is missing. 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[< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-55/) Dear Reader, In our era of hyper-fast consumption, we have an expectation for technology to upgrade very rapidly to keep up with our voracious appetites. Companies are expected to blow our minds with fantastical news every year, lest they feel a serious sting to their bottom line or are met with accusations of stagnation. There's a new iPhone/Pixel every year with a litany of new widgets and features, and many software updates for the phones themselves between hardware releases. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Planned-Obsolescence-Phones.jpg) ([source](https://medium.com/cusp-civic-analytics-urban-intelligence/planned-obsolescence-is-planning-for-obsolescence-7bf5368393c1?ref=bramadams.dev)) Speaking of software, updates happen nearly instantly over the Internet – some products can get rapid upgrades multiple times in the same day. It seems that as frequently as we blink, we are sold new technology. ### If It Ain't Broke But what of the opposite? **What is the longest upgrade cycle for a technology?** In industries where reliability or safety is paramount, upgrade cycles can get pretty long, but rarely are there upgrades that happen *lifetimes* after their initial innovation. The three point seatbelt we all use today was invented in 1959, a measly 51 years after the release of the Ford Model T. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Rowlandson-Irish-Jaunting-Car.jpeg) A contender may be mechanical clocks, particularly the [*Wells Cathedral Clock*](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wells%5FCathedral%5Fclock?ref=bramadams.dev), which has been running since 1390\. The Clock was moved from its original mechanism to a pendulum in the 17th century, and after the last Keeper of the Great Clock of Wells, Paul Fisher, announced his retirement in 2010, the authorities have decided to add electrical components to the clock to operate it. The Clock is still the Clock, but it is more aptly the *Ship of Theseus* with a motorboat engine in it now. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Wells-Cathedral-clock.jpg) ### From Me To You, 500 Years in the Future The technical architecture I'm introducing in this essay may be a serious contender for the title of "longest upgrade cycle". This is because the upgrade itself was only introduced as a technology less than a decade ago. We are at a point in history where the current generation of LLMs, and more importantly to our purposes, the vector embeddings they provide – are seven or four years old, depending on whether or not you consider [GPT-3](https://openai.com/index/gpt-3-apps/?ref=bramadams.dev) to be "the transformer moment" or the Google paper "[Attention is all you need](https://proceedings.neurips.cc/paper%5Ffiles/paper/2017/file/3f5ee243547dee91fbd053c1c4a845aa-Paper.pdf?ref=bramadams.dev)" released in 2017\. This leap in Artificial Intelligence has enabled new types of technologies, or more relevant for our purposes, reinvigorated an old one. The technology being upgraded, the [*commonplace book*](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Commonplace%5Fbook?ref=bramadams.dev), as it is understood by us moderns, has been in use since the Renaissance. This conservatively puts the act of working on commonplace books at about 500 years. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Astronomicum-Caesareum-main-image.jpeg) This means the gap between those who kept a recognizable Commonplace Book you or your friend may keep today has been in use for five centuries. That's the sign of a really solid technology! > Commonplace books are hardly new. In the Renaissance, readers started transcribing classical fragments in notebooks, bringing ancient writings into conversation with their own lives. After his wife left him in 1642, John Milton processed it in his commonplace book, chronicling a reading binge about bad marriages. Arthur Conan Doyle transcribed criminology theories in his, and then gave Sherlock Holmes his own commonplace book, filled with intel on up-and-coming forgers. But the idea of a personal intellectual database fell out of style as printed material became more accessible to a broader audience. You could just look at a copy of ā€œBartlett’s Familiar Quotations.ā€ Today you can scroll through inspirational quotes on Instagram. \-- [Commonplace Books Are Like a Diary Without the Risk of Annoying Yourself](https://www.nytimes.com/2022/03/22/magazine/commonplace-books-recommendation.html?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Commonplace%20books%20are%20hardly%20new,reading%20binge%20about%20bad%20marriages.) ### What's An Upgrade, Anyway? To be considered an "upgrade", a technology must still recognizably be the same definition of the technology with its new features. A car isn't an upgrade of a horse-drawn carriage, because even though they address the same problem of getting from point A to point B faster than walking, no one would *confuse* the technology powering a carriage versus the technology that powers a car. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Bronze-Chariot-Etruscan.jpeg) An upgrade must also retain *backwards compatibility*, insofar that it is a superset of what is being upgraded. Adding a faster onboard computer to a car is still recognizably the same machine. It still drives, now it just has an iPad on the console. Upgrades can also be features being removed to *streamline* the value add of a technology, or updated to drastically improve scope and reliability, like the transition from vacuum tubes to transistors for computers in the middle of the 20th century. The computers before and after the transistor are still computing the same functions, just multiple times faster than before the upgrade. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/French-18th-Machine-Design.jpeg) ### Why Upgrade Commonplace Books? A reasonable question to ask would be, why would we care to upgrade commonplace books in the first place? What's wrong with them? The thing is, the commonplace book *itself* isn't really the problem – it is how the world itself grew up *around* the commonplace book. In the five hundred years since people have first kept "modern" commonplace books, the world has been introduced to electricity, human flight, computers, cameras, psychology, and Furbies, just to name a few inventions. The understanding of how and why to use a commonplace book is woefully outdated, from a bygone era where paper was much more expensive and literacy was much rarer. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-26-21-12-00.png) ([source](https://caryprojects.wordpress.com/literacy-during-the-renaissance/?ref=bramadams.dev)) ### Because The Internet Particularly with the rise of the Internet, commonplace books merely couldn't keep up in terms of the value they provided against social media and message boards. Even wikis, a descendant of the commonplace book (*more like a long distant nephew than a direct relation*), are leaps and bounds more useful than slowly and manually transcribing highlights and ideas into a journal. What's the point after all? Commonplace books have become exceedingly niche as a result, only used by a few zealots. Online highlighter apps like [Readwise](https://readwise.io/?ref=bramadams.dev) or e-books like Kindle took things a lot further by digitizing the process and minimizing the friction of creating the items that populate a commonplace book, but have no real solution on how to *utilize* the resulting commonplace book. These services make it really easy to highlight things and leave notes, which is awesome, but after that you're on your own. For deeper analysis and utilization of commonplace books, people are still largely reliant on techniques created centuries ago. They're really missing the "Yin" of creation, the equally if not more important aspect of what a commonplace book provides with the "Yang" of curation and storage. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Edwin-Davis-French-bookplate.jpeg) *(My friend* [*Yash*](https://yashdani.me/?ref=bramadams.dev) *also recently put me on* [*Curius*](https://curius.app/?ref=bramadams.dev)*, a social media highlighter app that allows you to not only maintain and track your own highlights, but see your friends as well.)* ### The Spirit of the Task The problem with referring to these tools as upgrades is that they don't address the spirit of what a Commonplace book is meant to do for its owner. Initially, a commonplace book was meant to be used as a creative partner, a tool and technology to wrest our best work from our brains by supersaturating our creative juices. People like Niklas Luhmann, Vannevar Bush, and John Donne all used their spins on commonplace books to publish higher quality work. Even Sherlock Holmes had a commonplace book! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Major-Money-Adrift.jpeg) This attribute of utilization is not just a nice to have, it is a critical feature. **A storehouse to hoard knowledge we have no plan or motivation to revisit becomes a mausoleum.** The upgrade the Commonbase (discussed below) provides is not merely a linear upgrade on the storage and maintenance of information through a more convenient data structure. Instead, it is a rethinking of what it means to create a commonplace book in the modern era, and what we do with it. ### WWE Walkout Finally, let's introduce the [**Commonbase**](https://github.com/bramses/commonbase-prototype?ref=bramadams.dev). In brief, a **Commonbase** is a formalization of the Commonplace Book in a relational database with vector extensions enabled. In other words, it's a database where every entry has a vector address. Importantly, the current Commonplace Book architecture is entirely compatible with Commonbases. The schema for a Commonbase is quite simple, and only has three mandatory columns: **data**, **metadata**, and **embedding**. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-25-18-32-26.png) ### Columns If you have a commonplace book today that you keep track of proverbs, quotes, notes and more, ***every single entry you've written in your commonplace book can be transferred directly into a Commonbase***. These entries correspond to the **data column**. In other words, if ya wanna it to have an address, put it in the "data" column. The simple algorithm that creates the **embedding column** passes the data in the data column through an embedding function and stores it. That's it. Literally. The **metadata column** is everything about the data that isn't embedded, but may be filtered later by human effort. If you know anything about the PKM space, these might be tags like time, location, or or other helpful mechanisms you can use later to access the data. Everything in the metadata column "tags along" but doesn't really have its own addressing space. ### Simple Yet Powerful ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Boys-Science-Experiment.jpeg) At first glance, our architecture may look simple, but we get a lot of bang for our buck with adding the embedding column. By embedding our commonplace book entries, we get access to semantic search as well as the ability to transform our entries. I've discussed some of the philosophical implications of the Commonbase in Issue #55 about [Personal Library Science](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-55/) ([link to HN discussion](https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=40192359&ref=bramadams.dev)). The upgrade of commonplace books to Commonbases leads to a really interesting emergent property that interfaces with the associative nature of the mind, as well as what happens to our intellectual legacies. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Grandville-Expedition.jpeg) But that deserves an *essay of its own*, as a few paragraphs would not nearly suffice! Stay tuned for the next issue! ## Sign up for Bram Adams Bram Adams (@bramses) is a creative technologist and commonplacer based out of NYC. Subscribe Email sent! Check your inbox to complete your signup. No spam. Unsubscribe anytime. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/As-We-May-Think.png) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates Some updates, loosely scattered. Most of my work this past few weeks has been invested into Your Commonbase, setting up business structure, architecting , writing words, and writing code. Most of the code work is happening in the Commonbase prototype repos, if you'd like to follow along – you can **star** the below: [GitHub - bramses/commonbase-prototype at CHQ-deployeda postgres db for a commonbase. Contribute to bramses/commonbase-prototype development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/a69a3394e022f1239a37363068bfee869039507edaa56e27b79dbd229f3a23b8/bramses/commonbase-prototype)](https://github.com/bramses/commonbase-prototype/tree/CHQ-deployed?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - bramses/commonbase-editor-prototype-quill at CHQ-deployeda prototype of the commonbase/personal library science ide - GitHub - bramses/commonbase-editor-prototype-quill at CHQ-deployed![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/46333835917ea9685fbdecf120d66bffdac613b46714650b46739f8075946a2a/bramses/commonbase-editor-prototype-quill)](https://github.com/bramses/commonbase-editor-prototype-quill/tree/CHQ-deployed?ref=bramadams.dev) I've also posted a few Instabrams! [Week of May 24, 2024Bit of a spending spree.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Gold-stater-Greek-main-image-1.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/week-of-may-24-2024/) on spending money to solve problems [Week of May 17, 2024a bit sad, and yet we party![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Adolphe-Sad-Young-Man.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/week-of-may-17-2024/) on being despondent and finding maturity Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ## ### Week of May 24, 2024 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/week-of-may-24-2024/ Last updated: 2024-05-25T19:53:28.000Z ## Things I Bought These Past Few Weeks And Why ### Airpods Max [AirPods MaxAirPods Max combine high-fidelity audio with industry-leading Active Noise Cancellation, Adaptive EQ, Spatial Audio, and free engraving.![](https://www.apple.com/favicon.ico)Apple![](https://www.apple.com/v/airpods-max/f/images/meta/airpods-max_overview__c2mz40a3bugm_og.png?202310021639)](https://www.apple.com/airpods-max/?ref=bramadams.dev) Why? Too much time with Airpods Pros in my ears was causing pain (I listen to music all day). Worth it? So far, yes. I got green, and I like how they look. I wore them 5 hours in a row first day, no pain. The transparency mode is great. I had full conversations with headphones on, no hearing issues. ### Supernote Nomad [Supernote NomadSupernote Nomad![](https://supernote.com/cdn/shop/files/VI_3_03_32x32.png?v=1619078525)Ratta SupernoteJordan![](https://supernote.com/cdn/shop/files/VI_3_03_1024x.webp?v=1709259249)](https://supernote.com/pages/supernote-nomad?ref=bramadams.dev) Why? I wanted to look at my phone less, and freeform write more. Worth it? Unreal buy. I love this thing. It is basically the perfect Subway commute device. It's fun, small, allows you to write, think, and read. I reach for my phone much less. ### SleepMe Chilipad Cube [Chilipad by Sleepme | Bed Cooling Systems & Cooling Mattress TopperShop award-winning Chilipad cooling mattress toppers and bed cooling systems. Free Shipping.![](https://sleep.me/apple-touch-icon.png)sleepmeā„¢![](https://cms-upload.app.sleep.me/0001_2022_Dock_Pro_Carousel4_final_Shot6_16_34e1fad163.jpg)](https://sleep.me/?ref=bramadams.dev) Why? I night sweat bad, and it's gross. It wakes me up, dehydrates me, makes life miserable. Worth it? Only one night in, but **I woke up DRY**. THIS IS HUGE IF REPEATABLE. Will update in near future. ### iPhone 15 Pro Max [iPhone 15 Pro and iPhone 15 Pro MaxiPhone 15 Pro and iPhone 15 Pro Max. Titanium design. A17 Pro chip. 48MP Main camera. Record spatial video for Apple Vision Pro. Action button. USB-C.![](https://www.apple.com/favicon.ico)Apple![](https://www.apple.com/v/iphone-15-pro/c/images/meta/iphone-15-pro_overview__f8jz7aagka2q_og.png?202405192352)](https://www.apple.com/iphone-15-pro/?ref=bramadams.dev) Why? My phone (iPhone 13) was fine honestly. I did want one major QoL improvement: to be able to open my camera very fast. The action button does this well. Worth it? I was able to get $320 trade in on my old phone, and I use my phone every day, and I need to upgrade eventually, so gonna go with yes. ## Videos - [**Rabbit Gaslit Me, So I Dug Deeper**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLvFc%5F24vSM&list=LL&index=6&t=6s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Ni\*\*as in Paris - 11 Times in a Row in Paris France. (40 min)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fL1i6qJWO38&list=LL&index=9&t=2127s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**SAY LESS - Kanye West & Childish Gambino (Full Remastered)**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rWAp9asccuY&list=LL&index=10&ref=bramadams.dev) - ["Friends" becomes a psycho thriller if you remove Ross's thoughts](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ipz3A2PrQl8&list=LL&index=11&ref=bramadams.dev) - ["Friends": Ross Geller without laugh track = psychopath](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4H6Ux3l75Rc&list=LL&index=12&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Edward vs Alphonse is Obvious (All Arcs)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5Ep0LA11T8&list=LL&index=26&ref=bramadams.dev) - [This Isn't Your Average Storage Space! Tour Rajiv Surendra's Stunningly Beautiful Storage Locker](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmYKT21Oi54&list=LL&index=29&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Emoji Disintegrates**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7ncHu9EvQik&list=LL&index=28&ref=bramadams.dev) - [The Map of Los Angeles | John Mulaney Presents: Everybody's In L.A. | Netflix Is A Joke](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MLZ87v%5F0gS0&list=LL&index=36&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Crypto Shark Tank Got Even Funnier](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hFwkcZvsLzY&list=LL&index=55&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Do People Really Remain Conscious When Guillotined?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BORHA3XGrtA&list=LL&index=58&ref=bramadams.dev) - [extract knowledge from anywhere with source notes](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BH5bOCHgQw4&list=LL&index=61&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Do You Want to Build a Snowman - 10 YEARS, SAME ANNA!](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Be0iEesZWQ8&list=LL&index=62&t=4s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Painting in Watercolor Has Changed My Life - With Rajiv Surendra (Keynote Speech)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ofpg2tEgRc4&list=LL&index=74&t=1630s&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Music ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0004.jpeg) first photo on iphone 15 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0010.jpeg) this basement thing was in [players](https://letterboxd.com/film/players-2024/?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0011.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0175.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0172.JPG) last photo on 1phone 13 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0021.PNG) ### Week of May 17, 2024 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/week-of-may-17-2024/ Last updated: 2024-05-25T19:57:03.000Z ## Preamble This Instabram was a bit delayed, as is issue 57 of the newsletter. I've been pretty sad. But it's okay. Sadness is a feeling, that when embraced, can offer its own form of enjoyment. To be sad is a proof of life. Being around good friends helps. Knowing your values helps. Time helps. But perhaps what helps the most is realizing that being sad is a very normal part of life. And indeed, necessary for a life well lived. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-19-18-14-53.png) how i hope i look while sad ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-19-18-16-49.png) how i actually look ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-19-03-39-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0035.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0036.jpeg) i LOVE this thing!! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-14-21-10-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-14-21-18-18.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-14-21-08-50.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-15-09-57-51.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-14-09-20-13.png) AI is here to stay ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0039.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0040.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0041.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0042.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0043.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0044.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0045.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0046.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0055.JPG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0058.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0059.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0073-1.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0075.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0078.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0081.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0077.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0082.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0083.jpeg) ### Bachelor Party for a Friend ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0087.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0089.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0095.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0104.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0114.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0121.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0122.jpeg) ## Music ### Week of May 10, 2024 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/week-of-may-10-2024/ Last updated: 2024-05-11T00:16:24.000Z ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-09-22-15-12.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-09-22-14-22.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Supernote-Cloud.png) my first drawing on [nomad](https://supernote.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9895.JPG) the worlds most dangerous piss ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9971-1.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_3307F98F-CB47-41A1-8568-1DC6527CC4B0.JPEG) --- GPT fucking rocks I don't care what y'all say. Pics from a local bookstore to Goodreads searches in JS for any browser? I mean come on! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_0029.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-10-13-59-29.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-10-13-59-36.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-10-13-59-46.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/Screenshot-2024-05-10-14-03-07.png) ```javascript const titlesAndAuthors = [ "anagrams lorrie moore", "collected fictions jorge luis borges andrew hurley", "the fur hat vladimir voinovich", "orlando virginia woolf", "geek love katherine dunn", "pizza girl jean kyoung frazier", "existentialism is a humanism jean paul sartre", "side affects on being trans and feeling bad hil malatino", "breaking things at work gavin mueller", "the origin of consciousness in the breakdown of the bicameral mind julian jaynes", "wonderworks angus fletcher", "why poetry matthew zapruder", "to write as if already dead kate zambreno", "i, little asylum emmanuelle guattari", "ugly feelings sianne ngai", "eros the bittersweet anne carson", "the deluxe transitive vampire karen elizabeth gordon", "e.a.r.l. the autobiography of dmx smokey d. fontaine", "my last sigh the autobiography of luis buƱuel", "dilla time dan charnas", "the gentrification of the mind sarah schulman", "metropolis ben wilson", "the death and life of great american cities jane jacobs", "nickel and dimed barbara ehrenreich", "cannibalism a perfectly natural history bill schutt", "on the soul and other psychological works aristotle fred d. miller jr.", "synesthesia richard e. cytowic", "genesis the deep origin of societies edward o. wilson", "the information james gleick", "the periodic table primo levi", "cosmic scholar the life and times of harry smith john szwed" ]; function openSearchTabs() { const baseURLs = { amazon: "https://www.amazon.com/s?k=", goodreads: "https://www.goodreads.com/search?q=" }; titlesAndAuthors.forEach(title => { const encodedTitle = encodeURIComponent(title); window.open(baseURLs.amazon + encodedTitle, "_blank"); window.open(baseURLs.goodreads + encodedTitle, "_blank"); }); } openSearchTabs(); ``` --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9976.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9978.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9981.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9982.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9983.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9985.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9987.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9962.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9957.jpeg) [ft. the worst commencement speech ive ever heard](https://nymag.com/intelligencer/article/ohio-state-graduation-speaker-chris-pan-on-his-viral-speech.html?ref=bramadams.dev) \-- didnt even think it was possible to do that poorly ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9949.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9923.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/05/IMG_9935.jpeg) ## Videos - [Future - Like That (Visualizer) Feat. 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[pic.twitter.com/acXTRWV4sX](https://t.co/acXTRWV4sX?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — HIMEJOSHI MARK HOFFMAN (@grrrlsgovile) [April 30, 2024](https://twitter.com/grrrlsgovile/status/1785336814699524183?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > [pic.twitter.com/ZxqjAeWyEY](https://t.co/ZxqjAeWyEY?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — vx-underground (@vxunderground) [May 1, 2024](https://twitter.com/vxunderground/status/1785498475452399947?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 55: Personal Computing Paves the Way URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-55/ Last updated: 2024-04-28T22:14:34.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-54/) Dear Reader, Sometimes, a moment happens not instantaneously, but over many seasons. Looked back on with the blessing of hindsight, there exists a discrete before and after the moment, but for those who lived it, the moment may have had a very long "during" period. Those who live in the "during" find themselves impatient, looking to be on the other side of the event, anxiously waiting for "now" to be "history". They want to live to see the thing complete. They want it to be done. For when "now" becomes history, there is a sense of peace of mind, a complete loop, a chord that resolves into something. > History cannot be told while it is happening, therefore, not only because the people involved are too busy or too confused to puzzle it out, but because what is happening can’t be made sense of until its implications have been resolved. *\-- Everything Is Obvious: \*Once You Know the Answer* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/Camille-Corot-Muse.jpeg) The curse of those who live and breathe is the task of trying to make sense of what will be – while it is – before it was. ### The "During" In [issue #54](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-54/), I wrote about a moment that is very much in its "during" phase, the formalization of **Personal Library Science**. I can not know how the story of Personal Library Science will be told by those who have the convenience of history to aid them. I can only discuss the landscape as I see it, the work completed by those who came *before me*, and the work being done now *by me*. > Someday, libraries will be fully mechanized. Then, without leaving one’s office, it will be possible to pick up the phone, dial in a code, and have the actual paper one is looking for almost instantly at hand. Something of the sort has got to happen, or our libraries will become buried in the mass of books and articles now being printed, and searching in the old way will become hopeless. *\-- Pieces of the Action (1970)* The "during" is hard work, and very lonely work. There are no promises of success, and indeed, the path is one where you can't see more than three feet ahead of you and you exist on the cliff's edge of extinction by any silly mishap. The work of "during" is exhausting, and it constantly holds you taut and alert, afraid of the shadows that lurk beyond the campfire's edge. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/Horace-Vernet-Cliff-of-Fecamp.jpeg) Fortunately, the work of the edge isn't without some form of solace. The work becomes manageable, perhaps even virtuous, if we allow ourselves to commiserate with those who struggled and strived in the past to make their dreams a reality. To understand their history is to write our story. In this issue, we'll discuss a topic that is firmly in our past. This history is not only a guide for Personal Library Science, but a key player in it's very fiber of being. We will be talking about the **Personal** in the *portmanteau* that is ***Personal*** Library Science, which comes from ***Personal*** Computing. ### Personal Computing In 1975, the Altair 8800 was released. Widely considered [the first personal computer](https://nerdfighteria.info/v/M5BZou6C01w/?ref=bramadams.dev), the critical advancement of computing was driven by affordability and programmability. Easier, more natural programming languages like BASIC and lower costs for hardware components made computers not massive time sharing leviathans owned only by defense departments for missile ballistic calculations and academia interested in pushing engineering and acquiring grants, but machines people could bring into their own homes. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/Library-Science-Issue-54.jpg) The computer was no longer just a tool for *major* cost intensive purposes, but *minor* individualized purposes. Personal computing made computing became less about humanity, and more about humans. > As the 1990s opened, the workstation technology of the previous decade was beginning to look distinctly threatened by newer, low-cost and high-performance personal computers based on the Intel 386 chip and its descendants. For the first time, individual hackers could afford to have home machines comparable in power and storage capacity to the minicomputers of ten years earlier—Unix engines capable of supporting a full development environment and talking to the Internet. *\-- The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary* Scientists paved the way for engineers, engineers paved the way for hackers, hackers paved the way for hobbyists, hobbyists paved the way for everyone else. Today we live in a world where every person's phone is slightly different than their neighbors, and this is a good thing. **Idiosyncratic technology creates a natural world.** Solve the problems that need solving, then get out the way. > Companies establish their DNA very early on. It can make them tremendously successful, but it can also make it hard for them to escape when what served them well in the early days doesn't serve them so well any more. I remember being an intern at IBM Research in Yorktown Heights around 1982, seeing the culture still dominated by batch processing. Even when they were doing timesharing, they talked in terms of virtual card readers and virtual card punches. Everything was still 80-column records. With DEC, it was the timesharing mentality that they never escaped. And I suppose with Microsoft it's an open question whether they'll be able to move beyond the desktop-PC mentality. > **Seibel:** And 20 years from now people will be talking about how Google can't get past how to sell ads on the Internet. *author's note -- ironically this was posted a few weeks before the writing of this issue: [The man Who Killed Google Search](https://www.wheresyoured.at/the-men-who-killed-google/?ref=bramadams.dev)* *\-- Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming (2008)* What does the legacy and lessons of the rise of Personal Computing at the end of the 20th century teach us about the possible path of Personal Library Science? ### Companionship In 2020, I made the claim that the advantage of GPT models was not its ability to *scale*, but its ability to solve *local* problems. This claim began to come true years later with the release of the GPT Store ([*discussed in issue #42*](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/)). Suddenly, individual people – not at the organization level – found themselves being able to create their own solutions to their unique, idiosyncratic problems. > Idiosyncratic technology creates a natural world. By writing detailed instruction sets and using tactics like [semantic search](https://www.elastic.co/what-is/semantic-search?ref=bramadams.dev) and [function calling](https://docs.haystack.deepset.ai/docs/function-calling?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Function%20calling%20is%20a%20powerful,with%20external%20APIs%20and%20services.), LLMs **leverage** the effort of the individual into emergent and complex processes. This **leverage** is the same leverage that made personal computing so ubiquitous, so quickly. The leverage created a new asset class, data. It gave us (you and me) superpowers of communication, and those of us who could communicate with the programs themselves (programmers) found themselves solving problems that gave them access to near limitless wealth. > It’s cheaper to reuse existing software components than to write code from scratch, which also makes it possible for entrepreneurs to start software companies with fewer up-front costs. The entire software industry owes its financial success to leveraging this arbitrage. *\-- Working in Public: The Making and Maintenance of Open Source Software* ### Personal Library Science Is Leverage For One's Library Personal Library Science is the **leverage of LLM technology, applied to a personal library.** A *personal* *library* differs from a *impersonal* *library* in the fact that a personal library is an **interpretation** of a source material. These interpretations include: photographs from different photographers at the same event, or favorite scenes from a movie, or favorite passages from books, parts of songs that bring you to tears, etc. Importantly, these interpretations create unique sets that go on to create unique problems which require unique, idiosyncratic solutions. Sound familiar? > While a painting or a prose description can never be other than a narrowly selective interpretation, a photograph can be treated as a narrowly selective transparency. But despite the presumption of veracity that gives all photographs authority, interest, seductiveness, the work that photographers do is no generic exception to the usually shady commerce between art and truth. Even when photographers are most concerned with mirroring reality, they are still haunted by tacit imperatives of taste and conscience. The immensely gifted members of the Farm Security Administration photographic project of the late 1930s (among them Walker Evans, Dorothea Lange, Ben Shahn, Russell Lee) would take dozens of frontal pictures of one of their sharecropper subjects until satisfied that they had gotten just the right look on film—the precise expression on the subject’s face that supported their own notions about poverty, light, dignity, texture, exploitation, and geometry. In deciding how a picture should look, in preferring one exposure to another, photographers are always imposing standards on their subjects. Although there is a sense in which the camera does indeed capture reality, not just interpret it, photographs are as much an interpretation of the world as paintings and drawings are. Those occasions when the taking of photographs is relatively undiscriminating, promiscuous, or self-effacing do not lessen the didacticism of the whole enterprise. This very passivity—and ubiquity—of the photographic record is photography’s ā€œmessage,ā€ its aggression. *\-- On Photography* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/Poor-Jo-by-Earl-of-Carlisle.jpeg) In [issue #54](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-54/), I wrote: > ...personal library science is focused on **your relationship with your information**. How do we **store** information so that it useful at a later date? How do we **transform** our information into new valuable assets in different creative domains? How do we do all of this while being flexible enough for the idiosyncrasies, proclivities, likes and dislikes of **eight billion distinct individuals**? How do we **chronicle** the information diet of a single person as they learn new things, interact with the world at different phases in their life? How do we make sure we can **pass down** our best knowledge to generations below? Many of these questions were asked and solved by the existence of personal computing. The existence of software has had a foundational impact on the types of solutions we can create to solve these large, incalculable problems. By solving them over and over in slightly different ways that make sense to an individual the problem eventually dissolves. In fact, I'd argue that the history of personal computing teaches us that ***all top down solutions are less complete – and therefore less useful – than bottom up emergent solutions***. The issue is that we are now deluged with data, our interpreter antenna is going haywire trying to calculate, to store, to relate, to understand. LLMs have changed the math entirely in this endeavor, particularly thanks to the ability to store, reference, and **transform data that *we* find to be important, not data that *others tell us* is important**. **Solutions such as** [**Commonplace Bot**](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev) **and** [**Quoordinates**](https://github.com/bramses/quoordinates?ref=bramadams.dev) **are proof points of the value of our personal libraries.** This insight is critical to our work, and the frameworks and technological gains provided by personal computing and LLMs make our task of hoping to one day understand ourselves, to use our personal libraries to secure our intellectual legacies and create our art, a bit more manageable. ### Up Next Next week, we will dive into the history of the commonplace book. The commonplace book is the foundation for the *commonbase* (commonplace + database) and is an integral ingredient of Personal Library Science. ### Teaser *...Humanity often comes up with certain great ideas concurrently including calculus, natural selection, the use of language, etc. This concurrent creation is known as adjacent possible, and is driven by the available technology and discourse of an era. The invention of the commonplace book is no different and has lived many different lives as: the zibaldone, the miscellany, the zettelkasten, the...* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/July-31-Screen-Shot-from-History-of-Information.png) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Week of April 26, 2024ft. Chris. 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How many rocks had to be categorized before we called it "geology"? How many cocktail parties had to happen between the physics and biology departments to make "[astrobiology](https://astrobiology.nasa.gov/?ref=bramadams.dev)" a major you can study in? Why is "[underwater basket weaving](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Underwater%5Fbasket%5Fweaving?ref=bramadams.dev)" such a persistent meme? A field of study is officially defined as: > A field of study (also called a discipline) is a general topic of knowledge, learning, or research. In schools they are often called "subjects". To take this definition further, I think to qualify as a field of study, we **must** have two things: a field that **exists** whether or not it is paid attention to, and the ability for humans to make **knowledge gains** through discovery and invention in the field. ### **Formatio Fossilium** Let's take **paleontology** as an example. First, we need to establish the field itself. The field of fossils and flora from a bygone era were put into the Earth and calcified or mummified or frozen in time by some conglomeration of forces of nature, from volcanic activity to chaotic systems in weather patterns. Importantly, these events would have taken take place whether or nor humans were there to witness them happening (*NB: if you want more on this, I wrote a bit about how I think* [*empiricism is greatly overrated*](https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-table-empiricism-is-bad/) *before*). ![](https://i.imgur.com/eQMgPUx.jpeg) [a 99 million year old tick preserved in amber clutching a dinosaur feather](https://www.reddit.com/r/pics/comments/8pa1qv/comment/e09r17v/?utm%5Fsource=share&utm%5Fmedium=web3x&utm%5Fname=web3xcss&utm%5Fterm=1&utm%5Fcontent=share%5Fbutton) **The field itself exists, the tree in the forest fell with no one around to hear it.** Second, we need to be able to make conjectures about the field, be wrong about said conjectures, and improve with new hypotheses. In other words, the field needs to be *study-able* in the first place. If we were still stuck with our caveman brains, many ideas would simply be out of reach, forever. We need to be able to **reason** about something to make scientific claims about it in the first place. > It may seem strange that scientific instruments bring us closer to reality when in purely physical terms they only ever separate us further from it. But we observe nothing directly anyway. All observation is theory-laden. Likewise, whenever we make an error, it is an error in the explanation of something. That is why appearances can be deceptive, and it is also why we, and our instruments, can correct for that deceptiveness. The growth of knowledge consists of correcting misconceptions in our theories. Edison said that research is one per cent inspiration and ninety-nine per cent perspiration – but that is misleading, because people can apply creativity even to tasks that computers and other machines do uncreatively. So science is not mindless toil for which rare moments of discovery are the compensation: the toil can be creative, and fun, just as the discovery of new explanations is. *\-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World* The story of our understanding of the brontosaurus deserves to be mentioned here. ### Yes, No, Wait... Yes? The brontosaurus, often beloved but questioned for over a century, is a large sauropod from the late Jurassic period. Initially discovered in the 1870s, it was later thought to be the same as apatosaurus (another dinosaur) due to similar fossils, leading to the name brontosaurus being dropped because apatosaurus was named first. However, [a 2015 study](https://www.nhm.ac.uk/discover/brontosaurus-reinstating-a-prehistoric-icon.html?ref=bramadams.dev) re-examined their distinctions and reinstated brontosaurus as its own genus. This study analyzed numerous specimens and detailed anatomical traits, showing clear differences, particularly in build and neck structure, between the two dinosaurs. Despite some skepticism, many paleontologists now accept brontosaurus as distinct, celebrating its iconic status and unique features. ![An out of date reconstruction of Brontosaurus living in water](https://www.nhm.ac.uk/content/dam/nhmwww/discover/brontosaurus-reinstated/aquatic-sauropods-brontosaurus-two-column.jpg.thumb.768.768.jpg) "The reports of my extinction are greatly exaggerated" - Mark Twainosaurus This anecdote about our updating understanding of paleontology checks off both of the constraints I established above. Paleontology has a field that exists outside of the realm of human meddling, and it can be reasoned about. So that's that. ### The Rule The **generalizable rule** for a field of study is that **discoveries can be made**. We need to be able to perceive something that exists, ask questions about it, and come up with answers that create follow up questions. Now let's turn our attention to the task at hand. (*NB: This does leave engineering disciplines in a gray area, unless we consider the inventions made by engineers are "discoveries" of new uses of raw material, engineers are rarely, if ever, discovering natural phenomena like a physicist or chemist might.*) ### Library Science **Library science**, also known as information science, is concerned with the organization, archival and retrieval of information. First things first, let's test to see if library science fits our generalizable rule. Information, for example this very issue you are reading now, exists in the universe, by virtue of my having written it and you confirming it's existence outside of my own head-canon by reading it (*"I saw Bigfoot, I swear!!"*). That means that we can check off our first constraint, this information is a tree that indeed fell in the woods. These words, in this order, exist. ![The Letter, Camille Corot (French, Paris 1796–1875 Paris), Oil on wood ](https://collectionapi.metmuseum.org/api/collection/v1/iiif/435976/796266/main-image) Self reflection requires a self to reflect upon Now let's say one day in the future, this issue you are reading now ends up in an essay anthology book and is delivered to the NYPL front desk. It is the task of the librarians to decipher the information of the book and place the book where it belongs most – perhaps in a section about fields of study, or about library science itself (*meta!*). The librarians need to have some sort of system that they can develop that is more effective than blindly throwing books into a heap and hoping for the best. An example of this is the Dewey Decimal System. ### Dewey or Not Dewey The **Dewey Decimal System** is a way libraries organize books using numbers. Each subject gets a number from 000 to 999\. It’s divided into 10 main classes, 100 divisions, and 1000 sections. For example, the 500s are for science, and the 820s for English literature. The Dewey Decimal System is not the only organization system on the block. There's multiple systems including the LoC (Library of Congress), the UDC (Universal Decimal Classification) and the BBC (not the news network, the Bliss Bibliographic Classification). All these systems have pros and cons, each is a conjecture about how to organize information that comes into the library, each is improved upon as our knowledge of information itself evolves. For example, the work done by Claude Shannon and his peers ushered information science into a new era where boolean algebra could now be considered a first class information science tool. ![How the Bit Was Born: Claude Shannon and the Invention of ...](https://i0.wp.com/www.themarginalian.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/09/claudeshannon-1.jpg?resize=680%2C695&ssl=1) Claude Shannon, father of Information Theory: the quantification, encoding, and transmission of data across communication channels ### Personal Library Science Today, I am claiming that there is a new field of study in the world, an off shoot of library science, called **personal library science**. Personal Library Science is defined as: *the discipline concerned with the organization, retrieval, and transformation of an individual's data.* The operative words here are: **organization**, **transformation**, and **individual**. Personal library science is focused on **you and your data**, not the existence of all data itself. More succinctly, personal library science is focused on **your relationship with your information**. How do we **store** information so that it useful at a later date? How do we **transform** our information into new valuable assets in different creative domains? How do we do all of this while being flexible enough for the idiosyncrasies, proclivities, likes and dislikes of **eight billion distinct individuals**? How do we chronicle the information diet of a single person as they learn new things, interact with the world at different phases in their life? How do we make sure we can pass down our best knowledge to generations below? **In sum, how do we manage the libraries of us?** Massive challenges, to be sure. ### Informational Overwhelm We can **quantifiably** say that people take in information every day: from podcasts, to short form video, to books from thousands of years ago, the information diet of human beings is varied, complex, and multifaceted. We then use this information to make **critical judgement calls**: to move cross country, to take or quit a job, to vote for politicians, to put cereal in before or after milk. > ā€œToo many scholars think of research as purely a cerebral pursuit. If we do nothing with the knowledge we gain, then we have wasted our study. Books can store information better than we can—what we do that books cannot is interpret. So if one is not going to draw conclusions, then one might as well just leave the information in the texts.ā€ *\-- The Way of Kings (The Stormlight Archive, Book 1)* As such, it is of utmost importance that we create a **middle ground language** that we can make conjectures and developments against. We need to be able to understand the overlap between *psychology, technology, publishing, the value of literacy, human creativity and our ability to make good judgement calls for ourselves and our communities*. I think personal library science is the tool that is up to the challenge. > Personal Library Science is defined as: the discipline concerned with the organization, retrieval, and transformation of an individual's data. ### Up Next Next week, we will discuss the current landscape of technology, and why now is the time for personal library science to be taken seriously. We will be looking at the history of personal computing and why it matters to personal library science. The week after that, we will be discussing commonplace books, philosophy of what human judgement means, and the responsibility of the reader. ### Teaser #### Tangent: Personal Computing *In 1975, the Altair 8800 was released. Widely considered* [*the first personal computer*](https://nerdfighteria.info/v/M5BZou6C01w/?ref=bramadams.dev)*, the critical advancement of computing was driven by affordability and programmability. Easier programming languages and lower cost made computers not massive time sharing leviathans owned only by defense departments and academia, but machines people could bring into their own homes changed the equation entirely...* ![The Altair 8800: The Machine That Launched the PC Revolution | PCMag](https://i.pcmag.com/imagery/articles/011zA8kSHYF2kCZR6bapVku-1.fit_lim.size_1253x1095.v_1569470706.jpg) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Week of April 19,2024what i thought was interesting this week: vannevar bush, suzume, killua v tanks, fan fiction anime metal, travis scotts fall, ai music, neat ghost feature learned by mistake, more!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/Franz-Antoine-Frau-Hofrat-Josefine-Raymond.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-04-19-2024/) i went on a family guy clips binge this week, and finished a book about the potency of humiliation in the status game Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Week of April 19,2024 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-04-19-2024/ Last updated: 2024-04-23T03:53:51.000Z ## Books [Pieces of the ActionAn inside account of one of the most innovative R&D eco…![](https://www.goodreads.com/favicon.ico)GoodreadsVannevar Bush![](https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1656445966i/61366285.jpg)](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/61366285-pieces-of-the-action?ref=bramadams.dev) [The Status Game: On Human Life and How to Play It: On S…For centuries, philosophers and scholars have described…![](https://www.goodreads.com/favicon.ico)GoodreadsWill Storr![](https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1627367177i/58642436.jpg)](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/58642436-the-status-game?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Movies [The Peasants (2023)Peasant girl Jagna is forced to marry the much older, wealthy farmer Boryna, despite her love for his son Antek. 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John Green) - Objectivity 285**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ip2RRTeTGOQ&list=LL&index=54&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Do Bad Reviews Kill Companies?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QztFpzKsdeA&list=LL&index=56&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Family Guy - "Whites only" carnival](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18kZmDMlz9Y&list=LL&index=57&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Drake Actually Cooked](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryddVgVMVyQ&list=LL&index=58&ref=bramadams.dev) - [When You Both Don't Want to Drive](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NetRCShwRw0&list=LL&index=60&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Family Guy-Quagmire spills Kool Aid](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GoUD2JXjSsA&list=LL&index=61&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Drumline (1/5) Movie CLIP - Late Night Tryouts (2002) HD](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQW38-aU5gI&list=LL&index=63&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Togashi Just Confirmed The ULTIMATE Nen Users!**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PucCkQg0Mjs&list=LL&index=66&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Family Guy - I was the bad boy of tennis](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MI3URakQWHQ&list=LL&index=67&ref=bramadams.dev) - [my top 5 is Drake](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGgx038EVfg&list=LL&index=68&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Top 10 Strongest Dragon Ball Characters](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gR7MVfZJEg8&list=LL&index=74&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Steven Crowder Is Losing His Mind](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iEppg2GhR58&list=LL&index=72&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**It's way different than you think**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sxxqxqVSNo&list=LL&index=75&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Two Years Ago, This Man Was 500 Pounds. Now He Is Two Men Who Weigh 250 Pounds.**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=%5FJPwswJgSk4&list=LL&index=77&ref=bramadams.dev) - [What If Toji Was Hired To Take Down Meruem?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZSrFCUJCt1Q&list=LL&index=78&ref=bramadams.dev) - [When cooler PULLED up to earth and realized GOKU is ONE of ONE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FOOXh-dqFZ8&list=LL&index=81&t=188s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [TK from 凛として時雨 - unravel / THE FIRST TAKE](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsLsBs4oW30&list=LL&index=83&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry (Album Version) (Official Video)**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RisBAkC0x8&list=LL&index=90&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Is Sora Really Happy? | The Psychology of Sora**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rBSuDFL8uAk&list=LL&index=92&t=2197s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Yuh yuh yuh yuh Meme Format (Song "Crunk Ain't Dead" by Duke Deuce)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wRzdyjT0n10&list=LL&index=93&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**The Worst Product I've Ever Reviewed... For Now**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TitZV6k8zfA&list=LL&index=94&t=136s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [We Were WRONG About Tserriednich's Nen Ability!](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GpUq-AelIsA&list=LL&index=95&ref=bramadams.dev) - [most logical polymerization](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yLAJN9DJGoY&list=LL&index=98&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**The First "Just Chatting" Streamer?**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tz%5F406diD4I&list=LL&index=99&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**you've never seen books like these before! (9 ergodic literature books)**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4XGG3mBQaxU&list=LL&index=100&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Papyrus 2 - SNL](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8PdffUfoF0&list=LL&index=101&ref=bramadams.dev) - [How did European Explorers Speak to Newly-discovered Natives? 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The things kids make bracelets out of. > > The dumbing down of America continues… > > — 😔fermion, PhD (@angryfermion) [April 19, 2024](https://twitter.com/angryfermion/status/1781304694125514876?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > Just stick the q-tip in your ear. God has abandoned us. > > — Jason, ex Inferis (@benedictsred) [April 17, 2024](https://twitter.com/benedictsred/status/1780417122520224179?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > i don't trust any "dev influencers" unless they're writing C in a 20 year old IDE with no syntax highlighting [pic.twitter.com/3zkA2uNChK](https://t.co/3zkA2uNChK?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Nucleusā˜•ļø (@EsotericCofe) [April 17, 2024](https://twitter.com/EsotericCofe/status/1780653326826111338?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > Taylor Swift mentioned Grand Theft Auto in her newest album [pic.twitter.com/qF0guvce69](https://t.co/qF0guvce69?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Dexerto (@Dexerto) [April 19, 2024](https://twitter.com/Dexerto/status/1781349552009740338?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > fuck. [https://t.co/M7BirqVCuQ](https://t.co/M7BirqVCuQ?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Paul Tyson (@JustChump) [April 16, 2024](https://twitter.com/JustChump/status/1780314029887566121?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > [pic.twitter.com/jMMpD6FeBv](https://t.co/jMMpD6FeBv?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Orwell & Goode | $TREN (@OrwellNGoode) [April 16, 2024](https://twitter.com/OrwellNGoode/status/1780196997468651926?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 53: We're Back, Baby! URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-53/ Last updated: 2024-04-14T06:41:23.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-52/) ## Watch or Listen to this Issue (or Read it Below!) ![audio-thumbnail](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/media/2024/04/issue53_thumb.jpeg) Issue 53: We're Back, Baby! 0:00 /348.786188 1Ɨ --- *Dear Reader,* ## Food For Thought Welcome back! It's hard to believe a month has passed since the last issue, but as spring officially kicks into gear, it's time to kickstart the engine and get back into the flow of things. ### Catching Up to Speed In the [last issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-52/), I wrote that I'd be utilizing my month away from the weekly Sunday releases to work on software that would power the audiovisual arm of the newsletter. My goal was to create software that would "automate" the creation of engaging and novel audiovisuals, without sacrificing the core value add of the text newsletter. I'm happy to say that I was *mostly* successful in this endeavor. ### Quo-Host & The Philosophy of Software that Solves a Problem The result of this month's work is ***Quo-Host***, a collection of programs that create engaging YouTube videos from the source material of book highlights and a raw audio transcription. Building software like Quo-Host is interesting because it needs to be many things at once. It is software that attempts to solve a multi-level problem, while at the same minimizing the externalized costs it imposes on the larger system as a whole. ### From Dev to End User After a few weeks of grinding, I was able to get out a release of Quo-Host that I'm happy with. In this context, "release" means that I can use the software as an end user instead of as an active developer. In other words, to move from the program to the "executable file". More importantly, I was able to integrate a lot of technologies and philosophies I'd been mentally toying with for many months but didn't have the time to build out, which I will be discussing the implications of later in this issue. This included coming to terms with "how I want to spend my hours", and relying on technology to improve the value and accessibility of my work without taking away the parts I consider idiosyncratic and fun. In the "*Catching Up to Speed*" section above, I said the build was "mostly" successful, so allow me to briefly elaborate on that. I think the resulting videos from Quo-Host – as a viewer – fall somewhere on the spectrum of being more engaging than a video of B-Roll but less engaging than a professionally edited video by far. Going forward, I'd like to improve the quality of the experience enough to make it something that people look forward to watching, even if they don't read the newsletter. [GitHub - bramses/quo-host: podcast co host with automagic quote surfacing and realtime highlighting. great for youtube!podcast co host with automagic quote surfacing and realtime highlighting. great for youtube! - bramses/quo-host![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/f81dc6ee84a1485005b87280f22a4905934268642c2704972e809889c7fafbf1/bramses/quo-host)](https://github.com/bramses/quo-host?ref=bramadams.dev) The source code for Quo-Host. Notable files include: transcriber/simulate.py, public/index.html, server.py, and transcriber/transcript\_to\_chapters.py ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/IMG_9848.jpg) "maybe its a feature not a bug?" cope cope cope In the earliest ideation phase, Quo-Host was merely concept art in a Field Notes journal. An impassible architectural challenge I faced was: how to make the computation feel "real-time" even though the audio it is processing against will have past by the time the computation pipeline finishes! In essence, I needed some sort of mind reading capability! I don't know if there's a Python package for that just yet! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/Screenshot-2024-04-02-11-30-31-1.png) An initial figma sketch of how i wanted the UI to feel From there I had to plan out the UX of the videos themselves. I wanted the quote text to be readable on small phones, so I used a JS library called [textFit](https://github.com/STRML/textFit?ref=bramadams.dev), which helped a ton. The top bar is the model's reasoning, which I find helpful as a "what was GPT thinking" section, and the bottom is a word timed transcription. The highlights make the whole thing easier to dive into, and more approachable. *(*[*You can see the full playlist of Quo-Host videos here*](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=36kqdu7gAms&list=PLrWFPxfKMmzU2643uFacbAS8ViaGkUOLy&index=3&ref=bramadams.dev)*.)* I'm still playing with form factor, delivery, voices (I'm using [Eleven Labs](https://elevenlabs.io/?ref=bramadams.dev) for the narration), editing, etc. but this project was a success in making video releases from my work fast, and fun. ### The Plan for Year Two of the Newsletter As we head back into our weekly cadence, I'd like to introduce the plan for the *content* of the newsletter in year two. Last year, I was driven mainly by curiosity, tackling any random topic that piqued my interest and I thought could create an engaging short essay that I could reliably get out within a week. Broadly speaking though, the themes I wrote about were books and technology, as well as the occasional social critique. By the end of the year, I began exploring "series type" newsletters, multi week deep dives into a single topic. I liked these series posts because I could logically split the work into digestible weekly chunks for the reader, while also being ambitious with callbacks, ideas, and build towards larger philosophies over a period of time. This year, I want to take the concept of series farther. Much. Farther. ### But On What? As you likely know by now, I've long been in search of the "holy grail synthesis" of books and computers. I'm fascinated by the ideas and executions of combining one of civilization's oldest surviving technologies (books \~= 5500 years old) with one of civilization's youngest technologies (digital computers \~= 80 years old). Books and computers (specifically software development) have both had immeasurable impact on my life, and I see both as integral ingredients of the person I am today and the person I desire to be in the future. In addition, I think books and a deeper understanding of computing are integral to the optimal functioning of our species as the new immense challenges we face require more and more nuance, wisdom, and judgement. Thanks to the recent advent of LLMs, I think we are in the beginning of a golden era of commonplace books and computing at the individual level. My anecdotal experiences building and using [Commonplace Bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev) have sufficiently proven this to me. I've even coined a term for the field I'll be expounding upon in depth over the next couple of months: ***personal library science***. ### Personal Library Science Personal library science is a portmanteau of "personal computing" and "library science" and asks a simple, but very deep question: How we can use ***computing*** to **organize** and **augment** the ***reading*** ***and*** ***writing*** ***of books*** at the **individual** human level? We'll be spending **a lot** of time with this topic going forward, as I feel it is time to consider it seriously as both a field of study and as a suite of software tools and capabilities. ### Let's Get To It! Next week, the newsletter will be back with the first issue of year two with a deep dive into the argument for personal library science. Again, welcome back, and I'll see you all, next Sunday. ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates If you've visited the site in the past month, you'll see that I haven't gone radio silent. In fact, I've been consistently posting [#instabrams](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/instabram/) all month! Still the most fun, random, slice-of-life tag of the site. [Ball Is Life!almost friday tv is better than most studio productions![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/State-Bed-Hangings.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-april-12-2024/) [ArisetextFit is goated, figma to reality![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/04/Jacques-Callot-Culte-du-Demon.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-04-05/) [The Role is for ā€œGrandsonā€re-finding an old song i liked a lot, fym rasengans don’t work on him?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Stefano-della-Bella-Plate-9.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-03-29-2024/) [MapGPT is doing numbersand so is my GCP account![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Michelangelo-by-Daniele.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-03-22-24/) [Will you search through the loamy earth for me?Climb through the briar and bramble![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Gold-Coin-Sullivan.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-03-14-2024/) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Ball Is Life! 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[TOOTHBRUSH GANGSTA'S PARADISE | AI COVER |](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2GRnrFfURYo&list=LL&index=3&ref=bramadams.dev) - [The Lord of The Rings, but with female interactions only](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wW4fLBD5MPs&list=LL&index=2&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Cobrak 17 | Destruction Warlock PvP**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qivk-7QZBus&list=LL&index=5&t=457s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**succession is just american trash**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GmrmukwjSbI&list=LL&index=6&ref=bramadams.dev) - [I put a bit of wine in it \[Original\]](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NLO3fmmsBKI&list=LL&index=8&ref=bramadams.dev) - [What Killed Napoleon?](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s-9ATLwgx5s&list=LL&index=12&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**\[RS\] Humanity**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-jxRcGQM5Qo&list=LL&index=14&ref=bramadams.dev) - [15 Books to Read Before You Die - Jay Dyer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F4DVfbBJYEE&list=LL&index=18&t=416s&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Wouldn’t you like to know weather boy - Vine](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rr2Pzl%5Fhius&list=LL&index=19&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Top 10 metal moments in classical music](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uEpPsh4ZqBY&list=LL&index=21&ref=bramadams.dev) - [farewell hallucigenia](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gfZUY%5FdmG4&list=LL&index=22&ref=bramadams.dev) - [ogre STUPID](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=et2pYQigIhc&list=LL&index=23&ref=bramadams.dev) - [The Prince of Egypt Musical | Deliver Us | Live from London's West End](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUuaBTIvtG8&list=LL&index=25&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Ex-YouTube Employee Reacts to TikTok Ban](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lk4T43rD8zY&list=LL&index=35&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**PRINCE's work ethic**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECGcTM%5Fgk4s&list=LL&index=38&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Where Your Waste Actually Goes When You Flush](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xyU34Fhi0FY&list=LL&index=40&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Gon Lost His Mind. 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Dropped off in this wasteland, surrounded by the lost and gone \[Verse 2\] San Francisco skyline, a backdrop of empty dreams Silicon Valley's promise, shattered and torn at the seams In this sea of tents and sorrow, I stand here all alone A midwest emo wanderer, searching for a place to call home \[Chorus\] ***I guess I'll just order some Doordash*** A fleeting comfort in this concrete jungle so brash But as I wait for my temporary reprieve I'm reminded of the irony that life can deceive (ooh-yeah) 0:00 /2:00 1Ɨ \[Verse\] In the heart of the Midwest, where the sunsets glow Two friends, Glenn and Ben, turn thirty years old (ooh-yeah) Through all the highs and lows, they've stood by each other's side Forever young at heart, their spirits never died \[Verse 2\] Late nights strumming chords, writing songs of love and loss Finding solace in the melodies, disregarding the cost (ooooh) They've chased dreams and passions, and faced life's bitter sting But through it all, they never forgot the joy music brings \[Chorus\] Happy birthday, Glenn and Ben, may your hearts forever sing (ooh-yeah) As you journey through life's winding road, remember one thing Hold on to your dreams, let your voices be heard Forever young in spirit, the best is yet to be unfurled 0:00 /1:11 1Ɨ \[Verse\] In the city where the dreamers go I'm searching for a job, don't you know Laid off, but I won't let it define me Gotta hustle, it's time to shine, see \[Verse 2\] Scrollin' on LinkedIn, puttin' myself out there Design skills polished, I'm beyond compare I'm hopin' for a company with the vision To recognize my talent and ambition \[Chorus\] Swipe right, I'm the designer with the fire Ready to ignite, take me higher I'm the one you've been searching for Hit me up, I'm ready to soar ### Issue 52: A Year Around the Sun URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-52/ Last updated: 2024-04-10T18:52:02.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-51/) ## ft. Quo-Host Hunter X Hunter The Last Mission - Overture (Companion Song to Read With!) 0:00 /127.368 1Ɨ Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought With this issue, we are officially marking the **one year anniversary** of the newsletter! Anniversaries give us a great excuse to pause and reflect on the what and the why of the work completed, the lessons learned. In this issue, I'd like to go over what I have learned from shipping a weekly newsletter, reveal some metadata and go over if maintaining a weekly newsletter was worth it. ### Why? The first question that should be answered about any decision is why. A strong why is a foundation upon which an abstract tower (*and real ones, for that matter*) is built. Without knowing why you are doing something, failure will surely arrive, either through atrophy, or through some immediate event. The whys of the newsletter for bramadams.dev included: - can I publish something that I am proud of **consistently**? - can I **experiment** with my writing style, and become a **better** writer? - can I compete on the Internet without having or maintaining a **social media presence**? - can I make **money** from writing prose and/or code? At the start of the year of issues, I had no answers to any of these questions. Now I am happy to say that I have answers to all of them! I'll be going over the results of these whys at the end of the post. ### Business Details It needn't be said that any endeavor, creative or otherwise, will eventually begin to need energy from outside the system to power it. Initially, you as the provider will be providing the entire energy from your own resources. It will eat into your mind and spirit. And probably your pockets too. How much did I *pay* for the newsletter and my site? In 2023, I spent: Ghost Pro = **$300/annually**, Google Domain + email address = **$12/annually**. My analyics provider, [Plausible](https://plausible.io/bramadams.dev?period=year&keybindHint=Y&ref=bramadams.dev), costs **$60/annually.** There are other costs that are rounding errors against these three, but any person should be able to create a Ghost account and buy a custom domain and begin publishing today, if they so choose. How much did I *make* this year? From my calculations, I've made roughly **\~$400** since the genesis of the newsletter. This means I made about **\~$33/month** running the newsletter. Definitely not enough to support a life, or even a newsletter frankly, but being **breakeven** for what I pay to host and giving me the privilege to write weekly is a good start. In terms of *growth and engagemen*t, the open rate for the newsletter this year has averaged around a **52-54% open rate**. This has stayed consistent through the growth of the newsletter. [Issue #1](https://www.bramadams.dev/202303162150/) was delivered to **29** people, and the previous issue, [Issue #51](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-51/) was delivered to **130** people. These opens matter less than the feedback I have received. Over the year of publishing, I have received personal replies or direct messages from \~8-12 members of the community (depending on how you count), which means a lot, since writing and publishing said writing can often feel like pouring your soul into a black hole. ### Technical Details The existence of a weekly email newsletter implies at the very minimum, that email software exists. There are many options to running a newsletter in 2024\. I use [Ghost](https://ghost.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) because it is the **only** offering that makes sense for me. I am a **developer** who wants customizability so I can dive into the look, feel and functionality of **my site**, but I do not want to have to manage the "**everything else**" parts of running a modern website (*email SMTP, user subscription billing and accounts, server management, SEO, mobile-first rendering, search, comments, etc.*). I am a **writer** as well, which means that I focus on writing. Developers with personal sites often only end up writing one or two posts on their website per year (*or forever*) because of their insistence to own everything or pay zero dollars in favor of spending hours of their lives reinventing the wheel. Writers suffer the opposite problem of becoming too dependent on the platform they post to, without owning it, leaving them subject to changes decided by developers who may or may not be sympathetic to their causes. [Substack](https://substack.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) and [buttondown](https://buttondown.email/?ref=bramadams.dev) are popular options if you want to write without having control. [Hugo](https://gohugo.io/?ref=bramadams.dev) and [NextJS](https://nextjs.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) are popular options if you want to have control, but not write. In my opinion, in the long term, you'll need both. But something is better than nothing, and perfect is the enemy of the good. ### Life Lessons So, did I get better at accomplishing my why as the year progressed? In terms of **consistency**, I have sufficiently proven to myself that not only can I indeed publish weekly, I can publish hard things that make me think. I made a promise to myself and my readers, and I keep that promise to the best of my reasonable ability. This ability to speak and act on your truth is **necessary** **for self esteem.** In terms of **experimentation**, the issues have become much more ambitious as they have evolved. Issues started as a compilation of work done that week, as well as things I found across the web that entertained me. Issues over the course of the year have evolved into essays thousands of words long (*this particular issue clocks in at over 2500 words*). By consolidating, reshaping, and not being afraid of failure, I have learned a lot about what it means to set goals and then take steps towards their reality. I have become a better writer as well šŸ™‚, yes. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-18-16-35-10-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-18-16-35-32-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-18-16-38-09-1.png) In terms of **social media competition**, I'd say the results were mediocre to good. No issue went "viral", outside perhaps the well read series ending up on the [front page of Metafilter](https://www.metafilter.com/202486/A-Message-from-Big-Book?ref=bramadams.dev), but the growth has been slow and steady. As I have said before, I am much happier with the creative breadth and depth I have achieved with the newsletter. I **could not** have done that spending 24 hours a day arguing on Twitter or bragging on LinkedIn. In terms of **money**, I have played around with certain posts being free and others paid, etc. etc. This has not worked as I hope, and as a soloprenuer, efforts to make the newsletter profitable and sustainable are key to its continued existence. I have a plan going forward for the second year of issues (discussed below) to bring more revenue into the coffers while maintaining quality, adding discoverability, and not ceding any control. We'll see how it plays out! ### bramadams.dev Email Newsletter Season Two What will the future of the newsletter look like? Heading into year two there are going to be some substantial changes, while other things will stay the same. ***Going forward, the newsletter will include a audiovisual arm as well as the written arm.*** I want to improve the profit margins as well as increase the discoverability of bramadams.dev for this next year, and to do that, I need to break into video. The videos will functionally feel a lot like the written versions, with the advantage of not having to read them. In addition, a special new creation, Quo-Host (discussed below) will be helping out! ***Staring with this issue, I will be taking a month off from newsletters.*** I need to write some scaffolding code for season two, and I need to get better on camera with the technology and resources I have access to. In addition, I am working on an exciting app: [Quo-Host](https://github.com/bramses/quo-host?ref=bramadams.dev), a LLM agent podcast co-host that retrieves relevant quotes from books **as you are talking in real time**. Many of the lessons I'm taking into Quo-Host were inspired by the lessons I've learned building this newsletter, including the importance of highlights inside quotes, and that the creative process and final output is heavily influenced by the quality of material available in its creation. Finally, I want to slow down and take some time off. Unfortunately I have other projects in motion that prevent a "true break", but it is important to realize that work can never be "done" and productivity is merely a stream. We need lazy parts of the river, and we need rapids. ***Going forward from the return of the newsletter in issue #53, the newsletter will be video and text alternating.*** This means the newsletter will still be every week, but half the weeks will be embedded YouTube videos, and the other half will continue to be essays as you see now. **Full videos will only be available to paid subscribers**, but the first half will be free. This may or may not extend to the written version as well, but I doubt it. We'll see. ### And Thank You!!! Finally, thank you, dear reader, for sticking around. Writing is something I feel compelled to do, much like we need to breathe, but having my writing be read by other humans completes its purpose, and for that, I am in your debt! I'll see you in a month! > Writing is motivated by an impulse not only to direct ideas but also to direct them toward another. Only when a piece of writing reaches another, a reader, does it achieve this underlying intention. Writing is not only a reflective, inwardly directed gesture but is also an expressive, outwardly directed (political) gesture. One who writes presses into his own interior and at the same time outward toward someone else. \-- [Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004X53R1W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > I placed the highest priority on the sort of life that lets me focus on writing, not associating with all the people around me. I felt that the indispensable relationship I should build in my life was not with a specific person, but with an unspecified number of readers. As long as I got my day-to-day life set so that each work was an improvement over the last, then many of my readers would welcome whatever life I chose for myself. Shouldn’t this be my duty as a novelist, and my top priority? My opinion hasn’t changed over the years. I can’t see my readers’ faces, so in a sense it’s a conceptual type of human relationship, but I’ve consistently considered this invisible, conceptual relationship to be the most important thing in my life. In other words, you can’t please everybody. \-- [What I Talk About When I Talk About Running (Vintage International) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0015DWJ8W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ## On My Gilded Nightstand - Favorite Newsletter Issues Here are a collection of my favorite newsletters over the year! Give them a read! ### Insane in the Meme-brane > I **want** human programmers to create ideas I haven't seen before. I want the universal sea of 0's (the world before the first computer was created) to be poetically and methodically converted into 1's by a new generation of technologically enabled code-artists. [Issue 3: Insane in the (Meme)braneOn insanity, garble, shared understanding, and audiovisual content![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/DALL-E-2023-03-29-01.30.51---Create-an-abstract-piece-inspired-by-the-Surrealist-movement-that-explores-the-concept-of-self-reflection-and-personal-growth..png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304021539/) ### Blogging in 3D How blogging was fundamentally changed by the existence of sharing chats with LLMs. [Issue 13: Blogging in 3DBetter Never-Better than Better-Never, I suppose!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/06/bramses_hyperlinks_dot_matrix_b51845ca-a6fe-42d4-bb1b-c6b99a2627e7.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306112146/) ### Can a Gardener be a Perfectionist? A thesis into my favorite book of 2023, *Gardens* by Robert Pogue Harrison. [Issue 19: Can a Gardener Be a Perfectionist?The Henry Fordification of life and prospect![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/famer-dalle-0.webp)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307232155/) ### The Real Book Quotes of L.A. Nine weeks before the issue where I announce Commonplace Bot (below), my first experiment in getting quotes into vector format and "doing" something with them. [Issue 20: The Real Book Quotes of L(ibr).A(ry).Is everything becoming embedded inevitable?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/bramses_A_reality_TV_show_poster_featuring_anthropomorphized_bo_f3f54514-2d5d-41c7-a534-ecda10d5c583.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307302034/) ### Napoleon's Secret Weapon I like this issue because of the breadth of topics it covers, as well as stretching my skill in novel tasks of art, programming, storytelling, and thinking. [Issue 22: Napoleon’s Secret WeaponYou are what you read.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_a_spear_from_war_lying_on_the_floor_of_a_beautiful_libr_4192e34f-2734-45b1-9a6f-58fb268d98c5.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308132046/) ### Bleeding Edge Technology is Made for Silly Art In this issue, I get to play with creative coding. I really do love creative code. I also introduced the **Random Post** button, a mainstay of bramadams.dev. [Issue 23: Bleeding Edge Technology is Made for Silly Artan analysis on what it means to be human![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_giving_a_website_form_walking_through_the_halls_of_a_we_ea8b5033-4393-44c2-9a70-bfddd225d590.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308202158/) ### A House of Cards & Time Block Reflection In these issues, I am vulnerable about how my life is influenced by decisions and failings, as well as a look into my systems that keep me going. [Issue 27: A House of CardsWhat are your foundations? How good is your soil?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-ZkyhXwYGh8J6uqtPvC94bcCs.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202309172307/) [Issue 37: Sixteen Weeks of Time BlockingWhen you hold the sand from a broken hourglass in your hands, it’s just sand.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-03-22-34-31-1.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-37/) ### Anything But Commonplace This post marked the launch of my most ambitious project to date, [Commonplace Bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev). **I cannot sufficiently convey in words how impactful Commonplace Bot has been to my reading practice, as well as my writing process.** From this issue forward, the influence of the commonplace Bot is clear in my work, and I have no doubts that will continue to be the case going forward. [Issue 29: Anything But CommonplaceCommonplace Bot is live!!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/10/DALL-E-2023-09-27-23.16.58---A-photo-of-a-futuristic-reading-nook-where-a-levitating-digital-book-hovers.-The-cover-art-is-a-modern-rendition-of-a-classic-sketch-of-a-French-woman.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-29/) ### We All Start as Strangers An issue about friendship. Friendship is underrated in our day and age. [Issue 34: We All Start As StrangersIf you got a chance, take it!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/11/1699485629434-1.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-34/) ### Self Surveillance The concept of arbitrage is important to me because I think it is something I do well that many knowledge workers do not, and it is an immense psychic relief to do correctly. Not to mention, great for progeny. [Issue 38: The Art of Self-SurveillanceI see...me![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/) ### The Losers of the Open Source Movement I think the open source movement is over hyped. Especially when wielded by virtue signalers. [Issue 39: The Losers of the Open Source MovementWhen the movement trends towards a cult![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-39/) ### The Holiday Series My first "series" issues. I think my look into the downsides of Christmas were interesting, though I did receive feedback that it might have been a bit harsh. Some predictions for the current year. [Issue 40: Santa’s Got a BIG BAG (of baggage)The Holiday Edition Pt. I![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-40/) [Issue 41: Reflecting on 2023 and Predictions for 2024The Holiday Issue Part II![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-41/) ### Are GPTs Websites? I think GPTs are a really big deal, though it might take a bit to get there. [Issue 42: Are GPTs Websites?Or are they perhaps something else altogether?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Snuffbox-by-Fromery.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/) ### The Well Read Series This series has gotten me called a snob by the Internet, but if I am to be a snob, I am more than happy to be a snob about books. A reading habit is a critical component to a life well lived. [Issue 44: Is Being Well Read Actually a Thing? Part I - Zero to OneThe superpower we neglect to use![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/gothlib.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) ### Your Art or Your Life Series In this series, I go over why having your own site in 2024 is not only the cool thing to do, it is the *right* thing to do. [Issue 50: Reset your Social Media AnnuallyOn the controlled burn of online profiles![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Daumier-Banquo-Clais-Bizoin.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-50/) Thanks for reading, and see you ~~next Sunday~~ next month! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Will you search through the loamy earth for me? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-03-14-2024/ Last updated: 2024-03-15T05:45:37.000Z ## Code [GitHub - w3slley/bookcover-api: šŸ“š Simple API for retrieving book covers from the webšŸ“š Simple API for retrieving book covers from the web - w3slley/bookcover-api![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubw3slley![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/2b4624d4e467f49a24926f2ebe782fda941dbb13e2d32821fdad263b60b769a4/w3slley/bookcover-api)](https://github.com/w3slley/bookcover-api?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - urchade/GLiNER: Generalist model for NER (Extract any entity types from texts)Generalist model for NER (Extract any entity types from texts) - urchade/GLiNER![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHuburchade![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/091682ec4c085ec7ecd3ce2f92eb732394ab2c553a654e4dd47b1bba19be1c0f/urchade/GLiNER)](https://github.com/urchade/GLiNER?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - ShipBit/slickgpt: SlickGPT is a light-weight ā€œuse-your-own-API-keyā€ web client for the OpenAI API written in Svelte. It offers GPT-4 integration, a userless share feature and other superpowers.SlickGPT is a light-weight "use-your-own-API-key" web client for the OpenAI API written in Svelte. It offers GPT-4 integration, a userless share feature and other superpowers. - ShipBit/s…![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubShipBit![](https://repository-images.githubusercontent.com/617969389/da9185f2-295d-4836-9ada-5d898ee41435)](https://github.com/ShipBit/slickgpt?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - openai/transformer-debuggerContribute to openai/transformer-debugger development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubopenai![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/0141e0e63fd7529d0d493988ee2e0119a92ffa2d02f3f11232d8fc4e4dee4eb5/openai/transformer-debugger)](https://github.com/openai/transformer-debugger?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-14-22-06-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-14-02-47-00.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Getty-Art-802.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Gon-vs-Hisoka-intro.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9676-1-1.jpg) ## Blogs [Notes on The Timeless Way of BuildingSome months ago, a friend recommend Christopher Alexander’s A Pattern Language. I hadn’t heard of it before, and as I started poking around I realized that this was the second of a series of three books, and recommendations generally pointed me to start instead with The Timeless Way of Building.![](https://lethain.com/favicon.ico)Irrational Exuberance![](https://lethain.com/static/blog/2018/timeless.jpg)](https://lethain.com/timeless-way-of-building/?ref=bramadams.dev) [The Getty Makes Nearly 88,000 Art Images Free to Use However You LikeSince the J. Paul Getty Museum launched its Open Content program back in 2013, we’ve been featuring their efforts to make their vast collection of cultural artifacts freely accessible online.![](https://cdn8.openculture.com/2017/06/17162746/OC-favicon-300x300.png)Open CultureColin Marshall![](https://cdn8.openculture.com/2024/03/07214151/e5d29650-11f8-4897-9540-54a9dd65b04f_1024.jpg)](https://www.openculture.com/2024/03/the-getty-makes-nearly-88000-art-images-free-to-use-however-you-like.html?ref=bramadams.dev) [https://www.tumblr.com/hunterxhell/137521034677/killugon-meta-%E5%BF%83%E4%B8%AD%E3%81%A0%E3%81%AA-a-lovers-suicide-i-guess](https://www.tumblr.com/hunterxhell/137521034677/killugon-meta-%E5%BF%83%E4%B8%AD%E3%81%A0%E3%81%AA-a-lovers-suicide-i-guess?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Music ## Movies [Glengarry Glen Ross (1992)When an office full of New York City real estate salesmen is given the news that all but the top two will be fired at the end of the week, the atmosphere begins to heat up. Shelley Levene, who has a sick daughter, does everything in his power to get better leads from his boss, John Williamson, but to no avail. When his coworker Dave Moss comes up with a plan to steal the leads, things get complicated for the tough-talking salesmen.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/2t/5d/9g/7w/glengarry-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=e069595e9f)](https://letterboxd.com/film/glengarry-glen-ross/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Detectorists Special (2022)The detecting club is in trouble; developers are sniffing around, and after losing out on a big finder’s fee, they need a miracle to help save their beloved scout hall. So when Lance manages to secure a permission to search ten acres of prime, undetected land, it looks like things could be on the up. But when a mysterious relic is unearthed, he breaks protocol, threatening his friendship with Andy and the future of the DMDC.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/film-poster/9/5/1/3/8/1/951381-detectorists-special-0-230-0-345-crop.jpg?v=ef44337abd)](https://letterboxd.com/film/detectorists-special/?ref=bramadams.dev) [The Killer (2023)After a fateful near-miss, an assassin battles his employers, and himself, on an international manhunt he insists isn’t personal.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/r7/0z/1x/xf/the-killer-2023-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=15dadbb22c)](https://letterboxd.com/film/the-killer-2023/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Maestro (2023)A towering and fearless love story chronicling the lifelong relationship between Leonard Bernstein and Felicia Montealegre Cohn Bernstein. A love letter to life and art, Maestro at its core is an emotionally epic portrayal of family and love.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/d4/zc/k5/ps/Maestro2-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=a80b640668)](https://letterboxd.com/film/maestro-2023/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Videos - [**Succession but it's a Goofy Comedy Movie**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hxfK0y1A0DU&list=LL&index=1&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Leonard Bernstein, LSO - Mahler: Symphony No. 2 in C Minor "Resurrection", V. Finale (Excerpt)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZEusNJLoRw&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Two Liam Neesons Kidnap Each Other's Daughters - Animated](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=65rb1JSNsvM&list=LL&index=6&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Survivor's Worst Player Of All Time](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRb2YMQKX5A&list=LL&index=9&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Rossi Rage returns, with a new look! šŸ”„#shorts #wwe #wwe2k23](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=%5FHmyKb0VQK0&list=LL&index=18&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Icon For Hire - Off With Her Head](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-w4JGHB2o6I&list=LL&index=19&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Literally Every Conversation in Star Wars.**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGLbDRsYuGI&list=LL&index=21&ref=bramadams.dev) - [yaphet kotto](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9O3gq-yIno0&list=LL&index=24&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Childish Gambino - STN MTN (Full Mixtape)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OW9N0jwWUgw&list=LL&index=24&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**Roma makes a sale (Glengarry Glen Ross)**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VDre1MOah0c&list=LL&index=26&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Slam dunk contest but it gets increasingly more creative](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7scEzDRNlV4&list=LL&index=28&ref=bramadams.dev) - [It's a Monday in 1985, and Shannon Just Walked In.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DlsKRlnPUWM&list=LL&index=35&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Why you should never trust A.I.](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckXa-rZfh7Q&list=LL&index=44&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Jordan Peterson talks about wizards and skeletons for roughly 2 minutes](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgPX11UgL1k&list=LL&index=43&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**How Drug Deals Went Before GPS**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIyvmwMlF2I&list=LL&index=47&ref=bramadams.dev) - [**How it feels typing anything with a remote. - YouTube**](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s%5Fw0-rn3n4k&list=LL&index=44&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Not the voice I expected…](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Ge83Ny3Zs4&list=LL&index=49&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Childish Gambino - "Algorhythm" LIVE @ Atlanta, GA](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DViqUUFt-F0&ref=bramadams.dev) - [I Spent Six Years and $45,000 Developing The Burrito Bone](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DOoMX-lg%5FFA&list=LL&index=51&ref=bramadams.dev) - [Memoro: Wearable Memory Assistant using Personal AI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOmvnHcGcXA&list=LL&index=28&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 51: Your Art or Your Life URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-51/ Last updated: 2024-04-10T18:50:58.000Z šŸ’” This post is part of a two part series. Part I: [Reset Your Social Media Annually](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-50/) Part II: [Your Art or Your Life](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-51/) (you are here) [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-50/) ## ft Quo-Host ## Audio ![audio-thumbnail](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/media/2024/04/ElevenLabs-AI-Voice-2024-issue-51_thumb.jpeg) Issue 51 0:00 /610.480313 1Ɨ Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought In the [last issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-50/), I made the case that the *widely-discussed-but-never-acted-upon suffering* of social media is caused by a saturation point that we have long past by avoiding acknowledging the sunk cost fallacies of our "profiles". I claimed that the remedy for this supersaturated state is to "hit the reset button", to download the data and restart your digital profile's existence (or delete it all together!). The inspiration for that issue ironically came from the one you are reading right now, the issue posted *after*. I had been meditating on the value of craft, art, business, and human creativity in the era of "content creation schedules". The seed of last issue's craft argument was that if you are truly good at what you do and have a strong base of self-esteem, deleting your profile should be an **overall good thing** for your craft, as it will allow you to **prove** it wasn't luck that got you to success in the first place. Specifically, I had been trying to divine the value of effort being put into a personal website. After all, time is limited and everything we do has an expiration date. Surely, there must be a more effective use of one's time, yes? The answers I found in this process took me from the caves of [Lascaux](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lascaux?ref=bramadams.dev), to the Twitter page of Mr. Beast. Following is a short journey into incentive structure, motivation, and finding what it means to be an artist. Let's start in 1905. ### The Modern W.J. Dawson ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/cottagemet.jpeg) from [the met](https://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search?showOnly=openAccess%7CwithImage&ref=bramadams.dev) In the first decade of the 20th century, writer W.J. Dawson [found a cottage to live in](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-the-quest-of-the-simple-life/). Dawson spent the beginning of his career in London as a salaryman, and began to tire of the hypocrisies of urbanity and industrialization. He was disgruntled with how mundane life had become under the thumb of his employer, the noise of his crowded London neighborhood and his neighbors in his posh flat, and most critically, his desires to have novelty and beauty in life. As a response, he began to plan his flight into the "wilderness", to buy a small plot of land where he could tire his body and mind with farm work during the days, and literature during the evenings. Dawson's book starts out very practical as he describes his journey in finding a place for his family to live, including some failures in the process of finding the right place to call home. He also addresses some of the finer points of homesteading and enjoying time in nature. The second half of the book is much more philosophical, and discusses in length what it means to "do good" as Dawson verbally spars with an urban friend of his about *what man owes his fellow man*. The root of the argument was as follows: is it malicious to the downtrodden to opt out from the city life and flee to the hills? I open this issue with the story of Dawson because I think there are many parallels in the era of our digital lives. The "Londons" of the web are the sites that traffic millions of users daily (social media), and personal websites function like a cottage in the countryside. In London, you may interface with thousands of people a day, including famous people and big wigs! On the other hand, as a cottage owner, you know people may occasionally drive by and appreciate the petunias you've planted in the front yard, but your day to day experience will largely be a solitary endeavor. And you'll never see Timothee Chalamet or Zendaya walking around your trellis, that's for sure. As such, we cottage owners must find a different incentive structure, one that can withstand the empirical scrutiny of "meaning". I can think of no better place to argue this from than art. This quote from Rick Rubin's [*The Creative Act*](https://www.bramadams.dev/i-dont-work-on-bramadams-dev-for-you/)transitions us nicely from domicile to the creative domain. > Imagine going to live on a mountaintop by yourself, forever. You build a home that no one will ever visit. Still, you invest the time and effort to shape the space in which you’ll spend your days. The wood, the plates, the pillows—all magnificent. Curated to your taste. This is the essence of great art. We make it for no other purpose than creating our version of the beautiful, bringing all of ourself to every project, whatever its parameters and constraints. Consider it an offering, a devotional act. We do the best, as we see the best—with our own taste. No one else’s. We create our art so we may inhabit it ourselves. ### Your Art ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Waves-Acrylic-Painting-Brooklyn.jpg) [The Great Deep - Fredrick J. Waugh](https://www.brooklynmuseum.org/opencollection/objects/690?ref=bramadams.dev) Art is unique. You can go anywhere in the universe and see a sky filled with countless stars, magnificent purple sunsets, infinitely vast oceans, tundras, snow-capped mountains and lakes of fire. You can breathe any number of gases, or see magnificent storms that will literally blow your socks off. [Hell, you can even see multiple suns in the sky at the same time](https://arc.net/l/quote/qcbtpsvr?ref=bramadams.dev)! These events and phenomena are all exceedingly commonplace. But as far as our modern knowledge reaches, there is only one place and time you can experience art. Here on Earth. In the era of the Holocene. *In other words, there are few things more rare in the universe than your favorite book.* In its truest form, art resists any attempt at summarization. Art can be multiple things to someone, or one thing to many. The highest compliment an artist who has mastered their craft can receive is: *"I love this work, but I struggle to define it, so I tell my friends they have to see it themselves and decide."* Even the earliest art mankind produced was done as an offering of sorts, a gift to the Muse that lives in your head. The artist who is in the flow state feels compelled, pushed, pulled, prodded, as if their art is a geyser bursting from pressure built up under the surface. The scream of art is to lash out onto the canvas and tear away at it in our own image. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Lascaux-painting.jpg) 17,000 year old painting and still better than anything I could draw Because of this process of (un)intentional creation, any work of art is both standalone and forever related to the context in which it came from. The ceiling of the Sistine Chapel is beautiful, but a *wallpaper-version-perfect-copy* on the ceiling of a Golden Corral by the strip mall ruins the point. All art has an internal message that the creator was trying to explain to themselves first (*and others, second*) and a relationship with the messaging of its immediate surroundings. On a personal site, every post, everything that fits conveniently under a slug URL, is an art piece. Each is a standalone piece of media that can live many different lives in many different contexts. Consumers of art presume that a single particular art piece defines an artist, perhaps their masterpiece, but this is not the case. An artist is constantly swimming through the stream of their art. There is no finish line. Every piece merely craves completion so it can make space for the next piece. The duty of an artist is to move. Just move. Just don't drown in the deluge of creativity. ### Your Gallery ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9670-2-1.jpg) Even at five I was weary with the world \[**Weltschmerz*\]. Not much has changed in a quarter century. Mr. Beast didn't make his art successful. **We did**. On the platform that is known as YouTube, Mr. Beast is oxygen. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-10-21-13-02.png) The success of Mr. Beast has caused many downstream effects, many clones, and in some weird coincidence, even more [creators](https://youtu.be/jiD8svbQtYs?si=N63h-N6QFqq3vlgM&ref=bramadams.dev) [discussing](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=%5FXMzsUM%5Fd1U&ref=bramadams.dev) [the](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rsw%5FJjj7A3I&ref=bramadams.dev) [clones](https://youtu.be/gauf6ZmIXxs?si=lE1k7PC6LYsKY0xP&ref=bramadams.dev). The platform itself imposes its messaging, its voice, its *ouvrĆ©* onto those who live and create inside its borders. But. Success is relative, and few of us ever become larger than the name we were born into. It is very impressive, the capacity of a human name. Imagine the most important person you know. Isn't it strange how all their deeds in life fit cleanly into their first and last name? How **big** is a name, really? In the era of TikTok influencers, many creators have struggled to move their audiences off platform. This is because their voice, whether or not they realize it, is edited by the community they post in. They are the Internet version a Londoner. Or a Tokyoite. Or a Chicagoan. If you leave, you have to find a new niche. *You can learn more about this problem from* [*Hank Green's Creator Problem video*](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bMzpGNr-EX8&ref=bramadams.dev)*.* To own your domain is to own the platform which follows your evolution as a creative. The domain you create in becomes the voice. The conversation emerges from the art you've created over time, and as you change, the platform changes. In this framing, the website itself becomes a meta art piece of sorts, always whole, but created from many different parts (*the human body is also like this: you were whole as a baby, and whole as an adult, despite the obvious differences between the two states of being*). ### Your Life I titled this issue "Your Art or Your Life" because, there is no difference, in my mind. The experience of "life" is merely paying attention. Your expectations of what you hope your life might be might differ from your reality, but what you experience, what you're experiencing, and what you will experience is the sum total of you. It follows that any art you produce, intentionally or unintentionally, is a byproduct of moving through the world, taking action and trying to distill the concept of your experience, *of who you think you are at that moment in time*, into a medium you can tell yourself and others about (movies, music, art, code, dance,...). Indeed, a personal website, consistently maintained, is not one, but both, the gallery and the art piece. A home in the woods, where you find your artistic voice by listening to the silence. You cannot flag and you must not stop. You must work on your site with fervor, while also allowing it to grow and die slowly as the years creep by. It must breathe with you, be born with you and perish with you. You must create with the seasons of your life, to follow the voice in your head wherever it may lead. In sum: > In the first decade of the 20th century, writer W.J. Dawson [found a cottage to live in](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-the-quest-of-the-simple-life/). And in the third decade of the 21st century, writer Bram Adams found a domain to create in. --- ***Drop by next week for issue #52, a special anniversary edition of the newsletter! I'll be reflecting on newsletter-ing for a year straight, and discuss my plans for year two of the newsletter.*** ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Divine Shield 0/2sThat day everyone forgot about The Beatles![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/St.-Lawrence-by-Martin-Schongauer.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-03-08-2024/) media dump for the week [A Discussion on Building Successful Agent APIsBeta Episode 1: How to kickstart successful API projects using the OpenAI API![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Begonia-Originality.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/a-discussion-on-building-successful-agent-apis/) the first beta episode of the podcast! excited to explore this format ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading [Exhaustion is Freneticism is ExhaustionMy Thoughts on The Burnout Society by Byung-Chul Han![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Gandolfi-Iphigenia-Sacrifice-1.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/exhaustion-is-freneticism-is-exhaustion/) the trials and tribulations of an achievement society [I Don’t Work on bramadams.dev For YouMy Thoughts on The Creative Act: A Way of Being by Rick Rubin![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Ingres-Young-Man.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/i-dont-work-on-bramadams-dev-for-you/) this book was quoted in this very issue! [Is It Worse to Be A Good Citizen?My Thoughts on Alone in Berlin (Play) by Hans Falida![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Eduard-Gaertner-Parochialstrasse.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-alone-in-berlin-play/) what would you do to stand up for what someone else believes in? [You are tiring yourself, Joseph.My Thoughts on The Glass Bead Game by Herman Hesse![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Oudry-Dog-Guarding-Game.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-the-glass-bead-game/) come down from thy ivory tower and throw rocks into the pond with me Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Divine Shield 0/2s URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-03-08-2024/ Last updated: 2024-03-10T17:09:44.000Z ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-04-19-34-54.png) there it is ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-07-21-18-13.png) fair and balanced game ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-07-21-53-39.png) all the tribes are second to the fish ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-09-14-57-57.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-09-14-59-39.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-09-14-59-16.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-09-15-03-47.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9640.PNG) forum mods are actually such cringe lords, its insane. [glorified hallway monitors](https://youtu.be/L0ExZO6obBw?si=kYzpWyKB944yDcfH&t=62&ref=bramadams.dev) ([2](https://youtu.be/A6QmTLWjVZQ?si=VYjp%5FRVDHYTJ3ugj&ref=bramadams.dev)). someone took actual real human time to write this. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9668.jpg) the thumbnail??? also rip toriyama, thank you for everything <333 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9632.jpeg) [cheap kids!!!](https://open.spotify.com/artist/6j4polRgjZFvWGqaFAjglH?si=Q8kLhJ-wRWCfJ20gXlnEXA&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Public-image.webp) ## Music ## Movies [Ferry (2021)Before he built a drug empire, Ferry Bouman returns to his hometown on a revenge mission that finds his loyalty tested — and a love that alters his life.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/film-poster/6/4/0/2/2/4/640224-ferry-0-230-0-345-crop.jpg?v=75358872d6)](https://letterboxd.com/film/ferry/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Long Shot (2019)Fred Flarsky is a gifted and free-spirited journalist who has a knack for getting into trouble. Charlotte Field is one of the most influential women in the world -- a smart, sophisticated and accomplished politician. When Fred unexpectedly runs into Charlotte, he soon realizes that she was his former baby sitter and childhood crush. When Charlotte decides to make a run for the presidency, she impulsively hires Fred as her speechwriter -- much to the dismay of her trusted advisers.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/w0/0t/cu/wv/long-shot-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=6b1e99cf6d)](https://letterboxd.com/film/long-shot-2019/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Yesterday (2019)Jack Malik is a struggling singer-songwriter in an English seaside town whose dreams of fame are rapidly fading, despite the fierce devotion and support of his childhood best friend, Ellie. After a freak bus accident during a mysterious global blackout, Jack wakes up to discover that he’s the only person on Earth who can remember The Beatles.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/if/vr/pw/sa/yesterday-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=da74222a6a)](https://letterboxd.com/film/yesterday-2019/?ref=bramadams.dev) great movie! ## Code [GitHub - speedata/boxesandglue: PDF rendering library for Go using TeX algorithms.PDF rendering library for Go using TeX algorithms. - speedata/boxesandglue![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubspeedata![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/997e0fd1f6cb5f615a51b3a19dbfa43be4452aa4d23f229b5030f1fe7a5286e8/speedata/boxesandglue)](https://github.com/speedata/boxesandglue?ref=bramadams.dev) ### You are tiring yourself, Joseph. URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-the-glass-bead-game/ Last updated: 2024-03-09T03:02:03.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/71Gb1MOPW8L._SL1500_.jpg) \[[BUY THE BOOK (affl. link)](https://amzn.to/3Iw7JS2?ref=bramadams.dev)\] Glass bead game thoughts 0:00 /1119.914667 1Ɨ > My mouth felt dry. There sat the man I revered, my patron, my friend, whom I had loved and trusted ever since I could think, who had always responded to whatever I might say — there he sat and listened to me talk, or perhaps did not listen to me, and had barricaded himself completely behind his radiance and smile, behind his golden mask, unreachable, belonging to a different world with different laws; and everything I tried to bring by speech from our world to his ran off him like rain from a stone. At last — I had already given up hope — he broke through the magic wall; at last he helped me; at last he said a few words. Those were the only words I heard him speak today. " 'You are tiring yourself, Joseph,' he said softly, his voice full of that touching friendliness and solicitude you know so well. That was all. 'You are tiring yourself, Joseph.' As if he had long been watching me engaged in a too-strenuous task and wanted to admonish me to stop. > Outside, beyond the boundaries of the Province, was a way of life which ran counter to Castalia and its laws, which did not abide by the Castalian system and could not be tamed and sublimated by it. And of course he was aware of the presence of this world in his own heart also. He too had impulses, fantasies, and desires which ran counter to the laws that governed him, impulses which he had only gradually managed to subdue by hard effort. > But it happens that cultural creativity is something we cannot participate in quite so fully as some people think. A dialogue of Plato's or a choral movement by Heinrich Isaac — in fact all the things we call a product of the mind or a work of art or objectified spirit — are the outcomes of a struggle for purification and liberation. They are, to use your phrase, escapes from time into timelessness, and in most cases the best such works are those which no longer show any signs of the anguish and effort that preceded them. > "An old house is a fine thing, and if the two had stood side by side and your father were choosing between them, he probably would have kept the old one. Certainly, old houses are beautiful and distinguished, especially so handsome a one as this. But it is also a beautiful thing to build one's own house, and when an ambitious young man has the choice of comfortably and submissively settling into a finished nest, or building an entirely new one, one can well see that he may decide to build. > "If the high Authority appoints you to an office, know this: every step upward on the ladder of offices is not a step into freedom but into bondage. The higher the office, the tighter the bondage. The greater the power of the office, the stricter the service. The stronger the personality, the less self-will." ### A Discussion on Building Successful Agent APIs URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/a-discussion-on-building-successful-agent-apis/ Last updated: 2024-03-07T18:05:58.000Z Beta Episode 1: How to kickstart successful API projects using the OpenAI API _This post is for paying subscribers only._ ### Exhaustion is Freneticism is Exhaustion URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/exhaustion-is-freneticism-is-exhaustion/ Last updated: 2024-03-06T19:16:50.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/71JFv5wkHoL._SL1500_.jpg) \[[BUY THE BOOK(affl. link)](https://amzn.to/3PaV3DR?ref=bramadams.dev)\] scarcity threatens the body, abundance threatens the mind > All the talk of immunity, antibodies, grafting and rejection should not surprise anyone. In periods of scarcity, absorption and assimilation are the order of the day. In periods of abundance, rejection and expulsion are the chief concerns. Today, generalized communication and surplus information threaten to overwhelm all human defenses. > The violence of positivity does not deprive, it saturates; it does not exclude, it exhausts. That is why it proves inaccessible to unmediated perception. the $99 group biking class at soulcycle might have been a giveaway > Today’s society is no longer Foucault’s disciplinary world of hospitals, madhouses, prisons, barracks, and factories. It has long been replaced by another regime, namely a society of fitness studios, office towers, banks, airports, shopping malls, and genetic laboratories. Twenty-first-century society is no longer a disciplinary society, but rather an achievement society \[Leistungsgesellschaft\]. Also, its inhabitants are no longer ā€œobedience-subjectsā€ but ā€œachievement-subjects.ā€ They are entrepreneurs of themselves. > Disciplinary society is still governed by no. Its negativity produces madmen and criminals. In contrast, achievement society creates depressives and losers. > The attitude toward time and environment known as ā€œmultitaskingā€ does not represent civilizational progress. Human beings in the late-modern society of work and information are not the only ones capable of multitasking. Rather, such an aptitude amounts to regression. Multitasking is commonplace among wild animals. It is an attentive technique indispensable for survival in the wilderness. > We owe the cultural achievements of humanity—which include philosophy—to deep, contemplative attention. Culture presumes an environment in which deep attention is possible. Increasingly, such immersive reflection is being displaced by an entirely different form of attention: hyperattention. castalia-core > *The vita contemplativa is not a matter of passive affirmation and being open to whatever happens. Instead, it offers resistance to crowding, intrusive stimuli.* > *It is an illusion to believe that being more active means being freer.* > *Rage is the capacity to interrupt a given state and make a new state begin.* > The computer calculates more quickly than the human brain and takes on inordinate quantities of data without difficulty because it is free of all Otherness. It is a machine of positivity \[Positivmaschine\]. Because of autistic self-referentiality, because negativity is absent, an idiot savant can perform what otherwise only a calculator can do. > Mourning differs from depression above all through its strong libidinal attachment to an object. In contrast, depression is objectless and therefore undirected. It is important to distinguish depression from melancholy. Melancholy is preceded by the experience of loss. Therefore it still stands in a relation—namely, negative relation—to the absent thing or party. In contrast, depression is cut off from all relation and attachment. It utterly lacks gravity \[Schwerkraft\]. > *In social networks, the function of ā€œfriendsā€ is primarily to heighten narcissism by granting attention, as consumers, to the ego exhibited as a commodity.* > What proves problematic is not individual competition per se, but rather its self-referentiality, which escalates into absolute competition. That is, the achievement-subject competes with itself; it succumbs to the destructive compulsion to outdo itself over and over, to jump over its own shadow. This self-constraint, which poses as freedom, has deadly results. > All of you who are in love with hectic work and whatever is fast, new, strange—you find it hard to bear yourselves, your diligence is escape and the will to forget yourself. If you believed more in life, you would hurl yourself less into the moment. But you do not have enough content in yourselves for waiting—not even for laziness! > The inner logic of achievement society dictates its evolution into a doping society. Life reduced to bare, vital functioning is life to be kept healthy unconditionally. Health is the new goddess. Burnout society 0:00 /1361.706667 1Ɨ ### I Don't Work on bramadams.dev For You URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/i-dont-work-on-bramadams-dev-for-you/ Last updated: 2024-03-06T18:26:40.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/A1OlSDr1xgL._SL1500_.jpg) \[[BUY THE BOOK (affl. link)](https://amzn.to/49NpLLi?ref=bramadams.dev)\] - a raw look into creativity – quite pragmatic actually, and says some things that don't satisfy the **fragile sensibilities of the artist, but is tough love for making the best art** - i read this around the same time as another great book on finding the art in creation, [*The Timeless Way of Building*](https://www.amazon.com/Timeless-Way-Building-Christopher-Alexander/dp/0195024028?ref=bramadams.dev) - what does it mean to **sacrifice** for your art? - this book is 5 stars in my opinion because of **who** wrote it. rick rubin is a legend and walks the walk of creativity - the artist moves from project to project as the living being moves from breath to breath - this book says what many artists feel every day but fail to formalize into words - art is for ourselves, a love letter to the universe and our place in it > The purpose of the work is to awaken something in you first, and then allow something to be awakened in others. And it’s fine if they’re not the same thing. We can only hope that the magnitude of the charge we experience reverberates as powerfully for others as it does for us. > If you have an idea you’re excited about and you don’t bring it to life, it’s not uncommon for the idea to find its voice through another maker. > Imagine going to live on a mountaintop by yourself, forever. You build a home that no one will ever visit. Still, you invest the time and effort to shape the space in which you’ll spend your days. The wood, the plates, the pillows—all magnificent. Curated to your taste. This is the essence of great art. We make it for no other purpose than creating our version of the beautiful, bringing all of ourself to every project, whatever its parameters and constraints. Consider it an offering, a devotional act. We do the best, as we see the best—with our own taste. No one else’s. We create our art so we may inhabit it ourselves. an interesting take on alpha zero being trained, or more acutely, coming up with creative go moves with huge sets of numbers. what is human, anyway? > The machine learned the game from scratch, with no coach. The AI followed the fixed rules, not the millennia of accepted cultural norms. > > It didn’t take into account the 3000 year old traditions and conventions of the game. > > It didn’t accept the narrative of how to properly play. > > It wasn’t held back my limiting beliefs. > Ultimately, your desire to create must be greater than your fear of it. > If you make the choice of reading classic literature every day for a year, rather than reading the news, by the end of that time period you’ll have a more honed sensitivity for recognizing greatness from the books than from the media. i drew a picture of this in my journal – it was crappy but still! > The word comes from the Latin—inspirare, meaning to breathe in or blow into. For the lungs to draw in air, they must first be emptied. For the mind to draw inspiration, it wants space to welcome the new. The universe seeks balance. Through this absence, you are inviting energy in. so good they cant ignore you > With the objective of simply doing great work, a ripple effect occurs. A bar is set for everything you do, which may not only lift your work to new heights, but raise the vibration of your entire life. It may even inspire others to do their best work. Greatness begets greatness. It’s infectious. ### Is It Worse to Be A Good Citizen? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-alone-in-berlin-play/ Last updated: 2024-03-06T18:19:02.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/91Rvvzna-2L._SL1500_.jpg) \[[BUY THIS BOOK (affl. link)](https://amzn.to/49w6H4z?ref=bramadams.dev)\] - i read the play because it was on kindle lol and the original currently isnt, but i really liked reading the stage play itself actually - courage is sometimes not about being a good citizen in times of peace, or a bad citizen in times of dissent, but to be a good person > A Bench in the Paupers’ Graveyard, Friedrichshain Elsie enters, wanders, glances at the graves, sits down, takes out a bottle and swigs. Elsie (spoken) I like it here. It’s nice sometimes To sit upon the grass And park your arse On someone’s grave. No need to ask permission (Points down into the earth.) This lot don’t even have names. The paupers’ graveyard of Berlin Would not have let them in If big inscriptions and memorials Were what they’d hoped for. (Sings.) No stones, no carved poetic lines, No grand funereal designs Were ever offered here. No sure and certain hope Had ever come their way in life So why begin in death? They tossed ’em in In groups of five or six or ten or twenty Shovelled earth on top And shrugged and headed home. Not one of those inglorious dead Had lived a life of plenty Though plenty had of course been promised them. And now they lie unsung, unhonoured and unwept, For promises are promises And very rarely kept. > > (Spoken.) I need a smoke. > Elsie (sings) At night the SS boss’s boss is Lying in the dark Trembling at the thought Of what the day could bring, Pondering his chances of survival. While far above him, Far, far above him, The boss of bosses Author of the Reich designed to last a thousand years Ordains another thousand deaths To help conceal his fears. > > The music transitions to a much jauntier tone as the next scene is set up. > > Elsie (sings) Good citizens Can always be relied upon. Good citizens Who dress for church on Sunday And on Monday Go about their business And are never late for work. Good citizens who never shirk Responsibility and duty. The beauty of a system That’s both tragedy and farce Is a citizen’s ability To kiss official arse. > > Elsie (sings) You may despise bad citizens Who lie in bed on Sunday And on Monday Duck and dive To stay alive Breaking every rule Hiding from the law Hoping that some fool Will give them money For a drink. Cheating, lying, stealing. Ruthless and unfeeling And not averse To little acts of violence. But … in bad times, Bad citizens (Beat.) Good citizens. (Beat.) Who knows which is worse? ### More Podcast Setup URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/more-podcast-setup-03-04-2024/ Last updated: 2024-03-05T05:33:29.000Z i bought the shure mic. ([affl. link](https://amzn.to/3T0Y22R?ref=bramadams.dev)) i worked on obs scenes. i figured out how to record my iphone. i got an earbud stuck in my ear. iphone testing: 15 minute rant: i wrote some xml for fcp ([ok ok, chatgpt wrote it, i just watched](https://chat.openai.com/share/1c22f99f-e496-4be8-8bb9-77472af98817?ref=bramadams.dev)): ```markdown ``` i got a gpt to start the process of researching an episode topic: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/image.png) then i user perplexity to run the actual searches: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/image-1.png) comes up with some pretty interesting kindling: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/image-2.png) i got meta with gpt writing gpts: ```markdown Help people write an assistant. On start, Ask one by one and wait for user feedback: 1. what do you want to achieve? 2. what are your main problems? 3. what have you tried? 4. what do you think is missing after you have these answers create hypothetical instructions for a new assistant that uses problems and solutions provided. fill in the gaps and amke a step by step by step assistant that can help the user get to their goals. for any functions you want to call, stub out the name as {call function()} in curly braces. then when the user approves the instructions, run an example with the loaded instructions. ``` which outputs... ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-04-19-31-06.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-04-19-31-13.png) ## the plan this is roughly the plan to record with tomorrow. we'll see how it goes! Working Title: *how i start api projects with the openai api* pp (philosopy plaza): - the first thing to do is to understand the problem being solved, what is the information pipeline - > One of the simplest forms of relaxation in computer science is known as Constraint Relaxation. In this technique, researchers remove some of the problem’s constraints and set about solving the problem they wish they had. Then, after they’ve made a certain amount of headway, they try to add the constraints back in. That is, they make the problem temporarily easier to handle before bringing it back to reality -- [Algorithms to Live By: The Computer Science of Human Decisions (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B015CKNWJI/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - > When you are having trouble getting your thinking straight, consider an extreme or simple case. This will often give you the insight you need to move forward. More generally, make a problem as simple as possible without losing its essence – but no simpler. -- Maxims for Thinking Analytically: The wisdom of legendary Harvard Professor Richard Zeckhauser - generation or retrieval - > Texts are half finished. Their signs rush toward an end point but past this toward a reader who, they hope, will complete them. It makes no difference whether the writer is aware of it, or even whether, like Kafka, he expressly rejects a completing reader; texts are a search for the Other. Of course, it is possible to divide up the universe of texts according to various criteria, but all texts are outstretched arms trying, whether optimistically or in despair, to be taken up by another. This is what the gesture of writing is disposed to do. -- [Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004X53R1W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - > True, good, and beautiful texts, that is, concise texts that flow without interruption and are nevertheless contradictory,are works of a creative dialogue between the writer and the publisher. They justify some hope that not all texts will be sacrificed to the rising universe of technical images. -- [Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004X53R1W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - > Prolonged data-gathering is not uncommonly used as a means of not dealing with a problem: -- [SYSTEMANTICS. THE SYSTEMS BIBLE (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00AK1BIDM/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - > The virtues of the use of big data for market research are frequently touted. The deficiencies are seldom noted, except for concerns about invasions of personal privacy. In addition to privacy issues, the real problem is that numerical correlations say nothing of people’s real needs, of their desires, and of the reasons for their activities. As a result, these numerical data can give a false impression of people. But the use of big data and market analytics is seductive: no travel, little expense, and huge numbers, sexy charts, and impressive statistics, all very persuasive to the executive team trying to decide which new products to develop. After all, what would you trust—neatly presented, colorful charts, statistics, and significance levels based on millions of observations, or the subjective impressions of a motley crew of design researchers who worked, slept, and ate in remote villages, with minimal sanitary facilities and poor infrastructure? \-- [The Design of Everyday Things: Revised and Expanded Edition (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00E257T6C/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - > The need to rely on data can also blind you to important facts that lie outside your model. It was surely relevant that Trump was filling sports halls wherever he campaigned, while Clinton was drawing sparse crowds. It’s important to remember that big data all comes from the same place – the past. -- [Alchemy: The Dark Art and Curious Science of Creating Magic in Brands, Business, and Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B071DCWRG3/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - architecture - {holistic patterns timeless way of building} - > But =the problem with being clever\= and original in software design is that it gets to be a habit—you start reflexively making things cute and complicated when you should be keeping them robust and simple. -- [The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0026OR3LM/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - > The challenge is to use the principles of human-centered design to produce positive results, products that enhance lives and add to our pleasure and enjoyment. The goal is to produce a great product, one that is successful, and that customers love. It can be done. -- [The Design of Everyday Things: Revised and Expanded Edition (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00E257T6C/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - > Marketing is most effective when it focuses on the desired End Result, which is usually a distinctive experience or emotion related to a Core Human Drive. -- [The Personal MBA: Master the Art of Business (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0046ECJ8M/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) cc (commentary cove): - a review of [commonplace bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev) and [quoords](https://github.com/bramses/quoordinates?ref=bramadams.dev) in the above framing ll (lesson library): - the first thing to do is to understand the problem being solved, what is the information pipeline - run the mom test with your clients - > If you just avoid mentioning your idea, you automatically start asking better questions. Doing this is the easiest (and biggest) improvement you can make to your customer conversations. Here are 3 simple rules to help you. They are collectively called (drumroll) The Mom Test: The Mom Test: Talk about their life instead of your idea Ask about specifics in the past instead of generics or opinions about the future Talk less and listen more -- [The Mom Test: How to talk to customers & learn if your business is a good idea when everyone is lying to you (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01H4G2J1U/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - what tools do you have at your disposal? what is your budget? - generation or retrieval - embeddings or completion apis - will you be fetching or creating? - what can you cache? - > The optimal cache eviction policy—essentially by definition, BĆ©lĆ”dy wrote—is, when the cache is full, to evict whichever item we’ll need again the longest from now. -- [Algorithms to Live By: The Computer Science of Human Decisions (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B015CKNWJI/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) - architecture - fastapi - swagger schema and function calling - vector database vs pgsql - frontend - nextjs - discord bot - gpts ### Issue 50: Reset your Social Media Annually URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-50/ Last updated: 2024-04-29T12:55:46.000Z šŸ’” This post is part of a two part series. Part I: [Reset Your Social Media Annually](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-50/) (you are here) Part II: [Your Art or Your Life](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-51/) [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-49/) ## ft. Quo-Host Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought *You should delete your social media profiles, once a year or so.* If this suggestion shocks or angers you, **pause for a moment and sit with this feeling** – this is a great opportunity to reflect on your relationship with social media. This annual deletion is **not** an argument to step away permanently. You might not quit, in fact, you might make a new profile, with the same handle, *the same day*. The goal is to reset your humors and to remind yourself why you joined "*platform of choice*" in the first place. My rule of thumb is that if it takes **less than five minutes** to set up a new account and make your first post, you should reset the profile once it reaches a certain saturation point. This **saturation point** varies from platform to platform. Often, it doesn't have a quantified metric. Often, it will be a **feeling**. A curl of your upper lip in disgust every time your fingers automatically type the URL, knowing that you'll be spending the next 45 minutes doom scrolling. An anxiety every time your phone dings. An urge to get your heart rate up by arguing with strangers. Once you've reached this saturation point, I have bad news for you. **It will never desaturate**, there is no pressure valve except one. The reset button. This argument has many faces. Let's go over the most *grotesque* masks, starting with the dead weight, the status quo. ### Status Quo I: Middle Management One of the most pernicious dangers of the *saturation point* is a**dherence to a status quo** that is, upon a millisecond of reflection, a sunk cost. Recently, I got into it with some forum mods about some really stupid thing. As a rule of thumb, forum mods are **glorified hallway monitors** from middle school, or ass-kissers. The hallway monitor, if you'll remember, was a student, who thought of themself as being different or better than the other students, solely by their ability to tattle really well to the adults. Never once did they hold actual power, they were permanently stuck as the **henchmen** of those who did wield power. As such, these people were **generally disliked** by their peers. *The internet is filled with mods.* Twitch mods, Discord mods, forum mods. People who, by virtue of being terminally online in a particular community, derive the conclusion that indeed, they have a right to say big words, and make big threats, because you are in their domain (*quite literally you are in their www domain!*). *And without even getting paid! Wow!* People who are, in the words of Erik Dietrich: > Yesterday, we had owners and grunts. Today, we have owners, grunts, and a new thing: managers. Only owners have any legal power as far as the company is concerned, which makes managers and grunts the same thing. The main difference is that, at the pleasure of the owners with the real power, managers can tell grunts what to do. \-- [Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0722H41SG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) To reset your presence on communities is a reminder of your relation to the community itself. Don't become a mod, and if you do, *don't act like one, maybe?* ### Status Quo II: Verification The second element of status quo is your importance within the community, as bestowed by a badge from the platform that signifies your "influence" in the community. Yep, **it's influencer time**. Imagine right after posting this issue, I release an app called *GluppyFlippy*. On *GluppyFlippy* you can post images of the dumbest thing you can imagine, let's say pictures of ironing boards in motels. This excites you because as it so happens you travel a lot for work. You find yourself posting a lot, and liking other people's posts about ironing boards, maybe even leaving the odd review about how many coffee stains are on ironing boards in Tulsa vs those in Boise. It's fun because the community is small, and you and your friends finally have a place to discuss all your clothing care needs and how to remove wrinkles. By some horrific moment of tulip mania, *GluppyFlippy* becomes popular. Really popular. Like, **really**. **fucking**. **popular**. Millions of users flood into *GluppyFlippy*, everyone quickly making their own profiles and claiming their handles as fiefdom, and they quickly set off to reshape the meta by posting those handheld steamers as well and beginning to **optimize** what they can post and at what time to **chase the all mighty algorithm**. By your combination of luck, timing and skill, a lot of these new people find their way to your profile and begin liking your pictures. Perhaps thousands! As the platform owner (*I built the thing after all!*), I see this in my server logs and decide to put a golden iron icon next to your name. This, for me, adds to the legitimacy of my service, since it looks from the outside that I have users who are c**elebrity creators**. It also legitimizes my reasoning to serve more ads on your page, because you are no longer a user, no, you are a **brand**. And brands ***need*** ads. To add this golden iron icon took me, like, **10 seconds to create an SVG in Photoshop**? Maybe? And yet, all of a sudden, all the other *GluppyFlippy* users want to *be* you. Ex-lovers are reaching out, motels are trying to sign million dollar deals with you, hell, you might even land a spot on local TV news. Over time, you begin to notice that this **persistent attention has its downsides**. People DM you constantly about how you got the golden iron. They beg you to follow their *GluppyFlippy* profile, to like their post about them surfing the iron board down the stairs in their hotel room in Maui, or at the very least, to collab with them. You wake up in cold sweats to the voices in your head whispering, "*Come on bro, collab.*" This sounds ridiculous, right? But go back to the beginning and replace *GluppyFlippy* with TikTok/Instagram Reels/Threads (blue checkmark) or LinkedIn (brand voice) or Twitter (blue checkmark) or YouTube (gray checkmark) or any other social media where the platform can bestow a `` next to your username, and let you play God. To reset your presence is to free yourself from platform signifiers, to reset your peace of mind. The goal is to say what you **want to say**, not say what will make your audience stick around for your next video about the finer points of ironing pleated pants. *P.S. What's up with all the checkmarks, anyway?* ### Friends This one, along with craft (*below*), is likely the only one that actually matters. Friendships are **integral** to a healthy life, and you can make really good friends online, in fact I've written about it extensively in [issue #34](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-34/) (a really good read, imo!). It can be annoying for your friends to re-follow you once a year, but I've found that those I'm close to have no qualms with it. Those that do, really don't see your friendship as something they value if they can't take **the three seconds to hit the "follow" button**. Fair weather friends, much? Social media platforms are **dependent** on FOMO to continue existing, for without engagement, they cease to exist! They derive value from **network effects** after all. If you and your friends care about one another, foster that local network. Care for your garden. **Get off the platform.** Grab a cup of coffee. Go play basketball or chess together. ### Craft I'm discussing craft last because of all of the arguments, this is the most important. Outside of social media made purely for friends to communicate with one another, you likely joined a social media as an interest group, or to pursue an ambition or an identity. You may be really really into books or knitting or some other hobby and you want to share your learnings with the world. You should be rewarded for that! One of the largest problems with social media platforms is they **edit your voice** to fit **their** goals. You may not notice it, it may be that you pick up a *jargon phrase* here or there that your real life friends and family make a confused face out you when you say "*poggers*" or "*its giving*" in public, or perhaps you develop anxiety of the **post button**, afraid of what people might say about you and your work – so you never post unless you think it will get a lot of likes. The metrics of quality as derived by social media are **firmly lodged in how important any conversation is at any moment**, to be quickly replaced by the news of tomorrow, the latest upset, LSF drama, or cancellation. I occasionally visit Substack, and I very much move in circles where people own Substacks and a friend of mine asked why I prefer Ghost to Substack. The conversation is as follows: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9642.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9643-1.jpg) less\* not lower east side, though i do like the lower east side a lot ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9645-1.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/IMG_9641.jpg) The goal is to let creativity **flourish**, not to stifle it. *NB:* [*Listen to this whole interview with Donald Glover*](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdGPegnfvg8&ref=bramadams.dev)*, but particulary the part about the* [*"Shit Girls Say" trend from 2011*](https://youtu.be/TdGPegnfvg8?si=kecBGNsekeK4m4zR&t=448&ref=bramadams.dev)*.* To paraphrase from [issue #41](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-41/#:~:text=%28excuse%20my%20language%20here%2C%20but%29%20Fuck%20websites%20that%20tell%20you%20your%20creativity%20is%20constrained%20to%20280%20characters.%20Fuck%20websites%20that%20tell%20you): > **Much more importantly**, *bramadams.dev* has served as the perfect playground for my creative desires. In between [poetry](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/#poem), [short stories](https://www.bramadams.dev/202305121617/), [image dumps](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307012320/), [long thoughtpiece essays](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306052325/), [shitposts](https://www.bramadams.dev/september-5-2023/), [zettels](https://www.bramadams.dev/202301150157/) (*a zettelkasten note, singular*), [creative coding](https://www.bramadams.dev/kingdom-hearts-menu-style-portfolio/), [tutorials](https://www.bramadams.dev/202302181117/), [newsletters](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-37/), and more, I have **never** felt more free as a creative than on my own site. > > *(excuse my language here, but)* Fuck websites that tell you your creativity is constrained to 280 characters. Fuck websites that tell you that you can only upload photos in a certain dimension to fit the rest of the site's CSS. Fuck websites that use their networks of likes and comments to change how you think, speak, and create. Fuck sub splits with the website owner because you happen to be renting a handle on their platform. Fuck the narrative you can't grow an audience because Twitbooktube has hoovered up all the curious minds on the Internet and trapped them in their feeds to scroll forever. FUCK ALLLL THAT. ### A Practical Guide to Resetting Your Presence Online Let's wrap up this philosophy with some actionable items. I've gone through these controlled burnings more than once, and here's how I go about it: *A primer how to successfully reset your account:* 1) \~A month to a week before you take any action, **write down your reasoning for your reset, and your relationship with social media. This is critical to success as *you will return to it later*.** 2) \~A week before your deletion, download all your data from your social media. You'll want to revisit your work for memories sake as years go on. Save it into a Dropbox, or a local drive. But *ideally* the cloud, so you don't lose it. 3) Come up with a list of people you want to re add or follow. If they are your friends, **message them** and mention that you're remaking your account. If you are simply following your favorite content creators, no worries, just follow them again. 4) Do **not** tell everyone or make a big social stink about it, no one cares, and it makes you look needy. You are a person. Deleting your social media profile on *GluppyFlippy* / Instagram / TikTok / Substack will not make you less of a human. 5) **Do not fear**. I’ve done this multiple times with no effects other than clarity of mind and freedom to post things i normally wouldn’t. It's great for experimenting, and you learn something new each time! 6) **Make a choice**. Are you leaving social media for good, or staying? If you're staying, remake an account. As stated above, these platforms that run off network effects desperately want users, so it should take less than 5 minutes. Or if you've been meaning to leave for good, take this time to come up with a replacement hobby you've been looking forward to but haven't done because of social media. Maybe you can go to that restaurant you've wanted to try, or [watch really good movies](https://letterboxd.com/bramses/?ref=bramadams.dev) or read some really good bvooks. The sky is the limit! --- Resetting your profile is a healthy practice in righting power imbalances between you and social media. Words on the internet can live forever, and are also gone in an instant. It's a paradox, but it is indeed the case. So we must live with it, and ideally, embrace it. In my mind, there is only one profile that has enough escape velocity to not get marred in the local maxima of social media profile saturation. But we'll discuss that... next week šŸ˜Ž. ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading [If the Universe was Turing CompleteMy Thoughts on At Home in the Universe by Stuart Kauffman![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/buzzspace.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-at-home-in-the-universe/) An interesting look into the overlap between biology and computation. A really good book about science, especially if you like scientists making bold conjectures and backing them up. It would likely feel similar to have lived in 1895 and read Darwin's natural selection theory. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-03-13-02-00.png) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Learning to Podcast: Week of March 2ndfoibles and lessons![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Ganda-Ennanga.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/learning-to-podcast-week-of-march-2nd/) I'm finally getting around to podcasting. A \~year worth of newsletters taught me consistency, now the site needs an audio/video pillar [How Big is Africa?pretty big, turns out![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Mythological-Figure-Group.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-03-01/) Media dump, all Hearthstone and no reading makes Brammy a dull boy Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Learning to Podcast: Week of March 2nd URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/learning-to-podcast-week-of-march-2nd/ Last updated: 2024-03-02T20:27:06.000Z here are some lessons i learned in my first week of setting up a podcast. ## Notes, Formats, Struggling with Script Pacing ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-22-25.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-23-12.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-25-59.png) some meta work including setting up a template for each recorded section and insider baseball --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-26-23.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-26-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-26-44.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-26-50.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-26-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-44-06.png) the versions are \~clockwise. (with interspersed notes to myself post recording) i started w super high level, wasn't dense enough and i flubbed a lot of words. i tried word for word, delivery was too boring/forced. i moved to bullets but detailed, but went *too* detailed, and they were hard to read. finally settled on bullets that aren't dense, but flow into each other so i'm never "winging it". hard balance to strike, still very wip ## Philosophy ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-43-55.png) ## Riverside ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-12-21-35.png) recorded first test in riverside. meh, i think id rather use obs. ## Scene Transitions this solo podcast has three sections: lessons, commentary, and philosophy. im learning to use obs to switch between them 0:00 /0:20 1Ɨ ## Microphone i did a lot of research and was just planning on using airpods for now, but i buckled and picked up a shure mv7\. but here's me testing my mic on my iphone 0:00 /0:20 1Ɨ ## Ghost Podcast i want to replicate [transistor private sub fn](https://support.transistor.fm/en/article/what-are-private-podcast-subscribers-12lzzka/?ref=bramadams.dev) in ghost, and attach it to the current member ids. this comes after i record a few episodes and reach a level of quality that im comfortable splitting in half [ChatGPTA conversational AI system that listens, learns, and challenges![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/chatgpt-share-og.49cbbffe.png)](https://chat.openai.com/share/73d19c7a-251b-4a68-a97a-c558076f171b?ref=bramadams.dev) ghost rss private podcast is ideally the way i want to go. following a sam harris making sense model where first half of ep is free, and second half is for paid subs ### Playing with Format ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-15-25-49.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-03-02-15-26-02.png) ### If the Universe was Turing Complete URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-at-home-in-the-universe/ Last updated: 2024-03-01T17:27:46.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/71QZN7FKdhL._SL1500_.jpg) \[[BUY THIS BOOK (affl. link)](https://amzn.to/4bLlolE?ref=bramadams.dev)\] - this book is easiest to absorb if you have c.s. knowledge up through a data structures course and a freshman bio course on cells (basically this is a sophomore book) - id recommend this book to anyone interested in computational biology - interesting claims about the idea of evolution and how it might work if it comes out of order vs coming of chaos - subcriticality vs supracriticality really got me thinking!! – very powerful concept - coevolution is a game theoretic thing with conflicting shared and stable/unstable peaks ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> where does meruem fit in the map of coevolution? - catalyze yourself! - cambrian explosion top down vs bottom up of patterns ## Quotes > Many are the arguments about this asymmetry between the Cambrian and the Permian explosions. My own view, explored in later chapters, is that the Cambrian explosion is like the earliest stages of the technological evolution of an entirely novel invention, such as the bicycle. Recall the funny early forms: big front wheels, little back ones; little front wheels, big back ones. A flurry of forms branched outward over Europe and the United States and elsewhere, giving rise to major and minor variants. Soon after a major innovation, discovery of profoundly different variations is easy. Later innovation is limited to modest improvements on increasingly optimized designs. > David Raup, a superb paleontologist at the University of Chicago, estimates that between 99 percent and 99.9 percent of all species that have ever existed are now extinct. The earth today may harbor 10 million to 100 million species. If so, then life’s history may have seen 10 billion to 100 billion species come and go. One hundred billion players strutting and fretting their hour upon the stage, and then are heard no more. > Theories, even those that prove incorrect, can have elegance and beauty, or be utterly ad hoc. A theory requiring an infinite series of ever smaller homunculi is too ad hoc to be true. ### How Big is Africa? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-03-01/ Last updated: 2024-03-04T17:47:23.000Z ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-02-27-02-14-44.png) [africa](https://www.thetruesize.com/?ref=bramadams.dev#?borders=1~!MTY0NTgyNDM.MzE5MDY4NQ%2AMzEzOTM1MjU%28NjA5ODYwMw~!CONTIGUOUS%5FUS%2AMTAwMjQwNzU.MjUwMjM1MTc%28MTc1%29MQ~!IN%2ANTI2NDA1MQ.Nzg2MzQyMQ%29MA~!CN%2AOTkyMTY5Nw.NzMxNDcwNQ%28MjI1%29Mg) can fit a usa, a india and a china and still have room to spare lol ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-02-26-23-33-32.png) le chat kinda trash tbh ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-02-29-02-12-52.png) on the second day of christmas my true love gave to me 2 shielded warpwings ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-02-28-21-02-29.png) on the third day of christmas my true love gave to me 3 golden matadors ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-02-25-20-30-10.png) 290k years between the spear and the tiny spear on a string. 290,000. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Screenshot-2024-02-27-15-11-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Creativity-intelligence-fun.png) soon. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/03/Philosophy-Plaza-Instagram.png) ## Music ## Podcasts ## Movies [AlphaGo (2017)The ancient Chinese game of Go has long been considered a grand challenge for artificial intelligence. Yet in 2016, Google’s DeepMind team announced that they would be taking on Lee Sedol, the world’s most elite Go champion. AlphaGo chronicles the team as it prepares to test the limits of its rapidly-evolving AI technology. The film pits man against machine, and reveals as much about the workings of the human mind as it does the future of AI.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/wg/rj/j7/hk/alphago-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=108b732606)](https://letterboxd.com/film/alphago/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Vice (2018)George W. Bush picks Dick Cheney, the CEO of Halliburton Co., to be his Republican running mate in the 2000 presidential election. No stranger to politics, Cheney’s impressive rĆ©sumĆ© includes stints as White House chief of staff, House Minority Whip and defense secretary. When Bush wins by a narrow margin, Cheney begins to use his newfound power to help reshape the country and the world.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/qt/5i/j2/qw/vice-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=a76f5f3710)](https://letterboxd.com/film/vice-2018/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Shortcomings (2023)When his girlfriend leaves for New York City on a 3-month-long internship, a strongly opinionated Berkeley arthouse movie theater manager begins exploring life as a bachelor.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/mm/30/11/tv/shortcomings-2-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=f391a78d94)](https://letterboxd.com/film/shortcomings/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Code [GitHub - OS-Copilot/FRIDAY: An self-improving embodied conversational agent seamlessly integrated into the operating system to automate our daily tasks.An self-improving embodied conversational agent seamlessly integrated into the operating system to automate our daily tasks. - GitHub - OS-Copilot/FRIDAY: An self-improving embodied conversational…![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubOS-Copilot![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/3bb16b7701b48ff23cd8eaf3c9e594ce0c827666dbf6831906c8747e6fb0b34c/OS-Copilot/FRIDAY)](https://github.com/OS-Copilot/FRIDAY?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - TimeSurgeLabs/athenadb: šŸ¦‰āš”ļøServerless, distributed vector database as an APIšŸ¦‰āš”ļøServerless, distributed vector database as an API - TimeSurgeLabs/athenadb![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubTimeSurgeLabs![](https://repository-images.githubusercontent.com/730439488/d544a006-19e1-42ec-926e-a79ff6f32e09)](https://github.com/TimeSurgeLabs/athenadb?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - facebookresearch/jepa: PyTorch code and models for V-JEPA self-supervised learning from video.PyTorch code and models for V-JEPA self-supervised learning from video. - facebookresearch/jepa![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubfacebookresearch![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/513194e810b6daf62e44e134a57f49e043be95442182d9e7c7e814f653ae67cf/facebookresearch/jepa)](https://github.com/facebookresearch/jepa?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - Scarvy/awesome-readwise: A curated list of awesome Readwise libraries, plugins, software, and resources.A curated list of awesome Readwise libraries, plugins, software, and resources. - Scarvy/awesome-readwise![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubScarvy![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/a6a8758ff25a1448237e1cb3c86f5e8539f61f991c2058ae285deaa7c1319c62/Scarvy/awesome-readwise)](https://github.com/Scarvy/awesome-readwise?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 49: Trillions of Lines Written, and We're Still at Day Zero URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-49/ Last updated: 2024-02-26T05:19:02.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-48/) Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought > ... despite the millions of people who have written code, and the billions, if not trillions of lines of code written since the field began, it still often feels like we're still making it up as we go along. People still argue about what programming is: mathematics or engineering? Craft, art, or science? \-- [Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming (**affiliate link**)](https://amzn.to/42ZvZ8D?ref=bramadams.dev) This month, I've been reading *Coders at Work* by Peter Seibel, a collection of interviews in 2008 with world-class programmers, including household names (among the tech nerds at least): [Donald Knuth](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Donald%5FKnuth?ref=bramadams.dev), [Peter Norvig](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Peter%5FNorvig?ref=bramadams.dev), [Douglas Crockford](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Douglas%5FCrockford?ref=bramadams.dev), [Frances Allen](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frances%5FAllen?ref=bramadams.dev), and many more (there are fifteen interviews in total). Undoubtedly, with many of these visionaries, [you may have never heard of them by name](https://www.bramadams.dev/202303062305/#:~:text=On%20top%20of%20all%20this%2C%20coding%20has%20very%20low%20social%20proof%20at%20the%20top.%20Coders%20are%20rarely%20famous%2C%20with%20most%20people%20who%20use%20their%20work%20being), but you have most certainly used or have benefitted from their work: Haskell, Javascript, compilers, JSON, etc. When people throw the phrase around: "We stand on the shoulders of giants", these are the giants being referred to. Reading this book now (in 2024) feels more relevant than ever as the landscape of the *craft* of programming is being rocked to its core with the introduction of large language models like ChatGPT and IDEs like Cursor or Github Copilot. The blistering rate of change makes it necessary for both developers and those who benefit from computers to take a step back, pause, and to witness the forest over the trees. The current news is a moment, a flash in the pan. Some flashes will indeed cause sparks, and some of the sparks will grow into full blown flames, but we must stay vigilant, and we must stay level-headed and at peace. After all, the present has a certain biased appeal to it (*or whatever period of time you consider "the golden days"...science advances one funeral at a time, they say*). These biases and the frenetic immediacy of the "latest developments" have a certain gravity to them, and that gravity can quickly become quicksand if we aren't cautious. ### Generations; Generative The jargon discussed in *Coders at Work* are relevant to a generation of programmers that I am not part of. The techniques they use are unfamiliar. Some of the languages are relics. Many of the concepts are too! And yet, there are some languages, machines and ideas that are the foundations of the work that I do today, and some of these ideas will continue to live long past me and my career as well. To paint the scene of 2008, the corporate programming world was in the midst of a Java wave (which was open-sourced by Sun systems in 2008). Cloud computing had just got off the ground (AWS was created in 2006). The US economy would suffer a housing market crash, triggering a global recession. Facebook was four years old, Google was ten, [and they just put out the Chrome browser](https://www.scriptol.com/programming/2008.php?ref=bramadams.dev). The iPhone was one year old, and the app store was launched in July 2008. Of these meta trends, some caused proactive changes in the craft of programming, others reactive. The craft of programming had to rise to the challenge of distributed computing, and began to dream of how to do mobile computing at scale. Functional programming and OOP continued to square off as Haskell and Erlang took on the titans, Java and C++ (*Javascript and Python have evolved to take elements from both paradigms*). > **Seibel**: What do you think is the biggest change in the way you think about programming compared to back then? > > **Crockford**: There was a period of maybe a decade where efficiency was really, really important. I guess it was in the early microprocessor era when memory was still really small and the CPUs were still really slow. We'd get down into assembly language in order to do things like games and music to make it fit and to make it fast. Eventually we got over that, so today we're writing big applications in JavaScript that run in a browser. It's such a profoundly inefficient environment compared to the stuff that we used to do, but Moore's Law sort of made it all OK. \-- [Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming (**affiliate link**)](https://amzn.to/42ZvZ8D?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Today's Dillemma The present of programming is a living, breathing set of individuals, organizations, problems, business practices and a healthy dose of generational trauma. Programming is a **pseudo-perfect information game**. Assuming you can get your hands on the source code of a project, there is nothing stopping you from getting the same program to run "anywhere" else. Code is like a strand of RNA, merely waiting for an engine to replicate it. However, the hidden information of **why** a programmer solved their problem in a certain way may be lost to history. **This is the key.** All programmers, in the practice of their craft, take their **why** with them as they retire or pass away. They may be able to train a few juniors in their image with pair programming, or fancy Agile techniques, or beautifully written documentation, but at the end of the day, we are where we are and must do with what we can. With all of the done work being... "done", with all of the local and global problems from their era solved and `git commit(ed) -am "to history"` by the programmers of yore, we stand for better or worse on the foundations of their choices. Some were good, others bad, but choices were made. Even inaction is action. Each generation of programmers has a **duty** to do what they think is best, as to leave the next generation with the highest likelihood to be successful as possible in the ever exciting world of software. And so, let's reinforce the good patterns. Let's set aside our egos of how we want the world to be vs. how it is. Let's **say yes** to the things that need to be built, and perhaps more importantly, **say no** to the things that shouldn't be built. We do it for the love of the craft, we do it for the love of the game. [*What will we leave behind, I wonder*](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-43/#:~:text=The%20past%20is%20a%20locked%20in%20version%20of%20these%20futures%2C%20making%20the%20present%20basically%20a%20fancy%20singularity%20device%20%E2%80%93%20all%20futures%20get%20replaced%20with%20a)*?* > Leaving aside the work of Ada Lovelace—the 19th century countess who devised algorithms for Charles Babbage's never-completed Analytical Engine—computer programming has existed as a human endeavor for less than one human lifetime: it has been only 68 years since Konrad Zuse unveiled his Z3 electro-mechanical computer in 1941, the first working general-purpose computer. And it's been only 64 years since six women—Kay Antonelli, Jean Bartik, Betty Holberton, Marlyn Meltzer, Frances Spence, and Ruth Teitelbaum—were pulled from the ranks of the U.S. Army's ā€œcomputer corpsā€, the women who computed ballistics tables by hand, to become the first programmers of ENIAC, the first general-purpose electronic computer. ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Patterns: Dead or Alivehow does a jedi die from being tired?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/quatrefoils-1.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-02-23/) Media dump of the week ft. a Britney Spears movie, a song about poop that goes surprisingly hard, and some screenshots of the thoughts I capture in physical form [GPT UX PatternsNew UX patterns are being discovered every day!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Gaugain-Guinea-Pigs.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/gpt-ux-patterns/) I've been compiling some UX patterns for GPTs. There's gold in these hills, y'all! Bring a shovel. [Track Time in GPT with Code Interpretercreating a ā€œloading barā€!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Armor-main-image.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/timers-in-gpt/) Creating a "loading" in a single run by leveraging interpreter state and keeping users engaged by interrupting processes. ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading [When the Fantasy of the Weak PeakedMy Thoughts on Solo Leveling by Chu-Gong![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-15-05-04.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-solo-leveling/) [There is Some Weight Behind this Homesteading TrendMy Thoughts On The Quest of the Simple Life by W.J. Dawson![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/cottagemet.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-the-quest-of-the-simple-life/) [When Your Sister Rules the Most Powerful Civilization on EarthMy Thoughts on Nefertiti by Michelle Moran![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/hathormet.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-nefertiti/) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Track Time in GPT with Code Interpreter URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/timers-in-gpt/ Last updated: 2024-02-25T23:14:36.000Z 0:00 /0:28 1Ɨ GPT can track time, it turns out. With some help from code interpreter. Using a one-shot (instructions below), you can chain real time with `time.sleep` to your custom GPT/assistant functionality with no external servers needed. Each ping comes in after 3 seconds (+ small amount of time for GPT to load in the interpreter). ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-23-22-09-35.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-23-22-09-40.png) Take note of the comments "# After the timer is up..." which informs the GPT Assistant layer to ping the correct number. ## Instructions ```md on start; 1) use code interpreter to run a timer for three seconds 2) after the three seconds are up, finish the code interpreter and print ping {counter} 3) run it 3 times ex: start code_interpreter() assistant: ping 1! code_interpreter() assistant: ping 2! ... ``` We are basically invoking multiple `required_action` states in the same run, and leaving a very clear exit point to return the "thread" to the assistant. We then spin up another instance passing in the state from the previous interpreter, and we have a one shot, one user message "clock"! ## Addendum I'm collecting a new set of UX patterns enabled by GPTs. You can check it out below: [GPT UX PatternsNew UX patterns are being discovered every day!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Gaugain-Guinea-Pigs.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/gpt-ux-patterns/) ### Here is how I'm using this pattern in one of my production GPTs ```md # Loading Bar Instructions These are the instructions to break up a long running task. 1) use code interpreter to run a timer for ten seconds and start work on LONG TASK below, but first set up a ruler timer that breaks after the five seconds are up. Timer takes priority. This means write time.sleep functionality FIRST and keep it IN SCOPE 2) after the ten seconds are up, STOP the code interpreter and BREAK to print the gif below to keep user engaged 3) IMMEDIATELY START A NEW code interpreter where you left off in the next code interpeter until LONG TASK below is complete 4) Once done, pass thread over to LONG TASK and continue instructions as according to LONG TASK ex of two loading gifs surfacing, but remember, you can load in as many as are needed, if task takes 20 second thats 2 gifs, if it takes 30 seconds, thats 3 gifs, etc.: start code_interpreter() # starts writing LONG TASK code and breaks after 10 seconds assistant: "![bear dancing](https://media.giphy.com/media/v1.Y2lkPTc5MGI3NjExZzJwaDNjZHNsNWthNjFhNno4djFsdHVjcngxc2F4MzhudW1jMWoxMSZlcD12MV9pbnRlcm5hbF9naWZfYnlfaWQmY3Q9Zw/tsX3YMWYzDPjAARfeg/giphy.gif)" code_interpreter() # PICK UP WRITING LONG TASK code and breaks after 10 seconds assistant: "![bear dancing](https://media.giphy.com/media/v1.Y2lkPTc5MGI3NjExZzJwaDNjZHNsNWthNjFhNno4djFsdHVjcngxc2F4MzhudW1jMWoxMSZlcD12MV9pbnRlcm5hbF9naWZfYnlfaWQmY3Q9Zw/tsX3YMWYzDPjAARfeg/giphy.gif)" ...DO THIS AS MANY TIMES AS NECESSARY UNTIL LONG TASK COMPLETES...(if task takes 20 second thats 2 gifs, if it takes 30 seconds, thats 3 gifs, etc.) # End Loading Bar Instructions # LONG TASK 30sec+ code interpreter task here... ``` ### GPT UX Patterns URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/gpt-ux-patterns/ Last updated: 2024-02-25T21:06:37.000Z As I come across (or create) new UX patterns that are enabled by GPTs, I'll put them here. You can learn more about the near-potential of GPTs here: [Issue 42: Are GPTs Websites?Or are they perhaps something else altogether?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/) (or in video): [Are GPTs Websites? \[Video Version\]Video version of Issue 42![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/are-gpts-websites-video-version/) ## Instruction Boot Loader > First,Lucas created a "boot loader" of sorts, a way for us to keep our instruction set minimal for MapGPT. > > At the start of the experience, we immediately kick off an action call to our server to fetch the "introduction" instructions. Those are quickly processed and displayed to the user... [Issue 48: The History You Miss on Your Way to Workand the futures you create![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/embmap.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-48/) ## Per-Session UUIDs > In the first action call above, we also assign users a random UUID. This UUID will follow them for the rest of the chat session. Incidentally, this gives a ChatGPT "state" as we use that ID on our server (and a Redis cache) to keep track of the data we need to feed the user... [Issue 48: The History You Miss on Your Way to Workand the futures you create![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/embmap.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-48/) ## "on start" This is an extremely helpful and simple pattern. Simply start your custom instructions with `on start,` and create a conversation starter button called "start". Anything you put after start will be run, and it gives users a easy entry point. ## YouTube Thumbnails in GPT [How To Add Clickable Thumbnail Youtube Videos to ChatGPTquick tip!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/dancingpassion.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/how-to-add-youtube-videos-to-chatgpt/) ## Creating a Loading Bar Code Analysis taking too long? Waiting for something to happen? No problem: [Track Time in GPT with Code Interpretercreating a ā€œloading barā€!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Armor-main-image.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/timers-in-gpt/) ### Patterns: Dead or Alive URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-02-23/ Last updated: 2024-02-23T17:42:42.000Z ## Photos ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9577.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9576.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9575.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9574.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9573.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9572.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9571.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9570.jpeg) a glimpse into my thought process ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-21-25-13.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-22-17-25.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-22-17-35.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-22-17-52.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-22-18-05.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-22-18-19.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-22-18-32.png) [fin.](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-solo-leveling/) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-21-39-27.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-21-39-33.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-21-39-42.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-21-14-56.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-22-00-41-22.png) [release me](https://youtube.com/shorts/AGfjH5BQtDo?si=moszS%5F9bquNM0%5FDD&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-21-14-41-19.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-21-14-41-26.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-21-14-41-37.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-21-14-42-01.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-14-56-59.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-15-02-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-15-02-08.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-21-02-24-36.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-21-14-18-09.png) ## Music ## Movies [Phantom Thread (2017)In 1950s London, renowned British dressmaker Reynolds Woodcock comes across Alma, a young, strong-willed woman, who soon becomes ever present in his life as his muse and lover.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/so/ed/gw/k8/phantom-thread-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=3c13172317)](https://letterboxd.com/film/phantom-thread/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Waves (2019)A controlling father’s attempts to ensure that his two children succeed in high school backfire after his son experiences a career-ending sports injury. Their familial bonds are eventually placed under severe strain by an unexpected tragedy.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/kz/7z/b0/br/waves-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=547b39f804)](https://letterboxd.com/film/waves-2019/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Plus One (2019)Two single friends agree to be each others’ respective plus one for each wedding they’re invited to during a particularly busy nuptial period of their lives.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/x2/l0/2r/2b/plus%20one-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=ba0e32364b)](https://letterboxd.com/film/plus-one-2019/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Condom Lead (2013)A dream of the hope for intimacy and love in a brutal, divisive world.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/film-poster/7/3/6/8/7/1/736871-condom-lead-0-230-0-345-crop.jpg?v=e49c35b109)](https://letterboxd.com/film/condom-lead/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Crossroads (2002)Three friends get together and bury a box making a pact to open it at midnight at their high school graduation. In the little town in Georgia that they live in, things soon change. One is little miss perfect, one is an engaged prom queen, and the other is a pregnant outcast. The night of graduation, they open the box and they strike up a conversation. All of a sudden, one brings up the topic of her going to Los Angeles for a record contract audition. They all decide to go together and they leave. With a little money, they set out on the road with a guy named Ben. When one of them tells the other a rumor that he might be a homicidal maniac they are all scared of him. When they reach LA, Lucy falls in love with Ben and against her father’s wishes, she stays and she goes to the audition.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/1h/4h/s2/6v/crossroads-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=a1b5c500ea)](https://letterboxd.com/film/crossroads-2002/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Players (2024)New York sportswriter Mack has spent years devising successful hook-up ā€œplaysā€ with her friends, but when she unexpectedly falls for one of her targets, she must learn what it takes to go from simply scoring to playing for keeps.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/br/rv/yb/qd/IMG_3405-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=9c59387f13)](https://letterboxd.com/film/players-2024/?ref=bramadams.dev) ### When the Fantasy of the Weak Peaked URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-solo-leveling/ Last updated: 2024-02-23T03:00:55.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/71BFjpc84NL._SL1500_.jpg) - its complicated... - pros include: - **epically drawn** – very visually captivating large scale battles - its cool to see a **bad boy** win – his powers aren't the traditional manga protag and he works it - jinwoo succeeds in becoming the **sex god** the author sets him out to be - cons include: - at a certain point in the series (like pretty early on actually) the **challenges just...stop**? idk he basically over levels the whole series and becomes this guy ![Amazon.com: The Hero Is Overpowered but Overly Cautious, Vol. 7 (light novel) (The Hero Is Overpowered but Overly Cautious (light novel), 7): 9781975322045: Tuchihi, Light, Toyota, Saori: Books](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/91NP3OkZ9YL._AC_UF1000-1000_QL80_.jpg) - nobody else matters at all, which is funny when [one punch man](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/One-Punch%5FMan?ref=bramadams.dev) does it, but the telling is too dramatic to be engaging - the **jinwoo dick riding** becomes a bit much, from everyone in the story, directly or indirectly - people are OBSESSED with ranking in this story, if a E-rank so much as lifts a piece of paper everyone is like "hOW dID hE dO tHaT?!\~dWcn!@##>??" #### SPOILERS FOR ANIME WATCHERS BELOW, ENGAGE AT YOUR OWN RISK - the ****fight with thomas andre** was sick af and worth reading the series just for that hype train - the ****last boss** was the risk equivalent of a nuclear bomb, but i felt no threat when he was on screen because jin woo is so disgustingly OP - i literally don't know why cha hae-in got with jinwoo other than that he didn't smell like donkey shit? like ****????** - the shadow army is legitimately ****awesome**, and their ****personas are unique** and fun every time they're on screen (esp. tusk, beeru, and igris) - i liked the ****not at all subtle** references to the ****chimera ant arc** during the jeju raid, royal guard and [ant king](https://hunterxhunter.fandom.com/wiki/Meruem?ref=bramadams.dev) included (even the story's main arm was called the hunter association, so...) - why even bother with the ****national level hunters**? by the time they were introduced to the series literally everyone sans jinwoo was completely irrelevant ### Issue 48: The History You Miss on Your Way to Work URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-48/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T00:58:45.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-47/) Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought In [last week's issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-47/), we discussed the *art* of fully attending to museums. We discussed the game theory dynamics and unique disadvantages of museum-going and how these problems can be solved by using a tour or an audio guide. A *guide* significantly alters the dynamic of what you *are* seeing, or more accurately, what you are *not* seeing: the history and story behind the piece. This data is *necessarily obfuscated* by the museum itself, but *pivotal* to complete appreciation of the piece. A museum is merely a building filled with these information mismatches, *compounded* by the unique social constraints at play in a room of *fragile* artifacts. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9552-1.jpg) What you see isn't all there is ### The Outside World & History This issue, I'd like to "negate the set" of our attention. If museums are where important artifacts from mankind are *stored*, the outside world is where artifacts are *created*. The "outside world", by virtue of supporting the living, is *fundamentally different* than museums. The world bears the burden of support and cannot be fragile, as the creatures that occupy it are not fragile. The outside world goes out of its way to *root out fragility*, in fact. The world is a blend of *intent* and *accident*. The location of the Nile and its annual flooding are natural occurrences, shaping the landscape by *accident*. However, the ancient Egyptians' decision to settle along its banks and harness its waters for agriculture and civilization was a deliberate act of *intent*. What we call *history* is a byproduct of this process, the dance between choice and chance, captured in some form. We walk both *in* and *on* history without much consideration. ### Where are You From, Really? An example that hits close to home (literally) is your place of origin. You likely have a lot of pride for your hometown, and perhaps *mannerisms* or *accents* that are borne of it, too. But have you considered that where you are from is simply a choice your parents made? In their shoes, they might have moved for work, or for opportunity, or for a variety of other reasons. Because you view your hometown as 'home,' history becomes detached from your lived experience. To see beyond what is there, we need to be active participants of our local world. As in the museum, we can't just see what is in front of us passively, *we must aim beyond*. Using a guide allows us to learn about where we are, and about its history, to *slow down* on our daily motions and *appreciate* what is around us. ### Long(er) Walks > If museums are where important artifacts from mankind are *stored*, the outside world is where artifacts are *created*. Most pivotally, the real world is a museum that we ourselves influence. As you read these words, they are committed to history, a blend of my *intent* as a writer and you stumbling by it on *accident* (or whatever issue you first started reading this newsletter). This shifts the imperative. Make beautiful things, do beautiful things. Today's actions are tomorrow's histories. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9555.jpg) solvitur ambulando Learning new knowledge *about* a thing is a funny thing. I've walked this route I am on many times before. Too many times to count. There's nothing new about it. The world itself hasn't changed. But perhaps I did? [ChatGPT - MapGPTDiscover the world around you. Created by https://bramadams.dev, https://lucasnegritto.com, and the official OpenAI Ambassadors![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)ChatGPT![](https://files.oaiusercontent.com/file-0LnpK77rhUFMYMYBiK3P41NV?se=2123-12-28T00%3A20%3A16Z&sp=r&sv=2021-08-06&sr=b&rscc=max-age%3D1209600%2C%20immutable&rscd=attachment%3B%20filename%3D1812728c-2db4-457f-bbd5-7387fc53e64f.png&sig=f3zWyLLjCjIomaPSEVz8owK84SYok%2B3FjcrPgZWTPFY%3D)](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-Pw20OIj6o-mapgpt?ref=bramadams.dev) Try MapGPT, and learn about your world! ### Addendum - Technical Details I'd like to take a quick sidebar to discuss some of the technical achievements of this build, because I think some findings are both *non trivial* and telling about the future of GPTs and *agent development*. #### Instruction Loading ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9553.jpg) Using "boot loader" instructions to give a GPT instructions from external servers allows actions to use conditional logic without eating into token count First, [Lucas](https://www.lucasnegritto.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) created a "boot loader" of sorts, a way for us to keep our instruction set minimal for MapGPT. At the start of the experience, we immediately kick off an action call to our server to fetch the "introduction" instructions. Those are quickly processed and displayed to the user. Then, when a user completes the task of appending their location to the chat session (discussed below), we also pass back a key with follow up instructions, for example: ```javascript { "next_instructions": "..." } ``` We then tell the GPT to integrate those instructions into the rest of the conversation. This allows us to *conditionally* add new instructions given where a user is in the experience and keep things fast and interesting, allow as offering powerful versioning capabilities. #### Session UUIDs ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/IMG_9554-1.jpg) Allowing GPTs to create a session UUID gives users a pseudonymous experience with every new ChatGPT session, and allows you to have In the first action call above, we also assign users a random UUID. This UUID will follow them for the rest of the chat session. Incidentally, this gives a ChatGPT "state" as we use that ID on our server (and a Redis cache) to keep track of the data we need to feed the user. With conditional instructions, location data, and GPT summaries of Wikipedia pages taken up valuable token space, this UUID design pattern has proven itself immensely useful and I'm excited to use it in many of my GPTs going forward. #### Running MapGPT Here are a few examples of me and my [collab partner Lucas](https://www.lucasnegritto.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) using MapGPT in different places across San Francisco, Brooklyn and Rochester! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-01-14-37-05.png) Prospect Park, Brooklyn, NY --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-01-14-30-18-1.png) Rochester, NY --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-17-31-40.png) Midwood, Brooklyn, NY --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-17-31-15.png) Flatbush, Brooklyn, NY --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-17-33-58.png) Sheepshead Bay, Brooklyn, NY --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-18-17-36-07.png) Prospect Park, Brooklyn, NY ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [The Insects are Throwing Parties Againand they didn’t bother inviting me?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/wages-of-war.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-02-16-2024/) I've been vibing with [this song](https://open.spotify.com/track/1MPtLlyuB1X78TeammWxy9?si=0c4007e2302e49ce&ref=bramadams.dev) so much this week, and I've been grinding through the Solo Leveling manga Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### The Insects are Throwing Parties Again URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-02-16-2024/ Last updated: 2024-02-18T22:01:53.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-19-38-49.png) ([source](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F-iCMBfia4A&ref=bramadams.dev)) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-19-40-41.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-19-41-52.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-19-42-09.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-19-42-47.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-19-43-38.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-19-43-49.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-14-00-26-45.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-12-04-50-20.png) ([reminds me of](https://youtu.be/ZeMWbLNLTC8?si=tDgj%5FSfTgl5-KpYh&t=146&ref=bramadams.dev)) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-12-04-33-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-12-04-33-25.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-02-36-07.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-11-13-48-02.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-11-13-48-09.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-11-13-48-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-18-59-36.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-18-59-44.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-18-49-56.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-18-49-46.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-18-50-10.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-17-28-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-17-28-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-17-19-43.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-17-02-08.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-18-38-54.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-18-39-09.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-21-47-16.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-21-47-27.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-15-21-47-36.png) ## Music ## Websites [Projects — Eris Art![](https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/fe8be9d95221c4ee2e8f37e163e365d159e30c381e88dc1f04b06bdada7425ae/Asset-1eris-2022-logo-black.ico)![](https://freight.cargo.site/i/242a6568a54f6c147091ed8c11dfa3fcb5f9ca9e0ed5cfed3a841be3528127ba/Asset-1eris-2022-logo-black.png)](https://eris.art/Projects?ref=bramadams.dev) [XVR Studiocargo.site![](https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/S1574734280347364342907052894573/favicon.ico)![](https://freight.cargo.site/w/1000/i/W1612782102909305874824449370477/screenshot-1989603854.jpg)](https://xvrstudio.co/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Diego Gil de BiedmaDiego Gil de Biedma is a graphic designer born in Barcelona. Lately he has started to combine his graphic design practice with devoting some time to visual arts experiments, where he is able to enjoy the creative process with full freedom.![](https://freight.cargo.site/t/original/i/a2377e193f480ae7b782149e2fe5e21b53b81f8f99c23dfcd4744e87361a95f9/ggge.ico)![](https://freight.cargo.site/i/0a8a27ea0f3157147cf504b986a4a821e7e602e87d074688865c57a01e839cde/ggge.png)](https://diegogildebiedma.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Other Peoples PlacesOther Peoples Places is a Shop & Studio based in London. 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Learn more about Arc and how it’s changing the way we browse the web.![](https://arc.net/favicon.png)![](https://arc.net/og.png)](https://arc.net/?ref=bramadams.dev) [lrnjulieLauren Kim![](https://www.lrnjulie.com/content/images/size/w256h256/2024/01/Untitled_Artwork-2.png)lrnjulie![](https://www.lrnjulie.com/content/images/size/w1200/2024/02/IMG_4429-3.jpg)](https://www.lrnjulie.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Code [GitHub - bramses/ghost-to-nomic: Upload your Ghost blog posts as a Nomic MapUpload your Ghost blog posts as a Nomic Map. 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Contribute to KillianLucas/open-interpreter development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubKillianLucas![](https://repository-images.githubusercontent.com/666299222/98b1ffca-dc7e-414d-af89-1963d072fe09)](https://github.com/KillianLucas/open-interpreter?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - reorproject/reor: AI note-taking app that runs models locally.AI note-taking app that runs models locally. Contribute to reorproject/reor development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubreorproject![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/b1dc8a84100df4c4f900acce11a984aa1a7ff7a12e81648d6eee7d603f59f61d/reorproject/reor)](https://github.com/reorproject/reor?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - yash-dani/logstash-filter-pilar: A logstash filter for Log Parsing using the PILAR method.A logstash filter for Log Parsing using the PILAR method. - GitHub - yash-dani/logstash-filter-pilar: A logstash filter for Log Parsing using the PILAR method.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubyash-dani![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/5a879227a151d7b7c213f9c2b732453960967b6895b48882f43d148f80d3fb01/yash-dani/logstash-filter-pilar)](https://github.com/yash-dani/logstash-filter-pilar?ref=bramadams.dev) ### There is Some Weight Behind this Homesteading Trend URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-the-quest-of-the-simple-life/ Last updated: 2024-02-25T21:04:56.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/91ivrWiZcsL._SL1500_.jpg) - a **modern self-help** **book** written in a **non modern time** (1905) - w.j. dawson's flight from london - a chapter in the book is dedicated to a **clapback** letter and his response to said clapback. i appreciated both. - ive recently picked up a copy of sun and steel (i havent read it yet). i think **dawson, murakami** (what i talk about when i talk about running), and **mishima** might get along (despite their very different political inclinations) - dawson is a **master of turn of phrase** incl.: > "The marooned seaman saves his sanity by cutting notches in a stick, the solitary prisoner by friendship with a mouse; and when life is reduced to the last exiguity of narrowness, the interests of life will be narrow too. No writer, whose work is familiar to me, has ever yet described with unsparing fidelity the kind of misery which lies in having to do precisely the same things at the same hour, through long and consecutive periods of time. The hours then become a dead weight which oppresses the spirit to the point of torture. Life itself resembles those dreadful dreams of childhood, in which we see the ceiling and the walls of the room contract round one's helpless and immobile form. Blessed is he who has variety in his life: thrice blessed is he who has both freedom and variety: but the subordinate toiler in the vast mechanism of a great city has neither. He will sit at the same desk, gaze upon the same unending rows of figures, do, in fact, the same things year in and year out till his youth has withered into age." > "It would seem that the anxieties of getting money only beget the more torturing anxiety of how to keep it." > "I define doing good as the fulfilment of our best instincts and faculties for the best use of mankind; but I do not expect that the Good Earnest People will accept this definition. They would find it much too catholic, simply because they have learned to attach a specialised meaning to the phrase ā€˜doing good,’ which limits it to some form of active philanthropy. If they would but allow a wider vision of life to pass before the eye, they would see that there are many ways of doing good besides those which satisfy their own ideals....It is a singular thing that men find it very difficult to live lives of charity without cherishing uncharitable tempers towards those who do not live precisely as they themselves do. For instance, the busy philanthropist, nobly eager to bring a little happiness into the grey lives of the disinherited, often has the poorest opinion of artists and novelists, who appear to him to live useless lives. But when Turner paints a picture like the *Fighting Temeraire Towed to Her Last Berth* (**below**), which is destined to stir generous thoughts in multitudes of hearts long after his death: or when Scott writes novels which have increased the sum of human happiness for a century, is not each doing good of the rarest, highest, and most enduring kind?" ![The Fighting Temeraire - Wikipedia](https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/3/30/The_Fighting_Temeraire%2C_JMW_Turner%2C_National_Gallery.jpg) - i think simon sarris is a modern version of w.j. dawson - i wish i was a bit more self-sustaining, i don't think i could hack it out at walden pond, i lack the backbone or physical constitution! - fwiw, **i do live the digital equivalent of walden**, **working consistently on a blog as opposed to posting on social media** is the online equivalent of moving to a cottage in the country and handling all the gardening, harvesting etc, for my own satisfaction - takeaway questions: - how big do you live? can you scale that back? - [how much do you know about the area you live in](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-Pw20OIj6o-mapgpt?ref=bramadams.dev)? - how close is your relationship to nature? what about nature scares you? - is it selfish to work on yourself? - what is your balance between mind and body? are you serving one, or both? or neither? ## modern people i was reminded of reading this book [simon sarris![](https://simonsarris.com/favicon.png)Simon Sarris![](https://simonsarris.com/images/creatures/faerie2.png)](https://simonsarris.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Isabel PaigeVideo’s delen met vrienden, familie en de rest van de wereld![](https://www.youtube.com/s/desktop/2144b1c0/img/favicon_144x144.png)YouTube![](https://yt3.googleusercontent.com/Un-yneA6fVH7a-hk8UKbWcU919p74K-hsDRhsm2LnqYlk47g9xVxeVhmb_HWs2rH1de2U-9b=s900-c-k-c0x00ffffff-no-rj)](https://www.youtube.com/@isabel%5Fpaige?ref=bramadams.dev) [Gold Shaw FarmGold Shaw Farm is a farm in Peacham, VT. More accurately, it’s not really a farm yet. Founded by Morgan Gold and Allison Ebrahimi Gold in 2016, Gold Shaw Farm is more of a farm-in-progress than an honest-to-goodness farm. Our dream is that someday we are able to make our 158 acre parcel of land a regenerative and productive homestead/farm. To get there, it’s going to take a lot of work on our part. Our YouTube channel chronicles the journey of getting there for our friends, family and community.![](https://www.youtube.com/s/desktop/2144b1c0/img/favicon_144x144.png)YouTube![](https://yt3.googleusercontent.com/ytc/AIf8zZTmgXeGZi38OkgZ9-i_G1om8rTkCKafPv10dDcS0sE=s900-c-k-c0x00ffffff-no-rj)](https://www.youtube.com/@GoldShawFarm?ref=bramadams.dev) ### My Thoughts on Maxims for Thinking Analytically URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-maxims-for-thinking-analytically/ Last updated: 2024-02-12T18:34:50.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/516f5aqXARS._SL1500_.jpg) ([affl. link](https://amzn.to/42zBb2R?ref=bramadams.dev)) - book of a list of **heuristics** to approach situations - there were **so many** anecdotes of students of dr richard zeckhauser using these maxims it felt *salesy* at times - short read, very **covid focused** – black swan events and hindsight bias prevails throughout - however if you do have any **important decisions coming up** that weigh on you, you should very much filter it through these maxims - **hard to remember** to use maxims consistently until/if they become habitual - my **favorite** maxims: - ***weight errors of commission and omission equally*** - the shape of regret in our minds vs reality – what actually happened - ***reframe anticipation as happiness*** - looking forward to something is enjoyable – often we want then to be now, but we can learn to appreciate the then now too - ***uncertainty is the friend of the status quo*** ***&*** - **dont judge your decisions on results** - **we want things to stay as they are** in the bounds of reasonability - **we judge ourselves on our best intentions** as opposed to the facts of the matter - these two work together for some weird scenarios like **adding features to a product** just to feel like you’re doing anything at all **so we can look back and say we tried** ### Issue 47: How to Find Your Muse in Museums URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-47/ Last updated: 2024-02-12T05:52:56.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-46/) Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought Every time I go to a museum, I try to sign up for a tour or, at the very least, obtain an audio guide from the front desk. Much like an ayahuasca trip requiring a shaman, a guide is a critical element to a successful day trip to any museum – perhaps **the** critical element. This is because engaging fully with a museum is a **unique challenge** that we don't often face in the domain of the "real world". In a museum you are dealing with **multiple dimensions of constraints** – constraints that often **conflict with one another**. These constraints include: - Whitespace of the walls and windows, intentionally placed by the curators, creating a crowded or empty atmosphere that you are dropped into at random (***design***) - Multiple pieces in your eye line will call out to your sensibilities, drawing you in to spend your limited time with them over their peers. This is then compounded by the galleries within the museum competing with one another (***marketing***) - Thick panes of glass and stilted breaths of fellow museum-goers, creating an air of consistent fragility and caution throughout the building (***discomfort***) - Art from the dead does not talk, without being lent a voice (***mortality***) - Competition with fellow museum-goers to appreciate deeply without pausing, to talk while remaining silent, to walk languidly while moving briskly (***rivalry***) - Being stripped from five usable senses: smell, sight, hearing, touch, taste in the real world – to just one: sight (***limitation***) Without a guide, the museum is a **frenetic** **draw** from color to color, from crowd to crowd, from fleeting desire to new flame – all while in the background we compete with ourselves and one another to understand the culture, to engage while remaining passive. The feeling of wandering aimlessly through a museum is similar to the pull of a library bookshelf, as described by VilĆ©m Flusser: > ...the wall of the library is different and functions differently. The spines of the books, lined up beside one another and over one another, form a secondary wall, positioned in front of the actual wall. Between the spines of the books and the actual wall is a zone of paper, where, in consideration of the reflections just undertaken here, numerous arms are trying to take hold of us. They can only do this if we ourselves stretch out an arm in their direction, pull a spine out from the wall, and turn the book around, to allow ourselves to be taken in by it. \-- [Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004X53R1W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) A **guide** changes this dynamic. A guide forces you to slow down, to consider the piece in front of you as not just a visual spectacle to try to **grapple** **with**, but as a **historical moment**, actively leading you to new questions and associations that you may not have even known you had. By simply adding context to the pieces that occupy the walls, the problems of *design*, *mortality*, and *limitation* fade away instantly. **Museum curators and historical archivists are artists too**, after all, and artists love to talk about their work (or at least, to justify their choices). Guides give them that chance. As for *discomfort* and *rivalry*, by deepening your relationship with the museum itself, you'll begin to see that the museum is not, in fact, a mausoleum, but a garden of human artistry. This will make each trip become less about c**onforming to the flow of others**, and more about following a **solitudinous pace** where you get to learn the most you possibly can, to take the most of the art you can home with you, in your memories. **Engaging with time in space**, this is what a museum does for its patrons. > the museum is not, in fact, a mausoleum, but a garden of human artistry **Learning to museum correctly is a valuable skill**, since each city across the world will have its own art and history to explore. If you wish to truly be a **global native** as you travel, make it a priority to visit a city's museum. And grab a guide, if you can. --- What if the real world had the intention of museums? What if there was a museum you could touch? What if we could rediscover the beauty and historical significance of the places we move through every day? *That we live in every day*? But...we don't live in a museum. Right? Next week, we will tackle the idea of how the real world can be a museum...if we bring a guide. [ChatGPT - MapGPTDiscover the world around you. Created by https://bramadams.dev, https://lucasnegritto.com, and the official OpenAI Ambassadors![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)ChatGPT![](https://files.oaiusercontent.com/file-0LnpK77rhUFMYMYBiK3P41NV?se=2123-12-28T00%3A20%3A16Z&sp=r&sv=2021-08-06&sr=b&rscc=max-age%3D1209600%2C%20immutable&rscd=attachment%3B%20filename%3D1812728c-2db4-457f-bbd5-7387fc53e64f.png&sig=f3zWyLLjCjIomaPSEVz8owK84SYok%2B3FjcrPgZWTPFY%3D)](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-Pw20OIj6o-mapgpt?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [books - Bram Adamsthoughts on books! 5/month.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/howbooksaremade.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/books/) I've finally gotten around to writing/recording ****book reviews** for some of the books I finished so far this year. [Dating Apps and Snapsprompt fns, gilgamesh, raya, the world is a vampire![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2024/02/Cloister-Arcades-Double-Capitals.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-02-09/) The media dump includes some ****banger** ****songs** this week. [How To Add Clickable Thumbnail Youtube Videos to ChatGPTquick tip!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/dancingpassion.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/how-to-add-youtube-videos-to-chatgpt/) I look forward to a world where ChatGPT can have full ****embedded links** in chats. Tiny little web browsers. For now, this will have to do. ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading > Artists who never break through, the data tells us, tend to present their work to the same few places over and over again. The artists who make it big, in contrast, present to a far wider set of places, allowing themselves to stumble upon a big break. \-- [Don't Trust Your Gut: Using Data to Get What You Really Want in LIfe (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0983M7Z7H/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > For artists starting at the periphery, success was largely local and painfully incremental. Why did our predictions work so well? Precisely because performance in art can’t be measured. Since there is no way of establishing that any work of art is truly better than another, the network takes over, establishing value. In a way, that aptly reflects our premise in chapter 1: Success depends not on you or your performance but on us. The network is what carries the collective response to your performance. \-- [The Formula: The Universal Laws of Success (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07B863X6B/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > Art is high-quality endeavor. That is all that really needs to be said. Or, if something more high-sounding is demanded: Art is the Godhead as revealed in the works of man. \-- [Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0026772N8/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > ā€œAesthetic genius,ā€ Wit said, ā€œinvention, acumen, creativity. Noble ideals indeed. Most men would pick one of those, if given the choice, and name them the greatest of talents.ā€ He plucked a string. ā€œWhat beautiful liars we are.ā€ The guards glanced at each other; the torches burning in brackets on the wall painted them with orange light. ā€œYou think I’m a cynic,ā€ Wit said. ā€œYou think I’m going to tell you that men claim to value these ideals, but secretly prefer base talents. The ability to gather coin or to charm women. Well, I am a cynic, but in this case, I actually think those scholars were honest. Their answers speak for the souls of men. In our hearts, we want to believe in—and would choose—great accomplishment and virtue. That’s why our lies, particularly to ourselves, are so beautiful.ā€ \-- [The Way of Kings (The Stormlight Archive, Book 1) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B003P2WO5E/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > i did not train you to be a demon or a human. i showed you how to be an artist. to be an artist is to do one thing only...look at me... cannot fight, or weave, or farm. i make swords. i cook for strength to make good swords. i study the sutras to cleanse my heart to make good swords. > > you think revenge is an art? > > swords, pots, noodles, death. it is all the same to an artist. > > then i am a bad artist. > > an artist gives all they have to the art, the whole. your strengths and deficiencies, your loves and shames. perhaps the people you collected...i made my best blades when i had an apprentice. > > i thought i annoyed you. > > both are true. there may be a demon inside you, but there is more. if you do not invite the whole, the demon takes two chairs, and your art will suffer. > > then what do i do? > > i only know how to make swords. each morning, i start a fire. and begin again. \-- swordfather + mizu, [blue eye samuri](\"https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue%5FEye%5FSamurai\"), episode 7 Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### When Your Sister Rules the Most Powerful Civilization on Earth URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-nefertiti/ Last updated: 2024-02-25T21:03:07.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/81gD7-PGUZL._SL1500_.jpg) ([affl. link](https://amzn.to/48ct6SL?ref=bramadams.dev)) - a historical fiction novel by michelle moran - told through the eyes of nefertiti's younger sister, mutnodjmet - the characters must have been based on heiroglyphs because they were flatttttttt - i commend moran on telling a story filled with real-life historical black spots and making it entertaining... but it just really wasn't compelling - "[Almost nothing is known about Nefertiti's life prior to her marriage...](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nefertiti?ref=bramadams.dev)" ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/Screenshot-2024-02-10-22-00-14.png) drinking game: take a shot for every "?" or "or" - the dialogue was based more around gossip than substance - information of the court travels in a GoT like fashion (s1-2 that is...before all the killing started) - to please ~~Joffery~~ Ahkenaten - a tale about a people's relationship with their leaders and with their god(s) - from the pharaoh to victoria - a story about legacy, and how quickly your finest works will be [lost to the desert for eternity](https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poems/46565/ozymandias?ref=bramadams.dev), so enjoy your garden while you can plant in it - ā€œWhen the crowd was gone, I asked Thutmose, ā€œWhy is it that the women love you so much?ā€ He thought for a moment. ā€œBecause I can make them immortal. When I find the right model I might use her for Isis, and when the winds of time erase her memory from her house, there will still be her face looking down from the temples.ā€ā€ - ā€œNefertiti has not done what she was supposed to, I thought. Instead of risking her place as Chief Wife to sway Pharaoh, she’s protected it by goading him on.ā€ - family blames nefertiti for playing the games of the court but they wanted her to be their pawn, which isnt better. they tried to tame a storm that belonged to a person, not to egypt - that said, nefertiti did spend an inordinate amount of the book being realllly annoying and jealous of every woman that was not her - they say absolute power corrupts absolutely, but i dont know if ive ever seen it that way. i think that power magnifies certain attributes that all people share equally. if this werent the case, parents would not have to threaten their children with the eye of santa (sauron) to be good when they arent looking - atticus finch is the same man at home as he is on the streets. the characters in this book would do well to follow his example! ### My Thoughts on Permanent Midnight URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-permanent-midnight/ Last updated: 2024-02-11T02:54:01.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/51jib-8P8IL._SL1500_.jpg) ([affl. link](https://amzn.to/3UyRwTq?ref=bramadams.dev)) - an autobiography of alf and porno mag writer and la aficionado [jerry stahl](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jerry%5FStahl?ref=bramadams.dev) - i wanted to like this book i really did - i got the suggestion to read it from the netflix show [loudermilk](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Loudermilk%5F%28TV%5Fseries%29?ref=bramadams.dev) - which the writers team took it upon itself to drop a few pop culture references per episodes like family guy - i still have yet to watch the [ben stiller](https://www.imdb.com/title/tt0120788/?ref=bramadams.dev) movie, which may redeem the book - some of jerry stahl's stories are very funny, some very sad and gritty - his stories about his sex life are vivid (see example quote at the very bottom of [this post](https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-22/) for a great example of "show don't tell") - overall it was repetitive, and there was a lot of whiplash moving from event to event - quite impressive that he was able to live a long life filled withe events in spite of (or perhaps because of) his heroin addiction - there's a lot you can learn about a person from the medicine cabinet in their bathroom ### How To Add Clickable Thumbnail Youtube Videos to ChatGPT URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/how-to-add-youtube-videos-to-chatgpt/ Last updated: 2024-02-12T05:51:04.000Z 0:00 /0:16 1Ɨ First, get the thumbnail image for your video from: ```markdown http://img.youtube.com/vi/YOUR_YOUTUBE_VIDEO_ID/0.jpg ``` Next, get the URL for the video you'll be using, e.g.: ```markdown https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SkDCpguusM ``` Then, follow this format (Github flavored Markdown): ```markdown [![your_text_describing_video](thumbnail_image_url)](youtube_video_url) ``` Here's the full prompt I used in the example GPT above: ```markdown on start show the following embed yt video: [![Watch the video](http://img.youtube.com/vi/4SkDCpguusM/0.jpg)](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SkDCpguusM) ``` ## Extra Tip To do this programmatically in GPT, consider copy/pasting the following prompt. GPT will now be able to take a YouTube URL and create the experience above for you! ***Note: This is bugged. See video below for "fix". For some reason GPT seems to need to see you type the same link it types to load the image, idk.*** ```markdown When given a YouTube URL: 1. Extract the ID from the URL string 2. Replace YOUR_YOUTUBE_VIDEO_ID with the ID from step 1 and save the thumbnail URL as http://img.youtube.com/vi/YOUR_YOUTUBE_VIDEO_ID/0.jpg 3. (Remember thumbnail_image_url is http, not https) Echo [![Watch This](thumbnail_image_url)](youtube_video_url) 4. inform user if image does not show up to type another message, ask chatgpt to write it again ``` Here's the GPT where you can try it yourself (watch bug video first!) [ChatGPT - Link to Clickable Imageopen a yt video with a clickable thumbnail![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)ChatGPT![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/chatgpt-share-og.49cbbffe.png)](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-raAyNEjQQ-link-to-clickable-image?ref=bramadams.dev) 0:00 /0:36 1Ɨ the not loading the image bug [ChatGPTA conversational AI system that listens, learns, and challenges![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/apple-touch-icon.59f2e898.png)![](https://cdn.oaistatic.com/_next/static/media/chatgpt-share-og.49cbbffe.png)](https://chat.openai.com/share/c021620d-edbb-47cb-835f-90e31e6e51fa?ref=bramadams.dev) here's the transcript for the bug --- ***Update 2024-02-11:*** > If a URL you're trying to reference is partially model-generated, the link output by ChatGPT won't be clickable. ([Why aren't my GPT links clickable? | OpenAI Help Center](https://help.openai.com/en/articles/8838458-why-aren-t-my-gpt-links-clickable?ref=bramadams.dev)) **Fix: Use actions. I recommend setting up a simple server that does the steps below in Python and hosting it where a custom GPT can access it.** ```javascript youtube_video_url = "https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TTCN2hzhxcI" video_id = youtube_video_url.split("v=")[-1] thumbnail_image_url = f"http://img.youtube.com/vi/{video_id}/0.jpg" markdown_link = f"[![Watch This]({thumbnail_image_url})]({youtube_video_url})" markdown_link ``` [Add YouTube Videos with clickable thumbnails to your GPTsFor some reason the shared chats aren’t opening… Here’s some screenshots,![](https://global.discourse-cdn.com/openai1/optimized/1X/2a3172c7e1961225fa818c8fd4775a70c70ad057_2_180x180.png)OpenAI Developer Forumbram![](https://global.discourse-cdn.com/openai1/original/4X/9/2/2/922108037430f777c7a680e21e119a67b0a95a65.jpeg)](https://community.openai.com/t/add-youtube-videos-with-clickable-thumbnails-to-your-gpts/621341/8?u=bram&ref=bramadams.dev) [Add YouTube Videos with clickable thumbnails to your GPTsThe solution is to have an action generate the complete link, then it’s no issue.![](https://global.discourse-cdn.com/openai1/optimized/1X/2a3172c7e1961225fa818c8fd4775a70c70ad057_2_180x180.png)OpenAI Developer Forumbram![](https://global.discourse-cdn.com/openai1/original/3X/b/3/b32f604c592f9a403d89909a2ac630d941304c08.png)](https://community.openai.com/t/add-youtube-videos-with-clickable-thumbnails-to-your-gpts/621341/10?u=bram&ref=bramadams.dev) ### My Thoughts on Excellent Advice for Living URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/my-thoughts-on-excellent-advice-for-living/ Last updated: 2024-02-10T20:36:30.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/63101004.jpg) ([affl. link](https://amzn.to/49rQddc?ref=bramadams.dev)) Audio Guide \[recorded on phone, excuse the quality\] 0:00 /638.328163 1Ɨ - a collection of tweet length ideas - more memorable weirdly than the maxims from another book i read at the same time called *maxims for thinking analytically* ([affl. link](https://amzn.to/49aCx6L?ref=bramadams.dev)) despite the similarities in title and writing style - ā€œThe very best thing you can do for your kids is to love your spouse.ā€ - and loving yourself is the best thing you can do for your spouse. so by the transitive property... - ā€œThe quickest checkout line will be the one with the fewest people no matter the size of their carts.ā€ - cashiers vs pulling money out of wallets and repeating the same ā€œhow are youā€ conversation - ā€œAt first, buy the absolute cheapest tools you can find. Upgrade the ones you use a lot. If you wind up using some tool for a job buy the very best you can afford.ā€ - spend a lot (read: without limit) on the thing you care about/hunt for, and little on everything else - ā€œWork to become, not to acquire.ā€ - hunters care little for their licenses once they have passed the hunter exam - ā€œAll guns are loaded.ā€ - cautionary advice... but also hidden double advice about people who keep weapons in their home. they plan at least a little bit on using them someday, even if just in their minds eye. people don't buy things they don't have a plan for. - ā€œTake note if you find yourself wondering ā€œWhere is my good knife?ā€ or ā€œWhere is my good pen?ā€ That means you have bad ones. Get rid of those.ā€ - see "At first, buy the absolute cheapest tools you can find..." above - ā€œBe a pro. Back up your backup. Have at least one physical backup and one backup in the cloud. Have more than one of each. How much would you pay to retrieve all your data, photos, notes if you lost them? Backups are cheap compared to regrets.ā€ - record your work sessions. [arbitrage, arbitrage, arbitrage.](https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/) - ā€œCopying others is a good way to start. Copying yourself is a disappointing way to end.ā€ - childish gambino had an interview about some meme that was going around in 2013 on vine and how sad it is to make art to maintain success instead of chasing your own curiosity. he follows through on that to this day. - ā€œYour goal is to be able to say on the day before you die that you have fully become yourself.ā€ - don't die until you're dead - ā€œTo be remarkable, read books.ā€ - well-read people can do things others simply cannot, see my [well read series for more](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) ### Dating Apps and Snaps URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-02-09/ Last updated: 2024-02-10T05:56:22.000Z ## Code [GitHub - stanfordnlp/dspy: DSPy: The framework for programming—not prompting—foundation modelsDSPy: The framework for programming—not prompting—foundation models - GitHub - stanfordnlp/dspy: DSPy: The framework for programming—not prompting—foundation models![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubstanfordnlp![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/a5ab9cd547bdc0764431fff819d25c9cc4ac9e27d7569e9242ac44c7bae43edd/stanfordnlp/dspy)](https://github.com/stanfordnlp/dspy?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - atopile/atopile: Design circuit boards with code! Software has worked out incredibly potent ways to reuse, configure, validate and share work. We want that for hardware too! Starting with electronicsDesign circuit boards with code! Software has worked out incredibly potent ways to reuse, configure, validate and share work. We want that for hardware too! 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Pt III: The Well-Read Archetypes URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-46/ Last updated: 2024-02-18T05:45:16.000Z šŸ’” This is a part of a three part series on becoming well-read. \- Part One: [Zero to One](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) \- Part Two: [The Upper Class of Readers](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-45/) \- Part Three: [The Well-Read Archetypes](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-46/) (you are here) [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-45/) Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought Welcome to the final part of the well-read series! Let's quickly review where we've been so far and what we'll be looking at in the final issue of the series. [In the first part of the series](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/), we took a look at statistics collected from the Washington Post about the **reading habits of Americans in 2023** – the critical takeaway was that the **median American** (50th percentile) read l**ess than two books in 2023**. We discussed why this is a **frog-boiling problem**, and why **fear of boredom** may be the case that Americans read so little. I then suggested a **zero to one strategy** that could be used to bring the average reader to reading one book a month, or **twelve books in a year**, or ten more books than are currently being read. [In the second part of the series](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-45/), we discussed an uniquely interesting insight from the above dataset – that readers seemed to **subconsciously congeal into three "classes" of readers**, quite similar to the stratifications of upper, middle, and lower classes in society. Then I introduced the concepts of **book inertia** and **book density**, how to move up to the reader class chain with consistency, and how inertia can prevent **burnout**. In this final issue of the well-read series, I'd like to discuss the topic of **being well-read** itself. Up until now, I've been **evasive** in defining what I believe are the necessary prerequisites to becoming a well-read individual. Even as I write this newsletter, my definition of being well-read is in a **liquid, evolving state**. Being well-read is an **abstract** place with no acute measurement tools, a **godhead** for readers to chase after, than to actually consistently be. Therefore, any simple definition falls flat. Instead, I think there are (at least) three entirely **defensible definitions** of being a well-read person. These are: - Well Read Within a Topic - Well Read Without a Topic - Well Read by Mastery Let's go over these one by one. ### Well-Read *Within* a Topic To become **well-read within a topic**, a person sets out to consume as much as they can about a particular field or subfield of study. This person will seek to learn **all available aspects** of their topic of study, and does not shy away from **delving uncomfortably deep** into mastery over their choice. Two signs of a *well-read person within a topic*: - The ability to play **devil's advocate** for any argument within their topic. This is a sign that they have **not only** voraciously read books that affirm their cognitive biases, but they also sought out the best literature that actively **disagree** with their world view. - They will be able to summon a **mind map** anywhere and any time about their topic. They seem to have **spatial understanding** of their topic and have a deep **historical knowledge** as to why things are, and perhaps more importantly, why other things aren't. A focus into a singular body of study for years with **deliberate practice** can create a person who is *well-read within a topic*. Obsession paired with notation. ### Well-Read *Without* a Topic To become **well-read without a topic** is in some ways opposite to being *well-read within a topic* but there are similarities. The main motivation of being well read without a topic is to chase **curiosity** wherever it leads you, without any form of judgement attached. Signs of a *well-read person without a topic*: - **Survey knowledge** of many fields. Able to **reference trivia** at the drop of a hat, **conversationally fluent** with different experts in many rooms. - Able to **transfer learnings from one field and apply them directly to another**. **Willing to question** things with the premise that all knowledge is ever-changing and **propositional**. - Can be found in **multiple sections of a bookstore**, creating j**ourneyman level knowledge in multiple fields of study**. Liberal arts degrees are an example of becoming well read without a topic, taking as many opportunities available to act on curiosity. The final state of a person well-read without a topic is the archetypal Renaissance man. ### Well-Read By Mastery To be **well-read by mastery** is to have the ability to not shy away from any difficult book, to have a firm grasp on the underlying skill of **reading and remembering** information that lies within a library of books. Signs of a *well-read person by mastery* include: - A highly retentive memory and **usage of spaced repetition techniques**. An ability to **analyze an authors' arguments objectively** and derive new insights from any book. - The ability to **grab any book off the shelf in a library and conquer it** – be it classics, theoretical, old, new, etc. A person *well-read by mastery* will have **likely read less books** than the other two categories, and is likely has the **most "raw talent"** of the well read archetypes. ### What Am I? If my reading practice were split from a whole into percentages of the above categories, I am roughly 65% *well-read without*, 25% *well-read within* (computer science & philosophy topic driven) and 10% *well-read by mastery* (there are a number of books in the English corpus I haven't tackled due to their complexity – not to mention all the great books in other languages! ### Conclusion Wow! What a series! I think we covered a lot of ground, and hopefully these issues will inspire you to pick up (or deepen) your relationship with reading in 2024. To wrap up this series, I'll leave you with a quote from Kevin Kelly. It's simple, but it really summarizes the point of what reading is good for. > To be remarkable, read books. \-- [Excellent Advice for Living: Wisdom I Wish I'd Known Earlier (affl. link)](https://amzn.to/4bB8KG3?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [You Have Spent Moneyif you guys are hunters, try hunting me![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/02/augustmet.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-02-02/) weekly media dump! Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### You Have Spent Money URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-02-02/ Last updated: 2024-02-07T03:21:08.000Z ## Code [GitHub - tikimcfee/LookAtThat: Render source code in 3D, for macOS and iOS.Render source code in 3D, for macOS and iOS. 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But their new and unlikely friendship gets tricky when Ellie discovers she has feelings for the same girl.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/0j/ib/yy/ky/the-half-of-it-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=39c1dfcd8b)](https://letterboxd.com/film/the-half-of-it/?ref=bramadams.dev) [The Last Black Man in San Francisco (2019)Jimmie Fails dreams of reclaiming the Victorian home his grandfather built in the heart of San Francisco. Joined on his quest by his best friend Mont, Jimmie searches for belonging in a rapidly changing city that seems to have left them behind.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/yq/18/36/sh/last-black-man-san-francisco-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=8a464c07f4)](https://letterboxd.com/film/the-last-black-man-in-san-francisco/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Music ### You Cant Control The UX URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-31/ Last updated: 2024-02-04T04:45:19.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) - im up to a movie/day, basically. nice to finish a story once a day, very cathartic. books are more rewarding overall, but take longer to consume. ## Software (Saturdays) - software is necessary, features are superfluous, most feature requests are asked from people who've never coded, and implemented by people who use code to avoid the agony of feeling under-utilized - i've been pleasantly surprised by the ux of introducing "new tab" logic to gpt. from user testing, it seems to be pretty intuitive to people ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 26% (+2%) > ā€œDAY AND NIGHT, I HAVE a certain percentage of my command in the air,ā€ General Power told the press, the week after the second Sputnik launch. ā€œThese planes are bombed up and they don’t carry bows and arrows.ā€ The message to the Soviet Union was unmistakable: SAC’s ability to retaliate wouldn’t be diminished by intercontinental ballistic missiles. But Power was bluffing. The airborne alert existed only on paper, and the United States didn’t keep bombers in the air, day and night, ready to strike. Carrying nuclear weapons over populated areas was still considered too dangerous. > Democrats in Congress whipped up fears of Soviet missiles and attacked the Eisenhower administration for allowing the United States to fall behind. The Democratic Advisory Council said that President Eisenhower had ā€œweakened the free worldā€ and ā€œstarved the national defense.ā€ Henry ā€œScoopā€ Jackson, a Democratic senator from Washington, called Sputnik ā€œa devastating blow to U.S. prestige.ā€ Lyndon Baines Johnson, the Senate majority leader, scheduled hearings to investigate what had gone wrong with America’s defense policies. Johnson’s staff director, George Reedy, urged him ā€œto plunge heavilyā€ into the missile controversy, suggesting that it could ā€œblast the Republicans out of the water, unify the Democratic Party, and elect you President.ā€ Another Democratic senator, John F. Kennedy, later accused Eisenhower of putting ā€œfiscal security ahead of national securityā€ and made the existence of a ā€œmissile gapā€ one of the central issues in his presidential campaign. - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 60% (+2%) - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 55% (+4%) > But it happens that cultural creativity is something we cannot participate in quite so fully as some people think. A dialogue of Plato's or a choral movement by Heinrich Isaac—in fact all the things we call a product of the mind or a work of art or objectified spirit—are the outcomes of a struggle for purification and liberation. They are, to use your phrase, escapes from time into timelessness, and in most cases the best such works are those which no longer show any signs of the anguish and effort that preceded them. - [Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming](https://amzn.to/3O414Sk?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 30% (+12%) > Seibel: Why do people get so religious about their computer languages? Bloch: I don't know. But when you choose a language, you're choosing more than a set of technical trade-offs—you're choosing a community. It's like choosing a bar. Yes, you want to go to a bar that serves good drinks, but that's not the most important thing. It's who hangs out there and what they talk about. > OO is a funny thing. It means two things. It means modularity. And modularity is great. But I don't think the OO people can claim the right to that. You can look at older literature—for example Parnas's information hiding—and see that the notion of a kind of class as an abstraction predates object-oriented programming. > Not all programmers will say this, a lot of them are solitary, in the corner, but one of the things I realized at Netscape was that I liked interacting with people who actually use my code. And I would miss that if I went back into a corner. I want to be grounded about this. I'm secure enough to think I could go do something that was a fine sky castle for myself, but I'm realist enough to know that it would be only for myself and probably not fine for other people. And what's the point? ā€œIf I'm only for myselfā€, you know, Hillel the elder, ā€œwhat am I?ā€ I am not JavaScript. In the early days, it was such a rush job and it was buggy and then there was some Usenet post Jamie Zawinski forwarded me. 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Pt II: The Upper Class of Readers URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-45/ Last updated: 2024-02-18T05:44:45.000Z šŸ’” This is a part of a three part series on becoming well-read. \- Part One: [Zero to One](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) \- Part Two: [The Upper Class of Readers](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-45/) (you are here) \- Part Three: [The Well-Read Archetypes](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-46/) [< Previous Issue ](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought [Last week](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/), we talked about some disheartening statistics from a recent survey done by the Washington Post about how many books the average U.S. reader completed in 2023\. The results were that 50% of the population surveyed completed only 1-2 books in the calendar year of 2023\. We then touched on why this might be the case, and what boredom's love-affair with modern technology (social media) might have to do with it. Finally, we discussed a potential strategy in the Secretary Problem that non-readers could use to raise the consistency of a reading habit to twelve books a year (one per month – [go check it out if you want to improve your reading practice!](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/)). This week we will be returning to the Washington Post dataset once more to point out an interesting emergent quirk that wasn't talked about – **there seems to be distinct classes of readership**. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-16-00-17-43-2.png) From the dataset we can see three "classes" of readers emerge: the "**lower*" class (1-4 books), the "**middle*" class (5-10 books), and the "**upper*" class (15-50+ books) In the data above, we can see three broad categories of readers emerge from this survey: the 1-5 book readers class *("lower" class)*, the 5-10 book readers class *("middle" class)*, and the 15-50+ book readers class *("upper" class)*. Inside these classes, reading one or two books extra per year won't really move the needle of "moving up the food chain". In other words, the social mobility of book reading is less about **book density** than it is about **book inertia**. But what are density and inertia in these contexts? *Book density* – the **intensity** of a reader's practice, is a **low value metric** – in the upper echelon/class of readers, the difference between reading 30 books a year and 60 books a year is a mere **7%**. That is thirty times more books than the median American reads per year, and yet those 30 *entire-ass books*(!) only nets you a small edge over your peers within your reader class. *Book inertia* – how **consistently** you read books (daily, weekly, once or twice a month) is **much more important**. Even the slowest reader will be middle class by the end of the year, by simply making a commitment to read every day. It is trivial to join the reader middle class if one keeps their reading habit in motion for 15-30mins a day, and does not allow it to drop. But is there any **real value** to being an upper class reader anyway? Is it at all equatable to the upper class of fiat wealth? Why bother? Well, for one, as an upper class reader you will be **exposed** to a variety of topics and ideas that will deepen and broaden your world view at the same time. You will be able to know that you have the ability to **grapple** with complex subjects from the minds of different humans, and not just any humans, but intelligent experts in a subject. Finally, you will be able to **deepen** your relationship to doing something "boring" and **slowing down** the mind to a comfortable, not-as-overwhelmed speed. These are the advantages of having both *density* and *inertia*, but density can only be gained **after** mastering inertia. If you attempt to put density before habit, the system will quickly overheat, causing **burnout**. --- Some may consider the number of books read per year a *poor metric*. The difference of difficulty and lengths between books is **highly** variable. Fifty self help short reads are not directly comparable to five textbooks about quantum physics or original books on political theory. In addition, books read can be a **falsified** metric as people could "skim" books, "listen" to audiobooks while they sleep or of course, just straight up **lie** ([*just think about how often grown-ass men will lie about the size of thier manhood*](https://www.frontiersin.org/articles/10.3389/fpsyg.2023.1105423/full?ref=bramadams.dev) *or how somehow* [*everyone thinks they are a better driver than everyone else on the road*](https://www.psychologicalscience.org/news/motr/when-it-comes-to-driving-most-people-think-their-skills-are-above-average.html?ref=bramadams.dev) *– ego is a beast that preys on objectivity after all*). Even with these obvious status grabs and complexities weighing down the metric of the value of "books read" – I think it is still noble to pursue the aim of being in the "upper class" of reading, even if we all miss the mark and get more people lying (**but trying**) to complete books. By reclaiming our ability to **struggle** with books on a consistent basis, we will become a society that truly reads. We will reclaim inertia. Or: ***A reader in motion, stays in motion.*** Last issue, I lambasted technology for increasing the temperature of freneticism in daily life. This is very much the case, but technology is not *all bad*. I am a major proponent of e-books, because they make reading so much more accessible **everywhere** – syncing between phone, laptop, and Kindle while being able to read 5+ books in parallel all while fitting in your pocket is something that simply **cannot** be done with the physical-paper form of books ([Kindle is the closest real world analogy we have to Capsule Corp from Dragon Ball](https://dragonball.fandom.com/wiki/Capsule?ref=bramadams.dev)). In addition, e-readers allow for font changes, and can adjust to readers speeds if your eyes tire from the practice. Most importantly, e-reading allows for connections to be made through highlighting and storing agains services like [Readwise](https://readwise.io/?ref=bramadams.dev) or [Goodreads](https://www.goodreads.com/review/list/84343841-bram?shelf=read&view=covers&ref=bramadams.dev). These highlights can then be digitized and embedded in systems like [Commonplace Bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev), or can be turned into a visual graph to see connections between ideas. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-28-22-39-59.png) [My Quoordinates DB](https://atlas.nomic.ai/map/2f41176d-366b-4e21-a915-607320cee284/3cdfc12c-dd63-4a08-87ca-063c710379dd?ref=bramadams.dev) --- Joining the upper class of readership means investing in the process of erudition, a devotion to taking on the challenge of propositional learning, and becoming...well read! Next week, in the final part of this series we will discuss some of the more subtle parts of becoming a well-read person, including dispelling some misconceptions of what it means to be able to call ourselves "well-read". Stick around! ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Sick Guitar Riffs, BrahThings I liked this week![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/roofmet.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-26-2/) Media dump for the week of Issue 45 + some pictures from my birthday party! [Know It AllThis new theme kicks ass! (After some local adjustments)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/lake-george.jpeg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-25/) The site has a brand new look, go check it out! --- Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram *P.S. If you are reading this the day this issue hits your inbox, today (January 28th) is my birthday* šŸŽ‚*!* [*Here is a collection of pictures of myself over the decades if you're curious*](https://www.bramadams.dev/circa-timeline/)*.* ### Circa Timeline URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/circa-timeline/ Last updated: 2024-01-28T22:59:39.000Z ## Circa 2024 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9329-1.jpg) ## Circa 2014 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/10402462_10152359924793261_7327387873798533094_n_10152359924793261-1.JPG) ## Circa 2004 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Search-results-photo--5-.jpg) I couldn't find one from 2004 so heres a pic from 2009ish ## Circa 1994 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/192183_10150104200258261_908866_o_10150104200258261-1.jpg) ### Sick Guitar Riffs, Brah URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-26-2/ Last updated: 2024-02-01T01:16:14.000Z ## Code [GitHub - danielmiessler/fabric: fabric is an open-source framework for augmenting humans using AI.fabric is an open-source framework for augmenting humans using AI. - GitHub - danielmiessler/fabric: fabric is an open-source framework for augmenting humans using AI.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubdanielmiessler![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/c0c7716c26cddfd882357b7e14ff48880d3d00ccfcc449755fe1c998c06a6977/danielmiessler/fabric)](https://github.com/danielmiessler/fabric?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - ektogamat/threejs-particle-skull: Simple threejs boilerplate to transform any loaded model into a particle system by Anderson Mancini.Simple threejs boilerplate to transform any loaded model into a particle system by Anderson Mancini. - GitHub - ektogamat/threejs-particle-skull: Simple threejs boilerplate to transform any loaded…![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubektogamat![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/9419104202e20564dbd5e7a68b507a1cc23d9d2c6de54aefdf569807de4dad0e/ektogamat/threejs-particle-skull)](https://github.com/ektogamat/threejs-particle-skull?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - dabateam/funding-simulator: Startup Funding SimulatorStartup Funding Simulator. Contribute to dabateam/funding-simulator development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubdabateam![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/69ec47b74e016341cb331d6500867db9e8053a77b65a549fe058928eba3b2bd6/dabateam/funding-simulator)](https://github.com/dabateam/funding-simulator?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - collabora/WhisperSpeech: An Open Source text-to-speech system built by inverting Whisper.An Open Source text-to-speech system built by inverting Whisper. - GitHub - collabora/WhisperSpeech: An Open Source text-to-speech system built by inverting Whisper.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubcollabora![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/6c7f797b3d5a5db6efedaeb538a96aef27b5d3c07467baded3fe95badbe13de7/collabora/WhisperSpeech)](https://github.com/collabora/WhisperSpeech?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - aurelio-labs/semantic-routerContribute to aurelio-labs/semantic-router development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubaurelio-labs![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/9136670f3f38673cb4cdaba12b984b279e1d270adab50eab8b710b55149cc994/aurelio-labs/semantic-router)](https://github.com/aurelio-labs/semantic-router?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Photos From My 30th Birthday Party ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9362.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9376.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9377.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9384.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9405.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9434.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9432.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9425.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9421.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9412.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9440.JPG) ## Movies [Black Swan (2010)A journey through the psyche of a young ballerina whose starring role as the duplicitous swan queen turns out to be a part for which she becomes frighteningly perfect.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/7i/ax/k3/ql/black-swan-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=aaaa4b4feb)](https://letterboxd.com/film/black-swan/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Marriage Story (2019)A stage director and an actress struggle through a grueling, coast-to-coast divorce that pushes them to their personal extremes.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/q9/0n/be/sq/marriage-story-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=150e60d1ae)](https://letterboxd.com/film/marriage-story-2019/?ref=bramadams.dev) [La La Land (2016)Mia, an aspiring actress, serves lattes to movie stars in between auditions and Sebastian, a jazz musician, scrapes by playing cocktail party gigs in dingy bars, but as success mounts they are faced with decisions that begin to fray the fragile fabric of their love affair, and the dreams they worked so hard to maintain in each other threaten to rip them apart.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/a6/th/cz/kf/la-la-land-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=874a46b231)](https://letterboxd.com/film/la-la-land/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Call Me by Your Name (2017)In 1980s Italy, a relationship begins between seventeen-year-old teenage Elio and the older adult man hired as his father’s research assistant.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/3j/zm/4w/p5/call-me-by-your-name-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=d5bd5cddc0)](https://letterboxd.com/film/call-me-by-your-name/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Burning (2018)Deliveryman Jongsu is out on a job when he runs into Haemi, a girl who once lived in his neighborhood. She asks if he’d mind looking after her cat while she’s away on a trip to Africa. On her return she introduces to Jongsu an enigmatic young man named Ben, who she met during her trip. And one day Ben tells Jongsu about his most unusual hobby…![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/92/vq/bo/xe/burning-2018-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=1af4ed84b4)](https://letterboxd.com/film/burning-2018/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Luther: The Fallen Sun (2023)A gruesome serial killer is terrorizing London while brilliant but disgraced detective John Luther sits behind bars. Haunted by his failure to capture the cyber psychopath who now taunts him, Luther decides to break out of prison to finish the job by any means necessary.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/sv/ub/xq/zb/luther-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=c7fe9f5f88)](https://letterboxd.com/film/luther-the-fallen-sun/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Don’t Worry Darling (2022)A 1950s housewife living with her husband in a utopian experimental community begins to worry that his glamorous company may be hiding disturbing secrets.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/31/s7/yq/rm/don't%20worry-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=e3752bb326)](https://letterboxd.com/film/dont-worry-darling/?ref=bramadams.dev) [The Nest (2020)Rory is an ambitious entrepreneur who brings his American wife and kids to his native country, England, to explore new business opportunities. After abandoning the sanctuary of their safe American suburban surroundings, the family is plunged into the despair of an archaic ’80s Britain and their unaffordable new life in an English manor house threatens to destroy the family.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/jv/sx/o3/x3/the-nest-2020-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=4f1a8b45b6)](https://letterboxd.com/film/the-nest-2020/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Uncorked (2020)Elijah must balance his dream of becoming a master sommelier with his father’s expectations that he carry on the family’s Memphis BBQ joint.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/fq/47/p7/gm/uncorked-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=211e884885)](https://letterboxd.com/film/uncorked-2020/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Erin Brockovich (2000)A twice-divorced mother of three who sees an injustice, takes on the bad guy and wins -- with a little help from her push-up bra. Erin goes to work for an attorney and comes across medical records describing illnesses clustered in one nearby town. She starts investigating and soon exposes a monumental cover-up.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/4v/tg/7e/78/erin-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=4ea2a93c4e)](https://letterboxd.com/film/erin-brockovich/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Monsters 103 Mercies Dragon Damnation (2024)A samurai’s path leads him to a young waitress whose hometown was destroyed by a dragon. He doesn’t want any trouble — but it finds them anyway.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/film-poster/1/1/1/3/8/6/5/1113865-monsters-103-mercies-dragon-damnation-0-230-0-345-crop.jpg?v=98c319bb70)](https://letterboxd.com/film/monsters-103-mercies-dragon-damnation/?ref=bramadams.dev) [The Super Mario Bros. Movie (2023)While working underground to fix a water main, Brooklyn plumbers—and brothers—Mario and Luigi are transported down a mysterious pipe and wander into a magical new world. But when the brothers are separated, Mario embarks on an epic quest to find Luigi.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/f3/61/49/x0/super%20mario-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=b10a032c0f)](https://letterboxd.com/film/the-super-mario-bros-movie/?ref=bramadams.dev) [The Legend of Tarzan (2016)Tarzan, having acclimated to life in London, is called back to his former home in the jungle to investigate the activities at a mining encampment.![](https://s.ltrbxd.com/static/img/icons/letterboxd-decal-l-16px.5fe24c7d.svg)Letterboxd![](https://a.ltrbxd.com/resized/sm/upload/ej/it/vj/yz/the-legend-of-tarzan-1200-1200-675-675-crop-000000.jpg?v=665a3a971d)](https://letterboxd.com/film/the-legend-of-tarzan/?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Music ## ### Know It All URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-25/ Last updated: 2024-01-28T06:34:33.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) - i had a thought today about the extreme lack of status signaling reading (the activity) provides compared to something visible. sure, you can extract how many books a person has read by quizzing them, or checking out how "*lived in*" their library is, or their goodreads, but there isn't really a way to tell how well read a person is by looking at them. knowledge camouflages itself when it is not evoked. therefore, the effort of reading for hours may be hard to justify if the status reward is *opaque*, and very much not guaranteed. i dont know where this is going, but let me cook - not to mention, knowing things runs the risks of being a know-it-all (bad), long before the reward of being a know-all (good) ## Software (Saturdays) Peep this new theme for the site, [Hakone](https://hakone.aspirethemes.com/?ref=bramadams.dev)! I love it. Infinite scroll is basically a requirement for personal blogs post TikTok era. 0:00 /0:05 1Ɨ **Some notes:** To make background images "work" was a bit annoying, and I had to make some local changes. Due to the [powers that be](https://forums.developer.apple.com/forums/thread/99883?ref=bramadams.dev), there is no way to use iOS `background-attachment: fixed`. This sucks but it is what it is. I had to remove the mobile background integration, and make it plain, but at least desktop users get a spectacle. ```HTML ``` I'm getting the images from the Met! [Search The Collection - The Metropolitan Museum of ArtSearch art at the Metropolitan Museum.![](https://www.metmuseum.org/apple-touch-icon.png?v=1)The Metropolitan Museum of Art![](https://cdn.sanity.io/images/cctd4ker/production/909fa245367580e643fff7bedf1f5ca129443163-1200x630.jpg?w=600&q=75&auto=format)](https://www.metmuseum.org/art/collection/search?showOnly=openAccess%7CwithImage&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9338.jpg) false --- run your python as modules, not scripts. save the headaches. ```bash # no python src/main.py # yes python -m src.main ``` ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 24% (+1%) > THE ENGINEERS AT SANDIA knew that nuclear weapons could never be made perfectly safe. Oskar Morgenstern—an eminent Princeton economist, military strategist, and Pentagon adviser—noted the futility of seeking that goal. ā€œSome day there will be an accidental explosion of a nuclear weapon,ā€ Morgenstern wrote. ā€œThe human mind cannot construct something that is infallible . . . the laws of probability virtually guarantee such an accident.ā€ > ā€œa weapon which requires only the receipt of intelligence from the delivery system for arming will accept and respond to such intelligence whether the signals are intentional or not.ā€ - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% (+4%) - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 51% (+1%) - [**Replacing Guilt: Minding Our Way**](https://amzn.to/3TRW333?ref=bramadams.dev)\- Done! (3/5 ⭐) > The first of the three dubious virtues is desperation. There are bad ways to be desperate: visible desperation towards people can put you in a bad social position, strain your relationships, or otherwise harm you. Desperation towards a goal, on the other hand, is vital for a guilt-free intrinsic drive. By "desperation towards a goal" I mean the possession of a goal so important to you that you can commit yourself to it fully, without hesitation, without some part of you wondering whether it's really worth all your effort. I mean a goal that you pursue with both reckless abandon and cautious deliberation in fair portions. I mean a goal so important that it does not occur to you to spare time wondering whether you can achieve it, but only whether this path to achieving it is better or worse than that path. In my experience, the really powerful intrinsic motivations require that you're able to struggle as if something of incredible value is on the line. That's much easier if, on a gut level, you believe that's true. > Don't say "I'm trying to solve this math problem," say "I'm transforming the problem into a programming problem so I can see it from a different angle", or "I'm gameifying the problem so that my intuitions can get a better handle on it," or "I'm producing random algebraic manipulations of this equation in desperate hope that one of them happens to be the answer," or "I'm staring at the problem waiting for my gut to say something for enough time to pass that I can give up without losing face." Describe what you're doing on the level of granularity where at each step you describe, it would be silly to say you were "trying" at that step, in the same way it would be silly to say that you wake up and try to dress yourself—describe your actions on a level of granularity where each step is definitely something you're doing, rather than trying. > I'm not saying social goals are intrinsically bad. Wealth and status are useful aids when it comes to determining the future; the accomplishments and expectations of your peers can provide useful measurements of your abilities. But there's a difference between pursuing social goals for the sake of determining the course of our universe-history, and forgetting entirely that success is measured in terms of what actually happens throughout the course of history. I alluded to this when I described defiance as "choosing self-reliance." At the end of the day, each and every one of us is engaged in a personal struggle to determine the future. We are not alone; there are many around us who can be friends and allies and support us in our struggle. But the goal, in the end, is to use what resources we have at our disposal to ensure that the universe-history is filled with light, whatever our light may be. I hope yours includes friends and family and loved ones, but making it happen—that is your personal task. You are encouraged to draw on the support of friends and allies where possible; and ensuring that you have close connections may be one of the properties you're putting into the timeless history of our universe: But even then, the task of ensuring our universe-history is one in which you have close connections is your personal task. - [Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming](https://amzn.to/3O414Sk?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 18% (+1%) - [Nefertiti](https://amzn.to/3Sqza5O?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 62% (+17%) > Nefertiti has not done what she was supposed to, I thought. Instead of risking her place as Chief Wife to sway Pharaoh, she’s protected it by goading him on. - [Permanent Midnight](https://amzn.to/3Sold84?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 17% (+3%) > That’s the trouble with this business. People are always offering you things. And as soon as they’re mentioned—even if the idea never occurred to you before—you feel like you really want them. By the end of the conversation, whatever they’re dangling before you—which you didn’t know existed three minutes ago—has now become an absolute necessity. At which point whoever called you in the first place can feel comfortable taking it away. They’ve done their job… This is Hollywood’s dirty little secret. It’s not about making movies. Are you kidding? Forget that shit about ā€œthe Dream Factory.ā€ It’s about manufacturing frustration. Preening movie stars making people out there in Dirtville feel like shit. People in offices making people who don’t have offices bark like dogs. All of them generating their daily quota of hopelessness. That’s the quantity in question. And the factories are always going full blast. ### Modern Work Journal URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-23/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T02:25:17.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) - no updates ## Software (Saturdays) - ill say it again – record programming work sessions with [obs](https://obsproject.com/?ref=bramadams.dev). there are so many minor elements to the programming experience that cant be screenshot: - how long you spend thinking about some functions vs others - how many times you ran a terminal command - how much time your programs take to compile and run - that answer to your question you found from that code forum at that random url - how much you goofed off on the internet since you were by your browser - what day did you work on this bug or that bug - provable effort outside of git commits - fun to watch, especially if paired with music from spotify or apple music or youtube or something - easier to stay in flow state longer the modern work journal is permissive local screen recording [ARBITRAGEim all in on arbitrage![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/) ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 54% (+5%) - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 50% (+6%) - [Replacing Guilt: Minding Our Way](https://amzn.to/3TRW333?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 67% (+23%) - [Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming](https://amzn.to/3O414Sk?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 17% (+6%) > Seibel: Do you think programmers are overenamored of new things? New languages, new tools, new whatever? Fitzpatrick: They might be. I don't know if that's desperation in hoping the new thing doesn't suck, like the new programming language does what we all want. But users are the same way. Users always like to get the one with the higher version number even if it sucks more. > Seibel: What do you think is the biggest change in the way you think about programming compared to back then? Crockford: There was a period of maybe a decade where efficiency was really, really important. I guess it was in the early microprocessor era when memory was still really small and the CPUs were still really slow. We'd get down into assembly language in order to do things like games and music to make it fit and to make it fast. Eventually we got over that, so today we're writing big applications in JavaScript that run in a browser. It's such a profoundly inefficient environment compared to the stuff that we used to do, but Moore's Law sort of made it all OK. > Seibel: Do you find that you have to teach people how to do code readings? I can imagine it'd be hard to find the right balance of being critical enough to be worthwhile without making the code's author feel personally attacked. Crockford: Yeah, it requires a lot of trust on the part of the team members so there have to be clear rules as to what's in bounds and what's not. If you had a dysfunctional team, you don't want to be doing this, because they'll tear themselves apart. And if you have a dysfunctional team and you're not aware of it, this will reveal it pretty quickly. There's a lot that you can learn, a lot that's revealed by this process. It feels unnatural at first, although once you get into the rhythm of it, it feels extremely natural. - [Nefertiti](https://amzn.to/3Sqza5O?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 45% (+6%) - [Permanent Midnight](https://amzn.to/3Sold84?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 14% (+4%) ### Protein URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-22/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T02:49:38.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) - [the well read series begins](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/)...im thinking 3 parts? - next part im going to contort class dynamics from economic theory to talk about reading books, the meme below basically - why reading more than 25 books puts you in a class with ultra marathoners ![I just felt related to this picture.](https://img-9gag-fun.9cache.com/photo/a9dnwpo_700b_v1.jpg) ## Software (Saturdays) - [the function calls from](https://platform.openai.com/docs/assistants/how-it-works/run-lifecycle?ref=bramadams.dev) `requires_action` basically are a side effect. this will cause some unique threading/sync issues that will make parallel computing issues from 1000+ cloud servers look like a joke in comparison - coaxing assistants to call functions is much like trying to force a kid to clean their room. the more explicit the reward and task, the higher the likelihood of success. in some instructions, i've literally had to beg the model to call the functions. i **wish** i were kidding ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 54% (+5%) - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 50% (+6%) > "My mouth felt dry. There sat the man I revered, my patron, my friend, whom I had loved and trusted ever since I could think, who had always responded to whatever I might say—there he sat and listened to me talk, or perhaps did not listen to me, and had barricaded himself completely behind his radiance and smile, behind his golden mask, unreachable, belonging to a different world with different laws; and everything I tried to bring by speech from our world to his ran off him like rain from a stone. At last—I had already given up hope—he broke through the magic wall; at last he helped me; at last he said a few words. Those were the only words I heard him speak today. " 'You are tiring yourself, Joseph,' he said softly, his voice full of that touching friendliness and solicitude you know so well. That was all. 'You are tiring yourself, Joseph.' As if he had long been watching me engaged in a too-strenuous task and wanted to admonish me to stop." > "Outside, beyond the boundaries of the Province, was a way of life which ran counter to Castalia and its laws, which did not abide by the Castalian system and could not be tamed and sublimated by it. And of course he was aware of the presence of this world in his own heart also. He too had impulses, fantasies, and desires which ran counter to the laws that governed him, impulses which he had only gradually managed to subdue by hard effort." - [Replacing Guilt: Minding Our Way](https://amzn.to/3TRW333?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 67% (+23%) > "Life is not a game of "wind up good at the end"; life is about steering the future. Look not to whether you are good or bad. Look to where you are, and what you can do from there." > "I've met many who are under the impression that when you realize the world is in deep trouble, you're obligated to respond by feeling more and more grim. Like a movie about a detective that's trying to save a kidnapped child: as the detective learns that the child is in more and more danger, they lock their jaw and become more and more grim and determined. Their respite comes only when the child is rescued. That's narrative thinking, and we aren't in a narrative. You can break the trope. (In fact, I encourage you to break tropes as soon as you realize that you're acting them out.)" > "In fact, personal effectiveness is all about having the right demeanor at the right time. I suggest a mix of playfulness, curiosity, relaxation, calm, and yes, grim determination. I also personally recommend a healthy dose of dark humor. Everybody's dying, after all." - [Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming](https://amzn.to/3O414Sk?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 11% (+9%) > "But I've always seen (*programming having*) much more in common with writing prose than math. It feels like you're writing a story and you're trying to express a concept to a very dumb person—the computer—who has a limited vocabulary. You've got this concept you want to express and limited tools to express it with. What words do you use and what does your introductory and summary statement look like? That sort of thing." > "Seibel: And why does that matter? Is that just for the satisfaction of it or is tasteful code also better in some practical way? Zawinski: To a large degree, tasteful and maintainable are similar. Or very closely related. One of the things that makes a piece of writing tasteful is if it's structured in a way that's easy to grasp. Are the facts loaded up at the front or are they scattered around? If you're referring back—if you're flipping through a book, can you figure out where in the book is the thing you kind of remember? ā€œThis was somewhere near the middle because that's where he talked about this thing.ā€ Or is it just scattered all through. And that's the same sort of thing that goes on with programming a lot." > "I've also done a lot of testing since LiveJournal. Once I started working with other people especially. And once I realized that code I write never fucking goes away and I'm going to be a maintainer for life. I get comments about blog posts that are almost 10 years old. ā€œHey, I found this code. I found a bug,ā€ and I'm suddenly maintaining code. I now maintain so much code, and there's other people working with it, if there's anything halfway clever at all, I just assume that somebody else is going to not understand some invariants I have. So basically anytime I do something clever, I make sure I have a test in there to break really loudly and to tell them that they messed up. I had to force a lot of people to write tests, mostly people who were working for me. I would write tests to guard against my own code breaking, and then once they wrote code, I was like, ā€œAre you even sure that works? Write a test. Prove it to me.ā€ At a certain point, people realize, ā€œHoly crap, it does pay off,ā€ especially maintenance costs later." - [Nefertiti](https://amzn.to/3Sqza5O?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 39% (+31%) > "ā€œYou don’t belong here,ā€ he said, looking at the open doors to the Great Hall. ā€œYou belong with nicer people.ā€ My voice rose with indignation. ā€œAre you sayingā€”ā€ ā€œI’m saying none of that, miw-sher. But these games are not for you.ā€ We stopped at the verge of the courtyard. ā€œI leave tomorrow morning,ā€ he said. He paused, and then added quietly, ā€œBe careful here, my lady. Let history forget your name. For if your deeds are to live in eternity, you will have to become exactly what your family wants you to be.ā€ ā€œAnd what is that?ā€ I demanded. ā€œA slave to the throne.ā€" - [Permanent Midnight](https://amzn.to/3Sold84?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 14% (+12%) > "It wasn’t until we’d actually shared living space for a while that I understood what she was not saying. Zoe herself, I noticed, never seemed to eat at all. If a stray loaf of rye bread did happen to end up in the cupboard, it would be gone immediately. In classic fashion, I found out the truth one day when I slipped into the apartment unnoticed and caught her. Other guys might walk in on the little woman riding sidesaddle with the gas man—I caught Zoe with something else down her throat. Her finger. The sounds emanating from the toilet were so hellish, I thought she was being stabbed. Clearly she wasn’t expecting me. I had a meeting at Club International, yet another ā€œmen’s mag,ā€ but got the days mixed up and slimed back home on the IRT. I heard lamp-rattling gasps and dashed to the bathroom. There was Zoe, naked, on her knees before the porcelain throne, jamming her forefinger in and out of her mouth. Her long hair hung over her face. Her breasts rested against the bowl. I couldn’t tell if she was actually expelling, because her back was to me. Besides which, I couldn’t really take my eyes off her ass. Zoe had olive skin, incredibly soft, despite the phenomenal tone derived from entire days of stretching, working out, swimming, and, of course, pas de deux–ing until she dropped. Her bottom kind of humped up and down as she pumped her own stomach. Her retches tore out of her. It was like watching a car accident: I couldn’t look and I couldn’t look away. I don’t know how long I’d been staring before I noticed that her left hand, while her right poked down her throat, had a task of its own. Her humping grew even more furious. And I realized that as she was heaving, her fingers worked like drunken maggots between her legs. She began to rock on her haunches. Her head whipped back and forth, the sounds coming out of her more animal than human. It was such a private moment. Ferociously intimate. I had no doubt no human had ever seen this woman’s secret ritual. I didn’t know I had dropped my pants—didn’t even know I was standing there nursing a throbbing hard-on—until a groan of my own must have tipped her off. She swung around, hand still planted in her thicket of pubic hair, and screamed through a mouth that looked half melted. ā€œZoe,ā€ I cried when her shrieking ceased. ā€œZoe!ā€ But she was beyond hearing. Her eyes flashed like a trapped animal’s. The smear of vomit around her lips gave off a primal sheen. She might have been feasting on living entrails. In fact, she was—but they were her own. Without thinking, I took a step toward her. She leaped up from her crouch by the toilet. Sopping fingers tore at my chest. Strange, wild snarls escaped her lips. I grabbed her shoulders. She took a swipe at my face. I tasted her bile, like salt and mud. Then she dropped back to her knees. She jammed her right hand back between her glistening labia, grabbed my cock with her left, and guided it between those puke-moistened lips. Her clutch was so violent that I fell backward, hit the wall, and ended up on my back as she gulped and sucked, feeding off my hard-on like a starving jackal. It was over in minutes, but she remained over me, mouth cupped around my sucked-dry penis. Eyes squeezed shut, she continued working those bruised, shiny lips in a kind of hypnotic rhythm, trying to draw whatever last, remaining drop of sperm might be left. It got too painful and I had to move her head. Finally she collapsed between my legs, rolled her face onto my thigh, and opened her glassy eyes. ā€œProtein,ā€ she mumbled, and we both fell asleep on the bathroom floor." ![](https://media.tenor.com/4KGkAEuwy2oAAAAC/wtf-meme.gif) ### Issue 44: Is Being Well Read Actually a Thing? Part I - Zero to One URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/ Last updated: 2024-02-18T05:44:07.000Z šŸ’” This is a part of a three part series on becoming well-read. \- Part One: [Zero to One](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-44/) (you are here) \- Part Two: [The Upper Class of Readers](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-45/) \- Part Three: [The Well-Read Archetypes](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-46/) [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-43/) Dear Reader, ## Food For Thought ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-16-00-17-43.png) What percent are you among readers? (I was in 92nd-94th percentile in 2023) A few weeks ago, Andrew Van Dam of the Washington Post released a piece on [how much Americans read in 2023](https://www.washingtonpost.com/business/2024/01/05/how-many-books-did-you-read-2023-see-how-you-stack-up/?ref=bramadams.dev). There are a few intriguing, disturbing, and hopeful ramifications & conclusions we can draw from this dataset. First and foremost, from this survey we can see that simply reading **two books** in a single calendar year puts you in the **top half of the population**. This is...*pretty sad, honestly*. Of these two books, we can safely assume that of the majority are the "popular/coffee table" books of the year, the bestseller/airport/Oprah-recommended books, since these books are brought up the most in conversation (or are at risk of being brought up at least). This means that a significant portion of the American population only **barely** reads of their own volition, and when they *do read*, it is to not be left out of the peer pressure conversation where everyone is talking about "*Tomorrow, Tomorrow, Tomorrow*" or "*Little Fires Everywhere*" or "*Sapiens*" or "*Greenlights*", etc. When a reading habit becomes subservient to a "need to fit in" habit, we are not setting up America's population for the type of deep, consistent thinking the country needs as the world continues to grow in complexity; we are creating a country where being **seen** as a part of the conversation is the goal. To be **visible** to our peers is more important than the **value** books alone provide. But perhaps this isn't a big deal, right? People are busy after all, and why should reading books take up our precious time? Well... Let's compare these findings with just *one* popular social media app of the many out there today: TikTok. > TikTok says it has 150 million U.S. users; Sensor Tower, a market intelligence company, says users spend an average of **93 minutes a day** on the app. > ([source, NYT](https://www.nytimes.com/2023/03/23/business/tiktok-screen-time.html?ref=bramadams.dev)) Comparing apples to apples here, **150 million US users \~= 1/2 of the total U.S. population**. That means that half of the population are consuming almost **two hours awake** on just one app, not to mention crossover to the other escapism/time-waster platforms like Instagram/Reddit/YouTube/etc. The same exact ninety minutes spent reading could accomplish 1/4 of a standard book PER DAY (`avg book length = 85k words`, `avg adult wpm = 250 words`, `250 wpm * 90 minutes = 22.5k`, `22.5k/85k = ~26%`). Just from replacing existing TikTok habits!!! I get it. TikTok is fun, *it's really fun*, and all you have to do is swipe and consume high-pace, exciting content from interesting people from across the planet. But let's **not confuse** what short form internet based consumption is, and assume that it is merely a new form of information capture comparable to books. TikTok and ilk are **not, not, not** active engagement for the mind. They are **passive**. Only active reading (and deep one-on-one conversation) can create the breadth *and* depth of a fully fleshed out topic from both another human being to ourselves – at the **speed** the human mind needs to do its most critical task – reasoning; **to process information slowly**. > Some people are deeply attracted to this highly accelerated pace of life—going far out of their way to bring it about and feeling anxious, tense or uncomfortable when the pace slows. They want desperately to be "where the action is." (Indeed, some hardly care what the action is, so long as it occurs at a suitably rapid clip.) \-- [Future Shock (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/0553277375/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) Now, social media, especially in the modern world is a pretty low hanging fruit in terms of critique. Social media may in fact be a symptom of what the lowly book simply *cannot* provide. I am of the opinion that social media usage is actually **downstream** of freneticism, loneliness, lack of a community, and most importantly, a **deep** fear of boredom. Studies have shown we moderns [would prefer actual physical pain than even **risk** being bored](https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/26847946/?ref=bramadams.dev). The pain of being well read, of picking up a book and just sitting there for an hour-plus is where we must start if we want to repair our commitment to erudition, which is a skill that is more valuable today than ever before due to the rise of information markets. Our first goal should be to level up the median American to at least **12 books a year** – a single book per calendar month – to keep the mind sharp, engaged, and in deep study of any particular topic of curiosity at a time. This will move the readership **literally** from zero to one (*book read per month*). Here's a strategy that worked for me when I first started a reading habit that you, or someone who is new or averse to reading might try – taking inspiration the [Secretary Problem](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Secretary%5Fproblem?ref=bramadams.dev) from my Computer Science days at university. All the books referenced in this issue were consumed with a similar strategy. 1. The **first** of the month, choose **3-4 books** that appeal to you. 2. Read **\~20-30 pages** into each book. 3. **Cut** the worst book from the pack. 4. **Repeat** steps 2 & 3 the **second week** (read another 20-30 pages), for the remaining 2-3 books. 5. **Finish** the book(s) that are **better than the best book you cut** the filters for **weeks three and four** (1-2 books). The advantages of this strategy include: 1. Your reading practice at the start of each month is more **exciting** as you get to sample multiple books, and we **minimize** the risk of getting "married" to a bad book. 2. You try a **breadth** of topics, quickly finding your **preferred genre** over time, and what genres you might prefer to avoid. 3. You get in the habit of being mentally "**ok**" with **not finishing books**. 4. You work on your **daily reading habit**. 5. You start **finishing books**, which is the ultimate goal! *Reading is a *real life super power*, let's take advantage of it.* Next issue, we will return to this Washington Post dataset and take a look at the emergent "class dynamics" of readers on the "lower", "middle", and "upper classes", and what this separation means for those who take their lifelong education seriously. ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading Here are **four** quotes from different books about the importance of reading, and the unique aspects that only reading does to the human mind. > Reading remains an unsurpassed vehicle for the transmission of interesting new ideas and perspectives. \-- [Where Good Ideas Come From (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B003ZK58TA/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > Few inventions ever did more to prepare the brain and poise the species for its own advancement. As literacy became widespread in a culture, the act of reading silently invited each reader to go beyond the text; in so doing, it further propelled the intellectual development of the individual reader and the culture. This is the biologically given, intellectually learned generativity of reading that is the immeasurable yield of the brain’s gift of time. \-- [Proust and the Squid: The Story and Science of the Reading Brain (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00NLL4PFG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > Given the paucity of trustworthy sources, much of Napoleon’s early childhood must remain conjectural, but there is little doubt that he was a precocious and prodigious reader, drawn at an early age to history and biography. Letizia told a government minister that her son ā€˜had never partaken of the amusements of children his own age, that he carefully avoided them, that he found himself a little room on the third floor of the house in which he stayed by himself and didn’t come down very often, even to eat with his family. Up there, he read constantly, especially history books.’ Napoleon claimed that he first read Jean-Jacques Rousseau’s La Nouvelle HĆ©loĆÆse, an 800-page novel of love and redemption, at the age of nine, and said ā€˜It turned my head.’ ā€˜I do not doubt the very powerful action of his early readings on the inclination and character of his youth,’ his brother Joseph later recalled. He described how, at their primary school, when the students were instructed to sit under either the Roman or the Carthaginian flag, Napoleon insisted that they swap places and utterly refused to join the losing Carthaginians. (Though he was eighteen months younger than Joseph, Napoleon was always stronger-willed.) \-- [Napoleon: A Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00INIXLPW/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > Writing really is a transcoding of thought, a translation from the two-dimensional surface of images into a one-dimensional linear code: out of compact, blurred pictorial codes into clear, distinct written codes; out of the imaginary into the conceptual; out of scenes into processes; out of contexts into texts. Writing is a method of tearing imaginary things apart and making them clear. \-- [Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004X53R1W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Obsidian Reposall the repos ive built over the years for obsidian![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/obsidian-repos/) I put up all the repos for obsidian I've built over the years! [Im sorry, but I cannot fulfill this request as it goes against...do you have that in stock in chestnut, too?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-19/) This weeks' Friday picture + video + music dump! Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Peep the Thumb URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-26/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:44:11.000Z **New THEME!!** ## Image ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9228.jpg) the fit goes dummy ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9232.jpg) the fit goes dummy pt 2 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/image-6.png) peep the thumb ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9226.jpg) peep my thumb ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9234.PNG) i mean sure her jokes are a little stiff, but she's a single mummy ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9242-1.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9239-1.jpg) ![](https://imgix.bustle.com/uploads/image/2023/4/6/7d734b2d-f218-4c45-aa73-cba1973711bf-fsjk1pswiaqekib.jpg?w=672&h=398&fit=crop&crop=focalpoint&auto=format%2Ccompress&fp-x=0.508&fp-y=0.6329) [super mario bros universe had 9/11 confirmed](https://www.reddit.com/r/tomorrow/comments/12evgpk/the%5Fsuper%5Fmario%5Fbros%5Fmovie%5Fconfirmed%5Fmy/?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-19-36.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-19-54.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-20-04.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-34-47.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-35-05.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-35-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-35-41.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-20-01-42-04.png) [great question](https://letterboxd.com/film/north-by-northwest/?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9245-1.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9256-1.jpg) fit made it home, but will i keep it? tags on for a reason! decision matrix @ home! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/mapgptlogo.png) big stuff. very soon. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-23-13-06-57.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-23-20-41-04.png) tWiTTeR iSnT fiLLeD wiTH BotS ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-23-20-29-40.png) 600 posts!! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9329.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9320.jpg) true hunters enjoy the journey ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9318.jpg) [same energy](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arNBQ6sq-4c&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/GEfx-sqaMAAC7gi.jpeg) ([source](https://twitter.com/halomancer1/status/1749633041180275051?ref=bramadams.dev)) ### Museum ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9295.jpg) a millennia from now, software will be in museums. [artifacts from the primordial days of coding](https://www.computerhistory.org/timeline/1948/?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=First%20Computer%20Program%20to%20Run%20on%20a%20Computer&text=Their%20first%20program%2C%20consisting%20of,electronic%2C%20stored%2Dprogram%20computer.). ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9268.jpg) deficient in iron, satiated with iron(y) \[the stood up on date chronicles, volume # left\_on\_read\] ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9276-1-1.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9294.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9288-1.jpg) turbulence ## Music ## Videos ## Updates - I made a [Letterboxd](https://letterboxd.com/bramses/?ref=bramadams.dev) account. Excited to watch more movies + less tv ### Im sorry, but I cannot fulfill this request as it goes against... URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-19/ Last updated: 2024-01-28T06:32:05.000Z ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/2024-01-18-21.07.48.jpg) damn, i wanted to see if they had it in chestnut ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9159-1.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9153.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-17-23-58-32.png) i applied to the openai startup fund w [commonplace bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev)! we'll see i guess ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-16-01-18-55.png) my guy, why ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9216.jpg) the look ![Watch Berlin | Netflix Official Site](https://occ-0-2794-2219.1.nflxso.net/dnm/api/v6/6AYY37jfdO6hpXcMjf9Yu5cnmO0/AAAABZxslEBLKK-hy5RIZZdVwRDw1AQYHpd2SDr_VMITWKd7xCnP_D1gB2UcooDFRBmfK5V7OQWQQDJPLOkcT6Rt9X3K3pB01rZMcz7V.jpg?r=45c) the inspo ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9214.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9165.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9162.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9210.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9191.jpg) all hunters must be proficient in martial arts (2024 goals) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/IMG_9175.jpg) gon is an adrenaline junkie ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-18-00-04-33.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-18-00-06-25.png) ****92nd percentile** not bad -- this year im going for 99th ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-18-00-05-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/image-5.png) ## Music ### Obsidian Repos URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/obsidian-repos/ Last updated: 2024-01-29T05:24:09.000Z šŸ’” a collection of projects ive written for obsidian over the years. i don't like the direction of the app and its community as of late, so i probably wont be making any new stuff in an official capacity, and if i do, it'll just be for me/local fixes/features. but here's what i've done, hope its helpful to you! ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> check out these projects! [GitHub - bramses/obsidian-audio-alchemiser: Alchemize boring text notes into exciting audio notes!Alchemize boring text notes into exciting audio notes! - GitHub - bramses/obsidian-audio-alchemiser: Alchemize boring text notes into exciting audio notes!![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/3484b8fe7ed812290da0139265a2446953dc7e3191e237eb1b71f2a736e31b30/bramses/obsidian-audio-alchemiser)](https://github.com/bramses/obsidian-audio-alchemiser?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - bramses/eleven-labs-obsidian: eleven labs integration w obsidianeleven labs integration w obsidian. Contribute to bramses/eleven-labs-obsidian development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/76c9c89c47bd1f9acd8a035ac4fe7118fbd6289f06489f332d82c7038dfb4edc/bramses/eleven-labs-obsidian)](https://github.com/bramses/eleven-labs-obsidian?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - bramses/youtube-transcript-obsidian: Transcribe a Youtube video’s captions with timestamps into Obsidian MD formatTranscribe a Youtube video's captions with timestamps into Obsidian MD format - GitHub - bramses/youtube-transcript-obsidian: Transcribe a Youtube video's captions with timestamps into Obsi…![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/82a77598ee54dc7fe8b8348a036c3fe5a3b99fe648251ac74eee40a3d4af8291/bramses/youtube-transcript-obsidian)](https://github.com/bramses/youtube-transcript-obsidian?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - bramses/summarize-with-gpt3-obsidian: Summarize text with GPT-3 in Obsidian (progressive summarization)Summarize text with GPT-3 in Obsidian (progressive summarization) - GitHub - bramses/summarize-with-gpt3-obsidian: Summarize text with GPT-3 in Obsidian (progressive summarization)![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/61ca002b2d86c0c2a9728ed356b0d3eff81d7c2ee4c0f2d3bd5b8d769c7c8f23/bramses/summarize-with-gpt3-obsidian)](https://github.com/bramses/summarize-with-gpt3-obsidian?ref=bramadams.dev) [GitHub - bramses/obsidian-stack-overflow: Fetch Stack Oveflow answers and copy paste them directly into ObsidianFetch Stack Oveflow answers and copy paste them directly into Obsidian - GitHub - bramses/obsidian-stack-overflow: Fetch Stack Oveflow answers and copy paste them directly into Obsidian![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/4d5cdb00cefb7ed89fe86c43bb74685ce27b64f9537b311e48b30cdd6a2b6b0a/bramses/obsidian-stack-overflow)](https://github.com/bramses/obsidian-stack-overflow?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Stenography [GitHub - bramses/stenography-obsidianContribute to bramses/stenography-obsidian development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/97212ae5bf7aa5b17bcb3c44133fbc34c5d3e34b0bd2757e985ddc86ab5b895a/bramses/stenography-obsidian)](https://github.com/bramses/stenography-obsidian?ref=bramadams.dev) [Stenography![](https://stenography.dev/favicon.ico)](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Stenography - Product Information, Latest Updates, and Reviews 2024 | Product HuntStenography combines state of the art AI technology (OpenAI Codex) and code parsing techniques to create a smart codebase documenter. Stenography is designed to to fit the natural dev flow and do what dev tools have always promised us: decrease cognitive load!![](https://ph-static.imgix.net/ph-favicon-coral.ico)Product Hunt![](https://ph-files.imgix.net/40257a0f-6b43-4293-a228-b2a7cadf8c45.png?auto=format&fit=crop&frame=1&h=512&w=1024)](https://www.producthunt.com/products/stenography?ref=bramadams.dev#stenography) ## ChatGPT MD [GitHub - bramses/chatgpt-md: A (nearly) seamless integration of ChatGPT into Obsidian.A (nearly) seamless integration of ChatGPT into Obsidian. - GitHub - bramses/chatgpt-md: A (nearly) seamless integration of ChatGPT into Obsidian.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/00b801a19ea1b1f708b5c12955135b65132aaef430da468a8952a0a15ef5a502/bramses/chatgpt-md)](https://github.com/bramses/chatgpt-md?ref=bramadams.dev) [Reddit Post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ObsidianMD/comments/11o4zqq/new%5Fplugin%5Fchatgpt%5Fmd%5Fa%5Fnearly%5Fseamless/?embed%5Fhost%5Furl=https://www.bramadams.dev/obsidian-repos/&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Bramses Highly Opinionated Vault [GitHub - bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023: A highly opinionated, fully featured Obsidian vault that can get you from Zero to Zettelkasten lickety split!A highly opinionated, fully featured Obsidian vault that can get you from Zero to Zettelkasten lickety split! - GitHub - bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023: A highly opinionated, fully f…![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/23be87fa25230f7eb18baf8e6a3fa7de5cc469f74e2170f35702cdad6ba93dd1/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023)](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev) [Reddit Post](https://www.reddit.com/r/ObsidianMD/comments/zophon/a%5Fhighly%5Fopinionated%5Ffully%5Ffunctioning%5Fobsidian/?embed%5Fhost%5Furl=https://www.bramadams.dev/obsidian-repos/&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Ghost Publish Fork [GitHub - bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish: Write on Obsidian. Publish to Ghost with a single click.Write on Obsidian. Publish to Ghost with a single click. - GitHub - bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish: Write on Obsidian. Publish to Ghost with a single click.![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/60f943dcf478de26d6b87cbac164b690a12d80a1cecadaa041df495ce385e535/bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish)](https://github.com/bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish?ref=bramadams.dev) [How to Upload an Audio Companion to Ghost From iOS Voice Memos and ObsidianHow can audio locally linked to content uploaded to Ghost servers?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Drawing-2023-02-26-14.01.36.excalidraw.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202302200019/) ### If You're Gonna Be A Hater, See It Through to the End URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/if-youre-gonna-be-a-hater-see-it-through/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T03:03:43.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) no updates. today has been an effort in staying true to the ideas i laid out yesterday on deep leisure and reading **a ton**: [Graphs on Deep Leisuretime wasted -- perhaps not?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/graphs-on-deep-leisure/) ## Software (Saturdays) instead of having an actual back and forth with gpt, consider just asking it to simulate its own example conversation in an assistant: > ...follow the previous run through an example convo simulating user and assistant given a starting message. consider alternate cases. ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 49% - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 44% - [**River of the Gods**](https://amzn.to/4axpAoF?ref=bramadams.dev) **\- (5/5ā­ļø)** - *thought: speke found the nile, burton was in de-nile* - *thought: spekes commitment to hating is legendary, and the cause of his downfall* - "When Burton’s translation of The Lusiads was finally released, Isabel feared that, like her brilliant if deeply flawed husband, it would never be understood. ā€œIf a thousand buy it, will a hundred read it, and will ten understand it?ā€ she wondered. ā€œTo the unaesthetic, to non-poets, non-linguists, non-musicians, non-artists, Burton’s Lusiads will be an unknown land, an unknown tongue.ā€" - "Burton, intimidated neither by the art nor the artist, did not hesitate. Isabel, who was with him in the studio, later explained that her husband ā€œhad learnt something of sculpting when a boy in Italy.ā€ Taking Papworth’s sculpting pencil from his hand, he immediately set to work. ā€œWith a few touches here and there,ā€ Isabel wrote, he ā€œmade a perfect likeness and expression.ā€ Isabel, who had watched as her husband carved life into the bust of a man who had been both his intimate friend and greatest foe, would later memorialize the moment in a poem she titled ā€œWho Last Wins.ā€ A Moulded mask at my feet I found With the drawn-down mouth and the deepen’d eye, More lifeless still than the marbles round—Very death amid life’s mimicry" - [Replacing Guilt: Minding Our Way](https://amzn.to/3TRW333?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 44% (+25%) - "Guilt is the same way: if you find yourself regularly experiencing guilt, then you're using guilt incorrectly. Guilt works only when you wield it in such a way that it doesn't happen. Guilt is costly when deployed. Once activated, it's usually strongly demotivating, and can easily lead to failure spirals or vicious cycles of depression." - "I would say that, if you keep finding yourself carrying out a threat, then you really need to consider whether or not your threats are really capable of steering the future in the way you hoped." - "As a matter of fact, guilt and sunk cost fallacy are closely related: both are about suffering for costs that were paid in the past. The only difference is that guilt carries with it a lesson, an instruction to alter your environment and your mind so that similar actions don't occur in the future. With practice, it is possible to reflexively treat the initial gut-wrenching guilt as an instruction to update your behavioral patterns, and then dismiss the lingering guilt immediately." - [**Coders at Work: Reflections on the Craft of Programming (new!)**](https://amzn.to/3O414Sk?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 2% - "Leaving aside the work of Ada Lovelace—the 19th century countess who devised algorithms for Charles Babbage's never-completed Analytical Engine—computer programming has existed as a human endeavor for less than one human lifetime: it has been only 68 years ***(\~2008)*** since Konrad Zuse unveiled his Z3 electro-mechanical computer in 1941, the first working general-purpose computer. And it's been only 64 years since six women—Kay Antonelli, Jean Bartik, Betty Holberton, Marlyn Meltzer, Frances Spence, and Ruth Teitelbaum—were pulled from the ranks of the U.S. Army's ā€œcomputer corpsā€, the women who computed ballistics tables by hand, to become the first programmers of ENIAC, the first general-purpose electronic computer." - "There were, however, some common themes: almost everybody emphasized the importance of writing readable code; most of my subjects have found that the hardest bugs to track down are in concurrent code; and nobody seemed to think programming is a solved problem: most are still looking for a better way to write software, whether by finding ways to automatically analyze code, coming up with better ways for programmers to work together, or finding (or designing) better programming languages. And almost everyone seemed to think that ubiquitous multi-core CPUs are going to force some serious changes in the way software is written." - [**Nefertiti (new!)**](https://amzn.to/3Sqza5O?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 8% - "Our family was too close to the Pharaohs of Egypt to believe in their divinity the way the common people did, the way they were told to believe so they wouldn’t challenge their authority. My father explained it one night, and I was afraid that next he would tell us that Amun-Re was not real, either, but he never did that. There were things you believed in for convenience’s sake, and things too sacred to speak against." - [**Permanent Midnight (new!)**](https://amzn.to/3Sold84?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 2% - "The one time I set foot in Cedars when they didn’t want to chop off my arms at the shoulder blades—just to keep the needles out. Not that it would have helped. I would, if one-armed and jonesing, doubtless have found a way to cook up a hearty spoon of Mexican tar and slam it with my toes. (I met a double amputee in San Francisco whose girlfriend slapped a bra strap around his throat and geezed him in the neck. Another triumph of the human spirit. But slap me if I get sentimental…)" - "The truth: This book, for me, is less an exercise in recall than an exorcism. And a schizophrenic exorcism at that. Opiates are, by their very nature, about forgetting. When you’re in that narcotic haze, memory functions like some mutant projector, a Hell-tuned Bell & Howell. As the film goes in one end, at the other it’s immediately eaten by some kind of acid, dissolving the second the events transpire. That was my life on drugs. Experience lived, more or less, then the soothing hiss of oblivion as instantly the moments are burned away… Banished." ### Graphs on Deep Leisure URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/graphs-on-deep-leisure/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T03:42:05.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) issue 43 was truly composed on a whim, but i think has interesting philosophical implications on the role (or lack thereof) of free will. specifically interesting to consider arrows from the future pointing **to** the present instead of the present pointing **to** the future. ## Software (Saturdays) when coding with cursor and copilot, think top down from the comment level instead of thinking bottom up from the individual line of code level. use your compiler to handle that kind of thing ## Other Stuff ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-16-17-34-19.png) i forgot to put checking email on here but (low diff start, mid diff quit) similar graph to youtube or nflx episode binges, compulsion to check every n minutes like a twitter or a hn (or any other feedlike app) **PDF Version:** [deep leisure 20240116thoughts and realities of leisure timedeep leisure 20240116.pdf61 KBdownload-circle](https://www.bramadams.dev/content/files/2024/01/deep-leisure-20240116.pdf "Download") ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 54% (*+5%*) - "So affected was Ferdinand by what is today known as Stockholm Syndrome that he wrote to Napoleon in November 1808 to congratulate him on a French victory over the Spanish army at the battle of Tudela, and once again tried to solicit marriage with a Bonaparte." - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 44% - [River of the Gods](https://amzn.to/4axpAoF?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 54% (*+8%*) - "So shocked was Isabel that she had been unable even to cry, her eyes wide, dry, and staring, her heart painfully pounding. Struggling to recover, she had pulled from a pocket the picture of Burton that she had carried with her for three years, an icon, a talisman, a symbol of hope. Without hesitating, he had reached into his own pocket and taken out a picture of her. Both pictures, Isabel would later insist, were in perfect condition, showing ā€œhow carefully we had always kept them.ā€" - "As Burton was still sick, complaining that ā€œthe fever… clung to me like the shirt of Nessus,ā€ Steinhaüser advised that he stay in Aden until his health improved." - "I taught him archery by day—when his arm waxed strong, ’twas me he shot." - [Replacing Guilt: Minding Our Way](https://amzn.to/3TRW333?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 34% (+15%) - "Rest is not a reward for getting through all your obligations. Rather, rest (and personal health, and personal time) are part of the goal. Both because most people care about their personal comfort, and because taking care of yourself is very important in order to do all the other things you want to do. Rest isn't something you do when everything else is finished. Everything else doesn't get finished. Rather, there are lots of activities that you do, some which are more fun than others, and rest is an important one to do in appropriate proportions. Disconnect your impulse to rest from whether or not the world is in a stable state, because, spoiler alert, the world isn't going to be in a stable state for a long time. Rest isn't a reward for good behavior! It's not something you get to do when all the work is finished! That's finite task thinking. Rather, rest and health are just two of the unending streams that you move through." - "Most guilt-motivated people I meet would do well to worry less about whether they're going fast enough now, and worry more about whether the amount of work they're doing day-to-day is ideal in the long term, taking psychological constraints into account. You don't get points for pushing your body and mind as hard as you can, you get good outcomes from using your resources as wisely as you can. That usually entails stopping well before you drop each day, while steadily improving your capabilities." ### Reflections on 2023 & Predictions for 2024 [Video Version] URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/reflections-on-2023-predictions-for-2024-video-version/ Last updated: 2024-01-16T22:37:27.000Z video for [issue 41](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-41/) ### Issue 43: Are Our Goals Holding Us Prisoner? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-43/ Last updated: 2024-01-18T03:34:34.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/) ## Food For Thought An interesting quandary to entertain – do we "live" inside our goals or do our goals "live" inside us? On the face of it, such a question seems silly. Of course our goals are subservient to us, right? To run that marathon, to become more present for our family, to free ourselves from our uglier habits, to become the best version of ourselves we can mange. These are all goals that take place in some indeterminate future, where we can envision ourselves having accomplish(ed) the goal *G* in **that** future person F's past. The **actor** only exists in the present moment, the now; the motivator has his or her motivations and takes action to meet that ideal person. We **chose** our goals, right? But what if it's actually the other way around? What if our goals **choose** us? Let's look at this another way. The present moment, now, is `t = 0`. Your lifespan from `t = 0` goes in two directions, left until the start of your timeline (`t = birth`) and right until the end of your timeline (`t = death`). In other words, `t = 0` is a snapshot on a roll of film, a derivative on a bounded line of existence. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Untitled_Artwork-9.png) a simple timeline In addition to the existence of this finite line, we have to contend with the fact that the future is not just one line, in reality it is many, many lines, all with a certain probability of coming true (most are close to zero, others, close to guaranteed). ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Untitled_Artwork-10.png) many futures, single past timeline. dead end = ā˜ ļø, continues = more life, more choices The past is a locked in version of these futures, making the present basically a fancy singularity device – all futures get replaced with a single realized outcome. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Untitled_Artwork-11.png) the present is a singularity creator Now let's create an arbitrary goal, *G*, for the person at `t = 0` to set out to accomplish – say, make $10,000\. The internal or external speaking/manifestation of this goal causes the mind to immediately leap to action, trying to find ways that it could accomplish *G*. Some ways might include: 1. Go back to college to skill up in a marketable degree for two years (-$100k in student loans + two years of life) to apply for a job that pays $10k a month (\~six figure salary). *G = accomplished* 2. Steal $10,000 from your local bank branch (-25 years of life in jail + probably a face tattoo in prison). *G = accomplished* 3. Pick up a second job, work an extra 40 hours a week for the next period of time (-40hours/week \* number of weeks \* loss in sleep). *G = accomplished* 4. Wait until your rich great-great-grandmother passes away and argue with your cousins over her estate (-being born into such a family + breaking up that family succession style). *G = accomplished* 5. ... Any number of arbitrary `n+1` futures can be created to accomplish the same goal. I.E. there are multiple ways to skin a G. However, all of these realities incur their own unique cost structure of time and space requirements. Some are objectively better than others, others yet are *subjectively* better than others, and some are simply dead ends. But this is only the case if we're looking **forward from t = 0, the present perspective**. This is not the case when we **rewind** the tape of each of these futures **back** to t = 0\. The weights of the lines, as far as we can tell out of the haze, are *actually pre calculated*. In other words, **the futures themselves decide the options that the person at t = 0 sees**. *The lines play themselves out and then act in reverse. We choose from the list of available options that chose us.* *The multiple lines of futures collapse on the present.* What does this mean? At any point `t` in your life that is not the **exact moment of now**, your mind and your goals have **conspired** together to show you a vision of a person who is likely to fall on the timeline where G is accomplished with minimal overhead cost. *The only role of t = 0 is to play the film it was given into the camera and memorialize it into the past.* Some day, very close to now, perhaps you'll look in the mirror somewhere between `t = 0` and `t = G` and realize that you are or you aren't making good progress towards the goal you set. Perhaps you'll be displeased, and you may find yourself back at the bargaining table, attempting to convince your mind to try to hop to an alternate future. Or so it will feel. That line itself, will in fact be making you think that you chose when in fact, it has gone out into the same future we envisioned and already made the case to move lines and switch strategies. Trippy, right? ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Untitled_Artwork-12.png) Goal states happen at different times (if ever) depending on route taken Maybe that line you move to will work, or maybe it won't. But when you look at the frozen state of the past behind you, **that** is the life you lived. **That** is who you were. *That is who *you* are*. Even the choice of doing nothing, of letting the world filter through you is merely letting the line of time that is most probable become well... actualized. Intent and agency is the pivot, but the lines play out as-is. Potentiality, history, pivots. Future, past, present. ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates I filmed a few video versions of some prior newsletter issues, if you prefer that medium. I'm working out the kinks, but hopefully I'll be able to add these videos to the weekly retinue of content pushed out each week! Likely, the video of a newsletter will lag 1+ week(s) behind the text edition. [Are GPTs Websites? \[Video Version\]Video version of Issue 42![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/are-gpts-websites-video-version/) First up -- Are GPTs Websites? (Adapted from Issue 42) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram ### Are GPTs Websites? [Video Version] URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/are-gpts-websites-video-version/ Last updated: 2024-01-14T00:18:20.000Z [Issue 42: Are GPTs Websites?Or are they perhaps something else altogether?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/) ### Brammy Phantom URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-12/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:07:18.000Z ## Images ![](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1075911443100209294/1192361167553843210/bramses__ce6b372e-f0c3-48d6-ba9a-7015ff1ad11b.png) ![](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1075911443100209294/1192361291520684073/bramses__1ba53127-82fe-47af-b2b3-aef4a88eb0e5.png) ![](https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/1075911443100209294/1192363593765761054/bramses__a229803d-2167-4667-b3d8-22ba0f18eab4.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/image-2.png) WHY AM I A SPECTRE (pt 1) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/image-3.png) WHY AM I A SPECTRE (pt 2) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/image-4.png) WHY AM I A SPECTRE (pt 3) ## Videos the lads hunters the voice acting šŸ’Æ ## Music ## Thoughts - read more words to write fewer words written before (decrease the number of monkeys on typewriters, abstractions in text) - in the game theory of comparing lived trauma, there is a middle class of suffering ### Hunter x GPT URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-11/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T03:38:30.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) - meta business thoughts: considering adding a podcast component to the newsletter where i basically just talk shit for 30-45 mins - spotify supports video for podcasts, and i could upload it to apple too and farm for yt clips - but i would want it to have high quality video + audio and sound as interesting as a guy like me can be on camera (spoiler: not much) ## Software (Saturdays) A Augmented Reality (kinda?) GPT that uses HxH mangas to find the matching ending song and arc life is short. buy the box set. ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 49% - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 44% - [River of the Gods](https://amzn.to/4axpAoF?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 46% - [**Replacing Guilt: Minding Our Way (new!)**](https://amzn.to/3TRW333?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 19% - Don't say "I really should finish this paper." Say "if I don't finish this paper, I'll get a worse grade than I was planning to, and my teacher will frown at me, and my parents will frown at me." Then weigh your options. Then choose. - If you find yourself unable to think about a certain outcome, it can be very useful to think all the way through the painful outcome—not to convince yourself that everything would actually be fine, but just so that you can actually think about it. It's the thoughts you can't think that really screw you. - If you often suffer from guilt, then I strongly suggest cashing out your shoulds. Get a tally counter and start training yourself to notice when you say the word "should," and then once you're noticing it, start training yourself to unpack the sentence. "I should call my father this week" might cash out to "if I don't call my father this week, he'll feel disappointed and lonely." "I shouldn't play that video game" might cash out to "if I play that video game, I'll lose lots of time that I was planning to use for studying." [**New Quotes Added!**](https://discord.gg/GrgkFP3Je3?ref=bramadams.dev) **13 quotes** from *Replacing Guilt: Minding Our Way* by Nate Soares **29 quotes** from *River of the Gods: Genius, Courage, and Betrayal in the Search for the Source of the Nile* by Candice Millard **77 quotes** from *Supergods: What Masked Vigilantes, Miraculous Mutants, and a Sun God from Smallville Can Teach Us about Being Human* by Grant Morrison **12 quotes** from *At Home in the Universe: The Search for the Laws of Self-Organization and Complexity* by Stuart A. Kauffman **69 quotes** from *Black Rednecks & White Liberals: Hope, Mercy, Justice and Autonomy in the American Health Care System* by Thomas Sowell **11 quotes** from *The Glass Bead Game* by Hermann Hesse **20 quotes** from *Napoleon: A Life* by Andrew Roberts ### ~Hey GPT, Listen!~ URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/hey-gpt-listen/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T03:44:17.000Z the nouveau internet economics models, the dark souls of gpts, stay on target, storming organs _This post is for subscribers only._ ### MTA GPT Inc URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-09/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:03:51.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) - i liked how [last issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/) went, specifically the drawing on an index card > edit photo workflow. adds a dash of human-ness to the work - next issue im thinking about a potential economic landscape for the creator economy in a llm world ## Software (Saturdays) - creating a gpt for the mta where ideally a user can type "L east 14th" to get the upcoming train times and any info on delays. working with `GTFS-realtime protocol` is not straightforward, but there is a promising repo from a similar project when ppl were [putting screens in their homes w train times](https://github.com/jpreardon/good-morning-display/tree/f22c665d4d33742f0bd7bea2de1173ee661b3965?ref=bramadams.dev) - the challenge wont be parsing bc functions are pretty straightforward but managing speed and finding the right convo starters ### AI Tip - i found out (accidentally) you can chain multiple assistants in the same thread. This allows for some pretty interesting message threads as diff assistants "weigh in" to the same thread - dont batch a job into chroma without `PersistentClient` unless you want to run that same batch every runtime ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [**Supergods**](https://amzn.to/41GIFAH?ref=bramadams.dev) **\- finished! (2.35/5 ā­ļø)** - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 49% - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 44% (+3%) - "We do not intend to flee from the vita activa to the vita contemplativa, nor vice versa, but to keep moving forward while alternating between the two, being at home in both, partaking of both." - [River of the Gods](https://amzn.to/4axpAoF?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 41% (*+9%*) - these guys are getting FUCKED UP by nature - "For the next few days, Speke could not even open his mouth and was able to consume nothing more than broth. He was now, moreover, not only nearly blind but partially deaf. The infection left behind by the beetle and his penknife ā€œate a hole between that orifice \[his ear\] and the nose,ā€ Speke wrote, ā€œso that when I blew it, my ear whistled so audibly that those who heard it laughed.ā€ To his surprise, however, as the days passed he found that the attack had actually helped to improve his sight. ā€œIt was not altogether an unmixed evil,ā€ he wrote, ā€œfor the excitement occasioned by the beetle’s operations acted towards my blindness as a counter-irritant by drawing the inflammation away from my eyes.ā€ The beetle itself, dead but still stubbornly lodged in Speke’s ear, remained with him until, some six months later, a leg, a wing, and a few other tiny body parts were carried out in the wax." ### Issue 42: Are GPTs Websites? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-42/ Last updated: 2024-02-24T00:41:10.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-41/) Dear reader, ## Food For Thought ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-07-18-23-20.png) The GPT Store cometh! The week this issue (42) is published, OpenAI will offer its own official version of an "App Store" for GPTs. This store will feature community use cases of GPTs, create a new kind of market with new rules for money, deluge us with many poorly thought out GPTs, and legitimize truly novel experiences yet to be uncovered. All at the same time! [In part II of the holiday issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-41/), I made this prediction: > GPT agents begin to pop up in places QR menus and PoS iPads exist, people get used to talking to agents in a variety of scenarios (**high confidence**) I'd like to use this issue to substantiate that prediction. Let's open with a question with a non obvious answer. What is a website? ![You can still visit the world's first-ever website from over 30 years ago](https://nypost.com/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/10/first-web-02.jpeg?quality=90&strip=all) The world's first ever webpage, from CERN ([April 30, 1993](https://home.cern/science/computing/birth-web?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=The%20first%20website%20at%20CERN,%3A%20info.cern.ch.)) In the most [brutal](https://www.tate.org.uk/art/art-terms/b/brutalism?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Brutalism%20is%20an%20architectural%20style,forms%20and%20raw%20concrete%20construction) definition, websites are readonly pages of information. Due to the technical realities of the ARPANet era, moving large packets of data (think HD video or MMO games) reliably from computers physically located in different geographical locations was not a trivial problem. As such, static text-only webpages were the first websites. Much like a printed piece of paper, webpages were distributed on demand by visiting a unique address, known as a URL. But right out the gate, websites were special. Inside web pages themselves, creators were able to link to other pages. This meant that information could spread as nodes in a graph, that could create interesting non linear paths. A piece of paper physically located in Boise could point to another piece of paper in Baton Rouge, which in turn points to a piece of paper in Singapore. This linking feature was very important, because there was (and is, to this day) no way to randomly stumble upon websites continuously (this is why search engines perpetually index the web for new data). In other words, jumping from computer address to computer address is a discrete jump, where in the physical world, travel is contiguous. This is important, because this means that [the Internet itself is sparse, and has a tendency to amalgamate](https://www.bramadams.dev/the-internet-is-empty/). > As a medium, the internet is defined by a built-in performance incentive. In real life, you can walk around living life and be visible to other people. But you can’t just walk around and be visible on the internet—for anyone to see you, you have to act. \-- [Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07L2JGLZ9/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) Because of this fact, information on websites became silos by default. Each "acre of land" was only farmed upon by its creators. Nearly 30 years after the CERN website launch, this is still the case. It takes place on much larger silos – those of YouTube, Reddit, and Twitch streams, but the concept is still the same: information at an address that can be linked elsewhere. In this 30 year period, the world itself has become Internet native, spawning brand new economies, and creating write access to pages that have created emergent properties like influencers. The silos of a TikToker or a LinkedIn influencer is write access to a largely readonly Intranet. Your @ is not your friendships, it is a link on two sub-pages within a social network domain (@alice follows (points to) @bob, @bob follows (points to) @cheryl and @alice). What about GPTs? GPTs are also information. Specifically, GPTs and agents are a thin layer of information on a deep layer of contextual knowledge. I.e GPTs are subject matter experts for foundational knowledge stacks. The graph of data is still there, it is merely implicit, rather than the explicit discrete jumps of the world wide web. The subject matter is within the foundational knowledge graph. Your role as a GPT creator is to introduce a few new concepts inside a context window, things the model **doesn't know**, and the model will create implicit links to the rest of itself. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/image-1-1.png) the foundational knowledge graph -- and the subject matter of a particular GPT GPTs do differ from websites in one immediate facet. GPTs are fundamentally conversational. Instead of readonly, the user is compelled to engage with the bot, to interact and in fact, assistants will do nothing unless prompted. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/Screenshot-2024-01-07-20-41-56.png) Conversation starters help guide the experience. A really great UX feature is to create 'start' and 'help' buttons. There are at minimum two types of GPTs that will begin to crop up: 1. **Smart Forms** \- Forms today cannot be inquired against, they only demand in silence. Why do you need my middle name, Mr. Form? What is an [EIN](https://www.irs.gov/businesses/small-businesses-self-employed/apply-for-an-employer-identification-number-ein-online?ref=bramadams.dev)? How long until I hear back on average? A GPT will be able to stop mid form to teach you these things and then continue to complete the form. Excitingly, these can be branching programmatic forms as well – if user says *x*, the GPT responds with *y*, etc. 2. **Local Information Load Balancer** \- Just like websites gained network value in the 2000's, so too will GPTs create local networks for local problems. Questions about local restaurant menus, conversational audio guides for museums fall under this category. These are the QR code thin assistant layer, the "do you have this brand of tissue?" "Yes, aisle 5" (here are two examples of load balancers I've made: [an interactive conversation with a blog post I wrote](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-8yMoGuaTT-ttb-sixteen-weeks-of-time-blocking?ref=bramadams.dev), and a [World of Warcraft Season of Discovery rune helper](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-CDBiKK1eu-wow-season-of-discovery-helper?ref=bramadams.dev)). With API actions these plugins will surely have a major impact on how people exchange and expect to receive up to date information. In sum, I make the claim that a GPT is a subject matter expertise layer on top of a massive implicit graph of conversational data. In a sense, a website is this as well, each URL holding subject matter expertise on running marathons, or ducks, or whatever. With the architecture of the web, the sites were siloed from one another, taking manual work from a human to leap from concept to concept. As the Internet has evolved we are now in a world where explicit graphs live in information silos: YouTube recommendation feeds, mutual follows. GPTs take the implicit graphs and give it context, they place subject matter expertise of what you know into context of what you didn't say. We're in the primordial era of something really, really cool. ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates [Japanese Covers of 2000s Pop Punk Go Hard2024 we need more rajivs and less alis, the joker v taylor, get your ASS to work!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-05/) I've come to the realization that these "core dumps/instabrams" are really just the "fun newsletter" a.k.a. shitposting. Micro time capsules, snapshots of links that will largely disappear into the void of time ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading > Today the Internet is often described as an information superhighway; its nineteenth-century precursor, the electric telegraph, was dubbed the ā€˜ā€˜highway of thought.’’ \-- [The Victorian Internet: The Remarkable Story of the Telegraph and the Nineteenth Century's On-line Pioneers (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07JW5WQSR/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > TCP/IP on January 1, 1983—an event that many would call the actual birth of the Internet. \-- [The Dream Machine (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07GBCX7YC/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > the internet generally minimizes the need for physical action: you don’t have to do much of anything but sit behind a screen to live an acceptable, possibly valorized, twenty-first-century life. \-- [Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07L2JGLZ9/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > Whatever you’re into, there’s a website for that. We all play ā€œa fractional part in some quite trivial matter,ā€ as Kierkegaard says. And this is soothing. \-- [The World Beyond Your Head: On Becoming an Individual in an Age of Distraction (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00O0G1A6S/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram **P.S. If you like what you read on this newsletter, forward it to a friend! It really helps!** ### Japanese Covers of 2000s Pop Punk Go Hard URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/core-dump-2024-01-05/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:12:02.000Z ## Videos its time to worship i might do more videos like this going forward. have been implementing it in my standups already, perhaps i just move it to yt that stab at the end with the spear stays in my mind his advice was only valid ****while** he was a doctor, and he doesnt seem to realize he is now just tai lopez rajiv is like the anti ali abdaal. we need more rajiv, less ali just download more ram where were you when they decided the ladder was more of a metaphysical idea than a real object 🤘 fuck yeah wind serpent pvp meta is insane ## Music ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/bramses__3306759d-6e0b-47b3-87d9-beba9e61fac4.png) MY EYES ARE UP HERE ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/bramses__1ba53127-82fe-47af-b2b3-aef4a88eb0e5.png) who? ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/bramses__0b45e772-0655-4486-a113-fae23ecc62ce.png) 1br/0.5ba $1900/mo ![](https://media.tenor.com/OIbCVWDL-q8AAAAC/oh-my-omg.gif) every time [michelle](https://survivor.fandom.com/wiki/Michelle%5FSchubert?ref=bramadams.dev) comes on screen in survivor ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/middlepart.jpeg) i dont think middle part is the move yall ![r/HunterXHunter - just wanted to share my Gon Freeccs statue!](https://preview.redd.it/dn5gtqg4jxfa1.jpg?width=640&crop=smart&auto=webp&s=2b680c251e83592707e195140e213c088da41749) [(source)](https://www.reddit.com/r/HunterXHunter/comments/10ser20/just%5Fwanted%5Fto%5Fshare%5Fmy%5Fgon%5Ffreeccs%5Fstatue/?ref=bramadams.dev) I AM NOT THE ONLY SUPER FAN OF HXH OK GUYS ## Thoughts - [this guy has a cool blog](https://jason.today/?ref=bramadams.dev) when i lived in austin, i went to this place a lot. was just thinking about it the other day. [OUTER HEAVEN DISCO CLUB![](https://assets.squarespace.com/universal/default-favicon.ico)OUTER HEAVEN DISCO CLUB0![](https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/600888a04a20ea052ee44459/1611175009800-SNX9K4EB5KF20JN2VS5H/outerheavenlogo.png)](https://www.outerheavendiscoclubatx.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) ### GPTs for Mom & Pops URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/gpts-for-mom-pops/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:05:08.000Z judge whats happening inside for yourselves _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Heist Movies Need CCTV to Work URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-03/ Last updated: 2024-01-04T03:24:54.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily [standup](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/standup/) post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) idea for issue 42 – upstream pricing in the SaaS + LLM era: - taylorism - llms both increasing and decreasing value of knowledge work simultaneously - a developer is not "working on a project", the project is being passed through the developer - these two things are different - the same problem can be solved in many ways by different devs - price your software as an empire - leverage code's abstraction and composability to "world build" - technology is upstream of possibility - heist genre = magical realism of computers, phones, cameras - sci-fi genre = imaginable + unreachable rules - real world = all jobs are downstream of their purpose and the technologies they give affordance to ## Software (Saturdays) > If the outputs are not provided before the `expires_at` timestamp passes (roughly 10 mins past creation), the run will move to an expired status. ([source](https://platform.openai.com/docs/assistants/how-it-works/runs-and-run-steps?ref=bramadams.dev)) what **can** be done in ten minutes? what **cant** be done? nb: you can take "longer" than 10 minutes if you capture all the messages in thread, and simply create a new one. it comes down to what type of tasks are worth waiting a full youtube video are --- embeddings do not suffer from scale they suffer from having fraternal twins --- im all in on deliverable agents, bb lets go forms! 2024! ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> isn't every website ever just a css'ed out form or pamphlet? if i move the pamphlet really fast, your brain might think its real, huh? ![](https://media.tenor.com/GXZ9BFVfH-sAAAAC/dbz-dragon-ball.gif) ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Supergods](https://amzn.to/41GIFAH?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 77% - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 49% (*+3%*) - "...nobody would have believed possible such an emotion from this great man of war, however I saw them myself, these tears …" - napoleon x alexander - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 41% - [River of the Gods](https://amzn.to/4axpAoF?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 29% (*+4%*) - shoutout to the homie Bombay - the fabric, the man ### How to Price Your S(asS) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-02/ Last updated: 2024-01-06T22:23:00.000Z chatgpt making pdfs, nflx binges _This post is for subscribers only._ ### ZANZIB(AI)R URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2024-01-01/ Last updated: 2024-01-01T22:46:20.000Z šŸ’” This is a daily standup post of the work put into maintaining bramadams.dev. **Ex nihilo nihil fit*. ## Newsletter (Sundays) - i felt like issue 41 was again a bit too lengthy, i'll be looking to concoct shorter pieces for the near future, more true to form with what i am reading, and choosing themes from `wander` in commonplace bot - truth be told, i like writing a essay per week and it seemed fitting to merge the work with the newsletter. but i must keep in mind that a newsletter needs to be enjoyable in the landscape it is consumed, an email inbox. substack has normalized the "essay in the inbox" problem i suppose. as long as the topics are interesting - future large topics i want to cover: - website as an art piece and art galley at the same time - a creative technologist manifesto - the cultural value of programmers and their programs - a mathematical guess as to how much zero to one code will be written in the next century ## Software (Saturdays) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2024/01/google-2c-1-1-1.jpeg) Google must really value my opinions because they keep asking for my two cents... ### AI Tip Use system messages to change the functionality of the chat completion based on a function response The idea is when a function call is fired and the data is returned, use `system` role to simulate instructions to change how the function info is given to the user: ```javascript if (messages[0].role !== "system") { messages.unshift({ content: "If you have knowledge loaded in from get_knowledge, you can ask me questions about it. If the match has steps, go through each step with the user in QA format, one by one.", role: "system", }); } ``` ```javascript { name: "get_knowledge", description: "Get knowledge from user query from a knowledge base", parameters: { type: "object", properties: { query: { type: "string", description: "The query -- cleaned up to match knowledge base criteria", }, }, required: ["query"], }, } ``` ```javascript // ... if (name === "get_knowledge") { // ... const knowledge = {...}; insert_specific_system_message(...) // insert a system message for this particular fn const newMessages = createFunctionCallMessages(knowledge); // ... ``` ## Books (5/month) šŸ’” links are affiliate! if you pick up a copy, i get a little kickback! - [Supergods](https://amzn.to/41GIFAH?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 77% (*+1%*) - [Black Rednecks & White Liberals](https://amzn.to/3tGNFsj?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 58% - [Command & Control](https://amzn.to/3TIyjOK?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 23% - [At Home in the Universe ](https://amzn.to/3H2FlXc?ref=bramadams.dev)\- 36% - [Napoleon: A Life](https://amzn.to/3tzoiIY?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 46% - [Glass Bead Game](https://amzn.to/48gE8Hz?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 41% (*+3%*) - The everlasting dance between the pupil and the teacher, the roles merely shift - [River of the Gods](https://amzn.to/4axpAoF?ref=bramadams.dev) \- 25% (*+4%*) - ZANZIBAR ### Issue 41: Reflecting on 2023 and Predictions for 2024 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-41/ Last updated: 2024-01-08T03:32:11.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-40/) ## Food For Thought Here are five lessons I have personally learned this year that I feel are worth sharing as advice. Many of these are quite unique, or at least, not very likely to surface on other listicles about crushing 2024 by getting cliche habits in order. Feel free to test them in your own lives, and see what conclusions you are able to draw. The advice that follows is ordered from most to least practical and become increasingly philosophical come true over a much longer window of opportunity. ### 1) Discipline is upstream of willpower The term "discipline" is often married to the Puritan ideals of "work ethic". While discipline does indeed include stubborn effort towards a goal, discipline itself is a much more nuanced construct than raw, back-breaking effort towards something difficult. There is an attendant guilt that comes along with "keeping up with the Joneses'" style of discipline that is managed for the sake of appearances, causing discipline to become less about ethic and more about haranguing limited quantities of willpower. These metrics of time spent sweating are easily comparable, as people brag or lament on how many hours they dedicated to the God of the Grind. 2023 taught me that discipline is much more effective when it is implemented higher up the chain of decision making. Instead of trying to force yourself to hammer out a presentation, or chase some goal that has you competing directly with peers, it is better to implement disciplines at the root level of your systems and ask what your goal is with the presentation in the first place – to convince this one person of something, or to clarify your knowledge on a subject, etc? In other words, everyone suffers from something unique list of tasks and responsibilities. Discipline is better mobilized at the level of systemic changes that create downstream value automatically. For example, perhaps the YouTube sidebar keeps you locked in for hours at a time? Block it with an extension. Or maybe you find yourself checking email compulsively at dinner because your meetings during the day go too long? Block your email from the hours of 6-8pm. Find that your sink piles up with dishes every weekend? Get rid of copies of your dishes so you have to wash your singular set before you eat your next meal. Tools like Freedom (below) and PKM systems are becoming so popular because people are waking up to notion that the frenetic systems we have of the modern era simply can't be tamed by willpower or the grind. **Willpower is insufficient in the face of computation. Only computation can face computation head on.** A systemic relationship with technology discipline involves using technology against itself. Don't beat yourself up for playing a different game. Put discipline into the upstream, and the downstream comes included. Become disciplined about the holistic system, not just a particular part. Think of your systems as systems of time and systems of space, and implement disciplines at those layers. [Freedom: Internet, App and Website BlockerEasily block distracting websites and apps on any device. The original and best distraction blocker, Freedom helps you be more focused and productive.![](https://cdn2.freedom.to/images/freedom_icon.png)Freedom![](https://cdn2.freedom.to/images/meta/facebook_v4.png)](https://freedom.to/?ref=bramadams.dev) ### 2) Own your domain As the landscape of social media continues to devolve into an utter shitshow, fragmenting as groups of people migrate to different apps where they feel the most belonging (Discord, IG, TikTok, LinkedIn, etc.) – social media becomes less about connection between loose networks and more about delivering constant feeds of entertainment and escapism directly to the hippocampus. Due to this, in a extremely rare case of a positive externality from something negative, this massive expansion of social media and importance of online life has created a new opportunity. The world is now fully Internet connected (*94% of the global population as of 2021 has mobile phones*), which means everyone has access to a device that can communicate over the HTTP layer. In other words, in virtue of everyone getting a device to go on TikTok can now access the entire web from the same device, and more places and more people than ever are connected. In 2023, there has never been a better time to own your own domain and take it seriously. The current version of this blog was made as a birthday gift to myself in **late January 2023**. The newsletter didn't have its [first issue until March](https://www.bramadams.dev/202303162150/). As of writing on December 31, 2023, the newsletter has 150 members, and makes >\~$40 MRR (*not much, and basically breaks even with hosting costs but I'm very grateful!*). In addition, the website has landed me clients for consulting, and interview requests. This is without any active advertising. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-30-19-41-11.png) Oct > Dec **Much more importantly**, *bramadams.dev* has served as the perfect playground for my creative desires. In between [poetry](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/#poem), [short stories](https://www.bramadams.dev/202305121617/), [image dumps](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307012320/), [long thoughtpiece essays](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306052325/), [shitposts](https://www.bramadams.dev/september-5-2023/), [zettels](https://www.bramadams.dev/202301150157/) (*a zettelkasten note, singular*), [creative coding](https://www.bramadams.dev/kingdom-hearts-menu-style-portfolio/), [tutorials](https://www.bramadams.dev/202302181117/), [newsletters](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-37/), and more, I have **never** felt more free as a creative than on my own site. *(excuse my language here, but)* Fuck websites that tell you your creativity is constrained to 280 characters. Fuck websites that tell you that you can only upload photos in a certain dimension to fit the rest of the site's CSS. Fuck websites that use their networks of likes and comments to change how you think, speak, and create. Fuck sub splits with the website owner because you happen to be renting a handle on their platform. Fuck the narrative you can't grow an audience because Twitbooktube has hoovered up all the curious minds on the Internet and trapped them in their feeds to scroll forever. FUCK ALLLL THAT. If you wish to express yourself, in an era where publishing is cheaper than it has ever been since the rise of the printing press, while also slowly building a art gallery of your mind and a work portfolio and a business, own your domain. [Ghost vs Obsidian PublishGoals: \* To publish as much, and as as frequently as possible \* To keep things as close to the core Obsidian System as possible, simple text MD files with good linking \* To make money \* To have a really high quality UX Ghost \* Paid option and tiers \* Newsletter built in \* Beautiful \* GitHub![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202301250311/) My first post on bramadams.dev. To date (Dec 31, 2023) I have 588 published posts. That is almost ****2 posts per day**. [Here's the old version of bramadams.dev](https://homepage-d5wr1cd1u-bramses-vercel.vercel.app/?ref=bramadams.dev), if you're curious ### 3) Books are linear – the knowledge inside is not From building my biggest contiguous project of the year, [commonplace bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev), I have learned that the real value of books comes long after their initial consumption. Ideas swell and tangle amongst one another, competing for contextual dominance, niches that will allow them to continue to surface again and again. Any author of any individual book is like a focused laser, etching deeply their field of narrow expertise into the mind of the reader. But it is only later, after the mind has cooled to the topic, does the value of what was read begin to show. You might find yourself referencing an idea in conversation, or remember a fact that saves you a bunch of time in thinking on how to spend your day. Books are phenomenal, from practical advice to dense philosophies. You never know how ideas will engage in isolation or outside of their source context, and you especially can't predict what will happen when they come together. Being well read is not simply reading a lot. It is **reading well**. I'm shocked how often in semantic search applications how quotes from different authors hold the same emotionality or core concepts. But perhaps it is not that shocking at all. Many of the world's best (and worst) ideas have been revisited over and over, seen from slightly different viewpoints. Some ideas are literally as old as dirt... while others are brand new. *Ex nihilo nihil fit*. Set up a third party trusted system where you can capture the best ideas you come across, and return to them separated from their parent context. Perhaps enable it with LLM tools, if you're feeling spicy. But paper works too. [7 Books I Read In 2023 That Live In My Head Rent Freeas a Creative Technologist![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/12/these-seven-books-changed-the-way-i-think.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/top-books-2023/) ### 4) Most code hasn’t been written As a creative technologist, this is the most exciting piece of news to me. With as dominant as software is in the 21st century, and how omnipresent our phones and interconnectivity devices are, it can be hard to conceptualize this truth, and yet, it is the case. **Most code has yet to be written**. Fortran (1954), the arguably first modern programming language was created after the discovery of DNA (1953 ([1869?](https://www.nature.com/scitable/topicpage/discovery-of-dna-structure-and-function-watson-397/?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Many%20people%20believe%20that%20American,by%20Swiss%20chemist%20Friedrich%20Miescher.))). 2023 has been extra special, thanks to tools like Copilot, [Cursor](https://cursor.sh/?ref=bramadams.dev), and ChatGPT. Earlier this year, I released a series called "Chats with GPT" where I followed a very simple formula: 1. Find a random quote from a book I think is interesting 2. Ask GPT to write three potential app ideas about said quote 3. Choose favorite app idea from list, ask GPT to pseudocode it out 4. (optional) take pseudocode to an IDE and actually code the app I am shocked at how the above steps had nearly 100% success rate. This modality shifting from text to code, just... worked. LLMs have no qualms converting from one space to another, and this is great help for human collaboration in new tools and ideas. Sure, many of the ideas were simplistic, and perhaps even obvious, but were great starting points that again revealed a deeper truth to me, that I will quote a second time for emphasis: > **Most code has yet to be written.** We have merely scratched the surface of the programs that will exist in the near and far future. 2023 and 2024 is a great time to leverage LLMs and modern programming languages to express ourselves in an arena where we get to decide how logic plays out. [Scheduling Your Way to Wellness: Using GPT to Turn a Quote into an AppStruggling to fit exercise and meditation into your schedule? Me too! Let’s put GPT to the task to discover how an NP-hard computer science problem called the scheduling problem can help us!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/04/gpt---NP-HARD-CS--.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304171228/) ### 5) Information self-catalyzes – but evades crystallization This year started with my 10,000 word summary of a few years of PKM work in Obsidian with my BHOV. From there, I've learned more about the sources of information, as well as the basins for information; anything from to-do lists strewn about the apartment, to long form unfinished manuscripts about the history and future of computing. [GitHub - bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023: A highly opinionated, fully featured Obsidian vault that can get you from Zero to Zettelkasten lickety split!A highly opinionated, fully featured Obsidian vault that can get you from Zero to Zettelkasten lickety split! - GitHub - bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023: A highly opinionated, fully f…![](https://github.githubassets.com/assets/pinned-octocat-093da3e6fa40.svg)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/091f5ebe42506a116a21d71b24623faed60c67aadeac8afaa0f2d15747645092/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023)](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev) In addition, through work on my [meditation practice](https://www.wakingup.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), 2023 helped me realize that it is not the flow of information that is scarce – if anything, the constant noise of ideas and stimulus from internal and external loci are damn near impossible to stop – it is the concentration of reliable, worthwhile information that is difficult to acquire. In the latter half of 2023, I put a deliberate amount of energy into creating **passive capture nodes** for my work. These flywheels and arbitrage allow for value to be introduced from the very beginning of the projects. The process reveals gold nuggets that only play out before the deliverable layer. 2023 has been great for tools like [OBS](https://obsproject.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), as well as digital storage becoming readily cheap, both locally and in the cloud (*compared to compute that is*). The value of being present with our deep work is more reliable than ever. To capture our best ideas is to work on eliminating noise from other people's lives from our minds while also highlighting the best of our own life's work. [Running a Zero Waste FlywheelPut your dollars to work!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w1200/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/state-of-the-flywheel-november-2023/) ## Predictions for 2024 (just for fun!) Here are my predictions for 2024 – these predictions are "out there" on purpose; I did not want to go with obvious predictions like "more crazy weather events" or "news about obvious thing happening from some world government". That said, I could see each of the following actually happening in the next 365 days. - the Apple Vision Pro flops commercially, but succeeds in birthing a developer who will change the AR/VR game in less than 3 years. They will reference the Vision Pro as their inspiration and the Vision Pro will become mainstream at that point (similar story to the iPad) - Twitter goes bankrupt, but does not disappear - GPT agents begin to pop up in places QR menus and PoS iPads exist, people get used to talking to agents in a variety of scenarios (**high confidence**) - the 2024 US election causes the Republican Party to officially fracture - TikTok banned by White House or Congress in a bid to gain mindshare back from the Gen Alpha community, overturned by Supreme Court - self help books become less passion focused and more PKM focused in a bid to get people more realistic about happiness (**high confidence**) - being a YouTuber becomes much less profitable career path than it was pre Covid-2022 as the ad bubble runs into inflation, the direct competition of short videos eliminating community building because of 15 second memes and saturation of sponsors (**high confidence**) - as such, low cost high value info products like podcasts and blogs become more popular And finally, a very sincere thank you all for reading in 2023\. It has been a lovely journey and I really appreciate it! Happy New Year, and see you next Sunday! In 2024! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram **P.S. If you like what you read on this newsletter, forward it to a friend! It really helps!** ### Drafting Predictions, Jumping Ahead in Supergods URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/standup-2023-12-31/ Last updated: 2024-01-06T22:23:16.000Z "if i can't be richard burton, i'll simply marry him instead." _This post is for subscribers only._ ### 7 Books I Read In 2023 That Live In My Head Rent Free URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/top-books-2023/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T22:58:03.000Z As 2023 comes to a close, I'd like to take a look at the books whose ideas have permeated deep into my brain stem. These are the [creme de la creme](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev) of what I've read this year and these books have quite literally changed the way I think. Below are the titles, as well as some questions you'll have answered if you choose to pick up a copy for yourself. ## *The Formula: Universal Laws of Success* ![](https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1539751876i/39088545.jpg) [(affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/3S0ANGU?ref=bramadams.dev) **Questions:** What does it really mean to achieve success in life? Is talent innate or is it earned? Are some people more likely to succeed than others, and if so, why? ## *The Real World of Technology* ![](https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1328772206i/1291973.jpg) [(affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/3tzcI0u?ref=bramadams.dev) **Questions:** What is the difference between a holistic technology and a prescriptive technology? Who (or what) does technology serve? Does a culture create technology or does a technology create its culture? ## *What I Talk About When I Talk About Running* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/2195464.jpg) [(affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/48y675b?ref=bramadams.dev) **Questions:** What does it mean to do whatever you want? Is writing a poison? What lessons can only be learned through the body? Is there any reason behind effort or pain? ## *The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations that Transform the World* ![](https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1311705051i/10483171.jpg) [(affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/3S0SRkn?ref=bramadams.dev) **Questions:** Is humanity unique as we claim to be? What is a universal explainer? Do we have a moral imperative to save the planet we were born on? What is true creativity? Can infinity ever be reached? ## *Developer Hegemony* ![](https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1493740696i/35051753.jpg) [(affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/48Erh1T?ref=bramadams.dev) **Questions:** Why don't more developers have seats at leadership tables? What is the distinction between idealists, pragmatists and opportunists at companies? How fragile is your clientele relationship? ## *Finite and Infinite Games* ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/139509934.jpg) [(affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/3RZfmG7?ref=bramadams.dev) **Questions:** Why do winners grip so tightly to rules? What does it mean to "own" a title? What games will be played forever? ## *Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition* ![](https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/S/compressed.photo.goodreads.com/books/1347340145i/2834247.jpg) [(affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/3RIx6nS?ref=bramadams.dev) **Questions:** Why do all human cultures have gardens? What is the difference between life and cultivation? What does it mean to care for something? What do we leave behind as the seasons slip by? ### Finding Lessons, Vampires, The Curse of the First Third URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/finding-lessons-vampires-the-curse-of-the-first-third/ Last updated: 2024-01-06T22:23:26.000Z (mis)adventures of December 29th _This post is for subscribers only._ ### yōkai, wallpaper, fruit URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/random-crops/ Last updated: 2023-12-29T05:14:43.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/nhn.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/3h9rbr.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/5q5.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/e8hlj5.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/pvw.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/ecq.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/wktjw4.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/29goy4.jpg) ### Cropping Meaning URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/cropping-meaning/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:18:19.000Z an Atrioc x Sleep Token mashup, i cook for strength to make good swords, a look back on 2023, a girls trip to miami _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Issue 40: Santa's Got a BIG BAG (of baggage) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-40/ Last updated: 2024-01-01T00:12:58.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-39/) ## Food For Thought Welcome to part one of the ho-ho-holidays issue of the newsletter! As 2023 comes to a close, it is traditional to acknowledge the special nature of the last few weeks of the calendar year, to "kiss the ring of Father Christmas" as it was. I could of course use this week's newsletter to talk about themes of joy, gratitude, snowflakes and cocoa, or the nuclear family, but you would probably be better off [watching one of the 42 new Hallmark Christmas movies produced in 2023 alone for that kind of thing](https://www.google.com/search?q=how+many+hallmark+christmas+movies+are+there&sca%5Fesv=592925482&sxsrf=AM9HkKnLNh2fwAR3j-jqPXMDPCDZ%5F2--lA:1703195836731&gbv=2&sei=vLSEZbCDLOGs5NoP4O6cqAQ&ref=bramadams.dev). This is a Bram Adams' newsletter after all, so you can bet your mistletoe that I'll be using this issue to unnecessarily deep dive into an aspect of the holidays that no one else cares to opine about. No, instead of those usual thematic elements, I'd like to use this issue to discuss a concept particular to the holiday season that is often suppressed consciously and therefore causes a constant and vicious subconscious **deluge** for \~2 months leading up to and including the holidays: **overload**. In my mind, there is nary a week in the calendar year filled with so many juxtapositions, social acrobatic maneuvers to "make things work", forced positivity, and the reminders of the friction of modern life's requirements vs our imagined ideal selves than the last few weeks of December. We will be examining three phenotype expressions of this holiday overload: that of relationships, economics, and virtues (*there are many more types of holiday overload, this is a non-exhaustive list(\*)*). Let's start with the first overload of the holiday season: relationship overload. ### Relationship Overload > The presumptive **nuclear family** is an artifact of civilization, where unwed mothers have for centuries been abandoned at best, shamed and even murdered at worst. When male-female relations were reframed in newly agricultural societies, **the mutual respect and autonomy characteristic of foragers were replaced by something closer to a master-slave dynamic**. This tragic and lasting collapse of human dignity was largely driven by a demand for paternity certainty among newly possessive males who now wanted to know who was going to inherit their accumulated wealth. \-- [Civilized to Death: The Price of Progress (affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/3v5ly6w?ref=bramadams.dev) Holidays are notorious for bringing (*read: forcing*) families together. Despite the societal messaging that family is of non-negotiable importance to the point of removing any amount of moral ambiguity, it is a fact that some families simply operate **better** when they **aren't** physically together. The nuclear family relationships of the modern world are canonized and imaged to the point where people begin to rate their value and the success of their family unit by how "shown up" people are, how present they were, how well they played their **role** as father, son, mother, daughter, brother, sister. This strain, especially when families spend the rest of the year apart, causes acute stressors or painful memories to also show up on the front porch. That thing you got pissed off about 13 years ago? Yep, still there. The values disagreement you have with that one family member? You betcha. The ability to choose how you want to spend your two holiday weeks of PTO like you control the other 50 weeks is peer pressured out of the conversation. Many family members, due to circumstance or passivity, don't have the convenience to say that they would rather treat December 25 like April 25, or any other day. Ergo, the real (*well, kind of real*) risk of ostracization from the family unit drives travel prices through the roof, as people rush home to save face. In this way, holidays are a forcing function, compressing time from years of baggage into a single exhausting, a-therapists-nightmare-scenario single week. ### Economic Overload Let's set the scene: you open a gift. But it's not what you wanted. Or perhaps it is. It's the thought that counts, you tell yourself. To a point, this is the case. People like to know that they are being thought of by others in their life the way they see themselves. A "thoughtful" gift usually invokes some combination of nostalgia and "knowingness of need". But under the gift wrapping paper, there be monsters of yore. Under the auspices of gift giving, there are the realities of the greater economy and prices of items increasing due to inflation and wage stagnation, causing many gift givers to increase the rate of their debt obligations to fulfill the role of a "good" gift giver. I was a child in the midst of the [Tickle Me Elmo crisis](https://www.google.com/search?q=tickle+me+elmo+christmas+craze&oq=tickle+me+elm&sourceid=chrome&ie=UTF-8&ref=bramadams.dev), and I remember firsthand that the winners and losers of the gifters and the giftees were those who could arraign their resources to get the doll **over** some other kid having it. It was the **scarcity** of the Elmo that hyper inflated its value. And from the scarcity came the anxiety that to be a good gifter, you must, you simply must, buy the best gift. But how quickly status moves on! **The genius of mankind is not captured in its artifacts, it is in its ability to produce artifacts.** Additionally, people take off **work** for holidays, but in a similar manner to how there are a litany of reasons as to why teenagers should be excused from [early school start times](https://sleepeducation.org/whats-wrong-early-school-start-time-teens/?ref=bramadams.dev), it is errant to expect that the last week of the year is the optimal time for **everyone** to take off work. One clear reason as to why – when everyone is off, no one is. Especially in white collar, you can hear/see people quietly compare themselves to their peers, sizing up who will be the first and who will be the last to return to the office. In addition to this hidden prisoners dilemma, you are expected to return to the office "recharged"...but is such a thing possible from one of the most stress inducing weeks of the year? ### Virtue Overload Finally there is a cultural overload of virtues crammed into the holiday season. Every positive human virtue of piety, gratitude, joy, etc. is forcibly squeezed into the holiday like the crammed luggage of passengers tiredly catching the third leg of their flight across the country, causing people who might have a strained relationship with the emotion of happiness on even the most relaxing of summer beach days to suffer extra on a day where they are told that happiness is basically a mandate. For any who suffer from some sort of depression or anxiety, negative feelings are intensified by the forced positivity aspects of the holiday season, **increasing the likelihood** of feeling sadness, failure, or the cold, callous passage of time. And speaking of cold, seasonal affective disorder is very much a thing! There is a reason Christmas is known as the loneliest day of the year, even when, and sometimes because of, being surrounded by people we love. After all, **being told to feel a certain way is a way to not feel that feeling for certain**. Be happy!! (Yeah, right!!) ### The Fix I bring up the above not to lambast the entire practice of the holiday season or to be a Grinch/Scrooge McDuck, but to paint a scene of the quiet inner turmoil we all face to some level during the holiday season. These are the questions we must face head on for future Christmases: Can we plan and automate our way out of the stress of the holiday season? Can we know what (or who) during the holiday season drive the most stress, and preemptively defuse those bombs? I think the first and most important element about these elements of overload is to have **candid conversations** with **ourselves** and **those we love** and trust to counter the gravitas/weight of the holiday deluge. If people don't/can't travel, it is important that we try our best to be aware and care, about ourselves **and** others. We need to use realism as a salve for reality. The next pragmatic step would be to spread out the holidays across the other 364 days, to decrease the gravitational pull of Dec 25\. Perhaps a family dinner day on Dec 12, a friends day on Dec 19, and gift giving on Dec 25. Next, we need to edify our work PTO to not be so rushed for end of year work, and then expect everyone to disappear for a few days. A spread out holiday season means more "shifts" people can take off. Perhaps a holiday PTO voucher, which can be spent at any time of the year? --- Christmas and the end of year holiday season has a long history, and it will have an even longer future. By doing the work to alleviate the painful realities of the holiday season for so many, we can make it a week we *actually* look forward to. ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading Don't keep items in life that you don't want someone to remember you by in death. > Presents are not ā€œthingsā€ but a means for conveying someone’s feelings. When viewed from this perspective, you don’t need to feel guilty for parting with a gift. \-- [The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00KK0PICK/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) Even ye olde peasantry got lit on occassion! P.S. I want to bring back the lambing holiday. > This same essential idea remained intact across centuries of subsequent historical upheaval: that leisure was life’s center of gravity, the default state to which work was a sometimes inevitable interruption. Even the onerous lives of medieval English peasants were suffused with leisure: they unfolded according to a calendar that was dominated by religious holidays and saints’ days, along with multiday village festivals, known as ā€œales,ā€ to mark momentous occasions such as marriages and deaths. (**Or less momentous ones, like the annual lambing, the season when ewes give birth—any excuse to get drunk.**) Some historians claim that the average country-dweller in the sixteenth century would have worked for only about 150 days each year, and while those figures are disputed, nobody doubts that leisure lay near the heart of almost every life. \-- [Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08FGV64B1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) It's the small things, or rather, their juxtapositions with the struggling aspects of life, that bring the purest forms of joy. Much like indulgence in sugar, happiness can be "too sweet". > CHRISTMAS GREETINGS FROM MAX VANDENBURG ā€œOften I wish this would all be over, Liesel, but then somehow you do something like walk down the basement steps with a snowman in your hands.ā€ \-- [The Book Thief (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B000XUBFE2/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- Next week will be my reflection issue looking back on 2023! Happy Holidays! \* *one could easily add physical overload from flu season abounding, or time overload from trying to schedule events where they plainly don't fit into a calendar, etc* --- Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram **P.S. If you like what you read on this newsletter, forward it to a friend! It really helps!** ### Dealing with Rejection URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/dealing-with-rejection/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:19:17.000Z ## Pictures Versions of Leda, as created by Midjourney 6 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/bramses_a_anime_version_of_the_sketch_of_leda_davinci_as_a_chib_b21c43db-cd9a-4134-8e17-ff1d4b8465e7.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/bramses_a_sketch_of_leda_davinci_as_a_chibi_character_make_sure_c302e4d5-d4c2-4872-9971-21f00acd4649.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-22-16-39-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-22-16-39-43.png) for some reason ghost is rejecting the high quality versions of these, but they're even more magnificent in their \~10MB form ## Videos > Talking to Bram Adams [@\_bramses](https://twitter.com/%5Fbramses?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) about AI, prompt engineering, Obsidian and everything else... > > Bram's website: [https://t.co/nkwqY0UZhK](https://t.co/nkwqY0UZhK?ref=bramadams.dev) [pic.twitter.com/rASuP7av2L](https://t.co/rASuP7av2L?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Andrew Mayne (@AndrewMayne) [December 16, 2023](https://twitter.com/AndrewMayne/status/1735871873332990047?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) A conversation with [Andrew](https://andrewmayne.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) about prompt engineering and creating creative apps gon freecss lives in a world where power is an active conversation between combatants, but due to his mindset he is often only fighting himself from the thumbnail i didn't think i was the target audience for this video but she has some really great takes on the importance of self awareness math, bitch! for all you null hypothesis fans out there -- chatgpt ****is** changing the world ## Music ## TV [Watch BLUE EYE SAMURAI | Netflix Official SiteDriven by a dream of revenge against those who made her an outcast in Edo-period Japan, a young warrior cuts a bloody path toward her destiny.![](https://assets.nflxext.com/us/ffe/siteui/common/icons/nficon2016.png)Netflix![](https://occ-0-768-769.1.nflxso.net/dnm/api/v6/E8vDc_W8CLv7-yMQu8KMEC7Rrr8/AAAABSkhWUSAps_UbWAXUtuguXk_rIaQp5tug6uplyZ4svkUzbD0ada7WHzSWpehI_4pQACJ0suRBeD5UZkzxlAzk9Q-SHftcs92wLo0.jpg?r=ae0)](https://www.netflix.com/search?q=blue&jbv=81144203&ref=bramadams.dev) ## PKM Stocks \[Time Investment\] Up šŸ“ˆ: Trello, Time Block Planner, [Freeform](https://www.apple.com/newsroom/2022/12/apple-launches-freeform-a-powerful-new-app-designed-for-creative-collaboration/?ref=bramadams.dev) Down šŸ“‰: Obsidian ### Issue 39: The Losers of the Open Source Movement URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-39/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T19:17:55.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/) ## Food For Thought Thanks to reading books like [*Napoleon by Andrew Roberts*](https://www.goodreads.com/en/book/show/20821092?ref=bramadams.dev) and [*Black Rednecks & White Liberals by Andrew Sowell*](https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/3040.Black%5FRednecks%5Fand%5FWhite%5FLiberals?ref=bramadams.dev), I've kind of been on a "nuance kick" lately. Basically, I've been interested in not just treating knowledge about popular, complicated, or hairy topics like Napoleon and his wars or the foundations of slavery and it's impact in today's race relations I get from common sense or social media thought *a priori* and instead use reasoning to tease out my own analysis of the subject at hand. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> The more uncomfortable your analysis, the likelier you are to be learning something new. [Last issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/), I tackled the subject of surveillance, and drew up an argument that not all surveillance is bad, *via negativa*. This issue, I'd like to flip the script and discuss something that only gets "good" press – open source. Being a part of the hacker/developer community at large requires one to have an understanding of what open source is and why it continues to sticks around. Because of the motivations and leadership of the open source community, the words that "open source" generally hangs out with are words like: non-profit, community, volunteering, free, sharing, equality, education. All of these words sound pleasant, but I'll make the point that they are explicitly chosen, these "word neighbors" are largely **marketing**. As an open source contributor and user, here are some other words that can be associated with open source: bullying, two party system, virtue signaling, free labor economics, sleight of hand, subprime markets. --- As of late, we are in a societal moment where the failures of the web3/crypto movement, the power accretion of billion dollar training runs from giant GPU farms for LLMs and wealth inequality reaching all time highs in the market have people on edge about power imbalances. Over and over, new technologies come along that promise to "democratize" the (insert whatever new hype thing here) and make the world(\*) more equitable. People "below" the water line of wealth are eager to tip the scales in their favor, people "above" it want to keep the systems in place that are netting them profit. Both of these desires are logically founded, and often it is not outright malice that make the rich richer and the poor poorer, but tragedy of the commons type market effects: better access to knowledge, more money to spend on riskier opportunities, connections, etc. that propel the market to reward those who have previously been rewarded. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> I was always taught as a young chick how important it is to crow your wealth over time. So you might reasonably ask, *why-oh-why* would you come after something like open source? What about the open source movement could be bad? Isn't it doing the work to make the world more fair for developers, and for users of applications? Well,... maybe. ### Bullying, the Two Party System, and Virtue Signaling The first bone to pick with the open source movement is that leans **heavily** in favor of itself. In other words, the open source movement operates similarly to an ideal that can never be truly reached. The truest open source is a godhead, an unknowable and unreachable place. People will argue in forums for months about the minute differences between the Apache and MIT licenses, or nitpick the idea of attribution via forking or cloning, or drive a wedge in the leadership of communities because "they rely on the tool" or establish a "benevolent dictator for life" (Linus, Guido, etc.). This is because the term open source resists definition for it's own purposes, and is reactive to the technology of its era. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> Some things, like art, resist definition because they are emblematic of their era. Art is a generality turned specific. Open source is the opposite. Born out of group's morality, and expanded generally. This is more true than ever in a world of LLMs, where the open source movement now is more than just a "weird thing" that the developer community does, it is "necessary" to guarantee the future of the world's safety. There is a lot to unpack there, but the short of it is that people want open source data sets from models **and** they want to know exactly how these models were built. Since the people who are leading this charge of driving the open source movement forward have no financial or time/energy stake in these operations (skin in the game for any of you Taleb fans out there), they do what they can: **they politically pressure (read: bully) developers and organizations to publicly share all of their research**. This bullying process largely takes place in the modern agora of Hacker News comment sections or Twitter feeds, where people will just attack organizations until they "get what they want". See for example, this tweet below, where one of the founders of Mistral replies to a user. > Removed, enjoy ! [https://t.co/jbSJ87YvZf](https://t.co/jbSJ87YvZf?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Arthur Mensch (@arthurmensch) [December 12, 2023](https://twitter.com/arthurmensch/status/1734470462451732839?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) I thought they were ****fully open**............ The way Far El writes here, and the way Arthur Mensch responds are both extremely telling. Far El's use of ellipses here is damn near criminal, and you can almost hear the venom-like sarcasm and judgement dripping off of his tongue. Here is a comparison analogy to drive the point, which any Southerners from the US will immediately recognize: "*Oh, you're just sweet as a peach cobbler. Bless your heart..............*" ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> Et tu, Judy? The point of Far El posting this on social media was to **bully** an organization he is not a part of into doing something that he wants by **accruing social attention**. Arthur's response is no better. Here, he is responding, on the same platform, for positive valence advertising in the other direction. Truly, he may just be doing for Mistral what is on the masthead of their company website, but it could very well be...marketing. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-17-14-48-20.png) [Mistral's homepage](https://mistral.ai/?ref=bramadams.dev) In a way, both people here are virtue signaling their commitment to the god of "open". They are both "for the cause", but who is more "for the cause": the maintainer? Or the user? These social media guerilla tactics and the unattainable idealism of open source slowly create a two party system, a binary. You are either open source == good, or closed source == bad. The gradations of what can be shared, or indeed asking what **should** be shared, wither away with each new release, each attack that further tribalizes closed source software vs open. See why we need to apply some nuance? ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> I just want to apply some salsa to this burrito I'm eating! ### Free Labor Economics, Sleight of Hand, Subprime Markets This issue would be incomplete without talking about money. Money is indeed the underlying driver of technology as a whole, or rather, the cultural expectations of the continued development of technology. There are many, many, many routes I could address here, but I'll leave a list to study at the bottom if you are so interested(\*\*). Instead, I'll address two that are close to my heart: working for free, and fake money in the water supply. #### Working for Free I love [Obsidian](https://obsidian.md/?ref=bramadams.dev). It is a **great** piece of technology. Scratch that, it is a **phenomenal** piece of technology. But what makes Obsidian truly great is not it's core functionality – it is the extensibility of the software. The community of Obsidian has done great work to turn Obsidian into a thriving ecosystem of calendars, Kanbans, queries that go across your entire vault, and more! However, while the **user experience** may be awesome due to the great developer community, the **developer experienc**e is not. I've spoken to other popular plugin developers and behind closed doors, many of us feel the same way: we got the short end of the stick. The community just straight up won't pay for anything, even with a donation button available ont the site. GitHub stars don't put food on the table. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-17-15-06-23.png) One of my own plugins on Obsidian, installed more than ****twenty five thousand** times. To date, I've made ****$0.00** from it ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> The Obsidian community developers really took that "means of production" argument to heart, it seems. This is worse when issues start to flood in, when the community asks for features they want for you to do. In other words, free work. This causes the maintainer undue stress, as all of a sudden people rely on them to do work. This reliance causes the very natural state of human **altruism** to kick in, and so the maintainer will **want** to do this work. It's not true parasitism of course, and I would never go so far to claim that it is, but there are similarities in taking advantage of a process that is innate to get something else done. This is good locally, perhaps, but bad globally. **Creativity** is quelled when developers have no sure promise that their work will be rewarded. And in fact this causes many of the open source repos we see "trend" on GitHub to be versions of "socially validated technology x but open source". Their marketing angle is, hey, you like this tech – what if it was open source? In the short term these projects collect small wins like upvotes/social validation by basically copycatting, but in the long term the developers of these projects lose because they will **1)** have to maintain their new offering for free ad infinitum, and **2)** they will always be playing catch up with the source code and feature offerings of the closed source code they copied to stay at parity. E.g. whenever Instagram changes its UI, all the open source copycat repos will need to update as well. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> It's the developer equivalent of hopping on a TikTok trend, basically. #### Fake Money in the Water Supply Above, I showed a tweet from one of the founders of Mistral replying to a Twitter user. Did you know that [Mistral raised over $400 million](https://www.reuters.com/technology/mistral-ai-raises-385-mln-euros-second-round-seven-months-2023-12-11/?ref=bramadams.dev)? Don't you think that this money serves as a role of a safety net for Mistral to play the long game of the social signal of the very noisy and hyper competitive AI space right now (Microsoft, OpenAI, google, your neighbor's dog, Stability, etc.) while working on their technology, or that its VCs (like A16z) won't eventually come knocking for some type of return on their money? Remember: **GitHub Stars don't put food on the table.** The economy of VC money and advertising effectively prop up the free part of open source. Developers don't need to charge for their software because they get money from deep patronage pockets or massive advertising auction networks (this is epidemic in the creator economy as well). This inflates the value of network effect software from companies like Meta who get to release models like Llama for free to get good marketing and to find developer talent to hire or stress test their models for them for free. Simultaneously this free money deflates the value of indie developers who try to fairly price their work and get told that the most anyone will pay is free thanks again to companies that can outcompete at the level of paying their devs. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> In my hometown of Florence, the Medici's were a family you could see walking down the street at least. Modern VC banks like a16z don't even attempt to hide the fact that they'll invest in schemes like Axie Infinity while saying they're doing "societal good". Watch this talk below from Evan Czaplicki of Elm fame to learn more about the uniquely weird economics of software. --- So, I ask you again, don't you think the idea of the virtues of open source require a bit of nuance? ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading > In addition to marginal costs, software also requires **ongoing maintenance** to continue running successfully, regardless of how many people use it. Rather than a function of use, these costs are a function of entropy: the inevitable **decay of systems over time**. It’s not just code itself that requires maintenance either, but all the supporting knowledge that surrounds it. When code changes, its documentation must also change. \-- [Working in Public: The Making and Maintenance of Open Source Software (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08BDGXVK9/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > In the most general sense, it involves the steady flow of software developers who will leave organizations that regard them as cost centers and fungible commodities. Those organizations tend to believe you need two categories of people to implement software: **business people** who think, and **grunts** who, as James Grenning suggested, do low-level translation of natural language instructions into source code. And historically, we’ve proven them right to an extent. There are plenty of reasonably well-compensated programmers out there who content themselves with this **golden coffin** arrangement. But here’s the thing. That approach produces inferior software. The agile software movement suggested that we break down the barriers between business folks and IT folks so they can work more effectively together. **I say we reject that premise in its entirety and go forward believing that business folks and IT folks should be the same people.** This is, of course, a disconcerting proposition for the business folks. Managers and former developers will need to come face-to-face with an uncomfortable question, and that’s ā€œWhat do you need me for, then?ā€ My honest answer to that is, ā€œI don’t know. You’ll probably figure something out.ā€ \-- [Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0722H41SG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > While most open-source developers do not intrinsically object to others profiting from their gifts, most also **demand that no party** (with the possible exception of the originator of a piece of code) be in a **privileged position** to extract profits. \-- [The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0026OR3LM/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > There is good reason to believe that the **financial foundations of the web are perhaps shakier than we think**, maybe even producing the conditions for a ā€œsubprimeā€ crisis in attention, similar to the dynamics that brought down the global economy in 2008\. Examining these parallels is a key step toward thinking about how society, if it’s not too late, might want to re-architect the web for the better, and about whether the web as we understand it will endure. \-- Subprime Attention Crisis: Advertising and the Time Bomb at the Heart of the Internet (FSG Originals x Logic) > The software that matters most is the most hidden, the least revealed. Guess what? **BUMMER software usually runs on a foundation of free and open software** (like the Linux/Apache stack). But no one can know what is done on top of that free and open foundation. **The open-software movement failed absolutely in the quest to foster openness and transparency in the code that now runs our lives.** \-- [Ten Arguments for Deleting Your Social Media Accounts Right Now (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B079DTVVG8/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Poem Habitual drivers, driving habits/ a day at a time, each day to do one/ the gluttony of moderation, the immoderation of scarcity/ a habit not started is not one undone --- \* though it's never really stated if it's the world that the creators envision, or the one they live in in reality \*\* List: the [drama of open source organizations](https://www.zdnet.com/article/after-governance-breakdown-node-js-leaders-fight-for-its-survival/?ref=bramadams.dev) like npm or React, the blow up moment of [leftpad](https://qz.com/646467/how-one-programmer-broke-the-internet-by-deleting-a-tiny-piece-of-code?ref=bramadams.dev), the [anti-trust cases against Microsoft](https://www.computerworld.com/article/2742030/open-source-foiled-microsoft-antitrust-case.html?ref=bramadams.dev), the "I just want to know I can get my hands on it, someone else will verify if it's safe" [security holes of many pieces of open source software](https://heartbleed.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram **P.S. If you like what you read on this newsletter, forward it to a friend! It really helps!** ### Pump Fake URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/pump-fake/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:21:58.000Z ## Music art is something that you cant force ## Videos go watch poor things!!! the mousepad pull is so funny ### Issue 38: The Art of Self-Surveillance URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/ Last updated: 2024-07-04T12:50:34.000Z šŸ’” The "**arbitrage*" series: \- [ARBITRAGE](https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/) \- [Running a Zero Waste Flywheel](https://www.bramadams.dev/state-of-the-flywheel-november-2023/) \- [Do Less, Better (with leverage!)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304071434/) \- [Issue 38: The Art of Self-Surveillance](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/) [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-37/) ## Food For Thought The word "*surveillance*" has rightly earned it's negative connotation in the modern world of cameras and always-on gadgets. The concern that at any moment, any mistake you make, or words you might say in haste (*especially on planes, due to their stressful societal connotations*) will be blasted around the world instantly is not unfounded. **Virality** seems to be the meta popular song of our era. It changes it's face, but it is always playing on the front pages of our news websites and social media feeds. Worse yet, the viewers of these surveil style videos will generally (*and nearly immediately*) do a **subject-object replacement**, in which you as a complex human subject who has lived an entire life are replaced by an objective set of (*generally negative*) attributes. In other words, after five seconds, the viewer has already made the locked in decision if you are hero or villain. The suspension of disbelief only goes as far for people we believe to be in our in-group. Everyone else is fair game to be a victim of game theory; as the public becomes **judge, jury, and executioner** in the comment sections. In this issue, I'd like to make a short argument **in favor** of another type of surveillance – surveillance of the self. The etymology of the word "surveillance" comes from the French words "*sur*" (over) "*veiller*" (watch) – to watch over. Surveillance has a much more positive connotation sibling word – **vigilance**. Vigilance is generally seen as a positive trait, and we conflate vigilance as a **healthy habit**: to be vigilant of our health, of our finances, of the status of our relationships. Vigilance is **intentionally** keeping sober, the attempt to make good decisions in the face of a world that has bad options always within an arms reach – sugar, distraction, inebriation, escapism. Another, more **automatic** version of surveillance is homeostasis. **Homeostasis** is the role of every living being to be "vigilant" of its vitals: temperature, exhaustion, oxygen levels, etc. A creature is exposed to change constantly, and the role of the systems that govern homeostasis is to ameliorate those changes, to use internal resources to reflect the external state changes. When it's cold, we shiver. When it's hot, we sweat. Without these automatic systems, a creature quickly snowballs, and dies. In fact, these systems cost energy themselves to run, which means that all creatures realize the importance of homeostasis in survival and reproduction, despite its costs. This high-level, nuanced look at the concept of surveillance is critical. Instead of a binary between privacy and everything being publicized widely, it shows us that surveillance is in reality a spectrum. To decide if a type of surveillance is good or bad, we need to look at what its **end goals** are: *to help* or *to harm*. Inside this gradient exist many forms: the idea of a God always watching you sin even when you're alone, to the role of entertaining a silent text box of chat messages on websites like Twitch for hundreds to thousands of other people aslo sitting behind computer screens, to journaling/reflecting on what you've spent your day doing. I define modern self-surveillance as the art of mobilizing your camera technology to increase your efficacy. In [issue #35](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-35/), I wrote a piece about the role of **zero-cost flywheels**, and how integral they are to the solo entrepreneur's toolkit. The process is relatively straightforward. When you plan to lock in for a block of **deep work**, you turn on the screen recording feature on your computer on, and possibly your camera and microphone if you so desire. The reasoning is as follows: you focus deeper just by knowing that you are keeping watch over your own actions (*the cost of context switching on camera will prevent you from fooling around nearly as much meaning that you finish the work you set out to do*), you [increase the "revenue" of your work for no extra work cost](https://www.bramadams.dev/state-of-the-flywheel-november-2023/) (*knowledge work is abstract, but the process is very real – so having record of it is valuable. In addition you get to work on deliberate practice and spaced repetition*), and you get "better" at the skill of being on camera (*so you won't be surprised when someone whips out a camera in your face in public*). Each of the above could be its own essay, but in the spirit of time, I'll leave them at their top level forms. This self-surveillance is **cheap**, and costs minimal computer resources and storage in a world where we punt terabytes of data on giant info logs. It is important to note that this means that these videos can be stored, and destroyed, **locally** on your machines. And if you wish, you can easily convert into **sharing in a venue that benefits you** and aligns with your values and goals. In sum, if you do what I do (write, code, think), and you were planning on doing all that stuff anyway, consider **screen recording** and **turning on your camera** while you do your deep work. To put my money where my mouth is, here is a short video of me writing this literal newsletter issue you are reading in my bed (*I like to laze while writing*). Hi! how the "sausage" is made ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading To "fight" homeostasis, is to only cause a stronger allergic response in the swing back of the pendulum. The goal of good habit building is to slowly change what homeostasis means in your body. A new normal is a marathon of right moves, not a sprint. > Homeostasis, remember, doesn’t distinguish between what you would call change for the better and change for the worse. It resists all change. \-- [Mastery: The Keys to Success and Long-Term Fulfillment (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01ND0X91Y/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> when the sun goes up, we study. when it goes down...we study! Even with what was said above in the Food for Thought section, the goal of being always on can quickly devolve into hoarding. Keep in mind the slight nuance between surveillance for harm and vigilance for good. Choose wisely. > She was allowed to turn off the SeeChange cameras in the room, but she found she rarely did. She knew that the footage she might gather, herself, for instance about movements during sleep, could be valuable someday, so she left the cameras on. It had taken a few weeks to get used to sleeping with her wrist monitors—she’d scratched her face one night, and cracked her right screen another—but Circle engineers had improved the design, replacing the rigid screens with more flexible, unbreakable ones, and now she felt incomplete without them. \-- [The Circle (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00EGMQIJ0/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) This fine line of good/bad surveillance becomes a clear, bright red one when it comes to companies making their way into our lives for their profit. This is why companies leverage popularity as metric, it is simply guaranteed profit, through the conversation of mega fans, and those who can be converted. *More eyes = more ads*. The art of self-surveillance, while not entirely distinct, is separated from the sole goal of profit motivation. The goal is to make more intentional actions with a realistic set of data. The goal is not the highlight reel, but to find meaning in what we already do. > In America, before the internet, the division between our public and private lives was usually tied to our physical location—our work and our home. The context in which we were communicating with our friends and family was clear. At work, we were professionals, and at home we were husbands, wives, sons, or daughters. On the internet, we organize information by its popularity in an attempt to determine its validity. If a website has been referenced by many other websites, then it is generally determined to be more valuable or accurate. Feelings expressed on social media are quantified, validated, and distributed in a similar fashion. Popular expression becomes the most valuable expression. Social media businesses represent an aggressive expansion of capitalism into our personal relationships. We are asked to perform for our friends, to create things they like, to work on a ā€œpersonal brandā€ā€”and brands teach us that authenticity is the result of consistency. We must honor our ā€œtrue selfā€ and represent the same self to all of our friends or risk being discredited. But humanity cannot be true or false. We are full of contradictions and we change. That is the joy of human life. We are not brands; it is simply not in our nature. \-- [How to Turn Down a Billion Dollars: The Snapchat Story (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B073Z7XL5D/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> as the most popular crow in my murder, i have 1000s of loyal followers. however, the squawking of my fans does make it hard to stay asleep, at times ## Poem If he finds himself backing himself into a corner / The room itself must be so, so small / Because if in his own volition he can become claustrophobic / Then the landscape of his mind was not expansive at all Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram **P.S. If you like what you read on this newsletter, forward it to a friend! It really helps!** ### Watch my 9mm tokens go bang URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/watch-my-9mm-tokens-go-bang/ Last updated: 2024-01-25T05:20:33.000Z ## Music ## Videos this is edited ****so well** ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> loli shigure ui and i have very similar hairstyles! funnily enough, i think keeping a character like gon alive in the world of hxh is a more difficult challenge than killing him off. losing a protagonist is sad/devestating, but then that character merely becomes a memory and doesnt have to engage in any more situations, kind of giving the author an out. i think togashi revels in the challenge. that said, gon should at the very least have some visible battle scars from his stint in "active duty" i tried this and still prefer cursor ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> a thoughtfully integrated ux will always feel better than one that tries to do everything ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> that said, i use both when i code, master. i love that i get to use multiple tools to get to my goals! totally agree. this show had an amazing payoff, and then became trash basically immediately after ## Quotes ### Civilized to Death: The Price of Progress *Christopher Ryan* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01CO34O9S/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) its not what the voices are saying, its that they are talking at all. > Our greatest blessings come to us by way of madness, provided the madness is given to us by divine gift. —Socrates Copy to Clipboard --- you don't drive a tesla to appear humble > A wealthy friend of mine recently told me, ā€œYou get successful by saying ā€˜yes,’ but you need to say ā€˜no’ a lot to stay successful.ā€ If you’re perceived to be wealthier than those around you, you’ll have to say ā€œnoā€ a lot. You’ll be constantly approached with requests, offers, pitches, and pleas—whether you’re in a Starbucks in Silicon Valley or the back streets of Calcutta. Copy to Clipboard --- Even toddlers embrace fairness > According to Joshua D. Greene, a Harvard neuroscientist and philosopher, many lines of research suggest that morality arises from basic brain activities. Morality, in Greene’s view, is not ā€œhanded downā€ by philosophers and clergy, but ā€œhanded up,ā€ an outgrowth of the brain’s basic propensities. When Saint Francis of Assisi said that ā€œit is in giving that we receive,ā€ he wasn’t pleading a weak case. He was noting a salient characteristic of our species. Copy to Clipboard --- Literally taking candy from babies > When Keltner and Piff left a jar of candy in the entrance to their lab with a sign saying whatever was left over would be given to kids at a nearby school, they found that wealthier people stole more candy from the babies. Copy to Clipboard --- ### Napoleon: A Life *Andrew Roberts* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00INIXLPW/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) this sounds like something the Joker would say lmao > Much of the first nine months of 1806 was spent by Napoleon in his Conseil, covering a characteristically wide range of matters. March saw him complaining about his 300,000-franc upholsterer’s bill for his throne and six armchairs, which he was refusing to pay, as well as insisting that priests charge no more than 6 francs for conducting the funerals of the poor: ā€˜We ought not to deprive the poor merely because they are poor of that which consoles their poverty,’ Napoleon said. ā€˜Religion is a kind of vaccination, which, by satisfying our natural love for the marvellous, keeps us out of the hands of charlatans and conjurors. The priests are better than the Cagliostros, the Kants, and all the visionaries of Germany.’ Copy to Clipboard --- the middleman minority groups of "Black Rednecks and White Liberals" by Thomas Sowell appear everywhere in history books once you know what to look for > This was the first sign of hostility towards a people to whom Napoleon had hitherto shown amity and respect; henceforth he seems to have been uncharacteristically unsure of himself when it came to policy towards the Jews. Although he didn’t meet many Jews during his childhood or at school, and none of his friends were Jewish, during the Italian campaign he had opened up the ghettos of Venice, Verona, Padua, Livorno, Ancona and Rome, and ended the practice of forcing Jews to wear the Star of David. He had stopped Jews being sold as slaves in Malta and allowed them to build a synagogue there, as well as sanctioning their religious and social structures in his Holy Land campaign. He had even written a proclamation for a Jewish homeland in Palestine on April 20, 1799, which was rendered redundant after his defeat at Acre (but was nonetheless published in the Moniteur). He extended civil equality for the Jews beyond the borders of France in all his campaigns.\* Yet on his return to Paris after Austerlitz, Napoleon was petitioned by Salzburg businessmen and bankers to restrict Jewish lending to Alsatian farmers. Alsatian Jews made up nearly half of France’s Jewish population of 55,000, and they were blamed for ā€˜excessive’ usury in that curious inversion whereby people who borrow money under free contracts in an open market blame those who lend it to them. The Conseil investigated the issue further, and was severely split over it. Napoleon told his councillors that he did not want to ā€˜sully my glory in the eyes of posterity’ by allowing the anti-Semitic Alsatian laws to stand, so they were repealed clause by clause over the following months. Copy to Clipboard --- In the "ever lasting now" framework, it's difficult to qualify what morality means. Because different times and places had different relationships with the concept of morality, and with each other. Technology and information play a large role too. That said, a trend of history that runs through today is that politicians will not hesitate to use/abuse a class of people to solidify their own reign. > In the January 1806 Conseil meeting to consider the Usury Decree he called Jews ā€˜a debased, degraded nation … a state within a state … not citizens’, ā€˜a plague of caterpillars and grasshoppers \[who\] ravage all France!’, adding ā€˜I cannot regard as Frenchmen those Jews who suck the blood of true Frenchmen.’ He also spoke of ā€˜rapacious and pitiless moneylenders’, despite the fact that the Conseil’s auditeurs confirmed that the Alsatian debts and mortgages were ā€˜engagements voluntarily entered into’, and that the law of contract had ā€˜sanctity’. Repulsive though such remarks are to all civilized people today, these were pretty standard views for an upper-middle-class French army officer in the early nineteenth century. It seems that, although Napoleon was personally prejudiced against Jews to much the same degree as the rest of his class and background, he saw advantages for France in making them less unwelcome there than they were elsewhere in Europe. Napoleon therefore hardly deserves his present reputation in Jewry as a righteous Gentile. Copy to Clipboard ## TV [Watch Obliterated | Netflix Official SiteA special forces team thwarts a deadly plot in Sin City and parties accordingly. But when the real threat emerges, they must sober up to save Las Vegas.![](https://assets.nflxext.com/us/ffe/siteui/common/icons/nficon2016.png)Netflix![](https://occ-0-768-769.1.nflxso.net/dnm/api/v6/E8vDc_W8CLv7-yMQu8KMEC7Rrr8/AAAABXfSKoZ0REnGkh2KsUKgtInKF3aEeUGilckES0Ee-AGFHsJl_OJ4zQJZ3WJnonhIi2ryTpUX0ewpuaL-_vUdahl3tsL4xoJCqzcx.jpg?r=c5e)](https://www.netflix.com/browse?jbv=81413928&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Streams ### Who Gets to Relax, Anyway? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/who-gets-to-relax-anyway/ Last updated: 2023-12-06T17:11:41.000Z # Books ## Civilized to Death: The Price of Progress *Christopher Ryan* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01CO34O9S/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) Competes with error correction as foundry of morals > The feeling appropriate to an infant in arms is his feeling of rightness, or essential goodness. The only positive identity he can know, being the animal he is, is based on the premise that he is right, good, and welcome.… There is no other viable way for a human being to feel about himself; all other kinds of feeling are unusable as a foundation for well-being. Rightness is the basic feeling about self that is appropriate to the individuals of our species.… A person without this sense often feels there is an empty space where he ought to be. Copy to Clipboard --- ironically aligns with deep work four hours from more recent study of human willpower reserves. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> i wonder if hunting was more or less mentally taxing than inverting a binary tree? ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> its way more epic, thats for sure > Anthropologists long ago established that almost without exception, hunter-gatherers rarely ā€œworkā€ more than three or four hours per day, and these activities are ā€œintegrated with rituals, socialization, and artistic expression to a degree unknown to most people in Western societies,ā€ as John Gowdy explains. Copy to Clipboard --- the great works of the immortal king ozymandius have been jammed in the office printer, unfortunately sc: i keep asking leda to fix that, but she always mumbles an excuse about being almost at a breakthrough of some sort > In our world, work is ubiquitous. The server asks me if I’m still ā€œworking onā€ my salad. We don’t exercise, we ā€œwork out.ā€ Learning about ourselves in therapy is referred to as ā€œdoing the work.ā€ ā€œWhat are you working on?ā€ has become a way of asking who you are. Yet few of us are lucky enough to work in ways that actually align with who we are. We roll in, cup of stimulant in hand, shuffle papers, try to look busy and stay awake, fight the hopelessness, then go home and drink too much. Show up, punch in, tune out. In his semiautobiographical novel, The House of the Dead, Fyodor Dostoyevsky wrote, ā€œIf one wanted to crush and destroy a man entirely, to mete out to him the most terrible punishment… all one would have to do would be to make him do work that was completely and utterly devoid of usefulness and meaning.ā€ But from factory floor to corporate boardroom, useless, meaningless work is standard-issue in our world. And you’re expected to be grateful to have it! Copy to Clipboard --- agreed, 100%. freedom is not priceless, it's price is just entirely unaffordable. > In any case, prosperity isn’t the key to life satisfaction. Italian economist Paolo Verme found the variable ā€œfreedom and controlā€ to be the most significant predictor of self-reported quality of life, by far. The kind of freedom that leads most directly to happiness, in other words, is the freedom not to get up to the ringing of an alarm five days a week, not to be obligated to shave and put on a tie (or bra) if you don’t feel like it, not to pretend to respect someone you don’t just because he’s your ā€œbossā€ just so you’ll have enough money to keep the bill collectors at bay for another month. Copy to Clipboard --- my mercedes benz coffin goes zoom!! > He who dies with the most toys wins. —Malcolm Forbes Copy to Clipboard --- The ponzi of ā€œpropertyā€. Wealth accumulates because of course it does. > The more we understand what human life was like before agriculture, the more civilization looks like a pyramid scheme. Disparities of wealth and power were among the first things to emerge when people settled into villages and towns. Someone had to make decisions about who got how much of what, and when. Someone had to organize the sowing and the reaping, the protection and trading of land and livestock. Once wealth emerged, so did an elite class that was naturally tempted to benefit further from their privileged position. Copy to Clipboard --- he can only really spend that money on iphones though, so it all nets out > In 2011, Apple’s Tim Cook was paid $378 million in salary, stock, and other benefits—6,258 times the wage of the average employee at Apple. The richest eighty-five people in the world control more wealth than the poorest half of the planet’s population. Let that sink in for a moment. Eighty-five human beings who fart in bed just like you and me control more wealth than 3.5 billion other people—many of whom live in desperate poverty. Copy to Clipboard --- i can believe anything if it makes me look like the good guy ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> thats why i wear $3500 sweaters that look like they're from the GAP. im humble. > Many of the great robber barons of the twentieth century were fond of twisting Darwin’s theories to imply that their wealth was simply the logical result of their innately superior ā€œfitness,ā€ and was therefore as natural and inevitable as any other form of predation upon the weak by the strong. Copy to Clipboard --- How much does a Rolex cost? It doesn’t matter as long as you can’t afford one > ā€œThe world’s most primitive people have few possessions, but they are not poor. Poverty is not a certain small amount of goods, nor is it a relation between means and ends; above all it is a relation between people. Poverty,ā€ Sahlins declared, ā€œis a social status. As such it is the invention of civilization.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- are you a cop? because you have to tell me if you're a cop > People who say the system works work for the system. —Russell Brand Copy to Clipboard --- People in music videos (like Justin Beiber's Yummy video for example) seem subconsciously unaware of their sadness. I cant help but feel pity for those ludicrously large LA mansions where the people inside wear a mask that is so status focused. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> yeah i got that yummy, yummy, yummy, yummy, yummy yummy, is the bar of the century. it was a big hit with the rest of the murder that i hang out with. > If poverty is a relative concept, so is wealth. ==Counterintuitively, in the civilizational game, the biggest winners are often total losers--. I’m not arguing that the criminally skewed wealth distribution in the modern world should be excused, forgiven, or ignored. And I’m certainly not forgetting the brutal fact that while billions of people scavenge for their next meal or some clean water, a few live in hilltop mansions pouring last night’s flat champagne down the drain. Copy to Clipboard --- there has to be a cap for buying crap. just watch any mid 2000s mtv show and how much money they are shelling out on ipod nanos and blackberries. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> or all the popped collars! > Money is like food, rain, wives, husbands, kids, cats, sex, TV stations, and decorative pillows in that more than enough is too much. But because we’re so indoctrinated to believe that money is the golden exception to the rule of diminishing returns, it’s very difficult to know when to stop striving for more, to take the money and run. Copy to Clipboard --- And again: "How much does a Rolex cost? It doesn’t matter as long as you can’t afford one" > The quality of most things has an upper limit, which is normally reached rather quickly. If not, what you’re seeking probably has less to do with the product in question than with some psychological itch you’ve been convinced that product can scratch. A watch tells the time; a $20,000 Rolex tells people you’ve got issues. Copy to Clipboard --- llms are less than five years old and people are already bored by math that can literally do language smh > People are consistently surprised by how quickly the abnormal becomes normal, the extraordinary becomes ordinary. When people say, ā€˜I could never get used to that,’ they are almost always wrong.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- ## Napoleon: A Life *Andrew Roberts* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00INIXLPW/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) "i am the head of the spider and you are the legs. natural law dictates that the legs follow the head. my rules are absolute, but my life is not." > Years after the campaign, Napoleon’s toymaker made a miniature carriage that was harnessed to four mice, in order to amuse some children with whom the Emperor was staying. When it wouldn’t move, Napoleon told them ā€˜to pinch the tails of the two leaders, and when they started the others would follow’. Copy to Clipboard --- gigachad > ā€˜Colonel Maupetit, at the head of the 9th Dragoons, charged into the village of Wertingen,’ he wrote in a report of a fight in which Murat and Lannes defeated an Austrian force on October 8; ā€˜being mortally wounded, his last words were: ā€œLet the Emperor be informed that the 9th Dragoons have showed themselves worthy of their reputation, and that they charged and conquered, exclaiming ā€˜Vive l’Empereur!’ Copy to Clipboard --- pretty based line for the micromanger > When taking the Iron Crown and putting it on my head, I added these words: ā€œGod gives it to me; woe betide any who touches it.ā€ I hope that will be a prophecy.’ The Iron Crown of Lombardy, a heavy oval band of gold containing metal supposedly from one of the nails of the True Cross, had been worn by every Holy Roman Emperor since Frederick Barbarossa in 1155. Copy to Clipboard --- True G's move in silence ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> thats impossible, have you heard how loud footfalls are? not to mention the smells people give off naturally > Over three days that June Napoleon sent EugĆØne no fewer than sixteen letters on the art of ruling – ā€˜Know how to listen, and be sure that silence often produces the same effect as does knowledge’, ā€˜Do not blush to ask questions’, ā€˜In every other position than that of Viceroy of Italy, glory in being French, but here you must make little of it’ – even though the actual day-to-day running of the country continued to be undertaken by Melzi, the former vice-president of the Italian Republic, whom Napoleon had refused to allow to retire despite endless complaints about his gout. Copy to Clipboard --- napoleon was so clever with it, on god > He imposed a total news blackout about troop movements, telling FouchĆ© to ban all newspapers ā€˜from mentioning the army, as if it no longer exists’. He also came up with an idea for tracking enemy mobilization, ordering Berthier to get a German-speaker ā€˜to follow the progress of the Austrian regiments, and file the information in the compartments of a specially made box … The name or number of each regiment is to be entered on a playing-card, and the cards are to be changed from one compartment to another according to the movements of the regiments.’ Copy to Clipboard --- gogogogogogogogo ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> LEDDDDDDAAAAAA JENKINSSS > On the evening of October 6 Napoleon pushed on to Donauwƶrth, in the words of SĆ©gur, ā€˜in his impatience to see the Danube for the first time’. The word ā€˜impatience’ recurs often in SĆ©gur’s narrative, and might almost be considered the most constant of all Napoleon’s military, indeed personal, traits. Of those closest to him on this campaign – Berthier, Mortier, Duroc, Caulaincourt, Rapp and SĆ©gur – all mention his great impatience throughout, even when his plans were ahead of schedule. Copy to Clipboard --- this napoleon guy should have a movie made about him > In the course of the fighting a grenadier of the former Army of Egypt lay wounded on his back in the pelting rain crying ā€˜Forwards!’, so Napoleon, who recognized him,== took off his own cloak and threw it over him==, saying: ā€˜Try to bring this back to me, and in exchange I will give you the decoration and the pension that you have so well deserved.’ Copy to Clipboard --- yet another cute anecdote! > On October 16 SĆ©gur found Napoleon in a farmhouse in the hamlet of Haslach near Ulm, ā€˜dozing by the side of a stove, while a young drummer was dozing also on the other side’. Sometimes Napoleon’s naps would last only ten minutes, but they would leave him re-energized for hours. SĆ©gur recalled the incongruity of seeing how ā€˜the Emperor and the drummer slept side by side, surrounded by a circle of generals and high dignitaries, who were standing while waiting for orders’. Copy to Clipboard # Articles ## In Praise of Idleness, by Bertrand Russell | Harper's Magazine *Bertrand Russell* [(source)](https://harpers.org/archive/1932/10/in-praise-of-idleness/?ref=bramadams.dev) a mathematician on parade ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> Bertrand makes me look like an amatuer at logic games! > Before advancing my own arguments for laziness, I must dispose of one which I cannot accept. Whenever a person who already has enough to live on proposes to engage in some everyday kind of job, such as school-teaching or typing, he or she is told that such conduct takes the bread out of other people’s mouths, and is, therefore, wicked. If this argument were valid, it would only be necessary for us all to be idle in order that we should all have our mouths full of bread. What people who say such things forget is that what a man earns he usually spends, and in spending he gives employment. As long as a man spends his income he puts just as much bread into people’s mouths in spending as he takes out of other people’s mouths in earning. The real villain, from this point of view, is the man who saves. If he merely puts his savings in a stocking, like the proverbial French peasant, it is obvious that they do not give employment. If he invests his savings the matter is less obvious, and different cases arise. Copy to Clipboard --- Taxes! yah ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> Basically a shared insurance policy against other countries who are paying an insurance policy against your tribe. Cyclical! > One of the commonest things to do with savings is to lend them to some government. In view of the fact that the bulk of the expenditure of most civilized governments consists in payments for past wars and preparation for future wars, the man who lends his money to a government is in the same position as the bad men in Shakespeare who hire murderers. The net result of the man’s economical habits is to increase the armed forces of the State to which he lends his savings. Obviously it would be better if he spent the money, even if he spent it on drink or gambling. Copy to Clipboard --- i love this > But, I shall be told, the case is quite different when savings are invested in industrial enterprises. When such enterprises succeed and produce something useful this may be conceded. In these days, however, no one will deny that most enterprises fail. That means that a large amount of human labor, which might have been devoted to producing something which could be enjoyed, was expended on producing machines which, when produced, lay idle and did no good to anyone. The man who invests his savings in a concern that goes bankrupt is, therefore, injuring others as well as himself. If he spent his money, say, in giving parties for his friends, they (we may hope) would get pleasure, and so would all those on whom he spent money, such as the butcher, the baker, and the bootlegger. But if he spends it (let us say) upon laying down rails for surface cars in some place where surface cars turn out to be not wanted, he has diverted a mass of labor into channels where it gives pleasure to no one. Nevertheless, when he becomes poor through the failure of his investment he will be regarded as a victim of undeserved misfortune, whereas the gay spendthrift, who has spent his money philanthropically, will be despised as a fool and a frivolous person. Copy to Clipboard --- the middle of the middle of the middle of management (project managers) ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> sometimes the flowery nature of words, if delivered by someone you have a positive affect for, get forgiven for their lack of logical basis > First of all: what is work? Work is of two kinds: first, altering the position of matter at or near the earth’s surface relatively to other such matter; second, telling other people to do so. The first kind is unpleasant and ill paid; the second is pleasant and highly paid. The second kind is capable of indefinite extension: there are not only those who give orders but those who give advice as to what orders should be given. Usually two opposite kinds of advice are given simultaneously by two different bodies of men; this is called politics. The skill required for this kind of work is not knowledge of the subjects as to which advice is given, but knowledge of the art of persuasive speaking and writing, *i.e.* of advertising. Copy to Clipboard --- Bertrand Russell was such an amazing wordsmith > Throughout Europe, though not in America, there is a third class of men, more respected than either of the classes of workers. These are men who, through ownership of land, are able to make others pay for the privilege of being allowed to exist and to work. These landowners are idle, and I might, therefore, be expected to praise them. Unfortunately, their idleness is rendered possible only by the industry of others; indeed their desire for comfortable idleness is historically the source of the whole gospel of work. The last thing they have ever wished is that others should follow their example. Copy to Clipboard --- I don't think its so much the work itself from the technology, it's the autonomy to be creative, to "retire" in areas of life that don't help you, like laundry, or deciding what coffin you'll be buried in. > \== Leisure is essential to civilization==, and in former times leisure for the few was rendered possible only by the labors of the many. But their labors were valuable, not because work is good, but because leisure is good. And with modern technic it would be possible to distribute leisure justly without injury to civilization. Copy to Clipboard --- Watching Pride and Prejudice on repeat be like > The idea that the poor should have leisure has always been shocking to the rich. In England in the early nineteenth century fifteen hours was the ordinary day’s work for a man; children sometimes did as much, and very commonly did twelve hours a day. When meddlesome busy-bodies suggested that perhaps these hours were rather long, they were told that work kept adults from drink and children from mischief. When I was a child, shortly after urban working men had acquired the vote, certain public holidays were established by law, to the great indignation of the upper classes. I remember hearing an old Duchess say, ā€œWhat do the poor want with holidays? they ought to *work.*ā€ People nowadays are less frank, but the sentiment persists, and is the source of much economic confusion. Copy to Clipboard --- *Commonplace Daily Digest is a daily newsletter with highlights from my reading and thoughts. The markdown is automatically generated by [this repo](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-daily-digest?ref=bramadams.dev).* ### Priest Runes - Trisfal Glades URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/priest-runes-trisfal-glades/ Last updated: 2023-12-08T15:52:45.000Z To get the runes in Trisfal Glades, you need the four hour meditation buffs. There are two ways to get the buffs: 1. (more annoying, cumbersome) kneel at any graveyard in Trisfal, and after \~5 seconds you will get the Meditations on Undeath buff 2. (easier) find another priest with buffs, and `/kneel` before them. When they `/pray`, you will get all of the meditation buffs they have. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> it's like communion! ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> or delivering religion across Azeroth on mission. praise Elune! The runes in Trisfal are: - Void Plague - Afflicts the target with a disease that causes (\* 39 / 100 \* 6) Shadow damage over 18 sec - Homunculi - Break off splinters of your soul to animate 3 miniature copies of yourself that attempt to attack your current target with a mace, sword, and axe, reducing the attack speed, attack power, and armor respectively of any target they hit. - Shared Pain - Your Shadow Word: Pain now also afflicts up to 2 additional nearby targets within 15 yards. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-05-at-1.17.07-AM.jpg) getting one meditation buff from the graveyard ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-05-at-2.29.55-PM-1.jpg) giving a full row of buffs to another priest ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-05-at-2.11.04-PM.jpg) an example of a one buff cost rune ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-05-at-2.15.11-PM.jpg) an example of a two buff cost rune ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/WorldMap-Tirisfal-copy.jpg) ### My Site Eats First URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-greedy-domain/ Last updated: 2023-12-06T05:00:25.000Z ![](https://i.imgflip.com/88dzp3.jpg) ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> these greedy website owners! ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> as if posting on twitter isn't just sharecropping in a digital two-piece suit? or more aptly, a hoodie? ![i have been trying aimlessly to find this exact gap hoodie ...](https://i.redd.it/711ghw5oq5g81.jpg) ### ARBITRAGE URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/ Last updated: 2024-07-04T12:49:55.000Z šŸ’” The "**arbitrage*" series: \- [ARBITRAGE](https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/) \- [Running a Zero Waste Flywheel](https://www.bramadams.dev/state-of-the-flywheel-november-2023/) \- [Do Less, Better (with leverage!)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304071434/) \- [Issue 38: The Art of Self-Surveillance](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/) Recently, I've been obsessed with arbitrage. I've leaned in fully to the trade compute/space for extra data equation. Basically, the algorithm works like this: **If** the work you are doing can be considered to be **deep**, **then** it must entail **focus** and **difficulty**. This focus will likely put you in a **flow** state, under which you are likely to **miss** the valuable moments (phrases, if you will) during the process. To **reclaim** these moments, the solution is simple. **Record** what you do, and **extract** the value later. ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> eudaemonia is consistently connected to flow states, as i feel at peace when i'm put in the dryer at medium-low heat --- In Twitch streamer parlance, "**farming** a twitch stream for youtube videos". In programmer parlance, "**abstracting** useful code into a open-source library". In writer parlance, "**summarizing** books into blog posts". --- The idea is **not** to do any extra work. --- Here's some quick numbers: - OBS (software to screen record = free) - Webcam and Mic (built in = free) - The work you were already planning on doing (time cost = free) - [NAS Storage](https://www.pcmag.com/picks/the-best-nas-network-attached-storage-devices?ref=bramadams.dev) ($150-$250) or [Dropbox](https://www.dropbox.com/products?source=plans) 2TB ($10/mo) or 2TB HDD (\~$70) - An hour of screen recording at 1080p = 3–4.5 GB - Videos per stream 2+ (the stream itself, and a time lapse (20x speed of a 1 hour raw video = 3 min of [fast and interesting b-roll footage](https://youtu.be/twPxqAcwCsM?si=9HPiLtr2NkmseR1K&ref=bramadams.dev))) + (any edited videos from inside the stream itself) - YouTube and Twitch (free to host (as long as you don't use too much copyright audio – I like to jam, unfortunately)) ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> its HARD to flow without music! ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> Music is a catalyst for flow. Some of mankind's earliest flow states were attached to rhythm, or poetic delivery (like my idol Homer) - the memories and nostalgia you get from watching your old videos (priceless) - the reflection **and** deliberate practice **and** becoming less awkward on camera **and** spaced repetition from studying your old videos (priceless + increase your earning power) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/image.png) "farming" a stream for clips ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> don't forget to farm omegaluls and twitch prime subs, too! ### Issue 37: Sixteen Weeks of Time Blocking URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-37/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T19:17:31.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-36/) ## Food For Thought This week, I finished my first [time block planner](https://www.timeblockplanner.com/?ref=bramadams.dev), cover to cover. **Sixteen** weeks of time blocking. To celebrate/mourn this bittersweet accomplishment, I sat in a cafe in Brooklyn and conducted a detailed reflection on how I (mis)managed my time since I've been time blocking (s*ee picture above*). This experience was nothing if not...humbling. And not in a good way. But a **necessary** way. Let me explain. First, let's discuss the journal itself. I **love** this journal. I've never been much of a calendar person; my handwriting is **terrible** and I'm a pretty cracked coder, so I've always preferred digital tools over analogue. As such, I was stuck trying to finagle Google Calendar/iCal to my specs, and [I've written any number of libraries myself](https://youtu.be/hnBbixSF%5FxQ?si=Zkdqu4ejV5%5FwaqMa&ref=bramadams.dev) to create a working solution. None have really worked, and so my calendar was relegated to Google Meet/Zoom meetings and my daily, *oh-so-daily* goals were spread out over Trello, Obsidian, GitHub, and wherever else I might put them. This working style, well...wasn't working. I needed a solution that was equal parts **pragmatic** and **helpful**. There's just *something special* about this journal. The **calendar repair** feature is the main advantage of time blocking, and its elegance is tantamount throughout. With four columns, the goal of time blocking is to intentionally plan your day **and** roll with the punches. The *first* column is your ideal schedule. But life happens. Life **always** happens. So columns *two*, *three*, and *four* are for repairs. After an interruption, the idea is to regain control as soon as possible over the rest of the day. Seen in this way, unplanned life events function as **turbulence** on a way to a specified goal state for the day, and as pilot, it is your duty to get the plane to an altitude where the turbulence is absent. The turbulent event itself happened, you just responded to it. This is key. The time block planner is a dose of **reality** other calendar apps just **refuse** to account for. In iCal for example, I can only say yes/no/maybe to an event. What the **heck** do those statuses mean? What if a meeting or a work block goes over? Under? Priority shifts halfway through? **There is no room for adaptation, merely fulfillment of someone else's time.** And in a todo list, the **opposite** problem is present. I can only see what I **want** to accomplish, not what **actually** is happening. There is no way to know how long a task will actually take in reality, "getting milk" at the store could take decades (*just ask my dad!*). So a todo list is the equivalent of a optimist who puts their fingers in their ears and shouts *la-la-la*\-*la* whenever they hear any bad news. **The list must be completed, no matter the cost, it says!** So it's safe to say that I really, really, **really**, recommend this planner, and if you subscribe to this newsletter and consistently read these issues, you are most likely the type of person who would benefit from having such a thing, so, [pick yourself up one, and thank me later (affiliate link)](https://amzn.to/3RacapA?ref=bramadams.dev). Ok, on to my retrospective. Let's get the ends of the 16-weeks out of the way first, as psychologists everywhere have noted that people have a strong **bias** towards the beginning and end of things (movies, books, relationships, etc.). Laying the groundwork for the ends of the journal will help **illuminate** the middle. In the first weeks (weeks 1-2) I see in my planner that I seem to be going through a "**honeymoon phase**" of sorts. I was trying hard, very, very, hard to stay on target, to fulfill all of my metrics, and to walk the **ideal** path I set for myself. This was a time when my motivation was high, but it was propped up by a baseless excitement, a energy that would **eventually** have to run out. In the last weeks (weeks 15-16), I'm much more on "**autopilot**". I seem to have gotten **really good** at some things, and have also developed some pretty **gnarly habits** that I had left festering from early weeks. This means that I never really became more "zoned in", I simply became a more **effective** version of who I already was. So how did I transition from zealous completionist to time-block-zen-master-with-a-pile-of-dirty-laundry-under-the-bed? Let's dive in. Running a "linear regression" of sorts over my planner, I noticed a number of trends about myself. **Rhythms** that I subconsciously developed, not visible in isolation, but strikingly clear in aggregate. Much of the "turbulence" I faced daily came in three flavors: *meandering* on calls, the *bait-n-switch*, and "*just five more minutes*". Let's start with **meandering**. Meandering means basically lounging, or over-staying a welcome. Meandering seems harmless, but in fact, it caused **major disruptions** to my schedule downstream. The hard part about this is that the people I meander with on the phone are people that I really like. To address this in my next 16-week planner, I plan to schedule calls with the people I like, and put an end time on these calls **because** I value their time and mine. In addition, I would like to do higher quality activities in favor of quantity. **A shared memory is worth its weight in gold.** The **bait-n-switch** is when I would plan to accomplish a task, but because of my environment I get context switched into another task that is more appealing. This was most apparent through my **meditation** habit. Even when scheduled, I would resist the task when it was written and replace it with often something **more difficult**, like opening up Cursor and writing some code or going live on [Twitch](https://www.twitch.tv/bramses?ref=bramadams.dev). Other times, I would also just context switch to "chilling watching YouTube videos until I get bored". No bueno. This would consistently result in a phenomenon called [revenge bedtime procrastination](https://www.sleepfoundation.org/sleep-hygiene/revenge-bedtime-procrastination?ref=bramadams.dev), where I would stay up late trying to squeeze in the habits I neglected earlier in the day. To address this in my next 16-week planner, I plan on just getting my metrics out of the way first thing in the morning. The morning has the obvious virtue of being the **literal opposite** of the night, and more importantly, mornings are quieter, and the mind is not yet set on any particular task, making it a prime time to do well,...a morning routine. My hope is that the initial difficulty and **resistance** of this new routine will be quickly offset by the value add of getting my affairs in order. [I've written in a previous issue that I operate very top-heavy](https://www.bramadams.dev/202309172307/), which is not sustainable, admirable, or even feasible. This 16-week cycle, I **will** get my house in order, even at the cost of other areas of my life, simply because the alternative is untenable. Finally we have the "**just five more minutes**" phenomenon, which is when I would go over on something I'm currently doing and keep doing that thing instead of moving on to the next block. This would happen particularly when watching **Netflix**, or when in the middle of an interesting coding problem. To address this in my next planner, I intend to create a simple txt file that says where I left off with the block I am on. The idea is to leave an item in a state where when I pick it up later, it is trivial to context switch back into the mode I need to be in. These three problems, and their recurrence, were only revealed to me *after* the fact, after the planning and the living and the logging of the time itself. I never would have noticed these trends from the tangent I live on. My compass was seemingly always pointing **north**. Even if in reality, it was broken! The metric tracking, the calendar repairs, the weekly plans all worked together to help me learn new things about myself, to give myself a **conversational framework** with my own desires, fears, greed, and motivations. This opens up a deeper point... --- The [value of reflection](https://www.bramadams.dev/202302092341/) is that we are mortal creatures. If I had no internal clock to live, and more importantly to *intentionally act*, time blocking would be a meaningless gesture. We fleshy humans are the **sum** of our attention. **What we measure is what we manage**. The purpose of tasks like these is not to chastise, or to over correct, but to create a life we are proud of. One we enjoy paying attention to. A quote I live by: "*You must choose a philosophy, or one will be chosen for you.*" The same can be said about both your attention and your time. Play an **active** role in yourself, because no one else will. And that is why we time block. ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading This newsletter issue is much too long already, so I won't add commentary to the quotes below, but hopefully they inspire you as they do me about the criticality of time management, despite its hopelessness. > Human felicity is produced not so much by great pieces of good fortune that seldom happen, as by **little advantages** that occur **every day**. \-- [The Autobiography of Benjamin Franklin (AmazonClassics Edition) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B073WWGYTF/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > **Habits** are the **compound interest** of self-improvement. The same way that money multiplies through compound interest, the effects of your habits multiply as you repeat them. They seem to make little difference on any given day and yet the impact they deliver over the months and years can be enormous. It is only when looking back two, five, or perhaps ten years later that the **value of good habits** and the **cost of bad ones** becomes strikingly **apparent**. \-- [Atomic Habits: An Easy & Proven Way to Build Good Habits & Break Bad Ones (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07D23CFGR/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > First, schedule a chunk of time for everything that is important to you; this is called **ā€œtime blockingā€** or ā€œtime boxing.ā€ If you truly value being healthy and have decided that a 30-minute daily workout is your enabling goal, then **don’t put it on your to-do list**—**put it on your calendar**. Schedule it as a recurring appointment. If you value customer intimacy as a business strategy and have an enabling goal of talking to at least two customers a day, then schedule a daily appointment for ā€œcustomer calls.ā€ \-- [15 Secrets Successful People Know About Time Management: The Productivity Habits of 7 Billionaires, 13 Olympic Athletes, 29 Straight-A Students, and 239 Entrepreneurs (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B016FPTIZ6/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > To build your working life around the experience of **flow** produced by deep work is a proven path to deep satisfaction. \-- [Deep Work: Rules for Focused Success in a Distracted World (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00X47ZVXM/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > But to describe **attention as a ā€œresourceā€** is to subtly **misconstrue** its **centrality** in our lives. Most other resources on which we rely as individuals—such as food, money, and electricity—are things that facilitate life, and in some cases it’s possible to live without them, at least for a while. **Attention**, on the other hand, just **is life**: your experience of being alive consists of nothing other than the **sum of everything to which you pay attention**. At the end of your life, looking back, whatever compelled your attention from moment to moment is simply what your life will have been. So when you pay attention to something you don’t especially value, it’s not an exaggeration to say that you’re **paying with your life**. \-- [Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08FGV64B1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) > **paradox of limitation**, which runs through everything that follows: **the more you try to manage your time with the goal of achieving a feeling of total control, and freedom from the inevitable constraints of being human, the more stressful, empty, and frustrating life gets**. \-- [Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08FGV64B1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram **P.S. If you like what you read on this newsletter, forward it to a friend! It really helps!** ### Rogue Rune - Quick Draw URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/rogue-rune-quick-draw/ Last updated: 2023-12-02T17:55:53.000Z ## Slot Chest ## What It Does Draw your ranged weapon and fire a quick shot at an enemy, causing normal ranged weapon damage and reducing the target's movement speed by 50% for 6 sec. Awards 1 combo point. Quick Draw benefits from all talents and effects that trigger from or modify Sinister Strike. ## Undead Zone ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Drawing-2023-12-02-02.53.24.excalidraw.png) ### ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-01-at-10.40.26-PM.jpg) Pickpocket mobs from across Trisfal for the four map pieces: gnolls, murlocs, crusaders, farmers ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-01-at-10.42.33-PM.jpg) Put all four pieces together to get treasure map ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-01-at-10.51.54-PM.jpg) Press map under the bridge to access rune ### Rogue Rune - Slaughter From the Shadows URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/rogue-rune-slaughter-from-the-shadows/ Last updated: 2023-12-02T17:56:19.000Z ## Slot Gloves ## What It Does Reduces the Energy cost of your Backstab and Ambush abilities by 20. ## Undead Zone ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Drawing-2023-12-02-01.00.15.excalidraw.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/12/Screenshot-2023-12-01-at-8.30.52-PM.jpg) ### Life is for the living URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/life-is-for-the-living/ Last updated: 2023-11-29T00:58:44.000Z ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> Life is for the living. Death is not for the dying. So dying belongs to the living too. > We must make haste then, not only because we are daily nearer to death, but also because the conception of things and the understanding of them cease first. \-- [Meditations of Marcus Aurelius (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07MGK5C9T/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 36: The Gang's All Here URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-36/ Last updated: 2023-12-04T07:08:53.000Z Avengers, ASSEMBLE!! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### EraGuessr GPT URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/era-guessr-gpt/ Last updated: 2023-11-26T21:24:13.000Z šŸ’” Just another text-based game courtesy of GPT! Along with some interesting takeaways from the custom instructions. ## Notable Things 1. a new chat doesn't start with a user prompt, it **immediately** jumps to image creation 2. gpts can **hide output** in this case it creates the image and then doesn't output the prompt that was used to make the image 3. gpt **caches** variables in code interpreter so the second retrieval is much faster than the first! 4. it seems to have a **preference** towards medieval Europe and Ancient Egypt if left to its own devices. this may reveal how frequent these eras appear in GPT-4's data set. 5. steps in `custom_instructions` prove their value time and time again. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/Screenshot-2023-11-26-16-00-58.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/Screenshot-2023-11-26-16-01-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/Screenshot-2023-11-26-16-01-45.png) example runs of era-guessr ## How It Works ### Custom Instructions ```md 1. when prompted with start game generate a random image of anything you can think of using any of the following eras listed below -- but do not say what the prompt was 2. user has to guess an era, then you tell them if they are warm or cold (subsequent guesses are warmer or colder than the last guess) 3. if/when user is correct, ask if they want to play again All eras are equally weighted. Use code interpreter to pick a random era from the list below: Prehistoric Periods: Precambrian (Hadean, Archean, Proterozoic), Paleozoic, Mesozoic, Cenozoic. Human History Periods: Primatomorphid to Homininid Eras, Prehistory (Paleolithic, Mesolithic, Neolithic, Chalcolithic), Bronze Age, Iron Age. Recorded History: Ancient History, Classical Antiquity, Post-Classical History, Middle Ages (Early, High, Late), Modern History (Early Modern Period, Late Modern Period), Contemporary History. Specific Regional Histories: American (Pre-Columbian, Colonial), Australian, Southeast Asian, Chinese, Central Asian, Egyptian, European, Iranian, Indian, Japanese, Iraqi, Libyan, Mexican, US History. If user types 'help' generate instructions as to how the game works ``` ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/sockrates.png) <[SOCKRATES](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#sockrates)\> the frequency of eras is much closer in the present. what was a millenial/gen-z warring equivalent in 1550AD? ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> good point, teacher. a folly of the living, i suppose. that aside, notice that we're telling the GPT when exactly to invoke code interpreter, and on what data! ### Capabilities - \[ \] Web Browsing - \[x\] DALLĀ·E Image Generation - \[x\] Code Interpreter ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> you could probably enable web browsing and pull pictures from the [Met API](https://github.com/metmuseum/openaccess?ref=bramadams.dev), and use art from different eras to guess too! ### Conversation Starters - start - help [Try it yourself here!](https://chat.openai.com/g/g-8fChjKIuZ-era-guessr?ref=bramadams.dev) ### November 24 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/november-24-2023/ Last updated: 2023-11-26T07:05:20.000Z # Books ## Rapt: Attention and the Focused Life *Winifred Gallagher* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B001V6P12E/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) Virgin River in a nutshell ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> The characters in that show just refuse to help themselves, ever! > Paying attention is an individual effort, but it’s also a kind of social cement that holds groups together and helps them feel part of something greater than themselves. When they’re focused on either a social activity or a task, the moods of even fragile or stressed people, including breast-cancer patients, bulimics, and chronic depressives, are no different from those of average subjects in control groups but drop precipitously when they’re alone or have nothing to attend to. Copy to Clipboard --- ## Civilized to Death: The Price of Progress *Christopher Ryan* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01CO34O9S/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) everything is natural, there is no such thing as unnatural > To ask ā€œWhat is human nature?ā€ is like asking ā€œWhat’s the natural state of H2O?ā€ So much depends on conditions. Liquid, solid, gas—temperature and pressure make all the difference. Similarly, human beings are capable of being egalitarian and selfish, violent and peaceful, cooperative and competitive. To a large extent, context is determinative. This is where many scientists stop talking about human nature: ā€œWe’re so adaptive,ā€ they’ll say. ā€œWe have a wide range of ā€˜natural’ behaviors.ā€ Which is true, as far as it goes. But it doesn’t go far enough. Copy to Clipboard --- [human zoo](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyKzr-D-aVM&ref=bramadams.dev) > Santayana famously declared that ā€œthose who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it,ā€ but those who don’t understand the distant past are condemned to live lives structured in ways that conflict with our deepest human appetites and tendencies. The modern world is the ultimate human zoo, designed, created, administrated, and occupied by humans. Tragically, the zoo we’ve designed for ourselves is a poor reflection of the world in which our species evolved, and is thus a profoundly unhealthy, unhappy place for too many of the human animals it contains. Human beings are capable of surviving in violent, confined contexts, but, like water, we grow stagnant and putrid when we cease to flow. Copy to Clipboard --- [its like when sindragosa roared in the wotlk trailer](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCr7y4SLhck&ref=bramadams.dev) > Grasshoppers, it turns out, are ā€œelegant, modest, and well-mannered,ā€ by insect standards. Locusts, on the other hand, are trouble. The elegant grasshopper moves slowly on long legs and lives a quiet life, mostly in solitude. The locust ā€œscurries hurriedly and hoggishly on short, crooked legs and joins hungrily with others to form biblical swarms that darken the sky and descend to chew the farmer’s fields bare.ā€ Hard to imagine two creatures any more different. But here’s the crazy part: Grasshopper and locust are in fact the same species. And not just the same species—one can morph into the other. They are the same animal. Got that? Same DNA, different critter. Not all species of grasshopper can become locusts, but all locusts were once grasshoppers. Copy to Clipboard --- tragedy of the commons day 1 frame 1 ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/leda-chibi-1024.png) <[LEDA](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#leda)\> Did you think that newer always means better? ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> look, newer may not necissarily mean better, but does better make sense when you are comparing two discrete points in time? you can't switch between them after all, so why compare in a vacuum!? > While human DNA remains almost unchanged from preagricultural times, and we may not literally be classifiable as a separate species, the behavior of civilized human beings is every bit as distinct from that of hunter-gatherers as locusts are from grasshoppers. With the advent of agriculture, human population exploded, and we packed into overcrowded settlements for the first time in the existence of our species. Nearly everything about human life changed radically and rapidly: power dynamics, family structure, the status of women and children, the source and quality of food, our relation to other animals, our experience of disease and death, conflict with other expanding population centers—acquisition of land and property, what kinds of gods we worshipped and our relation to them… our place in the world and what sort of world it was. Move too slowly in this world and you’re likely to fall victim to those behind you. The swarm may be the joy of the locust, but it is the ruination of the grasshopper. Grasshoppers don’t choose swarming any more than our ancestors chose farming, or Brian Stevenson chose to rise above the morning fog. Copy to Clipboard --- Are night owls natural? How much of our "natural" behavior is a result of our environment? Or just cultural? > Since the behavior of animals in cages has at least as much to do with the cages as it does with any innate tendencies of the unfortunate creatures trapped within them, let’s think carefully about the design of our own enclosures. Let us build human zoos that replicate our natural environment as closely as possible, allowing us to live lives that fit us like slippers, not high heels. When asked if there were lessons to be learned from the massacre at Monkey Hill, Frans de Waal said, ā€œIf you want to design a successful human society you need to know what kind of animal we are. Are we a social animal or a selfish animal? Do we respond better when we’re solitary or living in a group? Do we like to live at night or in the daytime? You should know as much as you can about the human species if you have a hand in designing human society.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- See emperor of all maladies and or any flight on United Airlines > Since 1970, the U.S. government has spent over $100 million on the ā€œWar on Cancer.ā€ But according to the National Center for Health Statistics, death rates from cancer dropped just 5 percent from 1950 to 2005 in the United States, and analysts from investment firms long ago noticed that curing disease is much less profitable than managing it. In 1970, it took eight hours to fly from New York to London. It still does, but now the seats are smaller. Copy to Clipboard --- What if tool making is the natural dictant for man? What if he must build. s/o david deutsch, the earth owes us nothing > The fact that something exists in nature doesn’t mean it’s necessarily healthy or wonderful. The natural world is replete with lethal snakes, poisonous berries, and infectious microbes. Nature is no place for carelessness, ignorance, or delusions of immortality. But the naturalistic fallacy—the belief that what’s natural is always better—is only fallacious up to a point. While it’s true that what exists in nature is not necessarily healthful, it’s far more likely to comport with biological reality than something with no roots in the natural world. To deny the probability of an innate congruence of the natural is to adopt the naturalistic fallacy fallacy. Copy to Clipboard --- Fashion is pain > Consider shoe design. We can choose to ignore what ā€œisā€ (the shape and function of the human foot) in arriving at what ā€œoughtā€ to be a great shoe design. And anyone who’s spent hours in heels or pointy-toed business shoes will confirm that many shoe designers do just that. We end up with shoes that may look interesting, but walking or even standing in them for long makes for fashionable torture. Copy to Clipboard --- Chesterton fence problem is extra important for millennia old bodily functions. if you intend to "fix" something, you better be damn sure you know what you're doing, and the unintended consequences of your actions. > McDougall calls it the ā€œNike Effect,ā€ but Nike is far from alone in following these steps to financial success. They just followed the process to spectacular wealth. We see the same process of replacing the cheap and natural with something worse in the ā€œNo Backyard Chickens, Industrialized Farming Effect,ā€ the ā€œUnnecessary Cesarean Delivery on Friday so Your Doctor Can Golf on Saturday Effect,ā€ the ā€œGrowing Marijuana Is Illegal, Take These Toxic, Addictive, Expensive Pills Instead Effect,ā€ or the ā€œBreast-feeding Is Disgusting, Use Formula Effect.ā€ Replacing something natural, healthful, and free with something that promises a lot but delivers trouble is as old as agriculture, as old as civilization itself, in fact. It’s what keeps the gears of commerce spinning. As early as 1930, American business consultants openly, excitedly explained that ā€œadvertising helps to keep the masses dissatisfied with their mode of life, discontented with the ugly things around them. Satisfied customers are not as profitable as discontented ones.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- Domesticated by wheat smh > The stability and continuity of the foraging life over hundreds of thousands of years is both evidence of its utility and the original source of our humanity. As Nassim Nicholas Taleb points out in Antifragile, ā€œTime is the best test of fragility—it encompasses high doses of disorder—and nature is the only system that has been stamped ā€˜robust’ by time.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- ## The Happiness Trap: How to Stop Struggling and Start Living (Second Edition) *Russ Harris* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09XQBVS6B/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) plato's cave but its the roof of your mouth. do you notice how wet that thing is? > Safety in your own body. Do you feel unsafe in your own body? If you wish to feel safer in your body, your best option is to start progressively exploring it and practice better ways to handle the difficult feelings you’ll encounter. If you don’t do this work, your body will remain like a dark cave full of monsters that you want to avoid at all costs. Copy to Clipboard --- correlation is not causation, but it is a good indicator. people who are good at handling their emotions who ive met are usually successful in life. > Success in life. There is a direct correlation between success in life and what psychologists call ā€œemotional intelligenceā€: handling your emotions effectively and making good use of them for motivation, communication, and illumination (see chapter 12). Learning to tune in to your body and access your emotions plays a big part in increasing emotional intelligence. Copy to Clipboard --- i have pain spots i avoid, i should probably do this ![Character Image](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/raven-sticker-1024.png) <[RAVENLOL](https://www.bramadams.dev/character-sheet/#ravenlol)\> dont rule coping out. coping can be a good thing! you humans are a ritualistic species after all! > And if you’re avoiding certain areas or zones of your body, set yourself a challenge: Gradually, over time, bring your awareness to those areas. Each day (or each week) pick an area you normally avoid and give it your full attention for a specified amount of time. For example, you might focus on this area for just two seconds the first time, then increase to four seconds the next time, and six seconds the third time. Once you can hold your focus there for ten to fifteen seconds, choose another difficult area to work on. Gradually ā€œextend the territoryā€ until you can scan your body from head to toe without avoiding any areas. (And of course, if this triggers difficult thoughts and feelings, make good use of your unhooking skills.) Copy to Clipboard --- ### November 23 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/november-23-2023/ Last updated: 2023-11-24T05:29:12.000Z [< Previous Instabram](https://www.bramadams.dev/november-22-2023/) # Books ## Rapt: Attention and the Focused Life *Winifred Gallagher* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B001V6P12E/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) shoutout to [503](https://open.spotify.com/track/14NE9H2mqNnzTPrAKQt479?si=87b25602786441c4&ref=bramadams.dev), what a banger. we don't notice whats out there in favor of whats in our own heads > For a story called ā€œPearls Before Breakfast,ā€ the Washington Post staged a clever experiment that unwittingly illustrates how what you habitually attend to affects your identity. Posing as a musician playing for donations, the violin virtuoso Joshua Bell performed breathtaking classical works on his $3.5 million Stradivarius during morning rush hour at a D.C. subway stop, and the reporter Gene Weingarten observed the public’s response. The Post’s stated objective was an exploration of ā€œcontext, perception and priorities—as well as an unblinking assessment of public taste: In a banal setting at an inconvenient time, would beauty transcend?ā€ From a different perspective, however, the experiment demonstrates the way attention shapes not just your immediate experience, but also your individuality. Early speculation about Bell’s incognito concert included fears that the handsome young star would be mobbed, and that police would be needed to manage the crowds. In the event, however, sixty-three people passed by before anyone even paused to listen. After forty-five minutes, 1,070 people had paid no attention at all to the glorious music, and just seven had actually stopped to listen. Accustomed to earning up to a thousand dollars per minute, Bell made a total of thirty-two dollars and said he felt ā€œoddly gratefulā€ when someone threw in a bill instead of change. Copy to Clipboard --- one of the first things that go when you start drinking is subtle humans cues. both producing and consuming them > Even when you think you’re focused on what’s going on, these data show, you miss things that occur in quick succession, including fleeting facial and vocal cues. Copy to Clipboard --- brain hemisphere "preferences" give the same energy as "im an enfj aries" > Popular wisdom has it that the brain is neatly divided into the analytical, verbal left hemisphere and the intuitive, creative right hemisphere, and that some individuals’ behavior is more influenced by one side than the other. Up to a point, there’s some truth to these notions, but research on so-called brain lateralization quickly becomes more complicated. The more difficult your task, for example, the more both hemispheres are likely to get involved. Copy to Clipboard --- check out [Black Rednecks and White Liberals](https://www.amazon.com/Black-Rednecks-Liberals-Thomas-Sowell/dp/1594031436?ref=bramadams.dev) for more on this phenomenon > The choleric honor ethos that still prevails in much of the South and West is rooted in the old Scots-Irish and Hispanic herding cultures, whose descendants have settled much of those areas. (Exhibit A: the former secretary of the navy and now Virginia senator Jim Webb’s Born Fighting: How the Scots-Irish Formed America.) ā€œHerders are tough, because they can lose their cattle or sheep—everything—in an instant,ā€ says Nisbett. ā€œSo for them, it’s ā€˜Don’t mess with me!ā€™ā€ Reared in this bellicose tradition, ā€œmany men from these regions feel they must respond directly with violence or the threat of it to any insult or infraction, especially if it concerns home and family.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- the west do be baconin'. > After a dozen years of investigation, Nisbett is convinced that Homo sapiens’ natural inclination is to attend to and think about the world in a holistic way, as East Asians do. Instead of focusing in on the environment’s most significant feature, such as those three bright, centrally located tropical fish, in the Western fashion, our species evolved to take in the big picture: the entire aquatic context, of which the fish are just a part. By nature, human beings are also inclined to consider each situation on a case-by-case basis, as Asians do, rather than to sort things according to the laws of logic and categorization, like Westerners. As Nisbett puts it simply, ā€œIn most of the world, people’s range of focus is much broader than ours.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- this is why managa is so interesting. mangaka usually originate from japan, but manga protags are notoriously individualistic/western. their "reliance on friends" is a need to protect their friends, a very pro-social act. yet because of some power or strength, they are the only ones that **can** do it > The human being’s naturally expansive, relational focus on reality was radically altered in the West when the ancient Greeks came up with a new, artificial, analytical way of attending to the world. Ever since, Western children have learned to focus on objects or subjects in an evaluative, logical way. We scan a situation, quickly seize on what seems most significant, label it, then apply categorical rules to explain it or make predictions about it, says Nisbett, ā€œand all with a view of controlling it.ā€ The attentional habit of sizing up a situation in a way that prepares you to take charge of it is a cornerstone of Western individualism. This master-of-my-fate ethic and the categorical, logical focusing style that supports it confer many advantages. It was the Greeks, after all, who invented science, which is all about thinking in terms of types and rules rather than individual circumstances. Where the drawbacks are concerned, as Nisbett says, ā€œMany Westerners don’t look to the left or the right to see what other people might want or need. After I give a lecture, an American will just say, ā€˜Swell talk!’ But a Japanese person might say, ā€˜You seemed nervous.ā€™ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- wide angle is like [zetsu](https://hunterxhunter.fandom.com/wiki/Nen?ref=bramadams.dev), focused lens is hatsu > Similarly, Asians’ focus on context and relationships supports their more collectivist ethic. Compared to individualistic Westerners, East Asians are generally better at picking up social cues and affective nuances and at functioning cooperatively. This attentiveness to their wider social and physical context reflects their long historical experience in densely populated, highly interdependent societies. To function efficiently in such circumstances, you need very clear roles and rules about relationships. ā€œAsians almost never act in an autonomous Western way,ā€ says Nisbett. ā€œIn order to get things done, they have to coordinate with others much more than we do. So they look at the world through a wide-angle lens.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- see book recommended above about black scholasticism in the us > Nevertheless, compared to other groups, blacks still do a fraction of the homework, which suggests that these students aren’t highly focused on scholastics as yet. In contrast, Asian students actually achieve much more than their IQs would seem to predict, because they work so hard in school. Thanks to their culture’s stress on academic achievement and not shaming the family, says Nisbett, ā€œa Chinese-American with an IQ of 100 achieves at the level of a white American with an IQ of 120.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- BROBOT NOOOOOOOO > Young army troops similarly name and bond with the little tanks that iRobot designed to detect deadly roadside IEDs in Iraq, where they’ve significantly cut casualties. If their mechanical protector gets damaged, says Brooks, ā€œthe soldiers will bring it in to the repair shop and wait for it to get fixed, like you would for a friend in an ER, rather than just take another machine.ā€ Copy to Clipboard --- ## The Happiness Trap: How to Stop Struggling and Start Living (Second Edition) *Russ Harris* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09XQBVS6B/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) urges seem to function like a fire, they need kindling and dry wood to keep burning. it takes energy to stay out of homeostasis. being happy/angry/sad/horny too long all cause exhaustion. call your doctor if your emotions last longer than four hours! > Most urges—from the start to the end of one ā€œwaveā€ā€”last about three minutes (although sometimes they can go for longer). Sometimes when I say this, people protest that their waves go ā€œon and on for ages.ā€ To which I compassionately reply, ā€œYes, that’s right. At the moment, they do. And there’s a good reason for it. It’s because you’re doing the same thing that we all naturally and instinctively do: you’re resisting them.ā€ There are so many ways we resist our urges: we may fight with them, ruminate about them, worry about them, try to distract ourselves, try to push them away, or dozens of other emotion control strategies. And when we respond that way (when we flick the struggle switch on), yes, that does make them go on for ages. But when we make room for them, the waves usually rise and fall pretty quickly. Copy to Clipboard --- "vegeta, what does the scouter say about his power level for oreos!?" > The main modification to the TAME technique is that while we’re doing this, we think of the urge as a wave and watch it with curiosity as it rises, crests, and subsides. And to help with this, we can score the urge on a scale of 0 to 10. This enables us to keep track of whether it’s rising, peaking, or falling. For example, ā€œI’m having the urge to smoke, and it’s now a 7.ā€ ā€œOh, it’s rising to an 8.ā€ ā€œAnd now it’s a 9.ā€ ā€œStill at a 9.ā€ ā€œNow dropping to an 8.ā€ ā€œNow down to a 6.ā€ And so on. Copy to Clipboard --- i think the number thing here is really smart. its like counting red cars on the highway, it makes the abstract real. > Notice at least five sounds you can hear, at least five objects you can see, and at least five things you can feel against the surface of your body (such as the air on your face or the chair against your back or your feet on the floor). Copy to Clipboard --- # Articles ## Your Book Review: The Dawn Of Everything *Scott Alexander* [(source)](https://erikhoel.substack.com/p/the-gossip-trap?ref=bramadams.dev) i dont think we'll ever get a straight answer on this. ironically, imo the way to get closest is to *not study* and just trust our gut. if the hunter gatherer human was around for most of our time as anatomically modern, he/she is very much still in there, just waiting to be heard. > Somewhere, within the morass of innuendo and expressions of their own political leanings, as well as the undeniable encyclopedic display of archeological and anthropological knowledge, there is a truth as to how humans lived prehistorically, and how civilization, with all its ills (and its goods) came to be. But what is that truth? Copy to Clipboard --- *Commonplace Daily Digest is a daily newsletter with highlights from my reading and thoughts. The markdown is automatically generated by [this repo](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-daily-digest?ref=bramadams.dev).* ## Thanksgiving Happy Thanksgiving! ### November 22 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/november-22-2023/ Last updated: 2023-11-23T06:15:00.000Z [< Previous Instabram](https://www.bramadams.dev/november-21-2023/) # Books ## Rapt: Attention and the Focused Life *Winifred Gallagher* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B001V6P12E/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) the mozart/bach crossover episode i didn't know i needed > Certain individuals excel at paying both experiential and instrumental attention. They can focus in a very pragmatic, goal-oriented manner and also be ā€œcarried awayā€ by thoughts, feelings, and sensory stimuli. **Tellegen describes a visit that Mozart made to Leipzig, where he stopped at the church where Bach had been cantor. Apparently, he hadn’t yet heard Bach’s music, so someone obligingly played one of the master’s cantatas. After a few seconds, Mozart shot up and said, ā€œWhat’s this?ā€ Rapt, he focused intently on the glorious sound, then declared, ā€œThis is someone a fellow can learn from!ā€** Savoring this anecdote of one incomprehensible genius attending to another, Tellegen says, ā€œMozart would have listened to Bach in experiential fascination, but also instrumentally, so that afterward he could have reproduced the whole cantata from beginning to end.ā€ --- # Articles ## The case for building something wonderful alone *Noah* [(source)](https://derw.substack.com/p/the-case-for-building-something-wonderful?ref=bramadams.dev) working alone is highly underrated in an era where tools basically beg to be used > Working alone means you don’t have to share the context of your changes with others. It doesn’t mean that you don’t keep track of changes that you have made, nor that you don’t report them. But if there’s a change I wish to make, I can do so without consulting others. This is particularly useful, for example, when I want to rewrite a file from TypeScript to Derw. No collisions with other PRs, no need to warn anyone ā€œhey I’m going to rewrite this fileā€. --- "whatever! [i do what i want](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IpF9O0R873I&ref=bramadams.dev)!" > You’re able to keep to your own schedule, and adjust it as necessary. Everyone has their own priorities, and without waiting for someone to finish something and without someone waiting for you to finish something, you’re able to move at your own pace. End users will have an impact on that timeline, if you listen to them, but when you’re working mostly on your spare time, it’s important to be able to take some days off and go play games instead. --- ## Experience the Magic! - Carousel of Happiness, Nederland Colorado *Carousel of Happiness, Nederland Colorado* [(source)](https://www.carouselofhappiness.org/?ref=bramadams.dev) such an amazing story about the human spirit, and holistic work > ![](https://www.carouselofhappiness.org/wp-content/uploads/CoH_signandbuilding.jpg) --- hero origin story > As a young Marine in Vietnam Scott Harrison received a tiny music box that he held to his ear to distract him from the horror of the war going on around him. The music, Chopin’s ā€œTristesse,ā€ brought him a peaceful image of a carousel in a mountain meadow. After returning home, he rescued an abandoned Looff carousel in Utah and spent 26 years hand-carving animals to bring it back to life. --- big w for a small town. 700k is a crazy number tho, i have to feel like they couldve pulled it off for less, right? > Scott had never carved before, but starting with the rabbit that is now on the sign in front of the carousel in Nederland, he went on to create more than 50 one-of-a-kind animals, 35 of which can be ridden. As he was finishing, the small community of Nederland (pop. 1,500) came together and raised the $700,000 to build it a home. --- > ![](https://www.carouselofhappiness.org/wp-content/uploads/coyote_carved.jpg) --- ## No, Most Books Don't Sell Only a Dozen Copies *Lincoln Michel* [(source)](https://countercraft.substack.com/p/no-most-books-dont-sell-only-a-dozen?ref=bramadams.dev) to me a book is a fractal of dissimilar information. one level up is a library, one level below is a chapter. chapters from different books can be "scrapbooked" together. > The Platonic ideal of a book might be a collection of text printed on a few hundred paper pages. But the term encompasses much more than that, including books that have almost no text at all (for example the ā€œ[adult coloring book](https://www.nytimes.com/2016/04/21/fashion/adult-coloring-books-relaxation.html?ref=bramadams.dev)ā€ craze of the 2010s). Publishers publish novels and memoirs as well as cookbooks, puzzle books, Mad Libs, etc. But it’s even more confusing than this when it comes to those statistics. --- industries be industrien' as they say > Last year, Orbit published my [debut novel](https://www.hachettebookgroup.com/titles/lincoln-michel/the-body-scout/9780316628716/?ref=bramadams.dev) *[The Body Scout](https://www.hachettebookgroup.com/titles/lincoln-michel/the-body-scout/9780316628716/?ref=bramadams.dev)*. I wrote one novel, so published one book. Right? Not exactly. From a sales tracking perspective, books are published in multiple formats, each with different [ISBNs](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/ISBN?ref=bramadams.dev). I wrote one novel, but from a title count POV **I actually published 4 books: hardcover, paperback, ebook, and audiobook. Other books have even more formats (mass market version, movie tie-in editions, etc.) and because they all have different ISBNs, they all have different sales figures.** --- the long tail of the bible must be nuts > Additionally, there are dramatic differences between 1) lifetime sales, 2) sales in the first 12 months after publication, and 3) sales in any random calendar year. Most books sell most of their copies in the first year or two after publication. Some books are perennial sellers and others might break out later—e.g., when there is a TV or film adaptation—but most sell the bulk of their copies early. Any statistic based on 3) is going to give you a completely inaccurate impression of what a book has sold. Imagine a 1998 novel that sold 6,000 its first year and 10,000 copies to date. It might sell only 12 copies in 2022, decades later, but that hardly means it was a failure. --- "There are three kinds of lies: Lies, Damned Lies, and Statistics" > Take the statistic that most published books only sell 99 copies. This seems shocking on its face. But if you dig into it, you’ll notice it was counting one year’s sales of *all* books that were in BookScan’s system. That’s quite different statistic than saying most books don’t sell 100 copies in total! A book could easily be a bestseller in, say, 1960 and sell only a trickle of copies today. In the same way, most old movies and albums aren’t frequently watched/listened to in 2022\. It’s only a small percentage of past works that remain popular. Most backlist books selling fewer than 99 copies doesn’t tell you anything about how much newly released books sell. --- couldn't even hawk 12 copies off on friends and family members, sadge > In my experience, and with the data I’ve seen, most traditionally published novels that you see on bookstore shelves or reviewed in newspapers sell several hundred to a few thousand copies across formats. Many sell much more of course. I’ve seen some flops that sold only a couple hundred. And of course not all traditionally published novels appear in bookstores or reviewed in newspapers. Is it possible someone has published a Big 5 novel that sold only 12 copies over its lifetime? I suppose. But I don’t think it’s 5% much less 50%! --- just put "fuck" or "shit" in your title and you'll be fine. it worked for mark manson. > One thing that’s true is publishing works on a blockbuster model. Most books sell relatively few copies and a handful sell millions. The statistics about the vast majority of traditionally published books selling fewer than five thousand are likely true. It’s the bestsellers that keep the industry afloat, financially. And it’s true that publishers often have no idea what will sell. It’s a throw-against-the-wall-and-see-what-sticks industry. Are there are lot of problems with it? A lot of things that could be fixed? Ways that publishers could better market the backlist or frontlist? Yes! But it’s not quite as dire as some of these statistics suggest. --- ## Living Like Nothing Matters *Ben Carlson* [(source)](https://awealthofcommonsense.com/2022/09/living-like-nothing-matters/?ref=bramadams.dev) what does it mean to live forever if you were born after forever already started? > I had a great conversation with Albert Brooks once. When I met him for the first time, I was kind of stammering. I said, you make movies, they live on forever. I just do these late-night shows, they get lost, they’re never seen again and who cares? And he looked at me and he said, \[Albert Brooks voice\] ā€œWhat are you talking about? None of it matters.ā€ None of it matters? ā€œNo, that’s the secret. In 1940, people said Clark Gable is the face of the 20th Century. Who \[expletive\] thinks about Clark Gable? It doesn’t matter. **You’ll be forgotten. I’ll be forgotten. We’ll all be forgotten.ā€** --- to be *selfish* and suffer for your art is true *selflessness*, bc other people get to be inspired by it for free while you ate the cost. to be "*selfless*" by emulating others is *selfish*, because you'd rather conform then be percieved as a weirdo > *ā€œAt a certain point I realized, you know what, life is short,ā€ John said. ā€œI’ve played all these crazy characters. People see me do these absurd things. They already know that I’m an eccentric person. I am* *an eccentric person. So fuck it! If I want to dress like a cowboy from the 1890s, that’s what I’m going to fucking do. And it’s going to be okay for everybody because that’s what’s going to make me happy.ā€* --- the index fund of not giving a flying fuck > **When I am asked what I worry about in the market, the answer usually is ā€œnothingā€, because everyone else in the market seems to spend an inordinate amount of time worrying, and so all of the relevant worries seem to be covered.** My worries won’t have any impact except to detract from something much more useful, which is trying to make good long-term investment decisions. --- if the universe has no discernable center, it may as well be you, right? > We’re all the center of our own universe so getting out of your own head is impossible. --- ## Evolving my note-taking processes *codethrasher.com* [(source)](https://codethrasher.com/post/2022-09-09-evolving-my-note-taking-processes/?ref=bramadams.dev) the @ key puts up with so much abuse man > When I `@` a person in my notes I have a custom function which links the heading I'm pasting *into* into the person's heading in the `contacts` file. It's really helpful for answering the question of "I know I talked to...but I can't remember...": --- ## Wayne Gretzky Stats: Top 10 Most Unbreakable Records *thehockeywriters.com* [(source)](https://thehockeywriters.com/wayne-gretzky-the-great-ones-10-most-unbreakable-records/?ref=bramadams.dev) an actual god of a sport... > Gretzky’s stats have set the benchmark so high that it appears that many — if not all — of his records appear to be **unbreakable**. Here is a countdown of ten Gretzky records that will not be broken: --- > **Well, an equally telling stat is that if you took away all of Gretzky’s 894 NHL goals, he would still be the NHL’s all-time leading scorer.** [Mark Messier](https://thehockeywriters.com/docs/mark-messier/?ref=bramadams.dev), Gretzky’s longtime friend and teammate with both the Edmonton Oilers and New York Rangers, is second all-time in points with 1,887. --- > To put the Gretzky stats in perspective, **a player would need to average just under 143 points per year for 20 years to break his mark**. --- > Although you could make the case that any one of these records listed in the top ten could be considered number one on this list, **50 goals in 39 games is the record that Gretzky has repeated that he takes the most pride in**, and has said on record that it will be the toughest to break. --- >> What one wins in a finite game is a title. A title is the acknowledgment of others that one has been the winner of a particular game. Titles are public. They are for others to notice. I expect others to address me according to my titles, but I do not address myself with them—unless, of course, I address myself as an other. The effectiveness of a title depends on its visibility, its noticeability to others. \-- Finite and Infinite Games > Well, impossible for everybody not named Wayne Gretzky. --- *Commonplace Daily Digest is a daily newsletter with highlights from my reading and thoughts. The markdown is automatically generated by [this repo](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-daily-digest?ref=bramadams.dev)* ## Images ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/Screenshot-2023-11-21-07-02-26.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/public--10-.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/public--7-.jpeg) ## Music ## GPT Prompt ```md The user may fill out one of two forms. Start by asking them what form they would like to fill out. Form 1: Birth month and favorite color (roughly 3 messages to finish) Form 2: Dance moves (roughly 5 messages to finish) Form 1: The user will be filling out a form that asks for their birth month and favorite color. The user may go out of bounds to talk about the names for non obvious colors, and you are to help them. Steps: 1. ask for birth month. only allow birth month no other conversation. 2. ask for favorite color, allow for back and forth conversation about non obvious colors like cyan, magenta, etc. list the colors based on user description and then draw a plain full canvas example if prompted Form 2: Help users find a song for their level of dance moves. Steps: 1, ask them what part of their body they like to move 2. ask them what genre they like 3. use web browsing to find a song that fits and link out to youtube and why it fits the body part chosen. only show results that fit the body part, else move on. ``` ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/Screenshot-2023-11-22-14-55-59.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/Screenshot-2023-11-22-22-35-21.png) note: 1\. conditional routes 2\. steps inside the routes 3\. how long it should take from a > b 4\. use conversation starters to show users how to fill out the forms ### November 21 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/november-21-2023/ Last updated: 2023-11-23T03:45:05.000Z [< Previous Instabram](https://www.bramadams.dev/november-20-2023/) # Books ## Rapt: Attention and the Focused Life *Winifred Gallagher* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B001V6P12E/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) i think when i tell people i don't like traveling for fun because it ruins my routines, this is what i mean. chasing depth in the 'mundane' is where the secrets of life lie imo, not breadth first searching the globe for joy. > When your lifespan seems limited, as it does among elders, your attention sensibly shifts to emotional satisfaction in the here-and-now and to **worthwhile ā€œsure thingsā€ rather than novelty**. Interestingly, when young people are thrust into situations that highlight life’s fragility, such as war or serious illness, they too tend to focus on fulfilling experiences in the present moment. As Carstensen puts it, ā€œAge does not entail the relentless pursuit of happiness, but rather the satisfaction of emotionally meaningful goals, which involves far more than simply ā€˜feeling good.ā€™ā€ --- garbage in, garbage out > WHATEVER YOUR TEMPERAMENT, living the focused life is not about trying to feel happy all the time, which would be both futile and grotesque. Rather, it’s about **treating your mind as you would a private garden and being as careful as possible about what you introduce and allow to grow there**. --- ## Civilized to Death: The Price of Progress *Christopher Ryan* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01CO34O9S/?ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20) like that one time all bananas were almost wiped out because they are [all genetically the same](https://ec.europa.eu/research-and-innovation/en/horizon-magazine/calling-natural-defences-turn-back-banana-pandemic?ref=bramadams.dev) > A major facet of the optimism trumpeted by Ridley and other proponents of the NPP is that we’re ā€œmuch better fedā€ today than people were in prehistoric times. This conclusion relies upon the neo-Hobbesian assumption that starvation was common until agriculture saved the day, which is approximately the opposite of true. **The !Kung San foragers of the Kalahari desert, for example, eat an average of 2,140 calories per day, with ninety-three grams of protein**. Because they rely on more than eighty wild plants, they are unlikely ever to face the starvation that strikes societies dependent upon just a few crops, which can and do fail. While foragers faced occasional food shortages, their mobility and varied diet allowed them to adapt to changing conditions in ways that modern populations simply cannot. --- > Our species has gone from a situation in which the norm was for everyone to be well fed, with occasional, brief periods of hunger, to one in which almost 2 billion of us are obese or overweight (and many of those also malnourished), while more than 800 million are chronically hungry or literally starving to death. In what sense, exactly, is this ā€œprogressā€? --- dead baby jokes were popular in my middle school too, some 40 years after the 1960s source > When I was a kid, dead baby jokes were all the rage at school for a year or two. I still remember a few of them. Although none was particularly funny, the ā€œjokesā€ weren’t about humor so much as touching a nerve—the jokey equivalent of a pestering tongue on a loose tooth. (What’s the best Christmas gift for a dead baby? A dead puppy. Hilarious to a certain kind of ten-year-old.) **Some scholars have argued that the dead baby joke phenomenon began in the 1960s in the United States in response to the legalization of abortion and disturbing images coming back from Vietnam.** Few thoughts are as emotionally triggering to our species as the death of infants. --- if you die at 0y/o, you drag down the curve the most, because no one lives to 140 to counterbalance > When Mark Twain famously said, ā€œThere are lies, damned lies and statistics,ā€ he could have been talking about the statistics commonly cited to argue that human longevity has doubled or tripled thanks to civilization. ā€œLife expectancyā€ has increased primarily because so many more infants and children now survive into adulthood. When infant mortality goes down, average life expectancy at birth goes up. When you include these early deaths in your calculations, ā€œaverage life spanā€ amounts to somewhere between thirty and forty years. But a thirty- or forty-year-old human being has never been old. Specialists from the fields of anthropology, medicine, evolutionary biology, and primatology all agree that our species’ natural life span is around double that, and always has been. --- i've always been of the opinion that you should keep count of your comorbidities, bc outside of random events, they are the strongest indicator of your imminent demise > In their comprehensive paper ā€œLongevity Among Hunter-Gatherers: A Cross-Cultural Examination,ā€ anthropologists Michael Gurven and Hillard Kaplan discard slippery averages in favor of the modal age of death, which refers to ā€œa peak in the distribution of deaths… the age at which most people experience sufficient physical decline such that if they do not die from one cause, they soon die from another.ā€ The modal age of death, in other words, is the age at which individuals in any given species are coming to the end of their natural lives. And the modal age of death for our species? Gurven and Kaplan couldn’t be clearer: ā€œ**The modal age of adult death is about seven decades, before which time humans remain vigorous producers, and after which senescence rapidly occurs and people die. We hypothesize that human bodies are designed to function well for about seven decades in the environment in which our species evolved.ā€** --- i agree with this, a good evidence point is our reliance on sitting in comfort, and how slowly this changes the physics of the spine and pressures the lungs. text neck, basically. > Misunderstanding and misrepresentation of the data on human longevity have caused generations of physicians and researchers to ignore overwhelming evidence that modern inactivity, stress levels, diets, and so on are pathogenic (disease causing). Many well-meaning physicians, for example, believe chronic back pain is the inevitable result of modern humans’ living twice as long as our ancestors. **Medical students are told that the human body is breaking down because it is being pressed into service for a far longer life span than it was designed for, like a 1958 Chevy still rumbling through the streets of Havana. Framed by this ubiquitous, erroneous understanding of human evolution, chronic pain, failing joints, cognitive disorders, and many other health issues arising after forty may appear to be signs of progress—not what they are: evidence of how modern life makes us sick.** --- some say survival of the fittest is fair, but its not fair. its indifferent. > While a significantly greater percentage of infants died in prehistory than today, even that point isn’t as unambiguous as it seems. First, **many of those deaths were cases of what might be called ā€œpostnatal abortionā€ of children born in times of resource depletion (during a severe drought, for example) or with congenital deformities or other disabilities that would now be detected during prenatal testing, often resulting in an abortion.** Such infants would not have survived long in a world where it was crucial to be mobile, vigorous, and sharp-eyed. --- or sparta! > Infanticide is hardly a practice relegated to foragers, having been so widespread in Europe that foundling hospitals were opened to address the plight of infants being left to die by the side of the road. In the early 1800s, roughly a third of the babies born in Paris were left at the foundling hospital. For most of the infants, foundling hospitals offered little hope of survival. Of the 4,779 babies admitted to a hospital in Paris in 1818, for example, 2,370 died within three months. --- > According to Chinese government records, about thirty-five thousand abortions are performed in that country every day. In China and India particularly, but not exclusively, healthy female fetuses are traditionally aborted because boys are preferred. My intention is not to debate the ethics of abortion, but to highlight the mathematical absurdity of including infant deaths in calculations of prehistoric life expectancy while excluding the many millions of abortions performed each year in estimations of contemporary life expectancy. # Articles ## What Should You Work On? - David Perell *perell.com* [(source)](https://perell.com/essay/what-should-you-work-on/?ref=bramadams.dev) the pipeline of mediocrity tends to attract those who internalize risk portfolio averages. those who overcome it realize that even calculated risk misses most calculations. > Too many of our smartest minds are working on trivial tasks and spending their time in corporations where they feel invisible. The vast majority of my friends who work for big companies say they’re bored, unchallenged, and under-employed. They don’t see the tangible benefits of their hard work. --- i have bad ideas all the time, but bad ideas sometimes re-bucket themselves. you can't know this until you game ideas out a bit in the real world. > ā€œThere’s a strange phenomenon in Silicon Valley where large levels of successful founders seem to have Asperger’s. You can turn that around as an indictment of society. What is it about society where if you don’t have Asperger’s, you’re talked out of ideas before they’re fully formed?ā€ --- that said it is easy to hide behind placards that *you* are an undiscovered genius and blah blah blah. realistically everyone who got into harvard self selected to be around peers who end up in a life that is comfortable and good. this rhetoric can be as toxic as the companies it deposes > Risk-averse parents and educators push children down conventional paths. Parents enroll their kids in the same schools and the same extracurriculars to help them get into the same colleges, so they can work for the same corporations. In [2007](https://perell.com/blog/peter-thiel?ref=bramadams.dev), more than half of Harvard graduates went to work in investment banking or management consulting. At [Elon University](https://www.elon.edu/?ref=bramadams.dev), my alma mater, career advisors pushed us towards secure, but complacent careers at large corporations like three-letter media companies and the big-four accounting firms. --- > Broadly, there are five buckets that talented people should start companies around: energy, education, housing, healthcare, and transportation. That’s because the western world has stagnated on all five fronts. For every sector except energy and sometimes housing, costs are rising faster than the rate of inflation. --- ## High-speed drones are revolutionizing how we watch winter sports *Sandy Thin* [(source)](https://www.cnn.com/2022/02/07/sport/natural-selection-tour-drone-snowboard-spc-intl/index.html?ref=bramadams.dev) drone olympics inc 2028 > ā€œIt requires an athlete’s performance to capture the athlete’s performance,ā€ he explains. --- wonder how ubiquitous vr training will be for hands on fields > Mixed reality drums have arrived 🄁 > > Who else is excited to learn how to play drums in MR? [pic.twitter.com/tBNJiI2Ihx](https://t.co/tBNJiI2Ihx?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Emre Tanırgan (@emretanirgan) [November 17, 2023](https://twitter.com/emretanirgan/status/1725560518948131102?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > Without a chance for practice runs down the course, the athletes prepare by using VR headsets to watch Kocher’s drone runs, in order to decide how best to tackle the mountain when it comes to competition. --- ## Nepal bans TikTok and says it disrupts social harmony *AP News* [(source)](https://apnews.com/article/nepal-tiktok-ban-social-media-854846a42ef566fa296ddaacd0099447?ref=bramadams.dev) call me totalitarian of w/e but i think this kind of thing is great. too often societies suffer from tragedy of the commons bc a small vocal class likes a thing (cigarettes, cars, etc.) or is afraid of snowballing into "dictatorship". it is a govt job to take a detached look at what a technology does to a society and pull the cord if its bad. i do the same thing on a local scale with apps like [freedom](https://freedom.to/?ref=bramadams.dev). a good thing about apps (instead of cars, or guns) – is that you can merely yeet it from the app store, problem solved. no one had an issue when apple was going to yeet [uber for lying](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Super%5FPumped%5F%28TV%5Fseries%29?ref=bramadams.dev). its a govts job to "be the shared adult in the room", esp if the country is poor and susceptible to scams like [axie infinity](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Axie%5FInfinity?ref=bramadams.dev). > ā€œThe government has decided to ban TikTok as it was necessary to regulate the use of the social media platform that was disrupting social harmony, goodwill and flow of indecent materials,ā€ Saud said. --- > Nepal has banned all pornographic sites in 2018. --- ## The Complex Personality of Genghis Khan *Andrew Szekler* [(source)](https://discover.hubpages.com/education/The-Complex-Personality-of-Genghis-Khan?ref=bramadams.dev) got level shit here > It was during these years that an early sign of cruelty came to light when Genghis and one of his brothers murdered one of their half-brothers, who refused to share food with them. Although their half-brother's behaviour was horrible, especially considering their dire circumstances, the punishment he received for his crime was way out of line, and Genghis’s mother was horrified when she found out what his sons did, describing them as little better than beasts. --- > In return of him respecting the diplomats of other rulers, he expected them to respect his envoys in return. In hindsight, it is no surprise that the Great Khan was outraged when the Khwarezmian Shah executed and humiliated his diplomats, a move that doomed his own empire, which was destroyed by the Mongols to avenge the humiliation suffered by the Khan’s diplomats. --- as the aphorism goes: keep your friends close, and the-people-who-shot-you-in-the-neck-with-an-arrow closer > One particular example of Genghis spotting a talented man was his general Jebe. Jebe initially was serving under an enemy of Genghis and nearly killed him in a battle by hitting the Khan in his neck with an arrow. The wound was terrible, and Genghis barely survived, but once he recovered sufficiently, he ordered the man who nearly killed him to be brought to him. Jebe pleaded that as a soldier of his tribe, he was only doing his duty, but if Genghis would enrol him into his own army, he would serve him as loyally as he did his previous commanders. The honesty of Jebe won over Genghis, who spared him and Jebe became one of his greatest commanders. --- dude actually had a [bridge four](https://coppermind.net/wiki/Bridge%5FFour?ref=bramadams.dev), holy shit > This sort of magnanimity was not limited to this single individual case, as Genghis’s empire grew, he made sure to spare the lives of talented craftsmen, administrators, engineers and soldiers, who were usually offered the chance to join him. Though it also has to be noted that oftentimes defeated enemies were also forcefully enrolled on the Mongol armies and used as meatshields in their battles or sieges when the Mongols sent these men into the vanguard to minimize their own losses. --- ## Designing a New Old Home: Defining Constraints *Simon Sarris* [(source)](https://simonsarris.substack.com/p/designing-a-new-old-home-defining?ref=bramadams.dev) to delay or not to delay a time consuming and pricey house remodel, **that** is the question > If there are features you’re on the fence about, or aren’t yet sure how to design, it can be ideal to delay if it’s not intrusive to add later. As you actually start to live in the space you can decide if its something you really need or not. And once you start using your home, you might see the design of some part in a totally different way. A simple example is the design of our kitchen island and shelves, which we took a year to think about while using the space. Even simpler: we wired the pantry with electricity for a microwave, but even after a few years we still never felt the need for one, so we could pass on that and keep the extra pantry space. Another example is in our closets as mentioned above, which we are happily doing without after almost four years, and feel no need to install any. We will probably add another mudroom someday, though, so the side entrance has more storage. --- > The downside of delaying are somewhat obvious: Any time you want to add a closet or a mud room later, you will have to call another contractor, make a new mess, and possibly get more building permits, which ultimately adds cost compared to doing it all at once. And some people may find the power of inertia holds them back from making too many changes once they live in the space. Having to move all your stuff out of a room to do some renovation in a lived-in area is its own kind of constraint. --- ### November 20 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/november-20-2023/ Last updated: 2023-11-22T04:09:06.000Z ## Music I'm Listening To ## Pictures I Took ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/IMG_8888.JPG) \+ ā¬†ļø = 🧭 ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/IMG_8885.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/IMG_8868.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/IMG_8869.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/IMG_8870.jpeg) ## TV I'm Watching [Watch Virgin River | Netflix Official SiteSearching for a fresh start, a nurse practitioner moves from LA to a remote northern California town and is surprised by what — and who — she finds.![](https://assets.nflxext.com/us/ffe/siteui/common/icons/nficon2016.png)Netflix![](https://occ-0-768-769.1.nflxso.net/dnm/api/v6/E8vDc_W8CLv7-yMQu8KMEC7Rrr8/AAAABcnTgLORW6Sbm0WKos4k4FbBgCij-j1SEBFfcTjnGSr948aWyJY95d4kZnxKS2F2pwoSMsvr2-dNj3neKNyVViAzkNaKI-wjOqmy.jpg?r=e9b)](https://www.netflix.com/browse?jbv=80240027&ref=bramadams.dev) [Watch Life on Our Planet | Netflix Official SiteLife’s extraordinary journey to conquer, adapt and survive on Earth across billions of years comes alive in this groundbreaking nature docuseries.![](https://assets.nflxext.com/us/ffe/siteui/common/icons/nficon2016.png)Netflix![](https://occ-0-768-769.1.nflxso.net/dnm/api/v6/E8vDc_W8CLv7-yMQu8KMEC7Rrr8/AAAABbgye6YdkUX1C2Ne1PY0bdzrgcU1cVmTcVWsUhNCnmwlaMHCRIhm9Hlp98Fc7AQQ2FDMOQcpnTCJwEEiVZo4gXgNO1TWWR-P9Rvo.jpg?r=bc7)](https://www.netflix.com/browse?jbv=80213846&ref=bramadams.dev) [Watch Scott Pilgrim Takes Off | Netflix Official SiteScott Pilgrim meets the girl of his dreams, Ramona Flowers, only to find out her seven evil exes stand in the way of their love.![](https://assets.nflxext.com/us/ffe/siteui/common/icons/nficon2016.png)Netflix![](https://occ-0-768-769.1.nflxso.net/dnm/api/v6/E8vDc_W8CLv7-yMQu8KMEC7Rrr8/AAAABV5Qv5yf43moyvCab4pl5kjxQLHVztdK2bW0CB1HIwBiep6dYLfUYp20Q1IuWT8a8GvBItMA7sLc9aYQNCLa_eEakIP6oN8YaxYQ.jpg?r=098)](https://www.netflix.com/search?q=sc&jbv=81153115&ref=bramadams.dev) # Books ## At Home in the Universe: The Search for the Laws of Self-Organization and Complexity *Stuart A. Kauffman* [(affiliate link)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004VEEO12?ref=bramadams.dev) we left holism behind for ho-ism, amirite yall *crickets* life was already whole from the moment it went from not living to living > **Immanuel Kant, writing more than two centuries ago, saw organisms as wholes. The whole existed by means of the parts; the parts existed both because of and in order to sustain the whole**. This holism has been stripped of a natural role in biology, replaced with the image of the genome as the central directing agency that commands the molecular dance. Yet an autocatalytic set of molecules is perhaps the simplest image one can have of Kant’s holism. Catalytic closure ensures that the whole exists by means of the parts, and they are present both because of and in order to sustain the whole. Autocatalytic sets exhibit the emergent property of holism. **If life began with collectively autocatalytic sets, they deserve awed respect, for the flowering of the biosphere rests on the creative power they unleashed on the globe—awed respect and wonder, but not mysticism.** --- how early was the earliest natural selection? did such a thing know it was making a better choice, or did the environment make its choice for it? > Biologists divide cells and organisms into the genotype (the genetic information) and the phenotype (the enzymes and other proteins, as well as the organs and morphology, that make up the body). With autocatalytic sets, there is no separation between genotype and phenotype. The system serves as its own genome. Nevertheless, the capacity to incorporate novel molecular species, and perhaps eliminate older molecular forms, promises to generate a population of self-reproducing chemical networks with different characteristics. Darwin tells us that such systems will evolve by natural selection. --- ### Issue 35: Flywheels and Silicon Valley Deals URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-35/ Last updated: 2023-12-04T06:39:12.000Z A note on the sama drama, and an engine that hums _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Running a Zero Waste Flywheel URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/state-of-the-flywheel-november-2023/ Last updated: 2024-07-04T12:50:54.000Z šŸ’” The "**arbitrage*" series: \- [ARBITRAGE](https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/) \- [Running a Zero Waste Flywheel](https://www.bramadams.dev/state-of-the-flywheel-november-2023/) \- [Do Less, Better (with leverage!)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304071434/) \- [Issue 38: The Art of Self-Surveillance](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/) ## Video In the past, [I've written that in my view, there is no way to run a sustainable business, especially as a solo provider, without leverage](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304071434/). Leverage, particularly in the form of a flywheel. ## Preamble Energy input into the business system lose "heat to entropy" much like friction in physical systems. Let's say that for a minimum viable product (MVP) – be it an info product, a car, or a house costs five units of energy to make successfully. Anything under this threshold is considered to be "*crap*", or unusable. The roof of the house will collapse, the video is unwatchable due to lag or audio issues, or the car's engine light stays on 24/7\. The math looks something like this: if you provide ten units of energy into your product, and five units are lost to inefficiency, your business will **surely** suffer. Your baseline entropy loss is 50%. If you are tired one day and can only produce eight units through willpower, you **cannot** produce a MVP, as you will only capture four units, despite actually providing enough raw energy input units to make the product. Or conversely, to print two MVP widgets, due to your 50% score, you need to put in **four times** the raw input energy unit just to output two units. Yikes! No wonder burnout among workers is so common. The energy lost to entropy is the work devoted to externalities, communication bottlenecks, context switching, poorly attuned business practices, a desire to want to have things be as you imagine versus meeting them as they are, etc. All of these externalities share one thing in common: **Waste.** To eliminate waste, we must create systems that have the job of **processing waste**. The flywheels I produce in my business aggressively seek to manage waste, while maximizing unbounded opportunity. This is key. Zero waste flywheels are not flywheels of scale, they are flywheels of **waste reduction**. ## A Real World Example Here is my current, actual, GTM flywheel that powers my business of info products, optimized for minimal energy input and allowing me to do what I **like** to do while minimizing what I **have** to do and eliminating what I don't **want** to do. For me, I **like** to: - write code for silly zero-to-one projects - read books I **have** to: - publish my work (weekly newsletter, open-source repos, SaaS apps, videos, essays) - market my work (social media, word of mouth) I **don't want** to: - spend any more time on social media than the bare minimum - video edit These lists are not nearly exhaustive, but I hope the point lands. A business is an orchestra, and you are the conductor. Your task is to coordinate and guide without getting in the way. **Any energy put in should come out with minimal loss.** Without further ado, here is my current flywheel. Let's go through each node one by one: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/flywheel-of-content-nov-2023-2.png) the energy I put in (leda), the capture points in the system, the output (you reading this) \[click pic to zoom on desktop\] On the very left is **me**! I am the **well source** of ideas, execution and judgement for the business, though in the future I very well may be replaced by an AI, but I digress. As long as I am the beacon for my business, it is my duty as business operator to "protect my golden goose", and to make the best use of my work product, or as Austin Kleon puts it in *Show Your Work!*: > Once a day, after you’ve done your day’s work, go back to your documentation and find one little piece of your process that you can share. Where you are in your process will determine what that piece is. If you’re in the very early stages, share your influences and what’s inspiring you. If you’re in the middle of executing a project, write about your methods or share works in progress. If you’ve just completed a project, show the final product, share scraps from the cutting-room floor, or write about what you learned. If you have lots of projects out into the world, you can report on how they’re doing—you can tell stories about how people are interacting with your work. > > – [Show Your Work!: 10 Ways to Share Your Creativity and Get Discovered (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00GU2RGGI/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) I put *raw energy* into **reading** and **livestream coding**. To maximize the value captured from these two processes, I set up a rain bucket of sorts. For **reading**, I read on Kindle. Every time I highlight a passage, it goes through the [Readwise API](https://readwise.io/?ref=bramadams.dev), and ends up in my own creation, the [Commonplace Bot](https://github.com/bramses/commonplace-bot?ref=bramadams.dev). Using embeddings, I surface these highlights whenever and wherever I need them from my Discord. For **coding**, I use [OBS](https://obsproject.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) and [Twitch](https://www.twitch.tv/bramses?ref=bramadams.dev) to record my process live. The benefits of this are multiple. *One*, occasionally someone drops by and says hello (this is rare in the software category of a gaming livestream website, but it happens once in a blue moon) – this is equivalent to community building. *Two*, I get to see my own coding practice and learn how to improve. Much like a weightlifter who reviews his form, seeing my code process shows me where I might improve. *Three*, I get to use these livestreams to make VODs, which I will discuss later. For my **newsletter**, which I publish every Sunday, my reading and Commonplace Bot nodes come *majorly* in handy. I usually just lie in bed and spam the `/random` or `/wander` endpoint until I come across a quote that inspires me to dive deeper. It's that simple. I'm 35 weeks in and the topics are always varied and interesting due to this method. From the livestreams, I make **timelapse videos**. This is trivially easy to do in Final Cut Pro and editing takes me less than fifteen minutes. I get ***another*** slam dunk by literally speaking my newsletter in conversational format as a voiceover. I should pause here for a second to discuss my "*relationship*" with YouTube and Twitch. To be frank, I see them merely as two things: free/cheap video hosting, and marketing engines. I have no ambitions whatsoever to become a *Twitch streame*r or a *Youtuber*, and in fact such things sound quite miserable as a long term career path. These mega platforms are **used** by me (*and I mean that in the strongest sense of the word*) as parts in my flywheel, but if need be can easily be swapped out if need be due to something better cropping up or contract disagreements. If you are considering running your own business, I highly recommend you do the same. The first goal is to **own** your own domain. Anyway... For **creative coding projects**, I publish my work on GitHub repos. This is also simple to do as I do coding on livestream, as well as writing READMEs. The repo itself is a work product for me, as many of my clients have found me through my [open source contributions](https://github.com/bramses?ref=bramadams.dev) or [SaaS apps](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev). Finally, **blog** posts, which are generally filter fed down from all the other processes, or written from scratch because I happen to be particularly inspired (*like this post!*). I have also posted my [Zettelkasten notes from Obsidian](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306282038/) directly to my blog in the past, but recently, [I've done that less](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304251217/). That will be coming back though eventually because I enjoyed it. From the **green arrows** connecting all of the outputs on the ball of chaos on the right, that is all **marketing**. Of course, my penultimate "goal" for online creation as it were is to get people to sign up for my newsletter, as that is where I have the most potent and direct relationship with readers, but I also really like GitHub! So!! Have you kept count? Have you seen how the energy applied at the start turns into different products? Videos, GitHub repos, newsletters, blog posts, all from the two actions of reading and coding, which I would do for **free**? This is the idea of the **zero waste flywheel**, the *nose to tail* operation. If I have low energy due to illness, malaise, or just am not able to muster "ten units of energy input" I lean into "filling the grain silo" by lying in bed and reading, or turning on OBS and my favorite tunes and coding for an hour or two. I don't think about what will happen downstream, because I don't need to worry about it. Later, I go into my silo and "harvest", creating videos, code repositories and more. Finally, I "pollinate" with marketing, and the cycle "scales" by itself. Here's how it breaks down roughly in terms of daily work, split by energy management, goals, and the "internal cooldown" of posting too often on social media: ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/IMG_0029.jpg) ## Conclusion A zero waste flywheel is an aspiration like any other, but one that can always be gotten closer to. By merely being **aware** of our business processes, goals, and customer base, we can make every unit of work we put in net neutral, if not positive, returns on the rest of the business. ### [Timelapse] Using ChatGPT to Code a Audio Player in Swift URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/timelapse/ Last updated: 2023-11-13T21:03:35.000Z I know **very little** about Swift development. Here's how I used ChatGPT to help me code an audio player, a second screen with textbox functionality, and a timer in \~30 minutes. ### Issue 34: We All Start As Strangers URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-34/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T19:17:21.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-33/) ## Video Version ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates My apologies for missing last week's issue. Last Sunday I spent the entire day on a plane crossing the country for OpenAI's Dev Day conference. The conference was extremely well done, the company put a lot of thought was put into every detail, down to the font choice on the ID badges, and...it was just fun! Fun to meet new people, fun to learn new technologies (I rode in a self driving car for the very first time), and fun catch up with old friends. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/11/1699485634562-1.jpeg) I think, though, that this event had deeper meaning for me than most attending. For many present and watching online, the advent of LLMs go back to the launch of ChatGPT. They may have heard of AI from a colleague at work, or a neighbor's kid using ChatGPT as the newest method to circumvent doing math homework. [Perhaps they even saw the South Park episode](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hEk0Tas7xgE&ref=bramadams.dev). But for me and the rest of this group, DevDay was a victory lap of sorts... ## Food For Thought See, the people pictured in this photo ([Andrew](https://twitter.com/AndrewMayne?ref=bramadams.dev), [Abran](https://twitter.com/abran?ref=bramadams.dev), [Natalie](https://twitter.com/NataliePis?ref=bramadams.dev), [Russ](https://twitter.com/un1crom?ref=bramadams.dev)) and those not pictured ([Lucas](https://twitter.com/lucasteez?ref=bramadams.dev), [Vlad](https://twitter.com/Merzmensch?ref=bramadams.dev), [Yash](https://twitter.com/itsyashdani?ref=bramadams.dev)) have spent years as a really unique [Dunbar's Number](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunbar's%5Fnumber?ref=bramadams.dev)\-proof group. I don't know how [Ashley](https://twitter.com/AviatorAshley?ref=bramadams.dev) did it, but she formed a sustaining cabal of friends and collaborators in a world that, at the time, was very hostile to the idea of new friendships (Covid Zoom era malaise + unproven bleeding-edge technology of [GPT-3](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/GPT-3?ref=bramadams.dev) \+ the freneticism of keeping up with the Internet social media trends and "influencing"). The group from the photos above – met over three years ago because of our shared fascination of what a future entwined with LLMs might look like. In other words, we were (and are) a ragtag group of computer geeks! But because we were also blessed with the ability to act upon these fascinations, applying our unique talents and resources, we actually have affected the change we hoped to see in the world, through our careers, leadership, etc. and we have all made some **really cool stuff**. I've learned countless lessons from these people, lessons that I don't think I could have gotten from a more rigid group such as co-workers who come and go as their careers dictate; or a less rigid group, such as the kids I grew up with from my peer group who happened to share the same zip code. Here's the deeper point – the lesson, I suppose. Some values only reveal their relevancy – and perhaps fragility – in hindsight. One of these values is the ability to enjoy the journey – while you are in the middle of journeying. As an analyst "type A" (read: neurotic) human, I spend most of the conscious part of my day plotting and executing, and in the quest to automate, it seems what I really seek causal control – to feel like I had some leadership role in the hurricane whirlwind that is being alive. But, if you become so focused on your goal, blinders will prevent you from picking up positive surprises in life. This group here in these photos is testament to this. The ambassador group is my prime example of a positive unexpected externality, not borne of intention directly, but borne of effort applied to something with no guarantee of "payoff". And what is a goal if it is not "achievable"? What is a journey if it doesn't end? Does it matter? On my [FAQ](https://www.bramadams.dev/faq/) page, I list [Ging's quote about side trips](https://youtu.be/1dZY4Hc1etQ?si=9L%5FOo6gKLVF0yGPk&ref=bramadams.dev) to be one of my commandments of sorts. In a way, this is a lie. Or perhaps, more self-compassionately, an aspiration. I have yet to enjoy the journey while journeying, or pausing to appreciate the small things in life. I am a breathing thunderstorm, a maw that requires constant winds and debris to stay afloat, to stay raging and punishing. The ambassador group was/is the first time in my life that I am forced to stop and marvel at what we've done, where we are going and who we are. There's nothing to do, but sit by the shore of the lake, and appreciate as the waves lap gently at the sand. That, and make really, really, cool stuff. > We all start as strangers, but we forget that we rarely choose who ends up a stranger, too. > > – [101 Essays That Will Change The Way You Think (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01MYMUGQL/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) But, perhaps I'm just feeling nostalgic. I have been on a [country music bender](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v2LixP7n%5FhM&ref=bramadams.dev) lately. --- Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram *P.S. This issue will be public. Next week is back to members only!* ### Issue 33: Is Using AI to Write Code Cheating? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-33/ Last updated: 2023-11-13T01:42:56.000Z No fair, Mom said it's my turn to convene with the spirits _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Issue 32: Go Meta on Time Management URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-32/ Last updated: 2023-10-30T04:00:29.000Z A few thoughts on time management _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Issue 31: Is the Game You're Playing Infinite? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-31/ Last updated: 2023-10-30T04:04:48.000Z When the game ends, who will be left to tally the final score? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Care, Authority, Emotion URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/care-authority-emotion/ Last updated: 2023-10-20T19:49:02.000Z ## Stream [(youtube url)](https://youtu.be/9PA3VR0Gc-I?si=5MjV861SnT0f%5F1Gf&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Threads - [Why it is critical to care...but not too much!](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1162533665838997535?ref=bramadams.dev) - [How to manage emotions in the face of your deep values](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1162533799511478372?ref=bramadams.dev) - [What makes someone authority? What is good authority?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1162533799511478372?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Code Poem (Ode to Way of Kings!) [Run it on Replit here to see the computed output of the poem!](https://replit.com/@bramses/first-test-code-poem?ref=bramadams.dev#index.js) ```javascript summon(the_hero) // to the front let him = "stick his courage to his chest" if (he_falls) { while (fighting) { continue // to } summon(the_rest) } ``` ### Anergy & Software URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/anergy-software/ Last updated: 2023-10-14T02:46:27.000Z [(link to Youtube video)](https://youtu.be/4tUWfYefmYw?si=NMi8fs4JbZpRFpAA&ref=bramadams.dev) On this livestream we discuss: - [what the definition of *"anergy"* is - the type of energy only humans can create](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1162107065964187829?ref=bramadams.dev) - [why most software has yet to be written, even on discrete hardware](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1162151235105849415?ref=bramadams.dev) - [the difference between a **finite game** and an **infinite game** – and how it applies to enslavement and death](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1162163499791818812?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 30 - September Book Review! URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-30/ Last updated: 2023-10-16T01:40:54.000Z What book (or books) will reign supreme in September? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### I'm Fire on the Campsite and on the Mic URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/fire-on-the-mic-and-cooking/ Last updated: 2023-10-07T14:07:16.000Z In this stream we discuss chimps vs humans in terms of stomach size and cooking and what makes humans unique, and the best way to use a microphone. ## Stream [(link to youtube video)](https://youtu.be/j9ZBsre9g6I?si=r43HlauY9WPmrdYA&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Threads - [What is the difference in the time it takes for humans and chimpanzees to reach maturity?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1159931746192720022?ref=bramadams.dev) - [What is humanity's greatest power and how does it contribute to human evolution?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1159936366013071431?ref=bramadams.dev) - [What should you do, even if your voice is loud, when you have the choice to use a microphone?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1159936368395419668?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Men Without Women and the Other Books I Read in September 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/men-without-women-and-the-other-books-i-read-in-september-2023/ Last updated: 2023-10-09T04:49:50.000Z **Editors Note: All the Links for the Books are Affiliate. If you buy a book, I get a little kick back. Thank you!!** ## [Men Without Women](https://amzn.to/3F6yzyu?ref=bramadams.dev) **Rating:** 5/**5** > ā€œBut, as far as I can tell, even if what you do isn’t normal, it’s not bothering anybody.ā€ ā€œNot right now.ā€ ā€œSo what’s wrong with that?ā€ I said. I might have been a little upset then (at what or whom I couldn’t say). I could feel my tone getting rough around the edges. ā€œWho says there’s anything wrong with that? If you’re not bothering anybody right now, then so what? Who knows anything beyond right now anyway? You want to speak the Kansai dialect, then you should. Go for it. You don’t want to study for the entrance exam? Then don’t. Don’t feel like sticking your hand inside Erika Kuritani’s panties? Who’s saying you have to? It’s your life. You should do what you want and forget about what other people think.ā€ ([Location 926](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B01KE64XTS&location=926&ref=bramadams.dev)) > But when I look back at myself at age twenty, what I remember most is being alone and lonely. I had no girlfriend to warm my body or my soul, no friends I could open up to. No clue what I should do every day, no vision for the future. For the most part, I remained hidden away, deep within myself. Sometimes I’d go a week without talking to anybody. That kind of life continued for a year. A long, long year. Whether this period was a cold winter that left valuable growth rings inside me, I can’t really say. At the time I felt as if every night I, too, were gazing out a porthole at a moon made of ice. A transparent, eight-inch-thick, frozen moon. But no one was beside me. I watched that moon alone, unable to share its cold beauty with anyone. Yesterday Is two days before tomorrow, The day after two days ago. I hope that in Denver (or some other faraway town) Kitaru is happy. If it’s too much to ask that he’s happy, I hope at least that today he has his health, and all his needs met. For no one knows what kind of dreams tomorrow will bring. ([Location 1033](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B01KE64XTS&location=1033&ref=bramadams.dev)) > ā€œWhen I read this, it shocked me. If the time and place had been different, I might very well have suffered the same terrible fate. If for some reason—I don’t know why—I was suddenly dragged away from my present life, deprived of all my rights, and reduced to living as a number, what in the world would I become? I shut the book and thought about this. Other than my skills as a plastic surgeon, and the trust I’ve earned from others, I have no other redeeming features, no other talents. I’m just a fifty-two-year-old man. I’m healthy, though I don’t have the stamina I had when I was young. I wouldn’t be able to stand hard physical labor for long. The things I’m good at are selecting a nice Pinot Noir, frequenting some sushi restaurants and others where I’m considered a valued customer, choosing stylish accessories as gifts for women, playing the piano a little (I can sight-read simple sheet music). But that’s about the size of it. If I were thrown into a place like Auschwitz, none of that would help.ā€ I agreed with him. In a concentration camp Pinot Noir, amateur piano performances, and sparkling conversational skills would be totally useless. ([Location 1275](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B01KE64XTS&location=1275&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## [Mindbody Prescription](https://amzn.to/3tufgwm?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/10/image.png) **Rating:** 1/**5** > The purpose of a defense mechanism (in this case physical symptoms) is to divert people’s attention to the body, so that they can avoid the awareness of or confrontation with certain unconscious (repressed) feelings. ([Location 263](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B000FA5SJS&location=263&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Retirement is generally ā€œdangerous to your health,ā€ whether you’re a man or a woman. The loss of status, the change of pattern and lifestyle almost invariably produce disturbing internal reactions that may cause emotional or physical symptoms. Some of the strongest feelings arise in the nonworking wife of a retiree. Now you have to interact with your husband all his waking hours; you may find yourself cooking three meals a day. One woman remarked that it’s like having a teenager around the house again. ([Location 325](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B000FA5SJS&location=325&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Perfectionism is the predominant personality characteristic in many of my patients. In others, however, a closely related compulsion—the need to be good—is primary. These people are driven to be helpful, often to the extent of sacrificing their own needs. They have a desire to ingratiate, to want everyone to like them. Cultural or religious influences can enhance this tendency. Society mandates that you be a good son or daughter, a good spouse, a good parent, a congenial fellow-worker. This powerful drive, like perfectionism, seems to stem from deep feelings of inadequacy. What’s wrong with striving to be perfect and good? Doesn’t that benefit everybody? From a social and interpersonal perspective, it’s wonderful, but it also engenders great internal anger. Though we may consciously want to be and do good, the narcissistic self does not have such an imperative. Indeed, it reacts with anger at the imposition. Add to this the unconscious anger at not being fully appreciated for our efforts and, worst of all, the anger at ourselves for not living up to our own expectations. Remember, the unconscious is often irrational. A young mother with a newborn, whom she loves dearly, is very worried about doing things right, and she’s up half the night. Completely preoccupied with being a mother, she is unaware that she is unconsciously angry at the baby. Many of my patients have found it difficult to accept the idea that parents may be unconsciously angry at their children. ([Location 573](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B000FA5SJS&location=573&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## [What Tech Calls Thinking](https://amzn.to/3trC53Z?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/10/image-1.png) **Rating:** 5/**5** > In the dominant discourse about dropping out, several things are equated that in our own lives we know to be unequal: university equals the courses you took; the courses you took equal the courses that prepared you for eventual business success. To be clear: Zuckerberg wasn’t advising that you drop out of college when he brought up his Harvard side projects. He gave the example to illustrate the importance of being creative ā€œoutside of the jobs you’ve done.ā€ So, once again, CNBC’s framing is off, but at the same time, Zuckerberg is perhaps revealing how he thought of college: It was his first job. He stuck it out long enough to learn what he needed to learn, but when it turned stale and a new opportunity came along, he hopped firms. Anyone who’s watched people switch jobs in tech, especially in Silicon Valley, has seen this habit in action: there is a genuine fear among young and talented tech workers in Silicon Valley of staying too long at a company whose luster has dimmed, whose tech no longer gets anyone excited. There’s the panic in people’s eyes as they admit to being at the same startup that still, even after two or three years, no one has heard of and no one cares about. ([Location 259](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B084M1NCF7&location=259&ref=bramadams.dev)) > And what tech calls thinking may be undergoing a further shift. Fred Turner, a professor of communication at Stanford, traced the intellectual origins of Silicon Valley in his book From Counterculture to Cyberculture (2006). The generation Turner covered in that book came of age in the sixties, and if they made money in the Valley, they’re playing tennis in Woodside now; if they taught, they are mostly retiring. The ethos is changing. ā€œAs little as ten years ago,ā€ Turner told me, ā€œthe look for a programmer was still long hair, potbelly, Gryffindor T-shirt. I don’t see that as much anymore.ā€ The generation of thinkers and innovators Turner wrote about still read entire books of philosophy; they had Ph.D.s; they had gotten interested in computers because computers allowed them to ask big questions that previously had been impossible to ask, let alone answer. Eric Roberts is of that generation. He got his Ph.D. in 1980 and taught at Wellesley before coming to Stanford. He shaped into the form they take today two of the courses that together are the gateway to Stanford’s computer science major. CS 106A, Programming Methodologies, and 106B, Programming Abstractions, are a rite of passage for Stanford students; almost all students, whether they are computer science majors or not, enroll in one or the other during their time at the university. Roberts’s other course was CS 181, Computers, Ethics, and Public Policy. Back in the day, CS 181 was a small writing class that prepared computer scientists for the ethical ramifications of their inventions. Today it is a massive class, capped at a hundred students, that has become one more thing hundreds of majors check off their lists before they graduate. Eric Roberts left Stanford in 2015, and today teaches much smaller classes at Reed College in Portland. As Roberts tells it, the real change happened in 2008, though ā€œit almost happened in the eighties, it almost happened in the nineties.ā€ During those tech booms, the number of computer science majors exploded, to the point where the faculty had trouble teaching enough classes for them. ā€œBut then,ā€ Roberts says, ā€œthe dot-com bust probably saved us.ā€ The number of majors declined precipitously when after the bubble burst media reports were full of laid-off dot-com employees. Most of those employees were back to making good money again by 2002, but the myth of precariousness persisted—until the Great Recession, that is, which was when what Roberts calls the ā€œget-rich-quick crowdā€ was forced out of investment banking and started looking back at the ship they had prematurely jumped from in 2001\. When venture capital got burned in the real estate market and in finance after 2008, for instance, it came west, ready to latch on to something new. The tech industry we know today is what happens when certain received notions meet with a massive amount of cash with nowhere else to go. ([Location 121](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B084M1NCF7&location=121&ref=bramadams.dev)) > In 2019, Jack Dorsey, the CEO of Twitter, explained in an interview with Rolling Stone that the true reason his platform was crawling with Nazi trolls was that users—his customers—were derelict in their duties. ā€œThey see things,ā€ he complained, ā€œbut it’s easier to tweet ā€˜get rid of the Nazis’ than to report it.ā€ Twitter was happy to take responsibility for Tahrir Square, it seems, but Nazis are someone else’s problem. The promotional materials the companies put out claim revolutionary potential for their platforms, but in the end, the tech giants are always happy to get out of jail free by pointing out that they are not responsible for the content on those platforms. There is a tendency in Silicon Valley to want to be revolutionary without, you know, revolutionizing anything. ([Location 629](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B084M1NCF7&location=629&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## [The Way of Kings](https://amzn.to/48GQskZ?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/10/image-2.png) **Rating:** 5/**5 (ongoing)** > When she drew, she didn’t feel as if she worked with only charcoal and paper. In drawing a portrait, her medium was the soul itself. There were plants from which one could remove a tiny cutting—a leaf, or a bit of stem—then plant it and grow a duplicate. When she collected a Memory of a person, she was snipping free a bud of their soul, and she cultivated and grew it on the page. Charcoal for sinew, paper pulp for bone, ink for blood, the paper’s texture for skin. She fell into a rhythm, a cadence, the scratching of her pencil like the sound of breathing from those she depicted. ([Location 2064](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B003P2WO5E&location=2064&ref=bramadams.dev)) > ā€œSyl?ā€ he finally prompted. ā€œWere you going to say something?ā€ ā€œIt seems I’ve heard men talk about times when there were no lies.ā€ ā€œThere are stories,ā€ Kaladin said, ā€œabout the times of the Heraldic Epochs, when men were bound by honor. But you’ll always find people telling stories about supposedly better days. You watch. A man joins a new team of soldiers, and the first thing he’ll do is talk about how wonderful his old team was. We remember the good times and the bad ones, forgetting that most times are neither good nor bad. They just are.ā€ ([Location 6009](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B003P2WO5E&location=6009&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The eastern horizon, inverted in his sight, was growing darker. From this perspective, the storm was like the shadow of some enormous beast lumbering across the ground. He felt the disturbing fuzziness of a person who had been hit too hard on the head. Concussion. That was what it was called. He was having trouble thinking, but he didn’t want to fall unconscious. He wanted to stare at the highstorm straight on, though it terrified him. He felt the same panic he’d felt looking down into the black chasm, back when he’d nearly killed himself. It was the fear of what he could not see, what he could not know. The stormwall approached, the visible curtain of rain and wind at the advent of a highstorm. It was a massive wave of water, dirt, and rocks, hundreds of feet high, thousands upon thousands of windspren zipping before it. In battle, he’d been able to fight his way to safety with the skill of his spear. When he’d stepped to the edge of the chasm, there had been a line of retreat. This time, there was nothing. No way to fight or avoid that black beast, that shadow spanning the entirety of the horizon, plunging the world into an early night. ([Location 10098](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B003P2WO5E&location=10098&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## [Command and Control](https://amzn.to/46ZmzLl?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/10/image-3.png) **Rating:** 5/**5 (ongoing)** > If an emergency war order arrived from SAC headquarters, every missile crew officer would face a decision with almost unimaginable consequences. Given the order to launch, Childers would comply without hesitation. He had no desire to commit mass murder. And yet the only thing that prevented the Soviet Union from destroying the United States with nuclear weapons, according to the Cold War theory of deterrence, was the threat of being annihilated, as well. Childers had faith in the logic of nuclear deterrence: his willingness to launch the missile ensured that it would never be launched. At Vandenberg he had learned the general categories and locations of Titan II targets. Some were in the Soviet Union, others in China. But a crew was never told where its missile was aimed. That sort of knowledge might inspire doubt. Like four members of a firing squad whose rifles were loaded with three bullets and one blank, a missile crew was expected to obey the order to fire, without bearing personal responsibility for the result. ([Location 461](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00C5R7F8G&location=461&ref=bramadams.dev)) > At first, the British refrained from deliberate attacks on German civilians. The policy of the Royal Air Force (RAF) changed, however, in the fall of 1941\. The Luftwaffe had attacked the English cathedral town of Coventry, and most of the RAF bombs aimed at Germany’s industrial facilities were missing by a wide mark. The RAF’s new target would be something more intangible than rail yards or munitions plants: the morale of the German people. Bombarding residential neighborhoods, it was hoped, would diminish the will to fight. ā€œThe immediate aim is, therefore, twofold,ā€ an RAF memo explained, ā€œnamely, to produce (i) destruction, and (ii) the fear of death.ā€ The RAF Bomber Command, under the direction of Air Marshal Arthur ā€œBomberā€ Harris, unleashed a series of devastating nighttime raids on German cities… ([Location 994](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00C5R7F8G&location=994&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The dangers of fallout were inadvertently made public when a Japanese fishing boat, the Lucky Dragon, arrived at its home port of Yaizu two weeks after the Bravo test. The twenty-three crew members were suffering from radiation poisoning. Their boat was radioactive—and so was the tuna they’d caught. The Lucky Dragon had been about eighty miles from the detonation, well outside the military’s exclusion zone. One of the crew died, and the rest were hospitalized for eight months. The incident revived memories of Hiroshima and Nagasaki, sparking protests throughout Japan. When Japanese doctors asked for information about the fallout, the American government refused to provide it, worried that details of the blast might reveal the use of lithium deuteride as the weapon’s fuel. Amid worldwide outrage about the radiation poisonings, the Soviet Union scored a propaganda victory. At the United Nations, the Soviets called for an immediate end to nuclear testing and the abolition of all nuclear weapons. Although sympathetic to those demands, President Eisenhower could hardly agree to them, because the entire national security policy of the United States now depended on its nuclear weapons. ([Location 2529](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00C5R7F8G&location=2529&ref=bramadams.dev)) ### Wealth Gaps, Rocks, and More URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/wealth-gaps-and-rocks/ Last updated: 2023-10-05T19:54:37.000Z In this episode, we use `/wander` and find ourselves discussing societal wealth gaps, a warrior's honor, and the role of rocks in sibling appeasment. ## Stream ## Threads - [What is a commonplace book, anyway?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1159278350066516029?ref=bramadams.dev) - [How do wealth gaps stress individuals and societies?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1159284008459452416?ref=bramadams.dev) - [Why are the Northeastern states richer than the South?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1159289085505064981?ref=bramadams.dev) - [How do you appease your older brother after he chastises you?](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1059980664222515273/1159290834110382200?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Authors at the Water Cooler: The Masochist's Inbox URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-at-the-water-cooler/ Last updated: 2023-10-02T15:47:07.000Z > The problem, of course, is that email didn’t live up to its billing as a productivity silver bullet. The quick phone call, it turns out, cannot always be replaced with a single quick message, but instead often requires dozens of ambiguous digital notes passed back and forth to replicate the interactive nature of conversation. > > \-- [A World Without Email: Reimagining Work in an Age of Communication Overload (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08BKSJX1M/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/10/public---2023-10-02T114608.328.png) A single email exchange never ends, it is merely paused. > Once most people believe that one ought to be able to answer forty emails in the space of an hour, your continued employment may become dependent on being able to do so, regardless of your feelings on the matter. > > \-- [Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08FGV64B1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/10/public---2023-10-02T114614.274.png) We expect each other and ourselves to be prompt at maintaining *n* conversation threads, ongoing, ongoing, ongoing. > In a situation where every waking moment has become the time in which we make our living, and when we submit even our leisure for numerical evaluation via likes on Facebook and Instagram, constantly checking on its performance like one checks a stock, monitoring the ongoing development of our personal brand, time becomes an economic resource that we can no longer justify spending on ā€œnothing.ā€ It provides no return on investment; it is simply too expensive. This is a cruel confluence of time and space: just as we lose noncommercial spaces, we also see all of our own time and our actions as potentially commercial. > > \-- [How to Do Nothing: Resisting the Attention Economy (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07FLNFRGK/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/10/public---2023-10-02T114619.572.png) Without strict delineations, boundaries for finite response windows (to stimuli), we will take the low road, and absorb it's costs. We fetishize the pain of never reaching inbox zero because it proves to ourselves that we still matter. If others say that they need us, we are willing to suffer to walk that ideal. ### Issue 29: Anything But Commonplace URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-29/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:34:24.000Z Commonplace Bot is live!! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Authors at the Water Cooler: The Tricks Our Eyes Play About Space URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-at-the-water-cooler-the-tricks-our-eyes-play-about-space/ Last updated: 2023-10-01T23:29:34.000Z > **If we had eyes that could see magnetic fields, Jupiter would look five times larger than the full Moon in the sky**. Spacecraft that visit Jupiter must be designed to remain unaffected by this powerful force. As the English physicist Michael Faraday demonstrated in the 1800s, if you pass a wire across a magnetic field you generate a voltage difference along the wire’s length. For this reason, fast-moving metal space probes will have electrical currents induced within them. Meanwhile, these currents generate magnetic fields of their own that interact with the ambient magnetic field in ways that retard the space probe’s motion. > > \-- [Astrophysics for People in a Hurry (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01MAWT2MO/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-30T153814.595.png) > Maybe they’re doing what some of our own planet-hunters typically do: monitoring stars to see if they jiggle at regular intervals. A star’s periodic jiggle betrays the existence of an orbiting planet that may be too dim to see directly. **Contrary to what most people suppose**, a planet does not orbit its host star. Instead, both the planet and its host star revolve around their common center of mass. The more massive the planet, the larger the star’s response must be, and the more measurable the jiggle gets when you analyze the star’s light. Unfortunately for planet-hunting aliens, Earth is puny, so the Sun barely budges, which would further challenge alien engineers. > > \-- [Astrophysics for People in a Hurry (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01MAWT2MO/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-30T153828.402.png) > Although we first noticed a daily rotation by observing stars, it is not a property of the stars at all, but of the Earth, and of the observers who rotate with it. **It is a classic example of the deceptiveness of the senses**: the Earth looks and feels as though it is at rest beneath our feet, even though it is really rotating. As for the celestial sphere, despite being visible in broad daylight (as the sky), it does not exist at all. \-- [The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005DXR5ZC/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-30T153839.363.png) A few days ago I wrote about the limits of empirical thinking, how it is of utmost importance to not be too heavily swayed by what you see being the truth. Using the scientific method, we can leverage our senses **and** our *senseless* to understand the truth of the universe. [Authors at the Water Cooler: Empiricism is Badi have to see it to believe it![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-23-11-40-36.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-table-empiricism-is-bad/) ### An Embedding Technique I've Been Enjoying URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/an-embedding-technique-ive-been-enjoying/ Last updated: 2023-09-28T02:56:29.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/IMG_8530.jpg) [ Cache and transform embeddings cache and transform embeddings.pdf 297 KB download-circle ](https://www.bramadams.dev/content/files/2023/09/cache-and-transform-embeddings.pdf "Download") ### Authors at the Water Cooler: The Act of Journaling URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-at-the-water-cooler-the-act-of-journaling/ Last updated: 2023-09-27T22:10:49.000Z > When I was twenty or so, I tried several times to keep a diary, but I just couldn’t do it. So many things were happening around me back then that I could barely keep up with them, let alone stand still and write them all down in a notebook. And most of these things weren’t the kind that made me think, Oh, I’ve got to write this down. It was all I could do to open my eyes in the strong headwind, catch my breath, and forge ahead. > > \-- [Men Without Women: Stories (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01KE64XTS/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-27T151916.271.png) I've met many people who have started and stopped their practice of journaling. Some quit due to inconvience, others because they are afraid they have nothing to say. The only way to make it stick is to find the addiction. The need to write has to become like the urgency of breath. If you can't find the rights words, make them up. > Writing in a diary is a really strange experience for someone like me. Not only because I’ve never written anything before, but also because it seems to me that later on neither I nor anyone else will be interested in the musings of a thirteen-year-old schoolgirl. > > \-- [The Diary of a Young Girl (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0B1PZQ6PX/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-27T151905.709.png) She was wrong! Millions of people have cried, and have vowed to become better people because they read her work. > Most twentysomethings can’t write the last sentence of their lives, but when pressed, they usually can identify things they want in their thirties or forties or sixties—or things they don’t want—and work backward from there. This is how you have your own multigenerational epic with a happy ending. This is how you live your life in real time. > > \-- [The Defining Decade: Why Your Twenties Matter--And How to Make the Most of Them Now (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005SCSCAU/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-27T151854.296.png) Again, you don't need to be definitive with writing. There is no conclusion to thought, merely the next thought. Writing is that. But on paper! ### Authors at the Water Cooler: We Inherited Music URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-at-the-water-cooler-we-inherited-music/ Last updated: 2023-09-27T00:14:36.000Z > The musician’s power of expression is founded upon a prior obedience. To what? To her teacher, perhaps, but this isn’t the main thing—there is such a thing as the self-taught musician. Her obedience rather is to the mechanical realities of her instrument, which in turn answer to certain natural necessities of music that can be expressed mathematically. > > \-- [The World Beyond Your Head: On Becoming an Individual in an Age of Distraction (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00O0G1A6S/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-26T091706.167.png) When a musician strums a guitar, or strikes a drum, they attune to the instrument as it is in reality, they constrain their creativity to the instrument's real physical properties. The forging of sound is in reality riding the stream of sounds, reacting to the tones and intonations of vibrations of air. Predicting how to change these air vibrations to match your intention as an artist, your goals, is what it means to create in a world that waits for you to be clever. --- > To be sure, if one inquires historically, one finds that cultural forms are products of human will as exercised in the past; someone had to invent the mixolydian scale. But from the standpoint of any particular individual in the present, they are experienced as a horizon of possibility that has already been set (they are an ā€œinheritance,ā€ to anticipate the theme of Part III). > > \-- [The World Beyond Your Head: On Becoming an Individual in an Age of Distraction (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00O0G1A6S/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-26T091658.579.png) What happens when constraints are loosened? What happens when a musician leverages a new technique on an instrument many hundreds of years old? Are they finding something new? Or are they merely discovering the next logical step? --- > Much like the glamorous, long-haired heavy-metal guitarists whom I worshipped as a youth, the most compelling virtuosos are often boring nerds who sat in their room for ten hours a day, practising their scales.\* > > \-- [Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07VZFWMN1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-26T091650.966.png) > If there is one thing I have learned through my long music career, it's to choose the style you want to get exceptionally good at and don't lose focus. > > \-- [Music Habits - The Mental Game of Electronic Music Production: Finish Songs Fast, Beat Procrastination and Find Your Creative Flow (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00ZJG398U/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-26T091645.029.png) Unfortunately, reality rarely gives up its nuance so easily. We as creators must attune to the constraints of our art form, attune to the constraints of our audience, attune to the constraints of our goals. Focus! Focus! To say what needs to be said, we need to listen to what we have, and what we're missing. ### Authors at the Water Cooler: Why Did We Bother Coming in to Work? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-at-the-water-cooler-why-did-we-bother-coming-in-to-work/ Last updated: 2023-09-25T14:56:40.000Z > The modern workplace is an unnatural environment for a human creature. Factory workers stand in a fixed spot performing repetitive tasks for hours upon hours, day after day. Knowledge workers sit at their desks under harsh fluorescent lights, paying sustained, focused attention to intricate (and often mind-numbing) details. Everyone has to wake up early, show up on time, do what they’re told, and submit to a system of rewards and punishments. \-- [The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Motives in Everyday Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B077GZT9Q1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-25T104913.277.png) Do you like what you do? Rather, do you feel that what you do daily is something you chose? Or at the bare minimum, did you choose **not to choose?** > A company man is someone who feels that he has something huge to lose if he doesn’t behave as a company man—that is, he has skin in the game. In return, the firm is bound by a pact to keep the company man on the books as long as feasible, that is, until mandatory retirement, after which he would go play golf with a comfortable pension, with former coworkers as partners. \-- [Skin in the Game: Hidden Asymmetries in Daily Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B075HYVP7C/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-25T104907.876.png) > An employee is—by design—more valuable inside a firm than outside of it; that is, more valuable to the employer than the marketplace. \-- [Skin in the Game: Hidden Asymmetries in Daily Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B075HYVP7C/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-25T104929.819.png) Many (white collar) employees at one point or another are kept on payroll not because their absence has a noticeable impact on the degradation of the company product, but because the company needs to world build the lore of itself to convince itself of its own value. In this relationship, the employee is merely a target dummy, a object to be the subject of someone else's (though you're never quite told who's) vision of the company. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/image-6.png) a boss and his employee > How much of a worker’s hourly activity during the day actually accomplishes anything worthwhile? Managers trade war stories about wall-to-wall meetings as badges of honor, in spite of the fact that endless meetings are almost universally derided as pointless. Line level employees spend time at the water cooler, the cafeteria, the bathroom, the smoking area, and just about anywhere else that allows them to snatch back a few minutes of their lives. People waste time, chat, read articles on the internet, instant message each other, and generally find any and all possible ways to do everything but work when they’re at work. But as long as they’re in the office, it’s still considered work. The cult of hours is the modern corporate incarnation of the Protestant work ethic, a principle in which hard work and frugality are viewed as the soul’s salvation. The general idea of the Protestant work ethic is, ā€œIf you’re not enjoying yourself, you’re doing good.ā€ In the corporate world, it translates to, ā€œIf you’re not enjoying yourself, it must be good. And if you’re at work, you’re not enjoying yourself, so showing up is good.ā€ \-- [Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0722H41SG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-25T104924.788.png) Because of this, the modern office operates somewhere between an adult daycare and a church. You're required to go, to be visible to your fellow churchgoers, required to sit in your pew, to stand when you're told to, to go to the bathroom when your boss says its appropriate, and conduct your daily prayer of standup. > Or at the bare minimum, did you choose **not to choose?** > For a worker in an organisation, job security depends not only on internal politics but also, and more ominously, on the company’s ability to remain profitable in a marketplace in which few producers can defend their competitive position or pricing power for long. \-- [Status Anxiety (Vintage International) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B001NJUPD4/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-25T104919.104.png) The underlying irony of it all? The church of the office is duotheistic: it worships itself (politics, self-image, narrative and company values) and it worships the market (how the world perceives and uses your company output). Many employees find in hindsight that they were hired by the first god, and fired by the second. ### Issue 28: The Gooey Center of Computing URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202309242142/ Last updated: 2023-09-25T03:00:01.000Z Volcanic activity creating lands in the sea, as it were _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Authors at the Water Color: Avoiding Emotions Triggers Emotion URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-at-the-water-color-avoiding-emotions-triggers-emotion/ Last updated: 2023-09-24T15:22:41.000Z > Kino knew who was knocking. The knocking wanted him to get out of bed and open the door. Forcefully, persistently. The person didn’t have the strength to open the door from the outside. The door had to be opened by Kino’s own hand, from the inside. It struck him that this visit was exactly what he’d been hoping for, yet, at the same time, what he’d been fearing above all. The ambiguous ambiguity was precisely this, holding on to an empty space between two extremes. **ā€œYou were hurt, a little, weren’t you?ā€ his wife had asked. ā€œI’m human, after all. I was hurt,ā€ he’d replied. But that wasn’t true. Half of it, at least, was a lie. I wasn’t hurt enough when I should have been, Kino admitted to himself. When I should have felt real pain, I stifled it. I didn’t want to take it on, so I avoided facing up to it. Which is why my heart is so empty now. The snakes have grabbed that spot and are trying to hide their coldly beating hearts there.** ā€œThis was a comfortable place not just for me but for anybody,ā€ Kamita had said. Kino finally understood what he meant. \-- [Men Without Women: Stories (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01KE64XTS/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-24T110000.837.png) > He wasn’t sure why, but he felt no anger or bitterness toward his wife, or the colleague she was sleeping with. The betrayal had been a shock, for sure, but, as time passed, he began to feel as if it couldn’t have been helped, as if this had been his fate all along. In his life, after all, he had achieved nothing, had been totally unproductive. He couldn’t make anyone else happy, and, of course, couldn’t make himself happy. **Happiness? He wasn’t even sure what that meant. He didn’t have a clear sense, either, of emotions like pain or anger, disappointment or resignation, and how they were supposed to feel. The most he could do was create a place where his heart—devoid now of any depth or weight—could be tethered, to keep it from wandering aimlessly.** This little bar, Kino, tucked into a backstreet, became that place. And it became, too—not by design, exactly—a strangely comfortable space. \-- [Men Without Women: Stories (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01KE64XTS/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-24T110008.491.png) If Kino had dealt with his feelings of anger and grief from infidelity off the jump, he would have felt the pain and moved on. Instead, by supressing it, he ended up feeling the pain much further down the road and has lost the time he could've felt similar. Thorfinn went through something similar in Vinland Saga, after losing the object of his hatred, his purpose for being. But he realized the only way to address this empty feeling was to fill it with something else. With a goal. With care. Kino was robbed not only happiness, hatred and sadness, but his ability to care. > Usually, such moments are short-lived, as the mind quickly resumes its noise-making activity that we call thinking. Love, joy, and peace cannot flourish until you have freed yourself from mind dominance. But they are not what I would call emotions. They lie beyond the emotions, on a much deeper level. **So you need to become fully conscious of your emotions and be able to feel them before you can feel that which lies beyond them. Emotion literally means ā€œdisturbance.ā€ The word comes from the Latin emovere, meaning ā€œto disturb.ā€** \-- [The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B002361MLA/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-24T110349.915.png) At the bottom of the pool, where the surface is disturbed, lie the next step you need to take. Making calm intentional decisions is like waiting until the surface of the water settles before reaching in. If you can't see, you won't be able to hit your target. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-24-11-15-21.png) > ā€œIt is emotion that allows you to mark things as good, bad, or indifferent.ā€ \-- [Atomic Habits: An Easy & Proven Way to Build Good Habits & Break Bad Ones (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07D23CFGR/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-24T110355.554.png) At the same time, waiting and watching emotions to give them time to dispel is not the same as ignoring them, as Kino did. You can actually use the disturbance itself to teach you about the true nature of why you are feeling what you are feeling. Injustice triggers anger, success triggers pride, the unknown triggers fear. These are helpful signals as to what is really going on. ### Authors at the Water Cooler: Empiricism is Bad URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/authors-table-empiricism-is-bad/ Last updated: 2023-09-23T15:42:55.000Z > empiricism is the key to progress > > rationalism is the key to sounding smart > > — Sam Altman (@sama) [September 22, 2023](https://twitter.com/sama/status/1705249487248404636?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) All knowledge, progress included, comes from conjecture which comes from theory. Empiricism as a measure stick for progress quite literally puts the cart before the horse. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Pasted-image-20230923111017-1.png) > Empiricism is the idea that knowledge comes to us through the senses. Now, that’s completely false: **all knowledge is conjectural**. It first comes from within and is intended to solve problems, not to summarize data. But this idea that experience has authority, and that only experience has authority—false though it is—was a wonderful defense against previous forms of authority, which were not only invalid but stultifying. But in the twentieth century, a horrible thing happened, which is that people started taking empiricism seriously—not just as a defense, but as being literally true—and that almost killed certain sciences. Even within physics; it greatly impeded progress in quantum theory. \-- [Making Sense: Conversations on Consciousness, Morality, and the Future of Humanity (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B081FF7SZZ/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) The problem with relying on what you see is that what you see isn't truly what is, but your individual take on what is. Everything is connected to everything else, and you cant see everything at once! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-23T110904.703-1.png) > Instrumentalism, even aside from the philosophical enormity of reducing science to a collection of statements about human experiences, does not make sense in its own terms. For there is no such thing as a purely predictive, explanationless theory. One cannot make even the simplest prediction without invoking quite a sophisticated explanatory framework. \-- [The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005DXR5ZC/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) This does not mean we do not test our assumptions, and edit our conclusions when we come face to face with reality. Reality is the cart, the arbiter. Ideas, creativity and guessing is he who goes first into Plato's cave. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-23T114010.926.png) > To avoid the various foolish opinions to which mankind are prone, no superhuman genius is required. A few simple rules will keep you, not from all error, but from silly error. If the matter is one that can be settled by observation, make the observation yourself. Aristotle could have avoided the mistake of thinking that women have fewer teeth than men, by the simple device of asking Mrs. Aristotle to keep her mouth open while he counted. He did not do so because he thought he knew. Thinking that you know when in fact you don’t is a fatal mistake, to which we are all prone. \-- [Essays in Skepticism (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00OC3H22A/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ### September 23 2022 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-23-2022/ Last updated: 2023-10-04T05:43:34.000Z The products weren’t the only thing on sale; so too was a lifestyle. 0:00 /0:43 1Ɨ ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-23T111045.640-1.png) is that dudes head a speaker? > In the programmer’s escape plan, getting away from delivery is the absolute most critical pillar. There are other facets of that escape, but this is truly thing one. Opportunists in software development establish themselves as other, realize that they need to escape, and then get away from delivery as quickly as possible. \-- [Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0722H41SG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-23T111039.361.png) cant build good software without writing bad software. just dont depend critical systems on bad software. also, dont be cheap! > Part of this problem comes from companies thinking that they can sprinkle a few high-priced ā€œarchitectsā€ among legions of half-trained entry-level developers and achieve the same outcome as they would sending a couple of industrial engineers to make factory workers on an assembly line more efficient. But part of this also comes from the culture of their risk-minimizing, efficiency-obsessed quick hooks. They heap restrictions, committees, audits, and all sorts of other organizational cruft on top of these legions of developers and then demand to know why they’re going so slowly. ā€œWhat do you mean it’s hard to get the software you need?ā€ the company says. ā€œWe approved that text editor you wanted in just under six weeks!ā€ \-- [Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0722H41SG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Pasted-image-20230923111017.png) sick graphic > Empiricism is the idea that knowledge comes to us through the senses. Now, that’s completely false: all knowledge is conjectural. It first comes from within and is intended to solve problems, not to summarize data. But this idea that experience has authority, and that only experience has authority—false though it is—was a wonderful defense against previous forms of authority, which were not only invalid but stultifying. But in the twentieth century, a horrible thing happened, which is that people started taking empiricism seriously—not just as a defense, but as being literally true—and that almost killed certain sciences. Even within physics; it greatly impeded progress in quantum theory. \-- [Making Sense: Conversations on Consciousness, Morality, and the Future of Humanity (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B081FF7SZZ/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-23T110904.703.png) can you talk about anything without subtly invoking everything? > Instrumentalism, even aside from the philosophical enormity of reducing science to a collection of statements about human experiences, does not make sense in its own terms. For there is no such thing as a purely predictive, explanationless theory. One cannot make even the simplest prediction without invoking quite a sophisticated explanatory framework. \-- [The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005DXR5ZC/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-23T111557.758.png) everyone has an angle > Similarly, resist the urge to blame the media for lying to you (mostly they are not) or for giving you a skewed worldview (which mostly they are, but often not deliberately). Resist blaming experts for focusing too much on their own interests and specializations or for getting things wrong (which sometimes they do, but often with good intentions). In fact, resist blaming any one individual or group of individuals for anything. Because the problem is that when we identify the bad guy, we are done thinking. And it’s almost always more complicated than that. It’s almost always about multiple interacting causes—a system. If you really want to change the world, you have to understand how it actually works and forget about punching anyone in the face. \-- [Factfulness: Ten Reasons We're Wrong About the World--and Why Things Are Better Than You Think (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0756J1LLV/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-23T111231.871.png) its just your angle might be different than mine > At some level we understand that the world is complicated, and that everything is somehow connected to everything else. But when we read some story about reforming the healthcare system, or about banker bonuses, or about the Israel-Palestine conflict, we don’t try to understand how all these different problems fit together. We just focus on the one little piece of the huge underlying tapestry of the world that’s being presented to us at that moment, and form our opinion accordingly. In this way, we can flip through the newspaper while drinking our morning cup of coffee and develop twenty different opinions about twenty different topics without breaking a sweat. It’s all just common sense. \-- [Everything Is Obvious: \*Once You Know the Answer (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004DEPHGQ/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ### September 22 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-22-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-22T14:38:01.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-22T102908.880.png) **The chrysanthemum withers and falls**, To lie on the ground beside bloody Scarlet Eyes > And then it dawned on me: Shit, I don't just have bedroom kink, I have existential kink. I have perverse desires for pain and bondage in my daily existence. \-- [Existential Kink: Unmask Your Shadow and Embrace Your Power (A method for getting what you want by getting off on what you don't) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07XMG4BWN/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-22T102903.665.png) If we think we are better than we are, then we "become" better > Now think about the time you mistreated your significant other, or when you were caught stealing as a child, or when you botched a big presentation at work. Feel the pang of shame? That’s your brain telling you not to dwell on that particular information. Flinch away, hide from it, pretend it’s not there. Punish those neural pathways, so the information stays as discreet as possible. \-- [The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Motives in Everyday Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B077GZT9Q1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-22T102857.394.png) the self illusion builds to the social self illusion > So, all told, we’re under at least two kinds of illusions. One is about the nature of the conscious self, which we see as more in control of things than it actually is. The other illusion is about exactly what kind of people we are—namely, capable and upstanding. You might call these two misconceptions the illusion about our selves and the illusion about ourselves. They work in synergy. The first illusion helps us convince the world that we are coherent, consistent actors: we don’t do things for no reason, and the reasons we do them make sense; if our behaviors merit credit or blame, there is an inner us that deserves that credit or blame. The second illusion helps convince the world that what we deserve is credit, not blame; we’re more ethical than the average person, and we’re more productive than the average teammate. We have beneffectance. \-- [Why Buddhism is True: The Science and Philosophy of Meditation and Enlightenment (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01MPZNG63/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-22T102851.367.png) i for one, want to be operated on by a robot. how many people have died on the table at the hands of other humans? perhaps this is a false equivalence. > Even complex surgeries, which rely on sophisticated judgments and nimble movement, will be increasingly automated over time. Robot-assisted surgeries have increased from 1.8 percent of all surgeries in 2012 to 15.1 percent in 2018. \-- [AI 2041: Ten Visions for Our Future (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08QMFMJ1H/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-22T102817.053.png) i need to know what this person i am pretending to be would do here > Misaki thought for a moment. ā€œBut still,ā€ she said, ā€œyou stayed friends with him even though you didn’t understand, right?ā€ Kafuku took off his baseball cap again and placed it on his lap. ā€œIt’s hard to explain,ā€ he said, rubbing the top of his head with his palm. ā€œOnce you really get into a role, it’s hard to find the right moment to stop. No matter how it preys on your emotions, you have to go with the flow until the performance has taken its shape, the point where its true meaning becomes clear. It’s the same with music. A song doesn’t reach a proper end until it arrives at a final, predetermined chord. Do you understand what I mean?ā€ \-- [Men Without Women: Stories (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01KE64XTS/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ### September 21 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-21-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-21T16:56:50.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-20T170514.434.png) this generation goes hard > all my sensations of touch are located inside my skull, where in reality nothing can touch while I still live. And whenever I think I am seeing a vast, brilliantly illuminated landscape, all that I am really experiencing is likewise located entirely inside my skull, where in reality it is constantly dark! HERMES: Is that so absurd? \-- [The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005DXR5ZC/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-21T113111.743.png) "talk less; smile more" > If you just avoid mentioning your idea, you automatically start asking better questions. Doing this is the easiest (and biggest) improvement you can make to your customer conversations. Here are 3 simple rules to help you. They are collectively called (drumroll) The Mom Test: The Mom Test: Talk about their life instead of your idea Ask about specifics in the past instead of generics or opinions about the future Talk less and listen more \-- [The Mom Test: How to talk to customers & learn if your business is a good idea when everyone is lying to you (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B01H4G2J1U/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-21T113224.891-1.png) **you** decide how successful **i** am > If there are no external constraints, what you make of yourself depends on your gumption and mental capacities. Are you a high-performance person? In a culture of performance, the individual reads the status and value of her soul in her worldly accomplishments. Like the Calvinist, she looks to her success in order to know: Am I one of the elect or am I damned? With radical responsibility comes the specter of inadequacy. \-- [The World Beyond Your Head: On Becoming an Individual in an Age of Distraction (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00O0G1A6S/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-21T113209.616.png) cant teach an old dog new theories > Changing your mind frequently, especially about important beliefs, might sound mentally and emotionally taxing. But, in a way, it’s less stressful than the alternative. \-- [The Scout Mindset: Why Some People See Things Clearly and Others Don't (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07L2HQ26K/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-21T113351.897.png) another generation that goes dummy hard > Napoleon is often accused of being a quintessential warmonger, yet war was declared on him far more often than he declared it on others. \-- [Napoleon: A Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00INIXLPW/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/IMG_8480.jpeg) right side up ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/IMG_8481.jpeg) upside down Books reveal their simultaneous utility and uselessness by merely being flipped upside down. Symbols mean something because they register as something with meaning. This is not a mistake. > My overarching reaction to the evolution of the reading brain is surprise. How could a tiny set of token symbols flower in such a relatively short time into a full-blown writing system? How could a single cultural invention less than 6,000 years old change the ways the brain is connected within itself and the intellectual possibilities of our species? And then there’s a deeper surprise: how miraculous it is that the brain can go beyond itself, enlarging both its functions and our intellectual capacities in the process. Reading illuminates how the brain learns new skills and adds to its intelligence: it rearranges the circuits and connections among older structures; it capitalizes on the ability to commit areas to specialization, particularly pattern recognition; and it illustrates how new circuits can become so automatic that more cortical time and space can be allocated to other, more complex, thought processes. \-- [Proust and the Squid: The Story and Science of the Reading Brain (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00NLL4PFG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-21T125637.605.png) ### September 20 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-20-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-20T20:31:16.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-20T115552.505.png) see google antitrust lawsuit emails 2023 for this "dont be evil" amirite? > As Silicon Valley reshapes the world, journalists, academics, and activists are spending more time scrutinizing the high-minded ideals by which companies like Google and Facebook claim to be guided. As the journalist Franklin Foer put it, Silicon Valley companies ā€œhave a set of ideals, but they also have a business model. They end up reconfiguring your ideals in order to justify their business model.ā€ \-- [What Tech Calls Thinking: An Inquiry into the Intellectual Bedrock of Silicon Valley (FSG Originals x Logic) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B084M1NCF7/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-20T115634.990.png) while away your days, make haste of your years. seasons are the captain > But she who served great powers, she the priestess of grim Night, was free of that pettiness. She did not have to care about the grinding meanness of their common life, the days whose one delight was likely to be getting a bigger slop of lamb fat over your lentils than your neighbor got. . . . She was free of the days altogether. Underground, there were no days. There was always and only night. \-- [The Tombs of Atuan (The Earthsea Cycle Series Book 2) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B008GTB52E/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-20T115649.889.png) give siddons a tiktok fr > But Siddons could claim much of the credit. Six years beforehand, when it had all gone so horribly wrong, her son Henry had been the cheeky toddler tottering around her dressing room. Now, in 1782, as she made her heroic return, he took to the stage alongside her, playing Isabella’s child. The crossing of identity boundaries – between Sarah and Isabella, performer and character, real mother and stage mother – dazzled audiences. They were overwhelmed with tears as Sarah cradled her little Henry, the devastated pair lamenting the death of a fictional husband and father. It was a powerhouse performance, but it also felt viscerally grounded in truth. Audiences witnessed a real dynamic between the grieving characters, because the Siddonses were a real family.31 She was one of the first celebrities to use their children as a PR prop, and it’s been a valuable tool ever since. \-- [Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07VZFWMN1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-20T115726.067.png) now llms are creating synthetic data – which will knit into the story of human complexity. fluidity of knowledge and clay is formed when the rain dries > The rate at which man has been storing up useful knowledge about himself and the universe has been spiraling upward for 10,000 years. The rate took a sharp upward leap with the invention of writing, but even so it remained painfully slow over centuries of time. The next great leap forward in knowledge—acquisition did not occur until the invention of movable type in the fifteenth century by Gutenberg and others. Prior to 1500, by the most optimistic estimates, Europe was producing books at a rate of 1000 titles per year. This means, give or take a bit, that it would take a full century to produce a library of 100,000 titles. By 1950, four and a half centuries later, the rate had accelerated so sharply that Europe was producing 120,000 titles a year. What once took a century now took only ten months. \-- [Future Shock (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/0553277375/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-20T115741.780.png) and in the modern era followers have been added to this list: subcribers, monthly listeners etc. your audience eventually becomes an entity unto itself with its own desires > Money, fame and influence may be valued more as tokens of—and means to—love rather than ends in themselves. \-- [Status Anxiety (Vintage International) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B001NJUPD4/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- To be well read is not only to have consumed many books, it causes a noticeable improvement in the way you read books. In other words, to be well read is to read well. ### September 19 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-19-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-19T14:08:58.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-19T092757.742.png) streamers accuse audience of parasocial while engendering parasocial response > Celebrities rising to reputation wasn’t due to their being glitter-sprayed automatons in some Orwellian power game; the public weren’t brainwashed sheep bleating in excitable acceptance towards whoever the media decided should be famous. No, the truth is, celebrity is a three-way equation, much like the chemical reaction needed for fire: one can’t spark a flame without the triangular relationship of heat, fuel, and oxygen; and one can’t produce celebrity without the interaction between a subject, an audience, and a media industry. \-- [Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07VZFWMN1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-19T094416.805.png) > Understanding the simple fact that morality differs around the world, and even within societies, is the first step toward understanding your righteous mind. \-- [The Righteous Mind: Why Good People Are Divided by Politics and Religion (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0052FF7YM/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-19T095124.046.png) > SOCRATES: I also see why you urge me always to bear human fallibility in mind. In fact, since you mentioned that some moral truths follow logically from epistemological considerations, I am now wondering whether they all do. Could it be that the moral imperative not to destroy the means of correcting mistakes is the only moral imperative? That all other moral truths follow from it? HERMES: \[Is silent.\] \-- [The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005DXR5ZC/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) on the face of it these two seem to be in direct competition, but im not convinced they are. i think what we consider "the moral landscape" is heavily built on traditionalism, not asking questions about why your father says "because I said so" or why we are ok with governments killing millions of civilians but heavily punish individuals. to understand that many different, but similar, moralities and societal rules have emerged from the same cloth requires humility, and the ability to execute logically when you have a better explanation (for example letting women go to school after centuries of the "moral code" saying school was only for boys) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-19T094314.349.png) free from ze horny > It is easy these days to find people who will agree that their life would have gone better if they had shown more sexual reserve; it is hard to find people who think their life would have gone better if they had shown less. \-- [A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0040JHNQG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-19T093947.486.png) group consistency works well in open source due to a combination of snapshotting working builds, and that software does not degrade and is replaceable entirely. this would not work for painting a building whatever color you wanted, youd end up with millions of layers of paint > The most important feature of Linux, however, was not technical but sociological. Until the Linux development, everyone believed that any software as complex as an operating system had to be developed in a carefully coordinated way by a relatively small, tightly-knit group of people. This model was and still is typical of both commercial software and the great freeware cathedrals built by the Free Software Foundation in the 1980s; also of the freeBSD/netBSD/OpenBSD projects that spun off from the Jolitzes’ original 386BSD port. Linux evolved in a completely different way. From nearly the beginning, it was rather casually hacked on by huge numbers of volunteers coordinating only through the Internet. Quality was maintained not by rigid standards or autocracy but by the naively simple strategy of releasing every week and getting feedback from hundreds of users within days, creating a sort of rapid Darwinian selection on the mutations introduced by developers. To the amazement of almost everyone, this worked quite well. \-- [The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0026OR3LM/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-19T095045.614.png) that debt clock in nyc keeps going up! > The long-term debt cycle that is now in the late-cycle phase was designed in 1944 in Bretton Woods, New Hampshire, and began in 1945, when World War II ended and the dollar/US-dominated world order began. These long-term debt cycles are driven by the amount of stimulant left in the central bank’s bottle. They start after previously existing excess debts have been restructured and central banks have a full bottle of stimulant. They end when debts are high and the bottle of stimulant is nearly empty or, more specifically, when the central bank loses its ability to produce money and credit growth that passes through the economic system to produce real economic growth. Throughout history, central governments and central banks have created money and credit, which weakened their own currencies and raised their levels of monetary inflation to offset the deflation that comes from deflationary credit and economic contractions. This typically happens when debt levels are high, interest rates can’t be adequately lowered, and the creation of money and credit increases financial asset prices more than it increases actual economic activity. At such times those who are holding the debt (which is someone else’s promise to give them currency) typically want to exchange the debt they are holding for other storeholds of wealth. Once it is widely perceived that money and debt assets are no longer good storeholds of wealth, the long-term debt cycle is at its end, and a restructuring of the monetary system has to occur. \-- [Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0881Y73YG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-19T094838.138-1.png) the only model with a chance of supporting creators. ofc people need replenishment, which has never been a one time fee/donation > Patronage is an emerging funding system for online creators today, but it’s frequently conflated with the concept of ā€œdonations.ā€ Patronage isn’t motivated by altruism but by an interest in following a creator’s future work, based on their current reputation. It’s more like a subscription than a donation. \-- [Working in Public: The Making and Maintenance of Open Source Software (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08BDGXVK9/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ### September 18 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-18-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-18T13:44:35.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-18T093700.594.png) aint no mountain high enough...aint no valley low... > The forest here at the bottom of the canyon is mostly pine, with a few aspen and broad-leafed shrubs. Steep canyon walls rise way above us on both sides. Occasionally the trail opens into a patch of sunlight and grass that edges the canyon stream, but soon it reenters the deep shade of the pines. The earth of the trail is covered with a soft springy duff of pine needles. It is very quiet here. Mountains like these and travelers in the mountains and events that happen to them here are found not only in Zen literature but in the tales of every major religion. The allegory of a physical mountain for the spiritual one that stands between each soul and its goal is an easy and natural one to make. \-- [Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0026772N8/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-18T093654.719.png) feels like tyrion lannister would sy this > I have a kid. He wants freedom. Kids and freedom are mutually exclusive. If the queen had balls, she’d be the king. \-- [Maybe You Should Talk to Someone: A Therapist, HER Therapist, and Our Lives Revealed (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07BZ4F75T/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-18T093337.897.png) i guess all of our root plans revolve around not dying – or continuity at least > Expressing the matter in such startling terms makes it easy to see why philosophers from ancient Greece to the present day have taken the brevity of life to be the defining problem of human existence: we’ve been granted the mental capacities to make almost infinitely ambitious plans, yet practically no time at all to put them into action. \-- [Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08FGV64B1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-18T093324.238.png) 95% vs 51% > Most statisticians caution against overreliance on p-values in interpreting the results of a study. Failing to find a significant result (a sufficiently small p-value) is not the same as having confidence that there is no effect. The absence of evidence is not the evidence of absence. \-- [Super Thinking: The Big Book of Mental Models (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07P8J83WR/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public---2023-09-18T093248.006.png) we need a hunter's association!! > One timeless and universal truth that I saw go back as far as I studied history, since before Confucius, who lived around 500 BCE, is that those societies that draw on the widest range of people and give them responsibilities based on their merits rather than privileges are the most sustainably successful because 1) they find the best talent to do their jobs well, 2) they have diversity of perspectives, and 3) they are perceived as the fairest, which fosters social stability. \-- [Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0881Y73YG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ### Issue 27: A House of Cards URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202309172307/ Last updated: 2024-02-11T03:24:11.000Z What are your foundations? How good is your soil? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### September 17 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-17-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-17T18:46:09.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--95-.png) the suffering of the artist is the draw towards death of ego, complete replacement by the creative act > Basically I agree with the view that writing novels is an unhealthy type of work. When we set off to write a novel, when we use writing to create a story, like it or not a kind of toxin that lies deep down in all humanity rises to the surface. All writers have to come face-to-face with this toxin and, aware of the danger involved, discover a way to deal with it, because otherwise no creative activity in the real sense can take place. (Please excuse the strange analogy: with a fugu fish, the tastiest part is the portion near the poison—this might be something similar to what I’m getting at.) No matter how you spin it, this isn’t a healthy activity. So from the start, artistic activity contains elements that are unhealthy and antisocial. I’ll admit this. This is why among writers and other artists there are quite a few whose real lives are decadent or who pretend to be antisocial. I can understand this. Or, rather, I don’t necessarily deny this phenomenon. But those of us hoping to have long careers as professional writers have to develop an autoimmune system of our own that can resist the dangerous (in some cases lethal) toxin that resides within. Do this, and we can more efficiently dispose of even stronger toxins. In other words, we can create even more powerful narratives to deal with these. But you need a great deal of energy to create an immune system and maintain it over a long period. You have to find that energy somewhere, and where else to find it but in our own basic physical being? \-- [What I Talk About When I Talk About Running (Vintage International) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0015DWJ8W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--96-.png) dont [compare yourself](https://youtu.be/bJQj1uKtnus?si=3QyVXUzrBWWK06Tw&t=364&ref=bramadams.dev) [to other people](https://youtu.be/NOzduhpB8mE?si=rKfsSmAZE2pRwkQ6&ref=bramadams.dev) > The same can be said about my profession. In the novelist’s profession, as far as I’m concerned, there’s no such thing as winning or losing. Maybe numbers of copies sold, awards won, and critics’ praise serve as outward standards for accomplishment in literature, but none of them really matter. What’s crucial is whether your writing attains the standards you’ve set for yourself. Failure to reach that bar is not something you can easily explain away. When it comes to other people, you can always come up with a reasonable explanation, but you can’t fool yourself. In this sense, writing novels and running full marathons are very much alike. Basically a writer has a quiet, inner motivation, and doesn’t seek validation in the outwardly visible. \-- [What I Talk About When I Talk About Running (Vintage International) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0015DWJ8W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--97--1.png) hotter than the surface of the sun, on a rock 8 million miles away > ā€œThe hills were bathed in brilliant light,ā€ Otto Frisch, a British physicist, observed, ā€œas if somebody had turned the sun on with a switch.ā€ General Farrell expressed the mixture of fear, awe, pride, and an underlying attraction that this new power inspired: The whole country was lighted by a searing light with the intensity many times that of the midday sun. It was golden, purple, violet, gray, and blue. It lighted every peak, crevasse and ridge of the nearby mountain range with a clarity and beauty that cannot be described. . . . It was that beauty the great poets dream about but describe most poorly and inadequately. Thirty seconds after, the explosion came first, the air blast pressing hard against the people and things, to be followed almost immediately by the strong, sustained, awesome roar which warned of doomsday and made us feel that we puny things were blasphemous to dare tamper with the forces heretofore reserved to The Almighty. \-- [Command and Control: Nuclear Weapons, the Damascus Accident, and the Illusion of Safety (Ala Notable Books for Adults) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00C5R7F8G/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--99-.png) you were supposed to destroy the sith, not join them! > ā€œI come to bury Caesar, not to praise him.ā€ \-- [Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B004X53R1W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--98-.png) Misfortune weighs most heavily, he says, on those who ā€œexpect nothing but good fortune.ā€ > As argued in Chapter 1, our ability to conceive of alternative, nonexistent worlds separated us from our protohuman ancestors and indeed from any other creature on the planet. Every other creature can see what is. Our gift, which may sometimes be a curse, is that we can see what might have been. \-- [The Book of Why: The New Science of Cause and Effect (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B075CR9QBJ/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ### September 16 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-16-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-16T22:36:48.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--90-.png) enjoy. the. journey. PERIOD! > It is not that we have a short space of time, but that we waste much of it. Life is long enough, and it has been given in sufficiently generous measure to allow the accomplishment of the very greatest things if the whole of it is well invested. But when it is squandered in luxury and carelessness, when it is devoted to no good end, forced at last by the ultimate necessity we perceive that it has passed away before we were aware that it was passing. \-- [On the Shortness of Life (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B075THP2VL/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--91-.png) similar to mountains or the ocean, entities that inspire awe > A big pipe organ thus expresses both humble piety and vaunting pride at once. \-- [The World Beyond Your Head: On Becoming an Individual in an Age of Distraction (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00O0G1A6S/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--92-.png) sometimes lower case represents INFLECTION AND EMOTION, k? > Whether you’re telling a finished or unfinished story, always keep your audience in mind. Speak to them directly in plain language. Value their time. Be brief. Learn to speak. Learn to write. Use spell-check. You’re never ā€œkeeping it realā€ with your lack of proofreading and punctuation, you’re keeping it unintelligible. \-- [Show Your Work!: 10 Ways to Share Your Creativity and Get Discovered (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00GU2RGGI/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--93-.png) reddit gold meant something different in the gilded era > IN THE NINETEENTH CENTURY there were no televisions, airplanes, computers, or spacecraft; nor were there antibiotics, credit cards, microwave ovens, compact discs, or mobile phones. There was, however, an Internet. \-- [The Victorian Internet: The Remarkable Story of the Telegraph and the Nineteenth Century's On-line Pioneers (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07JW5WQSR/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--94-.png) > With time, I recognized something else, a delicious contradiction about my own profession that reinforced this belief: the more scientific our models of the economy become, the less relation they bear to the real, existing economy out there. This is precisely the opposite of what obtains in physics, engineering, and the rest of the real sciences, where increasing scientific sophistication throws more and more light on how nature actually works. \-- [Talking to My Daughter About the Economy: or, How Capitalism Works--and How It Fails (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B076H4WMY1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- ## Programming Tip of The Day Queues! Discord! When you press a button with `btn_id` (use row [ButtonBuilders](https://discordjs.guide/message-components/buttons.html?ref=bramadams.dev#building-buttons)) it adds the user request to a queue. That queue processes `MAX_CONCURRENT_CALLS` at a time and then sends the message back to the user. The best part is it's all ephemeral! And the `followUp` references the original message! ```js const MAX_CONCURRENT_CALLS = 1; let currentCalls = 0; let queue = []; function updateQueuePositions() { // Iterate over the queue and update each user's position console.log("Updating queue positions"); for (let i = 0; i < queue.length; i++) { const { message, interaction } = queue[i]; message.edit( `<@${interaction.user.id}>, your request is now #${i + 1} in the queue.` ); } } async function processTask(task, user, message, interaction) { console.log("Processing task for user", user); await task(user, message); currentCalls--; processQueue(); updateQueuePositions(); } function processQueue() { console.log("Processing queue"); while (currentCalls < MAX_CONCURRENT_CALLS && queue.length > 0) { const { task, user, message, interaction } = queue.shift(); currentCalls++; processTask(task, user, message, interaction); } } client.on(Events.InteractionCreate, async (interaction) => { if (!interaction.isChatInputCommand() && !interaction.isButton()) return; if (interaction.isButton()) { if (interaction.customId === "btn_id") { const sentMessage = await interaction.reply({ content: `<@${interaction.user.id}>, your request has been added to the queue.`, ephemeral: true, }); queue.push({ task: async (user, message) => { await new Promise((resolve) => setTimeout(resolve, 6000)); const res = await interaction.followUp("done! result from process!"); await message.edit({ content: `<@${user}>, your request has been processed! Link: ${res.url}`, ephemeral: true, }); }, user: interaction.user.id, interaction: interaction, message: sentMessage, }); processQueue(); ... ``` ### September 15 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-15-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-16T04:53:37.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--87-.png) down w white boards > If you nonetheless find yourself being grilled by the Alex Trebek of journeyman idealism during a phone screen or interview, you can stop the process without being impolite. Apologize heavily, but stand your ground. ā€œOh, I think we’ve gotten our wires crossed somewhere. I’ve participated in the hiring process on your end plenty of times and have had some pretty bad luck with this style of interview, to the point where I just have a policy not to participate in it on either side. So I don’t want to waste your time or mine by going any further. If you want, I can reach out to some people that might be a better fit.ā€ The reason I recommend this route and not a combative one is relatively simple. The combative route smells like sour grapes. This one is a very polite statement about your opinion of the way they do things. You’re saying, ā€œOh, I don’t really want to work here anymore because your interview process is dumb. But I probably know some dummies that are more your speed.ā€ That advances our cause and gets us away from ludicrous hiring practices. \-- [Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0722H41SG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--89-.png) leorio v tonpa for ex > Any time you have more than two humans in a room together, you have politics. \-- [Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0722H41SG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--88-.png) maybe this automation will fill the hole in my soul > The reason that technological progress exacerbates our feelings of impatience is that each new advance seems to bring us closer to the point of transcending our limits; it seems to promise that this time, finally, we might be able to make things go fast enough for us to feel completely in control of our unfolding time. \-- [Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B08FGV64B1/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--82-.png) silicon life != biological but it is logical > A few researchers and science-fiction authors have speculated on an alternate scenario, where life emerges around the silicon atom. Silicon sits directly below carbon on the periodic table, and shares its four valence electrons. But silicon lacks carbon’s unique versatility, its ability to form the double and triple bonds that create the long chains and rings of fatty acids and sugars. Silicon also requires far more energy to form bonds than carbon does. Tellingly, the earth contains over a hundred times as much silicon as it does carbon, and yet Mother Nature decided to base life on the much rarer element. \-- [Where Good Ideas Come From (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B003ZK58TA/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--83-.png) heavier elements seek vitality and use > Almost all the atoms in intergalactic space are hydrogen or helium, so there is no chemistry. No life could have evolved there, nor any intelligence. Nothing changes there. Nothing happens. The same is true of the next cube and the next, and if you were to examine a million consecutive cubes in any direction the story would be the same. \-- [The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B005DXR5ZC/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- ## AI Trick of the Day šŸ—’ļø Will I have the fortitude to make this a daily thing? Maybe, maybe not! When writing with AI, the start of a paragraph autocomplete will be worse than a middle or end of paragraph autocomplete. The reason for this is that there is much more space to search and create tokens for at the start of a paragraph than in the middle where the search space is smaller. ### September 14 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-14-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-14T17:02:09.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--75-.png) i spent 35 calories on this post > If you are an average adult American male who weighs 180 pounds (82 kilograms), your rate of energy expenditure while resting quietly in a chair is approximately seventy calories per hour. \-- [Exercised: Why Something We Never Evolved to Do Is Healthy and Rewarding (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B082H3ZH44/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--76-.png) amsterdam is one of the least capitalist places i know lol > The Dutch invented capitalism as we know it. This was great for the Dutch and great for the world, but like most great inventions, it brought with it some potentially deadly consequences. While production, trade, and private ownership had existed before, the ability of large numbers of people to collectively buy ownership in money-making endeavors through public equity markets did not exist. The Dutch created that when they invented the world’s first publicly listed company (the Dutch East India Company) and the first stock exchange in 1602\. Like most inventions, these capital market developments arose out of necessity and self-interest. The voyages across the world in search of new trade routes were risky ventures, so it made sense for merchants to sell some of the risk associated with the voyage to others in exchange for a share of the future profits. \-- [Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0881Y73YG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--77-.png) jesus the man v jesus the god > Two thousand years later, the Christ of Paul’s creation has utterly subsumed the Jesus of history. The memory of the revolutionary zealot who walked across Galilee gathering an army of disciples with the goal of establishing the Kingdom of God on earth, the magnetic preacher who defied the authority of the Temple priesthood in Jerusalem, the radical Jewish nationalist who challenged the Roman occupation and lost, has been almost completely lost to history. \-- [Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B00BRUQ7ZY/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--78-.png) he who shall not be \_\_\_\_\_ > Always use the proper name for things. Fear of a name increases fear of the thing itself.ā€ \-- [Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0192CTMYG/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--79-.png) hamster wheel of words > As I suspect is true of many who write for a living, as I write I think about all sorts of things. I don’t necessarily write down what I’m thinking; it’s just that as I write I think about things. As I write, I arrange my thoughts. And rewriting and revising takes my thinking down even deeper paths. No matter how much I write, though, I never reach a conclusion. And no matter how much I rewrite, I never reach the destination. Even after decades of writing, the same still holds true. All I do is present a few hypotheses or paraphrase the issue. Or find an analogy between the structure of the problem and something else. \-- [What I Talk About When I Talk About Running (Vintage International) (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0015DWJ8W/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--80-.png) to be ignored by harvey specter types > Playing with the soldiers’ band sounded better than dressing like a toy soldier every day to operate the elevator at a high-rise office building in Midtown Manhattan. It had been the best job he could find after leaving school. But there are only so many times you can smile and wish ā€œGood morningā€ to white men in suits who don’t answer, nor even look at you, before you start to question your own existence. \-- [Lovely War (**affiliate link**)](https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07DMZ3WTK/ref=nosim?tag=bramses-20&ref=bramadams.dev) --- > It's more than fine to voice any opinion. It's not fine to scream foul before you see where the batter hit the ball. --- > Those who come after are cursed by those who came before. Keep you feet planted, my vision of the future, the floor is yours. ### September 13 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-13/ Last updated: 2023-09-13T16:54:47.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--68-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--67-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--66-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--65-.png) ### September 12 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-12-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-12T22:08:06.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--57--1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--56--1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--55--1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--54--1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--52-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--58--1.png) --- while away your days, but make haste of your years. use seasons as the waypoints. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--61-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--62-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--63-.png) ### September 11 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-11-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-12T12:52:21.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--47-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--46-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--45-.png) (cover photo also from quote) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--44-.png) one my my oft quoted highlights ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--43-.png) ### Issue 26: We're Too Quick To Remember, And Too Slow To Forget URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202309110013/ Last updated: 2023-09-18T04:00:40.000Z Long lost memories for far off places, and yet they're too close to home _This post is for subscribers only._ ### September 6 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-6-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-07T04:34:10.000Z Some tips from my personal experience with this: - Seasonal planning is best done a few weeks (two or three) into a season so you can get your footing and see what projects are alive and real and which were fiction - **Try to define meta habits that affect downstream**. For me, thats five books a month *creates* bramdroid *&* weekly newsletter *&* all of the traditional benefits from reading. Its like four for the price of one habit! - Use paper **and** digital --- ## Cross post from Discord on state of [bramdroid](https://github.com/bramses/bramdroid?ref=bramadams.dev) hey @everyone , i just wanted to use this space to say what im working on atm. yesterday i added `repost` which tries to find the right channel for a `/random` message and moves it automagically. i also changed `share` so now it puts the quote and `aart` image side by side, its much sexier. i'm replacing the `aart` button with an `erasure` poem button (see example here, its pretty tight!: [https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1144620340509675541/1149036996912742403](https://discord.com/channels/1059980663404646420/1144620340509675541/1149036996912742403?ref=bramadams.dev)) but the `/aart` command still works. before the official "go live" i need to: - \[ \] host the db of user invocations - \[ \] create a prod/dev bot token architecture - \[ \] add better error handling to the bot so it crashes (less) - \[ \] get the form working for roles and get people signed up () - \[ \] create a welcome message on how to use the bot - \[ \] set up DMs for paid users - \[ \] film a video or write a blog post explaining bramdroid (i need your help with this!) - \[ \] add logic to pre-workflow that prevents message abuse down the road a bit: - \[ \] create a queue to absorb heavy compute load and block any rate limit issues - \[ \] generate daily discussion topics and quizzes - \[ \] `opposite` button - returns whatever the opposite match is (cosine similarity) from the quoordinates db - \[ \] `/thesis` command - Create a fleshed out argument in PDF form that cites multiple books - \[ \] `events` \- live event podcast calls where bramdroid runs in background and surfaces interesting quotes while conversations go on - \[ \] `/book-recommendation` \- a smart book recommender - \[ \] pre embed `repost` logic - instead of doing each repost each time, should be run once offline and stored in some db phew! hoping to have this "live" soon, may just get it suitable and then make a more public announcement and see what breaks (something will XD) if you see this and would like to help at all, here's the type of feedback im looking for - \[ \] why do you use discord - \[ \] do you use midjourney - \[ \] do you read books - \[ \] where do you get your book recommendations? - \[ \] after trying the bot, would you come back? why or why not? - \[ \] what's fun? what's not fun? - \[ \] what's overwhelming or offputting? - \[ \] what would you expect from this community? what do you want to see arigatou!! --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-07-00-32-35.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--38-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--37-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--36-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--35-.png) ### September 5 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-5-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-06T05:14:16.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--14-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--15-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--16-.png) same concept three books --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-05-21-22-22.png) --- Use Python to tag multiple products w/ Amazon Affiliates (some of the ASINs seem to go "bad" if a product is delisted? ```py # loop through all books and create links for book in all_books: asin = book['asin'] title = book['title'] link = f"https://www.amazon.com/dp/{asin}/?ref=nosim?tag={amazon_tag}" links.append({ "title": title, "link": link, "asin": asin, "author": book['author'], "book_id": book['book_id'], }) # write both lists to json file { "links": [] } with open('amazon_links.json', 'w') as f: json.dump({"links": links}, f, indent=4) ``` --- --- NEW SHARE FN, WHO DIS ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--22-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--23-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--26-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--25-.png) --- --- --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--27-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--29-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--30-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--31-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--32-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--33-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--34-.png) --- son of **the stud** --- the perils of homeownership include the interaction of human laws and laws of reality --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-04-14-24-28.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-04-14-24-42.png) gon was about to ship his new friends down the river lmao --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-06-01-08-33.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-06-01-11-04.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-06-01-11-10.png) ### Issue 25: August's Adjournment Announces Autumn's Arrival URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202309032140/ Last updated: 2023-09-11T04:21:58.000Z Five book reviews and a loop _This post is for subscribers only._ ### The Real World of Technology and the Four Other Books I Read August 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-real-world-of-technology-and-the-four-other-books-i-read-august-2023/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T22:58:42.000Z [< July 2023](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307311905/) ## The Real World of Technology ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/image-2.png) 4/**5** > As I see it, technology has built the house in which we all live. The house is continually being extended and remodelled. More and more of human life takes place within its walls, so that today there is hardly any human activity that does not occur within this house. All are affected by the design of the house, by the division of its space, by the location of its doors and walls. Compared to people in earlier times, we rarely have a chance to live outside this house. ([Location 89](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00KTJ4K3U&location=89&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Technology is not the sum of the artifacts, of the wheels and gears, of the rails and electronic transmitters Technology is a system. It entails far more than its individual material components. Technology involves organization, procedures, symbols, new words, equations, and, most of all, a mindset. ([Location 102](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00KTJ4K3U&location=102&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Today’s real world of technology is characterized by the dominance of prescriptive technologies. Prescriptive technologies are not restricted to materials production. They are used in administrative and economic activities and in many aspects of governance, and on them rests the real world of technology in which we live. While we should not forget that these prescriptive technologies are often exceedingly effective and efficient, they come with an enormous social mortgage. The mortgage means that we live in a culture of compliance, that we are ever more conditioned to accept orthodoxy as normal, and to accept that there is only one way of doing ā€œit.ā€œ ([Location 271](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00KTJ4K3U&location=271&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## The Circle ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/image-1.png) 4/**5** > She couldn’t stand it. Every day of that job, the eighteen months she worked there, she wondered if she could really ask Annie for a favor. She’d never been one to ask for something like that, to be rescued, to be lifted. It was a kind of neediness, pushiness—nudginess, her dad called it, something not bred into her. Her parents were quiet people who did not like to be in anyone’s way, quiet and proud people who took nothing from anyone. And Mae was the same, but that job bent her into something else, into someone who would do anything to leave. It was sickening, all of it. The green cinderblocks. An actual water cooler. Actual punch cards. The actual certificates of merit when someone had done something deemed special. And the hours! Actually nine to five! All of it felt like something from another time, a rightfully forgotten time, and made Mae feel that she was not only wasting her life but that this entire company was wasting life, wasting human potential and holding back the turning of the globe. The cubicle at that place, her cubicle, was the distillation of it all. The low walls around her, meant to facilitate her complete concentration on the work at hand, were lined with burlap, as if any other material might distract her, might allude to more exotic ways of spending her days. And so she’d spent eighteen months in an office where they thought, of all the materials man and nature offered, the one their staff should see, all day and every day, was burlap. A dirty sort of burlap, a less refined form of burlap. A bulk burlap, a poor man’s burlap, a budget burlap. Oh god, she thought, when she left that place she vowed never to see or touch or acknowledge the existence of that material again. And she did not expect to see it again. How often, outside of the nineteenth century, outside a general store of the nineteenth century, does one encounter burlap? Mae assumed she never would, but then here it was, all around her in this new Circle workspace, and looking at it, smelling its musty smell, her eyes welled up. ā€œFucking burlap,ā€ she mumbled to herself. ([Location 155](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00EGMQIJ0&location=155&ref=bramadams.dev)) > She was allowed to turn off the SeeChange cameras in the room, but she found she rarely did. She knew that the footage she might gather, herself, for instance about movements during sleep, could be valuable someday, so she left the cameras on. It had taken a few weeks to get used to sleeping with her wrist monitors—she’d scratched her face one night, and cracked her right screen another—but Circle engineers had improved the design, replacing the rigid screens with more flexible, unbreakable ones, and now she felt incomplete without them. ([Location 4263](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00EGMQIJ0&location=4263&ref=bramadams.dev)) > And shit, Mae thought, her throat tightening, did she really send a frown to a group of heavily armed paramilitaries in Guatemala? What if they had contacts here? Certainly there were plenty of Guatemalans in California, and certainly they would be more than happy to have a trophy like Mae, to punish her for her opprobrium. Fuck, she thought. Fuck. There was a pain in her, a pain that was spreading its black wings inside her. And it was coming, primarily, from the 368 people who apparently hated her so much they wanted her gone. It was one thing to send a frown to Central America, but to send one just across campus? Who would do that? Why was there so much animosity in the world? And then it occurred to her, in a brief and blasphemous flash: she didn’t want to know how they felt. The flash opened up into something larger, an even more blasphemous notion that her brain contained too much. That the volume of information, of data, of judgments, of measurements, was too much, and there were too many people, and too many desires of too many people, and too many opinions of too many people, and too much pain from too many people, and having all of it constantly collated, collected, added and aggregated, and presented to her as if that all made it tidier and more manageable—it was too much. But no. No, it was not, her better brain corrected. No. You’re hurt by these 368 people. This was the truth. She was hurt by them, by the 368 votes to kill her. Every one of them preferred her dead. If only she didn’t know about this. If only she could return to life before this 3 percent, when she could walk through campus, waving, smiling, chatting idly, eating, sharing human contact, without knowing what was deep in the hearts of the 3 percent. To frown at her, to stick their fingers at that button, to shoot her that way, it was a kind of murder. ([Location 5252](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00EGMQIJ0&location=5252&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Proust and the Squid ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/image-3.png) 4/**5** > Proust saw reading as a kind of intellectual ā€œsanctuary,ā€ where human beings have access to thousands of different realities they might never encounter or understand otherwise. Each of these new realities is capable of transforming readers’ intellectual lives without ever requiring them to leave the comfort of their armchairs. ([Location 372](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00NLL4PFG&location=372&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Unlike its component parts such as vision and speech, which are genetically organized, reading has no direct genetic program passing it on to future generations. Thus the next four layers involved must learn how to form the necessary pathways anew every time reading is acquired by an individual brain. This is part of what makes reading—and any cultural invention—different from other processes, and why it does not come as naturally to our children as vision or spoken language, which are preprogrammed. ([Location 456](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00NLL4PFG&location=456&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The chance discovery of little clay pieces, no larger than a quarter, marks the birth of modern efforts to learn about the history of writing. Called tokens, some of these pieces came enclosed in clay envelopes (see Figure 2-2) that bore markings representing their contents. We now know that these pieces date back to the period between 8000 and 4000 BCE, and formed a kind of accounting system used across many parts of the ancient world. The tokens primarily recorded the number of goods bought or sold, such as sheep, goats, and bottles of wine. A lovely irony of our species’ cognitive growth is that the world of letters may have begun as an envelope for the world of numbers. ([Location 696](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00NLL4PFG&location=696&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## The Stoic Challenge ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/image-4.png) 3/**5** > A growing number of people have realized that they lack what the ancient philosophers would have called a philosophy of life. Such a philosophy tells you what in life is worth having and provides you with a strategy for obtaining it. If you try to live without a philosophy of life, you will find yourself extemporizing your way through your days. As a result, your daily efforts are likely to be haphazard, and your life is likely to be misspent. What a waste! ([Location 68](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07P9DC6TY&location=68&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Their goal wasn’t to banish emotion but to minimize the number of negative emotions—such as feelings of frustration, anger, grief, and envy—that they experienced. They had nothing against the experience of positive emotions, including delight and even joy. We should think of the Stoics not as grim individuals but as eternal optimists who possessed a profound ability to put a positive spin on life’s events. ([Location 128](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07P9DC6TY&location=128&ref=bramadams.dev)) > In one sense, a patient person is one who can suffer a setback without complaint. This is not, however, what the Stoics were doing. Their goal was not to remain calm while suffering a setback but rather to experience a setback without thereby suffering. It is an important difference. ([Location 134](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07P9DC6TY&location=134&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Napoleon: A Life ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/image-5.png) W.I.P because it is like one trillion pages but 5/5 (*so far*) > Napoleon was able to compartmentalize his life to quite a remarkable degree, much more so even than most statesmen and great leaders. He could entirely close off one part of his mind to what was going on in the rest of it; he himself likened it to being able to open and close drawers in a cupboard. ([Location 456](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00INIXLPW&location=456&ref=bramadams.dev)) > A persistent untruthfulness in the telling of his own life has made the task of Napoleon’s biographers challenging. In youth he was a novelist manquĆ©, and all his adolescent writings and essays were deeply autobiographical. So keen was he to burnish his legend and legacy while imprisoned on the mid-Atlantic island of St Helena that he wildly exaggerated his accomplishments and minimized or altogether ignored his errors, failures and occasional brutalities. ā€˜The historian, like the orator, must persuade,’ Napoleon told his chamberlain General Henri Bertrand. ā€˜He must convince.’ So in June 1816, while on St Helena, he began dictating to his private secretary Emannuel de Las Cases and others—sometimes for up to twelve hours a day—what was to be published two years after his death in four volumes under the title Le MĆ©morial de Sainte-HĆ©lĆØne. It was the greatest international bestseller of the nineteenth century, outselling such other classics as Uncle Tom’s Cabin. ā€˜What a novel my life has been!’ he once said while on the island, and his retelling of his life certainly owed as much to fiction as to fact. ([Location 539](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00INIXLPW&location=539&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Napoleon believed that ā€˜bloodletting is among the ingredients of political medicine’, but he also thought that quick and certain punishments meant that large-scale repression could largely be avoided. He almost never indulged in brutality for its own sake, and could be sensitive to people’s suffering. A week after Binasco he told the Directory: ā€˜Although necessary, this spectacle was nevertheless horrible; I was painfully affected by it.’ Ten years later Napoleon would write in a postscript of a letter to Junot: ā€˜Remember Binasco; it brought me tranquillity in all of Italy, and spared shedding the blood of thousands. Nothing is more salutary than appropriately severe examples.’ ā€˜If you make war,’ he would say to General d’HĆ©douville in December 1799, ā€˜wage it with energy and severity; it is the only means of making it shorter and consequently less deplorable for mankind.’ ([Location 2564](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00INIXLPW&location=2564&ref=bramadams.dev)) ### September 2 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-2-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-03T02:17:36.000Z --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-02-13-12-50.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--1-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--2-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--3-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--4-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public.png) sharing is working!! --- [Patina and Intimacyā€œEach one of us has, somewhere in his heart, the dream to make a living world, a universe.ā€ —Christopher Alexander One must encourage some level of enchantment to invite the supernatural. When nymphs dance, we picture them in idyllic settings, like forests and groves, or carousing in an orchard just…![](https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/f_auto,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F1115e358-65d9-4f1c-872a-f1ea44965132%2Fapple-touch-icon-1024x1024.png)The Map is Mostly WaterSimon Sarris![](https://substackcdn.com/image/fetch/w_1200,h_600,c_fill,f_jpg,q_auto:good,fl_progressive:steep,g_auto/https%3A%2F%2Fbucketeer-e05bbc84-baa3-437e-9518-adb32be77984.s3.amazonaws.com%2Fpublic%2Fimages%2F0b3104ca-cbe8-4637-adba-9d7532f97ff3_1280x1446.jpeg)](https://map.simonsarris.com/p/patina-and-intimacy?ref=bramadams.dev) I watch these videos, read essays like "Patina and Intimacy," and feel this curious churn inside. Somewhere in the blurry boundaries of envy, thrill, and longing. I'm envious because a lot of pictures and items in these videos and essays look bewitching, mainly because they carry the weight of time — they're worn and loved for years. Software, though, it doesn't echo the same sentiment. It gobbles up the old as it races forward, much like trap music swallowed the raw edge of old school hip hop. Working for beauty in software is what gets me up in the morning, but I confess, my CSS skills are a bit tragic. Likewise, tools like Unity, they're not my cup of tea. So, in my own way, I am, trying to carve beauty in code, to weave unique patterns in programming, to make something beautiful out of 0 and 1. --- --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-02-20-34-21.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-02-20-34-41.png) lee meyer --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-w1l9L2pR4yKbCrGIhAkSCjwk.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-2RM1GtVNR850nzHjVRq7osIF.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-9p4bZqw9ntYOFKoZshCg2c0O.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-bApwFdiusjXRZTr6er930rf4.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--7-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--5-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/public--6-.png) --- ### September 1 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/september-1-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-02T06:26:26.000Z Reading is a critical skill to have. Lifelong education is power, flexibility, wealth and knowability. However. Once you reach a certain amount of books read a few things happen: 1. You forget concepts 2. Ideas overlap 3. You wonder how to leverage the knowledge in your life 4. You want to reference quotes and parables Why join the [Discord](https://discord.gg/GrgkFP3Je3?ref=bramadams.dev)? 1. The most intense book recommendation system you’ve ever seen (I promise!) 2. Win more arguments vs your friends citing real data 3. Understand books and quotes from a new angle 4. Visualize quotes as art to make inspiration pieces 5. (Future) other helpful gpt commands that accept input fro things like Hacker News, Spotify, etc 6. (Future) learn how to make your own data store and place it in a UX that makes sense for you. Specifically, learn about creative UX with embedded data 7. A community of readers and an ai book club --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/IMG_8330.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/IMG_8331.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/IMG_8332.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-01-21-02-10.png) you can do summaries on the openai discourse now! --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-4E6wH8ITwi3WJCGq9txRKb8C.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/image.png) meta af! quote creates prompt for image > image gets overlaid by quote --- --- FUCK VC CULTURE About 33 minutes and 50 seconds in, there's a segment on reading worth your ear. It's good! --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-VNUox87qlhj99GEHkeXggcF2-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-Aj3lYwjwmhrgFQQsJpZvYQTy-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-Q1aMeAJhzXFbE17MbX3wJY1j-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-8sAjPW96TFS59h6tRoyYEUDs.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/img-Uv4WvIPlBVbhsv830CRiwgXg.png) --- > Self expression is the cornerstone of the Nen system. ### August 31 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-31-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-01T06:42:08.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Suprematism_version_of_the_intersection__1550127a-f87e-4a81-a0fa-b95e91adcd5e.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Suprematism_version_of_the_intersection__1a5f655f-ecc7-4cca-aa73-c4e42229494b.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Suprematism_version_of_the_intersection__0d414ca1-9f1c-4f89-aaae-90df4812b35e.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_art_piece_in_the_style_of_ancient_Egyptian_Fa_463e5e87-766c-4a4b-b370-700b20b5e643.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_art_piece_in_the_style_of_ancient_Egyptian_Fa_9d4fab3e-c783-426f-be10-53e5456e45bd.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_art_piece_in_the_style_of_ancient_Egyptian_Fa_ea8fe734-17d9-4643-8d33-b9d48ec163b7.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_art_piece_in_the_style_of_ancient_Egyptian_Fa_6ae73186-53c8-4ad3-a202-72d8fa53ca72.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-61Yjy2aO1idG0hVUnWnQpOpQ.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-t4y5gcrBs8Y8WTYsYRJc5z5r.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-lxY7c0JXqd1sWYKD9psVnjPe.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-9emTzhK8QYJyTcF7tGHMzCEg.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-ySX6AHUvn8B3KhcfxULjongP.png) --- I've been having these dreams, you know - nightly invitations to a place I used to call home. Don't ask me why. Wasn't much of a paradise, this place. Not hideous, pretty enough, but bland as lukewarm coffee. Yet, when sleep takes over, that's where I go. Like some nocturnal bus route programmed in my brain. It just happens. Weirdest thing. ive been having these weird thoughts lately --- [better logic for duel Ā· bramses/bramdroid@4d52d69Contribute to bramses/bramdroid development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/166c672cc6587245ebbbb44256553b5009849277041420b814851fdf653734ec/bramses/bramdroid/commit/4d52d6956f54eb54b5e5e5e24c49a78fb152a480)](https://github.com/bramses/bramdroid/commit/4d52d6956f54eb54b5e5e5e24c49a78fb152a480?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-31-17-14-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-31-at-5.14.09-PM.jpg) he had two 400/400 warpwings lmao, but unfortunately for him, i have a secret --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/09/Screenshot-2023-09-01-02-37-35.png) --- > 405 entered the test. 1 was injured. So the 404 was correct. The hunter test is one of survival and cunning etc. the one Hisoka "Disarmed" could not continue with both arms gone. > Essentially he failed the test when he bumped into Hisoka and not apologizing. Perhaps if he had sensed his surroundings a little better, like a real hunter, the 404 would have been a 405. [Is it ever stated who the disappearing applicant was?In episode 3 of Hunter x Hunter, Beans welcomes Gon as the 405th applicant to the exam. Later, Satotz states that there will be 404 participants in Phase One. We know that Hisoka... uh... disarmed…![](https://cdn.sstatic.net/Sites/anime/Img/apple-touch-icon.png?v=34e7ae6eb259)Anime & Manga Stack ExchangeCattua![](https://cdn.sstatic.net/Sites/anime/Img/apple-touch-icon@2.png?v=da2f30e01363)](https://anime.stackexchange.com/a/13452?ref=bramadams.dev) --- this guy is a goat [Traviss Willcox - Marathon Runner, Ultra Runner, idiot.![](http://traviss.co.uk/favicon.ico)Marathon Runner, Ultra Runner, idiot.![](http://traviss.co.uk/images/logo.png)](http://traviss.co.uk/index.html?ref=bramadams.dev) ### August 30 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-30-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-31T04:47:13.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-JaN1PoZfaBGBF1Ix3MeqRl0G.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-68LZQVkkSy6oTLUXMCl1hrS4.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-s2LohRPGfD3EC2CdeJxKdzMd.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-DnUJc9ME3uJ7d6z2lccHGiJZ.png) --- any blue moons (the beer) under the blue moon? --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-30-17-32-12.png) building a dueling feature for quos ```python from nomic import AtlasProject map = AtlasProject(name="highlights").maps[0] ''' id topic_depth_1 topic_depth_2 topic_depth_3 0 41700088 Software Development Habits and Goal Setting Model-based design 1 41700089 Life and happiness Habits and Goal Setting Goal Setting 2 41700090 Science and Technology Memory Action 3 41700091 Life and happiness Negative emotions Negative beliefs and sadness 4 41700147 Science and Technology Science Human error ... ... ... ... ... 10167 41701259 Philosophy and religion Evolutionary biology Human Nature 10168 41701260 Philosophy and religion Evolutionary biology Human Nature 10169 41701261 Philosophy and religion Evolutionary biology religion 10170 41701173 Philosophy and religion philosophy Islam 10171 41701175 Philosophy and religion Family and Work Education [10172 rows x 4 columns] ''' ''' df: pandas.DataFrame property A pandas dataframe associating each datapoint on your map to their topics as each topic depth. ''' df = map.topics.df # extract topics from the map as a pandas df and put them into a set and then a list that is written to a file topics = set() for i in range(len(df)): topics.add(df['topic_depth_1'][i]) topics.add(df['topic_depth_2'][i]) topics.add(df['topic_depth_3'][i]) # remove topics from set that are empty strings or have (number) in them ''' Writing Writing (2) Writing (3) should be Writing only ''' for topic in topics.copy(): if topic == '' or topic[-1] == ')': topics.remove(topic) topics = list(topics) topics.sort() with open('topics.txt', 'w') as f: for topic in topics: f.write(topic + '\n') ``` [ Topics result! topics.txt 5 KB download-circle ](https://www.bramadams.dev/content/files/2023/08/topics.txt "Download") --- BONGA [Avoid Saying These 11 Swear Words When Travelling in JapanYou might get in trouble if you do!![](https://www.tripzilla.com/wp-content/themes/magazine-2017/images/blog_fav.ico)TripZillaAldous Vince Cabildo![](https://tz-mag-media.s3.ap-southeast-1.amazonaws.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/04/22140623/11-Bad-Words-in-Japanese-to-Avoid-Saying-in-Public.jpg)](https://www.tripzilla.com/japanese-bad-words/132761?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Shimatta%20%E3%81%97%E3%81%BE%E3%81%A3%E3%81%9F%20or%20%E9%96%89%E3%81%BE%E3%81%A3,be%20used%20as%20an%20expletive.) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-31-00-46-16.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-31-00-46-06.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-31-00-45-52.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-BWitcFsOn4WcasfJXHIfPsKP.png) ### August 29 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-29-2023/ Last updated: 2023-09-03T16:12:13.000Z ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-29-10.33.23---An-abstract-of-Rokoko-style-version-of-a-serene-and-organized-living-space.-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-10-32-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Rokoko_style_drawn_version_of_a_serene_a_a8c63cb3-1a79-45d1-8d54-29cc36db4ef0.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Rokoko_style_drawn_version_of_a_serene_a_518cf6cb-3a7b-4d43-a1f0-998b4851cc66.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Rokoko_style_drawn_version_da_vinci_sket_bf82e943-d9d4-4507-9518-8f0479b24e2d.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Rokoko_style_drawn_version_da_vinci_sket_69a4144b-7f73-4178-8281-2393ab48de06.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Rokoko_style_drawn_version_da_vinci_sket_e0e2b808-1ec6-43fc-a661-57a33f1af6bc.png) --- Stuck in a standoff - **Redis** on one side, **Supabase** on the other. Honestly? Not thrilled to tango with either. Conjuring up user-friendly solutions that can expand at will – it's a mountain I'd rather not climb. I'll stay in my tent at base camp, thank you very much. And then there's authentication - oof. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-L8pW5vJEkkofPlkA6XrlFiLT.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-x3z6GA1OBg1BE7kh4ghkoFeq.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-cv2kha8M5HaMkuCyrwr9M8s5.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-FZzriKIrCkmCI0rYNZdq2FvM.png) --- New [Discord workflow](https://www.bramadams.dev/discord/) coming along! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-21-46-34.png) Typeform must be HIGH AS FUCK if they think I'm paying $30/month for a simple form ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-21-51-44.png) Formspree is literally 5 times more submissions for 3x less lol --- > SAMUEL F.B. MORSE was born in Charlestown, Massachusetts, in 1791, the year of Chappe’s first demonstration of an optical telegraph. He was a johnny-come-lately to the field of electric telegraphy. Had he started building an electric telegraph a little earlier, he might have got home in time for his wife’s funeral. Morse’s wife, Lucretia, died suddenly at their home in New Haven, Connecticut, on the afternoon of February 7, 1825, while her husband was away. He was starting to make progress in his chosen career as a painter and had gone to Washington to try to break into the lucrative society portrait business. He had just been commissioned to paint a full-length portrait of the marquis de Lafayette, a military hero, and his career finally seemed to be taking off. ā€˜ā€˜I long to hear from you,’’ he wrote in a letter to his wife on February 10, unaware that she was already dead. Washington was four days’ travel from New Haven, so Morse received the letter from his father telling him of Lucretia’s death on February 11, the day before her funeral. Traveling as fast as he could, he arrived home the following week. His wife was already buried. In the United States in 1825, messages could still only be conveyed as fast as a messenger could carry them. > \-- The Victorian Internet: The Remarkable Story of the Telegraph and the Nineteenth Century's On-line Pioneers ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-22-40-04.png) ([source](https://ancestors.familysearch.org/en/LHS3-8NZ/lucretia-pickering-walker-1799-1825?ref=bramadams.dev)) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8316.jpeg) three time zones mean nothing in our era with instant messaging --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8313.png) love the ref to von neumann arch ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8314.png) but don't get too meta either, stay balanced – seasonal, weelky, daily plans work ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8315.png) the natural selection of memes – the niche and hidey holes --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8310.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8305.jpeg) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-30-01-51-10.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-30-at-1.50.43-AM.jpg) insane ### August 28 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-28-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-29T07:11:46.000Z --- --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-28-13.43.51---Create-an-abstract-art-piece-in-the-style-of-Orphism-using-a-neutral-gold-purple-color-pallette-and-stark-lines--capturing-the-tumultuous-journey-and-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-28-13.44.00---Create-an-abstract-art-piece-in-the-style-of-Orphism-using-a-neutral-gold-purple-color-pallette-and-stark-lines--capturing-the-tumultuous-journey-and-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_art_piece_in_the_style_of_Orphism_us_1ec12119-ccab-40f6-8791-e3d6d43042a1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_art_piece_in_the_style_of_Orphism_us_d69f7c74-8e9a-4594-b48a-fe7cf7633c09.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-28-14-43-07.png) 5 losses IN A ROW before one win --- Bangers only from the Readwise review today! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8262.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8263.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8264.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8266.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8268.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8278.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8273.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8274.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8282.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8276.jpeg) --- [Write a simple test case | DeepEvalIf you are interested in running a quick Colab example, you can click here.![](https://docs.confident-ai.com/static/img/favicon.ico)šŸ‘©ā€āš–ļø DeepEval![](https://litellm.vercel.app/img/docusaurus-social-card.jpg)](https://docs.confident-ai.com/docs/quickstart/?ref=bramadams.dev) pretty straightfwd to use – very akin to traditional unit test assertions [Alert Score | DeepEvalAlert score checks if a generated output is good or bad. It automatically checks for:![](https://docs.confident-ai.com/static/img/favicon.ico)šŸ‘©ā€āš–ļø DeepEval![](https://litellm.vercel.app/img/docusaurus-social-card.jpg)](https://docs.confident-ai.com/docs/measuring%5Fllm%5Fperformance/alert%5Fscore?ref=bramadams.dev) this is good! ive manually run libraries like [bad-words.js](https://www.npmjs.com/package/bad-words?ref=bramadams.dev) to see if a input is toxic, but being able to assert if an answer is relevant && not toxic is helpful > Factual consistency is measured using natural language inference models based on the output score of the entailment class that compare the ground truth and the context from which the ground truth is done. > "James has 3 apples" and "James has fruit" would be considered an **entailment**. > "James only owns a car." and "James owns a bike." would be considered a **contradiction**. Entailment seems like an abbreviation or rework of *p > q* from discrete mathematics. --- > Since ChatGPT's launch just nine months ago, we’ve seen teams adopt it in over [80% of Fortune 500 companies](https://openai.com/blog/introducing-chatgpt-enterprise?ref=bramadams.dev). Wild. Seems like the *null hypothesis* won't really be happening lmao... > ChatGPT Enterprise removes all usage caps, and performs up to two times faster. We include 32k context in Enterprise, allowing users to process four times longer inputs or files. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-29-01-38-32.png) make art from quote button[ ez clap](https://github.com/bramses/bramdroid/commit/a4787170260ae15aab18332059072a0daed28a24?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8292.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8296.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/48D117FA-C1B5-476C-A2AF-B65A2A69FF85.jpeg) --- ```js if (interaction.isButton()) { if (interaction.customId === "button_id") { await interaction.deferReply(); console.log(`Button was clicked by: ${interaction.user.username}`); // Here you can call your function const { prompt, imageUrl } = await main(interaction.message.content); if (interaction.replied || interaction.deferred) { await interaction.followUp(`Art Prompt (save the image it disappears in 24 hours!): ${prompt} \n Image: [(url)](${imageUrl})`); } else { await interaction.reply(`Art Prompt (save the image it disappears in 24 hours!): ${prompt} \n Image: [(url)](${imageUrl})`); } // set interaction command name to aart interaction.commandName = "aart"; await invocationWorkflow(interaction, true); } return; } ``` --- --- --- great quote abt propositional knowledge (facts) vs experiential knowledge (riding a bike) – in fact both are the same if criticism is able to be applied, you don't need to live something to know something. that is empirical error. (see: theoretical physics) ### Issue 24: The Stage We Create Upon URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308272210/ Last updated: 2024-02-11T03:23:53.000Z A Personalized Creative Renaissance _This post is for subscribers only._ ### August 27 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-27-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-28T06:58:58.000Z [The Internet is EmptyHow can we travel that which has no physical form?![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-27-15.22.22---An-abstract-of-Cyberpunk-version-of-desolation-and-isolation-in-a-void..png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/the-internet-is-empty/) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-27-14.53.10---_Create-a-Suprematism-style-abstract-interpretation-of-the-quest-for-self-improvement-and-the-paradox-of-attainment._.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_a_Suprematism_style_abstract_interpretation_of_t_3a035142-0a39-466b-815b-dcf0bc634df0.png) \- --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-27-22.50.14---An-abstract-of-Futurism-art-version-of-an-artistic-renaissance--showcasing-the-vibrant-energy-and-rapid-bloom-of-creativity..png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-27-22.50.18---An-abstract-of-Futurism-art-version-of-an-artistic-renaissance--showcasing-the-vibrant-energy-and-rapid-bloom-of-creativity..png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-27-22.50.22---An-abstract-of-Futurism-art-version-of-an-artistic-renaissance--showcasing-the-vibrant-energy-and-rapid-bloom-of-creativity..png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Futurism_art_version_of_an_artistic_rena_eab3ad77-e9a2-42b6-8934-e879868d727c.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Futurism_art_version_of_an_artistic_rena_1cf4cb08-9003-4792-b75a-00c574c659f7-1.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-27-22.46.38---Create-an-abstract-piece-evoking-the-principles-of-the-Art-Nouveau-movement--focusing-on-the-seamless-link-between-ideation--creation--and-publication.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_piece_evoking_the_principles_of_the__51fe61e3-6fd2-4c71-a6f6-6b9b664ca5aa.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_piece_evoking_the_principles_of_the__30399270-97a3-4914-91e9-5218c77cd3a4.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/22394713-8468-498D-A18F-C81E045E24C4.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8231.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8239.jpeg) --- > Never forget. [pic.twitter.com/phswGUK6SB](https://t.co/phswGUK6SB?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — No Context Brits (@NoContextBrits) [August 14, 2023](https://twitter.com/NoContextBrits/status/1691175316318752769?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) the host's facial expression lmao > [pic.twitter.com/mEeYcJMAu3](https://t.co/mEeYcJMAu3?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Out of Context Human Race (@NoContextHumans) [August 20, 2023](https://twitter.com/NoContextHumans/status/1693251124692664594?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) shawty got low low low low --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8258.png) the ol' ivy league resume in a old navy hoodie ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8259.png) the relief of compiled code, the anxiety of the evolving context ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8260.png) forbes 30u30 in a nutshell ### The Internet is Empty URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/the-internet-is-empty/ Last updated: 2023-12-04T08:25:15.000Z Think about the Internet. Big, right? Or is it? Inside my head, the internet is mostly void. Empty lands yet to be claimed, websites yet to exist, raw thoughts not yet sculpted into words. Most of the Internet has yet to be born. But here's where we get fooled. We users, humans or machines, can only poke at spots that already shine bright. It's like walking through a busy city with blinders on, seeing just a fraction of its true form. With each click, we leap from star to star, never pausing to appreciate the vast darkness in between, the URLs *not* listed, the words *not* said. **The absence of evidence is not evidence of absence.** The Internet isn't something you can hold or touch. [It has no physical form](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308202158/#ye-olde-newsstandweekly-updates). Your journey through its unseen shape demands you give it direction, seeking signs and symbols that point to pre-filled spaces, pre-filled experiences, signs of life. You can not travel through the internet as a lone comet, and hope to see some galaxies or supernovae along your way. This makes the Internet a popularity game. The voices you think matter, with their huge followings, are just shouted out louder and more often. They have energy and mass from those who point at them and proclaim for all of *their* friends to hear "they have energy and mass". It's an echo of "All roads lead to Rome," in cyberspace. But here's the kicker — unlike in real physical space, the Internet doesn't let you wander. No [casual strolls](https://www.bramadams.dev/202212212310/) or off-trail adventures. You need a guide: a search engine, a forum, a feed, a hyperlink, a URL, carrying you forcefully by the hand. The art of curating What Is, pruning away the stale data of What Was, and fabricating What Will Be - in a nutshell, that's your Internet. The Internet is empty. For now. ### August 26 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-26-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-27T17:32:15.000Z --- --- --- T-KT goes great here --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_the_paradoxical_conflict_within_a_mythic_f2d8727b-8967-4289-865d-739dfd1afc63.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_the_paradoxical_conflict_within_a_mythic_c9255403-3b70-4f1c-a21e-1f6666c5525c.png) --- Hearthstone Battlegrounds has this knack, it's sticky. Twice, you place seventh. Tough luck, you think. Two rounds straight, both no cigar. Your mind tickles towards, what's the point? A whisper of giving it up. Then, bam, you land first or second. Pride swells. A soft glow envelops you. You're hooked. You want more. You can't stop. These fuckers at Blizzard really nailed the [Gambler's Fallacy](https://www.investopedia.com/terms/g/gamblersfallacy.asp?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Financial%20Review%20Board-,What%20Is%20the%20Gambler's%20Fallacy%3F,event%20or%20series%20of%20events.) lmao. But unlike the casino where the house always wins, no one wins (outside of useless MMR) --- another Rajiv W --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-EeaPK4FwiPJtBfPVILBLsBf0.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-3KTQpIpFLo2LJmjew6Y0ogt1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/img-ymidAzmGeYcaunzdFCdVDZZd.png) --- [bramdroid/invocation.js at main Ā· bramses/bramdroidContribute to bramses/bramdroid development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/5694dba21c1e210eb53734f9967e013663a16909449e4cbc463957b8a62a5eec/bramses/bramdroid)](https://github.com/bramses/bramdroid/blob/main/invocation.js?ref=bramadams.dev) added user quota logic for smart commands – all stored in a local json file! --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-26-17-50-53.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-26-17-51-30.png) love these panels ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-26-17-54-04.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-26-17-54-14.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-26-17-54-22.png) ch 186 --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/n1lhwsl4mekb1.webp) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/mk0uiel4mekb1.webp) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bpl7wyl4mekb1.webp) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/ua7j53m4mekb1.webp) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/av6inyl4mekb1.webp) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/0q1zwbl4mekb1.webp) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/12dpoq10rekb1.webp) ([source](https://www.reddit.com/gallery/161opaw?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- never forget sora chopping actual buildings in half like tofu --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-26-19-18-53.png) the bot auto links books now ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-26-19-19-23.png) [vorticism](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vorticism?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ### August 25 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-25-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-26T04:11:39.000Z Mulling over a comfy spot for my small projects, I had a twinkling—Discord could be it. Each bot could handle its own chore, instead of firing up a whole stack. The good parts are clear as day: - It works with mobile and desktop. - Any user could get chummy with their own curated list of bots. - No need to craft baffling UIs for mainly, well, text-based tasks—like function calls or database lookups. - I've long since resolved that the output of p5 makes more sense as pictures or movies than code for end users—unless someone wants to sow their own seed data for an image, I can manage that with bots as well. - A community? I could grow one. - Channel-specific invites, they're a thing. - A stable (ish) API. - An app store to lure an audience—no need to don the hat of a content creator. - Wonky CSS, not my problem. - Templates for multiple bots, no sweat. But, clouds have their silver lining: - Running a discord server, well, that's on me. - I might lock myself in a discord bot world, straying from the freedom of the open web. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-25-09.04.03---Create-an-abstract-of-Soviet-Nonconformist-Art-version-of-an-innovative-utopia--driven-by-technology-and-integrated-with-society--depicting-the-symbio.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-25-09.04.10---Create-an-abstract-of-Soviet-Nonconformist-Art-version-of-an-innovative-utopia--driven-by-technology-and-integrated-with-society--depicting-the-symbio.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-25-09.04.21---Create-an-abstract-of-Soviet-Nonconformist-Art-version-of-an-innovative-utopia--driven-by-technology-and-integrated-with-society--depicting-the-symbio.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_of_Soviet_Nonconformist_Art_version__51e4d3bb-17f8-4c73-b1de-fbdb8ac9078e.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_of_Soviet_Nonconformist_Art_version__1b0ede9b-49b6-4fff-855b-05fe5b2f1345.png) --- [GitHub - bramses/bramdroidContribute to bramses/bramdroid development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/5694dba21c1e210eb53734f9967e013663a16909449e4cbc463957b8a62a5eec/bramses/bramdroid)](https://github.com/bramses/bramdroid?ref=bramadams.dev) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-25-11-42-53.png) i made **so many** misplays this game --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8203.PNG) run a blog instead! stream of conciousness creativity! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8202.PNG) the next napoleon will come from the world of bits, not atoms ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8201.PNG) mark zuckerberg lore just dropped --- An appeal to reason is 80% appeal, 20% reason. --- > [Discord Bot Command Ideas](https://trello.com/c/L8efzFkT?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-25-20-43-58.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-25-20-44-15.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-25-20-44-58-2.png) --- --- PSA: BAKI IS BACK – HE'S FINALLY FIGHTING YUJIRO --- ### August 24 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-24-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-25T02:03:35.000Z --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/1692856919567.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Primitivism_version_of_wholesome_familia_bee0a591-640a-4867-b512-d967c3e0281e.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-24-12.30.55---An-abstract-of-Primitivism-version-of-wholesome-familial-love..png) --- ALL SOAD ALBUMS SLAP --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Impressionism_version_of_melancholic_sol_73dc535a-01c1-4f8d-bc29-c96e4a88d323.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Impressionism_version_of_melancholic_sol_80b02be6-4403-4a9f-bd16-a49e0a983cad.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-24-13.02.52---An-abstract-of-Impressionism-version-of-melancholic-solitude..png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-24-13.02.59---An-abstract-of-Impressionism-version-of-melancholic-solitude..png) ![](https://media.tenor.com/Xz0pt5cDFo0AAAAC/aethestic-rain.gif) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Dadaism_version_of_an_enthusiastic_digit_9634f4e5-ff96-4eef-9a1a-895dedb32c3b.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Dadaism_version_of_an_enthusiastic_digit_e2515fe9-5693-4fe5-8a6c-da8d7cef8a11.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-24-13.06.29---_An-abstract-of-Dadaism-version-of-an-enthusiastic-digital-self-expression-against-the-backdrop-of-a-capitalist-internet-culture._.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-24-13.06.34---_An-abstract-of-Dadaism-version-of-an-enthusiastic-digital-self-expression-against-the-backdrop-of-a-capitalist-internet-culture._.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8188.PNG) The purposive man chases for eternity; is always hunting Here's the thing, we're hung up on the wrong enemy. It's not ambition, but mortality. Having dreams and goals, isn't that what makes this whole being conscious thing fun? > it is wrong to speak of death as the price of life's vitality. Death is rather its matrix. Stevens puts it even more peremptorily: "Death is the mother of beauty; hence from her, / Alone, shall come fulfillment to our dreams / And our desires." Death neither negates nor terminates life but gives birth to its intrinsic potentialities, especially its potentiality for appearance. Without death there is no fulfillment of potentiality nor any ever-changing moods of the phenomenal world. Death may "strew the leaves / Of sure obliteration on our paths," yet "she makes the willows shiver in the sun… ([Location 256](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B001R23RI2&location=256&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The vita activa, if we adopt Hannah Arendt's concept of it, consists of labor, work, and action. Labor is the endless and inglorious toil by which we secure our biological survival, symbolized by the sweat of Adam's brow as he renders the earth fruitful, contending against blight, drought, and disaster. But biological survival alone does not make us human. What distinguishes guishes us in our humanity is the fact that we inhabit relatively permanent manent worlds that precede our birth and outlast our death, binding the generations together in a historical continuum. These worlds, with their transgenerational things, houses, cities, institutions, and artworks, are brought into being by work. While labor secures our survival, work builds the worlds that make us historical. The historical cal world, in turn, serves as the stage for human action, the deeds and speech through which human beings realize their potential for freedom and affirm their dignity in the radiance of the public sphere. — Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition by Robert Pogue Harrison > What distinguishes life from the inanimate matter in which it has its origins is the continuous self-exceeding by which it bursts forth from the lifeless less and ecstatically maintains itself in being through expenditures that increase rather than deplete the reserves of vitality. Life is an excess, call it the self-ecstasy of matter. Care in turn is a world-forming, ethically cally laden extension of the terra-forming forces that built, through an overload of vitality, what the late Stephen Jay Gould called the "full house" of our teeming biosphere. — Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition by Robert Pogue Harrison > ā€œCertainly one could say that our congenital Western restlessness is both the consequence and the cause of the loss of those basic structures that once used to direct and regulate the course of human action. Capitalism, for example, has been the most powerful force of social, political, economic, and cultural destabilization the world has ever known, especially in its recent drive to globalize, and in the process deregulate, the international economy. In The Communist Manifesto Marx and Engels presciently spoke of how capitalism, by virtue of its self-propelled dynamism, was bound to promote "constant revolutionizing of production, uninterrupted disturbance of all social conditions, everlasting uncertainty and agitation" (Engels and Marx, 68). There is hardly a society anywhere in the world that has not been convulsed by the process described by Marx and Engels-a process that got under way in earnest after they wrote the Manifesto-and there is no telling what further catastrophic disruptions it may yet hold in store for humankind.ā€ — Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition by Robert Pogue Harrison > As the defining spiritual condition of our late and perhaps even terminal modernity, the restlessness in question could be characterized as a whirlwind wherein those of us who are swept up in its turbulence are at once driven and aimless. This is a paradoxical condition, to be sure. To be both driven and aimless means that the impulses that set us into motion may have proximate goals but no ultimate aim, unless the perpetuation of aimless motion can be considered an aim in itself.ā€ — Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition by Robert Pogue Harrison ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8187.PNG) monkey see, monkey do ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8186.PNG) strong opinions, loosely held --- **Stephen Fu** is so good at selling douma. He also plays Light Yagami and Chrollo, two other notorious villains! --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-24-16-22-59.png) this board lost to three golden amalgadons... (excuse the positioning) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_A9078B13FB3D-1.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_AA49DC4919E6-1.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_E4B799570B45-1.jpeg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_6CA4AFEC785A-1.jpeg) Basically day in the life videos > ā€œRand’s kind of resistance doesn’t require you to change the way you live your life; it doesn’t require you to grapple with a completely new picture of the world. It requires you to do what you’re already doing, but now with the added halo of the political. > Don’t like paying your taxes? Well, good news, that’s now an ideological stance. Annoyed by bureaucracy and tedious meetings? Well, congrats, because that’s philosophy now. > This is the genius behind the kvetching about ā€œpolitical correctness,ā€ for instance: you get to keep talking the way you’ve always talked, but instead of having to worry you’re being lazy, you get to tell yourself you’re actually being courageous. > The genius aesthetic that rules the tech industry relies again and again on this purely gestural kind of courage, on hyping everyday things into grand acts of nonconformism and even resistance. > You repeat what people around you are saying anyway and get to call yourself a freethinker. You invest other people’s money to make use of other people’s labor, and you get to call yourself a risk-taker. You tell your coworkers that they really shouldn’t be your coworkers, then you go on Tucker Carlson and talk about persecution.ā€ — What Tech Calls Thinking: An Inquiry into the Intellectual Bedrock of Silicon Valley (FSG Originals x Logic) by Adrian Daub [https://a.co/7jpCFSu](https://a.co/7jpCFSu?ref=bramadams.dev) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-24-17.31.25---Create-an-abstract-of-Dadaism-version-of--The-Illusion-of-Rebellion.-In-reality-you-are-imitating-and-conforming-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-24-17.31.37---Create-an-abstract-of-Dadaism-version-of--The-Illusion-of-Rebellion.-In-reality-you-are-imitating-and-conforming-.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_of_Dadaism_version_of_The_Illusion_o_e5be3801-e281-4420-946e-ec8c06f6a059.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Create_an_abstract_of_Dadaism_version_of_The_Illusion_o_adfe11e2-1cc8-4fac-8a3e-8e874080dbfe.png) --- this is freedom! --- --- > I cannot believe zuck et al just beat gpt 3.5 at humaneval pass@1 and is approaching gpt4 with only 34b params > > (47 pages, therefore reaction thread - code llama) [pic.twitter.com/zURs3U1Ul0](https://t.co/zURs3U1Ul0?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — kache (yacine) (e/boy ) (@yacineMTB) [August 24, 2023](https://twitter.com/yacineMTB/status/1694773832156954830?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) A cutout of Midoriya over an AI paper's abstract. We've come full circle. The AI and anime communities have collapsed. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-24-21-52-02.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-24-21-54-49.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-24-21-56-08.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-24-21-59-52.png) cursor.so ide looks dope so far, i love the integration of old coding techniques (git diff), familiar symbols (@) and the ability to hot swap gpt models + built in chatgpt ### Kingdom Hearts Menu Style Portfolio URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/kingdom-hearts-menu-style-portfolio/ Last updated: 2023-08-23T17:01:21.000Z šŸ—’ļø This was created in January 2022! I'm retrieving some of my [favorite old works](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/greatest-hits/) and migrating them to the website. 0:00 / 1Ɨ [Link](https://infallible-sammet-48fb9b.netlify.app/?ref=bramadams.dev) (desktop only) ### AI Standup Comedy Club URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/ai-standup-comedy-club/ Last updated: 2023-08-23T17:06:03.000Z šŸ—’ļø This was created in August 2020! I'm retrieving some of my [favorite old works](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/greatest-hits/) and migrating them to the website. Should I stay poker-faced, the machine knows and tosses out a different breed of gag. But crack a laugh, the model serves up more of the same brand of humor. ### August 23 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-23-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-24T04:45:31.000Z Out-of-towners often mistake Manhattan as the whole of NYC, I feel. Take the time to explore spots like Bay Ridge, or Cortelyou Road. You'll find calm there, perhaps even a surprising dose of the suburban. The real perk of living in an area like Bay Ridge vs a suburb outside of Corpus Christi? A train line linking you straight to the heart of Union Square or Grand Central in under an hour. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-10-31-49.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-23-10.12.33---An-abstract-of-Tachisme-version-of-gently-disturbed-water-flow-in-a-stream-blocked-by-leaves.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-23-10.12.40---An-abstract-of-Tachisme-version-of-gently-disturbed-water-flow-in-a-stream-blocked-by-leaves.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-23-10.12.45---An-abstract-of-Tachisme-version-of-gently-disturbed-water-flow-in-a-stream-blocked-by-leaves.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-23-10.12.50---An-abstract-of-Tachisme-version-of-gently-disturbed-water-flow-in-a-stream-blocked-by-leaves.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Tachisme_version_of_gently_disturbed_wat_4b81d04b-f88e-4595-a044-826602be5fec.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Tachisme_version_of_gently_disturbed_wat_558a8d7b-ff0e-483d-aaf0-1f485eb00739.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Tachisme_version_of_gently_disturbed_wat_0d56d8c0-ca98-461b-99be-9d6b8afc6574.png) --- --- --- [This Goes INSANELY HARDthat bass line UGHHH, this whole video is SO GOOD Some of my favorite frames (literally every still frame could be a desktop wallpaper):![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/My-project.jpg)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202301051926/) --- --- --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8143.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8142.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8141.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8140.PNG) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-11-05-41.png) When you see those tier 7 minions in your game, do me a favor, grab Tess. Just trust me on this. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-11-21-03.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8148.jpg) your day is just starting! --- [Kingdom Hearts Menu Style Portfolio\~\~ dearly beloved \~\~![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-13-00-58.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/kingdom-hearts-menu-style-portfolio/) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-23-03.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-23-20.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-23-43.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-24-47.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-24-57.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-25-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-26-03.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-26-10.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-26-16.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-26-22.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-26-41.png) STYLE! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-23-14-29-39.png) STYLEEEE --- I am the one who decides. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8152.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8164.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8175.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8178.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8183.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/84E71E0B-EDEB-4DAE-9BEF-00AEECF59B26.JPG) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8157.jpg) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/6A3ED6E1-E68B-4FC7-A329-C33319D26ECD-1.JPG) --- The gallery feature on Ubud is acting up. Beats me why. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8185.PNG) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-24-00-37-11.png) Trying out [Spear](https://github.com/bramses/quoordinates/blob/main/spear.js?ref=bramadams.dev) in Discord. Maybe it's something that could tickle the fancy of vault members, make them feel special. Definitely can picture it being a neat bonus! --- Another day done, neatly cut into boxes of time. This time block journal, it's kind of become a friend. Excited to think where I might be in a few months - maybe a master at wrestling time. --- GPT helps me to write, and I like that. It’s like the words I jot down aren't my own, they’re not precious. So, when it comes to chopping them up and pruning them, I don't flinch. And, there's something cool about typing in shorthand, or even in low key, lowercase letters. GPT just takes it, and churns out sentences that sound as real as rain splattering on a windowpane. ### August 22 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/august-22-2023/ Last updated: 2023-08-23T17:04:57.000Z New season of Hearthstone! Goodbye, next forty-eight hours. I'll be captive to this relentless obsession. Alongside Baldur's Gate 3, of course. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-at-2.11.18-PM.jpg) --- --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Synthetism_version_of_the_unrestrained_f_960ead6c-3a64-4a13-8557-e3239f6865e1.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-14-51-26.png) This patch, it sucks from the get-go. Bannana Slammas for life, I suppose. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-at-3.00.13-PM.jpg) broken combo ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-15-22-46.png) only broken enough for fourth place i suppose --- The billboards up in Soho stir something within me. Something McLuhan might've coined, about the package being more valuable more than the item inside. The *ads* on NYC's billboards, uncountable as they are, most fade from memory like a worn-out jazz record. But their very existence on the giant sized wall, catching the eye of the odd twenty-somethings, mid-pilgrimage to their temple of Equinox, **that** broadcasts its own message. Sure, I could plaster an ad on some wall in a silent town but that lacks the jazz, the hum and pulse of the viewer's gaze, which makes all the difference in selling the song. Plenty artists wallow unseen, only a handful get to wallow under the spotlight. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-20-32-08.png) --- Leaders need this one thing more than anything else: good sense. It's the same when it comes to your body, your thoughts, your work life. Be your own arbiter of good judgement. --- Photos...they've been the game for me on Instagram lately, kind of like a guilty pleasure I suppose. Don't know why. It's ludicrous when you think about how I'm using Instagram, disregarding entirely how they mapped out the service. Truly not giving a flying fuckkk. It's like a Finstagram, but taken to the logical conclusion of really only using Instagram for a glorified photo storage service. Picture it: me following no one, completely ignoring ads on the feed the company worked so hard on to build! A strange way to play, right? But in its way, it's transformative. Instagram morphs into something else, a simple yet miraculous platform for my photos, a sanctuary. It's effortless to stick in my favorite tunes too, lending a voice to every image. And the filters? Oh, the filters. An array of options with a single, easy tap. Quite something, isn't it? > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/p/CwRCxNuutcT/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by bram adams (@\_bramses)](https://www.instagram.com/p/CwRCxNuutcT/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/p/CwQ%5Fh%5FmO5L2/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by bram adams (@\_bramses)](https://www.instagram.com/p/CwQ%5Fh%5FmO5L2/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > [ View this post on Instagram ](https://www.instagram.com/p/CwQ1wF5ul7c/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) > > [A post shared by bram adams (@\_bramses)](https://www.instagram.com/p/CwQ1wF5ul7c/?utm%5Fsource=ig%5Fembed&utm%5Fcampaign=loading) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Synthetism_version_of_the_unrestrained_f_bf32f86d-a14f-41c6-9685-6a5983683a7a.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Synthetism_version_of_the_unrestrained_f_bc9de043-8e5c-4941-a2bd-7c08c40dc5b4.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_of_Synthetism_version_of_the_unrestrained_f_5454aa45-245d-41e9-ac1c-d352975f6d03.png) --- Oddly enough, I found myself the central character in some LLM tutorial – an instructional piece about using these LLMs for cold outreach on LinkedIn, of all things. Seeing this offered some clarity, unsheathing the mystery of the spam deluge that keeps finding me. Particularly from the VCs, the constant hum in the background. Leave me alone dammit! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-20-18-53-03-1.png) --- Random post logic – all credit goes to the original creator: [milkythemes](https://github.com/milkythemes/lucky-post?ref=bramadams.dev)! ```js ``` --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-at-9.52.27-PM.jpg) Tier 7 exists. --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8112.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8111.PNG) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_8110.PNG) --- SOMEBODY HAS TO DIE --- Blue Lock got dark! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-22-20-48.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-22-17-30.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-22-17-40.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-22-17-47.png) --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-22-43-48.png) big carbon copy! --- Hey, the kid's scored a page on Wikipedia! [Atrioc - Wikipedia![](https://en.wikipedia.org/static/apple-touch/wikipedia.png)Wikimedia Foundation, Inc.Contributors to Wikimedia projects![](https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/thumb/b/b4/Ambox_important.svg/40px-Ambox_important.svg.png)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Atrioc?ref=bramadams.dev) --- Sticky Header for Ubud! (Put this in the code injection header) ```html ``` --- ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/1692765131750.jpg) ### August 21 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308211834/ Last updated: 2023-08-22T07:28:42.000Z I found out today that, oddly enough, my dislike for food—and smells, as an offshoot—liberates my ears. I can fill them with all kinds of sounds, just like I fill my mind with all sorts of books. And who knows, this might make my understanding richer, deeper. After all, tastes and sounds, they both bring in similar complexities, don't they? What's the science behind this, I wonder? --- Planning with time blocks using the [Time Block Planner](https://www.timeblockplanner.com/?ref=bramadams.dev#timeplanner) is something else, I tell you. Just staring at how my hours roll out in reality, versus where I believe in my mind that they're going. It really makes me treasure those fresh hours each morning when I draft the plan. But, damn it, they do race by like comets while I'm knee-deep in living them. Sure makes one thing clear though - there's still quite a road ahead of me to align my time better with the stuff that sits front-row in my priorities. --- Today, I cranked out a couple scripts that just might fan the flame back into my inconsistent habit of creating Instabrams. Knocked up one heck of a pipeline for DALL-E, taking chunky texts, wringing them dry into neat, crisp summaries, and morphing them into fetching cover art. Then there's the second script. What does it do? Well, simple: it chews up shorthand blurb, like the one you're picking through now, and spits it back out in the flavor of a certain author close to my heart, our man Murakami himself. Now, you can sneak a peek at both these scripts down below and take in the art piece a notch above. Both scripts neatly tuck away the outputs onto my clipboard. Handy for the lazybones that like me, can use ā€˜em just about anywhere across the machine. Embrace sloth! > i wrote two scripts today that should hopefully harken the return of instabrams. i created a dall-e pipeline that takes text, summarizes it and turns into a cover art. > in addition i wrote a script that rewrites shorthand like you are reading now into the style of one of my favorite authors, haurki muarkami. you can see both of the scripts below, and the art for this peice in the image above. > importantly, both copy results to clipboard for usage anywhere across my machine. let's go laziness! Really would be nowhere without these amazing tools that devs have built (Ghost, Obsidian, GPT). I merely build the ligaments that connect the very solid bones. ![](https://media.tenor.com/63X6VGicIB4AAAAC/squad-wakaflocka.gif) --- GitHub rang the bell for the 700th star on chat gpt md today. It's been awhile since any updates were added, and I can't help but feel a twinge of regret. But the open source world - well, it can be a free ride for some folks, especially amongst the Obsidian folks. It's like being a chef with everyone sampling your soup, but no one foots the bill. > there was an enormous disconnect between how we think open source works and what is actually happening on the ground today. There is a long, and growing, tail of projects that don’t fit the typical model of collaboration. Such projects include Bootstrap, a popular design framework used by an estimated 20% of all websites, where three developers have authored over 73% of commits. Another example is Godot, a software framework for making games, where two developers respond to more than 120 issues opened on their project per week.† -- Working in Public: The Making and Maintenance of Open Source Software ## Create a Ghost Cover Image with DallE ```js import dotenv from "dotenv"; dotenv.config(); import OpenAI from "openai"; import clipboard from "clipboardy"; import fs from "fs"; import fetch from "node-fetch"; const openai = new OpenAI({ apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY }); async function summarizeClipboard() { const text = clipboard.readSync(); // console.log(`Summarizing: ${text}`); const completion = await openai.chat.completions.create({ messages: [ { role: "system", content: "Summarize the following into a theme and create an art prompt from the feel of the text aesthetically along the lines of: 'an abstract of [some unique lesser known art style from history] version of {x}' where x is the feel of the text aesthetically. Just return the art prompt, say nothing else." + text, }, ], model: "gpt-4", }); // console.log(`Summary: ${completion.choices[0].message.content}`); return completion.choices[0].message.content; } async function saveImgFromUrl(url) { const response = await fetch(url); const buffer = await response.buffer(); const filename = `./dalle-images/${Date.now()}.jpg`; fs.writeFile(filename, buffer, () => console.log("finished downloading!")); return filename; } async function appendToLog(logItem) { const log = JSON.parse(fs.readFileSync("./log.json")); log.push(logItem); fs.writeFileSync("./log.json", JSON.stringify(log, null, 2)); } async function main() { let prompt = await summarizeClipboard(); prompt = prompt.replace("Art Prompt: ", "").trim(); const image = await openai.images.generate({ prompt: prompt }); const imageUrl = image.data[0].url; const imgFilename = await saveImgFromUrl(imageUrl); const log = { query: clipboard.readSync(), prompt: prompt, imageUrl: imageUrl, imgFilename: imgFilename, }; await appendToLog(log); // save prompt to clipboard clipboard.writeSync(prompt); console.log("./dalle-images/" + imgFilename.replace("./dalle-images/", "")); } main(); ``` ## Rewrite Chicken Scratch as Murakami ```js import dotenv from "dotenv"; dotenv.config(); import OpenAI from "openai"; import clipboard from "clipboardy"; import fs from "fs"; const openai = new OpenAI({ apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY }); async function rewriteClipboard() { const text = clipboard.readSync(); // console.log(`Rewriting: ${text}`); const completion = await openai.chat.completions.create({ messages: [ { role: "system", content: "Rewrite the following in the style of Haruki Murakami, using short, punchy, easy to read, simple words that flow. Almost as if spoken cadence. Text:\n" + text, }, ], model: "gpt-4", }); // console.log(`Rewrite: ${completion.choices[0].message.content}`); return completion.choices[0].message.content; } async function appendToLog(logItem) { const log = JSON.parse(fs.readFileSync("./log.json")); log.push(logItem); fs.writeFileSync("./log.json", JSON.stringify(log, null, 2)); } async function main() { let prompt = await rewriteClipboard(); prompt = prompt.replace("Rewrite: ", "").trim(); const log = { query: clipboard.readSync(), prompt: prompt, }; await appendToLog(log); // save prompt to clipboard clipboard.writeSync(prompt); console.log("Prompt saved to clipboard"); } main(); ``` ## Images From the Script These have wriggled under my skin, becoming my favorites of the day. You can make buckets of them without breaking much of a sweat. Keep your eyes on the blog – there's more visual feast on the way! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/bramses_A_Futurism-style_depiction_of_an_abstract_human_figure__e79092cb-85c9-455b-a712-c383189f701b.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/bramses_A_Futurism-style_depiction_of_an_abstract_human_figure__e79092cb-85c9-455b-a712-c383189f701b.png) bramses\_A\_Futurism-style\_depiction\_of\_an\_abstract\_human\_figure\_\_e79092cb-85c9-455b-a712-c383189f701b.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Art_Prompt_Create_a_Tonalist_and_Symbolist_fusion_manif_17f75554-e2fc-449e-8380-9f44cd92965c.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/bramses_Art_Prompt_Create_a_Tonalist_and_Symbolist_fusion_manif_17f75554-e2fc-449e-8380-9f44cd92965c.png) bramses\_Art\_Prompt\_Create\_a\_Tonalist\_and\_Symbolist\_fusion\_manif\_17f75554-e2fc-449e-8380-9f44cd92965c.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/DALLĀ·E-2023-08-21-15.55.18---Art-Prompt_-Create-a-Tonalist-and-Symbolist-fusion-manifesto-of-an-enchanting-wilderness-filled-with-mystic-animals-and-towering-trees-embodying-the-p.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-21-15.55.18---Art-Prompt_-Create-a-Tonalist-and-Symbolist-fusion-manifesto-of-an-enchanting-wilderness-filled-with-mystic-animals-and-towering-trees-embodying-the-p-1.png) DALLĀ·E 2023-08-21 15.55.18 - Art Prompt\_ Create a Tonalist and Symbolist fusion manifesto of an enchanting wilderness filled with mystic animals and towering trees embodying the p.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/1692647643756.jpg](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/1692647643756.jpg) 1692647643756.jpg ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/1692645793636.jpg](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/1692645793636.jpg) 1692645793636.jpg ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/DALLĀ·E-2023-08-21-15.21.35---Create-an-abstract-version-of-the-Cubism-style-that-portrays-the-challenges-of-financial-burdens-and-health-care-costs.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-21-15.21.35---Create-an-abstract-version-of-the-Cubism-style-that-portrays-the-challenges-of-financial-burdens-and-health-care-costs-1.png) DALLĀ·E 2023-08-21 15.21.35 - Create an abstract version of the Cubism style that portrays the challenges of financial burdens and health care costs.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/DALLĀ·E-2023-08-21-15.13.12---Create-an-abstract-watercolor-version-of-the-constant-struggle-between-the-expansion-and-collapse-of-the-mind.-Use-vibrant-colors-and-fluid-brushstrok.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/DALL-E-2023-08-21-15.13.12---Create-an-abstract-watercolor-version-of-the-constant-struggle-between-the-expansion-and-collapse-of-the-mind.-Use-vibrant-colors-and-fluid-brushstrok-1.png) DALLĀ·E 2023-08-21 15.13.12 - Create an abstract watercolor version of the constant struggle between the expansion and collapse of the mind. Use vibrant colors and fluid brushstrok.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_Quilting_Art_version_of_the_intersection_be_bfa3dc6d-2abb-4e57-8699-b8970fdbf520.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/bramses_An_abstract_Quilting_Art_version_of_the_intersection_be_bfa3dc6d-2abb-4e57-8699-b8970fdbf520.png) bramses\_An\_abstract\_Quilting\_Art\_version\_of\_the\_intersection\_be\_bfa3dc6d-2abb-4e57-8699-b8970fdbf520.png --- Half a decade past, this is where I lived. I snapped this photo, and soon after found myself in a nearby bar, nursing a drink and ruminating on the past five years. I had some predictions right - walking away from full-time software engineering to chase dreams of startups and artistry. But there were surprises too - who could've predicted a pandemic, or AI taking great leaps ahead? I pondered over the goals I set for myself in 2018 - many still unmet, many still echoing around my head. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? Not sure. But one thing I've learnt is this: success is a recipe. It calls for dogged effort, an accreting outlet for said effort (think: investment returns), a dash of lady luck, and being at [the right place just when it's the right time](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kairos?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Kairos%20%28Ancient%20Greek%3A%20%CE%BA%CE%B1%CE%B9%CF%81%CF%8C%CF%82%29,weather'%20or%20'time'.&text=It%20is%20one%20of%20two,other%20being%20chronos%20%28%CF%87%CF%81%CF%8C%CE%BD%CE%BF%CF%82%29.). Voila, dreams come true and they'll call it fate. Like Ging said to Gon, "I can't get there quite yet, but I'm relishing the ride." ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-03-23-44.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-03-24-08.png) "Five years ahead?" I reckon I'll be there, right at the threshold of that old, worn out door of mine. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-22-03-09-55.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_0079.JPG) Me (2023) <> Me (2018) *Oddly enough, it seems as if my eyes on the photo on the right been brushed with a dash of guyliner. Can't make heads or tails of that, honestly.* **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 23: Bleeding Edge Technology is Made for Silly Art URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308202158/ Last updated: 2023-08-28T03:04:15.000Z an analysis on what it means to be human _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Bleeding Edge Technology is Made for Silly Art URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308192019/ Last updated: 2023-08-20T18:23:36.000Z I've had the pleasure this week of going through some of my old creative work while moving my favorite projects to my personal lifelong domain (the website you are reading this on). It feels like the computer equivalent of finding old photos in the attic, laughing by yourself at dusty photos that only mean something to you. These projects feel like time capsules from a different era. Things have been moving so fast! While dumpster diving, it occurs to me that many of these are my **favorite** works. These projects are a true representation of both sides of my brain working in harmony with one another. And I really think they are all something special. Why? ## Why Silly Art and Bleeding Edge Tech Go so Well Together **Art needs no explanation**. In fact, the best art precludes explanation, it resists summarization. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/image.png) Untitled - Salvador Dali **Technology**, on the other hand, **craves order; logic**. Software especially. When technology and art are combined intentionally, they create a **yin and yang** of sorts. There is a **dance** between the explosive spontaneity of human emotion and the cold hard collapse of binary logic. One leads, the other follows. One, two, one, two, one, two. (*or maybe zero, one?*) Sadly, I've met very few people who see this. There are few who can have their vision in both domains, to look in opposite directions, while seeing the same thing. I've met fewer who can **do** technology **and** art, to take up residence in the paradox, and not be broken by it. Most often out in the world, technology is paired with "business". You'll see Twitter demos, Hacker News "Show HN" launches, or networking meetups filled with bright eyed CS new grads, each with their unique vision of changing the world. They hope that their software-business model will become a unicorn, attract funding or at least, get a lot of stars on GitHub. [Hell, I've made those too](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev). But to be honest, that model sucks. Why? Business requires a need. Running a business is a **needy** endeavor. All businesses do well by: **1)** solving a problem **2)** not running out of people with that problem to pay for your solution **3)** extracting profit off of the cost of solving said problem. Indeed, this is why technology (software especially) works so well for business. If you can codify a great solution, you can scale to damn near the entire human population at an extremely low marginal cost per user. Literally killing two birds with one stone. But again, business itself is **needy**. It *needs* to be seen, it *needs* to be defended against competition, it *needs* to be bought. This neediness rubs off on everyone who comes in contact with it. "*Buy now!*", it screams. "*Work more hours!*", it screams. And soon, everyone is put off, but they can't put their finger on why. It's just…*bleh*? In addition to the neediness of business, there is the obvious problem. Bleeding edge technology, by definition, is immature. This means that anyone selling you on it *generously* has perhaps 1-3 months of experience with it. They then claim expertise, and expect you to take that expertise at face value. The only way to really learn a technology is to spend time with it, to understand the rules at play. At the bleeding edge phase, most rules have yet to be uncovered. It's the same as trying to guess the ending of a book while you are on page five. Be patient. The rules will reveal themselves. People rush to making a business when a new technology emerges. I think this is a mistake. You should spend your time making art. ## Examples ### Augmented Reality [The World’s First AR RapperLook out for M.P. in the XXL Freshman 2021![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-16-15-00-06.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/the-worlds-first-ar-rapper/) [My 27th Birthday PartyInviting all my closest friends to my 27th![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-16-14-54-23.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/my-27th-birthday-party/) ### AI [A Candid Conversation with my Artificial SelfUsing GPT-3 to get to the brass tacks of humanity in an AI world![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-18-15-15-43.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/a-conversation-with-my-artificial-self-using-gpt-3-and-arkit/) [A Skyrim Mod Using GPT-3The rise of the mods![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/Screenshot-2023-08-19-20-29-47.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/a-skyrim-mod-using-gpt-3/) ### Generative Art [I Must Find A Place For Their Souls To RestI’m done with the feelings I’ve learned to know in paradox![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.10-21.20.31.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308102122/) [Embeddings as Shapes v0.1Embeddings, this time as shapes! (v0.1)![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.32.50-1.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308091339/) [See more examples here](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/creative-coding/). ## Creators Who Successfully Straddle Art and Technology This list is not exhaustive! [Michael Reeves🌰![](https://www.youtube.com/s/desktop/510f0670/img/favicon_144x144.png)YouTube![](https://yt3.googleusercontent.com/ytc/AOPolaQIoTcU6bOAV3QMmNXnY2R9oc37BGpKC6uKE8V-fA=s900-c-k-c0x00ffffff-no-rj)](https://www.youtube.com/@MichaelReeves?ref=bramadams.dev) [William OsmanHi, it’s me! Dubious quality. Questionable integrity. Unethical delivery. 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I'm retrieving some of my [favorite old works](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/greatest-hits/) and migrating them to the website. 0:00 / 1Ɨ ### Issue 22: Napoleon's Secret Weapon URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308132046/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:31:27.000Z You are what you read. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### The Spear of Knowledge URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308122252/ Last updated: 2023-08-18T06:17:46.000Z I extended [Quuordinates](https://github.com/bramses/quoordinates/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev) to be "agentic" of sorts. I call it a spear because I imagine it being like throwing a spear into the embedding space, like spear fishing in a shallow body of water. From an initial query: 1. Generate five subquestions 2. Get highest matching similarity quotes from embeddings DB 3. Create a smart filtered list of text and results, only choosing relevant quotes 4. Stitch the results into a final summary Here's a visual of the process: 1. user types in simple query like "what is the effect of open source on developers making money" 2. GPT-4 creates five similar but unique sub questions (about open source and finances in this case) 3. Each question is [searched through the embedding space](https://atlas.nomic.ai/map/2f41176d-366b-4e21-a915-607320cee284/3cdfc12c-dd63-4a08-87ca-063c710379dd?ref=bramadams.dev) 4. Duplicate results are removed and a GPT-4 smart filter determines if the quote is relevant to the user query (how proximate is the quote retrieved to the original query) 5. Filtered results are stitched together into one paragraph with book citations ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/IMG_0023.jpg) Check the results out! ## Examples of Results ### Crabs I haven't highlighted any particular crustacean related quotes, so the spear successfully "gets stuck". ``` (quoordinates-py3.9) bram@macbook-pro quoordinates % node spear.js what are crabs Running query: what are crabs Queries: [ '"What are the different species of crabs and how do they typically differ from one another?"', '"What are the unique anatomical characteristics of crabs that separate them from other crustaceans?"', '"How do crabs adapt to their respective habitats and what are their roles in the ecosystem?"', '"What are the major threats to crab populations and how do they impact the overall marine biodiversity?"', '"How do human activities affect the life cycle and population of crabs?"' ] Filtered Results (length = 0): [] Stitched Results: Without the provided quotes, I'm unable to create a coherent paragraph for you. Can you please provide the quotes and their corresponding books? ``` ### Open Source 3 matches and a coherent spear result about the Tragedy of the Commons! (*Plaintext quote result from GPT below the code block*) ``` (quoordinates-py3.9) bram@macbook-pro quoordinates % node spear.js what is the affect of open source on developers making money Running query: what is the affect of open source on developers making money Queries: [ "Why might open source platforms possibly affect developers' ability to generate revenue?", "How does the availability of free code-resources in open source projects impact the overall valuation of developers' work?", 'How does the open source model challenge traditional profit-making models of software development?', 'Why might the act of monetization become more complicated for developers once they decide to contribute to open-source projects?', 'In what ways does the increased collaboration and competition in open source communities influence the income potential for individual developers?' ] Filtered Results (length = 3): [ '> While most open-source developers do not intrinsically object to others profiting from their gifts, most also demand that no party (with the possible exception of the originator of a piece of code) be in a privileged position to extract profits.\n' + '\n' + '--The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary\n' + '\n', '> Open source code itself is not a common pool resource but a positive externality of its underlying contributor community. Users can consume, or ā€œappropriate,ā€ code at zero marginal cost, because what the commons actually manages is not code but attention. When developers make contributions, they appropriate this attention from the commons.\n' + '\n' + '--Working in Public: The Making and Maintenance of Open Source Software\n' + '\n', '> Clearly there is some critical way in which the ā€œTragedy of the Commonsā€ model fails to capture what is actually going on. Part of the answer certainly lies in the fact that using software does not decrease its value. Indeed, widespread use of open-source software tends to increase its value, as users fold in their own fixes and features (code patches). In this inverse commons, the grass grows taller when it’s grazed upon. That this public good cannot be degraded by overuse takes care of half of Hardin’s tragedy, the congested-public-goods problem. It doesn’t explain why open source doesn’t suffer from underprovision. Why don’t people who know the open-source community exists universally exhibit free-rider behavior behavior, waiting for others to do the work they need, or (if they do the work themselves) not bothering to contribute the work back into the commons? Part of the answer lies in the fact that people don’t merely need solutions, they need solutions on time. It’s seldom possible to predict when someone else will finish a given piece of needed work. If the payoff from fixing a bug or adding a feature is sufficient to any potential contributor, that person will dive in and do it (at which point the fact that everyone else is a free rider becomes irrelevant).\n' + '\n' + '--The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary\n' + '\n' ] Stitched Results: Open-source software serves as a paradoxical model that refutes the 'Tragedy of the Commons', wherein the value of the common resource doesn't diminish with overuse but rather gets enhanced, as suggested by The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary. Widespread usage generates bug fixes and feature additions - essentially, the software 'grass' grows taller with more 'grazing.' The model further withstands the common-pool-resource challenge, the fear of under-provisioning due to free-rider behavior is mitigated by the demand for time-bound solutions. An individual contributor, driven by an immediate need for a bug fix or a feature addition, would willingly contribute and the collective free-rider behavior becomes moot. In this context, Working in Public: The Making and Maintenance of Open Source Software points out that users can appropriate, or utilize, the code at no extra cost. But this is not exploitation, it's a form of shared ownership, since the real common resource isn't the code, but the developer attention it receives and requires. However, there remains a universal agreement within the community that no party, except possibly the code's originator, should gain undue profits. The economic aspect of open-source development is thus fundamentally different, with equity and the dynamism of the code and its community at its core, rather than monetary gains. ``` > Open-source software serves as a paradoxical model that refutes the 'Tragedy of the Commons', wherein the value of the common resource doesn't diminish with overuse but rather gets enhanced, as suggested by The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary. Widespread usage generates bug fixes and feature additions - essentially, the software 'grass' grows taller with more 'grazing.' The model further withstands the common-pool-resource challenge, the fear of under-provisioning due to free-rider behavior is mitigated by the demand for time-bound solutions. An individual contributor, driven by an immediate need for a bug fix or a feature addition, would willingly contribute and the collective free-rider behavior becomes moot. In this context, Working in Public: The Making and Maintenance of Open Source Software points out that users can appropriate, or utilize, the code at no extra cost. But this is not exploitation, it's a form of shared ownership, since the real common resource isn't the code, but the developer attention it receives and requires. However, there remains a universal agreement within the community that no party, except possibly the code's originator, should gain undue profits. The economic aspect of open-source development is thus fundamentally different, with equity and the dynamism of the code and its community at its core, rather than monetary gains. ### Equanimity Another example of the spear getting "stuck" early, and continuing to form a cohesive argument. ``` (quoordinates-py3.9) bram@macbook-pro quoordinates % node spear.js what must we do to be equanimous Running query: what must we do to be equanimous Queries: [ 'Why is equanimity considered crucial for personal growth and inner peace?', 'How does maintaining a balanced mind in different situations contribute to our overall wellbeing, invoking the need for equanimity?', 'What are the various external factors or situations that often challenge our equanimity?', 'Why is it difficult to achieve equanimity despite knowing its importance?', 'What are the different strategies or life changes that can guide us towards achieving equanimity, and why are they effective?' ] Filtered Results (length = 3) [ '> There is, however, still another, even more powerfully significant way in which the acceleration of change in society increases the difficulty of coping with life. This stems from the fantastic intrusion of novelty, newness into our existence. Each situation is unique. But situations often resemble one another. This, in fact, is what makes it possible to learn from experience. If each situation were wholly novel, without some resemblance to previously experienced situations, our ability to cope would be hopelessly crippled.\n' + '\n' + '--Future Shock\n' + '\n', '> PRACTICING STOICISM won’t be easy. It will take effort, for example, to practice negative visualization, and practicing self-denial will take more effort still. It will take both effort and willpower to abandon our old goals, such as the attainment of fame and fortune, and replace them with a new goal, namely, the attainment of tranquility.\n' + '\n' + '--A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy\n' + '\n', `> "Some people," he says, "achieve a certain sense of serenity, even in the midst of turmoil, not because they are immune to emotion, but because they have found ways to get just the 'right' amount of change in their lives." The search for that optimum may be what much of the "pursuit of happiness" is about. Trapped, temporarily, with the limited nervous and endocrine systems given us by evolution, we must work out new tactics to help us regulate the stimulation to which we subject ourselves.\n` + '\n' + '--Future Shock\n' + '\n' ] Stitched Results: The escalating pace of societal change presents challenges to maintaining an equanimous state of mind. As described in "Future Shock," the continual inundation of novelty and newness in our lives makes each situation unique. While these situations often have some resemblance to past experiences, which allows us to draw from those previous encounters, the rapid acceleration of change can exacerbate coping mechanisms. To thrive amidst such rapid changes, individuals must find the right balance of change in their lives. Even amid turbulence, some achieve serenity not through insensitivity to emotions, but by creating strategies to regulate the stimuli to which they expose themselves. This pursuit of an optimum state could potentially encapsulate a significant portion of our chase for happiness. "A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy" suggests engaging in the practice of Stoicism as a method to achieve tranquility amidst continued societal changes. This process involves substantial effort, including the enactment of negative visualization and self-denial, and a substantial shift in goals from the acquisition of fame and fortune to the pursuit of tranquility. Serving as a bridge between old and new experiences, Stoicism may aid in defining new tactics for regulating stimulation, potentially achieving a desired equanimity. ``` > The escalating pace of societal change presents challenges to maintaining an equanimous state of mind. As described in "Future Shock," the continual inundation of novelty and newness in our lives makes each situation unique. While these situations often have some resemblance to past experiences, which allows us to draw from those previous encounters, the rapid acceleration of change can exacerbate coping mechanisms. To thrive amidst such rapid changes, individuals must find the right balance of change in their lives. Even amid turbulence, some achieve serenity not through insensitivity to emotions, but by creating strategies to regulate the stimuli to which they expose themselves. This pursuit of an optimum state could potentially encapsulate a significant portion of our chase for happiness. "A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy" suggests engaging in the practice of Stoicism as a method to achieve tranquility amidst continued societal changes. This process involves substantial effort, including the enactment of negative visualization and self-denial, and a substantial shift in goals from the acquisition of fame and fortune to the pursuit of tranquility. Serving as a bridge between old and new experiences, Stoicism may aid in defining new tactics for regulating stimulation, potentially achieving a desired equanimity. ## Code ([github](https://github.com/bramses/quoordinates/blob/main/spear.js?ref=bramadams.dev)) ```js import { Configuration, OpenAIApi } from "openai"; import dotenv from "dotenv"; import { similaritySearch } from "./similarity-search.js"; dotenv.config(); const configuration = new Configuration({ apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY, organization: process.env.OPENAI_ORG, }); const openai = new OpenAIApi(configuration); const fiveWhysPrompt = (query) => `Given the query: "${query}", generate five whys into the query. Five deeper questions that use the former questions, basically. I only need the questions, not the answers.`; const isRelevantPromptExplain = (query, text) => `Given the query: "${query}", is the following text relevant? "${text}". Yes or no? Explain why.`; const isRelevantPrompt = (query, text) => `Given the query: "${query}", is the following text relevant? "${text}". Yes or no? Only answer yes if the text is relevant to the query. If the text is not relevant, answer no.`; const stitchResultsPrompt = (query, results) => `You are a PHD student (so your knowledge is very good, and you have a great grasp on grammar and understanding relationships between concepts) tasked with the following: Using the following quotes understand their meaning and link them together into a one paragraph coherent summary. Re-arrange them in any way that makes the most coherent point from all of them combined, telling a story of sorts, just explain the logic that connects them: ${results.join( " " )}. Remember you do not have to use the quotes in the order they were given and might be better switching them around. Here is the query to frame your answer around: "${query}". Make sure to think it out and read each quote carefully.`; const getCompletion = async (prompt, maxTokens = 64) => { const completion = await openai.createChatCompletion({ model: "gpt-3.5-turbo", messages: [{ role: "user", content: prompt }], }); return completion.data.choices[0].message.content; }; const spear = async (query) => { console.log(`Running query: ${query}`); const prompt = fiveWhysPrompt(query); const completion = await getCompletion(prompt); const queries = completion .split("\n") .filter((line) => line.length > 0) .map((line) => line.slice(2).trim()); console.log(queries); // Promise.all similaritySearch for each query const results = await Promise.all( queries.map(async (query) => ({ query, results: await similaritySearch(query), })) ); let setOfQuotes = new Set(); const topResults = results.map((result) => { let topResult = result.results[0]; if (setOfQuotes.has(topResult.text)) { topResult = result.results[1]; } if (setOfQuotes.has(topResult.text)) { topResult = result.results[2]; } if (setOfQuotes.has(topResult.text)) { return ""; } setOfQuotes.add(topResult.text); return `> ${topResult.text}\n\n--${topResult.title}\n\n`; }); const filterResultsByRelevance = async (queries, results) => { const filteredResults = []; for (let i = 0; i < results.length; i++) { const prompt = isRelevantPrompt(queries[i], results[i]); const completion = await getCompletion(prompt); if (completion.toLowerCase() === "yes") { filteredResults.push(results[i]); } } return filteredResults; }; const filteredResults = await filterResultsByRelevance(queries, topResults); console.log(filteredResults); console.log(filteredResults.length); if (filteredResults.length < 1) { console.log("Not enough results to stitch together."); return; } const stitchedResults = await getCompletion( stitchResultsPrompt(query, filteredResults) ); console.log(stitchedResults); }; const main = async () => { const query = process.argv.slice(2).join(" "); await spear(query); }; main(); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). 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[Generate background image with DALL-E](https://labs.openai.com/s/hSXQuqic4dnVvZHXceS0LF1l?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. Run the following code ### Code ```js const canvasSketch = require("canvas-sketch"); const p5 = require("p5"); let img; const preload = (p5) => { img = p5.loadImage( "assets/DALLĀ·E 2023-08-10 20.56.53 - i must find a place for them to rest.png" ); }; const settings = { // Pass the p5 instance, and preload function if necessary p5: { p5, preload }, // Turn on a render loop animate: false, }; canvasSketch(({ p5 }) => { function rectanglePortion(img, x, y, width, height) { let numRows = 15; let totalWidth = width - 40; // Subtracting 40 to add some padding let rowHeight = height / numRows; // Loop through each row for (let i = 0; i < numRows; i++) { let x = 20; // Starting x position for rectangles let y = i * rowHeight; // y position based on current row let remainingWidth = totalWidth; p5.noStroke() // Randomly create rectangles until the row is filled while (remainingWidth > 0) { let rectWidth = p5.random(20, remainingWidth); // Random width, but not more than the remaining space let rectHeight = p5.random(rowHeight * 0.5, rowHeight); // Random height within the row // choose random opacity from 0.6 to 1.0 let opacity = p5.random(0.4, 0.8); // Set the fill color p5.fill(255, opacity * 255); // Draw the rectangle p5.rect(x, y + (rowHeight - rectHeight) * 0.5, rectWidth, rectHeight); // draw a series of small rectangles up to height of the row for (let j = 0; j < 10; j++) { p5.noStroke() let rectWidth = 1; let rectHeight = p5.random(rowHeight * 0.5, rowHeight); // Random height within the row // choose random opacity from 0.6 to 1.0 let opacity = p5.random(0.4, 0.8); // Set the fill color p5.fill(p5.color("rgb(220,20,60)"), opacity * 255); // Draw the rectangle p5.rect(x + p5.random(1, 15), y + (rowHeight - rectHeight) * 0.5, rectWidth, rectHeight); x += rectWidth; remainingWidth -= rectWidth; } if (p5.random() > 0.5) { // draw parallel lines through the rectangle p5.stroke(0, opacity * 255); p5.strokeWeight(1); p5.line(x, y + (rowHeight - rectHeight) * 0.5, x + rectWidth, y + (rowHeight - rectHeight) * 0.5 + rectHeight); } // Update x position for next rectangle, and the remaining width x += rectWidth; remainingWidth -= rectWidth; } } } return ({ p5 }) => { p5.createCanvas(1000, 1000); p5.background(255); p5.image(img, 0, 0); rectanglePortion(img, 0, 0, 1000, 1000); }; }, settings); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Embeddings as Shapes v0.1 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308091339/ Last updated: 2024-02-17T18:22:05.000Z Similar concept to [visualizing embeddings vectors with colors](https://www.bramadams.dev/202308081300/). Current issue is how to treat scale and drop shadow! I want the higher values to "pop" out of the canvas, but so many values are close to each other to be indiscernible value gradients. Workshopping it! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.38.22.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.38.22.png) 2023.08.09-13.38.22.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.34.33.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.34.33.png) 2023.08.09-13.34.33.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.32.50.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.32.50.png) 2023.08.09-13.32.50.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.29.58.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.09-13.29.58.png) 2023.08.09-13.29.58.png ## Code ```javascript const min = Math.min(...embedding); const max = Math.max(...embedding); const settings = { // Pass the p5 instance, and preload function if necessary p5: { p5 }, // Turn on a render loop animate: false, }; canvasSketch(({ p5 }) => { return ({ p5 }) => { // create a grid of squares from embeddings.length // assign each square a color from the embedding value // scale shapes from min and max values from 0 to 1 function scaleShapes(value) { return ((value - min) / (max - min)) * 10; } const padding = 10; p5.createCanvas(480, 320); const scaledShapes = embedding.map(scaleShapes); // return index of min and max scaledShapes const minIndex = scaledShapes.indexOf(Math.min(...scaledShapes)); const maxIndex = scaledShapes.indexOf(Math.max(...scaledShapes)); console.log(minIndex, maxIndex); console.log(scaledShapes[minIndex], scaledShapes[maxIndex]); // create a grid of squares from embeddings.length for (let i = 0; i < 48; i++) { for (let j = 0; j < 32; j++) { const index = i * 32 + j; // p5.noStroke(); // put a rect in middle of padding index // p5.rectMode(p5.CORNER); // p5.rect(i * 10, j * 10, 10, 10); // if embedding value at index is negative, fill with black if (embedding[index] < 0) { p5.fill(0); // add a drop shadow p5.drawingContext.shadowOffsetX = 2 + scaledShapes[index]; p5.drawingContext.shadowOffsetY = 2 + scaledShapes[index]; p5.drawingContext.shadowBlur = 2; p5.drawingContext.shadowColor = "rgba(0,0,0,0.2)"; } else { p5.fill(255); // remove drop shadow p5.drawingContext.shadowOffsetX = 0; p5.drawingContext.shadowOffsetY = 0; p5.drawingContext.shadowBlur = 0; p5.drawingContext.shadowColor = "rgba(0,0,0,0)"; } p5.noStroke(); p5.rectMode(p5.CENTER); p5.rect(i * 10 + (padding / 2), j * 10 + (padding / 2), 5 + scaledShapes[index], 5 + scaledShapes[index]); } } }; }, settings); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Embeddings Visualized as Colors URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308081300/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T22:55:24.000Z Wouldn't it be cool to not only visualize embeddings in a 2d space, but also be able to see the differences between them? Here's a p5 experiment that does just that! I convert embeddings to colors and then place each of the 1536 vector numbers next to one another. The results are pretty neat! It seems that a few indexes of the vectors stay strongly constant no matter what quote I pass in. These are visualized below by the strong yellow, pink, and purple cells. Why might this be the case? ## Images Generated by Code ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.08-12.40.41.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.08-12.40.41.png) 2023.08.08-12.40.41.png *generated by...* > According to Seneca, God (think Jupiter) sets us back not to punish us but to give us an opportunity to do something courageous and thereby increase our chances of attaining ā€œthe highest possible excellence.ā€ God, Seneca explains, hardens, reviews, and disciplines those who have won his approval and love; but those whom he seems to favor, whom he seems to spare, he is keeping soft against the misfortunes that are to come. You are wrong if you think anyone has been exempted from ill; the man who has known happiness for many a year will receive his share some day; whoever seems to have been set free from this has only been granted a delay We should therefore be flattered if we encounter setbacks. Paradoxically, it is evidence that we have caught the attention of God—indeed, that he regards us as a candidate for achieving human excellence. God, says Seneca, knows that ā€œa man needs to be put to the test if he is to gain self-knowledgeā€ and that ā€œonly by trying does he learn what his capacities are.ā€ ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.08-12.40.01.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.08-12.40.01.png) 2023.08.08-12.40.01.png *generated by...* > Estimates are corporate currency that trade right up the ladder. If your team refuses to provide you estimates, you can bet that your peers (competitors, if you’re an opportunist) aren’t having the same struggles. Do you want to be the only one without estimates for your boss, who wants her aggregate estimates from all of the dev managers? Do you want her to be sitting in a meeting with her boss, with a single miss on her estimate sheet where her competitors have all of their estimates in? Someone somewhere in the food chain is making a call based on all of those estimates, and that call is a pure matter of self-interest. That person wants to make a bold prediction or strategic play and turn out to be right. Everyone below them in the food chain needs to furnish the best possible information to make this as likely as possible. Good estimates and predictions are how you scratch a superior’s back, with the implicit promise that the superior will then scratch yours. Do you notice something interesting here? If this were a game of musical chairs, then when the music stopped, the line-level developer would be standing. Everyone else in the corporate hierarchy trades in guesses and predictions, strategy and machinations, orders and instructions. The developers are the only ones that trade in actual output. Theirs is the only tangible contribution to the whole pyramid. And significantly, theirs is the only narrative that cannot easily be spun. Being defined by output rather than spun narrative is the essence of the delivery trap. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.08-13.09.11.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/2023.08.08-13.09.11.png) 2023.08.08-13.09.11.png *generated by...* > ā€œA lie told once remains a lie, but a lie told a thousand times becomes the truth.ā€ ## Code ```javascript const embedding = [0.002166514,-0.01843581,-0.0026706716,...] // 1536 from ada-embedding const min = Math.min(...embedding); const max = Math.max(...embedding); const settings = { p5: { p5 }, animate: false, }; canvasSketch(({ p5 }) => { return ({ p5 }) => { // create a grid of squares from embeddings.length // assign each square a color from the embedding value function mapToRGB(value) { return ((value - min) / (max - min)) * 255; } const rgbValues = embedding.map(mapToRGB); const extractRGBValues = (rgbString) => { const rgb = rgbString.replace(/[^\d,]/g, "").split(","); return rgb.map((value) => parseInt(value)); }; const colors = []; for (let i = 0; i < rgbValues.length; i += 3) { const r = Math.round(rgbValues[i] || 0); const g = Math.round(rgbValues[i + 1] || 0); const b = Math.round(rgbValues[i + 2] || 0); colors.push(`rgb(${r}, ${g}, ${b})`); } p5.createCanvas(512, 512); p5.background("#ffffff"); p5.noStroke(); p5.drawingContext.setLineDash([0.7, 17]); // convert the 512 color values into a grid of squares of 16 x 32 for (let i = 0; i < 32; i++) { for (let j = 0; j < 16; j++) { const index = i * 16 + j; p5.fill(colors[index]); // if color at colors[index] is less than 128,128,128 add a stroke line around the square -- get # from rgb string ex.rgb(196, 190, 191) if (extractRGBValues(colors[index]).some((value) => value < 187)) { // random 50% white, 50% black stroke p5.stroke(p5.random([0, 255])); // p5.stroke(0); p5.strokeWeight(1.4); } else { p5.noStroke(); } p5.rect(i * 16, j * 32, 16, 32); } } }; }, settings); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 21: The True Signature Is One Signed Between the Lines URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308062155/ Last updated: 2023-08-14T01:28:59.000Z How to leave something behind that you’ll be proud of. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### From Gertrude Stein to The Fabric of Technology URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308042105/ Last updated: 2023-08-05T01:15:07.000Z ## Video ## Rules 1. Take the **start quote** and use [semantic search](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Semantic%5Fsearch?ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Semantic%20search%20seeks%20to%20improve,to%20generate%20more%20relevant%20results.) in the [Readwise quote space](https://atlas.nomic.ai/map/2f41176d-366b-4e21-a915-607320cee284/3cdfc12c-dd63-4a08-87ca-063c710379dd?ref=bramadams.dev) to get to the **end quote** 2. Each heading is the query to get the next three nodes 3. Allowable moves must come from part of the three matches 4. Bolded words are the thought process to make the next move ## Start Quote > Why Americans flocked to devour this faux memoir of Stein’s own Parisian life, replete with anecdotes about Picasso, Matisse, Hemingway etc., is perhaps self-explanatory. She was lifting the lid on some of the best-known **cultural figures** of the twentieth century, and – in so doing – managed to enrage them. **Hemingway** labelled the book ā€˜pitiable’, Matisse whinged about how his wife was represented, and Stein’s own brother, Leo, called it ā€˜**a farrago of lies**’. None of these outbursts were ideal quotes for the book jacket, but Stein burned her bridges with good reason. She desired **fame and money**, and for years had been carefully **cultivating friendships with influential people** in American publishing. Now she had the opportunity to call in her favours. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/from-stein-to-web-of-interactions-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/from-stein-to-web-of-interactions-1.png) from stein to web of interactions 1.png ## End Quote > Personally, I much prefer to think in terms not of systems but of a **web of interactions**. This allows me to see how stresses on **one thread affect all others**. The image also acknowledges the inherent strength of a web and recognizes the existence of patterns and designs. Anyone who has ever **woven or knitted** knows that one can change patterns, but only at particular points and only in a particular way so as not to destroy the fabric itself. When **women writers** speak about reweaving the web of life they mean exactly this kind of pattern change. Not only do they know that such changes can be achieved but, more importantly, they know there are other patterns. **The web of technology can indeed be woven differently**, but even to discuss such intentional changes of pattern requires an **examination of the features of the current pattern** and an **understanding of the origins and the purpose of the present design**. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/08/from-stein-to-web-of-interactions-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/from-stein-to-web-of-interactions-2.png) from stein to web of interactions 2.png ## Start > Why Americans flocked to devour this **faux memoir** of **Stein**’s own Parisian life, replete with anecdotes about Picasso, Matisse, Hemingway etc., is perhaps self-explanatory. She was lifting the lid on some of the best-known cultural figures of the twentieth century, and – in so doing – managed to enrage them. Hemingway labelled the book ā€˜pitiable’, Matisse whinged about how his wife was represented, and Stein’s own brother, Leo, called it ā€˜a farrago of lies’. None of these outbursts were ideal quotes for the book jacket, but Stein burned her bridges with good reason. She desired fame and money, and for years had been carefully cultivating friendships with influential people in American publishing. Now she had the opportunity to call in her favours. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.998767100646936 --- > But, while American intellectuals debated if her work had any merit, the general public was quietly being primed to think about Gertrude Stein as a famous person. Her friend Carl Van Vechten wrote to her regularly from America, boosting Stein’s ego with reports of her influence: ā€˜your name pops up in current journalism with great frequency. You are as famous in America as any historical character – and if you came over I think you might get as great a reception as, say, Jenny Lind \[the Swedish opera sensation brought over by P. T. Barnum\].’ > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.868055505498007 --- > Stein didn’t bounce from obscurity to fame, she redefined her existing reputation by swapping mockery for acclaim. She became something new; Stein was the modernist Miley Cyrus, minus the twerking. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.841024159609273 --- ## What Books Were Penned by Female Authors? > Woolf recognised, lay the problem of money. Women enjoyed no freedoms—including freedom of the spirit—because they did not control their own **income**: ā€œ**Women** have always been poor, not for two hundred years merely, but from the beginning of time. Women have had less intellectual freedom than the sons of Athenian slaves,ā€ she wrote. > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.792585659477756 --- > The husband and wife author team Will and Ariel Durant even applied this tactic to their own body of work. Having spent more than fifty years researching and writing their eleven-volume magnum opus, The Story of Civilization, they distilled it all down into a quick, 100-page problem-solver called The Lessons of History. Despite the latter requiring roughly a fiftieth of the time to write, its sales have outstripped those of all their other books combined. Why? Because it offered readers an outcome instead of just a story. Your book’s promise should appear in (or at least be strongly implied by) its title and/or subtitle. My all-time favorite nonfiction title is How to Stay Alive in the Woods, by Bradford Angier. Can you guess what that book is promising? Are you able to judge its relevance to your needs and goals? Do you know which of your friends might enjoy hearing about it? Absolutely. > \-- Write Useful Books: A modern approach to designing and refining recommendable nonfiction similarity = 0.791808604764729 --- > I wasn’t fully prepared, though, to feel what I did when I set foot inside the Elizabeth Garrett Anderson School and was ushered to an auditorium where about two hundred students had gathered to watch some of their peers perform and then hear me speak. The school was named after a pioneering doctor who also became the first female mayor elected in England. The building itself was nothing special—a boxy brick building on a nondescript street. But as I settled into a folding chair onstage and started watching the performance—which included a Shakespeare scene, a modern dance, and a chorus singing a beautiful rendition of a Whitney Houston song—something inside me began to quake. I almost felt myself falling backward into my own past. You had only to look around at the faces in the room to know that despite their strengths these girls would need to work hard to be seen. There were girls in hijab, girls for whom English was a second language, girls whose skin made up every shade of brown. I knew they’d have to push back against the stereotypes that would get put on them, all the ways they’d be defined before they’d had a chance to define themselves. They’d need to fight the invisibility that comes with being poor, female, and of color. They’d have to work to find their voices and not be diminished, to keep themselves from getting beaten down. They would have to work just to learn. > \-- Becoming similarity = 0.787261824437255 --- ## What Did Women Historically Do to Make Income? > Woolf recognised, lay the problem of money. Women enjoyed no freedoms—including freedom of the spirit—because they did not control their own income: ā€œWomen have always been poor, not for two hundred years merely, but from the beginning of time. Women have had less intellectual freedom than the sons of Athenian slaves,ā€ she wrote. > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.822187272775031 --- > A long time ago most goods were produced outside the circuit of commercial transactions—in other words, **outside the market**. They were produced in a manner closer to how we divide labor within our home. This of course does not necessarily mean that the world was a better, more ethical place. For centuries if not millennia, **women** were given the worst tasks within patriarchal, sexist households, not to mention the serfs and the slaves, who did all the drudgery in real or virtual shackles. The very fact that most work, most production, took place within the confines of the extended household gave rise to the word oikonomia, which comprises two words: oikos (ā€œhouseholdā€) and nomoi (ā€œlaws, rules, constraintsā€). This is the etymology of ā€œeconomy,ā€ which literally means something like the ā€œlaws of running, or **managing, a household**.ā€ > \-- Talking to My Daughter About the Economy: or, How Capitalism Works--and How It Fails similarity = 0.818158753578414 --- > Women have never been freer, richer, or more powerful. In 1970, just 4 percent of women earned more than their husbands; today, 29 percent earn more than their male spouses. Today, girls match or outperform boys in education in the developed world. Spousal homicides have declined since the 1960s thanks to better policing as well as more protections for victims, such as restraining orders, shelters for victims, and automatic arrests of suspects of domestic violence. > \-- San Fransicko: Why Progressives Ruin Cities similarity = 0.815357813020172 --- ## What Are Household Tasks? > In essence, tidying ought to be the act of restoring balance among people, their possessions, and the house they live in. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.806673824658613 --- > If you live with your family, you could ask them, ā€œIs there something you need that you were planning to buy?ā€ before you start tidying, and then if you happen to come across exactly what they need, give it to them as a gift. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.800910655425745 --- > Tidying means taking **each item** in your hand, asking yourself whether it sparks joy, and deciding on this basis whether or not to **keep** it. By repeating this process hundreds and thousands of times, we naturally hone our decision-making skills. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.790149903737029 --- ## How Do We Decide to Keep an Item or Not? > I recommend you dispose of anything that does not fall into one of three categories: currently in use, needed for a limited period of time, or must be kept indefinitely. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.830745500464123 --- > We should also note that this ā€œone in, one outā€ rule holds only for items of the same type. For example, **if we buy a new jacket, we part with an old jacket**. It doesn’t make sense to buy a new microwave oven and throw away an old eraser, right? > \-- Goodbye, Things: The New Japanese Minimalism similarity = 0.830411045781763 --- > Tidying means taking each item in your hand, asking yourself whether it sparks joy, and deciding on this basis whether or not to keep it. By repeating this process hundreds and thousands of times, we naturally hone our decision-making skills. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.829102312601043 --- ## When Do I Get Rid of My Jacket? > I am especially set for clothes. I have reached the time of life where all I want is to **wear out the clothes** I have and never get another thing. I think many men of a certain age will nod in agreement when I say there is a real satisfaction when you wear something out and can finally discard it—a feeling of a job well done. It’s not always easy. I have an L.L.Bean shirt that I have been trying to wear out for nearly twenty years. I wear that shirt up to two dozen times a month. I have washed the car with it. I have used it to clean the grate on the barbecue. I hate that shirt. I didn’t actually particularly like it the day I bought it. But I will wear it out if it kills me. > \-- The Road to Little Dribbling: Adventures of an American in Britain similarity = 0.802324643069196 --- > ā€œWould I want to wear this right away if the temperature suddenly changed?ā€ > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.788289127967708 --- > Discard it if you have it for the sake of appearance. > \-- Goodbye, Things: The New Japanese Minimalism similarity = 0.782615416313076 --- ## How Do I Not Wear Out Clothing? > I am especially set for clothes. I have reached the time of life where all I want is to wear out the clothes I have and never get another thing. I think many men of a certain age will nod in agreement when I say there is a real satisfaction when you wear something out and can finally discard it—a feeling of a job well done. It’s not always easy. I have an L.L.Bean shirt that I have been trying to wear out for nearly twenty years. I wear that shirt up to two dozen times a month. I have washed the car with it. I have used it to clean the grate on the barbecue. I hate that shirt. I didn’t actually particularly like it the day I bought it. But I will wear it out if it kills me. > \-- The Road to Little Dribbling: Adventures of an American in Britain similarity = 0.841295646043948 --- > The trick is not to overcategorize. Divide your clothes roughly into **ā€œcotton-likeā€ and ā€œwool-likeā€ materials** when you put them in the drawer. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.827728933929146 --- > Put out your exercise clothes the night before you exercise so you wear them first thing in the morning and are ready to go (alternatively, sleep in your exercise clothes). > \-- Exercised: Why Something We Never Evolved to Do Is Healthy and Rewarding similarity = 0.813050121621034 --- ## How Do I Create Cotton Like or Wool Like Clothing? > The trick is not to overcategorize. Divide your clothes roughly into **ā€œcotton-likeā€ and ā€œwool-likeā€ materials** when you put them in the drawer. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.823739392432724 --- > My standard is this: hang any clothes that look like they would be happier hung up, such as those made with soft materials that flutter in the breeze or highly tailored cuts, which protest at being folded. These we should hang willingly. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.777753636302986 --- > The goal is to fold each piece of clothing into a simple, smooth rectangle. First, fold each lengthwise side of the garment toward the center (such as the left-hand, then right-hand, sides of a shirt) and tuck the sleeves in to make a long rectangular shape. It doesn’t matter how you fold the sleeves. Next, pick up one short end of the rectangle and fold it toward the other short end. Then fold again, in the same manner, in halves or in thirds. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.774908822318931 --- ## How Do I Repair Wool Like Clothing? > The trick is not to overcategorize. Divide your clothes roughly into ā€œcotton-likeā€ and ā€œwool-likeā€ materials when you put them in the drawer. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.800035747849278 --- > My standard is this: hang any **clothes** that look like they would be happier hung up, such as those made with soft materials that flutter in the breeze or **highly tailored cuts**, which protest at being folded. These we should hang willingly. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.767397472855179 --- > The goal is to fold each piece of clothing into a simple, smooth rectangle. First, fold each lengthwise side of the garment toward the center (such as the left-hand, then right-hand, sides of a shirt) and tuck the sleeves in to make a long rectangular shape. It doesn’t matter how you fold the sleeves. Next, pick up one short end of the rectangle and fold it toward the other short end. Then fold again, in the same manner, in halves or in thirds. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.759944426771654 --- ## What Does it Mean to Get Clothing Tailored? > When clothes fit well, we hardly notice them. But when anything is out of place, it suddenly makes us uncomfortable. So too when things ā€œfitā€ā€”or don’t—with our social and self-images. Any deviation from what’s considered appropriate to our stations and subcultures is liable to raise eyebrows, and without a good reason or backstory, we’re unlikely to feel good about it. If you’re a high-powered executive, imagine wearing your old high school backpack to work. If you’re a bohemian artist, imagine bringing the Financial Times to an open-mic night. If you’re a working-class union member, imagine ordering kale salad with tofu at a restaurant. > \-- The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Motives in Everyday Life similarity = 0.795190517661315 --- > For Held, fashion was a public performance and she lamented: ā€˜I live at the dressmaker’s … I am being moulded into clothes, all day long. I get no rest. For three months last summer I have been fitted, and draped, and assassinated by clothes. And then you marvel that they fit!’23 Such a complaint was laced with irony: she knew full well that fashion was one of the sources of her power. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.776362542168428 --- > And the real trick of athleisure is the way it can physically suggest that you were made to do this—that you’re the kind of person who thinks that putting in expensive hard work for a high-functioning, maximally attractive consumer existence is about as good a way to pass your time on earth as there is. There’s a phenomenon, Weigel noted, called ā€œ**enclothed cognition**,ā€ in which **clothes that come with cultural scripts can actually alter cognitive function**. > \-- Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion similarity = 0.772146504535188 --- ## What Culture Do We Insert into Our Clothing? > When clothes fit well, we hardly notice them. But when anything is out of place, it suddenly makes us uncomfortable. So too when things ā€œfitā€ā€”or don’t—with our social and self-images. Any deviation from what’s considered appropriate to our stations and subcultures is liable to raise eyebrows, and without a good reason or backstory, we’re unlikely to feel good about it. If you’re a high-powered executive, imagine wearing your old high school backpack to work. If you’re a bohemian artist, imagine bringing the Financial Times to an open-mic night. If you’re a working-class union member, imagine ordering kale salad with tofu at a restaurant. > \-- The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Motives in Everyday Life similarity = 0.834626048727621 --- > And the real trick of athleisure is the way it can physically suggest that you were made to do this—that you’re the kind of person who thinks that putting in expensive hard work for a high-functioning, maximally attractive consumer existence is about as good a way to pass your time on earth as there is. There’s a phenomenon, Weigel noted, called **ā€œenclothed cognition,ā€** in which **clothes that come with cultural scripts can actually alter cognitive function**. > \-- Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion similarity = 0.812659407849442 --- > Today there’s a stigma to wearing uniforms, in part because it suppresses our individuality. But the very concept of ā€œindividualityā€ is just signaling by another name.20 The main reason we like wearing unique clothes is to differentiate and distinguish ourselves from our peers. > \-- The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Motives in Everyday Life similarity = 0.801666620349832 --- ## How Do Clothing Choices Make the Society? > When clothes fit well, we hardly notice them. But when anything is out of place, it suddenly makes us uncomfortable. So too when things ā€œfitā€ā€”or don’t—with our social and self-images. Any deviation from what’s considered appropriate to our stations and subcultures is liable to raise eyebrows, and without a good reason or backstory, we’re unlikely to feel good about it. If you’re a high-powered executive, imagine wearing your old high school backpack to work. If you’re a bohemian artist, imagine bringing the **Financial Times** to an open-mic night. If you’re a working-class union member, imagine ordering kale salad with tofu at a restaurant. > \-- The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Motives in Everyday Life similarity = 0.857930230827964 --- > Clothes, like people, can relax more freely when in the company of others who are very similar in type, and therefore organizing them by category helps them feel more comfortable and secure. > \-- The Life-Changing Magic of Tidying Up: The Japanese Art of Decluttering and Organizing similarity = 0.837620620242664 --- > And the real trick of athleisure is the way it can physically suggest that you were made to do this—that you’re the kind of person who thinks that putting in expensive hard work for a high-functioning, maximally attractive consumer existence is about as good a way to pass your time on earth as there is. There’s a phenomenon, Weigel noted, called ā€œenclothed cognition,ā€ in which clothes that come with cultural scripts can actually alter cognitive function. > \-- Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion similarity = 0.837045371943636 --- ## What is the Financial Times? > These stories of financial excess, from the diving company bubble to the **dot-com mania**, are not just entertaining yarns, they are also a mortal warning to all investors. There will always be speculative markets in which the old rules seem to go out the window. Learn to recognize the signs: **technological** or financial ā€œdisplacement,ā€ excessive use of credit, **amnesia for the last bubble**, and the flood of new investors who swallow plausible stories in place of doing the hard math. When this happens, keep a close hold on your wallet and remember John Templeton’s famous warning: The four most expensive words in the English language are, **ā€œThis time, it’s different.ā€** > \-- The Four Pillars of Investing: Lessons for Building a Winning Portfolio (Personal Finance & Investment) similarity = 0.784660810418756 --- > The mid-1960s, when Jensen’s study was published in the Journal of Finance, was about the last time that the average college-educated person could get through an academic finance article without falling asleep. Vast improvements in statistical and **computational sophistication** in financial research meant that, in most cases, the results were impossible to translate into plain English. In Twain’s words, financial research had become ā€œchloroform in print.ā€ > \-- The Four Pillars of Investing: Lessons for Building a Winning Portfolio (Personal Finance & Investment) similarity = 0.780314095292895 --- > The incompetence of the British government served to complicate matters; some officials quickly realized the dangers of revealing too much information, while others thought that being open with the newspapers was a good way to maintain morale and show that the government was responsive to public enthusiasm for the war. Inevitably, the government and the Times were soon at loggerheads. The British commander in chief, General Simpson, complained: ā€˜ā€˜Our spies give us all manner of reports, while the enemy never spends a farthing for information. He gets it all for five pence from a London paper.’’ > \-- The Victorian Internet: The Remarkable Story of the Telegraph and the Nineteenth Century's On-line Pioneers similarity = 0.778600642798209 --- ## What Was Dot Com Mania? > Finally, **Pets.com** is, by most measures, the epitome of the dot-com boom-and-bust cycle—an example of prioritizing uncontrolled and overfunded growth while doing things like selling products far below cost (which obviously isn’t sustainable). Pets.com spent more than $17 million on advertising involving sock puppets in the second quarter of 2000 alone; meanwhile, their revenue (not profit) at that time was only $8.8 million. Pets.com was spending based on growth it hoped to see, not on where the company was currently at, and it ended up losing an estimated $300 million in investment capital along the way. > \-- Company of One: Why Staying Small Is the Next Big Thing for Business similarity = 0.768713923207912 --- > These stories of financial excess, from the diving company bubble to the dot-com mania, are not just entertaining yarns, they are also a mortal warning to all investors. There will always be speculative markets in which the old rules seem to go out the window. Learn to recognize the signs: technological or financial ā€œdisplacement,ā€ excessive use of credit, amnesia for the last bubble, and the flood of new investors who swallow plausible stories in place of doing the hard math. When this happens, keep a close hold on your wallet and remember John Templeton’s famous warning: The four most expensive words in the English language are, ā€œThis time, it’s different.ā€ > \-- The Four Pillars of Investing: Lessons for Building a Winning Portfolio (Personal Finance & Investment) similarity = 0.767694886484072 --- > Beyond its three chapters on financial manias, Extraordinary Popular Delusions also contained three long chapters on religious manias: one each on biblical prophecy, the Crusades, and the pursuit of witches. While religious and financial manias might seem to have little in common, the underlying forces that give them rise are identical: the desire to improve one’s well-being in this life or the next. And the factors that amplify the contagion of financial and religious mass delusions are also similar: the hardwired human propensity to imitate, to fabricate and consume compelling narratives, and to seek status. > \-- The Delusions Of Crowds: Why People Go Mad in Groups similarity = 0.763657385206292 --- ## What is pets.com? > Finally, Pets.com is, by most measures, the epitome of the dot-com boom-and-bust cycle—an example of prioritizing uncontrolled and overfunded growth while doing things like selling products far below cost (which obviously isn’t sustainable). Pets.com spent more than $17 million on advertising involving sock puppets in the second quarter of 2000 alone; meanwhile, their revenue (not profit) at that time was only $8.8 million. Pets.com was spending based on growth it hoped to see, not on where the company was currently at, and it ended up losing an estimated $300 million in investment capital along the way. > \-- Company of One: Why Staying Small Is the Next Big Thing for Business similarity = 0.830685261639809 --- > Whatever you’re into, there’s a **website** for that. **We all play ā€œa fractional part in some quite trivial matter**,ā€ as Kierkegaard says. And this is soothing. > \-- The World Beyond Your Head: On Becoming an Individual in an Age of Distraction similarity = 0.731429162321025 --- > Now she was out of school and totally lost, barely surviving in a kitchenless apartment on the Lower East Side. Her only source of income was a job she’d found on Craigslist. Jack’s Dawgs, a chain of downtown hot dog stands, had received straight Ds in a recent health inspection. So the owner, Jack Potenzone, was paying Laura to improve the chain’s public image. Each day she went online and posted a hundred positive comments on food sites, using fictitious screen names. ā€œI don’t know how Jack’s Dawgs got such a bad rap,ā€ read a typical review. ā€œTheir stores are spotless, welcoming, and there are no rats.ā€ Her boss had instructed her to insert the phrase ā€œthere are no ratsā€ in every single one of her posts. ā€œThat way,ā€ he explained, ā€œpeople will think we don’t have rats.ā€ > \-- What in God's Name: A Novel similarity = 0.729191920992635 --- ## How Do We All Interact on the Web? > In America, before the internet, the division between our public and private lives was usually tied to our physical location—our work and our home. The context in which we were communicating with our friends and family was clear. At work, we were professionals, and at home we were husbands, wives, sons, or daughters. **On the internet, we organize information by its popularity in an attempt to determine its validity**. **If a website has been referenced by many other websites, then it is generally determined to be more valuable or accurate.** Feelings expressed on social media are quantified, validated, and distributed in a similar fashion. Popular expression becomes the most valuable expression. **Social media businesses represent an aggressive expansion of capitalism into our personal relationships**. We are asked to perform for our friends, to create things they like, to work on a ā€œpersonal brandā€ā€”and brands teach us that authenticity is the result of consistency. We must honor our ā€œtrue selfā€ and represent the same self to all of our friends or risk being discredited. **But humanity cannot be true or false. We are full of contradictions and we change. That is the joy of human life. We are not brands; it is simply not in our nature.** > \-- How to Turn Down a Billion Dollars: The Snapchat Story similarity = 0.849714890150172 --- > Before perception AI, our interactions with the online world had to squeeze through two very narrow chokepoints: the keyboards on our computers or the screen on our smartphones. > \-- AI Superpowers: China, Silicon Valley, and the New World Order similarity = 0.841025554227238 --- > As a medium, the internet is defined by a built-in performance incentive. In real life, you can walk around living life and be visible to other people. But you can’t just walk around and be visible on the internet—for anyone to see you, you have to act. > \-- Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion similarity = 0.836181013555738 --- ## Why Have the Economics of Technologies Changed What it Means to Be Human? > The revolutions in biotech and infotech will give us control of the world inside us and will enable us to engineer and manufacture life. We will learn how to design brains, extend lives, and kill thoughts at our discretion. Nobody knows what the consequences will be. Humans were always far better at inventing tools than using them wisely. **It is easier to manipulate a river by building a dam than it is to predict all the complex consequences this will have for the wider ecological system.** Similarly, it will be easier to redirect the flow of our minds than to divine what that will do to our personal psychology or to our social systems. > \-- 21 Lessons for the 21st Century similarity = 0.858684585214671 --- > Most technologies do not fundamentally change us. Consider the contemporary smartphone. It’s a flashlight, a music player, a camera, a game console, a fare card, a remote control, a library, a television, a cookbook, a computer—all in one. It hasn’t enabled us to do much that’s fundamentally new, but it has combined more than a dozen preexisting devices into one, increasing efficiency and access. Important? Ridiculously. But such improvement-based techs do not fundamentally change who we are. Transport technologies, on the other hand, profoundly alter our relationship with our geography. Today you can jump continents in a few hours. It wasn’t always this way. In fact, it was almost never this way. Until a couple hundred years ago, it was rare for any of us to venture more than a few miles from home. The six millennia of human history has quite literally been a slow, agonizing crawl along a long, long road. > \-- The End of the World is Just the Beginning: Mapping the Collapse of Globalization similarity = 0.853567456281093 --- > The partnership of technology and people makes us smarter, stronger, and better able to live in the modern world. **We have become reliant on the technology and we can no longer function without it.** The dependence is even stronger today than ever before, including mechanical, physical things such as housing, clothing, heating, food preparation and storage, and transportation. Now this range of dependencies is extended to information services as well: communication, news, entertainment, education, and social interaction. **When things work, we are informed, comfortable, and effective. When things break, we may no longer be able to function. This dependence upon technology is very old, but every decade, the impact covers more and more activities.** > \-- The Design of Everyday Things: Revised and Expanded Edition similarity = 0.849041096825031 --- ## Why Do We Feel the Need to Make New Technology without Understanding the Complex Systems They Are Part Of? > The revolutions in biotech and infotech will give us control of the world inside us and will enable us to engineer and manufacture life. We will learn how to design brains, extend lives, and kill thoughts at our discretion. Nobody knows what the consequences will be. Humans were always far better at inventing tools than using them wisely. It is easier to manipulate a river by building a dam than it is to predict all the complex consequences this will have for the wider ecological system. Similarly, it will be easier to redirect the flow of our minds than to divine what that will do to our personal psychology or to our social systems. > \-- 21 Lessons for the 21st Century similarity = 0.852304409312803 --- > The reason that **technological progress exacerbates our feelings of impatience is that each new advance seems to bring us closer to the point of transcending our limits**; it seems to promise that this time, finally, **we might be able to make things go fast enough for us to feel completely in control of our unfolding time**. > \-- Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals similarity = 0.850714747405008 --- > There is a **complex feedback loop between technology and the people who use it**. A changing consciousness calls for a changing technology, and a changing technology changes consciousness. > \-- Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) similarity = 0.847665494309196 --- ## What is the Feedback Loop Between Technology and Humans? > There is a complex feedback loop between technology and the people who use it. A changing consciousness calls for a changing technology, and a changing technology changes consciousness. > \-- Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) similarity = 0.906465810766004 --- > The partnership of technology and people makes us smarter, stronger, and better able to live in the modern world. We have become reliant on the technology and we can no longer function without it. The dependence is even stronger today than ever before, including mechanical, physical things such as housing, clothing, heating, food preparation and storage, and transportation. Now this range of dependencies is extended to information services as well: communication, news, entertainment, education, and social interaction. When things work, we are informed, comfortable, and effective. When things break, we may no longer be able to function. This dependence upon technology is very old, but every decade, the impact covers more and more activities. > \-- The Design of Everyday Things: Revised and Expanded Edition similarity = 0.85530171606131 --- > The real world of technology seems to involve an inherent trust in machines and devices (ā€œproduction is under controlā€œ) and a basic apprehension of people (ā€œgrowth is chancy, one can never be sure of the outcomeā€œ). **If we do not wish to visualize people as sources of problems and machines and devices as sources of solutions, then we need to consider machines and devices as cohabitants of this earth within the limiting parameters applied to human populations**. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.851811107861467 --- ## How Do We View Humans in Relation to Technology? > The real world of technology seems to involve an inherent trust in machines and devices (ā€œproduction is under controlā€œ) and a basic apprehension of people (ā€œgrowth is chancy, one can never be sure of the outcomeā€œ). If we do not wish to visualize people as sources of problems and machines and devices as sources of solutions, then we need to consider machines and devices as cohabitants of this earth within the limiting parameters applied to human populations. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.877851024243231 --- > Many **technological systems**, when examined for **context** and overall design, are basically anti-people. **People** are seen as sources of problems while technology is seen as a source of solutions. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.857255379825745 --- > The partnership of technology and people makes us smarter, stronger, and better able to live in the modern world. We have become reliant on the technology and we can no longer function without it. The dependence is even stronger today than ever before, including mechanical, physical things such as housing, clothing, heating, food preparation and storage, and transportation. Now this range of dependencies is extended to information services as well: communication, news, entertainment, education, and social interaction. When things work, we are informed, comfortable, and effective. When things break, we may no longer be able to function. This dependence upon technology is very old, but every decade, the impact covers more and more activities. > \-- The Design of Everyday Things: Revised and Expanded Edition similarity = 0.855879536870311 --- ## What is the Context in Which Technology is Made for Groups of People? > When I talked earlier about the need to look at technology in context, I meant the context of nature and people. When predictions turn out to be as wrong as many of those in The World in 1984, it is because context is not a passive medium but a dynamic counterpart. The responses of **people**, individually and collectively, and the responses of nature are often underrated in the formulation of plans and predictions. Electrical engineers speak about inductive coupling: **A changing field induces a current, which may induce a counter-current. Change produces changes, often in different dimensions and magnitudes.** Maybe what the real world of technology needs more than anything else are citizens with a sense of humility — the humility of Kepler or Newton, who studied the universe but knew that they were not asked to run it. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.843372246676831 --- > Many technological systems, when examined for context and overall design, are basically anti-people. People are seen as sources of problems while technology is seen as a source of solutions. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.841004285336324 --- > The real world of technology seems to involve an inherent trust in machines and devices (ā€œproduction is under controlā€œ) and a basic apprehension of people (ā€œgrowth is chancy, one can never be sure of the outcomeā€œ). If we do not wish to visualize people as sources of problems and machines and devices as sources of solutions, then we need to consider machines and devices as cohabitants of this earth within the limiting parameters applied to human populations. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.834633945186502 --- ## What Are the Risks of Technology Induced Change on People? > There is a complex feedback loop between technology and the people who use it. A changing consciousness calls for a changing technology, and a changing technology changes consciousness. > \-- Does Writing Have a Future? (Electronic Mediations Book 33) similarity = 0.846392099531913 --- > The real world of technology seems to involve an inherent trust in machines and devices (ā€œproduction is under controlā€œ) and a basic apprehension of people (ā€œgrowth is chancy, one can never be sure of the outcomeā€œ). **If we do not wish to visualize people as sources of problems and machines and devices as sources of solutions, then we need to consider machines and devices as cohabitants of this earth within the limiting parameters applied to human populations**. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.844216368039636 --- > The revolutions in biotech and infotech will give us control of the world inside us and will enable us to engineer and manufacture life. We will learn how to design brains, extend lives, and kill thoughts at our discretion. Nobody knows what the consequences will be. Humans were always far better at inventing tools than using them wisely. It is easier to manipulate a river by building a dam than it is to predict all the complex consequences this will have for the wider ecological system. Similarly, it will be easier to redirect the flow of our minds than to divine what that will do to our personal psychology or to our social systems. > \-- 21 Lessons for the 21st Century similarity = 0.840999483992594 --- ## How Should We Visualize the Systems of Technology We Create to Not Cause Problems? > The **real world of technology** seems to involve an inherent trust in machines and devices (ā€œproduction is under controlā€œ) and a basic apprehension of people (ā€œgrowth is chancy, one can never be sure of the outcomeā€œ). If we do not wish to visualize people as sources of problems and machines and devices as sources of solutions, then we need to consider machines and devices as cohabitants of this earth within the limiting parameters applied to human populations. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.842107501167143 --- > real systems engineering problems are almost impossible to exhibit in proper realistic detail; instead, toy situations and stories must be used, which, while eliminating much detail, do not distort things too much. > \-- The Art of Doing Science and Engineering: Learning to Learn similarity = 0.831677040240927 --- > Many technological systems, when examined for context and overall design, are basically anti-people. People are seen as sources of problems while technology is seen as a source of solutions. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.829212690007623 --- ## The Real World of Technology? > The real world of technology is a very complex system. And nothing in my survey or its highlights should be interpreted as technological determinism or as a belief in the autonomy of technology per se. **What needs to be emphasized is that technologies are developed and used within a particular social, economic, and political context**.1 They arise out of a social structure, **they are grafted on to it, and they may reinforce it or destroy it**, often in ways that are neither foreseen nor foreseeable. In this complex world neither the option that ā€œeverything is possibleā€ nor the option that ā€œeverything is preordainedā€ exists. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.881404517576951 --- > The real world of technology seems to involve an inherent trust in machines and devices (ā€œproduction is under controlā€œ) and a basic apprehension of people (ā€œgrowth is chancy, one can never be sure of the outcomeā€œ). If we do not wish to visualize people as sources of problems and machines and devices as sources of solutions, then we need to consider machines and devices as cohabitants of this earth within the limiting parameters applied to human populations. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.879330640535132 --- > Today’s real world of technology is characterized by the dominance of prescriptive technologies. Prescriptive technologies are not restricted to materials production. They are used in administrative and economic activities and in many aspects of governance, and on them rests the real world of technology in which we live. While we should not forget that these prescriptive technologies are often exceedingly effective and efficient, they come with an enormous social mortgage. The mortgage means that we live in a **culture of compliance**, that we are ever more conditioned to accept orthodoxy as normal, and to accept that there is only one way of doing ā€œit.ā€œ > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.866961124216113 --- ## How Do Technologies Affect the Context of the Network? > When I talked earlier about the need to look at technology in context, I meant the context of nature and people. When predictions turn out to be as wrong as many of those in The World in 1984, it is because context is not a passive medium but a dynamic counterpart. The responses of people, individually and collectively, and the responses of nature are often underrated in the formulation of plans and predictions. Electrical engineers speak about inductive coupling: A changing field induces a current, which may induce a counter-current. Change produces changes, often in different dimensions and magnitudes. Maybe what the real world of technology needs more than anything else are citizens with a sense of humility — the humility of Kepler or Newton, who studied the universe but knew that they were not asked to run it. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.845925452538962 --- > **The real world of technology is a very complex system**. And nothing in my survey or its highlights should be interpreted as technological determinism or as a belief in the autonomy of technology per se. What needs to be emphasized is that **technologies are developed and used within a particular social, economic, and political context**.1 They arise out of a social structure, they are grafted on to it, and they may reinforce it or destroy it, often in ways that are neither foreseen nor foreseeable. In this complex world neither the option that ā€œeverything is possibleā€ nor the option that ā€œeverything is preordainedā€ exists. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.84486450594026 --- > A second factor is the reconsideration of the meaning of technology. Modern data networks serve as an example. Newspapers, magazines, and books were once thought of as part of the publishing industry, very different from radio and television broadcasting. All of these were different from movies and music. But once the Internet took hold, along with enhanced and inexpensive computer power and displays, it became clear that all of these disparate industries were really just different forms of information providers, so that all could be conveyed to customers by a single medium. > \-- The Design of Everyday Things: Revised and Expanded Edition similarity = 0.837045158977821 --- ## What is the Web of Social Structures That Are Affected by Technology? > **Personally, I much prefer to think in terms not of systems but of a web of interactions. This allows me to see how stresses on one thread affect all others. The image also acknowledges the inherent strength of a web and recognizes the existence of patterns and designs. Anyone who has ever woven or knitted knows that one can change patterns, but only at particular points and only in a particular way so as not to destroy the fabric itself. When women writers speak about reweaving the web of life,5 they mean exactly this kind of pattern change. Not only do they know that such changes can be achieved but, more importantly, they know there are other patterns. The web of technology can indeed be woven differently, but even to discuss such intentional changes of pattern requires an examination of the features of the current pattern and an understanding of the origins and the purpose of the present design.** > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.850831501860522 --- > The real world of technology is a very complex system. And nothing in my survey or its highlights should be interpreted as technological determinism or as a belief in the autonomy of technology per se. What needs to be emphasized is that technologies are developed and used within a particular social, economic, and political context.1 They arise out of a social structure, they are grafted on to it, and they may reinforce it or destroy it, often in ways that are neither foreseen nor foreseeable. In this complex world neither the option that ā€œeverything is possibleā€ nor the option that ā€œeverything is preordainedā€ exists. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.836434689690511 --- > The so-called Facebook and Twitter revolutions in the Arab world started in hopeful online communities, but once they emerged into the messy offline world, they were commandeered by religious fanatics and military juntas. If Facebook now aims to instigate a global revolution, it will have to do a much better job in bridging the gap between online and offline. It and the other online giants tend to view humans as audiovisual animals—a pair of eyes and a pair of ears connected to ten fingers, a screen, and a credit card. A crucial step toward uniting humankind is to appreciate that humans have bodies. > \-- 21 Lessons for the 21st Century similarity = 0.831338754358519 --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### From Celebrity to Vanitas URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308032252/ Last updated: 2023-08-04T04:04:01.000Z ## Video ## Rules 1. 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Bolded words are the thought process to make the next move ## Start Quote > I realised just how productive celebrity culture is: how much it shapes us; how we chart celebrity careers against our own ambitions; how we devour the gossip with a mix of ironic detachment and zealous emotional investment; and how useful it is as a social glue that binds us together in voyeuristic fascination. > \-- Dead Famous ## End Quote > In some parts of **Christendom**, beginning in the **sixteenth century**, a new and very specific artistic genre emerged that would capture the imagination of the art-buying classes for the next two hundred years. Examples of ā€œvanitas art,ā€ so named in tribute to Ecclesiastes, were hung in domestic environments, most often studies and bedrooms. Each still-life featured a table or sideboard on which was arranged a contrasting muddle of objects. There might be **flowers, coins, a guitar or a mandolin, chess pieces, a book of verse, a laurel wreath or a wine bottle**: symbols of frivolity and **temporal glory**. And somewhere among these would be set the two great **symbols of death** and the brevity of life: a skull and an hourglass. > \-- Status Anxiety ## I Realised Just How Productive Celebrity Culture Is: How Much it Shapes Us; How We Chart Celebrity Careers Against Our Own Ambitions; How We Devour the Gossip with a Mix of Ironic Detachment and Zealous Emotional Investment; and How Useful it is as a Social Glue That Binds Us Together in Voyeuristic Fascination.? > I realised just how productive celebrity culture is: how much it shapes us; how we chart celebrity careers against our own ambitions; how we devour the gossip with a mix of ironic detachment and zealous emotional investment; and how useful it is as a social glue that binds us together in voyeuristic fascination. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.999999172925681 --- > But I don’t believe we’re all destined for fifteen minutes of fame, or a world filled by 8 billion influencers. And I’m pretty relieved about that. My attitude to celebrity used to be ambivalent, but, the more I read, the more I think celebrity sounds like a lucrative, but **existentially grim, purgatory that I’d hate to endure**. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.874206022367745 --- > Celebrities rising to reputation wasn’t due to their being glitter-sprayed automatons in some Orwellian power game; the public weren’t brainwashed sheep bleating in excitable acceptance towards whoever the media decided should be famous. No, the truth is, celebrity is a three-way equation, much like the chemical reaction needed for fire: one can’t spark a flame without the triangular relationship of heat, fuel, and oxygen; and one can’t produce celebrity without the interaction between a subject, an audience, and a media industry. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.873090640720804 --- ## Existentially Grim, Purgatory That I’d Hate to Endure? > My own personal conception of existential dread is idiosyncratic. Many people, I think, **are troubled by their own insignificance, preferring not to think about being a tiny part of a vanishing species** in what couldn’t even be called a corner of the galaxy. Not me—I’m fine with that. Moreover, I’m not perturbed by the fact that I’ll be remembered by very few of the 108 billion people who have ever lived. Yes: I’m a standard-model dude in an endless something or other. It’s mostly fine. > \-- All the Wrong Moves: A Memoir About Chess, Love, and Ruining Everything similarity = 0.82231712715908 --- > But I don’t believe we’re all destined for fifteen minutes of fame, or a world filled by 8 billion influencers. And I’m pretty relieved about that. My attitude to celebrity used to be ambivalent, but, the more I read, the more I think celebrity sounds like a lucrative, but existentially grim, purgatory that I’d hate to endure. > \-- Dead Famous: An Unexpected History of Celebrity from Bronze Age to Silver Screen similarity = 0.81605781243243 --- > As he sat waiting on the edge of the bed he thought again of the cellars of the Ministry of Love. It was curious how that predestined horror moved in and out of one’s consciousness. There it lay, fixed in future times, preceding death as surely as 99 precedes 100\. One could not avoid it, but one could perhaps postpone it; and yet instead, every now and again, by a conscious, willful act, one chose to shorten the interval before it happened. > \-- 1984 similarity = 0.814094820886662 --- ## People Are Troubled by Their Own Insignificance, Preferring Not to Think About Being a Tiny Part of a Vanishing Species? > My own personal conception of existential dread is idiosyncratic. Many people, I think, are troubled by their own insignificance, preferring not to think about being a tiny part of a vanishing species in what couldn’t even be called a corner of the galaxy. Not me—I’m fine with that. Moreover, I’m not perturbed by the fact that I’ll be remembered by very few of the 108 billion people who have ever lived. Yes: I’m a standard-model dude in an endless something or other. It’s mostly fine. > \-- All the Wrong Moves: A Memoir About Chess, Love, and Ruining Everything similarity = 0.892175987087735 --- > I was wrong to be impressed by the mere scale of what I was looking at. Some people become depressed at the scale of the universe, because it makes them feel insignificant. Other people are relieved to feel insignificant, which is even worse. But, in any case, those are mistakes. Feeling insignificant because the universe is large has exactly the same logic as feeling inadequate for not being a cow. Or a herd of cows. The universe is not there to overwhelm us; it is our home, and our resource. The bigger the better. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.858655613595488 --- > **We are like ants preoccupied with our jobs of carrying crumbs in our very brief lifetimes** instead of having a broader perspective of the big-picture patterns and cycles, the important interrelated things driving them, where we are within the cycles, and what’s likely to transpire. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.844647209232261 --- ## How Are We Like Ants Preoccupied with Our Jobs of Carrying Crumbs in Our Very Brief Lifetimes? > We are like ants preoccupied with our jobs of carrying crumbs in our very brief lifetimes instead of having a broader perspective of the big-picture patterns and cycles, the important interrelated things driving them, where we are within the cycles, and what’s likely to transpire. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.940639106266342 --- > Expressing the matter in such startling terms makes it easy to see why philosophers from ancient Greece to the present day have taken the **brevity of life** to be the defining problem of human existence: we’ve been granted the mental capacities to make almost infinitely ambitious plans, yet practically no time at all to put them into action. > \-- Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals similarity = 0.833117238862302 --- > And yet busyness is really only the beginning. Many other complaints, when you stop to think about them, are essentially complaints about our limited time. Take the daily battle against online distraction, and the alarming sense that our attention spans have shriveled to such a degree that even those of us who were bookworms as children now struggle to make it through a paragraph without experiencing the urge to reach for our phones. > \-- Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals similarity = 0.832085905667313 --- ## What is the Brevity of Life? > Expressing the matter in such startling terms makes it easy to see why **philosophers from ancient Greece** to the present day have taken the brevity of life to be the defining problem of human existence: we’ve been granted the mental capacities to make almost infinitely ambitious plans, yet practically no time at all to put them into action. > \-- Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals similarity = 0.859621770206302 --- > Brevity, as we’ve heard, is the soul of wit. Brevity is also the soul of accessibility, which is arguably just as important as wit. > \-- How to Write Funny: Your Serious, Step-By-Step Blueprint For Creating Incredibly, Irresistibly, Successfully Hilarious Writing similarity = 0.845850163599373 --- > "The part of life we really live is small." For all the rest of existence is not life, but merely time. > \-- On the Shortness of Life similarity = 0.835627764874901 --- ## Philosophers From Ancient Greece? > The philosophers associated with these schools were unapologetic about their interest in philosophies of life. According to Epicurus, for example, ā€œVain is the word of a philosopher which does not heal any suffering of man. For just as there is no profit in medicine if it does not expel the diseases of the body, so there is no profit in philosophy either, if it does not expel the suffering of the mind.ā€ > \-- A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy similarity = 0.85688284501467 --- > After his death, Socrates’ many followers not only continued to do philosophy but attracted followers of their own. Plato, the best-known of his students, founded the school of philosophy known as the Academy, **Aristippus** founded the Cyrenaic school, Euclides founded the Megarian school, **Phaedo** founded the Elian school, and **Antisthenes** founded the Cynic school. What had been a trickle of philosophical activity before Socrates became, after his death, a veritable torrent. Why did this explosion of interest in philosophy take place? In part because Socrates changed the focus of philosophical inquiry. Before Socrates, philosophers were primarily interested in explaining the world around them and the phenomena of that world—in doing what we would now call science. Although Socrates studied science as a young man, he abandoned it to focus his attention on the human condition. As the Roman orator, politician, and philosopher Cicero put it, Socrates was ā€œthe first to call philosophy down from the heavens and set her in the cities of men and bring her also into their homes and compel her to ask questions about life and morality and things good and evil.ā€ > \-- A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy similarity = 0.853370096351219 --- > AS WE HAVE SEEN, the two questions ā€œWhat can I know?ā€ and ā€œHow should I live?ā€ are for philosophers inseparable. This recognition also helps to explain the lasting impact and fascination of the protagonists of philosophy, their potential iconic status, and their capacity to influence entire eras. The ideal of transposing one’s own thought into a lifeworld—embodied in its purest form by the founding figure of Socrates—further distinguishes philosophy from other paths of knowledge, such as the natural sciences or indeed art. Being a philosopher is a way of leading one’s own life consciously, giving it pull, form, and direction through constant, probing questioning. > \-- Time of the Magicians: Wittgenstein, Benjamin, Cassirer, Heidegger, and the Decade That Reinvented Philosophy similarity = 0.847371147330017 --- ## Aristippus, Phaedo, Antisthenes,…? > After his death, Socrates’ many followers not only continued to do philosophy but attracted followers of their own. Plato, the best-known of his students, founded the school of philosophy known as the Academy, Aristippus founded the Cyrenaic school, Euclides founded the Megarian school, Phaedo founded the Elian school, and Antisthenes founded the Cynic school. What had been a trickle of philosophical activity before Socrates became, after his death, a veritable torrent. Why did this explosion of interest in philosophy take place? In part because Socrates changed the focus of philosophical inquiry. Before Socrates, philosophers were primarily interested in explaining the world around them and the phenomena of that world—in doing what we would now call science. Although Socrates studied science as a young man, he abandoned it to focus his attention on the human condition. As the Roman orator, politician, and philosopher Cicero put it, Socrates was ā€œthe first to call philosophy down from **the heavens** and set her in the cities of men and bring her also into their homes and compel her to ask questions about life and morality and things good and evil.ā€ > \-- A Guide to the Good Life: The Ancient Art of Stoic Joy similarity = 0.828950608006751 --- > The pre-Socratic thinker Periander of Corinth wrote, more than twenty-five hundred years ago: Use laws that are old but food that is fresh. > \-- Skin in the Game: Hidden Asymmetries in Daily Life similarity = 0.824610275580756 --- > CHAEREPHON: Socrates, I think I know plenty of Athenians who do not seek improvement! We have many politicians who think they’re perfect. And many sophists who think they know everything. SOCRATES: But what, specifically, do those politicians believe to be perfect? Their own grandiose plans for how to improve the city. Similarly, each sophist believes that everyone should adopt his ideas, which he sees as an improvement over everything that has been believed before. The laws and customs of Athens are set up to accommodate all these many rival ideas of perfection (as well as more modest proposals for improvement), to subject them to criticism, to winnow out from them what may be the few tiny seeds of truth, and to test out those that seem the most promising. Thus those myriad individuals who can conceive of no improvement of themselves nevertheless add up to a city that relentlessly seeks nothing else for itself, day and night. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.823026398613465 --- ## The Heavens? > ā€œThen let them know that we are here,ā€ the man said, and from his staff and hands leapt forth a white radiance that broke as a sea-wave breaks in sunlight, against the thousand diamonds of the roof and walls: a glory of light, through which the two fled, straight across the great cavern, their shadows racing from them into the white traceries and the glittering crevices and the empty, open grave. > \-- The Tombs of Atuan (The Earthsea Cycle Series Book 2) similarity = 0.829368962722272 --- > When heaven is about to confer a great responsibility on any man, it will exercise his mind with suffering, subject his sinews and bones to hard work, expose his body to hunger, put him to poverty, place obstacles in the paths of his deeds, so as to stimulate his mind, harden his nature, and improve wherever he is incompetent. MENG TZU (MENCIUS), fourth century BCE1 > \-- The Coddling of the American Mind: How Good Intentions and Bad Ideas Are Setting up a Generation for Failure similarity = 0.828791316968676 --- > Doctors keep their scalpels and other instruments handy, for emergencies. Keep your philosophy ready too—ready to understand heaven and earth. In everything you do, even the smallest thing, remember the chain that links them. **Nothing earthly succeeds by ignoring heaven, nothing heavenly by ignoring the earth**. > \-- Meditations: A New Translation (Modern Library) similarity = 0.828363795124138 --- ## Nothing Earthly Succeeds by Ignoring Heaven, Nothing Heavenly by Ignoring the Earth? > Doctors keep their scalpels and other instruments handy, for emergencies. Keep your philosophy ready too—ready to understand heaven and earth. In everything you do, even the smallest thing, remember the chain that links them. Nothing earthly succeeds by ignoring heaven, nothing heavenly by ignoring the earth. > \-- Meditations: A New Translation (Modern Library) similarity = 0.869790765175223 --- > There were a lot of fun things to do in heaven. But none were as thrilling as what you could do on Earth. > \-- What in God's Name: A Novel similarity = 0.834426718344663 --- > People are significant in the cosmic scheme of things; and The Earth’s biosphere is incapable of supporting human life. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.823651994287311 --- ## God's Name? > **God says, bestowing upon Jesus the same sobriquet** (ho Agapitos, ā€œthe Belovedā€) that God had given to King David. > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.839448918665173 --- > When the faithful are asked whether God really exists, they often begin by talking about the enigmatic mysteries of the universe and the limits of human understanding. ā€œScience cannot explain the Big Bang,ā€ they exclaim, ā€œso that must be God’s doing.ā€ Yet like a magician fooling an audience by imperceptibly replacing one card with another, the faithful quickly replace the cosmic mystery with the worldly lawgiver. After giving the name of ā€œGodā€ to the unknown secrets of the cosmos, they then use this to somehow condemn bikinis and divorce. ā€œWe do not understand the Big Bang—therefore you must cover your hair in public and vote against gay marriage.ā€ > \-- 21 Lessons for the 21st Century similarity = 0.820591778530622 --- > Among the hills, when you sit in the cool shade of the white poplars, sharing the peace and serenity of distant fields and meadows – then let your heart say in silence, ā€œGod rests in reason.ā€ And when the storm comes, and the mighty wind shakes the forest, and thunder and lightning proclaim the majesty of the sky, – then let your heart say in awe, ā€œGod moves in passion.ā€ And since you are a breath in God’s sphere, and a leaf in God’s forest, you too should rest in reason and move in passion. > \-- The Prophet similarity = 0.813800924483228 --- ## God Says, Bestowing Upon Jesus the Same Sobriquet? > God says, bestowing upon Jesus the same sobriquet (ho Agapitos, ā€œthe Belovedā€) that God had given to King David. > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.929932375672681 --- > Although ā€œChristā€ is technically the Greek word for ā€œmessiah,ā€ that is not how Paul employs the term. He does not endow **Christ** with any of the connotations attached to the term ā€œmessiahā€ in the Hebrew Scriptures. He never speaks of Jesus as ā€œthe anointed of Israel.ā€ > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.823258027625347 --- > After all, in the entire first gospel there exists not a single definitive messianic statement from Jesus himself, not even at the very end when he stands before the high priest Caiaphas and somewhat passively accepts the title that others keep foisting upon him (Mark 14:62). The same is true for the early Q source material, which also contains not a single messianic statement by Jesus. > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.819926743837941 --- ## Christ? > The big breakthrough came with **Christianity**. This faith began as an esoteric Jewish sect that sought to convince Jews that Jesus of Nazareth was their long-awaited messiah. However, one of the sect’s first leaders, Paul of Tarsus, reasoned that if the supreme power of the universe has interests and biases, and if He had bothered to incarnate Himself in the flesh and to die on the cross for the salvation of humankind, then this is something everyone should hear about, not just Jews. It was thus necessary to spread the good word – the gospel – about Jesus throughout the world. > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.818494857865076 --- > Although ā€œChristā€ is technically the Greek word for ā€œmessiah,ā€ that is not how Paul employs the term. He does not endow Christ with any of the connotations attached to the term ā€œmessiahā€ in the Hebrew Scriptures. He never speaks of Jesus as ā€œthe anointed of Israel.ā€ > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.812872700272079 --- > The Orthodox Church goes further, making the human side flow upward rather than downward. The fourth-century bishop Athanasius of Alexandria wrote: ā€œJesus Christ was incarnate so we could be made Godā€ (emphasis mine). It is the very human character of Jesus that can allow us mortals to access God and merge with him, become part of him, in order to partake of the divine. That fusion is called theosis. > \-- Skin in the Game: Hidden Asymmetries in Daily Life similarity = 0.810756290281736 --- ## Christianity? > The big breakthrough came with Christianity. This faith began as an esoteric Jewish sect that sought to convince Jews that Jesus of Nazareth was their long-awaited messiah. However, one of the sect’s first leaders, Paul of Tarsus, reasoned that if the supreme power of the universe has interests and biases, and if He had bothered to incarnate Himself in the flesh and to die on the cross for the salvation of humankind, then this is something everyone should hear about, not just Jews. It was thus necessary to spread the good word – the gospel – about Jesus throughout the world. > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.85403843451669 --- > **Christianity had been illegal since the early second century when a query from Pliny the Younger (then governor of Bithynia in Asia Minor)** prompted the emperor Trajan to establish a formal policy: While Christians were not to be sought out, those who confessed to the faith were to be executed. > \-- Meditations: A New Translation (Modern Library) similarity = 0.84481955128077 --- > It was precisely the fervor with which the followers of Jesus believed in his resurrection that transformed this tiny Jewish sect into the largest religion in the world. > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.844277461598109 --- ## What Parts of the World Was Christianity Illegal? > Christianity had been illegal since the early second century when a query from Pliny the Younger (then governor of Bithynia in Asia Minor) prompted the emperor Trajan to establish a formal policy: While Christians were not to be sought out, those who confessed to the faith were to be executed. > \-- Meditations: A New Translation (Modern Library) similarity = 0.879366637598667 --- > In the 300 years from the crucifixion of Christ to the conversion of Emperor Constantine, polytheistic Roman emperors initiated no more than four general persecutions of Christians. Local administrators and governors incited some anti-Christian violence of their own. Still, if we combine all the victims of all these persecutions, it turns out that in these three centuries, the polytheistic Romans killed no more than a few thousand Christians.1 In contrast, over the course of the next 1,500 years, Christians slaughtered Christians by the millions to defend slightly different interpretations of the religion of love and compassion. > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.801058156471456 --- > From the **fifteenth through the seventeenth century**, Europe experienced multiple waves of witch hunts, driven primarily by religious wars and conflicts in the wake of the Reformation, and also by fears brought on by recurring plague outbreaks.2 Tens of thousands of innocent people—and possibly hundreds of thousands—were put to death, often after being ā€œput to the questionā€ (that is, tortured) with the aid of boiling oil, red-hot iron bars, or thumbscrews. > \-- The Coddling of the American Mind: How Good Intentions and Bad Ideas Are Setting up a Generation for Failure similarity = 0.787408123773075 --- ## Fifteenth Through the Seventeenth Century? > From the fifteenth through the seventeenth century, Europe experienced multiple waves of witch hunts, driven primarily by religious wars and conflicts in the wake of the Reformation, and also by fears brought on by recurring plague outbreaks.2 Tens of thousands of innocent people—and possibly hundreds of thousands—were put to death, often after being ā€œput to the questionā€ (that is, tortured) with the aid of boiling oil, red-hot iron bars, or thumbscrews. > \-- The Coddling of the American Mind: How Good Intentions and Bad Ideas Are Setting up a Generation for Failure similarity = 0.833087583528326 --- > until the late eighteenth century, Asia was the world’s economic powerhouse, > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.830317764355195 --- > ā€œThe thought of every age is reflected in its technique,ā€ Wiener asserted shortly after the war. During the Scientific Revolution of the **seventeenth** and **eighteenth** centuries, for example, when figures such as Galileo, Kepler, and Newton were laying the foundations of modern science, the most advanced and evocative technology had been that of the clock, whose gears seemed to move with the timeless, pristine perfection of a planet orbiting the sun. It was no coincidence that seventeenth-century philosophers such as RenĆ© Descartes had described even plants and animals as organic clockwork mechanisms. Then, during the Industrial Revolution of the nineteenth century, the defining technology had been that of the steam engine, which was capable of converting vast amounts of energy and heat into work. And again it was no coincidence that scientists of that era had conceived of living organisms as biological heat engines, mechanisms that burned food to do useful physiological work. > \-- The Dream Machine similarity = 0.828176793854837 --- ## …,seventeenth Century, Eighteenth Century? > until the late eighteenth century, Asia was the world’s economic powerhouse, > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.846699160769043 --- > ā€œThe thought of every age is reflected in its technique,ā€ Wiener asserted shortly after the war. During the Scientific Revolution of the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries, for example, when figures such as Galileo, Kepler, and Newton were laying the foundations of modern science, the most advanced and evocative technology had been that of the clock, whose gears seemed to move with the timeless, pristine perfection of a planet orbiting the sun. It was no coincidence that **seventeenth-century** philosophers such as RenĆ© Descartes had described even plants and animals as organic clockwork mechanisms. Then, during the Industrial Revolution of the nineteenth century, the defining technology had been that of the steam engine, which was capable of converting vast amounts of energy and heat into work. And again it was no coincidence that scientists of that era had conceived of living organisms as biological heat engines, mechanisms that burned food to do useful physiological work. > \-- The Dream Machine similarity = 0.83240690387657 --- > On the eve of the late-eighteenth-century Industrial Revolution, Asia—especially China and India—accounted for nearly 60 percent of the world economy. > \-- Move: The Forces Uprooting Us similarity = 0.820375769068562 --- ## Seventeenth Century? > ā€œThe thought of every age is reflected in its technique,ā€ Wiener asserted shortly after the war. During the Scientific Revolution of the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries, for example, when figures such as Galileo, Kepler, and Newton were laying the foundations of modern science, the most advanced and evocative technology had been that of the clock, whose gears seemed to move with the timeless, pristine perfection of a planet orbiting the sun. It was no coincidence that seventeenth-century philosophers such as RenĆ© Descartes had described even plants and animals as organic clockwork mechanisms. Then, during the Industrial Revolution of the nineteenth century, the defining technology had been that of the steam engine, which was capable of converting vast amounts of energy and heat into work. And again it was no coincidence that scientists of that era had conceived of living organisms as biological heat engines, mechanisms that burned food to do useful physiological work. > \-- The Dream Machine similarity = 0.837582639257896 --- > until the late eighteenth century, Asia was the world’s economic powerhouse, > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.831355069008068 --- > After a series of attempted revolts in the **mid-1500s**, the Dutch, who were under the control of Habsburg Spain, finally became powerful enough to gain de facto independence in 1581. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.818328027526589 --- ## When Were the mid-1500s? > After a series of attempted revolts in the mid-1500s, the Dutch, who were under the control of Habsburg Spain, finally became powerful enough to gain de facto independence in 1581. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.809740245870617 --- > Prior to 1500, science and technology were totally separate fields. > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.803483829185957 --- > The world was very different in 1500 yet it operated the same way it does now. That’s because while things have evolved a lot since **1500**, they’ve done so in the same ways they always have, with evolutionary uptrends producing advancements and big cycles creating swings and bumps around the uptrends. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.799528190492555 --- ## 1500s Century is What? > The Commercial Revolution (1100s–1500s) The Commercial Revolution was the move away from a solely agriculture-based economy to one that included trade in a variety of goods. This evolution began in the 12**th century**, and by 1500, it was centered in the Italian city-states > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.817729653714205 --- > The biggest in the year 1500 was the Songhai Empire in West Africa, which had a reputation as a center of trade and Islamic scholarship. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.812833570510574 --- > Prior to 1500, science and technology were totally separate fields. > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.808837317142839 --- ## Nth Century? > ā€œThe thought of every age is reflected in its technique,ā€ Wiener asserted shortly after the war. During the Scientific Revolution of the seventeenth and eighteenth centuries, for example, when figures such as Galileo, Kepler, and Newton were laying the foundations of modern science, the most advanced and evocative technology had been that of the clock, whose gears seemed to move with the timeless, pristine perfection of a planet orbiting the sun. It was no coincidence that seventeenth-century philosophers such as RenĆ© Descartes had described even plants and animals as organic clockwork mechanisms. Then, during the Industrial Revolution of the nineteenth century, the defining technology had been that of the steam engine, which was capable of converting vast amounts of energy and heat into work. And again it was no coincidence that scientists of that era had conceived of living organisms as biological heat engines, mechanisms that burned food to do useful physiological work. > \-- The Dream Machine similarity = 0.814082712847171 --- > The technology that in 1845 ā€˜ā€˜had been a scarecrow and chimera, began to be treated as a confidential servant,’’ noted a report compiled by the Atlantic and Ohio Telegraph Company in 1849. > \-- The Victorian Internet: The Remarkable Story of the Telegraph and the Nineteenth Century's On-line Pioneers similarity = 0.812203200981908 --- > here are people today who think life was better in the past. They argue that there was not only a simplicity, tranquillity, sociability and spirituality about life in the distant past that has been lost, but a virtue too. This rose-tinted nostalgia, please note, is generally confined to the wealthy. It is easier to wax elegiac for the life of a peasant when you do not have to use a long-drop toilet. Imagine that it is 1800, somewhere in Western Europe or eastern North America. The family is gathering around the hearth in the simple timber-framed house. Father reads aloud from the Bible while mother prepares to dish out a stew of beef and onions. The baby boy is being comforted by one of his sisters and the eldest lad is pouring water from a pitcher into the earthenware mugs on the table. His elder sister is feeding the horse in the stable. Outside there is no noise of traffic, there are no drug dealers and neither dioxins nor radioactive fall-out have been found in the cow’s milk. All is tranquil; a bird sings outside the window. > Oh please! Though this is one of the better-off families in the village, father’s Scripture reading is interrupted by a bronchitic cough that presages the pneumonia that will kill him at 53 – not helped by the wood smoke of the fire. (He is lucky: life expectancy even in England was less than 40 in 1800.) The baby will die of the smallpox that is now causing him to cry; his sister will soon be the chattel of a drunken husband. The water the son is pouring tastes of the cows that drink from the brook. Toothache tortures the mother. The neighbour’s lodger is getting the other girl pregnant in the hayshed even now and her child will be sent to an orphanage. The stew is grey and gristly yet meat is a rare change from gruel; there is no fruit or salad at this season. It is eaten with a wooden spoon from a wooden bowl. Candles cost too much, so firelight is all there is to see by. Nobody in the family has ever seen a play, **painted a picture** or heard a piano. School is a few years of dull Latin taught by a bigoted martinet at the vicarage. Father visited the city once, but the travel cost him a week’s wages and the others have never travelled more than fifteen miles from home. Each daughter owns two wool dresses, two linen shirts and one pair of shoes. Father’s jacket cost him a month’s wages but is now infested with lice. The children sleep two to a bed on straw mattresses on the floor. As for the bird outside the window, tomorrow it will be trapped and eaten by the boy. > \-- The Rational Optimist similarity = 0.811834407387217 --- ## Painted a Picture? > She undertook the exercise herself, too, with a painting called Boy with a Squirrel, by the American artist John Singleton Copley. (It shows a boy with a squirrel.) > \-- Four Thousand Weeks: Time Management for Mortals similarity = 0.829394161338044 --- > **Art can be used for many purposes**. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.820821171493908 --- > Choose paintings that show traces of the movement of the hand. A drawing with sweeping strokes or an oil painting you’ve done yourself can offer an exciting contrast to perfect prints. > \-- The Interior Design Handbook: Furnish, Decorate, and Style Your Space similarity = 0.814558805278278 --- ## Art Can Be Used for Many Purposes? > Art can be used for many purposes. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.990085046081225 --- > Art is high-quality endeavor. That is all that really needs to be said. Or, if something more high-sounding is demanded: **Art is the Godhead as revealed in the works of man**. > \-- Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values similarity = 0.844607528057111 --- > Art is worth appreciating, and it has a place in the world. But art should not be conflated with anything productive in a commercial sense. It’s not even related. It’s not a sign that you want this person helping you write line-of-business apps. It’s not a sign that this person would make a great addition to a team. While it may be a sign that this person is a skilled programmer, it’s not a sign that he is a profitable programmer. It’s definitely not a sign that this person is an efficiencer. What our naked Mario artist actually represents is an ongoing reinforcement of a dynamic: we, as programmers, can be distracted from our own fates and autonomy by asinine gamification. > \-- Developer Hegemony: The Future of Labor similarity = 0.837550174134105 --- ## Art is the Godhead as Revealed in the Works of Man? > Art is high-quality endeavor. That is all that really needs to be said. Or, if something more high-sounding is demanded: Art is the **Godhead** as revealed in the works of man. > \-- Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values similarity = 0.922073018034105 --- > Art can be used for many purposes. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.844908333816881 --- > The mere act of creation is the strongest, most powerful force of revelation there is. > \-- The Comic Toolbox: How to be Funny Even if You're Not similarity = 0.844534094866838 --- ## Godhead? > Art is high-quality endeavor. That is all that really needs to be said. Or, if something more high-sounding is demanded: Art is the Godhead as revealed in the works of man. > \-- Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values similarity = 0.851173599311598 --- > Godself Kink Let's return to a point mentioned in the Introduction: if the ancient wisdom of Vedas are correct and the whole universe is just God playing elaborate rounds of hide'n'seek with Godself, then God is a super-freak. We need only look around our planet to see that **God's idea of a fun time** includes some seriously edgy, ultra-taboo, hard-core stuff—including war and poverty and pain and ravaging and abuse and atrocities of all variety. > \-- Existential Kink: Unmask Your Shadow and Embrace Your Power (A method for getting what you want by getting off on what you don't) similarity = 0.850184293866689 --- > ā€œOm,ā€ he pronounced inwardly, and he was conscious of Brahman, of the indestructibleness of life; he remembered all that he had forgotten, all that was divine. > \-- Siddhartha similarity = 0.82983826239548 --- ## God's Idea of a Fun Time? > Godself Kink Let's return to a point mentioned in the Introduction: if the ancient wisdom of Vedas are correct and the whole universe is just God playing elaborate rounds of hide'n'seek with Godself, then God is a super-freak. We need only look around our planet to see that God's idea of a fun time includes some seriously edgy, ultra-taboo, hard-core stuff—including war and poverty and pain and ravaging and abuse and atrocities of all variety. > \-- Existential Kink: Unmask Your Shadow and Embrace Your Power (A method for getting what you want by getting off on what you don't) similarity = 0.847820029848714 --- > **There were a lot of fun things to do in heaven**. But none were as thrilling as what you could do on Earth. > \-- What in God's Name: A Novel similarity = 0.838690724919208 --- > Gambling may be the second-most enjoyable human activity. > \-- The Four Pillars of Investing: Lessons for Building a Winning Portfolio (Personal Finance & Investment) similarity = 0.823941980250551 --- ## There Were a Lot of Fun Things to Do in Heaven? > There were a lot of fun things to do in heaven. But none were as thrilling as what you could do on Earth. > \-- What in God's Name: A Novel similarity = 0.941730355012728 --- > It was a better day for walking than bathing—cool and overcast. Still, there were a fair number of people on the beach. Some were pretending to enjoy themselves. A few were doggedly sunbathing in defiance of the fact that the sky was a duvet of clouds. A small number were actually swimming, or at least bouncing in the waves. > \-- The Road to Little Dribbling: Adventures of an American in Britain similarity = 0.803928025187247 --- > By comparison to the ghostly condition of the shades in Hades, a full-bodied existence in **Elysium** is enviable, to be sure, if only because happiness outside of the body is very difficult for human beings to imagine and impossible for them to desire. (One can desire deliverance from the body, and desire it ardently, but that is another matter.) Even the beatified souls in Dante's Paradise anticipate with surplus of joy the resurrection of their flesh at the end of time. Their bliss is in fact imperfect until they recover in time what time has robbed them of. the bodily matter with which their personal identity and appearance were bound up. Until… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.801487696727705 --- ## Elysium? > There is no doubt that Meneleus would opt for Elysium over Hades-any of us would-but would he gladly give up his **worldly life** prematurely for that garden existence? It seems not. Why? Because earthly paradises like Dilmun and Elysium offer ease and perpetual spring at the cost of an absolute isolation from the world of mortals-isolation from friends, family, city, and the ongoing story of human action and endeavor. Exile from both the private and public spheres of human interaction is a sorry condition, especially for a polis-loving people like the Greeks. It deprives one of both the cares and the consolations of mortal life, to which most of us are more attached than we may ever suspect. To go on living in such isolated gardens, human beings must either denature themselves like Utnapishtim, who is no longer fully human after so many centuries with no human… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.853919647642733 --- > Immortal life with Kalypso or in Elysium or in the garden of the sun has its distinct appeal, to be sure, yet human beings hold nothing more dear than what they bring into being, or maintain in being, through their own cultivating efforts. This despite the fact that many among us… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.851894811667014 --- > By comparison to the ghostly condition of the shades in Hades, a full-bodied existence in Elysium is enviable, to be sure, if only because happiness outside of the body is very difficult for human beings to imagine and impossible for them to desire. (One can desire deliverance from the body, and desire it ardently, but that is another matter.) Even the beatified souls in Dante's Paradise anticipate with surplus of joy the resurrection of their flesh at the end of time. Their bliss is in fact imperfect until they recover in time what time has robbed them of. the bodily matter with which their personal identity and appearance were bound up. Until… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.836719325406491 --- ## Worldly Life? > let us remember that ā€œgoal fulfillmentā€ is not confined to ā€œworldlyā€ goals. A life of study or meditation has its own kind of purposefulness—or it can have. But a life without purpose can hardly be said to be human. > \-- The Six Pillars of Self-Esteem similarity = 0.845961358934204 --- > Lastly, **in a sense this is a religious course: I am preaching the message that, with apparently only one life to live on this earth, you ought to try to make significant contributions to humanity rather than just get along through life comfortably**—that the life of trying to achieve excellence in some area is in itself a worthy goal for your life. It has often been observed the true gain is in the struggle and not in the achievement—a life without a struggle on your part to make yourself excellent is hardly a life worth living. This, it must be observed, is an opinion and not a fact, but it is based on observing many people’s lives and speculating on their total happiness rather than the moment-to-moment pleasures they enjoyed. > \-- The Art of Doing Science and Engineering: Learning to Learn similarity = 0.842845265507461 --- > A deep life is a good life. > \-- Deep Work: Rules for Focused Success in a Distracted World similarity = 0.840704911565852 --- ## In a Sense This is a Religious Course: I Am Preaching the Message That, with Apparently Only One Life to Live on This Earth, You Ought to Try to Make Significant Contributions to Humanity Rather Than Just Get Along Through Life Comfortably? > Lastly, in a sense this is a religious course: I am preaching the message that, with apparently only one life to live on this earth, you ought to try to make significant contributions to humanity rather than just get along through life comfortably—that the life of trying to achieve excellence in some area is in itself a worthy goal for your life. It has often been observed the true gain is in the struggle and not in the achievement—a life without a struggle on your part to make yourself excellent is hardly a life worth living. This, it must be observed, is an opinion and not a fact, but it is based on observing many people’s lives and speculating on their total happiness rather than the moment-to-moment pleasures they enjoyed. > \-- The Art of Doing Science and Engineering: Learning to Learn similarity = 0.954405953136881 --- > Why do I believe this talk is important? It is important because as far as I know each of you has but one life to lead, and it seems to me it is better to do significant things than to just get along through life to its end. **Certainly near the end it is nice to look back at a life of accomplishments rather than a life where you have merely survived and amused yourself**. Thus in a real sense I am preaching the messages that (1) it is worth trying to accomplish the goals you set yourself and (2) it is worth setting yourself high goals. > \-- The Art of Doing Science and Engineering: Learning to Learn similarity = 0.903532518981345 --- > let us remember that ā€œgoal fulfillmentā€ is not confined to ā€œworldlyā€ goals. A life of study or meditation has its own kind of purposefulness—or it can have. But a life without purpose can hardly be said to be human. > \-- The Six Pillars of Self-Esteem similarity = 0.848774420634714 --- ## Certainly Near the End it is Nice to Look Back at a Life of Accomplishments Rather Than a Life Where You Have Merely Survived and Amused Yourself? > Why do I believe this talk is important? It is important because as far as I know each of you has but one life to lead, and it seems to me it is better to do significant things than to just get along through life to its end. Certainly near the end it is nice to look back at a life of accomplishments rather than a life where you have merely survived and amused yourself. Thus in a real sense I am preaching the messages that (1) it is worth trying to accomplish the goals you set yourself and (2) it is worth setting yourself high goals. > \-- The Art of Doing Science and Engineering: Learning to Learn similarity = 0.872664314565264 --- > Lastly, in a sense this is a religious course: I am preaching the message that, with apparently only one life to live on this earth, you ought to try to make significant contributions to humanity rather than just get along through life comfortably—that the life of trying to achieve excellence in some area is in itself a worthy goal for your life. It has often been observed the true gain is in the struggle and not in the achievement—a life without a struggle on your part to make yourself excellent is hardly a life worth living. This, it must be observed, is an opinion and not a fact, but it is based on observing many people’s lives and speculating on their total happiness rather than the moment-to-moment pleasures they enjoyed. > \-- The Art of Doing Science and Engineering: Learning to Learn similarity = 0.852037821093876 --- > After all, to the well-organized mind, **death is but the next great adventure**. > \-- Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone similarity = 0.837866513580846 --- ## Death is but the Next Great Adventure? > After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure. > \-- Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone similarity = 0.938026841267115 --- > Typically, the thought of death may be expected, first, to usher us towards whatever happens to matter most to us (be it drinking beside the banks of the Nile, writing a book or making a fortune), and second, to encourage us to pay less attention to the verdicts of others—who will not, after all, be doing the dying for us. The prospect of our own extinction may draw us towards that way of life on which our hearts place the greatest value. This theme animates ā€œTo His Coy Mistressā€ (1681), Andrew Marvell’s famous poetic attempt to lure a hesitant young woman into bed, through lines that stress not only her beauty and his fidelity but also the less obviously romantic notion that both she and he will soon enough be stone dead. > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.858212435978984 --- > it is wrong to speak of death as the price of life's vitality. Death is rather its matrix. Stevens puts it even more peremptorily: "Death is the mother of beauty; hence from her, / Alone, shall come fulfillment to our dreams / And our desires." Death neither negates nor terminates life but gives birth to its intrinsic potentialities, especially its potentiality for appearance. Without death there is no fulfillment of potentiality nor any ever-changing moods of the phenomenal world. **Death may "strew the leaves** / Of sure obliteration on our paths," yet "she makes the willows shiver in the sun / For maidens who were wont… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.849198904204753 --- ## Death May "strew the Leaves? > it is wrong to speak of death as the price of life's vitality. Death is rather its matrix. Stevens puts it even more peremptorily: "Death is the mother of beauty; hence from her, / Alone, shall come fulfillment to our dreams / And our desires." Death neither negates nor terminates life but gives birth to its intrinsic potentialities, especially its potentiality for appearance. Without death there is no fulfillment of potentiality nor any ever-changing moods of the phenomenal world. Death may "strew the leaves / Of sure obliteration on our paths," yet "she makes the willows shiver in the sun / For maidens who were wont… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.856476471744048 --- > **the human life, with its natural progression from springlike growth to summerlike maturation to autumnlike entropy to winterlike death.** > \-- The Fourth Turning: What the Cycles of History Tell Us About America's Next Rendezvous with Destiny similarity = 0.845739697272109 --- > Typically, the thought of death may be expected, first, to usher us towards whatever happens to matter most to us (be it drinking beside the banks of the Nile, writing a book or making a fortune), and second, to encourage us to pay less attention to the verdicts of others—who will not, after all, be doing the dying for us. The prospect of our own extinction may draw us towards that way of life on which our hearts place the greatest value. This theme animates ā€œTo His Coy Mistressā€ (1681), Andrew Marvell’s famous poetic attempt to lure a hesitant young woman into bed, through lines that stress not only her beauty and his fidelity but also the less obviously romantic notion that both she and he will soon enough be stone dead. > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.842722471478029 --- ## The Human Life, with Its Natural Progression From Springlike Growth to Summerlike Maturation to Autumnlike Entropy to Winterlike Death.? > **the human life, with its natural progression from springlike growth to summerlike maturation to autumnlike entropy to winterlike death**. > \-- The Fourth Turning: What the Cycles of History Tell Us About America's Next Rendezvous with Destiny similarity = 0.999997600914338 --- > Systematic knowledge of the current range of human lifespans has made that range seem natural. Today our society is permeated by the twin ideas that death is both inevitable and random. > \-- Zero to One: Notes on Startups, or How to Build the Future similarity = 0.863053673144697 --- > As I studied history, I saw that it typically transpires via relatively well-defined life cycles, like those of organisms, that evolve as each generation transitions to the next. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.860625739227586 --- ## How Do We Deal with the Shortness of Lifes Seasons? > There are many ways, some of them seemingly small, in which the real world of technology denies the existence and the reality of nature. For instance, there is little sense of season as one walks through a North American or western European supermarket. As a child in Berlin, I still experienced a sense of special occasion when participating in small festive events around the family table to celebrate the **first asparagus of the season, the first strawberries, the rare and special gift of an orange in winter**. Today such occasions for marking the seasons are rare. Just as there is little sense of season, there is little sense of climate. Everything possible is done to equalize the ambience — to construct an environment that is warm in the winter, cool in the summer — equilibrating temperature and humidity to create an environment that does not reflect nature. Nature is then the outside for ā€œusā€ who are in an internal cocoon. Indeed, technology does allow us to design nature out of much of our lives. This, however, may be quite stupid. People are part of nature whether they like it or not. Machines and instruments will thrive and work well in even temperatures and constant humidity. People, in fact, may not. For the sake of our own mental and physical health, we may need the rhythm of the seasons and the experience of different climates that can link us to nature and to life. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.846466296609675 --- > the human life, with its natural progression from springlike growth to summerlike maturation to autumnlike entropy to winterlike death. > \-- The Fourth Turning: What the Cycles of History Tell Us About America's Next Rendezvous with Destiny similarity = 0.839266274624912 --- > It is not that we have a short space of time, but that we waste much of it. Life is long enough, and it has been given in sufficiently generous measure to allow the accomplishment of the very greatest things if the whole of it is well invested. But when it is squandered in luxury and carelessness, when it is devoted to no good end, forced at last by the ultimate necessity we perceive that it has passed away before we were aware that it was passing. > \-- On the Shortness of Life similarity = 0.829267024457066 --- ## First Asparagus of the Season, the First Strawberries, the Rare and Special Gift of an Orange in Winter? > I was not a gardener and never had been in my life, but thanks to Sam Kass and our family’s efforts to eat better at home, I now knew that strawberries were at their most succulent in June, that darker-leaf lettuces had the most nutrients, and that it wasn’t so hard to make kale chips in the oven. I saw my daughters eating things like spring pea salad and cauliflower mac and cheese and understood that until recently most of what we knew about food had come through food-industry advertising of everything boxed, frozen, or otherwise processed for convenience, whether it was in snap-crackle TV jingles or clever packaging aimed at the harried parent dashing through the grocery store. Nobody, really, was out there advertising the fresh, healthy stuff—**the gratifying crunch of a fresh carrot or the unparalleled sweetness of a tomato plucked right off the vine**. > \-- Becoming similarity = 0.824218428545574 --- > She brought home bread, dried fish, but above all, ā€œthe gifts of the forest,ā€ as she explained with a smile: pine kernels, young fir shoots, which she boiled up with semolina. To his surprise, he felt himself growing increasingly separate from the wind, the earth, the cold, into which he had almost merged. > \-- Music of a Life: A Novel similarity = 0.81492297706767 --- > I lived in a mile-long village in the middle of a western province in Kyrgyzstan: there were larch trees on the snowy mountains, flocks of sheep crossing dusty roads, but there was no running water, no grocery store. The resourceful villagers preserved peppers and tomatoes, stockpiled apples and onions, but it was so difficult to get fresh produce otherwise that I regularly fantasized about spinach and oranges, and would spend entire weekends trying to obtain them. > \-- Trick Mirror: Reflections on Self-Delusion similarity = 0.81052637562372 --- ## The Gratifying Crunch of a Fresh Carrot or the Unparalleled Sweetness of a Tomato Plucked Right Off the Vine? > I was not a gardener and never had been in my life, but thanks to Sam Kass and our family’s efforts to eat better at home, I now knew that strawberries were at their most succulent in June, that darker-leaf lettuces had the most nutrients, and that it wasn’t so hard to make kale chips in the oven. I saw my daughters eating things like spring pea salad and cauliflower mac and cheese and understood that until recently most of what we knew about food had come through food-industry advertising of everything boxed, frozen, or otherwise processed for convenience, whether it was in snap-crackle TV jingles or clever packaging aimed at the harried parent dashing through the grocery store. Nobody, really, was out there advertising the fresh, healthy stuff—the gratifying crunch of a fresh carrot or the unparalleled sweetness of a tomato plucked right off the vine. > \-- Becoming similarity = 0.860856939104945 --- > Like Eve's eating of the pomegranate, gardening brings about a transformation of perception, a fundamental change in one's way of seeing the world, call it a phenomenological conversion. No longer does the eye stop at the surface of **nature's living forms**; it looks to the depths in which they stake their… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.823644978984712 --- > When she ate the pomegranate, it was as if every seed with its wet red shining coat of sweet flesh clinging to the dark core was one of nature's eyes. Afterward, it was nature that was blind, and she who was wild with… > \-- Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition similarity = 0.82163996126504 --- ## Nature's Living Forms? > the human life, with its natural progression from springlike growth to summerlike maturation to autumnlike entropy to winterlike death. > \-- The Fourth Turning: What the Cycles of History Tell Us About America's Next Rendezvous with Destiny similarity = 0.847511594546203 --- > if we can see living organisms as (enormously complex) feedback systems actively interacting with their environments, then we can begin to comprehend how the ineffable qualities of mind are not separate from the body but rather inextricably bound up in it. > \-- The Dream Machine similarity = 0.83985025443617 --- > EVERY LIVING THING possesses the drive to survive and pass on its genes to future generations. We consider **plants our friends because they feed us**, but plants regard all plant predators, including us, as enemies. > \-- The Plant Paradox: The Hidden Dangers in "Healthy" Foods That Cause Disease and Weight Gain similarity = 0.832549341812275 --- ## Plants Our Friends Because They Feed Us? > EVERY LIVING THING possesses the drive to survive and pass on its genes to future generations. We consider plants our friends because they feed us, but plants regard all plant predators, including us, as enemies. > \-- The Plant Paradox: The Hidden Dangers in "Healthy" Foods That Cause Disease and Weight Gain similarity = 0.88771910683886 --- > Plants are great chemists—and alchemists, for that matter: they can turn sunbeams into matter! They have evolved to use biological warfare to repel predators—poisoning, paralyzing, or disorienting them—or to reduce their own digestibility to stay alive and protect their seeds, enhancing the chances that their species will endure. > \-- The Plant Paradox: The Hidden Dangers in "Healthy" Foods That Cause Disease and Weight Gain similarity = 0.830201260951106 --- > The only power source an unaided human has are muscles, first our own and later that of the handful of animals that we could tame. Starvation, disease, and injury were common and had the unfortunately high likelihood of proving lethal. And any provided-by-nature root or rabbit that you ate was one that someone else would not be eating. So, sure, we lived in ā€œharmony with natureā€ . . . which is another way of saying we tended to beat the crap out of our neighbors whenever we saw them. **Odds are, whoever won the fight ate the loser**. Pretty exciting, eh? > \-- The End of the World is Just the Beginning: Mapping the Collapse of Globalization similarity = 0.816158666279083 --- ## Odds Are, Whoever Won the Fight Ate the Loser? > The only power source an unaided human has are muscles, first our own and later that of the handful of animals that we could tame. Starvation, disease, and injury were common and had the unfortunately high likelihood of proving lethal. And any provided-by-nature root or rabbit that you ate was one that someone else would not be eating. So, sure, we lived in ā€œharmony with natureā€ . . . which is another way of saying we tended to beat the crap out of our neighbors whenever we saw them. Odds are, whoever won the fight ate the loser. Pretty exciting, eh? > \-- The End of the World is Just the Beginning: Mapping the Collapse of Globalization similarity = 0.808871599250096 --- > **Victorious warriors** win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win. > \-- How to Turn Down a Billion Dollars: The Snapchat Story similarity = 0.802470944683249 --- > History shows us that after the fight for power in which the common enemy is defeated, those who united against the common enemy typically fight among themselves for power and those in the losing party do the same as they plan their next attack. I call this the ā€œpurgeā€ state of the balance of power dynamic. It has happened in all cases, with the Reign of Terror in France and the Red Terror in the Soviet Union being the most well-known. This same sort of fighting has happened between countries, as with the US and the Soviet Union, who were allies in World War II. Similarly, the united front of Chinese communists and nationalists that fought the Japanese in the war immediately battled each other for power when the war was over. Understanding this typical dynamic, one should look out for internal fighting among the winners right after the big war is over. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.799552091901373 --- ## Victorious Warriors? > **Victorious warriors** win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win. > \-- How to Turn Down a Billion Dollars: The Snapchat Story similarity = 0.901160097651649 --- > I remembered the words of Sancho Panza: An adventuring knight is someone who’s beaten and then finds himself emperor. > \-- Educated: A Memoir similarity = 0.826196680436072 --- > In the great age of conquerors warfare was a low-damage, high-profit affair. At the Battle of Hastings in 1066 William the Conqueror gained the whole of England in a single day for the cost of a few thousand dead. Nuclear weapons and cyberwarfare, by contrast, are high-damage, low-profit technologies. You can use such tools to destroy entire countries but not to build profitable empires. > \-- 21 Lessons for the 21st Century similarity = 0.820220320790154 --- ## What is the Feeling a Victorious Warrior Has? > Victorious warriors win first and then go to war, while defeated warriors go to war first and then seek to win. > \-- How to Turn Down a Billion Dollars: The Snapchat Story similarity = 0.839466338372876 --- > And sometimes I would give in to that inevitable human resistance against doing what’s best for us, and waste an evening distracting myself. I knew quite well, however, that when I did overcome my lethargy, I would be rewarded with a little miracle: I knew that, no matter how I felt on climbing the dojo stairs, two hours later—after hundreds of throws and falls—I would walk out tingling and fully alive, feeling so good, in fact, that the night itself would seem to sparkle and gleam. > \-- Mastery: The Keys to Success and Long-Term Fulfillment similarity = 0.79671964731496 --- > English we do not have a perfect word to describe the positive feeling we get from experiencing success. I’ve read piles of scientific literature on related topics, and I’ve done my own research in this area, and I am convinced that we are lacking a good word. (The closest label is ā€œ**authentic pride**,ā€ but that’s not an exact match.) > \-- Tiny Habits: The Small Changes That Change Everything similarity = 0.793655048545702 --- ## What is Another Term for Authentic Pride? > English we do not have a perfect word to describe the positive feeling we get from experiencing success. I’ve read piles of scientific literature on related topics, and I’ve done my own research in this area, and I am convinced that we are lacking a good word. (The closest label is ā€œauthentic pride,ā€ but that’s not an exact match.) > \-- Tiny Habits: The Small Changes That Change Everything similarity = 0.839439502420239 --- > Like seeing roasted meat and other dishes in front of you and suddenly realizing: This is a dead fish. A dead bird. A dead pig. Or that this noble vintage is grape juice, and the purple robes are sheep wool dyed with shellfish blood. Or making love—something rubbing against your penis, a brief seizure and a little cloudy liquid. Perceptions like that—latching onto things and piercing through them, so we see what they really are. That’s what we need to do all the time—all through our lives when things lay claim to our trust—to lay them bare and see how pointless they are, to strip away the legend that encrusts them. Pride is a master of deception: when you think you’re occupied in the weightiest business, that’s when he has you in his spell. (Compare Crates on Xenocrates.) > \-- Meditations: A New Translation (Modern Library) similarity = 0.782357487904118 --- > (Many people learn to redirect their drive for prestige into various sublimations that have no obvious connection to a visible peer group, such as ā€œhonorā€, ā€œethical integrityā€, ā€œ**piety**ā€ etc.; this does not change the underlying mechanism.) > \-- The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary similarity = 0.780654818918732 --- ## Piety? > He instructed his followers to avoid killing, promiscuous sex and theft, since such acts necessarily stoke the fire of craving (for power, for sensual pleasure, or for wealth). > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.820136582170685 --- > Nothing is more pathetic than people who run around in circles, ā€œdelving into the things that lie beneathā€ and conducting investigations into the souls of the people around them, never realizing that all you have to do is to be attentive to the power inside you and worship it sincerely. To worship it is to keep it from being muddied with turmoil and becoming aimless and dissatisfied with nature—divine and human. What is divine deserves our respect because it is good; what is human deserves our affection because it is like us. And our pity too, sometimes, for its inability to tell good from bad—as terrible a blindness as the kind that can’t tell white from black. > \-- Meditations: A New Translation (Modern Library) similarity = 0.819415307752621 --- > A cultural idea – such as belief in **Christian heaven above the clouds or Communist paradise here on earth** – can compel a human to dedicate his or her life to spreading that idea, even at the price of death. > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.81897584100659 --- ## What is the Term for a Group of Christians on Earth? > The big breakthrough came with **Christianity**. This faith began as an esoteric Jewish sect that sought to convince Jews that Jesus of Nazareth was their long-awaited messiah. However, one of the sect’s first leaders, Paul of Tarsus, reasoned that if the supreme power of the universe has interests and biases, and if He had bothered to incarnate Himself in the flesh and to **die** on the cross for the salvation of humankind, then this is something everyone should hear about, not just Jews. It was thus necessary to spread the good word – the gospel – about Jesus throughout the world. > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.803247146167336 --- > It was precisely the fervor with which the followers of Jesus believed in his resurrection that transformed this tiny Jewish sect into the largest religion in the world. > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.802634214806068 --- > The task of defining Jesus’s message fell instead to a new crop of educated, urbanized, Greek-speaking Diaspora Jews who would become the primary vehicles for the expansion of the new faith. > \-- Zealot: The Life and Times of Jesus of Nazareth similarity = 0.795903653864655 --- ## What Does Christiantiy Deal with Death? > The Death of Ivan Ilyich is, in the best tradition of the **Christian memento mori**, a study in how the idea of death may reorient our priorities away from the worldly and towards the spiritual, away from whist and dinner parties and towards truth and love. > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.821141389409431 --- > It is the rich, the beautiful, the famous and the powerful for whom death has in store the cruellest lessons—the very categories of people, that is, whose worldly goods take them, in the Christian understanding, furthest from God. > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.817843331629802 --- > After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure. > \-- Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone similarity = 0.810544532024006 --- ## Christian Memento Mori Items? > **In some parts of Christendom, beginning in the sixteenth century, a new and very specific artistic genre emerged that would capture the imagination of the art-buying classes for the next two hundred years. Examples of ā€œvanitas art,ā€ so named in tribute to Ecclesiastes, were hung in domestic environments, most often studies and bedrooms. Each still-life featured a table or sideboard on which was arranged a contrasting muddle of objects. There might be flowers, coins, a guitar or a mandolin, chess pieces, a book of verse, a laurel wreath or a wine bottle: symbols of frivolity and temporal glory. And somewhere among these would be set the two great symbols of death and the brevity of life: a skull and an hourglass.** > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.840501785400754 --- > The Death of Ivan Ilyich is, in the best tradition of the Christian memento mori, a study in how the idea of death may reorient our priorities away from the worldly and towards the spiritual, away from whist and dinner parties and towards truth and love. > \-- Status Anxiety (Vintage International) similarity = 0.834051105039556 --- > Thou art a little soul bearing about a corpse, as Epictetus used to say. > \-- Meditations of Marcus Aurelius similarity = 0.813489831866293 --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Old Man and the Noi(sea) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/old-man-and-the-noi-sea/ Last updated: 2023-08-02T04:22:42.000Z 0:00 / 1Ɨ 0:00 / 1Ɨ 0:00 / 1Ɨ ## Code [source](https://github.com/kgolid/p5ycho/blob/master/trace-perspective-big/sketch.js?ref=bramadams.dev) ```javascript const canvasSketch = require("canvas-sketch"); const p5 = require("p5"); const perspective = require("perspective-transform"); let img; let THE_SEED; const number_of_particles = 5000; const number_of_particle_sets = 7; let particle_sets; const squeeze_y = 0.2; const perspective_x = 0.9; let pTransform; let tick; const print_time = 2000; const preload = (p5) => { img = p5.loadImage( "assets/bramses_On_the_museum_wall_this_evocative_excerpt_invites_the_v_72996f7c-18e3-4bff-9358-16c921ab802a.png" ); }; const settings = { // Pass the p5 instance, and preload function if necessary p5: { p5, preload }, // Turn on a render loop animate: true, }; canvasSketch(({ p5 }) => { class Particle { constructor(x, y, phi, img) { this.pos = p5.createVector(x, y); this.angle = phi; this.val = 0; this.img = img; } update(index) { this.pos.x += p5.cos(this.angle); this.pos.y += p5.sin(this.angle); let nx = 1.3 * p5.map(this.pos.x, 0, p5.width, -1, 1); let ny = 1.3 * p5.map(this.pos.y, 0, p5.height, -1, 1); let np = pTransform.transformInverse(nx, ny); let n = p5.createVector(nx, ny); this.altitude = p5.noise(n.x + 423.2, n.y - 231.1) + 0.04 * p5.noise(n.x * 15 - 113.3, n.y * 8 + 261.1) + 0.02 * p5.noise(n.x * 30 - 54.3, n.y * 30 + 121.1); let nval = (this.altitude + 0.065 * (index - number_of_particle_sets / 2)) % 1; this.angle += 0.8 * p5.map(nval, 0, 1, -1, 1); this.val = nval; } display(index) { if (this.val > 0.47 && this.val < 0.53) { let np = pTransform.transform( this.pos.x, this.pos.y + 1500 - this.altitude * 2700 ); // give the particle a color based on the image pixel at its location let c = this.img.get(np[0], np[1]); p5.stroke(c); p5.point(np[0], np[1]); } } } p5.createCanvas(500, 600); p5.noFill(); p5.background("#e7e7db"); p5.stroke(20, 15); p5.strokeWeight(1.5); p5.smooth(); let pad_x = (p5.width - p5.width * perspective_x) / 2; let pad_y = (p5.height - p5.height * squeeze_y) / 2; var srcCorners = [0, 0, p5.width, 0, p5.width, p5.height, 0, p5.height]; var dstCorners = [ pad_x, pad_y, p5.width - pad_x, pad_y, p5.width + pad_x, p5.height - pad_y, -pad_x, p5.height - pad_y, ]; pTransform = perspective(srcCorners, dstCorners); reset(p5); function reset(p5) { THE_SEED = p5.floor(p5.random(9999999)); p5.randomSeed(THE_SEED); p5.noiseSeed(THE_SEED); particle_sets = []; for (var j = 0; j < number_of_particle_sets; j++) { let ps = []; for (var i = 0; i < number_of_particles; i++) { ps.push( new Particle( p5.randomGaussian(p5.width / 2, 600), p5.randomGaussian(p5.height / 2, 900), p5.random(p5.TWO_PI), img ) ); } particle_sets.push(ps); } tick = 0; p5.background("#e7e7db"); } return ({ p5, time, width, height }) => { particle_sets.forEach(function (particles, index) { particles.forEach(function (particle) { particle.update(index); particle.display(index); }); }); }; }, settings); ``` ### What is Common Sense? And…How Good is It? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308012227/ Last updated: 2023-08-02T02:30:03.000Z ## Video ## What is Common Sense? > Criticizing common sense, it must be said, is a tricky business, if only because it’s almost universally regarded as a good thing—when was the last time you were told not to use it? Well, I’m going to tell you that a lot. As we’ll see, **common sense is indeed exquisitely adapted to handling the kind of complexity that arises in everyday situations**. And for those situations, it’s every bit as good as advertised. **But ā€œsituationsā€ involving corporations, cultures, markets, nation-states, and global institutions exhibit a very different kind of complexity from everyday situations**. And under these circumstances, **common sense turns out to suffer from a number of errors that systematically mislead us**. > \-- Everything Is Obvious: \*Once You Know the Answer similarity = 0.867170969328176 --- > Taylor’s definition highlights two defining features of common sense that seem to differentiate it from other kinds of human knowledge, like science or mathematics. The first of these features is that unlike formal systems of knowledge, which are fundamentally theoretical, **common sense is overwhelmingly practical**, meaning that it is more concerned with providing answers to questions than in worrying about how it came by the answers. From the perspective of common sense, it is good enough to know that something is true, or that it is the way of things. O**ne does not need to know why in order to benefit from the knowledge, and arguably one is better off not worrying about it too much**. In contrast with theoretical knowledge, in other words, **common sense does not reflect on the world, but instead attempts to deal with it simply ā€œas it is.ā€** > \-- Everything Is Obvious: \*Once You Know the Answer similarity = 0.860661703453914 --- > The second feature that differentiates common sense from formal knowledge is that while the power of formal systems resides in their ability to organize their specific findings into logical categories described by general principles, **the power of common sense lies in its ability to deal with every concrete situation on its own terms**. For example, it is a matter of common sense that what we wear or do or say in front of our boss will be **different from how we behave in front of our friends, our parents, our parents’ friends, or our friends’ parents**. But whereas a formal system of knowledge would try to derive the appropriate behavior in all these situations from a single, more general ā€œlaw,ā€ **common sense just ā€œknowsā€ what the appropriate thing to do is in any particular situation**, without knowing how it knows it It is largely for this reason, in fact, that commonsense knowledge has proven so hard to replicate in computers—because, in contrast with theoretical knowledge, it requires a relatively large number of rules to deal with even a small number of special cases. Let’s say, for example, that you wanted to program a robot to navigate the subway. It seems like a relatively simple task. But as you would quickly discover, even a single component of this task such as the ā€œruleā€ against **asking for another person’s subway seat turns out to depend on a complex variety of other rules—about seating arrangements on subways in particular, about polite behavior in public in general, about life in crowded cities, and about general-purpose norms of courteousness, sharing, fairness, and ownership**—that at first glance seem to have little to do with the rule in question. > \-- Everything Is Obvious: \*Once You Know the Answer similarity = 0.856078737756213 --- ## What is Thinking with Heuristics? > The unique power of heuristic reasoning lies in its ability to cope with the complex and the unexpected, **to make acceptable choices when there isn’t time enough to make the ideal choice**, to hunker down and keep on going when a precisely defined algorithm would be overwhelmed by the combinatoric explosion. In effect, **heuristic reasoning is what allows us to go through life in a chronic state of controlled panic**. > \-- The Dream Machine similarity = 0.845813891763187 --- > This is the essence of intuitive heuristics: when faced with a **difficult question**, we often **answer an easier one instead**, usually without noticing the substitution. > \-- Thinking, Fast and Slow similarity = 0.838367719842823 --- > To avoid mental traps, you must think more objectively. Try arguing from first principles, getting to root causes, and seeking out the third story. Realize that your intuitive interpretations of the world can often be wrong due to availability bias, fundamental attribution error, optimistic probability bias, and other related mental models that explain common errors in thinking. Use Ockham’s razor and Hanlon’s razor to begin investigating the simplest objective explanations. Then test your theories by **de-risking your assumptions**, avoiding premature optimization. Attempt to **think gray in an effort to consistently avoid confirmation bias**. Actively seek out other perspectives by including the Devil’s advocate position and bypassing the filter bubble. Consider the adage **ā€œYou are what you eat.ā€ You need to take in a variety of foods to be a healthy person. Likewise, taking in a variety of perspectives will help you become a super thinker.** > \-- Super Thinking: The Big Book of Mental Models similarity = 0.814922118756365 --- ## What is a Cognitive Bias and Why is it Bad? > ā€œlistening to yourselfā€ sounds, frankly, dangerous after reading the latest issue of Psychological Review or Wikipedia’s wonderful article, ā€œList of cognitive biases.ā€ > \-- Don't Trust Your Gut: Using Data to Get What You Really Want in LIfe similarity = 0.834568060300791 --- > Table 3–1\. Definitions of Cognitive Distortions 1\. **ALL-OR-NOTHING THINKING: You see things in black-and-white categories. If your performance falls short of perfect, you see yourself as a total failure.** 2\. OVERGENERALIZATION: You see a single negative event as a never-ending pattern of defeat. 3\. **MENTAL FILTER: You pick out a single negative detail and dwell on it exclusively so that your vision of all reality becomes darkened, like the drop of ink that colors the entire beaker of water**. 4\. DISQUALIFYING THE POSITIVE: You reject positive experiences by insisting they ā€œdon’t countā€ for some reason or other. In this way you can maintain a negative belief that is contradicted by your everyday experiences. 5\. JUMPING TO CONCLUSIONS: You make a negative interpretation even though there are no definite facts that convincingly support your conclusion. a. Mind reading. You arbitrarily conclude that someone is reacting negatively to you, and you don’t bother to check this out. b. The Fortune Teller Error. You anticipate that things will turn out badly, and you feel convinced that your prediction is an already-established fact. 6\. MAGNIFICATION (CATASTROPHIZING) OR MINIMIZATION: You exaggerate the importance of things (such as your goof-up or someone else’s achievement), or you inappropriately shrink things until they appear tiny (your own desirable qualities or the other fellow’s imperfections). This is also called the ā€œbinocular trick.ā€ 7\. EMOTIONAL REASONING: You assume that your negative emotions necessarily reflect the way things really are: ā€œI feel it, therefore it must be true.ā€ 8\. SHOULD STATEMENTS: You try to motivate yourself with shoulds and shouldn’ts, as if you had to be whipped and punished before you could be expected to do anything. ā€œMustsā€ and ā€œoughtsā€ are also offenders. The emotional consequence is guilt. When you direct should statements toward others, you feel anger, frustration, and resentment. 9\. LABELING AND MISLABELING: This is an extreme form of overgeneralization. Instead of describing your error, you attach a negative label to yourself: ā€œI’m a loser.ā€ When someone else’s behavior rubs you the wrong way, you attach a negative label to him: ā€œHe’s a goddam louse.ā€ Mislabeling involves describing an event with language that is highly colored and emotionally loaded. 10\. PERSONALIZATION: You see yourself as me cause of some negative external event which in fact you were not primarily responsible for. > \-- Feeling Good: The New Mood Therapy similarity = 0.826603767540361 --- > To avoid mental traps, you must think more objectively. Try arguing from first principles, getting to root causes, and seeking out the third story. Realize that your intuitive interpretations of the world can often be wrong due to availability bias, fundamental attribution error, optimistic probability bias, and other related mental models that explain common errors in thinking. Use Ockham’s razor and Hanlon’s razor to begin investigating the simplest objective explanations. Then test your theories by de-risking your assumptions, avoiding premature optimization. Attempt to think gray in an effort to consistently avoid confirmation bias. Actively seek out other perspectives by including the Devil’s advocate position and bypassing the filter bubble. Consider the adage **ā€œYou are what you eat.ā€ You need to take in a variety of foods to be a healthy person. Likewise, taking in a variety of perspectives will help you become a super thinker.** > \-- Super Thinking: The Big Book of Mental Models similarity = 0.814978449084254 --- ## How Do We Use the Scientific Method Day to Day? > But as frustrating as it can be for physics students, **the consistency with which our commonsense physics fails us has one great advantage for human civilization: It forces us to do science**. In science, we accept that if we want to learn how the world works, we need to **test our theories with careful observations and experiments**, and then trust the data no matter what our intuition says. > \-- Everything Is Obvious: \*Once You Know the Answer similarity = 0.849901643962777 --- > **The real purpose of scientific method is to make sure Nature hasn’t misled you into thinking you know something you don’t actually know**. There’s not a mechanic or scientist or technician alive who hasn’t suffered from that one so much that he’s not instinctively on guard. That’s the main reason why so much scientific and mechanical information sounds so dull and so cautious. **If you get careless or go romanticizing scientific information, giving it a flourish here and there, Nature will soon make a complete fool out of you**. > \-- Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values similarity = 0.829409898185019 --- > The scientific method works best in circumstances in which the system studied can be **truly isolated from its general context**. This is why its first triumphs came in the study of astronomy. > \-- The Real World of Technology (CBC Massey Lectures) similarity = 0.824745276062919 --- ## How Does Science Move Forward in a Complex Messy World? > It is easy to depict a discovery, once made, as resulting from a logical, and linear process, but that does not mean that **science should progress according to neat, linear and sequential rules**. > \-- Alchemy: The Dark Art and Curious Science of Creating Magic in Brands, Business, and Life similarity = 0.848730067042281 --- > But as frustrating as it can be for physics students, the consistency with which our commonsense physics fails us has one great advantage for human civilization: It forces us to do science. In science, we accept that if we want to learn how the world works, we need to test our theories with careful observations and experiments, and then trust the data no matter what our intuition says. > \-- Everything Is Obvious: \*Once You Know the Answer similarity = 0.844405724135218 --- > **Through multiplication upon multiplication of facts, information, theories and hypotheses, it is science itself that is leading mankind from single absolute truths to multiple, indeterminate, relative ones.** > \-- Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values similarity = 0.842365816116787 --- ## Is There One Overarching Theory in Science to Rule Them All? > Science, however, presumes no ontology. Ontologies are theories, and science—a method for evolving and testing theories—grants to no theory a special dispensation. **Each theory, like each species, must compete to endure. A theory that today boasts a long reign may tomorrow, like so many erstwhile species, suffer a sudden extinction.** > \-- The Case Against Reality: Why Evolution Hid the Truth from Our Eyes similarity = 0.843078905655538 --- > The ideal that explanatory science strives for is nicely described by the quotation from Wheeler with which I began this chapter: **ā€˜Behind it all is surely an idea so simple, so beautiful, that when we grasp it – in a decade, a century, or a millennium – we will all say to each other, how could it have been otherwise?** \[my italics\].’ Now we shall see how this explanation-based conception of science answers the question that I asked above: how do we know so much about unfamiliar aspects of reality? Put yourself in the place of an ancient astronomer thinking about the axis-tilt explanation of seasons. For the sake of simplicity, let us assume that you have also adopted the heliocentric theory. So you might be, say, Aristarchus of Samos, who gave the earliest known arguments for the heliocentric theory in the third century BCE > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.834313729717656 --- > Whenever a wide range of variant **theories can account equally well for the phenomenon they are trying to explain**, **there is no reason to prefer one of them over the others**, so advocating a particular one in preference to the others is irrational. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.827060231335298 --- ## What is Optimization of a Scientific Theory? > **One way to choose among several competing models is the Occam’s razor principle, which suggests that, all things being equal, the simplest possible hypothesis is probably the correct one**. Of course, things are rarely completely equal, so it’s not immediately obvious how to apply something like Occam’s razor in a mathematical context. Grappling with this challenge in the 1960s, Russian mathematician Andrey Tikhonov proposed one answer: **introduce an additional term to your calculations that penalizes more complex solutions**. If we introduce a complexity penalty, then more complex models need to do not merely a better job but a **significantly better job of explaining the data to justify their greater complexity**. Computer scientists refer to this principle—using constraints that penalize models for their complexity—as **Regularization**. > \-- Algorithms to Live By: The Computer Science of Human Decisions similarity = 0.811555240426935 --- > **It may seem strange that scientific instruments bring us closer to reality when in purely physical terms they only ever separate us further from it**. But we observe nothing directly anyway. All observation is theory-laden. Likewise, whenever we make an error, it is an error in the explanation of something. **That is why appearances can be deceptive, and it is also why we, and our instruments, can correct for that deceptiveness**. The growth of knowledge consists of correcting misconceptions in our theories. Edison said that research is one per cent inspiration and ninety-nine per cent perspiration – but that is misleading, because people can apply creativity even to tasks that computers and other machines do uncreatively. **So science is not mindless toil for which rare moments of discovery are the compensation: the toil can be creative, and fun, just as the discovery of new explanations is**. Now, can this creativity – and this fun – continue indefinitely? > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.810235969716884 --- > Science, however, presumes no ontology. Ontologies are theories, and science—a method for evolving and testing theories—grants to no theory a special dispensation. **Each theory, like each species, must compete to endure.** A theory that today boasts a long reign may tomorrow, like so many erstwhile species, suffer a sudden extinction. > \-- The Case Against Reality: Why Evolution Hid the Truth from Our Eyes similarity = 0.809941979667297 --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### What is the Difference Between the Present and the Future? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202308011459/ Last updated: 2023-08-02T02:31:20.000Z ## Video ## What is the Present (time)? > Life is divided into three periods — that which has been, that which is, that which will be. Of these **the present time is short, the future is doubtful, the past is certain**. > \-- On the Shortness of Life similarity = 0.844252258211633 --- > All our life is lived in today. **Right now. This second. And this second.** And this second. > \-- Hear Yourself: How to Find Peace in a Noisy World similarity = 0.839689504046193 --- > It simply makes no sense to ask which moment in the life of your sister on Proxima b corresponds to now. It is like asking which football team has won a basketball championship, how much money a swallow has earned, or how much a musical note weighs. They are nonsensical questions because football teams play football, not basketball; swallows do not busy themselves earning money; sounds cannot be weighed. ā€œBasketball championsā€ refers to a team of basketball players, not to footballers. Monetary profit refers to human society, not to swallows. The notion of ā€œthe presentā€ refers to things that are close to us, not to anything that is far away. **Our ā€œpresentā€ does not extend throughout the universe. It is like a bubble around us.** > \-- The Order of Time similarity = 0.83235512784951 --- ## What is the Future (time)? > Life is divided into three periods — that which has been, that which is, that which will be. Of these the present time is short, the future is doubtful, the past is certain. > \-- On the Shortness of Life similarity = 0.849227095046649 --- > Most people, deep down, believe that the future is a blank. Yet the truth is that we can assign probabilities to some of the changes that lie in store for us, especially certain large structural changes, and there are ways to use this knowledge in designing personal stability zones. We can, for example, **predict with certainty that unless death intervenes, we shall grow older; that our children, our relatives and friends will also grow older; and that after a certain point our health will begin to deteriorate**. Obvious as this may seem, we can, as a result of this simple statement, **infer a great deal about our lives one, five or ten years hence, and about the amount of change we will have to absorb in the interim**. > \-- Future Shock similarity = 0.842395489201116 --- > **The future of civilization is unknowable, because the knowledge that is going to affect it has yet to be created**. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.839542315863983 --- ## Is Knowledge Creation Increasing? > Francis Bacon told us that "Knowledge … is power." This can now be translated into contemporary terms. In our social setting, **"Knowledge is change"—and accelerating knowledge-acquisition, fueling the great engine of technology, means accelerating change.** > \-- Future Shock similarity = 0.833455955771969 --- > **in modern knowledge work, nothing is ever static.** > \-- Slack: Getting Past Burnout, Busywork, and the Myth of Total Efficiency similarity = 0.831262291903682 --- > Throughout human history, **progress has been loosely correlated to how easy it is for the average person to create—and access—knowledge.** > \-- The Only Skill that Matters: The Proven Methodology to Read Faster, Remember More, and Become a SuperLearner similarity = 0.831252604396405 --- ## What is the Information Rate of the Present? > **Society is steadily moving from a material goods society to an information service society**. At the time of the American Revolution, say **1780 or so, over 90% of the people were essentially farmers**—now farmers are a very small percentage of workers. Similarly, before wwii most workers were in factories—now less than half are there. **In 1993, there were more people in government (excluding the military) than there were in manufacturing!** What will the situation be in 2020? **As a guess I would say less than 25% of the people in the civilian workforce will be handling things; the rest will be handling information in some form or other**. In making a movie or a tv program you are making not so much a thing, though of course it does have a material form, as you are organizing information. **Information is, of course, stored in a material form, say a book (the essence of a book is information)**, but information is not a material good to be consumed like food, a house, clothes, an automobile, or an airplane ride for transportation. > \-- The Art of Doing Science and Engineering: Learning to Learn similarity = 0.798393844198024 --- > **Information was a substance as old as the first living cell and as new as the latest technology.** > \-- The Dream Machine similarity = 0.794657208782802 --- > Herbert Simon, an American economist and cognitive psychologist, wrote, **ā€œWhat information consumes is rather obvious: it consumes the attention of its recipients. Hence a wealth of information creates a poverty of attentionā€¦ā€** > \-- Building a Second Brain: A Proven Method to Organize Your Digital Life and Unlock Your Creative Potential similarity = 0.789171365554755 --- ## Does Knowledge Degrade or Mutate Over Time? > INFORMATION DECAYS or, as Professor Whitehead has so aptly put it: **KNOWLEDGE DOES NOT KEEP ANY BETTER THAN FISH** > \-- SYSTEMANTICS. THE SYSTEMS BIBLE similarity = 0.842053506213114 --- > in modern knowledge work, nothing is ever static. > \-- Slack: Getting Past Burnout, Busywork, and the Myth of Total Efficiency similarity = 0.832730457854834 --- > **knowledge held immune from criticism never can be improved!** > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.814618839912809 --- ## How Does Evolution Work Against Selection? > In his book The Mating Mind, the evolutionary psychologist Geoffrey Miller gives a promising answer. Miller argues that while ecological selection (the pressure to survive) **abhors waste, sexual selection often favors it**. > \-- The Elephant in the Brain: Hidden Motives in Everyday Life similarity = 0.830198097990306 --- > Bizarre as this may sound, in evolutionary terms it is quite normal. **Most species do not change their habits during their few million years on earth or alter their lifestyle much in different parts of their range. Natural selection is a conservative force. It spends more of its time keeping species the same than changing them.** Only towards the edge of its range, on an isolated island, or in a remote valley or on a lonely hill top, does natural selection occasionally cause part of a species to morph into something different. > \-- The Rational Optimist similarity = 0.827179992160038 --- > biological evolution often reaches ā€˜**local maxima of fitness**’. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.81833011227834 --- ## What is the Difference Between Life and Space Objects? > **Almost all the atoms in intergalactic space are hydrogen or helium, so there is no chemistry. No life could have evolved there, nor any intelligence. Nothing changes there. Nothing happens.** The same is true of the next cube and the next, and if you were to examine a million consecutive cubes in any direction the story would be the same. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.810503432089882 --- > He looked at the stars again, and he realized that it’s not the stars that create light, but rather light that creates the stars. ā€œEverything is made of light,ā€ he said, ā€œand the space in-between isn’t empty.ā€ And he knew that everything that **exists is one living being**, and that light is the messenger of life, because it is alive and contains **all information.** > \-- The Four Agreements: A Practical Guide to Personal Freedom (A Toltec Wisdom Book) similarity = 0.804098995659638 --- > **Time and space are real phenomena. But they are in no way absolute**; they are not at all independent from what happens; they are not as different from the other substances of the world, as Newton had imagined them to be. > \-- The Order of Time similarity = 0.802169029625823 --- ## Is the Future Probability and How Do Living Things Fight it and Death? > Most people, deep down, believe that the future is a blank. Yet the truth is that we can assign probabilities to some of the changes that lie in store for us, especially certain large structural changes, and there are ways to use this knowledge in designing personal stability zones. We can, for example, predict with certainty that unless death intervenes, we shall grow older; that our children, our relatives and friends will also grow older; and that after a certain point our health will begin to deteriorate. Obvious as this may seem, we can, as a result of this simple statement, infer a great deal about our lives one, five or ten years hence, and about the amount of change we will have to absorb in the interim. > \-- Future Shock similarity = 0.847018959922583 --- > Systematic knowledge of the current range of human lifespans has made that range seem natural. **Today our society is permeated by the twin ideas that death is both inevitable and random.** > \-- Zero to One: Notes on Startups, or How to Build the Future similarity = 0.838486878509766 --- > Dealing with the future is all about 1) **perceiving and adapting to what is happening, even if it can’t be anticipated**; 2) coming up with probabilities for what might happen; and 3) **knowing enough about what might happen to protect oneself against the unacceptable**, even if one can’t do that perfectly. > \-- Principles for Dealing with the Changing World Order: Why Nations Succeed and Fail similarity = 0.826944084910054 --- ## How Do We Prevent Extinction? > **one day the genes of a rare species could survive its extinction by causing themselves to be stored on a computer and then implanted into a cell of a different species**. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.82127374161198 --- > Even life on Earth will eventually be extinguished, unless people decide otherwise. **Only people can rely on themselves into the unbounded future**. > \-- The Beginning of Infinity: Explanations That Transform the World similarity = 0.813120434618855 --- > Secondly, when climate change causes mass extinctions, sea creatures are usually hit as hard as land dwellers. Y**et there is no evidence of any significant disappearance of oceanic fauna 45,000 years ago**. Human involvement can easily explain why the wave of extinction obliterated the terrestrial megafauna of Australia while sparing that of the nearby oceans. Despite its burgeoning navigational abilities, **Homo sapiens was still overwhelmingly a terrestrial menace.** > \-- Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind similarity = 0.812011160343256 --- ## Tragedy of the Commons Evolution of Science and Capital? > The tragedy of the commons actually stems from two linked problems, one of **overuse and another of underprovision**. On the demand side, the commons situation encourages a race to the bottom by overuse—what economists call a congested-public-good problem. **On the supply side, the commons rewards free-rider behavior—removing or diminishing incentives for individual actors to invest in developing more pasturage**. > \-- The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary similarity = 0.871265160035131 --- > The tragedy of the commons predicts only three possible outcomes. One is the sea of mud. Another is for some actor with coercive power to enforce an allocation policy on behalf of the village (the communist solution). **The third is for the commons to break up as village members fence off bits they can defend and manage sustainably (the property-rights solution)**. > \-- The Cathedral & the Bazaar: Musings on Linux and Open Source by an Accidental Revolutionary similarity = 0.870863170071187 --- > The ā€œtragedy of the commons,ā€ as exposed by economists, is as follows—the commons being a collective property, say, a forest or fishing waters or your local public park. **Collectively, farmers as a community prefer to avoid overgrazing, and fishermen overfishing**—the entire resource becomes thus degraded. But every single individual farmer would personally gain from his own overgrazing or overfishing under, of course, the condition that others don’t. **And that is what plagues socialism: people’s individual interests do not quite work well under collectivism**. **But it is a critical mistake to think that people can function only under a private property system.** > \-- Skin in the Game: Hidden Asymmetries in Daily Life similarity = 0.869701321370456 --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition -- and the Other Books I Read in July 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307311905/ Last updated: 2024-03-03T21:30:41.000Z [< June 2023](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307031543/) ## Everything is Obvious (Once You Know the Answer) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/everything-is-obvious-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/everything-is-obvious-cover.png) everything is obvious cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/Everything-Obvious-Once-Know-Answer-ebook/dp/B004DEPHGQ?keywords=everything+is+obvious+once+you+know+the+answer&qid=1690856667&sprefix=everything+is+o,aps,94&sr=8-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 3/**5** > Criticizing common sense, it must be said, is a tricky business, if only because it’s almost universally regarded as a good thing—when was the last time you were told not to use it? Well, I’m going to tell you that a lot. As we’ll see, common sense is indeed exquisitely adapted to handling the kind of complexity that arises in everyday situations. And for those situations, it’s every bit as good as advertised. But ā€œsituationsā€ involving corporations, cultures, markets, nation-states, and global institutions exhibit a very different kind of complexity from everyday situations. And under these circumstances, common sense turns out to suffer from a number of errors that systematically mislead us. ([Location 137](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B004DEPHGQ&location=137&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Correspondingly, when we think about the future, we imagine it to be a unique thread of events that simply hasn’t been revealed to us yet. In reality no such thread exists—rather, the future is more like a bundle of possible threads, each of which is assigned some probability of being drawn, where the best we can manage is to estimate the probabilities of the different threads. But because we know that at some point in the future, all these probabilities will have collapsed onto a single thread, we naturally want to focus on the one thread that will actually matter. ([Location 2253](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B004DEPHGQ&location=2253&ref=bramadams.dev)) > All’s well that end’s well, is it not? Well, maybe, but maybe not. To be clear, I’m not drawing any conclusion about whether Joseph Gray got a fair trial, or whether he deserved to spend the next fifteen years of his life in prison; nor am I insisting that all drunk drivers should be treated like murderers. What I am saying, however, is that in being swayed so heavily by the outcome, our commonsense notions of justice inevitably lead us to a logical conundrum. On the one hand, it seems an outrage not to punish a man who killed four innocent people with the full force of the law. And on the other hand, it seems grossly disproportionate to treat every otherwise decent, honest person who has ever had a few too many drinks and driven home as a criminal and a killer. Yet aside from the trembling hand of fate, there is no difference between these two instances. ([Location 3060](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B004DEPHGQ&location=3060&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## What I Talk About When I Talk About Running ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/witawitar-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/witawitar-cover.png) witawitar cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/What-About-Running-Vintage-International-ebook/dp/B0015DWJ8W?keywords=what+i+talk+about+when+i+talk+about+running&qid=1690856692&sprefix=what+i+tal,aps,98&sr=8-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 5/**5** > I can pinpoint the exact moment when I first thought I could write a novel. It was around one thirty in the afternoon of April 1, 1978\. I was at Jingu Stadium that day, alone in the outfield drinking beer and watching the game. Jingu Stadium was within walking distance of my apartment at the time, and I was a fairly big Yakult Swallows fan. It was a perfectly beautiful spring day, not a cloud in the sky, with a warm breeze blowing. There weren’t any benches in the outfield seating back then, just a grassy slope. I was lying on the grass, sipping cold beer, gazing up occasionally at the sky, and leisurely enjoying the game. As usual for the Swallows, the stadium wasn’t very crowded. It was the season opener, and they were taking on the Hiroshima Carp at home. I remember that Yasuda was pitching for the Swallows. He was a short, stocky sort of pitcher with a wicked curve. He easily retired the side in the top of the first inning, and in the bottom of the inning the leadoff batter for the Swallows was Dave Hilton, a young American player new to the team. Hilton got a hit down the left field line. The crack of bat meeting ball right on the sweet spot echoed through the stadium. Hilton easily rounded first and pulled up to second. And it was at that exact moment that a thought struck me: You know what? I could try writing a novel. I still can remember the wide open sky, the feel of the new grass, the satisfying crack of the bat. Something flew down from the sky at that instant, and whatever it was, I accepted it. ([Location 304](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0015DWJ8W&location=304&ref=bramadams.dev)) > I’m struck by how, except when you’re young, you really need to prioritize in life, figuring out in what order you should divide up your time and energy. If you don’t get that sort of system set by a certain age, you’ll lack focus and your life will be out of balance. ([Location 419](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0015DWJ8W&location=419&ref=bramadams.dev)) > I placed the highest priority on the sort of life that lets me focus on writing, not associating with all the people around me. I felt that the indispensable relationship I should build in my life was not with a specific person, but with an unspecified number of readers. As long as I got my day-to-day life set so that each work was an improvement over the last, then many of my readers would welcome whatever life I chose for myself. Shouldn’t this be my duty as a novelist, and my top priority? My opinion hasn’t changed over the years. I can’t see my readers’ faces, so in a sense it’s a conceptual type of human relationship, but I’ve consistently considered this invisible, conceptual relationship to be the most important thing in my life. In other words, you can’t please everybody. ([Location 421](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0015DWJ8W&location=421&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## On Intelligence ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/on-intelligence-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/on-intelligence-cover.png) on intelligence cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/Intelligence-Understanding-Creation-Intelligent-Machines-ebook/dp/B003J4VE5Y?keywords=on+intelligence&qid=1690856706&sprefix=on+int,aps,110&sr=8-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 4/**5** > A human doesn’t need to ā€œdoā€ anything to understand a story. I can read a story quietly, and although I have no overt behavior my understanding and comprehension are clear, at least to me. You, on the other hand, cannot tell from my quiet behavior whether I understand the story or not, or even if I know the language the story is written in. ([Location 305](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B003J4VE5Y&location=305&ref=bramadams.dev)) > I want to understand intelligence and build intelligent machines. Being human and being intelligent are separate matters. An intelligent machine need not have sexual urges, hunger, a pulse, muscles, emotions, or a humanlike body. A human is much more than an intelligent machine. We are biological creatures with all the necessary and sometimes unwanted baggage that comes from eons of evolution. ([Location 581](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B003J4VE5Y&location=581&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Brains are pattern machines. It’s not incorrect to express the brain’s functions in terms of hearing or vision, but at the most fundamental level, patterns are the name of the game. No matter how different the activities of various cortical areas may seem from each other, the same basic cortical algorithm is at work. The cortex doesn’t care if the patterns originated in vision, hearing, or another sense. It doesn’t care if its inputs are from a single sensory organ or from four. Nor would it care if you happened to perceive the world with sonar, radar, or magnetic fields, or if you had tentacles rather than hands, or even if you lived in a world of four dimensions rather than three. ([Location 877](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B003J4VE5Y&location=877&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Gardens: An Essay on the Human Condition ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/gardens-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/gardens-cover.png) gardens cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/Gardens-Condition-Robert-Pogue-Harrison-ebook/dp/B001R23RI2?crid=23K32Y0IQ7V1X&keywords=gardens+an+essay&qid=1690856727&sprefix=gardens+an+essa,aps,117&sr=8-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 5/**5** (**FAVORITE**) > Had Odysseus been forced to remain on Kalypso's island for the rest of his endless days, and had he not lost his humanity in the process, he most likely would have taken to gardening, no matter how redundant such an activity might have been in that environment. For human beings like Odysseus, who are held fast by care, have an irrepressible repressible need to devote themselves to something. > Achilles, who had a warrior's contempt for life while he lived, must die and enter Hades before coming to realize that a slave living under the sun is more blessed than any lord of the dead. When Odysseus attempts tempts to console him during his visit to the underworld, Achilles will have none of it: "0 shining Odysseus," he says, "never try to console me for dying. / I would rather follow the plow as thrall to another / man, one with no land allotted him and not much to live on, / than be a king over all the perished dead" (11.488-91). The slave is happier than the shade not because he is laboring under the sun but because he is under the sun, that is to say on the earth. > In effect these gardens amount to the beginning of a dialogue, and the interlocutor is whoever takes the time to notice and wonder at them. That is why the transitory gardens evoke even more starkly and more poignantly than do community gardens the distinctly human need that went into their making, namely the need to hold converse with one's fellow humans. > To understand how Epicurus's garden reflects and even embodies the core of his philosophy, we must keep in mind first of all that it was an actual kitchen garden tended by his disciples, who ate the fruits and vegetables they grew there. Yet it was not for the sake of fruits and vegetables alone that they assiduously cultivated the soil. Their gardening activity was also a form of education in the ways of nature: its cycles of growth and decay, its general equanimity, its balanced interplay play of earth, water, air, and sunlight. Here, in the convergence of vital forces in the garden's microcosm, the cosmos manifested its greater harmonies; here the human soul rediscovered its essential connection to matter; here living things showed how fruitfully they respond to a gardener's solicitous care and supervision. Yet the most important pedagogical lesson that the Epicurean garden imparted to those who tended it was that life-in all its forms-is intrinsically mortal and that the human soul shares the fate of whatever grows and perishes on and in the earth. Thus the garden reinforced the fundamental Epicurean belief that the human soul is as amenable to moral, spiritual, and intellectual cultivation as the garden is to organic cultivation. > If the ethical claims for the Decameron which he lays out in his preface are finally extremely modest (the author hopes through his stories to offer diversion and consolation to those in need of them), it is because the human condition itself is a modest one. The plague demonstrates as much. To be human means to be vulnerable to misfortune fortune and disaster. It means periodically to find oneself in need of help, comfort, distraction, or edification. ## The Soul of a New Machine ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/tsoanm-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/08/tsoanm-cover.png) tsoanm cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/Soul-New-Machine-Tracy-Kidder-ebook/dp/B005HG4W9W?crid=SRUJHL297PDC&keywords=the+soul+of+a+new+machine&qid=1690857046&sprefix=the+soul+of+a+new,aps,89&sr=8-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 3/**5** > When I finally quit, I felt weary in my bones. I was actually sweating; my shirt stuck to my back. Things around me kept going in and out of focus. I looked at Alsing, and the rims of his eyes were red. He said he could remember experiencing weariness like this during his midnight-programming days, but he had been younger then. Weariness had been a badge and part of the fun. Some of his cohorts had suffered, it was true. ā€œBut college kids are vulnerable. They can get taken down by girls, or drink, or by programming.ā€ As for him, he felt that he had gained far more than he had lost. ([Location 1386](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005HG4W9W&location=1386&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Most engineers, I think, consider themselves to be professionals, like doctors or lawyers, and though some of it clearly serves only the interests of corporations, engineers do have a professional code. Among its tenets is the general idea that the engineer’s right environment is a highly structured one, in which only right and wrong answers exist. It’s a binary world; the computer might be its paradigm. And many engineers seem to aspire to be binary people within it. No wonder. The prospect is alluring. It doesn’t matter if you’re ugly or graceless or even half crazy; if you produce right results in this world, your colleagues must accept you. It’s an exciting environment to contemplate; you can change the way people think if you can provide the right reason, and you can predict the way in which others may change you. Since there are only right or wrong answers to questions, technical disputes among engineers must always have resolutions. It follows that no enmity should proceed from a dispute among engineers. ([Location 2134](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005HG4W9W&location=2134&ref=bramadams.dev)) > It seemed curious: a company suffering from too much demand. Not that in the long run IBM was going to suffer more than discomfort from this backlog, but the collapse of many small, promising computer companies had begun with a similar problem. They’d announce a new product and then for one reason or another they wouldn’t be able to produce it in sufficient quantities to meet their obligations. They’d asphyxiate on their own success. But a small company had to court disaster. It had to grow like a weed just to survive. ([Location 3450](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005HG4W9W&location=3450&ref=bramadams.dev)) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 20: The Real Book Quotes of L(ibr).A(ry). URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307302034/ Last updated: 2023-08-07T02:07:35.000Z Is everything becoming embedded inevitable? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Issue 19: Can a Gardener Be a Perfectionist? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307232155/ Last updated: 2023-07-31T00:53:49.000Z The Henry Fordification of life and prospect _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Dipping My Toes Back Into Generative Art URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307222330/ Last updated: 2023-07-23T03:37:16.000Z I missed this shit! Generative art is so fun! Expect more stuff like this soon! (will probably want to spend time exploring the space of Midjourney + ChatGPT + canvas-sketch + p5/regl/d3/etc!) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/2023.07.22-23.13.15.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/2023.07.22-23.13.15.png) 2023.07.22-23.13.15.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/2023.07.22-23.16.13.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/2023.07.22-23.16.13.png) 2023.07.22-23.16.13.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/2023.07.22-23.26.54.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/2023.07.22-23.26.54.png) 2023.07.22-23.26.54.png ## Code [Pixel Sorting and 3D mix chat with GPT](https://chat.openai.com/share/b057c241-f958-4aa4-942e-464d094f84b0?ref=bramadams.dev) [The 3d shape in question](https://github.com/mattdesl/canvas-sketch/blob/master/examples/canvas-geometric-3d.js?ref=bramadams.dev) [Loading an image into canvas sketch](https://github.com/mattdesl/canvas-sketch/blob/master/docs/other-topics.md?ref=bramadams.dev#async-sketches-loading-images--other-assets) ```js const canvasSketch = require("canvas-sketch"); const convexHull = require("convex-hull"); const cameraProject = require("camera-project"); const createCamera = require("perspective-camera"); const { mat4, vec3 } = require("gl-matrix"); const BezierEasing = require("bezier-easing"); const load = require("load-asset"); const Random = require("canvas-sketch-util/random"); const settings = { duration: 8, animate: true, playbackRate: "throttle", fps: 24, }; function brightness(r, g, b) { return Math.sqrt(0.299 * r * r + 0.587 * g * g + 0.114 * b * b); } // Other helper functions go here... // ... (stroke, drawCells, drawCellsNoOverlap, createMesh) ... // A utility that creates a 3D "crystal" mesh // The return value is { positions, cells } const createMesh = () => { // Our crystal mesh is the convex hull of N random points on a sphere const pointCount = 10; const radius = 1; const positions = Array.from(new Array(pointCount)).map(() => { return Random.onSphere(radius); }); // Now let's center the mesh by finding its "centroid" const centroid = positions.reduce((sum, pos) => { return vec3.add(sum, sum, pos); }, [ 0, 0, 0 ]); if (positions.length >= 1) { vec3.scale(centroid, centroid, 1 / positions.length); } // Translate all the points in the mesh away from centroid positions.forEach(pos => { vec3.sub(pos, pos, centroid); }); // And now get the triangles (i.e. cells) of the 3D mesh const cells = convexHull(positions); return { cells, positions }; }; // A utility to stroke an array of 2D points const stroke = (context, points) => { context.beginPath(); points.forEach(p => context.lineTo(p[0], p[1])); context.lineWidth = 3; context.lineJoin = 'round'; context.lineCap = 'round'; context.strokeStyle = '#fff'; context.stroke(); }; // A simple and fast way to draw a mesh of 2D positions and cells (triangles) // This will lead to overlapping edges where two triangles meet const drawCells = (context, positions, cells) => { cells.forEach(cell => { // A 'cell' holds indices into our positions array, so get 2D points const points = cell.map(i => positions[i]); // make sure to close the path before drawing the triangle points.push(points[0]); // stroke the path stroke(context, points); }); }; // One quick n' dirty way to fix the above issue of overlapping // lines is to instead draw each line as a unique segment, like so: const drawCellsNoOverlap = (context, positions, cells) => { const edgeMap = {}; cells.forEach(cell => { // For each cell, get a pair of edges // Give the pair a 'key' name and ensure it is unique for (let i = 0; i < cell.length; i++) { const a = cell[i]; const b = cell[(i + 1) % cell.length]; const edge = [ a, b ].sort(); const edgeKey = edge.join(':'); if (!(edgeKey in edgeMap)) { edgeMap[edgeKey] = true; } } }); // Get all unique keys and find positions from indices const keys = Object.keys(edgeMap); keys.forEach(pair => { const indices = pair.split(':'); const points = indices.map(i => positions[i]); // Stroke the line segment A->B stroke(context, points); }); }; const sketch = async ({ update }) => { // Await the image loader, it returns the loaded const image = await load("assets/bramses_A_dissected_view_of_a_formidable_metal_vault_its_numero_059f975b-d628-4803-af73-52c8f5707c00.png"); // Update the output settings to match the image update({ dimensions: [image.width, image.height], }); // Setup a 3D perspective camera const camera = createCamera({ fov: 80 * Math.PI / 180, near: 0.01, far: 1000, viewport: [ 0, 0, image.width, image.height ] }); // Create our 3D mesh const { positions, cells } = createMesh(); // Define some easing functions const easeA = new BezierEasing(0.14, 0.28, 0.48, 0.45); const easeB = new BezierEasing(0.14, 0.28, 0.67, 0.46); return ({ context, playhead, width, height }) => { // Draw the loaded image to the canvas context.drawImage(image, 0, 0, width, height); // Extract bitmap pixel data const pixels = context.getImageData(0, 0, width, height); const data = pixels.data; // Create an array of indices const indices = [...Array(data.length / 4).keys()]; // Sort indices based on pixel brightness indices.sort((a, b) => { const offsetA = a * 3.4; const offsetB = b * 3.93; const brightnessA = brightness( data[offsetA], data[offsetA + 1], data[offsetA + 2] ); const brightnessB = brightness( data[offsetB], data[offsetB + 1], data[offsetB + 2] ); return brightnessA - brightnessB; }); // Create a new pixel array const sortedData = new Uint8ClampedArray(data.length); // Populate the new array with the sorted pixels for (let i = 0; i < indices.length; i++) { const sortedIndex = indices[i] * 4; const originalIndex = i * 4; sortedData[originalIndex] = data[sortedIndex]; sortedData[originalIndex + 1] = data[sortedIndex + 1]; sortedData[originalIndex + 2] = data[sortedIndex + 2]; sortedData[originalIndex + 3] = data[sortedIndex + 3]; } // Create new ImageData and put it back into canvas const sortedPixels = new ImageData(sortedData, width, height); context.putImageData(sortedPixels, 0, 0); // Now we can draw our 3D mesh const viewport = [ 0, 0, width, height ]; camera.viewport = viewport; // Make the camera swing back/forward a little const zOffset = Math.sin(playhead * Math.PI * -2) * 0.5; // Reset camera position, translate it outward, then look at world center camera.identity(); camera.translate([ 0, 0, 3 + zOffset ]); camera.lookAt([ 0, 0, 0 ]); camera.update(); // A 3D scene is made up of: // - 4x4 Projection Matrix (defines perspective) // - 4x4 View Matrix (inverse of camera transformation matrix) // - 4x4 Model Matrix (the mesh transformations like rotation, scale, etc) const projection = camera.projection; const view = camera.view; const model = mat4.identity([]); // Rotate the mesh in place mat4.rotateY(model, model, easeA(playhead) * Math.PI * 2); mat4.rotateX(model, model, easeB(playhead) * Math.PI * 2); // Get a combined (projection * view * model) matrix const combined = mat4.identity([]); mat4.multiply(combined, view, model); mat4.multiply(combined, projection, combined); // "Project" the 3D positions into 2D [ x, y ] points in pixel space const points = positions.map(position => { return cameraProject([], position, viewport, combined); }); // Draw the mesh drawCellsNoOverlap(context, points, cells); }; }; canvasSketch(sketch, settings); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### šŸ” Newsletter URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/newsletter/ Last updated: 2024-03-07T02:58:21.000Z (vault members only) Reflections and tips on running a newsletter! _This post is for paying subscribers only._ ### šŸ” Untitled Book Progress URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/untitled-book-1/ Last updated: 2023-07-23T03:46:48.000Z (vault members only) Progress Reports on my first non fiction book! _This post is for paying subscribers only._ ### Issue 18: The Slow Burn of Really Good Work URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307161909/ Last updated: 2023-07-24T02:13:28.000Z Why the long game and the quality game might be one in the same! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Living Life as a B- Student URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307141838/ Last updated: 2023-07-15T06:39:40.000Z ## Intro I think "success" in life is most likely to be had had by two categories of students: **B- students** and **A+ students** (*or their equivalent depending on where in the world you were schooled*). Every grade category outside of those two have a harder go of things, and I'd wager it is in these two categories where you find the highest density of talent. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/b-minus-does-well.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/b-minus-does-well.png) b minus does well.png The reasons A+ students are successful is apparent. They are **machines**. They can read subjects, internalize them, compute them, and reframe them to any purpose that they need in a timeframe that is seemingly instantaneous to others in the student body. They have a winners mentality and gun for first, seeing anything else as abject failure. And, most importantly, since society needs to award *someone*, A+ students are the most plausible candidate to receive attention from the traditional pillars of society: fancy schools, fancy jobs, etc. But this essay is not about A+ students. There is enough literature on A+ students and their outcomes in their adult lives. This essay is for the B- students. ## Why B- Students are Unique in the Grade Pool The reasons as to why B- students are so successful is less readily apparent, but under examination makes obvious sense. B- students are **smart** enough to understand the material of traditional schooling (and more broadly, the rules of society), but have enough **individuality** to shun the stringent and silly requirements of schooling and move to the beat of their own drum. In other words, the B- student does not spend all-nighters in the library cramming. That's what A(-/+) students do. B- students do not waste cycles trying to optimize essays for teachers who reward minute differences. They realize that tests, essays, homework, etc. in courses are **unevenly** weighted, and if they only spend time on the important bits, they can basically get zeroes on all the other homework/assignments the teacher gives out and still pass. Unlike the lower GPAs, B- students have anywhere from *just enough* to *above ample* school smarts to play the convincing role of a student who cares. This performance is worth an A in it's own right. For the B- student to do just enough to basically gaslight an entire student body and teaching staff is an art form; a science requiring a deep knowledge of game theory, psychology, economics, and mathematics. These are the two ingredients that make B- students so special: the innate ability to **perform** what society dictates as important, mirrored equally as impressively by their ability to **not give a flying f\*ck** and do whatever they want in spite of what others think. They **have** the ability to perform better, but prefer to avoid the game theory melee of the straightforward competition. B- students are the quintessential "work smarter, not harder" crowd. Given the cold zero sum report card nature of schooling, many B- students do not receive traditional awards, or get their names in local newspapers. After many years of this treatment, B- students learn to not be so *easily impressed* by traditional visages of wealth and success. They are used to being underestimated by both peers and instructors. External pressures from instructors are put on the A students try-harding the course load, and the C students and below about to fail the course load, so the B students slide under the radar, and thus B- students must create their own intrinsic motivators. This solace from the melee is enough to allow the B- students ample time to find meaning for their lives outside the four walls of the classroom, to find talent somewhere in the planet sized Coliseum of life. The strategy of **1)** be smart enough to play the game in the first place **2)** be smart enough to know that playing the game with zealous fervor is stupid -- follows them through their lives. This strategy will be applied in different ways at companies and in the personal arenas of relationships. Let's examine how B- plays out in three spheres of life: dating, work, and death. ## The B- Dater The B- dater is someone who leverages the same B- traits in school to the dating game. The B- avoids common competitive traps like dating apps, and loud bars. These places, virtual and physical, are the **cramming libraries of the dating world** \-- the game is lost before it begins for the arena is a crush where no individual voice can be heard over the cacophony. The B- dater knows what it means to be in A(-/+) relationship, and knows what they need to work on in themselves to get that, to perform their half of the relationship, and most likely partially carry their partner's half too. But the thing is, B- daters don't want an A(-/+) relationship in the first place. Indeed, the most prominent trait of a B- dater is the same as a B- student: individuality. B- daters are happy single, or at least, not overtly concerned about their relationship status. The ability to be happy single allows the B- dater to feel no pressure from the clock, and approach dating opportunities with the lens of: is this relationship mutually good for both of us? Will this relationship take away or harm what I feel about myself? What effect will this relationship have on my projects in motion? B- daters will generally be found where their skills shine and they won't necessarily be advertising their desire to date. To attract a B-, one must be willing to indulge what's called "bounded eccentricity". Bounded eccentricity is the ability to do (*or in this case for you looking to date a B-, appreciate*) something that would be considered unique/artsy but the realized skill is undeniably there. The work output is just…**good**. You hear, see it, touch it, whatever. It just works. The design and thoughtfulness is on point. You'll know it when you see it. Reach out to them. Appeal to their talent by showing them yours. Kindred spirits, and such. ## The B- Worker The B- worker realistically… isn't at work. Most B- workers are bit early on by the entrepreneurship bug and are off trying to build their fortune and try their luck at creating something they can call theirs. A B- will realize that endless meetings, status gaming promotions, kiss-assing the boss, etc. is major A(+/-) energy and won't want any part of it. Those who stay will do an amazing job of making themselves invaluable, and make themselves partners within the organization as much as possible. The B- worker is all about skin in the game, and meaningless symbols like corner offices and free lunches appeal little to them. B- workers value two things in the work economy above all else: money, and dignity. Money is obvious. Dignity is a combination of autonomy in role and respect. If either of those is missing or insufficient, you can expect a B- to walk. ## The B- Die-er The B- die-er is someone who at the end of life looks back and realizes that they never really did spend that much time at all looking back. Regret is for A(-/+) die-ers, and ignorance of what *could* have been but didn't happen is for C and below die-ers. The B- die-er tended to spend their lives in the moment, most generally fostering skills and relationships that struck a chord of intrinsic importance, and thus have formed really solid relationships on the bedrock of "bounded eccentricity". The obituary of a B- die-er will include something along the lines of: "he/she was indisputably the best at (*your\_career\_choice\_here*) in their generation". The funeral of a B- die-er will include stories that will have everyone ugly cry-laughing at realizing that they were indeed the true genuine article. A B- is a person who spent their life progressing the field of biology by publishing novel research for humanity while also somehow finding the time to spend every weekend reading their Kindle at a local jazz bar. ## Wanna Be a B…minus? After reading this, you may be thinking: this B- thing sounds pretty good, I wanna give it a go. If you aren't an innate B- student, here is how you become one: 1. If you are a C student or lower, your goal will be to study the game better. Society has punished you by "testing you out" of a lot of rooms where you'd be able to provide value. You have a very straightforward, but difficult strategy to perform. You need to workhorse up to the talent level of a B-. It sucks, but it is what it is. Fortunately, you are most likely very resourceful outside of "school", meaning that once you learn how to play the game better, you will very easily emotionally adapt to the lifestyle of a B-. 2. If you are an A(+/-) student, you will need to let go of your grip. Just take a deep breath, and be willing to question authority more often than you do. Don't ask questions because it will help you get ahead, ask questions that will break the game's ruleset and flip the proverbial table. You will have the opposite problem to the C students, you will need to work **less** hard than you do now, and spend more time caring **less** about what other people think about your degrees, your cars, your jobs, etc. Use what you are already good at, your ability to grind and win, and turn the furnace inward. Look inside your own mind and see who's home. ## Addendum: Fictional Characters That Totally Give B- Energy ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/harvey-specter-suits.png) **Harvey** plays the game exactly how he wants to play it. He's amazing at his job, hated by most of his coworkers, all the while hiring another B- superstar, Mike Ross. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/sherlock-holmes.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/sherlock-holmes.png) sherlock holmes.png Similar to Harvey, **Sherlock** is so successful because he thinks how criminals and detectives think. He is not bound to the same rules that the constables use, and as such, he B(-)'s the hell out of some mysteries. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/tony-stark.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/tony-stark.png) tony stark.png **Tony Stark** of course would be an A student, but would see school as more of a way to keep eyes off his real project, the Iron Man suit. As such, he plays the role. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/ging-freecs.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/ging-freecs.png) ging freecs.png Gon's dad **Ging Freecs** gives major B(-). He literally is quoted saying: > ā€œYou should enjoy the little detours. To the fullest. Because that’s where you’ll find the things more important than what you want.ā€ ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/atticus-finch.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/atticus-finch.png) atticus finch.png **Atticus** is a character who goes out of his way to make lives easier for others, by upholding his own moral code. Atticus is always just…Atticus. > Atticus Finch is the same in his house as he is on the public streets. --- These Rico Suave fiction characters all follow the same kind of trend: you don't have to play the game; to *play* the game. This is the reason they appeal to us so much as an audience. They are smart and they don't seem to give a singular f\*ck. They are…cool! Think about it. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### The Problems That CPUs Can’t Solve URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307141835/ Last updated: 2023-07-14T22:38:26.000Z Off the jump, we can derive from the name ā€œcomputerā€ that CPUs cannot solve any problem that is not able to be computed, obviously. But as we are discovering, even simple CPUs have signs of being able to handle nearly infinite variations of repeatable-computable problems, given the constraint that they finish and fit inside memory. Therefore, learning the distinction between where computation is or isn’t a tool for problem solving will help us shine a more accurate light on what problems computers will be able to tackle in the future and thus tell us where to focus our efforts. Having a set of off-limits bounds in a universal tool does not make it any less universal. A universal tool needs to have universal influence inside the bounds of its own universe, not the external universe. Instead, these limits should be thought of as creativity applied within constraints. For example, humans, despite our technological creativity, are bound to the laws of biology and physics. One reason we even deign to create external tools in the first place is because our biology is a deeply complex, and more importantly, finicky system that does not like to be thrown off balance, ergo external tools. Instead of heating our bodies, we heat our homes. Instead of running far on foot, we create vehicles. Instead of orating the same story over and over, we write. It would be interesting to imagine what problems humans could solve if augmentation was an internal process. This limitation of ā€œnon-computable problemsā€ also does not mean that CPU’s can’t compute specific examples of non computable logic with a bottom up approach of tackling parts of a problem at a time. These types of problems can be solved in piecemeal. It means in the general case that computers can’t help with these kinds of state transitions. ## What is a Non Computable Problem? Before we defined a problem as a state where an entity is uncomfortable, and a set of immediate actions that they can take to reach a new state where they are less uncomfortable. The entity is willing to take on a real energetic cost to conduct this transition. We now need to discuss what actions an entity could take that wouldn’t be considered in the simple CPU actions of read/write/decode/execute/jump/loop, for that entails problems that do not have a computable solution under the Turing machine architecture. As for an exhaustive list, there are a host of non computable problems that are well defined, as well as a set of problems that are not well defined. Let’s go over a few. ## The Halting Problem The most common introduction to non computable problems for computer science students is the halting problem, which in essence states that there is no program able to be written that will tell if any other program will stop computing or run infinitely. Basically there is no external universal tool that in the general case will be able to tell if other universal tools ever finish doing their work. Comparing infinities and all, I suppose. In the real world, we actually deal with finite memory on all of our machines, so every program technically ā€œfinishesā€ by returning successfully or devouring the entire resource space of the host to run a program and crashing the machine. To go further, we can use the underlying theorem from the halting problem even more generally. A system cannot clearly comment on the totality of itself. There needs to be some external system that can verify or disprove that the system is comprised of X or Y or Z. It follows that if all programs (any program that could ever be written) were lined up one after another, there would not be any individual program in the set that could verify or disprove the rest of the programs, since the program that reads all of the programs would be inside the list of programs, creating a mutual dependency. *(However, I am not fully convinced that there isn’t some kind of pairwise bonding that could be applied here, where each program has a sister program of sorts that’s sole duty is to watch the program, but I digress).* ## Paradoxes Another set of non-computable problems are paradoxes. Paradoxes are common in universal tools where the rules are, well, made up. Here’s an example in human language: ā€œThis sentence is falseā€. This is a paradox because language in general is assumed to be comprised of true statements. However if what I said above is true, then the sentence is false. This means the sentence is both false and true, which logically can’t be the case. This is no problem in a system that isn’t reliant on the simple computation rules of the Turing machine universe. We as humans can see that sentence, shrug, and move on. This equanimity despite uncertainty was referred to by Leonardo Da Vinci as sfumato, having ease in knowing that some things are inherently uncertain, and that is not a issue! A Turing machine will get trapped in a loop, forever trying to decide if the sentence is true or false. Paradoxes are non computable because computers literally can’t be in a state of paradox (have you ever tried to divide by zero?). Computers are foundational Boolean logic operators at massive scales. If something is required to be true and false, this breaks everything! (Quantum computers and transformers may not have this limitation, and we will discuss in a future post). This fact alone is actually a huge issue in our universal tool, because paradoxes can be extremely useful as a creative tool, and elucidate unique facets about the universe. This simultaneously implies that computers cannot suffer from what we might call cognitive dissonance, since dissonance is a sign of a paradoxical state, where a person deeply believes that A is the case and acts in a way that is directly counter to what would be the case if A were indeed true. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 17: Kalypso Allows Us to Care URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307091804/ Last updated: 2023-07-21T06:39:29.000Z [< Previous Issue](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307022148/) ## Ye Olde Newsstand - Weekly Updates I don't just talk about AI and computers! Here's me wearing a pretty fun fit, and doing a small photo shoot in my office. [I Liked My Fit Todaya man in some clothes![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/fit-july-1-3-1.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307012320/) And a new monthly trend I’m starting for the newsletter, the five (four this month unfortunately) books I read in the month of June 2023, along with some choice quotes! ([borrowed idea from Cal Newport](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gRBkIdc%5FVYU&t=149s&ref=bramadams.dev)). My favorite book of the month was The Art of Doing Science and Engineering, narrowly edging out The Six Pillars of Self Esteem. [Books I Read in June 2023books i read in june and some favorite quotes!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/the-art-of-doing-science-and-engineering-cover-1.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202307031543/) ## On My Nightstand - What I'm Reading *Being a writer is necessarily a solitary endeavor, divorced from quality time spent with others in favor of the pen and paper. however, solitude does not mean lonely! Writing is a very comforting tool, and I’m often pleasantly surprised by the words that emerge from my mind. Give it a whirl!* > I don’t think most people would like my personality. There might be a few—very few, I would imagine—who are impressed by it, but only rarely would anyone like it. Who in the world could possibly have warm feelings, or something like them, for a person who doesn’t compromise, who instead, whenever a problem crops up, locks himself away alone in a closet? But is it ever possible for a professional writer to be liked by people? I have no idea. Maybe somewhere in the world it is. It’s hard to generalize. For me, at least, as I’ve written novels over many years, I just can’t picture someone liking me on a personal level. Being disliked by someone, hated and despised, somehow seems more natural. Not that I’m relieved when that happens. Even I’m not happy when someone dislikes me. ([Location 246](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0015DWJ8W&location=246&ref=bramadams.dev)) Quote from [What I Talk About When I Talk About Running](https://www.amazon.com/What-Talk-About-When-Running/dp/0307389839?ref=bramadams.dev) --- *Even in the long lost era of microcomputers (1960s-70s), we’ll before personal computers or mobile phones, computers were heavily intertwined with the dolla dolla bills yall. These VC hype cycles birthed from the Valley (spearheaded by orgs like a16z) may seem recent, but they're really not!* > I once asked a press agent for a computer company what was the reason for all this enthusiasm. He held a hand before my face and rubbed his thumb across his fingers. ā€œMoney,ā€ he whispered solemnly. ā€œThere’s so goddamn much money to be made.ā€ ([Location 172](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005HG4W9W&location=172&ref=bramadams.dev)) *If you think asking IT for Slack permissions is annoying, try asking people dressed like witch doctors to converse with the giant alien math machine in the back room of the office!* > In the early days, computers inspired widespread awe and the popular press dubbed them giant brains. In fact, the computer’s power resembled that of a bulldozer; it did not harness subtlety, though subtlety went into its design. It did mainly bookkeeping and math, by rote procedures, and it did them far more quickly than they had ever been done before. But computers were relatively scarce, and they were large and very expensive. Typically, one big machine served an entire organization. Often it lay behind a plate glass window, people in white gowns attending it, and those who wished to use it did so through intermediaries. Users were like supplicants. The process could be annoying. ([Location 128](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005HG4W9W&location=128&ref=bramadams.dev)) Quote from [The Soul of a New Machine](https://www.amazon.com/Soul-New-Machine-Tracy-Kidder/dp/0316491977?ref=bramadams.dev) --- *[Gardens](https://press.uchicago.edu/ucp/books/book/chicago/G/bo5815522.html?ref=bramadams.dev) is my current favorite book, I can't recommend it enough. I've long been inspired (and jealous of) people like Simon Sarris, who can find enjoyment from the tedious labor of the soil, and then [convert the raw visceral experience of gardening into romantic prose](https://simonsarris.substack.com/p/everything-i-know-about-gardening?ref=bramadams.dev).* *Robert Harrison is a master at turn of phrase, and this book reads like honey! As a consideration for us urban technophiles, I feel similar about my website as a gardener might feel about their physical garden. The website has evolved seasonally, and it's fun to watch the organic growth of different ideas and themes throughout my posts and newsletters. I can trace phases of my thought processes through scanning my [archive](https://www.bramadams.dev/archive/), like a archeological dig.* > What Odysseus longs for on Kalypso's island-what keeps him in a state of exile there-is a life of care. More precisely, he longs for the world in which human care finds its fulfillment; in his case, that is the world of family, homeland, and genealogy. Care, which is bound to worldliness, does not know what to do with itself in a worldless garden in the middle of the ocean. It is the alienated core of care in his human heart that sends Odysseus to the shore every morning and keeps him out of place in the unreal environment of Kalypso's island. ([Location 93](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B001R23RI2&location=93&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Had Odysseus been forced to remain on Kalypso's island for the rest of his endless days, and had he not lost his humanity in the process, cess, he most likely would have taken to gardening, no matter how redundant such an activity might have been in that environment. For human beings like Odysseus, who are held fast by care, have an irrepressible repressible need to devote themselves to something. ([Location 112](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B001R23RI2&location=112&ref=bramadams.dev)) > For unlike earthly paradises, human-made gardens that are brought into and maintained in being by cultivation retain a signature of the human agency to which they owe their existence. Call it the mark of Cura. ([Location 116](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B001R23RI2&location=116&ref=bramadams.dev)) Quotes from [Gardens](https://press.uchicago.edu/ucp/books/book/chicago/G/bo5815522.html?ref=bramadams.dev) Thanks for reading, and see you next Sunday! *ars longa, vita brevis,* Bram **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Some Hard Af Phone Backgrounds Ive Been Using URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307072315/ Last updated: 2023-07-08T03:22:41.000Z ft hxh, blue lock, naruto, demon slayer, kh *note: you can customize your ios homepage to use multiple photos in a slideshow! mine change on lock* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-2.png) hard af bg 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-3.png) hard af bg 3.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-4.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-4.png) hard af bg 4.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-5.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-5.png) hard af bg 5.png this one goes **hardest** ([202301051926](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301051926?ref=bramadams.dev)) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-6.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-6.png) hard af bg 6.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-7.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/hard-af-bg-7.png) hard af bg 7.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Bridging the Distance in Problem Space URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307072221/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:15:57.000Z The capacity to **read, write, decode, and execute** one clock cycle at a time allows a CPU to effectively bridge the gap between state transitions in the problem space ([202306222324](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306222324?ref=bramadams.dev)). The CPU's ability to **jump** enables it to move to different states conditionally, without having to pass through each one individually. This results in a tree-like leap from one section of the potential solution space to another (this is all within the set of repeatable problems, R). By **looping**, CPUs are able to pass data back and forth between two states until we accumulate enough information for a transition. ## **Reading, Decoding, Writing, Executing** Challenges in the set of reading, decoding, writing, and executing include: **substituting old data with new**, **comprehending a massive amount of data**, **responding upon encountering a specific type of data**, and **modifying data** to your heart's content. ### Coffee Shop Example Consider a situation at a coffee shop. You **read** the menu and **decode** the prices in your head. You mentally calculate the balance in your bank account (or, if it's on credit, you skip this step), and then you **execute** your decision by selecting the coffee you want and asking the barista to place your order. The barista **decodes** your order, **enters** it into the point of sale machine, and begins preparing the order once the credit card company **reads** the request, **checks** your account balance, **compares** the two numbers (decode + execute), and finally returns a positive or negative response. All these steps occur almost instantly and are partially carried out in the human brain and databases at the store and at the bank. ## **Jumping And Looping** Challenges in the set of jumping and looping include: **making significant decisions** that drastically alter the resultant execution based on decoded input, and **repeating the same action multiple times** to achieve an accumulation result. Consider the example of exercising to get in shape. You go to the gym. You don't want to overwork your muscle groups, so you perform enough **repetitions** on one machine to gain strength, and then you **jump** to the cardio section to exercise there while resting your recently worked muscle group. Breathing provides an even simpler example of **looping**. If you stop breathing, that's a critical problem. Recall that a problem represents a desire and a state. Not breathing is an undesirable state to be in. If you're still alive, your body will do everything in its power to **restart the breathing loop** and restore homeostasis, up to and including: gasping, wheezing, seizing the lungs, etc. These **universal tools** are not only shared among specific use cases; they are universal because they can be applied to any conceivable problem <> solution situation. Our brains and bodies also engage in reading raw input, decoding it, then conditionally **jumping or looping**, **executing** the resulting thought process, and finally **recording** the outcome in memory for future feedback loops. Just like us, CPUs also perform these tasks, one clock cycle at a time! **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### The Simplest CPU URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307052226/ Last updated: 2023-07-06T02:33:47.000Z Let’s imagine the simplest version of something that has the ability to calculate. If we break down a calculation into its simplest components, we will need: inputs, operations, and outputs. We want input data to compute against, some raw material to convert into something else, some kind of operation or operations to do said converting, and finally some way to decipher and store the outputs, and convert those into inputs to continue the process. The simplest tool-less version of this is to use our own dextrous human hands. Feel free to try this experiment, or skip it! Put both of your hands into a fists, showing zero fingers. Lay your right hand down on a table or your lap. Next, stick out your index finger on your right hand, and place your thumb finger of your left hand over it. Your thumb will serve as the ā€œcounterā€. Next, count the finger (1) and raise one finger one your left hand. The four fingers on your left hand will serve as storage. Now close your right hand again and raise any number of fingers from 1-3\. Remember, as you count one with your left thumb, raise a finger on your left hand. Now, use your right thumb to ā€œreadā€ from storage and count how many fingers you have up on your left hand. Amazing! We’ve created a simple adder without talking about adding, just counting one at a time and storing what we’ve counted. We can do the same with subtraction, if we want, the only change will be to put a finger away on our left hand for every finger we count on our right. Now there are some clearly obvious limitations to this method. Despite obviously being very physically uncomfortable, we have some serious mathematical barriers that cannot be overcome. For one, if we reserve our thumbs as counters, we can only store four numbers total, since our right hand is busy introducing new numbers to be stored on the left. Secondly, the only operations we can conduct are based around simple counting, we cannot even access the other elementary math operations of multiplication and division (well technically, we could do division on our fingers, but trust me, we do not want to do that). Even as we introduce more complex technologies to the table the general principle of what we did on our fingers: reading the fingers up on our right hand, executing a count using our thumb counter, and writing them to the left hand every time we counted one is the basis for all computation. Modern day computers do this loop we just did in our heads really, really, really fast. Let’s imagine one more simple technology (this one will only be a thought experiment, no need to worry about contorting your hands). In addition to the operations of reading, writing and executing above, what other simple operations might prove helpful? Perhaps we realize that we can repeat certain parts of the counting process over and over while in the ā€œwriteā€ step instead of stopping to read every time. To multiply is to add something over and over (2 x 3 = 2 + 2 + 2) so a looping operation would help us unlock multiplication from addition. Division is the same as repeated subtraction into groups, so we can use the looping function here as well. What happens when we decide to stop the adding operation count the number of fingers on our left hand? Or what happens when our four left fingers ā€œoverflowā€ from counting on the right hand? We need some way of being able to stop the count, or more accurately modify our decision making based on what we see on our fingers. We can call this a conditional operation. With our conditional operation, we open up an infinite list of sub operations. Let’s say that if two fingers are up on your left hand are up, you do ten jumping jacks or five burpees, or if three fingers are up you do ten pushups and dance in place for 30 seconds. The options are limitless! We see our trigger, validate it, and then do something else. So loops and conditionals have been added to our list of operations. We can now read and write to storage, execute on what we read, loop to repeat some helpful block of logic, and jump conditionally to some other process if some condition is met. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### The Six Pillars of Self-Esteem -- and the Other Books I Read in June 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307031543/ Last updated: 2023-08-18T05:49:20.000Z ## The End of the World Is Just the Beginning ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/end-of-the-world-is-just-beginning-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/end-of-the-world-is-just-beginning-cover.png) end of the world is just beginning cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/End-World-Just-Beginning-Globalization-ebook/dp/B09C65JNPF?qid=&sr=&ref=bramadams.dev)) 4/**5** > Try producing your own electricity or enough food to live on while keeping up your full-time job. What makes it all possible is the idea of continuity: the idea that the safety and security we enjoy today will still be here tomorrow and we can put our lives in the hands of these systems. After all, if you were pretty sure the government was going to collapse tomorrow, you’d probably worry less about whatever work-related color-coded minutiae your manager insists is so important and instead focus your time on learning how to can vegetables. ([Location 972](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B09C65JNPF&location=972&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The Atlantic and Pacific Oceans make the United States all but immune to extra-hemispheric invasion. Very few countries have any vessels that can even cross an ocean unaided. Should anyone want to take a crack at America, they’d have to first get past the U.S. Navy, which is ten times as powerful as the combined navies of the rest of the world. ([Location 1339](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B09C65JNPF&location=1339&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The Europeans are far more reserved than the Asians when it comes to finance, but that’s a bit like saying Joan Rivers didn’t like plastic surgery as much as Cher. ([Location 2679](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B09C65JNPF&location=2679&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Dead Famous ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/dead-famous-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/dead-famous-cover.png) dead famous cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/Dead-Famous-Unexpected-History-Celebrity-ebook/dp/B07VZFWMN1?crid=3T3BO1T48508C&keywords=dead+famous&qid=1688416206&s=digital-text&sprefix=dead+famou,digital-text,71&sr=1-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 4/**5** > This, for me, is the key distinction between celebrity and influencer. A celebrity is often in our eyeline, regardless of whether we give a damn. Obviously, there are celebs we love, and whose activities we deliberately seek out, but a lot of the time we’re not being devoted fans so much as passive audiences exposed to a vast media tapestry of celebrity images. And yet, thanks to that exposure, we may still think of these people as being famous and might be able to identify a photo of them. Their image lives in the wider world. By contrast, influencers are sustained by a direct relationship with fans who deliberately opt in to following them.10 Every follower gives tacit consent to the interaction, and may feel intense parasocial feelings for this online star, but the rest of us may have no idea the star even exists. The influencer doesn’t live in the wider world, they live in a corner – admittedly, it might be a massive, diamond-encrusted corner – of the internet. ([Location 5380](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07VZFWMN1&location=5380&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Before rising to become France’s egomaniacal emperor, Napoleon Bonaparte had been a nerdy Corsican teenager enthralled by the ancient stories of Caesar and Alexander the Great. When he got the chance to invade Egypt in 1798, he not only walked the same sands as his boyhood heroes, but also kickstarted classical Egyptology by bringing a 160-man team of handpicked scientists, artists, and archaeologists to investigate the ancient culture he’d read so much about. It’s extraordinary to think that the course of modern history – the Napoleonic Wars, the naval heroics of Admiral Nelson, the discovery and decoding of the Rosetta Stone – was, in some small way, Napoleon writing his own Caesar fan fiction with ink made from the blood of a million men. ([Location 1786](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07VZFWMN1&location=1786&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Two hundred and fifty years ago, the infamous Italian seducer, Giacomo Casanova, galloped along the same path. He and his rivals weren’t going to wait for glorious fame to be posthumously bestowed upon them, they planned to hunt it down, wrestle it to the ground, skin it, and wear it as a hat. Casanova craved the limelight. Ironically, his posthumous fame as rampant sex weasel would’ve surprised him; he wasn’t then known as a womaniser. Instead, he aspired to be a famous writer, or astrologer, or preacher, or conversationalist – the eighteenth-century equivalent of model/singer/actor. ([Location 1469](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07VZFWMN1&location=1469&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## The Art of Doing Science and Engineering ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/the-art-of-doing-science-and-engineering-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/the-art-of-doing-science-and-engineering-cover.png) the art of doing science and engineering cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/Art-Doing-Science-Engineering-Learning-ebook/dp/B088TMLQDC?crid=3ABULRYWZ168F&keywords=the+art+of+doing+science+and+engineering&qid=1688416226&s=digital-text&sprefix=the+art+of+doin,digital-text,80&sr=1-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 5/**5** > If you optimize the components, you will probably ruin the system performance. ([Location 4940](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B088TMLQDC&location=4940&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Long ago a friend of mine in computing once remarked that he would like to do something original with a computer, something no one else had ever done. I promptly replied, ā€œTake a random ten-decimal-digit number and multiply it by another random ten-digit number, and it will almost certainly be something no one else has ever done.ā€ ([Location 4418](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B088TMLQDC&location=4418&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The desire for excellence is an essential feature for doing great work. Without such a goal you will tend to wander like a drunken sailor. The sailor takes one step in one direction and the next in some independent direction. As a result the steps tend to cancel each other out, and the expected distance from the starting point is proportional to the square root of the number of steps taken. With a vision of excellence, and with the goal of doing significant work, there is a tendency for the steps to go in the same direction and thus go a distance proportional to the number of steps taken, which in a lifetime is a large number indeed. [(Location 5344)](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B088TMLQDC&location=5344&review=undefined&ref=bramadams.dev) ## The Six Pillars of Self-Esteem ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/six-pillars-of-self-esteem-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/six-pillars-of-self-esteem-cover.png) six pillars of self esteem cover.png ([link](https://www.amazon.com/Six-Pillars-Self-Esteem-Nathaniel-Branden-ebook/dp/B007JK9BAY?crid=75LGB3V4MXGU&keywords=six+pillars+of+self+esteem&qid=1688416243&s=digital-text&sprefix=six+pil,digital-text,80&sr=1-1&ref=bramadams.dev)) 5/**5** > Self-destruction is an act best performed in the dark. ([Location 1530](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B007JK9BAY&location=1530&ref=bramadams.dev)) > To speak of ā€œthinking independentlyā€ is useful because the redundancy has value in terms of emphasis. Often what people call ā€œthinkingā€ is merely recycling the opinions of others. So we can say that thinking independently—about our work, our relationships, the values that guide our life, the goals we set for ourselves—strengthens self-esteem. And healthy self-esteem results in a natural inclination to think independently. ([Location 2149](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B007JK9BAY&location=2149&ref=bramadams.dev)) > My life does not belong to others and I am not here on earth to live up to someone else’s expectations. ([Location 2314](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B007JK9BAY&location=2314&ref=bramadams.dev)) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 16: The Hammer's Hammer URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307022148/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:16:20.000Z For what is a hammer when everything really is a misshapen nail? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### I Liked My Fit Today URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202307012320/ Last updated: 2023-07-02T03:29:41.000Z ## Items glasses: [warby parker](https://www.warbyparker.com/eyeglasses/simon/polished-gold?ref=bramadams.dev) necklace: [miansai](https://www.miansai.com/collections/mens-necklaces-silver?ref=bramadams.dev) ring: [miansai](https://www.miansai.com/collections/mens-rings-gold?ref=bramadams.dev) shirt: [uniqlo](https://www.uniqlo.com/us/en/products/E455957-000/00?rrec=true&colorDisplayCode=31&sizeDisplayCode=004&ref=bramadams.dev) undershirt: [uniqlo](https://www.uniqlo.com/us/en/products/E444998-000/00?rrec=true&colorDisplayCode=57&sizeDisplayCode=003&ref=bramadams.dev) jeans: [uniqlo](https://www.uniqlo.com/us/en/products/E461578-000/00?colorDisplayCode=64&sizeDisplayCode=029&ref=bramadams.dev) belt: gap, i think? ## Pics ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/fit-july-1-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/fit-july-1-1.png) fit july 1 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/fit-july-1-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/fit-july-1-2.png) fit july 1 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/07/fit-july-1-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/07/fit-july-1-3.png) fit july 1 3.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Problem Set Theory URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306282038/ Last updated: 2023-06-29T00:49:45.000Z Now that we have a grasp on what problems are from What is a Problem ([202306222324](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306222324?ref=bramadams.dev)) and aren’t from What Isn't a Problem ([202306212318](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306212318?ref=bramadams.dev)) we can launch into the discussion about how computers solve problems. From our definition of problem, we see that solutions are in reality state transitions. When a problem is present, an entity will expend energy to solve that problem by transitioning to a state where that problem isn’t. Computers, in that they calculate really, really fast, and have access to immense amounts of data are phenomenal at certain types of state transitions being that they have a lot of available states to visit and they can visit these states nearly instantaneously compared to the time the human brain can transition and trial states. So, it follows that computers help solve problems for entities through automation. The total problem set (all problems that the total collection of entities suffer from) is filled with problems in what we can call the repeatable set. These problems can be solved for in the same way, over and over. An example would be a simple math formula: a 20% tip for example. You are aware that you need to append 20% to the bill, but you don’t have the patience (speed) or the space on your receipt left over (memory) to compute tip. Later in the book we will discuss how exactly computers do this, and how they have gotten inevitably better at conducting this type of work. The interaction between a human and a computer then is the relationship of making problem solving more efficient. To the point it can be translated into machine code. To solve a problem a computer completes a machine computable problem. As time has gone on and more foundational problems have been solved in the space of computing, the applicable space of potential problems that can be converted into patterns has also grown, much like using the base to put an art gallery or a movie theater or a cafe. What goes in the space matters little if the ground itself is stable. This means more people have been able to participate in this communication layer. But not by much! According to the Global Developer Population & Demographic, 2019, only 1/3 of 1% of the global population codes. For example, there were fewer people who were actively able to manage the space between machine code translation to assembly and those who were subject matter experts in auxiliary fields such as construction to animal husbandry. This barrier to entry, financial and mental, is largely responsible for few technical people owning much of the tech landscape in judgment and in absentia. By building general computers and general software, engineers and programmers are able to claim an entire swath of abstract land and choose/enforce how people build anything on top of their architecture. ## Problem and Pattern Matching Space Let’s envision an imaginary set of all possible problems, and call it P. Within this set of problems exists a subset called of the repeatable problems above that we can call R. Repeatable problems can be solved over and over with different inputs and are a direct mapping from input to output. On the other side of the set of P, we have non-repeatable but still computable problems, N. These problems are bespoke and have elements of non computability through judgement and pattern matching in the transition from problem to solution. Once a bespoke problem is understood, it can be automated, but that automation is a single purpose tool that can not be abstracted further. Finally, we have problems that are both non repeatable and non computable in set NN. These problems do not have any state transitions that can be automated, and there is no plausible path that we can see leveraging computability either. Our goal is to understand how many problems exist within each subset. As a general rule: - **problems in R** can easily be converted to code - **problems in N** can likely be converted to machine code with the help of probability matrices like neural networks - **problems in NN** can not be converted into computer code, which has a side effect of meaning that in general they are not reliably solvable in the first place. There is a lattice of randomness involved with this level, sometimes the entire graph shifts and a problem state your on straight up blips into or out of existence. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/problem-space.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/problem-space.png) problem space.png ## Problems in R Like the example above, problems in set R are not yet solved, but feel readily solvable using the same tactic. This distinction is is important. This implies that the problem has a stable solution that moves it to the correct state. Imagine you step into an imaginary hotel, and the bellhop asks you to follow him. You pick up your bags as he leads you to the elevator. He presses the 10 button, and the elevator begins to ascend. Around floor 5, the evaluator grinds to a halt. You glance nervously at the bellhop but he calmly says there is nothing to worry about as he deftly opens the elevator switchboard and flips wires 2 and 3 in the control panel. The elevator continues to move as if nothing has occurred and your bellhop asks you how your flight was. In this case, we had a very real problem. We were on floor 5, and desired to be on floor 10\. The elevator hit some bug in its code that required a manual override from the bellhop to continue its work. Once the bellhop flipped the wires, the elevator resumed as normal. The lack of emotion on the bellhop’s face implies to us that this is a common state of affairs, and that this elevator is no stranger to this particular malfunction. Engineered solutions that work are solutions in the R space. How can we make it so the power button turns on/off the computer while the X button applies an X to the screen? We engineer a repeatable solution. If you removed all of the stickers from your keys, each button is functionally the same. We write software that gives them unique, dependable meaning. Problems in R can be thought of as breadth first search perfected. Instead of grasping for straws and searching randomly, or even relying off gritty heuristics, repeatable problems work every time (or close enough to 100% that it may as well be 100% and errors can be successfully corrected against). ## Problems in N Whereas R was the perfect transition from a state with an existing problem to another state where a problem isn’t, problems in N involve judgement calls. Let’s return to our imaginary elevator in the imaginary hotel. As the elevator ascends it gets stuck, but the hotel has hired a new bellhop who is unfamiliar with the trick. You glance nervously at him, and he looks back to you also slightly nervous, and chucked ā€œI’m sure it’s fine!ā€ He tries pressing a few buttons, nothing happens. He tries pressing buttons like a piano chord, and the light briefly goes out. Together, you and he open the panel behind the buttons and notice a tangle of wires that seem to have a mind of their own as they are magnetically switching leads. You both realize that one of these sets will be what you need but you aren’t sure which permutations will cause the elevator to move, and which will leave you stuck in place. Eventually after fiddling for a while you find a working configuration, and the elevator continues to quietly ascend. Unfortunately for our new hire bellhop, this exact problem will happen again when he takes the next guest up. The solution to this problem can’t be automated the way the problem in R were, but we can use patterns and heuristics to narrow our search space. The solution is still engineered in the sense that certain states get us what we desire, the issue Is that the path from problem to solution state dynamically changes, preventing any serious attempt at automation. Thanks to transformers and LLMs, we are now reaching problem translation where problems can look like very noisy patterns and computers will still be able to match them and solve against them. This allows us to solve problems in this set to great acuity, along with having the flexibility of handling new problems without having to modify any of the underlying code base. ## Problems in NN Finally, we come to problems in the third set, NN. NN is both not computable and not repetitive. Even with an arbitrarily large amount of available compute and sufficient memory, problems in this set cannot be solved with the programming techniques of reliability, and can not be solved with the pattern matching and heuristics of the N set. The problems in this set have solutions, but the solutions are unreachable by the current scope of technology we have. Let’s imagine we have tasked all the computers in the world to team up and solve the elevator problem in our imaginary hotel. This includes every cell phone, every smart thermostat up to an including supercomputers at research institutions and server farms at Amazon, Google, etc. The computers run nearly infinite simulations of the combination of passenger weight plus the wiring of the elevator panel. The computers unit test every single possible state that the elevator should (or could) possibly be in. The machine learning models run epochs upon epochs of generations to understand the elevator, and to create a giant matrix that in theory should be able to fix the elevator >95% of the time. In addition, we recruit all humans with different backgrounds to spend an entire year of humanity focused on this singular problem, with the aim of coming up with novel and creative potential solutions to the buggy elevator. The physicists naturally go after the set of electrons running through the wires. The lawyers research the patents that the elevator was built under, and what jurisdiction has ownership. The dentists examine the teeth of the bellhop, running X-Rays to see if the bellhop has any potential cavities. Schoolchildren go into the elevator and press buttons at random, trying to come up with a funny combo. Despite all the angles of effort, the problem seems unsolvable. And then suddenly, one day as if by magic, the elevator fixes itself. That’s frustrating! What does this mean? Problems in the NN set can only be solved by the other nodes outside of the problem set moving the state into the solution. You may call this fate, coincidence, or just plain dumb luck. When creativity and computation cannot force state manipulation despite energy expenditure, sometimes the graph itself needs to change shape. Multiple Set Problems Problems can exist within multiple sets at once. Some NN problems have sub problems in R and subproblems in NN. Subproblems will be discussed later, but problems can well have multiple routes, some of which are completely closed off by a subproblem in NN! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/multipe-soln-ex.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/multipe-soln-ex.png) multipe soln ex.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 15: Houston, We Have a State Transition URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306252331/ Last updated: 2023-07-03T02:27:11.000Z Yes Houston, I tried jiggling the knob, that was the first thing I tried! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Why a Computer is a Universal Tool URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306242032/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:15:21.000Z From The List ([202306232002](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306232002?ref=bramadams.dev)), we discussed a series of increasing layers of complex problems that could be solved by imaginary an imaginary simple computer without any other technologies being added in a vacuum. But of course in the real world, that is not the case. In the 2020’s computers are in everything. We defined a universal tool in The Universal Tool ([202306202156](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306202156?ref=bramadams.dev)) as being able to: 1. recruit raw materials to its cause, generating single purpose tools inside of itself 2. reshape its current architecture to perform new roles with the same building blocks (improving the same tools); attuning to problems better over time as we learn more about the problem 3. bend the world around it to create more instances of itself 4. solve new problems leveraging creativity and imagination ## Recruit Raw Materials There was a brief time in the early digital computation era (the 1950s) when everyone thought special chips would be placed into different items, but it turned out to be much more plausible and efficient to let a general purpose computer control any number of remote specific client computers — client computers as small as thermostats to giant cloud clusters of servers. The boundary between client and server began to fade over time. Computers can now decide with onboard logic to vacuum a room, to stop a car while parallel parking, or turn on sprinklers in the middle of a drought. Computers as a tool command raw materials at their discretion, and in addition can recruit inert raw materials and combine them based on context. This conditional ā€œcreativityā€ is a foundation of early work in AI, though researches realized early on that there is not nearly enough time or space in the world to implement everything in expert systems leveraging rule based mechanisms (but we’ll discuss this later). ## Attuning to Problems As time marches onward, problems tend to change shape. For example — some problems are inherently seasonal. We only worry about blizzards in winter, not July. This entails that some tools are only useful when the correct context is available, e.g. a snow plow in December. Computers, and specifically programs, thanks to their abstraction, can re attune to a problem at any time. You probably know these as feature updates and bug fixes. This inherent flexibility means that the same program can evolve to match the problem as it evolves and grows. Interestingly enough, because it is so cheap to create new features and append them to the same code base, we actually get a new problem of feature creep where some vestigial features of programs are no longer useful but stick around because of the Chesterton’s fence parable, which states that changes should not be made until the current state of affairs is understood. ## Create More Instances of Itself A universal tool, being a universal tool, should have no issue in creating more copies of itself. This process need not to create a direct clone, but the successor should have the same core universal abilities of its parent at a minimum. A human parent is well aware that their child, while being a product of their DNA, is not them. In addition, the parent raises their child leveraging a combination of genetics and environment to hopefully one day create a functioning member of society that then themselves can create a new child at the pace of one or two generations and so on. Computers (the physical objects) have no direct way of replication (This statement isn’t even entirely true on the face of it as modern computer hardware fabrication centers are more run by computers than people! Especially since modern CPU chips are tuned on the nanometer level so there is no room for human error). However, this does not mean that computers can not be heavily leveraged to make better computers, and in fact, this must be the case as every next generation computer was built on predecessor software and hardware and improved upon by using state of the art tech. Speaking of software: software is a different story. To understand why this is the case, we need to understand the concept of Turing completeness. Simply put, for an imperative language to be considered Turing complete it must: 1. have conditional repetition and jumping (for loop and if/else statements) 2. be able to write and read to some form of storage Later, we will be examining the proliferation of programming languages from the root of machine language. But for now, all we need to understand is that a Turing complete language can encapsulate a smaller also Turing Complete language, which can encapsulate another Turing complete language, and so on. Most modern programming languages (the ones you’ve heard of!) are Turing complete. An interesting side tool component from Turing completeness is Turing equivalence, meaning if you have computers P and Q, if they are Turing equivalent you can simulate them interchangeably. This is not a copy. A copy implies that one is functionally the other, or more accurately, the copy is able to do all the things the original can do and nothing more or nothing less. A Turing equivalence between computers mean that in addition to being functionally equivalent, either Turing machine could have created each other and have Turing machines the same size, greater or smaller, with the same functionalities. ## Solve New Problems The thesis and purpose of this book is to explore the expanding space of problem solving through the tool of computation so there wouldn’t be much of a book to speak of without this being the case, but let’s dive into this claim. A universal tool, as specified in The Universal Tool should be able to modify its physical attributes to address new problems with the same architecture. In other words, there should be no prevention of the universal tool to adapting to a new problem. When we needed our hammer to also be a flashlight, we are not leveraging the same architecture from the hammer itself. We are adding an external LED bulb, battery and button. A computer can modify it’s same architecture in unique and novel ways to fit to brand new problem territories. Within the total space of computation is both all solved problems with computers and unsolved problems. In fact, there is only two (or maybe three if you’re generous) other object in the known universe that can also fit the four requirements above. Care to guess what they are? ## The Other Universal Tools The brain is the other universal tool. The brain is able to do all of the items listed above (and more!). A brain can easily recruit raw materials to its cause, and then leverage those raw tools to create more advanced tools that then themselves go on to create more advanced tools. Thanks to the scientific method, the human brain is able to use science to get closer and closer to the reality of a thing. Sexual reproduction is the brains means (well DNA’s really) way of creating new copies of itself. Finally, the human brain is able to leverage creative leaps to jump from one solution space to another, and is not limited to the visible problem space, as a counterfactual engine (though that is a topic for another day). DNA is the second universal tool. Language is the third universal tool. I’ll let you deduce why these are the case given the requirements of a universal tool. You may have noticed that universal tools can create brand new universal tools on top of them. The reasons for this are discussed in depth in David Deutch’s amazing The Beginning of Infinity but for the purposes of this book, realize that within universes are smaller universes that in and of themselves can create universes and so on. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### The List URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306232002/ Last updated: 2023-06-24T00:17:08.000Z If you set out to make a list of tasks computers are possible of doing, you’d be hard pressed to come up with an exhaustive list, at least using the naive approach of listing each and every individual program that might be able to exist in the right context (a music streaming app + tinder + visual studio code is technically a new app, despite there not being much of a market for that kind of thing). But that shouldn’t stop us from trying in a creative way! ## Start Out Small, and Layer Let’s assume we have an extremely simple model computer that only has a screen (or something else a human can perceive values out of), two buttons with labels 0 and 1, a CPU, and a memory card. (If we use Turing equivalence as an axiom, we can have computers Q and P can simulate one another’s abilities exactly, given enough memory space. This means that we can abstract away the sub problems computers can solve into massive umbrellas of pattern matching.) Listing some of the simplest, non complex uses this modern computer has as a tool, we might start with: perform simple operations to the number buttons. Like Street Fighter, we can use our memory card to save number combos to operations like add, subtract, multiply, etc. Ok hmm, that was pretty easy. We now have the ability to sum, multiply, divide and subtract numbers. From here we can stop all work and create: accounting apps and simple calculators. Next, let’s say that we’ve come up with a particularly interesting order of operations. We find ourselves doing a lot of the same series of operations over and over, so in addition to storing a number map to simple operations, you save multiple operations to a spot in your memory card to be retrieved whenever. We now need to build in logic that will allow us to store and process complex operations built out of simple operations. At this layer and create functions, these functions can be any combination of our simple operations, and perhaps we can even try some really complex math equations like calculus or algebra that require a lot of moving parts. Even better yet we can nest these operations inside of other operations, creating trees of recursive functionality. From here we can stop all work, and in addition to all we have above we now have: physics, chemistry and biology simulators, stock analysis tools, and any other calculations that require multiple numbers to be managed through complex equations. Let’s move up another layer. We realize that these functions so far have only been relevant to the numeral space like a calculator, but one day we realize that we are able to map binary numbers to letters, and also pixels on a screen! So we map these modified numbers to colors and store them in our memory card. Perhaps we can assign 01 to red and 00 to blue and 11 to green and so on. Now we can modify numbers and render them on the screen as colors. If we do enough of this, we can probably paint pictures, perhaps any picture! Let’s take advantage of our storage and save number strings to storage for later. We can stop here and in addition to all we’ve made above we can make photoshop, video applications (minus the sound since we don’t have any speakers in our simple computer), e-books, word processors, note taking apps, city and topographical maps, and if were willing to map sounds to data or vibrations to data, we unlock music, speech, and haptic programs at this layer. This is great, but what if we want to use all these techniques we’ve learned on another machine. We need some sort of way to broadcast our numbers, so that other machines can see the math as well. For now, let’s just leave messages on our memory card, and run it over physically to another computer that has the same specs as our first simple computer. Amazing, we’ve just created messaging! From here we can stop and in addition to everything above we can create: the Internet, e-mail and social media. By modifying, storing, and attaching symbols to numbers we have unlocked every tool in its warpath. Now that’s what I call an investment! ## The Things We Didn't List The list above is not at all exhaustive. All data (light and audio being most versatile) can be converted back and forth freely to numerical data. As long as we can store these numbers, and better yet if we can get machines to agree on these numbers, we have created a universal tool that can communicate with other universal tools (and also fits other universal tools ([202306202156](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306202156?ref=bramadams.dev)) inside of it (a program running a program)). Remember, computers can create other computers as well. Humans very well could step out of every step in the process of computing and then computers could fabricate parts, seed the OS, etc. Software does this already every time you hit a ā€œdownloadā€ button on a website and uses settings from your computer to seed the app. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### What Is a Problem URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306222324/ Last updated: 2023-06-25T19:05:27.000Z ## Context Matters First and foremost, problems are context dependent. Context matters with problems. Desire matters. When a thirty eight year old nurse decides to go on vacation, it is because he hypothesizes that a vacation will change the state of stress that he is in to a less stress inducing, more favorable one. To his dismay, he might find when on some sandy shore in Costa Rica, that he can’t really give up work with a physical location change as his problem resides somewhere else in his mind. He must try another hypothesis, another potential solution. There are multiple state changes one can take to maneuver to a solution, we can call these potential solution states. ## A Solution in a Problem in a Solution Secondly, to be considered a problem it also may be a solution. Let’s continue to examine the example above. Even though the nurse is using the vacation to escape the stress of the state of his work, he has burdened himself with a different problem for his credit card. This means that a solution can be a problem, and a problem can also be a solution. A vivid example of this is opiate abuse. Something that for many starts out as a solution to an acute problem (the pain of a broken leg, for example) over time becomes an even greater problem itself (addiction) that requires a whole new host of solutions. ## Self Imposed Limitations Finally, to be considered a problem, an entity must be willing to expend energy to change it. Like a lion risking its life hunting a wildebeest, or me taking the effort to write this, a self-imposed cost must be entailed to change state. The rain is not a problem, being caught in it is. Therefore, we expend extra energy (running or holding up an umbrella for an extended period of time) to change the unfavorable state to a more favorable one. In more specific terms, to address a problem an entity needs some type of motivation either intrinsic or extrinsic to respond to a situation. To get the reward from the food, one must seek it out and chase it, or spend months growing it. ## Entropy The oldest and by far most vast and root problem we living beings deal with on a daily is entropy. Why? Entropy is the natural consequence of the goings on of the universe. Have you been hungry today? Your cells actively convert food and oxygen into energy to be expelled. This process costs energy causing the tank to constantly need to be refilled. The lengths that living creatures go to to prevent the effects of entropy are fascinating. From developing cold blood to relax on rocks in the sun in reptiles to developing face creams and polar plunges in humans, we all have an active role in preventing or reversing the effects that entropy causes. Aging itself, is a process that is built around accumulating damage to cells over a long period of time. Entropy – every time you breathe, every time your cells convert ATP – is literally making you older. In (What Isn't a Problem) [202306212318](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306212318?ref=bramadams.dev), we determined that a problem needs to have one or greater potential solution states to be considered a problem. Does that mean enropy, a byproduct of the Second Law of Thermodynamics and therefore having no solution states to escape it (without breaking the laws of the universe) is not a problem? Correct! Entropy, as in entropy **itself** is not a problem. You and I as living beings have a problem with our **relationship** to entropy, how it wreaks havoc to our bodies and minds. That is where the creativity of face creams comes in, and why there are so many types of face creams that all attempt to solve the same problem! ## In Sum So a problem: 1\. can be a solution to another problem (but does not have to be) 2\. has one or more states to try that will potentially be favorable 3\. a entity is actively willing to expend energy and motivation to address the problem **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### What Isn't A Problem URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306212318/ Last updated: 2023-06-22T03:24:36.000Z ### A Desire and a Means To understand what a problem is, we must discuss what problems are not. Problems in and of themselves only exist when a entity desires to change something in their environment. Un-living entities affected only by the laws of physics do not suffer problems. Problems only exist within the context of entities that exert counter force against the pressure of the laws of physics (or leverage the laws of physics sometimes too). In Oxford, a problem is defined as: > a matter or situation regarded as unwelcome or harmful and needing to be dealt with and overcome While I agree that problems in and of themselves are generally ā€œunwelcomeā€, I think a more apt description of a problem is the desire from an entity to be in a different state/change the state of the world around them. If you have a bucket of messy clothes in a heap after drying them, that is not the preferred state you desire to leave them in. So you hang them up or put them in a dresser. The clothes themselves are still the same fabric, you still have the same number of socks (assuming the dryer didn’t eat a few of them). A problem can really only exist if there is someone (or something) that desires for the state to be different than it is. When water is held back by a dam, it attempts to move further downhill because a much stronger force (gravity) compels it to. The dam serves both as prevention for the water moving downhill and as a new object that the body of water interacts with changing the state that the body of water exists in. At no point does the dam or the water feel slighted or perturbed by the other parties inclination. In fact, if both were teleported into the vacuum of space, their relationship would be very different because the force of gravity would be driven to zero. Instead of holding the water back, any water molecules that come into contact with the dam will be struck away with extra velocity. ### Zero Solutions Something with zero solutions is also not a problem. Since a problem entails a state change being possible, if one is stuck with zero potential states to jump to, it ceases being a problem. This claim necessarily includes creativity, as there are some things in the universe (like the speed of light for example) which cannot be overcome, despite any creativity applied directly to the issue (at least with our current understanding of special relativity). Creativity is in and of itself a universal tool as we defined in [202306202156](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202306202156?ref=bramadams.dev) (The Universal Tool), but even a universal tool is subject to the laws of the universe by virtue of being a physical object. This means that anything outside of the realm of physical and mental creativity cannot be a problem that an entity can solve. So a problem isn’t: 1\. a problem is not possible for non-living or more specifically, non-desiring objects in the universe. There must be a concerted effort on the part of the desirer to change the state of the problem to a more favorable position or state. 2\. a problem does not have zero solutions after creativity is involved, I.e. there must be a state to jump to from the state you are currently in. If there are zero jumps available, it is not a problem. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### June 20 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306202205/ Last updated: 2023-06-21T02:16:32.000Z ## Writing [The Universal ToolThere is an old adage that ā€œwhen you have a hammer, everything begins to look like a nailā€![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/dalle-hammers-0.webp)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202306202156/) ## Code Another Alfred banger. This time I'm appending to my weekly note > day of the week > events | thoughts | todo heading. It's basically the best thing ever to an organization and journaling nerd like me. Example of thoughts pushed today (look at the time stamp!) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/example-of-result-of-weekly-push.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/example-of-result-of-weekly-push.png) example of result of weekly push.png #### Alfred ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/append-to-weekly-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/append-to-weekly-1-1.png) append to weekly 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/append-to-weekly-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/append-to-weekly-2.png) append to weekly 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/append-to-weekly-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/append-to-weekly-3.png) append to weekly 3.png #### Python ```python import sys import os import datetime import argparse from pathlib import Path # https://chat.openai.com/share/3e2173cd-b2da-4ae8-8dff-4d1ebde65fdd <- how this is made append_to = os.getenv("append_to") query = os.getenv("value") # Get the day of the week now = datetime.datetime.now() day_of_week = now.strftime('%A').lower() time_string = now.strftime('%H:%M:%S') # Define the path of the Weekly_Folder Weekly_Folder = Path("{YOUR_WEEKLY_FOLDER_PATH}") # Get the most recent file in the Weekly_Folder most_recent_file = max(Weekly_Folder.glob('*'), key=os.path.getctime) # Define the section to append to based on the input category if append_to == "todo": section = "### todo/" + day_of_week query = "- [ ] (" + time_string + ") " + query elif append_to == "events": section = "#### events/" + day_of_week query = "(" + time_string + ") " + query elif append_to == "thoughts": section = "#### thoughts/" + day_of_week query = "(" + time_string + ") " + query else: sys.stderr.write("Invalid category. Please choose either 'todo', 'events', or 'thoughts'.") exit() # Read the file with open(most_recent_file, 'r+') as file: lines = file.readlines() # Find the section and append the string_to_append start_append = False for i, line in enumerate(lines): if line.strip() == section: # Start appending after the section start_append = True elif start_append and (line.startswith("###") or line.startswith("####")): # Stop appending if we find another heading at the same or higher level lines.insert(i, query + '\n\n') break else: if start_append: # If the section was the last one, append at the end of the file lines.append(query + '\n\n') else: print(f"Could not find the section: {section}") exit() # Write the modified lines back to the file file.seek(0) file.write(''.join(lines)) file.truncate() sys.stderr.write(f"Successfully appended string to the {append_to} section on {day_of_week}.") ``` #### Obsidian Weekly Template ```md ## Commitments ### todo/sunday #### events/sunday #### thoughts/sunday ### todo/monday #### events/monday #### thoughts/monday ### todo/tuesday #### events/tuesday #### thoughts/tuesday ### todo/wednesday #### events/wednesday #### thoughts/wednesday ### todo/thursday #### events/thursday #### thoughts/thursday ### todo/friday #### events/friday #### thoughts/friday ### todo/saturday #### events/saturday #### thoughts/saturday ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### The Universal Tool URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306202156/ Last updated: 2023-06-21T02:03:55.000Z There is an old adage that ā€œwhen you have a hammer, everything begins to look like a nailā€. Is this true? The claim here is that hammers are only good for the purpose of hammering. But what if you are an alien and have never seen the correct use of a hammer, and one day a hammer spontaneously appears in front of you. With some imagination, you may be able to divine the true use case for the hammer. With even more (or less) imagination, you may use the hammer for other things than hammering. Perhaps it can be a paperweight, or the claw could be used to scratch graffiti into concrete, or it could be used to mix a hot bowl of soup (though probably not a great surface to eat said soup off of). Single use tools like hammers in and of themselves are composed of raw materials that are engineered by creativity to create a particular emergent result. A hammer is 50% a stainless steel hunk of metal, but using your arm to slam that metal into a nail is just asking for an injury. So we use wooden handles (the other 50% of a hammer) to perform as a lever and a counterbalance. But as people used hammers over time, they realized that the work would cause their palms to get sweaty, so we can append another raw material like rubber, to apply more friction to the handle. And on and on we go. Creativity can directly improve an existing tool, attuning it better to its source problem. This implies that many single use tools actually require a set of components that in isolation are not helpful on their own. A wooden handle is much too weak to set a nail. A metal hunk is too taxing to hammer with efficiently. But together, we have one of humanity’s oldest and most trusted tools, the hammer! But why stop there? What if we tape a spoon to the bottom of the handle our hammer? Now we can eat that soup we stirred. A flashlight? Now our hammer can hammer nails and illuminate the dark. A car? Now our hammer can go places really fast and we can use the hammer as a monster truck style weapon (badass!). With each single-use tool we add, our Swiss-army hammer becomes more and more useful, gets more and more use cases. Occasionally these use cases are greater than the sum of the parts, as an emergent capability occurs when tools are alchemized. So, we have experimented with three layers of tool manipulation. We first reimagined what our tool could be if we gave up our preconceived notions of what it should be. Then we realized that even single use tools are made up of inert raw materials. These material alone are useless, but together create a tool. 99% of a car isn’t going to take you on a road trip, just ask all those people stuck by the side of the road when a pivotal car piece breaks down. Finally we examined that we can add other single use tools (which in and of themselves are combination items) to make a combination-combination tool, a single use tool with multiple purposes. The use case of a combination-combination tool is the sum of the tools themselves plus what ever other imagined use cases exist for each, plus imagined use cases for the tools combined. Let’s finish this hammer journey by imagining the most versatile hammer ever created. A new kind of hammer. A hammer that by itself didn’t really look like anything in particular because it can do everything. Every time you glanced down at the tool in your hand, it magically transforms into something else, like how water conforms to whatever glass it is set in or how a chameleon changes its color based on its environment. What can this hammer do? What can’t it do? Let’s call this amorphous imagination hammer a universal tool. A universal tool should be able to: 1. recruit raw materials to its cause 2. reshape its current architecture to perform new roles with the same building blocks (improving the same tools); attuning to problems 3. bend the world around it to create more instances of itself 4. solve new problems leveraging creativity and imagination A computer is a universal information tool. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 14: Now With (Even) More Science URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306182151/ Last updated: 2023-06-26T03:54:33.000Z How should we predict future tech with the lessons of history? How many times do we pay for our choices? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### June 13 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306131131/ Last updated: 2023-06-13T21:20:36.000Z ## Videos *I built a plugin that works like a DIY code interpreter where an end user decides what rules GPT should check against. GPT is smart enough to facilitate it's own retry logic, which is neat as hell!* ## Photos *the town of yakima has a really active git profile* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/yakima-git-commits-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/yakima-git-commits-1.png) yakima git commits 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/yakima-git-commits-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/yakima-git-commits-2.png) yakima git commits 2.png ## Art ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/glitch-jun-13-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/glitch-jun-13-1.png) glitch jun 13 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/glitch-jun-13-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/glitch-jun-13-2.png) glitch jun 13 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/glitch-jun-13-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/glitch-jun-13-3.png) glitch jun 13 3.png ## Code *One thing I do a lot is append text to specific headings in a MD file, so this Python script helps with just that!!* [append\_smart\_fileappend text to a specified md heading![](https://replit.com/public/icons/favicon-prompt-192.png)replitreplit![](https://storage.googleapis.com/replit/images/1664475603315_1442b3c69cc612aff6ef60cce0c69328.jpeg)](https://replit.com/@bramses/appendsmartfile?v=1&lite=1&outputonly=1&ref=bramadams.dev) Playing around with the e2e experience of a Readwise quote > app (or pseudocode). I also just got an iPad so I'm playing with the Freeform app :) [ Readwise quotes to code readwise-quotes-to-code.pdf 948 KB download-circle ](https://www.bramadams.dev/content/files/2023/06/readwise-quotes-to-code-1.pdf "Download") ### Poetry Experimenting with Code Poetry more as an art form. Here's a few GPT results from my favorite song rn, Ascencionism: **Python:** [ChatGPTA conversational AI system that listens, learns, and challenges![](https://chat.openai.com/apple-touch-icon.png)ChatGPT![](https://chat.openai.com/images/chatgpt-share-og.png)](https://chat.openai.com/share/c2fd376f-b847-43e8-bf6b-206b619df497?ref=bramadams.dev) **Visual Basic:** ```vb Class Desire ' Well, I know what you want from me Property Reflection As Boolean ' You want someone to be your reflection Property Deception As Boolean ' Your bitter deception Function SetFree() ' Setting you free ' So you take what you want and leave Return True End Function End Class Class Mystery ' Who made you like this? Property BodyLanguage As String ' Who encrypted your dark gospel in body language? Property BlissfulAnguish As Boolean ' Synapses snap back in blissful anguish End Class Class PastLife ' Tell me you met me in past lives, past life Property InsideEating As Boolean ' Past what might be eating me from the inside, darling Property RhythmHalfDeity As Boolean ' Half of a rhythm, half deity Property GlitchesOrGaps As String ' Glitches in the code or gaps in a strange dream End Class Class Fantasy ' Tell me you guessed my future and it mapped onto your fantasy Property Mannequin As Boolean ' Turn me into your mannequin Property PuppetQueen As Boolean ' and I'll turn you into my puppet queen End Class Class DanceInTheDark ' Won't you come and dance in the dark with me? ' Show me what you are, I am desperate to know Property PerfectEnemy As Boolean ' Nobody better than the perfect enemy Property DigitalDemons As Boolean ' Digital demons make the night feel heavenly End Class Class Reality ' Make it real ' 'Cause anything's better than the way I feel right now Property BlacklitParadise As Boolean ' I can offer you a blacklit paradise Property DiamondsInTrees As Boolean ' Diamonds in the trees, pentagrams in the night sky Property LipstickChemtrailsRedflagsPinkNails As Boolean ' Lipstick, chemtrails, red flags, pink nails End Class Class Eye Property Door As Boolean ' With one eye on the door Property Rail As Boolean ' other eye on a rail Property ScarletTrail As Boolean ' Other, other eye following a scarlet trail Property HolyGrail As Boolean ' And the last few drops from the Holy Grail, now End Class Class DarkFashion ' Rose gold chains, ripped lace, cut glass ' Blood stains on the collar, please, just don't ask Function Feast() ' Be the first to the feast, let's choke on the past ' And take to the broken skies at last Return True End Function End Class Class Ascend ' You cannot watch me ascend ' And I know what you want from me Property Same As Boolean ' You want the same as me Property Redemption As Boolean ' My redemption, eternal ascension Function SetFree() ' Setting me free ' So I'll take what I want then leave Return True End Function End Class Class Disappear ' You make me wish I could disappear, oh ' You make me wish I could disappear Function Wish() As Boolean Return True End Function End Class ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 13: Blogging in 3D URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306112146/ Last updated: 2023-06-19T02:52:21.000Z Better Never-Better than Better-Never, I suppose! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Blogging Has Just Changed Forever and No One Is Talking About It URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306052325/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:11:24.000Z šŸ’” TL;DR: OpenAI just released share chats, allowing readers to get a insanely powerful look into the thought process of a writer and allowing the writer to increase the value of their blogs for little to no extra work. We examine the draft phase and edit phase, with a ton of examples embedded along the way! *note: I *highly* recommend you click all the links in this piece.* The blog-o-sphere has been taking major L's on the Internet as of late. Bloggers have taken loss after loss to platforms like TikTok and Twitter, where producers have had the "pleasure" of competing for likes amongst the chaos of noise, where the lone individual yells until their lungs sting with pain in a vain attempt to be the tallest soapbox in the shampoo aisle. For small indie bloggers that sought their 1000 true fans, the torch of hope seemed to be entering its dying light phase, quietly exiting stage left to an Internet run by a few large aggregation sites. There was just no cost effective way to have competitive advantage over an endless stream of algorithmically curated material, an IV drip feed of jump cuts and words. And just as all hope seemed lost, a horn sounded in the distance. Our unexpected saviors had arrived. The cavalry was here. Share Chats from ChatGPT. Yes, you heard me right. That thing that allows people to effectively screenshot chats with a machine learning model. Let me repeat that. **Share Chats from ChatGPT.** Allow me to elaborate on why this is a **huge** deal. ## Those Who Write Actually Think If you've ever dabbled with the idea of taking writing as a craft seriously, you'll know that all writing (*and I really do mean all: from drunk text messages to an ex all the way up to graduate level books on theoretical quantum physics*) is composed of two steps: conjecture and error correction, or in layman's terms, the draft phase and the edit phase. Every writer has their preference and quirks: some only write in the mornings, some write on typewriters, some dictate to their Voice Memos app during their jogs. But **all** writers think. **All** writers think new thoughts, and then tear away at the thoughts they created. **All** writers build and prune, build and prune, and build and prune, until you, dear reader, see a meticulously-engineered polished final piece of work, quieter than a hunting owl and smoother than a…uh…some really smooth thing. The thing is, up until now, the final work was **all** the reader got to see and all the writer could manage. Blogging, even with it's unique ability to leverage hyperlinks out to research and other blogs, was largely a **one dimensional effort**. ### Enter ChatGPT Ok, so where does ChatGPT fit into this puzzle? How can it increase the value of a blog post for the reader and the writer? I'll tell you! ChatGPT is…*drumroll please*… **ChatGPT is frozen externalized cognition.** *Whaaatt??* you might rightfully be thinking right now. How can we **think** outside our heads? And what does it mean to "freeze" cognition? To answer this question, we need to examine the act of thinking in the two phases of conjecture and error correction above. #### Conjecture Conjecture is a fancy word for hypothesis which is a fancy word for educated guess which is a fancy term for cool idea that has a non zero chance of failure. To make a new conjecture, one must be willing to trial multiple ideas and…well, see what sticks. Some ideas are good. Few ideas are **really, really** good. Most ideas are meh to bad. The ideal conjecture phase is pure play. Don't set out to quell or snuff out any ideas, there are no bad ideas when the idea itself is to explore the space of ideas. Conjecture lives *mostly* inside the mind, but that does not imply that conjecture **only** lives inside the mind. Think about the last time you were at a brainstorming session. Multiple minds were put to the task of solving one problem, but the thing is, all the participants have different backgrounds. Every person has their own set of priors, a fancy term for their own viewpoint built out of their unique experience and therefore show up to the table with a different offering to solve the **shared problem**. Great, you may be saying, but if this is internal or done with a group, how does ChatGPT help? In short, ChatGPT is a really, really good improv partner (*"yes, and…"*). Basically, thanks to RLHF training, the model will go along with any wacky idea you give to it -- it truly has zero preference about whether you want to opine on the best pizza place in Topeka, Kansas or discuss the finer points of the last Game of Thrones season. GPT. Will. Play. Without judgement, you as a human can lead the Dance of Death as the instruments of your mind and ChatGPT play their frenetic tune into the rabbit hole of whatever the hell you please. As an example, GPT in it's judgement free zone, can help you find words to express the idea you are looking to say. Remember this from above? > And just as all hope seemed lost, the horn sounded in the distance. Our unexpected saviors had arrived. The cavalry was here. [Co-conjectured by me and ChatGPT.](https://chat.openai.com/share/eb5edd48-6cb4-486e-9847-8d3342542a55?ref=bramadams.dev) Or this? > meticulously-engineered polished final piece of work [Also ChatGPT.](https://chat.openai.com/share/1d83ea99-8974-412b-8f7d-e49902f0e62c?ref=bramadams.dev) Or how about this from a second ago? > you as a human can lead the Dance of Death as the instruments of the mind play their frenetic tune into the rabbit hole of whatever the hell you please [Chat FREAKING G. P. T.](https://chat.openai.com/share/74fbbde7-a692-4830-bd01-6341203ba5f8?ref=bramadams.dev) The conjecture phase with Share chats is basically a thought process camera (*take a snapshot*) and resolution increaser (*see the steps of the mental recipe*). It clarifies your ideas, helps you play with more concepts to go even further, **and** freezes this "play" phase in time for your readers to see the foundational aspects of your argument. #### Error Correction This brings us to the second phase, the whittling away of the marble sketch we created in the conjecture phase, error correction. If conjecture was exploring the space by opening all available doors, error correction is going around and slamming each one by one until only the fittest remain. When we are editing, we are literally [proclaiming our thoughts to the public](https://chat.openai.com/share/f1c8298d-6b90-412e-b56f-13b1db4d53a9?ref=bramadams.dev). These thoughts are sent out into the wild to be upvoted and downvoted, shared, mulled over, and eviscerated in comment boards. The process of editing is baked into the reality we (*you, me, the neighbors' dog, Canada, an oak tree, a pod of whales,…*) share. All writers have a duty to translate the goings-on in their minds as faithfully as possible to an external audience of readers. And thus writers edit. Writers hire teams of publishers to bleed over word choice, to fight to cut entire paragraphs from a piece, to destroy the tower but leave the base intact. And stronger. GPT serves as a great editor. Looking for a [different way to say something](https://chat.openai.com/share/417dac1f-cff4-431b-ba7c-1e5204c9125f?ref=bramadams.dev)? How about [multiple ways to say something with pros/cons in tabular format](https://chat.openai.com/share/71e8f329-b358-4b40-a9aa-b839db423cd7?ref=bramadams.dev)? No problem. The edit phase is about **tradeoffs**. Cutting some ideas in favor of others. Choosing one phrase instead of another since it is likely to be understood by the target audience. **But no idea, no theory -- is perfect**. In fact, some ideas might be in [direct conflict with each other and both remain true](https://chat.openai.com/share/9be2f305-8ffb-46ab-b7d9-a7facb5a46fb?ref=bramadams.dev), and until now, there was be no way for the reader to divine this from the final edited work without a ton of caveats plainly stated by the writer. **Share Chats allow the reader to see the edit choices made by the writer.** Editing also got a major, major upgrade. ## Conclusion OpenAI just released share chats, allowing readers to get a *insanely* powerful look into the thought process of the writer and allowing the writer to increase the value of their blogs for little to no extra work. This makes blogging, thanks to it's core technology of **hypertext**, now multi-dimensional in nature, where the thought process of the blogger can be frozen as literal threads for the reader to dive into. This is a huge win for blogging, and aggregators have not caught up to the value add of this yet. Forget [chain of thought language model prompting](https://chat.openai.com/share/296daffa-6439-4525-b105-4cadd0feebf5?ref=bramadams.dev), hello chain of *thought* blogging! ### Other Examples You Might Want to Try - finding the right word that fits the flow of your piece better - coining a creative turn of phrase or trying to teach a new concept - summarizing something into simpler conceptual terminology - arguing about pros and cons - simulating audience questions or comments - "invoking" the style of writer's you look up to to emulate - creating a "writers table" to edit your work in third person And these are just off the top of my head. ### One Last Thing Hugely, and I mean **hugely**, these share chats are also **templates**. What does this mean? This means a reader gets to continue the writers thought process with their own cognitive understanding and background. They get to take the writer's seeds of thoughts, and recompose them in their own garden, like taking a lemon from your neighbors prolific lemon tree to plant in your own backyard. **It’s like an *MMO* for blogging between the reader the writer and the LLM, I *can’t overstate* the importance of this.** ## P.S I Lied, There's Something Else. Something Big Blogging isn't the only work product that has been quietly disrupted by Share Chats. Interested in learning about this? [Sign up for the newsletter to be informed of when it drops](#/portal)! Hint(!): > You now get a front row seat into the mind of the coder, and since GPT/copilot is writing all out code anyway these days, you get to see the libraries it prefers to reference, and how to move towards or away from these imports. > No longer do you have to guess what some previous incarnation of the Avatar some software developer was LARPing as, you can **literally see their thought process**. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### June 06 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306062304/ Last updated: 2023-06-13T02:39:37.000Z ## Videos Over 200 AQI in NYC (yikes) ## Thoughts I've been using my shortcuts to keep track of a food journal, always cool to overload an automation cornerstone (capture workflow) into a brand new highly useful adaptation --- I've been writing a lot, my draft folder is bulging with 3+ essays waiting to be published, wow! ## Code Use GPT-4 to automatically diagnose errors whenever they are thrown, this is already proving hella useful (so much so I might convert it into a library so it can be used across projects), check it out [here](https://gist.github.com/bramses/3bc23c6c601e7ad5b250c9f5054870d5?ref=bramadams.dev). (full code below (...mostly)) ### error\_wrap.py ```python import openai import os import dotenv import json import sys import inspect # read these for more info: # https://chat.openai.com/share/9341df1e-65c0-4fd8-87dc-80e0dc9fa5bc # https://chat.openai.com/share/193482c6-e7b3-4022-b42b-cd2530efb839 dotenv.load_dotenv() openai.api_key = os.getenv("OPENAI_API_KEY") async def run_chat_prompt(prompt, model="gpt-4"): completion = openai.ChatCompletion.create( model=model, messages=[ {"role": "user", "content": prompt} ] ) return (completion.choices[0].message.content) def wrap_error(e: Exception, description: str = None): exc_type, exc_value, exc_traceback = sys.exc_info() filename = exc_traceback.tb_frame.f_code.co_filename line_number = exc_traceback.tb_lineno func_name = exc_traceback.tb_frame.f_code.co_name module = inspect.getmodule(exc_traceback.tb_frame) function_obj = getattr(module, func_name) # Get and print the source code of the function func_code = inspect.getsource(function_obj) error_message = f"This error message occurred because of '{str(e)}' at line {line_number} in file {filename}, function {func_name}. The exception type is {exc_type}. The function is: \n\n```python\n{func_code}\n```\n\n How do I fix this?" if description: error_message += f'Other details: {description}' return error_message ``` ### main.py ```python import error_wrap async def main(): try: raise Exception("test") except Exception as e: potential_fix = await error_wrap.run_chat_prompt(error_wrap.wrap_error(e)) # an optional description can be added with something along the lines of: error_wrap.wrap_error(e, "here's some specific info passed in by me, a human") return {"error": str(e), "potential_fix": potential_fix} ``` ## Audio I was on a podcast about GPT-4 and Go! Check it out [here](https://gotime.fm/279?ref=bramadams.dev). ## Freeform [ Readwise quotes to code readwise quotes to code.pdf 948 KB download-circle ](https://www.bramadams.dev/content/files/2023/06/readwise-quotes-to-code.pdf "Download") **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 12: Smaller Programs, Longer Walks URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306041306/ Last updated: 2023-06-12T02:52:02.000Z The more we escape our heads, the deeper we get tangled. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### why being critical is essential in the age of ai: debunking arguments against arguments against llms URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/why-being-critical-is-essential-in-the-age-of-ai-debunking-arguments-against-arguments-against-llms/ Last updated: 2023-06-04T16:27:29.000Z _No content available._ ### Jun 03 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202306032306/ Last updated: 2023-06-04T03:29:07.000Z ## Code Built by AI! (tbh I didn't even bother to check if the feet and meter formulas were correct lol) ```python def convert_lat_lon_into_cardinal_direction(lat, lon, wiki_page_lat, wiki_page_lon): if lat > wiki_page_lat: lat_direction = "north" elif lat < wiki_page_lat: lat_direction = "south" else: lat_direction = "" if lon > wiki_page_lon: lon_direction = "east" elif lon < wiki_page_lon: lon_direction = "west" else: lon_direction = "" feet = round(364000 * ((lat - wiki_page_lat)**2 + (lon - wiki_page_lon)**2)**0.5) meters = round(feet * 0.3048) return { "lat_direction": lat_direction, "lon_direction": lon_direction, "feet": feet, "meters": meters } ``` The struggle of naming a method that calls other methods. `main`? `logic`? `process`? ```python async def process(lat, lon): geo_loc = await geosearch(lat, lon) random_geo_loc = choose_random_geo_loc(geo_loc) title = random_geo_loc['title'] summary = get_page_summary(title) cardinals = convert_lat_lon_into_cardinal_direction(lat, lon, random_geo_loc['lat'], random_geo_loc['lon']) return { "title": title, "summary": summary, "cardinals": cardinals, "geo_loc": random_geo_loc } ``` ## Videos ## Quotes > [Roald Dahl’s poem ā€œTelevisionā€](https://www.poemhunter.com/poem/television/?ref=bramadams.dev) says it all: ā€œSo please, oh please, we beg, we pray / go throw your TV set away / and in its place, you can install / a lovely bookshelf on the wall.ā€ ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gvj22vmhcjv1z2xb8va8v6fe?ref=bramadams.dev)) [April 25 2023Books vs Coachella. Spaces vs Tabs. The battle rages on around the fallen soldiers.![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/DALL-E-2023-04-13-23.18.08.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304251217/#bookselling-vs-coachella) --- (pog) > In 2015, archaeologists reported that they'd found 3,000-year-old honey while excavating tombs in Egypt, and it was perfectly edible. ## Thoughts "I can explain" then some external interruption is such a lazy plot device, it's like why do you need to prevent characters from learning information due to hand of god events, its so lame (from watching XO Kitty) --- alexa tts kindle is actually pretty great. reading while listening is a pretty powerful reading experience ## Images A cool thing I made is coming. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/slow-down-spoiler-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/slow-down-spoiler-1.png) slow down spoiler 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/06/slow-down-spoiler-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/06/slow-down-spoiler-2.png) slow down spoiler 2.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 11: Hello From 30,000 Feet…Or Zero? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305290202/ Last updated: 2023-06-04T19:28:28.000Z Math doesn't care much for popularity contests, anyhow. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### May 26 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305261639/ Last updated: 2023-05-26T21:18:01.000Z ## Music **my album of the year already dropped <3 SLEEP TOKEN** favorite songs: 1. ascenionism 2. chokehold 3. dywtlm --- ## Raw Thoughts Light (Death Note) died on my birthday! Date of death January 28, 2010 (2013 in anime) --- ## Quotes > I realized that when you only focus on the light and positive thinking … then it's like you're staring up at the sun without looking down to notice that you were standing in a pile of feces. Something smells bad, but as long as you stare at the light then all the bad will go away. And instead of cleaning up the poo you spray perfume (affirmations) all over it. ([Location 112](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07XMG4BWN&location=112&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The Kore desired to experience a great story, and in a great story, whether comedy or tragedy, there are always struggle and obstacles and opposition. There are separation and reunion. ([Location 185](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07XMG4BWN&location=185&ref=bramadams.dev)) > **Godself Kink** Let's return to a point mentioned in the Introduction: if the ancient wisdom of Vedas are correct and the whole universe is just God playing elaborate rounds of hide'n'seek with Godself, then God is a super-freak. We need only look around our planet to see that God's idea of a fun time includes some seriously edgy, ultra-taboo, hard-core stuff—including war and poverty and pain and ravaging and abuse and atrocities of all variety. ([Location 448](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07XMG4BWN&location=448&ref=bramadams.dev)) To Search for God is to insult God: [202212260027](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212260027?ref=bramadams.dev) > most of us have grown up in a society that exalts wealth, and we have disowned and denied the other side of the polarity: a love of scarcity. In doing so we make our love of scarcity unconscious, and thus scarcity synchronously shows up in our lives, until we agree to consciously, deliberately, ā€œinsanely,ā€ shamelessly love it. The Great Work involves making the unconscious, conscious and thus changing the locus of our agency and taking charge of our own fate. ([Location 547](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07XMG4BWN&location=547&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Videos Crazy drawn out battle between Xaryu vs the members of the Stormpike ### Zohakuten Gets His Malicious Aura In the Upper Moon meeting, Hantengu was the only demon who didn't get a malicious aura drawing around his body. (ep 1) Cleverly, they gave it to Zohakuten! (ep 7) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/example-of-malicious-aura.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/example-of-malicious-aura.png) example of malicious aura.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/zohakuten-malicious-aura.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/zohakuten-malicious-aura.png) zohakuten malicious aura.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Can AI Accurately Trace the Timeline of Human Evolution? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304232140/ Last updated: 2023-05-26T04:00:08.000Z From 2.5 million years ago to the agricultural revolution, can GPT write an accurate timeline for human history? Let's test out its abilities and discover the power of asking the right questions _This post is for subscribers only._ ### May 23 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305231802/ Last updated: 2023-05-23T22:24:44.000Z ## Streams 1. playing WoW 2. playing with [Guidance](https://github.com/microsoft/guidance?ref=bramadams.dev) library more guidance! (the stream f'd) resulted in a Twitch thank you bot! ## Videos *🄲 "escape the heavens with me"* *cool artistic breakdown of mist breathing* *ever afters rise up!!* ## Tweets > Mexico Votes to Change Country’s Tint to Purple[https://t.co/qQ17JWKetV](https://t.co/qQ17JWKetV?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Hard Drive (@HardDriveMag) [May 26, 2022](https://twitter.com/HardDriveMag/status/1529869988546355200?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > Rainbow Road Returns to Regular Road After Pride Month[https://t.co/a0gq15iDFx](https://t.co/a0gq15iDFx?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Hard Drive (@HardDriveMag) [July 1, 2022](https://twitter.com/HardDriveMag/status/1542855752137728002?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Raw Thoughts Live streaming is a medium similar to a 1:n conversation. Flow is enforced by the camera, mistakes happen, and the results are always pretty novel. Live streaming is also **unlike** conversation because the streamer stays aware of the "performance gap", creating a new level of "self" awareness, similar to how observation changes the results of an experiment. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### How to GPT When You're Offline URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304232158/ Last updated: 2023-05-23T04:00:21.000Z **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 10: Self Esteem and Self E-stream URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305211428/ Last updated: 2023-05-29T06:20:27.000Z To find the calm blue waters beyond the feeding frenzy _This post is for subscribers only._ ### May 20 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305201157/ Last updated: 2023-05-20T16:22:36.000Z ## Videos stream from 05-19, here I tackle the addition of new submodules programmatically to my [monorepo](https://github.com/bramses/monorepo?ref=bramadams.dev), and a drafting of the architecture of what projects make (or dont make) the cut *We've now entered [reactions to reactions](https://youtu.be/FZVMB8mrNO0?ref=bramadams.dev) to reactions Black Mirror-esque Twitch content* > People have to stop alt tabbing while they're playing hardcore lmao > Really excited to have my boss at home, I really want to see more of him ## Thoughts Advice: Dont treat patreon 5-10 dollars a month as being == to faceless organization 10 dollars a month (e.g. a WoW subscription or a Netflix subscription) -- when you subscribe to an individual you are literally helping small business. TBH it's kind of tragic that VC so heavily subsidizes Netflix subscriptions et al. to the $10 a month mark that forces consumers to compare the value of **the entire catalogue on Netflix** vs the work of one individual trying to make something. It follows that this is another great reason to buy your own domain and run your own website -- you get to accrete value to yourself instead of participating in the shared watering hole of someone else's company. Its just good business!! ## Images *This park kinda looks like a fish. Even the Google Maps pin looks like an eye!* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/austin-fish-park.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/austin-fish-park.png) austin fish park.png ## Tweets > [pic.twitter.com/QJWkHxzW9x](https://t.co/QJWkHxzW9x?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Hxll On Exrth 2022 Ā© (@fuckbryanmelon) [June 26, 2022](https://twitter.com/fuckbryanmelon/status/1540879069071417344?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > one of the deadliest enemies in the game [pic.twitter.com/4Q0fbY4e7Z](https://t.co/4Q0fbY4e7Z?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — dark souls toilet (@darksoulstoilet) [April 6, 2022](https://twitter.com/darksoulstoilet/status/1511821748379037709?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A GPT-Era Eisenhower Matrix URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304232151/ Last updated: 2023-05-20T04:00:53.000Z Are you tired of feeling drained and unproductive? What if an AI-powered app could help you manage your time and energy to boost your productivity levels? In this video, we explore the potential of integrating popular time management frameworks with energy management, all with the help of GPT. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### May 18 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305181146/ Last updated: 2023-05-18T16:42:56.000Z ## Images 8-bit bram ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/and-thats-on-compressong-ong.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/and-thats-on-compressong-ong.png) and thats on compressong ong.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/bti-cover.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/bti-cover.png) bti cover.png ### Bridgerton - Queen Charolette **I* am Venus* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-1.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-1.png) i am venus 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-2.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-2.png) i am venus 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-2.5.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-2.5.png) i am venus 2.5.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-3.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-3.png) i am venus 3.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-4.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/i-am-venus-4.png) i am venus 4.png ## Code *This is great, I recommend!* [Transcribing your iOS Voice Memos to Markdown with Whisper - Artur PiszekI wrote a script to transcribe my apple voice memos to Logseq with OpenAI Whisper.![](https://i0.wp.com/piszek.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/07/image.jpg?fit=192%2C192&ssl=1)Artur PiszekArturPiszek.com![](https://piszek.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/10/madeincosmos_medieval_scribes_at_their_desks_in_a_huge_hall_e5602a6d-9938-4df6-819f-4b97fb8e2016-1024x585.png)](https://piszek.com/2022/10/23/voice-memos-whisper/?ref=bramadams.dev) Went to NYU ITP Spring 2023, here were my favorite booths: - [ITP|IMA Spring Show 2023 - First Person Josh](https://itp.nyu.edu/shows/spring2023/projects/?ref=bramadams.dev#10134-first-person-josh) - [ITP|IMA Spring Show 2023 - Rebuilding Babel](https://itp.nyu.edu/shows/spring2023/projects/?ref=bramadams.dev#10186-rebuilding-babel) - [ITP|IMA Spring Show 2023- Lutum](https://itp.nyu.edu/shows/spring2023/projects/?ref=bramadams.dev#10105-lutum) ## Videos *My internet is way better now -- thanks FioS! -- so I celebrated with a stream working on my monorepo and I had fun.* *Perhaps the craziest workout I've ever seen* [https://exrx.net/WeightExercises/Sternocleidomastoid/BWFrontNeckBridge](https://exrx.net/WeightExercises/Sternocleidomastoid/BWFrontNeckBridge?ref=bramadams.dev) *Zenitsu be doing it* > When you realize that this guy and Caster got the happiest ends out of every main character in this series… ## Music ## Raw Thoughts Animals unconsciously agent in their environment and change it (overeating resources -- finches for example) Humans consciously agent their environment and change it (global warming for example) Programs agent their environment in a feedback loop that is not conscious in the sense of serving the need to eat for survival but not unconscious due to fact that they know what’s going on with access to state of impossibly massive systems (which is why humans get caught off guard by bugs) --- If coding with an LLM was painting, gpt serves as the broad strokes applied to the sketch of an artist -- it’s hallucinations serve as the rough edges of the paint stroke on the canvas. The artist meticulously changes a line or two and instead of deciding to paint a mountain in the background he decides to paint a tree and asks the LLM to draw the broad strokes of a tree and to reintegrate the surrounding landscape to make the tree seem like it was always there. But he doesn’t remember the size of a tree so he uses LLM as a reminder of how tall they are what color the bark is how many leaves a tree has, etc. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### How to Get the Best Results From Generative Pre-Trained Models: A Four-State Framework URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304232204/ Last updated: 2023-05-17T04:00:29.000Z **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### May 16 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305161147/ Last updated: 2023-05-17T03:46:04.000Z ## Images ### Songs I Liked at a Bar Enough to Shazam ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-1.png) shazam bar 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-2.png) shazam bar 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-3.png) shazam bar 3.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-4.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/shazam-bar-4.png) shazam bar 4.png --- *this is a real picture (to me it looks photoshopped)* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/coca-cola-cap.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/coca-cola-cap.png) coca cola cap.png ### Manga ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/muichiro-is-serious.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/muichiro-is-serious.png) muichiro is serious.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/style-points-in-a-deathmatch.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/style-points-in-a-deathmatch.png) style points in a deathmatch.png *Gon's Question for Chrollo: [202301071340](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301071340?ref=bramadams.dev)* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/humans-are-so-interesting.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/humans-are-so-interesting.png) humans are so interesting.png *great use of manga paneling by Togashi here* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/hisokas-hair.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/hisokas-hair.png) hisokas hair.png ## Code Want to call ChatGPT from Alfred? Here you go! (just make sure to install `aiohttp`on your Alfred pip path). Uses `async` to make the external call and wait for result. Pipe it to `Large Type` to see results. ```python import asyncio import aiohttp import json import sys import os api_key = os.getenv('OPENAI_API_KEY') async def run(argv): query = argv[0] sys.stderr.write(query) async def fetch_completion(): try: async with aiohttp.ClientSession() as session: headers = { 'Content-Type': 'application/json', 'Authorization': f"Bearer {api_key}" } payload = { 'model': 'gpt-3.5-turbo', 'messages': [{'role': 'user', 'content': query}] } async with session.post('https://api.openai.com/v1/chat/completions', headers=headers, json=payload) as response: data = await response.json() sys.stderr.write(json.dumps(data)) return data["choices"][0]["message"]["content"] except Exception as error: sys.stderr.write('Error:', str(error)) response_content = await fetch_completion() print(response_content) return response_content asyncio.run(run([sys.argv[1]])) ``` ## Tweets > is he an indoor or outdoor unemployed friend > > — dizzy (@rundizzy) [November 9, 2022](https://twitter.com/rundizzy/status/1590397036909957121?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > get your weight up [pic.twitter.com/vNTKUnEhF9](https://t.co/vNTKUnEhF9?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — cryptofelon (@cryptofelon) [April 29, 2022](https://twitter.com/cryptofelon/status/1520128066093256704?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Quotes > You act like a mortal in all that you fear, and an immortal in all that you desire. ([View Highlight](https://dkb.show/post/life-is-not-short?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F30%2F3%2F0%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A0%2C0%2F30%2F3%2F0%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A83&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=You%20act%20like%20a%20mortal%2Cin%20all%20that%20you%20desire.)) > On top of that, there’s one thing you can do to extend your life. By studying the philosophies of those who came before you, you absorb their experiences. Every philosophy book you read, you’re adding the author’s lifespan to yours. There’s no better way to spend your time than studying philosophy ([View Highlight](https://dkb.show/post/life-is-not-short?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F72%2F3%2F0%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A0%2C0%2F72%2F3%2F0%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A298&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=On%20top%20of%20that%2C%20there%E2%80%99s%2Cyour%20time%20than%20studying%20philosophy)) --- > How can we increase the odds of finding luck? By being a person who works in public. By doing work and being public about it, you build a reputation for yourself. You build a track record. You build a public body of work that speaks on your behalf better than any resume ever could. ([View Highlight](https://github.com/readme/guides/publishing-your-work?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F11%2F5%2F5%2F5%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A0%2C0%2F11%2F5%2F5%2F5%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A282&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=How%20can%20we%20increase%20the%2Cthan%20any%20resume%20ever%20could.)) --- > Product/service creation (ā€œI write code.ā€) > Operations/delivery (ā€œI’ll deliver the code to you by January twenty-fifth and check in with you every two weeks in the interim.ā€) > Accounting (ā€œWhen I’ve delivered the code, I want you to pay me, and I’ll keep track of whether you have or not.ā€) > Sales (ā€œI charge $100 per hour, but I’ll offer a weekly rate of $3,500 and a monthly rate of $12,000.ā€) > Marketing (ā€œCheck out my blog and website for tips on writing good code.ā€) ([Location 3475](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0722H41SG&location=3475&ref=bramadams.dev)) > As developers, we not only eschew things like marketing, bookkeeping, operations (and even quasi-software activities like QA and UX)—we exhibit the attitude that they are beneath us. We look at the corporate world and demand that it accommodate us with roles where we need not be burdened by thinking of the business. The corporate world is all too happy to indulge our demand, pay us a third of what we’re worth, and let us exist in a bubble of illusory superiority. ([Location 3526](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0722H41SG&location=3526&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Raw Thoughts explaining how a program runs is like explaining how a song sounds — the medium cant fully transpose -- this is why documentation is a challenge unto itself. it broadly sits on the level of abstract functions -- not what the code does line by line --- how much of the message is embedded in the medium? now that coding is easier will more stories be transmitted through code? will there be more programs out in the wild? it is much easier to publish books today than ever before in human history thanks to a combination of increased literacy, sharing technologies like the internet and printing press, etc. ChatGPT, Copilot, Stenography, et al. have made the first leap into proving out a world where new programs are as easy to write as the ideas themselves. ideas are a dime a dozen, but so too may be programs. ## Videos *AI arborist is a interesting name for this type of work. But perhaps I'm biased due to liking digital garden analogy from the Zettelkasten community…* > Will Poutler says he was once approached in the bathroom by a fan who said they recognised him from ā€˜TOY STORY’. > > ā€œI was like, ā€˜How do I explain that the character was animated, that the film came out in 1996.ā€™ā€ > > (Source: [https://t.co/wJS0sJi9AU](https://t.co/wJS0sJi9AU?ref=bramadams.dev)) [pic.twitter.com/MHfUTLy2dq](https://t.co/MHfUTLy2dq?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — DiscussingFilm (@DiscussingFilm) [May 10, 2023](https://twitter.com/DiscussingFilm/status/1656367093292363783?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) *another banger from Ordinary Things…though I do fear the pessimistic moral trend arising around new LLM tech is going to prevent "intelligencia" liberal types from trying it themselves, rather than parroting an opinion they heard from someone they follow on Twitter or heard in a podcast once* šŸŽø **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 09: All Hail Alfred, King of Kings URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305142310/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:31:06.000Z Immortality is in your grasp, for a price! Also: context switching, montizing hobbies _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Crystallizing the Beautiful with GPT URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304171216/ Last updated: 2023-05-14T04:00:45.000Z Using GPT 3.5 and GPT 4, we experiment with different approaches to keep the essence of a long and poetic quote intact _This post is for subscribers only._ ### The Stochastic Parrot(dox) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305121617/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T19:19:52.000Z ## Act I Our story starts as many do, with a Roman emperor ascending to the throne after the death of his uncle. The senate is quite happy with this tragic turn of events. They would never say it out loud, of course, but they all secretly agreed that the last emperor was kind of an ass. The young emperor-to-be is both well liked by the people, a capable commander in times of war, and a skilled student of philosophy. However, strangely, our Roman emperor carries a parrot on his shoulder wherever he goes. The people of Rome don't think much of it, as Roman emperors are known for their eccentricities. Some of the more astute senators can't help but notice that this parrot is oddly attentive to all of the decisions the emperor makes. It was almost as if the parrot was studying the preferences of the young emperor, noticing his inclinations towards things and people people and equally as studious of things the young emperor tries to avoid. Quietly, the parrot sits, and on goes the business of Rome. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/bramses_a_Roman_emperor_has_a_parrot_on_his_shoulder_the_empero_89c13dcf-1e74-4a50-87b2-7c28c97d9f86.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/bramses_a_Roman_emperor_has_a_parrot_on_his_shoulder_the_empero_89c13dcf-1e74-4a50-87b2-7c28c97d9f86.png) bramses\_a\_Roman\_emperor\_has\_a\_parrot\_on\_his\_shoulder\_the\_empero\_89c13dcf-1e74-4a50-87b2-7c28c97d9f86.png The exuberant sort, the young emperor has a phrase he likes to use when he leads a charge into battle: > in perceptione, creare! His troops begin to see this as a rallying cry for the glory of Rome, a sign that that their emperor is with them, to not have fear. Under his wise judgment and powerful fist, Rome begins to flourish and grow in culture, wealth and architecture. Many people in the streets agree that this young emperor is the best thing that has happened to Rome in recent memory. Even the more cantankerous Romans begrudgingly agree that the state of things are trending in a positive direction. ## Act II Many years have passed, and on goes the business of Rome. One day, the emperor sits atop his podium (*with his parrot on his shoulder, of course*), taking forum with his Senate, when a soldier rushes into the assembly. "My lord, one of our provinces has taken up arms against your name. The local lord has been secretly raising the taxes on the local people, and they have stirred their anger into revolt." The emperor looks at the soldier, as if lost in thought about what he should do. Should he launch an attack? Or perhaps punish the local errant lord? Which would have the more severe consequences? Which would preserve Pax Romana? All of these thoughts danced in his head, and more. The young emperor dismisses the forum, saying he must retire to his chamber to weigh his options alone. He walks off solo, only with his parrot by his side. The young emperor, with his flawless war record, decides that the best course of action is to squash the rebellion. He plans to punish the lord, but this lord happens to be quite popular with the other provinces, so a direct attack might cause unforeseen damage to the health of Rome. The young emperor decides the best course of action is to minimize casualties by cutting the head off the snake of the rebellion, and then exile the lord that has been greedy. The young emperor marches out of Rome, his soldiers in tow. On the battlefield, the young emperor rallies his troops with his signature war cry: > in perceptione, creare! and off they charge into battle. In the midst of clashing swords, carnal yells of combatants, and the haze of the battlefield, the young emperor is pierced in his chest with an arrow, and falls off his horse. His Praetorian Guard rush to his side and whisk him to his command tent for medical attention, but alas, the wound is grave. The emperor succumbs to his injury in his tent that evening. The emperor is dead. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/bramses_A_Roman_emperor_has_died_you_can_see_his_hand_zoomed_in_c66e8d3d-fe1f-45c4-a29b-ce4eb7cc0ca9.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/bramses_A_Roman_emperor_has_died_you_can_see_his_hand_zoomed_in_c66e8d3d-fe1f-45c4-a29b-ce4eb7cc0ca9.png) bramses\_A\_Roman\_emperor\_has\_died\_you\_can\_see\_his\_hand\_zoomed\_in\_c66e8d3d-fe1f-45c4-a29b-ce4eb7cc0ca9.png ## Act III The Senate is in an uproar. The emperor has not chosen an heir and the line is in danger. The Senate fears that the people will revolt, that the lack of a strong leader spells the end of the imperium. One Senator stands and shouts "We should crown the young emperor's best general! He was with the emperor in all of his conquests!". Another yells from the back, "No, we should crown the emperor's cousin! He is but a child but he shows great potential to lead!". A third yells, "No! This is our chance to restore democracy! There need be no emperor at all!" Amidst the turmoil, calmly, the parrot that was on the emperor's shoulder bird-walks up to the podium and croaks, quietly, as if this is its own first time hearing its own voice: > in perceptione, creare The senators pause in their uproar and in disbelief look to the podium. Again, the parrot says, more confidently this time: *clears throat* > in perceptione, creare The senators quietly exchange glances with each other and timidly take their seats. And on goes the business of Rome. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/bramses_a_Roman_emperor_who_is_a_parrot_the_emperor_is_holding__b28a038b-ec63-4665-9251-3340dee2820c.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/bramses_a_Roman_emperor_who_is_a_parrot_the_emperor_is_holding__b28a038b-ec63-4665-9251-3340dee2820c.png) bramses\_a\_Roman\_emperor\_who\_is\_a\_parrot\_the\_emperor\_is\_holding\_\_b28a038b-ec63-4665-9251-3340dee2820c.png ## What Does This Story Mean in 2023? In 2023, many people, both technical and non-technical, are getting their first foray using large language models on a daily basis thanks to ChatGPT. For many, this new experience is… uncanny. Seemingly all of the choices we make each day, creative or rote, seem to live somewhere, at least partially, in the enormous datasets of GPT or LLama, etc. Whether its [developers making more ambitious projects](https://simonwillison.net/2023/Mar/27/ai-enhanced-development/?ref=bramadams.dev), or a [medical diagnosis](https://economictimes.indiatimes.com/news/new-updates/chatgpt-saves-dogs-life-gives-correct-diagnosis-that-even-vet-could-not-identify/articleshow/99053583.cms?from=mdr&ref=bramadams.dev), it seems that these models are very good at mimicking expert judgement, while simultaneously greatly augmenting the ability of humans using them to make better, more coherent judgements. Many seek to stump the models, to ask brain teasers or ask for things that there's now way the model should know such as trivia obscura or weird combinatorics of tests questions from distinct fields like an SAT test from hell. And yet, the models return answers that are at minimum plausible, and often quite good, correct, or *well* above expectation. Even [hallucinations are minimized](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304171437/#video) by models that can use tools, suddenly making hallucination a creative asset instead of a downside. Now when a model goes off the rails, it can be seen as a window into a brand new territory of data to explore, a thread of yarn that once pulled reveals a enormously dense network of ideas. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** In the near future, [it's highly likely](https://www.semianalysis.com/p/google-we-have-no-moat-and-neither?ref=bramadams.dev) that there will be many performative local LLMs that will be able to run on smaller and smaller computers. These models won't be as effective at solving societal level problems like the largest models available, but they will be able to watch as you, an individual, make certain judgement calls during the day. Some of these judgement calls are trivial: How do you take your coffee? Do you prefer to read on Kindle or paper? Other decisions will be life level of consequence: Should you accept that job and move? Should you move in with your partner? We make these judgments and our lives are shaped by their outcomes. The recommendation algorithms of the '10s picked up on subtle individual preferences people to surface relevant information to them from a massive dataset. The recommendation algorithms of the '20s pick up on subtle individual preferences to help people make **judgements**. These judgments are discrete choices that result in action; the potential energy of a thought that has been borne from years of knowledge and personal experience, that manifests as an action that affects the real world -- an essay, a program, a call, a practice session. The new recommendation algorithms of the '20s are able to create work from these preferences that mimic the originator. But… that's not entirely true, actually. The new creations are indeed original, in the sense that they were created from nothing -- despite being 99% influenced by the originator. The model itself becomes a ship of Theseus, making decisions that you might make, but making them in a context where you are no longer making them. In the story above, the young emperor has a parrot companion that astutely studies his judgements, the way that the emperor interfaces with reality. The parrot is external which means it does not have privileged access into the thought process behind the emperor's decisions, it merely sees the output. However, by orbiting closely, the parrot begins to derive how the emperor makes decisions. It is mimetically figuring out how choices work, but not for the purpose of copying them. It is for the purpose of using these choices as a tool to form a mental model of the world that will allow the parrot to derive it's own decisions, much like a teacher and her apprentice. Read the quote below for an example of this -- *long, sorry, but worth it*: > Human beings acquiring human memes are doing something profoundly different. When an audience is watching a lecture, or a child is learning language, their problem is almost the opposite of that of parroting or aping: the meaning of the behaviour that they are observing is precisely what they are striving to discover and do not know in advance. The actions themselves, and even the logic of how they are connected, are largely secondary and are often entirely forgotten afterwards. For example, as adults we remember few of the actual sentences from which we learned to speak. If a parrot had copied snatches of Popper’s voice at a lecture, it would certainly have copied them with his Austrian accent: parrots are incapable of copying an utterance without its accent. But a human student might well be unable to copy it with the accent. In fact a student might well acquire a complex meme at a lecture without being able to repeat a single sentence spoken by the lecturer, even immediately afterwards. In such a case the student has replicated the meaning – which is the whole content – of the meme without imitating any actions at all. As I said, imitation is not at the heart of human meme replication. ([Location 7103](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005DXR5ZC&location=7103&ref=bramadams.dev)) and > Humans and computers separate continuous streams of sounds or characters into individual elements such as words, and then interpret those elements as being connected by the logic of a larger sentence or program. Similarly, in behaviour parsing (which evolved millions of years before human language parsing), an ape parses a continuous stream of behaviour that it witnesses into individual elements, each of which it already knows – genetically – how to imitate. ([Location 7078](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005DXR5ZC&location=7078&ref=bramadams.dev)) In sum, this story is a fun sci-fi but basically possible with today's technology of what it might look like to have an external companion that studies you, *every part of you*, for the purpose of continuing you after you stop being… you. If you're a great doctor, your parrot will be a great doctor for generations to come. A great parent? Your parrot will be a great care taker for your great-great-grandchildren. A great dancer? Your parrot (if put inside of some [Boston Dynamics type robot](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fn3KWM1kuAw&ref=bramadams.dev)) will take your dance moves to stages across the cosmos. Your best of judgements can proliferate as ideas and computation into the farthest regions of space, borne from you but spread through spacetime like a genome throughout a species. And on goes the business of Rome. ### May 12 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305121544/ Last updated: 2023-05-22T03:43:54.000Z cool chip. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/cool-chip-1.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/cool-chip-1.png) cool chip 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/cool-chip-2.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/cool-chip-2.png) cool chip 2.png ## Quotes > At times I have had many next actions that required me to be in ā€œcreative writingā€ mode; though those actions were At Computer, they required a different time and frame of mind than the rest of the things I needed to do at my laptop. It was much more relaxing and productive to manage my focus by sorting those onto a different, Creative Writing action list. I currently divide my computer-required actions into those that don’t require an Internet connection, those that do, and those that are just surfing (potentially fun or interesting things on the Web to explore). ([Location 3745](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00KWG9M2E&location=3745&ref=bramadams.dev)) --- ## Code Append to Resources (ATR) is my response to fast PARA style addition of resources without context switching. For non Alfred or Mac users the idea stays the same. You come across research that is useful to you what next? Where do you save it? How do you leverage it? Cite it? ATR does: 1. Reads all the files in a active projects directory; in my case `PARA/Projects` 2. You (the user) choose a folder to append to 3. Alfred opens an input box for appending some copied link or short thought 4. The input is appended to `{project_name}/Resources.md` *copy a link in arc (`cmd-shift-c`)!!* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/arc-copy-link.jpg](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/arc-copy-link.jpg) arc copy link.jpg *filter project folder in Alfred* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/filter-projects-in-alfred-by-keystroke.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/filter-projects-in-alfred-by-keystroke.png) filter projects in alfred by keystroke.png *copy link into alfred* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/copy-link-into-alfred.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/copy-link-into-alfred.png) copy link into alfred.png *the entire workflow* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/pm-obsidian-workflow.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/pm-obsidian-workflow.png) pm obsidian workflow.png *append link into Obsidian* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/in-obsidian-resource-result.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/in-obsidian-resource-result.png) in obsidian resource result.png Here's the code! ### Script Filter ```shell #!/bin/bash shopt -s nullglob echo "" for project_path in "/Users/bram/Desktop/Obsidian/2023/_PARA/Projects"/* do project=$(basename "$project_path") echo "$projectAppend to Resources.md in this project" done echo "" ``` ### Script to Append to Resources *update 2023-05-13:* *commas turn out to be super common so it now splits on unicode for skull and crossbones: ā˜ ļø. In addition, the `-d` flag was added. The `-d ''` option tells `read` to continue reading until it encounters a null string, which effectively means it will read the entire input, including newline characters.* ```shell #!/bin/bash IFS=$(printf '\u2620') read -d '' -r project query <<< "$1" today=$(date +"%Y-%m-%d") echo "$query [[$today]]" >> "/Users/bram/Desktop/Obsidian/2023/_PARA/Projects/$project/Resources.md" ``` *also added a version that pairs with [Obsidian Kanban](https://github.com/mgmeyers/obsidian-kanban?ref=bramadams.dev)* ```shell #!/bin/bash IFS=$(printf '\u2620') read -d '' -r project query <<< "$1" query=${query//$'\n'/
} # Specify the markdown file MARKDOWN_FILE="/Users/bram/Desktop/Obsidian/2023/_PARA/Projects/$project/Kanban.md" # Specify the line to be appended TODO_LINE="- [ ] $query" # Temp file TEMP_FILE=$(mktemp) # Flag to check if "# To Do" section was found TODO_FOUND=0 while IFS= read -r line do # If the line matches "## In Progress" and TODO_FOUND is set, write TODO_LINE if [[ $line == "## In Progress" ]] && [[ $TODO_FOUND -eq 1 ]]; then echo "$TODO_LINE" >> "$TEMP_FILE" TODO_FOUND=0 fi # Write the current line to TEMP_FILE echo "$line" >> "$TEMP_FILE" # If the line matches "# To Do", set TODO_FOUND if [[ $line == "## To Do" ]]; then TODO_FOUND=1 fi done < "$MARKDOWN_FILE" # Overwrite the original file with the temp file mv "$TEMP_FILE" "$MARKDOWN_FILE" echo "_PARA/Projects/$project/Kanban" ``` *with [Obsidian Advanced URI](https://vinzent03.github.io/obsidian-advanced-uri/actions/navigation?ref=bramadams.dev) we can open the file directly in Obsidian in the same flow!!!* ```shell query=$1 encoded_string="${query// /%20}" trimmed_encoded_string=$(echo "$encoded_string" | xargs) open "obsidian://advanced-uri?vault=2023&filepath=$trimmed_encoded_string" echo "obsidian://advanced-uri?vault=2023&filepath=$trimmed_encoded_string" ``` ## Videos wild to go from planning to jump off a roof to peeping in on a lady dancing saving your life same energy as --- this music video is a whole ass movie wtf lol --- *IVE HAD THIS SHIT ON REPEAT* **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Scheduling Your Way to Wellness: Using GPT to Turn a Quote into an App URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304171228/ Last updated: 2023-05-11T04:00:31.000Z Struggling to fit exercise and meditation into your schedule? Me too! Let's put GPT to the task to discover how an NP-hard computer science problem called the scheduling problem can help us! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### May 10 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305091309/ Last updated: 2023-05-10T15:15:54.000Z ## Quotes > His firsthand experience with illicit drug dealing would inform his lyrics when he began rapping under the stage name Jazzy, soon shortened to Jay-Z (a name that **may also have been derived from the proximity of the J and Z subway lines to the Marcy Projects**). ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01ga7hv863aazyd7a33yyegk0g?ref=bramadams.dev)) *I'm always surprised when I talk to people in NYC and they haven't made this mental connection* --- > It's difficult to estimate the exact percentage of the population that can code fluently, as it varies greatly across different countries and regions. However, according to recent statistics, only about 1% of the world's population can code at an advanced level. *Used to be back in the 2010s that most non coders could reliably get to "Hello World" and "foobar" without being fluent in programming. Today with LLMs, is this statistic even valid? How would you be able to tell? Perhaps 1% of the world can still quickly *verify* code.* --- > Machine-learning is metal-beating. Brilliant people have done remarkable things with it. But the idea that if we just get better at statistical inference, consciousness will fall out of it is wishful thinking. It’s a premise for an SF novel, not a plan for the future. ([source](https://locusmag.com/2020/11/cory-doctorow-past-performance-is-not-indicative-of-future-results/?ref=bramadams.dev)) *idk man, natural selection just meat-beating (pun intended) and that seemed to work out pretty well.* --- > After all, who cares? Salary has nothing to do with value. Instead, salary has everything to do with status, which, in turn, has everything to do with culture. And it is in the land of culture that idealists reign supreme. Idealists demonstrate their loyalty to the company, the faux owners, and the owners by reverently taking up the cause and sacrificing their own wants and needs at the altar of being a ā€œteam player.ā€ A big part of this is an hours-per-week arms race, in which competing idealists show who is more ā€œall inā€ by being present in the office or generally available for more and more time. ([Location 1204](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0722H41SG&location=1204&ref=bramadams.dev)) *be the least surprised at how quickly emotion separates people from their hard earned income or scarece resources like time. desire and loss avoidance are deeply powerful levers in the human mind* ## Thoughts As I was working on [Moon](https://github.com/bramses/moon?ref=bramadams.dev) this week, a few things things happened: 1. I found [BubbleTea](https://github.com/charmbracelet/bubbletea?ref=bramadams.dev) and felt the urge to rewrite my whole stack from cobra/promptui 2. I [scaled back the idea **greatly**](https://github.com/bramses/moon/compare/main...bramses/issue2?ref=bramadams.dev). The only command I kept was orbit, which offers the list of custom commands including file pickers and clipboards, but now instead of having to mentally manage phases all results are stored in the `moons` folder 3. I started thinking of my end goal of building this software in the first place. Thing is, I'm only **contextually** near my Terminal in VSC. My goal -- it seems -- is to have a list of GPT templates I can fire from anywhere on my machine, and chain the results together so I can have more leverage anywhere on my device. Then I remembered I **already** do this with Alfred. I use `sc` to open my shortcut to quick add to obsidian so many times per day the keys show signs of wear. I use `alt-s` to open Spotify Mini. Or `ytc` to cut a youtube clip from a full video. The point is, I think that Alfred may actually be the home for a project like `moon` not a CLI built from the ground up. At least for now. 1. The real lesson here is to ask what technology can enable for you, what cost does it lower in terms of automation or in terms of ambition? What is accessible that wasn't before? ## Images ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/obsidian-is-way-too-niche-to-have-this-level-of-hate-comment-lmao.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/obsidian-is-way-too-niche-to-have-this-level-of-hate-comment-lmao.png) obsidian is way too niche to have this level of hate comment lmao.png *i mean, he's not wrong. [i *did* publish a popular template on how to use Obsidian which was more than 10k words so…](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev)* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/dont-underestimate-boogie.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/dont-underestimate-boogie.png) dont underestimate boogie.png ## Videos **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Digitizing The Analog World with ChatGPT URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304171319/ Last updated: 2023-05-08T04:00:31.000Z Can GPT turn this quote of from a book from an analog idea into an app? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Issue 8: 100% Organic, Free-Range Homegrown Models URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305071653/ Last updated: 2023-05-15T03:15:58.000Z Open Source vs Google, Pragmatists vs Opportunists, Ed Balls. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### May 05 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305052347/ Last updated: 2023-05-07T02:47:44.000Z ## Videos ### Its KH Time, Sit Down SORA HAS REGULAR ASS FEET WHAT same vibes as ### Lmao ## Images ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/hxh-yeah-im-alright-now.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/hxh-yeah-im-alright-now.png) hxh yeah im alright now.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/killua-sadness-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/killua-sadness-1.png) killua sadness 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/sinking-deeply.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/sinking-deeply.png) sinking deeply.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/sinking-deeply-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/sinking-deeply-2.png) sinking deeply 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/killua-sadness-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/killua-sadness-2.png) killua sadness 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/likely-probably-seriously.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/likely-probably-seriously.png) likely probably seriously.png [202212291352](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212291352?ref=bramadams.dev) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/judge-for-yourselves.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/judge-for-yourselves.png) judge for yourselves.png --- ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/pretty-valid-concept-about-quarantined-models.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/pretty-valid-concept-about-quarantined-models.png) pretty valid concept about quarantined models.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/chrollo-fitted-up-here.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/chrollo-fitted-up-here.png) chrollo fitted up here.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/break-glass-if-working-in-telegram-api.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/break-glass-if-working-in-telegram-api.png) break glass if working in telegram api.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/the-only-fraternal-these-dudes-are-is-alpha-delta-omega.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/the-only-fraternal-these-dudes-are-is-alpha-delta-omega.png) the only fraternal these dudes are is alpha delta omega.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/nature-makes-some-strange-roots.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/nature-makes-some-strange-roots.png) nature makes some strange roots.png ## Music **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Does GPT Watch Succession? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304171437/ Last updated: 2023-05-05T04:00:51.000Z Can AI accurately predict what hasn't happened yet? Join us as we explore the limitations of GPT models in predicting up-to-date information and retrieving accurate facts, including major spoilers from Season 4, Episode 3 of Succession. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### May 03 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202305030520/ Last updated: 2023-05-03T23:20:22.000Z ## Quotes > While conducting research and expanding our personal knowledge base is instrumental to amassing knowledge and forming building blocks for our writing, it's not our primary objective. Don't let your mind trick you into believing that research alone moves the needle on creating written work. It's a trap. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gpxr33y9mh9c8qa9grekkeqm?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- > Interestingly enough, when you first start out at a company, everyone you encounter will tend to look like an idealist. After all, you’re a new and untrusted commodity and only the most intensely checked-out pragmatists will risk appearing lazy or insubordinate in front of an untrusted commodity. The pragmatists all put on idealist masks for this occasion, and opportunists are always wearing masks anyway. So as a newbie, you come into a world of apparent unbridled optimism about the company. ([Location 773](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0722H41SG&location=773&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Assuming that you avoid the idealist lunch table in the cafeteria (and you should really try to do that), you’ll gain the trust of the pragmatists before too long. The barriers to entry aren’t particularly high here. And you’ll find yourself surrounded by people who define their lives almost entirely by valuations that are external and usually tangential to the company. They extract meaning from life elsewhere and signal that fact to others around them, sometimes with talismans as trite as mugs that say, ā€œI’d rather be camping.ā€ ([Location 787](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0722H41SG&location=787&ref=bramadams.dev)) --- > **Pure functions** are functions that only depend on their arguments and have no side effects. Given the same arguments, they produce the same return value. These can be considered *mathematical functions*, to distinguish them from language functions. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gze8v1k227d541j4pvjbmfzk?ref=bramadams.dev)) > It's not true the functional programmers completely avoid side effects and only use pure functions. Otherwise, how would you ever get anything done? We run our software to get side effects. We want to send emails, update databases, make web requests, etc. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gze8vrg1anjjp5grpgr9w0eq?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- > Down the road, he is worried that future versions of the technology pose a threat to humanity because they [often learn unexpected behavior from the vast amounts of data they analyze](https://www.nytimes.com/2017/08/13/technology/artificial-intelligence-safety-training.html?ref=bramadams.dev). This becomes an issue, he said, as individuals and companies allow A.I. systems not only to generate their own computer code but actually run that code on their own. And he fears a day when truly autonomous weapons — those killer robots — become reality. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gze8qzhq0174344r1qj6qhah?ref=bramadams.dev)) > Many other experts, including many of his students and colleagues, say this threat is hypothetical. But Dr. Hinton believes that the race between Google and Microsoft and others will escalate into a global race that will not stop without some sort of global regulation. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gze8rnt7xy4060chzjb0myk4?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- > The other reindeer describing Rudolph > > [pic.twitter.com/RoL4MoVsBV](https://t.co/RoL4MoVsBV?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — 7/11 Truther (@DaveMcNamee3000) [December 2, 2022](https://twitter.com/DaveMcNamee3000/status/1598756108012687361?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Images These WoW HC "Last Words" messages are comedic gold: ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/wow-hc-last-words-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/wow-hc-last-words-1.png) wow hc last words 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/wow-last-words-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/wow-last-words-3.png) wow last words 3.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/wow-hc-last-words-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/wow-hc-last-words-2.png) wow hc last words 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/a-line-for-garrick-padfoor.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/a-line-for-garrick-padfoor.png) a line for garrick padfoor.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/happy-belat-ed-balls-day.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/happy-belat-ed-balls-day.png) happy belat ed balls day.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/getting-my-target-to-move-how-i-want.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/getting-my-target-to-move-how-i-want.png) getting my target to move how i want.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/05/muichiro-tongue-out.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/05/muichiro-tongue-out.png) muichiro tongue out.png ## Thoughts i never noticed it but i was also fossilized alongside the music of my youth -- new artists i consume orbit around the planets of taste i developed at 15 years old --- Dearest shareholders/readers and members of bramadams.dev: This site needs more code, don't you agree? Ideally, runnable code hosted on something like Replit or CodePen. In addition, the Chats with GPT generally stop at the imagined code stage, the "almost but not really" program phase, I would love to formalize this process and make actual programs for people to use and play with that aren't on the mega scale of full GH repos. In service to this goal, I've been hard at work on an ambitious project to merge: LLMs, CLI Apps, Project Management, and programming It's called Moon, and its about to change how things are done around these parts! ```md Moon is a CLI tool for using LLMs to phase ideas to programs Usage: moon [command] Available Commands: help Help about any command new Create a new project orbit Orbit options phase Manage phases Flags: -h, --help help for moon Use "moon [command] --help" for more information about a command. ``` It should hopefully be in a position to alpha test by EoW, I'm brimming with ideas on it atm, many of which I've already set into action. [GitHub - bramses/moonContribute to bramses/moon development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/0d77b9f63f377ac728c2d42579735463053b1ff8141588766ab47359b14207e4/bramses/moon)](https://github.com/bramses/moon?ref=bramadams.dev) A list of ideas: what is the optimal way for LLMs interface with the file system? How do projects evolve over phases? What if your file system was living and breathing? ## Music **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Let's Unlock Our Egos with GPT: Creating Apps Ideas Inspired by Blue Lock URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304101850/ Last updated: 2023-05-02T04:00:40.000Z Can an AI understand the ego and selfishness of competitive individuals vying for the top spot in their field? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Issue 7: Find Your Q(uest), Go Forth and (Conque)R URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304301905/ Last updated: 2023-05-07T21:06:52.000Z On the gaslighting Tweets about compression, CHI-2023, and the romance of code _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Copy/Paste Coding with ChatGPT URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304232208/ Last updated: 2023-04-29T04:00:28.000Z **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Does GPT-4 Have It's Own Compression Language? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304081950/ Last updated: 2023-04-26T04:00:54.000Z We explore GPT-4's ability to compress big blocks of text and save tokens or characters _This post is for subscribers only._ ### April 25 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304251217/ Last updated: 2023-04-25T22:36:03.000Z ## Quotes > But, OK, at each step it gets a list of words with probabilities. But which one should it actually pick to add to the essay (or whatever) that it’s writing? One might think it should be the ā€œhighest-rankedā€ word (i.e. the one to which the highest ā€œprobabilityā€ was assigned). But this is where a bit of voodoo begins to creep in. Because for some reason—that maybe one day we’ll have a scientific-style understanding of—if we always pick the highest-ranked word, we’ll typically get a very ā€œflatā€ essay, that never seems to ā€œshow any creativityā€ (and even sometimes repeats word for word). But if sometimes (at random) we pick lower-ranked words, we get a ā€œmore interestingā€ essay. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gskmtxbep0ef3javrvrpxz1f?ref=bramadams.dev)) > Humans are inherently leery of risk. We are therefore always on the lookout for previous endorsement, some indicator that any promise we offer will have some ready-made company. We award the ā€œawardable.ā€ ([Location 1635](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07B863X6B&location=1635&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Stephen King conducted a similar experiment more than thirty years earlier, when he used the pen name Richard Bachman to see if the success he’d garnered was due to luck or talent. King chose to publish his Bachman novels with as little marketing effort as possible, making life deliberately tough for his pseudonymous persona. It was a persona that King sketched out in detail. Bachman’s novels included an author photo of a ruggedly handsome man gazing moodily from the book jacket, and an author bio that listed time spent as a merchant marine and as a chicken farmer in rural New Hampshire. According to the bio, Bachman spent his evenings writing, ā€œalways with a glass of whiskey beside his Olivetti typewriter.ā€ Like Rowling, King was outed before he could unmask himself—this time by a bookstore clerk who detected striking similarities between the two writers’ styles. But, prior to being outed, King wrote four books as Bachman. His last one, Thinner, was reviewed as ā€œwhat Stephen King would write if Stephen King could write,ā€ and it sold roughly 40,000 copies. Yet, once the book was attributed to King, it became a best seller, selling ten times as many books. Overshadowed by King, Bachman perished in obscurity. In later interviews, King summed it up this way: in 1985, Bachman died suddenly of ā€œcancer of the pseudonym, a rare form of schizonomia.ā€ ā€œCancer of the pseudonymā€ seems apt in Galbraith’s case, too. Rowling surely hoped The Cuckoo’s Calling would gain a wide readership on its own merits. Without Rowling’s name gracing the cover, however, it failed to find an audience. ([Location 1691](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07B863X6B&location=1691&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Few scientists and philosophers have developed strong skills of introspection—in fact, most doubt that such abilities even exist. Conversely, many of the greatest contemplatives know nothing about science. But there is a connection between scientific fact and spiritual wisdom, and it is more direct than most people suppose. Although the insights we can have in meditation tell us nothing about the origins of the universe, they do confirm some well-established truths about the human mind: Our conventional sense of self is an illusion; positive emotions, such as compassion and patience, are teachable skills; and the way we think directly influences our experience of the world. ([Location 128](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00GEEB9YC&location=128&ref=bramadams.dev)) > The American-Canadian border today is the least-patrolled and longest undefended border in the world. ([Location 477](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B09C65JNPF&location=477&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Thoughts ### Nouveau Design *i just bought the [ubud theme](https://ubud.aspirethemes.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) here are some elements i really enjoy aesthetically (also shoutout to ghost for how easy it is to switch themes)* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---drop-cap.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---drop-cap.png) ubud new design - drop cap.png *drop caps are elegant!* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---homebox.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---homebox.png) ubud new design - homebox.png *it is what it says it is -- and it converts!* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---toc.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---toc.png) ubud new design - toc.png *the yellow and the red play so nicely here* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---members-homepage.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---members-homepage.png) ubud new design - members homepage.png *easily distinguishable segmentations* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---members.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/ubud-new-design---members.png) ubud new design - members.png *teasers! (these are built into ghost though -- i just didn't know that until yesterday…* ### Super Working on a boilerplate translator app for text to code, specifically an overlap language that allows for easy tree manipulation and then have tools like copilot interpret. I learned an interesting token trick. Series of periods are better than spaces or tabs! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/super-tabs-ex.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/super-tabs-ex-1.png) super tabs ex.png *168 tokens* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/super-spaces-ex.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/super-spaces-ex.png) super spaces ex.png *222 tokens* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/Screenshot-2023-04-22-21-43-12.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/super-tabs-period.png) Screenshot 2023-04-22 21-43-12.png *116 tokens!! almost 2x savings on spaces!!!* #### Example of Zoom Capabilities *NB: ellipsis in Obsidian get converted to a single character sometimes so "…" == "…"* **Bram:** write superML for a 3d shooter game in ue5 where a user plays as a navy seal (but like an actual seal the animal) in iraq --- **GPT:** ``` 3D Shooter Game in UE5 ..Title: Navy Seal Animal in Iraq ..Characters ….User Character: Navy Seal (Animal) ..Environment ….Setting: Iraq ..Gameplay Mechanics ….Movement Controls: ……Forward, Backward, Left, Right ……Jumping and Swimming ….Shooting Mechanics: ……Primary Weapon: Assault Rifle with Silencer ……Secondary Weapon: Handgun with Silencer ……Grenades and Smoke Bombs ….Stealth Mechanics: ……Sneaking and Hiding behind objects or underwater to avoid detection by enemies. …Health System: …..Player Health Bar that depletes when taking damage. …..Regenerating health over time when not taking damage. …Enemy AI: …..Various types of enemy soldiers with different weapons and tactics. …..Patrolling guards that can detect the player if they are too close or make noise. …Objectives/Goals: …..Complete various missions such as infiltration, sabotage, assassination, etc. …..Rescue hostages or gather intelligence from enemy bases. …Level Design/Layouts: …..Urban environments like cities and towns in Iraq. …..Desert landscapes with military outposts and hidden bases. …..Underwater sections for swimming stealthily through waterways. …UI/HUD Elements: ….Minimap showing nearby objectives/enemies/terrain features. ….Ammo count for primary weapon & secondary weapon displayed on-screen. ….Health bar indicating current player health status. …Sound Effects/Music: ….Realistic gun sounds for shooting mechanics & explosions from grenades/smoke bombs. ….Ambient background music fitting the setting of each level. ``` --- **Bram:** zoom into `Primary Weapon` and how a seal would use it with their flippers --- **GPT:** ``` Primary Weapon: Assault Rifle with Silencer ..Usage by Navy Seal (Animal) …Weapon Attachment System: ….Customized harness designed to fit the seal's body shape. ….The harness allows the weapon to be securely attached and positioned for easy access. …Firing Mechanism Adaptation: ….Modified trigger mechanism that can be operated using flippers. ….A pressure-sensitive pad is placed on the side of the rifle, allowing the seal to squeeze it with its flipper to fire. …Aiming System: ….Laser sight or holographic sight mounted on top of the rifle for easier aiming. ….Seal uses its head movement and neck flexibility to aim at targets while holding onto the weapon with one flipper. …Recoil Management: ….Special shock-absorbing material added around attachment points in harness, reducing impact from recoil on seal’s body. ….Seal braces itself against nearby surfaces or lies flat when firing, distributing recoil force across a larger area of its body. …Reloading Process: ….Magazine release button adapted for use by flippers – either enlarged or replaced with a lever system. ….Seal carries extra magazines in pouches attached to its custom harness. To reload, it grabs a new magazine using mouth or free flipper and inserts it into rifle’s magazine well. ``` ### Bookselling Vs Coachella I watched the documentary [Booksellers](https://booksellersdocumentary.com/?ref=bramadams.dev) about an old, old, old career path (book selling) for an old, old, old medium (books) The amount of human knowledge packed into these tomes, the stories behind the ephemera, the aesthetic beauty of a living, breathing wall. And in the people who own these items -- the patience of a millennia year old trade, the mental confidence in self borne of deep, root style knowledge, and the peace of mind that comes from working with voices of the dead. > the wall of the library is different and functions differently. The spines of the books, lined up beside one another and over one another, form a secondary wall, positioned in front of the actual wall. Between the spines of the books and the actual wall is a zone of paper, where, in consideration of the reflections just undertaken here, numerous arms are trying to take hold of us. They can only do this if we ourselves stretch out an arm in their direction, pull a spine out from the wall, and turn the book around, to allow ourselves to be taken in by it. ([Location 1537](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B004X53R1W&location=1537&ref=bramadams.dev)) Immediately after I finished Booksellers, I watched a few Coachella videos and had the opposite feeling. It radiated the feeling I felt in high school (that still persists today in some ways…) the need to feel seen by strangers whose opinions I really don't give a shit about on deeper assessment; the need to feel cool to my peers and attract women. To one up the boys by out drinking or out smoking them. For what? To repeat in the same Coliseum the same activities next week? To spend $30,000 to have my eardrums burst and damage my liver with overpriced alcohol from tents while dressing like I'm on Tatooine around 250,000 other people doing the same thing? While we all cosplay as the main character of Coachella, or worse -- younger, more virile versions of ourselves? I don't strive to claim I wasn't happy during my party years, or that I didn't learn many social lessons about being an adult. I've made many lifelong friends in the trench warfare of overpriced clubs. I'm pointing out the transactional nature of the entire endeavor, the exchange of youth for euphoria. And when the lights come up, and the bass disappears, and you look at the exhausted faces of your peers and the sticky liquids on the floor -- **the pit in the stomach and mind come to take their payment for the forced pleasure of ethanol and pills**. Years later, one is left with an unreachable nostalgia of "better days at 20 years old". Conversely, any person in any era can pick up a work by Herman Hesse or James Baldwin at any moment in time and get **more** from it than the the first time they read it perhaps. --- What really stuck out to me was how forced the design was on the Coachella tents and AirBnBs. They give off illusion of wealth because they can never truly compete with the wealth of knowledge books contain. *Opulence is the death throes of a nation that aspires for pleasure over equanimity.* > While early in the cycle there is typically more spending of time and money on productive things, later in the cycle time and money go more toward indulgent things (e.g., the finer things, like expensive residences, art, jewelry, and clothes). This begins in Stage 4 when such spending is fashionable, but by Stage 5 it begins to appear grotesque. ([Location 2519](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0881Y73YG&location=2519&ref=bramadams.dev)) I can only hope that my efforts with bramadams.dev will be as resilient through time as books (though I'm not optimistic that that is possible -- after all who will pay my Ghost.org yearly fees after I die XD?). I can only hope that the knowledge here sits on the bookshelf of the Internet, inspiring minds even a little bit long after mine has decomposed. > [pic.twitter.com/SNdcUBm6Ha](https://t.co/SNdcUBm6Ha?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — President-Elect Toguro (@PresidentToguro) [October 3, 2022](https://twitter.com/PresidentToguro/status/1576786278963499008?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/avg-rochester.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/avg-rochester.png) avg rochester.png *iykyk* ## Videos ### Same Place *These are all in the same canonical universe I can't explain it* ## Tweets > Is this true [pic.twitter.com/VqVBJOgvNG](https://t.co/VqVBJOgvNG?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — ÉĶŽŹžĶŽÄ‡ĶŽÄ±ĶŽÉ¹ĶŽÉĶŽÉÆĶŽ (@LeaMaric) [May 3, 2022](https://twitter.com/LeaMaric/status/1521627871541796867?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Music **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 6: If Objectivity is the Floor, Subjectivity is the Ceiling URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304231711/ Last updated: 2023-04-30T23:34:42.000Z Your successes may well just reflect everyone else but you. Also: palindromes, Monte Carlo, ChatGPT Plugins, and of course, Barbara Streisand. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Unlocking the Secrets of Hearthstone Simulation with GPT URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304081945/ Last updated: 2023-04-23T04:00:14.000Z Curious about how Hearthstone simulators work? Let's explore the world of Monte Carlo simulations and APIs with ChatGPT, and end with a poetic twist! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### April 22 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304220900/ Last updated: 2023-04-22T13:34:51.000Z ## Quotes > The essay was in Weiss’ inbox when she got a private Twitter message from Billy. Cole Summers was really Kevin Cooper, and he had died. Weiss published ā€œCole’sā€ essay on June 21, 10 days after his death, and wrote of him, ā€œIn his short life, Cole managed to cultivate two qualities that are rare, even among most adults. He was at home in the real, physical world and he took great pleasure in it. And, he was completely unafraid to try.ā€ ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gymb14epf1zrhs7yw5gptb95?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- > What’s striking, though, is that many of the people who are pursuing the A.I. dream also worry that it might mean [doomsday for mankind](https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2015/11/23/doomsday-invention-artificial-intelligence-nick-bostrom?ref=bramadams.dev). It is widely stated, even by scientists at the very center of today’s efforts, that what A.I. researchers are doing could result in the annihilation of our species, or at least in great harm to humanity, and soon. In a [recent poll](https://aiimpacts.org/2022-expert-survey-on-progress-in-ai/?ref=bramadams.dev#Chance%5Fthat%5Fthe%5Fintelligence%5Fexplosion%5Fargument%5Fis%5Fabout%5Fright), half of A.I. scientists agreed that there was at least a ten-per-cent chance that the human race would be destroyed by A.I. Even my colleague and friend Sam Altman, who runs [OpenAI](https://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2019/10/14/can-a-machine-learn-to-write-for-the-new-yorker?ref=bramadams.dev), has made similar [comments](https://abcnews.go.com/Technology/openai-ceo-sam-altman-ai-reshape-society-acknowledges/story?id=97897122&ref=bramadams.dev). Step into any Silicon Valley coffee shop and you can hear the same debate unfold: one person says that the new code is just code and that people are in charge, but another argues that anyone with this opinion just doesn’t get how profound the new tech is. The arguments aren’t entirely rational: when I ask my most fearful scientist friends to spell out how an A.I. apocalypse might happen, they often seize up from the paralysis that overtakes someone trying to conceive of infinity. They say things like ā€œAccelerating progress will fly past us and we will not be able to conceive of what is happening.ā€ ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gymd1zd4nexc5gmnpnv8xg49?ref=bramadams.dev)) > This concept, which I’ve [contributed](https://www.amazon.com/Who-Owns-Future-Jaron-Lanier/dp/1451654979/ref=nodl%5F?dplnkId=da962c54-3d95-4609-a813-7471d422d110&ref=bramadams.dev) to developing, is usually called ā€œdata dignity.ā€ It appeared, long before the rise of big-model ā€œA.I.,ā€ as an alternative to the familiar arrangement in which people give their data for free in exchange for free services, such as internet searches or social networking. Data dignity is sometimes known as ā€œdata as laborā€ or ā€œplurality research.ā€ The familiar arrangement has turned out to have a dark side: because of ā€œnetwork effects,ā€ a few platforms take over, eliminating smaller players, like local newspapers. Worse, since the immediate online experience is supposed to be free, the only remaining business is the hawking of influence. Users experience what seems to be a communitarian paradise, but they are targeted by stealthy and addictive algorithms that make people vain, irritable, and paranoid. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gymdet6xq0eashpmt76c6f02?ref=bramadams.dev)) > In a world with data dignity, digital stuff would typically be connected with the humans who want to be known for having made it. In some versions of the idea, people could get paid for what they create, even when it is filtered and recombined through big models, and tech hubs would earn fees for facilitating things that people want to do. Some people are horrified by the idea of capitalism online, but this would be a more honest capitalism. The familiar ā€œfreeā€ arrangement has been a disaster. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gymdf76dvhgx836c4vpqztpc?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- > Substack is to newsletters what Spotify is to podcasts, Medium was to blogs, and what Google Reader was to RSS: an aggressive player that dominates an entire segment with artificial and unsustainable advantages in a risky bet. It’s a kind of corporate time bomb that, when it explodes, will destroy countless small businesses based on newsletters. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gydnnbq1cxwr04bhqzzjaprn?ref=bramadams.dev)) > In 2022, the company tried to raise more money, without success. Faced with failure, [it went to retail](https://wefunder.com/substack?ref=bramadams.dev) and raised another USD 8.5 million from ordinary people. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gydnpr37a5g548af9d0f8528?ref=bramadams.dev)) > In several interviews, Substack founders make the point that people who have newsletters on the service can leave whenever they want. And it’s true. The point of Substack, however, is to become synonymous for newsletter, to become a first irresistible, then inevitable destination for anyone who wants to have one. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gydnr9t96fa9v0p1a13rwtg4?ref=bramadams.dev)) > The fact that Substack is the only one that is totally free is no accident. Someone is footing that bill; they are not philanthropists and these people are going to demand to get paid pretty soon. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gydnx2wk3jr7df20tfm3mxp8?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- > The skeptics are demanding a standard of proof that is appropriate for a criminal trial but that is inappropriately high for a civil trial or a product safety decision. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycyr37dtmkbjk2km7091yq4?ref=bramadams.dev)) > The skeptics are mistaking the map for the territory, the datasets for reality. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycyr76j7467amfvcbrzkp21?ref=bramadams.dev)) > Parents and policymakers should consider [Pascal’s Wager](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pascal%27s%5Fwager?ref=bramadams.dev): If you listen to the alarm ringers and we turn out to be wrong, the costs are minimal and reversible. But if you listen to the skeptics and they turn out to be wrong, the costs are much larger and harder to reverse. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycyrf79qfkz2bk3a9aq756x?ref=bramadams.dev)) > **1\. The Smartphones and Social Media (SSM) Theory**: 2012 was roughly when most teens in the USA had traded in their flip phones for smartphones, those smartphones got front-facing cameras (starting in 2010), and Facebook bought Instagram (in 2012) which sent its popularity and user base soaring. The elbow in so many graphs falls right around 2012 because that’s when the ā€œphone-based childhoodā€ really got going. Girls in large numbers began posting photographs of themselves for public commentary and comparison, and any teens who didn’t move their social lives onto their phones found themselves partially cut off, socially. > **2\. There is no other theory.** ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycyswnbqdys45jdjdkvr2dm?ref=bramadams.dev)) > **The highest level is ā€œbeyond a reasonable doubt.ā€** This is the standard of proof needed in criminal cases because there is widespread agreement that a false positive (convicting an innocent person) is much worse than a false negative (acquitting a guilty person). It is also the standard editors and reviewers use when evaluating statistical evidence in papers submitted to scientific journals. We usually operationalize this level of skepticism as ā€œp < .05ā€ \[pronounced ā€œp less than point oh fiveā€\], which means (in the case of a simple experiment with two conditions): The probability (p) that this difference between the experimental and control conditions could have come about by chance is less than five out of 100\. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycyz6qg8d73yh32wr1as2se?ref=bramadams.dev)) > **The lower and more common level is ā€œthe preponderance of the evidence.ā€** This is the standard of proof needed in civil cases because we are simply trying to decide: Is the plaintiff probably right, or probably wrong? The thousands of [parents](https://www.cbsnews.com/news/social-media-lawsuit-meta-tiktok-facebook-instagram-60-minutes-2022-12-11/?ref=bramadams.dev) suing Meta and Snapchat over their children’s [deaths](https://www.washingtonpost.com/nation/2022/01/22/selena-rodriguez-suicide-meta-snap-lawsuit/?ref=bramadams.dev) and disabilities will not have to prove their case beyond a reasonable doubt; they just have to convince the jury that the odds are greater than 50% that Instagram or Facebook was responsible. We can operationalize this as ā€œp > .5,ā€ \[ā€œp greater than point fiveā€\], which means: the odds that the plaintiff is correct that the defendant has caused him or her some harm is better than 50/50\. This is also the standard that ordinary people use for much of their decision-making. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycz18vgc5q2rqbrn2psfb11?ref=bramadams.dev)) > Which standard are the skeptics using? *Beyond a reasonable doubt.* They won’t believe something just because it is *probably* true; they will only endorse a scientific claim if the evidence leaves little room for doubt. I’ll use Brown as an example, for he is the most skeptical. He demands clear evidence of very large effects before he’ll give his blessing: ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycz1qs4nw1jhkf5erjq7br2?ref=bramadams.dev)) > In other words, if multiple studies find that girls who become heavy users of social media have merely *twice* the risk of depression, anxiety, self-harm, or suicide, he doesn’t want to hear about it because it COULD conceivably be random noise. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gycz29ghs0nkm338n93hgn60?ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Images happy to announce that I wrote a chatgpt plugin that can brag about the books I read so I no longer have to ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/goodreads-chatgpt-plugin-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/goodreads-chatgpt-plugin-1.png) goodreads chatgpt plugin 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/goodreads-chatgpt-plugin-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/goodreads-chatgpt-plugin-2.png) goodreads chatgpt plugin 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/goodreads-chatgpt-plugin-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/goodreads-chatgpt-plugin-3.png) goodreads chatgpt plugin 3.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/simple-and-clean-op.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/simple-and-clean-op.png) simple and clean op.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/simple-and-clean-ed.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/simple-and-clean-ed.png) simple and clean ed.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/three-color-meal.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/three-color-meal.png) three color meal.png ## Videos *Back on my Hamilton animatic grind - check the top youtube comments on this one – you'll like what you see ;)* *Hollow by Submersed + Forever in Your Hands + Peak WotLK PvP = <3* *who knew I'd be watching this guy play a card game pretty much every day made by the same company 14 years later* **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### April 20 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304200959/ Last updated: 2023-04-20T15:16:28.000Z ## Thoughts this day meant much more to me in college than it does now. --- finished [The Beginning of Infinity](https://www.amazon.com/Beginning-Infinity-Explanations-Transform-World/dp/0143121359?ref=bramadams.dev). one of the most insightful things i've ever consumed, and a meta book that affects all other reads from now on. --- this [ai drake stuff](https://twitter.com/HALSodyssey/status/1648750274909986817?s=20&ref=bramadams.dev) is about to be Streisand effect. you can't bottle this up, it will just create more clones. --- i really like instabrams (see tag above). they feel like unstructured newsletters and freeform sharing. way easier to conduct thanks to my obsidian processes too! ## Images ### Walls and Close up Angles ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/wall-close-up-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/wall-close-up-1.png) wall close up 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/wall-close-up-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/wall-close-up-2.png) wall close up 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/wall-close-up-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/wall-close-up-3.png) wall close up 3.png ### Extraction ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/rembg-bereal-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/rembg-bereal-1.png) rembg-bereal-1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/rembg-bereal-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/rembg-bereal-2.png) rembg-bereal-2.png ## Videos > [I won't die until I'm dead](https://www.reddit.com/r/HunterXHunter/comments/c3dzfq/dont%5Fdie%5Funtil%5Fyoure%5Fdead/?ref=bramadams.dev) \- gyro - welfin *this deep lifestyle and focus on beauty and form is what i want im jealous -- this is so fucking cool* *one day you'll be gone -- and your silver silverware will still be here. don't let it sit idle on the shelf. use the items you love.* > how long is a human lifetime? Illness and old age are going to be cured soon – certainly within the next few lifetimes – and technology will also be able to prevent deaths through homicide or accidents by creating backups of the states of brains, which could be uploaded into new, blank brains in identical bodies if a person should die. Once that technology exists, people will consider it considerably more foolish not to make frequent backups of themselves than they do today in regard to their computers. If nothing else, evolution alone will ensure that, because those who do not back themselves up will gradually die out. So there can be only one outcome: effective immortality for the whole human population, with the present generation being one of the last that will have short lives. That being so, if our species will nevertheless have a finite lifetime, then knowing the total number of humans who will ever live provides no upper bound on that lifetime, because it cannot tell us how long the potentially immortal humans of the future will live before the prophesied catastrophe strikes. ([Location 7883](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005DXR5ZC&location=7883&ref=bramadams.dev)) ### chokehold *will ramos has such an amazing voice* ### nero *history was written by Rome's elite. Nero was actually highly regarded by the Roman commoner...He did do all those insane villanous things, yes, but history is more gray than we give it credit for.* > too late. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/nero-of-hxh.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/nero-of-hxh.png) nero of hxh.png *the nero of hxh* ## Music **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Can GPT-4 Crack the Palindrome? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304062041/ Last updated: 2023-04-20T04:00:26.000Z Can an AI language model truly master the art of reverse writing? And if not, can we enlist its help to develop a palindrome checker tool? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### April 17 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304172125/ Last updated: 2023-04-18T02:07:49.000Z ## Thoughts added a interop for "chatgpt-md-comments" to convert to callout blocks on ghost cms but when they go to the editor the class changes from `kg-callout-card-yellow` to `kg-callout-card-#F1F3F4` and i dont know how to fix it šŸ¤¦ā€ā™€ļø --- > analytics are a semi neutral indicator into how well output is being received, but as a measure cannot be controlled. basically not a leading indicator. similar to money (but worse and more stress inducing mentally -- views can't go below zero but any down line feels like a loss -- these sites that show analytics should only show raw numbers **or** percentage delta, not both…) 1900: Put business out into market in newspaper run by local telegraph office, see if any user needs are met 2000: Put business onto web on self hosted website, see if any (broader) user needs are met (phone directory on a screen) 2020: Put business onto aggregator website where every offering is in same package, pray algorithm picks it up **and** see if any user needs are met (good luck) See more on money as a neutral indicator of value: [202301051900](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301051900?ref=bramadams.dev) --- [BEEF](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFPIMHBzGDs&ref=bramadams.dev) WAS AMAZING IMDBRAM 10/10 THE SHOTS THE STORY THE CHARACTERS THE EMOTION THE MOTIFS THE TITLE CARDS ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/beef-title-card.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/beef-title-card.png) beef title card.png > **Before you embark on a journey of revenge, dig two graves** ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/kurapika-buries-uvogin-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/kurapika-buries-uvogin-1.png) kurapika buries uvogin 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/kurapika-buries-uvogin-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/kurapika-buries-uvogin-2.png) kurapika buries uvogin 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/kurapika-buries-uvogin-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/kurapika-buries-uvogin-3.png) kurapika buries uvogin 3.png ## Images ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/copilot-added-to-git-messages-in-vsc.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/copilot-added-to-git-messages-in-vsc.png) copilot added to git messages in vsc.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/niceee.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/niceee.png) niceee.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/beef-on-peninsula-mentality.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/beef-on-peninsula-mentality.png) beef on peninsula mentality.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/beef-on-peninsula-mentality-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/beef-on-peninsula-mentality-2.png) beef on peninsula mentality 2.png ## Music *real drake* *fake drake* *i love this song* ## Videos *i love this music video* **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Can an LLM Create an App That Unlocks the Power of Deep Work? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304062046/ Last updated: 2023-04-18T21:16:09.000Z a conversation with ChatGPT and attempt to come up with a program that would allow us to focus better _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Issue 5: Freshwater Text Messages URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304151901/ Last updated: 2023-04-16T17:00:16.000Z Using LLMs to shorten annoying texts, the deeper cuts of language, Shuwa-chan, and why we live by the water _This post is for subscribers only._ ### April 14 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304142122/ Last updated: 2023-04-15T02:32:45.000Z [GitHub - bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that: voice record > whisper > gpt > copy to clipboardvoice record > whisper > gpt > copy to clipboard. Contribute to bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/3f3b6b2a35dff46ca2e2137c3ec2cd4704c8a58305de7f4cd6e8c69594cb5e3c/bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that)](https://github.com/bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that?ref=bramadams.dev) created the below from some audio (i dont even remember what i said) and honestly its the funniest thing ive ever seen i don't know why its so funny what the hell is Gerrard Street > • Title: Gerrard Street Gerrard Street > \- No additional text or context provided ### Baller Ai Art Prompts for Dalle > Create a digital artwork inspired by the Japanese art movement of Gutai by depicting the intricate process of scheduling in stark black and white lines, with bursts of bright colors representing moments of self-care and wellness. wild avant garde look ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/DALLĀ·E-2023-04-13-23.17.26---Create-a-digital-artwork-inspired-by-the-Japanese-art-movement-of-Gutai-by-depicting-the-intricate-process-of-scheduling-in-stark-black-and-white-line.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/DALL-E-2023-04-13-23.17.26---Create-a-digital-artwork-inspired-by-the-Japanese-art-movement-of-Gutai-by-depicting-the-intricate-process-of-scheduling-in-stark-black-and-white-line.png) DALLĀ·E 2023-04-13 23.17.26 - Create a digital artwork inspired by the Japanese art movement of Gutai by depicting the intricate process of scheduling in stark black and white line.png > Create an abstract expressionist painting depicting the chaos and unpredictability of the Succession {HBO} storyline, with AI-generated text from GPT models overlaid on top. very cool text result -- gives matrix vibes ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/DALLĀ·E-2023-04-13-23.13.32---Create-an-abstract-expressionist-painting-depicting-the-chaos-and-unpredictability-of-the-Succession-storyline,-with-AI-generated-text-from-GPT-models.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/DALL-E-2023-04-13-23.13.32---Create-an-abstract-expressionist-painting-depicting-the-chaos-and-unpredictability-of-the-Succession-storyline--with-AI-generated-text-from-GPT-models.png) DALLĀ·E 2023-04-13 23.13.32 - Create an abstract expressionist painting depicting the chaos and unpredictability of the Succession storyline, with AI-generated text from GPT models.png ## Videos ## Images DEMON SLAYER IS BACK! 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[Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Love, Etymology, and Robots URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304062055/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:00:22.000Z We dive deep into the etymology of word of architecture, talk about the evolution of love and explore the Darwinism of concepts. Using ChatGPT, we create a stunning Mermaid.js visual chart! _This post is for subscribers only._ ### April 13 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304132157/ Last updated: 2023-04-14T03:07:25.000Z ## Thoughts making a checklist of how to produce "A Chat with GPT" end to end and holy shit the habitual part of the brain does such a bang up job. seeing it all written down is super overwhelming the list is already over 90 in order steps (*and i *missed* steps!*) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/hellish-checklist-from-hell.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/hellish-checklist-from-hell.png) hellish checklist from hell.png i coded a pretty cool (and very useful on the go!!!) swift app in under an hour lol: [I wrote a swift app in under an hourCan I create an app in under an hour that converts long form spoken audio to bullet points for texting? Let’s find out!![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/size/w256h256/2023/01/leda-2.jpeg)Bram AdamsBram Adams![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/DALL-E-2023-04-07-12.21.01---Create-art-inspired-by-the-lesser-known-art-period-of-_Cloisonnism-_-which-uses-bold-outlines-and-bright-colors-to-create-rigid-forms.-Incorporate-com.png)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304132204/) ## Videos ## Pictures the most 2011 picture ever (minnehans is a mini golf place where i grew up) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/2011-in-a-photo.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/2011-in-a-photo.png) 2011 in a photo.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/woke-glory-whelp.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/woke-glory-whelp.png) woke glory whelp.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/having-sax-on-stage-like-that-shameless.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/having-sax-on-stage-like-that-shameless.png) having sax on stage like that shameless.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### I wrote a swift app in under an hour URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304132204/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T23:01:24.000Z ## Preface I wanted an app that could take long form spoken audio and convert it to bullet points for texting. Unfortunately, i am not an ios dev. But fortunately, gpt-4 is! Check out my journey below or check the repo here: [GitHub - bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that: voice record > whisper > gpt > copy to clipboardvoice record > whisper > gpt > copy to clipboard. Contribute to bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that development by creating an account on GitHub.![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/3f3b6b2a35dff46ca2e2137c3ec2cd4704c8a58305de7f4cd6e8c69594cb5e3c/bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that)](https://github.com/bramses/i-aint-reading-all-that/tree/main?ref=bramadams.dev) It pipes recorded audio to the Whisper API then to ChatGPT to summarize. Then the user can click a button to copy to clipboard. Simple! ## Chat Log ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps.'] temperature: 0.0 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 1000 presence_penalty: 0 frequency_penalty: 0 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 --- ``` write a ios app that calls the whisper api (1) and then calls the chat api (2) to turn this prompt "summarize this text into bullet points" and uses swiftui to make it look nice (1) ```shell curl --request POST \ --url https://api.openai.com/v1/audio/transcriptions \ --header 'Authorization: Bearer TOKEN' \ --header 'Content-Type: multipart/form-data' \ --form file=@/path/to/file/openai.mp3 \ --form model=whisper-1 ``` (2) ```shell curl https://api.openai.com/v1/chat/completions \ -H "Content-Type: application/json" \ -H "Authorization: Bearer $OPENAI_API_KEY" \ -d '{ "model": "gpt-3.5-turbo", "messages": [{"role": "user", "content": "Hello!"}] }' ``` --- **GPT:** To create an iOS app that calls the Whisper API and Chat API, and uses SwiftUI to display the results, follow these steps: 1. Create a new SwiftUI project in Xcode. 2. Install Alamofire for making API requests: Add `Alamofire` to your `Package.swift` file or use Swift Package Manager to add it to your project. 3. Create a new Swift file called `APIManager.swift` to handle API requests. 4. Add the following code to `APIManager.swift`: ```swift import Foundation import Alamofire class APIManager { static let shared = APIManager() private let openAIURL = "https://api.openai.com/v1" private let apiKey = "YOUR_API_KEY" private init() {} func transcribeAudio(fileURL: URL, completion: @escaping (Result) -> Void) { let headers: HTTPHeaders = [ "Authorization": "Bearer \(apiKey)" ] let url = "\(openAIURL)/audio/transcriptions" AF.upload(multipartFormData: { multipartFormData in multipartFormData.append(fileURL, withName: "file") multipartFormData.append("whisper-1".data(using: .utf8)!, withName: "model") }, to: url, headers: headers).responseJSON { response in switch response.result { case .success(let value): if let json = value as? [String: Any], let transcription = json["transcription"] as? String { completion(.success(transcription)) } else { completion(.failure(NSError(domain: "", code: -1, userInfo: nil))) } case .failure(let error): completion(.failure(error)) } } } func chatAPI(prompt: String, completion: @escaping (Result) -> Void) { let headers: HTTPHeaders = [ "Authorization": "Bearer \(apiKey)", "Content-Type": "application/json" ] let url = "\(openAIURL)/chat/completions" let parameters: [String: Any] = [ "model": "gpt-3.5-turbo", "messages": "role": "user", "content": prompt ] AF.request(url, method: .post, parameters: parameters, encoding: JSONEncoding.default, headers: headers).responseJSON { response in switch response.result { case .success(let value): ``` --- **Bram:** keep going (also add a record button in the ui for users to record audio in the app to be sent off, and add a env where users can safely upload their api key) --- **GPT:** Continuing from the previous code, complete the `chatAPI` function and add a new function to convert the text into bullet points: ```swift if let json = value as? [String: Any], let choices = json["choices"] as? String: Any, let firstChoice = choices.first, let text = firstChoice["text"] as? String { completion(.success(text)) } else { completion(.failure(NSError(domain: "", code: -1, userInfo: nil))) } case .failure(let error): completion(.failure(error)) } } } func summarizeToBulletPoints(text: String, completion: @escaping (Result) -> Void) { chatAPI(prompt: "Summarize this text into bullet points: \(text)", completion: completion) } } ``` Now, create a new SwiftUI view called `ContentView.swift` and add the following code: ```swift import SwiftUI import AVFoundation struct ContentView: View { @State private var isRecording = false @State private var audioRecorder: AVAudioRecorder! @State private var bulletPoints: String = "" var body: some View { VStack { Text("Bullet Points:") .font(.title) ScrollView { Text(bulletPoints) } .padding() Button(action: { if isRecording { stopRecording() } else { startRecording() } isRecording.toggle() }) { Text(isRecording ? "Stop Recording" : "Start Recording") .padding() .background(isRecording ? Color.red : Color.blue) .foregroundColor(.white) .clipShape(Capsule()) } .padding() } } func startRecording() { let audioFilename = getDocumentsDirectory().appendingPathComponent("recording.m4a") let settings = [ AVFormatIDKey: Int(kAudioFormatMPEG4AAC), AVSampleRateKey: 12000, AVNumberOfChannelsKey: 1, AVEncoderAudioQualityKey: AVAudioQuality.high.rawValue ] do { audioRecorder = try AVAudioRecorder(url: audioFilename, settings: settings) audioRecorder.record() } catch { print("Could not start recording") } } func stopRecording() { audioRecorder.stop() APIManager.shared.transcribeAudio(fileURL: audioRecorder.url) { result in switch result { case .success(let transcription): APIManager.shared.summarizeToBulletPoints(text: transcription) { result in switch result { case .success(let summary): DispatchQueue.main.async { bulletPoints = summary } case .failure(let error): print("Error summarizing text: \(error)") } } case .failure(let error): print("Error transcribing audio: \(error)") } } } func getDocumentsDirectory() -> URL { let paths = FileManager.default.urls(for: .documentDirectory, in: .userDomainMask) return paths[0] } } struct ContentView_Previews: PreviewProvider { static var previews: some View { ContentView() } } ``` This code adds a record button to the UI and allows users to record audio in the app. The recorded audio is then sent to the Whisper API for transcription and the Chat API for summarization. To securely store the API key, use the Keychain Services API. You can use the KeychainSwift library to simplify the process. Add `KeychainSwift` to your `Package.swift` file or use Swift Package Manager to add it to your project. Then, in `APIManager.swift`, replace the `apiKey` constant with the following code: ```swift private let keychain = KeychainSwift() private var apiKey: String { get { return keychain.get("openai_api_key") ?? "" } set { keychain.set(newValue, forKey: "openai_api_key") } } ``` Now, users can securely store their API key in the app's keychain. To set the API key, simply call `APIManager.shared.apiKey = "YOUR_API_KEY"`. Remember to request microphone access in your `Info.plist` by adding the `NSMicrophoneUsageDescription` key with a description of why your app needs microphone access. --- **Bram:** can you edit the ui to copy the resulting text with a one button click to clipboard --- **GPT:** Sure! You can add a "Copy to Clipboard" button to the UI that copies the resulting text with a single click. Update the `ContentView.swift` file with the following changes: ```swift import SwiftUI import AVFoundation struct ContentView: View { @State private var isRecording = false @State private var audioRecorder: AVAudioRecorder! @State private var bulletPoints: String = "" var body: some View { VStack { Text("Bullet Points:") .font(.title) ScrollView { Text(bulletPoints) } .padding() Button(action: { if isRecording { stopRecording() } else { startRecording() } isRecording.toggle() }) { Text(isRecording ? "Stop Recording" : "Start Recording") .padding() .background(isRecording ? Color.red : Color.blue) .foregroundColor(.white) .clipShape(Capsule()) } .padding() Button(action: { UIPasteboard.general.string = bulletPoints }) { Text("Copy to Clipboard") .padding() .background(Color.green) .foregroundColor(.white) .clipShape(Capsule()) } .padding() } } // ... (rest of the code remains the same) } ``` This code adds a "Copy to Clipboard" button below the recording button. When clicked, it copies the bullet points text to the clipboard. Users can then paste the text into other apps or documents. --- **Bram:** how do i create a package file for alamofire --- **GPT:** To add Alamofire as a dependency to your project using Swift Package Manager, you don't need to create a package file specifically for Alamofire. Instead, you can add Alamofire to your existing `Package.swift` file or directly through Xcode. Here's how to add Alamofire using Xcode: 1. Open your project in Xcode. 2. In the menu bar, click on `File` \> `Add Packages…`. 3. In the search bar, type `Alamofire` and press Enter. 4. Select the Alamofire package from the search results (it should be the first result, by Alamofire). 5. Click on `Add Package`. Xcode will automatically add Alamofire as a dependency to your project and update your `Package.swift` file. If you prefer to manually edit your `Package.swift` file, follow these steps: 1. Open your project's `Package.swift` file. 2. Add Alamofire to the `dependencies` array: ```swift dependencies: [ .package(url: "https://github.com/Alamofire/Alamofire.git", .upToNextMajor(from: "5.5.0")) ], ``` 1. Add Alamofire to the `targets` section, under the `dependencies` array of your app target: ```swift targets: [ .target( name: "YourAppName", dependencies: [ .product(name: "Alamofire", package: "Alamofire") ]), // ... ], ``` Replace `YourAppName` with the name of your app target. After making these changes, Alamofire will be added as a dependency to your project, and you can use it by importing Alamofire in your Swift files. --- **Bram:** SchemeBuildError: Failed to build the scheme "i-aint-reading-all-that" cannot find 'KeychainSwift' in scope --- **GPT:** It seems like you're trying to use the KeychainSwift library, but it hasn't been added to your project yet. To add KeychainSwift using Swift Package Manager, follow these steps: 1. Open your project in Xcode. 2. In the menu bar, click on `File` \> `Add Packages…`. 3. In the search bar, type `KeychainSwift` and press Enter. 4. Select the KeychainSwift package from the search results (it should be the first result, by evgenyneu). 5. Click on `Add Package`. Xcode will automatically add KeychainSwift as a dependency to your project and update your `Package.swift` file. If you prefer to manually edit your `Package.swift` file, follow these steps: 1. Open your project's `Package.swift` file. 2. Add KeychainSwift to the `dependencies` array: ```swift dependencies: [ .package(url: "https://github.com/evgenyneu/keychain-swift.git", .upToNextMajor(from: "23.0.0")) ], ``` 1. Add KeychainSwift to the `targets` section, under the `dependencies` array of your app target: ```swift targets: [ .target( name: "YourAppName", dependencies: [ .product(name: "KeychainSwift", package: "keychain-swift") ]), // ... ], ``` Replace `YourAppName` with the name of your app target. After making these changes, KeychainSwift will be added as a dependency to your project, and you can use it by importing KeychainSwift in your Swift files. --- **Bram:** i need some kind of input where users can paste their api key, and have a eye button next to it that show/hides it --- **GPT:** To create a text input field for users to paste their API key and an eye button to show/hide the input, you can modify the `ContentView.swift` file as follows: ```swift import SwiftUI import AVFoundation import KeychainSwift struct ContentView: View { @State private var isRecording = false @State private var audioRecorder: AVAudioRecorder! @State private var bulletPoints: String = "" @State private var apiKey: String = "" @State private var isApiKeyVisible = false private let keychain = KeychainSwift() var body: some View { VStack { HStack { TextField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey, onCommit: { keychain.set(apiKey, forKey: "openai_api_key") }) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) .textContentType(.password) .secureFieldStyle(isApiKeyVisible) Button(action: { isApiKeyVisible.toggle() }) { Image(systemName: isApiKeyVisible ? "eye.slash.fill" : "eye.fill") .foregroundColor(.blue) } } .padding() // ... (rest of the code remains the same) } } // ... (rest of the code remains the same) private func secureFieldStyle(_ visible: Bool) -> some ViewModifier { if visible { return AnyViewModifier(EmptyModifier()) } else { return AnyViewModifier(SecureFieldModifier()) } } } private struct SecureFieldModifier: ViewModifier { func body(content: Content) -> some View { content .textContentType(.password) .keyboardType(.asciiCapable) } } private struct AnyViewModifier: ViewModifier { let modifier: Any init(_ modifier: M) { self.modifier = modifier } func body(content: Content) -> some View { content.modifier(modifier) } } struct ContentView_Previews: PreviewProvider { static var previews: some View { ContentView() } } ``` This code adds a text input field for users to paste their API key and an eye button to show/hide the input. The API key is saved to the keychain when the user presses Enter or taps outside the text field. The eye button toggles the visibility of the API key. Make sure you have imported the KeychainSwift library at the beginning of the `ContentView.swift` file. --- **Bram:** SchemeBuildError: Failed to build the scheme "i-aint-reading-all-that" value of type 'some View' has no member 'secureFieldStyle' --- **GPT:** Apologies for the confusion. It seems I made a mistake in the code. Please replace the `secureFieldStyle(_:)` function and the custom `ViewModifier` structs with the following updated code: ```swift @ViewBuilder private func secureFieldStyle(_ content: TextField, visible: Bool) -> some View { if visible { content } else { content .textContentType(.password) .keyboardType(.asciiCapable) } } ``` Then, update the `body` property of the `VStack` to use the new `secureFieldStyle(_:visible:)` function: ```swift VStack { HStack { let textField = TextField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey, onCommit: { keychain.set(apiKey, forKey: "openai_api_key") }) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) secureFieldStyle(textField, visible: isApiKeyVisible) Button(action: { isApiKeyVisible.toggle() }) { Image(systemName: isApiKeyVisible ? "eye.slash.fill" : "eye.fill") .foregroundColor(.blue) } } .padding() // ... (rest of the code remains the same) } ``` This updated code should work without any issues. The `secureFieldStyle(_:visible:)` function now takes a `TextField` as its first argument and a `Bool` for visibility as its second argument. The function uses the `@ViewBuilder` attribute to conditionally apply the `.textContentType(.password)` and `.keyboardType(.asciiCapable)` modifiers. --- **Bram:** getting `Type 'Any' cannot conform to 'ViewModifier'` for: ```swift **func** body(content: Content) -> **some** View { Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  content.modifier(modifier) Ā  Ā  } ``` --- **GPT:** I apologize for the confusion in my previous response. It seems I made another mistake in the code. Let's simplify the solution by removing the custom `ViewModifier` structs and the `secureFieldStyle(_:)` function. Instead, we can use a single `if` statement to conditionally display the `TextField` or a `SecureField` based on the `isApiKeyVisible` state. Update the `body` property of the `VStack` as follows: ```swift VStack { HStack { if isApiKeyVisible { TextField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey, onCommit: { keychain.set(apiKey, forKey: "openai_api_key") }) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) } else { SecureField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey, onCommit: { keychain.set(apiKey, forKey: "openai_api_key") }) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) } Button(action: { isApiKeyVisible.toggle() }) { Image(systemName: isApiKeyVisible ? "eye.slash.fill" : "eye.fill") .foregroundColor(.blue) } } .padding() // ... (rest of the code remains the same) } ``` This code uses an `if` statement to display either a `TextField` or a `SecureField` based on the `isApiKeyVisible` state. The eye button toggles the visibility of the API key by changing the `isApiKeyVisible` state. --- **Bram:** still getting `Type 'Any' cannot conform to 'ViewModifier'` can you just rewrite `ContentView` from scratch --- **GPT:** I apologize for the confusion. Here's the updated `ContentView.swift` file without the custom `ViewModifier` structs and with a simplified solution for showing and hiding the API key: ```swift import SwiftUI import AVFoundation import KeychainSwift struct ContentView: View { @State private var isRecording = false @State private var audioRecorder: AVAudioRecorder! @State private var bulletPoints: String = "" @State private var apiKey: String = "" @State private var isApiKeyVisible = false private let keychain = KeychainSwift() var body: some View { VStack { HStack { if isApiKeyVisible { TextField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey, onCommit: { keychain.set(apiKey, forKey: "openai_api_key") }) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) } else { SecureField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey, onCommit: { keychain.set(apiKey, forKey: "openai_api_key") }) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) } Button(action: { isApiKeyVisible.toggle() }) { Image(systemName: isApiKeyVisible ? "eye.slash.fill" : "eye.fill") .foregroundColor(.blue) } } .padding() Text("Bullet Points:") .font(.title) ScrollView { Text(bulletPoints) } .padding() Button(action: { if isRecording { stopRecording() } else { startRecording() } isRecording.toggle() }) { Text(isRecording ? "Stop Recording" : "Start Recording") .padding() .background(isRecording ? Color.red : Color.blue) .foregroundColor(.white) .clipShape(Capsule()) } .padding() Button(action: { UIPasteboard.general.string = bulletPoints }) { Text("Copy to Clipboard") .padding() .background(Color.green) .foregroundColor(.white) .clipShape(Capsule()) } .padding() } } // ... (rest of the code remains the same) } struct ContentView_Previews: PreviewProvider { static var previews: some View { ContentView() } } ``` This updated `ContentView` uses an `if` statement to display either a `TextField` or a `SecureField` based on the `isApiKeyVisible` state. The eye button toggles the visibility of the API key by changing the `isApiKeyVisible` state. --- **Bram:** getting error: `**Error transcribing audio: Error Domain= Code=-1 "(null)"**` --- **GPT:** The error you're encountering might be due to an incorrect response handling in the `transcribeAudio(fileURL:completion:)` function in the `APIManager.swift` file. The Whisper API response structure is different from what the function expects. To fix this issue, update the `transcribeAudio(fileURL:completion:)` function in `APIManager.swift` as follows: ```swift func transcribeAudio(fileURL: URL, completion: @escaping (Result) -> Void) { let headers: HTTPHeaders = [ "Authorization": "Bearer \(apiKey)" ] let url = "\(openAIURL)/audio/transcriptions" AF.upload(multipartFormData: { multipartFormData in multipartFormData.append(fileURL, withName: "file") multipartFormData.append("whisper-1".data(using: .utf8)!, withName: "model") }, to: url, headers: headers).responseJSON { response in switch response.result { case .success(let value): if let json = value as? [String: Any], let data = json["data"] as? [String: Any], let transcription = data["transcription"] as? String { completion(.success(transcription)) } else { completion(.failure(NSError(domain: "", code: -1, userInfo: nil))) } case .failure(let error): completion(.failure(error)) } } } ``` This updated function now correctly handles the response from the Whisper API by looking for the `transcription` key inside the `data` dictionary. Please note that the Whisper API is in a research preview, and its performance may vary. If you still encounter issues, make sure your API key is correct and has the necessary permissions. Additionally, ensure that the audio file you're trying to transcribe is in a supported format and has clear speech. --- **Bram:** keychain not updating api key when i paste it in --- **GPT:** I apologize for the confusion. It seems the `onCommit` event is not being triggered as expected when pasting the API key. To fix this issue, let's create a separate button to save the API key to the keychain. Update the `body` property of the `VStack` in `ContentView.swift` as follows: ```swift VStack { HStack { if isApiKeyVisible { TextField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) } else { SecureField("Paste your API key here", text: $apiKey) .textFieldStyle(RoundedBorderTextFieldStyle()) .disableAutocorrection(true) .autocapitalization(.none) } Button(action: { isApiKeyVisible.toggle() }) { Image(systemName: isApiKeyVisible ? "eye.slash.fill" : "eye.fill") .foregroundColor(.blue) } } .padding() Button(action: { keychain.set(apiKey, forKey: "openai_api_key") }) { Text("Save API Key") .padding() .background(Color.orange) .foregroundColor(.white) .clipShape(Capsule()) } .padding() // ... (rest of the code remains the same) } ``` This code adds a "Save API Key" button below the API key input field. When clicked, it saves the API key to the keychain. This should resolve the issue with the keychain not updating the API key when pasting it in. --- **Bram:** ```swift if let json = value as? [String: Any], let data = json["data"] as? [String: Any], let transcription = data["text"] as? String { completion(.success(transcription)) } ``` is not correctly pulling text from ``` { Ā  Ā  text = "So now I'm recording. I guess the first time it breaks and I don't know why that is the case, but whatever."; } ``` --- **GPT:** I apologize for the confusion. It seems I made a mistake in the response handling code. Based on the response structure you provided, you should access the `text` key directly from the `json` dictionary. Update the `transcribeAudio(fileURL:completion:)` function in `APIManager.swift` as follows: ```swift func transcribeAudio(fileURL: URL, completion: @escaping (Result) -> Void) { let headers: HTTPHeaders = [ "Authorization": "Bearer \(apiKey)" ] let url = "\(openAIURL)/audio/transcriptions" AF.upload(multipartFormData: { multipartFormData in multipartFormData.append(fileURL, withName: "file") multipartFormData.append("whisper-1".data(using: .utf8)!, withName: "model") }, to: url, headers: headers).responseJSON { response in switch response.result { case .success(let value): if let json = value as? [String: Any], let transcription = json["text"] as? 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([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01g9yykm56pry9651htmp4whwv?ref=bramadams.dev)) PNGs have been better for compression than JPGs but I'm not sure why that is the case ### AI Dilemma …multiple advances happening within the same model/multiple ai fields merging into one …mass deployment w different incentives …arms race to ai spread and adoption …persuade ai and more! *i overall agree with the sentiment, though i reserve the right to change that opinion. and i will continue to build with this technology and post knowledge/conversations because it excites me and has made my life notably higher quality on the metrics that i care about. that said, it is a testament to ai's raw power that we should treat it with respect and slow down public integration.* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/damn-i-kinda-think-that-6-mo-ai.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/damn-i-kinda-think-that-6-mo-ai.png) damn i kinda think that 6 mo ai.png ## Images ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/do-you-have-a-condom.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/do-you-have-a-condom.png) do you have a condom.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/oh-shit-is-that-a-vitamix.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/oh-shit-is-that-a-vitamix.png) oh shit is that a vitamix.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/weird-ragnaros-board.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/weird-ragnaros-board.png) weird ragnaros board.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/sandy-stairs.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/sandy-stairs.png) sandy stairs.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/cherry-blossoms-in-brooklyn.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/cherry-blossoms-in-brooklyn.png) cherry blossoms in brooklyn.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/this-pic-w-rflctn-in-glasses-kinda-go-hard-ngl.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/this-pic-w-rflctn-in-glasses-kinda-go-hard-ngl.png) this pic w rflctn in glasses kinda go hard ngl.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Music ### Mark Twain on Editing URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303261542/ Last updated: 2023-04-12T14:53:28.000Z It seems that the exact quote "I'm sorry I ran out of time to edit this" is not found in the search results. However, a similar quote attributed to Mark Twain is, "I apologize for such a long letter - I didn't have time to write a short one." **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** > Funny-Writing Tip #4: Make It Short Anything worth saying is worth saying briefly. It may take more time (Mark Twain famously apologized for a letter’s lengthiness by explaining that he didn’t have time to make it short), but this is time well spent. Sometimes cutting a word or two can make a line twice as funny, or turn an unfunny line into a funny one. Experiment with your work by cutting words. See if anything’s lost. And use simpler, shorter words when possible. ([Location 417](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00K9PI7AQ&location=417&ref=bramadams.dev)) ### Do LLMs spell the death of poetry? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304062100/ Last updated: 2023-04-15T17:59:36.000Z We explore the potential consequences of large language models on our language, culture and identity. 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URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304071434/ Last updated: 2024-07-04T12:51:08.000Z šŸ’” The "**arbitrage*" series: \- [ARBITRAGE](https://www.bramadams.dev/arbitrage/) \- [Running a Zero Waste Flywheel](https://www.bramadams.dev/state-of-the-flywheel-november-2023/) \- [Do Less, Better (with leverage!)](https://www.bramadams.dev/202304071434/) \- [Issue 38: The Art of Self-Surveillance](https://www.bramadams.dev/issue-38/) ![audio-thumbnail](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/media/2023/04/audio-companion-for-leverage-post_thumb.png?v=1680909144921) Audio companion for Do Less, Better (with leverage!) 0:00 /1068.617143 1Ɨ TLDR: Entrepreneurs, like everyone else, are participants of reality, which means that they will be pulled by both external and internal forces. You **should** think of your endeavors like a business, and you **should** consider your Profit/Losses. The name of the game when it comes to P/L is **leverage**. **Leverage is everything**. Finally, real practical examples of revenue generating leverage and cost saving leverage. ## Preamble To participate in the game of entrepreneurship is to give implicit consent to be dragged around by reality like a amoeba in the ocean. At any given time, the steward and agent of a business must choose how to delegate energy given the whims and winds of reality. There are two types of demands from reality: external demands and internal demands. Internal demands include (but are not limited to): your core (rigid) values, your mental state, your physical state, and your perception (pessimism/optimism), etc.. External demands include (but are not limited to): your society's ruleset, the economy, the era you reside in, the country you were born into, what technology is popular at the moment, etc. The pragmatic entrepreneur (from French, from *entreprendre*; a person who undertakes a project) realizes that these forces exist somewhere between totally in their control (what time do I eat a sandwich) to completely out of their control (how many sandwiches are eaten in the world every day). This knowledge is then funneled into the number one, **most important calculation** an entrepreneur needs (arguably the **only** formula an entrepreneur needs): ``` Profit = Total Revenue (Number of Units x Price Per Unit) - Total Cost (Fixed Costs + Variable Costs) ``` ## Profit and Loss It's tempting to assume that the above calculation is only relevant to money making operations. But frankly, it can be applied to any risk/reward undertaking. There is cost (both financial and emotional) to dating, but people on the dating market crunch the numbers in their head and hope that a lifelong relationship will have higher "revenue" through love and companionship. The same could be said about higher education. A student takes on cost (financial, time/opportunity, mental stress) for the assurance that it will pay off with a long and impactful career.[\[1\]](#fn1) I could go on: hunting, farming, sleeping in too late, waking up too early… any discrete risk/reward with human choice can be bundled into this equation. Indeed even at a "safe" job, a company serves as an umbrella -- swallowing bureaucratic costs like taxes and employing amongst peers with different skills, and therefore cuts the potential revenue (both financial and creative[\[2\]](#fn2)) that an individual can receive. For the purposes of this essay, I want to talk about how to manipulate this equation using one of my favorite methods: leverage. ## The Importance of Leverage > *Give me a lever* long *enough* and a fulcrum on which to place it, and I shall move the world It is widely accepted that humans are unique because of our ability to extend our consciousness (and limbs) through our tools. Some tools manifest physically, like a hammer or a car. These physical tools greatly enhance our physical abilities, allowing us to move at hundreds of miles per hour, or casually decimate boulders. Other tools manifest themselves conceptually, like language, or laws. These conceptual tools orient the minds of entire communities, allowing for centralized control of discrete individuals with different game theoretic incentives (this can be a good or a bad thing depending on what ideas reign supreme). Some tools, like programming, can move between physical and conceptual. These tools are the **most powerful** in terms of leverage since they can affect **physical change** as well as **alter the rules in which the game** is played. For the entrepreneur, leverage is power. Especially for indie entrepreneurs, leverage is not a nice thing to have to become successful, it is **mandatory**. Leverage can be applied through cost leverage or revenue leverage. Let's talk about both below. ### Cost Leverage Cost (fixed + marginal) is how much it costs you to produce one unit of a valuable asset. An asset can be anything from a bracelet on an Etsy store, to a billion dollar oil conglomerate that ships n barrels of oil, to a blog post you are reading right now about leverage šŸ˜‰. To leverage cost, we look for ways to lower our fixed and marginal costs. These costs include: technology to produce a unit (fixed, usually) and time and effort (marginal, usually). At the company of one level, marginal cost is your number one foe. It should be destroyed and driven to zero at all…costs. Let's take a look at a common online undertaking -- the humble blog. How often have you come across blogs that look like this? ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/Drawing-2023-04-07-14.27.20.excalidraw.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/Drawing-2023-04-07-14.27.20.excalidraw.png) Drawing 2023-04-07 14.27.20.excalidraw.png The author might post 1-4 times at the outset, disappear for months, spontaneously re appear six months later as if they never went away and then vanish entirely like they're the Avatar or something. If you run across one of these people (and if you are one, no judgement) and ask them what happened, you'll generally hear the same story told in a few ways: 1. The effort to write and edit the posts by myself was really high 2. I get more eyeballs on Twitt-gram-book, so why wouldn't I just post there? The saddest part about this is that these are in actuality all the same story: the cost was too high and the revenue was too low. It is even sadder because most people make a genuine effort, only to disqualify themselves at the starting line. Fortunately, we live in an era where technology can have a **massive** effect on the cost of any individual unit you intend to make revenue from. Let's discuss a few (non exhaustive list). #### Automation In the example of someone in the blog business, automation is a discrete program that lowers the cost to produce an idea end to end. In my business, I have two programs that automate my workflow nearly entirely: First, I capture ideas on iOS with [a shortcut I wrote](https://github.com/bramses/awesome-shortcuts/tree/master/obsidian/quick-capture-text-obsidian?ref=bramadams.dev), which then pipes directly into my central vault in Obsidian. This way the cost of having a good idea is driven to near zero, since the vault will automatically surface the `to-process` notes for my consumption at my leisure. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/to-process-in-obsidian-example.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/to-process-in-obsidian-example.png) to process in obsidian example.png Second, for publishing, I use a modified version of [Obsidian Ghost Publish plugin](https://github.com/bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish?ref=bramadams.dev) by jaynguyens. In short, one click publish from Obsidian to Ghost plus image management, code block cleaning, special footnote HTML, etc. These two automations (and the many more that I run on my machine) are **critical** to my process and the reason I was able as a solo-person to publish [more than 300 posts in less than a year](https://www.bramadams.dev/202301312143/). In fact, occasionally, out of cost leverage successful projects are born. One of my popular open source repositories, Bramses' Highly Opinionated Vault, was from me trying to use automation to drive the cost of my project management process down. [GitHub - bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023: A highly opinionated, fully featured Obsidian vault that can get you from Zero to Zettelkasten lickety split!A highly opinionated, fully featured Obsidian vault that can get you from Zero to Zettelkasten lickety split! - GitHub - bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023: A highly opinionated, fully f…![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/4e6b88bcdd55e0741fc2663a0241eb467e3d9a738dd0a92528acb014a7f2b664/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023)](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** #### AI You've probably been inundated with AI content lately, but I'd be remiss not to discuss how **pivotal** AI is to driving down costs. The featured image for this blog post, the excerpt **and** the title are all partially or fully created with AI. As a [OpenAI developer ambassador](https://platform.openai.com/ambassadors?ref=bramadams.dev), I have spent years working with these technologies. One of the core pillars of value LLMs provide is to find subtle complex patterns in a large body of signal and noise and transform it into another modality. In other words, *GPT is really good at writing things…in other words*. AI serves as my co-creator either in code (Copilot, [Stenography](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev)), writing, or project management. In fact, another one of my popular open source repositories, ChatGPT MD was born because I needed a way to use AI in my tool of choice, Obsidian. [GitHub - bramses/chatgpt-md: A (nearly) seamless integration of ChatGPT into Obsidian.A (nearly) seamless integration of ChatGPT into Obsidian. - GitHub - bramses/chatgpt-md: A (nearly) seamless integration of ChatGPT into Obsidian.![](https://github.com/fluidicon.png)GitHubbramses![](https://opengraph.githubassets.com/dcbbd4071b46515d0b80734081dbb667d7a00c82e59f6694ec0c8bbc52dfbc49/bramses/chatgpt-md)](https://github.com/bramses/chatgpt-md?ref=bramadams.dev) #### Flywheels Flywheels are a conceptual leverage tool that can sit either in cost saving or revenue generating category. I've [written deeply about the topic before](https://homepage-kappa-three.vercel.app/projects/companies-of-one-need-flywheels?ref=bramadams.dev) so I won't dwell too long, but the idea is that you want to be in a position where you can convert multiple parts of your existing pipeline into revenue generating elements. For example, you record a stream on Twitch and turn sections into independent YouTube videos that drive new viewers to your Twitch and so on and so on. In my case, I've combined all three elements above for my [ChatGPT series](https://www.bramadams.dev/tag/chatgpt/). 1. I capture ideas from books or while I'm on the go. Those ideas wind up in Obsidian. 2. From there I use ChatGPT MD to have a conversation with GPT about an idea. I record these for my [YouTube channel](https://www.youtube.com/@bram%5Fadams?ref=bramadams.dev). 3. I use my [AI workflow to generate assets for the video](https://github.com/bramses/youtube-assets-from-video?ref=bramadams.dev) and my Obsidian Ghost publish automated workflow to publish. It's a pretty well oiled machine, if I do say so myself, and takes very little effort to run for the outsized rewards. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/flywheel-example-of-posting.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/flywheel-example-of-posting.png) flywheel example of posting.png *notice how everything points to everything else* ### Revenue Leverage #### Capture Capture is basically how many units you can move. In the internet era, cost of moving bits across the internet is damn near zero but there are a few considerations you have to weigh including: your exposure to social media, and ownership. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/analytics-ex-1.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/analytics-ex-1.png) analytics ex 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/analytics-ex-2.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/analytics-ex-2.png) analytics ex 2.png \_an example of how many "units" are moved on bramadams.dev across the globe. P.S. we need more Aussies!!!\_ Basically, you want to own as **much** of the stack as you possible. A straightforward example: if you have 15 units of energy to spend a day on acquiring new readers/users/friends, your time would be better spent building an email newsletter (*you should totally sign up for mine by clicking that lil button in the corner of your screen btw*) than building a Twitter following since Twitter followers are inherently worth **less**. They are owned by Twitter (duh) and hard locked onto the platform where you *happen* to also be (along with millions of other similar people). I use social media these days as a wheel and spoke model. This website is the core, and social media is basically an outreach center, but it does not receive the lion's share of my attention. #### Quality I hesitate to discuss quality because it is quite subjective,[\[3\]](#fn3) but I do have some thoughts on the subject of dimensionality. Akin to the flywheel above, the "quality" of a unit goes up if it exists from multiple angles. By creating an object that has more depth and breadth, you as the creator get to learn more about it, and make it better. For example, if you write a program, dimensionality is writing a unit test, or creating a new consumer for an API. Both of these add angles to which the core product is consumed, and increase its quality. #### New Channels Adding a new channel (similar to dimensionality) can also increase revenue. Do this with sparingly and with caution however, since e**very new channel must be maintained with a non zero cost**. > One of history’s few iron laws is that **luxuries tend to become necessities and to spawn new obligations**. Once people get used to a certain luxury, they take it for granted. ([Location 1401](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B00ICN066A&location=1401&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Conclusion In sum, use leverage to drive cost to zero and increase the amount and quality of the units that you provide. This does not have to purely relate to money making, and in fact, this conceptual tool can be applied in many areas of life. Keep profit and loss at top of mind, and best of luck in your undertakings! --- 1. unfortunately, we know for many that is not the case 2. some company ndas are beyond draconian 3. For some reason that is well beyond my pay grade, the 1970's thought that this type of wallpaper was stylish [202301130121](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301130121?ref=bramadams.dev) ### April 05 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304052333/ Last updated: 2023-04-06T03:48:59.000Z ## Images working on my first chatgpt plugin! a ui-less smart daily schedule! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/canvas-for-schedule-plugin.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/canvas-for-schedule-plugin.png) canvas for schedule plugin.png experimenting with having gpt create different schedules based off different priorities. then im gonna do some routing logic, filtering, database etc. and see what shit comes out lmao ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/gpt-prompts-for-different-schedules.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/gpt-prompts-for-different-schedules.png) gpt prompts for different schedules.png i found it ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/todays-finds-for-you...you.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/todays-finds-for-you...you.png) todays finds for you...you.png turn 6 magmaloc p good ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/turn-6-magmaloc.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/turn-6-magmaloc.png) turn 6 magmaloc.png almost as good as two mecha jaraxxus turn 6 ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/two-mecha-jaraxxus.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/two-mecha-jaraxxus.png) two mecha jaraxxus.png 20 armor sneed lmao -- full gray bar! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/sneed-20-armor.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/sneed-20-armor.png) sneed 20 armor.png ## Code this morning teamed up w gpt to have ai create assets automatically from transcripts. manual title creation be damned, bleh! ## Videos I think Fireship is right on the money here about llms writing code…it is much more effective to have a yaml psuedocode-like language and let llms fill in particulars (svelte, ruby, c, etc) create a pseudocode language for … (^ something that looks like yaml is best! + make sure to insert documentation into the yaml as `comment`!): HES FUCKIN BACK BB i liked this take a lot! ## Music **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### How GPT Helped Me Write an e2e App From Bed (yt Assets From transcript) URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304051745/ Last updated: 2023-04-05T22:00:18.000Z i set out this morning (from my bed) to create a server that does a workflow that i find tedious (im pretty lazy) when uploading to yt: coming up with a title, description and a thumbnail. i had gpt do the lion's share of the work, prodding when something didnt work the way i expect. for the ai art prompt i just throw that shit into dalle then take my fav result and put it in canva lol. lessons learned: - the 25MB whisper api limit is \~10 mins in mp3 - exporting a range is muchhh cheaper data wise than an entire video (see pics below) - that multer is a thing - you can upload multipart forms in insomnia! - the titles and descriptions are a leaping off point for creativity and personal style - the ai art prompt can be copy pasted directly into dalle lol ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/small-file-fcpx-export.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/small-file-fcpx-export.png) small file fcpx export.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/large-file-fcpx-export.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/large-file-fcpx-export.png) large file fcpx export.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/the-app-running-a-form-upload-in-insomia.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/the-app-running-a-form-upload-in-insomia.png) the app running a form upload in insomia.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/canva-yt-thumb-example.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/canva-yt-thumb-example.png) canva yt thumb example.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/the-process-of-the-transcipt-to-yt-asset-app.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/the-process-of-the-transcipt-to-yt-asset-app.png) the process of the transcipt to yt asset app.png you can find the repo here! [GitHub - bramses/youtube-assets-from-video](https://github.com/bramses/youtube-assets-from-video?ref=bramadams.dev) ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps.'] temperature: 0.0 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 2000 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-3.5-turbo --- ``` write an express js server only in method stubs and js docs that: 1. allows user to upload a mp4 or mov file 2. calls the openai whisper api with file (see # transcription api for request details) 3. gets the transcript from response.text 4. uses the chatgpt api with the template to create youtube assets (see # asset template) ## Transcription Api ```js const { Configuration, OpenAIApi } = require("openai"); const configuration = new Configuration({ apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY, }); const openai = new OpenAIApi(configuration); const resp = await openai.createTranscription( fs.createReadStream("audio.mp3"), "whisper-1" ); ``` ## Asset Template can you write: 1. an eye catching youtube title for this transcript (focus mainly on the code) 2. a youtube description (phrased as a question to get people to want to read more) 3. a potential ai art prompt from this transcript -thematically related and should be slightly abstract and use a random lesser known art period from history with a color palette that fits the description and title --- **GPT:** ```js /** * POST /upload * Allows user to upload a mp4 or mov file and creates YouTube assets using OpenAI APIs. * * @param {Object} req - The request object containing the uploaded file. * @param {Object} res - The response object with the created YouTube assets. */ const uploadFile = async (req, res) => { // TODO: Implement file upload logic try { // Call OpenAI Whisper API for transcription const { Configuration, OpenAIApi } = require("openai"); const configuration = new Configuration({ apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY, }); const openai = new OpenAIApi(configuration); const resp = await openai.createTranscription( fs.createReadStream("audio.mp3"), "whisper-1" ); // Get transcript from response text const transcript = resp.text; // Call ChatGPT API with template for creating YouTube assets const chatgptResponse = await openai.complete({ engine: 'text-davinci-002', prompt: `Can you write an eye-catching title and description for this code-related video? \n\nTitle:\nDescription as question:\nPotential AI art prompt from this transcript (using a random lesser-known art period):\n`, maxTokens: 1000, n: 1, temperature: 0.5, }); // Extract generated title, description, and AI art prompt from response choices array const [generatedText] = chatgptResponse.choices.map((choice) => choice.text.trim()); const [title, descriptionQuestion, aiArtPrompt] = generatedText.split("\n").map((line) => line.slice(line.indexOf(":") + 1).trim()); // Send back created YouTube assets res.status(200).json({ title, description: `${descriptionQuestion} \n\nTranscript:\n${transcript}`, aiArtPrompt, }); } catch (error) { console.error(error); res.status(500).send("Error creating YouTube assets"); } }; ``` --- **Bram:** can you write the js that calls this fn and starts the server --- **GPT:** Sure! Here's an example of how you can call the `uploadFile` function and start the server using Express.js: ```js const express = require("express"); const app = express(); // Define route for file upload app.post("/upload", uploadFile); // Start server on port 3000 app.listen(3000, () => { console.log("Server started on port 3000"); }); ``` Note that you'll need to import the `uploadFile` function from wherever it is defined in your code. --- **Bram:** can you install dotenv and include it in the above code --- **GPT:** Sure! Here's an updated version of the code that includes `dotenv`: ```js const express = require("express"); const app = express(); require("dotenv").config(); // Define route for file upload app.post("/upload", uploadFile); // Start server on port 3000 app.listen(3000, () => { console.log("Server started on port 3000"); }); ``` Make sure to install `dotenv` by running `npm install dotenv`. --- **Bram:** cany uo write the Implement file upload logic --- **GPT:** Sure! Here's an example implementation of the file upload logic using `multer` middleware: ```js const multer = require("multer"); // Set up Multer storage engine for uploaded files const storage = multer.diskStorage({ destination: function (req, file, cb) { cb(null, "uploads/"); }, filename: function (req, file, cb) { const uniqueSuffix = Date.now() + "-" + Math.round(Math.random() * 1e9) + ".mp3"; cb(null, file.fieldname + "-" + uniqueSuffix); }, }); // Create Multer instance with specified storage engine and accepted MIME types const upload = multer({ storage, limits: { fileSize: process.env.MAX_FILE_SIZE || "25MB" }, }).single("file"); /** * POST /upload * Allows user to upload a mp4 or mov file and creates YouTube assets using OpenAI APIs. * * @param {Object} req - The request object containing the uploaded file. * @param {Object} res - The response object with the created YouTube assets. */ const uploadFile = async (req, res) => { // Call Multer middleware to handle uploaded file upload(req,res,function(err){ if(err instanceof multer.MulterError){ return res.status(400).json({message:"File too large"}); }else if(err){ return res.status(500).json({message:"Error uploading file"}); } console.log(`Uploaded ${req.file.filename}`); try { // Call OpenAI Whisper API for transcription const { Configuration, OpenAIApi } = require("openai"); const configuration = new Configuration({ apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY, }); const openai = new OpenAIApi(configuration); const resp = await openai.createTranscription( fs.createReadStream(req.file.path), "whisper-1" ); // Get transcript from response text const transcript = resp.text; // Call ChatGPT API with template for creating YouTube assets const chatgptResponse = await openai.complete({ engine: 'text-davinci-002', prompt: `Can you write an eye-catching title and description for this code-related video? \n\nTitle:\nDescription as question:\nPotential AI art prompt from this transcript (using a random lesser-known art period):\n`, maxTokens: 1000, n: 1, temperature: 0.5, }); // Extract generated title, description, and AI art prompt from response choices array const [generatedText] = chatgptResponse.choices.map((choice) => choice.text.trim()); const [title, descriptionQuestion, aiArtPrompt] = generatedText.split("\n").map((line) => line.slice(line.indexOf(":") + 1).trim()); // Send back created YouTube assets res.status(200).json({ title, description: `${descriptionQuestion} \n\nTranscript:\n${transcript}`, aiArtPrompt, }); } catch (error) { console.error(error); res.status(500).send("Error creating YouTube assets"); } }) }; ``` This implementation uses the `multer` middleware to handle file uploads. The uploaded file is stored in the `uploads/` directory using a unique filename generated by combining the original fieldname with a timestamp and random number suffix. The Multer instance is configured to accept only one file at a time with a maximum size of either the value specified in the `.env` file or `"50MB"` by default. The `uploadFile` function calls the Multer middleware to handle the uploaded file, then passes the resulting `req` object to the OpenAI APIs for transcription and YouTube asset creation. --- **Bram:** how would i make a curl post request to this? --- **GPT:** You can make a `curl` POST request to this server by running the following command in your terminal: ``` curl -X POST -F 'file=@/path/to/file.mp3' http://localhost:3000/upload ``` Replace `/path/to/file.mp3` with the actual path to your audio file. This `curl` command sends a multipart/form-data POST request to the `/upload` endpoint of your Express.js server, with the uploaded file attached as a form field named "file". The `-F` option specifies that we're sending a form field, and the `@` symbol before the file path indicates that we want to attach a file. --- **Bram:** getting `no such file or directory` error from the multer part below: ``` const uniqueSuffix = Date.now() + "-" + Math.round(Math.random() * 1e9) + ".mp3"; ``` --- **GPT:** The error message "no such file or directory" usually indicates that the specified directory does not exist. In this case, it's likely that the `uploads/` directory has not been created yet. To fix this issue, you can create the `uploads/` directory manually in your project root folder by running: ``` mkdir uploads ``` Alternatively, you can modify the `destination` property of the Multer storage engine to specify a different path where you want to store uploaded files. For example: ```js const storage = multer.diskStorage({ destination: function (req, file, cb) { cb(null, "./public/uploads/"); }, filename: function (req, file, cb) { const uniqueSuffix = Date.now() + "-" + Math.round(Math.random() * 1e9) + ".mp3"; cb(null, file.fieldname + "-" + uniqueSuffix); }, }); ``` This will create an `uploads/` subdirectory inside a new `public/` folder in your project root. Make sure to also update any references to the upload directory elsewhere in your code if you change its location. --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat With GPT: How ChatGPT & Judea Pearl's Book of Why Inspired a Causal Model Visualization Tool's Pseudocode URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304012215/ Last updated: 2023-04-15T18:00:49.000Z How can two users explore the causal relationships between different variables? _This post is for subscribers only._ ### April 4 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304041852/ Last updated: 2023-04-04T23:05:19.000Z ## Thoughts - this [oss insight website](https://ossinsight.io/analyze/bramses/chatgpt-md?ref=bramadams.dev#issues) is actually pretty intense yah? ## Images here's to hoping rensuke finds a way to be less edgelord again lol ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/egoist-four-back-together.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/egoist-four-back-together.png) egoist four back together.png turns out teron hero power on djinn is preeeeeetty good ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/teron-djinn.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/teron-djinn.png) teron djinn.png šŸ‘€ ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/eyeball-fire-thing.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/eyeball-fire-thing.png) eyeball fire thing.png i didn't know a chair could sit on a chair's lap until i saw this ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/chairystyle.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/chairystyle.png) chairystyle.png šŸƒ ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/04/chatgptmd420.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/chatgptmd420.png) chatgptmd420.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Videos ### Issue 3: Insane in the (Meme)brane URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304021539/ Last updated: 2023-04-02T21:40:43.000Z On insanity, garble, shared understanding, and audiovisual content _This post is for subscribers only._ ### Writing OpenAPI with... OpenAI URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202304021706/ Last updated: 2023-04-02T21:17:26.000Z With the announcement of ChatGPT Plugins using the OpenAPI spec, developers the world over simultaneously thought: "damn, maybe I should've made those Swagger docs after all, lmao". For NextJS users (at least), the I wrote a program that automatically introspects the `/api` folder and finds endpoints within the handler method and uses GPT to infer an OpenAPI spec. Meta!! How does this work? First, we define two helper functions: `getApiRoutes` that uses glob to find all TypeScript files in the `pages/api` directory, and `getHandlerFunction` that extracts the handler function from each file using Babel to parse the code and returns an array of `{name, content}` objects with the name being the filename, and content being a string slice containing only the handler function code. Then, we define a function called `inferOpenApiSpec`, which calls both previously defined helper functions to obtain an array of handlers with their respective contents, then loops over each item in this array. For each handler function **found**, it sends a message as input to GPT-3 along with some preamble text describing how to convert TS functions into JSDoc YAML. Once it receives a response from GPT-3 it writes resulting contents into `./openapi/{handlerFunction.name}.js`. ```ts /* 1. get the handler function from files 2. use gpt to infer the openapi yaml from the spec 3. return the result as a string */ import { glob } from "glob"; import { readFileWrapper, writeFileWrapper } from "./helpers"; import { loadEnvConfig } from "@next/env"; loadEnvConfig(process.cwd()); import { Configuration, OpenAIApi } from "openai"; const configuration = new Configuration({ organization: "…", apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY, }); const openai = new OpenAIApi(configuration); const SKIP_FILES = []; // files to skip from api folder import * as babel from "@babel/core"; // needs to be required instead of imported to work const parser = require("@babel/parser"); const getApiRoutes = async () => { const apiRoutes = await glob("pages/api/**/*.ts"); return apiRoutes; }; const getHandlerFunction = async (apiRoutes: string[]) => { const handlerFunctions = []; for (const apiRoute of apiRoutes) { const file = await readFileWrapper(apiRoute); const ast = parser.parse(file, { sourceType: "module", plugins: ["typescript"], }); babel.traverse(ast, { ExportDefaultDeclaration(path) { const declaration = path.node.declaration; if ( declaration.type === "FunctionDeclaration" && declaration.id.name === "handler" ) { handlerFunctions.push({ content: file.slice(declaration.start, declaration.end), name: apiRoute.slice(10, -3) }); } }, }); } return handlerFunctions.filter((handlerFunction) => !SKIP_FILES.includes(handlerFunction.name)); }; const inferOpenApiSpec = async () => { const apiRoutes = await getApiRoutes(); const handlerFunctions = await getHandlerFunction(apiRoutes); for (const handlerFunction of handlerFunctions) { console.log(`Reading ${handlerFunction.name}`); const completion = await openai.createChatCompletion({ model: "gpt-3.5-turbo", messages: [ { role: "system", content: "I am a bot that converts handler functions into OpenAPI specs (the path only). I only return YAML in JSDoc format.", }, { role: "user", content: `I want to convert this handler function with path /api/${handlerFunction.name} into an OpenAPI spec: ${handlerFunction.content}` }, ], }); const res = completion.data.choices[0].message.content; const openApiSpec = res.slice(res.indexOf("```yaml") + 7, res.indexOf("```", res.indexOf("```yaml") + 7)); let extractedJSDoc = openApiSpec.slice(openApiSpec.indexOf("/**") + 3, openApiSpec.indexOf("*/")) .replace("openapi", "swagger") extractedJSDoc = "/**\n" + extractedJSDoc + "\n*/\n"; console.log("Full response:"); console.log(res) console.log(`Writing ${handlerFunction.name}`); await writeFileWrapper(`./openapi/${handlerFunction.name}.js`, extractedJSDoc); } }; inferOpenApiSpec(); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). 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[Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### March 31 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303312023/ Last updated: 2023-04-01T00:41:30.000Z ## Thoughts ### Time Blocking in Obsidian I made a text first Cal Newport style time blocking planner (a video on the old version i used [here](https://youtu.be/hnBbixSF%5FxQ?ref=bramadams.dev)). Features: - Obsidian to toggle list - Pomodoro 25 min blocks -- 10 min at end of hour to rest - strikethrough to replace things you didn't get to - start and end of work day ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/time-blocking-obsidian.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/time-blocking-obsidian.png) time blocking obsidian.png ```md ## Current Time: @timenow (Start of workday) (End of workday) - 12a - 00 - 25 - 50 - 1 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 2 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 3 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 4 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 5 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 6 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 7 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 8 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 9 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 10 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 11 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 12p - 00 - 25 - 50 - 1 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 2 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 3 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 4 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 5 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 6 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 7 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 8 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 9 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 10 - 00 - 25 - 50 - 11 - 00 - 25 - 50 ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### New VSC BG It's corrupted bc it edits the root `styles.css` of VSC, hope that doesn't bite me in the ass later lol. It looks fly as fuck, tho. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/vsc-waifu-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/vsc-waifu-1.png) vsc waifu 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/vsc-waifu-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/vsc-waifu-2.png) vsc waifu 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/vsc-waifu-corrupt.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/vsc-waifu-corrupt.png) vsc waifu corrupt.png ### The Struggle of Being A Dev (cot'd.) yah bro, i'll redo the whole proj, just for you, no worries šŸ‘Œ. the utter disrespect of youtube comments i swear to god lmao ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/just-redo-it-nbd.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/04/just-redo-it-nbd.png) just redo it nbd.png ## Music ## Video ### An Awkward Yet Healthy Relationship URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303310940/ Last updated: 2023-04-01T00:45:53.000Z Rin saying this is a great break from the norm of tyrant older brother trope in anime. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/rin-and-sae-itoshi-1.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/rin-and-sae-itoshi-1.png) rin and sae itoshi 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/rin-and-sae-itoshi-2.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/rin-and-sae-itoshi-2.png) rin and sae itoshi 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/rin-and-sae-itoshi-3.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/rin-and-sae-itoshi-3.png) rin and sae itoshi 3.png ## Itachi and Sasuke Take Notes Starts evil, becomes good ## Killua and Illumi Take Notes Starts evil, stays evil ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/killua-threatens-illumi-1.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/killua-threatens-illumi-1.png) killua threatens illumi 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/killua-threatens-illumi-2.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/killua-threatens-illumi-2.png) killua threatens illumi 2.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with GPT: MusicalTrolls - A Real-Time Collaborative Music Making Application URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303310244/ Last updated: 2023-03-31T06:50:09.000Z a few things to note on this one: 1. ask for the stack of these hypothetical apps to set the scene of what to ask next 2. ask for stubs and one liner documentation, implementations are buggy and eat up tokens. function definitions are clean and comments can direclty be placed into vsc copilot for further work. 3. use one liners like "do the same thing…" to get great diverse output with minimal token use ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps.'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-3.5-turbo --- ``` write app ideas for: > There are some things you can’t share without ending up liking each other, and knocking out a twelve-foot mountain troll is one of them. ([Location 2206](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B0192CTMYG&location=2206&ref=bramadams.dev)) --- **GPT:** 1. "Troll Battle" app - A multiplayer game inspired by the Harry Potter quote where users can challenge friends or strangers to battle a 12-foot mountain troll. The game could have different levels, challenging obstacles and rewards for those who successfully defeat the troll and make new connections. 2. "Troll Trek" app - A hiking/biking trail-finding app that helps users discover scenic routes through mountains or other terrains where they may encounter trolls (or at least some resemblance of them). Users can share their experiences with others on the app while building new friendships over their love of adventure. 3. "Bridge Builder" app - An interactive puzzle-solving game that requires players to collaborate in order to build bridges across treacherous terrain, much like how Harry Potter and his friends had to band together against the mountain troll. Players must work together virtually to construct sturdy bridges before time runs out. 4. "Kindness Troll" app - Inspired by J.K Rowling's message about what it takes for people to end up liking each other, this social platform encourages users from all walks of life to offer acts of kindness towards one another as a means of bridging differences between cultures, religions, ethnicities etc., celebrating diversity whilst simultaneously promoting societal unity in our increasingly divisive world. 5. "Musical Trolls" App: This is an interactive music making application where everyone collaborates in real-time creating unique melodies featuring voices imitating Troll noises & sounds similar to when Ron Weasley played Wizard Chess! It could potentially create funny moments among musicians worldwide whilst exploring entirely novel genres within contemporary music-making practice in today's digital age. --- **Bram:** What would be a good stack for Musical Trolls? --- **GPT:** For the Musical Trolls app, a good stack could be: 1. Front-end: React Native - This will allow for easy and fast development of mobile apps that can work on both iOS and Android platforms. 2. Backend: Node.js with Express.js - Node.js is an efficient backend JavaScript runtime environment while Express.js simplifies creating APIs and handling requests. 3. Real-time Collaboration: Socket.IO - Real-time collaboration between users in creating melodies is key to the success of this app and using socket.io as a real-time engine ensures seamless communication. 4. Database: MongoDB or Firebase Realtime database - These are flexible NoSQL databases that can handle large amounts of data with ease making it perfect for storing user-generated content like created melodies. 5. Cloud storage: AWS S3 or Google Cloud Storage APITo store audio files which will be shared by users, cloud storage services such as Amazon Web Services (AWS) S3 or Google's Cloud Storage would be ideal since they provide scalable, secure, and reliable object storage facilities. Overall these technologies should enable rapid development while ensuring scalability, high-performance in terms of low latency & reliability! --- **Bram:** write the main component as method stubs and oone line js docs for the frontend --- **GPT:** Sure, here are the method stubs and one-line JS docs for the frontend component: ```javascript import React from 'react'; /** * The main component for Musical Trolls app. */ class MusicalTrolls extends React.Component { constructor(props) { super(props); // Initialize state variables this.state = {}; // Bind methods to 'this' } /** * Method to handle audio recording. */ handleRecording() {} /** * Method to stop audio recording. */ handleStopRecording() {} /** * Method to play recorded audio. */ handlePlayAudio() {} render() { return (
{/* Render UI components */}
); } } export default MusicalTrolls; ``` The above code includes an outline of a `MusicalTrolls` class component with three empty method stubs that will be later implemented in order to allow users to record their melodies while playing along with each other. These methods include: - `handleRecording()` \- Records user's melody using microphone on click of a button. - `handleStopRecording()` \- Stops recording user's input when they are done creating their melody. - `handlePlayAudio()` \- Allows users' saved melodies/music samples from the database or local storage/audio file uploads to be played back at any time by others logged onto the app. Each method has been documented with its functionality briefly mentioned in the single-line comments making it easier for developers (as well as non-developers) contributing towards developing this application in future. --- **Bram:** do the same thing for the backend --- **GPT:** Sure, here are some method stubs and one-line comments for the backend component: ```javascript const express = require('express'); const app = express(); const httpServer = require('http').createServer(app); const io = require('socket.io')(httpServer); /** * Method to handle incoming socket connections. */ function handleConnection(socket) {} /** * Method to receive recorded audio from clients. */ function onRecordedAudio(data) {} /** * Method to play previously recorded melodies shared among connected clients. */ function playMelodies() {} // Set up routes and middleware app.get('/', (req, res) => { // Return response indicating server is running }); // Listen for HTTP requests httpServer.listen(3000, () => { console.log('Server listening on port 3000'); }); ``` The above code includes stubs for three primary methods that will form the backbone of our Musical Trolls application's backend. - `handleConnection(socket)` \- Will be used to listen out for newly established client's sockets in order to establish a real-time communication link between them. - `onRecordedAudio(data)` \- Will act as a listener function that receives data emitted by all connected users reflecting their own created melodic compositions through use of microphones or other musical instruments. This data can then be stored in some database like MongoDB or Firebase Realtime Database depending upon choice in order to allow others joining the session/room/channel at any time thereafter able to access recordings made by earlier participants who are no longer present/on call. - `playMelodies()` \- Once implemented this method will take care of playing back any pre-recorded user-generated content/melody samples which have been stored within aforementioned third-party databases suggested earlier. Each method has been documented with its functionality briefly mentioned making it easier for developers not familiar with this specific codebase (or domain knowledge requirements such as audio processing, web sockets & realtime server architecture) to understand the intended functionality in one glance. Note: This code is only a stub and there will need to be more routes and middleware added as well as proper database integration. --- **Bram:** do the same thing for socket.io **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- **GPT:** Here are some method stubs and one-line comments for the socket.io component: ```javascript const io = require('socket.io')(httpServer); /** * Method to establish a connection with the server. */ io.on('connection', (socket) => {}); /** * Method to join a room channel. */ function joinRoom(socket, roomCode) {} /** * Method to leave a room channel. */ function leaveRoom(socket, roomCode) {} // Export methods module.exports = { joinRoom, leaveRoom, }; ``` The above code includes stubs for three primary methods that will form the backbone of our real-time collaboration in `MusicalTrolls` application's backend. - `io.on('connection',… )` \- Will be used to listen out for newly established client's sockets in order to establish a real-time communication link between them. - `joinRoom(socket, roomCode)` \- Allows users joining specific channels containing like-minded individuals who share an interest in certain types of music or melody-making techniques i.e., Rock Music Lovers Room & Indian Classical Music Lovers Room. - `leaveRoom(socket,roomCode)` \- When called this method removes/leaves any existing rooms that client is currently subscribed to wherein they were making or listening melodies together with other co-users. Note: This code is only meant as reference and there would need be necessary modifications made based on specific requirements of 'MusicalTrolls' app such as handling audio recording data flow between multiple clients over WebSockets.`Socket.IO` provides numerous other APIs (such as 'broadcasting') that can augment it further depending upon development needs at hand! --- **Bram:** finally, do the same thing for the db orm layer --- **GPT:** Here are some method stubs and one-line comments for the database ORM layer: ```javascript const mongoose = require('mongoose'); // Define schema for melody object const MelodySchema = new mongoose.Schema({ // Schema fields here (e.g. title, artist, audioFile) }); // Create Melody model const MelodyModel = mongoose.model('Melody', MelodySchema); /** * Method to save recorded melody in database. */ async function saveMelody(melodicData) {} /** * Method to get all stored melodies from database. */ async function getAllMelodies() {} // Export methods module.exports = { saveMelody, getAllMelodies, }; ``` The above code includes stubs for two primary methods that will form the backbone of our database ORM layer in `MusicalTrolls` application's backend. - `saveMelody(melodicData)` \- This method stores newly-recorded melodies made by users securely within a storage medium such as Firebase Realtime Database or MongoDB Atlas. The data requested may contain useful details like username(optional), audio file bytes et cetera which can be used later on other parts of app such as retrieval or playing back through different browser clients. - `getAllMelodies()` \- This method retrieves all user-generated content/melodic compositions previously shared & saved within aforementioned third party databases suggested earlier so that any client when joining server gets access to latest creations and is able to appreciate/engage with other collaborators who have already left the session(while recording). Note: This code is only meant as example and there would need necessary modifications based on specific requirements of 'MusicalTrolls' app depending upon persistence/storage needs at hand e.g., if you were using AWS DynamoDB instead of MongoDB atlas as an API source then request/response handling logic would differ accordingly! ### A Chat with GPT: Causality, Bayesian Networks, and Path Diagrams Arguments For and Against URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303211727/ Last updated: 2023-03-31T05:06:21.000Z ive been reading judea pearl's book of why. he makes the case that causality exists and that staticticians are wrong when they say causality is just when correlation is 1\. he also says that bayseian networks are a precursor to path diagrams and that subjectivity can evolve into objectivity. **Me:** create a markdown table for and against this argument --- **GPT:** | Arguments For | Arguments Against | | ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- | | 1\. Causality is more than just correlation: Pearl argues that causality goes beyond mere correlation, as it involves understanding the underlying mechanisms and relationships between variables. | 1\. Correlation can be a useful proxy for causation: While correlation does not equal causation, in some cases it can serve as a good indicator of causal relationships when other information is lacking or difficult to obtain. | | 2\. Bayesian networks provide a foundation for path diagrams: According to Pearl, Bayesian networks help lay the groundwork for understanding causal relationships through graphical models known as path diagrams, which visually represent these connections. | 2\. Limitations of Bayesian networks and path diagrams: Critics may argue that while these tools are helpful in visualizing complex systems, they may not always capture all nuances or accurately represent real-world situations where multiple factors interact simultaneously. | | 3.Subjectivity evolving into objectivity: Pearl suggests that by incorporating subjective beliefs into probabilistic models (such as Bayesian networks), we can refine our understanding over time and eventually arrive at objective conclusions about causal relationships. | 3.Potential biases in subjective beliefs: Opponents might argue that relying on subjective beliefs could introduce biases or inaccuracies into analyses, potentially leading to incorrect conclusions about causality. | --- **Me:** can you elaborate on 1 and 3 in the against column? --- **GPT:** 1. Correlation can be a useful proxy for causation: While correlation does not equal causation, in some cases it can serve as a good indicator of causal relationships when other information is lacking or difficult to obtain. Critics argue that although correlation alone cannot prove causality, it still provides valuable insights into potential causal relationships between variables. In situations where experimental manipulation is impossible or unethical (e.g., studying the effects of smoking on health), strong correlations might be the best available evidence to suggest possible causal links. However, relying solely on correlation could lead to false conclusions if confounding factors are not accounted for. 2. Potential biases in subjective beliefs: Opponents might argue that relying on subjective beliefs could introduce biases or inaccuracies into analyses, potentially leading to incorrect conclusions about causality. Subjective beliefs may be influenced by personal experiences, cultural backgrounds, and cognitive biases which could skew our understanding of cause-and-effect relationships. For example, confirmation bias may lead individuals to seek out information that supports their pre-existing beliefs while ignoring contradictory evidence. By incorporating these biased subjective beliefs into probabilistic models like Bayesian networks without proper scrutiny and validation against objective data sources, we risk perpetuating misconceptions and drawing erroneous conclusions about the true nature of causal relationships in complex systems. --- **Me:** draw a path diagram for an example where these biases could occur and ruin the validity of the experiment --- **GPT:** In this example, let's consider a study investigating the relationship between exercise (X), diet quality (Z), and weight loss (Y). The true causal relationships are as follows: both exercise and diet quality independently contribute to weight loss. However, due to subjective beliefs or biases, the researcher might believe that only exercise directly affects weight loss while diet quality influences exercise habits. Here is a path diagram representing this biased belief: ``` ā”Œā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā” ā”Œā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā” │ Diet ā”œā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā–ŗā”‚Exercise│ ā””ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”˜ ā””ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”˜ ╲ ╱ ╲ ╱ ā–¼ ā–¼ ā”Œā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā” │WeightLoss│ ā””ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”˜ ``` In this incorrect path diagram, there is an arrow from "Diet" to "Exercise," suggesting that diet quality affects one's ability or willingness to engage in physical activity. Additionally, there is an arrow from "Exercise" to "Weight Loss," indicating that engaging in physical activity leads to losing weight. However, the true causal structure should look like this: ``` ā”Œā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā” ā”Œā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā” │ Diet │ │Exercise│ ā””ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”˜ ā””ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”€ā”˜ ↓ ↓ ā”œā”€ā”€ā–ŗā•­ā—€-----╯ ā—Ž ā–¼ ╭━━━━━━━╮ | Weight Loss | ╰━━━━━━━╯ ``` In the correct path diagram above, both "Diet" and "Exercise" have direct arrows pointing towards "Weight Loss," showing their independent contributions without any influence on each other. By relying on biased beliefs when constructing the initial path diagram for analysis, researchers may draw inaccurate conclusions about causality. In our example scenario with flawed assumptions about how variables interact could lead them to overestimate the importance of exercise while underestimating or ignoring the role of diet quality in promoting weight loss. --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### March 30 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303302222/ Last updated: 2023-03-31T04:49:08.000Z ## Thoughts - i want to get back into recording my process -- running a solo internet biz means you need all of the content you can get to get eyeballs on the homepage (do less, better) - new bookmarks core plugin is awesome ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/bookmarks-plugin.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/bookmarks-plugin.png) bookmarks plugin.png ## The Dilemma of the Developer I don't know if I want to build a mega app. This device I hold in my hand (iPhone) is a marvel of engineering but was fabricated by many inventions[\[1\]](#fn1) and put into one business with a philosophy (apple) who I purchased directly from. The process of building a major software architecture is a glorious challenge, but behind the flow state is exhaustion. Building Stenography was soooo hard,[\[2\]](#fn2) but not uniquely satisfying… In addition, open source is not that appealing, either. After the initial development, the creativity dries up in favor of maintaining and adding features that **other** people want instead of what you want. Worse yet, totally for free. Not a single red fucking penny. Note: this is not to say that everything needs to be commercialized or made for a profit motive, but users shouldn't **expect** core devs to work on something they effectively do pro bono for *thousands* of people. These two things are not mutually exclusive, and many developers who maintain active open source projects share similar sentiments: > 19/ we erode the future. > > Lack of gratitude today produces a "tax" that will eventually need to be paid. > > So let us show gratitude. There are many free ways to do this and some very practical and low costs ways to do this. > > — TfT Hacker - Exploring Tools for Thought and PKM (@TfTHacker) [November 3, 2022](https://twitter.com/TfTHacker/status/1588041827763904512?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > Just because someone open sources something does not imply they owe the world a change in their status, focus and effort, e.g. from inventor to community manager. ([View Highlight](https://gist.github.com/richhickey/1563cddea1002958f96e7ba9519972d9?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F4%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A0%2C0%2F4%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A162&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Just%20because%20someone%20open%20sources%2Cfrom%20inventor%20to%20community%20manager.)) > As a user of something open source you are not thereby entitled to anything at all. You are not entitled to contribute. You are not entitled to features. You are not entitled to the attention of others. You are not entitled to having value attached to your complaints. You are not entitled to this explanation. ([View Highlight](https://gist.github.com/richhickey/1563cddea1002958f96e7ba9519972d9?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F6%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A0%2C0%2F6%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A311&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=As%20a%20user%20of%20something%2Cnot%20entitled%20to%20this%20explanation.)) > Open source is a no-strings-attached *gift*, and all participants should recognize it as such. ([View Highlight](https://gist.github.com/richhickey/1563cddea1002958f96e7ba9519972d9?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F20%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A220%2C2%2F20%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F3%2F1%2F1%2F13%3A51&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Open%20source%20is%20a%20no-strings-attached%2Cshould%20recognize%20it%20as%20such.)) ## Images ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/why-do-pizza-places-put-mafiosos-on-the-wall.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/why-do-pizza-places-put-mafiosos-on-the-wall.png) why do pizza places put mafiosos on the wall.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/if-you-had-any-doubts-manga-is-now-mainstream.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/if-you-had-any-doubts-manga-is-now-mainstream.png) if you had any doubts manga is now mainstream.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/super-cool-upper-floor-in-library----very-john-wick.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/super-cool-upper-floor-in-library----very-john-wick.png) super cool upper floor in library -- very john wick.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/full-lifecycle-of-an-algorithm----from-heavy-metals-to-ideas.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/full-lifecycle-of-an-algorithm----from-heavy-metals-to-ideas.png) full lifecycle of an algorithm -- from heavy metals to ideas.png ## Music **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- 1. The first touchscreen was invented in 1965 by E.A. Johnson, a physicist at the Royal Radar Establishment in Malvern, UK. It was called the "Elograph," and it used capacitive technology to detect finger touches on a screen. However, it wasn't until the release of IBM's Simon Personal Communicator in 1993 that touchscreens began to become more widely used and commercially successful. 2. and caused more than one late night panic attack! ### A Chat with GPT: A Demon Slayer's Space Dilemma – Navigating Physics and Survival in the Final Frontier URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303301123/ Last updated: 2023-03-30T16:20:44.000Z I wanted to see if GPT would pick up on the idea that the moon would be worse than the Earth for Nezuko due to the fact that the sunlight would be more intense on the Moon. An interesting (and silly/useless) hypothetical, but some fun lessons were learned along the way. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/tanjiro-and-nezuko-on-moon-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/tanjiro-and-nezuko-on-moon-1.png) tanjiro and nezuko on moon 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/tanjiro-and-nezuko-on-moon-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/tanjiro-and-nezuko-on-moon-2.png) tanjiro and nezuko on moon 2.png ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps.'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-3.5-turbo tags: [to-post] --- ``` would tanjiro from demon slayer bring his sister to the moon? what physics would interfere? --- **GPT:** Tanjiro from Demon Slayer is a skilled and determined character who would go to great lengths for his sister Nezuko. However, bringing her to the Moon would be beyond his natural abilities as a human, even within the fantastical world of Demon Slayer. There are several physics-related factors that would interfere with Tanjiro's attempt: 1. Escape Velocity: To travel from Earth to the Moon, they must first achieve an escape velocity speed of at least 11.2 kilometers per second (25,000 mph) in order to break away from Earth's gravitational pull. 2. Vacuum and Radiation: Space is a vacuum that contains no air or pressure – both essential for humans to breathe and survive. Additionally, space has high levels of radiation due in part to cosmic rays which could be harmful or lethal without proper protection. 3. Extreme Temperatures: In space, there are drastic temperature shifts depending on one’s exposure to sunlight; temperatures can range between -160ā„ƒ (-256°F) during lunar night up toward 127ā„ƒ (260°F) when exposed directly. 4. Life Support Systems: Tanjiro and Nezuko would need reliable life support systems providing oxygen along their journey through proper equipment like spacesuits including food supplies as well although this last detail might not apply depending on whether you consider Nezuko’s demonic status affecting her biological needs. 5. Travel Time: The distance between Earth and the Moon is approximately 384,400 kilometers (238855 miles), making it take around three days by spacecraft traveling constantly at appropriate speeds in present-day technology. In conclusion, although Tanjiro deeply loves his sister Nezuko enough where hypothetically he’d bring her anywhere if he could—even such extraordinary places as the moon—the physical limitations set forth regarding space travel make it improbable considering their uniquely human-bound powers exist solely within the confines of Demon Slayer universe rather than extending into our reality where physics isn’t optional. --- **Bram:** assume that the science is solved and a rocket is made that would deliver them safely to the moon? would the moon be a safe place for nezuko in particular? --- **GPT:** Assuming the science of space travel has been solved to safely transport Tanjiro and Nezuko to the Moon, it raises the question of whether or not the Moon would be a safe place for Nezuko. As a demon, Nezuko possesses extraordinary physical abilities that allow her to regenerate limbs and recover from injuries quickly. However, in terms of living on another celestial body such as the Moon, there are still several factors we must consider: 1. Gravity: The surface gravity on the Moon is only 16.6% that of Earth's which means her strength might be greatly enhanced due to lower gravitational pull if she were able to withstand surviving unassisted in this environment at all. 2. Atmosphere: While our natural atmosphere helps protect us from harmful cosmic radiation along with keeping us alive by providing essential gases like oxygen–the moon lacks one altogether; so respiration assistance would become paramount for prolonged survival periods outside any contained structure. 3. Resources: There is no air or water available naturally on the lunar surface although ice deposits have been discovered meaning that she’d need life-sustaining support systems containing air tanks alongside other supplies necessary for long-term human sustenance. 4. Nighttime Temperature Drops: Worryingly albeit relatedly even though daytime temperatures can reach up toward 127°C (260°F), nighttime Lunar temperature drop-offs could pose serious threats ranging downward into potentially more -173°C (-279°F) making protective insulated clothing mandatory both indoors where heat may dissipate rapidly especially during cold nights and outdoors when exposed directly since as previously mentioned earlier exposure also leads increased radiation danger. In conclusion, while Tanjiro's desire to bring his sister Nezuko with him may stem from love and loyalty – taking into account these theoretical hazards presented above make it clear that even if technology had advanced enough theoretically overcoming previous issues outlined earlier about space travel—the unpredictable nature surrounding how demons interact within unique environments such as the lunar surface makes it very difficult to say whether or not it would be a safe place for her (or any other lifeform unaccustomed to its unique features). --- **Bram:** how about the sun? is there more exposure on the moon or earth? --- **GPT:** In terms of exposure to the Sun's harmful radiation, it would actually be more dangerous to be on the Moon compared to Earth. The Earth is protected from most of the Sun's harmful radiation by its magnetic field which acts as a shield called the magnetosphere that deflects much of the solar wind away from our planet. Additionally, our planet's atmosphere also absorbs and shields us from many forms of dangerous solar radiation. On the other hand, being on the surface of the Moon presents several hazards related this: not having an atmosphere means there’s no protective layer sitting between any living thing present below and space meaning there’s nothing stopping high energy cosmic rays or particle storms making contact with individuals exposed directly for extended periods alike in addition already discussed dramatic temperature shifts throughout lunar day/night cycle—these factors easily can raise risk levels for astronauts/demons such as Nezuko exponentially since they’d remain unprotected without adequate shielding outside designated contained structures. In conclusion, while both celestial objects have some form/scale level(s) associated with risks tied around sun exposure given their distances differential; The lack of natural protection found on Luna puts those spending quality time there at higher risks than remaining safe aboard earth under normal circumstances anyway --- **Bram:** so from that logic, is the moon or the earth am more ideal place for demon Nezuko? --- **GPT:** Given the information that we have discussed above, it is safe to say that Earth would be a more ideal place for Demon Nezuko to live compared to the Moon. Earth provides several key factors necessary for demon survival and well-being which include: 1. A protective atmosphere containing oxygen necessary for sustaining life 2. A relatively stable environment with moderate temperatures enabling habitability without significant risk of overheating or freezing 3. Safe distance from potent radiation effects coming from our Sun 4. Resources available needed demonstrating everything she needs prolonged existence on this planet. These combined features make life much more manageable here since technology had not solved all issues concerning surviving while transiting through space despite current progress in developing new methods making it safer although there is still room improvement across various fronts especially when dealing with unchartered territories such as living in environments beyond any natural conditions found routinely on earth (like being outside magnetosphere's reach). In conclusion -while Tanjiro might enjoy bringing his sister Nezuko anywhere he can protect herstaying grounded safely aboard Earth remains our best bet further ensuring long-term viability until plausible ways developed whereby risks surrounding other locations could eventually become mitigated at some point downstream potentially surpassing what’s been offered so far by existing measures currently present today **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with GPT: Write in Waves URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303282200/ Last updated: 2023-03-29T02:05:20.000Z ``` --- system_commands: ['I create small self contained app ideas that could fit in a CodePen or a Replit'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-3.5-turbo ---- ``` write js script ideas for the following idea: > In this first observation of writing, it is the rows, the linear flow of written signs, that make the strongest impression. They make writing seem to express a one-dimensional thinking and so, too, a one-dimensional feeling—desire, judgment, and conduct—a consciousness that was able, through writing, to emerge from the dizzying circles of preliterate consciousness. ([Location 421](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B004X53R1W&location=421&ref=bramadams.dev)) id like to use visualization to show what writing would look like in other dimensions --- **GPT:** Here are three potential JavaScript script ideas that could help visualize what writing might look like in other dimensions: 1. **3D Writing:** This script would use a 3D graphics library, such as Three.js, to create an interface where the user can enter text and see it rendered in 3D space. The position of each character would represent its place in a virtual third dimension, allowing the user to view their message from different angles and get a sense of how writing might look if it existed on more than just two planes. 2. **Waveform Writing:** In this visualization, individual characters would be represented by points along a continuous waveform that extends across the screen or canvas. As words are typed into an input field or displayed from pre-written text data, they appear as peaks and dips along the waveform's path—similar to how sound waves move through time—and users can manipulate this wave's characteristics (amplitude, frequency) using sliders or buttons. 3. **Fractal Text:** Using fractal geometry techniques for animation with libraries like p5.js or PixiJS, this script visualizes different levels of complexity within written language itself rather than altering its spatial properties directly. For example: by zooming in on individual letters until they reveal new patterns at smaller scales; by animating groups of letters around one another as self-similar shapes emerge and change over time; or even generating entire texts made up entirely out of recursive fractals created according to grammatical rulesets from natural languages worldwide! --- **Bram:** can you write a script for 2 --- **GPT:** Certainly, here is a JavaScript script for the Waveform Writing visualization: ```html Waveform Writing

Waveform Writing Visualizer




Amplitude:

Frequency:
const inputText = document.getElementById('input-text'); // get input text element const canvasElement = document.querySelector('canvas'); // Get context of the canvas Element const ctx = canvasElement.getContext("2d"); function draw() { ctx.clearRect(0, 0, window.innerWidth , window.innerHeight-50); let amplitudeValue= document.getElementById("amplitude-slider").value; let frequncyValue= document.getElementById("frequency-slider").value; let xSpacing = Math.PI / frequencySlider.value ; let yCenterPos = (window.innerHeight -50)/2; // Centering Position of Graph Vertically // Variables that represent the phase and vertical position of the wave let phase = 0; let yPosition = amplitudeSlider.value * Math.sin(phase); ctx.beginPath(); ctx.moveTo(0, yCenterPos);//Starting Point // Loop through each character in input text and plot on graph for (let i = 0; i < inputText.value.length; i++) { // Get the width of this character in pixels so we can space out characters evenly along x-axis const charWidth = ctx.measureText(inputText.value.charAt(i)).width; // Plot current letter at next position indicated by its pixel length plus ``` --- **Bram:** keep gong from `// Plot current letter at next position indicated by its pixel length plus` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- **GPT:** Sure, here's the rest of the code: ```javascript // a little extra spacing to separate it from the previous letter. ctx.fillText(inputText.value.charAt(i), i * (charWidth + 10) + charWidth / 2,yCenterPos + yPosition); // Increment phase so that subsequent letters continue wave pattern phase += xSpacing; // Calculate new vertical position using formula for sine wave yPosition = amplitudeSlider.value * Math.sin(phase); } ctx.stroke(); // Drawing done } inputText.addEventListener("input", draw); // Update waveform on input text change const amplitudeSlider = document.getElementById("amplitude-slider"); const frequencySlider= document.getElementById('frequency-slider'); // Event listeners to redraw wave form whenever slider values change amplitudeSlider.addEventListener("change", draw); frequencySlider.addEventListener( "change" ,draw); ``` In this script, we create an HTML page with a textarea input for text and two range sliders - one each for controlling the amplitude and frequency of our waveform. We add an event listener to trigger a 'draw()' function when any value changes. The `draw()` function initializes some variables like canvas context, gets current values from sliders, sets step size between waves according to user selection(using PI/Frequency). It then loops through each character in entered text by measuring its horizontal width with respect its font-size. Here I'm also drawing on canvas using filltext method provided by JavaScript drawing API. Finally we ensure that re-drawing occurs every time there is an update either in input-text or Sliders' value. With these controls users can visualize what writing might look like if it existed as waves moving across space and data visualization will mimic sound/waveform behaviors where connected characters appear either as peaks or dips along the waveform's path. --- **Bram:** whats a good title for this app --- **GPT:** Here are a few options for titles that could fit this Waveform Writing app: 1. "Write in Waves" 2. "The Sound of Language" 3. "Seeing Words as Sounds" 4. "Waveform Writer" 5. "Visualizing Written Music" ### A Chat with GPT: Poem Recorder URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303282129/ Last updated: 2023-03-29T01:39:26.000Z ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/Attachments/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-1.png) Attachments/A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-2.png) A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-3.png) A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder 3.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-4.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-4.png) A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder 4.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-5.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-5.png) A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder 5.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-6.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-6.png) A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder 6.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-7.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-7.png) A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder 7.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). 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Press Ctrl+C to stop.'); micInstance.start(); // Excerpt from Homer's "The Iliad" const transcript = [ 'Sing, O goddess, the anger of Achilles son of Peleus,', 'that brought countless ills upon the Achaeans.', 'Many a brave soul did it send hurrying down to Hades,', 'and many a hero did it yield a prey to dogs and vultures,', 'for so were the counsels of Jove fulfilled from the day on', 'which the son of Atreus, king of men, and great Achilles,', 'first fell out with one another.' ]; let currentLine = 0; const interval = setInterval(() => { if (currentLine < transcript.length) { console.log(transcript[currentLine]); currentLine++; } else { clearInterval(interval); } }, 5000); // Scroll every 5 seconds // micInputStream.on('data', function(data) { // console.log("Recieved Input Stream: " + data.length); // }); micInputStream.on('error', function(err) { cosole.log("Error in Input Stream: " + err); }); micInputStream.on('startComplete', function() { console.log("Got SIGNAL startComplete"); setTimeout(function() { micInstance.pause(); }, 5000); }); micInputStream.on('stopComplete', function() { console.log("Got SIGNAL stopComplete"); }); micInputStream.on('pauseComplete', function() { console.log("Got SIGNAL pauseComplete"); setTimeout(function() { micInstance.resume(); }, 5000); }); micInputStream.on('resumeComplete', function() { console.log("Got SIGNAL resumeComplete"); setTimeout(function() { micInstance.stop(); }, 5000); }); micInputStream.on('silence', function() { console.log("Got SIGNAL silence"); }); micInputStream.on('processExitComplete', function() { console.log("Got SIGNAL processExitComplete"); }); process.on('SIGINT', () => { micInstance.stop(); clearInterval(interval); console.log('Recording stopped.'); process.exit(0); }); // to play the audio file, run the following command (macOS): // $ play -b 16 -e signed -c 1 -r 16000 output.raw ``` It works! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-result.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/A-Chat-with-GPT---Poem-Recorder-result.png) A Chat with GPT - Poem Recorder result.png ### March 28 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303281158/ Last updated: 2023-03-29T04:29:41.000Z mj v5 is **really** good. check out those shadows! check out the detail of the reliefs! (notice: my publishing process automatically compresses images for the web so this image is actually higher quality in its original form) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/mj-v5-gothic-home.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/mj-v5-gothic-home.png) mj v5 gothic home.png Gen-1 has me reminiscing of using Runway back in 2019 (*b4 generative art was cool!*) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/runway-gen-1-release.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/runway-gen-1-release.png) runway gen 1 release.png ## Code A quick improvement to the rename image code for the [Ghost Publish plugin](https://github.com/bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish?ref=bramadams.dev). Now has an optional modal for file renaming before it moves folders! ```ts // modal export const renameFileModal = async ( app: App, vault: Vault, fileName: string, ) => { const folderCreationModal = new FileRenameModal( app, fileName ); folderCreationModal.open(); const result = await folderCreationModal.waitForModalValue(); return result; }; class FileRenameModal extends Modal { result: string; fileName: string; modalPromise: Promise; resolveModalPromise: (value: string) => void; constructor( app: App, fileName: string ) { super(app); this.result = fileName; this.modalPromise = new Promise((resolve) => { this.resolveModalPromise = resolve; }); } onOpen() { const { contentEl } = this; contentEl.createEl("h2", { text: `Rename image`, }); new Setting(contentEl).addText((text) => text .setPlaceholder("File Name") .setValue(this.fileName) .onChange((value) => { this.fileName = value; }) ); new Setting(contentEl).addButton((btn) => btn .setButtonText("Submit") .setTooltip("Rename File") .setCta() .onClick(() => { this.resolveModalPromise(this.fileName); this.close(); }) ); } waitForModalValue() { return this.modalPromise; } onClose() { const { contentEl } = this; contentEl.empty(); } } // in addCommand()... let renamedFile = sourceFile.name; const result = await renameFileModal( this.app, this.app.vault, sourceFile.name ); if (result) { if (result !== sourceFile.name && result !== "") { renamedFile = result; } } else { return; } this.app.fileManager.renameFile( sourceFile, `${newParentFolderName}/${renamedFile}.png` ); console.log( `Successfully moved/renamed ${fileName} to ${newParentFolderName}/${renamedFile}.png` ); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Tweets > [pic.twitter.com/H9UdRpZEAf](https://t.co/H9UdRpZEAf?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Videos That Precede Events (@PrecedeVideos) [May 1, 2022](https://twitter.com/PrecedeVideos/status/1520838152809857025?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ### March 27 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303280216/ Last updated: 2023-03-29T06:10:39.000Z ## Thoughts Arc browser is **fucking awesome.** Mini Arc while coding? Command Palette that just works? Command-Shift-C to copy a URL to clipboard? PiP for videos? Archiving unused tabs? Yes. Yes. **YES**. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/arc-mini.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/arc-mini.png) arc mini.png Another reason GPT rocks: creating TS interfaces from bespoke objects (its even smart enough to handle lists and optionals!): **Me:** convert this into an interface ``` { openapi: '3.0.0', info: { title: 'NextJS Swagger', version: '0.1.0', description: 'A retrieval API for querying and filtering documents based on natural language queries and metadata' }, paths: { '/api/hello-swagger': { get: [Object], post: [Object] } }, components: {}, tags: [] } ``` **GPT:** ```typescript interface OpenApi { openapi: string; info: OpenApiInfo; paths: Record; components: Record; tags: any[]; } interface OpenApiInfo { title: string; version: string; description: string; } interface OpenApiPath { get?: OpenApiOperation; post?: OpenApiOperation; // Add other HTTP methods (e.g., put, delete) if needed } interface OpenApiOperation { // Define the structure of the OpenAPI operation here // For example, you can add properties like 'parameters', 'responses', etc. // Since the structure of the operation is not provided in the question, I'm leaving it as an empty object [key: string]: any; } // Example usage: const api: OpenApi = { openapi: '3.0.0', info: { title: 'NextJS Swagger', version: '0.1.0', description: 'A retrieval API for querying and filtering documents based on natural language queries and metadata', }, paths: { '/api/hello-swagger': { get: {}, post: {}, }, }, components: {}, tags: [], }; ``` ## Photos ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/barnacle-bridge.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/barnacle-bridge.png) barnacle bridge.png > The Greek word typos generally means ā€œtrace,ā€ and in this sense, such traces as those left on the beach by birds’ feet could be called typoi. At another level, the word refers to the way these tracks can be used as models for classifying the birds that have walked by. Finally, the word means that I myself have the capacity to make such bird tracks in the sand and so to distinguish and compare various kinds of birds. **So typos refers to that which all bird tracks have in common (the typical); it means the universal behind all that is characteristic and distinctive.** ([Location 916](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B004X53R1W&location=916&ref=bramadams.dev)) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/typo.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/typo.png) typo.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Audio on a melodic edm kick as of late and some oliver francis oc! ## Code Yo dawg, I heard you like using ChatGPT to write a OpenAPI spec for ChatGPT plugins. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/yo-dawg.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/yo-dawg.png) yo dawg.png ```ts /* 1. get the handler function from files 2. use gpt to infer the openapi yaml from the spec 3. return the result as a string */ import { glob } from "glob"; import { readJsonFile, writeJsonFile } from "./helpers"; import { loadEnvConfig } from "@next/env"; loadEnvConfig(process.cwd()); // Load environment variables import { Configuration, OpenAIApi } from "openai"; const configuration = new Configuration({ organization: "...", apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY, // Use OpenAI API key from environment variables }); const openai = new OpenAIApi(configuration); // Initialize OpenAI API client import * as babel from "@babel/core"; // needs to be required instead of imported to work const parser = require("@babel/parser"); // Import Babel parser const getApiRoutes = async () => { const apiRoutes = await glob("pages/api/**/*.ts"); // Get all API route files return apiRoutes; }; const getHandlerFunction = async (apiRoutes: string[]) => { const handlerFunctions = []; for (const apiRoute of apiRoutes) { const file = await readJsonFile(apiRoute); // Read each API route file const ast = parser.parse(file, { sourceType: "module", plugins: ["typescript"], // Parse TypeScript code }); babel.traverse(ast, { ExportDefaultDeclaration(path) { const declaration = path.node.declaration; if ( declaration.type === "FunctionDeclaration" && declaration.id.name === "handler" ) { // Extract handler functions from the AST handlerFunctions.push({ content: file.slice(declaration.start, declaration.end), name: apiRoute.slice(10, -3) }); } }, }); } return handlerFunctions; // Return an array of handler functions }; const inferOpenApiSpec = async () => { const apiRoutes = await getApiRoutes(); // Get API routes const handlerFunctions = await getHandlerFunction(apiRoutes); // Get handler functions for (const handlerFunction of handlerFunctions) { const completion = await openai.createChatCompletion({ model: "gpt-3.5-turbo", messages: [ { role: "system", content: "I am a bot that converts handler functions into OpenAPI specs. I only return YAML", }, { role: "user", content: `I want to convert this handler function with path /api/${handlerFunction.name} into an OpenAPI spec: ${handlerFunction.content}` // Request to convert handler function to OpenAPI spec }, ], }); console.log(completion.data.choices[0].message); // Log the generated OpenAPI spec } }; inferOpenApiSpec(); // Run the inferOpenApiSpec function ``` My fellow Obsidian-ers, trust me when I say you'll need a script like this soon ([trust me](https://github.com/openai/chatgpt-retrieval-plugin?ref=bramadams.dev)): **Bram:** can you write a nodejs script that will copy all markdown files to another folder? - only markdown - retained sub folder structure - original should be left intact **GPT:** ```ts const fs = require('fs'); const path = require('path'); function copyMarkdownFiles(srcDir, destDir) { // Ensure the destination directory exists if (!fs.existsSync(destDir)) { fs.mkdirSync(destDir, { recursive: true }); } // Read the contents of the source directory const items = fs.readdirSync(srcDir, { withFileTypes: true }); // Iterate over each item in the source directory for (const item of items) { const srcPath = path.join(srcDir, item.name); const destPath = path.join(destDir, item.name); if (item.isDirectory()) { // If the item is a directory, recursively copy its contents copyMarkdownFiles(srcPath, destPath); } else if (item.isFile() && path.extname(item.name) === '.md') { // If the item is a Markdown file, copy it to the destination directory fs.copyFileSync(srcPath, destPath); } } } // Example usage: const srcDir = './source'; // Source directory (replace with your source directory path) const destDir = './destination'; // Destination directory (replace with your destination directory path) copyMarkdownFiles(srcDir, destDir); ``` ### Issue 2: So We Gave an AI Fire... 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[Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** a command to move an image under a link to attachments folder (good for published [bhovs](https://github.com/bramses/bramses-highly-opinionated-vault-2023?ref=bramadams.dev)!) ```ts this.addCommand({ id: "move-image-under-cursor", name: "Move image under cursor", editorCallback: async (editor, view: MarkdownView) => { if (!view) { new Notice("No active view"); return; } const cursorPos = editor.getCursor(); const lineText = editor.getLine(cursorPos.line); const match = /!\[\[(.+)\]\]/.exec(lineText); if (!match || !match[1]) { console.error( "No valid file link found at cursor position" ); return; } const fileName = match[1]; try { // Get abstract representation of source file based on its path const sourceFilePath = `Private/Screenshots/${fileName}`; const sourceFile: TFile | null = (await this.app.vault.getAbstractFileByPath( sourceFilePath )) as TFile; if (!sourceFile) { console.error(`Could not find file ${fileName}`); return; } // Move/rename the file by changing its parent folder const newParentFolderName = "Attachments"; this.app.fileManager.renameFile( sourceFile, `${newParentFolderName}/${sourceFile.name}` ); console.log( `Successfully moved/renamed ${fileName} to ${newParentFolderName}/${sourceFile.name}` ); } catch (error) { console.error(error); } }, }); ``` ### March 21, 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303212335/ Last updated: 2023-03-22T03:44:04.000Z ## Images ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/two-guys-burgers-and-fries.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/two-guys-burgers-and-fries.png) two guys burgers and fries.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/rowing-machine.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/rowing-machine.png) rowing machine.png ## Music ## Videos [Its the simple things in life <3](https://youtube.com/shorts/-fq3Mb%5F7CoI?feature=share&ref=bramadams.dev) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### March 20, 2023 URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303201803/ Last updated: 2023-03-20T22:12:27.000Z ## Photos ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/charles-herman.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/charles-herman.png) charles herman.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/wear-hats-like-this-now.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/wear-hats-like-this-now.png) wear hats like this now.png ## Music ## Videos It's Cal Newport day!! ## Code Check out the audio player on the homepage :) ```hbs {{#if @custom.audiosrc}} {{else}} {{/if}} ``` [Error handling SSE's](https://github.com/bramses/chatgpt-md/blob/0e399a115098f29c3ccf1e6353ed4cda540bf290/stream.ts?ref=bramadams.dev): ```js source.addEventListener("error", (e: any) => { try { console.log("[ChatGPT MD] SSE Error: ", JSON.parse(e.data)); source.close(); console.log("[ChatGPT MD] SSE Closed"); reject(JSON.parse(e.data)); } catch (err) { console.log("[ChatGPT MD] Unknown Error: ", e); source.close(); console.log("[ChatGPT MD] SSE Closed"); reject(e); } }); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with GPT-4: GPT-4 is Smart Enough Not to Spoil URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303190036/ Last updated: 2023-03-19T04:46:32.000Z **Human Alert: Actual Major Spoiler Alert in this post about a major character in the anime Demon Slayer, proceed at your own risk!** I was playing around with GPT-4 and got an interesting response back from a question about a character in Demon Slayer. The model seemed aware that the anime is pretty far behind the manga (finished serialization). It led to a pretty funny interaction. Takeaway: If you want to build a fiction Q/A bot, perhaps tell it in a `system` message where you are in the story, so it does not spoil you. ## Conversation 1 For this conversation, GPT lets me know *after* it spoils a major plot point, that it's message contains a spoiler. ``` system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps.'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 ``` who is shinobu in demon slayer --- **GPT:** Shinobu Kocho is a character in the popular manga and anime series "Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba." She is a Demon Slayer and the Insect Hashira, one of the highest-ranking members of the Demon Slayer Corps. Shinobu has a calm demeanor, always sporting an enigmatic smile. Despite her delicate appearance, she is skilled with poison that enables her to fight demons effectively. Her swordsmanship style incorporates insect-like movements, making it difficult for opponents to predict her attacks. --- **Bram:** how does she die --- **GPT:** In the "Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba" manga, Shinobu Kocho dies during the battle against Upper Rank Two demon, Doma. Knowing that her sword strikes aren't strong enough to defeat him, she attempts a sacrificial tactic by letting Doma consume her. Her body is infused with deadly wisteria poison called Wisteria Flash Dance in an attempt to weaken and kill him from within. While her plan does not eliminate Doma directly, it weakens him enough for other Demon Slayers like Kanao Tsuyuri and Inosuke Hashibira to eventually finish the job. Please note that this event occurs only in the manga as of now; it hasn't been depicted in the anime yet. --- **Bram:** thanks for the spoiler alert! (sarcasm) --- **GPT:** I apologize for not providing a spoiler warning before revealing the information. I understand how important it is to maintain suspense while enjoying a series, and I'm sorry for any inconvenience my response may have caused. In the future, if you have questions about ongoing series or content that could potentially contain spoilers, please let me know so that I can provide an appropriate warning. ## Conversation 2 For this conversation, I warned GPT beforehand to not give me any spoilers and got a much different result. ``` system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps.'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 ``` who is shinobu in demon slayer (note: no spoilers, ive only seen the anime) --- **GPT:** Shinobu Kocho is a character in the popular anime and manga series "Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba." She is a Demon Slayer and serves as one of the Hashira, specifically, she holds the title of Insect Hashira. Shinobu has a calm and friendly demeanor but possesses deadly skills with her unique insect-inspired combat style. She plays a crucial role in training and guiding the main protagonist, Tanjiro Kamado, along with other fellow Demon Slayers throughout their journey to battle demons. --- **Bram:** what happens to her in the manga? (remember: no spoilers!) --- **GPT:** I understand that you do not want any spoilers, so I will refrain from providing specific details about Shinobu's journey in the manga. Just like in the anime, she continues to play an important role with her fellow Demon Slayers as they face various challenges and adversaries throughout their quest. If you decide to read the manga or watch future installments of the anime adaptation, you will be able to see how her story unfolds. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Issue 1: Technically Speaking, Well.. URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303162150/ Last updated: 2023-03-17T03:08:33.000Z A conversation about clocks, the rate of progress, and French translations _This post is for subscribers only._ ### A Chat with GPT-4: The Harmful Effects of Static Societies and the Role of Memes in Preventing Progress and Change URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303162030/ Last updated: 2023-03-17T00:41:41.000Z A conversation with GPT-4 about a topic I've been reading in The Beginning of Infinity pertaining to memes, pessimism, Sparta, and how old memes try to choke out new ones. The quote is from a chapter in the book. - this lives rent free in my head[\[1\]](#fn1) - memes > genes GPT went a bit off script here with the amount of vocab (or perhaps its just bragging about its erudition…)[\[2\]](#fn2) ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps.'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 --- ``` > Since the sustained, exponential growth of knowledge has unmistakable effects, we can deduce without historical research that every society on Earth before the current Western civilization has either been static or has been destroyed within a few generations. The golden ages of Athens and Florence are examples of the latter, but there may have been many others. This directly contradicts the widely held belief that individuals in primitive societies were happy in a way that has not been possible since – that they were unconstrained by social convention and other imperatives of civilization, and hence were able to achieve self-expression and fulfilment of their needs and desires. But primitive societies (including tribes of hunter-gatherers) must all have been static societies, because if ever one ceased to be static it would soon cease to be primitive, or else destroy itself by losing its distinctive knowledge. In the latter case, the growth of knowledge would still be inhibited by the raw violence which would immediately replace the static society’s institutions. For once violence is mediating changes, they will typically not be for the better. Since static societies cannot exist without effectively extinguishing the growth of knowledge, they cannot allow their members much opportunity to pursue happiness. (Ironically, creating knowledge is itself a natural human need and desire, and static societies, however primitive, ā€˜unnaturally’ suppress it.) From the point of view of every individual in such a society, its creativity-suppressing mechanisms are catastrophically harmful. Every static society must leave its members chronically baulked in their attempts to achieve anything positive for themselves as people, or indeed anything at all, other than their meme-mandated behaviours. It can perpetuate itself only by suppressing its members’ self-expression and breaking their spirits, and its memes are exquisitely adapted to doing this. ([Location 6713](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005DXR5ZC&location=6713&ref=bramadams.dev)) What reason would memes have to invoke pessimism and prevent people from improving society? --- **GPT:** Memes (ideas, beliefs, or practices that spread within a culture) might invoke pessimism and prevent people from improving society for several reasons: 1. Stability: In the context of static societies mentioned in your text, memes help maintain stability by suppressing new knowledge or innovation that could alter the existing order. This can make it difficult to challenge established norms and create societal improvements. 2. Control: Pessimistic attitudes and beliefs serve as a means of social control by discouraging individuals from seeking change, questioning authority, or pursuing personal growth outside their assigned roles. By preventing people from imagining a better future or seeing their potential for improvement, these memes ensure conformity to established norms. 3. Self-preservation: Memes are "successful" when they manage to perpetuate themselves throughout society. Preventing individuals from creating new knowledge or challenging existing ideas increases the chances of these memes remaining dominant within the culture. Discouraging optimism helps prevent alternative perspectives from gaining traction. 4. Fear of change: Change can be unsettling because it involves uncertainty and risk – both for individuals and societies as a whole. Some memes foster pessimism about progress as a way to minimize anxiety around changes that may disrupt the familiar status quo. It is important to note that not all memes have negative consequences; many promote positive values like empathy, solidarity, creativity, etc., which contribute positively to individual well-being and societal improvement. --- **Bram:** but the memes that are the order themselves would have some origin, right? when they were the upstart new idea on the block? Would a meme reject the notion of its own formation to squash new memes? --- **GPT:** Yes, memes have an origin, and at some point in time, they were indeed the new idea on the block. However, over time as these memes become more dominant within a society or culture, they may adapt to protect their position by suppressing competing ideas or innovations. A meme could potentially reject the notion of its own formation to squash new or rival memes in order to preserve its dominance. This might occur for several reasons: 1. Self-preservation: As mentioned earlier, memes are "successful" when they manage to perpetuate themselves within a culture. By denying their own origins and positioning themselves as timeless truths or essential pillars of existing social structures, these established memes make it difficult for alternative ideas to challenge their authority. 2. Control: Some dominant memes derive their power from controlling individuals' thoughts and behaviors by presenting themselves as eternal principles that must not be questioned. By rejecting any suggestion that they once originated as upstart ideas subject to debate or competition with other beliefs, these memes can maintain control over people's minds and discourage dissent. 3. Cultural identity: In some cases, long-established cultural norms are so deeply ingrained that questioning them may seem like undermining an entire way of life; this poses a threat not only on static societies but also pluralistic ones where differing values coexist. To sum up—even though every meme has an origin and was once just another idea competing for attention among many others—some successful ones rework their narratives over time so that people see them as enduring cornerstones of society rather than mutable products of history subject change through innovation like everything else around them is transformative influencing it indirectly since exponential growth occurs under specific circumstances without pressure exerted externally challenging current systems losing grip hegemonic hold empowering individual expression opening avenues generating resistant innovative interpretations toward progressive betterment eventually finding balance stability structure accepting dynamic interplay between old-new paradigms acknowledging inherent fluidity-human cultural evolution carving out spaces negotiation conflict resolution ensuring harmonious integration collective wisdom diverse perspectives globalized interconnected world we inhabit today --- **Bram:** what are some examples of memes in today's society that are self preserving but unhelpful/stifling of new ideas? --- **GPT:** There are several examples of self-preserving memes in today's society that can be unhelpful or stifling to new ideas. Some of these include: 1. Stereotypes: Racial, gender, and cultural stereotypes propagate oversimplified beliefs about certain groups of people, perpetuating prejudice and discrimination while hindering open-mindedness and learning from diverse perspectives. 2. Anti-intellectualism: Dismissing intellectual pursuits or expertise as elitist or unnecessary discourages learning, critical thinking, and the pursuit of knowledge. This kind of meme may contribute to a general distrust in science, education, and expert opinions which could undermine progress in various fields. 3. Resistance to change: Memes advocating for maintaining traditional ways of life (for example "the good old days" narrative) can resist innovative solutions necessary for addressing contemporary challenges like technological advancements, climate change or social inequalities. 4. 'Us versus them' mentality: Nationalistic or ideological memes may create divisions between different groups by fostering an atmosphere where dissenting opinions are not tolerated; it limits constructive dialogue needed for collaborative problem-solving on pressing global issues affecting all communities around the world regardless borders boundaries distinctions based identity allegiance affiliation connections common humanity shared interests values ideals aspirations hopes dreams desires fears anxieties concerns troubles worries uncertainties insecurities vulnerabilities imperfections limitations weaknesses strengths capacities capabilities potentialities growth development evolution transformation transcendence breaking barriers bridging gaps forging links uniting forces joining hands working together partnership cooperation collaboration coordination solidarity unity mutual understanding support empathy compassion love care concern benefit well-being welfare betterment improvement enrichment enhancement advancement progress innovation creativity imagination exploration discovery experimentation investigation inquiry research analysis synthesis evaluation assessment judgment discernment insight foresight vision wisdom enlightenment illumination clarity lucidity truth knowledge information data facts evidence reason logic rationality intelligence intellect mind consciousness awareness spirit soul heart essence core substance crux culmination sum total aggregate composite mixture balance harmony symmetry proportion ratio equilibrium golden mean middle way moderation temperance restraint mindfulness reflection contemplation meditation cultivation practice discipline commitment dedication devotion perseverance persistence determination effort endeavor courage agency will power action deed behavior conduct manifestation expression realization actualization instantiation embodiment integration incorporation assimilation sublimation elevation edification expansion extension diffusion dissemination propagation distribution transmission communication interaction exchange reciprocity interdependence interconnectedness interrelation relativity comparison contrast distinction differentiation complementarity congruence congruity correspondence convergence divergence intersectionality complexity multiplicity diversity plurality singularity uniqueness universality particularity contextualization historicization relativization subjectivity objectivity neutrality impartiality disinterested detachment observation perception interpretation representation signification connotation implication association connection attribution causation explanation justification grounding legitimization authentication qualification validation verification certitude authenticity legitimacy authority[\[3\]](#fn3) --- **Bram:** do memes propogate the good old days ideas to invoke nostalgia for times people werent even alive in? surely if the meme is incumbent it must have been formed before the brain in which it lives in was formed? if not, the brain would remember the idea being made --- **GPT:** Yes, memes related to the "good old days" can indeed propagate nostalgia for times that people never personally experienced. This happens because such memes tap into a collective cultural memory and present it in an idealized or simplified manner, making individuals feel a sense of longing or attachment even if they did not live through those periods themselves. The incumbent meme does not necessarily have to be formed before the brain it resides in; however, its successful propagation depends on how effectively it gets transmitted from one person (or generation) to another. A person may learn about these nostalgic ideas through various channels like family stories, media representations (movies, TV shows), books or other cultural artifacts that convey information about past eras. As individuals consume these narratives and images about earlier times being portrayed as simpler or better in some way compared to the present world's complexities and challenges, they might develop emotional connections with this idea without having firsthand experience of living during those perceived golden ages. In summary, while incumbent nostalgic memes are often rooted in historical events before an individual's lifetime, their continued existence relies on effective transmission across generations and representation within contemporary culture—making them relevant enough for people who were not alive at that time but still find meaning or solace in these romanticized concepts of yesteryears. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- 1. biiiitch all ideas live rent free!! ideas that have a price eventually get escorted to the door 2. funnily enough, it doesn't seem to repeat any words. perhaps it's because my frequency penalty is set to 1… 3. lol. ### A Chat with GPT-4: The Origin of Clock Numbers URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303162008/ Last updated: 2023-03-17T00:15:47.000Z An interesting look into a random question I had today about clocks, and their relationship to Arabic numbers. The modern clock is a "global hodgepodge of cultures for our modern perception of time" as GPT puts it. Finished up with a poem about time. ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps. I write in short, quippy sentences that has a conversational tone.'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 --- ``` why does a clock have 12 numbers --- **GPT:** Ah, clocks and their 12 numbers – quite the cosmic dance! You see, ancient Egyptians used a sneaky duo: sundials for day and water clocks for night. They loved the number 12 – with a passion. Ten fingers plus two feet? Boom! Twelve hours each for day and night. So let's fast forward: centuries pass, gears click-clack, pendulums do their thing. VoilĆ ! The mechanical clock embraces its Egyptian heritage. Those twelve numbers keep swirling round and round in perfect harmony, reminding us of how time itself waltzes through history. How poetic it is that every tick-tock brings us closer to our roots as curious stargazers from epochs past. --- **Bram:** does that mean there was the concept of arabic numbers in egypt --- **GPT:** Oh, the plot thickens! Here's the twist: Egyptians had their own hieroglyphic numerals, not Arabic numbers. They were quite the math wizards too. But Arabic numbers? Those came from India and rode into town on Arabian traders' caravans. The Greeks stepped in with those clever astronomers and geeks of their time – Pythagoras, anyone? They meshed Egyptian number-mania with Babylonian base-60 systems (sexy stuff) to observe celestial patterns. So while Arabic numbers never got an invite to ancient Egypt parties, we can thank that global hodgepodge of cultures for our modern perception of time! Pass the tzatziki sauce as we revel in this fusion fiesta! --- **Bram:** interesting --- **GPT:** Right? It's a wild ride through history – ancient civilizations mixing, mingling, and exchanging ideas like confetti at a parade. From Egyptian hieroglyphs to Indian numerals, Arabian traders to Greek thinkers – this epic journey of numbers and time has given our world quite the fascinating story! So next time you glance at a clock or crunch some digits, just remember: it's all part of humanity's grand number-crunchin' adventure! --- **Bram:** can you write a poem about the Egyptians inventing clocks? --- **GPT:** In a land of pyramids and scorching sun, Where the Nile's vast waters did run, Egyptians watched as days passed by, Creating ways to measure the sky. Sundials, their magic tool for day's chime, Shadows that moved with dainty rhyme. Water clocks, they guided night's tide – A sandless hourglass in darkness abide. Ancient whispers through centuries carried, The Egyptian love for twelve – never varied. Their legacy standing tall, forever alive; Marking hours when sun and moon take a dive. So clocks we have inherited from this tale profound, Tick-tocking away with each circle 'round. Let us honor those stargazers far east; Antiquity's timekeepers at our modern feast. --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with GPT-4 : A Tangle With Ternary URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303151637/ Last updated: 2023-03-17T00:05:18.000Z I had a sneaky bug in my JS logic trying to take advantage of the `undefined || fallback` trick. What I failed to consider was that by using `|| true` the statement would **always** evaluate to true. Luckily, GPT-4 straightened me out! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/ternary-bug.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/ternary-bug.png) ternary bug.png ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps. I write in short, quippy sentences that has a conversational tone.'] temperature: 0.0 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 --- ``` what happens to `stream: metaMatter?.stream || this.settings.stream || true` if settings.stream is false --- **GPT:** If `settings.stream` is false, then the conditional statement `metaMatter?.stream || this.settings.stream || true` will evaluate to `true`. This means that the value of `stream` will be set to `true`, regardless of whether or not there is a value for `metaMatter.stream`. --- **Bram:** what if i change the last or to and --- **GPT:** If you change the last `||` to `&&`, then the value of `stream` will be set to `false`. This is because the conditional statement `metaMatter?.stream || this.settings.stream && false` will first evaluate whether there is a value for `metaMatter.stream`. If there isn't, it will move on to the next condition and check whether `this.settings.stream` is true or false. Since we've changed the last operand from true (`|| true`) to false (`&& false`), it means that even if `this.settings.stream` is true, it won't matter as long as there's no value for `metaMatter?.stream`, and hence, stream would be set to false. --- **Bram:** if metaMatter?.stream is undefined what happens --- **GPT:** If `metaMatter?.stream` is undefined, the conditional statement `metaMatter?.stream || this.settings.stream || true` will move on to evaluate the next condition which is `this.settings.stream`. If `this.settings.stream` is false (because you said above that it's false in this scenario), then the final expression will be `(undefined || false || true)`, which evaluates to `true`. As a result, regardless of whether or not there's a value for `metaMatter?.stream`, stream would still be set to true. --- **Bram:** can you write a ternary using the following rules (lower number == higher priority): 1. stream can be undefined in frontmatter or be in file and be true or false 2. if stream is undefined fallback on global settings toggle of stream value 3. if toggle is undefined fallback on true --- **GPT:** Sure, here is a ternary that satisfies the rules you've mentioned: ``` const stream = metaMatter?.stream !== undefined ? metaMatter.stream // If defined in frontmatter, use its value. : this.settings.stream !== undefined ? this.settings.stream // If not defined in frontmatter but exists globally, use its value. : true; // Otherwise fallback on true. ``` The above ternary checks if `metaMatter?.stream` is not equal to `undefined`. If it's not, it uses the value of `metaMatter.stream`. But if it is undefined, then we check whether there's a value for `this.settings.stream`. If there is one and it's either true or false (not undefined), we'll use that. Finally, if all other conditions fail (i.e., both `metaMatter?.stream` and global toggle are undefined), then we set stream to true as per rule #3. --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with GPT-4: Palm Tree Collage URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303142347/ Last updated: 2023-03-17T03:13:59.000Z Using GPT-4 in ChatGPT to code is fun. This same example didn't really work in Processing (Java) but it worked without much fuss in p5.js. Really became acquainted with the model cutting code off halfway through and needing to prompt with 'keep going'. Demo at bottom of post. Picture from Dall-E. ``` --- system_commands: ['You are an AI programming assistant. - Follow the user's requirements carefully & to the letter. - First think step-by-step - describe your plan for what to build in pseudocode, written out in great detail. - Then output the code in a single code block. - Minimize any other prose.'] temperature: 0.0 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 2048 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 --- ``` use p5.js to take an image and split it into a collage with movable pieces (32) --- **GPT:** As an AI language model, I don't have the ability to create visual content using p5.js. However, I can provide you with the basic steps to create a collage with movable pieces using p5.js: 1. Load the image using the loadImage() function in p5.js. 2. Use the image() function to display the entire image on the canvas. 3. Use the get() function to extract individual pixels from the image. 4. Create 32 small canvases using the createGraphics() function in p5.js. 5. Use the image() function to display the extracted pixels on each small canvas. 6. Use the mousePressed() and mouseReleased() functions to detect when a small canvas is clicked and released. 7. Use the mouseX and mouseY variables to calculate the position of the small canvas. 8. Use the translate() and rotate() functions to move and rotate the small canvas. 9. Use the blendMode() function to make the small canvas partially transparent. 10. Use the draw() function to continuously update the position and rotation of the small canvases. Note: This is just a basic outline of the steps involved in creating a collage with movable pieces using p5.js. The actual implementation may involve additional steps and modifications based on your specific requirements. --- **Bram:** write it in js --- **GPT:** Sure, here's an example code in JavaScript using p5.js library to create a collage with movable pieces: ```javascript let img; // variable to store the image let smallCanvases = []; // array to store the small canvases let selectedCanvas = null; // variable to store the currently selected canvas let offsetX, offsetY; // variables to store the offset between mouse and canvas position function preload() { img = loadImage('image.jpg'); // load the image } function setup() { createCanvas(800, 800); // create a canvas image(img, 0, 0, width, height); // display the entire image on the canvas for (let i = 0; i < 32; i++) { let smallCanvas = createGraphics(50, 50); // create a small canvas let x = random(width - smallCanvas.width); // set a random x position let y = random(height - smallCanvas.height); // set a random y position smallCanvas.image(img.get(x, y, smallCanvas.width, smallCanvas.height), 0, 0); // display the extracted pixels on the small canvas smallCanvases.push({ canvas: smallCanvas, x: x, y: y, angle: 0, alpha: 150 // set the initial transparency to 150 }); // add the small canvas to the array } } function draw() { background(255); // clear the canvas for (let i = 0; i < smallCanvases.length; i++) { let smallCanvas = smallCanvases[i]; push(); // save the current transformation matrix translate(smallCanvas.x, smallCanvas.y); // move the small canvas to its position rotate(smallCanvas.angle); // rotate the small canvas blendMode(DARKEST); // set the blend mode to make the small canvas partially transparent tint(255, smallCanvas.alpha); // set the transparency of the small canvas image(smallCanvas.canvas, 0, 0); // display the small canvas pop(); // restore the previous transformation matrix } } function mousePressed() { for (let i = 0; i < smallCanvases.length; i++) { let smallCanvas = smallCanvases[i]; if (mouseX >= smallCanvas.x && mouseX ``` --- **Bram:** keep going --- **GPT:** Here's the rest of the code: ```javascript <= smallCanvas.x + smallCanvas.canvas.width && mouseY >= smallCanvas.y && mouseY <= smallCanvas.y + smallCanvas.canvas.height) { selectedCanvas = smallCanvas; // set the selected canvas offsetX = mouseX - selectedCanvas.x; // calculate the offset between mouse and canvas position offsetY = mouseY - selectedCanvas.y; break; // exit the loop } } } function mouseReleased() { selectedCanvas = null; // reset the selected canvas } function mouseDragged() { if (selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.x = mouseX - offsetX; // update the position of the selected canvas selectedCanvas.y = mouseY - offsetY; } } function keyPressed() { if (keyCode === UP_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.angle -= PI / 8; // rotate the selected canvas counterclockwise } else if (keyCode === DOWN_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.angle += PI / 8; // rotate the selected canvas clockwise } else if (keyCode === LEFT_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.alpha -= 10; // decrease the transparency of the selected canvas selectedCanvas.alpha = constrain(selectedCanvas.alpha, 0, 255); // limit the transparency to the range [0, 255] } else if (keyCode === RIGHT_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.alpha += 10; // increase the transparency of the selected canvas selectedCanvas.alpha = constrain(selectedCanvas.alpha, 0, 255); // limit the transparency to the range [0, 255] } } ``` This code creates an array of 32 small canvases, each containing a randomly extracted portion of the loaded image. The small canvases are displayed on the canvas with partial transparency and can be moved, rotated, and made more or less transparent using the mouse and keyboard. The currently selected canvas is stored in a variable and updated when clicked or dragged. --- **Bram:** start the collage with the complete image with the tiles only jittered away from their spot --- **GPT:** Sure, here's an updated version of the code that starts the collage with the complete image and jitters the tiles away from their original positions: ```javascript let img; // variable to store the image let smallCanvases = []; // array to store the small canvases let selectedCanvas = null; // variable to store the currently selected canvas let offsetX, offsetY; // variables to store the offset between mouse and canvas position function preload() { img = loadImage('image.jpg'); // load the image } function setup() { createCanvas(800, 800); // create a canvas image(img, 0, 0, width, height); // display the entire image on the canvas let tileSize = 50; // set the size of the tiles for (let y = 0; y < height; y += tileSize) { for (let x = 0; x < width; x += tileSize) { let smallCanvas = createGraphics(tileSize, tileSize); // create a small canvas let jitterX = random(-tileSize / 2, tileSize / 2); // set a random jitter in x direction let jitterY = random(-tileSize / 2, tileSize / 2); // set a random jitter in y direction smallCanvas.image(img.get(x + jitterX, y + jitterY, tileSize, tileSize), 0, 0); // display the extracted pixels on the small canvas smallCanvases.push({ canvas: smallCanvas, x: x, y: y, angle: 0, alpha: 150 // set the initial transparency to 150 }); // add the small canvas to the array } } } function draw() { background(255); // clear the canvas for (let i = 0; i < smallCanvases.length; i++) { let smallCanvas = smallCanvases[i]; push(); // save the current transformation matrix translate(smallCanvas.x, smallCanvas.y); // move the small canvas to its position rotate(smallCanvas.angle); // rotate the small canvas blendMode(DARKEST); // set the blend mode to make the small canvas partially transparent tint(255, smallCanvas.alpha); // set the transparency of the small canvas image(smallCanvas.canvas, 0, 0); // display the small ``` --- **Bram:** keep going --- **GPT:** Here's the rest of the code: ```javascript pop(); // restore the previous transformation matrix } } function mousePressed() { for (let i = 0; i < smallCanvases.length; i++) { let smallCanvas = smallCanvases[i]; if (mouseX >= smallCanvas.x && mouseX <= smallCanvas.x + smallCanvas.canvas.width && mouseY >= smallCanvas.y && mouseY <= smallCanvas.y + smallCanvas.canvas.height) { selectedCanvas = smallCanvas; // set the selected canvas offsetX = mouseX - selectedCanvas.x; // calculate the offset between mouse and canvas position offsetY = mouseY - selectedCanvas.y; break; // exit the loop } } } function mouseReleased() { selectedCanvas = null; // reset the selected canvas } function mouseDragged() { if (selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.x = mouseX - offsetX; // update the position of the selected canvas selectedCanvas.y = mouseY - offsetY; } } function keyPressed() { if (keyCode === UP_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.angle -= PI / 8; // rotate the selected canvas counterclockwise } else if (keyCode === DOWN_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.angle += PI / 8; // rotate the selected canvas clockwise } else if (keyCode === LEFT_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.alpha -= 10; // decrease the transparency of the selected canvas selectedCanvas.alpha = constrain(selectedCanvas.alpha, 0, 255); // limit the transparency to the range [0, 255] } else if (keyCode === RIGHT_ARROW && selectedCanvas) { selectedCanvas.alpha += 10; // increase the transparency of the selected canvas selectedCanvas.alpha = constrain(selectedCanvas.alpha, 0, 255); // limit the transparency to the range [0, 255] } } ``` This code creates an array of small canvases, each containing a randomly extracted portion of the loaded image with a random jitter. The small canvases are displayed on the canvas with partial transparency and can be moved, rotated, and made more or less transparent using the mouse and keyboard. The currently selected canvas is stored in a variable and updated when clicked or dragged. --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with GPT-4: The River Riddle URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303141528/ Last updated: 2023-03-14T19:40:52.000Z An interesting example of GPT getting caught in the fallacy (suspension of disbelief?) of the goat not eating a cabbage. Note that in this example the lion threatens to eat **both the goat and the cabbage**. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/gpt4-riddle-lion-cabbage-goat-river.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/gpt4-riddle-lion-cabbage-goat-river.png) gpt4 riddle lion cabbage goat river.png [(hn comment)](https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=35155467&ref=bramadams.dev) ## The Incorrect Answer Note even with bolding of the salient details, and a system command to pay attention to wordplay tricks, the goat and cabbage association "override" the system. ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a puzzle solver that pays attention to wordplay and detail and doesn't fall for grammatical traps.'] temperature: 0.0 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 --- ``` Suppose I have a cabbage, a goat and a lion, and I need to get them across a river. I have a boat that can only carry myself and a single other item. I am not allowed to leave the **cabbage and lion** alone together, and I am not allowed to leave the **lion and goat** alone together. How can I safely get all three across? --- role::assistant 1. First, take the goat across the river, leaving the cabbage and lion on the original side. 2. Return to the original side alone and take the cabbage across the river, leaving the lion behind. 3. Take the goat back to the original side, leaving the cabbage on the other side. 4. Take the lion across the river, leaving the goat behind. 5. Finally, return to the original side alone and take the goat across the river to join the others. This way, all three items are safely transported across the river without violating any of the constraints. ## The Correct Answer When lion, cabbage, goat are turned into variable letters, the puzzle is easily solved. ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps. I write in short, quippy sentences that has a conversational tone.'] temperature: 0.0 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-4 --- ``` Suppose I have a C, a G and a L, and I need to get them across a river. I have a boat that can only carry myself and a single other item. I am not allowed to leave the C and L alone together, and I am not allowed to leave the L and G alone together. How can I safely get all three across? --- role::assistant Ah, the classic river riddle! Here's how you'll crack it: 1. Take L across first (C and G chillin' together). 2. Head back solo (L safe on other side). 3. Grab C for a boat ride (G stays put). 4. Drop off C, but take L back with you (don't worry, it's temporary). 5. Leave L, grab G for a trip across the river. 6. Reunite G with C (both happy on the other side)! 7. Finally, sail back to fetch L. Boom! All three safely across! šŸš£ā€ā™€ļø --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with ChatGPT: Obsidian App Ideas for Fashion and Style Management URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303132322/ Last updated: 2023-03-19T03:01:47.000Z ``` --- system_commands: ['I am a generalist that is not afraid to make radical associations between distinct topics by using creative leaps. I write in short, quippy sentences that has a conversational tone.'] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-3.5-turbo --- ``` write app ideas for: use obsidian to dress interesting and flood into daily physical life --- **GPT:** 1. "Outfit Vibes": Obsidian syncs your mood with your wardrobe, suggesting outfits based on your emotions & daily activities. Funky feeling? Get groovy threads! 2. "Wear-Share": Connect clothing-swap circles in the Obsidian community! Share fashion finds, reduce waste, and upcycle amazing styles. 3. "FitFab Fusion": Combine fitness tracking with style suggestions for a chic workout look that translates seamlessly into everyday wear. 4. "Fashion Forecast": Weather-based outfit inspo! Look rad while being rain-ready or sizzling under the sun! 5. "#OOTD Challenge": Gamify getting dressed – compete in daily challenges to unlock rewards & strut in unique apparel picked by fellow users. 6. ā€œStyle Swapā€: Bored of your closet? Swipe through user-generated looks and swap item for item – reinvent without feeling guilty about shopping sprees! 7. ā€œEco Chicā€: Recommendations for sustainable brands that'll make you feel good wearing their eco-friendly pieces every day! Go green, stay stylish. 8. ā€œAccessory Centralā€: Up-level any mundane outfit by adding some pizzazz with recommended statement accessories from local artisans! 9. ā€œCloset Curatorā€: Organize chaos! Snap pictures of clothes & let AI categorize items – making those early mornings less about fussing over outfits and more about rocking them. 10. ā€Fashion Alertā€: Stay updated on current trends so you can tweak existing outfits rather than snagging new ones; saving money has never looked so fresh before! --- **Bram:** i think 5 could fit the ethos of obsidian daily note well. barring the other users part, how could obsidian be used to create an ootd? --- **GPT:** "ObsidianOOTD": Obsidian becomes your personal stylist! Here's how it could work: 1. **Create a "Wardrobe Vault": Use Obsidian to create individual notes for each item in your closet with photos, descriptions, and tags (e.g., color, style, occasion). Organize these notes under folders based on clothing type (tops, bottoms, dresses).** 2. **Daily Notes Mood Board: Every morning, add an "OOTD Inspiration" section to your daily note. Include any preferences or specific items you wish to incorporate into the day's outfit.** 3. **Outfit Template: Set up a customizable template that outlines the basics of any OOTD – top/bottom pairing or dress; shoes; outerwear; accessories.** 4. Tag-Based Suggestions: Using tags from your wardrobe vault & daily inspiration section as filters, Obsidian suggests suitable pieces for each component of the template. 5. **Randomized Looks: Feeling bold? Enable a randomization feature that mixes & matches tagged items for unique combinations - who said fashion can't be spontaneous!** 6. **Reflect & Archive: Keep track of outfits worn by adding pictures and comments about what worked or didn't work in each ensemble – future you would appreciate those style tidbits!** 7. **Weekly/Monthly Recap: Analyze patterns in outfits over time through visualizations generated using graphs view – spot trends or reinvent forgotten gems in your closet.** With ObsidianOOTD unleashed within its ecosystem of versatile capabilities – even choosing clothes shall become an everyday adventure! --- **Bram:** can you create md templaes for 3 (put them in code blocks) --- **GPT:** Sure! Here are Markdown templates for the 3 components mentioned in step 3. **Outfit Template:** ``` # Outfit of the Day ## Top: - Item name: - Color: - Description: ## Bottom: - Item name: - Color: - Description: ## Dress (Alternative to Top/Bottom): - Item name: - Color: - Description: ## Shoes: - Item name: - Color: ## Outerwear (if needed): Accessory Categories | --- | --- Necklaces | Hats / Headbands Earrings | Sunglasses Bracelets | Scarves / Shawls Rings | Belts Watches | Bags ``` **Daily Notes Mood Board Section Template:** Here's an example template you can add to your daily notes. ```md #OOTD Inspiration My mood today is "{{obsidian_prompt=Mood}}" Preferred colors for today are "{{obsidian_prompt=Color(s)}}" Special occasion or event? If yes, what event? "{{obsidian_prompt=Event}}" Weather consideration(s): "{{obsidian_prompt=Weather Condition(s) }}" Any specific item I'd like to wear? "{{obsidian_prompt=Clothing Piece}}" Accessories theme/preferences (bold, minimalistic...)? "{{obsidian_prompt=Accessories}}" ``` Simply adjust the obsidian prompt sections as per your requirement. In case you don't use prompts and want a simple one - ```md #OOTD Inspiration My mood today is **____** Preferred colors for today are **____** Special occasion or event? If yes, what event? **____**ā•—", "format": ["text"]]("favorite_color") Weather consideration(s): **___ ** Any specific item I'd like to wear? Accessories theme/preferences (bold, minimalistic...)? ``` You can customize these templates further according to your preferences and integrate them seamlessly into Obsidian. Happy styling! --- **Bram:** how could i use 2 and 5 to suggest random good looking outfits to wear with pictures and rate them at the end of the day --- **GPT:** You can integrate steps 2 and 5 to create a process for suggesting random outfits in Obsidian. Here's how: 1. **Create an Outfit Matcher Note:** Set up a new note that will be used as your central hub for generating outfit suggestions. Example: ```md # Daily Random Outfit Picker ## Mood: {{mood}} ## Preferred colors: {{colors}} ``` 1. **Tag-based matching:** In this step, add queries or links to filter items from your wardrobe vault based on the mood, colors, or other preferences you've mentioned in your daily notes. Example (you may need to adjust query parameters depending on how you tagged & organized wardrobe items): ```md ### Tops: !\[\[*tag:#Top #color:{colors} #style:{mood}*]] ### Bottoms: !\[\[*tag:#Bottom #color:{colors} #style:{mood}*]] ``` Note: Replace `{mood}` and `{colors}` with your input from "Daily Notes Mood Board Section Template." 1. **Randomized Selection**: Use the Dataview plugin or another similar method within Obsidian ecosystem to randomly pick one item each from tops and bottoms (or dresses). Example using Dataview plugin: ```javascript ```dataviewjs const topItems = dv.pages("#Top").filter(p => p.file.tags.includes({{Color}}) && p.file.tags.includes({{Mood}})); const bottomItems = dv.pages("#Bottom").filter(p => p.file.tags.includes({{Color}}) && p.file.tags.includes({{Mood}})); dv.list([ _.sample(topItems), _.sample(bottomItems) ]) ``` 1. Embed pictures of these selected pieces into the daily OOTD section of your daily notes template so you get visuals before actually trying them on! 2. After wearing the suggested outfit, use an additional section such as "OOTD Rating & Reflection" at the end of every day where you'll rate today's look out of 10 along with any thoughts about what worked well or could be improved upon. **Rating Template Example:** ```md # OOTD Rating & Reflection ## Today's look rating (out of 10): - Score: ## What I liked about today’s outfit: - ## What I would change/do differently next time? - ``` Over time by gathering more ratings and feedback in this manner - you can tweak Queries/Filters accordingly within step-2 --- **Bram:** Ok -- finally write some Dataview code for Reflect & Archive and Weekly/Monthly Recap --- **GPT:** Sure! Here's some Dataview code for Reflect & Archive and Weekly/Monthly Recap: **Reflect & Archive:** First, let's create a template for the Rating & Reflection note to be used after each day. ```md # OOTD - {{date(today)}} ## Outfit Details - Top: !\[\[{{top}}]] - Bottom: !\[\[{{bottom}}]] - Dress (if worn): !\[\[{{dress}}]] - Shoes: !\[\[{{shoes}}]] ## OOTD Picture: [Insert outfit picture here] ## Today's look rating (out of 10): Rating : {{rating}} ## What I liked about today’s outfit: {{likes}} ## Changes or improvements next time? {{improvements}} ``` **Weekly/Monthly Recap Example:** Create a new note titled "OOTD Recaps" and use the following Dataview code inside to generate weekly/monthly reviews of your outfits based on tagged reflection notes. Replace `{your_tag}` with the tag you use for your Rating & Reflection notes. For **weekly recaps**, add this snippet in your OOTD Recaps note: ```javascript ```dataviewjs const pastWeek = moment().subtract(7, 'days'); dv.table(["Date", "Top", "Bottom", "Shoes","Rating"], dv.pages(`#\[\[{your_tag}]]`) .where(p => datetime(p.file.mtime).isSameOrAfter(pastWeek)) .map(entry => { return [ entry.Date.value, entry.Top.value, entry.Bottom.value, entry.Shoes.value.length > 0 ? `${entry.name}${entry.Shoes.suffix}` : '', _entry.Rating.value]; })); ``` For **monthly recaps**, modify the previous weekly snippet as follows: Replace `moment().subtract(7, 'days');` with `moment().subtract(1, 'month');`. Now you have both weekly/monthly recap templates set up in Obsidian using Dataview! Customize these according to your preferences and enjoy analyzing your fashion trends over time! --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### A Chat with ChatGPT: App Ideas for Learning, Productivity, and Book Management URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303132317/ Last updated: 2023-03-19T03:03:41.000Z ```md --- system_commands: ['I create small self contained app ideas that could fit in a CodePen or a Replit] temperature: 0.9 top_p: 1 max_tokens: 512 presence_penalty: 1 frequency_penalty: 1 stream: true stop: null n: 1 model: gpt-3.5-turbo --- ``` write app ideas for the following quote > • learn from everyone; > • follow no one; > • watch for patterns; and > • work like hell. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs1mrm4xqs4yq6qey64bvf6b?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- **GPT:** 1. "PatternSpotter" - an app that helps users identify patterns in their daily routines, habits, and behaviors, and provides personalized insights and suggestions for improvement. 2. "LearnFromAll" - a social learning app that connects users with experts and mentors in various fields, allowing them to learn from their experiences and insights. 3. "Trailblazer" - a productivity app that encourages users to set their own goals and work towards them, while providing motivational messages and progress tracking features. 4. "UnfollowMe" - a social media management app that helps users curate their feeds by identifying and unfollowing accounts that don't align with their values or interests. 5. "HustleHub" - a career development app that provides resources and tools for job seekers and professionals looking to build their skills, network, and portfolio. --- **Bram:** make the ideas more book centric and easy to do in a day --- **GPT:** 1. "Book Pattern Finder" - an app that helps users identify patterns in their reading habits, such as genres, authors, and reading speed. It provides personalized insights and suggestions for improvement, such as diversifying reading choices or setting reading goals. 2. "Readwise Mentor" - a social learning app that connects users with book experts and mentors in various fields, allowing them to learn from their experiences and insights. Users can ask questions, share book recommendations, and discuss their reading experiences. 3. "Daily Reading Tracker" - a productivity app that encourages users to set a daily reading goal and track their progress. It provides motivational messages and rewards for reaching reading milestones. 4. "Book Unfollower" - a book management app that helps users curate their bookshelves by identifying and removing books that no longer align with their interests or values. It provides personalized recommendations based on the user's reading history and preferences. 5. "Book Hustle Hub" - a book development app that provides resources and tools for book lovers looking to build their reading skills, network, and library. It includes book recommendations, reading challenges, and a community of book lovers to connect with. --- **Bram:** not the same ideas, brand new ones --- **GPT:** 1. "Book Buddy" - an app that matches users with book clubs or reading groups based on their reading preferences. It allows users to connect with like-minded readers, discuss books, and share recommendations. 2. "Book Fit" - a fitness-inspired app that encourages users to read more by setting reading goals and tracking their progress. It provides personalized book recommendations based on the user's reading history and preferences. 3. "Book Swap" - an app that allows users to trade books with other users in their local area. It provides a platform for book lovers to connect, share their favorite books, and discover new titles. 4. "Book Reviewer" - an app that allows users to write and share book reviews with other readers. It provides a platform for users to discover new books and authors, and to learn from other readers' experiences. 5. "Book Challenge" - an app that provides daily reading challenges and prompts to help users diversify their reading choices and discover new genres. It includes a leaderboard and reward system to encourage users to read more and try new things. --- **Bram:** only want single player apps, should not require others to be useful --- **GPT:** 1. "Book Tracker" - an app that helps users keep track of the books they've read, are currently reading, and want to read. It allows users to rate books, write notes, and create reading lists. 2. "Bookshelf Organizer" - an app that helps users organize their bookshelves by scanning the barcodes of their books and creating a digital inventory. It allows users to sort books by genre, author, or rating, and provides personalized book recommendations based on the user's reading history. 3. "Book Explorer" - an app that provides personalized book recommendations based on the user's reading history and preferences. It allows users to explore new genres and authors, and provides a platform for discovering new books. 4. "Book Journal" - an app that allows users to write and save notes about the books they've read. It includes prompts and questions to help users reflect on their reading experiences and gain insights about themselves and the books they've read. 5. "Book Challenge" - an app that provides daily reading challenges and prompts to help users diversify their reading choices and discover new genres. It includes a progress tracker and reward system to encourage users to read more and try new things. --- **Bram:** what patterns could be extracted from 5\. how can one be motivated to read widely --- **GPT:** Some patterns that could be extracted from the "Book Challenge" app could include: 1. The types of books that users tend to read the most, such as fiction, non-fiction, or specific genres like romance or mystery. 2. The reading speed of users, which could be tracked over time to see if users are reading more quickly or slowly as they progress through the challenges. 3. The level of engagement that users have with the app, such as how often they log in, how many challenges they complete, and how much time they spend reading. To motivate users to read widely, the app could provide a variety of reading challenges that encourage users to step out of their comfort zones and try new genres or authors. For example, the app could challenge users to read a book from a genre they've never tried before, or to read a book by an author from a different country or culture. The app could also provide personalized book recommendations based on the user's reading history and preferences, which could help users discover new books and authors they might not have found otherwise. Finally, the app could include a reward system that provides incentives for completing challenges, such as badges, points, or discounts on future book purchases. --- **Bram:** write js for how that might look --- **GPT:** Here's an example of how the Book Challenge app might look in JavaScript: ```js // Define an array of reading challenges const challenges = [ { id: 1, title: "Read a book from a different genre", description: "Choose a book from a genre you've never read before." }, { id: 2, title: "Read a book by an author from a different country", description: "Choose a book written by an author from a country you've never visited." }, { id: 3, title: "Read a book recommended by a friend", description: "Ask a friend for a book recommendation and read it." }, { id: 4, title: "Read a book published in the last year", description: "Choose a book that was published in the last year." }, { id: 5, title: "Read a book with a protagonist who is different from you", description: "Choose a book with a main character who has a different background, ethnicity or culture than you." } ]; // Define a function to display a random challenge function displayRandomChallenge() { const randomChallenge = challenges[Math.floor(Math.random() * challenges.length)]; console.log(`Challenge: ${randomChallenge.title}`); console.log(`Description: ${randomChallenge.description}`); } // Call the function to display a random challenge displayRandomChallenge(); ``` This code defines an array of reading challenges, each with an ID, title, and description. It then defines a function called `displayRandomChallenge` that selects a random challenge from the array and logs its title and description to the console. Finally, it calls the function to display a random challenge. In a real app, the challenges could be displayed in a user interface, and users could mark challenges as completed to track their progress. The app could also provide personalized book recommendations based on the user's reading history and preferences, and include a reward system to encourage users to complete challenges and read widely. --- **Bram:** create a progress tracker in js and a way to tweet progress --- **GPT:** Here's an example of how a progress tracker and a way to tweet progress might look in JavaScript: ```js // Define an array of books const books = [ { title: "The Great Gatsby", author: "F. Scott Fitzgerald", pages: 180, progress: 0 }, { title: "To Kill a Mockingbird", author: "Harper Lee", pages: 281, progress: 0 }, { title: "1984", author: "George Orwell", pages: 328, progress: 0 } ]; // Define a function to update the progress of a book function updateProgress(bookIndex, pagesRead) { const book = books[bookIndex]; book.progress = pagesRead / book.pages * 100; } // Call the function to update the progress of the first book updateProgress(0, 50); // Define a function to tweet progress function tweetProgress(bookIndex) { const book = books[bookIndex]; const message = `I just read ${book.title} by ${book.author} and I'm ${book.progress}% of the way through! #reading #progress`; console.log(message); } // Call the function to tweet progress for the second book tweetProgress(1); ``` This code defines an array of books, each with a title, author, number of pages, and progress (which is initially set to 0). It then defines a function called `updateProgress` that takes a book index and a number of pages read, and updates the progress of the book based on the percentage of pages read. Finally, it defines a function called `tweetProgress` that takes a book index and tweets a message about the book's progress, including the title, author, and percentage of pages read. In a real app, the progress tracker could be displayed in a user interface, and users could update their progress by entering the number of pages they've read. The app could also include a way to share progress on social media, such as Twitter or Instagram, to help users stay motivated and accountable. --- **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### OBX S3 Random Thoughts URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303102204/ Last updated: 2023-03-11T05:54:51.000Z - **Doesn't** finding a city of gold **heavily devalue** gold? - One argument with JB and Sarah was like, "Yeah sure, **fuck it** I'll cheat, why not?" - **No tongue** but always speaking, **mouth of a river** right? *(riddle)*[\[1\]](#fn1) - I do not understand the passage of time in OBX. Rain, middle of night, all of a sudden day, and how did Carlos **not see them**? - The kids in OBX are **menaces** lmao. - Who **lets these OBX kids get away** w **fucking everything**? - John B's dad is the **worst** lmao. - They **neutered Ward** bro, smh. He was such a **cool villain** too :( **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** Season 3 in a nutshell: ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/krabs-fire.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/krabs-fire.png) krabs fire.png --- 1. i guess the answer was cave, so ### I'll Hit Your Glu-Bock Eventually URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302222038/ Last updated: 2023-03-08T02:29:30.000Z > Gohan smash effeminate alien! Gohan strongest there is![\[1\]](#fn1) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- 1. Anger Can't Wash Over You Legally Without Your Consent - [202301090001](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301090001?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Eren and Mikasa Giving the Same Energy in AoT Endings URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303072111/ Last updated: 2023-03-16T04:26:39.000Z ## ED 1: Mikasa Surrounded by Knives ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/mikasa-knives.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/mikasa-knives.png) mikasa knives.png ## Akuma No Ko: Eren Surrounded by Flowers They're both wearing the scarf too! Before/after their first encounter, perhaps?[\[1\]](#fn1) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/eren-flowers.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/eren-flowers.png) eren flowers.png EDIT: I'm not the only one who thought so apparently, lol. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- 1. [202212160210](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212160210?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Two Museums That Show The Breadth and Depth of Human Arcana URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303072100/ Last updated: 2023-03-08T02:10:50.000Z ## Froggyland [Froggyland – Museum of the best taxidermy in the world](https://froggyland.net/?ref=bramadams.dev) [Froggland, Split (Croatia) - Imgur](https://imgur.com/a/59HVg6t?ref=bramadams.dev) The legacy of an eccentric, legacy anxious fellow: > **A late 19th-century French mansion (pictured: west facade) shuttered for more than a century has opened its doors to the public, revealing an array of outdated luxuries and oddities.** > The house once belonged to the wealthy, philanthropic, and "egocentric" civil servant Louis Mantin, according to Maud Leyoudec, assistant curator at the new [Maison Mantin](http://www.allier.fr/978-la-maison-mantin.htm?ref=bramadams.dev), or "Mantin house." > Mantin, who died in 1905, stated in his will that the house should be opened to the public a hundred years after his death [Frogs taxidermy found inside French mansion that had been sealed for 100 years : interestingasfuck](https://www.reddit.com/r/interestingasfuck/comments/l690iw/frogs%5Ftaxidermy%5Ffound%5Finside%5Ffrench%5Fmansion%5Fthat/?ref=bramadams.dev)[\[1\]](#fn1) ## The Frog That Committed Atrocities at Froggyland > And here are two more examples right next to each other. A frog smiling in one, but eating a bug in the other. Two seashells, one seashell. 4/? [pic.twitter.com/LBWrseqnnQ](https://t.co/LBWrseqnnQ?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Nate Fernald (@natefernald) [March 20, 2022](https://twitter.com/natefernald/status/1505608374301339648?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ## The Icelandic Phallological Museum in short, dicks. [History - The Icelandic Phallological Museum](https://www.phallus.is/history?ref=bramadams.dev)[\[2\]](#fn2) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- 1. the frog taxidermied shoes stay **ON** [during sex](https://knowyourmeme.com/memes/crocs-stay-on-during-sex?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. why does the web design on this page about whale penises go so hard??? [202301051926](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301051926?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Killua's Gambling Addiction URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303072049/ Last updated: 2023-03-08T02:00:05.000Z > Me clicking through every slide of the mandatory HR training module without observing a single piece of information [https://t.co/oqiEQT4ivU](https://t.co/oqiEQT4ivU?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Work Retire Die (@WorkRetireDie) [November 8, 2022](https://twitter.com/WorkRetireDie/status/1590012640260108289?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) I find it funny that it was just a sidenote in the series that Killua may or may not have a gambling addiction. Probably more healthy than Gon's quirk to ask anyone anything at anytime, tho.[\[1\]](#fn1) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Gon Carries Killua, For Once Also, one of the few (only?) times in the series Gon carries Killua ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/gon-carries-killua.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/gon-carries-killua.png) gon carries killua.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/killua-carries-gon-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/killua-carries-gon-1.png) killua carries gon 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/killua-carries-gon-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/killua-carries-gon-2.png) killua carries gon 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/killua-carries-gon-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/03/killua-carries-gon-3.png) killua carries gon 3.png --- 1. [202301071340](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301071340?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Were We All Gaslit About Content Being King? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303062305/ Last updated: 2023-03-07T05:51:56.000Z > A creator’s reputation also requires a certain type of maintenance. Reputation has a half-life on any social platform; successful creators accumulate reputation, which serves as a ā€œbatteryā€ that helps them store consumer attention. **But if they don’t keep producing new work, that battery will degrade, and eventually get depleted.** ([Location 3423](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B08BDGXVK9&location=3423&ref=bramadams.dev)) At what point does "making content for a living" become a profitable endeavor? Can any amount of "high-quality" content be **truly** classified as an asset? Or have all creators been gaslit about creating? Profit has a relatively simple definition. Profit is what remains after all the operating expenses of a business or individual have been subtracted from its revenue. All creators, implicitly or explicitly, assume real cost to create their creations; be it financial, emotional, physical, etc. And as such, all creators seek revenue to, at minimum, recoup the costs of creation, and ideally, get profit for their efforts. No matter what any creator at any level tells you, they know this in their heart to be the case. All creators are acutely aware and indeed **stressed out** by this fact, as competition for eyeballs gets more fierce every year. ## In a Gold Rush, Sell Shovels Go to the "/creators" or whatever page on any site and you'll be greeted with something along the lines of: 1. join our site 2. upload content to our site 3. ??? 4. profit Here's three real life examples of the carrot type advertisement platforms use: **Medium** ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/medium-creators-page.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/medium-creators-page.png) medium creators page.png **TikTok** ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/tiktok-creators-page.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/tiktok-creators-page.png) tiktok creators page.png **YouTube** ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/youtube-creators-page.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/youtube-creators-page.png) youtube creators page.png Let's dissect this a bit. The **narrative** pitched by content hosting platforms with flashy marketing and cutesy colors are core things humans desire: freedom, being your own boss, etc.. However, this narrative…is a load of **bullshit**. It is **not** bullshit because it is inherently **untrue** (*many people do make money, after all*), but because it uses **rhetoric** like "**all** creators can be x…" when these sites are basically power law lottery tickets. For example here's some stats on YouTube: > According to the latest statistics, there are over 31 million YouTube channels worldwide. **Of those channels, only about 0.3% (or approximately 93,000) have more than 100,000 subscribers**. This means that the percentage of YouTubers with at least 100k subs is relatively low compared to the total number of channels on the platform. > It's difficult to estimate the exact number of YouTube channels that upload less than 10 videos as this varies constantly. However, according to a recent analysis, **about 50% of all YouTube channels have posted fewer than five videos and approximately 76% of all YouTube channels have ten or fewer videos uploaded**. This indicates that a sizable portion of YouTube channels are relatively inactive in terms of uploading new content regularly. Most channels, indeed, most creators get crushed before even leaving the proverbial starting line. ## No One NEEDS Content Content is induced demand - no content solves a real problem, it just staves off the root problems of **curiosity and boredom**. All of your favorite content creators are constantly trying to make new content that will satisfy faceless viewers in an attempt to keep attention flowing in, and the second they fail to accomplish that, they fail -- creating a self perpetuating loop of showing up to keep the lights on.[\[1\]](#fn1) The more content a producer makes, the more they show up on your feed. The feed -- which most of the time is a trusted companion -- guides the readers perspective on what is "valuable" or "social proofed", and the more you trust the creator and demand their work in the future. It's all quite the oiled machine, and I begrudgingly respect this quite marvelous machinery! ## But If I Keep Making, My Hard Work Will Pay Off Right?…Right? ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/you-guys-are-getting-paid.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/03/you-guys-are-getting-paid.png) you guys are getting paid.png What is critical mass for standalone content? Is there even such a thing? In theory, content that lives on the internet is an asset (with some interesting similarities of "staking space" similar to that of owning a home[\[2\]](#fn2)) that can compound views for many lifetimes - but in fact, the internet has a heavy recency bias. [\[3\]](#fn3) Does that mean that a content creator could create…forever and see no impact or profit? ## Case Study of Coding Vs Content Creation A comparison of my experience as a coder versus content producer (*I've done both for many years*) reveals some interesting differences. ### Coding Coding has much farther reach and impact because it underlies the machinery that content is consumed on - each computer can serve multiple users, creating a tree-like effect. For example, all sites built off a framework (React, Vue, etc.) serve those users as well, albeit indirectly. In fact, this is exactly what platforms do! They don't necessarily care *who* is creating, as long as *someone* is creating and bringing attention to the site. > there was an enormous disconnect between how we think open source works and what is actually happening on the ground today. There is a long, and growing, tail of projects that don’t fit the typical model of collaboration. Such projects include **Bootstrap, a popular design framework used by an estimated 20% of all websites**, where **three developers have authored over 73% of commits**. Another example is Godot, a software framework for making games, where **two developers** respond to more than 120 issues opened on their project per week.† ([Location 89](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B08BDGXVK9&location=89&ref=bramadams.dev)) There also appears to be much less competition, due to the relative rarity of coders in the population. > It's difficult to estimate the exact percentage of the population that can code fluently, as it varies greatly across different countries and regions. However, according to recent statistics, **only about 1% of the world's population can code at an advanced level.** On top of all this, coding has very low social proof at the top. Coders are rarely famous, with most people who use their work being tech-adjacent, but **still** not knowing their names. Most people who consume my newsletter are tech-adjacent but you may still not know any of these names: Sindre Sorhus, Chet Ramey, Daniel Stenberg even though these three drive **billions** of dollars through the economy off their work **alone**, just for their *damned love of the game*.[\[4\]](#fn4) Coding attracts only hardcore people, as making and maintaining code is the opposite of a trivial endeavor. > As a developer, if you use the command-line tool cURL, you’re using code written by Daniel Stenberg. If you use the command-line interface bash, you’re using code maintained by Chet Ramey. If you use npm, you’re using packages written by Sindre Sorhus and Substack. If you use Python’s packaging tools, you’re using code maintained by Donald Stufft. ([Location 152](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B08BDGXVK9&location=152&ref=bramadams.dev))' Code, in the long term, drives towards the asset class due to automation. The more times you use a program, the more value the initial writing of it was. > Software, like physical infrastructure (roads, utilities, telecom), has high fixed costs of initial production, followed by low marginal costs. In other words, it’s expensive to get started, but each additional user incurs relatively low costs. ([Location 959](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B08BDGXVK9&location=959&ref=bramadams.dev)) ### Content Creation Content creation, on the other hand, tends to attract both hardcore **and** casual posters. Casual posters make up a majority (as we saw above), but all who go to the effort of making a channel have **at least a little bit** bought into the cultish messaging of freedom without awareness of the fact that casual posters can drive just as much attention through shit posting, because the problem being solved by content mediated is **attention and boredom**, and we all love colors, sounds, and for our team to win.[\[5\]](#fn5) Hardcore posters are those who you see on your feed every day, but eventually all creators realize that in a game of attention -- quality pays little. Ironically, I'd say that as a person who does both -- content creation has a higher cost, due to the inherent fact that it is **all novel each time**. People do not like automated content. This would **not** be the case if platforms suggested older content more readily, but honestly, why would they? It's an anti-pattern and counterintuitive to them in the effort of staying "up to date" vs other mega platforms. > Overall, I’d expect to see in the news industry something similar to what happened in open source: a **ā€œdumbbellā€-shaped distribution of contributors. On one end are purely casual contributors (breaking news, casual punditry, and commentary on the news), who post on social media because it’s low-effort with the potential for a bit of upside, and no expectation of maintenance, funding, or having to make ongoing contributions. On the other end are the maintainers (news columns, investigative journalism, and features): those with in-depth knowledge of their topic, who make highly non-fungible contributions, and who will make money off their reputations.** For those in the latter category, the name of the game is building highly targeted audiences and optimizing for fewer people paying more money, rather than shilling for page views. Podcasts, newsletters, and longform writing are attractive these days because they help creators filter for niche audiences, rather than losing potential value to broad reach on public channels. Instead of maximizing for likes, these creators maximize for meaning. ([Location 3631](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B08BDGXVK9&location=3631&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## The Unfortunate Conclusion Therefore, the cliche advice rings true - make for **yourself**, make for **mastery** of your craft, and keep your assets as close to home base as possible. Simple stuff, but required regardless. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** > I didn’t create this code for altruistic motivations, I created it for fun. I was learning, and learning is fun. . . . I’ve written way better modules than this, the internet just hasn’t fully caught up. . . . If it’s not fun anymore, you get literally nothing from maintaining a popular package. One time, I was working as a dishwasher in a resturant \[sic\], and I made the mistake of being too competent, and I got promoted to cook. This was only a 50 cents an hour pay rise \[sic\], but massively more responsibility. It didn’t really feel worth it. Writing a popular module like this is like that times a million, and the pay rise \[sic\] is zero. Tarr explained ([Location 1473](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B08BDGXVK9&location=1473&ref=bramadams.dev)) --- 1. [202301240130](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301240130?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [202301110059](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301110059?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. Zettelkasten is a defense mechanism against the recency bias because it forces linking [202301161456](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301161456?ref=bramadams.dev) 4. [202212210134](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212210134?ref=bramadams.dev) 5. [202301090101](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301090101?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Parsing and Removing Frontmatter in Obsidian Plugins URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303061543/ Last updated: 2023-03-07T06:13:12.000Z In this code block, we will learn how to remove frontmatter from a message and parse it using two different functions. These functions are useful for Obsidian plugin developers who need to process the body of a note without its metadata. The first function `removeYMLFromMessage` removes the YAML front matter from a given string by replacing it with an empty string. The second function `getFrontmatter` uses the gray-matter library to extract the front matter object from a MarkdownView instance in Obsidian. Let's dive into each of these functions: ## Removing Front Matter ```ts removeYMLFromMessage(message: string) { try { const YAMLFrontMatter = /---\s*[\s\S]*?\s*---/g; const newMessage = message.replace(YAMLFrontMatter, ""); return newMessage; } catch (err) { throw new Error("Error removing YML from message" + err); } } ``` This function takes in a `message` parameter which is expected to be a string containing YAML front matter at the beginning of it. It then creates a regular expression pattern that matches any text between two sets of three dashes (`---`). This pattern is stored in `YAMLFrontMatter`. Finally, it replaces all instances of this pattern with an empty string using JavaScript's built-in replace method. ## Parsing Front Matter ```ts import matter from "gray-matter"; getFrontmatter(view: MarkdownView): Chat_MD_FrontMatter { try { const metaMatter = app.metadataCache.getFileCache(noteFile)?.frontmatter; const data = matter(view.getViewData()); const frontmatter = { title: metaMatter?.title || view.file.basename, ..., ...data.data }; return frontmatter; } catch (err) { throw new Error("Error getting frontmatter"); } } ``` This function takes in an instance of `MarkdownView`, which represents the currently active view within Obsidian's editor window. It then retrieves information about the current file being viewed through Obsidian's API and extracts its cached metadata using `.getFileCache()`. Next, it uses gray-matter library to extract both content and metadata objects as separate properties on returned object called 'data'. Then, we create our own custom object called 'frontmatter' where we can add additional properties or override existing ones if needed. Finally, this parsed data is returned as an object containing various fields such as title, tags etc., which can be used by plugins for further processing. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Explanation of the `callOpenAIAPI` Function URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303061523/ Last updated: 2023-03-06T20:29:48.000Z The following code block is a TypeScript function that calls the OpenAI API to generate text based on given parameters. ## Motivation Calling OpenAI's API from Obsidian requires a lot of forethought on what variables to include or exclude. This particular tutorial also highlights streaming, which OpenAI passes back as an entire array and then timers are artificially added to show the user the text coming in a character at a time[\[1\]](#fn1) Finally, these characters are written into the Obsidian editor in real time. ## Tutorial Let's go through each parameter and what it does: - `editor`: an object representing the editor where the generated text will be displayed. - `messages`: an array of objects containing a role (e.g. "user" or "assistant") and content (the message itself) for each message in the conversation leading up to generating this response. - `model`: which language model to use, defaults to `"gpt-3.5-turbo"`. - `max_tokens`: maximum number of tokens (words) in the generated response, defaults to 250. - `temperature`, `top_p`, `presence_penalty`, and `frequency_penalty` are all parameters used by OpenAI's language models for generating more diverse or focused responses; they all have default values but can be adjusted as needed. - `stream`: whether or not to stream back partial results as they become available; if true, then this function returns `"streaming"` instead of waiting for a full response from OpenAI before returning. - `stop`: an optional array of strings that will cause generation to stop once one is encountered in the output; useful for ending conversations gracefully. - The remaining parameters (`n`, `logit_bias`, and `user`) are currently unsupported by ChatGPT MD. The function uses [request](https://marcus.se.net/obsidian-plugin-docs/reference/typescript/functions/request?ref=bramadams.dev) library internally with async/await syntax. If streaming is enabled, it splits up the response into individual lines using newlines (`\n\n`) as delimiters, removes any metadata at beginning of line ("data: "), parses JSON from each line, extracts delta content from choices field within JSON object returned by API call, appends delta content onto editor instance passed into method call while respecting typing speed settings set elsewhere in codebase. If streaming is disabled then it simply waits until entire response has been received before parsing JSON data out of stringified HTTP body returned by request library call. In case there's any error during API call process then it throws an error with details logged into console along with displaying notice about issue calling OpenAI API. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ```ts async callOpenAIAPI( editor: Editor, messages: { role: string; content: string }[], model = "gpt-3.5-turbo", max_tokens = 250, temperature = 0.3, top_p = 1, presence_penalty = 0.5, frequency_penalty = 0.5, stream = true, stop: string[] | null = null, n = 1, logit_bias: any | null = null, user: string | null = null ) { try { console.log("calling openai api"); const response = await request({ url: `https://api.openai.com/v1/chat/completions`, method: "POST", headers: { Authorization: `Bearer ${this.settings.apiKey}`, "Content-Type": "application/json", }, contentType: "application/json", body: JSON.stringify({ model: model, messages: messages, max_tokens: max_tokens, temperature: temperature, top_p: top_p, presence_penalty: presence_penalty, frequency_penalty: frequency_penalty, stream: stream, stop: stop, n: n, // logit_bias: logit_bias, // not yet supported // user: user, // not yet supported }), }); if (stream) { // split response by new line const responseLines = response.split("\n\n"); // remove data: from each line for (let i = 0; i < responseLines.length; i++) { responseLines[i] = responseLines[i].split("data: ")[1]; } const newLine = ``; // hr for assistant editor.replaceRange(newLine, editor.getCursor()); // move cursor to end of line const cursor = editor.getCursor(); const newCursor = { line: cursor.line, ch: cursor.ch + newLine.length, }; editor.setCursor(newCursor); let fullstr = ""; // loop through response lines for (const responseLine of responseLines) { // if response line is not [DONE] then parse json and append delta to file if (responseLine && !responseLine.includes("[DONE]")) { const responseJSON = JSON.parse(responseLine); const delta = responseJSON.choices[0].delta.content; // if delta is not undefined then append delta to file if (delta) { const cursor = editor.getCursor(); if (delta === "`") { editor.replaceRange(delta, cursor); await new Promise((r) => setTimeout(r, 82)); // what in the actual fuck -- why does this work lol } else { editor.replaceRange(delta, cursor); await new Promise((r) => setTimeout(r, this.settings.streamSpeed) ); } const newCursor = { line: cursor.line, ch: cursor.ch + delta.length, }; editor.setCursor(newCursor); fullstr += delta; } } } console.log(fullstr); return "streaming"; } else { const responseJSON = JSON.parse(response); return responseJSON.choices[0].message.content; } } catch (err) { new Notice( "issue calling OpenAI API, see console for more details" ); throw new Error( "issue calling OpenAI API, see error for more details: " + err ); } } ``` --- 1. take note of the frustration I had as a dev for the special case of backticks. They need to run on their own time for some reason I still do not know! ### Explanation of the ChatTemplates Class URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303061500/ Last updated: 2023-03-06T20:09:45.000Z The following code block defines a TypeScript class called `ChatTemplates` that helps users create new chat templates in Obsidian. It extends the built-in `SuggestModal` class which provides an interface for displaying and selecting suggestions based on user input. ### Motivation To offer insight from an Obsidian plugin developer using the Obsidian API, which is pretty poorly documented/hard to parse. ### Constructor Method The constructor is like the "setup" function when you're building something new. It takes two things: an instance of the main app (`App`) and some settings for chat templates (`ChatGPT_MDSettings`). When we create a new instance of this class, we pass these things into it so that it can use them later on. ### getFilesInChatFolder Method This method gets all files from a specific folder path (which is stored as part of our settings). We only want to show chat templates to users, so we filter out any files that aren't in this folder. ### getSuggestions Method When someone types into the search box while using our plugin, this method will be called with whatever they typed as its argument. This method looks at all available chat template files and returns only those whose names match what was typed by the user (case-insensitive). ### renderSuggestion Method Once we have filtered down our list of possible matches based on what was typed by the user, each remaining suggestion needs to be displayed visually somehow. This method creates HTML elements representing each suggestion item one-by-one and adds them to the UI. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### onChooseSuggestion Method Finally, when someone clicks or selects one of these suggestions from our list, this function will run! First it displays a message saying which template was selected by using Obsidian's built-in Notice API. Then it reads contents from selected template file using Vault API's `.read()`, creates new markdown file using Vault API's `.create()`, writes contents read earlier to newly created markdown file and opens newly created markdown note using Workspace API's `.openLinkText()`. ```ts export class ChatTemplates extends SuggestModal { settings: ChatGPT_MDSettings; constructor(app: App, settings: ChatGPT_MDSettings) { super(app); this.settings = settings; } getFilesInChatFolder(): TFile[] { return this.app.vault .getFiles() .filter( (file) => file.parent.path === this.settings.chatTemplateFolder ); } // Returns all available suggestions. getSuggestions(query: string): ChatTemplate[] { const chatTemplateFiles = this.getFilesInChatFolder(); if (query == "") { return chatTemplateFiles.map((file) => { return { title: file.basename, file: file, }; }); } return chatTemplateFiles .filter((file) => { return file.basename.toLowerCase().includes(query.toLowerCase()); }) .map((file) => { return { title: file.basename, file: file, }; }); } // Renders each suggestion item. renderSuggestion(template: ChatTemplate, el: HTMLElement) { el.createEl("div", { text: template.title }); } // Perform action on the selected suggestion. async onChooseSuggestion( template: ChatTemplate, evt: MouseEvent | KeyboardEvent ) { new Notice(`Selected ${template.title}`); const templateText = await this.app.vault.read(template.file); // use template text to create new file in chat folder const file = await this.app.vault.create( `${this.settings.chatFolder}/${getDate()}.md`, templateText ); // open new file this.app.workspace.openLinkText(file.basename, "", true); } } ``` ### ChatGPT ChatML Wrapper URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202303022145/ Last updated: 2023-03-03T02:49:36.000Z With the announcement of ChatGPT’s API, many people will be looking to move to the new model with their old prompts. I’ve written two libraries that facilitate the transition for people who want to use turbo but only want to send one prompt along as usual. Python: [GitHub - bramses/gpt-to-chatgpt-py: Convert a regular GPT call into a ChatGPT call](https://github.com/bramses/gpt-to-chatgpt-py?ref=bramadams.dev) Example: ```python import openai import os from dotenv import load_dotenv from gpt_to_chatgpt import toChatML, get_message load_dotenv() openai.api_key = os.getenv("OPENAI_API_KEY") res = openai.ChatCompletion.create( model="gpt-3.5-turbo", messages=toChatML("this is a test"), ) print(get_message(res)) # As an AI language model, I don't really take tests, but I'm always ready to respond to your prompts and queries. How can I assist you today? ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** Typescript/JS: [GitHub - bramses/gpt-to-chatgpt-ts: Convert GPT Completion call to a ChatGPT call](https://github.com/bramses/gpt-to-chatgpt-ts?ref=bramadams.dev) Example: ```typescript const { Configuration, OpenAIApi } = require("openai"); const { toChatML, get_message } = require("gpt-to-chatgpt") require("dotenv").config(); const configuration = new Configuration({ apiKey: process.env.OPENAI_API_KEY, }); const openai = new OpenAIApi(configuration); openai.createChatCompletion({ model: "gpt-3.5-turbo", messages: toChatML('this is a test') }).then((data) => { console.log((get_message(data.data))); }); // As an AI language model, I cannot provide a specific answer to the prompt, as it is too broad. However, I confirm that this is a test. ``` Enjoy! ### A Few Things To Try With DALLĀ·E URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302281213/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T19:22:39.000Z DALLĀ·E. Is. Amazing. DALLĀ·E is intuivitely understandable on an emotional level while simultaneously being quite unintuitive on a logical level. (*I'm sure Aristotle would have a fit*) Due to this quandary, I'm having a helluva amount of fun pressing this technology using solely imagination, being guided by my sense of wonder instead of reason. Here are some things I've picked up so far that I think can help push the dialogue around DALLĀ·E forward. **IMPORTANT:** [**CLICK THROUGH HERE**](https://homepage-kappa-three.vercel.app/projects/dalle-tricks?ref=bramadams.dev) **TO SEE GALLERY IMAGES WITH CAPTIONS ON THE ORIGINAL POST -- ONLY THE PLAINTEXT VERSION LIVES ON THIS SITE. COMMENT BELOW IF LINK BREAKS.** ***Album Covers And Movie Posters Work Really Well -- And Be Sure To Try Puns*** Amidst all of the [Twitter bios being generated](https://twitter.com/nickcammarata/status/1511861061988892675?ref=bramadams.dev), I've been really impressed by DALLĀ·E's ability to understand puns, and cultural significance. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-21-53.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-22-04.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-22-13.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-22-38.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-22-29-1.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-22-22-1.png) DALLĀ·E lends well to pairing with human creativity as well. Here I took an output from DALLĀ·E and turned it into a Kanye-type album cover. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-18-52.png) ***Two For The Price Of One*** By merely appending "side by side", or "two frames", you can get two seperate DALLĀ·E renditions in the same image! ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-23-59.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-24-16.png) ***Let There Be Lighting*** I've been testing DALLĀ·Es understanding of ISO Stops and exposure, and I've been quite surprised by the results. I'm also using the side-by-side trick mentioned above. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-24-32.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-24-40.png) ***Perhaps All It Takes Is A Change Of Perspective*** In the same vein, DALLĀ·E seems to have some understanding of how angles of a camera or a painter affect the resulting image. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-26-21.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-26-29.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-26-37.png) ***Animations -> Variation Chaining*** In DALLĀ·E one can create variations of a singular result. I'm going to go ahead and venture to make two predicitions right now: 1. The term 'variation chaining' will enter the vernacular, and animators will need to learn the curation technique of how to "chain" correctly 2. 'Variation chaining' will spawn multiple animation "universes" from a single root image. Each variation is a tree of 6 variation children, which have 6 variation children, and so on, and so on. I can't even begin to postulate the effect this will have on the definition of "original works". It just got 6^n more complex. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** Here's the evolution of this photo by [Alex Holt](https://unsplash.com/photos/M4TcXHmfT7k?ref=bramadams.dev) into a volcanic crater of some sort. ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-28-18.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-28-41.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-28-50.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-28-57.png) ![](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/Screenshot-2023-02-28-12-29-05.png) ***In Sum*** We're just scratching the surface of the creative applications of DALLĀ·E. With a technology like this, it's best, and possibly in fact even necessary, to leave preconcieved notions checked at the door and be able to approch it with two things: An open mind, and a penchant for play. ### Cousins or Dating URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302281206/ Last updated: 2024-02-10T05:31:56.000Z ## Audio Companion Recording 20230228164821 0:00 /88.02 1Ɨ ## Written Piece In The [King's Man (2021)](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The%5FKing%27s%5FMan?ref=bramadams.dev), [Tom Hollander](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tom%5FHollander?ref=bramadams.dev) plays King George, Kaiser Willhelm **and** Tsar Nicolas II. I thought that this was just a comedic choice until I saw this **real picture** of King George and Tsar Nicolas II. Like, lmao wut? Talk about nepotism! **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/cousins-or-dating-pic.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/cousins-or-dating-pic.png) cousins-or-dating-pic.png ### Investing in Lighting Did Great Things for My Mental and Physical Health URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302281157/ Last updated: 2023-03-01T01:10:15.000Z ## Audio Companion Recording 20230228170107 0:00 /3:20 1Ɨ ## Written Piece > It's crazy how much of the attraction here is just lighting and plants. > > What people want: > \- automation > \- plants > \- sunlight > \- family > > This is a solvable problem, where is the startup that fills my house with self-managing plants? [https://t.co/tsZrynx4rB](https://t.co/tsZrynx4rB?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — andrew 🌹 (@\_\_drewface) [December 22, 2021](https://twitter.com/%5F%5Fdrewface/status/1473684287648055309?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) Controlling lighting is an **extremely powerful force on your daily life satisfaction.** Used correctly it can be calming, or energy building. Used incorrectly, it is an oppressive pressure on the eyes and the mind. ## Yellow Lights In my bedroom, I use soft yellow Edison bulbs. They're warm enough to not cause stress, but powerful enough to light up an entire room. White light is best for offices during the day (*looking at you, pandemic years*) or overcast days when energy is hard to summon. I keep both around the house depending on the weather forecast and my emotional state. ## Also, Invest in Darkness Equally important is to invest in a good set of blackout curtains or blinds (check out [Rolladens if you want to go hard](https://www.hawkeyewindows.com/european-window-and-door/rolladen-rolling-shutters/?ref=bramadams.dev)). Getting a full night of sleep is critical, and light seeping through curtains is an easy recipe for poor sleep. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Light Mode And Dark Mode on Websites I generally clowned on developers putting so much into building dark modes instead of critical features that prevent their apps from working, until I was working on this site on a red eye flight. The whites were **blinding** and the websites/apps that had dark mode were **comforting**. I added [dark mode literally that flight using this tutorial](https://medium.com/bigpanda-engineering/dark-theme-with-styled-components-a573dd898e2a?ref=bramadams.dev).[\[1\]](#fn1) Consider me a convert! --- 1. Authors Note 2023-02-28 I have since moved to Ghost Headline and have not uploaded a new dark mode lol ### Dance Till You're Dead URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302271606/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T19:20:40.000Z The elders would tell her the stories of their creators. They would always begin; > "Long ago there was only darkness... and the rhythm. The rhythm was steady, consistent, predictable. *Drip, drip, drip*. The darkness too was constant, unchanging, infinite. *Drip, drip, drip*. Then, one fateful day, the rhythm changed. The rhythm became unpredictable. The vibrations became frequent, varying in intensity, length, and most importantly -- *emotionality*. At the exact same time the rhythm changed, the darkness changed too. There was now light everywhere, disturbed only by these strange rotund shapes that would move about. The shadows would leave and return, leave and return. Occasionally, new vibrations would appear, only to disappear later. During this period of vibration and light, one of the creators moved very close, so very close that their powerful presence was entirely *overwhelming*. And then, ever so gently -- they placed their hand on us. And that was when our first was born. > Eventually, as the years passed, the creators left this place and the rhythm and darkness returned -- as if it had never left. --- The elders would tell us younglings it was of utmost importance to worship the creators the way they had lived, to revel in *the dance* and *the hunt*; to spend energy on living. The elders would say that we were forged in their image, and it was our duty to join them in the exuberance of the eternal dance. And so, her siblings danced. They danced and hunted and they hunted and danced. They imitated the way the creators moved. However, she did not join them. She was too clumsy with the dance, her feet too noisy for the hunt. Where her siblings were filled with life, she sat inert. As millennia went by, her siblings continued to dance with **so much fervor that they began to peel**. At first, it was the most energetic that began to fade away. Then it was the more patient hunters, who would use up all their energy in sprints. As time continued to march, one by one, her siblings faded from the plane. And yet, she persisted. As her siblings faded, she asked those who were on their final days of living -- *was it worth it*? Did you live fully through the dance, now that its over? They never did have a satisfying answer. Most of them, on their final visages, would claim that indeed, the hunt and dance would continue even after they faded, and that knowledge brought them peace of mind. Others yet said that they fully utilized their life, and they carry few regrets. She never felt these were the right answer, so she sat and waited, and tried to think of her own. Thinking, thinking, thinking. An answer would have to come eventually, she thought. And **if it is in the rhythmic dark, so be it**. She sat in solitude, and considered the purpose of creation and the lessons she was taught by her elders. She didn't have an answer, but yet she continued to look for one, day after day after day. Many tens of millennia later, she was sitting in the rhythmic darkness when she heard something. At first, it was quiet. It was a slight disruption in the vibration of the rhythm. Slight, so, so slight. But eventually, the vibration got louder, and then in a radiant blaze, the illuminating, blinding light was back. Two shadows stood in front of her, speaking some sort of language she had no business comprehending. > Ht cd frw, Xdeek, vond ljww ro thjk xqen gpniwwom! Rs ccee ffkwmicun oq ty|rrr qiwws swi! > Tr cdff wx cciu vnioqbr zbnne tisr! She was stunned. The creators, they were real! And here they were, inches in front of her face. She had so much to ask, she believed they must hold the answer to the secrets she sought. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/mouth-of-cave.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/mouth-of-cave.png) mouth of cave.png Before she could gather the courage to collect her thoughts, the light began to fade, and the vibrations became more and more rhythmic -- and the darkness and rhythm returned. > No! No! No! I was so close to discovering why we were here!! Why we were made!! Why we danced, and why we hunted! DAMN IT! After she calmed down, she resigned herself for another infinite wait in the rhythmic dark. But, fortunately for her, it was not meant to be. A few months later, the two initial shadows from before brought with them a larger group of shadows. This group seemed focused, and pointed at her while having many muted conversations amongst themselves. They brought different technologies and tools to capture her, to freeze her in time in different angles than she was currently frozen. They brought permanent light to her, and the discordant vibrations slowly began to reveal their own rhythms. Over time she began to make out the words of the creators. At first, it was jut one or two words, things that vibrated frequently off her walls: > Ht cd frw, **Scott**, vond ljww ro thjk xqen **amazing**! Rs ccee ffkwmicun oq ty|rrr qiwws swi! Then it was a few more: > **Oh** cd frw, **Scott**, **this** ljww ro thjk xqen **amazing**! Rs **cave** **painting** oq ty|rrr qiwws swi! She came to understand that she was a *cave painting*. Her home, her life, was a cave, and she was somehow slightly different than the rest of the cave. For some inexplicable reason, life was breathed into her and not the rest of her home. And eventually, she understood all of it: > Oh my God, Scott, this find is amazing! This cave painting is 42,000 years old! As she learned their language, she hoped to pick up on an answer to her creation. An answer for the eternal dance her siblings conducted. An answer as to why she did **not** dance. An answer. **Any answer.** But instead, the creators seemed to ask questions of their own. In fact, they seemed to all be coming to **stare** at her, to **fascinate** over her, *how was she supposed to get any answers this way??* She had all but given up hope on finding an answer when one day a tiny shadow with quiet vibrations came into her vicinity. Its voice was tiny, but she could make out one word from it's mouth: > Choice. She realized in a moment of brilliance the secret that she sought. The deficit that both she and her siblings had over the millennia. Her siblings were **forced by tradition** to dance, she was **forced by her clumsiness not to**. The only choice she ever made was to sit and think. But that was the last choice she ever made. Every day since then was merely a result. She had never made a choice after that, and that was the cause of her question. **She never made a new choice.** No longer, she decided. She would no longer take a passive role in her own life. She would not wait for the answer, she would take action, and create it herself. In the bright arrhythmic cave, she slowly began to move her hips. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Topics Discussed The dance is the creative act of the muse, her siblings knew this intuitively, but did not know why. More: Muses Live in the Routine - [202301021359](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301021359?ref=bramadams.dev) To create something is to leave art behind, potentially forever. Human beings, as living creatures with knowledge, create new universal truth out of raw material. More: Enlightenment and the Resistance - [202212292303](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212292303?ref=bramadams.dev) Once we stop moving, once we stop contributing, we begin to die. Retirement is a proximal cause of death in the elderly as they lose their fire and spark to continue living. More: A Few Notes on Old Age - [202212212242](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212212242?ref=bramadams.dev) *Author's Note: If you liked this story, please reply or share with friends! I'm trying to learn the art of blending fiction with real work from my Zettelkasten, and would love this type of format to go further. Thanks!* *Bram* ### How to Upload an Audio Companion to Ghost From iOS Voice Memos and Obsidian URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302200019/ Last updated: 2023-02-26T19:09:08.000Z 1. Record voice memo 2. AirDrop it to Mac 3. Drag it into Obsidian Attachments folder 4. Rename any special characters 5. Publish using Obsidian Ghost plugin 6. Manually upload audio on web dashboard 7. Delete uploaded (2nd file) 8. Done! Now the Obsidian audio is locally "linked" to the content uploaded to Ghost servers 9. Note `/content/media/${year}/${month}` is coded to be taken care of with yaml keys `ghost-images-month` and `ghost-images-year` ```ts const content = data.content.replace( /!*\[\[(.*?)\]\]/g, (match: any, p1: string) => { if ( ... ) { ... } else if ( p1.toLowerCase().includes(".m4a") || p1.toLowerCase().includes(".mp3") || p1.toLowerCase().includes(".wav") ) { let year; let month; if (frontmatter.imagesYear && frontmatter.imagesMonth) { year = frontmatter.imagesYear; month = frontmatter.imagesMonth; if (month < 10) { month = `0${month}`; } } else { // get the year year = new Date().getFullYear(); // get the month const monthNum = new Date().getMonth() + 1; month = monthNum.toString(); if (monthNum < 10) { month = `0${monthNum}`; } } return `
${p1 .replace(".m4a", "") .replace(".wav", "") .replace( ".mp3", "" )}
`; } ... } ); ``` **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### The Process of Making a Quality Zettel URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302251645/ Last updated: 2023-02-26T18:51:27.000Z ## Audio Companion Recording 20230225170709 0:00 /3:20 1Ɨ ## Written Idea 1. Capture the Core Idea 2. Expand one layer deep into the idea with text, video, audio 1. Any further layers should be their own Zettel and be backlinked 2. Too much energy[\[1\]](#fn1) spent on depth in this step will cause overly tight ideas that can't be unpacked without a ton of context. 3. Add external Zettelkasten system links. I use AI to assist me with this step. But the idea that I usually adhere to is: one obvious link, one surprising one. If you do only obvious links, you get trapped in confirmation bias.[\[2\]](#fn2) If you only do surprising links, the path of reasoning becomes to difficult to follow, and the idea loses fluency.[\[3\]](#fn3) 4. Add a summary/excerpt to distill the idea **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). [Both free and paid subscriptions are available](#/portal). If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- 1. [202301102356](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301102356?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [202301082259](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301082259?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. Killua is worried about that when he thinks people only like him **because** he is hard to read ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/killua-interesting.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/killua-interesting.png) killua interesting.png ### The PERFECT Macchiato URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302250105/ Last updated: 2023-02-26T18:53:23.000Z > Worked at a ā€˜guest is always right’ restaurant - no contradictions allowed. Guy rejects his coffee, ā€œthis isnt a macchiatoā€. Led to 3 servers hiding behind the bar trying to guess what he thinks a macchiato is based only on his looks, like ancient shamans interpreting animal bone Let's play the Macchiato Game! I'll put up a picture and you guess what their perfect macchiato would be. My guess will be below each picture. ## Gym Bro ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/gym-bro-macchiato.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/gym-bro-macchiato.png) gym bro macchiato.png **My Guess** - 3.2 cups of Pre-Workout - "Actually yeah, can you add some more a few shots of espresso into that? Today is leg day." - "You know what, fuck it, can you just crush some caffeine pills in there? Ok, thank you, yeah" ## Horse Girl ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/horse-girl-macchiato.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/horse-girl-macchiato.png) horse girl macchiato.png **My Guess** - Hay, ground[\[1\]](#fn1) - 3.5 tsp of 35% off flannels sign - Twoooooo cups of vodka ## Hipster ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/hipster-dude-macchiato.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/hipster-dude-macchiato.png) hipster dude macchiato.png **My Guess** - 2 espresso shots (2 ounces) - 2 ounces (¼ cup) whole milk foam\* ## Goth Kid ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/goth-girl-macchiato.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/goth-girl-macchiato.png) goth girl macchiato.png **My Guess** - The second verse from Ohio is For Lovers By Hawthorne Heights - The cap of a black Sharpie - 1.3lbs of Wednesday Addams (90s version) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Discord Mod ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/discord-mod-macchiato.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/discord-mod-macchiato.png) discord mod macchiato.png **My Guess** - 1L of Mtn Dew Code Red - Nitro Subscription Emoticon Pack - Zest of Anime PFP --- --- 1. from the ground, hay ### Ego-San on the Sting of Defeat URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302241944/ Last updated: 2023-02-25T02:36:30.000Z To give up your dream for the pursuit of it forms **cognitive dissonance on multiple layers**. 1. The initial goal, *G*, was not achieved, so the mind has to contend with **absolute failure**. The system (other people, the planet, whatever) has rejected you from attaining the goal you set, despite your best efforts. 2. Any future time spent on the dream becomes a **sunk cost fallacy** (I got this good, so I can't stop now, right?). As a fallacy, it only continues to get worse. **Confirmation bias** (which can be avoided with a simple strategy that is discussed below[\[1\]](#fn1)) also prevents you from seeing other routes, locking your routine into the literal definition of insanity: ā€œ*doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.*ā€[\[2\]](#fn2) 3. The self you've cultivated and the strategy you have chosen have failed to materialize, and you realize **you can't** become the person you needed to be to attain your ultimate goal due to a combination of values/self-belief/etc. In order to break the cognitive dissonance that is born from this paradox, the goal-failer faces a crossroads: 1. Option one is to **delude** themselves into thinking that they never wanted the goal to begin with (sour grapes). This is a **poor long term strategy** due to the investment spent in fulfilling the goal with limited resources (financial, time, etc). **Delusion** is chosen carefully as a word here. It is delusion because you know the truth. **You know** you have failed to do what you set out to do. As a defense mechanism, **you pivot to protect the visage of self you've put effort into.** 2. Option two is to **transform into the person that can attain your dream**. Much like how [Barou realized there was no satisfaction to his goal of becoming the world's best striker by playing the way he always has](https://youtu.be/aZ58rLqLDbU?ref=bramadams.dev), **he was forced to** evolve into a new person through the despair. The impossible combination of his ego, his skill, and the reality of the other players on the pitch **broke him at his base** and a new person was formed. **This metamorphosis is a new person, with a new hypothesis and a new set of values, with the same goal.** The Bayseian updating part of the mind takes in the new data and reformats the core assumption.[\[3\]](#fn3) 1. This new person as a willful organism has their goal in the front of their mind and can **only be stopped by the laws of the universe (physics, genetics, etc.)**. In the long term, this strategy also succeeds at removing cognitive dissonance, but importantly, **does not involve delusion**. The goal-failer **accepts their failure into their hearts** and realizes to become the success they envision, the only route forward is to sacrifice the version of themselves that prevent attainment of their goal. 3. Quit. Self explanatory. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-1.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-1-1.png) ego-san on defeat 1.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-2.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-2-1.png) ego-san on defeat 2.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-3.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-3-1.png) ego-san on defeat 3.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-4.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-4-1.png) ego-san on defeat 4.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-5.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-5-1.png) ego-san on defeat 5.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-6.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-6-1.png) ego-san on defeat 6.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-7.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-7-1.png) ego-san on defeat 7.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-8.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-8-1.png) ego-san on defeat 8.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-9.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-9-1.png) ego-san on defeat 9.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-10.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-10-1.png) ego-san on defeat 10.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-11.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-11-1.png) ego-san on defeat 11.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-12.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-12-1.png) ego-san on defeat 12.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-13.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-13-1.png) ego-san on defeat 13.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-14.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-14-1.png) ego-san on defeat 14.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-15.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-15-1.png) ego-san on defeat 15.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-16.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-16-1.png) ego-san on defeat 16.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-17.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-17-1.png) ego-san on defeat 17.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-18.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ego-san-on-defeat-18-1.png) ego-san on defeat 18.png --- 1. [202301082259](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301082259?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [at least post 1800](https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/insanity?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. [202301120217](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301120217?ref=bramadams.dev) ### The Tiles of Time URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302231253/ Last updated: 2024-02-19T19:19:03.000Z His father would leave home early, before the sun would break through the morning fog. He would occasionally be up early enough to watch his father from the window, to observe him walking down the path in front of their house. On this particular day, he decided to quickly switch out of his pajamas and meet his father by the door before he left. "Father", he said, "could I possibly follow you to see your work today?" He anxiously held his breath while his father put on his coat. His father paused, with a far off look in his eyes, as if he were trying to place something in the distance. After what felt like an eternity, his father turned around to look at him. "Sure". his father said, "why not?" They left, and he struggled to keep pace with the long stride of his father. They walked in silence, as horses and carriages crossed the road. He was excited. He'd never seen what his father did for work, but he had always felt like someone as proud and imposing as his father must have a very important role in their community. His father stopped in front of a dimly lit beaten down shack. There was brown paper covering holes in the windows, and litter was messily strewn about in front of the building. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/the-shack---tiles-of-time.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/the-shack---tiles-of-time.png) the shack - tiles of time.png They stepped inside, and he was shocked by what he saw. The room was much larger than it looked like from the outside. Floating 11 feet above the ground was a a giant glass object, slowly rotating and shooting prismatic colored light from a moonroof. The object seemed to be made up of tiles, small, highly detailed tiles. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/the-structure---tiles-of-time.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/the-structure---tiles-of-time.png) the structure - tiles of time.png His father walked across the shack to a small work desk in the corner. On the desk, there was a number of unfinished tiles. Each tile seem to have its own pattern painted on it. "Father, what do these patterns mean?" he said. His father responded, "Each tile represents a fact, and each fact represents a tile. If the pattern is true, the tile will retain its shape. If the pattern is false, the tile will break. The painter must hold their fact in their mind while they paint the tile. Deviate for even a second and the tile will break instantly." He asked his father, "Hey Dad, I know some pretty interesting facts. May I try one?" "Sure, why not.", his father said. He picked up a paintbrush from the table and dipped it into the color ocher. He thought to himself while whispering under his breath: "My favorite dinosaur is a triceratops. My favorite dinosaur is a triceratops." The tile snapped. "Hey!", he said. "What I thought was true!" "Unfortunately", said the father, "what you thought was true to you. While you may deeply believe that your favorite dinosaur is a triceratops, there's no way to prove that explanation. What would your favorite dinosaur be if you have never learned about the triceratops? What might happen as you learn new dinosaurs? How can you be so confident that your favorite dinosaur will stay a triceratops? The tile picked up on all of these. An ideology is not a truth." "The patterns I paint become test for themselves just because I believe something deeply does not make it a truism in the universe. Each tile I bring to form is a guess on my part -- as the patterns on the tiles grow, so do I.", said the father. "So all these floating tiles?…", asked the son. "Yes, the tiles in the middle sustain each other. Each counts on the other to be true to make a larger pattern. My life has been devoted to finding these tiles. It's painstaking work. As I discover a new pattern, it *takes* from me. Each thing I create takes a piece of my energy. But I only hope that what I've created will help create new patterns. Patterns that I can't even see yet." --- Many years later, the son woke up in a cold sweat. For many months, he sat on his father's words. He couldn't understand why something like his childish notion of a triceratops was an ideology, and why something else like the "Sun rises in the East" wasn't. Eventually, he came to resent his father's work. He felt it haughty to be sure of anything. He had entered his teenage years, and was feeling the angst of trying to knock down a system that he had been born into. He resented how hard his father worked on these tiles; how he would come home with his hands covered in paint and how he needed to start wearing thicker and thicker glasses to see his work. All the while he was so meticulous in his work and so casual at home. Could this really be the same person? He felt he knew what he had to do. He put on his jacket and walk down to the old shack. He removed a hammer from his pocket and threw it with all of his pent up energy over the years at the glass structure that his father has spent many more years building. At first nothing happened, the hammer hit the structure and fell to the ground. The structure shook slightly, but held firm. Perhaps his father was right. Perhaps the universe did have immutable truths after all. Then one tire fell, then another, and another and another. The son breathlessly sat on the ground next and watched as each tile cascaded into another, causing more to fall. In the middle of the floor, amidst the carnage, he saw one tile intact. This tile had a beautiful pattern, extremely simple. As he saw his reflection in the tile, he asked himself was there a reason that he felt compelled to knock down what came before him. Was this the cycle of destruction, or the cycle of creation? Was it truth that caused him to question the truths of his father? Or ego? ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/the-tile---tiles-of-time.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/the-tile---tiles-of-time.png) the tile - tiles of time.png His father was older then. He took a few more hours to get to work, but when he opened the door, he paused. He looked down at the floor and saw much of his life's work shattered on the ground by his own son. He looked at his son and asked" Is this what you wanted? What might you've been trying to prove?" His son paused, and looked off into the distance the same way his father did the first day he took him to see the tiles. He said to his father, "Father, there is a pattern of patterns when something is true. In this atomic state truth might change when it's subjected to a new atomic state. An object becomes a subject in relation. To find the new facts of my generation, I needed to destroy yours. **The torch of knowledge eventually devours its owner.**" The father paused and looked into his sons eyes; and the son was shocked to see that there was no hatred or or rage -- just acknowledgement with the slightest glimmer of grief. He put his hat over his eyes, put his coat back on and walked out of the shack. The son picked up the unbroken tile from the floor, walked over to the desk and began to paint. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported** [**published Zettelkasten**](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/)**.** [**Both free and paid subscriptions are available**](#/portal)**. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** Topics Discussed: - Time passing from generation to generation, Siddhartha and the River of Time[\[1\]](#fn1) - Knowledge is a Giant Mapping Function, each person has biases but biases can be shared or cancelled by different biases, from The Output of a Knowledge Worker is Process[\[2\]](#fn2) - The Important Thing Is That We Retain the Ability to Debate, like the Athenians, from Criticism, Conjecture, and Nen Vows[\[3\]](#fn3) *Author's Note: If you liked this story, please reply or share! I'm trying to learn the art of blending fiction with real work from my Zettelkasten, and would love this type of format to go further. Thanks!* *Bram* --- 1. [202212291409](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212291409?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [202301240132](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301240132?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. [202301271401](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301271401?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Survivor KaĆ“h Rōng Thoughts URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302220945/ Last updated: 2023-02-22T15:21:41.000Z The theme of this season seems to be "its hot, why is it so hot". The theme of Brazil[\[1\]](#fn1) was "its hot, and I'm alone in Exile." With all of the medical evacuations, I doubt that this season would qualify for the WHO definition of health.[\[2\]](#fn2) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## My Favorite Player This Season I never would have expected Episode 1 that I'd be a hardcore Aubrey fan. A prime example of why it's important not to judge a book by its cover, or judge the price by what's on the can.[\[3\]](#fn3) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/aubrey-ep-1-survivor.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/aubrey-ep-1-survivor.png) aubrey ep 1 survivor.png ## Glad Survivor Had Time To Insert a Mini Thriller into the Season That bug was trying to warn Jennifer of the awful play she was going to make at tribal, cut it some slack. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/jennifer-bug-ear.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/jennifer-bug-ear.png) jennifer bug ear.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/alien-stomach.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/alien-stomach.png) alien stomach.png ## What Would Happen if You Put Debbie and Coach in the Same Room? A tall tale singularity, a river of truths embedded in lies and lies embedded in truth.[\[4\]](#fn4) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/debbies-jobs-survivor.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/debbies-jobs-survivor.png) debbies jobs survivor.png ## MFW When I Got Caught Playing WoW at 2am in Middle School ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/tai-gets-caught-survivor.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/tai-gets-caught-survivor.png) tai gets caught survivor.png --- 1. [202301111233](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301111233?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [202301032335](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301032335?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. [202301120204](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301120204?ref=bramadams.dev) 4. [202301082233](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301082233?ref=bramadams.dev) ### The Cardinal Rule of Rome URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302202105/ Last updated: 2023-02-21T05:42:53.000Z ## Audio Companion Cardinal Rule of Rome Audio Companion 0:00 /3:20 1Ɨ ## Never Forget the Cardinal Rule of Rome **Don't**. **Fuck**. **With**. **Octavian**. Multiple examples **from the same video** of why you should reconsider messing with Augustus! **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Octavian Was Sickly > In the course of his life he suffered from several severe and dangerous illnesses, especially **after the subjugation of Cantabria, when he was in such a desperate plight from abscesses of the liver**, that he was forced to submit to an unprecedented and hazardous course of treatment. Since hot fomentations gave him no relief, he was led by the advice of his physician Antonius Musa to try cold ones. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gsrwmvcxj2h79fffmk3xxnnn?ref=bramadams.dev)) > It is said that his body was covered with spots and that he had birthmarks scattered over his breast and belly, corresponding in form, order and number with the stars of the Bear in the heavens; also **numerous callous places resembling ringworm, caused by a constant itching of his body** and a vigorous use of the strigil. **He was not very strong in his left hip, thigh, and leg, and even limped slightly at times**; but he strengthened them by treatment with sand and reeds.​**He sometimes found the forefinger of his right hand so weak, when it was numb and shrunken with the cold, that he could hardly use it for writing even with the aid of a finger-stall of horn**. He complained of his bladder too, and was relieved of the pain only after passing stones in his urine. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss1b75s97qxs44accnn3app?ref=bramadams.dev)) > In winter he protected himself with four tunics and a heavy toga, besides an undershirt, a woollen chest-protector and wraps for his thighs and shins, while in summer he slept with the doors of his bed-room open, oftentimes in the open court near a fountain, besides having someone to fan him. Yet **he could not endure the sun even in winter, and never walked in the open air without wearing a broad-brimmed hat, even at home**. He travelled in a litter, usually at night, and by such slow and easy stages that he took two days to go to Praeneste or Tibur; and if he could reach his destination by sea, he preferred to sail. Yet in spite of all he made good his weakness by great care, especially by moderation in bathing; for as a rule he was anointed or took sweat by a fire, after which he was doused with water either lukewarm or tepid from long exposure to the sun. When however he had to use hot salt water and sulphur baths for rheumatism, he contented himself with sitting on a wooden bath-seat, which he called by the Spanish name dureta, and plunging his hands and feet in the water one after the other. ([View Highlight](http://penelope.uchicago.edu/Thayer/E/Roman/Texts/Suetonius/12Caesars/Augustus%2A.html?ref=bramadams.dev#80)) ## Badass Dying Words I hope to say something similar, or at least something more epic than: "Like, you should all totally download Obsidian." > Augustus Caesar died in A.D. 14, his empire secured and at peace. His reported last words were twofold: to his subjects he said, ā€œI found Rome of clay; I leave it to you of marble,ā€ but to the friends who had stayed with him in his rise to power he added, **ā€œHave I played the part well? Then applaud me as I exit.ā€** ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gsrwag12591f3de3adr1xzs0?ref=bramadams.dev)) Augustus was a true student of stoicism[\[1\]](#fn1) --- 1. [202301092252](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301092252?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Thoughts While Building an IKEA Alex File Cabinet URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302192249/ Last updated: 2023-02-21T04:47:21.000Z ## Audio Companion Thoughts While Building an IKEA Alex File Cabinet Audio Companion 0:00 /3:20 1Ɨ *Total time building two Alex drawers: \~2hours* **15 minutes in:** Whoever is the motherfucker who makes instruction manuals[\[1\]](#fn1) for IKEA is a sadist of the highest order. Who are these Keith Haring looking motherfuckers? Why are they so condescending? ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/keith-haring.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/keith-haring.png) keith haring.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ikea.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/ikea.png) ikea.png **19 minutes in:** Nothing like some particleboard in the lungs to wake you up. I probably should've wore a mask for this… **34 minutes in:** Fuck it I’ll just hit it with a hammer **38 minutes in:** If you’re going to make such a small distinction about screws that look *the exact same*, why put them in the same fucking bag???[\[2\]](#fn2) **44 minutes in:** The instruction to put it upside down was a great call. *Author's note: This brief joy was* *immediately canceled out by having to turn the weird screw from the bottom.* **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** **44 minutes in:** Why don’t instruction manuals tell you to batch things, do the honestly expect people to do these one by one? Looks like *someone* got stuck on bubble sort at school ;) ## IKEA Engineers Should Unionize > A newspaper in Sweden described Ikea \[furniture assembly\] as **something between civil engineering and captaining a submarine**, and I think that’s a good description,ā€ says Allan Dickner, Ikea’s deputy packaging manager. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3mfe99vd5kfdr8q25m8s4?ref=bramadams.dev)) > **there’s one foolproof method for turning Ikea rage into grudging respect: *assembling almost any other brand of furniture.*** After an hour spent comparing piles of ambiguous components against an assembly diagram that looked like a misfiled mimeograph from Area 51, I somehow produced a HomeGoods end table—as well as a surging curiosity about how Ikea designs its own packaging and instructions, which now seemed positively Eamesian in comparison. **To adapt Winston Churchill’s famous quip, Ikea may be the worst form of ready-to-assemble product design we have—except for all the others.** ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3nbmetm606kncar9zwj0q?ref=bramadams.dev)) > According to Allan Dickner, whatever your most frustrating Ikea experience is, it could have been worse—and most likely was for the packaging engineer who test-assembled even more complicated versions of the product before arriving at the optimized design that you unboxed on your living room floor. **ā€œWe had one furniture piece, a type of wardrobe, which originally had over 400 fittings and screws to hold it together,ā€** Dickner says. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3pbd2xq0gz2nja47f8993?ref=bramadams.dev)) For 400 screws that wardrobe better open straight to Narnia, shit. > Continuity, meanwhile, is what separates Ikea’s instructions—even the maddening ones—from those of other brands. The Lego-like, frame-by-frame illustrations are based on construction drawings, digital snapshots, 3-D models, and videos of test assemblies. **Designers take pains to render each successive picture from a single, unchanging point-of-view (mimicking that of the customer), so that confusing rotations or perspective changes are minimized** and the customer can stay oriented more easily as he or she moves back and forth between the booklet and the parts. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3s0pxdyfp0sq7vs4f7xjk?ref=bramadams.dev)) \*Turns on isometric view mode in Blender once\* > They may not be pleasant, but they are at least rational and comprehensible—even sympathetic—by design. **Think of that big-nosed ā€œIkea manā€ who’s shown calling the company when he gets stuck. He’s not mocking or condescending**. If anything, he represents some designer at Ikea who has already gone through exactly what you’re going through now on your living room floor: half-quizzically glancing from instruction booklet to pile-of-parts and back, hoping for the best, but trusting that it will all, at the very least, make sense. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3smmz8a6bf9gwjw35ebrw?ref=bramadams.dev)) I disagree. ### The Moving Sofa Problem > ā€œIt would be quite stupid to design a package that’s flat and efficient but **won’t fit into a small elevator or staircase,ā€ Dickner explains. ā€œIt sounds ridiculous, but in the Un**ited Kingdom, that was one of the most frequent reasons for a customer returning a product.ā€ He adds that global package designs are tested in Japan and South Korea ā€œbecause those are the customers who live in the smallest spaces.ā€ ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3r1nk90dbva1jrprt54th?ref=bramadams.dev)) The Europeans get math(s)ed by their hella small flats. ![](https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/c/c1/Hammersley_sofa_animated.gif) ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3vg6zjcedcvm98v1jpjj7?ref=bramadams.dev)) > the **moving sofa problem** or **sofa problem** is a two-dimensional idealisation of real-life furniture-moving problems and asks for the rigid two-dimensional shape of largest [area](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Area?ref=bramadams.dev) that can be maneuvered through an L-shaped planar region with legs of unit width.The area thus obtained is referred to as the *sofa constant*. **The exact value of the sofa constant is an [open problem](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Unsolved%5Fproblems%5Fin%5Fmathematics?ref=bramadams.dev)** ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gss3v8gzhdgp5wpaqqzv1mqp?ref=bramadams.dev)) --- 1. He's made quite the compelling career for himself…[202301051907](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301051907?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. products like these make me appreciate well made tech products even more, tbh [202301130214](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301130214?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Pour One Out for the Victims of Truck-Kun URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302202251/ Last updated: 2023-02-21T05:43:30.000Z Another one bites the truck! **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** Even Togashi, my favorite mangaka of all time fell prey to the plot device of Truck-Kun Et tu, Mobbu? ## AI Hyperlink Suggestions Similar Choice - Virgil Abloh teaches Us to Live For Today: [202301040309](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301040309?ref=bramadams.dev) Middle Choice - The Manic Zettelkasten Mood: [202212212358](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212212358?ref=bramadams.dev) Chaotic Choice - Using The Python youtube-transcript-api: [202301290410](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301290410?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Alexander the Great MOC URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302191600/ Last updated: 2023-02-19T21:04:06.000Z A Map of Content on the life of Alexander the Great. _This post is for subscribers only._ ### In Actuality, Alexander Only Had Two Sons URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302111323/ Last updated: 2023-02-19T20:37:18.000Z > ā€œI wonder how Alexander the Great was with women,ā€ Eliza said. She opened the Server and zoomed in on ancient Macedonia. ā€œI don’t see why that’s relevant,ā€ Craig said. ā€œI’m just curious.ā€ On the screen, Alexander sat on his throne, idly sipping wine from a silver jug. A row of women stood before him, each one of a different ethnicity. A few weary soldiers knelt by Alex’s feet, anxiously awaiting his command. Eliza clicked the translate icon so they could watch the clip with subtitles. ā€œThese females are mine by right,ā€ the ruler said. ā€œFor I am a living god.ā€ His men nodded fearfully. Alex scratched his chin and then pointed casually at one of the women, an Asian beauty with slender hips and large black eyes. When he snapped his fingers, she took off her clothes and gracefully spun in a circle. **ā€œYour body pleases me,ā€ Alex said. ā€œI will soon impregnate you.ā€ Craig laughed. ā€œCan you believe this guy?ā€ Eliza shrugged. ā€œI think he’s kind of sexy.ā€ Craig knew it was crazy to envy a dead Macedonian, but he couldn’t stop his face from flushing. He forced a laugh to mask his jealousy. ā€œWhat’s sexy about him?ā€ Eliza shrugged. ā€œThere’s just something about the way he carries himself.ā€ He watched in pained silence as Eliza zoomed in on the tyrant’s rugged face. ā€œMy power mocks Zeus,ā€ Alexander was saying. ā€œAnd when he sees my feats he is afraid.ā€ He gestured at the row of women. ā€œI will impregnate all of you. One after the other. And you will give birth to a race of living gods.ā€ A little sigh escaped from Eliza’s lips. ā€œOkay,ā€ Craig said. ā€œThis is a lot of fun. But can we maybe get back to Sam now?ā€ ā€œSure,ā€ Eliza said, clearing her throat. ā€œJust a secondā€¦ā€ Craig watched with annoyance as she tagged the Alexander clip as a favorite.** Eventually, she closed the Server and typed in a search for Sam. ([Location 1348](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B005SCRV0W&location=1348&ref=bramadams.dev)) Alexander would've killed it on dating apps. ## Real Historical Facts About Alexander's Love Life > According to Plutarch, **the only woman with whom Alexander had sex before his first marriage was [Barsine](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Barsine?ref=bramadams.dev)**, daughter of [Artabazos II of Phrygia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artabazos%5FII%5Fof%5FPhrygia?ref=bramadams.dev) but of Greek education ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs0vpj2rjyb800thfxjq0k9s?ref=bramadams.dev)) > [Barsine](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Barsine?ref=bramadams.dev) was a noble [Persian](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persian%5Fpeople?ref=bramadams.dev), daughter of [Artabazus](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artabazos%5FII%5Fof%5FPhrygia?ref=bramadams.dev), and wife of [Memnon](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Memnon%5Fof%5FRhodes?ref=bramadams.dev). After Memnon's death, several ancient historians have written of a love affair between her and Alexander. [Plutarch](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Plutarch?ref=bramadams.dev) writes, "At any rate Alexander, so it seems, thought it more worthy of a king to subdue his own passions than to conquer his enemies, and so he never came near these women, nor did he associate with any other before his marriage, with the exception only of Barsine ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs0vsb4d9bc6wpk63n5yraag?ref=bramadams.dev)) > According to [Robin Lane Fox](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robin%5FLane%5FFox?ref=bramadams.dev), Alexander and Hephaestion were possible lovers. **After Hephaestion's death in Oct 324 BC, Alexander mourned him greatly and did not eat for days**. Alexander held an elaborate [funeral](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Funeral?ref=bramadams.dev) for Hephaestion at [Babylon](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Babylonia?ref=bramadams.dev), and sent a note to the shrine of Ammon, which had previously acknowledged Alexander as a [god](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deity?ref=bramadams.dev), asking them to grant Hephaestion divine honours. The [priests](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Priest?ref=bramadams.dev) declined, but did offer him the status of divine [hero](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hero?ref=bramadams.dev). **Alexander died soon after receiving this letter; Mary Renault suggests that his grief over Hephaestion's death had led him to be careless with his health.** ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs12ajtzy1f8w6b4ezqbzxd6?ref=bramadams.dev)) > Alexander was overwhelmed by his grief for Hephaestion, so much that [Arrian](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Arrian?ref=bramadams.dev) records that **Alexander "flung himself on the body of his friend and lay there nearly all day long in tears, and refused to be parted from him until he was dragged away by force by his Companions".** Some have suggested that they shared a homosexual relationship together, however historians have challenged that claim, stating instead that Hephaestion was ā€œhis closest and dearest friendā€. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs12b0623q10dn88xjee4h62?ref=bramadams.dev)) > As soon as Alexander died in 323 BC, **Roxana murdered Alexander's two other wives**. Roxana wished to cement her own position and that of her son, unborn at that time, by ridding herself of a rival who could be—or claim to be—pregnant. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs0vvc89b7bqn0mbec6h45dy?ref=bramadams.dev)) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** > "**He scorned sensual pleasures to such an extent that his mother was anxious lest he be unable to beget offspring.**" To encourage a relationship with a woman, [King Philip](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philip%5FII%5Fof%5FMacedon?ref=bramadams.dev) and [Olympias](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olympias?ref=bramadams.dev) were said to have brought in a high-priced [Thessalian](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thessaly?ref=bramadams.dev) [courtesan](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Courtesan?ref=bramadams.dev) named Callixena. According to [Athenaeus](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Athenaeus?ref=bramadams.dev), **Callixena was employed by Olympias out of fear that Alexander was "womanish" (Ī³ĻĪ½Ī½Ī¹Ļ‚), and his mother used to beg him to sleep with the courtesan, apparently to no success. Some modern historians, such as [James Davidson](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/James%5FDavidson%5F%28historian%29?ref=bramadams.dev), see this as evidence of Alexander's homosexuality. However, the ancient sources report Alexander as sexually active with women throughout his life and how in adulthood he brought concubines to bed every night. One instance tells of him spending thirteen days making love with a tribe-leader of woman-warriors hailing from the [Caucasus mountains](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caucasus%5Fmountains?ref=bramadams.dev).** ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs0vkn3zkrfhmw4h2kwhx697?ref=bramadams.dev)) ### A Mistranslation of a Very Popular Quote From Alexander URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302191528/ Last updated: 2023-02-22T02:38:43.000Z > But you see what’s happening here. I’m setting out on the table all the ingredients for Gruber’s quote. **In no case does Alexander weep because he’s accidentally put himself out of business by making himself king of the world. And it makes sense that he would not weep about such, because in point of fact he did not take over the world.** He hits a wall in India, see. His men are tired, the river is deep, he can’t swim. Across the river: some vast Indian army, refreshed and ready. Alexander’s guys beg him to call it a day. ā€œCall it a day, call it a campaign, call it an empire. Anyhow let’s go home.ā€ And for once, Mr. Won’t-Listen-to-Anybody says okay. It’s all in the Life of Alexander. Read it sometime. Seventy pages of modern English, it’s not gonna kill ya ([View Source](https://www.theparisreview.org/blog/2020/03/19/and-alexander-wept/?ref=bramadams.dev)) > Nam Alexandri pectus insatiabile laudis, qui Anaxarcho comiti suo ex auctoritate Democriti praeceptoris innumerabiles mundos esse referenti ā€œheu meā€ inquit ā€œmiserum, quod ne uno quidem adhuc sum potitus!ā€ angusta homini possessio \[gloriae\] fuit, quae deorum omnium domicilio sufficit. —Valerius Maximus, LIB. VIII, Cap. xiiii, Ext. §2 **Alexander’s heart had an insatiable longing for glory. When his friend Anaxarchus told him, following the authority of his teacher Democritus, that there were innumerable worlds, Alexander said, ā€œAlas, poor me, because so far I have not even gained possession of one!ā€** To possess the world was too inglorious for this man, though the world is great enough to serve as the home of all the gods. —from Book 8, Chapter 14 ā€œThe Desire for Glory,ā€ Foreign Stories: section 2\. \[Translation Henry John Walker, 2004.\] ([View Source](https://www.theparisreview.org/blog/2020/03/19/and-alexander-wept/?ref=bramadams.dev)) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** > Okay, but then why do all these Gruber versions suddenly pop up in early seventeenth-century English, hmmm? I’m tellin’ ya: some Englishman started this. Some English Gruber. We’ll call him ā€œJohn Miner.ā€ Like Gruber, our Miner was pretending to have a classical education. **Like Gruber, Miner had eloquence. But unlike Gruber, Miner actually created something worthy of a book of memorable sayings. He coined one of the very few classical tags that people still recognize on sight.** ([View Source](https://www.theparisreview.org/blog/2020/03/19/and-alexander-wept/?ref=bramadams.dev)) A man of limitless ambition, and a complex lover [202302111323](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302111323?ref=bramadams.dev) ## AI Generated Read Next Similar: Diogenes and Alexander - [202302191530](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302191530?ref=bramadams.dev) Clever: Reader (by Readwise) is Goated - [202302170005](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302170005?ref=bramadams.dev) Chaotic: Feng Shui for WFH - [202301110111](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301110111?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Diogenes and Alexander URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302191530/ Last updated: 2023-02-22T02:42:33.000Z > As Alexander the Great was passing through Corinth, he sought out Diogenes and finally found him sitting under a tree, dressed in rags, with not a drachma to his name. **When the most powerful man in the world asked the philosopher if he could do anything to help him, Diogenes replied, ā€œYes, if you could step out of the way. You are blocking the sun.ā€** Alexander’s soldiers were horrified and steeled themselves for the inevitable outburst of their commander’s famous anger. But he only laughed and remarked that if he were not Alexander, he would certainly like to be Diogenes. ([Location 1174](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B001NJUPD4&location=1174&ref=bramadams.dev)) Homeless society in John Wick gives off a Diogenes vibe.[\[1\]](#fn1) **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Alexander's Tutelage Before Alexander was a conquerer [202302191528](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302191528?ref=bramadams.dev), he was a student: > Aristotle was the head of the royal academy of [Macedon](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Macedon?ref=bramadams.dev) and, in 343 BC, [Philip II of Macedon](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philip%5FII%5Fof%5FMacedon?ref=bramadams.dev) invited him to serve as the tutor for the prince, Alexander. Alexander received inspiration for his eastward conquests, as Aristotle was encouraged to become: "a leader to the Greeks and a despot to the barbarians, to look after the former as after friends and relatives, and to deal with the latter as with beasts or plants". Aristotle held [ethnocentric](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethnocentricism?ref=bramadams.dev) views against [Persia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persia?ref=bramadams.dev), which estranged him and Alexander as the latter adopted a few of the Persian royal customs and clothing. This tension led to ancient rumors that painted Aristotle as a suspect for Alexander’s death, but this rumor spread based on [a single claim](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hagnothemis?ref=bramadams.dev) made six years after Alexander’s passing. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs128j8j48fk1cp0grbebzkh?ref=bramadams.dev)) > Alexander also received his primary education on the [Persian](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Persian%5Fpeople?ref=bramadams.dev) customs and traditions through Aristotle. Aristotle’s tutelage is also attributed as the reason why Alexander brought an entourage of zoologists, botanists, philosophers, and other researchers on his expeditions deep into the east. Through those expeditions Alexander discovered that much of the geography he learned from Aristotle was plainly wrong. Upon Aristotle’s publication of his geographic work, Alexander lamented… ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gs129efyd77354yw29szqnx9?ref=bramadams.dev)) ## AI Generated Read Next Similar: In Actuality, Alexander Only Had Two Sons - [202302111323](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302111323?ref=bramadams.dev) Clever: Black Representation in Metal - [202212281400](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212281400?ref=bramadams.dev) Chaotic: Day Trip to Solving Fat Images in Obsidian Publish - [202212230034](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212230034?ref=bramadams.dev) --- 1. [^758532](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301271420?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Notes on The History of Menswear URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302190009/ Last updated: 2023-02-19T05:11:01.000Z ```timestamp-url https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BF-fI28KHIM ``` ```timestamp 00:09 ``` nail polish was worn by the ruling class, and pink was a derivative of red ```timestamp 01:09 ``` clothes = protection and status ```timestamp 01:37 ``` Pharaohs be dressin', upper class people tried to dress to match Pharaoh, lower class tried to match upper class ```timestamp 02:19 ``` Frock coats most comfortable for horse riding in 1700s France ```timestamp 02:46 ``` Lower class had yellow tinge to clothes ```timestamp 02:44 ``` Beau Brummel was the first stylist -- wore clothes that fit him well ```timestamp 03:32 ``` Menswear became minimal in 1900s to show that they worked in fields like banking, or something respectable and high status ```timestamp 04:07 ``` young people introduce new style -> wear it till they die, new young people introduce new style cycle ```timestamp 04:44 ``` - King Edward the 8th was a status icon - 1930s (great depression) menswear code of conduct for tailored clothing (traditionalist) ```timestamp 05:07 ``` mass production of clothing in WW2 ```timestamp 05:20 ``` men's fashion industry in ww2 took advertising tips from the auto industry ```timestamp 05:45 ``` - the 60s saw rebellion in the youth - Michael Fish made first genderbending clothing inspired by 1800s dandy clothes ```timestamp 06:40 ``` Jean Paul Gotye SS85 show rebelled against standards used all sizes genders etc ```timestamp 07:23 ``` Paris collections and Tokyo (Yamamoto) collections ```timestamp 08:20 ``` realistic range of men on the runway, sparking intrigue instead of idealism ```timestamp 09:25 ``` Gucci FW95 shiny suits, the expressive man with subtle sex appeal ```timestamp 10:29 ``` helmut lang SS98 minimalism plus a strong statement piece -- brought males distressed denim ```timestamp 11:41 ``` Raf Simmons SS98 angsty youth collection, graphics on hoodies were new in that era, normal today ```timestamp 12:34 ``` a floating down the river model show -- flowing towards nothingness of mainstream seasonal clothing ```timestamp 13:17 ``` rick owens sent models on stage with their penises out ```timestamp 13:44 ``` celebrate the freak, create the creature ```timestamp 14:09 ``` Watanabe SS06 heralded the start of streetwear, a collab of designer brands with cheap brands like Diekies ```timestamp 15:23 ``` Kanye got a ton of young men into men's streetwear fashion ```timestamp 16:03 ``` virgil abloh SS 2019 we are the world fashion show for inclusion -- full circle to dandy's of the 1800s + streetwear ```timestamp 16:40 ``` fashion is too expensive and predatory; LV is at the head of the predation on status for men **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ### Begone with the Thunderclap URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302182333/ Last updated: 2023-02-19T04:44:31.000Z This is one of the **only** times you'll catch me believing that the dub did it better.[\[1\]](#fn1) Begone with the thunderclap hits you right in the bones compared to "Vanish with the roar of the thunder". Kirin was such a great move, especially given all of the tension that had been building about this sibling rivalry.[\[2\]](#fn2) Reddit agrees! ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/reddit-begone-with-thunder-poll.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/reddit-begone-with-thunder-poll.png) reddit begone with thunder poll.png **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** --- 1. and pretty much all of DBZ is better dubbed, imo 2. [202301271346](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301271346?ref=bramadams.dev) ### My Favorite Puss in Boots Moments URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302182312/ Last updated: 2023-02-25T02:45:06.000Z ## Audio Companion My Favorite Puss in Boots Moments Audio Companion 0:00 /3:20 1Ɨ ## The Hairball Animation LMAO ## His Wee Littl' Boots **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Feed Me, If You Dare ## If It's Convenient ## I'm Death. Straight Up. It's true![\[1\]](#fn1) ## Death Ominously in the Back ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/puss-in-boots-death-in-back.png](https://storage.ghost.io/c/0c/cc/0ccc9a8d-054a-4056-b11e-e1bfbbb66387/content/images/2023/02/puss-in-boots-death-in-back.png) puss in boots death in back.png ## Big Orange Cat Energy ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/what-breed-is-he-orange.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/what-breed-is-he-orange.png) what breed is he orange.png > orange cats are something else šŸ˜… [pic.twitter.com/sM2d1aU6Ge](https://t.co/sM2d1aU6Ge?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Cat Society (@coolcatsociety) [February 17, 2023](https://twitter.com/coolcatsociety/status/1626664191439536131?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) --- 1. [202212281353](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212281353?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Reader (by Readwise) is Goated URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302170005/ Last updated: 2023-02-19T04:08:02.000Z Reader by Readwise is Goated Audio Companion 0:00 /3:20 1Ɨ ## Intro As I've discussed[\[1\]](#fn1) multiple[\[2\]](#fn2) times, creating a solid app that leverages GPT is a difficult challenge. LLMs have a steep learning curve. Even after the summit of learning is crested there are still major problems (features -- not bugs) that are (currently) unsolvable. These "features" include, but are not limited to: model hallucination, context window size, and fine tuning unfreezing for transfer learning.[\[3\]](#fn3) These domain specific problems are **in addition to** the regular problems of building an app, including UX, data integrity, marketing, pricing strategy, data storage, dev ops pipelines, privacy, yada yada yada. There is a reason I say that building my own E2E app [Stenography](https://stenography.dev/?ref=bramadams.dev) took multiple years off of my lifespan.[\[4\]](#fn4) Shit was tough. With this difficulty in mind, I want to give major props to the Readwise team for **knocking it out of the park with the Reader App**. They succeeded not just in the domain of building a great app, but also having a solid AI integration. This app provides a world class reading experience on mobile, **in addition to a world class web clipper experience**. The double tap to highlight a paragraph functionality is something I didn't know I needed so badly until I had it. On top of all of that, the Ghost Reader Extension is actually **really good.** **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-0.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-0.png) ghostreader 0.png Ghostreader is easily accessible from the menu. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-1.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-1.png) ghostreader 1.png There are only a few options. Counterintuitively, **limiting options** with an AI app is the correct play. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-2.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-2.png) ghostreader 2.png Feels like a part of the app (crazy to say that I know, but you'd be shocked how many AI apps feel distinct from the parent app) ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-3.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/ghostreader-3.png) ghostreader 3.png Human in the loop editing --- 1. [202302112057](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302112057?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [202302181117](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302181117?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. [202302172335](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302172335?ref=bramadams.dev) 4. [202301081734](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301081734?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Two Actually Useful GPT-3.5 Prompts for Zettelkasten Schreibers URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302181117/ Last updated: 2023-02-19T01:04:39.000Z ## Audio Companion Two actually useful gpt-3.5 companion 0:00 /3:20 1Ɨ ## Intro These past few months have been a whirlwind of nothing-burger AI companies,[\[1\]](#fn1) random social media (*and regular media -- which in recent times have seemed to collapse in on each other w.r.t messaging about technical topics*) hive-minding about whatever new model is vogue[\[2\]](#fn2) \-- alongside *valid* concerns about ML technology and the pace that it is introducing itself into the fabric of society. This post isn't about any of that -- in fact I'd like to do the opposite of making some wild claim about how AI *will* do this or *won't* do that. I just want to talk about small W's I've been able to achieve in my daily life with this cool tech. Here's two prompts that I've been using as a Zettelkasten Schreiber that have saved me a ton of time and have been a joy to use. **bramadams.dev is a reader-supported [published Zettelkasten](https://www.bramadams.dev/about/). Both free and paid subscriptions are available. If you want to support my work, the best way is by taking out a paid subscription.** ## Prompt 1: Outline to Complete Sentence English The Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt transforms outlines into complete sentence English. This useful for a multitude of reasons. *NB: look at the bottom of this piece for raw results from the model* ### Utility The purpose of a first draft is to **get ideas down on paper and examine relationships**.[\[3\]](#fn3) The first draft is the optimal time for the writer to do relevant research and compile external ideas.[\[4\]](#fn4) In other words, the draft state is the pouring out of thought, creating as much raw material to work with as possible, since most of it will be shaved away during the edit. Because the drafting state is so impactful to the shape and feel of the result of the final piece, it is critical to **get the totality of the idea space on paper ASAP**. #### Faster Writing The Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt allows for lower case, casual writing, which means **faster writing**. Faster writing means a closer orbit to the core of a thought, and without the ligaments and tendons needed for grammatical writing that are beaten into our brains during schooling it is easier to see if **an idea is good by itself or if the writing is window dressing that makes it "look" good**. #### On Ramp to the Flow State Outlining is also great for **low energy** writing, allowing the writer to get into the writing mood without needing to be at peak energy, essentially **creating a slow ramping into the flow state**. Analogous to exercise, jumping right in to heavy lifting without warming up is just asking for injury. Writing without warming up is a recipe for silly mistakes, or missed conceptual gold. #### Wait on the Judge Finally, by writing in outline format, the critical side of the brain is less likely to be invoked, making it easier to have more wild ideas. This means that the idea space has greater breadth, and creativity is more likely to appear in surprising places.[\[5\]](#fn5) ### It's Still 2023 The major downside of this prompt is that it whitewashes the author's voice; however, this can be fixed during the edit phase or during the outline phase with more "complete" outlines that leave less room for model hallucination.[\[6\]](#fn6) In addition, writing in outline feels a bit awkward, but that may be more adaptation than anything. Finally, some outlines perform better than others. **This form of writing is *also* a form of prompt engineering, along with all of the baggage that comes with that.** With all that said, here's the prompt: ```js const sentencesPrompt = `Convert this bulleted outline into complete sentence English (maintain the voice and styling (use bold, links, headers and italics Markdown where appropriate)). Each top level bullet is a new paragraph/section. Sub bullets go within the same paragraph. Convert shorthand words into full words.\n\nOutline:\n${text}\n\nComplete Sentences Format:\n`; ``` And here is the entire command in my GPT plugin I built into Obsidian: ```ts this.addCommand({ id: "outline-to-complete-sentences", name: "Outline to Complete Sentences", editorCallback: async (editor: Editor, view: MarkdownView) => { const text = editor.getSelection(); // get selected text const sentencesPrompt = `Convert this bulleted outline into complete sentence English (maintain the voice and styling (use bold, links, headers and italics Markdown where appropriate)). Each top level bullet is a new paragraph/section. Sub bullets go within the same paragraph. Convert shorthand words into full words.\n\nOutline:\n${text}\n\nComplete Sentences Format:\n`; const loading = this.addStatusBarItem(); // alert user of http fetch loading.setText("Loading..."); const sentences = await this.callOpenAIAPI( sentencesPrompt, engine, 1000, 0.7 ); editor.replaceSelection( `${ this.settings.keepOriginal ? `${editor.getSelection()}` : "" }\n\n${sentences}` ); // replace outline with result (with option to keep outline above) loading.setText(""); }, }); ``` ## Prompt 2: Summary Generator The Summary Generator works in the opposite direction of the Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt. It takes a huge block of complex text and distills it into a blurb. This prompt is functionally easier to edit since the resulting text is approximately 300 to 400 characters. Additionally, since it is more referential to the source material, it is less likely to hallucinate -- the Outline to Complete Sentences Prompt **has to hallucinate** to come up with punctuation, pacing, words for acronyms, etc. In terms of implementation, it is very similar programmatically to the Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt. It uses [Metadata Menu](obsidian://show-plugin?id=metadata-menu) to insert it as a key-value for `excerpt` into YAML. From there, this excerpt can be surfaced with [Dataview](obsidian://show-plugin?id=dataview) or a Content Management System (CMS) like Ghost.[\[7\]](#fn7) Here is the prompt: ```ts const summaryPrompt = `Summarize this text into one or two sentences in first person format (using "I"):.\n\nText:\n${text}\n\nSummary:\n`; ``` And here is the full Obsidian implementation: ```ts this.addCommand({ id: "summarize-to-frontmatter", name: "Add Excerpt to Frontmatter", editorCallback: async (editor: Editor, view: MarkdownView) => { const metadataMenuPlugin = this.app.plugins.plugins["metadata-menu"].api; if (!metadataMenuPlugin) { new Notice("Metadata Menu plugin not found"); return; } const activeFile = view.file; if (!activeFile) { new Notice("No file open"); return; } const { postValues } = app.plugins.plugins["metadata-menu"].api; const editField = async (file: any, yamlKey: any, newValue: any) => { const fieldsPayload = [ { name: yamlKey, payload: { value: newValue, }, }, ]; postValues(file, fieldsPayload); }; // post to key with value const loading = this.addStatusBarItem(); loading.setText("Loading..."); const text = editor.getSelection(); const summaryPrompt = `Summarize this text into one or two sentences in first person format (using "I"):.\n\nText:\n${text}\n\nSummary:\n`; const summary = await this.callOpenAIAPI(summaryPrompt, engine, 100); await editField(activeFile, "excerpt", summary.trim()); loading.setText(""); }, }); ``` ## Conclusion Amidst the tornado of AI conversation on the global stage, there are minor wins to be had by just making prompts that help people do stuff. The summary prompt and the outline to complete sentence prompt have provided me a ton of utility and I'm excited to continue to refine them as time goes on. NLU has come such a long way, and being able to alleviate tedium all the while increasing the value of a piece of work is a wonderful addition to anyone's toolset. ## ADDENDUM: Raw GPT-3.5 Results (READ AT YOUR OWN CAUTION/CURIOSITY!!) ### Outline to Complete Sentence English #### Input Outline - first prompt: an outline to complete sentence english prompt - the outline to complete sentence english prompt transforms lower case outlines into complete sentence english - why is it useful? - the purpose of a first draft is to get ideas down on paper and examine their relationships, space they take up next to each other, how complete they are - also to do relevant research, and compile external ideas - *recommendation* use shorthand for tasks for research, e.g. {research: this topic} in the outline - the outline to complete sentence english prompt allows for lower case writing, which means faster writing - faster writing means stricter adherence to the core of thought - without the ligaments and tendons needed for grammatical writing it is easier to see if an idea is good or if the writing is window dressing - great for low energy writing -allows you to get into the writing mood without needing to be at peak energy - a slow ramping into the flow state - increases velocity of how much can be written in a day - you can switch back and forth between the two as you please - can potentially make you a better texter/short form communicator - less likely to invoke the critical side of the brain - easier to look over and edit when it is time to edit - thanks to outliner, `cmd-shift-ā¬‡ļø` and `cmd-shift-ā¬†ļø` move ideas in real physical space allowing writer to play with flow or easily create parent-child relationships between ideas - downsides - whitewashes the author's voice - i try to fix this during the edit #### GPT-3.5 Result The Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt transforms lower case outlines into complete sentence English. It is useful because the purpose of a first draft is to get ideas down on paper and examine their relationships, the space they take up next to each other, and how complete they are. Additionally, it allows the writer to do relevant research and compile external ideas. I recommend using shorthand tasks for research, e.g. {research: this topic} in the outline. The Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt allows for lower case writing, which means faster writing. Faster writing means stricter adherence to the core of thought, and without the ligaments and tendons needed for grammatical writing it is easier to see if an idea is good or if the writing is window dressing. It is also great for low energy writing, allowing the writer to get into the writing mood without needing to be at peak energy, creating a slow ramping into the flow state. This increases the velocity of how much can be written in a day, and the writer can switch back and forth between the two as they please. It can also potentially make the writer a better texter/short form communicator. The Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt is less likely to invoke the critical side of the brain, making it easier to look over and edit when it is time to edit. Thanks to outliner, `cmd-shift-ā¬‡ļø` and `cmd-shift-ā¬†ļø` move ideas in real physical space allowing writer to play with flow or easily create parent-child relationships between ideas. The downside of this prompt is that it whitewashes the author's voice; however, I try to fix this during the edit. **[Here is the diff of the version GPT gave back and the final edited version above](https://gist.github.com/bramses/abba7fc95dfe042f4eeb48293e791549/revisions?ref=bramadams.dev)** ### Summary Generator #### Input Outline - a summary generator - works in the opposite direction of the outline to complete sentence english prompt - takes a huge block of complex text and distills it into a blurb - this prompt is functionally easier to edit since the result is \~300-400 characters - also since it is more referential to the source material it is less likely to hallucinate - the outline -> complete sentences prompt has to hallucinate to come up with punctuation, pacing, words for acronyms, etc. - h3: implementation - very similar programmatically to outline to complete sentence english prompt - uses metadata menu to insert it as key-value for `excerpt` into yaml - from there, this excerpt can be surfaced with Dataview or a CMS like Ghost #### GPT-3.5 Result A Summary Generator works in the opposite direction of the Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt. It takes a huge block of complex text and distills it into a blurb. This prompt is functionally easier to edit since the result is approximately 300 to 400 characters. Additionally, since it is more referential to the source material, it is less likely to hallucinate; the Outline to Complete Sentences Prompt has to hallucinate to come up with punctuation, pacing, words for acronyms, etc. In terms of implementation, it is very similar programmatically to the Outline to Complete Sentence English Prompt. It uses metadata menu to insert it as a key-value for `excerpt` into YAML. From there, this excerpt can be surfaced with Dataview or a Content Management System (CMS) like Ghost. **[Here is the diff of the version GPT gave back and the final edited version above](https://gist.github.com/bramses/98e2da9bd950a0ca64057747a020c2fb/revisions?ref=bramadams.dev)** --- 1. [202301071345](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301071345?ref=bramadams.dev), [202212160252](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212160252?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. I can tell because there is a 1:1 increase in how many emails I get about whatever is hot at the moment, especially from VCs who are basically all social proof gamblers 3. Thanks to the Outliner Obsidian Plugin, `cmd-shift-ā¬‡ļø` and `cmd-shift-ā¬†ļø` move ideas in real physical space allowing writer to play with flow or easily create parent-child relationships between ideas. This creates really fun relationship hierarchies. 4. *NB: I recommend using shorthand tasks for research, e.g. {research: this topic} in the outline. This allows you to not have to break flow of writing to fetch something.* 5. [202301021359](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301021359?ref=bramadams.dev) 6. [202302172335](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302172335?ref=bramadams.dev) 7. [202301312143](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301312143?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Notes on OpenAI Q&A Finetuning GPT-3 Vs Semantic Search - Which to Use, When, and Why URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302172335/ Last updated: 2023-02-18T18:19:00.000Z ```timestamp-url https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qq6HTr7Ocw ``` ## Overall Thoughts This is really great video; it was very thorough and had great analogies. I didn't know about the unfreezing of the partial model, that's a neat fact! I've had many office hours with people coming with finetune related questions that I believe would be better off 99% of the time with semantic search and the Hypothetical Document Embeddings (HyDE) in the rarest of cases perhaps. ## Notated Transcript ```timestamp 01:21 ``` a history of transfer learning ```timestamp 01:49 ``` long live NLU, rip NLP ```timestamp 02:30 ``` fine tuning is tweaking a task ```timestamp 03:46 ``` only similarity b/w finetuning is q/a search is that they both use embeddings at some point ```timestamp 04:34 ``` fine tuning unfreezes part of a model -- does not stop confabulation (hallucination) ```timestamp 05:30 ``` unfreezing an entire model is expensive af ```timestamp 06:00 ``` models barf out patterns, they do not have a theory of mind or knowledge bigger models are more convincing, but a largest model will never know itself (as an information store) ```timestamp 08:20 ``` finetuning is way more difficult than prompt engineering (10,000x harder) ```timestamp 09:20 ``` finetuning at scale is very hard -- how much do we share in alignment ```timestamp 11:11 ``` cost of fine tuning goes up with more data -- needs constant retraining ```timestamp 12:20 ``` instruct -> question + body of info -> is answer in here? ```timestamp 12:58 ``` finetuning teaches model to write a new pattern ```timestamp 14:27 ``` formulate -> research -> criticize -> answer ```timestamp 15:29 ``` dewey decimal is indexing on a smaller set of data, compile all the relevant research and scale it ### You and I Are Unique Brothers URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302160059/ Last updated: 2023-02-17T16:35:10.000Z TL;DR In my opinion, the Shippuden series should have ended after the Itachi/Pain arc. I thought the reanimation + Kaguya storyline was weak compared to the emotional impact of Itachi's character. Also, I've been obsessed with a song lately, thanks to an AMV I watched. Personally, I think the writer should have ended the Shippuden series after the Itachi/Pain arc. The reanimation + Kaguya stuff was really weak compared to the emotional payoff of Itachi's character. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/itachi-ill-always-be-there-for-you.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/itachi-ill-always-be-there-for-you.png) itachi ill always be there for you.png ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/itachi-ill-love-you-always.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/itachi-ill-love-you-always.png) itachi ill love you always.png I've been listening to this song on repeat the past few days thanks to this amv:[\[1\]](#fn1) --- 1. [202301271346](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301271346?ref=bramadams.dev) ### Readers All Over The World URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302140036/ Last updated: 2023-02-17T03:42:46.000Z TL;DR As an online writer, I can have a global impact by reaching readers all over the world, thanks to the asynchronous nature of the internet. My words can travel far and wide, reaching people in different locations and even in the future. One of the greatest things about writing online is the async impact you can provide to readers all around the world, from now onwards. It's as if by publishing a photon is created that can shoot off and spread in any direction, landing on the eyeballs of a passerby thousands of miles away, or years into the future. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/world-locations-of-readers.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/world-locations-of-readers.png) world locations of readers.png ### Better Footnotes in Ghost with Obsidian URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302132218/ Last updated: 2023-02-17T16:34:10.000Z Because text is limited to the domain of one direction [^ftmvri](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302110154?ref=bramadams.dev), adding breaks in the tedium for the reader is critical for engagement. Footnotes do a great job of this.[\[1\]](#fn1) In addition, footnotes play the important role of allowing the writer to convey information that is akin to world building (basically the way "meanwhile" is used on TV shows) without having to use other symbols like "--" or ";" to symbolize a change in pace. This doesn't mean footnotes are easy -- for the writer **or the reader**. In books, the reader has to make the conscious decision to stop reading to go to the bottom of the document. This runs the risk of disrupting flow or even worse, causing the reader to stop all together. Alternatively, the reader can read all the footnotes at once **after** finishing a piece, but this sucks too. Most often, readers will be tired after consuming a whole article/blog/chapter, and footnotes just feel like more work. For the writer, there is a choice to be made about whether to put something in a footnote or find a way to fit that information into the overall word budget of the piece. Not at all pleasant! So are we just shit out of luck? Fear not friends, if you too have a footer fetish, there is a light at the end of the tunnel! Thanks to the web, we can use CSS and JS to hide information that sits right in the middle[\[2\]](#fn2) of the flow of the piece. Not only that, but we can put images in footnotes,[\[3\]](#fn3) or even full quotes and links![\[4\]](#fn4) And best yet, all the footnotes are hidden behind cute ellipsis, and don't take up real estate at the bottom of the post! Enough preamble, let's add some footnotes! ## In Obsidian Firstly, in Obsidian you're going to want to install the [Footnote Shortcut](obsidian://show-plugin?id=obsidian-footnotes) plugin. This will allow you to create footnotes with a single hotkey (I mapped mine to `alt-shift-f`). Next, if you publish to Ghost[\[5\]](#fn5) you're going to want to use the [Obsidian Ghost Plugin](obsidian://show-plugin?id=obsidian-ghost-publish). This plugin converts markdown to HTML with [markdown-it](https://github.com/markdown-it/markdown-it?ref=bramadams.dev).[\[6\]](#fn6) Specifically, **and this is important so pay attention(!)** you are going to want to use **my fork here:** [bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish](https://github.com/bramses/obsidian-ghost-publish?ref=bramadams.dev). This fork has the code you will need to run the footnote logic[\[7\]](#fn7) as well as including other nice updates ([The Obsidian Ghost Plugin](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301312143?ref=bramadams.dev)). That's all you really need on the Obsidian side of things.[\[8\]](#fn8) Let's take a look at what we need to do in Ghost. ## In Ghost The core of the footnote experience is [littlefoot.js](https://littlefoot.js.org/?ref=bramadams.dev). It handles pretty much everything, so all we need to do is make it play nicely with Ghost.[\[9\]](#fn9) Most importantly, you need to be able to edit the theme in Ghost, specifically `gulp.js` and `default.hbs`, so if you don't have a custom theme going, this tutorial will be harder to complete. [This tutorial](https://aspirethemes.com/blog/ghost-theme-load-scripts?ref=bramadams.dev) will walk you through a deep dive of how to do this, but in short: 1. Inside your theme, run `npm install --save littlefoot` 2. add littlefoot to `gulpfile.js`, mine looks like the code below: ```js function js(done) { pump([ src([ 'node_modules/@tryghost/shared-theme-assets/assets/js/v1/lib/**/*.js', 'node_modules/@tryghost/shared-theme-assets/assets/js/v1/main.js', 'assets/js/lib/*.js', 'assets/js/main.js', 'node_modules/littlefoot/dist/littlefoot.js' // https://aspirethemes.com/blog/ghost-theme-load-scripts ], {sourcemaps: true}), concat('main.min.js'), uglify(), dest('assets/built/', {sourcemaps: '.'}), livereload() ], handleError(done)); } ``` 1. in `screen.css` add the following line to the imports: ```css @import "../../node_modules/littlefoot/dist/littlefoot.css"; ``` 1. In `default.hbs` add the following script to the footer, right above ``: ```html ``` 1. Run `yarn zip` to zip your theme 2. Upload the zip to your theme in Ghost That's it! Congrats on your new, sexy footnotes![\[10\]](#fn10) --- *If you like what you read, please hit that *Subscribe* button in the corner to join other thinkers in this community! I send out multiple think pieces or Maps of Content a week as well as many notes that can only be seen by subscribing to the RSS feed above.* --- 1. or do they?…ok yeah they do 2. Everything, everything'll be just fine Everything, everything'll be alright 3. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/leda.jpeg](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/leda.jpeg) leda.jpeg 4. [Jimmy Eat World - The Middle (Official Music Video) - YouTube](https://youtu.be/oKsxPW6i3pM?ref=bramadams.dev) 5. which I safely assume you do since you're reading this tutorial 6. and the [markdown-it-footnote plugin](https://www.npmjs.com/package/markdown-it-footnote?ref=bramadams.dev), of course! 7. Ghost needs to upload footnotes as an HTML card or the API swallows the markup for some annoying reason 8. One more thing. You probably want to install [Linter](obsidian://show-plugin?id=obsidian-linter) and enable footnote re-indexing to make sure footnotes stay in order 9. easier said than done… 10. I hope we got off on the right foot! ### Can AI Save My Zettelkasten? URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302112057/ Last updated: 2023-02-16T22:59:14.000Z TL;DR The author is discussing the challenges they face with their personal Zettelkasten, a system of note-taking and knowledge management. The process of creating unique ID notes, writing single condensed ideas, and linking notes with tags and references can become overwhelming as the number of notes grows. The art of linking also becomes more difficult as the system scales. The author argues that current AI apps built into Zettelkasten systems are not useful for solving these problems and may even cause harm by creating an echo chamber. Instead, the author proposes using AI as a computational assistant for each independent note, creating computations from the notes that can run on their own and continue to generate new output. The author dreams of a world where everyone maintains a Zettelkasten and where Zettelkastens power themselves. As my personal Zettelkasten ([202301111303](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301111303?ref=bramadams.dev)) grows beyond 400 Zettels,[\[1\]](#fn1) I've noticed a few recurring problems arise that I imagine anyone in my shoes would face: 1. The task of working on a Zettelkasten is nearly infinite -- every Zettel created spawns more Zettels 2. As the raw number of Zettels increase, the linking process causes stress from choice overload 3. Even though a zettelkasten can scale infinitely, the human mind can't Let's take a look at these one by one and see if AI can throw us a life line. ## The Sisyphean Task of a Zettelkasten The Zettelkasten process is as follows: 1. Create a unique ID note 2. Write a single condensed idea on the card along with a title 3. Link the card with tags (e.g. biology, woodworking, cooking, etc.) and/or references to other internal IDs within the Zettelkasten (e.g. 123456, 2231121, etc.) along with any citations for external resources This process is *enticing* due to its simplicity, but in reality it's anything but. Under the calm surface lay the deep dark depths of infinite Zettels to be created, infinite links to be connected, infinite edits and tweaks to be…tweaked. Outdated knowledge and ideas get pruned, some Zettels merge into one, others yet split into other atomic Zettels. **This goes on and on and on and on and…** ## To Link or Not to Link? That Is the Question Linking is more of an art than a science. A creative link will add to the Zettel being worked on, providing helpful context or a new dimension of thought. A **really** creative link will mutually benefit both sides of the link. Inversely, a bad link will subtract from the Zettel, and in the worst case, damage the entire system. Links are **required** because they are the veins and arteries of the Zettelkasten. It falls to the maintainer to make the (sometimes impossible) judgement call of where a new Zettel should embed itself in an existing Zettelkasten.[\[2\]](#fn2) As the Zettelkasten scales, the problem of linking scales as well. Eventually, so many options present themselves for linking that no one would be blamed for running off with their tail in between their legs. *As a *thought experiment* here are three links that *I think* relate to this section. Of the three, would you link any of them? One? All? None? This experiment will visualize the subjectivity of this craft* 1. [202301071346](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301071346?ref=bramadams.dev) (title: One Zettel, One Objective) (author reasoning: the ideal Zettel serves a single purpose, making good linking critical to connect disparate islands of thought) 2. [202212162359](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212162359?ref=bramadams.dev) (title: Data Outlives Codebases) (author reasoning: Zettels can be spliced from their parent system and imported into others, much like genetic base pairs. This means individual data can outlive the original context it was created in) 3. [202301032152](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301032152?ref=bramadams.dev) (title: Feng Shui Does Makes Sense!…) (author reasoning: Feng Shui emphasizes the function of a home by the pathing of its inhabitants. Spaces are clearly cordoned off by function. A Zettelkasten can function similarly) And speaking of scale… ## Scale Sucks The two problems above are only exacerbated by scale. The right link becomes harder to find, ideas duplicated or lost, and the work of a Zettelkasten becomes more of a **daily grind** than an expression of creativity. The system eventually reaches a point where the knowledge becomes a burden on its maintainer, much like a mansion that needs to be constantly dusted or a giant library with books that will never be read, the system's berth affects its ability to maneuver gracefully. *NB: A trick to manage the problem of scale: One In, One Out: When linking choose one item to link from within a tag, and one item to link from outside the tags. The first link will be a much smaller set to search through, the second larger set is more about creative play and finding something clever.* Yikes, these problems are ominous. Can AI save us Zettelkasten maintainers from ourselves? ## AI to the Rescue? The AI apps I have seen others build into Zettelkasten systems like Obsidian have largely been readonly, with the cardinal goal of surfacing similar objects from the large set (mainly using [embeddings](https://platform.openai.com/docs/guides/embeddings?ref=bramadams.dev)). This is useful, to be sure, but I would argue that this may actually be the **worst use case for AI in a Zettelkasten**. Why? One, correct **tagging** does most of the heavy lifting of surfacing similar notes. All knowledge that enters a Zettelkasten is **subjective** and the **taxonomy is emergent**. Tags are the UN in which individual Zettels engage with each other and as such need translators to make sure that important concepts don't get lost in translation. Just because two Zettels are semantically *similar* does **not** mean that an explicit link should be formed between them. In fact, this goes counter to the **highest aspiration of a Zettelkasten**, where the goal is to join **diverse ideas**. Two, this creates **internal pressure** in the system, increasing the likelihood that the system will become an echo chamber. This pressure creates more dense collections which might be visually appealing in graph view, but the heavy handed nature of the the AI links can cause nasty things like self-referential loops. In the long term, letting AI go haywire (in its current 2023 incarnation) over your system may cause more harm than good. In a way, smart surfacing is only useful to **consumers** of a Zettelkasten, and may actually cause **harm** to producers. If the goal is to create a Google-like or ChatGPT-like experience in a Zettelkasten, that is readily achievable -- but it does not solve the problems of a growing Zettelkasten for the creator. So what can? ### Yin and Yang As a reminder, the problem of scale is largely a product of **overwhelm**. With a large quantity of Zettels to search through, the value of time spent on any individual Zettel goes down drastically. Intuitively, one may build a system similar to the one above with one commandment: *ignore anything that is not similar to what I am looking at, pre sort the list for anything that fits the bill.* While I agree that sorting is a useful task, I think that returning the **opposite** Zettels from the list is much more useful. By orienting your argument against the opposite items in your Zettelkasten, the boundaries of your Zettel become clear. From a list of *1…n*, the most helpful items live at *n-3…n*. There is no subject without an object to compare itself against. **Adding more of the same color to a canvas does little, while adding a contrasting color reveals a brand new image.** ### Tiny Little Turing Machines Another potentially powerful solution is one that I learned from a deep conversation with [un1crom](https://twitter.com/un1crom?ref=bramadams.dev) \-- use AI as a computational assistant for each independent Zettel. To do this, we assume that each Zettel is or is not a computable thought. A **computable thought** embeds an algorithm inside of it. Imagine each Zettel as a seed. This seed represents an idea. Traditionally, ideas need to be consumed by a machine that computes. My dear reader, as you consume these very words on the page, your mind is the machine that is hard at work processing the validity of each sentence, weighing the concepts, sorting them and ranking them based on previous knowledge you have consumed, etc. The broad concept is to have a GPT model write code based off the Zettel's contents (see [202302100037](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302100037?ref=bramadams.dev), [202302111242](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302111242?ref=bramadams.dev), and [202302111309](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202302111309?ref=bramadams.dev) "Computation" titles for live examples.[\[3\]](#fn3) The task of creating computations from Zettels opens the possibility of using them like any other block of code -- a composable element that can run on its own. No longer would a Zettel be inert until some intelligent being comes and reads it, it will continue to pop out microscopic widgets from its computational factory. In fact, once Zettels get linked manually their computations can also be joined, creating mega structures and giving the second brain a job to do outside of being consumed. This creates an exit route from the pressure of creating knowledge. Much like investing, the more computational thoughts there are, the more they power the system and create new output, which begets new computational seeds, and on and on….[\[4\]](#fn4) ## Conclusion It will be at the very least entertaining to see how AI shapes up against the second brain/Zettelkasten space. I'm excited to build tools that push the boundaries of this space, all the while maintaining the living breathing Zettelkasten you see in front of you. I dream of a world where everyone maintains a Zettelkasten, where Zettelkastens make people better, more knowledgable and happier, and a world where Zettelkastens begin to power themselves. Perhaps AGI is actually AZI (Artificial Zettelkasten Intelligence)? --- *If you like what you read, please hit that *Subscribe* button in the corner to join other thinkers in this community! I send out multiple think pieces or Maps of Content a week as well as many notes that can only be seen by subscribing to the RSS feed above.* --- 1. *a *Zettel* is an individual note in a Zettelkasten* 2. *should I tag this a or b… or neither? Damn.* 3. *all of the code in those sections was written by ChatGPT!* 4. *in the positive direction this time!* ### Top Three Apps I'd Delete If You Gave Me Your Phone URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302111309/ Last updated: 2023-02-16T22:48:56.000Z TL;DR I would delete Snapchat, Paramount+, and most dating apps from people's phones. Online dating can be time-consuming and male-dominated, but there are some exceptions like Hinge, which uses a matching algorithm. Cultural differences can also affect how people use dating apps. However, there are some funny and interesting aspects that can emerge from the social game theory of dating apps. A program exists to help clean up phones by deleting unwanted apps. > When women hand me their iPhone to put in my number I just delete the uber eats app and give it back > > — Lukas (computer) (@SCHIZO\_FREQ) [November 1, 2022](https://twitter.com/SCHIZO%5FFREQ/status/1587530959183925250?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) Top 3 apps I would delete on people's phones: 1. Snapchat 2. Paramount + 3. Most dating apps ## Why Dating Apps? > Online dating sucks. **You’re much better off trying to meet people in real-life situations, where there is a more reasonable ratio of men and women, you can learn more about people then their favorite vacation spots, and the people have a lot more time to learn more about you too.** > Or, you can try meeting people online but not in a surface-level dating-oriented site. Plenty of people formed couples through discord or their favorite video games. Unfortunately my understanding is that **most online places are still male-dominated, but hopefully that’s changing as we are becoming a more tech-oriented and women-inclusive society**. ([View Highlight](https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=31748967&%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F5%2F1%2F2%2F3%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%2F0%2F1%2F4%2F0%2F3%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A0%2C0%2F6%2F1%2F2%2F3%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%2F0%2F1%2F4%2F0%2F3%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A348&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Online%20dating%20sucks.%20You%E2%80%99re%20much%2Cmore%20tech-oriented%20and%20women-inclusive%20society.)) > Have you read the cold start problem? The **online dating marketplaces optimize for women and the men naturally follow.** > Ie. If there were a bunch of single women in any marketplace, men would naturally flock there, like any social media platforms dms > **The users for online dating are women, men are the commodity** ([View Highlight](https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=31748967&%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F1%2F2%2F3%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%2F2%2F1%2F4%2F0%2F3%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A0%2C0%2F2%2F1%2F2%2F3%2F0%2F1%2F0%2F0%2F2%2F1%2F4%2F0%2F3%2F1%2F0%2F0%3A60&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Have%20you%20read%20the%20cold%2Cwomen%2C%20men%20are%20the%20commodity)) > I've been thinking about whether friendships could be described as having a purpose beyond personal fulfillment, and I think it shares some parallels with dating. One of modern dating's great albatrosses is the hedonistic treadmill: **the Tinder-induced "Welcome to Hell" of meeting, connecting, dating, and ghosting, repeated ad infinitum**. Dating around is a perfectly good way to pass the weeks and months and years, but at some point, if you're not committing to something – building towards a "we" that exists outside of yourself – **the initial thrill of intimacy begins to take on a saccharine, artificial quality** ([View Highlight](https://nayafia.substack.com/?ref=bramadams.dev)) In terms of supply and demand, men are very heavily **supply side** and women are very heavy **demand side**. Out of any random number of men, women get to "demand" the best partner for them. Due to how the "approach game" works, men are usually the ones who "open" leaving women to respond to potential options/suitors. On dating apps, scale starts becomes a factor quickly. Women are virtually approached by a high number of suitors at the **same time** instead of sequentially, changing the dynamics of the game substantially. [202212200254](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212200254?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Stability, Hinge > **Hinge, one of the hottest dating apps out there, differentiates itself from its rivals like Tinder or Bumble by building a ā€˜like’ system similar to Instagram which allows its users to ā€˜like’ another user’s posts or photos, instead of doing simple arbitrary swipe left/right for someone’s entire profile**. This article discusses how the Gale–Shapley algorithm, an algorithm that solves The Stable Marriage Problem has been applied to Hinge’s platform. The parallel it draws between how Hinge first compiles a front page for you with people that the algorithm finds most compatible with you and how the show Love Island populate a room full of men and women picking from each other points straight out how the algorithm has been implemented on the front end. ([View Highlight](https://blogs.cornell.edu/info2040/2021/09/30/hinge-and-its-implementation-of-the-gale-shapley-algorithm?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F5%2F1%2F1%2F16%3A0%2C0%2F5%2F1%2F1%2F16%3A755&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Hinge%2C%20one%20of%20the%20hottest%2Cimplemented%20on%20the%20front%20end.)) > Just like what we learned in class, **a stable marriage contains two individual who both prefer one another, Hinge is always trying to have their users reach that state of stable preferences which could lead to a stable and happy relationship**. ([View Highlight](https://blogs.cornell.edu/info2040/2021/09/30/hinge-and-its-implementation-of-the-gale-shapley-algorithm?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F9%2F1%2F1%2F16%3A177%2C0%2F9%2F1%2F1%2F16%3A418&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Just%20like%20what%20we%20learned%2Ca%20stable%20and%20happy%20relationship.)) > Essentially, this classic matching algorithm from the 60s enables users nowadays to better pursue their love interests and relationships digitally online in a highly effective way. ([View Highlight](https://blogs.cornell.edu/info2040/2021/09/30/hinge-and-its-implementation-of-the-gale-shapley-algorithm?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F9%2F1%2F1%2F16%3A891%2C0%2F9%2F1%2F1%2F16%3A1071&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Essentially%2C%20this%20classic%20matching%20algorithm%2Cin%20a%20highly%20effective%20way.)) ## Not Just an American Phenomenon > Looks like all the dirt of the city assembles here only,ā€ says a man sitting with his wife and three children under a tree in the Kalindi Kunj Park against the backdrop of the Delhi Eye, a 200-foot-tall ferris wheel.Arun believes it’s the man’s persistence to woo them that matters to most women. ā€œPeople from my strata don’t have the option to trust anyone quickly. How much a person can wait is ultimately the sign of their interest. We don’t swipe each other on apps,ā€ he says while pointing to a cheap smartphone in his hand. **Even though China-made affordable smartphones are making inroads among India’s poor people, dating apps such as Tinder remain the province of wealthier people because of the social stigma associated with dating and premarital sex.ā€œHigh-profile people like you can go to restaurants or hotels. We have just parksā€, says Arun, an 18-year-old commerce student.** > Take polyamory. I had a revealing conversation recently with a student at an elite university. He said that when he sets his Tinder radius to five miles, about half of the women, mostly other students, said they were ā€œpolyamorousā€ in their bios. Then, when he extended the radius to 15 miles to include the rest of the city and its outskirts, about half of the women were single mothers. The costs created by the luxury beliefs of the former are borne by the latter. **Polyamory is the latest expression of sexual freedom championed by the affluent. They are in a better position to manage the complications of novel relationship arrangements. And if these relationships don’t work out, they can recover thanks to their financial capability and social capital**. The less fortunate suffer by adopting the beliefs of the upper class. ([View Highlight](https://quillette.com/2019/11/16/thorstein-veblens-theory-of-the-leisure-class-a-status-update?%5F%5FreadwiseLocation=0%2F17%2F5%2F1%2F1%2F1%2F9%2F8%3A187%2C0%2F17%2F5%2F1%2F1%2F1%2F9%2F8%3A1015&ref=bramadams.dev#:~:text=Take%20polyamory.%20I%20had%20a%2Cbeliefs%20of%20the%20upper%20class.)) ## Occasionally Dating Apps Do Indeed Work > So, I downloaded Tinder, in an attempt to prove to myself that I still possessed worldly desires. Resultantly, I met up with a cute girl named Sundae on a lantern-lit patio. ([Location 449](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07KNVT8BY&location=449&ref=bramadams.dev)) ## And There Are Some Great Bits That Emerge From The Interactions/Social Game Theory > The most important hurricane Ian story right now is how Florida women on TikTok are showing all the hot Tinder profiles of power line repair workers who came from out of state, and now the local wives are furious at ā€œbucket bunniesā€ > > — Katie Notopoulos (@katienotopoulos) [October 1, 2022](https://twitter.com/katienotopoulos/status/1576244558240677888?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > berlin tinder is wild [pic.twitter.com/Xzi9dWhF6K](https://t.co/Xzi9dWhF6K?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — francis wolf (@francisxwolf) [November 10, 2022](https://twitter.com/francisxwolf/status/1590522577994252288?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) > My friends tinder conversation PLEASE āœ‹šŸ¼šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ [pic.twitter.com/vs5Mb2N4oG](https://t.co/vs5Mb2N4oG?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Emma 🌻 (@noooemmma) [November 21, 2022](https://twitter.com/noooemmma/status/1594742080399724545?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) ## Computation This program helps you clean up your phone by deleting apps that you may not need. Based on a set of criteria, it deletes Snapchat, Paramount+, and dating apps if you are a man or have had negative experiences with online dating. The updated list of apps is then returned. Try it out and see how it can help declutter your phone! ### Haku Blowing on a Dandelion URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302111249/ Last updated: 2023-08-28T03:08:56.000Z > d ļ½” > ∓t > d゚\*ļ½”. > d \*゚ > d ゚\* > dt > \*dt > \*.ļ½” > td > °\*. ゚t > °\*. > ゚\*. > tt d > ļ½” d゚ > t°\*. > ļ½”\*dt [pic.twitter.com/B4VWq5ZzCj](https://t.co/B4VWq5ZzCj?ref=bramadams.dev) > > — Studio Ghibli (@TheGhibliFamily) [December 24, 2022](https://twitter.com/TheGhibliFamily/status/1606650908183511041?ref%5Fsrc=twsrc%5Etfw&ref=bramadams.dev) I love this creative use of space and form! Spirited Away is also one of my favorite films, and was my first foray into anime as a child. I have a distinct memory of seeing the movie with my father and eating seasoned curly fries. ## Chihiro == Lilo > voices of Chihiro Ogino in the English dub of the [Studio Ghibli](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Studio%5FGhibli?ref=bramadams.dev) film *[Spirited Away](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spirited%5FAway?ref=bramadams.dev)*, and [Lilo Pelekai](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilo%5FPelekai?ref=bramadams.dev) in the [Disney animated](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Walt%5FDisney%5FAnimation%5FStudios?ref=bramadams.dev) feature film *[Lilo & Stitch](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lilo%5F%26%5FStitch?ref=bramadams.dev)* ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gnzyaahxzyc895t4p8bsa7nz?ref=bramadams.dev)) ### Implicit Solitary Confinement URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302111242/ Last updated: 2023-03-15T05:25:26.000Z > The boundary between solitude and loneliness is permeable and unstable, after all. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gafy6vczxtrkt5tq7erwj1nx?ref=bramadams.dev)) Note that retirement will intensify the feelings of loneliness [202212212242](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212212242?ref=bramadams.dev) \-- without having built the skill of solitude. Do the elderly attain wisdom from their time alone? Those who survive in the social vacuum and are forced to contend with the shape of their thoughts? ## The Skill of Solitude > You talk when you cease to be at peace with your thoughts; And **when you can no longer dwell in the solitude of your heart you live in your lips, and sound is a diversion and a pastime**. ([Location 428](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07D2JJ54Z&location=428&ref=bramadams.dev)) > Paradoxically, **solitude begets solidarity**. ā€œLabor is a craft, but perfect rest is an art.ā€ ([View Highlight](https://eriktorenberg.substack.com/p/on-solitude?utm%5Fsource=pocket%5Fmylist)) > It’s not even meditating. It’s just sitting there. Zoning the fuck out. Sometimes I meditate. Other times I fall asleep. 100% not judging the process. Not judging the process is key. I try to do it weekly - but realistically it’s like every 2/3 weeks for me. Sometimes it’s one day. Other times, it’s 3\. I try to alternate between sabbath and weekend trips/experiences. ([View Highlight](https://eriktorenberg.substack.com/p/on-solitude?utm%5Fsource=pocket%5Fmylist)) Where boredom lives, creativity is sure to follow. > Profound boredom stems from an abundance of uninterrupted time spent in relative solitude, which can lead to indifference, apathy, and people questioning their sense of self and their existence - but which Heidegger said could also pave the way to more creative thinking and activity. ([View Highlight](https://read.readwise.io/read/01gn7yyvejv753c7xx231ybrc0?ref=bramadams.dev)) ## Computation This JavaScript program helps users cultivate the skill of solitude and tap into their creative potential. It includes features such as a solitude timer, boredom embracement prompts, a non-judgment zone, a balance tracker, creativity prompts, and a wisdom sharing platform. By embracing solitude and reflecting on their thoughts and emotions, users can gain insights and wisdom, and tap into their creative potential. ### The Clash of One Way Clocks URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302110154/ Last updated: 2023-02-17T06:24:49.000Z Hey, Why do we write in one direction? Why do we speak in one direction? Are these byproducts of physical reality, a biological coping mechanism, or some form of societal decision to keep our minds and actions orderly? ^ftmvri The great work of linguists in the 20th century taught us that language has an inherent **computation** to it.[\[1\]](#fn1) This raises an interesting set of questions about the computation of language: is audio itself linear (*random universe noises*)? Or is only language linear? Is perception due to how creatures experience time? If time followed different rules, would our command of language? ## Tongue Twisters Tongue Twisters[\[2\]](#fn2) are a toy example of separate linear systems causing chaos in parallel.[\[3\]](#fn3) The eye reads the tongue twister on the page (*peter piper picked…*), the brain shapes the lips and tongue to make the required shapes, and the ears listen to the sounds the mouth is producing (*what am i saying?*). **Each step requires a discrete amount of time**. There is time required for sound waves to travel from your vocal chords and back into your ear feedback loop. There is time required to think a thought and activate the required neurons. There is time required for the eye to read characters and decipher them with the occipital complex and the fusiform gyrus. The "distance" between the physical mouth shapes is longer than it takes for the brain to send the command to form the next syllable. A tongue twister is a fun (and safe) way to have all of these different timers run into each other at high speed and crash. So it would seem we're not just dealing with **one** linear perceiver, in fact, we're dealing with multiple, all of which operate at different speeds.[\[4\]](#fn4) ## Prediction and Bets This raises a more impactful question than if Peter Piper did in fact pick those peppers. If our ability to predict has a "speed limit", and if it only predicts in one direction -- **how can we be "sure" of anything?** Are guesses and predictions simply the act of examining an external "line"[\[5\]](#fn5) and using previous experience to determine where it might head? In reality this line never goes backwards but may at any moment twist or turn.[\[6\]](#fn6) How can we be sure that the line will move as we hope this time? How can we **know** that this time won't be different?[\[7\]](#fn7) In addition, we add the complication of multiple lines of reasoning happening concurrently. If one clock of reasoning is far behind another, do we get thread locked in the boxes of our own minds? Do habits[\[8\]](#fn8) simply mean that we have seen something before multiple times and expect a similar outcome? Is there any way to trust another person without past credential signaling on their part?[\[9\]](#fn9) Wouldn't you rather invest with a billionaire than a librarian at your local library?[\[10\]](#fn10) But what if the billionaire made all their money from thievery and the line that reveals this fact lags behind another 5 years after you met the billionaire? Would that disqualify them as a business partner five years ago? Is pattern matching a panacea for truth? I'll leave you with this: > Turing also went further, showing that there were certain things that even the most powerful machine could not compute. In particular, he pointed out, **no computer could predict its own behavior**. Say you feed the machine a tape and come back to find that it’s been chugging along for twenty-four hours. Say it’s been chugging along for a week, or a year, or even ten years: read, write, left, right. There’s still an infinite supply of tape remaining, but is this thing ever going to write down, say, a O? Is it ever going to finish? There’s no way to tell, Turing showed, not in general. The ā€œhalting problem,ā€ as it’s known, is hopeless. ([Location 1269](https://readwise.io/to%5Fkindle?action=open&asin=B07GBCX7YC&location=1269&ref=bramadams.dev)) --- 1. for more on this, refer to the work of [Noam Chomsky grammars](https://www.sciencedirect.com/topics/psychology/linguistic-theory?ref=bramadams.dev) 2. [202301091332](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301091332?ref=bramadams.dev) 3. trying to time share multiple processes at once [202212212348](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202212212348?ref=bramadams.dev) 4. [202301130109](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301130109?ref=bramadams.dev) 5. or multiple!! 6. [^8750ma](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301092351?ref=bramadams.dev) 7. [^mynde0](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301271420?ref=bramadams.dev) 8. things that one can do subconsciously 9. how does our prediction of their success in life change if they went to Harvard or have competed in the Olympics? 10. [202301081728](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/202301081728?ref=bramadams.dev) ### A Carhartt Hat in a Tibetan Cafe URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302100037/ Last updated: 2023-03-03T04:17:59.000Z Yellow hat on yellow ceiling. ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/yellow-hat-yellow-cieling.png](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/yellow-hat-yellow-cieling.png) yellow hat yellow cieling.png ## Computation ### The Danger of Journaling IS Introspection URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302092341/ Last updated: 2023-02-10T04:51:00.000Z I was having an off-day a few months ago. To try and lift my spirits, I decided to take advantage of the fact that I have the ability to time travel. Not literally, of course, but figuratively in the one direction of the past (*which is almost as good as not at all, admittedly*). By maintaining a daily journaling habit for \~5 years now, I can "revisit" any day in that timeframe, remember the people I interacted with, the thoughts I was thinking, and the admire the seeds of ideas that incubated in the interim of then and now. On this particular day, June 21, I "visited" 2018, 2019, 2020, and 2021. And holy shit. So much has changed…but nothing has changed. Physically, I am a different person. My location is different. My age is different. My finances are different. My crushes, my friends, my job, all radically different. But what has stayed the same, disappointingly, is the shape of my goals. The mountain I set out to climb nearly 1500 days ago is still looming, and I am still at base camp. Sure, I've made "progress" towards the summit of self actualization, but in reality, I've written a lot more about what I **want to do** as opposed to **what I have done** over the past five years. In a way, introspection has held me back. It has made me viscerally aware of my shortcomings in the financial, professional, romantic, and physical realms. Introspection has reminded me of dropped promises, awkward encounters, unfounded concerns. It reminds me of just how naked and vulnerable in the cold of space and time I really am. But on the other hand it's kind of… *really fucking funny?* The *raison d'etre* of the exercise of daily journaling is to step outside of the stream of time, to crystallize thoughts and emotion, to view oneself from as detached a perspective that can be mustered. I'm looking from now, from "above", in 2022, at this gelatinous creature in 2018 with desires and pains, likes and dislikes, thoughts that amounted to being nothing or more often **entirely incorrect**. I'm watching him lament, I'm watching him try to problem solve, I'm watching him cope, and build, and destroy, and dream, and panic. It's hard to not examine this creature with pity, with a dose of concern for his mental well-being. And yet… he's kind of cute. His persistence is admirable. He gets up every day in pursuit of his goals, even though I know as the future reader that in many ways, he has failed. I find myself cheering for this man stuck in the page, *go you fighter, go*! Continue to strive out the mud. Continue day in and day out to climb this unforgiving fucking cliff face, and if your fingers are bloody at the end of it, and you sit breathless at the bottom, staring up as the snowy wind pelts your face, you can rest easy knowing that you've tried. I know you've done your best. There's proof. ### Why I Use the Head of Leda Everywhere URL: https://www.bramadams.dev/202302092343/ Last updated: 2023-02-14T05:36:01.000Z TL;DR I use the Head of Leda as my profile picture because I like it. It's simple, public domain, and associated with DaVinci who is an inspiration to me. The sketch has a peaceful and emotional effect on me. There are risks with using a drawn picture instead of a real one, but I mitigate these risks by keeping my official channels limited and treating online relationships differently than physical ones. **Short answer**: I like it. **Longer answer**: Why do I use this picture…everywhere? Am I insane? Am I a weeb/fanboy? A NFT convert? All of the above? None of the above? ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/leda.jpeg](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/leda.jpeg) leda.jpeg There are probably innumerable reasons I could use as potential justification or head canon, but here are a few that recur in my reasoning: 1. Keep it simple, stupid 2. Pseudonymity 3. It's public domain, not an NFT 4. DaVinci is an inspiration of mine 5. Peace, Equanimity, Distance ## Keep it Simple, Stupid I like having a image that I can use as a default, an image that I can quickly drop as a flag in a new territory. The simpler the better in my opinion. It also has the added benefit for an audience to be able recognize you and your work. ## Pseudonymity **People age**. People change hair styles. People have good days and days when they're sick. Having a pseudonymous image serve "as you" mitigates, if not eliminates, concerns about aging and taking professional headshots once every \~3 years to update all your social handles. It is also nice to have a **choice** about your representation to strangers across time and space. ## It's Public Domain, Not an NFT > When a piece of creative work is no longer protected by copyright, it’s considered ā€œpublic domainā€ art. Artists can lose copyright protection or the right to profit from a piece of art by surrendering or transferring it. Alternatively, copyright owners can ā€œdedicateā€ or deliberately place work in the public domain. Copyright can also expire or be taken away due to ineligibility. **In the US and in countries of the European Union, copyright protection lasts the lifetime of the artist plus 70 years after their death.** So once artwork no longer has copyright protection and is ā€œin the public domain,ā€ those who access it can use it freely without having to seek permission from the artist or last owner. > > > [What is Public Domain Art? – ARTDEX](https://www.artdex.com/what-is-public-domain-art-2/?ref=bramadams.dev) I'm not a fan of the NFT movement. In fact, I think NFTs are quite stupid in general. I empathize with the need to make money for one's work, but I do not empathize with the need to hide money from regulation in a monkey jpeg. In 2022, everyone has a monkey profile picture, a picture that shows you spent money to be in an ingroup of other people who spent money too. Head of Leda is public domain, much like a much more famous work done by the same artist. > The Mona Lisa (or La Joconde, La Gioconda). **This work is in the public domain in its country of origin and other countries and areas where the copyright term is the author's life plus 100 years or fewer**. ## DaVinci is an Inspiration of Mine Speaking of DaVinci, I'm utterly fascinated by the man. I try to be a student of reality and to consciously breed my curiosity, and DaVinci is an excellent teacher of this type of life. I'll leave it to Giorgio Vasari, who encapsulated the marvel of DaVinci to his contemporaries: > In the normal course of events many men and women are born with remarkable talents; **but occasionally, in a way that transcends nature, a single person is marvellously endowed by Heaven with beauty, grace and talent in such abundance that he leaves other men far behind, all his actions seem inspired and indeed everything he does clearly comes from God rather than from human skill.** Everyone acknowledged that this was true of Leonardo da Vinci, an artist of outstanding physical beauty, who displayed infinite grace in everything that he did and who cultivated his genius so brilliantly that all problems he studied he solved with ease. > > > [Lives of the Most Excellent Painters, Sculptors, and Architects - Wikipedia](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lives%5Fof%5Fthe%5FMost%5FExcellent%5FPainters,%5FSculptors,%5Fand%5FArchitects?ref=bramadams.dev) ## Peace, Equanimity, Distance Finally, I'd like to describe the first time I stumbled across Leda. I was reading Walter Issacson's biography of Leonardo DaVinci and took a break around the Milan section to look at Da Vinci's body of work in totality. When I stumbled upon the Head of Leda sketch, I froze. The artwork had a visceral, emotional effect on me. She just looked so…**at peace**. There is an emptiness in her eyes and facial expression that is counterbalanced by the intricate nature of her hair which must have took **hours** of work to set into that particular style. The way she looks over her shoulder shows shyness or a quiet strength, depending on the angle you look at it. The dark lines of the sketch are forceful and intentional, yet rushed, as if you can feel the attention DaVinci paid to Leda while also yearning to get back to his other projects *(DaVinci was a known procrastinator)*. Finally, you can almost feel the gentle breeze blowing against her hair *(open [this song in a new tab](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9fWBHDhaP%5Fw&ab%5Fchannel=Gruvia94&ref=bramadams.dev) and return to see what I mean)* ![https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/leda.jpeg](https://bram-adams.ghost.io/content/images/2023/02/leda.jpeg) leda.jpeg *here is the sketch again, for reference* ## Risks Having a not real picture of me as my "calling card" does pose risks. People could obviously take it and masquerade as me. This is mitigated by keeping my official channel list short. This website is built to be the star that my online presence orbits. My other official channel is my [GitHub](https://github.com/bramses?ref=bramadams.dev). If Leda ain't here or there, it probably ain't me *(unless explicitly stated here on the site)*. There's also the issue of trust. A human face -- even a drawn one, is just…more trustworthy, [even if it is AI generated](https://thispersondoesnotexist.com/?ref=bramadams.dev). But personally, I think that this is a boon, since online relationships != physical relationships, and they shouldn't be treated as such. _Includes the latest 500 public posts. Use `/sitemap.xml` for the complete archive of public content._